Congrats. Currently I'm lowering my dose and I'm down more than half and tomorrow I will be reducing the dose again. Can't imagine actually bring able to go a day without a fix.
Just a quick note, this song has been out for years. They've wanted to do a video for it for a while since it's got a lot of meaning to those that wrote it (I'm not exactly sure who wrote it). Also, I'm not mad at it, just informing :D Have a good evening/day/afternoon
Thank you for this comment. I was very confused lmao I was thinking “Wait… I heard this song a while ago… did I get like an insane dose of Deja Vu or something?” Hahaha
When he says dont tell the fans, i feel more like he was ashamed of who he had become, and didnt want his fans to know that side of him, to see him as this weak person who gave in to the demons. Ivan is an amazing human inside and out
He says that because he doesn't want the back lash for the band for his mistakes. And for that Ivan is a bad ass he took what he was going on the chin and got him self the help he needed
This song was one of the few that helped me through my depression and suicidal thoughts last year since this song has really been out for more than 10 years now. I pretty much was doing exactly what the lyrics were saying, like "drowning in the bottom of a bottle" just to get away from those thoughts, even though they'd still be there when I sobered up. Most of my depression comes from thoughts of never being good enough for my family and friends. I'd wake up without a purpose and try to do my best to hide everything. And the lyrics "It's hard for me to understand myself, so it has to be hard as hell for you!" basically sums up what I thought when people tried to console me. Eventually, I talked to a professional and I was able to get out of it. I still get those thoughts of never being enough from time to time, but last year was definitely the worst I've ever gotten just because it was day after day after day. I know people give 5FDP a lot of shit, Ivan in particular, but their music has helped save my life and many others as well
I'm so glad to read that you're doing better! Ivan, FFDP, and other musicians have helped me get sober again. Its been about 2 and a half years now. I know the bottom of the bottles all too well. As for depression? I'm bi-polar and wasn't diagnosed until my early 30's so.... Keep your head up. Or buy funny slippers. 😂 Seriously though, you do matter. Please accept a virtual hug from an internet stranger 🤗
Same man. Experienced all of this by 24. All drinking has done is lead me to a bridge to take my own life but a Stanger stopped and saved me thankfully
He could sing Mary Had a Little Lamb and it would be amazing. I love those who have a melodic voice and a killer scream. Everyone in this band kicks a$$!
As other comments have said, yes this song came out in 2011. I wasn't super familiar with it myself though. They released a video for it in 2022 however, because when it dropped, it was Ivan's birthday and they were like a week or so away from Ivan reaching 4 years sober from alcoholism. They made this video for a song that didn't a lot of attention, for Ivan.
Congrats dood,can't have been easy but fucking good. Never have had a problem just choose not to drink as have seen family members lives destroyed and eventually dying through it.
Today marks seven months sober for me, this song is a great reminder of how much better I am for myself and for those that I care most about without that crutch.
The events picked in this video, really did happen. A good few years ago, Ivan really did damn near drink himself to death. They were actually on tour when it happened. The lead singer of All That Remains, Phil, had actually filled in for him for the 2nd half of the tour. Even tho Phil did an amazing job filling in for Ivan....I would've been crushed if we lost him. This band has saved me, more times than I care to admit.
@@disappointedfather5218 they were definitely on the same tour if I remember correct? Tommy might have been in first, due to short notice and such. I don't think ATR was actually part of the tour. But Phil was able to fill in for the rest.
@@disappointedfather5218 Tommy Vext, did the rest of the 2017 European Tour. I actually was at the concert at 013 Tilburg (the Netherlands) when Ivan left the stage after 6 songs and they stopped the concert. The day after Ivan Moody went back to the United States to go in rehab. A week later they redid the concert for free, with Tommy Vext as singer! I was there too. Both nights I will never forget!
@@iwandiersen4611 thank you for the insight there. I was going off what I was told from my aunt. The show she seen, had Phil from ATR. But that was here in Pennsylvania, USA. So I definitely thank you there 👍🤘
This song really hits close to me, i had a really bad drug addicition for the last two years and was on the brink of death. Now i am happy to say that i have been completely clean form drugs for the last five months.
Been clean for over 3 years. I began to feel withdrawal symptoms within 2 hours of the opiates wearing off and they’d last for about 48 hours. That was with one 10mg oxy. Basically I was paying to feel like a bag of smashed gooch. That was my endgame and I got clean after that. I tried NA but it got too political considering it was 2017 and everyone in the meetings kept blaming OrangeManBad for their relapse or use and that goes against everything that NA stands for. Take responsibility and stop blaming others for your own choices. Regardless, I wish you luck in your journey but remember to not use “just for today.” Also, you’ll feel better the more time passes and you’ll become healthier. Plus, sex gets even better 💪🏼🤣
This is quite the emotional & vulnerable song, proud of Ivan Moody to put this out there. Thanks for the reaction Alex, You truly are an empathetic and kind hearted person to listen to.
Is it bad when he said "hope you're having a dope ass day" and the slap noise didn't play I actually had a moment of "hey... Where's my slap"... Good lord we are habitual creatures aren't we...
So I saw a video that Ivan posted about what the song ment and how he ended up dead trying to quit alcohol cold turkey. When he came back from death he said don’t tell the fans. He was so worried about how fans would react. When he woke up he said he felt something wet not realizing it was his daughters tears. He is sober now. I hope as fans we can all learn famous people are human as well. As fans we should be there and not make anyone feel like they need worry about how the fans act. We should support them if they are struggling like Ivan was. I also heard before and also thanks to the video Ivan did that you need to quit slowly when you drink so much because your body will give out and sometimes it can result in death. Why alcohol is legal blows my mind considering that it can cause so much damage. I’m very glad Ivan is okay and that he has been sober for 4 years.
Death-Voice of the soul You need to hear this spiritual masterpiece. The fact that a band called "Death" made the most beautiful and heartfelt song ever is just beyond this world. Words can't the describe the beauty of this song. Please react.
