So very brave to talk about everything you’ve been though, I’ve followed you for 10 years or more and you are braver and stronger than you’ll ever know sending so much love 💕
I came to say the very same thing. I have been here for a very long time as well. Bless you and Paddy. You’ll know when you’re ready to try again. Thank you for feeling comfortable enough to share your story. I’m so glad you’re back Ashlyn! ❤️🇨🇦
I bottled up my first loss. It mentally tortured me for at least 6 months. I then had another 2 losses in a row. Finally got our Rainbow baby after going down the IVF route. Miscarriage NEEDS to be spoken about, so thank you. We don't need to suffer in silence any longer. Sending hugs your way and hoping you get your bundle of joy sometime in the near future. Ps. COQ10 is amazing for egg quality. The Fertilty Doctor put me on them for 3 months before my egg retrieval. Best of luck xo
I'm so sorry you've went through this. It's so hard to go through. I had a miscarriage before my oldest son who is 9 now. I went to a medium not long after my miscarriage and he picked up on my loss and said something to me that really helped me get through it. He told me that my baby's soul will keep coming back to me until he or she was born, that that soul was destined to be with me. He told me I would find out that November that I was pregnant and he was spot on. I went through my miscarriage in the first week of June 2014 and was pregnant again in October, I found out in November and my rainbow baby was due on the 4th of June 2015 the same week I had lost my other baby. I just felt that was confirmation to me that my baby came back to me until they were born like the medium told me. It really gave me alot of comfort because I truly believe that he wasn't ready yet to be with me but came back to me when he was. I hope this helps you too and believe that your baby will come back to you also.
Awwwe Denise thanks so much for sending such a beautiful comment. I cant believe all that came true and he was born around the time of your loss the year before. That message its so lovely from the medium, I do believe this and it brings so much comfort. I was only thinking of you yesterday I hope you are well. xx
You are very welcome. I hope you are doing well too. It is always hard to go through and you will always think of your baby that you lost but you will come through it. You have your husband and son to help you. I'm doing great I have my 2 boys and partner and I'd be absolutely lost without them they really are the best. These things always happen for a reason and you will come through its just still too raw for you at the moment. We are building a hoise at the moment and when its done and doing the garden i will plant a blossom tree and have a plague made for my lost baby. When you are ready maybe you can do something like that too to have a little memorial for your baby. @DramaticMac
Thank you for speaking about this. You done absolutely nothing wrong. I've had an early miscarriage and it is such a lonely place for a woman. Wishing you all the luck for the future 💖
I am so sorry for your loss. I think you did an amazing job describing your grief and guilt and these emotions are so valid. Loss is never easy give yourself some grace. I had 3 miscarriages I feel your pain. Sending you lots of hugs and healing
I am so sorry to hear this 😢 I've had two back to back losses since December 2023 and am currently pregnant again & am on progesterone & things are looking great! I have a 2 year old son. There is so many layers to this that a woman has to process. Sending you love & thank you for sharing your story it will help many others feel less alone 💗💗
I'm so sorry. Not enough women or men talk about it. It is traumatic to your body and your mind. You get to feel however you want or need to. You get to be mad. You get to be sad. But please don't feel guilty. I was 11, almost 12 weeks, and i'm sure it would have been worse if it happened later. That doesn't take away from the fact that my baby was wanted so bad or loved so much. Sending prayers and love your way ❤
I am tearing up at your comment. Thank you for sharing your story I really relate to wanting the baby so bad and it being loved so much this is how I feel and I like you will never forget my little one xx
On the 26/1 Australia Day I gave birth to my much wanted gorgeous 3rd child. A problem free pregnancy and birth. All scans had looked totally normal. 2 weeks early my gorgeous 8 pound baby girl (Aimee Louise) sister to my first born a little sister and a sister to her brother my second born. Like you I knew had this deep hidden feeling things were different with this pregnancy and this was a feeling I couldn’t shake even after her birth with a healthy baby girl. Things within an hour turned into something that to this day I still can’t comprehend really any of that week that lay ahead of us .She went to Brisbane’s NICU until and within a day the head neonatologist with help from British doctor were 100% sure she had a very very rare disease that would not allow her rib Cage to expand and be able to accept oxygen. After many consults and crying and screaming and knowing that at that time in 1997 there had only ever been 52 recorded cases worldwide . Yes there had been 2 children that had survived inti very childhood but hooked up to so many machines they had no life at all. On the 1/2 we made the hardest it the most loving thing we could do for our daughter and remove her life support while we could hold her and kiss her and tell her to take back her