lontalius - sleep thru ur alarms (Slowed + Reverb)

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  • Опубликовано: 16 окт 2024

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  • @l3monbun886
    @l3monbun886 4 года назад +1916

    this song reminds me of better, simpler times. i miss them.

  • @prester4375
    @prester4375 4 года назад +2532

    I dont even know. Im not depressed or anything. I have a good life. But it just feels like theres an empty hole in my chest. Its been there since i was little. Im so confised. Please help i dont like feeling like this.

    • @dromeda2651
      @dromeda2651 4 года назад +64

      patrick

    • @prester4375
      @prester4375 4 года назад +25

      @@dromeda2651 bro bro

    • @shroomsforbreakfast
      @shroomsforbreakfast 4 года назад +102

      Maybe you can try talking to someone about it. A therapist, a parent, a friend, etc. someone you trust and someone who you feel comfortable with.

    • @lunaevans3562
      @lunaevans3562 4 года назад +104

      i’ve had anxiety and depression basically since i was born. i wish i could tell you i knew how to make it go away

    • @josuelopez2197
      @josuelopez2197 4 года назад +13

      luna evans Mary Jane helps

  • @asta8913
    @asta8913 4 года назад +1008

    I’m in my bed crying my ass out

    • @shroomsforbreakfast
      @shroomsforbreakfast 4 года назад +12

      Are you okay?

    • @asta8913
      @asta8913 4 года назад +15

      anna I mean yes and no

    • @shroomsforbreakfast
      @shroomsforbreakfast 4 года назад +6

      Levi Ackerman || just know that everything gets better :)

    • @mqruvs
      @mqruvs 4 года назад +10

      Let it all out, it’s gonna be okay soon
      Love you so so much

    • @asta8913
      @asta8913 4 года назад +4

      Donut • 7 years ago I mean yea I honestly have been I feel better but idk sometimes it’s hits me again

  • @paracosmaniac9616
    @paracosmaniac9616 4 года назад +771

    I don't feel like I am even existing anymore, cause all day I just imagine what I want to be real

    • @shroomsforbreakfast
      @shroomsforbreakfast 4 года назад +11

      I feel this..

    • @AbsoASMR
      @AbsoASMR 4 года назад +2

      Explain to me what words come in mind, I go through all these questions in my head too, I’m gonna make a video on it so please say anything freely or anonymously to me

    • @fartlord88
      @fartlord88 4 года назад +12

      Maybe we were ment for a different world.

    • @lucki9814
      @lucki9814 3 года назад +3

      why did i read that as "i dont feel like eating more cereal, its not even real"

    • @arrianna5532
      @arrianna5532 3 года назад +7

      Same.... It's like and imaginary world we create for ourselves just to stay happy because the real world is to much for us and doesn't give us anything good

  • @trvyuky
    @trvyuky 4 года назад +739

    We're all just teen who were once kids with light in our eyes and hope in our hearts..

    • @swift_legacyy
      @swift_legacyy 4 года назад +16

      And that hope then later on fades away...

    • @taerokan
      @taerokan 4 года назад +29

      and now were suicidal, scarred, traumatized teens that want nothing more than to be loved and accepted

    • @trvyuky
      @trvyuky 4 года назад +4

      @@taerokan big fax ✌ you good g?

    • @juliaarellano3820
      @juliaarellano3820 4 года назад +5

      @@taerokan couldn't have said it better myself,always acting like we are fine and happy all the time

    • @Neilasa
      @Neilasa 4 года назад +3

  • @annaya8935
    @annaya8935 4 года назад +571

    This hits different at 11:00pm when you feel lonely

  • @whereiskeevo
    @whereiskeevo 4 года назад +243

    I'm waiting for school to start and waking up early with barely light in the sky and riding in the very back of the bus just feeling the bumpy bus letting me drift away in my sleepy consciousness and drift into my own world... ♥️

  • @mattie5736
    @mattie5736 4 года назад +2326

    We all are just bunch of depressed kids trying to keep each other alive..

