There's no greater divinatory tool than the RUclips recommendations algorithm. Ironically I follow this channel because you're one of the only occultists who seems normal.
Literally, same. I’m not a practitioner, but I’ve been drawn into observing this world by synchronicities. Lifting the Lamp has been one of the most enlightening occultist creators I’ve ran into.
Everyone on the planet is on the Spectrum. Don't put yourself down by not identifying as "normal". Normal = Average... and that is defined by entities not wishing for people to move outside of those definitions/boundaries. You are doing wonderful things with this channel. I see a light in the darkness. Keep up the good work.
From the moment I came across your channel I perceived you as highly intelligent individual (and still do), which is what attracted me to this channel. maybe a bit shy at times, but never arrogant. I think a lot of people in society are quick to judge and put a stigma on things they do not comprehend, and I agree it is them who have the disorder lol. Thank you for sharing.
As I watch your video, feeling that struggle and the emotion affected me as well. I hope you're aware that you have built a little community who cares about you. You have helped me immensely, and I hope you know that I like you for you. Seeing you be your authentic self is very liberating to me. Because I know it can be done. You see the world in a way that is needed, and I love to see that expression. I hope that gives you some sense of happiness
My daughter was recently diagnosed with autism at 31 years old. As a result, I am learning SO much about autism and ADHD - another "disorder" she likely has. Our family has experienced massive religious trauma - but she has experienced what I believe to be demonic attacks her whole life. It's almost always the same "voice" that comes through - word for word - usually saying she's fake or ugly. She's very kind, upbeat and gorgeous with an angelic aura, and the darkness hates it. The experiences/abuse and leaders at 3 different Christian churches were the most vile. She's psychic and has a very successful career as an actor/singer/performer/teacher/poet. Almost all of her friends have been or are also being diagnosed. Many people have taken advantage of her trusting, loving personality, but she is incredibly strong and has learned to finally speak up and ask for her needs to be met. Her spirituality has been her rock. I believe autistic people have super powers and you are obviously here for a reason. Thank you for your honesty...you will be in my prayers. ♥
Thanks for sharing this. Because of this video, I took the RAADS-R and was shocked by the result (184). I started reading about autism and a lot of things started to fall in to place for me. It is very freeing. I no longer have so much self-hatred for my social awkwardness or difficulty with communication. It's been an interesting week.
Thanks for sharing. I'm 95% sure I have autism, but here in Canada it costs $3 - $5k to get an adult diagnosis, so its out of the question for me right now. I've taken the tests and the results are clear, and my friends all agree it explains a lot. So I have chosen to self-identify as autistic. I forgive my parents who still deny and laugh when I bring it up. I'm in my late 30s and I just wish they were looking for it when we were kids. It could have prevented so much suffering and misunderstanding. I'll be watching for it in my own 2 kids.
Good luck on your journey! I have the exact same situation. Self diagnosed, explains a lot but a proper diagnosis may or may not be possible for a while
@@idunablack2592 I'm severely autistic and was always made fun of a being a spacy out guy. I'm also schizophrenic too. I'm on disability and I just study music, languages and history on line..
I'm severely autistic and was always made fun of a being a spacy out guy. I'm also schizophrenic too. I'm on disability and I just study music, languages and history on line..
This hits so close to my heart. I now feel encouraged to look for an evaluation. Even though, I believe not everything has to be categorized, I know some things can be easier when you learn to use the right tools for yourself.
I often think I may have this, or some sort of social impairment. It often feels like I'm forced to make myself more "palatable" to others but others seem so reluctant to do the same for me. At the end of the day I want to simply be myself and I would want the person I'm talking to to be themselves as well.
Your path to diagnosis and experiences are shockingly similar to my own. While I am sorry that you have had these struggles, it brought comfort to me to know that I am not alone, and I thank you for sharing this story with your audience
Im currently suffering through what seems to actually be autistic burnout and severe depression. I always felt wired differently and it did lead to problems. I also recently started reading and learning about it and man, that diagnosis explains everything about mw, so I get your struggles. Its a bit confusing at first, but since I know it got so much easier to allow myself to stim and also to choose not to mask. Has definitely helped so far, the suffering is real and people sadly often dismiss it. Good luck and blessings, I appreciate your work
Hey brother, 61 and autistic. It was Earth shaking coming to awareness. I've always felt the same things you've described here. We're the new normal 🙏🙏🙏
I admire your courage, in making this video. I've had similar struggles in my own life. The book Quiet by Susan Cain was a revelation to me. I'm a solitary person, I live alone, I enjoy doing my own thing and rarely get lonely. For years, I beat myself up; telling myself I was being immature, hiding from the world, etc. I socialize a little, and I have friends; but I find being around a lot of people really draining, and just not fun. Of course, isolating yourself can be unhealthy too. So I try to be really mindful, and reach out when I need to. I'm also one of those left-handed people. There's nothing wrong with how I am, and there's nothing wrong with you.
AHAHAH within the first 2 minutes I knew where this video was going. As someone who comes from a more neurodivergent family (I have ADHD, and because I was smart in school, it went undiagnosed for so long and caused me a lot of social troubles, and my brother has Autism), I can totally relate.
Man, there's not enough words to convey how relatable your story is. I haven't been diagnosed with autism, only ADHD, but I am damn sure I have autism, especially since I took the same assessment as you did and scored high. It's really painful when other people are shitty even when differences are innocuous and harmless. People come with all these biases and schemas of "how things are and how things must be", that are quite rigid and inflexible, ironically. I say ironically because it's us autists who are told we have rigid thinking, but the reason why this condition is diagnosed and presents challenges is precisely the rigidity of neurotypical people when it comes to their social norms. But I digress. It can indeed be very frustrating to experience all these things you described with fallouts and misunderstandings, all because one missed a "crucial step" during communication. I am glad that I know another fellow autist who practices magic and spirituality! This makes me happy and made my day. Shalom
We all are unique, in one way or another. We all have more or less difficult to blend in. Do not let yourself be put into a box, with a tag on it. Instead, use the diagnostic as it was supposed to be used: study and follow the adequate diet (it really helps a lot) and discuss the medication and its adjusts with more than one physician. Life is now. The past is gone, and the future may be very bright depending on how you spend your time today. It's a great opportunity! Grab it!
I would like to commend you for your courage to go out in public and explain about your problem. Although I don’t believe I suffer from something similar I’ve had not long ago some counselling and took part to a anger management course. This was due to me behaving funny as a result of bereavement. I remember the counsellor telling me that one of the most important steps to overcome our problems, and subsequent behaviour, is to identify where our fault lies. Then, of course, it still takes effort to act upon it and start making progress, but by identifying it is half a battle won. Keep up the good work here and elsewhere in your life and I’m sure that a kind of balance will be eventually accomplished.
Both my sons and myself are on the spectrum. Thank you for getting the message out there that autism is in fact a huge spectrum and completely unique among individuals. For example myself and my eldest son are functioning, however my youngest has severe difficulties. He is completely dependent on myself and his father and he always will be. When you said awkward that hit home …. That’s pretty much me . Good luck going forward now and I wish you health and happiness.
I don't know that I'd qualify for an AS diagnosis, but I have SEVERE misophonia, "space out" when forced to socialize with more than like 3 people, and am extremely introverted. I handle criticism very poorly in that A: I take it to heart and feel overly ashamed and remorseful, or B: get very irritable if it's a situation where I think the criticism isnt helpful or warranted. Some hypersensetivities, some hyperfocus, and a paradoxical loneliness coupled with an aversion to socializing. I can care deeply for others and empathize to my own detriment, yet I have such a small vessel of social energy and frequently feel "poured out". I can recognize my many flaws, especially my irritability, and yet nothing changes the negative emotional states, I can only struggle to contain or redirect outward displays of the inner experience. Something is very atypical about my wiring, though it seems more ocd and anxiety related. At any rate I think the awareness of being different is part of what leads people to search for understanding on every level, mundane to metaphysical. A sense of something being "not quite right", though painful, motivates reflection, research, experimentation, and eventually an experience of numinosity. In that, we may find ourselves feeling all the more isolated, but I am thankful platforms like this exist so that the atypical among us can find a modicum of sanctuary to recharge to navigate the macrocosm another day.
Good on you mate, how you've dealt with this shows a lot of inner resources. There's a number of well known figures who are/were on the spectrum: Einstein, Anthony Hopkins, Elon Musk, Darwin, Tesla, Mozart. You're in good company.
