@@ImMalloryBrooke Or, in the words of the late Queen Elizabeth (when she lost her husband): Grief if the price we pay for love. I thought that was so profound and beautiful!
I know this is your job, but you have so many people who just love and adore you here and we want more than anything for you to be healthy and happy. I know your therapist has you well in hand, just know if you ever need an ear that there are people ready to listen. You are needed and you are loved. There is only one Mal out there and I’m so glad I found her! You are authentic and spectacular. Love and prayers and all the good things for you, sweet girl. ❤️
OK WELL NOW I'M BALLING. Thank you Tracy!!! You all are my family, and I should've spoken about that a little more in this vlog BUT...I don't have family other than one of my brothers, and my aunts, so my "job" is also my family. I love you so much, and YOU are needed as well. OMG I can't stop tearing up responding to your comment....WHEW, wish I could hug you!
@@ImMalloryBrooke Please take care of yourself Mallory! I'm a viewer in France, I've watched you on and off and I loved that you were on the makeup artist competition whose name escapes me right now - I'm sorry for your losses and I wish you the best, please stay strong! ((((hugs)))
Don’t feel like it’s not normal to grieve. When my beloved pup passed, It hurt like hell for a long time, I’m just now getting to a good place and it’s been almost three years. Grief has no limit, be gentle to yourself let yourself grieve. Sending you all the love Mal.❤️
I definitely don't feel like its not normal, BUT I do struggle (and I talk to my therapist about this A LOT) with allowing myself to grieve over long periods of time. I am so sorry you lost your furbaby too, it is life shattering at times. Thank you for the kind reminder. Love u
Sitting here crying. I hope you have some small comfort in knowing that so many feel for you in your grief. Crying is therapeutic/keep letting it out. If you need to take a few days you should.
The only reason I love vlogs,is watching people just live. Non aesthetically. Just loving day to day. Real people have real feelings. Real people got through shit. And it's a reality that no one ever wants to put out there,cause they don't want to be vulnerable. But, it's human to break. It's human to have down moments. Which I why I appreciate vlogs. Like damn,I'm not the only person to have a bad day. How refreshing is that. I don't take your pain,say "yay! I'm not the only one." I say ,I'm glad I'm not the only person having a bad day. Thank you for showing us your life. It's authentic,it's heartbreaking,but it's you. And that's why many of us have been watching for years. we appreciate the authenticity. Take a break if you can. But we're all here to lend an ear when you feel you need to vent. It happens to all of us. No one is immune to life.
This is the first vid I've seen of yours involving personal info...I found some hair tuts a while ago & I subscribed, I just saw this video tonight & I want to tell you I understand what you're going through. I lost one of my closest friends less than 2 weeks ago, I found out on fb, which was totally bizarre & disregulating in itself. I am only now accepting that this is real. You are not alone. What you're feeling is normal. Grief is wicked hard & takes as long as it takes. Let yourself go through this, it's the only way. I'm holding good thoughts for you.
Just remember that there are so many people out here rooting for you, thinking of you and wish nothing but the best for you! Things can get so shitty sometimes and all you really want to do is curl up on the couch for a few days and shut the world out! I truly hope you able to find the time to heal and remember all the love you've experienced with them and know that you are loved! ❤️
Mal, you are so spot on with the time passing without the ones you love that hurts the most. I am deeply sorry for the loss of your dear friend, Chewy, your father and other loved ones. You've experienced a lot of loss in recent years. I'm 45 and it's hard to imagine I've lived a quarter of my life without my mother and my aunt (moms sister). That time without them has been and continues to be a struggle for me everyday. Thank you for reminding me I am not alone. Our clocks keep ticking when others stop...
Girl this broke me. I was that person for so many years who could not stay clean, not for my family, my kids, myself, nobody and I lost everything. I just celebrated 3 years clean last week and having that one slip up terrifies the shit out of me. Sometimes I forgot how close to a drug I really am and I needed this a reminder. I love you and wish I could hug you❤️
I'm so very sorry that life is throwing everything at you. Grief is such a difficult but necessary feeling. It's proof of living. We all love you. Sending blessings your way. ✌🏼💚🙏🏼
When life seems like a merry-go-round for a long period of time and you can't get off, just hold on a little longer for some relief. Little things like vintage shopping and going out on the lake can help, and you are doing all of that. Sometimes it does hit us all at once and we can't catch our breath. Sometimes a job change works, too. You changed states, bought a house, got 2 new furry additions to your family, moved on what seems like a nice boyfriend. You ARE living your life! We do take on a lot in our lives but change the things you can. Loss will forever suck! Probably, the hardest thing to live with for all of us. You are, and were, a wonderful pet mommy. Don't forget that.
I’m so sorry you are going through it. I lost my brother, who was my best friend in the world, to a drug overdose. I was so lost. But someone told me once to fill the hole in my chest that his death left, by putting what I loved about him back out into the world. It did help. What you do helps everyday! I was dealing with hair loss, and your video inspired me to cut my hair shorter and blunt. It helped so much and I love it!!
I feel so much of this. When you're so young and you've lost so many people, I feel like it's even harder because not a ton of people can relate... at least maybe not in your immediate group of friends/family. Always being in the grieving state is exhaustingand like you said, it's time passing without them that hurts just so much. I'm so sorry you're struggling and I wish I had a fix for both of us. But we're not alone. 💜
I’m so sorry you’ve had so much hurt in your life specially lately. You are so strong and it sucks kuz the stronger you are the more life sometimes gives you. Bills suck and i hope one day you can take a real vacation where you can relax. You deserve it.
This breaks my heart so much. You really think you have it awful until you hear someone elses story, just shows that you have no idea what people are going through. And If it werent for this being your source of income i would say GIRL take a YEAR offfff. Please do not forget to focus on you and take care of you
I get you. Unfortunately, I understand completely. I can’t say things get better, but they at least get a little easier. The hardest part for me is wanting to shut everyone out, just to avoid that feeling of loss. But then you also shut out the JOY. Life is ridiculous. Im grateful for all of it, because it’s made me who I am, but….it can be very difficult. Sending hugs your way. 💕
Hugs to you Mallory. Losing so many loved ones close together seems to amplify the pain of them individually. You are strong and don’t forget that. Grief takes as long as it takes. No measure of time, just take what you need ❤❤❤
Mallory, I add to the sentiments posted by many here. I am sending you so much love. It is the passing of time that really hurts so much. I’m alone in the world, all my family is gone so I understand.