    • @rahaftabour5179
      @rahaftabour5179 4 года назад +41

      Truest words I have ever heard:(

    • @maithoo
      @maithoo 4 года назад +48

      I hate my life at this point

    • @rafikono7007
      @rafikono7007 4 года назад +3

      kids hhhhh

    • @mattie5736
      @mattie5736 4 года назад +2

      @@maithoo me too

    • @mattie5736
      @mattie5736 4 года назад +7

      @@rafikono7007 try google. "Teen depression" :)

  • @amber9830
    @amber9830 3 года назад +191

    never expected that school whould ruin my whole soul

  • @0nyxxequinox
    @0nyxxequinox 4 года назад +161

    Everything feels so forced. From forcing myself to burst out laughing, to smiling. To moving and lifting my head. Opening my eyes. I'm someone that people either hate or I'm viewed as another option to people. It's not something I'm not used to. In fact, it doesn't bother me anymore. It doesn't hurt.
    I've become numb.
    And everything is too much to bare.
    The thoughts are staring to flood in my head again. *Those,* thoughts. I'm losing myself.
    I'm not clingy as I used to be. I once was someone who attached to someone, but I don't anymore. I've become distant.
    It'd only take me a few days to getting over losing all of my friends. My anxiety would hit me like a bus, but.
    In the end.
    I'd just feel even more numb.
    I'm so unmotivated.
    I've lost my strength.
    I can't do this anymore.

    • @razeranger2393
      @razeranger2393 3 года назад +1

      Stay strong g ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @nbj6284
      @nbj6284 3 года назад +1

      Is everything okay now?

    • @moonie_moonl9386
      @moonie_moonl9386 3 года назад +1

      Are you ok?

    • @filipmk6069
      @filipmk6069 Год назад

      you are not alone… Keep your head and I pray for better days.

  • @hl1622
    @hl1622 4 года назад +162

    This song hits different when ur sad. Damn.

  • @g0thd0llies99
    @g0thd0llies99 4 года назад +1324

    I'm basically an overthinker, lonely, stays up thinking about my future, and love to imagine my fav anime character hugging me tightly 🙂

    • @lmher
      @lmher 4 года назад +11

      Awh :(

    • @susanaespinosa2703
      @susanaespinosa2703 4 года назад +6

      Yeah.:(

    • @twstdtransstr
      @twstdtransstr 4 года назад +7

      same.

    • @イタチ-h7w
      @イタチ-h7w 4 года назад +2

      same

    • @beyondchivalry
      @beyondchivalry 4 года назад +13

      Same with me but instead of anime I think about Clem from the walking dead game.. That game gave me really bad depression. Well I guess I was already depressed but the game made it worse. But I love the game for how real it is.

  • @art_and_owlhouse_luver
    @art_and_owlhouse_luver 4 года назад +236

    no one understands me and how much pain I’m in right now and it hurts that I know no one can relate

    • @shroomsforbreakfast
      @shroomsforbreakfast 4 года назад +4

      Are you okay?

    • @frenchyduckk
      @frenchyduckk 4 года назад +6

      Everything will get better, i promise, im always here to talk, i was lucky enough to survive 3 ODs, now i was dumb back then, and i dont want you making the same mistake as i did because its scars you

    • @shroomsforbreakfast
      @shroomsforbreakfast 4 года назад +2

      FrenchyIsADuck || I’m so glad you survived.

    • @frenchyduckk
      @frenchyduckk 4 года назад +2

      anna ❤️

    • @kys.sophiia990
      @kys.sophiia990 4 года назад +4

      it gets worse before it gets better, but you will get there. i love you.

  • @natalia-tn7qm
    @natalia-tn7qm 4 года назад +47

    lyrics

  • @liiveleaked
    @liiveleaked 4 года назад +154

    *Patrick do not be vibing😔✋*

  • @Bakugoboomboomboom
    @Bakugoboomboomboom 4 года назад +75

    Does anyone just wanna grab that special someone, run away to a far away place. No other people. No technology. Just you and them. Fall in love. Be each other’s person. And finally grow old. And be able to live you’re happy life.

    • @snowinthewinter
      @snowinthewinter 4 года назад +2

      i relate to that but i don't have anyone to do that with :/

    • @mannysmith7297
      @mannysmith7297 4 года назад

      Everyday, but she’s not in my life yet. Only when the time comes.

    • @beth954
      @beth954 3 года назад +1

      Thats my dream life

    • @strangerthings2506
      @strangerthings2506 3 года назад +1

      Yes but something like that could never happen to me. It's only a fantasy

    • @kyleighbooze1415
      @kyleighbooze1415 3 года назад +1

      yes if that special person didn’t leave me

  • @papayobwoc
    @papayobwoc 4 года назад +140

    this song reminds me of when i had attempted to take my own life and overdosed. i cant listen to it without crying and remembering all the bad shit but at the same time it makes me want to do it again. its sad, this song is so beautiful but i cant enjoy it like everyone else.

