My Boyfriend Died and it Changed My Life...
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- Опубликовано: 24 апр 2018
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This is very personal and thank you to everyone who has been supportive. There have been a few hurtful comments, which has held me back from looking through all the comments because It doesn’t feel good to be vulnerable and share something like this, then to have someone try to put me down. The hateful comments that I DO see, from now on I will be deleting and blocking those people.
This is something that happened and has since forever changed my life. You never expect to lose someone out of nowhere at such a young age, so for anyone who is currently going through losing someone, "time heals almost anything, so give time some time".
Also, as far as monetizing this video (if youtube lets me because it's a sensitive subject), my plan is to use the money to donate towards epilepsy research or some sort of charity like that OR to give to his mother. He was her only son and they really loved each other.
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Thank you to everyone who has been supportive. I just posted an update video on this so you can see how the money made from monetizing this video was used. I’ll link that video in the bio of this one. ❤️
OhhMyAnnie my dog Abby died 😥
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OhhMyAnnie i just woke up crying right now had the worst dream.i dreamt that i lost my wife and me and my kids were crying at night cuz we miss her so much i felt empty and alittle guilty of all fights and things we say to each other,it felt REAL and in real time, i knew in the dream she was dead but i saw her alive for a momment inside of the dream ran to the house screaming to my kids that she was alive but everytime i went to the casket to pick her up , she was still dead......that broked me...so much.woke up and the first thing i said to her is that i love her and told her that i regret all of our fights and she smiled. Ughhhhh thank god it was a dream.if we die i prefer to die first i just cant stand living without her,i feel ur pain ur such a strong woman i would of killed my self in the first week ......and im not lying i swear
OhhMyAnnie stay strong ❤
OhhMyAnnie stay strong ❤️❤️❤️
I broke down when she said "it's weird when you talk to someone everyday and one day you just can't talk to them anymore"😭😭💔
I love love ❤❤ u u i like u really i am proud single 🌷🌷😍😍💑💑
I need u really am single 😍😍❤❤❤❤❤❤
My boyfriend died and honestly it’s the worst ! I still message him everyday
I know right
I know that feeling unfortunately. Today I lost the man who is the love of my life.
My girlfriend died on November 11, 2010. She was 24 years old. And even to this I still cry.
I'm really Sorry for you Brenton... I Will pray for her and you.. I can't Imagine how you feel.
Brenton Gandy does it get easier. My boy died 9 days ago and I don’t know how to live without him
It's okay to cry, stay strong brother
it was 8 years from today
I'm so sorry for your lost
I’m so sorry for your loss RIP 😪
my boyfriend died on sunday, which was my birthday. bc of corona i probably won’t even be able to go to his funeral in buffalo (he’s from there but we live in vegas). i’ve texted him everyday knowing he won’t reply. and tomorrow i’m going to see him before they send him to NY. i’ve lost plenty of people in life. but he wasn’t just my boyfriend. he was my best friend and my future. i feel so lost and heartbroken. thank you for sharing and making me feel validated in my sadness
im so sorry for your loss.
How are you honey? I hope you're doing good, I love you
@Anna lucia aww no , u poor love , I hope u will be ok x
Is it just as bad now as 11 months ago ? Early days still. So sorry, loss is so senseless, I’m only a couple of weeks into my hubbys death, terrible pain. I hope ur doing a tiny bit better
Sending you virtual cuddles 💓💗
My boyfriend died on Christmas day of 2019 due to a car crash, he was 19 yrs old left behind a 2 year old son and unborn babygirl 😔. I don't even know how to live without him, he took care of me, we had our own place and we were happy 💔 I had a feeling something was wrong that day Dec 25,2019 we had went to his cousins house to hang out, he wanted to leave to pick up one of his friends, so he left and about 2,3,4,5,6 hours went by and I knew something was wrong, I just felt it, I know how he is, he wouldn't just leave me at his cousins house like that all night, he was kinda jealous but so was I so I didn't care but I knew something wasn't right and I had saw on Facebook that a car had gotten in a crash on the freeway earlier that day and they said it was the same car we had, but I didn't think much, until it said 2 people were ejected and a 19 pronounced Dead on the scene. So I had went to the hospital to see who the other person was because the CHP didn't release any names, so I was just thinking it might be someone else, but I still went on my was to the hospital to see who the other person was, and on my was there Andy is my boyfriends name, his grandma called me and told me that Andy was the one in the car crash and that he died, at that point I just felt weak and numb 💔, it's almost been a month since he's been gone & I can't accept the fact that he's not here anymore, I'm not ready to bury the love of my life 😔 I been keeping my feelings in around people, but when I go home I start feeling depressed and I think too much about him and I just cry and sit there talking to nothing, but I know he can hear me. I just don't understand why?!. It's not fair for him to get taken away from me like that. Since we have been together I only went 5 days without seeing him, literally, other than that we been together 24/7 all day and night, every time we went somewhere I was with him 😞 i just don't understand. When I hear people walk by my door, I Live in apartments,so when I hear someone walk by, my heart races and I think Andy's going to walk in 💔 but it hasn't happened. I love you Andy till the end.
Rest in peace Andy Ralphie Acuna Jr 🙏💙
I also lost the live of my life 2 years ago, his name was also Andy😢 Its a soul tearing pain that will never go away. I send messages to him almost every day, and depression comes and goes in waves over the past 2 years, and ive always felt that no one understood, I've never spoken to anyone that's lost a boyfriend.... There'll be days where I randomly look at the door at my window, while I'm washing dishes or watching TV and in my minds eye I see him walking through the door and see his smile. The pain does get a little easier to deal with as time goes on, but it NEVER goes away or gets better. I have conversations with him everyday and can even hear his response. I don't think I'll ever understand why we were out on this earth to be forced to live with such a pain.
This video has really helped
I had found an article about the crash. My sincere condolences!
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I lost my boyfriend Craig on July 8th 2017. It was torture, waiting for him to come home... going to check my phone when I was at work for a text from him.. it hurt my body. It hurt my mind. It hurt every once of my being. Tonight I'm reminiscing to keep his memory alive... Because if I don't make myself feel for him, life just seems weird like it doesn't make sense. I am actually really happy in my life right now and I've come so far. But 10 minutes ago I was in my closet gripping and hugging one of his old button up shirts while blasting his favorite album. I'm so sorry about your Andy 💔
@@shelbymonica1632 I hope you don't mind because I don't like imposing my religion, but I just wanted to tell you that me and my Dad will be praying for you tonight. For your wellbeing and for you to feel at peace and for the pain to not hurt as much anymore. I hope you are doing okay x
My boyfriend died in a car accident a few days ago and it has taken a huge toll on me. He was someone that I loved very very much and it is strange living in a world with out him. I text his phone every night and tell him about my day the same way I'd talk to him when he was living. I miss him so much and it is hard to see what good this will bring to my life in the future. I feel alone in my journey of grief because I don't know anyone who has lost a boyfriend. Watching this video has brought me a sence of reassurance that one day I will be okay.
jazmin lopez I’m so sorry and painfull. ❤️💔
Im sorry for your lost. :(
@@longdongsilber what the hell is your problem man??!!!