wings and fly. Holding her felt like an eternity but Aimee gained her wings being held and adored very very quickly when the machines stopped working on a life that was never ever from conception ever meant to be. All i can really say is Whether it’s a miscarriage, stillbirth or neonatal death it is still a loss of who they would been and a lifetime of dreams you wanted with them. Go and have your rainbow baby you will never replace your little one who could not stay but you will have another little one to nature and love through life. I promise you thins wil get better in time. Things will never seem normal In your heart anymore but those times of unbearable pain will lessen and nothing will ever be able to take your dreams away from you. My little Rainbow baby nearly 2 yrs to the day Aimee was born is now a 25yr old gorgeous son. The light will shine for you and your family again 💕💕💕💕take care and never ever think you can’t bring your feelings up or talk about your loss because you did lose part of your future and let people know that. Sending you a virtual hug and you will never walk this journey alone ❤️🩹❤️🩹
This honestly made me cry so much for you and your family but you should be so incredibly proud of how brave you are to speak about this. The way you spoke so eloquently whilst you were obviously upset is a credit to how strong you are. ❤
Aww sweetheart, I’m so sorry. For some strange reason I thought of you today. I followed you for years, but like you life gets in the way and I was not watching RUclips much, but anyway, I looked you up today and come across this video. I’m heartbroken for you. On a positive you have so much good in your life. Your gorgeous Hubby, little adorable Noah, and all your family and friends for support. You are a stunning lady inside and out. I know so many people who miscarried in between children but go on to have more with no issues. You seem to be in the right frame of mind so I’m sure when you are ready it will happen. You are a huge inspiration to others so good for you talking about it. Just know we are all here supporting you and willing you on. Sending lots of love from Scotland. ❤❤❤ xxx
I’ve followed you for years and years and I am honestly so sorry to hear this. I feel like you have been an online friend simply from watching you and I felt sad when I noticed you didn’t have new videos but not because I wanted videos, because I wanted to know you were okay. Sending you love ❤as always from Wales 🏴
I’m so sorry for your loss, all those emotions are normal and that pain never goes away. I had my first in 2004, and for so long I didn’t want anymore children, I was happy with me and my son even after I met my husband we both didn’t want more children. Then around 2016 something changed we started getting baby fever and decided to try to have a baby and we got pregnant right away, told everyone after the 10 weeks and was to the moon with excitement 2 weeks later at our dr appointment they confirmed no heartbeat. The devastation and pain was so hard. And I blamed myself, and had all the same emotions you went through We had decided not to try right away and let my body heal physically and emotionally But 6 months later we were pregnant! And our rainbow baby was born that year and he is now 6. Like you said the grieve never goes away I still get emotional when I think about it and around certain months, but you learn to live with the grieve and it gets better. Thank you for sharing your story.
Your story is so moving thank you for sharing I understand 100% all what you felt. I am so happy you had your rainbow baby and sounds like hes thriving. I dont think the sadness over pregnancy loss ever goes away but like you said it gets better every day and I feel stronger all the time xx
I have missed you so much! I had stopped checking on you. I was worried that something may have happened and I am so very sorry about your loss. I understand how you feel and I’m so, so sorry. I don’t mean to sound insensitive but the happy news was you got married. I missed that too. I will visit your channel often like I used to. Noah is beautiful and talking! I couldn’t believe how big he is!!. God bless your little family. I loved seeing you!❤️❤️
Welcome back, I'm a long time mostly silent follower of yours. So very sorry to hear your sad news. Noah is incredibly lucky to have a strong mammy, I hope you and Paddy get your rainbow baby. X
Oh honey, I am sending you a big big hug 🩷 I am so sorry you had to go through this. Thank you for talking openly and honestly about such an important topic, and that guilt and anger that creeps up. I am sending you a lot of healing energy. ✨
So sorry to hear this Aisling!! How very raw and brave of you to do this, and how very helpful to so many poor women who are suffering or have suffered such a trauma! On the happy side of laugh, congrats on your recent wedding to Paddy and lovely to hear that Noah's doing good xo Joan
Awh Ash, firstly, welcome back. I watch silently all the time. Huuuge props on speaking on such hurtful, dark times. ❤️🩹 You’ll truely grow from this & it’s a chapter you’ll never forget but on the flip side will make you stronger. 🖤💪🏻 It’s so fab how important it was for your sis to be at your wedding. 💞I’m equally close my sis. There’s a year between us. She got married the day after you last year!!!! Shes Cathal’s godmother too (my son, if you remember me blabbing on about him years ago!! 🤪) And he was born on the 7th of December also!!!! So it was his 18th birthday the day before so he got a shout out in the speeches !!!!