I can 100% relate to this and realize I need to get tested for autism as well because you described how I feel perfectly and this explains a lot about me too! Thank you for sharing your experience!
2 weeks ago I got diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 54. I've never heard of neuro divergency etc it's all been an eye opener as also I now realise why I was the way I was when I was a child and now an adult and it's really helping me to understand myself and heal etc❤
Not Autistic but have had really bad OCD caused by trauma. Sometimes it feels like hell. Im gonna try to practice meditation and try an angelic evokation for some healing. Hopefully it can bring some relief maybe ven better. Love your channel and Wishing you all the best!!!
Reminds me of people telling me at work, why do you make complicated solutions. I think if I were just like others. I would have lead a banal and empty materialistic life. With all of life's struggles I feel blessed. It will be of great help if you can elaborate more on spiritual aspects of ASD. What deities have to say about ASD and it's implications on spirituality. This is one reason that put me on an intense spiritual journey. On ASD, I will say what my son's pediatrician (who also has a son with ASD) told us. It's just a tag based on societal norms. We have to focus on what it entails and work on those aspects. People who give this tag are not gods, they don't know what it entails. Scientific work on this is very limited too. It took time to swallow this but eventually got there. Peace 🕊️
This different tuned brain sent you to border of cosmos another realms another high beings. You are older than me ı appreciate and adore you so much. The reason ı said * ı am glad the internet was invented..* is just because of you I am still watching the videos on your youtube channel. I really felt you are the special one. Thanks to you endless respect from türkiye 🇹🇷
Is this the job referred to in your 'how to do a Tarot reading' video? Curious if you have a different perspective on that reading now. Appreciate all you are sharing!
Regarding your disappointment with the lack of a good Christian approach to autism, I think you might be interested by the tv show _The Chosen._ It is a free show in multiple seasons about the life of Jesus, from the perspective of his followers. It's really good and not corny at all, in contrast with most Christian media. The show creators have decided to represent the apostle Matthew as being on the autism spectrum, and the writing and acting of this character is really well done! Matthew quickly became a fan-favourite. With your interest in religion, spirituality, miracle working, demon possession, etc. I think you will really like the show!
I appreciate this, a great deal, and I know I'm not alone. Often times I believe that if the higher powers that be weren't around, alot of folks would get a Darwin award pretty quickly and I never understood how folks could get themselves into such a predicament if it was within their power and perspective(?) to avoid it, or a high chance of avoiding it. Always felt a wee bit different, whether or not its from injuries I don't remember, my struggles and diagnoses that are often ostracized or avoided, etc. I took the RAADS after listening to this, I may or may not be, I guess the score would be above-average for as accurate as online tests are... It would make a LOT of sense if I was, it'd provide an answer for a GREAT DEAL of experiences I haven't obsessed over but always been curious about whenever the thought/memories find their way back into my conscious sight again. I wouldn't have really considered being autistic if I hadn't listened to this. I value all of your insights and shared experiences, thanks. Dunno how to make this more appreciative, but really, thanks from my soul.
All people have distinctive psychological traits , but evolution comes from mutations both mental and physical I prefer to see pathologies as path- ologies they will take you in the path you are meant to walk ,to evolve yourself and the species . Humans are still evolving and I do firmly believe no science has the final word on whats right or wrong , a few years ago lobotomy was a nobel procedure a few centuries trepanation was normal ,a few decades ago homosexuality was a pathology,now conversion therapy is banned in most countries ,with Autism ,ADHD,Asperger,OCD etc at some point it will be exactly the same . Just personality traits that had to be included equally in "normal " day to day interaction ,of course understanding normal as a make believe society thats constantly hypnotized to consume ,and obey . Someday we as a species will be able to love one another without labels but it will take a huge cataclysm larger than COVID ,and war to re humanize ourselves and remember why did we needed to work together . Nobody should feel ostracised as every mutation and diversity contributes to the human world development
I have only just found your channel by happenstance, It's a real pleasure to sit and listen to a magician who is just an ordinary man and doesn't have a massive ego. Similar to yourself I have always had a fascination with the magical realm and found everything with regards to the subject so romantic and enchanting. May I suggest listening to a man called 'David Bingham' he mentions autism quite a bit especially the videos where people realise there true nature because I was searching for years then everything ended for real when I discovered him, anyway thankyou for the vids and kind regards.
I wish you all the best and hope in some way this knowledge helps ease your journey. I can relate to some of what you say. In fact, close family members have suggested to me that I might be a bit on the spectrum too, which helps explain some things.
My dear friend, there aren’t many people on this channel who have a positive effect on me as well as on others like you. I perceive you as a highly self-reflected and authentic person. When you are speaking, it expresses not only empathy, but also clarity and structure. And this effect can only be cause by a person with a stable system of personal values and the ability of reflection and learning by experience. I think, autism can also be a gift, cause it enables you to valuable insights in a special topic and new perspectives. When people judge you this tells nothing about you, but more about themselves. „Normal“ people are - this is only my experience - closer to demons than others. I think one of the reasons is their will to comply (as said) and their desire to conform - and under this surface there is much suppressed anger, envy and greed, because people are individuals with an individual life path, however they have conformed to live a compromise (which is called culture) and to sacrifice their own individual traits. Many people are also highly competitve and compare themselves always to others (this is where the ego comes in). But the biggest reason to conform is fear of losing all, fear of death and fear of punishment. People are trained to conform to survive within a hierarchical system (and we needn’t talk about, who is on top of this worldly system, cause the higher the position the more wicked and twisted is the mindset = narcissistic). Interesting, that this all is coming to the light. So, you can consider „normal“ people as dysfunctional, cause most of them are denying themselves due to their survival instincts and sometimes also selfishness and false pride. And when they see someone different, they feel fear, it destroys their illusion of their artificial world. I am not autistic but I can imagine how it feels being confronted with an entire world of individuals who are functioning completely different. I am also different, not knowing exactly why, but I am a deep thinker and I am mostly independent from others. I have clearvision as well, not controlled, and I can also relate to other realms. Ahh yes, and I am also left handed, a deadly sin for older generations. 😂 People tend to complain about everything, cause this can’t be our problem. They have to do their own homework instead.
Dear Sir. Still I don´t know your name. I must be blind? However, just a few words about this personal revelation. Your words just make perfect sense to me. You sound like a normal person to me. Like a person with a brain and mind that works properly. This is the third video for me here on your channel. The first one was that about working with demons, the second one was where you defended yourself, so to say. Honestly your words feel quite familiar to me. You sound like me in a certain way. Your arguments are so nice and valid and it´s just a joy to see you giving them a checkmate. You know that evil recently started to unfold a fresh, cheeky strategy. Suddenly they show up, smiling "Here we are! We are cool! Let´s be friends!" It appears to be friendly and claims to be good. Why that? Because they knew that they would no longer be able to deny their existence. To prevent people believing us, they started to spread their own truth. Which is, evil is good and good is evil. "Working with demons" will be completely normal. At least that´s the plan, I guess. And I started to seriously make up my mind how to deal with that. It´s so bold that we also need to develop new strategies, if we want the truth to be still present in this world. Okay, back to your "autism", more like Asperger, I guess. According to my experiences autism and asperger come with a certain kind of social coldness. Most obvious is that such people do not say goodbye and do not feel attached. It can be the best talk but at the end they turn around and go and that´s it. While "normal" people would possibly miss the other person or feel attracted and try to keep up the conversation, autistic people do not care, the heart does not seem to be involved. Would you say that applies to you? Hard to imagine. I had my friendships for a time but I am also like alone since I started to walk the path seriiously, finally. Interesting to me is, seemingly it hurt you to be rejected, right? Sounds more like autistic behaviour from others against you. But yes, possibly, I can imagine that. Of course I always look at signals. If a person treats me coldhearted, like not saying goodbye etc.. I feel rejected and get into a distance. Maybe people rejected you because they felt rejected by you ? Anyway, you might have understood, or not, that the majority is more or less under control of some spirits and they really do not know what they´re doing. Do we? Guilt is a limited concept. Yes, there is cause and effect. But at the end of the day, what does it matter? If you get rid of this "guilt" attitude or mindset, you don´t have to forgive anything, since there is nothing to forgive. Still there are issues that we want to be solved. Still there are causes. Openly talking about your pride concerning your "mind super-powers" is a good thing, I think. If we look at the creation, the stars in heaven, the world and ourselves, our vulnerabiluty, stupidity, all the limitations and weaknesses, how could we be proud? No matter what you have seen and experienced, it´s still very limited, just a very small part of the picture. The majority is not our yardstick. But it´s God. Do you know the whole physical, astral and causal plane are just a tiny chamber in comparison to the spiritual planes beyond? Justice... how could we judge justly? Anyway I am happy I found you. I think that psychology got confused with mental disorders. There are so many intersections and blurs. It´s hard to discern them properly. Maybe things have changed because entities got more important due to their dramatically increased influence. You talked about possession in a way that made me guess you are not really experienced in that direction. I wish I could get all your videos but it´s too much. I started to correct the transcripts and read them instead of listening. Hope you will answer my question in the community section. As you said, in the heavenly realms the entities have this sense of oneness, they support each other, while evil is divided in itself. Evil divides us. I try hard to connect to people like you, but I was only successfull in 1-2 cases. But I never give up. Together we can do anything, on our own we´re too weak. Have a great time. Eduard
PS: You could be smart and open minded and experienced enough to read, understand and appreciate my books. If you would accept this challenge, let me know. And btw I could help you to get your lectures into a book and publish them. Maybe we could even write a book together? I mean it! I´ve published a lot of stuff during the last 2 years. A lot of it is about (demonic) entities. Hope to see you soon. Goodbye. :) (And be aware that demonic spirits do not want us to connect and act accordingly, even now in this moment... )
The book says we need to perform three sets of 6 month prayer operations, starting after passover and ending during the tabernacle. On the third 6 month journey that’s when we build the alter. Are the first two 6-month periods where we develop our relationship with God and learn of his words? So when you say you did a 6 month prayer…was it this third 6-month time?
