I see this in myself…. I have suppressed my magic, my imagination, joy and love to be part of a “miserable” drama focused family. My creation to explore and now it’s Time to explore my joy. ❤
Yes to the repress joy insight - I had a dream a few months ago where I was laughing with my mum, she was beaming and I felt free to be open and laugh with her, and then the sudden realisation that she’s not like that (happy, joyful and at peace) so I stopped laughing and felt this very heavy feeling in my chest. Then I heard a voice that said ‘see you’ve had to cap your own joy, remember when you wake up, you’ve had to cap your own joy’. Very powerful dream made a lot of sense. Thanks for your video
Thank you! This is exactly what I needed to hear today. I recently realized that I have repressed the feeling of joy and have not allowed myself to freely feel it.
I can relate... You know when I realized it the first time? When I was in my 25s and I started learning to surf. I felt like a kid again, I haven't done anything for the simple pleasure of it since I was a kid!
I can relate so much to the growing up and trying to keep from being too loud. I was a bookish kid but I was also loud when my passions kicked in and it was too much for parents, teachers, coaches and even friends. So I went into the books and lived my passions there but it’s not fully authentic and so the passion even there starts to dry up. We have to get loud for the things we love-get loud for the joy inside of us. Not ego loud, not car engine de conf to wake your neighbors loud-well maybe that too sometimes-but love loud, soul loud, joy loud. 🙏🙏🙏 shout out to Satya Speaks too!!!
I think this is exactly right, in my heart I've seen the same. All sadness, anger, grief, frustration - it's all repressed joy and love, repressed spirit - all to fit into the perceived mold. It hurts because it's meant to hurt to not express joy and love. I have a huge problem with pretty much all holy scriptures that talk so much about doing things dispassionately, selflessly and sacrificially. Those are such awful words for the abundance that pure love and joy automatically brings. It is a really sad state of affairs that we as a collective have this repression, fear, guilt and shame about being the joyous beings that we all are.
I really agree with this. I absolutely believe that Christ was an enlightened being and possibly much more, but I don’t even know if it is possible to read his teachings outside the accumulated concepts of theology and church doctrine that are so much social control and intellectual masturbation and unconscious projection of fears and hates. Lately, it feels much simpler to practice techniques from the east that don’t have all the baggage and help you free yourself from the accumulated bullshit everyone laid on you as part of the collective mind fuck that is western thought and to a slightly lesser extent, being human. Clearing the bullshit is not easy, but once you get tangled up in ideas about self-sacrifice and original sin, it starts to be calm nesr impossible.
Thank you, yes it is my experience that the light wants to pierce through all “seeming ceilings” of guilt, and fear and the movement is pushing upward to unrepressed Joy, unrepressed expression, crafting my unique oasis of paradise on earth as my life, how there is a will to live it on my own terms, the expression of the energy signature here. No shame of happiness, joy, bliss, abundance, wealth, creativity. We all have the same creative power, let's shine and lead by example. My direct experience is remembering making myself small as a child to fit in. Being shamed for spontaneity, dancing, etc... The collective repression of creative/sexual energy. Thank you for the clarity, it really is a ray of light to align to. As I am being moved to receive more for doing less (or not over-giving), the ceilings of shame or being shamed for it is what the light wants to “push through”. Even making ourselves small is over-giving to “help keep everyone comfortable” or better said to “make ourselves comfortable of not piercing the ceiling until it becomes too painful to do that”. I was never able to fit in a mould, even if I had made it quite wide at some point, the compromise was still too big. Thank you.
“Receive more for doing less”. What a great line eh? It’s everyone’s birthright to find that courage within themselves to raise their self worth and allow a life grown by joy, not by the guilt of having to produce. Love it
What a blessing to the world this young man is. His father must be so proud. We all do our best as parents and any incidental harm is just a lesson. All is well. Let go of your childhood and allow yourself to blossom.
All things swim and glitter. Our life is not so much threatened as our perception. Ghostlike we glide through nature, and should not know our place again.
Oh, are you currently in South America? You are totally invited to spend some time here at my farm! You would love to meet good old Nataru (a centuries old tree here who is a good friend). 😊
Have u ever looked into IFS? I find it a really clarifying lens to look thru, and an effective aid in healing/expression. Think it can definitely add to your understanding, because I find it jives perfectly with non-dual insight/abiding.
