Can we just talk for a minute how your dad is 100% always there for you. He is totally the hero that all of us need. He's the Samwise Gamgee to your Frodo. And I'm all about it.
🙂👉Notice the videos of her driving all night to "surprise him " disappeared! I knew that was the END. Guys who choose to travel for work don't want to have someone checking in on them, (or the guilt!). MICARAH needs to choose a mate better. She DESERVES better. A little goofy, unacomplished guy like that, who's away from home, was a bad match. She dodged a bullet! 🙏 And many future tears. Cheers to be single! 😀🥂
@@bellad.1274 #1- what does that have to do with her dad? #2- he was in the military. I'm s military wife. They don't choose where they're sent. Your judgment of him being unaccomplished is a little (lot) out of place here. Maybe try be encouraging instead of disparaging.
@@t5l239 and HE is choosing that path, where he is guaranteed not to be home every night with his loved ones. She can do better. ( and as we see. He didn't choose HER ) There are a lot of professions that don't put FAMILY FIRST.
I want you to know how much this video hit me. My Husband and I have been watching your videos for years. He passed away 6 weeks ago and it’s been getting harder every day. Seeing you allowing yourself to be transparent and vulnerable helped me feel not so alone in my grief. But seeing you still make a dress helped me feel hopeful for the first time since it happened. Thank you for all you do and I wish you healing and happiness.
I’m so sorry, honey. I can’t imagine what you are going through right now. Losing my husband is my worst nightmare and I don’t wish that upon anyone. I hope you find the healing that you need and remember that grief is good.
I know it was probably really hard for her not to be crying the whole time she was setting it up and hiding behind those bushes, I was crying thinking about it 😭💔
I'm so sorry y'all had to go through this. My 9 year relationship ended a couple months ago. It was the same - amicable - but it doesn't make it hurt less. This is my first Valentine's Day as a single pringle in almost a decade. Surround yourself with friends!
I'm sorry you had to go through that. 9 years is a long time. I hope you're going well. For me, I met the man of my dreams. We were friends, and then I confessed that I had a thing for him. We started dating on the 9th. And then he dumped me on the 12th. Right before Valentine's day. He called me emotionally immature and said I was a jerk even though he's the one that lead me on for months and dumped me. I genuinely wanted only the best for him. The day before he dumped me I went out and spent a ton of money on gifts for him. I couldn't return them because they wouldn't let me. So, I went around giving it all to girls that were also alone today. I got a ton of hugs and thanks yous. It's refreshing seeing how happy you can make someone with something so simple. I was not upset that I was alone for Valentine's day. Because I wasn't. I had my friends, and I got to make other peoples days. I'm done letting men walk all over me and treat me like that.
as someone whos never dated yet and afraid to go out there. what do you guys mean by amicably. like what is the actual reason for not wanting to be together anymore?
@@Lisa-qm5bc While I haven't been in the situation sometimes it's just a mutual decision to not be together anymore, usually because where they are in their life and where they want to go don't match up. (Example, maybe one person wants to travel the world while the other wants to settle down and have kids). They break up because they find the relationship can no longer be compatible.
Same boat here! 12 years and now I'm getting divorced. It's supposed to be amicable as well, but it's hard when you're still living with his family because you can't afford to move out 🤣 maybe next year will be a more peaceful valentine's day!
You are literally a best friend. THE best. Even in your heartbreak, you helped a friend get engaged. You turned pain into beauty for a moment. That’s selfless. That’s love.
"Real life doesn't just stop because you're devestated." I'm 2 months out of a broken engagement. It wasn't my choice. I'm trying to come to terms with believing the relationship wasn't healthy for me, and letting go of the future I planned out with him is... not going so well. I hope anyone else fresh off of a breakup is doing their best to hold it together so they can heal. ❤
It gets better. I am one year since mine and the most confident and happy I've ever been Healing will come, friend. Hang in there. You're doing amazing
🙂👉Notice the videos of her driving all night to "surprise him " disappeared! I knew that was the END. Guys who choose to travel for work don't want to have someone checking in on them, (or the guilt!). MICARAH needs to choose a mate better. She DESERVES better. A little goofy, unacomplished guy like that, who's away from home, was a bad match. She dodged a bullet! 🙏 And many future tears. Cheers to be single! 😀🥂
What I love the most about Micarah is that she's one of the quirkiest people I've ever seen, you never really know what else she's going to pull out of the hat, but then she's got amazing taste (clothes, decoration, etc.)
I'm also going through heartbreak right now and somehow, the random bike kid eagerly yelling "Congratulations!" really broke me. It's so sweet, so innocent, so full of hope.
@L W Not to be that person, but are you insane? She literally said that she needed a break from making videos. Nobody takes breaks because an animal “isn’t giving them enough attention”.
@@Rapunzel-io2fz micarah’s sense of humor in the past has been based on overdone emotions, like being dramatic over silly things. I also haven’t kept up with her updates so I had no idea there was another thing going on in her life, so like the other commenter my first thought was that this was a joke. You shouldn’t instantly assume everyone has bad intent
This is so true, sometimes its almost worse to deal with the feeling of “starting over”, takes a lot of strength but I’m thankful for her honesty bc it just reminds us we really all do go through the same things
Hello Micarah, I am sorry for your break up, but I think I should let you know on this. Two days ago (yes, it happened just two days ago), I started to sew my very first dress. Though I made it not from your tutorial (mainly because I wear hijab, and I don't think I can style your clothes in your tutorials with hijab but I still love them anyway), you were one of my biggest inspiration to start sewing. The dress is almost done now, it just need some cleaning up, but I have to tell you, I use a mix of your method and the conventional method with the measuring tape to make the dress. I actually rolled myself on the fabric like a burrito to see if I have enough fabric for one dress. I barely have enough :"). I approached the sewing project with the mentality of "I am going to wear more dresses and no one can stop me, not even my mom." and so two days later and now I have an almost finished dress.
You are an incredible human. Thank you for being so healthy and not only feeling your emotions (which so many people don’t) but being so courageous in sharing them. Have faith that you will find another beautiful soul that will love you and all that you are.❤
@@MicarahTewers You definitely do, there’s so much of kindness and sweetness in you, I saw it when you did all that for helping your friend propose, despite your heartbreak.
the type of dad I wish I had :( mine is good but his done some unnecessary things and while some were accidents like having my childhood toy iv hold onto fir 15 years get destroyed by my outdoor dogs when he tried to take it away cuz I apparently am not allowed tots after 15 ? ( that's stupud ) other things he gas done on purpose which sucked too but oh well nothing can be done about the past I'll forever will miss my polar bear plush his been with me since I was born but unfortunately couldn't live with me forever like I wanted 😭 I'll always remember my polar bear
As a girl who also thought her life would be different than what it actually is in her mid 20’s- thought she’d have kids, or at least a husband, or fiancé, or boyfriend by now- I feel you. I genuinely cried throughout this video. Your vulnerability was tangible. I wish we were friends because you’re the coolest. It’s going to be ok even tho it definitely isn’t right now. “There is always hope.” (Barbie in the Magic of Pegasus 2005)
I came on here to write a comment but you already wrote it for me, better than I could have written it. I also cried at the rawness and vulnerability throughout this video. It’s so important to be open about emotions when you feel like you can, so that others know they’re not alone. Sending lots of love ♥️ xxx
As someone younger, I see that a lot of gen z/young millennial’s issues are due to age based archetypes and the arbitrary deadlines our society places on us. Just because you don’t already have what you want to have by your mid 20s (which is pretty young for marriage/kids in this day and age anyways tbh) doesn’t mean you’ve “missed out” on your ability to have that later down the line. There isn’t a time limit to these things, as reality isn’t so nearly clear, cut and dry. You’ll be fine b
@@MariaSantos-uo3pb it's just hard... Especially when you do know people who have that at your age, or you want what your parents had.. honestly I think alot of us are lonely, because it's hard to even keep friends.
Run to Jesus! Trust in Him alone! + If you have defected from God then read these Scriptures: (Lost Sheep, Luke 15:1-7 - Lost Coin, 15:8-10 - Lost Son, 15:11-32 - Rich Man and Lazarus, 16:19-31) Jesus is calling you back home, read His word, believe and repent. Saved by grace alone, through faith alone, in Christ alone! + The world is racing toward "AMAGEDDON" !!! And people need to get right with the Lord! If you have not read the books of (Daniel chapters 7-12), (Ezekiel chapters 37-39) (Matthew chapters 24:1-51 + 25:1-30), (1 Thessalonians chapters 1-5), (2 Thessalonians chapters1-3) and (Revelation chapters 6-19), now would be a good time. They will explain a lot about what is going on right now! These books will cover the "Wars" about to come, the catching up / the blessed hope, World judgement, hence the Tribulation and the Great Tribulation! These books will also be the most ominous and scary for the unbelievers and the most exciting and uplifting for those who believe in Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior!... It is my hope and prayer that people would repent and believe on the Lord Jesus Christ before all these things take place, because it is going to be very, very scary if you do not and you decide to wait and see what happens. + May the Lord encourage you to seek the truth, in Jesus' name. Amen and Amen.
I feel sad for her, he going away for a while and relationship is hard like that so I totally understand if the breakup happened because of it. It’s better than waiting and waiting for each other not know what’s going to happen when or if he comes back from service. It was a smart move for them to do if they wanted.
Micarah’s honestly and openness was wonderful to hear and she was so eloquent about it. I think she vocalized the way a lot of other people feel. Micarah, we love you and we send you tons of support in your healing process.
the thing that I love about this video is, Micarah allows to feel her feelings and admitting that this video is not like her usual one instead of faking being happy and jolly. it's such a brave move. love you even more Micarah
I feel like any man with a daughter should watch these videos as kind of 'dad school' because so many dads just harbor open disdain for their daughters and refuse to bond with them and here is Micarah's dad genuinely enjoying her company and doing things with her.
