Hey tuv, thanks for reacting and clarifying some details! Your fans are honestly the most wholesome community I have come across on the internet. You have done an amazing job attracting such wonderful and supportive people to follow your content. Also, thanks for being the catalyst for my channel to begin blowing up its truly a dream coming true. ❤️
It must be incredibly bizarre watching a video about yourself when you had no input into its creation. It must also be incredibly difficult to see yourself at a low point through someone else's eyes.
TUV!! Your description of disassociation starting at 2:15 is the most accurate I've ever heard- and exactly what its like for me. I have PTSD and bipolar type 2 and give speeches to folks with mental illness- I must applaud you for talking about depression!! People like you help me make this subject less of a taboo!! Good luck to you in all you do!
Thank you for talking about how many people become addicted to opiates. I am about eight months clean now and it was the hardest struggle of my life I had to die and get brought back before I was able to quit. It’s one of the worst things and a lot of times when you’re an opiate addict people will look at you and think why did you ever start doing drugs this is your own fault your week etc. it has nothing to do with that it has to do with how quickly the body develops a tolerance and needs more and more when you’re in real pain and become addicted to opiates you’re in for a wild ride trying to get away from her. And all it takes is one more week of doing them regularly before your brain becomes addicted on top of your body. That’s a scary thought and I will never take another painkiller again I don’t care if I have my arm cut off. I took one after surgery when I had 2 1/2 years clean thinking that I totally had it under control and that’s what sat me off on the worst relapse of my life that took my life. I’m very lucky to be here unless you absolutely are dying from pain do not take these pills. Also if you have these pills somebody else Hass to ration them for you and you cannot take them longer than three days in a row you have to skip a day and go through a day of agony if you have to it’s better to have physical pain and I have a life of addiction.
i’m so glad that you’re in a better place now and that therapy helps you!! i hope that with more therapy sessions you’ll soon be able to work over your sleeping issues! sending you lots of love from canada
I feel you on the severe depression thing brother, I've been going through it lately and it's literally debilitating. Watching your videos help me keep my mind busy though. Stay strong brother, I've been through opiate addiction too man it's a dark road.
i'm 15 rn and I don't to be one of the kids saying they will end themselves and be like "tuv pls save me" but I genuinely think that just talk with you about my life and hear what you would have to say about it would make me feel better and less confused, cuz you're the most relatable youtuber i've ever seen, specially by your depression, the internet somehow being your comfort place or the thing that keeps you happy and of course your history with youtube, the colege thing and the reason why you choose to be a youtuber it gives me hope that I can still be successful in life being myself and people may one day love me for me like they love you (we do) and I just feel so happy for where you reached, just so happy for you
I saw this recommended and didn’t know how I felt about watching it. I’m glad you’re reviewing it so I can get some insight on it without feeling weird 🥰🥰I hope you’re doing well. ❤️❤️❤️
All things aside, Tuv, we are all glad that you've been getting better since that first clip in the video. I've been through depression, still kinda am, and it sucks. It takes a lot to get out of it, and we're all glad that you are getting through it.
Never heard someone with such similar experiences with depression as me, Along with drugs…. I did more than opiate’s, but damn you hit the nail on the head with how you described it. Each dose would have to be +1 to feel anything and when it hit you never want it to stop. PLEASE EVERYONE, Turn down the prescription if it’s an opiate. As much as it might suck, a month or so at most of pain is worth it in comparison of a life long addiction.
tuv your videos have made me happy for awhile now I have found the m funny and so enjoy able recently my now ex broke up with me and it has been pretty hard everything was perfect and then her cousin told her to break up with me cause she didn't like me and she did i am honestly so happy that you decided to make content and stopped taking pills please keep making amazing videos i wish the best to you man.