Well put Matt 😊 It’s not about always focussing on the roots and assuming everything relates to our fears and insecurities from this contracted state we created as a way of coping. I can totally see that not expressing your light ‘to fit in’ is in itself resistance. Realising all the resistances and unhooking from them is exciting 🙏
That painting on your hat has featured in my life a lot this year... Great waves of change are coming Also, check out the life story of the painter behind it, he got struck my lightning!
Hey there’s nothing wrong with feeling stuck. Enjoy it, play with it, see if you can get more stuck. There’s nothing to get unstuck from except the thought you “should” be better. Can you sense the self judgment that adds resistance. Be kind with your own patience and release
One suggestion matt. ...please pace yourself ....deep wisdoms being brought forth by you....give us some space to process each line before you say the next one. Thanks.
I see this in myself…. I have suppressed my magic, my imagination, joy and love to be part of a “miserable” drama focused family. My creation to explore and now it’s Time to explore my joy. ❤
Yes to the repress joy insight - I had a dream a few months ago where I was laughing with my mum, she was beaming and I felt free to be open and laugh with her, and then the sudden realisation that she’s not like that (happy, joyful and at peace) so I stopped laughing and felt this very heavy feeling in my chest. Then I heard a voice that said ‘see you’ve had to cap your own joy, remember when you wake up, you’ve had to cap your own joy’. Very powerful dream made a lot of sense. Thanks for your video
Thank you! This is exactly what I needed to hear today. I recently realized that I have repressed the feeling of joy and have not allowed myself to freely feel it.
I can relate... You know when I realized it the first time? When I was in my 25s and I started learning to surf. I felt like a kid again, I haven't done anything for the simple pleasure of it since I was a kid!
I can relate so much to the growing up and trying to keep from being too loud. I was a bookish kid but I was also loud when my passions kicked in and it was too much for parents, teachers, coaches and even friends. So I went into the books and lived my passions there but it’s not fully authentic and so the passion even there starts to dry up. We have to get loud for the things we love-get loud for the joy inside of us. Not ego loud, not car engine de conf to wake your neighbors loud-well maybe that too sometimes-but love loud, soul loud, joy loud. 🙏🙏🙏 shout out to Satya Speaks too!!!
Amen, brother. You articulated my own experience better than I could!
@@stevej.7926 ❤️
The mountains rise
the flowers rise
the ocean rises
kundalini rises
all so we can play and join in and as this light
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Love This! 💗
Where’s the ride or thrill without the rise and fall?
What a boring journey it would be to only walk a straight, flat path.
Love this.
Wow , you communicate everything through your eyes… like a little cat ❤
I think this is exactly right, in my heart I've seen the same. All sadness, anger, grief, frustration - it's all repressed joy and love, repressed spirit - all to fit into the perceived mold. It hurts because it's meant to hurt to not express joy and love.
I have a huge problem with pretty much all holy scriptures that talk so much about doing things dispassionately, selflessly and sacrificially. Those are such awful words for the abundance that pure love and joy automatically brings.
It is a really sad state of affairs that we as a collective have this repression, fear, guilt and shame about being the joyous beings that we all are.
I really agree with this. I absolutely believe that Christ was an enlightened being and possibly much more, but I don’t even know if it is possible to read his teachings outside the accumulated concepts of theology and church doctrine that are so much social control and intellectual masturbation and unconscious projection of fears and hates. Lately, it feels much simpler to practice techniques from the east that don’t have all the baggage and help you free yourself from the accumulated bullshit everyone laid on you as part of the collective mind fuck that is western thought and to a slightly lesser extent, being human. Clearing the bullshit is not easy, but once you get tangled up in ideas about self-sacrifice and original sin, it starts to be calm nesr impossible.
Thank you, yes it is my experience that the light wants to pierce through all “seeming ceilings” of guilt, and fear and the movement is pushing upward to unrepressed Joy, unrepressed expression, crafting my unique oasis of paradise on earth as my life, how there is a will to live it on my own terms, the expression of the energy signature here. No shame of happiness, joy, bliss, abundance, wealth, creativity. We all have the same creative power, let's shine and lead by example. My direct experience is remembering making myself small as a child to fit in. Being shamed for spontaneity, dancing, etc... The collective repression of creative/sexual energy. Thank you for the clarity, it really is a ray of light to align to. As I am being moved to receive more for doing less (or not over-giving), the ceilings of shame or being shamed for it is what the light wants to “push through”. Even making ourselves small is over-giving to “help keep everyone comfortable” or better said to “make ourselves comfortable of not piercing the ceiling until it becomes too painful to do that”. I was never able to fit in a mould, even if I had made it quite wide at some point, the compromise was still too big. Thank you.
