The first 2 mins of this podcast literally narrated the current season of my life. I feel for you and I thank you for sharing your story. It made me feel so much less alone 🥹
I relate to this so much.. I’ve always been a “people pleaser” trying to help, & save any friends & family members but never had them there for me in return. When I got sick I realized I didn’t have that same support system, everyone I gave my energy & time to help never even reached out to me when I needed them the most. But it pushed me to get a stronger relationship with God. it made me realize that we all have have God & he’ll always be there for us.. and the hurt I felt from friends & family was a blessing in disguise, it helped me prioritize my relationship with God instead of giving my energy to fake friends. But I still understand it hurts.. sending prayers & hugs. And God will always be there for all of us❤️
Carew I understand this more than you may know. In the span of 3 years I have lost a friend I have known for 13+ years, a boy I thought was right for me, a twin sister who decided to go her own way, and so many others. I had to stop putting people before God, because they always let me down, as soon as I put God before people, he would lift me up. I hate how dark and depressing this world is and if someone isn't in your, they probably just outgrew that season with you, or vice versa. You may not need them anymore! I hope this encourages you! 😊
You have literally just helped me sm I was js crying about the bad ppl in my life that are causing me to hurt but watching this i started happy crying because of how much I relate to you like everything u said I agreed with you are amazing Carew ilysm ❤️❤️❤️
God truly does listen and answer prayers… I really thought I was going thru most of those things that you talked about by myself esp toxic family members and only wanting God in my life bcuz people are just so fake and toxic!! That was the type of people I’ve been surrounded by for years but the only one that stayed even on the days when I didn’t want to live anymore and give up was and still is God! God is so good and is my bestest friend!!♥️💗
I feel you carew.. I can really tell you’re being very open and honest about what you’re struggling with right now, and I’m right there with you. The season of isolation is SO HARD. It feels like God just separated you from everyone you were close to. People who you texted every day, people who said they LOVE YOU, are now gone. I find so much comfort in the fact that Jesus is always with me and He has already forgiven that person, because I’m able to move on knowing that God is working in their lives just as much as He is in mine, and I may have served a purpose in their life that I may never realize I served. There’s so much freedom in forgiveness, because you don’t have to worry about closing yourself off to other people in the future, because you know that no matter what happens, and no matter who hurts you, you’ll be okay, because God is working in you and them, and He has a purpose in everything He does 💜 Remember Joseph!! He was horribly betrayed, he forgave, and he allowed the very ones who betrayed him to enjoy his new wealth and position without holding anything back. His reasoning was “God worked it for our good”. I’m not quite there yet, but I’m doing my best to devote myself to God so that He can help me get there 😭
My whole life fr- But like, my best friend now is the Holy Trilogy (AKA God). As a teen in school with a bunch of lukewarm Christians, Atheists, or even (like 1 person at my school) more committed Christians, I still struggle a lot with finding valuable friendships that aren't based off of interests but based off of values. But I am thankful to God because I have learned so much in a short amount of time and I am praying for a lot of people at my school right now. I don't care if I am alienated, talked bad about, or even called weird if it means I get closer to God. My journey has only just begun and I refuse to let anyone ruin my relationship with the Lord. To anyone with similar struggles, let got isolate you. Let him work on you. Trust that he will bring the right people to you. You are not alone, stay strong. Jesus loves you!
Love you Carew! I am so sorry that people are mean to you True friends are not easy to find. I can relate to everything that you are saying. I hope things will get better for you. Merry Christmas and God bless you my friend!
You’ve actually said every single i wanted to say from a long time. You’re speaking truth. I’m with you .And I just wanted to say Your Loved and God Loves you ❤️
your anointing!! 🔥 🗣 Preach it when I speak on witches and warlocks they tell me I am crazy, mad because I can see and hear the lord has blessed me with it, dark rulers and their own so called kingdoms I have mad it out by the hand & grace of the lord, no weapons were formed against me opposed to them I was a great threat.
I feel your pain!!! I know what you mean and I’ve had that same anger as well. Keep trying and keep being resilient. But also, be slow to speak and quick to listen. Don’t spill your entire being out in front of people, they typically will walk all over us. Wait to look at the persons fruits, and they will show through. God bless you Carew. Jesus Christ is God and he truly is the only one who is constantly here for us, and we have to stay grounded in that, and not let those folks get under our skin or tear us from true love.