Sweetheart my heart is breaking for you. I understand. Truly. I feel life test us sometimes to see how strong we are. I have been through ALOT! Way to much to comment here on RUclips. I have lost many loved ones.I do not have a close relationship with my parents. Know you are are STRONG! You are BEAUTIFUL! And you are LOVED. My favorite quote. "She has been through hell and came out a Angel." You didn't break her datling,you don't have that kind of power.
I’m sorry for all you are going through Mallory. I just lost my teacup yorkie 2 months ago on Aug 9th due to collapsed trachea disease. She was 12 1/2. I feel how you feel. She was my best friend. The pain is so deep. I cry when I need to but then I think Maddy wouldn’t want me to be sad. Maybe just knowing you’re not alone can help the tiniest bit. Chewy wants you to be happy, as well as, your new fur babies. I have 2 daughters your age. Sending love and hugs to you ❤️
Mallory we are here with you even through the internets. Thank you for sharing with us because so many of us have been through the same things or similar. I'm saying a prayer for you tonight, for thing to get better for you and for you to have joy again ✨
Big, long hug to you.... Life can be so rough, and I know all about dealing with people, those very close to you, with drug addiction etc. Hang in there Mallory. I wish I had some great advice for you. ❤
You. Don't. Have. To. But I get it, bills don't stop. Your vlog reminded me of how precious life is and we have to cherish that. Spend more quality time with our family, friends. Do the things that truly makes YOU happy - genuine joy. I hope you are doing better with each day.
I wish more than anything for softness, safety, and stability for you. I have always hated the sayings similar to “hard times make you stronger” what if we never wanted to be strong…what if I’m strong enough ❤️ please know I’m sending you so much love ❤ For anyone who doesn’t know, most pharmacies and insurance will allow you to pick up Narcan for free. Whether you know an addict or not, just having it in your vehicle for a stranger could save a life. The opioid epidemic is so bad right now. I’ve lost too many lovely amazing ppl to addiction. I try and always have Narcan on me if I can ❤
I’m so sorry Mal. I’m so sorry you lost your best friend. Loosing loved ones is definitely the worst and hardest things to go through in life. It’s like you’re in so much pain and the world keeps going and you just want to scream. Chewy is so missed also. His cute little photo would pop up on your videos. I can tell when one of my loved ones and even 4-legged kids that has passed away. I start feeling not myself and get sad. Then when I think, what is going on with me and look at the calendar there it is. It’s always a loved that is gone. You’re going through so much and I hope you take time to breath, grieve and what you need to do to take care of yourself. Thank you so much for letting us know what you’re going through. You cry, every tear is for your love for them. We’re here for you. I don’t know what is going on with family and it’s none of my business. What I had to learn to do is to set healthy boundaries for me. The other person didn’t like it and that was none of my business either. Sometimes when we feel like we’re drowning in a bunch of stuff we have to throw out the life jacket to ourselves. To save ourselves, I know it sounds selfish it is not. If I can’t control it, I darn sure can’t fix it and I have no control over others. I’m a very compassionate lady however, I won’t be a doormat. I would have to hang the phone up as soon as that person started to light into me full of anger and rage for me being the reasons for all of their problems. I would say, I love you and when you can talk to me like a human being then call me back. All of this being said, it may have nothing to do with what you’re going through. I too have been through my share of crap which now I can say they were learning curves. I believe we learn something each time we go through the trenches. You are strong, beautiful and loved. Saying prayers for you sweet lady.
Mallory I’m so sorry for your struggles and your pain right. Life can be hard and challenging and at times unbearable. God is there for you and wants you to turn to him and put your trust and faith in him , he wants to help. I’ll be keeping you in my prayers! Hugs beautiful xox
Mallory you are so beautiful, inside and out. We are extremely grateful for you especially to be vulnerable and express what you are going through. ❤️ Just know it will get better, rainbows and sunshine are always at the end of a storm! Hang in there 🙏🏼 & thank you for being you.
I am so sorry for your loss. I understand your family drama comment. I'm going through one of those kinds of situations that has made October a sucky month. And, though I am a SAHM, I totally understand your feeling of not being able to grieve or take "time off". Especially when you have a young child and they don't have a concept of your feelings and you can't hold them accountable like you can an adult. I had to remove myself the other day from everybody and have a full blown meltdown in private, so I don't emotionally scar my child for life. I just keep reminding myself "it can't rain all the time." I hope you are able to find your way of grieving & mourning and coping.
I'm so sorry Mal, hang in there. Do whatever it takes for you and your needs, drown out the bad noise and issues that may come from others. Sending you love, prayers and better vibes. You make our days better with your content and I hope we help make yours a little better as well.
I’m so sorry, Mallory. You don’t know me from Adam, but I’ve been subscribed for so many years, and seeing you in so much pain, well, I wish I could take it all away. Please know I’m sending you love and light from across the miles, hoping your life will bring you nothing but blessings from this day onward. ❤
Grief is different for everyone. I still miss our Sam after 6 years but it really does get some better with time. You never get over their loss in my opinion....just some days its easier to be without them. Instead of getting another dog , we went into rescuing them. And yes its hard to let them go but the rescues are going to their forever home. Its therapeutic for us and we are good with that. We still have doggies around and that is so awesome!!
I know you don’t know me, but I’m here for you. If you want to reach out, I’m here! I’ll listen, give advice, not talk at all and just sit to comfort you, whatever you need hun. We have a lot in common and I watch your videos constantly. I’ll keep you in my prayers babe!! 🥺❤️ hugs!!
Grief is a helluva thing. Sigh, the only way over is thru...The "firsts" are hard, but then they're done; we don't have to do the "firsts" again. And boundaries? LOVE THEM! A must have! Peace & comfort to everyone ❤️
Time is the unruly answer. So is learning how to suffer. We all have to go through stuff like this. It is life. Life isn't always fun or fair. I'm so sorry. You do deserve better. Hopefully things will calm down and even out for a long time to come. Hang in there girl. We need you.❤💄
I can't believe it's been a year. I feel like it's been a couple months. I'm sorry about the friend and the dumb family bs. Sending you so much love right now ❤
I feel for you Mallory loosing people and pets in our lives is so painful, it is better to acknowledge and feel your grief love you heaps sweetie Xxx♥♥
Your feelings will always be valid. Weather you keep them private or share them with us, they are valid. Life is grand, sad, happy, messy. We’re here with you. ❤❤❤❤❤
It’s ok for you to cry and feel the way you are feeling. I’ve also dealt with a lot of loss, heartbreak, and just bad things that it’s almost like I’m numb to it at times, but then it all piles up and hits me hard. You are not alone! Praying for you!