Didn’t know how much I really was fucking with ur videos till his rise video. I like many came for the amazing dark web content initially but ended up staying cuz ur a warm friendly genuine creator and really connect with your audience and it truly makes your content a pleasure to watch and something to look forward to. Stay up king
Hey Bertie, I never saw that video I need to go back and watch it. I have been clean of opioids for 13 years. I am so damn proud of you for getting that under control before you went somewhere almost impossible to come back from. I lived in that somewhere for a while it was ugly, I am happy I got myself back. Good on you for holding yourself accountable and recognizing depression and the fact you may be heading into addiction and fixing it.💜 PSA.. the pills only feel good for a minute then you have to take them to be normal, it's an ugly cycle. Please don't ever try them people
Hey man you’re doing amazing. I completely relate to the depression and dark thoughts. I’m 20 myself and just trying to do something as simple as figuring out who you truly are and where you belong in this world is difficult. It’s painful. It’s degrading. Your kind turns against you. Your health starts to decline and you can’t even see yourself as good enough to take care of. I did try to end my life when I was 14. I self harmed for many many years. My mental state continued to decline I started losing friends I lost my girlfriend people turned on me I was homeless. I was in a really low point in my life and there wasn’t a day that went by where I wouldn’t tell myself I’m worthless, unlovable, toxic, a mistake of a human being. But things really do get better. Within the last few months I’ve really been trying to work on my mental and get myself to a point where I don’t hate myself for simply existing. It’s taken a lot of work but I’m definitely in a better spot now. We all go through shit. Horrible shit that we don’t talk about. But even after everything I’ve been going through for years and years on end, even though I was suicidal for many years, right now, today, I can happily say I am happy to be alive. I’m glad I failed. Yes life has been painful. Yes it is a struggle. But these struggles make us grow. These struggles shape us to be better people. I know I’m a better person today because of what I went through. And I can tell that you are too. You’ve been through a lot. You’re still going through a lot our struggles never end. But seeing you rise so far above all of your struggles has really motivated me to start doing the same. Put more effort into making myself better. I’m really glad to hear you’re doing better man. Just remember, don’t hate yourself for the things you went through, you’re a better person today because of those things. You are amazing. And you are powerful. Keep rising. Keep getting better. Keep being the person everyone wants to see in themselves. You do so much more to motivate and help people than you realize. Keep being you man. I’ll always stand here with you
I am honestly so happy I found you tuv. I've never really followed RUclipsrs closely or anything, but when I found your channel I was instantly hooked. Like others have said, it's more than just your content. Yes, you have amazing content, but it isn't complete without your personality. It seriously feels like you're talking to us, and not just a camera. I like how open you are on things and how you always have your fans in mind. Just remember to take breaks when you need them, take care, and keep doing what you love :) Glad you're in a better place now
I haven't been following your journey for long, maybe a couple of months, yet you are super relatable, you feel like someone that I feel like talking to and it makes me happy to hear that you are having so many benefits from therapy, keep it up, you are a strong, impressive and inspiring young man. When you said that you enjoyed the medicine they put you on so much and explained how fast your body got used to them, and then you proceeded to say, "well I ran out so I never did that again".. Tuv, not many people are able to look at it with such a practical and common sense approach. I would lie if I said my heart didn't feel very proud of you, even if I don't know you. You are an inspiration and I wish you all the best in your journey through life, my dude 💕
Man this guy knows the RUclips audience in a way I wish I could understand. He's so good at knowing what's worth watching and making an in depth vid without over explaining or making it feel like he padding the video for ad Rev. I've never seen a creator have a 2nd channel this close to the primary channel. Those sizes are usually halved. It's so impressive that his are so close and it just goes to show how well he knows his audience
I'm so happy that you reacted to this video. I had been out of the loop and his video was the first thing that popped up on my recommended bruh I was so worried.
you are one of the most genuine RUclipsrs out there and u really deserve all the clout! fr tho I do binge ur videos and I am always waiting for the next video. u said depression has nothing to do with the fame but just know that you have a great fanbase and we're cheering you on!
sending much love and support,,ive been dealing with depression for about five years now and its actually fucked up me graduating from hs lol not just bc of that also covid but thats not the point,,i know how fucking hard it can be im still struggling everyday, but i always try to have hope
See that’s why I fw you cause you remind me of myself. I’ve been struggling with social anxiety and depression for years now but it was only about a year back when I got help and it’s been life changing. A year back I couldn’t even get out of bed. I went weeks without showering and days without brushing my teeth. At this point I was really contemplating suicide but the idea of leaving my friends and family behind was a hard pill to swallow. I would only transfer my pain if I were to take my life. So in one final act I asked the one person who knew me best what I should do and she told me I should seek help so the next day I told my mother about what I had been going through and I couldn’t keep myself from breaking down in front of her. It was the first time I had cried in front of her since I was a child and seeing her cry shattered my heart into pieces. Ever since then I promised myself that I’d grow a heart of steel and never let myself go down that hole ever again and to document my progress I’ve made it my mission to grow out my hair, get absolutely ripped, and get piercings. It’s great to see someone who I can relate to come so far in a competitive platform. I’m hoping one day I can be just like you. You’re a real one bro.
