So sad that he’s a product of rape, he never had a chance from birth. I could sit and listen to him talk about his life, and I could listen to him recite his poetry all day. He’s an extraordinary individual, who deserved to have been loved and wanted, maybe his life would have been much different had he been wanted. I appreciate KC being willing to share his life story and I pray GOD continues to watch over him in the streets. 🙏🙏🙏
the sad thing of his story and my own and thousands of other people is that if we haven't died in our teen years,if we didn't lost our will of life so early in our lives we probably were going to make some great good things not just about ourselfs,but for everybody around...i was born with young parents..Father who was in his early 30's and mother 18 years old..when i was 10 my father was starting to drink a lot more than he can handle..by my 12 birthday he was drunk all day long and around that time someone from his ''friends'' (partners in drink) said to him that he think me and my sister were not looking like him at all..from that point i was the kid who is pretending to be his son and he hated me so much he never stopped saying he will chop my body piece by piece and give it to the pigs..My mother was cursed and abused like (idk)..my father became like tghe Devil himself..i remember one night (i never come home before 24:00h because if he is awake he will talk to me a lot of bad things) around 02:00AM and i see him infront sitting drunk as a pig sleeping,so i quietly go for the stairs for the 2nd floor,but on the last step he wakes up a yeld...hey mother..... come here... i try to ignore him,but he yeld again..mother...... i'll if you dont come down ill go up and ill brake your legs you little bastrd..long story short after long 2 hours lecture how evil i am and how i am not good for anything i asked him WHY...i never known that the problem is this thing what i said now..i lived 35 years without knowing why my father hated me and my mom so much...so i ask him WHY and he looked me in the eyes and showed me that awful smile of joy and pride...sometimes i dream of that smile to this day...its like the Joker is smiling at you before he kills you in the worst possible way...He didnt say anything..i think he didnt know why,but he was all in in this hate...my poor mother is still taking care of him even after all that...he is with a stroke for 9 years now and this is our story...the drugs came 5 6 years after the first time he told me to leave his house and to never come back...i wanted to die...i didnt want a life without my father because i loved him so much..he was my HERO and somehow out of nowhere he became the exact opposite..from the year 1998 our familly was broken and we are just trying to survive day after day..after the stroke our lives are MUCH MUCH MORE GOOD..i have a nice car..we have a nice home now..me and my mother worked for that,but we managed to rebuild all that was lost and broken...Yes i am an addict still...i use methadone for 10 years now,but i have my life back..we lost so many years,but we can live what is left like normal people...yes,i probably will never get married and that is very heavy on my heart,but still i am happy to live without all that darkness and hate every day...i dont know how i managed to not kill myself...every time i thought ''this is it i cant take it anymore'' i thought about my mom and my sister and every time i have tryed to stop the drugs it was not just for me...me,my life means nothing to me..i cant live for myself..the only thing i know its worth to live and struggle is my familly and if i have a wife..nothing makes me happyer than the smile of the people i love..not even a good quality cocaine..i tryed few times...drugs are nothing like i remember them..its like i am paying for something that makes me poor and misserable the next day...NO,thank you..i prefer to have something to eat and a soda..Good bye guys.
Your choice to be clean has to be yours alone. It might be the hardest thing you do in your life, but once you've done it, you can do anything in comparison because you will know you have that strength. Admitting to yourself that life is better without it is one of the biggest hurdles. It's a mind game and you have to win it against yourself. Thank you for sharing your story. You deserved better. Give yourself a better life now through daily good decisions and good will come to you. You are right about this man. Had he chosen a different way of life he would have been king of that better life. His drive and commitment is there, it's just the wrong investment of time and energy towards the streets. He still has life left to make a difference on this earth, but can't see it. One thing everyone struggles with at some point in life, whether it's drugs, streets, a bad relationship, a shitty job etc is the "Sunk-Cost fallacy". Like a crappy movie we've already invested an hour of our time watching and there is only 30 min left so we sit through the rest of it just to finish it, when we could just turn it off and leave and not lose 30 more min of our time. Just because something is all we know, or something didn't start out right, or we've put so much time an energy into something, if it isn't a good choice for us right now we should act upon that feeling and make better decisions accordingly. Sometimes all that history and effort, and familiarity makes us feel like we must stay in it, when it's nothing more than another habit that we can change by changing our minds.
This man's perspective is so foreign to anything I've ever experienced, yet it's undeniable that he's found some wisdom in this life. That's not to make excuses for violence. Instead, it's just to acknowledge that even people that society may label lost causes, can still reflect and improve themselves.