Ooooh friend I know how you feel I can't tel you not to be sad because we are just human please stay strong for yourself and for us standing behind you we love you mallory 🥺❤️🫂🫂🫂
I’m so sorry for your pain. I too am dealing with tremendous losses. My Dad, my only sibling sister and having to make decisions regarding my family. I wish I had something to help but I’m in the throes of it myself. We just have to keep on going, protect ourselves the best we can. Sending huge warm hugs!
This may be your job Mal, but it's also your life , and life is fucking hard, and you have faced more hardship than anyone I know. I think I speak for a lot of us here when I say that we are here for you and would never want you to feel like you have to be upbeat when you're struggling or grieving. I'm so sorry about Audrey. And you are so right about how time passing is almost worse than the intial loss, I've been struggling with that too lately. I wish I didn't live so far away so I could give you the biggest hug. Sending so much love and strength your way ❤️
Take all the time you need (but I know those bills have to be paid...) so many losses, that's heartbreaking ☹️ I'm so sorry for everything that happened to you.... Sending much love to you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
"it is the time passing that is painful..." That is the most profound real $hit I've ever heard. I felt like you put into words exactly what I feel. I'm sorry for the circumstances that found us walking down this road together. Thank you for sharing honestly. I wish you more happy days ahead.
I’m so sorry for all your loss. I wish I could hug you. My suggestion is to get into the word of God. It’s helped me cope with so much pain, grief, abuse. Take the time to grieve and get through it all. I’m praying for you. Take care of yourself. Your Malpals are here for you. Blessings 🙏🏻🛐✝️❤️
Thanks so much for your honesty and for just being human! You are alive and you are human and theres nothing to feel bad about. This life does not come with a certificate of fairness or a guarantee that it will be easy, because its not . You are stronger than you know and you are truly inspiring! God Bless those of us who deal with the darkness every single day. Every now and than there's some light.
I know this may seem out of left field a little, but your I'm fine/help me merch literally gets me through tough times. Not only the cold weather but when I'm having an anxiety attack or panic moment I love wearing your merchandise & remember I'm not alone!!! Thank you for that Mallory!!!!
Awwww shiz girl you’re making me actually cry! I wear mine to therapy a lot. There’s just something about it that makes me feel OK to not BE OK❤️ Love u and I’m glad it does the same for you!!!
I'm so sorry for your loss, Mallory. I can't imagine what it feels like to lose a friend. ;/ However, 4 years ago I lost my cat. She was my everything and even now I still miss her so terribly much. I wish I could say that time heals but it's not always the case. I can only appreciate the time I had with my cat. I hope you'll be able to take at least a few days off to grieve and deal with your family issues!
Hi Mallory 😊 I’m so sorry that you’re going thru all of this but I can tell you it will get easier as time goes on. You never get over the loss of a pet, my pups are treated like they’re my kids, they are my family and we just love them so much. The love you have for your animals is completely different than the live you have for a human being at least that’s my opinion. I hope things will get better for you & I will keep you in my thoughts & say a little prayer for you 💕
i missed this when you uploaded. i’ve been in and out of hospitals for weeks. know there’s no time limit on grief. these days are etched into your soul and it’s important to remember and try to celebrate the memory. i lost one of my besties (and her son) 2.5 years ago.. it still hurts so much. i know how sad you are, and it’s gonna take time and eventually it won’t sting you quite as bad. i hope. know lots of ppl love ya and please always take time for yourself & your well-being! sending you the best 💛😘✌️
Hi Mal, I wish I could drive down to hot springs and give you a big hug. I know exactly what you are going through; I mean you wanna know when it will stop. I too have chronic illnesses and so much loss. I try to keep hope in my heart that things will get better but it is so difficult at times. Just so you know, you don’t “ have” to be pretty because you are BEAUTIFUL! Personally I love your blogging and chatting videos as much or more than your makeup videos. I love love makeup but you have so much more to offer us! ❤
Family is and always will be an issue. Just a fact. You need to set up your boundaries so they can’t take you down . Chewy is something that just take a lot of time and tears. Bless, Peace
You are always beautiful, you are so strong and yes you have to keep going, trust me I know how you feel , I am going through similar things and all the bullshit on top of it! I have a tendency to hold a lot in because I feel I have to for reasons that I just don’t want my mom or dad, nor my son to know. I just keep going and as with you , you will make it, I know you will! I enjoy your videos and even the cry fest! You just be yourself and you got this, I promise you❤
This really resonated with me, and I hope you are able to take some time to grieve and feel all the feelings you are having. Sending you love and strength. 💜
Hey Mallory its Yolanda aka Yolo. I haven't been on RUclips in a bit. I feel your pain more than you know. I shouldn't say that because our own personal pain is unique but I truly empathize. I know it's so difficult but try to find the light at the end of the tunnel. Feel the feelings you are having but try even if it's one thing to be grateful for in your life. And take comfort that so many ppl including me love you. Sometimes ppl get lost in the moments of their darkness and can't find a way out or see a way out and make a bad decision in the moment. But in my 44 years I have learned how nothing in life is constant it is always changing and we are always changing and learning. The tradegy you have experienced will be of great value into your life for years to come. You might write a book or help others. You never know. Life is so difficult most of the time. Punctuated by beautiful and happy moments. I'm still learning and growing more in my 40s than ever before. I know you have so much to contribute and share to this world.
I fully understand what you are going through. My husband passed away at the age of 38, then, a year after that, my yorkshire terrier passed away too. I was in deep depression for more than five years, But, now, my depression is not as bad as before coz I sold my house. It had too many memories of my late husband in the house that I sold and my dog too. I'm still trying hard not to be depressed by talking to my friends, co workers all the time and it really help me a lot. Of course, there are times that I would cry thinking of my late husband.
thanks girl ❤️ I get a little better at dealing with all of this every day. for now I've got a good therapist for half of my problems, and a good lawyer for the other half 🤣 and I know it going to get better
I know this feeling, I'm going through it right now with 2 of my cousins. They have been in rehab 3 times this year. I know when they are using cause I won't hear from them. The crap they don't prepare you for when you're young. My cat of 5 years died last week. I miss him so much. Becoming an adult was the worst decision of my life.