I would not look at the pain that you felt as negative. Look at it as positive. Also im autistic myself and i understand the feelings you are talking about. Do not look at it as a disorder. I would like you to question what exactly is order? There is no such thing as a perfect person and the idea of disorder is just a label which has a negative connotation. I view autism as gift. Look at how well you understand complex topics. That is a gift. But one word of advise though is not to have too much pride with this gift because that can be very negative. For example, if you see yourself above others you can expect yourself to look down on others like they are pathetic in comparison to you which will make you reject what they have to say. I had this issue because i seen myself understanding the world and when i tried to communicate it people would reject it with their emotional thinking rather than dialectically thinking; i find people lack this style of thinking and they would understand reality better if they learned to step out of their perspective. Lets just say my analysis of you so far you are not as bad as me. You seem to have more focus than i do, i have trouble communicating what i know based on my chaotic mind. To explain my mind its like rush hour traffick in new york city; the cars beeping and the taxi guys cursing are the ideas that pop in my mind lol.
I wish I could be more open and honest here, but the rules mean I can't. So that I don't get cancelled, I'll tone it down, and say I believe that there are creator beings in this place we call earth, and we are a small minority. We are definitely NOT all the same. It appears we have deliberately scattered about the earth in such a way that most of us lives a live isolated from others who are like us. That said, the ones who are in our lives, who are not like us, ALWAYS appear to be either lacking in love/empathy for some excuse of a reason (oh they can't help it, they're just.....) or they are just downright evil. The difference it makes almost doesn't matter, because we, the minority of creator beings, will ALWAYS struggle with these dominant groups. They will treat us differently, because we are different. Not in a bad, sick way, but in an amazing way. Their objective appears to be a one way street down a dehumanising, confidence destroying, soul sucking path. We then make the mistake of thinking that we must be the problem (after all, we're the odd one out) so we turn to all sorts of things in desperate attempt to validate ourselves (I'm really ok, honest, it's just I have XYZ, so I can't help it...) and this, in theory should make everything ok. But there's nothing wrong to begin with - we reacted normally to a messed up situation, in a poisoned world, surrounded by evil, often in ones own family. We'll never fit into this world, nor get it to love or praise us, unless we are willing to give up who we are, and sell our soul.
I personally do not believe that Asperger‘s and autism are close enough in behavior to be considered the same diagnoses. Asperger‘s is Asperger‘s and autism is autism. Just because they are side by side on the spectrum and share a few relative traits doesn’t necessarily mean they are the same type of diagnoses. Just to be general…for instance, Narcissistic typesand sociopathic types as well as autistics all share many similar traits but they clearly would not all be the same diagnosis of course. Sharing traits does not mean it should be under the same classification. Just as many similar traits as you find between autism and Asperger‘s you can find just as many opposite traits between the two as well. Being that these diagnosis are all now understood to be considered on a sort of spectrum, gives it a lot of gray areas. Meaning one can share a few traits between two disorders within the same polarity. For example, Asperger’s and narcissism can often be miss understood as one versus the other. You might be called a narcissist but in reality, could be very much autistic with some some narcissistic traits because you are much closer to the narcissistic side of the spectrum. The spectrum has a lot to do with all of it. On one end of the spectrum is considered completely lower functioning. On the other end of the spectrum is often higher functioning and sometimes with a lot of narcissistic traits. The DIFFERENCES between Asperger’s and Autism in my opinion is enough to consider Asperger’s its own separate diagnosis vs being diagnosed as autism. Though very similar. Many of the Asperger types that I know aren’t struggling with language communication or cognitive disabilities as much, and often only show slight autistic traits. Those are the individuals you’ll often find have extremely high IQs. I find having high IQ causes one to experience eccentricity and oddities within itself. Eccentricities might match mini autistic traits, but it’s still not necessarily enough to be considered autistic… So I always have a hard time putting Asperger‘s in the same box as autism because when you put them in the same room together they typically are nowhere close in behavior. That’s when you truly see how different they are. I tend to think that psychology can be a bit black-and-white. Often times many of those who come up with these rules are not living day in and day out with people who are in fact autistic or Asperger‘s so there are just many signs and traits that have gone under the radar. I have been telling doctors for the last 30 years about the vastness of autism and my theories up until recently were always shut down because of the black and white understanding of the spectrums. Now finally they understand that autism is not black and white but a spectrum of colors. It was so hard getting doctors to open up beyond what they learned in a book. I learned that you have to live with this disorder and you have to see it day in and day out within a myriad of life’s scenarios played out. If you don’t see these personality types within thousands of different perspectives and scenarios, you really won’t have the grip you think you have on it. People who understand the disorder are the same ones who come from it and lived within it all their live, who had very close family members, parents, siblings who lived in the same quarters night and day most of their life, witnessing the spectrum within its fullness and how these types behave in all avenues of life. You’ll learn there are different types of Asperger’s, and there are different types of autism’s… But in my opinion they are not one of the same and they should not be classify both as autism. Just as autism and narcissism share many of the same negative traits but are still completely different diagnosis.