Mad respect for all the effort that you went through to give your friend a surprise proposal/engagement party, while also keeping the whole thing a secret from the guests of the party AND helping a formerly amish/minenite man through the whole "engagement" process. Lots of people can make a cute dress but it takes a special person to be as thoughtful and caring as you are while going through such hard times.
Thank you for not pretending to be okay. Your strength finding happiness for those and in those around you despite your personal struggles is so comforting. Whether you've meant to or not, you've inspired so many. Prayers for continued healing to your heart
100% this. Even Jesus wept. We need to learn emotions are not bad, what we do with our emotions can be good or bad, best to ask Jesus to help. m.ruclips.net/video/lXnt4o3SbjI/видео.html
Yeah I totally agree! But Man that is got to be so hard to help her best friend to get engaged on her engagement anniversary after breaking with her long-term fiance. I'm sure she's genuinely happy for her friend but I'm also sure it hurts. I don't know if I could do all of that and not disappear into a depression for weeks afterwards. My heart really goes out to her. Like a broken heart like that where you have really never been with anyone else it feels like someone died or you're dying. Because you have to grieve the whole future you planned out and genuinely thought you were going to have with that person. I hope she feels better soon. At least she has wonderful friends and family around her.
Didn't expect this intense honesty from a Micarah Tewers valentines video but here we are... I'm weirdly greatful for it. Heartbreak is a part of the human experience and I'm glad you felt comfortable enough sharing yours with all of us. Fortunately time passes and we heal and you seem like you have a ton of great people dedicated to help you through it.
Micarah - as a random dude in his late thirties that has followed you since you were at like 20k followers. I don't know where I was going with that... Just want to say you're amazing and inspiring. I have 3 daughters and 3 sons. Weirdly, I've had this thing for years where I want to be able to make a dress for my daughter starting from spinning the fibre, weaving the thread and designing and sewing the dress. I love love your seeing tutorials. They're laid back enough that I feel like I can probably do it but technical enough that I know you clearly know your stuff. It's a bonus that we share similar beliefs and values (I've also never had a drop of alcohol). I'm so sorry to hear about your sad news. I can't imagine that kind of heart break. I know the Lord will carry you through. I hope you see this somehow. You've truly been inspiring to me all these years!
Very sweet about wanting to make your daughter a dress from scratch. I’m sure it’ll turn out amazing! Hoping the best for you and your kids today and always❤️
🥲 this is the sweetest comment! Just saw this and it reminded me of my fondest childhood memories. My mom work buy fabric and my dad would sew ruffles onto my jeans to make them bell bottoms 😂😂 now i love to crochet things for them to wear! Its such a labor of love and it can heal so much generational trauma!!!
"Life doesn't just stop because you're devastated".... oh man, I needed that today. Thank you for having the guts to normalize grief, even though you didn't have to. I just got some awful news at school and spent the day bawling my eyes out... this video right here made me feel human and smile. We'll all be each others' valentines. 💚
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I hope you start to feel better. Bad times will make the good times sweeter, when they return. Until then, allow yourself to have a break. Life my not stop when we're devastated but you still need to allow yourself the time and patience you'd allow someone else feeling your same emotions.
My husband and I are getting divorced after being together 12 years, I'm 29 and this was my first valentine's officially alone. Thank you for being so vulnerable, it really sucks that people aren't given time to really grieve and recover in this economy :(
Hi! Same situation just different ages (39). The first year was so hard, you go from having a constant companion to being alone with your intrusive thoughts. Trust me, it does get better. You will find strength where you thought you had none. And there is nothing quite like rediscovering yourself as a person, having now lived through so much. It's actually amazing and I do not regret it all. This is the best version of me and I'm so much happier now. You will find this peace too 💕
you're still just 29 after being married for 12 years !? like sooo young. you're already ahead than most people (if we take marriage as a life achivement 😆) it seems promising for you ti find another one who suits you in the next decades. ( just want to tell the posibilities I see here, though we all need some time to recover of course :( especially after such a long relationship )
@@lindy00015 yeah I met him at 18 and got married at 24. I’m turning 30 in July and he’s refusing to go to counseling for his verbally/emotionally abusive behavior. I do definitely do see the positive with this happening to me so young. However, when you’ve given someone the last of your teen years PLUS your twenties, it is sad to realize that you spent the first 1/3 of your life kinda wasting your youth! I now have no relationship, no home, and only a part time job… like I’m literally barely getting by because he won’t help me move out. But you know? Positives, I think I’m getting an RV so I’m watching Micarahs RV videos on repeat so I can live affordably and cute! 💖
@@Jenizus I’ve heard this from so many female friends and it’s impossible to believe at the moment, but I have faith. I’ve seen so many women blossom after their divorce! ❤️
"somewhere out there is a mom; sleep deprived and sobbing as she washes puke stained blankets wishing she stayed single, free and independent; fantasizing about a life like mine while i sit here fantasizing about a life like hers." I'm crying. :'(
I need to say that I respect it SO MUCH that you weren't pretending to be okay all the time. I've never seen your videos before and I'm seeing your channel for the first time and I'm 100% subscribing because you seem such a genuine person
God, she's so inspiring. She's everything I want to be- determined, compassionate, bright, and stylish as hell. I wish there was a way we could all give back to her in a more meaningful way then just youtube comments. I'm so glad she's got a great support system right now. Love you Micarah!! Hold on girl!! We got your back!
The pros: you’re not faking a smile, you’re taking an outlet you have (even if it’s contractional) and you’re letting yourself be authentically you. As you always are. I sincerely hope you have the freedom to experience your grief and find a peace on the other side of it.
"I thought I'd be on my fourth kid by now," honestly, same. I never thought I'd be single with no husband in sight at 25, let alone still childless. I also choose to remind myself that many women are divorced and/or single moms right now wishing they waited or are full of regrets so I should be grateful for what I have.
I just wish I could give everyone in this boat a hug. I think especially being raised in the christian homeschool community, I always thought I'd have 4+ kids by now (I'm 34) and that's often a super hard pull to swallow. Being almost 10 years ahead of you, I'd just like to encourage you that singleness or barrenness seem horrible looking front ways, but looking back over the last decade I can see just how wise the Lord has been. Praying you have eyes to see what He sees in this season, and know that sometimes he answers the heart of our prayers in different ways. ❤️❤️❤️
Girl... Me too! Never related to anyone like this. Being 25, single and childless is okay for now, we get our happiness when the time and the guy is right. Good luck. 💕
I agree! I personally am not married but I have been with my boyfriend for 12 years. I was married for 4 miserable years and 4 miscarriages. The miscarriages had nothing to do with my failed marriage. He was abusive in every way! My boyfriend isn’t perfect but he’s not like my ex.
I'm sorry you had that expectation/pressure for yourself, please know that you are not "behind" and that any "rules" people try to convince you of are BS. I met my would-be husband at nearly 25 and had my first child at 29. I know some people who are single and had kids in their 40s. Just please don't spend all your time feeling pressured to meet certain guidelines because they're all nonsense. Good fortune to you.
Learned 3 new things in this video. 1. you and Joe were dating. 2. you and Joe were engaged. 3. Micarah is still selfless, caring, kind and funny even when shes going through a difficult time. We love you so much MIcarah and I hope you get the time you need to take care of yourself. You deserve so much.
I've literally never commented on a video before, but Micarah deserves the world. It's who we are during our darkest times that defines us, and I can only hope to be as selfless, kind, and honorable as she is.
This hit different, my boyfriend whom I had a 4 year relationship dumped me February 15, ironically, I haven't stopped crying, we didn't even had a fight, but he just decided he wanted to be by himself, which I have to understand. Its been officially the worst week of my life. Thanks Micarah, genuinely this video made me feel less alone. I truly needed something like this. Sending hugs ❣️
YOU ARE NOT ALONE. And I PROMISE it will get better. I’m one month in after being broke up with (same reason) and I am starting the breathe and have hope for the future. This isn’t the end of your story and it will be beautiful. Trust the process and feel your feelings, and you’ll be stronger from it ❤ “Weeping may tarry for the night, but joy comes with the morning.” Psalm 30:5
If it makes you feel any better, my boyfriend did the same thing, then changed his mind and I stupidly went back to him. I should have stayed alone when he set me free. I had no idea how much my outlook on life was going to change and now he's the only one keeping me from making my dreams come true 🥴 have your cry and then enjoy your life. It's about to get a whole lot better 🤗 sending you a big hug!❤️
Omg girl mine did the same a few days ago and I really don't get it! Wtf is wrong with them? No warning and no argument, we get on so well but he just doesn't want a relationship.. Glad it's not just me but I'm so sorry as I know how you're feeling right now, it sucks but you're never alone, remember you were fine before you met him. Remember your worth. I know I don't know you but I'm here if youd like a chat xx
Can we just talk about how brave she is for filming this video? At the beginning, she even said, and I quote “Life doesn’t stop because you’re devastated.” She is a queen.
As a fellow "thought I'd be on my fourth kid by now" who recently had a romance fall apart on me, you have all my love and sympathy. I'm sorry that it sucks so much. You are brutally hilarious at times in this video and my heart just breaks for you. You're an incredible person, immensely skilled and talented at so many things, and I wish you thousand joys after this season of sadness is over.x
(I hope this can come across as funny) and not insensitive) Meanwhile, I can’t get through even the simple pleasure of one dang Micarah video without my two year old coming over, seeing the bird, and screaming if I unpause it from that frame. all I want is like four consecutive hours to be able to complete one creative project uninterrupted. That sounds like some kind of heaven.🥹 I am the mom who watches Micarah’s videos full of wishes and envy
I love your dad so much. He knew you needed him to hide in the cupboard of the bathroom he built you because you were having a tough time. That's some top shelf dad skills right there. No wonder his daughter is so lovely! There's a lot of kindness in your family!