I’m getting a few minutes to finish the vlog and I am so sorry mal. I have been watching your videos for soooo long and have noticed the amount of trauma you have been through and just wonder WHY, It’s so unfair 😭 But I also see your strength, resilience and beauty. You’re in my thoughts frequently and you inspire me constantly in so many ways ❤️❤️❤️
I'm feeling all of this. I'm right there with you. So agree that the time passing hurts more than the immediate loss. My mother just passed away at the beginning of September. Two days before her 74th birthday. I was there when she passed. It didn't hit me as hard as I thought it would. Mostly because I'm thankful that she was not longer in pain, but now that a few weeks have gone by, it's finally hitting me. Like you, I also lost my dad... Back in 2005. It's unbelievable it's been almost 20 years. You're so strong, but honestly it's okay not to be okay. Don't get me started on bereavement leave in this country... I work for the federal government and got 3 days. 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️ Love you 💕 and I'm sorry for your friend and your loss. Keep going. 😽
Probably went to Little Rock! I lived in Little Rock/Benton area for 12 years. Graduated at ASU in Jonesboro before that. Live in Kansas City area now but am enjoying you living in Arkansas. Miss Chewy too. 🥺 I’ve been watching you since you did a collab with Coffee Break with Dani and you lived in AK. Love ya girl! Will always watch and here for you.
Dear Mallory, I'm very sorry for all the grief in your life. It's so hard to keep going and even harder when you have little support. I relate to you.. You are such a strong woman! I'm sending you all the good energy I can. I just check in with your talk/vlog videos every now and then to see how you are. Hope you get back a spark of hope during these times. Sending hugs. Greetings from Judith
Just sending hugs! I never have had a lifestyle/ job where I can ever indulge the real need to stop and grieve and process life events. No work no money, right. So I completely empathize . I think it's pretty clear you have depths of strength that are pretty amazing. Hang in there. Cry when you have to.
Oh Mallory, my heart breaks for you and I wish I could jump on a plane and wedge my shoulder under your temple and let you cry it out (I assume you're not a big hugger ☺️). I lost my brother a month ago, my big brother who stepped in when our dad died when I was 14, my only sibling and now half my family is gone. The pain is shattering and I still can't believe I'll never see him again. Sending you so much love and comfort, give yourself grace and be kind to yourself. Big, big love to you. ♥️
We want what is best for you and if it means you vlog like this or any other way then that's what we do. You've been on my mind a lot, I know losing Chewy is SO terribly hard and yes those anniversaries are absolutely devastating. Don't stuff it down, even if you don't upload it or do anything with it spill it all out to the camera or write it down. You are SO loved.
Hang in there chicky poo. You are not alone in the universe, we all have battles and sometimes they come and go in surges. Don't discount your job, it's too bad that we (viewers) can't talk with you in person, but imagine your whole team of devoted viewers that rely on you for your raw, candid, and funny videos. You are helping a lot of people, you just haven't met us. ;)
Mallory, my heart hurts for you. Having people we love is life's greatest gift, and it comes with a great cost when we lose them. I'm so sorry. Glad you shared with us.
Oh Mallory… this one… it just breaks my heart. I wonder how we are supposed to deal with the losses. It’s just too much. I became addicted to fentanyl when i was prescribed it at the age of 17. My life unraveled but i was able to fake a normal existence- for a few years. Addiction took everything from me except my dad. He stuck with me and somehow i overcame it. That was nearly 15 years ago. Those of us in recovery can’t have bad days or bad weeks “publicly” bc the first thing everyone thinks is “they relapsed” … it’s strange as though people are just waiting for you to screw up. As if we don’t think that enough ourselves. I think the one thing that really gets me is that people use the worst 5ish years of my life and judge me based solely on that. Please understand, i’m not trying to make this about me- although it sounds like that. But when you said that people in recovery are very good at pretending normalcy , You’re absolutely right. So many others are also good at that though - you’re putting on a brave face showing us that you’re working and making the best of it too. I think we do this bc we know if we let ourselves truly *feel* , we may not get back up again. We might just get swallowed up the sea of sadness and grief and anxiety. I’m so thankful that you allow us a glimpse of you and your thoughts. We’ve become so attached to the pretty insta pics and tiktoks that we lose sight that others feel like we do. You show us that we’re “allowed” to feel sad and cry - we don’t always have to be the smiling girl who’s so fun to be around. Ugh, I hope this makes some sense. I’m rambling. We are with you, friend. Your lovely community that YOU built - We are all here sending love 🤍
Oh Mallory. My heart breaks for you. I admire your strength and determination so much as you deal with these tragic events. I know it sounds so cliché, but, what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger and all your loved ones that have passed know how special you really are and they are rooting for you :)
So hard to lose someone so close for sure. Never seems to get easier especially when the death was at a young age. Just keep going but it’s going to hurt unfortunately.
@mallorybrooke I'm not just saying this in passing, I truly mean it - I'm going to be praying for you all this week. I hope your stress, anxiety, and heartache easies and doesn't control you every single minute of the day.
I'm so sorry so much is happening, Mallory. I'm sending you all the love in world. You ate completely right about the time passing being somehow harder. It is.
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”Grief is love with no place to go” ❤️
WHOA….that hit hard 🥺
@@ImMalloryBrooke Or, in the words of the late Queen Elizabeth (when she lost her husband): Grief if the price we pay for love. I thought that was so profound and beautiful!
wow, this is the best way I've ever heard someone explain grief. hit the nail on the head
I know this is your job, but you have so many people who just love and adore you here and we want more than anything for you to be healthy and happy. I know your therapist has you well in hand, just know if you ever need an ear that there are people ready to listen. You are needed and you are loved. There is only one Mal out there and I’m so glad I found her! You are authentic and spectacular. Love and prayers and all the good things for you, sweet girl. ❤️
OK WELL NOW I'M BALLING. Thank you Tracy!!! You all are my family, and I should've spoken about that a little more in this vlog BUT...I don't have family other than one of my brothers, and my aunts, so my "job" is also my family. I love you so much, and YOU are needed as well. OMG I can't stop tearing up responding to your comment....WHEW, wish I could hug you!
I consider myself hugged and if you’re ever in Houston again I’ll give you one for real! ❤❤❤
This is so sweet and so true!
@@ImMalloryBrooke Please take care of yourself Mallory! I'm a viewer in France, I've watched you on and off and I loved that you were on the makeup artist competition whose name escapes me right now - I'm sorry for your losses and I wish you the best, please stay strong! ((((hugs)))
@@mgparis thank you ❤
You feel what you feel…resisting makes it worse in my experience. Grief means you love and continue to live and feel the love without them 💛
So true, thank you love.