Thank you for sharing. I know it is not an easy thing to do. I miscarried in November and still found it hard to talk about. The guilt is soo real. I am sending you all the love. There definitely needs to be less stigma around it for the future❤️
Aisling I’m so sorry you went through this, so very brave to share your story. Having followed you from the start I just felt like I was listening to a friend share her pain. Having been through one myself I understand all the thoughts & emotions you had. I went on to have two daughters who are now 21 & 15, made me appreciate them even more. Sending you & Paddy so much love ❤️ For nostalgia I would love to see a chatty make up video.
Delighted your back from your number one fan. You’re so right to talk about this. Women need more support as a very lonely and traumatic experience that’s just not talked about enough. I hope you start to feel better with this. ❤❤❤❤❤
I am so so so sorry for your loss Aisling. My heart breaks for you and I wish I could take your pain away. I know you don’t see it now but you definitely will be able to be there for people in your life who may go through the same thing and are an inspiration. And you survived potty training! That is a HUGE milestone. ❤ ya!
I am so sorry for your loss. I think it is so important for women to talk about miscarriage and pregnancy loss. I admire that you’ve chosen to share your story and help others understand what to expect. I’ve been following you for years and have wondered if everything was okay. So many women go through this painful and heartbreaking experience and don’t talk about it. Sending you a huge hug.
I'm so sorry for the loss our your little angel 😢 thank you for being so open and honest about your experience I had a missed miscarriage at 17 weeks and I was so lost when it happened because nobody speaks about it .. thank you for using your platform to help women ❤️
Thanks for speaking about it so openly, Sorry for your loss , sitting here sobbing as ive had a miscarriage last year i know how you feel ❤ wishing you the best on your future journey. Take it easy on yourself
So glad to see you back but so sorry to hear about what you've been through. You're very brave and strong to talk publicly about it ,I hate that so many women feel shame it's unfortunately so common no-one should feel shame and it certainly is never anything you've done ,mother nature sometimes has a different plan .❤
I’m so so sorry, Aisling. You’re such a lovely human. Thank you for sharing your story. I love your videos and I’m glad you’re back. I’ll send continued prayers your way. And congratulations on your marriage to Paddy ❤❤
So sorry for your loss 🥺 I can relate to every word you said, i went through miscarriage 3 times 15 years ago and yes the blame and every emotion women go through is so heart breaking, when you're ready to come back we will all be waiting for you, congratulations on your marriage to Paddy ❤ ps if it helps i was 36 when i gave birth to my beautiful daughter so don't lose hope X
Very sorry for your loss. I am 65 now but I carried my second daughter full term, and she was stillborn due to medical issues I had with blood clots. She was perfectly healthy and the meds they gave me caused my placenta to separate and that caused her death. I went on to have a third daughter, but it is something that we carry with us. God bless and sending you lots of love and a big hug! 😘❤
I am so so sorry for your loss I cant imagine what you must have gone through. Thanks so much for sharing your story and I am so glad you have the joy of family around you now. Loads of love xx
I am soo sorry for your loss. I lost my first pregnancy early on so I can totally understand the feelings. I did end up having 2 beautiful little boys though they are now 8 and 5. I did struggle throughout pregnancy with that anxiety about if I was gonna lose another pregnancy but in the end once I had my baby in my arms that's worry was gone. Every baby is worth that effort and fears. Prayers for you and your little family.