I was putting off watching this video because my family has very recently entered the biggest tragedy any of us have ever experienced… I thought watching this video would be wasted and spoiled by my bad mood, so I wanted to save it for when I felt more comfortable. Man do I wish I had watched this sooner! Thank you for your emotional speech about love and grief; you brought tears to my eyes and validated my feelings. Just keep swimming, right? ❤
Can we talk about that bathroom? Oh my gosh, it's GORGEOUS! If there's footage of the process of creating it, I'd love to see it! You are a treat Micarah. Really. 🧁🩷
It's sometimes hard to remember that love is not just romantic. It's more than that. Valentine's day is a day I love to share with friends, family, and more recently, my students. Seeing their pure unending love for life has made me remember that this day is so much more than for romantic partners. It's for anyone we love. I hope the grief grows smaller at a pace you need it to.
Reminds me of Bjork’s All Is Full Of Love with tm favorite lyrics “You'll be given love You'll be taken care of You'll be given love You have to trust it Maybe not from the sources You have poured yours Maybe not from the directions You are staring at”
Thanks to Micarah's family and loved ones on behalf of her youtube fandom. We're sorry she's hurting, we think she's awesome, and we're grateful she has you when life gets hard. Take care of each other.💜
A lotta love and support for Micarah naturally, but I'll also give a shout out to Joe... I imagine it must be heartwrenching for him as well. I can appreciate a man of character & integrity.. I wish you well Joe, God bless.
My 5-year relationship ended today and my mind fell on this clip almost instantly. We also parted ways as a shared decision since we wanted too different things in life. It hasn't been easy for a long time, and I remember struggling when I watched this once it was published. While it is so painful and tragic that relationships end this way, I also find comfort with this video. The process of letting go, accepting the sadness and expressing ones feelings. Thank you for still making the video and sharing your words. It's helping tremendously ❤ be strong everyone
How come you realized after 5 whole years that you 2 are too different? Why 5 whole years? In those years you didn’t communicate with each other well about what you want and love in life?
@@truehappiness4U Well I'm not the person you asked and my 5y relationship ended because my ex-fiancé cheated on me instead but... I can imagine that for the person you asked, even if it could be lack of communication, is also very possible that they slowly changed and became incompatible. People change all the time, is only natural to grow and get shaped by experiences, and the same way friends can grow apart due to hobbies, jobs, mind, goals and personalities slowly going in different directions, it can happen to partners too.
I just went through a breakup and it was the worst time i've been through in my life. I actually always thought of myself as a fun, happy and strong person but this just ripped the ground out from under me. I was shocked and ashamed how much this could take me down. the only thing that helped was forcing myself to do a lot. And I'm better now. So my lesson learned is: meet friends and don't judge yourself for being "weak" because you aren't. (Sorry for the bad English)
⚘⚘⚘Instantly, I knew you can do BETTER . Please don't even bother to grieve. If I could go back in time, I wouldn't have shed a tear or the slightest sadness for ANYONE. Live in the moment with positivity & happiness EVERY DAY. ( I became disabled 20 yrs ago & trust me, the only time you will regret, is the time being sad.) Shake it off & carry on! With a BIG SMILE 😀 . It fast tracks the healing. Crying is like punching holes in your own boat. Trust in God that things happen for a reason. Enjoy & Happy Valentines Day!!! 😀🥂🇨🇦 cheers! From Niagara Falls, CANADA ❤
@@MicarahTewers thank you 💗 i’m so sorry about your breakup too:( but us gals gotta keep going and keep hoping for better:) thank you for your video it was what i needed to hear
somewhere sometime in history there was a woman also sewing herself a new dress while going through heartbreak. it's one of the saddest things about being human, you're not on your own. this emotional gap you might experience leaves room to get back up at your own pace. you're loved, you're here and you're human❤️
Funeral pink made me lol. Also, I've been in a spot where I was 100% sure I would marry someone, like thought I had confirmation from God amount of sure, but then we broke up. I felt like I would die of heartbreak. I have the utmost empathy for you. You're doing great all things considered. A therapist once told me if you're not sleeping around or self-medicating, you're doing fantastic despite the circumstances. Pretend drunk on milk sounds like A+ coping to me. I'll be praying for your heart to mend. I'm so glad you have supportive people to help you through this.
So much love to you ♥️♥️♥️ Oh I felt this in my soul, the “I felt I was going to die of heartbreak” - yes. Also a 100% sure we would be together forever situation. It happened so suddenly without any warning and in the worst way I could imagine. But I quickly found it truly all happened for a reason, because not even a year later, in a series of events that could have never happened otherwise, I met my now husband and 10 years on we have two kids together. That pain was something I wouldn’t have wished on anyone but it absolutely served a purpose. Sending all my love to everyone experiencing it and reminding others that there is ALWAYS hope ahead for you. Always.
This honestly made me cry seeing her so unhappy while posing at the end. I feel bad she even has to do a video for contracts, we always feel so close to the RUclipsrs we watch and feel like we know them, it was so hard to see someone who you almost think of like a friend trying to fake smile for the camera when they are clearly really in their feels
This wasn't your usual upbeat video, but it was so sweet to see how your family and friends support you. I'm not usually an emotional person, but this video got me tearing up a bit. Everyone moves through life at their own pace, and you're moving at the pace you're meant to.
I appreciate the realism of both not trying to hide your emotions and the portrayal of life as a youtuber. I hope this video helps fans remember that just because people make their living through social media, doesn't mean their lives are perfect.
Literally just came back from my aunty’s funeral, it was hard, she was only 57 and completely unexpected. Every person there wore purple and black, my entire life I have never seen her wear something other than a purple top of some kind with either black pants, shorts or a skirt on rare occasions, it became part of her identity, her saying was “purple and black, never look back!” It really helped to see everyone in purple as I know my Aunty would have loved it and laughed at everyone “dressing like her”.
It always trips me up to see a person that makes me happy feel down but you're just human, too. Take the time to rest, Micarah. We all love and support you.
that monologue there about how it's so hard to be satisfied with life but we still should be thankful about what we have... you had me tearing up so much even though it was so personal and about your situation. It was very beautiful.
*don't apologize.* your heart got broken *open* and you courageously chose to let all of your love and raw feelings out and turned them into a piece of art. you're the real deal! an alchemist. a stunning funeral pink one that is. 💖
Never thought a micarah video would make me cry but I feel so sad. Thinking about how much she makes me happy but there's really no way to give that back to her and genuinely be there for her during her hard times. I couldn't imagine anyone ever letting this absolute gem of a human go for any reason
Wow, I wasn't expecting this. I feel for you so hard, Micarah. When you talked about people leaving your life totally unexpectedly, I burst into tears. I hope very much that you find healing--and that we all do, from the things that make our hearts heavy.
Omg. As a youngest child myself, I really felt seen and understood when she said that she always thinks about how everyone leaves her because that's how my life has felt😭 maybe it's a universal youngest child thing? Either way it hurts😭😭😭
@@teddygrahamm I'm not the youngest child (I'm actually the oldest), but both my brothers are way smarter and more successful than me. Feels like I'm being left behind...
Not wearing makeup after wearing it every day is such a weird feeling, but it’s refreshing to see your face bare. Also, I find it makes wearing makeup more fun! Anyone else feel this way?
You don't have to apologize for being sad, you are a human, that happens to everybody. We are here to support you ❤ Also most of us are alone for valentines day.
So sorry to about the heartbreak. You cannot possibly understand how much so many of us appreciate your content, especially that you're doing this even through what you're dealing with.
Girl, you made me tear up, but not in a bad way. Also being recently single during Valentine’s Day, I so appreciate your honesty to being miserable and allowing yourself to just be sad, while also having to do real life. Time just keeps moving. Even when it feels like it should have paused at least a second to acknowledge your pain. I’m so proud of you and I’m so sorry. You’ll be ok. Not yet. Sit in all the sadness until you’re ready. We Micarahheads love and support you no matter what!! ❤️💕
I know this is an old video but I just have to say, 8:34 puts into words something I could never quite phrase. I’m the youngest too and all the loss and powerlessness is truly devastating sometimes. even though I know I should be grateful I have the capacity to love so many people so deeply, sometimes it feels like a really cruel joke. I rly love you for saying this. I feel like I understand something more now.
This struck me so personally. This is my first valentines after my (now ex) fiancé and I ended our 3 year relationship, I know your pain very familiarly. I can say that the pain will get easier to bear eventually and family is so important to have around in times like these. I’m so glad that your family has been there for you! You are a beautiful soul Micarah! This too shall pass 💕
This might be my favorite video you've made, not because you are sad but because i feel a lot less alone watching this. Your videos have been an important escape for me for years and it's incredibly comforting to see this growth of yours; im sorry that it hurts but as a long time fan im so proud of you
I thought the exact same thing but didn’t know if it would be weird to say it might be my favorite video. It’s just so comforting and real and meets me where I am.
I'm so glad that her journal was upstairs; It's very touching to hear the take of a person of integrity about the mourning that comes after a breakup. Now here lies a proof that you can carry on in a healthy way when you can count on your friends and family to help you out, did you guys see how she deals with her emotions without denying them, giving them some space yet still going on with her duties? I hope I can be that strong if/when it happens to me.
Same. My parents were around forty when they had me, the youngest of 4. With all my grandparents and great-aunts either dead or having forgotten me (due to cognitive decline) and my mother in and out of hospital, the last 2 years were hell. I've always had abandonment issues and fears around my mom dying. Knowing that your childhood is fading before your eyes and there's no way you can get those people back hurts like hell. But life goes on and I am so gratefull for the people who are still here and my friends beside me, who've slowly become my new family.