This kind of songs and videos make me appreciate the band even more. The wrong side of heaven actually made mw realize how much my deployment affected me. I was going through life without emotion. I had lost the ability to really display my emotions. But music from FFDP, Nightwish and Epica were catalysts to getteing me to a better state.
This definitely hits home for me. I've been down in that dark place one too many times. I tried ending it all by downing a bottle like he did, but all it gave me was alcohol poisoning. I also once tried swallowing a handful of pills and that just put me in the hospital and made me really sick. It's so tough to battle those demons who are telling you things will be better off this way... This past July, my dad lost his battle with his demons and killed himself. The only good to come out of that, is now I don't want to take my own life as much as I used to, after seeing and feeling what it's like to lose a family member like that. It hurts so bad, and I don't want to put anyone through that.
You really nailed it with your examination of what the words were saying in the song. If you want to know what happened to Ivan, he posted a video on Instagram talking about it and this video explains it somewhat. It's quite a story.
This is the most emotional music video I've seen in a while especially being about a member of the band, this song still gives me chills and knowing the line "don't tell the fans" is still gives me goosebumps and tears in my eyes 🖤🤘
As an alcoholic myself, and going through a lot of shit over the last half a year and having more than a few really dark thoughts daily and such... This is a rough one. I didn't know the song existed until they posted the video, but goddamn man..
Love the song, very powerful message. Loved the end part of the video that was class. Never new it was an older song til reading the comments. Never been down the road, but can identify as my father and my adopted sons mother (my ex's sister) died through alcohol at tender age of 30.so I do know the struggle the ensues with this. It's a pity that you can't help unless they themselves want to be helped. And when they do want help it's too late.
I drank myself to the edge of death for years after my brother was killed by a drunk driver on thanksgiving 1991. I got sober in July 2001, when I first heard this song in 2011 it hit so close to home, it still makes the hair on the back of my neck stand up. That first line… drowning in the bottom of a bottle, running from the man I swore I’d never be… it’s a punch to the gut every time I hear it.
Ivan said in a televised interview that this video was a re-enactment of the time that he died for 3 1/2 minutes from a seizure during alcohol withdrawal. That and his band mates and family are what finally got him to go into recovery. At this point he has been sober for about 5 years.
Something else a lot of people are unaware of is that Ivan Moody the lead singer, had an alcohol addiction and was nearly fired from the band. He said he would perform live shows drunk and would not remember it the next day. He has since gotten over his alcohol addiction and is doing much better.
thanks for the reaction to the video, this is one of my favorite songs, you are one of the best, I watch you regularly, I hope you will always be on the "top of the wave"!
I spent many years addicted to meth. I let it completely change me and destroy my life and everyone in it. Lost everything. But I am now 16 years sober. So it is possible to break addictions. It wasn’t an easy road but was well worth it. The best thing I ever did was reach out for help. Plus talking with people who were fighting to do the same thing I was helped a lot. Never be afraid to reach out if you need help or know someone who does. And above all know you are worth it. Thank you Alex for all you do and for caring about others. Stay safe brother
My father died in alcoholism in 2008 bit after his passing I continued same path as he was, luckily I had some friends left who talked sense in my head and I searched help, thank god for that 6yrs sober now
I’m so glad they did a video for this song. Side note the song isn’t new but the video is. The song was actually a bonus track on one of their older albums from 2011
FFDP has a finger on the pulse of a LOT of people. It's one of the things that ensures they will have legions of avid fans. They touch those with addiction problems, social problems, mental problems and from all walks of life. I will ALWAYS be a fan,
My gym is work. Climb ladders 8 hrs a day as an electrician. Doing it for almost 40 years. I am in good shape. My first time hearing a Death Punch song.
True story he was handing his daughter a glass of water and fell over dead.(from alcohol) Paramedics revived him and the first words out of Ivans' mouth was " don't tell the fans " He posted a RUclips video telling the story. Just watched it yesterday. Keep up your great work Alex. You helped me in one of my lowest times if you remember. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!
This video did ffdp some good for this song cause nobody seems to know it’s not new but it’s understandable if u don’t listen to them ,have a great day Alex you are amazing and keep up the amazing work
5:05 You made me cry 😢❤ This broke me in the almost end (Ignited by the first cry) 😭 I'm sorry for your mom and family ❤😞 Thanks , I did reached out and sometimes I control my demons, not always them to me ✊🏻
As someone suffering depression and other mental issues, Five Finger Death Punch is my favourite band that makes very relatable music if there's one other that does similar thing it's "I Prevail" their music is not only very relatable for someone like me but also calming sometimes makes me feel like there's actually someone who understands
Reminds me of a saying, “It’s hard to let go of the demons inside; they were holding you when no one else would.” It’s a belief that keeps you from finding the help that you truely need.
This song has been out for a while. I jammed this song more than I care to admit. It hits close to home, both parents were addicts, both are deceased. So sad but so true. God bless Ivan Moody. I love him 💖
Would love to see you react to Poets of the Fall - Carnival of Rust (their most well known song and the music video got voted as the best Finnish music video ever back in 2006 when the song was released). Truly an underrated band from here in Finland. Also a band with many different sounds all the way from slow melodic songs to full on rock. Although if you want to immediately hear a song that showcases how crazy good the lead singer Marko Saaresto's voice can be (and while his vocal range might not be the most dynamic out there he is an amazing example of what you can achieve by having absolutely perfect control of your vocals especially the raw emotion that his voice is able to convey) then i recommend listening to their song Daze. His vocals on the chorus are something out of this world. I just think that so many more people would love their music if they just ever heard them but since their from Finland it rarely happens. Although many have heard their songs in Remedy's video games Max Payne 2, Alan Wake, Quantum Brake and Control (Also every single reactor i have seen reacting to them has been pretty much blown away by their music so i'm very confident you'll like it) also... also... lot's of deep and meaningful lyrics and wordplay in their songs sorry for the long rant i just really want more people to know about them
As a law enforcement officer, I've been on both sides of "that scene". I've been there to revive somebody, and I've had to be brought back in that state myself. Everybody faces demons. Nobody is immune. Sometimes, those of us that seem the strongest, have the darkest demons to face. It's a tragic circle in my line of work. Hard to leave work at work, and home at home. We see some dark shit. But we have to deal with our own lives, and problems too. People forget that sometimes. Check in on each other. Never hesitate to reach out or talk. Those of us who have been there will be there. I'm here. Reach out.