I’m so glad you’re doing better! Ik depression is a very hard thing to deal with and it takes a lot to ask for help. I may not even know you but I’m so proud of you! And if you ever start feel like before remember the people who love you❤️
Bro i hope u get better seeing someone that knows what it feels like really helps bro! Thanks for being awesome tuv, i was diagnosed with depression after i tried to off myself many times, u Being u really helps me, i really hope u get better tho man! Your the best
Also opioids are the most addictive so I'm glad you quit them early on so it wasn't out of control. If you were doing it for just a few days thats enough to spark an addiction. Hope you continue on your path of finding contentment with you and continue on growing your youtube channel. Good luck bertie/tuv :)
glad you’re doin better, and glad you’re seeking therapy. i just recently started going back and it’s been helping a bunch. i hope you and your therapist can meet in person because it really does make a difference.
I love you Tuv im glad ur getting better dude i can relate to ur anxiety/depression because ive been dealing that all my life but it wasn't until recently i started having panic attacks and dude i swear that feeling is the worse but ik imma gnna b ok & everyone else dealing with it much love💙💙💙
Pain medicine flood your brain with endorphins, and as you come off of them your brain struggles to make its own endorphins. It takes a long time to get back to normal after opioids, but life does get back to normal, and things do get better. I’ve been there and I know the feeling all too well. You got this. ♥️ also, depression is a bitch but keep moving.
2:15 ive felt like this everyday and i dont know whats causing it or how to stop it...ive never been able to explain it but once i heard you say that it explained it perfectly but your videos help me get out of it so thank you
Thank you so much for clarifying in this video. Being able to reflect on yourself and look at yourself crying in a video is amazing. People tend to just see it as embarrassing and not look more into it. Appreciate you man.
hey i usually dont comment on yt videos but like damn your cool asf and i really hope you're doing good now. always remember to focus on yourself and dont put anything over your own health. we love you tuv
Bro I have just watched the dark rise video, I know how you felt I struggle with depression and been on pain meds since 2017 due to my injuries and its horrible. I hope your feeling good and just remember you have fans that love you and your content 👊
One time I was trying to tell my friend about how badly my dissociation was getting. And I know that friend cares for me, but when explaining I wish I said something like you did. You said it in the most accurate way I have ever heard.
The way you are just you on the channel is so refreshing and nice to watch. Also the topic of your mental health is so relatable and seeing you cheering up is so nice and uplifting for people who struggle too. Truly wish you all the best, we love you and your content. Peace and love♥️
damn after u explaining disassociation, ive realized that I used to have that a lot. Recently I was in a pretty bad episode and experienced things like that a lot. it feels weird
hey tuv! i hope you are doing all right atm and that you feel better i really hope you are doing okay you are literally the only youtuber that actually makes me open youtube and literally the only one who im actually enjoying videos! i really hope you are great!
its weird. watching You is as motivating as it is crushing to me. Im the same Age but dont know what to do with my Life. I couldnt Imagine being in a Position like you, were you have to be kinda like a Rolemodel but still be Yourself. You being so Authentic is Nice, and its nice to see you're doing better. I would ask you if you have any tipps of some sorts, but i know you just found out what works for you, and that doesnt mean you know how to help other People. Growing up really just teaches you that Nobody really has a clue, and even if they seem like they do. They just know what works for them, Nobody can tell you wich Shoes fit you until you try to walk in them on your own. Sorry for rambling, just had to write down my thoughts. Keep it up :)
I believe in you, i’m proud you have come far and that you are open minded. i love you bud, even though you don’t know me, i recognize how you feel on personal levels and i’d help any way if you ever needed a friend. luv u tuv 🙃
I'm really happy that I watched this to have a lil bio upclose and personal rundown of just who I've started watching on your other channel. I think it's so cool how you've come so far in such a small amount of time on yt. I am a recovering addict with opiates as well... the worst one if you know what I'm saying. Happy you are doing well and in a better place. Keep on keepin' on mannn.