"I thought I'd be on my fourth kid by now" Same girl. I am finally engaged and only 111 days away from getting married, I am 29 and all the heartbreaks I've been through and the disappointments have been worth it and almost feel like nothing now that I'm almost where I always dreamed to be. It is painful where you are, but in time it will pass. ❤️
Agreed! I waited until 28 to meet my man and he is sooooo worth the heartbreaks I experienced in the past. A couple years later and it is so crazy to have a little "shadow" with me everyday. Four years ago I felt so alone and like my life would never be any different. (FYI, no one mentioned how freaky it is to take care of a mini version of yourself. 😄❤️)
This comment will certainly be burried, but I wanted to say, thank you. Hearing you be vulnerable is honestly kinda special to me, even if it means nothing on the other end. I also recently had a "break up" with my long-time best friend. she was everything to me, but now I don't even know if we'll ever see each other again. Hearing you talk about your experiences too helped me to remember that I'm not alone, and even the coolest RUclipsr is still human underneath the silly sewing tutorials >w< Even so, it si so, so awful to be hurting on your favorite holiday. but like you said, there's a time for weeping and a time for joyus singing. Take your time to heal, because there's sunlight at the corners of the horizon, a somber but welcome beggening to a new chapter of life.
Losing the friendship part is always harder than the romance part for me. I hope you find some solace soon. And, thanks for making me laugh even when you're not really feeling it :)
Not me breaking out into tears when Micarah started her monologue. Thank you for that, it hurt to hear but felt good to just allow myself to feel it for a bit 💜
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I really thought it was clickbait again, I hope you are okay. Me and my first boyfriend also broke up recently and Valentine’s Day was also sensitive because it would’ve been our 4 year anniversary. Thank you for showing me how to make this dress I’m never going to make myself, it means a lot
I love how she could make a whole video about making a bathroom & instead just casually sprinkles in a few cut scenes of it into this video. Reasons like this, along with the funeral pink explanation, are one of the reasons why I always come back to your videos, even tho I have absolutely no sewing experience😂❤️
I wish she would make a video about the bathroom. As a homeowner I really want to see a normal person do it so I can believe that I can do it too. Also I know her video on it would be so entertaining.
Micarah pls know that you don't have to downplay your sadness in your videos if you don't want to smile or have lots of energy that's more than fine for us too. I can't even begin to imagine how devastating it feels right now but know that however long it takes we're here
You probably won't ever see this but just know I ended an engagement this summer as well, hardest thing I've ever gone through. I'm 32 and starting over again so I just want you to know I'm so grateful for you and the goodness you put out in the world. I'll be praying for you and your future happiness you deserve it girlie❤
I’m so sorry. Break-ups are hard enough without going through them in the public eye like this. You’re a superstar for going ahead with your sponsorships while you don’t feel up to it. I’m so glad you’ve got that awesome support system around you, yay for Micah and your friends and fam. We’ll all be here for you as much as we can, too.
after spending all of valentine's day sobbing, this was what I never knew I needed. you're so strong for staying optimistic through this, let alone sharing it with us.
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If you guys are sad over a bad break up or you had a fight, I understand how you may be sad on this day. But if it's only because you are single on valentines day then please stop worrying about this stupid holiday. It's not worth it
don't apologize for being down. you always bring smiles to everyone's faces and it is okay not to be that person, ESPECIALLY in times like these. take all the time you need to heal. we love you queen
"Comparison is the thief of joy, and gratefulness is our best weapon against that thief." Micarah, I'm in a period of grieving too. Oddly enough, I didn't lose someone, nor am I in a particularly hard place, but the people I love are, and sometimes seeing them so heartbroken also sucks you in. And I felt it when you mentioned being powerless in doing something about certain things in your life. Thank you for your beautiful words, it felt like a love letter to love itself. I live on the other side of the world but by simply sharing your thoughts and your gratefulness, you gave me a sense of peace too. I wish you nothing but joy and I hope you never lose that beautiful faith, it is the one and only constant thing in this world. Cheers ❤
Wasn’t planning to cry while watching a Micarah video, but here we are… really though, I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. You’re in my prayers!
I'm so sorry for anyone heartbroken today. I'm also kinda heartbroken and spending today on my own despite having someone to spend it with, since we fought last night and that escalated into canceling our plans for today. I wish everyone a happy day, a pretty sunset and a calm night of sleep today
There’s so much I want to affirm in this video. First, strong respect for continuing in your job when you could easily (and understandably) take time. Second, I too am the youngest, used to people leaving and dying, and I definitely thought I’d also have 4 kids right now. That is a particular type of sorrow which is difficult to express. I have mourned the loss of what I thought my life would be, while trying to see the beauty of where God has led me. And that’s the last thing I want to include - you are allowed to feel grateful and sorrowful at the same time. God has blessed you, yes, but this pain and sorrow is real too. I pray that He will wrap you in His arms and hold you, His beloved daughter, close to His heart. ❤
Beautiful comment! I think it is always OK to mourn a dream. Katie, I beleive God considers you a pearl of great price and has great things is store for you!
"All I ever wanted to do on the internet was to be a distraction from the hard parts of life" Oh you sweet, sweet, wonderful person. Your videos are not only a pleasant distraction on a sad day, They have made me laugh when I thought that nothing could make me smile. You bring joy to people in the most desperate times. Hearing you speak like that was equally heartbreaking and touching. I have recently lost a loved one. And this video, as somber as its tone might be, felt like it was telling me that It will be okay. Like I'm not alone. I think many people who are going through tough times themselves right now would agree. You are the most kindhearted and funniest person I ever had the luck to stumble upon. Your videos have changed the way I look at myself, the way I look at the world. They have given me so much strength during trying times. I wish the same strength to you now. ❤ You deserve all the good in the world. Know that your community will always be there to support you.
I'm so sorry about your heartbreak, but I also wanted to say that I immensely respect you for keeping it real AND even doing so much to help your friends have a memorable engagement. You're a good person. Sending love from Canada! Better days are on the horizon
Can we just talk for a minute how your dad is 100% always there for you. He is totally the hero that all of us need. He's the Samwise Gamgee to your Frodo. And I'm all about it.
🙂👉Notice the videos of her driving all night to "surprise him " disappeared! I knew that was the END. Guys who choose to travel for work don't want to have someone checking in on them, (or the guilt!). MICARAH needs to choose a mate better. She DESERVES better. A little goofy, unacomplished guy like that, who's away from home, was a bad match. She dodged a bullet! 🙏 And many future tears. Cheers to be single! 😀🥂
@@bellad.1274 #1- what does that have to do with her dad? #2- he was in the military. I'm s military wife. They don't choose where they're sent. Your judgment of him being unaccomplished is a little (lot) out of place here. Maybe try be encouraging instead of disparaging.
@@bellad.1274 He was in the Services defending our country.
You…called her….Frodo….I….
@@t5l239 and HE is choosing that path, where he is guaranteed not to be home every night with his loved ones. She can do better.
( and as we see. He didn't choose HER ) There are a lot of professions that don't put FAMILY FIRST.
It's okay micarah, 90% of us are sad and alone on Valentines too
Here's y'all's flowers 💐
relatable
@Mimi Kiko 💀💀 Lmaoooo
@Mimi Kiko stop giving us ideas
i can buy myself flowers
@@tp2.010 to quote Miley 😅
I want you to know how much this video hit me. My Husband and I have been watching your videos for years. He passed away 6 weeks ago and it’s been getting harder every day. Seeing you allowing yourself to be transparent and vulnerable helped me feel not so alone in my grief. But seeing you still make a dress helped me feel hopeful for the first time since it happened. Thank you for all you do and I wish you healing and happiness.
I am sorry for your loss. I hope you and your close ones get well soon. All the love 💛
I am so sorry for your loss. ❤️ Hope you have people around you to support you during this unimaginably difficult time.
so sorry for your loss. hope you can heal with time and love. ❤️
I'm so sorry to read this. Grief is such a powerful emotion.
I’m so sorry, honey. I can’t imagine what you are going through right now. Losing my husband is my worst nightmare and I don’t wish that upon anyone. I hope you find the healing that you need and remember that grief is good.
"Comparison is the thief of joy, and gratefulness is our best weapon against that thief."
I'll hold on to this one.
beautiful insight. thank u for this.
Yeah that's really good
The fact that she's going through this but still helped with a proposal... what an amazing person xx
YEAH...Especially when that great guy dumped her ass.....Good move for sure on his part...
@@davecruz9893 wtf is wrong with you
like, genuinely, shes amazing for that. ♥
That must've been really hard for her. 💔
I know it was probably really hard for her not to be crying the whole time she was setting it up and hiding behind those bushes, I was crying thinking about it 😭💔
I'm so sorry y'all had to go through this. My 9 year relationship ended a couple months ago. It was the same - amicable - but it doesn't make it hurt less. This is my first Valentine's Day as a single pringle in almost a decade. Surround yourself with friends!
9 years...oof Glad you are feeling better.🤗❤🩹❤🩹
I'm sorry you had to go through that. 9 years is a long time. I hope you're going well. For me, I met the man of my dreams. We were friends, and then I confessed that I had a thing for him. We started dating on the 9th. And then he dumped me on the 12th. Right before Valentine's day. He called me emotionally immature and said I was a jerk even though he's the one that lead me on for months and dumped me. I genuinely wanted only the best for him. The day before he dumped me I went out and spent a ton of money on gifts for him. I couldn't return them because they wouldn't let me. So, I went around giving it all to girls that were also alone today. I got a ton of hugs and thanks yous. It's refreshing seeing how happy you can make someone with something so simple. I was not upset that I was alone for Valentine's day. Because I wasn't. I had my friends, and I got to make other peoples days. I'm done letting men walk all over me and treat me like that.
as someone whos never dated yet and afraid to go out there. what do you guys mean by amicably. like what is the actual reason for not wanting to be together anymore?