This is probably THE best music video I’ve ever watched, for the raw truth of the images and lyrics that unfortunately represent the reality for some people! 5FDP get a lot of shit from people that don't understand what they represent!...they speak about the “elephants in the room” of this society, problems and matters that by now should be gone already! It’s like, service to the people through their Music as an Art Form!
I just watched the video of Ivan explaining how he really died and that his actual 1st wordd spoken when brought back to life, was Dont tell the fans, his face was wet from his daughter holding his head and crying hysterically. It was haunting. And the hand you see him take ahold of was his daughter bringing him back, the way he explained life after death was very disturbing but peaceful at the same time.
This was the first time seeing this music video as well...and maaaan did it hit the feels for sure! I may not struggle with the addiction of alcoholism but inner depression is a demon that I've struggled with a lot in my life. Between Ivan's story and uplifting words, to your love and support here in this reaction video (and in general)...I'm truly blessed to see the light of hope and want to be here for others as well. Amazing reaction vid as always, love ya brother! 🙏🏻👊🏻
Absolutely beautiful reaction, love your comments, that video is so hard to watch, but the message is so perfect. My gym is in my living room, all wheelchair accessible equipment, makes exercise so less stressful.
for most curious as it's pretty obscure. This was an Itunes exclusive track on the original release of their 3rd studio album American Capitalist. it has only gained more limelight due to a release on their 2nd greatest hits album where it is featured
I got 19 years sober last february 28 but each day is a victory, it can be a struggle, especially in the beginning and there will be battles so just reach out to anyone and anything that can help you
Recently found this song and it hits home because my family struggled with addiction. And I did till about three years when I met the love of my life and kicked the pills and quit the daily drinking. Because I fell back in love with life through her and her children.
I have been an addict since 1993. This hit home. We slip, we fall, and we get up again...I have to be careful of alcohol also....Ganga helps, I have been smoking for 2 years now, did not make me want anything more. My mom was an alcoholic, the imagery of him drinking that whole bottle was tough....
I relate to this song so much.. I haven't had an addiction, but I watched my dad become so consumed by his alcohol addiction that it led to killing him. I was 13, and I have never been the same since, and it's been over 12 years.. I felt so powerless and useless not being able to help the most important man in my life and that will stay with me forever..
The gym of hard knocks ... and thanks for a kickass channel Alex, you videos are one of the highlights of my week, a message of pure psitivity and some kick ass metal. Warmest greetings from sunny South Africa. And yes I have had a dope ass day!!!
Great reaction dude!! I can't even imagine how hard this must of been for Ivan to film. So glad he made it through. His music helps so many people. Alex, if you're interested Ivan did a live talking about the video last week, it's on Rockfeed.
This song screams to me. A truth I know. Growing up, my mother and father were raging alcoholics (and they both had alcoholic parents). I thought we were a normal family but they were violent and it tore my family apart. I still didn’t understand how crazy that it was. As a young adult, I drank. A lot. 7 days a week, blind drunk and thought that was how I was supposed to be if I was an adult. Around 25 years old, I started understanding how abnormal and awful my childhood had been and I promised to never bring a child into a life like mine was. In other words, I chose alcohol over parenthood. I was well on my way to repeating my family history. Fast forward to age 33 and I found myself pregnant. I quit drinking that day and haven’t had a drop of alcohol now in 21 years, this year. I kept my promise about not bringing a child into the same as I had but in a different way than I expected. I thought that meant not having kids but instead it meant breaking the family cycle and raising 3 boys in a solid marriage as a stone cold sober mom.
This video... It's literally Ivan sharing what he saw at rock bottom. Now he's almost 4 years sober and speaks so openly... to put so much out there is so amazing. I absolutely LOVE this band, and Ivan is truly a remarkable person. I don't have sufficient words,really.
I deal greatly with depression, I also deal with an opioid action to Xanax which is a struggle everyday. To those out there that are dealing with an addiction of some sort, there are others out there who are also dealing with maybe the same thing. God bless all of you and may you find that strength to get through this.
The part when he was in hospital and got visitors kind of broke me. I've suffered severe anxiety and depression for about 20 years now and learned that people will abandon you if they dont understand. Eighteen admissions to hospital in the last 4 years (I only know this because they told me last I was hospitalized) and I find myself wishing there was a single person on the planet who cared enough to visit me, even once during those times. I imagine it would be nice, and help. Family doesn't support, they antagonize. The worse my health becomes the more the family hates me. When a person is open and honest and confesses to suicide attempts and the fact I think about it all the time all they just get told "How dare you tell me that. How do you think it makes me feel? Never talk to me again". They'll then contact you again so they can tell you how bad a person you are. Hopefully one day I'll get it right. There is no "better" or support for me out there. It's just how it goes for some people unfortunately.
This song isn't new it's from their 3rd album they just felt like it was the right time to make a video for it since Ivan is now sober and has been for quite some time now
Alex, videos like this made me subscribe to your channel. I just love that you're giving a platform to mental health issues and your whole positivity.. you're raising people up. That is something I try to do it in my job (as a psychotherapist) as well and I think you're doing a tremendous job. Thank you.