I don't know if this will help you brother but here goes,,,,I have heard about autism before but I didn't think any less of a human being who is diagnosed with autism,,,,about 4 years ago my daughter made me a grandfather with a handsome little boy and when he was 3 he was diagnosed autistic, he goes to school his teacher calls baby genius,,,and he is very intelligent but he doesn't speak ,I can't tell you how much I would love to hear him speak and I have faith someday he will,,,,,I love him more then life,,,,,,,there is nothing wrong with you if anything you're smarter than most people,,,,when I look at you I see a good soul and that's all that matters,,,,,love yourself because you are all you have and thank you for being my spiritual teacher and brother,,,,
min 4:56 i think thats very very usual to think when we are aquarious/pisces (and i know you have both in youre big three) i also have both sign very very very prominant in my chart (stellium in aquarious and a lot in pisces, including my sun) its normal to think or even find ourselfs in those traits like the literal characteristics but, i think its a waste to go to psycology cause, we are multidimentional and complex and, i dont think psycology, traditional psicology consider this huge, damn huge fact cause of how complex it truly is and, "the mystical side" always been... well, not even considered "real enough" to actually start from there so, I also think (just like what ive read from other comments here) that you are a very normal/healthy (means sane) being (that experience everything that others do but, you just are a sun in aquarious with the moon in pisces and, as a pisces sun I can tell that, that specific feeling of being absolutely, incredibly misunderstood by literally everyone in a "chronic illness" analogous to this sun! i swear, i was just like you and,now i am smarter than before (i actually ended up developing my intellect cause in the past i was in a higher state of being cause i incarnated differently but that's another story).I use to feel like i was or we were in different dimentions (also offended to the level of thinking things like "how the fuck we are at the same dimention, physical plane, what the hell" because of looking incredibly uncounscious unlike me. So i literally coudnt believe the situation and so i was kinda done with everyone: and so we end up feeling disgust or "bad" about the interpersonal thing, part of life) (i also have my descendent in aries so, i basically atract people that are impulsive agressive, very personally oriented in the confrontation usually random confrontation and literally trying to fight with me. Wich to me was totally random, ilogical and obviously something that i definetly didnt want to even see "be aware of" or respond to in any way, was a "what the hell"). I do know that you have youre descendent in scopio so you might atract people who its also kinda marsial specially with words, out loud kinda toxic and so then you becoming a bit "evil" because of that like, wanting to fight back but on a spiritual way and so some of your videos talking about those moments (i think). But the reason of my comment, well basically my intention would be you must recognize youre perfection, as a natural oracle of those divine constellations and the meanings that occur. 2 that very experience usually happen with this 2 signs (at least when they are obviously aware of 1 themselves, self aware not acting for anyone, obviously) and 2 spirituality, obviously. (as i said, I have these signs highlighted in my chart. And I was diagnosed with asperger's traits before even landing to the planet when i was young but... i didnt have intelectual clarity over the spiritual so, now that i do, i can definetly separate or just recognice the structure of being multidimentional, also the bodies different bodies we are/we experiment and tell for sure, and tell for sure that psychology is fine for "normal people" those who are in fact trapped in the 3 lower bodies, in their states of being. But when we are magicians and mystics... man, normal people, the ones who really believe they are their egos then their university degrees, they are "psychologists" "that know better than you" and so can tell you who you are... sorry but i cant with that, it's silly because it's lower to the spiritual, We might have traits but we certainly are not those neurodivergences Other souls are more psychic and others are physical and super, they will not understand or accept or be interested at all in anything spiritual. us? We connect "easily" because we are, because we were obviously born for this. We are not so much lost souls. 3 i think that, normal people (egos and theire bullshit) sometimes end up doing, not black magic but... this "deals" with us, trough convincing us about something and then us agree (usually due to not knowing better, so my comment) and so believing something that is just self deception wich is literally anything that isnt truth itself. And so thats a trick and thats what a tricker does and that isn't algid right? so... i would never agree, i can agree about "looking that way" or "acting" even but i am not the character right? we arent, We are multidimensional complex beings. with different kinds of souls and journeys had shape us into acting in more different ways are actually, usually more distant to humanity or at least the ones arent connected to what we truly are on the inside but looking more to the outside duality bullying, etc. Bullshit basically haha. Would like to clarify that: i speak/talk spanish so i did my best but, needed to say this cause, i been there and isnt funny at all, its very annoying specially and mostly cause of that not been truth, truth feels right man, its what it is it is actually that simple. So here i can recommend you a video from the channel Bentinho massaro about the emotional guidance system, can serve you a little so, yeah. "ruclips.net/video/__C7aHkKqgY/видео.html"
I really would be grateful to have a conversation with you. I listen to you talk and while I see my strengths in your videos and in some of your characterize I also can feel the pain in your eyes and demeanor and intonation. I am under spiritual attack almost twenty four hours per day and I’m certain there are demonic powers bent on encapsulating me into a very dark stronghold. After I watched your video on your endeavors in the demonic realm and your encounter with the man in the window, the demonic powers that are thirsty to siphon away my light and goodness all night. I cast the enemy back into their own realm in the name of YHWH almost twenty times and bore the sign of the cross every minute literally. I see you and your suffering is not only appreciated but respected as well. I feel like our lives could be carbon copies of one another. I hope you are able to reach back out to me so maybe we could just have a human to human conversation and maybe something really wonderful may transpire in terms of growth. I believe in always allowing for more than one possibility in every aspect of life. Thank you so much for this. Your videos are almost music to my autistic ears. All the best, Joey
You are not alone brother. This universe is not meant to be experienced as we are in this controlled society. You explored spirituality, but the hidden knowledge of our ancestors and history has been destroyed by those that seek to control and subjugate humanity. What we don’t know….is if God created other species outside of humanity. What we do know, is that the grand architect did not create us to live inside of a box. The grand architect created us to love and explore his greatness and to be grateful for that opportunity. As for ostracization… The Ashkenazi Jews, Nikola Tesla, Leonardo Devinci, Jesus, Inventors of Great Technology, Isaac Newton. All great minds were shunned and ostracized from society or killed. Those whom seek control and power still do this. We’re learning that we’ve had a gravity propulsion engine technology since the 70’s and we still are locked to vehicles with wheels. I am here to talk to you about you thinking you are an autist. I have gone through the exact same dilemmas. Often, I feel like a robot or not actually human. I always felt like I was different to the masses; that’s because we are different. There’s nothing wrong with thst difference, we are to achieve different things in life. Anyways, you can always DM me brother there are many more like us than you think. We all are balanced human beings, our balance lies in our superior intelligence, but weakness in emotional connection. We exist to help others and allow for them to prosper and live while we contemplate and create.
Yes, indeed. Seriously, do folks not understand Narcissism and Autism are similar, in that both are literally self preoccupation walking out of step with humanity? Centered in Self. For these reasons, of course autistic data points are going to come up on his assessments. I guarantee he didn't have the assessment include review of this channel's videos. Probably just a simple self report inventory. Autism is the new Narcissism: its not your fault bro, you're a victim; only now the folks at work will have to tolerate your annoying behavior. God bless him, he still has no solution to his suffering...
ASD people are the 'old model' or 'classical' model of human; does newer mean better? I will explain: I can't distinguish certain tribal societies from autists. It's worth considering that this only became a problem when society became hyper networked, noisy and socially overcomplicated. Over sophistication does not necessarily mean better: compare older laptops that still function well with less RAM which are generally better-made. d We don't get on with hundreds of complete strangers because up until very recently we didn't need to. If you consider autists as 'antiquity man' it's easier to deal with. Neanderthals were as intelligent as modern humans, and would be hard to distinguish except for a slight difference. Was their inability to upgrade to social complexity why they died out? A certain RUclipsr made a convincing argument that autists are simply a bit more similar to our Neanderthal forebears. To draw an analogy, dogs are the upgraded - or should we say modernised - version of wolves. They've learned to mimic human behaviours and have the structural ability to sit, which their ancestors did not. Wolves could not exist in dog society for long; they would be eaten. Yet would anyone say wolves have a disorder? Despite having received a diagnosis (based upon some quite superficial factors) I am on the fence about whether I have ASD, slight ASD etc. What I am quite convinced about is that human society has changed over the past few years. These days few to nobody listens. THEY are infected with ad disorder (parasite?) and it's almost like their hive mind has become hyper alert to autistic traits. Imagine having ASD but without the consolation of material success. I can't do most of the things I used to (yes, I have interests knowledges and skills). Refer to the above statements about networked, 'parasited' people: that's the shit world I live in. I have no job, no savings and I consider taking an honourable exit as an option. Sorry to end on a sour note.
I don't get it. couldn't you just create and channel an alter ego charges a daemons energy that embodies all the normal non-autistic traits when interacting with the world? Just take some acting classes bro
There's no greater divinatory tool than the RUclips recommendations algorithm. Ironically I follow this channel because you're one of the only occultists who seems normal.
so true !
Indeed!
Agree! Jason Miller is also pretty down to earth. We surely need more of that
Absolutely! I trust him and am interested. I don’t practice, however knowledge is power and I love the mystery of it all.
Literally, same. I’m not a practitioner, but I’ve been drawn into observing this world by synchronicities. Lifting the Lamp has been one of the most enlightening occultist creators I’ve ran into.
Everyone on the planet is on the Spectrum. Don't put yourself down by not identifying as "normal". Normal = Average... and that is defined by entities not wishing for people to move outside of those definitions/boundaries. You are doing wonderful things with this channel. I see a light in the darkness. Keep up the good work.
This is INCREDIBLY relatable. Thank you
As someone who is neurodivergent, a magician, and also queer I relate so much to this. Thank you for your openness. I love your videos.
From the moment I came across your channel I perceived you as highly intelligent individual (and still do), which is what attracted me to this channel. maybe a bit shy at times, but never arrogant. I think a lot of people in society are quick to judge and put a stigma on things they do not comprehend, and I agree it is them who have the disorder lol. Thank you for sharing.