@@Lisa-qm5bc While I haven't been in the situation sometimes it's just a mutual decision to not be together anymore, usually because where they are in their life and where they want to go don't match up. (Example, maybe one person wants to travel the world while the other wants to settle down and have kids). They break up because they find the relationship can no longer be compatible.
Same boat here! 12 years and now I'm getting divorced. It's supposed to be amicable as well, but it's hard when you're still living with his family because you can't afford to move out 🤣 maybe next year will be a more peaceful valentine's day!
did not expect literally one of the most beautiful bathrooms built in a dress making video.
I could say the same thing, the creative bathroom was the last thing I'd expect to see from such a video..
You are literally a best friend. THE best. Even in your heartbreak, you helped a friend get engaged. You turned pain into beauty for a moment. That’s selfless. That’s love.
giving new girl (act she does give jess aw i love that stop)
"Real life doesn't just stop because you're devestated." I'm 2 months out of a broken engagement. It wasn't my choice. I'm trying to come to terms with believing the relationship wasn't healthy for me, and letting go of the future I planned out with him is... not going so well. I hope anyone else fresh off of a breakup is doing their best to hold it together so they can heal. ❤
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Cry in the shower 😭 I am still healing from the end of what I thought would be something beautiful
Acceptance and time heal everything 💗
It gets better. I am one year since mine and the most confident and happy I've ever been Healing will come, friend. Hang in there. You're doing amazing
Huge hug and lots of strength for the rest of the year!
Micarah reminding us that we can keep slaying while struggling with personal stuff is the sh*t I'm here for. Thank you.
Trueee!!
honestly so inspiring tbh
Frfr
🙂👉Notice the videos of her driving all night to "surprise him " disappeared! I knew that was the END. Guys who choose to travel for work don't want to have someone checking in on them, (or the guilt!). MICARAH needs to choose a mate better. She DESERVES better. A little goofy, unacomplished guy like that, who's away from home, was a bad match. She dodged a bullet! 🙏 And many future tears. Cheers to be single! 😀🥂
Are we just going to gloss over the fact that they built a beautiful bathroom and she said it so casually 😅 amazing work as usual. Wish you the best
Literally amazing
I need this video one day.
Right?! It would be wonderful to see how she did it!
What I love the most about Micarah is that she's one of the quirkiest people I've ever seen, you never really know what else she's going to pull out of the hat, but then she's got amazing taste (clothes, decoration, etc.)
I'm also going through heartbreak right now and somehow, the random bike kid eagerly yelling "Congratulations!" really broke me. It's so sweet, so innocent, so full of hope.
no like I literally teared up it was so sweet
And the fact they went from “sketchy biker kids” to “sweet biker kids” 😭
Can we be happy about an upcoming video by Micarah Tewers without meaning any disrespect to her heartbreak?
@L W Not to be that person, but are you insane? She literally said that she needed a break from making videos. Nobody takes breaks because an animal “isn’t giving them enough attention”.
@@Rapunzel-io2fz Maybe this person hasn’t been keeping up with her updates, I don’t think they meant any harm by it
@@Rapunzel-io2fz micarah’s sense of humor in the past has been based on overdone emotions, like being dramatic over silly things. I also haven’t kept up with her updates so I had no idea there was another thing going on in her life, so like the other commenter my first thought was that this was a joke. You shouldn’t instantly assume everyone has bad intent
I don’t know if I should upvote or downvote the video or just cry. 😢
No. You if you say it like that, no we can’t be happy.
Grieving not only a relationship but the future you thought you were heading for is really effing hard. We love and appreciate you.
This is so true, sometimes its almost worse to deal with the feeling of “starting over”, takes a lot of strength but I’m thankful for her honesty bc it just reminds us we really all do go through the same things
Hello Micarah, I am sorry for your break up, but I think I should let you know on this. Two days ago (yes, it happened just two days ago), I started to sew my very first dress. Though I made it not from your tutorial (mainly because I wear hijab, and I don't think I can style your clothes in your tutorials with hijab but I still love them anyway), you were one of my biggest inspiration to start sewing. The dress is almost done now, it just need some cleaning up, but I have to tell you, I use a mix of your method and the conventional method with the measuring tape to make the dress. I actually rolled myself on the fabric like a burrito to see if I have enough fabric for one dress. I barely have enough :"). I approached the sewing project with the mentality of "I am going to wear more dresses and no one can stop me, not even my mom." and so two days later and now I have an almost finished dress.
Great job, you sound really talented! :)
You are an incredible human. Thank you for being so healthy and not only feeling your emotions (which so many people don’t) but being so courageous in sharing them. Have faith that you will find another beautiful soul that will love you and all that you are.❤
Love this!!! Wishing the absolute best in your future projects and so glad Micarah inspired you 🥰
@@Rain_boot Thank you! I actually showed the dress to my sister and she was quite surprised in how fast I made the dress 😅
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micarah: I might not look pretty 90% of the time
also micarah: literally dazzling not even 30 second later ✨
frr
I love how your dad helps you with everything and how sweet and involved he is
he is the best ever and I don't deserve him
@@MicarahTewers You definitely do, there’s so much of kindness and sweetness in you, I saw it when you did all that for helping your friend propose, despite your heartbreak.
@@MicarahTewers I want to give you half a like, cause only the first part of your sentence is true. And if you don't believe me, ask him 😊
the type of dad I wish I had :(
mine is good but his done some unnecessary things and while some were accidents like having my childhood toy iv hold onto fir 15 years get destroyed by my outdoor dogs when he tried to take it away cuz I apparently am not allowed tots after 15 ? ( that's stupud ) other things he gas done on purpose which sucked too
but oh well nothing can be done about the past I'll forever will miss my polar bear plush his been with me since I was born but unfortunately couldn't live with me forever like I wanted 😭 I'll always remember my polar bear
@@MicarahTewers he is exactly what you deserve 😘 he deserved you too
As a girl who also thought her life would be different than what it actually is in her mid 20’s- thought she’d have kids, or at least a husband, or fiancé, or boyfriend by now- I feel you. I genuinely cried throughout this video. Your vulnerability was tangible. I wish we were friends because you’re the coolest. It’s going to be ok even tho it definitely isn’t right now. “There is always hope.” (Barbie in the Magic of Pegasus 2005)
I came on here to write a comment but you already wrote it for me, better than I could have written it. I also cried at the rawness and vulnerability throughout this video. It’s so important to be open about emotions when you feel like you can, so that others know they’re not alone.
Sending lots of love ♥️ xxx
Yes! And that Barbie quote is perfect!❤❤❤
Just remember… the plans we have,,, are never final
As someone younger, I see that a lot of gen z/young millennial’s issues are due to age based archetypes and the arbitrary deadlines our society places on us. Just because you don’t already have what you want to have by your mid 20s (which is pretty young for marriage/kids in this day and age anyways tbh) doesn’t mean you’ve “missed out” on your ability to have that later down the line.
There isn’t a time limit to these things, as reality isn’t so nearly clear, cut and dry. You’ll be fine b
@@MariaSantos-uo3pb it's just hard... Especially when you do know people who have that at your age, or you want what your parents had.. honestly I think alot of us are lonely, because it's hard to even keep friends.
Her dad is just an amazing ray of sunshine.
Yes he is!
We are NOT going to gloss over the fact that you and your dad just made the cutest most fantabulously spectacular bathroom we've ever seen!
Run to Jesus!
Trust in Him alone!
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If you have defected from God then read these Scriptures: (Lost Sheep, Luke 15:1-7 - Lost Coin, 15:8-10 - Lost Son, 15:11-32 - Rich Man and Lazarus, 16:19-31) Jesus is calling you back home, read His word, believe and repent. Saved by grace alone, through faith alone, in Christ alone!
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The world is racing toward "AMAGEDDON" !!! And people need to get right with the Lord!
If you have not read the books of (Daniel chapters 7-12), (Ezekiel chapters 37-39) (Matthew chapters 24:1-51 + 25:1-30), (1 Thessalonians chapters 1-5), (2 Thessalonians chapters1-3) and (Revelation chapters 6-19), now would be a good time. They will explain a lot about what is going on right now!
These books will cover the "Wars" about to come, the catching up / the blessed hope, World judgement, hence the Tribulation and the Great Tribulation! These books will also be the most ominous and scary for the unbelievers and the most exciting and uplifting for those who believe in Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior!...
It is my hope and prayer that people would repent and believe on the Lord Jesus Christ before all these things take place, because it is going to be very, very scary if you do not and you decide to wait and see what happens.
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May the Lord encourage you to seek the truth, in Jesus' name. Amen and Amen.
I love that instead of treating her ex poorly, she can still act with love and kindness even though she's clearly hurting.
I feel sad for her, he going away for a while and relationship is hard like that so I totally understand if the breakup happened because of it. It’s better than waiting and waiting for each other not know what’s going to happen when or if he comes back from service. It was a smart move for them to do if they wanted.
The mark of a true adult.
even though he was clearly gay....dyed blonde hair on a grown man? girl please
@@Heterandria4mosa the ugliness in your spirit jumped right on out
@@Heterandria4mosa Not at all uncommon actually. I’m gonna bet at least one blonde manly man you know dyed his hair that way.
Micarah’s honestly and openness was wonderful to hear and she was so eloquent about it. I think she vocalized the way a lot of other people feel. Micarah, we love you and we send you tons of support in your healing process.
the thing that I love about this video is, Micarah allows to feel her feelings and admitting that this video is not like her usual one instead of faking being happy and jolly. it's such a brave move. love you even more Micarah
Said perfectly
AGREED! I appreciate her so much for this
I feel like any man with a daughter should watch these videos as kind of 'dad school' because so many dads just harbor open disdain for their daughters and refuse to bond with them and here is Micarah's dad genuinely enjoying her company and doing things with her.
