Oktavia, you have it all. Perfect balance between vocals, range, harmonies, mix, lyrics (every line is so beautifully crafted), subs and performance. And each of these things are hard enough on their own for a single person. I'm absolutely stunned. And that rarely happens.
@@kenji7816 no, in this context, it's complEment. Compliment is when you praise someone. Complement is when something adds to another thing to make it better or emphasise how good it is.
Happy Valentine's Day-- here's a horror story about a love gone wrong about a girl who can't get over her abusive relations-- (Fantastic cover as always, Oktavia)
Alternatively it's the tragic story of someone finally getting the love they deserve in life and never being able to ever cope with the past trauma. Hence why they're lonely for life.
Holy shit, one of my favorite youtaites singing a Kikuo song?? What am I, in heaven??? And holy shit, you nailed it so perfectly?? Oktavia, you perfect little angel, you.
Genuinely I think this about someone who’s obsessed with being in toxic relationships and getting hurt because of their decisions but then try to think of ways they can see them differently and better
See I was trying to think of why I instantly fell in love with you after hearing your first cover and I recently realized it's because your voice reminds me of Hanatan and this cover proved it and basically God answers prayers bless
I was nervous for this cover, just because I know how much it's original singer hit my core and just captured me. But your lyrics and voice... I can't express how happy I am to have an English version to sing to... it's so perfect. Thank you
Oh lawd. I've been on a binge of Oktavia songs and.... geeze. This may be one of my favorites now. I didn't even know of this song before now ack. 10/10 IGN (even if the pv is very uncanny valley like all the typical 'so spoopy' vocaloid songs don't bother me but this did hfduaoifhas) As an aside, though it is probably meant to be about an abusive relationship, I got the idea of it being about someone who hasn't necessarily been abused but believes they deserve it, someone overly masochistic or full of self loathing. They know it's wrong, and that it's bad, and they want to stop, but just can't. Either way I LOVE THIS AHH
This almost feels like a companion song or sequel to gomenne, gomenne/I'm sorry, I'm sorry to me. That isn't totally logical but the characters feel similar
i relate to this song A Whole Lot and i think that its about having been abused by someone close to them (not necessarily a significant other), which traumatized them and thus theyre not able to let themself be loved purely, instead seeking out more abuse, since its what theyre used to. i might be wrong and like... im projecting... but hear me out: lines like "cut with cuts that never close", "cant ignore the horrors that ive seen", "but the cuts stick to my skin time after time" - these all sound like having been through something traumatizing and not being able to recover to me. the whole beginning verse is basically "you treat me well but i dont know how to handle that and want to ruin this" imo, which... is a very specific trauma feeling and also, lines like "who is that staring back at me?" "are they even mine?", "both my defenseless core and empty form resemble such an air, where theyre contorted and distorted" feel like theyre about dissociation to me this is, however, just my interpretation that i want to share--
I wish I wasn’t glad seeing someone else who relates to this song... I’m glad there’s someone to understand, but not that it happened to either of us. I hope you’re recovering, or have recovered.
Lyrics for those who can't be bothered to track down the broken link: Side by side we lie, happy in each other’s grasp Tending our together, never ever ticking hands Yet my mending heart, safely placed inside your arms Shakes and says it can’t accept that gentle happiness Ah… Ah, like a vacant sky recovered to be covered with a hole Both my defenseless core and empty form resemble such an air Where they’re contorted and distorted, cut with cuts that never close Who is that staring back at me…? Please leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love On edge, I bet “enough” can’t be enough to hold me up No, it just keeps me hurting… Still, your gentle ways fill my heart and make me wish We could stay like this for forever and a day All the while my heart, set to set intent apart Panics and forbids that bit of modest happiness Hideously twisting with a feeling Can’t ignore the horrors that I’ve seen Bandage and manage, yeah I’m trying But the cuts stick to my skin time after time Are they even mine…? Please only loan me kisses if your lips are dressed in red I need a break, a breaking substitute to live instead Please leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love That kind of kind, I know it shows how broken I’ve become Yes, it’s why I’ll be lonely For life…
Lyrics Side by side we lie, happy in each other’s grasp Tending our together, never ever ticking hands Yet my mending heart, safely placed inside your arms Shakes and says it can’t accept that gentle happiness Ah… Ah, like a vacant sky recovered to be covered with a hole Both my defenseless core and empty form resemble such an air Where they’re contorted and distorted, cut with cuts that never close Who is that staring back at me…?* Please leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love On edge, I bet “enough”** can’t be enough to hold me up No, it just keeps me hurting… Still, your gentle ways fill my heart and make me wish We could stay like this for forever and a day All the while my heart, set to set intent apart Panics and forbids that bit of modest happiness Hideously twisting with a feeling Can’t ignore the horrors that I’ve seen Bandage and manage, yeah I’m trying But the cuts stick to my skin time after time Are they even mine…? Please only loan me kisses if your lips are dressed in red I need a break, a breaking substitute to live instead Please leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love That kind of kind, I know it shows how broken I’ve become Yes, it’s why I’ll be lonely For life…
I thought this was pretty good , like "it's Alright :-D" until 1:25 , then you really blew me away!! Incredible job, it's like amazing and on par with the original Japanese version. You really did it perfectly ♥️♥️ amazing !!