My boyfriend just passed away today .. so I feel your pain . I love him more than anything
casey davis I'm so sorry. I know how much it hurts. It's been 15 days since my boyfriend passed away but it still feels like it was just yesterday. It is going to be tough but we have to be strong for them and their families. Please take care of yourself and surround yourself with friends and family ❤
My sister was murdered on May 22nd, 2018. Rest in Peace, Corrina. I love you, and I will miss you. :(
😭😭
Was it in Manchester? :(
Stay strong
@@longdongsilber you're so worthless lol
It's 2011 no u r! u bitch! 😈
“Every time I wake up from a
nap, I would remember that it is real” 💔
My bf just died and we were together for 11 years since I was 17. Month went by and nothing helps with the sadness .
I'm so sorry for your loss. Stay strong and may his soul rest in peace 🙏💔
i''m sorry for ur loss stay strong
I understand what you are feeling. My boyfriend died ,suddenly, two weeks ago and my father passed away the same week. So I lost my dad and my boyfriend in one week. I was with my boyfriend for 19 years. All I think about are the memories we shared and all the plans that we had made. I can’t believe that I will never see him again, never hear his voice again, and never feel his touch again. . I called his cell phone and recorded his message so I can listen to it because I know his cell phone will be disconnected soon. his parents informed me that ihis cremated remains are ready to be picked up. Everything is just so final. all I can say is I’m sorry. :( take care of yourself and try to keep yourself distracted.
A part of you will stay like that forever. You’ll just have to learn how to live with it
One of my biggest fears in life ! I love my baby too much
my goldfish commit drown is sad xx -barbra
Used to be one of my biggest fears too. Do not fear, for u attract what you fear. Love & Light.
Right
I'm so sad about it
Lizbeth L this is not to be negative, don't put so much of your heart into another person, because when you lose them, a part of you dies. Just always remember everything in this world passes away, and don't take them for granted, for they are not yours, even your life. (This is based upon a stoic book I read, and when my ex gf and dog died, it helped me through a lot).
I'm a 63 year old man. I have tears in my eyes.
pwk22 ur a pussy
@@longdongsilbershut up
r u gandolf
@@longdongsilber stfu you idiot
@@usernameinsert4679 ok wtf
My boyfriend was in the military and died yesterday in an explosion saving his teammates. He had his whole life ahead of him and there was still so much he wanted to do including me. Right now I don’t know what to do but I hope I’ll figure it out soon. I love you Josh R.I.P.🙏🏼🥺😭
I'm sorry for your loss. Hope you can get through this and have a healthy support system at home
He died a hero and to be honest you deserve an honor for being with him, and I'm sorry to see this. I hope everything is okay and eventually things will get better for you. You hang in there alright?
My biggest fear. My bf is deployed rn
My boyfriend is in the military also he is sick in the hospital. I cry almost every day I miss talking on the phone to him and texting him .
Sorry for your loss
I lost the love of my life when I was 17 he was shot 7 times and died in my arms that day has changed my life drastically I'm here for u love
Oml I lost my boyfriend who was only 17 he too was murdered and it’s only been 2 months but my life is a wreck I’m honestly depressed
@@gracedavina8760 lost my bf in November two almost three months ago as well, he was murdered and I've been depressed since.
Sara Nkoenyane hey girlie , if you want we could speak about it more ? Do you have any other socials x
@@sarankoenyane5779 i can see that..such experince might or was traumatic
I lost my boyfriend on saturday 😭 he drowned and I can’t cope right I need a helping hand I need to find something to help
My bofriend died in a motor cycle accident 07-04-17. I had just spoke to him minutes before he was on his way home. To our house. The night before he had told me please never leave me promise you all always stay. He s the one tbs left me here. I still don't process its real and he's never coming back home. I didn't get to tell him how much I loved him & say goodbye. After his funeral I found out we were expecting our baby girl. I know how you feel I had to idenify his body and I still can't accept he is gone. I'm a nurse maybe if I would have been there I could of done something to save him.
Carla Lopez much love to you. I hope you and the baby are well ♡
Oh baby I'm so sorry this happened. So incredibly sad ❤ he's always with you I promise
Stay strong and healthy. You have your baby with you. A part of him will always be with you now and forever.
I know this probably doesn’t really mean much from someone on the internet but from another human stand point, it’s normal to feel some sort of guilt like “if we were there maybe we could have stopped it”... that isn’t normally possible, if you were there whatever had happened to him would most likely had happened to you too. You most likely would have died along with him. See now instead of one death, that would be two that everyone else would have to mourn. I understand that yes, you feel upset but there is nothing you could have possibly done to make him do things differently. That is just well, life and death is always a part of it 😕
You are so lucky you actually get to spend time with him so feel actually great you had your moments with him.
I can't even spend time with mine
When you described waking up, and realizing it was real, over and over again...it’s agony. It’s a feeling that’s all too familiar.
This is me now 💔💔 Mornings without my wife are the most painful!! I’m sooo broken without her 💔💔
This is me
@@aaliyahdanielle4506 when you feel like your heart falls into your stomach and you get serious bowel movements😭😭😭I’m not dealing
Hi I'm new to this crappy club. Every morning I wake up to the realization again and go through depression and acceptance. And then I go through the other 3 stages of grief throughout the rest of the day. I'm going to his funeral tomorrow by myself and I'm so scared. I love him so much and he always told me I was his twin flame
I lost my boyfriend two weeks ago. He drowned, they found him two days ago. Life just feels so unreal, like what now? Felt a huge ease while watching this video and reading the comments. Even though I’m broken I feel less alone. Thanks to all of you
My boyfriend drowned about three weeks ago..I tried to save him almost drowning myself...this hurts so much. I loved him so much and he loved me. I feel everything but nothing at the same time. It doesn't feel real...
Stay strong 💖
my boyfriend died this past friday...he also drowned..i dont know how to deal with it
my boyfriend died in the pool but he was high. 2 months ago
I really hope u Will stay strong❤
I lost the love of my life. My only true love. He died of an overdose and I found his body. Our last conversation, we discussed spending our lives together and having kids one day. Not only do I have to spend the rest of my life accepting the fact that he ceases to exist, but I have to have the traumatic image of his dead body in my head.
Seeing someone you loved so deeply and have been romantically involved withs lifeless body is a unique pain like no other.
I know how some of this feels, the love of my life died from an overdose and our last conversation he’d vented to me and I calmed him down like I always do, then we played Omori together and I sent him the song “everything I wanted” and told him that I dedicate that song to him followed by me saying “they don’t deserve you” and he replied “you do”, the next morning at school he texted me saying he felt suicidal and an hour later his own sister found his lifeless body in his bedroom, never to smile again. This pain is unbearable isn’t it? Just live every day okay? Even if its a horrible day, just live through the day, I like to remember the song Tomorrow from Annie..
“When I’m stuck with a day, that’s grey and lonely, I just stick up my chin and grin and say… the sun will come out tomorrow, so you just gotta hang on till tomorrow come what may”
I just experienced the same exact thing 8 days ago. My heart is so broken. My heart literally hurts. We were together 6 years. He relapsed a year and a half ago… and I have been trying and trying to save his life ever since. He was depressed and said he felt so guilty he wanted to give up. I was the only one working.. went to work a 12 hour shift after 4 days off and came home and found him. He promised he would never do that to me. March 6th will be 2 years since he proposed to me. It feels like a nightmare I can’t wake up from. Idk what to do anymore.