When I first saw Ivan chugging that whole bottle, It actual made me heave, I don't miss that part of me at all!! I used to have 4-5 beers and then rest of the night would be whiskey+soda every Saturday night. Makes me sick just typing this but I'm happy to be sober since May of 2020! I remember being at a FFDP show Ivan telling the crowd he had died just like in this video, It was shocking to know his problem was getting that bad but Ivan looks and sounds amazing nowadays, Cant wait for new music
I'm celebrating 3 months sober. My wife left me for another man in April the day after I threw her an amazing birthday party. And it's been a struggle. I was using alcohol to numb the pain but it just made things worse. I stopped doing things around the house. Dishes were piling up, my room was full of dirty clothes, I was going to work without bathing or doing laundry. It was bad now I'm caught up on everything and just got a promotion. I bought a Veloster. And I finally feel free enough to move on with my life.
Yo Alex. You should definitely review the song every time you leave by I Prevail. It tells the story of someone that they love that leaves and when they leave it feels like they lose that piece of them that makes them whole. You’ll have to watch the music video to get the story but you’ll be able to get the meaning when you listen to it.
I remember seeing the video launch for this. On my first watch i was in tears. These demons that come from addictions took over both my parents, and having to live a childhood of constant trauma from what they caused has broken me. My mum is 9 years clean and I am so proud of her for it, but just... this was so well filmed i was in tears
He wants to be strong and its makes me feel more understand that he shows his weaknesses with us making me love them even more. It shows they are human and can have lows. We all have some form of demons.
Alex you need to react to more of 'The Dark Side Of The Moon'. This album definitely deserves to be heard in one sitting, all the songs blend into one another. Experience it all at once, it hits different. We've been waiting months for this.
You are just a freaking amazing guy!! How you tell the story about the song is just awesome! And how you help others with your videos. Thank you and keep them coming! 😃
Glad I decided to watch this. Been watching for over a year now and very well enjoy seeing your reactions and hearing your opinions on amazing songs I've known about. It's nice to hear a fresh opinion on art. This video was really great, both the song and your statements. It takes continuous enduring strength to want to be there for others, as long as you desire that I hope you continue to persist.
Reading all of the comments here, I lost my cousin 12 years ago to addiction. He and I were like brothers. It still bothers me to this day. All he had to do was open his mouth and he could still be here. I'm happy for those who have recovered from their addictions and kicked their demons asses. Alex, God bless you man for bringing this reaction to the light. I love you bro!! Earlier today I had some really dark feelings of depression and a total resentment come over me. My wife and I have been fighting quite a bit lately over stupid crap. My inner demons started tugging too hard and I just blanked out. Thinking about just ending it all. Being a dad to a 2 year old daughter and that there are people worse off than me. It went away. Have something to look forward to, get help! Do Not take matters in your own hands. It's not worth it. It was a sad spirit that hit me but I snapped out of it. I thought to myself, have I done enough or do I have more in the tank? I have more left in the tank. Life is too short. Love you all!!
The tragic truth isn't a new song, it's been out since 2011. It's a new music video. I listen to this song when I am struggling with addiction and depression.
the reason this song didnt get as much traction as death punch's other songs is cause ((if I remember correctly)) they were in the middle of finishing the song, but their label said 'hey we have to release this album *now* guys. no time to finish the song' so they released it on the deluxe edition of the same album. very very good fucking song, probably my most favorite from them.
What makes this song. Whether the video was released yesterday or ten years ago, is the relevance. It’s that it identifies with so many. It reaches and speaks to and for so many. Giving a a platform to openly discuss. I swam in the bottom of my own hell, out of self blame, it was easier to feel broken. And while I’ve been sober 15 plus years, Each day the fight back is SO WORTH IT, each new day has some good. Forgiveness from other may or may not ever come, but it begins with SELF FORGIVENESS. If you are out there and struggling? I love you. You matter. You ARE the universe.
Really love this song I’m glad it’s getting reaction time. Their singles are usually not as good as the rest of their album. They have some low key insanely heavy stuff
I’m 3 years sober. I almost died 2019 few time. Good for him on his sobriety. I feel this to the core.
Congratulations, Shelley! That's amazing.
Congrats. Currently I'm lowering my dose and I'm down more than half and tomorrow I will be reducing the dose again. Can't imagine actually bring able to go a day without a fix.
@@brandon8997 Alcohol withdrawals are one of the worst withdrawals because it can literally kill you. Congratulations on making it out man!
Keep fighting everyday and never give up ❤️ we love all of you!
Congratulations to you and to everyone on here sharing their stories. Keep on being being a badass at taking control of your life.
Just a quick note, this song has been out for years. They've wanted to do a video for it for a while since it's got a lot of meaning to those that wrote it (I'm not exactly sure who wrote it). Also, I'm not mad at it, just informing :D
Have a good evening/day/afternoon
It was a bonus track on American Capitalist IIRC.
@@freebilly9526 yes, love this song since its release!
Not just years a whole decade which is crazy
Ivan wrote the lyrics
Thank you for this comment. I was very confused lmao I was thinking “Wait… I heard this song a while ago… did I get like an insane dose of Deja Vu or something?” Hahaha
When he says dont tell the fans, i feel more like he was ashamed of who he had become, and didnt want his fans to know that side of him, to see him as this weak person who gave in to the demons. Ivan is an amazing human inside and out
He says that because he doesn't want the back lash for the band for his mistakes. And for that Ivan is a bad ass he took what he was going on the chin and got him self the help he needed
Only one that this remembered me wrong side of heaven lyrics? I mean he was ashamed of who he has become XD I mean almost the exact lyrics lol
Only one that this remembered me wrong side of heaven lyrics? I mean he was ashamed of who he has become XD I mean almost the exact lyrics lol
@@former7882 well he stated that he wanted to release this on American capitalist album, but decided it wasn't the right time
This song was one of the few that helped me through my depression and suicidal thoughts last year since this song has really been out for more than 10 years now. I pretty much was doing exactly what the lyrics were saying, like "drowning in the bottom of a bottle" just to get away from those thoughts, even though they'd still be there when I sobered up. Most of my depression comes from thoughts of never being good enough for my family and friends. I'd wake up without a purpose and try to do my best to hide everything. And the lyrics "It's hard for me to understand myself, so it has to be hard as hell for you!" basically sums up what I thought when people tried to console me. Eventually, I talked to a professional and I was able to get out of it. I still get those thoughts of never being enough from time to time, but last year was definitely the worst I've ever gotten just because it was day after day after day. I know people give 5FDP a lot of shit, Ivan in particular, but their music has helped save my life and many others as well
I'm so glad to read that you're doing better! Ivan, FFDP, and other musicians have helped me get sober again. Its been about 2 and a half years now. I know the bottom of the bottles all too well. As for depression? I'm bi-polar and wasn't diagnosed until my early 30's so.... Keep your head up. Or buy funny slippers. 😂 Seriously though, you do matter. Please accept a virtual hug from an internet stranger 🤗
Keep going ✊🏻
Same here man, but my issue was alcoholism and drugs! almost 10 years ago!! got them inked on my back for that!