    • @vvi4r717
      @vvi4r717 4 года назад +2

      please dm my insta so we can talk 5adhoe

    • @stizzy5740
      @stizzy5740 4 года назад +3

      You are loved❤️

    • @papayobwoc
      @papayobwoc 4 года назад +1

      @@vvi4r717 alright-

    • @scottlevardsen8619
      @scottlevardsen8619 4 года назад +1

      Keep pressing on man, I’m proud of you

    • @takusarv14
      @takusarv14 4 года назад +3

      i’m so happy you’re still here

  • @fiounicmiku
    @fiounicmiku 3 года назад +31

    School and my social life stress me so much, I always feel like I'm not good enough
    This type of music is so calming, I wish there were more music like this

    • @unknown-rt2yd
      @unknown-rt2yd 3 года назад +2

      i feel you

    • @filipmk6069
      @filipmk6069 Год назад +1

      feel ya homie u not alone remember..

    • @XxfrakinGamer
      @XxfrakinGamer Год назад +2

      How are you doing these days

    • @fiounicmiku
      @fiounicmiku Год назад +1

      @@XxfrakinGamer omgg it's so kind to ask tyy, unfortunately I'm not doing any better, but I'm trying to ask for help so that's an improvement!! And you how are you??

    • @valentinaaa3764
      @valentinaaa3764 Год назад +1

      @@fiounicmikuI hope you can find peace💕

  • @mynamefrank6567
    @mynamefrank6567 4 года назад +17

    this has a hopeful undertone to it

  • @rosevirgo101
    @rosevirgo101 4 года назад +19

    This song feels like how depression simulates a never ending cycle of everyday being the same, no meaning, just numbness and hurt.

  • @Bledd4yuu
    @Bledd4yuu Год назад +5

    When I was at my lowest 2 years ago, I’d listen to this song almost everyday. I cry almost every night, mostly to this song, this song reminds me so much back then. I’m glad I’m still here to this day.

  • @aswanggrandma
    @aswanggrandma 5 лет назад +88

    hey bro, this is great, i absolutely love your videos. i was wondering if you can make a slow mo version of sleepwalk by santo and johnny some time? thanks dude.

    • @solitude6179
      @solitude6179  5 лет назад +10

      Thank you 😊
      And yea I got you 😁👍

  • @MrWarShadow
    @MrWarShadow 4 года назад +231

    Yo why Patrick in his feels

    • @solitude6179
      @solitude6179  4 года назад +28

      lmfaooo XDD

    • @MrWarShadow
      @MrWarShadow 4 года назад +18

      Like who hurt we finna fight

    • @Kyuubi_AFK
      @Kyuubi_AFK 4 года назад +16

      I can’t see my forehead...

  • @eviiraesblog
    @eviiraesblog 4 года назад +85

    I wish I had friends.. we could have went out at night and danced under the rain like idiots... we could have been there for each other... that comforting feeling. I wish we could not care about anything and just be us. Why why didn’t you believe me when I said I wish I was dead.. why didn’t you comfort me... was I not enough? I tried to be what you wanted... I lost connection with myself... you drifted away... why did you... why didn’t you embrace me when my brother died? Was it me... I’m sorry. I wish I wasn’t me

    • @natalia-tn7qm
      @natalia-tn7qm 4 года назад +4

      hey, dont overthink..overthinking is making it worse. you are not alone

    • @eviiraesblog
      @eviiraesblog 4 года назад +2

      wxste._ofspxce thank you soo much...seriously. Thank you, it means a lot, it’s just had to stay in touch with reality when I feel so numb =/

    • @mqruvs
      @mqruvs 4 года назад +1

      Hi angel! Please don’t overthink a lot, it’s not good
      Everything will be better soon i promise
      I love you so so so much

    • @miracle5536
      @miracle5536 3 года назад

      Hey, Ik this was 9 months ago bud I just wanna check up on you. Are you okay? Are you taking care of yourself? Are you eating, showering and drinking water? Ik you went thru all of that and I’m sorry. Pls don’t overthink a lot Bcs it fucks your head up and you’re just hurting yourself. If you need friends, I’m always here, my insta is x._miracle._x if you ever wanna talk. You shouldn’t blame things on yourself, people come and go and I learn that the hard way, maybe you did too but that’s okay. If someone wants to leave your life then let them, there’s no point of letting them stay. If they didn’t comfort you, helped you etc then you deserve better and you do. Im always here, I’ll try and understand what you’re going thru and I’ll try to help even if I can’t

    • @samahmed9227
      @samahmed9227 11 месяцев назад

      Are you okay,now?

  • @senjukawarag1
    @senjukawarag1 3 года назад +30

    Patrick after he found out mayonnaise isn't an instrument:

  • @zena-0781
    @zena-0781 4 года назад +138

    currently covering my arms in bandaids so no one sees what I tried to do last night

    • @shroomsforbreakfast
      @shroomsforbreakfast 4 года назад +9

      You’re not alone

    • @sarah-m44
      @sarah-m44 4 года назад +11

      you’ll get through this

    • @frenchyduckk
      @frenchyduckk 4 года назад +5

      You can get through this, your not alone, everything will get better in the end ❤️

    • @danika5284
      @danika5284 4 года назад +4

      hi love, you're so strong. you'll get through this.