As I watch your video, feeling that struggle and the emotion affected me as well. I hope you're aware that you have built a little community who cares about you. You have helped me immensely, and I hope you know that I like you for you. Seeing you be your authentic self is very liberating to me. Because I know it can be done. You see the world in a way that is needed, and I love to see that expression. I hope that gives you some sense of happiness
Nicely said. I’m sure your words went straight to his heart 🫶. Well done.
My daughter was recently diagnosed with autism at 31 years old. As a result, I am learning SO much about autism and ADHD - another "disorder" she likely has. Our family has experienced massive religious trauma - but she has experienced what I believe to be demonic attacks her whole life. It's almost always the same "voice" that comes through - word for word - usually saying she's fake or ugly. She's very kind, upbeat and gorgeous with an angelic aura, and the darkness hates it. The experiences/abuse and leaders at 3 different Christian churches were the most vile.
She's psychic and has a very successful career as an actor/singer/performer/teacher/poet. Almost all of her friends have been or are also being diagnosed. Many people have taken advantage of her trusting, loving personality, but she is incredibly strong and has learned to finally speak up and ask for her needs to be met. Her spirituality has been her rock. I believe autistic people have super powers and you are obviously here for a reason. Thank you for your honesty...you will be in my prayers. ♥
Thanks for sharing this. Because of this video, I took the RAADS-R and was shocked by the result (184). I started reading about autism and a lot of things started to fall in to place for me. It is very freeing. I no longer have so much self-hatred for my social awkwardness or difficulty with communication. It's been an interesting week.
Thanks for sharing. I'm 95% sure I have autism, but here in Canada it costs $3 - $5k to get an adult diagnosis, so its out of the question for me right now. I've taken the tests and the results are clear, and my friends all agree it explains a lot. So I have chosen to self-identify as autistic. I forgive my parents who still deny and laugh when I bring it up. I'm in my late 30s and I just wish they were looking for it when we were kids. It could have prevented so much suffering and misunderstanding. I'll be watching for it in my own 2 kids.
Good luck on your journey! I have the exact same situation. Self diagnosed, explains a lot but a proper diagnosis may or may not be possible for a while
@@idunablack2592 I'm severely autistic and was always made fun of a being a spacy out guy. I'm also schizophrenic too. I'm on disability and I just study music, languages and history on line..
I'm severely autistic and was always made fun of a being a spacy out guy. I'm also schizophrenic too. I'm on disability and I just study music, languages and history on line..
This hits so close to my heart. I now feel encouraged to look for an evaluation. Even though, I believe not everything has to be categorized, I know some things can be easier when you learn to use the right tools for yourself.
I often think I may have this, or some sort of social impairment. It often feels like I'm forced to make myself more "palatable" to others but others seem so reluctant to do the same for me. At the end of the day I want to simply be myself and I would want the person I'm talking to to be themselves as well.
Your path to diagnosis and experiences are shockingly similar to my own. While I am sorry that you have had these struggles, it brought comfort to me to know that I am not alone, and I thank you for sharing this story with your audience
As someone who's also on the spectrum I'm really glad you made this video! Its very relatable.
Thank you for sharing this!
Im currently suffering through what seems to actually be autistic burnout and severe depression. I always felt wired differently and it did lead to problems.
I also recently started reading and learning about it and man, that diagnosis explains everything about mw, so I get your struggles. Its a bit confusing at first, but since I know it got so much easier to allow myself to stim and also to choose not to mask.
Has definitely helped so far, the suffering is real and people sadly often dismiss it.
Good luck and blessings, I appreciate your work
Hey brother, 61 and autistic. It was Earth shaking coming to awareness. I've always felt the same things you've described here. We're the new normal 🙏🙏🙏
You are so well spoken person God has purpose for your life
I admire your courage, in making this video. I've had similar struggles in my own life. The book Quiet by Susan Cain was a revelation to me. I'm a solitary person, I live alone, I enjoy doing my own thing and rarely get lonely. For years, I beat myself up; telling myself I was being immature, hiding from the world, etc. I socialize a little, and I have friends; but I find being around a lot of people really draining, and just not fun. Of course, isolating yourself can be unhealthy too. So I try to be really mindful, and reach out when I need to. I'm also one of those left-handed people. There's nothing wrong with how I am, and there's nothing wrong with you.
Power & Authority for 'comfort & control!' . . .
I have nothing but respect for you 🙏🏾
AHAHAH within the first 2 minutes I knew where this video was going. As someone who comes from a more neurodivergent family (I have ADHD, and because I was smart in school, it went undiagnosed for so long and caused me a lot of social troubles, and my brother has Autism), I can totally relate.
You just described me. 100%.
I’ve found so many just like us, I swear WE ARE THE NEW NORMAL!
for sure, too many vaccines are screwing up people
Man, there's not enough words to convey how relatable your story is. I haven't been diagnosed with autism, only ADHD, but I am damn sure I have autism, especially since I took the same assessment as you did and scored high. It's really painful when other people are shitty even when differences are innocuous and harmless. People come with all these biases and schemas of "how things are and how things must be", that are quite rigid and inflexible, ironically. I say ironically because it's us autists who are told we have rigid thinking, but the reason why this condition is diagnosed and presents challenges is precisely the rigidity of neurotypical people when it comes to their social norms. But I digress. It can indeed be very frustrating to experience all these things you described with fallouts and misunderstandings, all because one missed a "crucial step" during communication.
I am glad that I know another fellow autist who practices magic and spirituality! This makes me happy and made my day.
Shalom
Frater - It takes a strong person to have made this video! Now that you have some answers, better daily balance will come. You've got this!
We all are unique, in one way or another. We all have more or less difficult to blend in. Do not let yourself be put into a box, with a tag on it. Instead, use the diagnostic as it was supposed to be used: study and follow the adequate diet (it really helps a lot) and discuss the medication and its adjusts with more than one physician. Life is now. The past is gone, and the future may be very bright depending on how you spend your time today. It's a great opportunity! Grab it!
Loved this, thank you for sharing, this is extremely helpfull and healing information for many folks.
I would like to commend you for your courage to go out in public and explain about your problem. Although I don’t believe I suffer from something similar I’ve had not long ago some counselling and took part to a anger management course. This was due to me behaving funny as a result of bereavement. I remember the counsellor telling me that one of the most important steps to overcome our problems, and subsequent behaviour, is to identify where our fault lies. Then, of course, it still takes effort to act upon it and start making progress, but by identifying it is half a battle won. Keep up the good work here and elsewhere in your life and I’m sure that a kind of balance will be eventually accomplished.
I'm the exact same.... can function but there's something amiss and have felt alienated since my teens I'm almost 40 now
Keep on keeping on and thank you for sharing.❤️👍
Both my sons and myself are on the spectrum. Thank you for getting the message out there that autism is in fact a huge spectrum and completely unique among individuals. For example myself and my eldest son are functioning, however my youngest has severe difficulties. He is completely dependent on myself and his father and he always will be. When you said awkward that hit home …. That’s pretty much me . Good luck going forward now and I wish you health and happiness.
Bad genetics. You ought to stop breeding 👎🏻
Dude, I kinda suspected. Went through the same 3 years ago. Welcome to the club!
Be well, and much blessings🙏
Thank you! 🙏🏽
I don't know that I'd qualify for an AS diagnosis, but I have SEVERE misophonia, "space out" when forced to socialize with more than like 3 people, and am extremely introverted. I handle criticism very poorly in that A: I take it to heart and feel overly ashamed and remorseful, or B: get very irritable if it's a situation where I think the criticism isnt helpful or warranted. Some hypersensetivities, some hyperfocus, and a paradoxical loneliness coupled with an aversion to socializing. I can care deeply for others and empathize to my own detriment, yet I have such a small vessel of social energy and frequently feel "poured out". I can recognize my many flaws, especially my irritability, and yet nothing changes the negative emotional states, I can only struggle to contain or redirect outward displays of the inner experience. Something is very atypical about my wiring, though it seems more ocd and anxiety related. At any rate I think the awareness of being different is part of what leads people to search for understanding on every level, mundane to metaphysical. A sense of something being "not quite right", though painful, motivates reflection, research, experimentation, and eventually an experience of numinosity. In that, we may find ourselves feeling all the more isolated, but I am thankful platforms like this exist so that the atypical among us can find a modicum of sanctuary to recharge to navigate the macrocosm another day.