Keep going, stay strong bro 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻
Same man. Experienced all of this by 24. All drinking has done is lead me to a bridge to take my own life but a Stanger stopped and saved me thankfully
He could sing Mary Had a Little Lamb and it would be amazing. I love those who have a melodic voice and a killer scream. Everyone in this band kicks a$$!
As other comments have said, yes this song came out in 2011. I wasn't super familiar with it myself though. They released a video for it in 2022 however, because when it dropped, it was Ivan's birthday and they were like a week or so away from Ivan reaching 4 years sober from alcoholism. They made this video for a song that didn't a lot of attention, for Ivan.
Do believe it was a European release
@@dylanwheeler8402 it was a bonus track on American capitalist. So no
@@dylanwheeler8402 Itunes exclusive bonus track for American Capitalist
Thanks Alex! I messaged you for this. So glad you got to it. Now I'm bawling again! I have 12 months sober because of this man
Congrats dood,can't have been easy but fucking good. Never have had a problem just choose not to drink as have seen family members lives destroyed and eventually dying through it.
Congratulations, Teri!
Keep up the hard work! Here is to 12+ more this year! You got this!
Today marks seven months sober for me, this song is a great reminder of how much better I am for myself and for those that I care most about without that crutch.
Keep doing what your doing!!👍
The events picked in this video, really did happen. A good few years ago, Ivan really did damn near drink himself to death. They were actually on tour when it happened. The lead singer of All That Remains, Phil, had actually filled in for him for the 2nd half of the tour.
Even tho Phil did an amazing job filling in for Ivan....I would've been crushed if we lost him. This band has saved me, more times than I care to admit.
I thought it was Tommy Vext, former lead singer of Bad Wolves. Am I misremembering that?
@@disappointedfather5218 they were definitely on the same tour if I remember correct? Tommy might have been in first, due to short notice and such. I don't think ATR was actually part of the tour. But Phil was able to fill in for the rest.
He did die and was recessitated
@@disappointedfather5218 Tommy Vext, did the rest of the 2017 European Tour. I actually was at the concert at 013 Tilburg (the Netherlands) when Ivan left the stage after 6 songs and they stopped the concert. The day after Ivan Moody went back to the United States to go in rehab. A week later they redid the concert for free, with Tommy Vext as singer! I was there too. Both nights I will never forget!
@@iwandiersen4611 thank you for the insight there. I was going off what I was told from my aunt. The show she seen, had Phil from ATR. But that was here in Pennsylvania, USA.
So I definitely thank you there 👍🤘
This song really hits close to me, i had a really bad drug addicition for the last two years and was on the brink of death. Now i am happy to say that i have been completely clean form drugs for the last five months.
Been clean for over 3 years. I began to feel withdrawal symptoms within 2 hours of the opiates wearing off and they’d last for about 48 hours. That was with one 10mg oxy. Basically I was paying to feel like a bag of smashed gooch. That was my endgame and I got clean after that. I tried NA but it got too political considering it was 2017 and everyone in the meetings kept blaming OrangeManBad for their relapse or use and that goes against everything that NA stands for. Take responsibility and stop blaming others for your own choices. Regardless, I wish you luck in your journey but remember to not use “just for today.” Also, you’ll feel better the more time passes and you’ll become healthier. Plus, sex gets even better 💪🏼🤣
That’s wonderful! Keep it going…you’ve got this!
god bless! keep it up
HUGE congrats !! 6 months only for me..getting there, Every day is a challenge.
Hells yea man one day at a time! I've been in and out of sobriety for 11 years. I love to hear about people getting sober. You are a badass!
This is quite the emotional & vulnerable song, proud of Ivan Moody to put this out there. Thanks for the reaction Alex, You truly are an empathetic and kind hearted person to listen to.
Is it bad when he said "hope you're having a dope ass day" and the slap noise didn't play I actually had a moment of "hey... Where's my slap"...
Good lord we are habitual creatures aren't we...
Also, I woke up with them posting new vids on their RUclips but realized quickly they were older songs. Such as this one. Still amazing as always!
Yep this song is 10 years old
So I saw a video that Ivan posted about what the song ment and how he ended up dead trying to quit alcohol cold turkey. When he came back from death he said don’t tell the fans. He was so worried about how fans would react. When he woke up he said he felt something wet not realizing it was his daughters tears. He is sober now. I hope as fans we can all learn famous people are human as well. As fans we should be there and not make anyone feel like they need worry about how the fans act. We should support them if they are struggling like Ivan was. I also heard before and also thanks to the video Ivan did that you need to quit slowly when you drink so much because your body will give out and sometimes it can result in death. Why alcohol is legal blows my mind considering that it can cause so much damage. I’m very glad Ivan is okay and that he has been sober for 4 years.
Ahhh, that explains the little hand in his in the white light. Thanks!
@@melaniejordan1199 I saw that video as well on Rock Feed. 40 months sober is just wow!
There's a ton of songs by them you need to listen to. When the seasons change, I refuse, gone away
Death-Voice of the soul
You need to hear this spiritual masterpiece.
The fact that a band called "Death" made the most beautiful and heartfelt song ever is just beyond this world.
Words can't the describe the beauty of this song.
Please react.
Chuck was the man.