“Receive more for doing less”. What a great line eh? It’s everyone’s birthright to find that courage within themselves to raise their self worth and allow a life grown by joy, not by the guilt of having to produce. Love it
Always resonating with you ❤
What a blessing to the world this young man is. His father must be so proud. We all do our best as parents and any incidental harm is just a lesson. All is well. Let go of your childhood and allow yourself to blossom.
Nice 😻😻😻
Thank you again
Un gato! Enjoy the sights and fruits. Thanks always for sharing your light. Pushing up branches here, lest we become just roots in the ground😄
Thank you!
Thank you 🌹 so good and helpful. Also just to see and feel you. Kisses to the cat 😻😽
I really relate to what you went through in childhood. It’s so hard for me just to expand into that joy
I like this feeling of something in the works and I don't know what it is but its "working"... its the vibes I get from Matt here :) Go for that peak!
Yes, that is good
The higher you go, the deeper you will dig. The deeper you dig, the higher you will go. Abiding in presence, the above and below come together
Spot on for me today. Thank you for your perspective 💚
Great vid man and feels on time
It does. It’s almost like this is one being resonating with itself 👀
Dude I’m loving this one. Spot on mate.
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All things swim and glitter.
Our life is not so much threatened as our perception.
Ghostlike we glide through nature, and should not know our place again.
Sounds like poetry
Very down with all of this❤
How lovely you follow Satya Ji too❤
Oh, are you currently in South America? You are totally invited to spend some time here at my farm! You would love to meet good old Nataru (a centuries old tree here who is a good friend). 😊
That’s very kind of you. I am in Chile and will be exploring other parts of the continent soon. Feel free to drop me an email incase I pass near 😄
No-thing ❤ Thank you Matt, illuminating the soul map 🗺️ of many…….
Have u ever looked into IFS? I find it a really clarifying lens to look thru, and an effective aid in healing/expression. Think it can definitely add to your understanding, because I find it jives perfectly with non-dual insight/abiding.
Little cat 🤗
🙏💖🌺
Absolutely spot on yet again
Thanks Matt, I needed to hear this today!!❤❤
You have such a way of expressing things in a way I hadn’t thought of but really resonate with. Thank you 🙏
You have both a good message content and a charisma which delivers it well. Will you make a living this way?
Well put Matt 😊
It’s not about always focussing on the roots and assuming everything relates to our fears and insecurities from this contracted state we created as a way of coping.
I can totally see that not expressing your light ‘to fit in’ is in itself resistance.
Realising all the resistances and unhooking from them is exciting 🙏
That was beautiful.
oh yeah!
Very inspiring to hear someone think these things, thx! 💗
thanks, this is very helpful 🙏
That painting on your hat has featured in my life a lot this year... Great waves of change are coming
Also, check out the life story of the painter behind it, he got struck my lightning!
Thank you!!! :-)
Shine that light BRIGHT.
Agreed man! 🎉❤
Very nice, thanks!
Matt: Go, go, go! Raise those Andes Higher 😂
Hahaha how about rest & relax, let someone else climb them 😆🏔️
Haha! That reminds me of Mia Farrow in Radio Days, " I want to Relax ... On the top of the Empire State!" LOL
Where did you get that cap? :)
Bro all the things is good how can i get all those money for travelling and expenses? i just dont want get fixed on same place
Lobe ❤
sahi aa
babe
Hey, Matt, how come you’re over in Chile? 🇨🇱
Hey, just exploring. I’m interested in the valleys here
I am so stuck..I can feel it but lost as how to progress.
Hey there’s nothing wrong with feeling stuck. Enjoy it, play with it, see if you can get more stuck. There’s nothing to get unstuck from except the thought you “should” be better. Can you sense the self judgment that adds resistance. Be kind with your own patience and release
I like that, see if you can get more stuck. I doubt it. But it makes feeling stuck a little fun
What an adorable young man 🙏
Would he be an INFJ?
One suggestion matt. ...please pace yourself ....deep wisdoms being brought forth by you....give us some space to process each line before you say the next one. Thanks.
No-thing ❤ Thank you Matt, illuminating the soul map 🗺️ of many…….