My best friend died 6 months ago. He can never be replaced. I miss him. I love you Krishna.
I hope he will rest in peace don't worry Stat strong cause life is worth living and think about if you broke down your bestie ofc wouldnt want it
P. S sorry for my bad English
@Nicole Faughnan replace your keyboard
I have eplepsy and...now this guy that lost his gf he is faliing for me....And i am just lost...cuz nobody understand it........what eplpsy is and how affect your life.......i .....i just cant i cant because.......the thing is...in Serbia is also deffcul to have your meds.....and i am trying to be strong so f hard but my parents...my cousins...my frends.....they dont know how to..aprocch and...I am just lost when i was a girl i thought i will havee childrend and this life i always wanted it...But now...even when i thing about childrend i am so lost because i dont want my children to have this and i know its f selfish as f....i mean i still fight my eplepsy....but ppl dont understand..........
Akansha Priyadarshini stay strong beautiful
I know how it feels ...I have been there ...
I read the comments too and.........
I am so sorry for you all guys....
I can’t imagine lose someone I love...❤️
You Are the strongest❤️
i am hulk very strong inded!
So cute thank you ❤️🙏🏼
Σωστή ❤️❤️
I hope my girlfriend is okay I'm so worried about her she hasn't texted me for 2 days and it sucks
grizzly bear omg that’s the 3rd horrible comment that I have seen form your account stop
I lost my fiance few hours ago.due to coronavirus she had multiple organ failure.
I cannot imagine the pain you are in. Sending love
My deepest condolences I lost my boyfriend a week ago so I completely understand you🥺Lots of love
I'm so sorry...
My condolences.... I hope she's resting in peace.
I am soo sorry for everyone's loss but try to be happy because they want you to be happy they will always see you soo always remember them and live your life
I am 18 and he was 19 when he left this world. we wanted to live together. God snatched him from me,coz he would never leave me.I love you Aquib Siddiqui... I wish I meet you soon ..there we will be together forever. Be at peace!!♥️ Every morning is hard to wake up coz it's just him in my dreams. I have lost the will to live. Coz he was the one who made me happy. Every morning waking up with his texts was a habit and now.. it's just emptiness.. hollowness...💔💔😭😭
My heart is breaking watching this
sunsbookishgamesx 👋🏾Hey Sun.
sunsbookishgamesx who disliked this
sunsbookishgamesx I’m literally have tears in my eyes rn
I see you everywhere!
sunsbookishgamesx same
I was literally crying the whole video 😭
March 2019 anyone?
Hi
I was tearing throughout the video but at 16:20 I lost it.
Same
Me
Me too
I lost my boyfriend to a sudden stroke on April 11th, 2019.
My heart goes out to anyone who has lost their other half, it's a pain one simply cannot fathom until it happens to them.
I still write him letters because it's the only way I have to "speak to him". It helps sometimes and gives me comfort in that I am doing my best to preserve his memory.
He was a wonderful man and my biggest fear is "forgetting" in the process of trying to move on.
I want to always remember exactly what his touch was like, what his voice sounded like, what his temper made me feel like, what the air smelled like when we kayaked in an early morning, what he would have said or done in a particular situation, etc.
I loved him and I just wish I could have him back for at least one day so that I could tell him so, hug him dearly and say goodbye.
My fiance died 8 days ago....I'm absolutely broken. All the changes...
My boyfriend died 2 months ago and honestly I’m a mess ! My heart aches , my mind is clouded and my soul is lost ! I love this boy my days are empty without him . My boyfriend was murdered . I’m only 16 he was 17 and to think he’s whole life has been taken away at so young kills me 😭😭
Rest in peace. Take care of yourself, he will be always with you
My first bf passed away to as well back in April 13 and died from muscular dystrophy and his had it his whole life and they tried everything to help him but they couldn't his body just give up on him ik how she must feel i feel completely alone without my favorite person now it happened this year 😢
You are such a strong women, Annie. I'm sure he is one of your guardian angels looking out for you. Sending love your way! xx
Kayla Lashae thank you Kayla. That’s actually really comforting to hear ❤️
Kayla Lashae stay strong
What ever
Lawanda Walton what is your "what ever" comment in regards to? I really hope it's not in reference to Anne's video that she posted as that would be unkind. Posting a video like this of something so personal & painful takes a lot of courage, especially considering this day and age of the anonymous person behind a keyboard posting hurtful comments just to troll, get a rise or cause pain to others.
Naima Farmer well no shit she's a drama queen u dumbass
My husband died a month ago in the house. He woke up, went to the bathroom and keeled over into the tub headfirst. I heard a sound, found him and tried to get him up. He died on impact. It was out of the blue. I am still in shock and as I am writing this I am getting emotional. I didn't have time for goodbye. I said goodnight the night before and that was the last I saw him alive. He had epilepsy but they say he died of a heart attack. What can I say. It was sudden. I called his family and had to let them know. They/I am devastated. I wear his cremated remains around my neck. He will always be in my heart.
Jeanine i feel your pain. I lost my husband too a month ago to cardiac arrest. It was sudden n i too m still in shock coz i never got to say goodbye. My heart goes out to u. Love and prayers.
P.s. my name is brinel.
Clifford Noronha -cool name👍🏽
Omggg sorry for your loss 🙏🙏💔💔
Oh sweetheart so sorry for you stay strong cause it's pretty new :'(
I just recently lost my boyfriend because of epilepsy. He’s the love of my life. My heart is broken. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. Everything you have said in this video is what I am feeling right now. I am so lost without my beautiful boy. He has my heart forever. He took care of me. He really protected me from anything bad and always pushed me to take every great opportunity. He would listen to anyone who needed anyone to talk to and help them with whatever problems. He was so passionate and intelligent. I know I do not need to share this on here I just feel some ease knowing other people can relate to how I am feeling.
May god give you immense strength to deal with it 😔🙏🏻
My heart is breaking watching this...
I am 37 and my fiancé passed away 6 weeks ago. It is still a challenge to accept that our relationship ended after 15 years of joy and happiness
. My heart is bleeding 💔💔💔 I miss him so much 😢
😋 was she a gud fuk b4 she xpired?
@@longdongsilber omg stfu
I am so sry for your loss love💕💕
@@longdongsilber w t f is wrong with you?!
Hajdin Ljoki my heart bleeds too my mum passed away on my birthday 😭
I lost my boyfriend to leukemia on Christmas Day and I still can't believe he's gone I think about him everyday 😔🕊
that's sad Ill pray for you and him
I'm so sorry. I can't imagine how nearly inconsolable you must have been, and possibly still are. The pain will become less intense with time and you'll cherish those memories forever. Stay strong, I'm sure its what he would've wanted!
RedDragonGamingHD Thank you so much
@@kristinfield6054 Thank you, you're very kind! Also, remember to keep yourself surrounded by friends, family and positive people while you deal with these feelings and emotions. It's okay to not be okay ♥️
RedDragonGamingHD Wow I appreciate this 💕💕
This is why we need affordable healthcare..this breaks my heart
Lillian Rox I think it's CRAZY how in a first world country like USA you guys don't have free health care and free hospitals. I live in Argentina and we are economically FUCKED but my brother had a open heart surgery totally free(we pay that in taxes).