I first listened to this song 3 years ago, still gives me chills
This kind of songs and videos make me appreciate the band even more. The wrong side of heaven actually made mw realize how much my deployment affected me. I was going through life without emotion. I had lost the ability to really display my emotions. But music from FFDP, Nightwish and Epica were catalysts to getteing me to a better state.
This definitely hits home for me. I've been down in that dark place one too many times. I tried ending it all by downing a bottle like he did, but all it gave me was alcohol poisoning. I also once tried swallowing a handful of pills and that just put me in the hospital and made me really sick. It's so tough to battle those demons who are telling you things will be better off this way... This past July, my dad lost his battle with his demons and killed himself.
The only good to come out of that, is now I don't want to take my own life as much as I used to, after seeing and feeling what it's like to lose a family member like that. It hurts so bad, and I don't want to put anyone through that.
You really nailed it with your examination of what the words were saying in the song. If you want to know what happened to Ivan, he posted a video on Instagram talking about it and this video explains it somewhat. It's quite a story.
This is the most emotional music video I've seen in a while especially being about a member of the band, this song still gives me chills and knowing the line "don't tell the fans" is still gives me goosebumps and tears in my eyes 🖤🤘
It’s not new it’s been out forever, they released to show what ivan’s been through in his life
As an alcoholic myself, and going through a lot of shit over the last half a year and having more than a few really dark thoughts daily and such... This is a rough one. I didn't know the song existed until they posted the video, but goddamn man..
My heart is full knowing that Ivan is in sobriety. Very proud of him and supportive in his new "highway". Knucklehead 4 life. 👊
Love the song, very powerful message. Loved the end part of the video that was class. Never new it was an older song til reading the comments. Never been down the road, but can identify as my father and my adopted sons mother (my ex's sister) died through alcohol at tender age of 30.so I do know the struggle the ensues with this. It's a pity that you can't help unless they themselves want to be helped. And when they do want help it's too late.
Song has been out for 11 years
Ivan is 100% sober now.He is very active on instagram .his voice is one of a kind.
awareness is the enemy of sanity...for once you hear the screaming...it never stops
I drank myself to the edge of death for years after my brother was killed by a drunk driver on thanksgiving 1991. I got sober in July 2001, when I first heard this song in 2011 it hit so close to home, it still makes the hair on the back of my neck stand up. That first line… drowning in the bottom of a bottle, running from the man I swore I’d never be… it’s a punch to the gut every time I hear it.
It takes facing yourself to break free, the scariest and hardest enemy we each face.
Ivan said in a televised interview that this video was a re-enactment of the time that he died for 3 1/2 minutes from a seizure during alcohol withdrawal. That and his band mates and family are what finally got him to go into recovery. At this point he has been sober for about 5 years.
Something else a lot of people are unaware of is that Ivan Moody the lead singer, had an alcohol addiction and was nearly fired from the band. He said he would perform live shows drunk and would not remember it the next day. He has since gotten over his alcohol addiction and is doing much better.
thanks for the reaction to the video, this is one of my favorite songs, you are one of the best, I watch you regularly, I hope you will always be on the "top of the wave"!
I spent many years addicted to meth. I let it completely change me and destroy my life and everyone in it. Lost everything. But I am now 16 years sober. So it is possible to break addictions. It wasn’t an easy road but was well worth it. The best thing I ever did was reach out for help. Plus talking with people who were fighting to do the same thing I was helped a lot. Never be afraid to reach out if you need help or know someone who does. And above all know you are worth it. Thank you Alex for all you do and for caring about others. Stay safe brother
This made me cry..I feel so happy he’s now sober…thanks for your uplifting comments⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
I love seeing and hearing Andy James with this band. 🤘
My father died in alcoholism in 2008 bit after his passing I continued same path as he was, luckily I had some friends left who talked sense in my head and I searched help, thank god for that 6yrs sober now
I’m so glad they did a video for this song. Side note the song isn’t new but the video is. The song was actually a bonus track on one of their older albums from 2011
FFDP has a finger on the pulse of a LOT of people. It's one of the things that ensures they will have legions of avid fans. They touch those with addiction problems, social problems, mental problems and from all walks of life. I will ALWAYS be a fan,
My gym is work. Climb ladders 8 hrs a day as an electrician. Doing it for almost 40 years. I am in good shape. My first time hearing a Death Punch song.
True story he was handing his daughter a glass of water and fell over dead.(from alcohol) Paramedics revived him and the first words out of Ivans' mouth was " don't tell the fans " He posted a RUclips video telling the story. Just watched it yesterday. Keep up your great work Alex. You helped me in one of my lowest times if you remember. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!
This video did ffdp some good for this song cause nobody seems to know it’s not new but it’s understandable if u don’t listen to them ,have a great day Alex you are amazing and keep up the amazing work
They've gotten me through so much shit. Been suicidal more than once, was homeless at one point...and their music kept me, and still keeps me, going.
5:05 You made me cry 😢❤
This broke me in the almost end (Ignited by the first cry) 😭
I'm sorry for your mom and family ❤😞
Thanks , I did reached out and sometimes I control my demons, not always them to me ✊🏻
As someone suffering depression and other mental issues, Five Finger Death Punch is my favourite band that makes very relatable music if there's one other that does similar thing it's "I Prevail" their music is not only very relatable for someone like me but also calming sometimes makes me feel like there's actually someone who understands
Reminds me of a saying, “It’s hard to let go of the demons inside; they were holding you when no one else would.” It’s a belief that keeps you from finding the help that you truely need.
This song has been out for a while. I jammed this song more than I care to admit. It hits close to home, both parents were addicts, both are deceased. So sad but so true. God bless Ivan Moody. I love him 💖
Would love to see you react to Poets of the Fall - Carnival of Rust (their most well known song and the music video got voted as the best Finnish music video ever back in 2006 when the song was released). Truly an underrated band from here in Finland. Also a band with many different sounds all the way from slow melodic songs to full on rock.