Thank you so much for sharing your story I am so delighted to hear you went on to have two beautiful boys that’s so wonderful. I do hope one day I will be so lucky to have another baby in our family xx
This was exactly my experience with miscarriage. I had a feeling I knew, I had a first ultrasound that went the same, then around 10.5 weeks, they confirmed a loss. Thank you for sharing. It's easier when we aren't alone.
So lovely to see you back online. Sorry for all that you've been through this year, a truly awful experience. Wishing you all health and happiness for the future ❤
So very happy to see you, Aisling! ❤ I'm so sorry to hear all that you've been through... hugs and prayers as your (and Paddy's) hearts heal. Your wedding sounds and looked beautiful - I'm so happy that you found the wonderful person and partner you deserve (I've been here since the beginning 😉) and he is certainly lucky to have found you!!! I've thought of you often. You look fabulous, as always! ❤😊 Much love to you!! 😘
I really am so lucky I know that what’s for us will not pass us and I’m not giving up on hope on growing our wonderful family. Thank you for your lovely message xxx ❤️
this is the video i never knew i needed. i miscarried my first pregnancy- very early but we had been trying for years and had treatment to get to that point so the disappointment was intense. i went through all of the blame and guilt you mentioned in your video and unfortunately had the misfortune of coming upon some very insensitive doctors after the fact. i was told that i shouldn’t be too upset since it was so early in the pregnancy and also that i should have been trying for babies in my 20s and not my 30s. it added to the blame i was already placing on myself. we now have two beautiful little boys thanks to an alternative treatment to IVF that a friend of mine recommended. it’s definitely something that needs more conversation because you never realise just how many people go through miscarriage until you feel ok to talk about it yourself. it’s awful and my heart goes out to you guys x
Your so brave, my sister when through something like you having IVF, she was further along. She had her daughter named and we were all so excited. We are a close family and had most of our kids at the same time. I was pregnant so her little girl and mine would be born in the same year. Just like you she had her little boy. When she lost her baby girl, people were saying at least you have one. She hated that. She eventually had a D&C and was in a ward with new babies. It’s 20 years ago and it still breaks her heart to talk about it. I admire you so much for sharing your story and please god You will have another blessing ❤❤❤❤
Oh my gosh- this was so heartbreaking. I'm so sorry for you and your family's loss. I've been watching you since before that previous low point you mentioned, and I really admire your willingness to share those moments to help others and the grace with which you do it. That takes so much courage. You really are helping people. Suffice it to say, because I've been following you for so long you've come to feel like a good friend I've never met so I'm always rooting for you (hope that's not creepy lol). I'll say a prayer for you Aisling, and here's hoping for happier times ahead. Love from the US!!
So sorry to hear what you have gone threw. I myself loss 2 babies but I also had a really hard time after, but I did later have 3 health boys that are grown and thriving in their lives. It is hard for a while but you will get threw this and having your family is great. Love seeing you again and just take it day by day.