America fucking sucks. Republicans don’t care that millions of Americans have terrible health issues & die cause we don’t have thousands of dollars for expensive medicine & hospital visits. I had ONE hospital visit & was there for 4 hours & i got a $3000 bill for an ultrasound & some tests & guess what? I never paid it & it’s on my credit & I can’t buy a house or car or barely have credit cards now till it comes off my credit 😒 imagine people who have cancer & terrible diseases
It would not have mattered if we had affordable healthcare. I assume, you are referring to socialized medicine. Her boyfriend would have simply died from having to wait in line. Canada has 36.29 million people and their system has people wait for healthcare. We have 348 million, people will be long gone before they get their healthcare if we had socialized medicine.
Tyler Wiley I have friends who are Canadians and if its something that you have to have otherwise its life threatening, you do not have to wait.
Tyler Wiley bullshit lol. You don't have to wait for lifesaving madication. It would have changed everything. To me it is just absolutely crazy that a civilized country like the US does not have medical ensurance. People are just dumb
It’s been 7 weeks since my boyfriend of 4 years passed away. The pain worsens everyday and I feel like I can’t breath. I miss him so much 💔
Stay strong girl! May his soul rest in peace 🙏💔
R u guy just sayin for sake of saying it
My fiance died suddenly in a motorcycle accident Easter of this year, not even a month ago. I kissed him as he drove away on his bike...41 minutes later he was dead. I feel dead, this cannot be real. I see this vid is 3 years old...I am praying for this young lady that she is better. It would have been so much easier if I were on the back of that bike with him. I feel what she is feeling. To never be able to touch my fiance again next to me curled up in bed...I cannot stand this pain. It is bad.
My heart goes out to you my friend ❤
This is my biggest fear.. I cried so much watching this because realizing I can lose my bf of 4 years would kill me.. i can’t imagine how hard it would be.. makes me be aware of our time together and cherish it instead of arguing for things that don’t matter..
Always forgive and forget and love before it’s to late 🥺😭
grizzly bear seriously get psychiatric help you absolute degenerate. I’ve seen you comment all sociopathic nonsense on over 5 people’s sadness and heartbreak and you’re still at it a whole year later. Get a life.
She Will Participate yes!!! 😁
@@longdongsilber if you reply again, you're gay
Guys, if you see a reply of 'grizzly bear' reply him *you're gay.*
My bf had a tbi... Luckily he survived but he has long term recovery still ahead he can't speak talk and his vision is blurry... I'm thankful for all the goofy snapchat's he'd bomb me with... To this day I break down hearing him say my name... I'm thankful he's here but it's a grief of future plans and letting go and let it be ❣️
I don't understand why in USA the hospital services cost a lot! It doesn't have to be just for rich people. In Spain is free because every human needs their basic needs! I am so sorry about it really. My condolences :/
Alejandra Rodriguez yes, same here in Germany and I'm really glad about that. In my opinion the USA HAS to overthink their system...
Same it’s free in england
Alejandra Rodriguez wow nice
It's free in scotland and I'm happy about that
Same her in Denmark:)
My bf passed 9/11/20... i was the one to find him. And make the 911 call. Still in denial. Never lost someone close to me. This is the 1st loss i’ve experienced.
So when you say “how do u go talking to them everyday to not talking anymore”... just gives me confirmation that until i take my last breath on this earth... i’ll never see or talk to him again.
I feel your pain Alexis, my fiance who proposed to me on Christmas eve 2020 passed away last month due to a seizure. I was also the one to find him and make the 911 call. My heart breaks every day and watching this video gave me hope that one day I too will find happiness again. My condolences to each and everyone of you
My boyfriend died last week, it was so hard for me to start a new life without him, im watching this because i want to hear the same story as me and how to become stronger everyday to endure this pain. 💔 It really hurts but i know i need to move on but i think i cant forget him, hes the best man in my life😭 i love him so much.
May His soul rest in peace forever 🙏
I know exactly how you feel. I lost my boyfriend due to seizures and no health insurance on 1/14/18. We were together for over 2 years and starting to plan a wedding. He was 28. I still cry daily, I didn't eat for 2 weeks, I loved sleeping but hated waking up because I had to relive the nightmare he's not here over and over again. He was cremated as well but it's comforting for me. I have some of his ashes in a necklace that I wear everyday so his body is always with me and his soul is always watching over me from heaven ❤️❤️❤️
titanic 2 !! 😓
Sarena hi sarena
My soulmate died 8/6/2018.I also hate to wake up ,still don’t eat normal and also cry almost every day.
I can go to his niche it’s normal in Spain ...but sitting there only a thin plate is between me and my love .it’ s above the ground.
It does not help me a lot ,it’s more difficult.....I want him to be cremated to so I bought also a neclace to have him always with me,but now I have to wait for 5 years to cremate him ..It makes it all more difficult....to read your story makes me feel not alone.........🙏 thanks for sharing your story! Xxx mo 😘
omg 1 year
I am so sorry to hear that, life is so unfair ❤️
Sarena don't hav any words to say lady😟😟😟😟
"He was just dust". Gosh my heart just broke.
I am beyond greatful that i still have my partner. I can't imagine the pain someone must feel after losing them. It's always the little things that hurt most. Seeing an empty bed, not making a second plate after cooking, no messages or texts or phone calls, even being annoyed by a certain habit they or do.
I lost my boyfriend a few months ago. I can’t believe I’ll never get to talk to him again. He was my everything, he’s the only person I want to talk to when I’m down and now I can’t
I feel you.. I was diagnosed with Blood cancer last October 2017. Since then I realized that life is short. I should do whatever I love and makes me happy. And now I am starting a RUclips Vlog too. Because it was something that I love to do, recording everything so I can to keep them as a memories, make funny contents and such, sing for the people, travel and see the world.. But I was workaholic back then.. Too workaholic I even took my health for granted..
Hugs for you my dear.. :)
Hope you will get well honey!
Aawwwe u are so sweet, get well soon😍😍😍
get well soon dear 😍😍😘😘😘
Get well soon, may God bless you :)
Are you still alive 👀❤️
I recently lost my wife to cancer. I am struggling to cope, and experienced a lot of the feelings you are having. I feel like my life has a giant hole in it, my heart aches every day, and depression has become a normal part of life. I have to walk around with a mask of happiness, despite the fact that I am dying inside.
@Lana Joy thank you 😞
I hope you are doing better 🥺 she is looking at you from heaven
I just lost my boyfriend of 20 years to cancer today... There are no words...
Thank you for making this. My boyfriend passed away, suddenly, two weeks ago and my father passed away two days before him. It is just an incomprehensible loss, I lost both my dad and boyfriend in one week. Everywhere I go I see my boyfriend, I see the memories we had, I see the places we visited, I see the restaurants we went to and the roads we drove on. I am not sure how I will ever get through this and I know that time will lessen the pain. All I think about is how I will never see my boyfriend again, how I never will hear his voice again and how I will never feel his touch again. I hope that you are doing well.
Oh my goodness, Lisa, I am so deeply sorry. I lost my love on Easter. It's so incredibly difficult. Wrapping you with love.
my boyfriend died 5/20/18. He was hit by a car, he was only 23yr. May he rest in peace. THANK YOU for making the video!