I've always avoided this because it was a Kikuo song and they're usually so good but with dark meanings but this seriously didn't disappoint! I'm amazed on how I avoided such a gem in your covers. Been playing this and the original song on repeat for hours
Side by side we lie, happy in each other’s grasp Tending our together, never ever ticking hands Yet my mending heart, safely placed inside your arms Shakes and says it can’t accept that gentle happiness Ah… Ah, like a vacant sky recovered to be covered with a hole Both my defenseless core and empty form resemble such an air Where they’re contorted and distorted, cut with cuts that never close Who is that staring back at me…?* Please leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love On edge, I bet “enough”** can’t be enough to hold me up No, it just keeps me hurting… Still, your gentle ways fill my heart and make me wish We could stay like this for forever and a day All the while my heart, set to set intent apart Panics and forbids that bit of modest happiness Hideously twisting with a feeling Can’t ignore the horrors that I’ve seen Bandage and manage, yeah I’m trying But the cuts stick to my skin time after time Are they even mine…? Please only loan me kisses if your lips are dressed in red I need a break, a breaking substitute to live instead Please leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love That kind of kind, I know it shows how broken I’ve become Yes, it’s why I’ll be lonely For life…
Relistening to this after a while and this is still amazing. Lyrics are basically identical to the original, beautiful head voice and belting. Conveys such strong emotion just like in the original. I love it
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Damn I watched this vid almost 2 years ago and liked it even, but I totally forgot that this song exists but after I came across a reacrion vid of this song, i got nostalgia, also your voice really is really suitable for these kinds of songs
once after my ex was particularly abusive i just sung this alone in my empty house just fucking screaming as loud as possible to the point where i got physically sick hoping someone would help me
Oh my o am so sorry for that o may not understand how your pain works cause everyone has different versions and you no different and also please consider asking someone
they way you switch between the high melodic notes to the lower belting notes sounds really nice! aaaa the way you sing this song has such emotion it's,,, good,,
I think it's someone recovering from a past abusive relationship, being unable to find happiness in their new, healthy relationship due to the emotional trauma from the past not having healed completely.
Adding on to what Savos Mok said, speaking from my own experience, the quieter bits explain that the speaker struggles to accept that the happiness they're experiencing in their new, healthy relationship is REAL, likely due to spending so long in an abusive relationship that anything different from that abusive norm seems strange or fake. I know myself that it can be hard to accept kindness at first in a relationship in areas where you've been hurt before, when you're just waiting for the other shoe to drop. To me, this song is saying the speaker would rather go back to an abusive relationship, to go back to the hurt they were experiencing before, because at least in that environment they know what to expect and how to feel and act, while in this "perfect" new relationship they're constantly filled with anxiety because their heart is telling them that the honest happiness they see is a trap. TL;DR - What Savos Mok said
this song hit pretty hard and was also one of the best ones i've ever heard when i first listened to it, and you've gone and made it better. thank you !
Your voice is so beautiful, especially at the chorus!!!!!! I'm so glad I decided to stay up all night because I get to listen to this for the rest of the night!!!!