Mad respect for all the effort that you went through to give your friend a surprise proposal/engagement party, while also keeping the whole thing a secret from the guests of the party AND helping a formerly amish/minenite man through the whole "engagement" process. Lots of people can make a cute dress but it takes a special person to be as thoughtful and caring as you are while going through such hard times.
Thank you for not pretending to be okay. Your strength finding happiness for those and in those around you despite your personal struggles is so comforting. Whether you've meant to or not, you've inspired so many. Prayers for continued healing to your heart
100% this. Even Jesus wept. We need to learn emotions are not bad, what we do with our emotions can be good or bad, best to ask Jesus to help. m.ruclips.net/video/lXnt4o3SbjI/видео.html
Yeah I totally agree! But Man that is got to be so hard to help her best friend to get engaged on her engagement anniversary after breaking with her long-term fiance. I'm sure she's genuinely happy for her friend but I'm also sure it hurts. I don't know if I could do all of that and not disappear into a depression for weeks afterwards. My heart really goes out to her. Like a broken heart like that where you have really never been with anyone else it feels like someone died or you're dying. Because you have to grieve the whole future you planned out and genuinely thought you were going to have with that person. I hope she feels better soon. At least she has wonderful friends and family around her.
Didn't expect this intense honesty from a Micarah Tewers valentines video but here we are... I'm weirdly greatful for it. Heartbreak is a part of the human experience and I'm glad you felt comfortable enough sharing yours with all of us. Fortunately time passes and we heal and you seem like you have a ton of great people dedicated to help you through it.
Micarah - as a random dude in his late thirties that has followed you since you were at like 20k followers. I don't know where I was going with that... Just want to say you're amazing and inspiring. I have 3 daughters and 3 sons. Weirdly, I've had this thing for years where I want to be able to make a dress for my daughter starting from spinning the fibre, weaving the thread and designing and sewing the dress. I love love your seeing tutorials. They're laid back enough that I feel like I can probably do it but technical enough that I know you clearly know your stuff. It's a bonus that we share similar beliefs and values (I've also never had a drop of alcohol). I'm so sorry to hear about your sad news. I can't imagine that kind of heart break. I know the Lord will carry you through. I hope you see this somehow. You've truly been inspiring to me all these years!
Very sweet about wanting to make your daughter a dress from scratch. I’m sure it’ll turn out amazing! Hoping the best for you and your kids today and always❤️
🥲 this is the sweetest comment! Just saw this and it reminded me of my fondest childhood memories. My mom work buy fabric and my dad would sew ruffles onto my jeans to make them bell bottoms 😂😂 now i love to crochet things for them to wear! Its such a labor of love and it can heal so much generational trauma!!!
"Life doesn't just stop because you're devastated".... oh man, I needed that today. Thank you for having the guts to normalize grief, even though you didn't have to. I just got some awful news at school and spent the day bawling my eyes out... this video right here made me feel human and smile. We'll all be each others' valentines. 💚
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I hope you start to feel better. Bad times will make the good times sweeter, when they return. Until then, allow yourself to have a break. Life my not stop when we're devastated but you still need to allow yourself the time and patience you'd allow someone else feeling your same emotions.
My husband and I are getting divorced after being together 12 years, I'm 29 and this was my first valentine's officially alone. Thank you for being so vulnerable, it really sucks that people aren't given time to really grieve and recover in this economy :(
Hi! Same situation just different ages (39). The first year was so hard, you go from having a constant companion to being alone with your intrusive thoughts. Trust me, it does get better. You will find strength where you thought you had none. And there is nothing quite like rediscovering yourself as a person, having now lived through so much. It's actually amazing and I do not regret it all. This is the best version of me and I'm so much happier now.
You will find this peace too 💕
Hope you find peace ✨️✨️
you're still just 29 after being married for 12 years !? like sooo young. you're already ahead than most people (if we take marriage as a life achivement 😆)
it seems promising for you ti find another one who suits you in the next decades. ( just want to tell the posibilities I see here, though we all need some time to recover of course :( especially after such a long relationship )
@@lindy00015 yeah I met him at 18 and got married at 24. I’m turning 30 in July and he’s refusing to go to counseling for his verbally/emotionally abusive behavior. I do definitely do see the positive with this happening to me so young. However, when you’ve given someone the last of your teen years PLUS your twenties, it is sad to realize that you spent the first 1/3 of your life kinda wasting your youth! I now have no relationship, no home, and only a part time job… like I’m literally barely getting by because he won’t help me move out. But you know? Positives, I think I’m getting an RV so I’m watching Micarahs RV videos on repeat so I can live affordably and cute! 💖
@@Jenizus I’ve heard this from so many female friends and it’s impossible to believe at the moment, but I have faith. I’ve seen so many women blossom after their divorce! ❤️
"somewhere out there is a mom; sleep deprived and sobbing as she washes puke stained blankets wishing she stayed single, free and independent; fantasizing about a life like mine while i sit here fantasizing about a life like hers." I'm crying. :'(
This line made me feel so sad but its true :,(
I need to say that I respect it SO MUCH that you weren't pretending to be okay all the time. I've never seen your videos before and I'm seeing your channel for the first time and I'm 100% subscribing because you seem such a genuine person
Welcome ❤
God, she's so inspiring. She's everything I want to be- determined, compassionate, bright, and stylish as hell. I wish there was a way we could all give back to her in a more meaningful way then just youtube comments. I'm so glad she's got a great support system right now. Love you Micarah!! Hold on girl!! We got your back!
Also I hope you’re watching Alone
You know what you’re talking about I agree with you 100%
The pros: you’re not faking a smile, you’re taking an outlet you have (even if it’s contractional) and you’re letting yourself be authentically you. As you always are.
I sincerely hope you have the freedom to experience your grief and find a peace on the other side of it.
"I thought I'd be on my fourth kid by now," honestly, same. I never thought I'd be single with no husband in sight at 25, let alone still childless. I also choose to remind myself that many women are divorced and/or single moms right now wishing they waited or are full of regrets so I should be grateful for what I have.
I just wish I could give everyone in this boat a hug. I think especially being raised in the christian homeschool community, I always thought I'd have 4+ kids by now (I'm 34) and that's often a super hard pull to swallow. Being almost 10 years ahead of you, I'd just like to encourage you that singleness or barrenness seem horrible looking front ways, but looking back over the last decade I can see just how wise the Lord has been. Praying you have eyes to see what He sees in this season, and know that sometimes he answers the heart of our prayers in different ways. ❤️❤️❤️
Girl... Me too! Never related to anyone like this. Being 25, single and childless is okay for now, we get our happiness when the time and the guy is right. Good luck. 💕
I agree! I personally am not married but I have been with my boyfriend for 12 years. I was married for 4 miserable years and 4 miscarriages. The miscarriages had nothing to do with my failed marriage. He was abusive in every way!
My boyfriend isn’t perfect but he’s not like my ex.
I'm sorry you had that expectation/pressure for yourself, please know that you are not "behind" and that any "rules" people try to convince you of are BS. I met my would-be husband at nearly 25 and had my first child at 29. I know some people who are single and had kids in their 40s. Just please don't spend all your time feeling pressured to meet certain guidelines because they're all nonsense. Good fortune to you.
That is so young! Its definetly worth waiting for the right guy.
Learned 3 new things in this video. 1. you and Joe were dating. 2. you and Joe were engaged. 3. Micarah is still selfless, caring, kind and funny even when shes going through a difficult time. We love you so much MIcarah and I hope you get the time you need to take care of yourself. You deserve so much.
As someone who recently just had to call off her own wedding I vibed with this video so hard
I'm sorry, I hope you find the peace and love you need 💗
i’m so sorry): i hope you find love and joy within yourself and things you enjoy though ❤️
My condolences. May peace and contentment find you soon.
I've literally never commented on a video before, but Micarah deserves the world. It's who we are during our darkest times that defines us, and I can only hope to be as selfless, kind, and honorable as she is.
This hit different, my boyfriend whom I had a 4 year relationship dumped me February 15, ironically, I haven't stopped crying, we didn't even had a fight, but he just decided he wanted to be by himself, which I have to understand. Its been officially the worst week of my life. Thanks Micarah, genuinely this video made me feel less alone. I truly needed something like this. Sending hugs ❣️
YOU ARE NOT ALONE. And I PROMISE it will get better. I’m one month in after being broke up with (same reason) and I am starting the breathe and have hope for the future. This isn’t the end of your story and it will be beautiful. Trust the process and feel your feelings, and you’ll be stronger from it ❤
“Weeping may tarry for the night, but joy comes with the morning.” Psalm 30:5
thats my birthday!
If it makes you feel any better, my boyfriend did the same thing, then changed his mind and I stupidly went back to him. I should have stayed alone when he set me free. I had no idea how much my outlook on life was going to change and now he's the only one keeping me from making my dreams come true 🥴 have your cry and then enjoy your life. It's about to get a whole lot better 🤗 sending you a big hug!❤️
@@nakilisRead the room sweet pea
Omg girl mine did the same a few days ago and I really don't get it! Wtf is wrong with them? No warning and no argument, we get on so well but he just doesn't want a relationship.. Glad it's not just me but I'm so sorry as I know how you're feeling right now, it sucks but you're never alone, remember you were fine before you met him. Remember your worth. I know I don't know you but I'm here if youd like a chat xx
Can we just talk about how brave she is for filming this video? At the beginning, she even said, and I quote “Life doesn’t stop because you’re devastated.” She is a queen.