Good on you mate, how you've dealt with this shows a lot of inner resources. There's a number of well known figures who are/were on the spectrum: Einstein, Anthony Hopkins, Elon Musk, Darwin, Tesla, Mozart. You're in good company.
I can 100% relate to this and realize I need to get tested for autism as well because you described how I feel perfectly and this explains a lot about me too! Thank you for sharing your experience!
Thankyou for this🙏
2 weeks ago I got diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 54. I've never heard of neuro divergency etc it's all been an eye opener as also I now realise why I was the way I was when I was a child and now an adult and it's really helping me to understand myself and heal etc❤
Not Autistic but have had really bad OCD caused by trauma. Sometimes it feels like hell. Im gonna try to practice meditation and try an angelic evokation for some healing. Hopefully it can bring some relief maybe ven better. Love your channel and Wishing you all the best!!!
Hi, I guess shem Angel Mitzrael (60th angel) is the most likely angel to help with mental issues.
I personally was planning on using Christian Archangel magick maybe Raphael or Metatron. Thanks for your advice.
Reminds me of people telling me at work, why do you make complicated solutions.
I think if I were just like others. I would have lead a banal and empty materialistic life. With all of life's struggles I feel blessed.
It will be of great help if you can elaborate more on spiritual aspects of ASD. What deities have to say about ASD and it's implications on spirituality. This is one reason that put me on an intense spiritual journey.
On ASD, I will say what my son's pediatrician (who also has a son with ASD) told us. It's just a tag based on societal norms. We have to focus on what it entails and work on those aspects. People who give this tag are not gods, they don't know what it entails. Scientific work on this is very limited too.
It took time to swallow this but eventually got there. Peace 🕊️
I get it. I was late life diagnosed. My children are too.
This different tuned brain sent you to border of cosmos another realms another high beings. You are older than me ı appreciate and adore you so much. The reason ı said * ı am glad the internet was invented..* is just because of you
I am still watching the videos on your youtube channel. I really felt you are the special one. Thanks to you endless respect from türkiye 🇹🇷
Is this the job referred to in your 'how to do a Tarot reading' video? Curious if you have a different perspective on that reading now. Appreciate all you are sharing!
Do you have any advice for losing Lust for Result? I'm a chronic overthinker, this is preventing my progress.
Regarding your disappointment with the lack of a good Christian approach to autism, I think you might be interested by the tv show _The Chosen._ It is a free show in multiple seasons about the life of Jesus, from the perspective of his followers. It's really good and not corny at all, in contrast with most Christian media. The show creators have decided to represent the apostle Matthew as being on the autism spectrum, and the writing and acting of this character is really well done! Matthew quickly became a fan-favourite.
With your interest in religion, spirituality, miracle working, demon possession, etc. I think you will really like the show!
I can relate!!!
I appreciate this, a great deal, and I know I'm not alone. Often times I believe that if the higher powers that be weren't around, alot of folks would get a Darwin award pretty quickly and I never understood how folks could get themselves into such a predicament if it was within their power and perspective(?) to avoid it, or a high chance of avoiding it. Always felt a wee bit different, whether or not its from injuries I don't remember, my struggles and diagnoses that are often ostracized or avoided, etc.
I took the RAADS after listening to this, I may or may not be, I guess the score would be above-average for as accurate as online tests are...
It would make a LOT of sense if I was, it'd provide an answer for a GREAT DEAL of experiences I haven't obsessed over but always been curious about whenever the thought/memories find their way back into my conscious sight again.
I wouldn't have really considered being autistic if I hadn't listened to this. I value all of your insights and shared experiences, thanks. Dunno how to make this more appreciative, but really, thanks from my soul.
All people have distinctive psychological traits , but evolution comes from mutations both mental and physical I prefer to see pathologies as path- ologies they will take you in the path you are meant to walk ,to evolve yourself and the species . Humans are still evolving and I do firmly believe no science has the final word on whats right or wrong , a few years ago lobotomy was a nobel procedure a few centuries trepanation was normal ,a few decades ago homosexuality was a pathology,now conversion therapy is banned in most countries ,with Autism ,ADHD,Asperger,OCD etc at some point it will be exactly the same . Just personality traits that had to be included equally in "normal " day to day interaction ,of course understanding normal as a make believe society thats constantly hypnotized to consume ,and obey . Someday we as a species will be able to love one another without labels but it will take a huge cataclysm larger than COVID ,and war to re humanize ourselves and remember why did we needed to work together . Nobody should feel ostracised as every mutation and diversity contributes to the human world development
I have only just found your channel by happenstance, It's a real pleasure to sit and listen to a magician who is just an ordinary man and doesn't have a massive ego. Similar to yourself I have always had a fascination with the magical realm and found everything with regards to the subject so romantic and enchanting. May I suggest listening to a man called 'David Bingham' he mentions autism quite a bit especially the videos where people realise there true nature because I was searching for years then everything ended for real when I discovered him, anyway thankyou for the vids and kind regards.
I wish you all the best and hope in some way this knowledge helps ease your journey. I can relate to some of what you say. In fact, close family members have suggested to me that I might be a bit on the spectrum too, which helps explain some things.
My dear friend, there aren’t many people on this channel who have a positive effect on me as well as on others like you. I perceive you as a highly self-reflected and authentic person. When you are speaking, it expresses not only empathy, but also clarity and structure. And this effect can only be cause by a person with a stable system of personal values and the ability of reflection and learning by experience. I think, autism can also be a gift, cause it enables you to valuable insights in a special topic and new perspectives. When people judge you this tells nothing about you, but more about themselves. „Normal“ people are - this is only my experience - closer to demons than others. I think one of the reasons is their will to comply (as said) and their desire to conform - and under this surface there is much suppressed anger, envy and greed, because people are individuals with an individual life path, however they have conformed to live a compromise (which is called culture) and to sacrifice their own individual traits. Many people are also highly competitve and compare themselves always to others (this is where the ego comes in). But the biggest reason to conform is fear of losing all, fear of death and fear of punishment. People are trained to conform to survive within a hierarchical system (and we needn’t talk about, who is on top of this worldly system, cause the higher the position the more wicked and twisted is the mindset = narcissistic). Interesting, that this all is coming to the light. So, you can consider „normal“ people as dysfunctional, cause most of them are denying themselves due to their survival instincts and sometimes also selfishness and false pride. And when they see someone different, they feel fear, it destroys their illusion of their artificial world. I am not autistic but I can imagine how it feels being confronted with an entire world of individuals who are functioning completely different. I am also different, not knowing exactly why, but I am a deep thinker and I am mostly independent from others. I have clearvision as well, not controlled, and I can also relate to other realms. Ahh yes, and I am also left handed, a deadly sin for older generations. 😂 People tend to complain about everything, cause this can’t be our problem. They have to do their own homework instead.