    • @user-xp6so9gs5i
      @user-xp6so9gs5i 3 года назад

      i’m sorry.

  • @blank_nebula8440
    @blank_nebula8440 3 года назад +33

    i remember first listening to this when i attempted suicide.
    that was a year ago on january 10th. my 14th birthday.
    my family and friends have all given up on me. i mean, what's the point of fighting for someone who has already given up on themselves?
    . . .
    i'm 15 now, and in a few hours i'll be a week clean of self harm.

  • @azz1245
    @azz1245 4 года назад +13

    this song reminds me of times when i didnt have to worry. when my mother was still alive, when i wasnt always worrying about my appearance, when i had friends, when i was happy, when i took care of myself, when i was social, when i didnt worry about what others think of me, when i didnt overthink everything. no, im not depressed. no, im not diagnosed with any mental illnessed, but, theres just something missing.

  • @lyndagonzalez2377
    @lyndagonzalez2377 4 года назад +21

    Wish this version was on Spotify 😔

  • @irlnoja
    @irlnoja 4 года назад +143

    This is my third time listening to this on repeat while crying, thank you for this version
    Update: this is my 7th time
    Update: thank you so much for your kind words 🥺🥺💞

    • @j_abuhussein
      @j_abuhussein 4 года назад +4

      i hope youre doing good, im a little late but i hope youre doing better now, im here for you i love you

    • @irlnoja
      @irlnoja 4 года назад +1

      @@j_abuhussein wow you are such a sweetheart thank you 🥺

    • @j_abuhussein
      @j_abuhussein 4 года назад +2

      @@irlnoja of course🥺🖤

    • @dannielle3540
      @dannielle3540 4 года назад +1

      killjoy.mp4 • i hope you’re okay :(

    • @mqruvs
      @mqruvs 4 года назад +1

      Let it all out angel, I’m here for you!
      It’s gonna be okay, love you so so much

  • @destineygonzalez905
    @destineygonzalez905 4 года назад +8

    this song makes me think of scenarios that me n my ex weren’t able to make actual real memories of .

  • @AbsoASMR
    @AbsoASMR 4 года назад +55

    If anyone wants to talk, I’m happy to listen :D

    • @idk4799
      @idk4799 4 года назад +3

      Yes please I really need someone to talk to maybe like a therapist

    • @AbsoASMR
      @AbsoASMR 4 года назад +2

      シIamasimpforgon I know I’m no therapist but I will always try to help 😊

    • @perukamil5772
      @perukamil5772 4 года назад +2

      Thank you

    • @londonsharp8366
      @londonsharp8366 Месяц назад +1

      ​@@AbsoASMR can I talk to you if you don't mind

    • @AbsoASMR
      @AbsoASMR Месяц назад

      @@londonsharp8366 fire away!

  • @sellie4405
    @sellie4405 4 года назад +51

    I don't want to feel sad anymore but i dont know how🥴
    Deppresion is taking me over and i nobody is there to save me

    • @mqruvs
      @mqruvs 4 года назад

      Hi love! Everything’s gonna get better soon, you’re an amazing person and I love you so much angel

    • @willgoydych4403
      @willgoydych4403 3 года назад

      Hey bro all I can say is please please please get help if you feel depressed! Go to a psych or counsellor its okay to go i do!

    • @sellie4405
      @sellie4405 3 года назад

      @@willgoydych4403 thanks for the concern, i have to say things are going good now and im finally getting over it, thanks to all my friends that supported and helped me

    • @miracle5536
      @miracle5536 3 года назад

      Ik this was 9 months ago but how are you? Did you eat and drink water? Took a shower? I’m glad you’re alive, pls don’t give up. Ik depression can be an ass but I’ll promise you’ll get thru it, keep trying I believe in you. You don’t need anyone to save you from depression, you can only help yourself but someone will always be there to give you a hand. If you need someone to talk too then you can always ask me for my socials

    • @mxtxkill
      @mxtxkill 2 года назад

      bro,are u okay?…

  • @aldorodriguez3283
    @aldorodriguez3283 4 года назад +101

    Anyone who wants to talk, im here for you. I promise.

    • @ava071
      @ava071 4 года назад +2

      I love him. He’s my best friend so I know he’ll never love me back, even if I wanted him to. I try to distract myself from him by trying to develop feelings for other people but I always end up doing back to him. I just love him man. So much. :(

    • @liamnick023
      @liamnick023 4 года назад

      Ava Alexander tell him!