Although if you want to immediately hear a song that showcases how crazy good the lead singer Marko Saaresto's voice can be (and while his vocal range might not be the most dynamic out there he is an amazing example of what you can achieve by having absolutely perfect control of your vocals especially the raw emotion that his voice is able to convey) then i recommend listening to their song Daze. His vocals on the chorus are something out of this world.
I just think that so many more people would love their music if they just ever heard them but since their from Finland it rarely happens. Although many have heard their songs in Remedy's video games Max Payne 2, Alan Wake, Quantum Brake and Control
(Also every single reactor i have seen reacting to them has been pretty much blown away by their music so i'm very confident you'll like it)
also... also... lot's of deep and meaningful lyrics and wordplay in their songs
sorry for the long rant i just really want more people to know about them
As a law enforcement officer, I've been on both sides of "that scene". I've been there to revive somebody, and I've had to be brought back in that state myself. Everybody faces demons. Nobody is immune. Sometimes, those of us that seem the strongest, have the darkest demons to face. It's a tragic circle in my line of work. Hard to leave work at work, and home at home. We see some dark shit. But we have to deal with our own lives, and problems too. People forget that sometimes. Check in on each other. Never hesitate to reach out or talk. Those of us who have been there will be there. I'm here. Reach out.
This is probably THE best music video I’ve ever watched, for the raw truth of the images and lyrics that unfortunately represent the reality for some people! 5FDP get a lot of shit from people that don't understand what they represent!...they speak about the “elephants in the room” of this society, problems and matters that by now should be gone already! It’s like, service to the people through their Music as an Art Form!
I just watched the video of Ivan explaining how he really died and that his actual 1st wordd spoken when brought back to life, was Dont tell the fans, his face was wet from his daughter holding his head and crying hysterically. It was haunting. And the hand you see him take ahold of was his daughter bringing him back, the way he explained life after death was very disturbing but peaceful at the same time.
This was the first time seeing this music video as well...and maaaan did it hit the feels for sure! I may not struggle with the addiction of alcoholism but inner depression is a demon that I've struggled with a lot in my life. Between Ivan's story and uplifting words, to your love and support here in this reaction video (and in general)...I'm truly blessed to see the light of hope and want to be here for others as well. Amazing reaction vid as always, love ya brother! 🙏🏻👊🏻
Greatest singer I've heard in a very long time
Absolutely beautiful reaction, love your comments, that video is so hard to watch, but the message is so perfect. My gym is in my living room, all wheelchair accessible equipment, makes exercise so less stressful.
for most curious as it's pretty obscure. This was an Itunes exclusive track on the original release of their 3rd studio album American Capitalist. it has only gained more limelight due to a release on their 2nd greatest hits album where it is featured
I got 19 years sober last february 28 but each day is a victory, it can be a struggle, especially in the beginning and there will be battles so just reach out to anyone and anything that can help you
Recently found this song and it hits home because my family struggled with addiction. And I did till about three years when I met the love of my life and kicked the pills and quit the daily drinking. Because I fell back in love with life through her and her children.
Alex's expressiveness and physical appreciation for the music is such a gift :)
I have been an addict since 1993. This hit home. We slip, we fall, and we get up again...I have to be careful of alcohol also....Ganga helps, I have been smoking for 2 years now, did not make me want anything more. My mom was an alcoholic, the imagery of him drinking that whole bottle was tough....
This actually is an older song, just a new video to celebrate Ivan Moody 42 months sober ❤
I relate to this song so much.. I haven't had an addiction, but I watched my dad become so consumed by his alcohol addiction that it led to killing him. I was 13, and I have never been the same since, and it's been over 12 years.. I felt so powerless and useless not being able to help the most important man in my life and that will stay with me forever..
*The tragic truth……… tare it all away .*
You’re amazing Alex. I’m so glad I found you…..quite by accident 😄
The gym of hard knocks ... and thanks for a kickass channel Alex, you videos are one of the highlights of my week, a message of pure psitivity and some kick ass metal. Warmest greetings from sunny South Africa. And yes I have had a dope ass day!!!
Great reaction dude!! I can't even imagine how hard this must of been for Ivan to film. So glad he made it through. His music helps so many people.
Alex, if you're interested Ivan did a live talking about the video last week, it's on Rockfeed.
This song screams to me. A truth I know.
Growing up, my mother and father were raging alcoholics (and they both had alcoholic parents). I thought we were a normal family but they were violent and it tore my family apart. I still didn’t understand how crazy that it was.
As a young adult, I drank. A lot. 7 days a week, blind drunk and thought that was how I was supposed to be if I was an adult. Around 25 years old, I started understanding how abnormal and awful my childhood had been and I promised to never bring a child into a life like mine was. In other words, I chose alcohol over parenthood. I was well on my way to repeating my family history.
Fast forward to age 33 and I found myself pregnant. I quit drinking that day and haven’t had a drop of alcohol now in 21 years, this year. I kept my promise about not bringing a child into the same as I had but in a different way than I expected. I thought that meant not having kids but instead it meant breaking the family cycle and raising 3 boys in a solid marriage as a stone cold sober mom.
I've been fighting relapse with alcohol after losing my son. This hits home
This video... It's literally Ivan sharing what he saw at rock bottom. Now he's almost 4 years sober and speaks so openly... to put so much out there is so amazing. I absolutely LOVE this band, and Ivan is truly a remarkable person. I don't have sufficient words,really.
I love that you offer to help people save themselves. God Bless You!
hahaha Alex clearly blazing before this video ... yess dude
I deal greatly with depression, I also deal with an opioid action to Xanax which is a struggle everyday. To those out there that are dealing with an addiction of some sort, there are others out there who are also dealing with maybe the same thing. God bless all of you and may you find that strength to get through this.
The part when he was in hospital and got visitors kind of broke me.
I've suffered severe anxiety and depression for about 20 years now and learned that people will abandon you if they dont understand.
Eighteen admissions to hospital in the last 4 years (I only know this because they told me last I was hospitalized) and I find myself wishing there was a single person on the planet who cared enough to visit me, even once during those times. I imagine it would be nice, and help.