Jess C. 😢😢 get over it soon. I’m sorry if it sounds rude or anything bcuz I’m from China and English not good 🙂 in China 5/20 means I love you day like Valentine’s Day in western world he died on a happy day🙂
THANK YOU for sharing! I cried because I can imagine him saying "I love you" to me. They are happy tears. THANK YOU!
Jess C.
I’m sorry to hear about your loss.
I am so sorry for your loss.🌺
Jess C. Sorry to hear that❤️
Annie, I'm so sorry! I never would've guessed when I met you at the Pacifica party. You are so kind and positive and a massive inspiration.
Megan Acuna ikr. I Strongly agree. I stand up with Annie
Megan Acuna thank you ❤️ that means a lot
I am so sorry for your loss Annie. Thank you so much for sharing. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, we must chase it and reach it! Xxx
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My boyfriend passed away from cancer two weeks ago - we had been together for five years. :( It's so horrible losing someone you love, and reading the comments below I can see how many people have been through the pain too.
I'm so sorry I know how it feels to be lonely without the person you love, we've all lost our love ones in death one way or the other, either a spouse, child, family members, or a true friend that meant the world to us, such is life I understand how you feel but life goes on because death is inevitable and we'll all have to face it someday, I lost my son jersey on may 24th 2020 during lockdown on a car accident he just turned 22 on his birthday, got hit by a drunk truck driver, that was the worst and most lamentable day of my life as a single Dad raising two kid's, my 13yr old daughter is my everything and the reason I keep strong, my late wife passed away 3yrs ago to a cardiovascular disease, I felt deeply devastated with grief, but that's the past now, time is indeed the best healer.
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My boyfriend of 6 years passed away in December 2019, everything that you have said I have felt and continue to feel it each and every day. 💜
I'm so sorry I know how it feels to be lonely without the person you love, we've all lost our love ones in death one way or the other, either a spouse, child, family members, or a true friend that meant the world to us, such is life I understand how you feel but life goes on because death is inevitable and we'll all have to face it someday, I lost my son jersey on may 24th 2020 during lockdown on a car accident he just turned 22 on his birthday, got hit by a drunk truck driver, that was the worst and most lamentable day of my life as a single Dad raising two kid's, my 13yr old daughter is my everything and the reason I keep strong, my late wife passed away 3yrs ago to a cardiovascular disease, I felt deeply devastated with grief, but that's the past now, time is indeed the best healer.
I'd love to talk to you more if you don't mind! it'd be nice if you just say hi, here is my number +17866676668 or rather you can send me your gmail address so I could reach out on you...
Does it get better?😭😭😭
@@lebogangnbeautyimage9539 Yes it does with time and you focusing on self love.
@@lebogangnbeautyimage9539 where are you from ?
this is my worst fear. ive been in love with my boyfriend since i was 13, we are 19 now. i can’t imagine my life without him. my family loves him, we’ve lived together since i was 16. he knows me better than i know myself. i wish he never dies :(
Taylor Pale I met my boyfriend when we were in 7th grade. We live together now and I’m expecting my first child. He is a great human being and I can’t think about the day he’ll be gone
Stephanie Knowles I’m in love since 13 and I’m not even white wtf
My fiancé passed away on Dec 14th, 2017... We were 21... I'll love him always and I still cry for him. There's not a day that goes by where I don't think about him. He was the love of my life and my best friend. You're so brave... Thank-you so much for sharing...
Princess SaraFina 😈 i bet ye he was fuking other bitchs
Princess SaraFina I’m sorry for you’re loss have you every taught of praying him back to life?.
@@longdongsilber You need some psychiatry
xXx_Jxlia_xXx x. 😛 haha
@@longdongsilber go f*** yourself
my ex boyfriend died on May 2nd this year. his birthday is in a few days. we weren’t dating in the end, but we both loved each other so much. i loved him so much. i can’t believe he’s gone, he was my best friend
huge nerd why do you have to friend zone him bruh wtf
Andrew Martinez shut up
@huge nerd I feel this. My situation is similar. It's been less than a week and I'm trying to find closure and peace with his death. I can't believe that he'll never call me again, email me... Nothin. I too love him soooo much💜
I’m so sorry for the loss, so young. I lost my wife two years and it’s been very difficult for me. I still wake up and look to my right and realize she’s not in the bed with me. We have two children and hardest is to see them have milestones and her not be here to enjoy them with. You’re so brave to use this outlet to express those emotions that are hard and will always be a fresh wound. I know it doesn’t mean anything from a stranger, but from one who lost a love to another, sending you a hug *hugs*. Be safe, be well.
Dont worry her shadow is there in your kids stay strong and make your kids like their mom...she is guiding you like an angle my friend 😌
@@sehajpreetkaur7676 your comments comfort me. I like to hear that they are watching over me and that they are still around even if I can’t see them or talk to them it’s just the feeling of having them there.
@@michi8868 😊 until you are alive the story of you and your soulmate is alive that means they are alive in your memories and watching you from heaven...if you’ll be happy then they’ll be happy
Stay strong you have to live happily for them
More power to you
I don’t know you.
I’ve never watched your videos before.
But I’m crying.
Alot..
Ambrosius same
Ambrosius me too.
Ambrosius same, I’m so touched by this experience
me too
Same here..
My mom passed away on 7/5/2015. I was 11 when she died. For all of the time I knew her, she had a drug addiction and she struggled to be sober. One time, i remember giving her a gift for her birthday and she started crying and gave me a big hug. She had a huge heart. I remember my dad (they were divorced) woke my up at 3 in the morning and told me that she passed away due to a drug overdose. It was devastating. At her funeral, I made a speech and I broke down and started crying. I miss her so much and she will always have a special place in my heart💕💕
I lost my mom to cancer on New Year’s Eve . and Im 13 and she’s the most important person in my life she did everything for me and she was so strong and I love her sooo much and it’s the hardest thing ever . and it’s heartbreaking . you feel broken inside
Dahlia M my mom died to cancer as Well when I wos 7. Cancer is liturally the worst disease on planet earth!
Dahlia M dont lie and make up stories!!!
grizzly bear disgusting comment I’ve seen ur comments on another comment I need some help ok, fuck off and get a life u idiot
@@longdongsilber you definitely need to go to jail
I lost my fiancé due to C19.... Everything you said totally resonates and brought me to tears. I’m happy that we both got to experience true love ❤️ Sending prayers to you and others who have gone through this. Thank you for sharing your story with us.
Did he have underlying conditions mines died too because she got septic shock and all her organs failed
Thank you for sharing your story. My boyfriend died 6 months ago and I can relate to this on so many levels. The exact same experience. Grief can feel so lonely and it helps to hear your story. His was open casket and I watched him get buried. It was a freak accident and he was 28. It was the worst day of my life. He was a light and inspired the masses.
I’m dealing with depression and want to get out of it but it’s so hard. Hearing how you followed your dreams and want to use your experience to help others inspires me to do the same ❤️
Sorry for your loss. The American healthcare system is an absolute disgrace.