I’m so sorry to hear about your painful experience. I’m thinking of you and sending you love, and I appreciate your vulnerability, it’s not easy. And you’re def not alone, I had a miscarriage about three years ago and it feels so similar to your experience, I had good bloodwork though and went in at what I thought was 9 weeks for an ultrasound to see no fetal pole. At the next week ultrasound there was a heartbeat and it measured at 6 weeks, and went in the following week with no heartbeat and no growth. It is such an ongoing painful experience, and it really did feel like forever. I did get pregnant four months later though and am lucky enough to have a now 1 year old, 36 at the time of his birth. I wish nothing but the best for you, and thank you so much for sharing your genuine experience. Big hugs ❤
Thank you for sharing your story. It definitely will stay in your heart, and that's OK. I still think about the one I lost before I got pregnant with my youngest son. Allow yourself time to grieve, but always be open for the possibility of the future. Big hugs to you and yours. 💙
I was thinking about you yesterday wondering how you where and missing you. Thank you for sharing what you have gone through. You are a wonderful and so strong. I've been following you for a very long time. Thank you for being you and being brave to talk about all the things in you life. Praying for you and your family. Lots of Love from Brisbane Australia. xxxx
Awww Aisling! I have wondered what was happening in your life and how you were doing! I watched an old Video of yours on the weekend !! Such a coincidence. I am glad you are back and weary but looking forward to watch in this video 💗
You have my heart. I know exactly how you feel. I don't talk about it. When I had my miscarriage it was a long time ago. You never forget but you do move past it. It's traumatic and painful both physically and emotionally. After mine I did go on and had 2 more children. I had 3 children when I miscarried then had my younger 2. I agree with what your Doctor said about it not being your fault at all and there was probably something so wrong with chromosomes that caused this. Take care of yourself. Give yourself some grace and time to heal emotionally and physically. You are a beautiful woman and deserve everything wonderful in life. Don't forget that. ❤
Thank you Ashling for sharing your story. I am very sorry for your loss. You are right, it is important to talk and I am sure you are indeed helping other women. Lots of love your way ❤
I am so sorry for yours and Paddy's loss. I can understand where you are at. My first pregnancy was twins that I miscarriaged at 13 weeks. The pain and grief stay with me. It's something I will never forget. It took my body 3 months to heal after before I was given a clean bill of health. When we got pregnant again I refused to tell anyone at first. Didn't want to go through it all again if bad news came. But my 2nd pregnancy and delivery was rough. Thats just how my story was meant to be. We wanted more children but that was not in God's plan. But I will tell you that if before my story started if you told me that it would be rough and dark and I would have to lose 2 children to get to have 1 and that was my only path. I would do it again. All the hurt and anger, I would put myself there again. I have a wonderful 16 year old now and 2 angels who are 18. I hope everything goes wonderful with your next pregnancy and it's ok to be scared because I sure was. Wish you the best. I have missed your videos and vlogs. It's good to see you again. ❤
Miscarrying in any form is just awful, so so painful , and it feels like such a lonely painful feeling because no one understand (you feel like that) because you can’t touch or feel why your grieving (even though I was able to hold my son for an hour still felt like this also) just can’t you to know YOU ARE NOT ALONE! I promise , sending you lots of love ❤❤❤❤
So so Happy that u have decided to come back onto utube. So sorry for ur loss, thk u for sharing and helping maybe reaching someone in same situation. Congratulations on ur wedding u looked beautiful ! Can't wait to see more of u and what u have been up to. ❤from 🇨🇦
Thats a very mixed update. Delighted for your wedding and noah 3 already 😲 .So sorry for all you have been through but it is helpful to so many that you shared. Sending lots of love to you and your family ❤️
So sorry to hear about your loss. We now have a healthy 10 month old baby but I had a miscarriage in 2022 after 2 years of trying to conceive. At the time I felt like I'd never be happy again, it really is such a difficult thing to go through. I was shocked by how many women I know have been through it too when I told them, it's just not talked about enough and I hadn't realised how common losses are x
I’m so sorry love. I’ve been there too it was the most difficult thing I’ve ever had to endure. Take your time with it, process it you have a great support system as I did not I did it all alone. I know my boy is in Heaven just waiting for me. Take care love.
I was pretty broken when I lost my first pregnancy not only was it physically painful but emotionally and mentally. But a few months later I found out I was pregnant and now I have two beautiful boys that have healed my heart. Sending you lots of hugs and love.