@@ImMalloryBrooke also remember…it is a process not somewhere you get an the hurting will stop. It will become easier to navigate though 🙏🏻
Don’t feel like it’s not normal to grieve. When my beloved pup passed, It hurt like hell for a long time, I’m just now getting to a good place and it’s been almost three years. Grief has no limit, be gentle to yourself let yourself grieve. Sending you all the love Mal.❤️
I definitely don't feel like its not normal, BUT I do struggle (and I talk to my therapist about this A LOT) with allowing myself to grieve over long periods of time. I am so sorry you lost your furbaby too, it is life shattering at times. Thank you for the kind reminder. Love u
@@ImMalloryBrookeGet better soon you got this ❤
@@ImMalloryBrookeI’m so sorry
Sitting here crying. I hope you have some small comfort in knowing that so many feel for you in your grief. Crying is therapeutic/keep letting it out. If you need to take a few days you should.
The only reason I love vlogs,is watching people just live. Non aesthetically. Just loving day to day. Real people have real feelings. Real people got through shit. And it's a reality that no one ever wants to put out there,cause they don't want to be vulnerable. But, it's human to break. It's human to have down moments. Which I why I appreciate vlogs. Like damn,I'm not the only person to have a bad day. How refreshing is that. I don't take your pain,say "yay! I'm not the only one." I say ,I'm glad I'm not the only person having a bad day. Thank you for showing us your life. It's authentic,it's heartbreaking,but it's you. And that's why many of us have been watching for years. we appreciate the authenticity. Take a break if you can. But we're all here to lend an ear when you feel you need to vent. It happens to all of us. No one is immune to life.
This is the first vid I've seen of yours involving personal info...I found some hair tuts a while ago & I subscribed, I just saw this video tonight & I want to tell you I understand what you're going through. I lost one of my closest friends less than 2 weeks ago, I found out on fb, which was totally bizarre & disregulating in itself. I am only now accepting that this is real. You are not alone. What you're feeling is normal. Grief is wicked hard & takes as long as it takes. Let yourself go through this, it's the only way. I'm holding good thoughts for you.
Just remember that there are so many people out here rooting for you, thinking of you and wish nothing but the best for you! Things can get so shitty sometimes and all you really want to do is curl up on the couch for a few days and shut the world out! I truly hope you able to find the time to heal and remember all the love you've experienced with them and know that you are loved! ❤️
Mal, you are so spot on with the time passing without the ones you love that hurts the most. I am deeply sorry for the loss of your dear friend, Chewy, your father and other loved ones. You've experienced a lot of loss in recent years. I'm 45 and it's hard to imagine I've lived a quarter of my life without my mother and my aunt (moms sister). That time without them has been and continues to be a struggle for me everyday. Thank you for reminding me I am not alone. Our clocks keep ticking when others stop...
You being real and honest is great, Mallory. I think that it's important for us to see each other without our veils on and be human.
Girl this broke me. I was that person for so many years who could not stay clean, not for my family, my kids, myself, nobody and I lost everything. I just celebrated 3 years clean last week and having that one slip up terrifies the shit out of me. Sometimes I forgot how close to a drug I really am and I needed this a reminder. I love you and wish I could hug you❤️
I am so very sorry. Prayers for you. Take time for yourself and don’t let anyone make you feel guilty about it💛
I'm so very sorry that life is throwing everything at you. Grief is such a difficult but necessary feeling. It's proof of living. We all love you. Sending blessings your way. ✌🏼💚🙏🏼
Thank you for showing your vulnerability. That’s gotta be hard sharing your life and grief. Sending you so much love and light.
When life seems like a merry-go-round for a long period of time and you can't get off, just hold on a little longer for some relief. Little things like vintage shopping and going out on the lake can help, and you are doing all of that. Sometimes it does hit us all at once and we can't catch our breath. Sometimes a job change works, too. You changed states, bought a house, got 2 new furry additions to your family, moved on what seems like a nice boyfriend. You ARE living your life! We do take on a lot in our lives but change the things you can. Loss will forever suck! Probably, the hardest thing to live with for all of us. You are, and were, a wonderful pet mommy. Don't forget that.
I’m so sorry you are going through it. I lost my brother, who was my best friend in the world, to a drug overdose. I was so lost. But someone told me once to fill the hole in my chest that his death left, by putting what I loved about him back out into the world. It did help. What you do helps everyday! I was dealing with hair loss, and your video inspired me to cut my hair shorter and blunt. It helped so much and I love it!!
I feel so much of this. When you're so young and you've lost so many people, I feel like it's even harder because not a ton of people can relate... at least maybe not in your immediate group of friends/family. Always being in the grieving state is exhaustingand like you said, it's time passing without them that hurts just so much. I'm so sorry you're struggling and I wish I had a fix for both of us. But we're not alone. 💜
I’m so sorry you’ve had so much hurt in your life specially lately. You are so strong and it sucks kuz the stronger you are the more life sometimes gives you. Bills suck and i hope one day you can take a real vacation where you can relax. You deserve it.
This breaks my heart so much. You really think you have it awful until you hear someone elses story, just shows that you have no idea what people are going through. And If it werent for this being your source of income i would say GIRL take a YEAR offfff. Please do not forget to focus on you and take care of you
I get you. Unfortunately, I understand completely.
I can’t say things get better, but they at least get a little easier.
The hardest part for me is wanting to shut everyone out, just to avoid that feeling of loss.
But then you also shut out the JOY.
Life is ridiculous.
Im grateful for all of it, because it’s made me who I am, but….it can be very difficult.
Sending hugs your way. 💕
Hugs to you Mallory. Losing so many loved ones close together seems to amplify the pain of them individually. You are strong and don’t forget that. Grief takes as long as it takes. No measure of time, just take what you need ❤❤❤
Mallory, I add to the sentiments posted by many here. I am sending you so much love. It is the passing of time that really hurts so much. I’m alone in the world, all my family is gone so I understand.
Sweetheart my heart is breaking for you. I understand. Truly. I feel life test us sometimes to see how strong we are. I have been through ALOT! Way to much to comment here on RUclips. I have lost many loved ones.I do not have a close relationship with my parents. Know you are are STRONG! You are BEAUTIFUL! And you are LOVED. My favorite quote. "She has been through hell and came out a Angel." You didn't break her datling,you don't have that kind of power.