It really is. I'm in US. It sucks. People die due meds too expensive. People don't go to doc cause of cost
In the UK u won't have to pay for medicine because it's an emergency so u don't pay
And in the hospital and doctor u don't pay hopefully it will stay that way
Hakima Lazrak you don’t pay for anything under the nhs in the uk unless it’s a big surgery I think
Then come to Poland and you will wait 2 years for a knee operation
Me too... my love died 15 years ago at age 23... I still cry too. He was cremated too and there's no grave to visit and I hate it. Now I do what I can to help his Mom. His was a bicycle/ vehicle accident. He'd just returned home from studying abroad and I didn't get to see him when he got home. I never dreamed the last time I saw him would actually be the last time... but thankfully I will see him again in Heaven!
Joy Fly 😢 so sorry to hear that. No matter the length of tine passes. Still hurts to remember.
Drea 21 thank you
Oh my god i'm so sorry 😢💔 My cat passed away 3 weeks ago and it still feels very weird that she doesn't exist anymore 😔💔
Definitely u will meet him in heaven.sorry about that but remember we will meet all our lovers in heaven
Joy Fly Heaven isn't a thing though.
My boyfriend died when I was 15 I'm now 16 after his funeral i cried for 3 months
Oh my god 😭💔
abi Piper oh god, im dying laughing😂😂😂😂
@@tosh5376 god ur disrespectful
@@carinelmoukahal2630 let him, this is why you shouldn't date when you are young, puppy love is harsh and without warning, and the aftermath of sudden breakup is even worse
@@bluecollarcommentator7772 i know but people don't understand that even us (teenagers) get heartbroken
I commented about my boyfriend dying but I wanted to say one more thing. Thank you so much for doing this video because your pain is helping others and you describe every feeling you go through perfectly and how you don't want to believe it and how when they are cremated they're just estimated like your heart is when they're gone. Grief is a horrible emotion but I think you for the video because it's important to feel it and move through it but the thought of never seeing him again it is devastating. My daughter lost her fiance and her lifelong friends a few years ago so my pain is minimal compared to my daughters but this kind of loss is very difficult so thank you again
I broke up with a guy and a month later he overdosed. I blame myself sometimes because I knew he was struggling and I felt selfish because I couldn’t handle the person he was on drugs. He called me from jail (failed a probation pee test) a week after we ended and he begged for me back. Saying his life was better with me in it. I told him I just couldn’t. His mom found him. And it’s taken almost a year for me to be a functional human being again. I was only 19 when he passed away. I wouldn’t wish losing someone like that on my worst enemy.
Megan M I
Never blame yourself.
Don’t blame yourself sweetie I know he doesn’t blame you. He’s probably happy that you became a part of his life. There are some things we can’t control and sadly we can’t always help everyone even if we do our best
Megan M I can’t stop crying! I know how that feels... that strong desire to help someone but can’t bcoz he have become so used to his bad habits that even he can’t stop himself... and then they thought I was selfish bcoz I left him alone in his difficult times... I really tried to stop him but wasn’t able to bcz he wasn’t ready to change for a better future!
Megan M this has made me cry😞
OMG I WAS CRYING WITH YOU SO EMOTIONAL.I KNOW WHATT YOU ARE THROUGH THESE HOLE YEARS I CAN UNDERSTAND YOU PAIN.AND THE FACT THAT YOU ARE LOSING SOMEONE WHO YOU LOVE SO MUCH ITS REALLY BAD AMD ITS REALLY SAD.I CAN UNDERSTAND YOU
Olga Peidou me too 😢
Olga Peidou I’m crying so much
I cried so much.
I found my boyfriend's body back in October. I needed this. The world needs more people like you, talking about your experience so people like me don't feel alone.
My wife just died 3 weeks ago she was 3 months pregnant with my baby it was a girl. She died from a 4 year old c section busting back open. She has a son that I've been there for before he was born. I can't deal with her loss. I miss her to much. How can people deal with this cuz I'm having a beyond hard time an don't think I can. I'm trying so hard. I love her so much. We were everything to each other I miss her so much she was only 28.
Btw this is my wife's RUclips account. I don't wanna loose it so i
keep it an use it .
I'm so sorry for your loss. Such a tragic loss! I understand, I lost someone a year and a half ago, and I can not cry all the time now, but mentally I'm still more lost than ever. Just know you are not alone, God bless you and the kids
There is amy’s shadow in your kids and i know she is guiding you like and angle stay strong and make your kids like their mom 😌
I too lost someone, my girlfriend 20 years ago. All the feelings you mentioned, sounded SO familiar! She had a form of MD and after her passing I got into the MD community, made many friends and I feel I've helped many that have gone through the loss of a loved one. Keep up what you're doing!
The fact that in the US there is no way to get needed treatment when you don't have enough money is awful. In Europe this would never happen because there is help and they wouldn't risk the health of someone because of money.
yeah thats true im from europe they have good treatment here my girlfriend is dying... she is losing a lot of blood... idk what to do... in US they have technology and more medicine to cure things that in europe cant..
There is plenty of affordable health care... I grew up on poverty and my mother prioritized it. My sister got hit by a car when i was a kid and it was covered! My mom was making like 25 thousand a year.
Our country is a piece of shit....
It is also the case for people who have health insurance? .. i don't live in the US .. i am just curious.
Same in Ireland, you get a medical card if you can't afford to pay, thats a shocking system over in the US
Im crying watching this.. I feel you annie..😭😭😭 My boyfriend passed away last june 8 2020 due to a heart attack.. and it was the saddest day of my life.. its so hard and painful.. 💔💔💔 I used to talk to him every minute, every hour of everyday he always stay up just to talk to me. Hes a loving and caring person.. I dont understand why someone so precious had to die.. were planning to meet next year and get married soon and start our own family together in the future.. but hes gone 😭😭😭 I didnt get the chance to meet him... Hes from Minnesota USA and Im from the Philippines and it was painful until now that hes gone forever 💔💔💔 I wish heaven had a phone so that i could talk to him again.. I miss you so much!!! I love you so much my love Christopher.. My heart is already yours.. nothing will change that....
:( i wish there was a phone there too
My love died last week and I don’t know how to move on from this pain im feeling right now.
Jun Dave Agbuya sucks for u bendejo!!! 🌮 🌮 🌮😅
@@longdongsilber you must be so sick inside. Such an evil and disguting person, think about yourself
@@longdongsilber if you reply again, you're gay. Everybody like my comment.
@@longdongsilber you are a very mean. Leave everyone alone
i hope you're doing okay. it's the worst.
It doesn't matter how many years ago it was. When you loose someone you love time ceases to exist. I lost my baby girl when I was 16. I held her while she took her last breaths on Earth. That was 15 years ago & I still cry over her. They take a bit of your heart with them when they leave. People say "Time heals all wounds" but really time just puts a band-aid over the wound. We *ALL* love you!!!!!
Good Grounds Wife thank you for sharing that ❤️ sometimes the people who understand are the ones who have lost someone the really care about... eventually we all do.
As someone with epilepsy I want to thank you so much for this, you are so kind hearted ❤️❤️❤️
Sophia Chacon thank you for saying that! I hope you are well. Do you have any epilepsy foundations you would recommend to donate to?