I missed you and your videos so much❤ I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through so much pain and hurt, you are so brave and I’m sending you all the love in the world, congratulations on your wedding and getting your happy ever after❤️
The only thing that I can say is, I miscarried at 10wks before I had my son. 6mnths later I was pregnant and had my beautiful son, then as the years went on, I had my second son then my daughter. It’s an awful time for you but please don’t give up or, worry it’ll happen again. You will be happy again and if you want, I’m sure you’ll have another beautiful healthy baby. ❤
Sending you lots of love! It’s amazing you have shared your experience it will help others for sure!! I have also just been through a horrendous missed miscarriage too, found out at my 12 week scan had a full on bump, hyperemesis, but baby passed weeks before! Done medical management which was horrendous pain for me then that failed had to have surgery to remove. I had never heard of a missed miscarriage before never knew any of this stuff happened! It’s just happened to my friend too I don’t know what’s going on! 😢❤ xxx
So so sorry you’ve had to go through this. Thank you for sharing your story, it not an easy thing to speak about and Your so brave to speak of your loss, wishing you pease and healing to your heart and also your husbands. It’s very hard on them too. ❤❤
Aisling!!! So lovely to see you back in my subscription box. You look amazing, this colour on you is beautiful! Sending you lots of love and positive energy ❤ xxx
Sending you so much love and hugs, Ashling! I have watched your channel for years now, and I am very grateful that you want to share your journies and personal stories with us 🤗
So sorry to hear you've experienced a miscarriage. I agree with the poor wording from people who mean well, I had a 'chemical pregnancy' (which is a horrible term) which ended at 5 weeks. I found out just before 4 weeks as I'm so in tune with my body and had already started getting some symptoms. I was absolutely devastated but friends and family were saying 'at least it was early', 'at least you got pregnant quickly' and it just wasnt helping me at all. For that week I was pregnant I was so happy and excited and it got ripped away from me. I ended up getting pregnant again fairly quickly but I was so terrified of it happening again and had so much anxiety 😔 I dont think it really subsided until she was born.
I missed you 🎉. Im happy for you getting married. You are strong and brave 🎉 and it is really good saying that every pregnancy should be celebrated ❤. I wish you the best with everything and full joy and happiness
I love your content so much, makes me feel so cozy! I’ve really been missing your videos about Mac Cosmetics there are my most watched on your channel. What products have you been loving from the brand? I also love seeing you unboxing your iPhone, & what’s on your iPhone. My third favorite content is when you share what’s in your bag. Seeing you travel is amazing. Sending you lots of positivity, love and light.♥️
Thank you so much for watching it means a lot. I will definitely do some new content for you all soon I miss filming a lot and will have more videos like that soon xxx
Thank you, Ashley. I missed you 💓 you are amazing strong woman lots of love to you your son and your husband. I can't imagine what you have been true , very sorry for what happened to ye guys thank you for sharing your life story.
So glad you’re back really missed your vlogs. Sorry to hear what you’ve been through but congrats on getting married you make such a lovely couple. I would like to see a house update, I like fashion hauls, make up and skincare routines, a day in the life etc
i’m so happy you’re back! i’ve been wondering where you have been. i’m so happy you got married and Noah is doing so well. i’m sorry for your loss. thank you for sharing
So sorry for this happening to you. It also happened to me 10 years ago and I still think about it. Worst time of my life. Thank you for talking about it.
Its such a tough time and talking has helped so much. I know not a day will go by that I dont think of our little baby. But I am so grateful to have all I do in life xx
Oh Aisling, I just want to give you a massive hug. (I met you once, years ago and you immediately hugged me and were SO lovely). I’m sorry for you and your little family, and thanks for sharing this with us. Wishing nothing for the best for you all. And I’m so happy you’re slowly getting back online, I’ve missed you. Take care ❤
Ahhh aisling I roared watching that video. I'm so sorry for what you sent through it's so terrible it's the worse thing any women can go through. I really hope you ate doing somewhat better. I hope you eventually get to have another try and please god it will go great. It's so glad to see you back online missed you terrible. My little girl is 3 now as well and we have just finished potty training her to it was a battle doh 😂🙈. We also just moved into our bran new home too, ❤️💖😍 can't wait for your next video so looking forward to it. Sending big hugs ❤❤
Oh I’m so terribly sorry for all of you. Your families and close friends as well. This baby was and is your child. Paddy’s child. Noah’s sibling. That will never go away. Continue to love them. Keep them in your heart. The right time will come and this little one will come back and thrive. Also, just because you were pregnant and have had one child birthed…. Doesn’t mean you’re not allowed to feel less in your emotions, doesn’t mean you cannot grieve, and lastly it isn’t anything you did and I’m grateful you know that. Much love and many good thoughts your way. ❤❤❤❤❤
I HATE to bring up the past… but look at how far you’ve come! I remember being so worried for your mental health and wellbeing when you split with your ex and now you’re married!! What on earth! Congrats 🥂 you deserve all the love in the world ❤
Awww thank you so much for your comment. Those days were such a learning experience and it brought me to the kindest, most amazing man who is the love of my life. If only I knew then how incredible the future was to be. The universe really does know whats best for us. xxx
I’m sorry you experienced such a great loss. I had 2 miscarriages . It’s horrible. God knows it all. We don’t know why. My son is the rainbow baby and my daughter came later. Then I had another miscarriage. Give this to God he hears you,he holds your tears. Your Rainbow baby is coming soon. I also had my daughter at almost Forty. She’s almost 27. You are young,don’t worry. Please know are body’s are incredible machines, they will heal things when they aren’t ok. Don’t take that wrong. Give it time and stop blaming yourself. God bless you.