Recently its been hard for me too cuz i lost the love of my life a few weeks ago she turned everyone i know against me ive finally gotten better in the situation you also helped me with ur hilarious videos thank you tuv 🙏🥰☺️🥺
i dont think theres ever been a ytber i cared so much about, in such a short time after finding you through charlie i watched lots of your main channel vids and lots of the ones here and came to like you and your personality a lot (also love the hair). it breaks my heart to hear what youre going through i hope youll just get better and better. thanks for entertaining us all
to bo honest thank god your ok i love watching your videos i am currently 12 really close to turning 13 and im thinking that i will get sad and depressed i have gotten all inspitation from you and i love you tuv please dont change because of money i love the way you are and many people think the same as me.
I found you through charlie, and it was like you weren't here one second, and then you were here the next. It seemed to come out of no where, oh man I was wrong.
U said something about people who dontve money for therapy well I'm not sure about other states but I live in new orleans, la I wanted therapy & had no money so I applied for medicaid & got it I now see a therapist & a provider every month & it's the best decision I ever made in my life I wish I would've done it sooner yes TUV Bertie therapy saves lives glad ur feeling better thanks for being so open love ur vids keep up the great work I wish u the best life u can live
Hey tuv. I know im never going to be the one who you reply to but im at my lowest right now and i know im not talking about the video or anything just i wanted to say thank you so much fro making videos. i am at my lowest because of my health. I was never the kid who was fresh and i have depression to be honest. i want to commit a long time ago but you are holding my heart so much and im so happy that i am subbed to you. I am overthinking so much things right now and i was the 2nd on the podium and im scared of my mom so much bc if i am not perfect she is mad and everything.. These are the last times im here on this world so thank you so much. so much appricate by: -YourHungarianFellow-
See you next time you upload , big fan and I can understand your mental health . I use bud to calm my anxiety down but I have no support to give it up so idk might aswel keep doing it
This type of video honestly makes you more relatable than you were before. Its really refreshing seeing someone who's pretty up front about themselves without any fake bs. You deserve your rise dude.
That beginning I have actually felt and man it was crazy I am better now but it really was something it made me grow as a better person but it was such a time to live at least its done now
i was on a podcast: ruclips.net/video/t3Y4reKDI-s/видео.html
wow thats great
congrats
Proud of you man
Holy Shit! Nice
Congrats!!!
Hey tuv, thanks for reacting and clarifying some details!
Your fans are honestly the most wholesome community I have come across on the internet. You have done an amazing job attracting such wonderful and supportive people to follow your content.
Also, thanks for being the catalyst for my channel to begin blowing up its truly a dream coming true. ❤️
It really was a good video though, keep it up man 👍
Yeah I just saw ur video it’s really well edited for ur subs and stuff really good just keep it up.
It’s mad you’ve grown so fast I was your 98th sub
@@archaaayyyy4282 I was his ~200th literally a week and a half ago
great video bro!
I really appreciate that you're real and not exaggerated, it feels like someone is genuinely talking to me. thank you for making content that i enjoy.
6:43 what ever you put ur mind to, u will achieve it
@@kidaa9653 suicide will be achieved for me
Everyone is gonna be saying this ha?
@@Luh_katkat idk man its true
content that “WE” enjoy
I'm glad that you aren't at such a low point anymore. Keep going strong man!
It must be incredibly bizarre watching a video about yourself when you had no input into its creation. It must also be incredibly difficult to see yourself at a low point through someone else's eyes.
Definitely interesting to think about considering I could only analyse the situation from what was public and posted in his discord and YT.
:o
TUV!! Your description of disassociation starting at 2:15 is the most accurate I've ever heard- and exactly what its like for me. I have PTSD and bipolar type 2 and give speeches to folks with mental illness- I must applaud you for talking about depression!! People like you help me make this subject less of a taboo!! Good luck to you in all you do!
Are you apart of lgbt?
@@Phantom_D3V no, just a person with a few problems because of someone else's poor decisions
@@lindz6585 thats a you problem
@@Phantom_D3V yep
@@Phantom_D3V Sounds kinda dickish
Thank you for talking about how many people become addicted to opiates. I am about eight months clean now and it was the hardest struggle of my life I had to die and get brought back before I was able to quit. It’s one of the worst things and a lot of times when you’re an opiate addict people will look at you and think why did you ever start doing drugs this is your own fault your week etc. it has nothing to do with that it has to do with how quickly the body develops a tolerance and needs more and more when you’re in real pain and become addicted to opiates you’re in for a wild ride trying to get away from her. And all it takes is one more week of doing them regularly before your brain becomes addicted on top of your body. That’s a scary thought and I will never take another painkiller again I don’t care if I have my arm cut off. I took one after surgery when I had 2 1/2 years clean thinking that I totally had it under control and that’s what sat me off on the worst relapse of my life that took my life. I’m very lucky to be here unless you absolutely are dying from pain do not take these pills. Also if you have these pills somebody else Hass to ration them for you and you cannot take them longer than three days in a row you have to skip a day and go through a day of agony if you have to it’s better to have physical pain and I have a life of addiction.