Hey I have to say thos because I cmfeel it will save you crew. There's the sacred word of God that tells us it takes the size of faith of a mustard seed for us to be with him. For whatever you know the misinterpreted falls under every person sent for god isn't going to be on your path, for every place god has word there is work, stay on that path if it is for you, love as god loves and you cannot do that in full faith without the acceptance that all of God's children will always have sin and it is to be forgiven not to be forced by you to be made worse than it being their sin with God. Remember that all of God's children are placed with innocence if even standing before you naked. I know this is different than purposely following against God's demand, and I beg it of you to aknowledge every place you see others in ONLY SIN you see them without God's love and how God would see them. You need to see them in God's love to lead them closer with God. You need to know that no matter how much media can channel you to that, it can lead to hypocracy of the word, and God's love means too much to you for you to abandon his children but say the power of the word is healing you if it is farther away from his children. It's not just god it's knowing his acceptance says we know where God has followed us he has seen every place we did not have in us he needed to see of us. Sin isn't just evil it is missing the mark and I cannot see this and not remind you that god is never going to demand you to remove the sin of all people, he will move those mountains for us,faith the size of a mustard seed in every single person as all persons if even denying god still hold the presence of God. The incentive is persons being bought out from their faith is lost or indulgence will not continue to love others as he has before him if they are not following to be before him. You see what I'm saying? Loving God and knowing he is before you is supposed to tell you hey be still, be with love and peace, any place that doesn't allow you to be God's gentle child is going to shape you. I belive in you, let the word shelter you, May you believe in God enough to know he will heal others and may you have the faith to not need to see it, may you lead the path he follows you through and not drop the presence of his love so you may have the true blessing it is to be without fear or pain nor pass your sin onto others. Father forgive them for they know not what they do. Say it out loud may you bless them from far away, especially when you cannot feel prosperity amongst them. You are strong you are a witness, aHmen
The first 2 mins of this podcast literally narrated the current season of my life. I feel for you and I thank you for sharing your story. It made me feel so much less alone 🥹
I’m tired of hurting God
Same ❤
Honestly me to.😭😔
I feel that
This hit so deep. Who knew it’d be so exhausting ngl.
@@kponya sometimes I’m tempted to walk away from him just because it would be easier
I relate to this so much.. I’ve always been a “people pleaser” trying to help, & save any friends & family members but never had them there for me in return. When I got sick I realized I didn’t have that same support system, everyone I gave my energy & time to help never even reached out to me when I needed them the most. But it pushed me to get a stronger relationship with God. it made me realize that we all have have God & he’ll always be there for us.. and the hurt I felt from friends & family was a blessing in disguise, it helped me prioritize my relationship with God instead of giving my energy to fake friends. But I still understand it hurts.. sending prayers & hugs. And God will always be there for all of us❤️
Carew I understand this more than you may know. In the span of 3 years I have lost a friend I have known for 13+ years, a boy I thought was right for me, a twin sister who decided to go her own way, and so many others. I had to stop putting people before God, because they always let me down, as soon as I put God before people, he would lift me up. I hate how dark and depressing this world is and if someone isn't in your, they probably just outgrew that season with you, or vice versa. You may not need them anymore! I hope this encourages you! 😊
Preach brother 🙏I really feel your ❤️ This is truth!!! I appreciate you!!
You have literally just helped me sm I was js crying about the bad ppl in my life that are causing me to hurt but watching this i started happy crying because of how much I relate to you like everything u said I agreed with you are amazing Carew ilysm ❤️❤️❤️
God truly does listen and answer prayers… I really thought I was going thru most of those things that you talked about by myself esp toxic family members and only wanting God in my life bcuz people are just so fake and toxic!! That was the type of people I’ve been surrounded by for years but the only one that stayed even on the days when I didn’t want to live anymore and give up was and still is God! God is so good and is my bestest friend!!♥️💗
This saved my life and brought me back to my senses
always know you are loved, sister
f̶a̶m̶i̶l̶y̶ ̶o̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ Family of Christ over everthing! Amen!