    • @aldorodriguez3283
      @aldorodriguez3283 4 года назад +9

      @@ava071 Well, you only live once. Pain is temporary, but regret is forever. It's your choice. Just hope for the best and tell him you like him. I hope this helps you.And if you ever feel down or sad just come back.

    • @starcollecting
      @starcollecting 4 года назад

      Ava Alexander I can relate 🥺✨

    • @clover8893
      @clover8893 4 года назад +3

      I just wanna do it so bad. I feel like I’m doing everything for nothing. I’m so tired. I was starting to get better and now I’m relapsing. I’m only a teenager. Why do I have to go through this? I’ve been dealing with this since I was in fifth grade. I’ve hid it. I was desperate for help. I would ask my friends for help and now I don’t because they don’t care unless it’s about them. I’m three weeks clean from self harm and I want to do it again so bad. I hide all my feelings from my parents. Idk what to do.

  • @supersourella
    @supersourella 3 года назад +10

    i can relate to most of these comments, and i love every single one of you. keep going, keep pushing. live in the moment. stop worrying about what’s going to happen next or what you’re letting go of when you leave something. it sucks. i would know that. being afraid sucks, being upset sucks, being numb sucks, feeling like you’re alone when you have so many people around you, it sucks, okay? i know. but it’ll all turn out okay. i promise from the bottom of my heart.

  • @sanepjin9213
    @sanepjin9213 4 года назад +14

    *”I’ll love you forever”*

  • @mia-pw2iv
    @mia-pw2iv 4 года назад +12

    this song reminds of the good times when he was here.

  • @sabitaii
    @sabitaii 3 года назад +5

    this song is just a reminder of the better times

  • @mdcrlings
    @mdcrlings 3 года назад +10

    I discovered this song two hours ago and I literally can't stop listening to it, I honestly wish I would've discovered this masterpiece earlier because it truly just makes feel some special way. I'm not depressed, I have a decent life but I just feel idk like empty? For the past five months I noticed that I would listen to songs like these and just ball my eyes out and after I'd feel sm better lmfao

  • @LegacyRy
    @LegacyRy 4 года назад +30

    Have you ever had one of those moments when youre walking out in public with no idea where you are and you make eyecontact with a girl who has no idea who you are and no idea of the sins youve commited so you just feel free and at peace not wanting the moment to end?

  • @lilmexievxz523
    @lilmexievxz523 3 года назад +5

    the most depressed people are the quietest,we always care for the ones that will fall into it and we always protect someone but we can’t save ourselves

  • @caesarvalorvmsheevpalpatin8755
    @caesarvalorvmsheevpalpatin8755 3 года назад +3

    I'm not sad, the hope for a better tomorrow is what keeps me going... it's all that keeps me going.

  • @whereiskeevo
    @whereiskeevo 4 года назад +54

    I wish i knew the tuning and the notes to the guitar in this song so I can play it.

    • @LuisGonzalez-xj8ri
      @LuisGonzalez-xj8ri 3 года назад

      It’s a capo on the 3rd fret and idk the notes I’m sorry but I play it in standard tuning A major, G major, B minor

    • @solitude6179
      @solitude6179  3 года назад +2

      tabs.ultimate-guitar.com/tab/lontalius/sleep-thru-ur-alarms-chords-2119751
      Does this help? (I don't play guitar so sorry if it doesn't)

  • @luhvdx1821
    @luhvdx1821 4 года назад +7

    Am glad I found this if I didn’t then I wouldn’t have stoped crying tysm

  • @anoymouszombie3692
    @anoymouszombie3692 4 года назад +45

    V I B E S

  • @user-dq9bi6sw7x
    @user-dq9bi6sw7x 3 года назад +4

    This song is so calming and comforting, I absolutely love it!!

  • @Atlasworld2005
    @Atlasworld2005 Год назад +5

    ...
    Man.
    I'm remembering bits of my childhood when listening to this.
    ...
    It's funny, isn't it? We want to grow up so quickly when we're kids, then when we're adults, we wonder where the time went.
    ...
    To the people who were forced to grow up too fast, or just overall had a bad childhood, I'm sorry.
    ...

  • @Hsvire
    @Hsvire 4 года назад +7

    A couple of months ago I was convincing myself that my life isn’t that bad and I’m just overreacting but now I feel so empty and lost with no one to turn to.

  • @shootingstar7208
    @shootingstar7208 3 года назад +5

    You know you have it bad when you feel empty and that emptiness starts to ache with pain...