I’m sorry for all you are going through Mallory. I just lost my teacup yorkie 2 months ago on Aug 9th due to collapsed trachea disease. She was 12 1/2. I feel how you feel. She was my best friend. The pain is so deep. I cry when I need to but then I think Maddy wouldn’t want me to be sad. Maybe just knowing you’re not alone can help the tiniest bit. Chewy wants you to be happy, as well as, your new fur babies. I have 2 daughters your age. Sending love and hugs to you ❤️
Mallory we are here with you even through the internets. Thank you for sharing with us because so many of us have been through the same things or similar. I'm saying a prayer for you tonight, for thing to get better for you and for you to have joy again ✨
Big, long hug to you.... Life can be so rough, and I know all about dealing with people, those very close to you, with drug addiction etc. Hang in there Mallory. I wish I had some great advice for you. ❤
You. Don't. Have. To. But I get it, bills don't stop. Your vlog reminded me of how precious life is and we have to cherish that. Spend more quality time with our family, friends. Do the things that truly makes YOU happy - genuine joy. I hope you are doing better with each day.
I wish more than anything for softness, safety, and stability for you. I have always hated the sayings similar to “hard times make you stronger” what if we never wanted to be strong…what if I’m strong enough ❤️ please know I’m sending you so much love ❤
For anyone who doesn’t know, most pharmacies and insurance will allow you to pick up Narcan for free. Whether you know an addict or not, just having it in your vehicle for a stranger could save a life. The opioid epidemic is so bad right now. I’ve lost too many lovely amazing ppl to addiction. I try and always have Narcan on me if I can ❤
I’m so sorry Mal. I’m so sorry you lost your best friend. Loosing loved ones is definitely the worst and hardest things to go through in life. It’s like you’re in so much pain and the world keeps going and you just want to scream. Chewy is so missed also. His cute little photo would pop up on your videos. I can tell when one of my loved ones and even 4-legged kids that has passed away. I start feeling not myself and get sad. Then when I think, what is going on with me and look at the calendar there it is. It’s always a loved that is gone. You’re going through so much and I hope you take time to breath, grieve and what you need to do to take care of yourself. Thank you so much for letting us know what you’re going through. You cry, every tear is for your love for them. We’re here for you. I don’t know what is going on with family and it’s none of my business. What I had to learn to do is to set healthy boundaries for me. The other person didn’t like it and that was none of my business either. Sometimes when we feel like we’re drowning in a bunch of stuff we have to throw out the life jacket to ourselves. To save ourselves, I know it sounds selfish it is not. If I can’t control it, I darn sure can’t fix it and I have no control over others. I’m a very compassionate lady however, I won’t be a doormat. I would have to hang the phone up as soon as that person started to light into me full of anger and rage for me being the reasons for all of their problems. I would say, I love you and when you can talk to me like a human being then call me back. All of this being said, it may have nothing to do with what you’re going through. I too have been through my share of crap which now I can say they were learning curves. I believe we learn something each time we go through the trenches. You are strong, beautiful and loved. Saying prayers for you sweet lady.
Mallory I’m so sorry for your struggles and your pain right. Life can be hard and challenging and at times unbearable. God is there for you and wants you to turn to him and put your trust and faith in him , he wants to help. I’ll be keeping you in my prayers! Hugs beautiful xox
Mallory you are so beautiful, inside and out. We are extremely grateful for you especially to be vulnerable and express what you are going through. ❤️ Just know it will get better, rainbows and sunshine are always at the end of a storm! Hang in there 🙏🏼 & thank you for being you.
I am so sorry for your loss. I understand your family drama comment. I'm going through one of those kinds of situations that has made October a sucky month. And, though I am a SAHM, I totally understand your feeling of not being able to grieve or take "time off". Especially when you have a young child and they don't have a concept of your feelings and you can't hold them accountable like you can an adult. I had to remove myself the other day from everybody and have a full blown meltdown in private, so I don't emotionally scar my child for life. I just keep reminding myself "it can't rain all the time." I hope you are able to find your way of grieving & mourning and coping.
I'm so sorry Mal, hang in there. Do whatever it takes for you and your needs, drown out the bad noise and issues that may come from others. Sending you love, prayers and better vibes. You make our days better with your content and I hope we help make yours a little better as well.
I’m so sorry, Mallory. You don’t know me from Adam, but I’ve been subscribed for so many years, and seeing you in so much pain, well, I wish I could take it all away. Please know I’m sending you love and light from across the miles, hoping your life will bring you nothing but blessings from this day onward. ❤
Grief is different for everyone. I still miss our Sam after 6 years but it really does get some better with time. You never get over their loss in my opinion....just some days its easier to be without them. Instead of getting another dog , we went into rescuing them. And yes its hard to let them go but the rescues are going to their forever home. Its therapeutic for us and we are good with that. We still have doggies around and that is so awesome!!
I know you don’t know me, but I’m here for you. If you want to reach out, I’m here! I’ll listen, give advice, not talk at all and just sit to comfort you, whatever you need hun. We have a lot in common and I watch your videos constantly. I’ll keep you in my prayers babe!! 🥺❤️ hugs!!
I'm feeling very much like you are. Peace and Love! My pup passed a year ago, and I still can't deal with it. I just want my boy back!
Ugh I’m so sorry💔 Sending you so much love Terry.
Grief is a helluva thing. Sigh, the only way over is thru...The "firsts" are hard, but then they're done; we don't have to do the "firsts" again. And boundaries? LOVE THEM! A must have! Peace & comfort to everyone ❤️
Time is the unruly answer. So is learning how to suffer. We all have to go through stuff like this. It is life. Life isn't always fun or fair. I'm so sorry. You do deserve better. Hopefully things will calm down and even out for a long time to come. Hang in there girl. We need you.❤💄
I can't believe it's been a year. I feel like it's been a couple months. I'm sorry about the friend and the dumb family bs. Sending you so much love right now ❤
I feel for you Mallory loosing people and pets in our lives is so painful, it is better to acknowledge and feel your grief love you heaps sweetie Xxx♥♥
Your feelings will always be valid. Weather you keep them private or share them with us, they are valid. Life is grand, sad, happy, messy. We’re here with you. ❤❤❤❤❤
It’s ok for you to cry and feel the way you are feeling. I’ve also dealt with a lot of loss, heartbreak, and just bad things that it’s almost like I’m numb to it at times, but then it all piles up and hits me hard. You are not alone! Praying for you!
Ooooh friend I know how you feel I can't tel you not to be sad because we are just human please stay strong for yourself and for us standing behind you we love you mallory 🥺❤️🫂🫂🫂
I’m so sorry for your pain. I too am dealing with tremendous losses. My Dad, my only sibling sister and having to make decisions regarding my family. I wish I had something to help but I’m in the throes of it myself. We just have to keep on going, protect ourselves the best we can. Sending huge warm hugs!