Dear Sir. Still I don´t know your name. I must be blind? However, just a few words about this personal revelation. Your words just make perfect sense to me. You sound like a normal person to me. Like a person with a brain and mind that works properly. This is the third video for me here on your channel. The first one was that about working with demons, the second one was where you defended yourself, so to say. Honestly your words feel quite familiar to me. You sound like me in a certain way. Your arguments are so nice and valid and it´s just a joy to see you giving them a checkmate. You know that evil recently started to unfold a fresh, cheeky strategy. Suddenly they show up, smiling "Here we are! We are cool! Let´s be friends!" It appears to be friendly and claims to be good. Why that? Because they knew that they would no longer be able to deny their existence. To prevent people believing us, they started to spread their own truth. Which is, evil is good and good is evil. "Working with demons" will be completely normal. At least that´s the plan, I guess. And I started to seriously make up my mind how to deal with that. It´s so bold that we also need to develop new strategies, if we want the truth to be still present in this world. Okay, back to your "autism", more like Asperger, I guess. According to my experiences autism and asperger come with a certain kind of social coldness. Most obvious is that such people do not say goodbye and do not feel attached. It can be the best talk but at the end they turn around and go and that´s it. While "normal" people would possibly miss the other person or feel attracted and try to keep up the conversation, autistic people do not care, the heart does not seem to be involved. Would you say that applies to you? Hard to imagine. I had my friendships for a time but I am also like alone since I started to walk the path seriiously, finally. Interesting to me is, seemingly it hurt you to be rejected, right? Sounds more like autistic behaviour from others against you. But yes, possibly, I can imagine that. Of course I always look at signals. If a person treats me coldhearted, like not saying goodbye etc.. I feel rejected and get into a distance. Maybe people rejected you because they felt rejected by you ? Anyway, you might have understood, or not, that the majority is more or less under control of some spirits and they really do not know what they´re doing. Do we? Guilt is a limited concept. Yes, there is cause and effect. But at the end of the day, what does it matter? If you get rid of this "guilt" attitude or mindset, you don´t have to forgive anything, since there is nothing to forgive. Still there are issues that we want to be solved. Still there are causes. Openly talking about your pride concerning your "mind super-powers" is a good thing, I think. If we look at the creation, the stars in heaven, the world and ourselves, our vulnerabiluty, stupidity, all the limitations and weaknesses, how could we be proud? No matter what you have seen and experienced, it´s still very limited, just a very small part of the picture. The majority is not our yardstick. But it´s God. Do you know the whole physical, astral and causal plane are just a tiny chamber in comparison to the spiritual planes beyond? Justice... how could we judge justly? Anyway I am happy I found you. I think that psychology got confused with mental disorders. There are so many intersections and blurs. It´s hard to discern them properly. Maybe things have changed because entities got more important due to their dramatically increased influence. You talked about possession in a way that made me guess you are not really experienced in that direction. I wish I could get all your videos but it´s too much. I started to correct the transcripts and read them instead of listening. Hope you will answer my question in the community section. As you said, in the heavenly realms the entities have this sense of oneness, they support each other, while evil is divided in itself. Evil divides us. I try hard to connect to people like you, but I was only successfull in 1-2 cases. But I never give up. Together we can do anything, on our own we´re too weak. Have a great time. Eduard
PS: You could be smart and open minded and experienced enough to read, understand and appreciate my books. If you would accept this challenge, let me know. And btw I could help you to get your lectures into a book and publish them. Maybe we could even write a book together? I mean it! I´ve published a lot of stuff during the last 2 years. A lot of it is about (demonic) entities. Hope to see you soon. Goodbye. :) (And be aware that demonic spirits do not want us to connect and act accordingly, even now in this moment... )
The book says we need to perform three sets of 6 month prayer operations, starting after passover and ending during the tabernacle. On the third 6 month journey that’s when we build the alter. Are the first two 6-month periods where we develop our relationship with God and learn of his words? So when you say you did a 6 month prayer…was it this third 6-month time?
I would not look at the pain that you felt as negative. Look at it as positive. Also im autistic myself and i understand the feelings you are talking about. Do not look at it as a disorder. I would like you to question what exactly is order? There is no such thing as a perfect person and the idea of disorder is just a label which has a negative connotation. I view autism as gift. Look at how well you understand complex topics. That is a gift.
But one word of advise though is not to have too much pride with this gift because that can be very negative. For example, if you see yourself above others you can expect yourself to look down on others like they are pathetic in comparison to you which will make you reject what they have to say. I had this issue because i seen myself understanding the world and when i tried to communicate it people would reject it with their emotional thinking rather than dialectically thinking; i find people lack this style of thinking and they would understand reality better if they learned to step out of their perspective.
Lets just say my analysis of you so far you are not as bad as me. You seem to have more focus than i do, i have trouble communicating what i know based on my chaotic mind. To explain my mind its like rush hour traffick in new york city; the cars beeping and the taxi guys cursing are the ideas that pop in my mind lol.
Feeling like an import model brain with a missing instruction manual is real lol
I wish I could be more open and honest here, but the rules mean I can't. So that I don't get cancelled, I'll tone it down, and say I believe that there are creator beings in this place we call earth, and we are a small minority. We are definitely NOT all the same. It appears we have deliberately scattered about the earth in such a way that most of us lives a live isolated from others who are like us. That said, the ones who are in our lives, who are not like us, ALWAYS appear to be either lacking in love/empathy for some excuse of a reason (oh they can't help it, they're just.....) or they are just downright evil. The difference it makes almost doesn't matter, because we, the minority of creator beings, will ALWAYS struggle with these dominant groups. They will treat us differently, because we are different. Not in a bad, sick way, but in an amazing way. Their objective appears to be a one way street down a dehumanising, confidence destroying, soul sucking path. We then make the mistake of thinking that we must be the problem (after all, we're the odd one out) so we turn to all sorts of things in desperate attempt to validate ourselves (I'm really ok, honest, it's just I have XYZ, so I can't help it...) and this, in theory should make everything ok. But there's nothing wrong to begin with - we reacted normally to a messed up situation, in a poisoned world, surrounded by evil, often in ones own family. We'll never fit into this world, nor get it to love or praise us, unless we are willing to give up who we are, and sell our soul.
I personally do not believe that Asperger‘s and autism are close enough in behavior to be considered the same diagnoses.
Asperger‘s is Asperger‘s and autism is autism. Just because they are side by side on the spectrum and share a few relative traits doesn’t necessarily mean they are the same type of diagnoses.
Just to be general…for instance, Narcissistic typesand sociopathic types as well as autistics all share many similar traits but they clearly would not all be the same diagnosis of course. Sharing traits does not mean it should be under the same classification. Just as many similar traits as you find between autism and Asperger‘s you can find just as many opposite traits between the two as well. Being that these diagnosis are all now understood to be considered on a sort of spectrum, gives it a lot of gray areas. Meaning one can share a few traits between two disorders within the same polarity. For example, Asperger’s and narcissism can often be miss understood as one versus the other. You might be called a narcissist but in reality, could be very much autistic with some some narcissistic traits because you are much closer to the narcissistic side of the spectrum.
The spectrum has a lot to do with all of it. On one end of the spectrum is considered completely lower functioning. On the other end of the spectrum is often higher functioning and sometimes with a lot of narcissistic traits. The DIFFERENCES between Asperger’s and Autism in my opinion is enough to consider Asperger’s its own separate diagnosis vs being diagnosed as autism. Though very similar.
Many of the Asperger types that I know aren’t struggling with language communication or cognitive disabilities as much, and often only show slight autistic traits. Those are the individuals you’ll often find have extremely high IQs.
I find having high IQ causes one to experience eccentricity and oddities within itself. Eccentricities might match mini autistic traits, but it’s still not necessarily enough to be considered autistic…
So I always have a hard time putting Asperger‘s in the same box as autism because when you put them in the same room together they typically are nowhere close in behavior. That’s when you truly see how different they are.
I tend to think that psychology can be a bit black-and-white. Often times many of those who come up with these rules are not living day in and day out with people who are in fact autistic or Asperger‘s so there are just many signs and traits that have gone under the radar. I have been telling doctors for the last 30 years about the vastness of autism and my theories up until recently were always shut down because of the black and white understanding of the spectrums. Now finally they understand that autism is not black and white but a spectrum of colors. It was so hard getting doctors to open up beyond what they learned in a book.
I learned that you have to live with this disorder and you have to see it day in and day out within a myriad of life’s scenarios played out. If you don’t see these personality types within thousands of different perspectives and scenarios, you really won’t have the grip you think you have on it. People who understand the disorder are the same ones who come from it and lived within it all their live, who had very close family members, parents, siblings who lived in the same quarters night and day most of their life, witnessing the spectrum within its fullness and how these types behave in all avenues of life.
You’ll learn there are different types of Asperger’s, and there are different types of autism’s… But in my opinion they are not one of the same and they should not be classify both as autism. Just as autism and narcissism share many of the same negative traits but are still completely different diagnosis.