As a fellow "thought I'd be on my fourth kid by now" who recently had a romance fall apart on me, you have all my love and sympathy. I'm sorry that it sucks so much. You are brutally hilarious at times in this video and my heart just breaks for you. You're an incredible person, immensely skilled and talented at so many things, and I wish you thousand joys after this season of sadness is over.x
As another “thought I’d be on my fourth kid by now” woman, currently in a romantic deficit…second everything you said ❤️
I couldn't identify more with this statement
Yep, me too.. and I couldn't have said it better than you did x
(I hope this can come across as funny) and not insensitive) Meanwhile, I can’t get through even the simple pleasure of one dang Micarah video without my two year old coming over, seeing the bird, and screaming if I unpause it from that frame. all I want is like four consecutive hours to be able to complete one creative project uninterrupted. That sounds like some kind of heaven.🥹 I am the mom who watches Micarah’s videos full of wishes and envy
I love your dad so much. He knew you needed him to hide in the cupboard of the bathroom he built you because you were having a tough time. That's some top shelf dad skills right there. No wonder his daughter is so lovely! There's a lot of kindness in your family!
I think it’s one of her best videos, being vulnerable in front of millions people, it’s straight up power to me
I was putting off watching this video because my family has very recently entered the biggest tragedy any of us have ever experienced… I thought watching this video would be wasted and spoiled by my bad mood, so I wanted to save it for when I felt more comfortable. Man do I wish I had watched this sooner! Thank you for your emotional speech about love and grief; you brought tears to my eyes and validated my feelings. Just keep swimming, right? ❤
I felt the same way!
I hope you’re doing better now
Hi, I hope you're doing better sweetie
Can we talk about that bathroom? Oh my gosh, it's GORGEOUS! If there's footage of the process of creating it, I'd love to see it! You are a treat Micarah. Really. 🧁🩷
True!! I'd be interested in a video like that too!
Omg that bathroom was sooo cute lol
It's sometimes hard to remember that love is not just romantic. It's more than that. Valentine's day is a day I love to share with friends, family, and more recently, my students. Seeing their pure unending love for life has made me remember that this day is so much more than for romantic partners. It's for anyone we love. I hope the grief grows smaller at a pace you need it to.
Reminds me of Bjork’s All Is Full Of Love with tm favorite lyrics “You'll be given love
You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love
You have to trust it
Maybe not from the sources
You have poured yours
Maybe not from the directions
You are staring at”
Thanks to Micarah's family and loved ones on behalf of her youtube fandom. We're sorry she's hurting, we think she's awesome, and we're grateful she has you when life gets hard. Take care of each other.💜
A lotta love and support for Micarah naturally, but I'll also give a shout out to Joe... I imagine it must be heartwrenching for him as well.
I can appreciate a man of character & integrity.. I wish you well Joe, God bless.
My 5-year relationship ended today and my mind fell on this clip almost instantly. We also parted ways as a shared decision since we wanted too different things in life. It hasn't been easy for a long time, and I remember struggling when I watched this once it was published. While it is so painful and tragic that relationships end this way, I also find comfort with this video. The process of letting go, accepting the sadness and expressing ones feelings. Thank you for still making the video and sharing your words. It's helping tremendously ❤ be strong everyone
How come you realized after 5 whole years that you 2 are too different? Why 5 whole years? In those years you didn’t communicate with each other well about what you want and love in life?
@@truehappiness4U Well I'm not the person you asked and my 5y relationship ended because my ex-fiancé cheated on me instead but... I can imagine that for the person you asked, even if it could be lack of communication, is also very possible that they slowly changed and became incompatible. People change all the time, is only natural to grow and get shaped by experiences, and the same way friends can grow apart due to hobbies, jobs, mind, goals and personalities slowly going in different directions, it can happen to partners too.
I just went through a breakup and it was the worst time i've been through in my life. I actually always thought of myself as a fun, happy and strong person but this just ripped the ground out from under me. I was shocked and ashamed how much this could take me down. the only thing that helped was forcing myself to do a lot. And I'm better now. So my lesson learned is: meet friends and don't judge yourself for being "weak" because you aren't. (Sorry for the bad English)
I hope you’re thriving, happy Valentine’s Day to you! ❤️
Your English is flawless. Perfectly accurate and totally natural use of idioms.
I think she’s sad because her fiancé (joe) is working for the military far away.
@@Danini-Panini I think that was hard but since he left they've also broken up
⚘⚘⚘Instantly, I knew you can do BETTER . Please don't even bother to grieve. If I could go back in time, I wouldn't have shed a tear or the slightest sadness for ANYONE. Live in the moment with positivity & happiness EVERY DAY. ( I became disabled 20 yrs ago & trust me, the only time you will regret, is the time being sad.) Shake it off & carry on! With a BIG SMILE 😀 . It fast tracks the healing. Crying is like punching holes in your own boat. Trust in God that things happen for a reason. Enjoy & Happy Valentines Day!!! 😀🥂🇨🇦 cheers! From Niagara Falls, CANADA ❤
just got dumped after 2 years so this is exactly what i need today:) thank you queen Micarah
awww! I'm so sorry :( glad I could bring at least a tiny bit of brightness. That really stinks :/
@@MicarahTewers thank you 💗 i’m so sorry about your breakup too:( but us gals gotta keep going and keep hoping for better:) thank you for your video it was what i needed to hear
somewhere sometime in history there was a woman also sewing herself a new dress while going through heartbreak. it's one of the saddest things about being human, you're not on your own. this emotional gap you might experience leaves room to get back up at your own pace. you're loved, you're here and you're human❤️
Funeral pink made me lol. Also, I've been in a spot where I was 100% sure I would marry someone, like thought I had confirmation from God amount of sure, but then we broke up. I felt like I would die of heartbreak. I have the utmost empathy for you. You're doing great all things considered. A therapist once told me if you're not sleeping around or self-medicating, you're doing fantastic despite the circumstances. Pretend drunk on milk sounds like A+ coping to me. I'll be praying for your heart to mend. I'm so glad you have supportive people to help you through this.
So much love to you ♥️♥️♥️
Oh I felt this in my soul, the “I felt I was going to die of heartbreak” - yes. Also a 100% sure we would be together forever situation. It happened so suddenly without any warning and in the worst way I could imagine. But I quickly found it truly all happened for a reason, because not even a year later, in a series of events that could have never happened otherwise, I met my now husband and 10 years on we have two kids together.
That pain was something I wouldn’t have wished on anyone but it absolutely served a purpose. Sending all my love to everyone experiencing it and reminding others that there is ALWAYS hope ahead for you. Always.
Came for the dress, stayed for the heartfelt conversation on sadness and the joy in others. Thank you.
This honestly made me cry seeing her so unhappy while posing at the end. I feel bad she even has to do a video for contracts, we always feel so close to the RUclipsrs we watch and feel like we know them, it was so hard to see someone who you almost think of like a friend trying to fake smile for the camera when they are clearly really in their feels
this feeling exactly.
Same. I felt bad for her but the end made me actual cry. And I’m super not romantic and aro/ace.
As a youngest, I teared up when you talked about when loved ones leave and you just have to adapt to it happening… touched my heart.
I did too! Never had someone put it into words but as a youngest that’s how I’ve always felt. Micarah explained it beautifully.
It's definitely something that I feel like youngest children all deal with but have trouble explaining
SAME!!!!!
I cried too...
This wasn't your usual upbeat video, but it was so sweet to see how your family and friends support you. I'm not usually an emotional person, but this video got me tearing up a bit. Everyone moves through life at their own pace, and you're moving at the pace you're meant to.
I appreciate the realism of both not trying to hide your emotions and the portrayal of life as a youtuber. I hope this video helps fans remember that just because people make their living through social media, doesn't mean their lives are perfect.
Literally just came back from my aunty’s funeral, it was hard, she was only 57 and completely unexpected. Every person there wore purple and black, my entire life I have never seen her wear something other than a purple top of some kind with either black pants, shorts or a skirt on rare occasions, it became part of her identity, her saying was “purple and black, never look back!” It really helped to see everyone in purple as I know my Aunty would have loved it and laughed at everyone “dressing like her”.
O my god This isso wholesome😭
Sending you and her love. 💜
I'm so sorry for your loss, but I'm sure she would have loved to see you all dressed like that! 💜🖤
It always trips me up to see a person that makes me happy feel down but you're just human, too. Take the time to rest, Micarah. We all love and support you.
that monologue there about how it's so hard to be satisfied with life but we still should be thankful about what we have... you had me tearing up so much even though it was so personal and about your situation. It was very beautiful.
*don't apologize.* your heart got broken *open* and you courageously chose to let all of your love and raw feelings out and turned them into a piece of art. you're the real deal! an alchemist. a stunning funeral pink one that is. 💖
Never thought a micarah video would make me cry but I feel so sad. Thinking about how much she makes me happy but there's really no way to give that back to her and genuinely be there for her during her hard times. I couldn't imagine anyone ever letting this absolute gem of a human go for any reason
That was just the Universe making room for a Micarah - Weird Al Yankovic collaboration.
Wow, I wasn't expecting this. I feel for you so hard, Micarah. When you talked about people leaving your life totally unexpectedly, I burst into tears. I hope very much that you find healing--and that we all do, from the things that make our hearts heavy.
As the youngest by ten years to the next oldest and 17 years to the oldest, I felt it in my SOUL
Omg. As a youngest child myself, I really felt seen and understood when she said that she always thinks about how everyone leaves her because that's how my life has felt😭 maybe it's a universal youngest child thing? Either way it hurts😭😭😭
@@teddygrahamm I'm not the youngest child (I'm actually the oldest), but both my brothers are way smarter and more successful than me. Feels like I'm being left behind...
I love how this is not only about a dress any more, It's about life, it's joy and darkness. Wish her the best
Not wearing makeup after wearing it every day is such a weird feeling, but it’s refreshing to see your face bare. Also, I find it makes wearing makeup more fun! Anyone else feel this way?
6:50 I love how it changes from sketchy biker kids to sweet biker kids LOL
You don't have to apologize for being sad, you are a human, that happens to everybody. We are here to support you ❤ Also most of us are alone for valentines day.