  • @thewayofuganda
    @thewayofuganda 2 года назад +1

    Proud of everyone for making it this far don't give up

  • @twilin3297
    @twilin3297 4 года назад +5

    Anytime I listen to this..I look at my past..How I was ignore..bullied by students and teachers.. now I realize that im still being bullied but I've got online friends...And a girlfriend from texas...Bro im about to cry tysm for editing this song man...

    • @natalia-tn7qm
      @natalia-tn7qm 4 года назад

      i have a girlfriend in texas too :) just know that everything gets better

    • @mqruvs
      @mqruvs 4 года назад +2

      Hi angel! you can do this, everything will be better soon
      Love you so much please take care of yourself!

    • @twilin3297
      @twilin3297 4 года назад +1

      Donut • 7 years ago everything got worse though she broke up with be and I’ve been getting in more drama. It sucks being 13.

    • @mqruvs
      @mqruvs 4 года назад

      Snowy Hamilton
      I am so sorry :( I’m here to talk!
      hope everything gets better soon

  • @LunaForeverr
    @LunaForeverr 2 года назад +2

    i miss my old life. nothings been the same since 2019 and it always feels like somethings missing.

  • @watermelonjuul3429
    @watermelonjuul3429 4 года назад +3

    I actually can't explain it, this song was summer, and it still hasn't left. crying till 6am, go on a walk, go to sleep till 5pm, go on socials, then the same routine all over again

  • @joemama-lh8wq
    @joemama-lh8wq 3 года назад +8

    This song reminds me on my dog that i used to have holidays with, give it treats, lay down on the couch with,sleep with, a dog that made me not sad, a dog I loved to death, that ran away a few years ago.... I miss you so much Russell I hope your doing good up there 😔🕊😭

  • @ZINNERR
    @ZINNERR Год назад +3

    Bittersweet memories.

  • @kanaldk1214
    @kanaldk1214 3 года назад +9

    I wanna listen to this song during this moment
    In my room
    It’s winter
    The blinds are open
    The sky is clear showing a bright full moon
    2am

  • @alealva3480
    @alealva3480 4 года назад +46

    My sister told me that I will make her a favor if I die...know I’m listening to this

    • @heathercruz8802
      @heathercruz8802 4 года назад +3

      hey listen if u need to talk to someone please tell me && I'll give u my information so u can talk to me

    • @s4sh4_.
      @s4sh4_. 4 года назад +2

      my family tells me that...and I can't wait till I decide to do it, they'll find happiness finally

    • @mia-tk6bc
      @mia-tk6bc 4 года назад +1

      alone girl please talk to someone

    • @faithhnevaehh
      @faithhnevaehh 4 года назад +1

      I know I don’t know you but just know I love you ✨❤️❤️stay strong please never give up life’s to precious and I know there’s so much shit going on and it may be bad now but just know it’s only bad for right now . You have a purpose.

  • @Pizza_Man-fr9ns
    @Pizza_Man-fr9ns 3 года назад +2

    This song brings out the best of me

  • @kostasdim4101
    @kostasdim4101 3 года назад +4

    This hits diff when your friends go out and have so much fun without even caring about your existence

  • @DaisesTmrw
    @DaisesTmrw 4 года назад +91

    there’s times where I stare at myself in the mirror and say “why are you like this?” To which I reply “I don’t know it’s not my fault please-“ and then I say “no you’re mother could’ve easily aborted you. Idk why she didn’t but she should’ve”
    *i literally have conversations with myself*

    • @klarastopar7946
      @klarastopar7946 4 года назад +1

      thats way too relatable

    • @breadinabag1072
      @breadinabag1072 3 года назад +1

      Tbh same but I'm sure you're a wonderful human being don't put yourself down xx

    • @miracle5536
      @miracle5536 3 года назад +1

      Hey, don’t put yourself down, think positive. You have a life for a reason, come on. Your mother didn’t abort you Bcs she wanted you as her child so she brought you a life. Try and be positive, okay? You’re a good person even if I don’t know you I love you, stay strong and keep your head up even if it’s hard. Take care of yourself, I’m glad you’re alive

    • @DaisesTmrw
      @DaisesTmrw 3 года назад +1

      @@miracle5536 a thousand hearts for you

    • @miracle5536
      @miracle5536 3 года назад

      @@DaisesTmrw back to you :)

  • @jjs3773
    @jjs3773 3 года назад +11

    me: *feels like crying*
    headphones: *battery low*
    me: *cries*

  • @jaz5952
    @jaz5952 4 года назад +11

    hi if ur reading this comment just know I love you, you may not feel loved but I love you so much and I know life may be hard rn but u got this and I believe in u if u ever need to talk I’m here for u