I don't know if this will help you brother but here goes,,,,I have heard about autism before but I didn't think any less of a human being who is diagnosed with autism,,,,about 4 years ago my daughter made me a grandfather with a handsome little boy and when he was 3 he was diagnosed autistic, he goes to school his teacher calls baby genius,,,and he is very intelligent but he doesn't speak ,I can't tell you how much I would love to hear him speak and I have faith someday he will,,,,,I love him more then life,,,,,,,there is nothing wrong with you if anything you're smarter than most people,,,,when I look at you I see a good soul and that's all that matters,,,,,love yourself because you are all you have and thank you for being my spiritual teacher and brother,,,,
You are not alone in your decades-delayed discovery and diagnosis. Similar/Same journey here.
min 4:56 i think thats very very usual to think when we are aquarious/pisces (and i know you have both in youre big three) i also have both sign very very very prominant in my chart (stellium in aquarious and a lot in pisces, including my sun) its normal to think or even find ourselfs in those traits like the literal characteristics but, i think its a waste to go to psycology cause, we are multidimentional and complex and, i dont think psycology, traditional psicology consider this huge, damn huge fact cause of how complex it truly is and, "the mystical side" always been... well, not even considered "real enough" to actually start from there so, I also think (just like what ive read from other comments here) that you are a very normal/healthy (means sane) being (that experience everything that others do but, you just are a sun in aquarious with the moon in pisces and, as a pisces sun I can tell that, that specific feeling of being absolutely, incredibly misunderstood by literally everyone in a "chronic illness" analogous to this sun! i swear, i was just like you and,now i am smarter than before (i actually ended up developing my intellect cause in the past i was in a higher state of being cause i incarnated differently but that's another story).I use to feel like i was or we were in different dimentions (also offended to the level of thinking things like "how the fuck we are at the same dimention, physical plane, what the hell" because of looking incredibly uncounscious unlike me. So i literally coudnt believe the situation and so i was kinda done with everyone: and so we end up feeling disgust or "bad" about the interpersonal thing, part of life) (i also have my descendent in aries so, i basically atract people that are impulsive agressive, very personally oriented in the confrontation usually random confrontation and literally trying to fight with me. Wich to me was totally random, ilogical and obviously something that i definetly didnt want to even see "be aware of" or respond to in any way, was a "what the hell").
I do know that you have youre descendent in scopio so you might atract people who its also kinda marsial specially with words, out loud kinda toxic and so then you becoming a bit "evil" because of that like, wanting to fight back but on a spiritual way and so some of your videos talking about those moments (i think). But the reason of my comment, well basically my intention would be you must recognize youre perfection, as a natural oracle of those divine constellations and the meanings that occur. 2 that very experience usually happen with this 2 signs (at least when they are obviously aware of 1 themselves, self aware not acting for anyone, obviously) and 2 spirituality, obviously. (as i said, I have these signs highlighted in my chart. And I was diagnosed with asperger's traits
before even landing to the planet when i was young but... i didnt have intelectual clarity over the spiritual so, now that i do, i can definetly separate or just recognice the structure of being multidimentional, also the bodies different bodies we are/we experiment and tell for sure, and tell for sure that psychology is fine for "normal people" those who are in fact trapped in the 3 lower bodies, in their states of being. But when we are magicians and mystics... man, normal people, the ones who really believe they are their egos then their university degrees, they are "psychologists" "that know better than you" and so can tell you who you are... sorry but i cant with that, it's silly because it's lower to the spiritual, We might have traits but we certainly are not those neurodivergences Other souls are more psychic and others are physical and super, they will not understand or accept or be interested at all in anything spiritual. us? We connect "easily" because we are, because we were obviously born for this. We are not so much lost souls. 3 i think that, normal people (egos and theire bullshit) sometimes end up doing, not black magic but... this "deals" with us, trough convincing us about something and then us agree (usually due to not knowing better, so my comment) and so believing something that is just self deception wich is literally anything that isnt truth itself. And so thats a trick and thats what a tricker does and that isn't algid right? so... i would never agree, i can agree about "looking that way" or "acting" even but i am not the character right? we arent, We are multidimensional complex beings. with different kinds of souls and journeys had shape us into acting in more different ways are actually, usually more distant to humanity or at least the ones arent connected to what we truly are on the inside but looking more to the outside duality bullying, etc. Bullshit basically haha.
Would like to clarify that: i speak/talk spanish so i did my best but, needed to say this cause, i been there and isnt funny at all, its very annoying specially and mostly cause of that not been truth, truth feels right man, its what it is it is actually that simple. So here i can recommend you a video from the channel Bentinho massaro about the emotional guidance system, can serve you a little so, yeah. "ruclips.net/video/__C7aHkKqgY/видео.html"
So there's really a corelation.
are you an INTJ personality type? what you describe fits perfectly to it))
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I really would be grateful to have a conversation with you. I listen to you talk and while I see my strengths in your videos and in some of your characterize I also can feel the pain in your eyes and demeanor and intonation. I am under spiritual attack almost twenty four hours per day and I’m certain there are demonic powers bent on encapsulating me into a very dark stronghold. After I watched your video on your endeavors in the demonic realm and your encounter with the man in the window, the demonic powers that are thirsty to siphon away my light and goodness all night. I cast the enemy back into their own realm in the name of YHWH almost twenty times and bore the sign of the cross every minute literally. I see you and your suffering is not only appreciated but respected as well. I feel like our lives could be carbon copies of one another. I hope you are able to reach back out to me so maybe we could just have a human to human conversation and maybe something really wonderful may transpire in terms of growth. I believe in always allowing for more than one possibility in every aspect of life. Thank you so much for this. Your videos are almost music to my autistic ears. All the best, Joey
You are not alone brother. This universe is not meant to be experienced as we are in this controlled society. You explored spirituality, but the hidden knowledge of our ancestors and history has been destroyed by those that seek to control and subjugate humanity. What we don’t know….is if God created other species outside of humanity. What we do know, is that the grand architect did not create us to live inside of a box. The grand architect created us to love and explore his greatness and to be grateful for that opportunity.
As for ostracization… The Ashkenazi Jews, Nikola Tesla, Leonardo Devinci, Jesus, Inventors of Great Technology, Isaac Newton. All great minds were shunned and ostracized from society or killed. Those whom seek control and power still do this. We’re learning that we’ve had a gravity propulsion engine technology since the 70’s and we still are locked to vehicles with wheels.
I am here to talk to you about you thinking you are an autist. I have gone through the exact same dilemmas. Often, I feel like a robot or not actually human. I always felt like I was different to the masses; that’s because we are different. There’s nothing wrong with thst difference, we are to achieve different things in life. Anyways, you can always DM me brother there are many more like us than you think. We all are balanced human beings, our balance lies in our superior intelligence, but weakness in emotional connection. We exist to help others and allow for them to prosper and live while we contemplate and create.
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I strongly feel that if anybody takes the autism test, they would have a diagnosis
Yes, indeed. Seriously, do folks not understand Narcissism and Autism are similar, in that both are literally self preoccupation walking out of step with humanity? Centered in Self. For these reasons, of course autistic data points are going to come up on his assessments. I guarantee he didn't have the assessment include review of this channel's videos. Probably just a simple self report inventory.
Autism is the new Narcissism: its not your fault bro, you're a victim; only now the folks at work will have to tolerate your annoying behavior.
God bless him, he still has no solution to his suffering...
Rejection is the divine's protection for us against others
Some autism can sometimes be caused by heavy metals. Just saying. Removing them can help. Or it is neuro atypical. And that's from the soul.
What a crock of irresponsible and harmful bulldust. Autism is not caused by heavy metals, and removing them cannot give/take/cause/cure/impact autism.
@@BrandNewUsername They can contribute to several symptoms.
ASD people are the 'old model' or 'classical' model of human; does newer mean better? I will explain:
I can't distinguish certain tribal societies from autists. It's worth considering that this only became a problem when society became hyper networked, noisy and socially overcomplicated. Over sophistication does not necessarily mean better: compare older laptops that still function well with less RAM which are generally better-made. d We don't get on with hundreds of complete strangers because up until very recently we didn't need to.
If you consider autists as 'antiquity man' it's easier to deal with.
Neanderthals were as intelligent as modern humans, and would be hard to distinguish except for a slight difference. Was their inability to upgrade to social complexity why they died out? A certain RUclipsr made a convincing argument that autists are simply a bit more similar to our Neanderthal forebears.
To draw an analogy, dogs are the upgraded - or should we say modernised - version of wolves. They've learned to mimic human behaviours and have the structural ability to sit, which their ancestors did not. Wolves could not exist in dog society for long; they would be eaten. Yet would anyone say wolves have a disorder?
Despite having received a diagnosis (based upon some quite superficial factors) I am on the fence about whether I have ASD, slight ASD etc. What I am quite convinced about is that human society has changed over the past few years. These days few to nobody listens. THEY are infected with ad disorder (parasite?) and it's almost like their hive mind has become hyper alert to autistic traits.
Imagine having ASD but without the consolation of material success. I can't do most of the things I used to (yes, I have interests knowledges and skills). Refer to the above statements about networked, 'parasited' people: that's the shit world I live in. I have no job, no savings and I consider taking an honourable exit as an option. Sorry to end on a sour note.
I don't get it. couldn't you just create and channel an alter ego charges a daemons energy that embodies all the normal non-autistic traits when interacting with the world? Just take some acting classes bro
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