Family doesn't support, they antagonize. The worse my health becomes the more the family hates me. When a person is open and honest and confesses to suicide attempts and the fact I think about it all the time all they just get told "How dare you tell me that. How do you think it makes me feel? Never talk to me again". They'll then contact you again so they can tell you how bad a person you are.
Hopefully one day I'll get it right. There is no "better" or support for me out there. It's just how it goes for some people unfortunately.
Favorite band of all time
This song isn't new it's from their 3rd album they just felt like it was the right time to make a video for it since Ivan is now sober and has been for quite some time now
Alex, videos like this made me subscribe to your channel. I just love that you're giving a platform to mental health issues and your whole positivity.. you're raising people up.
That is something I try to do it in my job (as a psychotherapist) as well and I think you're doing a tremendous job.
Thank you.
When I first saw Ivan chugging that whole bottle, It actual made me heave, I don't miss that part of me at all!! I used to have 4-5 beers and then rest of the night would be whiskey+soda every Saturday night. Makes me sick just typing this but I'm happy to be sober since May of 2020! I remember being at a FFDP show Ivan telling the crowd he had died just like in this video, It was shocking to know his problem was getting that bad but Ivan looks and sounds amazing nowadays, Cant wait for new music
I'm celebrating 3 months sober. My wife left me for another man in April the day after I threw her an amazing birthday party. And it's been a struggle. I was using alcohol to numb the pain but it just made things worse. I stopped doing things around the house. Dishes were piling up, my room was full of dirty clothes, I was going to work without bathing or doing laundry. It was bad now I'm caught up on everything and just got a promotion. I bought a Veloster. And I finally feel free enough to move on with my life.
Five Finger Death Punch always has the feels in their videos.
As always, a gentleman and a scholar! Keep at it bro, the world needs you !
Yo Alex. You should definitely review the song every time you leave by I Prevail. It tells the story of someone that they love that leaves and when they leave it feels like they lose that piece of them that makes them whole. You’ll have to watch the music video to get the story but you’ll be able to get the meaning when you listen to it.
I remember seeing the video launch for this.
On my first watch i was in tears. These demons that come from addictions took over both my parents, and having to live a childhood of constant trauma from what they caused has broken me. My mum is 9 years clean and I am so proud of her for it, but just... this was so well filmed i was in tears
He wants to be strong and its makes me feel more understand that he shows his weaknesses with us making me love them even more. It shows they are human and can have lows. We all have some form of demons.
Awww. Thanks i really appreciate your love and support always. Where are you writing from?
Been my favorite song for years
Alex you need to react to more of 'The Dark Side Of The Moon'. This album definitely deserves to be heard in one sitting, all the songs blend into one another. Experience it all at once, it hits different. We've been waiting months for this.
Hippie crap
@@chankosupreme9127 oq vc disse gringo?
Oh Wow.. you just spoke to my soul... Thankyou Man
You are just a freaking amazing guy!! How you tell the story about the song is just awesome! And how you help others with your videos. Thank you and keep them coming! 😃
Glad I decided to watch this. Been watching for over a year now and very well enjoy seeing your reactions and hearing your opinions on amazing songs I've known about. It's nice to hear a fresh opinion on art.
This video was really great, both the song and your statements. It takes continuous enduring strength to want to be there for others, as long as you desire that I hope you continue to persist.
Thx for reacting to this one. It’s so different.
Never seen the music video, since I got the album before it was released. This video gives major context behind the song and the issues he was having.
Reading all of the comments here, I lost my cousin 12 years ago to addiction. He and I were like brothers. It still bothers me to this day. All he had to do was open his mouth and he could still be here. I'm happy for those who have recovered from their addictions and kicked their demons asses. Alex, God bless you man for bringing this reaction to the light. I love you bro!! Earlier today I had some really dark feelings of depression and a total resentment come over me. My wife and I have been fighting quite a bit lately over stupid crap. My inner demons started tugging too hard and I just blanked out. Thinking about just ending it all. Being a dad to a 2 year old daughter and that there are people worse off than me. It went away. Have something to look forward to, get help! Do Not take matters in your own hands. It's not worth it. It was a sad spirit that hit me but I snapped out of it. I thought to myself, have I done enough or do I have more in the tank? I have more left in the tank. Life is too short. Love you all!!
This song is actually old. It was on their American capitalist album. But, there was never a video and I think this was a tribute to his sobriety.
This song hits at home this month on the 23 of February I will be 2 years sober off alcohol
3 years clean I still hear my demons because of men like this I'm strong enough to fight em off
I need more classic rock video reactions of my favorite bands
The tragic truth isn't a new song, it's been out since 2011. It's a new music video.
I listen to this song when I am struggling with addiction and depression.
I'haven't been watching much of your video, but I must say that this one earned my subscribe.
Dr. Mondragon... She's amazing.
Alex dude you really need to get some Polaris and ERRA into the channel. Top tier metalcore, you'll love them.
the reason this song didnt get as much traction as death punch's other songs is cause ((if I remember correctly)) they were in the middle of finishing the song, but their label said 'hey we have to release this album *now* guys. no time to finish the song' so they released it on the deluxe edition of the same album. very very good fucking song, probably my most favorite from them.
What makes this song. Whether the video was released yesterday or ten years ago, is the relevance. It’s that it identifies with so many. It reaches and speaks to and for so many. Giving a a platform to openly discuss. I swam in the bottom of my own hell, out of self blame, it was easier to feel broken. And while I’ve been sober 15 plus years, Each day the fight back is SO WORTH IT, each new day has some good. Forgiveness from other may or may not ever come, but it begins with SELF FORGIVENESS. If you are out there and struggling? I love you. You matter. You ARE the universe.
Really love this song I’m glad it’s getting reaction time. Their singles are usually not as good as the rest of their album. They have some low key insanely heavy stuff
This much. Singles are what they are. Rest of the albums usually gets a lot ignored. By any band.