  • @s4sh4_.
    @s4sh4_. 4 года назад +7

    I just wanna sink,into dark cold water,looking up to the sky. The moon being my only light,the most peaceful thing. That's all I want to fill my void

  • @Stewie-jd3rk
    @Stewie-jd3rk 3 года назад +3

    I don’t know why but this song makes me feel rage, anger and sadness all at the same time

  • @allyporter1300
    @allyporter1300 4 года назад +4

    this song just makes me feel comfortable with the fact im so sad

  • @shahd7619
    @shahd7619 4 года назад +5

    To whoever is reading this: I know it gets hard but I swear things get better. Sadness is an emotion, and so is happiness! happiness can’t go forever. It eventually come back and things start to get better. If no one had told u yet, I definitely care about you wether I know u or not and u deserve to be in this world. This world and the people in it need you!❤️ head up :)

  • @chatnoir8597
    @chatnoir8597 3 года назад +4

    This song reminds me of the good old times, times where i actually felt happiness, now i cant even go a day without wishing i was gone. Maybe i dont want to be gone, maybe i just wanna be happy. ever since covid started life switched 360 and i hate that, so much i really do.

  • @Anna-rm1qs
    @Anna-rm1qs 4 года назад +8

    i want my old life back :/

  • @Roselineeeeee
    @Roselineeeeee Год назад +3

    My sibling once told me that people only noitce you when you are screaming in pain and I think of this a lot

  • @Leo-vy9oz
    @Leo-vy9oz 3 года назад +1

    it’s like crazy. i like this girl and she has no idea i even exist. and i already tried sending her a dm but she won’t answer so there is honestly no point. she’s on my mind all day and i just feel so lost without her. i haven’t told anyone so i’m trusting whoever sees this is having a good day/night.

  • @zoharmalone318
    @zoharmalone318 4 года назад +53

    i am so depressed and out of hope

    • @rea8254
      @rea8254 4 года назад +1

      i feel the same way but please don't give up. Talk to me on snap @rea4207 or instagram @x._reagan_.x
      I don't even know you but ik that I love you and i'm sad that you're depressed. Im here anytime you wanna talk even if you just need to rant.

    • @razeranger2393
      @razeranger2393 3 года назад

      Stay up bro ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @kamirenmeek8398
      @kamirenmeek8398 3 года назад

      @@rea8254 can i talk to ? I feel the same if you don’t care?

    • @rea8254
      @rea8254 3 года назад

      @@kamirenmeek8398 ofc! i'm sorry you feel that way:(

    • @kamirenmeek8398
      @kamirenmeek8398 3 года назад +1

      @@rea8254 I added you on snap

  • @julies6918
    @julies6918 3 года назад

    it’s so comforting knowing you’re not the only once who feels this way. though it would be nice if i knew those people

  • @AbsoASMR
    @AbsoASMR 4 года назад +20

    I’m just laying on my bed

  • @ynngmustache
    @ynngmustache 3 года назад +2

    to everyone here in the comments having a hard time, just know someone out there loves you with all their heart and is willing to do anything for you . I’m proud of all of you for making it this far . I love all of you ❤️

  • @dicloniusi
    @dicloniusi 4 года назад +8

    I love it 🥺💕

  • @imightjustgo4491
    @imightjustgo4491 4 года назад +16

    Hope they never find this one

  • @Nobody-co5vo
    @Nobody-co5vo 4 года назад +3

    I never thought id end up here but since im alone i guess its where i belong now, I dont know what im doing with myself, where im going anymore, why im here slowly dying, in general i dont even know why i havent taken my own life, im just a fuck up and a failure man i cant go a day without getting high off whatever prescriptions i have but all i know is that theyre all i have left for myself to feel nothing to get rid of that null void i have. Alone is something id never thought id expirence having nobody that cares for you anymore, not having a single person who i used to talk to check on me anymore or even being spoken too, i dont even know why i wrote this i guess just to get this off my chest and mabye feel a little at ease. if anyone even reads this thanks for listening.

  • @KAYLA-xi9ie
    @KAYLA-xi9ie 3 года назад +1

    hits diff when u think abt ur past life, and realize you were somewhat that really happy kid , but now your just sad as ever yk .

  • @kokom0
    @kokom0 3 года назад +3

    I love being mentally unstable. Its when you have friends yet still have depressive episodes about being lonely and suffering since you've suffered with depression since you were 6 - 7. Its hating your horrible family life but then something good happening and suddenly you love it. Its randomly getting sad because a song just sounds sad in your very strange head. I honestly sometimes don't know wtf is going on with my head and emotions and life but i know i don't like it.