#SingletonValintinesDayClub :(
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„Real life doesn’t stop while you’re devastated.“ girl, I needed to hear that.
So sorry to about the heartbreak. You cannot possibly understand how much so many of us appreciate your content, especially that you're doing this even through what you're dealing with.
Girl, you made me tear up, but not in a bad way. Also being recently single during Valentine’s Day, I so appreciate your honesty to being miserable and allowing yourself to just be sad, while also having to do real life. Time just keeps moving. Even when it feels like it should have paused at least a second to acknowledge your pain. I’m so proud of you and I’m so sorry. You’ll be ok. Not yet. Sit in all the sadness until you’re ready. We Micarahheads love and support you no matter what!! ❤️💕
You too! 💗
I’m in exactly the same boat. So happy valentines day to all of you! ❤️
The fact that even in your saddest times you can make others like myself smile is the purest form of selflessness ❤
I know this is an old video but I just have to say, 8:34 puts into words something I could never quite phrase. I’m the youngest too and all the loss and powerlessness is truly devastating sometimes. even though I know I should be grateful I have the capacity to love so many people so deeply, sometimes it feels like a really cruel joke. I rly love you for saying this. I feel like I understand something more now.
90 percent of the time you looked beautiful. 10 percent of the time you looked STUNNING
This struck me so personally. This is my first valentines after my (now ex) fiancé and I ended our 3 year relationship, I know your pain very familiarly. I can say that the pain will get easier to bear eventually and family is so important to have around in times like these. I’m so glad that your family has been there for you! You are a beautiful soul Micarah! This too shall pass 💕
This might be my favorite video you've made, not because you are sad but because i feel a lot less alone watching this. Your videos have been an important escape for me for years and it's incredibly comforting to see this growth of yours; im sorry that it hurts but as a long time fan im so proud of you
I thought the exact same thing but didn’t know if it would be weird to say it might be my favorite video. It’s just so comforting and real and meets me where I am.
I'm so glad that her journal was upstairs; It's very touching to hear the take of a person of integrity about the mourning that comes after a breakup. Now here lies a proof that you can carry on in a healthy way when you can count on your friends and family to help you out, did you guys see how she deals with her emotions without denying them, giving them some space yet still going on with her duties? I hope I can be that strong if/when it happens to me.
As the youngest of my family, her comments about everyone leaving or dying is so accurate.
It really is
Same. My parents were around forty when they had me, the youngest of 4. With all my grandparents and great-aunts either dead or having forgotten me (due to cognitive decline) and my mother in and out of hospital, the last 2 years were hell. I've always had abandonment issues and fears around my mom dying. Knowing that your childhood is fading before your eyes and there's no way you can get those people back hurts like hell. But life goes on and I am so gratefull for the people who are still here and my friends beside me, who've slowly become my new family.
"I thought I'd be on my fourth kid by now" Same girl. I am finally engaged and only 111 days away from getting married, I am 29 and all the heartbreaks I've been through and the disappointments have been worth it and almost feel like nothing now that I'm almost where I always dreamed to be. It is painful where you are, but in time it will pass. ❤️
Agreed! I waited until 28 to meet my man and he is sooooo worth the heartbreaks I experienced in the past. A couple years later and it is so crazy to have a little "shadow" with me everyday. Four years ago I felt so alone and like my life would never be any different.
(FYI, no one mentioned how freaky it is to take care of a mini version of yourself. 😄❤️)
@@amyw7200Why do I feel like I've seen this exact comment somewhere else these days?
29 is still young! I'm 34 and I'm not sure if me and my man will marry and that's fine! We met when I was 31 ❤
thank you for trusting your fanbase enough to share this with us, remember to take your time to heal and we are all here for you
You're the kind of person people would want to keep in their lives forever
This comment will certainly be burried, but I wanted to say, thank you. Hearing you be vulnerable is honestly kinda special to me, even if it means nothing on the other end. I also recently had a "break up" with my long-time best friend. she was everything to me, but now I don't even know if we'll ever see each other again. Hearing you talk about your experiences too helped me to remember that I'm not alone, and even the coolest RUclipsr is still human underneath the silly sewing tutorials >w<
Even so, it si so, so awful to be hurting on your favorite holiday. but like you said, there's a time for weeping and a time for joyus singing. Take your time to heal, because there's sunlight at the corners of the horizon, a somber but welcome beggening to a new chapter of life.
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I want to cut and frame your last words, because they are very healing and give hope :)
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Losing the friendship part is always harder than the romance part for me. I hope you find some solace soon. And, thanks for making me laugh even when you're not really feeling it :)
Not me breaking out into tears when Micarah started her monologue. Thank you for that, it hurt to hear but felt good to just allow myself to feel it for a bit 💜
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I really thought it was clickbait again, I hope you are okay. Me and my first boyfriend also broke up recently and Valentine’s Day was also sensitive because it would’ve been our 4 year anniversary. Thank you for showing me how to make this dress I’m never going to make myself, it means a lot
I love how she could make a whole video about making a bathroom & instead just casually sprinkles in a few cut scenes of it into this video. Reasons like this, along with the funeral pink explanation, are one of the reasons why I always come back to your videos, even tho I have absolutely no sewing experience😂❤️
I wish she would make a video about the bathroom. As a homeowner I really want to see a normal person do it so I can believe that I can do it too. Also I know her video on it would be so entertaining.
Micarah pls know that you don't have to downplay your sadness in your videos if you don't want to smile or have lots of energy that's more than fine for us too. I can't even begin to imagine how devastating it feels right now but know that however long it takes we're here
I can’t tell you how much I needed this video. I’m so sorry you’re hurting Micarah. Your vulnerability means a lot to me right now. Thank you for that
You probably won't ever see this but just know I ended an engagement this summer as well, hardest thing I've ever gone through. I'm 32 and starting over again so I just want you to know I'm so grateful for you and the goodness you put out in the world. I'll be praying for you and your future happiness you deserve it girlie❤
I’m so sorry. Break-ups are hard enough without going through them in the public eye like this. You’re a superstar for going ahead with your sponsorships while you don’t feel up to it. I’m so glad you’ve got that awesome support system around you, yay for Micah and your friends and fam. We’ll all be here for you as much as we can, too.
after spending all of valentine's day sobbing, this was what I never knew I needed. you're so strong for staying optimistic through this, let alone sharing it with us.
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Feeling same, as I am also spending this night drunk and sobbing. It helps to have someone acknowledging life is not happy.
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If I may ask, what's happening with you guys? I'm willing to lend an ear.
If you guys are sad over a bad break up or you had a fight, I understand how you may be sad on this day. But if it's only because you are single on valentines day then please stop worrying about this stupid holiday. It's not worth it
don't apologize for being down. you always bring smiles to everyone's faces and it is okay not to be that person, ESPECIALLY in times like these. take all the time you need to heal. we love you queen
"Comparison is the thief of joy, and gratefulness is our best weapon against that thief." Micarah, I'm in a period of grieving too. Oddly enough, I didn't lose someone, nor am I in a particularly hard place, but the people I love are, and sometimes seeing them so heartbroken also sucks you in. And I felt it when you mentioned being powerless in doing something about certain things in your life. Thank you for your beautiful words, it felt like a love letter to love itself. I live on the other side of the world but by simply sharing your thoughts and your gratefulness, you gave me a sense of peace too. I wish you nothing but joy and I hope you never lose that beautiful faith, it is the one and only constant thing in this world. Cheers ❤
Wasn’t planning to cry while watching a Micarah video, but here we are… really though, I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. You’re in my prayers!
I'm so sorry for anyone heartbroken today.
I'm also kinda heartbroken and spending today on my own despite having someone to spend it with, since we fought last night and that escalated into canceling our plans for today. I wish everyone a happy day, a pretty sunset and a calm night of sleep today
Ty, my bsf died last night
So grateful you made this video. It’s one of the hardest thing to ever have to go through and it’s going to make so many people feel less alone.
you do not need to apologize for being open/honest/upset/vulnerable/emotional/etc.!!!! it makes us viewers feel less alone!!!
There’s so much I want to affirm in this video. First, strong respect for continuing in your job when you could easily (and understandably) take time. Second, I too am the youngest, used to people leaving and dying, and I definitely thought I’d also have 4 kids right now. That is a particular type of sorrow which is difficult to express. I have mourned the loss of what I thought my life would be, while trying to see the beauty of where God has led me. And that’s the last thing I want to include - you are allowed to feel grateful and sorrowful at the same time. God has blessed you, yes, but this pain and sorrow is real too. I pray that He will wrap you in His arms and hold you, His beloved daughter, close to His heart. ❤
best comment❤ amen
Amen!
Beautiful comment! I think it is always OK to mourn a dream. Katie, I beleive God considers you a pearl of great price and has great things is store for you!
Your dad is such a king. And I really appreciate how honest you are about what you’re feeling.
"All I ever wanted to do on the internet was to be a distraction from the hard parts of life"
Oh you sweet, sweet, wonderful person.
Your videos are not only a pleasant distraction on a sad day,
They have made me laugh when I thought that nothing could make me smile. You bring joy to people in the most desperate times.
Hearing you speak like that was equally heartbreaking and touching.
I have recently lost a loved one. And this video, as somber as its tone might be, felt like it was telling me that It will be okay. Like I'm not alone. I think many people who are going through tough times themselves right now would agree.
You are the most kindhearted and funniest person I ever had the luck to stumble upon. Your videos have changed the way I look at myself, the way I look at the world. They have given me so much strength during trying times.
I wish the same strength to you now. ❤ You deserve all the good in the world. Know that your community will always be there to support you.
I second these words... Sending much love to you virtual friend ❤
I'm so sorry about your heartbreak, but I also wanted to say that I immensely respect you for keeping it real AND even doing so much to help your friends have a memorable engagement. You're a good person. Sending love from Canada! Better days are on the horizon