This may be your job Mal, but it's also your life , and life is fucking hard, and you have faced more hardship than anyone I know. I think I speak for a lot of us here when I say that we are here for you and would never want you to feel like you have to be upbeat when you're struggling or grieving. I'm so sorry about Audrey. And you are so right about how time passing is almost worse than the intial loss, I've been struggling with that too lately. I wish I didn't live so far away so I could give you the biggest hug. Sending so much love and strength your way ❤️
Take all the time you need (but I know those bills have to be paid...) so many losses, that's heartbreaking ☹️ I'm so sorry for everything that happened to you.... Sending much love to you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
"it is the time passing that is painful..."
That is the most profound real $hit I've ever heard. I felt like you put into words exactly what I feel. I'm sorry for the circumstances that found us walking down this road together. Thank you for sharing honestly. I wish you more happy days ahead.
Thank you for this today…I hate to see your pain…but for some reason when I see it, it helps me to feel the pain that I have been ignoring.
I’m so sorry for all your loss. I wish I could hug you. My suggestion is to get into the word of God. It’s helped me cope with so much pain, grief, abuse. Take the time to grieve and get through it all. I’m praying for you. Take care of yourself. Your Malpals are here for you. Blessings 🙏🏻🛐✝️❤️
I’m so sorry Mal 😢 We all love and support you sweets. I’ll be praying for you 🙏🏼
Thanks so much for your honesty and for just being human! You are alive and you are human and theres nothing to feel bad about. This life does not come with a certificate of fairness or a guarantee that it will be easy, because its not . You are stronger than you know and you are truly inspiring! God Bless those of us who deal with the darkness every single day. Every now and than there's some light.
I know this may seem out of left field a little, but your I'm fine/help me merch literally gets me through tough times. Not only the cold weather but when I'm having an anxiety attack or panic moment I love wearing your merchandise & remember I'm not alone!!! Thank you for that Mallory!!!!
Awwww shiz girl you’re making me actually cry! I wear mine to therapy a lot. There’s just something about it that makes me feel OK to not BE OK❤️ Love u and I’m glad it does the same for you!!!
I'm so sorry for your loss, Mallory. I can't imagine what it feels like to lose a friend. ;/ However, 4 years ago I lost my cat. She was my everything and even now I still miss her so terribly much. I wish I could say that time heals but it's not always the case. I can only appreciate the time I had with my cat. I hope you'll be able to take at least a few days off to grieve and deal with your family issues!
Oh Mallory, I am so sorry for the pain and loss you are enduring. Sending you love and hugs. ❤
Loss of a family member and pet is so shit. Sending you love gorgeous gal xxx❤
Hi Mallory 😊 I’m so sorry that you’re going thru all of this but I can tell you it will get easier as time goes on. You never get over the loss of a pet, my pups are treated like they’re my kids, they are my family and we just love them so much. The love you have for your animals is completely different than the live you have for a human being at least that’s my opinion. I hope things will get better for you & I will keep you in my thoughts & say a little prayer for you 💕
i missed this when you uploaded. i’ve been in and out of hospitals for weeks.
know there’s no time limit on grief. these days are etched into your soul and it’s important to remember and try to celebrate the memory. i lost one of my besties (and her son) 2.5 years ago.. it still hurts so much. i know how sad you are, and it’s gonna take time and eventually it won’t sting you quite as bad. i hope. know lots of ppl love ya and please always take time for yourself & your well-being! sending you the best 💛😘✌️
Hi Mal, I wish I could drive down to hot springs and give you a big hug. I know exactly what you are going through; I mean you wanna know when it will stop. I too have chronic illnesses and so much loss. I try to keep hope in my heart that things will get better but it is so difficult at times. Just so you know, you don’t “ have” to be pretty because you are BEAUTIFUL! Personally I love your blogging and chatting videos as much or more than your makeup videos. I love love makeup but you have so much more to offer us! ❤
I’m so sorry that you are going through all this and wishing the best for you❤
Keep going Mal ❤I'm so sorry for your loss and that there's family drama on top of it all.
Family is and always will be an issue. Just a fact. You need to set up your boundaries so they can’t take you down . Chewy is something that just take a lot of time and tears. Bless, Peace
I am just so sorry for the loss of your baby Chewy and your friend. 🙏
My best friend committed suicide. I understand completely. Prayers
Sending you so much love and positive energy! You are such a bright light! ❤️❤️❤️
You are always beautiful, you are so strong and yes you have to keep going, trust me I know how you feel , I am going through similar things and all the bullshit on top of it! I have a tendency to hold a lot in because I feel I have to for reasons that I just don’t want my mom or dad, nor my son to know. I just keep going and as with you , you will make it, I know you will! I enjoy your videos and even the cry fest! You just be yourself and you got this, I promise you❤
This really resonated with me, and I hope you are able to take some time to grieve and feel all the feelings you are having. Sending you love and strength. 💜
Hey Mallory its Yolanda aka Yolo. I haven't been on RUclips in a bit. I feel your pain more than you know. I shouldn't say that because our own personal pain is unique but I truly empathize. I know it's so difficult but try to find the light at the end of the tunnel. Feel the feelings you are having but try even if it's one thing to be grateful for in your life. And take comfort that so many ppl including me love you. Sometimes ppl get lost in the moments of their darkness and can't find a way out or see a way out and make a bad decision in the moment. But in my 44 years I have learned how nothing in life is constant it is always changing and we are always changing and learning. The tradegy you have experienced will be of great value into your life for years to come. You might write a book or help others. You never know. Life is so difficult most of the time. Punctuated by beautiful and happy moments. I'm still learning and growing more in my 40s than ever before. I know you have so much to contribute and share to this world.
I fully understand what you are going through. My husband passed away at the age of 38, then, a year after that, my yorkshire terrier passed away too. I was in deep depression for more than five years, But, now, my depression is not as bad as before coz I sold my house. It had too many memories of my late husband in the house that I sold and my dog too. I'm still trying hard not to be depressed by talking to my friends, co workers all the time and it really help me a lot. Of course, there are times that I would cry thinking of my late husband.
I'm so sorry you're dealing with all of this. Lots of love and hugs to you.
thanks girl ❤️ I get a little better at dealing with all of this every day. for now I've got a good therapist for half of my problems, and a good lawyer for the other half 🤣 and I know it going to get better
I’m thinking of you and you’re in my heart.