i’m so glad that you’re in a better place now and that therapy helps you!! i hope that with more therapy sessions you’ll soon be able to work over your sleeping issues! sending you lots of love from canada
Canadian brethren!!!! 🇨🇦
I feel you on the severe depression thing brother, I've been going through it lately and it's literally debilitating. Watching your videos help me keep my mind busy though. Stay strong brother, I've been through opiate addiction too man it's a dark road.
i'm 15 rn and I don't to be one of the kids saying they will end themselves and be like "tuv pls save me" but I genuinely think that just talk with you about my life and hear what you would have to say about it would make me feel better and less confused, cuz you're the most relatable youtuber i've ever seen, specially by your depression, the internet somehow being your comfort place or the thing that keeps you happy and of course your history with youtube, the colege thing and the reason why you choose to be a youtuber
it gives me hope that I can still be successful in life being myself and people may one day love me for me like they love you (we do) and I just feel so happy for where you reached, just so happy for you
this video made me feel so happy. i'm in a rough spot rn and watching someone this real on the internet is so nice to see.
I saw this recommended and didn’t know how I felt about watching it. I’m glad you’re reviewing it so I can get some insight on it without feeling weird 🥰🥰I hope you’re doing well. ❤️❤️❤️
All things aside, Tuv, we are all glad that you've been getting better since that first clip in the video. I've been through depression, still kinda am, and it sucks. It takes a lot to get out of it, and we're all glad that you are getting through it.
Never heard someone with such similar experiences with depression as me, Along with drugs…. I did more than opiate’s, but damn you hit the nail on the head with how you described it. Each dose would have to be +1 to feel anything and when it hit you never want it to stop. PLEASE EVERYONE, Turn down the prescription if it’s an opiate. As much as it might suck, a month or so at most of pain is worth it in comparison of a life long addiction.
2:19 I feel the same way it's just that nobody can understand it or I can't explain it, but you are the only person to explain it in a simple way.
tuv your videos have made me happy for awhile now I have found the m funny and so enjoy able recently my now ex broke up with me and it has been pretty hard everything was perfect and then her cousin told her to break up with me cause she didn't like me and she did i am honestly so happy that you decided to make content and stopped taking pills please keep making amazing videos i wish the best to you man.
tuv is the actual example of a RUclipsr who is completely honest
Didn’t know how much I really was fucking with ur videos till his rise video. I like many came for the amazing dark web content initially but ended up staying cuz ur a warm friendly genuine creator and really connect with your audience and it truly makes your content a pleasure to watch and something to look forward to. Stay up king
Hey Bertie, I never saw that video I need to go back and watch it. I have been clean of opioids for 13 years. I am so damn proud of you for getting that under control before you went somewhere almost impossible to come back from. I lived in that somewhere for a while it was ugly, I am happy I got myself back. Good on you for holding yourself accountable and recognizing depression and the fact you may be heading into addiction and fixing it.💜
PSA.. the pills only feel good for a minute then you have to take them to be normal, it's an ugly cycle. Please don't ever try them people
your videos comfort me so much man, i like that your so real and have easy content to watch on hours and watching your channel grow is fun
Hey man you’re doing amazing. I completely relate to the depression and dark thoughts. I’m 20 myself and just trying to do something as simple as figuring out who you truly are and where you belong in this world is difficult. It’s painful. It’s degrading. Your kind turns against you. Your health starts to decline and you can’t even see yourself as good enough to take care of. I did try to end my life when I was 14. I self harmed for many many years. My mental state continued to decline I started losing friends I lost my girlfriend people turned on me I was homeless. I was in a really low point in my life and there wasn’t a day that went by where I wouldn’t tell myself I’m worthless, unlovable, toxic, a mistake of a human being. But things really do get better. Within the last few months I’ve really been trying to work on my mental and get myself to a point where I don’t hate myself for simply existing. It’s taken a lot of work but I’m definitely in a better spot now. We all go through shit. Horrible shit that we don’t talk about. But even after everything I’ve been going through for years and years on end, even though I was suicidal for many years, right now, today, I can happily say I am happy to be alive. I’m glad I failed. Yes life has been painful. Yes it is a struggle. But these struggles make us grow. These struggles shape us to be better people. I know I’m a better person today because of what I went through. And I can tell that you are too. You’ve been through a lot. You’re still going through a lot our struggles never end. But seeing you rise so far above all of your struggles has really motivated me to start doing the same. Put more effort into making myself better. I’m really glad to hear you’re doing better man. Just remember, don’t hate yourself for the things you went through, you’re a better person today because of those things. You are amazing. And you are powerful. Keep rising. Keep getting better. Keep being the person everyone wants to see in themselves. You do so much more to motivate and help people than you realize. Keep being you man. I’ll always stand here with you