Thank you Carew! I needed to hear this message from God tonight
I feel you carew.. I can really tell you’re being very open and honest about what you’re struggling with right now, and I’m right there with you. The season of isolation is SO HARD. It feels like God just separated you from everyone you were close to. People who you texted every day, people who said they LOVE YOU, are now gone. I find so much comfort in the fact that Jesus is always with me and He has already forgiven that person, because I’m able to move on knowing that God is working in their lives just as much as He is in mine, and I may have served a purpose in their life that I may never realize I served. There’s so much freedom in forgiveness, because you don’t have to worry about closing yourself off to other people in the future, because you know that no matter what happens, and no matter who hurts you, you’ll be okay, because God is working in you and them, and He has a purpose in everything He does 💜 Remember Joseph!! He was horribly betrayed, he forgave, and he allowed the very ones who betrayed him to enjoy his new wealth and position without holding anything back. His reasoning was “God worked it for our good”. I’m not quite there yet, but I’m doing my best to devote myself to God so that He can help me get there 😭
Thank you Carew I needed this ❤❤
My whole life fr- But like, my best friend now is the Holy Trilogy (AKA God). As a teen in school with a bunch of lukewarm Christians, Atheists, or even (like 1 person at my school) more committed Christians, I still struggle a lot with finding valuable friendships that aren't based off of interests but based off of values. But I am thankful to God because I have learned so much in a short amount of time and I am praying for a lot of people at my school right now. I don't care if I am alienated, talked bad about, or even called weird if it means I get closer to God. My journey has only just begun and I refuse to let anyone ruin my relationship with the Lord. To anyone with similar struggles, let got isolate you. Let him work on you. Trust that he will bring the right people to you. You are not alone, stay strong. Jesus loves you!
Love you Carew! I am so sorry that people are mean to you True friends are not easy to find. I can relate to everything that you are saying. I hope things will get better for you. Merry Christmas and God bless you my friend!
You don’t know how much you have done for me Carew, Thank you for everything you do.
This is exactly what I needed to hear😭
You’ve actually said every single i wanted to say from a long time. You’re speaking truth. I’m with you .And I just wanted to say Your Loved and God Loves you ❤️
your anointing!! 🔥 🗣 Preach it when I speak on witches and warlocks they tell me I am crazy, mad because I can see and hear the lord has blessed me with it, dark rulers and their own so called kingdoms I have mad it out by the hand & grace of the lord, no weapons were formed against me opposed to them I was a great threat.
I feel your pain!!! I know what you mean and I’ve had that same anger as well. Keep trying and keep being resilient. But also, be slow to speak and quick to listen. Don’t spill your entire being out in front of people, they typically will walk all over us. Wait to look at the persons fruits, and they will show through. God bless you Carew. Jesus Christ is God and he truly is the only one who is constantly here for us, and we have to stay grounded in that, and not let those folks get under our skin or tear us from true love.
hey everyone Jesus loves you
Very interesting whatching from France
God over everything 🥺🥺❤️
Yuuuuuppppppp. This is my life, I can relate
Praying for you brother❤
Hey I have to say thos because I cmfeel it will save you crew. There's the sacred word of God that tells us it takes the size of faith of a mustard seed for us to be with him. For whatever you know the misinterpreted falls under every person sent for god isn't going to be on your path, for every place god has word there is work, stay on that path if it is for you, love as god loves and you cannot do that in full faith without the acceptance that all of God's children will always have sin and it is to be forgiven not to be forced by you to be made worse than it being their sin with God. Remember that all of God's children are placed with innocence if even standing before you naked. I know this is different than purposely following against God's demand, and I beg it of you to aknowledge every place you see others in ONLY SIN you see them without God's love and how God would see them. You need to see them in God's love to lead them closer with God. You need to know that no matter how much media can channel you to that, it can lead to hypocracy of the word, and God's love means too much to you for you to abandon his children but say the power of the word is healing you if it is farther away from his children. It's not just god it's knowing his acceptance says we know where God has followed us he has seen every place we did not have in us he needed to see of us. Sin isn't just evil it is missing the mark and I cannot see this and not remind you that god is never going to demand you to remove the sin of all people, he will move those mountains for us,faith the size of a mustard seed in every single person as all persons if even denying god still hold the presence of God. The incentive is persons being bought out from their faith is lost or indulgence will not continue to love others as he has before him if they are not following to be before him. You see what I'm saying? Loving God and knowing he is before you is supposed to tell you hey be still, be with love and peace, any place that doesn't allow you to be God's gentle child is going to shape you.
I belive in you, let the word shelter you, May you believe in God enough to know he will heal others and may you have the faith to not need to see it, may you lead the path he follows you through and not drop the presence of his love so you may have the true blessing it is to be without fear or pain nor pass your sin onto others. Father forgive them for they know not what they do. Say it out loud may you bless them from far away, especially when you cannot feel prosperity amongst them. You are strong you are a witness, aHmen
so so so so so good
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Relatable🫂🤍
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