God bless him ❤ I hope he'll feel loved and cherished ❤ thank you for sharing this story and making the space for Ronald to speak out ❤ you're a real Earth angel ❤
It's easy to blame everything on your childhood, and others, but it's 100% up to you what you decide to do in life....."Killer City" , the name alone is indicative of this persons mindset....ego to the max. This guy is a lost cause and burden on society.
I couldn't agree more. When you reach a certain age you decide what your life will be. This man appears to be predatory on several levels. I understand why but ultimately it's his choice.
Exactly. The trash praising this animal are disgusting. There are plenty of people who had a harder life then him, but have never harmed another human.
My heart breaks for anyone who has never experienced Love. 🙏 Praying he finds The Lord Jesus Christ before his time is up. 🙏 Thats the Greatest Love of all. ❤️
i always felt that people like KC, ( in comparison to us, the privileged ) are closer to God or the Divine Force or however you call it just because of the sheer weightiness of their souls. It is almost something saintly in the extremity of their life experiences that makes me want to bow before it, in humbleness.
Wait wait- what do we have here,? Former robber turning into a professional beggar? The beauty of street wisdom is- you need to be vice yourself. Man is 66? Keeps better than many 35-year-olds, around...
Wait I thought that was Stalin lmao weird how Christians seem to love capitalism and abhor what they think is communism but yet have so much in common with dictators.
I always prayed for a new bicycle, but my prayers were never answered. Then I realised God doesn’t work that way so I stole a bicycle and prayed for forgiveness.
what a legend. This man is an ascended being for sure. God bless him.
So sad that he’s a product of rape, he never had a chance from birth. I could sit and listen to him talk about his life, and I could listen to him recite his poetry all day. He’s an extraordinary individual, who deserved to have been loved and wanted, maybe his life would have been much different had he been wanted. I appreciate KC being willing to share his life story and I pray GOD continues to watch over him in the streets. 🙏🙏🙏
Kansas City native myself! God Bless you and best wishes for you!
the sad thing of his story and my own and thousands of other people is that if we haven't died in our teen years,if we didn't lost our will of life so early in our lives we probably were going to make some great good things not just about ourselfs,but for everybody around...i was born with young parents..Father who was in his early 30's and mother 18 years old..when i was 10 my father was starting to drink a lot more than he can handle..by my 12 birthday he was drunk all day long and around that time someone from his ''friends'' (partners in drink) said to him that he think me and my sister were not looking like him at all..from that point i was the kid who is pretending to be his son and he hated me so much he never stopped saying he will chop my body piece by piece and give it to the pigs..My mother was cursed and abused like (idk)..my father became like tghe Devil himself..i remember one night (i never come home before 24:00h because if he is awake he will talk to me a lot of bad things) around 02:00AM and i see him infront sitting drunk as a pig sleeping,so i quietly go for the stairs for the 2nd floor,but on the last step he wakes up a yeld...hey mother..... come here... i try to ignore him,but he yeld again..mother...... i'll if you dont come down ill go up and ill brake your legs you little bastrd..long story short after long 2 hours lecture how evil i am and how i am not good for anything i asked him WHY...i never known that the problem is this thing what i said now..i lived 35 years without knowing why my father hated me and my mom so much...so i ask him WHY and he looked me in the eyes and showed me that awful smile of joy and pride...sometimes i dream of that smile to this day...its like the Joker is smiling at you before he kills you in the worst possible way...He didnt say anything..i think he didnt know why,but he was all in in this hate...my poor mother is still taking care of him even after all that...he is with a stroke for 9 years now and this is our story...the drugs came 5 6 years after the first time he told me to leave his house and to never come back...i wanted to die...i didnt want a life without my father because i loved him so much..he was my HERO and somehow out of nowhere he became the exact opposite..from the year 1998 our familly was broken and we are just trying to survive day after day..after the stroke our lives are MUCH MUCH MORE GOOD..i have a nice car..we have a nice home now..me and my mother worked for that,but we managed to rebuild all that was lost and broken...Yes i am an addict still...i use methadone for 10 years now,but i have my life back..we lost so many years,but we can live what is left like normal people...yes,i probably will never get married and that is very heavy on my heart,but still i am happy to live without all that darkness and hate every day...i dont know how i managed to not kill myself...every time i thought ''this is it i cant take it anymore'' i thought about my mom and my sister and every time i have tryed to stop the drugs it was not just for me...me,my life means nothing to me..i cant live for myself..the only thing i know its worth to live and struggle is my familly and if i have a wife..nothing makes me happyer than the smile of the people i love..not even a good quality cocaine..i tryed few times...drugs are nothing like i remember them..its like i am paying for something that makes me poor and misserable the next day...NO,thank you..i prefer to have something to eat and a soda..Good bye guys.