I know this feeling, I'm going through it right now with 2 of my cousins. They have been in rehab 3 times this year. I know when they are using cause I won't hear from them. The crap they don't prepare you for when you're young. My cat of 5 years died last week. I miss him so much. Becoming an adult was the worst decision of my life.
I’m getting a few minutes to finish the vlog and I am so sorry mal. I have been watching your videos for soooo long and have noticed the amount of trauma you have been through and just wonder WHY, It’s so unfair 😭 But I also see your strength, resilience and beauty. You’re in my thoughts frequently and you inspire me constantly in so many ways ❤️❤️❤️
❤️❤️❤️❤️I just saw this! Thank you beautiful
@@ImMalloryBrooke ❤️
I'm feeling all of this. I'm right there with you. So agree that the time passing hurts more than the immediate loss. My mother just passed away at the beginning of September. Two days before her 74th birthday. I was there when she passed. It didn't hit me as hard as I thought it would. Mostly because I'm thankful that she was not longer in pain, but now that a few weeks have gone by, it's finally hitting me. Like you, I also lost my dad... Back in 2005. It's unbelievable it's been almost 20 years. You're so strong, but honestly it's okay not to be okay. Don't get me started on bereavement leave in this country... I work for the federal government and got 3 days. 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️ Love you 💕 and I'm sorry for your friend and your loss. Keep going. 😽
Probably went to Little Rock! I lived in Little Rock/Benton area for 12 years. Graduated at ASU in Jonesboro before that. Live in Kansas City area now but am enjoying you living in Arkansas. Miss Chewy too. 🥺 I’ve been watching you since you did a collab with Coffee Break with Dani and you lived in AK. Love ya girl! Will always watch and here for you.
So very sorry for your losses.🙏🏻❤
Dear Mallory, I'm very sorry for all the grief in your life. It's so hard to keep going and even harder when you have little support. I relate to you.. You are such a strong woman! I'm sending you all the good energy I can. I just check in with your talk/vlog videos every now and then to see how you are. Hope you get back a spark of hope during these times. Sending hugs. Greetings from Judith
Just sending hugs! I never have had a lifestyle/ job where I can ever indulge the real need to stop and grieve and process life events. No work no money, right. So I completely empathize . I think it's pretty clear you have depths of strength that are pretty amazing. Hang in there. Cry when you have to.
Oh Mallory, my heart breaks for you and I wish I could jump on a plane and wedge my shoulder under your temple and let you cry it out (I assume you're not a big hugger ☺️). I lost my brother a month ago, my big brother who stepped in when our dad died when I was 14, my only sibling and now half my family is gone. The pain is shattering and I still can't believe I'll never see him again. Sending you so much love and comfort, give yourself grace and be kind to yourself. Big, big love to you. ♥️
We want what is best for you and if it means you vlog like this or any other way then that's what we do. You've been on my mind a lot, I know losing Chewy is SO terribly hard and yes those anniversaries are absolutely devastating. Don't stuff it down, even if you don't upload it or do anything with it spill it all out to the camera or write it down. You are SO loved.
Oh Mallory I’m so sorry I love you and there is light at the end of this tunnel you’re in, I swear. I wish I could hug you, I really really do.
I am sorry Mallory! Sending hugs and prayers 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️
Sending you love and prayers, Mal. I’m so sorry. 🫂
Just sending you all the hugs and prayers. ❤
Hang in there chicky poo. You are not alone in the universe, we all have battles and sometimes they come and go in surges. Don't discount your job, it's too bad that we (viewers) can't talk with you in person, but imagine your whole team of devoted viewers that rely on you for your raw, candid, and funny videos. You are helping a lot of people, you just haven't met us. ;)
Mallory, my heart hurts for you. Having people we love is life's greatest gift, and it comes with a great cost when we lose them. I'm so sorry. Glad you shared with us.
Sending you all the love ♥️ I'm so sorry. you deserve so much happiness and it breaks my heart that you're going through this.
Sending you so much love and hugs Mal… sounds like life is just throwing down, I hope you feel lighter soon ❤
Love you Mal, hope all gets better❤
It’s all too hard sometimes. Sending much love 💕
It is definitely too hard lately🥹 Love u friend
Oh Mallory… this one… it just breaks my heart. I wonder how we are supposed to deal with the losses. It’s just too much.
I became addicted to fentanyl when i was prescribed it at the age of 17. My life unraveled but i was able to fake a normal existence- for a few years. Addiction took everything from me except my dad. He stuck with me and somehow i overcame it. That was nearly 15 years ago. Those of us in recovery can’t have bad days or bad weeks “publicly” bc the first thing everyone thinks is “they relapsed” … it’s strange as though people are just waiting for you to screw up. As if we don’t think that enough ourselves. I think the one thing that really gets me is that people use the worst 5ish years of my life and judge me based solely on that. Please understand, i’m not trying to make this about me- although it sounds like that. But when you said that people in recovery are very good at pretending normalcy , You’re absolutely right. So many others are also good at that though - you’re putting on a brave face showing us that you’re working and making the best of it too. I think we do this bc we know if we let ourselves truly *feel* , we may not get back up again. We might just get swallowed up the sea of sadness and grief and anxiety.
I’m so thankful that you allow us a glimpse of you and your thoughts. We’ve become so attached to the pretty insta pics and tiktoks that we lose sight that others feel like we do. You show us that we’re “allowed” to feel sad and cry - we don’t always have to be the smiling girl who’s so fun to be around.
Ugh, I hope this makes some sense. I’m rambling.
We are with you, friend. Your lovely community that YOU built - We are all here sending love 🤍
Oh Mallory. My heart breaks for you. I admire your strength and determination so much as you deal with these tragic events. I know it sounds so cliché, but, what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger and all your loved ones that have passed know how special you really are and they are rooting for you :)
So hard to lose someone so close for sure. Never seems to get easier especially when the death was at a young age. Just keep going but it’s going to hurt unfortunately.
@mallorybrooke I'm not just saying this in passing, I truly mean it - I'm going to be praying for you all this week. I hope your stress, anxiety, and heartache easies and doesn't control you every single minute of the day.
I'm so sorry so much is happening, Mallory. I'm sending you all the love in world. You ate completely right about the time passing being somehow harder. It is.
Stay strong Mallory. It will get better 🤗💗
Praying for you girl🙏🏻💛🙏🏻💛💛💛
Yeah I don’t have family at least extended. Lost a lot too. I got u girl
So many hugs to you ❤
Sending you love and hoping each day gets better!! ❤️❤️