OhhMyAnnie Yes! The Epilepsy Foundation is one of the most well know and really good awareness group. They do all sorts of different things to make funds and spreading awareness. I know you’re not all too familiar about the condition like you said in your video, but it’s really interesting to learn about it and I feel like if you educate yourself on this (especially because of what and how you are feeling in this video) that it would really help and relieve your mind knowing you know. You know? 😂 Haha, sorry if that didn’t make sense, but yeah. They’re a really good foundation and you can donate there as well 🤗 just go to www.epilepsy.com 👍🏻❤️ I love you so much Annie, you have such a beautiful heart and I hope your days are good 😊
My Girlfriend passed away 1 month ago, she had cirrhosis of the liver from Diabetes. Its been awful I knew her half of my life. Thanks for your video you described alot of things ive been thru.
I just lost my ex to cancer. I'm filled with so much regrets, wish i reached out and told him all the things i needed him to know. He made such an impact in my life and was the kindness and most generous person I've known. He helped everyone despite fighting his own battle. Feel it'll always hurt and I'll live my life with regrets
I had seizures back in 2013 and they’re absolutely terrifying. When I finally came to, I didn’t recognize my own daughter. It took about 10 minuets for me to fully remember who everyone around me was including myself. The last one I had almost killed me and put me in the hospital for over a week. I’m so sorry for your loss. It doesn’t matter that it was 10 years ago. It’s still important to you and thank you for sharing this heartbreaking part of your life with us.
Heather Johnson Same, it's horrifying. I had one when I took my son to see Lion King 3D. He was 6yrs old at the time, 10yrs old now. My mom was with, started screaming, shut the theater down, called 911. When I came to, I punched my mom because she was in my face, I didn't know who she was. My son was forever traumatized that night. The theater ended up giving me free tickets, let me take my son back a few weeks later to see it and we did. FYI, my seizure had nothing to do with the 3D aspect or the movie.
Elizabeth H oh my goodness! I am so sorry!! I know what you mean about having someone in your face right when you come out of a seizure! I almost punched my husband and I was so embarrassed. That’s amazing how well the theater handled your situation! My daughter was 3 at the time so thankfully she doesn’t remember. Her name is also Elizabeth! I see that’s your name too! ❤️
Heather Johnson I have same seizures mine is very bad seizures I have 9 different kinds of seizures
This hit me so hard, I've never gotten so emotional watching anything before. I'm so lucky to have never experienced loss in my life so far, but this definitely hits home how precious life is and how suddenly it can be taken away. Thank you for sharing this x
Last month I have lost my bf in an accident. He was my love & my only friend in this whole world. Losing him is something that I can't explain in words. I am in extreme unbearable pain & in a mental trauma that how can I lose him. In morning we talked, he told me that he will come soon and in evening I got the news that he is no more. And the accident was so much horrible that I can't explain. He was just 24. We were together for the last 6 years and we were about to marry soon. As I was an introvert, I never had many friends. No one ever loved me, appreciated me, accepted me wholeheartedly the way he did. After his sudden demise, I just don't know how to live this life. Every second I just want to die. It's been 30 days but I haven't forgotten him for even 30 seconds. His voice echoes in my ears, I feel like i'll get mad. I don't know how to handle this. I'm in so much pain. I still call him, message him all the time, but he isn't replying. I miss him. I miss him so much. I just want to be with him anyhow.
Same here.i lost him 8 days ago.very painful
I wish I could give you a hug. Thank you for sharing your story. 💕 you put into words what some of us have gone through and are going through... you’re loved
My first love died may 22nd 2013 he also had seizures....... we knew each other since I was 4yrs old he’s 3yrs older than me. He was 29 when he passed I was 26 at the time. It’s been 5yrs & I’m still learning to live without him.
I've lost my 6 years old brother one year ago ... i haven't healed yet... don't know how
sorry to hear, rip
Rip your bro is with the Lord now
Dumnezeu sa-l ierte.
😭😭
I love u u really i like u am single ❤❤❤😍😍😍💑💑💑🌷🌷🌷
Thank you for sharing. I just lost my BF of 7 yrs to gun violence earlier this month , just 2wks before my birthday and my heart is so heavy. I’m happy to hear that you’ve healed and have been able to manage better and grow from this. I look forward to the light on the other side but right now I feel so alone with no one who understands my pain.
I recently lost the love of my life, and watching this video made me feel less alone. I really appreciate you sharing! Sending love to all those reading this 💜
This made me appreciate the time I have with the ones I love and from now on I'll try to show them my love every day because you never know when it's the last time you talk to them.
This video lead me to say "Take care of you my love" every time my boyfriend goes out the door to work for some weeks in another place, when I know I won't see him for some time... This is so sad, I felt with you and shared some tears. I do not wish this to anyone... This is so hard...
My boyfriend died in a motorcycle accident in 2006 and I still have hard days, like tonight, which led me to your video. I go to his grave often and his mom and I text every day. He was my soulmate and I’m broken without him.
I love u am single 💑💑😍🌷🌷🌷😘
It’s been over a year since my boyfriend passed very suddenly. Time is the biggest healer. I miss him every single day. When I look at the bigger picture I realize things have gotten better. I am stronger. In spite of grief I have accomplished great things. But there are still days when I feel so hopeless. It’s one of the most unfair experiences any of us can go through. Thank you for sharing your story. It has given me such great hope. ❤️ Our stories are so similar in so many ways. It blew my mind. When you mentioned his ex reaching out to you, I thought okay this is wild! So similar.
I need u i like u am single 🌷🌷💑💑❤❤😍😍
@@MuhammadImran-ln4fz weird. Please stop
I literally cried with you girl...it takes so much of guts to sit down shoot this and share something really personal ! More power to you ♥️
Boohoo. You lost or will lose people you love at some point. Why the need to make a stupid video about it. Imagine everyone doing that. How pathetic.
We cannot control death , it's natural
TjornSTELLAR She is a youtuber who blogs about her personal life so of course she would cover up a thing like this in a video.
Im really sorry for your loss 😔. But may you be comforted through this time.
Im really sorry
my bf died 8 months ago, i feel so lost and i can't even go to work for 6 months because it felt so heavy. I'm so lonely and sad. I'm alone in this griefing process. It was so harrdd. I feel so depressed. I miss him so much, i long for his hug everyday. I'm in pain, it's not even changing the level of pain. 😭😭💔
The love of my life passed away.... after a decade of friendship & love.... I’m completely broken... and I cry every day .... he died in March and then covid happened & than my animals got sick and so did my mom... I honestly am lost in time and space and have no ide who I am without him
I am so terribly sorry for your loss, Annie. This video was hard to watch knowing now what you've been through. As much as I was jealous of him, I never saw this coming. I am utterly speechless that this happened to you. I'm sending you all my prayers and I want you to know that if you ever need someone to talk to about anything, I'm always here. Just remember that he will always be with you in everything you do. God will take good care of him for you.
my boyfriend was in icu in critical condition. someone called me at night and told he died. i can't explain how i was feeling that time. next day the same girl at 6pm the same girl texted me.. he is alive and doing better.... she mistaken by someone else who died because few minutes before that person died in the same icu and immediately my bf shifted to the same room and doctor didn't allow her to enter the room. so she was more confident that he is no more. next day around 7pm when he video called me. n i saw his face... i don't know what to say....... he is more than my life for me!!!!.....
wahida malik u r soooo lucky lady that he's with u........