I've just found you and I love your voice so much. It's so powerful and I can tell I won't forget it soon!! For some reason I think you'd sound good singing rock or even metal XD
**inhales** *OKAY.* HOLY FUCKING SHIT I WAS OBSESSED WITH THE ORIGINAL OF THIS SONG AND HANATAN'S VOICE BLESSED ME EACH TIME AND THEN I FOUND YOUR ENGLISH COVER AND HOLY FUCKING SHIT YOU'RE HANATAN'S ENGLISH COUNTERPART YOU'RE A BLESSING I LOVE THIS I LOVE YOU **exhales**
wow how do you not have more followers or views? The absolute presence and power your voice commands is 12/10 Edit: I've had this on repeat for 3 days and I have no regrets guys
You do such a good job with this song👏👏👏 Kikuo songs can be super hard to sing, the way you transition between different registers of your voice is so smooth too! I adore your covers💖
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honestly use vibrato for every song
use vibrato in your day to day conversations
vibrato makes everything better
True tho!!
Tea
You~ mean~ I~ should~ talk~ like~ this?~
sounds lik a advertisement lmao-
@@yoimaru7 buy vibrato now for just $49.99!
*screams at 4am* THE PV IS UNSETTLING BUT OCTAVIA'S VOICE IS BL I S S
_definitely the "leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love" is my favorite verse_
_sounds so emotional and intense, I love it_
SAME! i keep coming back to this beautiful cover just to hear that line, its so raw with emotion and my favorite verse
They got it wrong the lyrics are wrong 😑
@@RazTheRat no? They are from the original video if you turn on the US subtitles. You can’t sing a direct translation, it doesn’t sound good
@@RazTheRat they didn’t
Oktavia, you have it all. Perfect balance between vocals, range, harmonies, mix, lyrics (every line is so beautifully crafted), subs and performance. And each of these things are hard enough on their own for a single person.
I'm absolutely stunned. And that rarely happens.
4 years ago, 642 likes and no replies? Let me change that.
Silent Hill vibes
If you're covering Kikuo songs, can you do The Girl Who Sells Misfortune? I feel like your voice would complement the song so well.
I thought the exact same thing! It's such a beautiful song~
yesss
Not to be rude but you spelt compliment wrong...
@@kenji7816 no, in this context, it's complEment. Compliment is when you praise someone. Complement is when something adds to another thing to make it better or emphasise how good it is.
CatCactus that song is so good!!!
Happy Valentine's Day-- here's a horror story about a love gone wrong about a girl who can't get over her abusive relations--
(Fantastic cover as always, Oktavia)
Same
I read this on valentines day
@@JustMiaMakingStuff Same
Alternatively it's the tragic story of someone finally getting the love they deserve in life and never being able to ever cope with the past trauma. Hence why they're lonely for life.
Holy shit, one of my favorite youtaites singing a Kikuo song?? What am I, in heaven??? And holy shit, you nailed it so perfectly?? Oktavia, you perfect little angel, you.
The part "But the cuts stick to skin time after time..Are they even mine?" GAVE ME CHILLS- this cover is amazing!!
Genuinely I think this about someone who’s obsessed with being in toxic relationships and getting hurt because of their decisions but then try to think of ways they can see them differently and better
See I was trying to think of why I instantly fell in love with you after hearing your first cover and I recently realized it's because your voice reminds me of Hanatan and this cover proved it and basically God answers prayers bless
I was nervous for this cover, just because I know how much it's original singer hit my core and just captured me. But your lyrics and voice... I can't express how happy I am to have an English version to sing to... it's so perfect. Thank you
Your voice is so PRETTY!! You're like the English version of Hanatan and it's great!
Eu
*me screaming in the distance* BEEN WAITING FOR AN ENGLISH COVER OF THIS FOREVER
Oh lawd. I've been on a binge of Oktavia songs and.... geeze. This may be one of my favorites now. I didn't even know of this song before now ack. 10/10 IGN (even if the pv is very uncanny valley like all the typical 'so spoopy' vocaloid songs don't bother me but this did hfduaoifhas)
As an aside, though it is probably meant to be about an abusive relationship, I got the idea of it being about someone who hasn't necessarily been abused but believes they deserve it, someone overly masochistic or full of self loathing. They know it's wrong, and that it's bad, and they want to stop, but just can't.
Either way I LOVE THIS AHH
This almost feels like a companion song or sequel to gomenne, gomenne/I'm sorry, I'm sorry to me. That isn't totally logical but the characters feel similar
i relate to this song A Whole Lot and i think that its about having been abused by someone close to them (not necessarily a significant other), which traumatized them and thus theyre not able to let themself be loved purely, instead seeking out more abuse, since its what theyre used to. i might be wrong and like... im projecting... but hear me out:
lines like "cut with cuts that never close", "cant ignore the horrors that ive seen", "but the cuts stick to my skin time after time" - these all sound like having been through something traumatizing and not being able to recover to me.
the whole beginning verse is basically "you treat me well but i dont know how to handle that and want to ruin this" imo, which... is a very specific trauma feeling
and also, lines like "who is that staring back at me?" "are they even mine?", "both my defenseless core and empty form resemble such an air, where theyre contorted and distorted" feel like theyre about dissociation to me
this is, however, just my interpretation that i want to share--
I wish I wasn’t glad seeing someone else who relates to this song... I’m glad there’s someone to understand, but not that it happened to either of us. I hope you’re recovering, or have recovered.