  • @harjotkang2778
    @harjotkang2778 3 года назад +1

    If youre feeling depressed or an empty hole in you, you're not alone, everyone goes through it and everyone overcomes it. You might be thinking how does everyone overcome it or why arent people giving the right solutions, its because its a path and feeling that only you know and only you can solve. We all are individual people who go through this feeling but have different ways to get out, and that's just the world testing you're strength.

  • @birbiewurbie4199
    @birbiewurbie4199 4 года назад +6

    a hot bath hurts..
    My wrists burn i could turn the water down but i kinda like it..

  • @JaimeRodriguez-ok6om
    @JaimeRodriguez-ok6om Месяц назад

    How am I barely discovering this gem 💎❤️‍🔥

  • @kiritsakristian6615
    @kiritsakristian6615 4 года назад +15

    lol you have to try with tempered by your love - Lorn :p

  • @sadeyahya5224
    @sadeyahya5224 2 года назад +2

    this song makes me feel like I've lost a part of myself that I can never get back.

  • @iamgaz1805
    @iamgaz1805 2 года назад +3

    Laying in bed crying for the first time in years

  • @phrog9618
    @phrog9618 2 года назад +1

    Maybe I discovered this song a little too late, but it's sure one of my favorites now :)

  • @youppi4905
    @youppi4905 Год назад +3

    I miss something i don't know what is it might be person ,place, friend..old vibe i really don't know but i felt something missing like big space inside i can't feel nothing about it might be illusion maybe im dreaming ...

  • @romantangent545
    @romantangent545 3 года назад +2

    I miss them days

  • @itzkeilani3797
    @itzkeilani3797 4 года назад +4

    Tbh I’m not even depressed no more I’m numb now can’t feel nothing no more can cry can’t smile and laugh just wish I could go back to the old good times

    • @miracle5536
      @miracle5536 3 года назад

      7 months ago, Idc. Its okay to feel numb, it’s okay if you can’t smile or laugh. I hope you get better tho, it’s you always need someone to talk too then I’ll always be here for you, just ask for my socials. You don’t deserve to just sit there and be numb. You need to feel free and you need be happy and laugh. I hope you get thru whatever you’re going thru

  • @timmyjuneperkinsd9656
    @timmyjuneperkinsd9656 4 месяца назад +1

    This music bro, i aint even really sad when i listen to it i just geel really happy and it reminds me of “You are my sunshine” and “i loved you for a thousand years” song bro, those two
    Songs give me so much nostalgia my mom would sing it to me (im 13) when i was younger bro i just get nostalgia bro i love this song man.
    Its looped i think which makes it even better

  • @literalrat3172
    @literalrat3172 3 года назад +6

    Honestly I think I'm starting to forget what is real and what's not, my thoughts are just so complicated I dont even understand them,

  • @livishot-nv3jz
    @livishot-nv3jz 3 года назад

    this song is becoming more relatable as the days pass

  • @slowedsounds347
    @slowedsounds347 4 года назад +67

    i wish i were dead

    • @shroomsforbreakfast
      @shroomsforbreakfast 4 года назад +3

      Are you okay?

    • @slowedsounds347
      @slowedsounds347 4 года назад +2

      anna to be honest? i‘m totally not

    • @shroomsforbreakfast
      @shroomsforbreakfast 4 года назад +5

      slowedsounds || I’m sorry to hear that, and I’m sorry that things are tough for you right now but I hope you know that there’s always light at the end of the tunnel

    • @lrenji_6498
      @lrenji_6498 4 года назад +2

      @@slowedsounds347 What's wrong? I'll try my best to help u..

    • @mqruvs
      @mqruvs 4 года назад

      Hi angel! It’s gonna be okay soon, you’re an awesome person and I love you so so so much

  • @notsydney44
    @notsydney44 3 года назад +1

    to everyone who is going through stuff, just know that it will get better in the end. it has to. it always does. just keep going. i promise you it’ll be better. it will. that’s what keeping me going- the thought that i know it will get better. it can’t not. i promise. i promise i promise i promise

  • @mikayla752
    @mikayla752 5 лет назад +12

    First!!❤️😂

  • @sketchii.
    @sketchii. 3 года назад +1

    after a while the thoughts become normal

  • @olgabegus9336
    @olgabegus9336 3 года назад +3

    it’s funny cause no one in these comments know each other yet we somehow find a way to relate

  • @umbralbonsai
    @umbralbonsai Год назад +2

    Even though she broke me, i still miss her...

  • @l.mclovin9782
    @l.mclovin9782 3 года назад +7

    I'm literally about to turn 18 and I still don't know what to do with my life or how to even start being an adult... I still feel like a depressed 13 year old who can't get out of bed

  • @lolafoster58
    @lolafoster58 3 года назад

    I needed this, thank you