I’ve probably commented this like three times by now, but it’s crazy to see you go from a meme page to a full fledged RUclipsr, love you
I am honestly so happy I found you tuv. I've never really followed RUclipsrs closely or anything, but when I found your channel I was instantly hooked. Like others have said, it's more than just your content. Yes, you have amazing content, but it isn't complete without your personality. It seriously feels like you're talking to us, and not just a camera. I like how open you are on things and how you always have your fans in mind. Just remember to take breaks when you need them, take care, and keep doing what you love :)
Glad you're in a better place now
I haven't been following your journey for long, maybe a couple of months, yet you are super relatable, you feel like someone that I feel like talking to and it makes me happy to hear that you are having so many benefits from therapy, keep it up, you are a strong, impressive and inspiring young man.
When you said that you enjoyed the medicine they put you on so much and explained how fast your body got used to them, and then you proceeded to say, "well I ran out so I never did that again".. Tuv, not many people are able to look at it with such a practical and common sense approach. I would lie if I said my heart didn't feel very proud of you, even if I don't know you. You are an inspiration and I wish you all the best in your journey through life, my dude 💕
Man this guy knows the RUclips audience in a way I wish I could understand. He's so good at knowing what's worth watching and making an in depth vid without over explaining or making it feel like he padding the video for ad Rev. I've never seen a creator have a 2nd channel this close to the primary channel. Those sizes are usually halved. It's so impressive that his are so close and it just goes to show how well he knows his audience
I'm so happy that you reacted to this video. I had been out of the loop and his video was the first thing that popped up on my recommended bruh I was so worried.
you are one of the most genuine RUclipsrs out there and u really deserve all the clout! fr tho I do binge ur videos and I am always waiting for the next video. u said depression has nothing to do with the fame but just know that you have a great fanbase and we're cheering you on!
I feel you tuv, I’m only 15 and I know exactly the feeling. It can only get better man, just stay strong.
I actually discovered you from this video, now I love your vids
So proud of you for getting to 1 million been watching since the TikTok icebergs
Bertie, I love your videos, I love the topics. They way you talk to us is like talking to a friend. I mean i can't say more but yeeah love you!
sending much love and support,,ive been dealing with depression for about five years now and its actually fucked up me graduating from hs lol not just bc of that also covid but thats not the point,,i know how fucking hard it can be im still struggling everyday, but i always try to have hope
luv u tuv
No way backrooms man
Hi leech
you explaining the feeling of watching yourself kinda in 3rd person is so weird bc I've been trying to explain that to people for months
I love your channel name. The Unhappy Voice and TUV are both awesome!
See that’s why I fw you cause you remind me of myself. I’ve been struggling with social anxiety and depression for years now but it was only about a year back when I got help and it’s been life changing. A year back I couldn’t even get out of bed. I went weeks without showering and days without brushing my teeth. At this point I was really contemplating suicide but the idea of leaving my friends and family behind was a hard pill to swallow. I would only transfer my pain if I were to take my life. So in one final act I asked the one person who knew me best what I should do and she told me I should seek help so the next day I told my mother about what I had been going through and I couldn’t keep myself from breaking down in front of her. It was the first time I had cried in front of her since I was a child and seeing her cry shattered my heart into pieces. Ever since then I promised myself that I’d grow a heart of steel and never let myself go down that hole ever again and to document my progress I’ve made it my mission to grow out my hair, get absolutely ripped, and get piercings. It’s great to see someone who I can relate to come so far in a competitive platform. I’m hoping one day I can be just like you. You’re a real one bro.