Looks like you didn't get eaten by wolves and great job with the cover
I'M SCREAMING I WAS HOPING YOU WOULD DO THIS SONG!!!!! Its one of my fave Kikuo and you did so good singing it!!
Lukas Evans sAME!!! this has to be my absolute favorite song of kikuo's, and im so hyped by this cover omg
Slay me im fucking screaming
you did such an amazing job with the translyrics im SHOOK like actual shivers
Lyrics for those who can't be bothered to track down the broken link:
Side by side we lie, happy in each other’s grasp
Tending our together, never ever ticking hands
Yet my mending heart, safely placed inside your arms
Shakes and says it can’t accept that gentle happiness
Ah…
Ah, like a vacant sky recovered to be covered with a hole
Both my defenseless core and empty form resemble such an air
Where they’re contorted and distorted, cut with cuts that never close
Who is that staring back at me…?
Please leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love
On edge, I bet “enough” can’t be enough to hold me up
No, it just keeps me hurting…
Still, your gentle ways fill my heart and make me wish
We could stay like this for forever and a day
All the while my heart, set to set intent apart
Panics and forbids that bit of modest happiness
Hideously twisting with a feeling
Can’t ignore the horrors that I’ve seen
Bandage and manage, yeah I’m trying
But the cuts stick to my skin time after time
Are they even mine…?
Please only loan me kisses if your lips are dressed in red
I need a break, a breaking substitute to live instead
Please leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love
That kind of kind, I know it shows how broken I’ve become
Yes, it’s why I’ll be lonely
For life…
Honestly every time it gets to the chorus my voice won’t quit cracking
Most of the time I sing lower so it can be in my range since my voice can go that high without sounding forced😅
Lyrics
Side by side we lie, happy in each other’s grasp
Tending our together, never ever ticking hands
Yet my mending heart, safely placed inside your arms
Shakes and says it can’t accept that gentle happiness
Ah…
Ah, like a vacant sky recovered to be covered with a hole
Both my defenseless core and empty form resemble such an air
Where they’re contorted and distorted, cut with cuts that never close
Who is that staring back at me…?*
Please leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love
On edge, I bet “enough”** can’t be enough to hold me up
No, it just keeps me hurting…
Still, your gentle ways fill my heart and make me wish
We could stay like this for forever and a day
All the while my heart, set to set intent apart
Panics and forbids that bit of modest happiness
Hideously twisting with a feeling
Can’t ignore the horrors that I’ve seen
Bandage and manage, yeah I’m trying
But the cuts stick to my skin time after time
Are they even mine…?
Please only loan me kisses if your lips are dressed in red
I need a break, a breaking substitute to live instead
Please leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love
That kind of kind, I know it shows how broken I’ve become
Yes, it’s why I’ll be lonely
For life…
shut it
Ping Pong Ya Why so rude?
@@professionalbiter Why reply weeks later?
Ping Pong Ya Because I recently saw this comment?
@@professionalbiter Why stick your nose in?
If I'm asked what an ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS voice sounds like, I'll just show this vid to the person asking
I thought this was pretty good , like "it's Alright :-D" until 1:25 , then you really blew me away!! Incredible job, it's like amazing and on par with the original Japanese version. You really did it perfectly ♥️♥️ amazing !!
YOUR PROFILE PIC MAKES ME PARANOID OMG-
@@dianaguerrero9097 lol they’re like commenting so nicely and crap 😂
Fr when she said "sickest sort of love" fr made me turn into Jack skeleton 💀
And I know I said "fr" twice 🤭
this deserves WAY more views. holy shit.
It delivers the uncomfortable feeling pretty much every horror film fails to do theses days
I've always avoided this because it was a Kikuo song and they're usually so good but with dark meanings but this seriously didn't disappoint! I'm amazed on how I avoided such a gem in your covers. Been playing this and the original song on repeat for hours
This song is hauntingly beautiful, and I can't stop listening to your amazing cover of it!