God bless you booth
U should marry him
wahida malik god is good he knows to bring the dead to life
fuck you and fuck him 100%
I feel your pain. I lost my fiancé a week or so ago and I’m going through the same exactly pain. I’m so sorry. :(
Annie, I just lost my boyfriend, best friend, true love . And it has been so heartbreaking for me and everything you experienced , I'm going through. Thankyou for your encouraging words. It's difficult to say the least to lose someone you love but a blessing to have been a part of that person too .
I am 15 and I have epilepsy. ...
And it is a consequence of a tumor that I have...
It is hard to go to high school and know that you can't even do things properly....
You may not know but when I heard the word tumor my life was passing by and also my dreams.
But I am not giving up and you,
DON'T GIVE UP
I understood that my weakness is something that push me on doing more and more and I will never stop trying.
If you want to do something in your life TAKE THE FIRST STEP NOW.
Now or never
Silvia Kaur god bless you I hope you get better 💕
Silvia Kaur totally random question are u Indian? My classmate who is Indian has the same last name as u
Alien 9 thanks
Melissa Kwan yes I am
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I lost my boyfriend, of 5 years, in 2014 (pulmonary fibrosis) and despite 4 years of time passing it's never fully gone. So regardless of how much "healing" you do, you get randomly thrown back into the grieving process. Some days you can talk about it without crying, somedays ya can't. 💜 I'm sorry for your loss.
My boyfriend and love of my life died 10/3/20 to a heroin overdose. He was so depressed and I wish I could have saved him. He was my world and I'll miss him till the day I die. At least I'm pregnant with his son so his memory will live on. RIP Chris baby I love you so much sweetheart
Mine passed 9/11/20. Same thing... he was depressed due to dissapointing his family from his addiction.. i was the one to find him dead in his room and make the 911 call. But i was to late.. unfortunately im not pregnant with his baby .. but the pain we are feeling and it probably hasnt even hit us both yet that they arent here no more..
I’m so sorry. Awful true story I’m so sad for u. My hubby just died, copd lung disease, just 43. It hurts sooooooooooooo much don’t it. Like it’s a pain
That you can’t explain, you feel lost , sick, emotionally bankrupt. Life just is over init. Finished. The pain just keeps up never stops,
I hope u will be ok. Hope u and baby do good.
@@alexisallenegui3257 terrible pain isn’t it loosing your partner, it’s indescribable, pure agony. I hope u will be ok somehow.
I’m only 13 years old and today I lost the person I loved most and that was my amazing boyfriend Jason. My friend told me today that he was found dead in a lake and he had a very abusive dad. His dad would beat the crap out of him and the police classed his death as a suicide which he wouldn’t do that. I love him soo much and I don’t want to believe he is dead . I want Jason back and I don’t know what to do because I believe I was in love with him and he made me feel sooo special and happy. He was one of the only people who loved me and I meant the world too. Jason still means the world and I keep looking up at the sky thinking he is here. This feels like a nightmare I can not escape, I want him back soo much. I’m sorry this is so long. I will never get to hug him and be by his side again I will love him no matter what.
That sounds terrible. Do you need someone to talk? :(
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Indi 606 Yes I do :) my @ is @enjoyneko
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I know once you remember that day and that person, you can't stop yourself from crying but then I salute you because you are so strong to talk about that thing on this video and you don't let yourself get affected because of bad experiences before which is good. Life goes on!
this story looks tooo fake
I have heard that when you really feel sad you can't even talk while crying
El verdadero canserbero stop hating she is going through something u wouldnt know about😤
I'm so so sorry. I lost my ex boyfriend (aka my best friend) 10 years ago as well. He was in a car accident and it still feels like yesterday. It's still really hard knowing they're not here anymore. He was always that one person that I knew I could count on. He was my fake boyfriend so that my family and friends didn't know that I was gay but we had such a connection with each other that we loved each other enough to do anything for one another. He was the first person I ever came out to and I knew he would be in my life forever. When I lost him, I felt so lost. That feeling will never leave you when you think about that person but I think it's comforting knowing that they knew how much you loved them. No matter how much you have to say to them (even now), they're always able to listen. On days like these when you're just missing them terribly, just talk out loud. He's listening. I believe that once someone dies, they aren't gone fully; they're all around you. They don't just leave you because their body does. *Hugs*
Oh god, this is so sentimental. I'm so sorry for you. It Almost Made ME cry
Saria Kokiri Awww I didn't mean to make anyone cry or sad with my comment. I want it to be words of encouragement to those who have lost someone close to them. It's always really hard losing someone especially when they pass unexpectedly.
No no, I mean like it is so encouraging (like I almost cried cuz it is so sweet)
I’m really glad you shared this ❤️ that’s really tough. When it happened back then, the ONLY people that I felt comforted by were the people who had shared similar experiences. I know everyone was just trying to be nice, but back then it got exhausting with the “I’m so sorry, I’m here if you need anyone to talk to” messages and comments (back on MySpace at the time). But it was the people who could relate to what I was going through, those are the ones I connected with and felt better talking to. So thank you again for sharing that ❤️
Hirohito TheJapanese you’re officially blocked. Not ok.
My best friend died nearly 36 years ago. (We were 14). It profoundly changed me. There's alot of my teen years that I don't remember at all. (Especially the first 2 years)
Crying while telling your story 10 years later isn't strange at all. To this day things shock me about my friends death. Just recently, I learned that I was at the funeral. For 35 years, I didn't think I went. (Earlier I had decided to myself that I wasn't going to go). But I did go. And I still don't remember any of it. It's just this black space. I don't even remember the day. Any of it. I'm not even sure what my next memory is, or when.
I'm so glad you were able to move forward! It's tough stuff!
I have a friend who lost her boyfriend from 6 years now from terminal cancer and she said to him before he dies in her hands she said "I would NEVER go out with another guy but you. You are the only guy for me who kept me going and going forever we've been through a lot tough times but we had an incredible jounery we gone so far together and I wish we and go even further more and please DON'T leave alone I hate going alone please don't go I ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER" and then he's gone she cover him in bed sheet and started crying uncontrollably I try to calm her down but she started to slap me like really really hard I even try to hug her down but she kept pushing me away from her but I hold her and hold her to calm her and I said to her when we started tearing each other "I'm so sorry Mari he's gone there's nothing we can't doing for him no more I'M SORRY MARI! I'M SO SORRY MARI! I'M SORRY MARY!" we both fell to ground on cold floor and looked at each other with our saddest faces then we both hugged out I said to her face "I know you loved him SO much and so do I as a good friend but you need to stop fighting and blaming yourself so hard he'll ALWAYS be in you're heart and mine and I know your mom, your dad, and even your brother don't love you as much well Dwayne and me he's gone but I'm NOT as much you need me around just let me know I will ALWAYS be your best friend 4ever" she looked up to me and she says "I wish I have a REAL brother like you Adan" I said "I am YOUR brother"
R.I.P
Mike "Dwayne" Andre
Sep 09, 1994 - November 19, 2014
Mari love you so much dude and I love you too my brother
Adan-AP yea whatever fuck all of them shit heads!!!
@@longdongsilber if you reply again, you're gay. Everybody like my comment.
@@longdongsilber dumb head