I’m so glad you’re doing better! Ik depression is a very hard thing to deal with and it takes a lot to ask for help. I may not even know you but I’m so proud of you! And if you ever start feel like before remember the people who love you❤️
Glad you good homie 🙏🙏🙏 love the vids on both channels! 🔥👌
This video you’re reacting to was how I found TUV, and so happy I did! ✌🏻❤️
Bro i hope u get better seeing someone that knows what it feels like really helps bro! Thanks for being awesome tuv, i was diagnosed with depression after i tried to off myself many times, u Being u really helps me, i really hope u get better tho man! Your the best
Also opioids are the most addictive so I'm glad you quit them early on so it wasn't out of control. If you were doing it for just a few days thats enough to spark an addiction. Hope you continue on your path of finding contentment with you and continue on growing your youtube channel. Good luck bertie/tuv :)
I’ve been waiting for this one for a while now and I’m excited to see this.
glad you’re doin better, and glad you’re seeking therapy. i just recently started going back and it’s been helping a bunch. i hope you and your therapist can meet in person because it really does make a difference.
bro thx for making this i got real worried after i watched that video, glad ur ok man
I love you Tuv im glad ur getting better dude i can relate to ur anxiety/depression because ive been dealing that all my life but it wasn't until recently i started having panic attacks and dude i swear that feeling is the worse but ik imma gnna b ok & everyone else dealing with it much love💙💙💙
Pain medicine flood your brain with endorphins, and as you come off of them your brain struggles to make its own endorphins. It takes a long time to get back to normal after opioids, but life does get back to normal, and things do get better. I’ve been there and I know the feeling all too well. You got this. ♥️ also, depression is a bitch but keep moving.
I'm glad you're doing better. You have a ton of us viewers who adore you and your content.
2:15 ive felt like this everyday and i dont know whats causing it or how to stop it...ive never been able to explain it but once i heard you say that it explained it perfectly
but your videos help me get out of it so thank you
Thank you so much for clarifying in this video. Being able to reflect on yourself and look at yourself crying in a video is amazing. People tend to just see it as embarrassing and not look more into it. Appreciate you man.
hey i usually dont comment on yt videos but like damn your cool asf and i really hope you're doing good now. always remember to focus on yourself and dont put anything over your own health. we love you tuv
Bro I have just watched the dark rise video, I know how you felt I struggle with depression and been on pain meds since 2017 due to my injuries and its horrible. I hope your feeling good and just remember you have fans that love you and your content 👊
One time I was trying to tell my friend about how badly my dissociation was getting. And I know that friend cares for me, but when explaining I wish I said something like you did. You said it in the most accurate way I have ever heard.
We love you Bertie, take care of yourself man! Glad to hear you’ve been getting better :)
Don't worry tuv, you are an amazing person, if you need take a break. keep up the great work
The way you are just you on the channel is so refreshing and nice to watch. Also the topic of your mental health is so relatable and seeing you cheering up is so nice and uplifting for people who struggle too. Truly wish you all the best, we love you and your content. Peace and love♥️
damn after u explaining disassociation, ive realized that I used to have that a lot. Recently I was in a pretty bad episode and experienced things like that a lot. it feels weird
i’m glad I haven’t seen that original video so I watched it w tuv and we both had first impressions
hey tuv! i hope you are doing all right atm and that you feel better i really hope you are doing okay you are literally the only youtuber that actually makes me open youtube and literally the only one who im actually enjoying videos! i really hope you are great!
It's good to hear that your better!!
Good that your feeling better and I hope you are feeling even better soon
I often experience dissociation and also wouldnt want to wish it on my enemies
Love to see IA getting the recognition he deserves!
Thank you ❤️
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Man I thought that feeling was normal. Feel that crippling depression a lot.
bro i just watched it as soon as he posted it
i’ve been here since 10k hope u doin ok
You are so honest and thats why i love ur videos.
let’s gooooo Bertie upload!!!
its weird. watching You is as motivating as it is crushing to me. Im the same Age but dont know what to do with my Life. I couldnt Imagine being in a Position like you, were you have to be kinda like a Rolemodel but still be Yourself.
You being so Authentic is Nice, and its nice to see you're doing better.
I would ask you if you have any tipps of some sorts, but i know you just found out what works for you, and that doesnt mean you know how to help other People.
Growing up really just teaches you that Nobody really has a clue, and even if they seem like they do. They just know what works for them, Nobody can tell you wich Shoes fit you until you try to walk in them on your own.