Why do i relate to this song so hard
God, you sounds so angry at some parts, it’s just so perfect ! You’re like the English ver. of hanatan
I set this as my ringtone..I’ve listened to this a million times
Your voice is so pretty. It works for this song so well.
my whole life has been leading up to this moment
I should've commented earlier, but your voice is bone-chilling in the best ways this song. Your covers, as usual, impress greatly!
yo this hits different at two in the morning.
I still come back to this cover and gawk.
Like your voice, hand it over--
I've loved this song since it came out and craved an English cover of it...Guess who just satisfied my craving?
your voice does this song justice its amazing
Side by side we lie, happy in each other’s grasp
Tending our together, never ever ticking hands
Yet my mending heart, safely placed inside your arms
Shakes and says it can’t accept that gentle happiness
Ah…
Ah, like a vacant sky recovered to be covered with a hole
Both my defenseless core and empty form resemble such an air
Where they’re contorted and distorted, cut with cuts that never close
Who is that staring back at me…?*
Please leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love
On edge, I bet “enough”** can’t be enough to hold me up
No, it just keeps me hurting…
Still, your gentle ways fill my heart and make me wish
We could stay like this for forever and a day
All the while my heart, set to set intent apart
Panics and forbids that bit of modest happiness
Hideously twisting with a feeling
Can’t ignore the horrors that I’ve seen
Bandage and manage, yeah I’m trying
But the cuts stick to my skin time after time
Are they even mine…?
Please only loan me kisses if your lips are dressed in red
I need a break, a breaking substitute to live instead
Please leave me bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love
That kind of kind, I know it shows how broken I’ve become
Yes, it’s why I’ll be lonely
For life…
Her voice fits so well with the song and the lyrics are so close to the original it's so good it's almost scary
YOUR LITERALLY HANATAN BUT ENGLISH OH MY GAWD YOUR SINGING IS JUST LIKE HERS ITS SO AMAZING AAAAH
Relistening to this after a while and this is still amazing. Lyrics are basically identical to the original, beautiful head voice and belting. Conveys such strong emotion just like in the original. I love it
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Honestly, relatable
Mood
Totally agree
I agree with this statement.
R u ok my guy
I CANNOT DEAL WITH HOW GOOD THS COVER IS I"M SCREAMINGGGG OKTAVIA YOU'RE TRULY A GODDESS
These translyrics are also WONDERFUL
YOOOO. Havent even seen it yet but i know im gonna love this
Yeah. This cover was great. Had to stop myself from freaking out at the way you belted the chorus.
I’ve never been more satisfied by vibrato in my life
"My child is fine"
*Your child knows every note and word this song has to offer*
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Hm... Oktavia.... February..... Love songs....
Fingers crossed for Empress=Disco ^^
яobyn OH MY GOD YESSSSS
My mind was actually BLOWN.
This is just too good.
Damn I watched this vid almost 2 years ago and liked it even, but I totally forgot that this song exists but after I came across a reacrion vid of this song, i got nostalgia, also your voice really is really suitable for these kinds of songs
Oh. Oh. This gave me chills. It's perfect. Your voice is softer than Hanatan's and yet you made it work for you. Incredible.
Covering Kikuo songs in English is brave given most of there content. Good job
once after my ex was particularly abusive i just sung this alone in my empty house just fucking screaming as loud as possible to the point where i got physically sick hoping someone would help me
Oh my o am so sorry for that o may not understand how your pain works cause everyone has different versions and you no different and also please consider asking someone
Are you doing better now?
....
This is the best English cover I have ever heard-
they way you switch between the high melodic notes to the lower belting notes sounds really nice! aaaa the way you sing this song has such emotion it's,,, good,,
So... I'm gonna guess this is about an abusive relationship? Or something like that...
I think it's someone recovering from a past abusive relationship, being unable to find happiness in their new, healthy relationship due to the emotional trauma from the past not having healed completely.
Adding on to what Savos Mok said, speaking from my own experience, the quieter bits explain that the speaker struggles to accept that the happiness they're experiencing in their new, healthy relationship is REAL, likely due to spending so long in an abusive relationship that anything different from that abusive norm seems strange or fake. I know myself that it can be hard to accept kindness at first in a relationship in areas where you've been hurt before, when you're just waiting for the other shoe to drop. To me, this song is saying the speaker would rather go back to an abusive relationship, to go back to the hurt they were experiencing before, because at least in that environment they know what to expect and how to feel and act, while in this "perfect" new relationship they're constantly filled with anxiety because their heart is telling them that the honest happiness they see is a trap.