Your choice to be clean has to be yours alone. It might be the hardest thing you do in your life, but once you've done it, you can do anything in comparison because you will know you have that strength. Admitting to yourself that life is better without it is one of the biggest hurdles. It's a mind game and you have to win it against yourself.
Thank you for sharing your story. You deserved better. Give yourself a better life now through daily good decisions and good will come to you.
You are right about this man. Had he chosen a different way of life he would have been king of that better life. His drive and commitment is there, it's just the wrong investment of time and energy towards the streets. He still has life left to make a difference on this earth, but can't see it.
One thing everyone struggles with at some point in life, whether it's drugs, streets, a bad relationship, a shitty job etc is the "Sunk-Cost fallacy". Like a crappy movie we've already invested an hour of our time watching and there is only 30 min left so we sit through the rest of it just to finish it, when we could just turn it off and leave and not lose 30 more min of our time. Just because something is all we know, or something didn't start out right, or we've put so much time an energy into something, if it isn't a good choice for us right now we should act upon that feeling and make better decisions accordingly. Sometimes all that history and effort, and familiarity makes us feel like we must stay in it, when it's nothing more than another habit that we can change by changing our minds.
This man's perspective is so foreign to anything I've ever experienced, yet it's undeniable that he's found some wisdom in this life. That's not to make excuses for violence. Instead, it's just to acknowledge that even people that society may label lost causes, can still reflect and improve themselves.
God bless him ❤ I hope he'll feel loved and cherished ❤ thank you for sharing this story and making the space for Ronald to speak out ❤ you're a real Earth angel ❤
Thank you for uploading this intriguing video of a humans thoughts.
Heavy walk of life.
I can't help him but I will try to help someone close to me.
THANK YOU KC!!! I FEEL YOU AND WISH YOU ALL THE BEST !!! GREETINGS FROM ITALY🟢⚪🔴
KC ❤ 🙏
It's easy to blame everything on your childhood, and others, but it's 100% up to you what you decide to do in life....."Killer City" , the name alone is indicative of this persons mindset....ego to the max. This guy is a lost cause and burden on society.
I couldn't agree more. When you reach a certain age you decide what your life will be. This man appears to be predatory on several levels. I understand why but ultimately it's his choice.
Exactly. The trash praising this animal are disgusting. There are plenty of people who had a harder life then him, but have never harmed another human.
Exactly, this guy has such bad vibes and thinks he ate all the wisdom. Delusional, stupid and dangerous, the worst combination.
He is a lazy deadbeat narcissist.
Never had a job. Not even a grown man. Still blaming his daily actions on his upbringing.
10:00 This man is full of wisdom such a warrior soul that may lived many lives before
He may be articulate but is far from wise.
My heart breaks for anyone who has never experienced Love. 🙏 Praying he finds The Lord Jesus Christ before his time is up. 🙏 Thats the Greatest Love of all. ❤️
Does god forgive?
The greatest commandment given to us by God ? “ love thy neighbor as thy love thy self “
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i always felt that people like KC, ( in comparison to us, the privileged ) are closer to God or the Divine Force or however you call it just because of the sheer weightiness of their souls. It is almost something saintly in the extremity of their life experiences that makes me want to bow before it, in humbleness.
Look at that pendant. He dont look at all as if he is from Tuzla.
Wait wait- what do we have here,? Former robber turning into a professional beggar? The beauty of street wisdom is- you need to be vice yourself. Man is 66? Keeps better than many 35-year-olds, around...
I see u
God says a man won’t work neither shall he eat ….2 Thessalonians 3:10 …..Revelations 22 vs 18-19 …..2 Peter 1 vs 20 ….
Wait I thought that was Stalin lmao weird how Christians seem to love capitalism and abhor what they think is communism but yet have so much in common with dictators.
He ain't never worked a day
Florida is native america land
This so Sad 😢 67 yrs.old 😢
They lost it bud
@@KettleBell-md8ph Taken by their betters.
Kansas is native land
Not any more
Jesus gave him the game 2000 years ago when he said ask and you shall receive.
I always prayed for a new bicycle, but my prayers were never answered.
Then I realised God doesn’t work that way so I stole a bicycle and prayed for forgiveness.