Sorry for rambling, just had to write down my thoughts. Keep it up :)
I believe in you, i’m proud you have come far and that you are open minded. i love you bud, even though you don’t know me, i recognize how you feel on personal levels and i’d help any way if you ever needed a friend. luv u tuv 🙃
Glad to support you as you rise.
He went from getting reacted to to reacting. I'm happy that he's come so far
Belated, but glad you're doing better man. Keep up the wholesome content.
Honestly tuv, your videos make me so happy😌
I'm really happy that I watched this to have a lil bio upclose and personal rundown of just who I've started watching on your other channel. I think it's so cool how you've come so far in such a small amount of time on yt. I am a recovering addict with opiates as well... the worst one if you know what I'm saying. Happy you are doing well and in a better place. Keep on keepin' on mannn.
honestly i had no clue this was happening. but im glad your doing better tuv and that your being open with us
My heart shattered when I watched that video I hope you are doing better mentality :D
Tuv is one of the realest most honest youtubers.
Recently its been hard for me too cuz i lost the love of my life a few weeks ago she turned everyone i know against me ive finally gotten better in the situation you also helped me with ur hilarious videos thank you tuv 🙏🥰☺️🥺
Fuck them
Make money and don't look back
i dont think theres ever been a ytber i cared so much about, in such a short time after finding you through charlie i watched lots of your main channel vids and lots of the ones here and came to like you and your personality a lot (also love the hair). it breaks my heart to hear what youre going through i hope youll just get better and better. thanks for entertaining us all
to bo honest thank god your ok i love watching your videos i am currently 12 really close to turning 13 and im thinking that i will get sad and depressed i have gotten all inspitation from you and i love you tuv please dont change because of money i love the way you are and many people think the same as me.
Its nice to see you feel better Your amazing youtuber and Its great to see you happy!
Glad you're doing better there tuv keep your head up always brother
I found you through charlie, and it was like you weren't here one second, and then you were here the next. It seemed to come out of no where, oh man I was wrong.
duuude this guys genuinely so honest nd open about shi it makes me happy
I found you through that video and I’ve been binge watching your channels since! So happy you’re doing good 🤍
I saw this one!! So glad you’re watching it
U said something about people who dontve money for therapy well I'm not sure about other states but I live in new orleans, la I wanted therapy & had no money so I applied for medicaid & got it I now see a therapist & a provider every month & it's the best decision I ever made in my life I wish I would've done it sooner yes TUV Bertie therapy saves lives glad ur feeling better thanks for being so open love ur vids keep up the great work I wish u the best life u can live
Hey tuv. I know im never going to be the one who you reply to but im at my lowest right now and i know im not talking about the video or anything just i wanted to say thank you so much fro making videos. i am at my lowest because of my health. I was never the kid who was fresh and i have depression to be honest. i want to commit a long time ago but you are holding my heart so much and im so happy that i am subbed to you. I am overthinking so much things right now and i was the 2nd on the podium and im scared of my mom so much bc if i am not perfect she is mad and everything..
These are the last times im here on this world so thank you so much.
so much appricate by: -YourHungarianFellow-
See you next time you upload , big fan and I can understand your mental health . I use bud to calm my anxiety down but I have no support to give it up so idk might aswel keep doing it
I struggle with depression every single day,but i’m glad ur doing well ur well keep it up❤️
Hope you get better :)
Love you content bro been subbed since 20,000 subs keep up the great work don’t become one of those clickbait ego tubers
man the dissociation description was too accurate omg
this camera angle looks like cr1tikals i love it hahaaa
ps tuv i love you, ur videos always make my day and im so glad you exist
I was panicking rn cuz my throat and nose were hurting and I smelled blood but now I'm feeling better cuz ur vid it's awesome that you got better
Love you tuv! You deserve all of this for your hard work. So happy you’re doing better
We all love you tuv
This type of video honestly makes you more relatable than you were before. Its really refreshing seeing someone who's pretty up front about themselves without any fake bs. You deserve your rise dude.
Hi! Bertie im super glad that you've gotten better and that you're not at a low point in your life.
ps: that new angle looks better ngl
I love you man. Thank you for being TOO god damn relatable
That beginning I have actually felt and man it was crazy I am better now but it really was something it made me grow as a better person but it was such a time to live at least its done now
Appreciate the push through even with active depression, you're content is great, love u and keep it up!
Glad things are looking up, depression can bring us to scary places