TL;DR - What Savos Mok said
i personally interpret it as about that special kinda self-hatred where you dont want yourself to feel happy because you think you deserve the torture
I think it's the same girl from I'm sorry I'm sorry
@@NepheliaNyx girl in “I’m sorry” dies in the end
Recently when I think about this song, I always think about version. I love it!
I know you didnt make the original lyrics (technically),but the english ones you made are amazing!! You are a wonderful lyricist, on top of a singer!
This is by far my favorite cover of yours!
Just found this ahhhh ❤️❤️ The high notes shook me 😩
What's funny, it was this cover that introduced me to Kikuo. Both the original and this cover are complete bangers
Your voice holds a lot of power behind it, and it suits this song perfectly. Legit have the chills. Thanks for sharing this masterpiece 👌👌👌
the best cover. you delivered the emotions so well!!!
God I love the chordal back up singing
Octavia. How do you even do this. The amount of shivers I felt from this song, not from the lyrics, but from your amazing range and vibrato My gods!
you've really outdone yourself with this cover! it's amazing
this song hit pretty hard and was also one of the best ones i've ever heard when i first listened to it, and you've gone and made it better. thank you !
that chorus SLAYED me......................your voice is absolutely perfect for this song oml
Your voice is so beautiful, especially at the chorus!!!!!!
I'm so glad I decided to stay up all night because I get to listen to this for the rest of the night!!!!
I've just found you and I love your voice so much. It's so powerful and I can tell I won't forget it soon!!
For some reason I think you'd sound good singing rock or even metal XD
I've been looping this for like 3 hours...*S E N D H E L P*
When I listened to this it remind me of my childhood
Same here.....
i'm in love with your voice- this is such a lovely cover! you fit kikuo so well :^)
Oh hi komaeda
UnpopularOpinions I can never look at this song the same 😂
ShirohiOfficial 😂
Oh hi old account I forgot the password to 🤯
Omfg
\\pocky// I-
Every time I listen to this I get MAJOR goosebumps and my eyes tear up hhhh your voice is godly
your voice gives me chills oh my god
**inhales** *OKAY.* HOLY FUCKING SHIT I WAS OBSESSED WITH THE ORIGINAL OF THIS SONG AND HANATAN'S VOICE BLESSED ME EACH TIME AND THEN I FOUND YOUR ENGLISH COVER AND HOLY FUCKING SHIT YOU'RE HANATAN'S ENGLISH COUNTERPART YOU'RE A BLESSING I LOVE THIS I LOVE YOU **exhales**
wow how do you not have more followers or views? The absolute presence and power your voice commands is 12/10
Edit: I've had this on repeat for 3 days and I have no regrets guys
You do such a good job with this song👏👏👏 Kikuo songs can be super hard to sing, the way you transition between different registers of your voice is so smooth too! I adore your covers💖
YOOOO ANOTHER ONE ALREADY. I AM STILL REPLAYING Fräulein = Biblioteca 8 TIMES A DAY.
CHILLS. literal chills. (and the MV doesn't help either.) WELL DONE!!!!
OMGOMG IVE BEEN WATING FOR THIS FOR SO LOONG AND THIS IS SOO GOOD AAAA
Sounds just like Hanatan's in english!
Wow this is really amazing !
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Honestly you cover all of my favorite songs ahhhh Great job!!
英語も素敵…
I wanted to make a cover and know I'm insecure. Your voice is so amazing
The video and animations scares me um. Thanks for singing
Whew, what a phenomenal cover!!! You did an insanely terrific job, Oktavia!!!
The video is so unsettling. I’m terrified of it, but your voice is amazing! Love it!!!!
I love the art style
This is such a good song, and your cover of it is amazing! Great job Oktavia!
SLAIN! I AM SLAIN
i literally gasped when i saw this in my notifications!!! amazing job like always!!!
AAAA YOUR VOICE + THIS SONG IS SUCH A GOOD MIX GOOD JOB!!!
_bless you for this_
Oh heck. Your voice is great. •u•
This gives me such Silent Hill vibes. Love it!
Your voice fits perfectly! You have a gorgeous voice!!
*loud moans of eargasmy pleasure*
YESSS I love this song. u did a perfect cover of it