Thank you 😊 for sharing since a personal experience. I hope 🤞 you talking about this will help someone else. You have to believe in your gut instinct. God will give you a baby when you’re ready. Welcome back and can’t wait 😛 to see more of your videos. Take care of yourself and your family.
I am 40 and have been pregnant and miscarried 5 by time in 15 years of trying, the last positive test I questioned if I should even tell my partner to protect him from the inevitable heartache. Women deal with this heartache and keep quiet to protect everyone else. Don't be silent, support and share.
I had a miscarriage to in 2022 on my 3 pregnancy and it was the hardest thing I ever went true and blamed myself but there is always light at the end of the tunnel I got pregnant on our rainbow baby in 2023 and I'm pregnant now I wish you and your beautiful family the best and can't wait till you say your pregnant when you are ready❤❤❤
There is woman out there who unfortunately suffer from addiction to alcohol and drugs and have multiple children. I just say this so you know it is not your fault. People have put their bodies through much worse. I really like your drs way of putting it. Its also funny to say you are worried for someone you never met. But i have watched you ever since you started your channel and i did notice on your instagram that you had possibly relapsed into ED. Really hope you are okay and you are getting the support you need for all aspects xxx❤
I know one thing… You CAN’T blame yourself. You would have never intentionally done anything to harm your baby. I obviously don’t know you , but I can tell what a truly loving person that you are . Sending hugs and positivity your way. ❤❤❤❤❤ . BTW , for your next video, you should do whatever you think is fun 💕
Ah God love you. You poor aul skin. I've been through this myself. I promise you it will get easier. Doesn't mean you forget but it does get better. NOT YOUR FAULT!!
Happy to see you back...I'm sorry for the loss to both u paddy and noah keep strong together and enjoy ur summer with noah ur time will come again love and hugs xo
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So very brave to talk about everything you’ve been though, I’ve followed you for 10 years or more and you are braver and stronger than you’ll ever know sending so much love 💕
Aw thank you sweetheart you are so beyond kind xx
I came to say the very same thing. I have been here for a very long time as well. Bless you and Paddy. You’ll know when you’re ready to try again. Thank you for feeling comfortable enough to share your story. I’m so glad you’re back Ashlyn! ❤️🇨🇦
I bottled up my first loss. It mentally tortured me for at least 6 months. I then had another 2 losses in a row. Finally got our Rainbow baby after going down the IVF route. Miscarriage NEEDS to be spoken about, so thank you. We don't need to suffer in silence any longer. Sending hugs your way and hoping you get your bundle of joy sometime in the near future.
Ps. COQ10 is amazing for egg quality. The Fertilty Doctor put me on them for 3 months before my egg retrieval. Best of luck xo
I'm so sorry you've went through this. It's so hard to go through. I had a miscarriage before my oldest son who is 9 now. I went to a medium not long after my miscarriage and he picked up on my loss and said something to me that really helped me get through it. He told me that my baby's soul will keep coming back to me until he or she was born, that that soul was destined to be with me. He told me I would find out that November that I was pregnant and he was spot on. I went through my miscarriage in the first week of June 2014 and was pregnant again in October, I found out in November and my rainbow baby was due on the 4th of June 2015 the same week I had lost my other baby. I just felt that was confirmation to me that my baby came back to me until they were born like the medium told me. It really gave me alot of comfort because I truly believe that he wasn't ready yet to be with me but came back to me when he was. I hope this helps you too and believe that your baby will come back to you also.
Awwwe Denise thanks so much for sending such a beautiful comment. I cant believe all that came true and he was born around the time of your loss the year before. That message its so lovely from the medium, I do believe this and it brings so much comfort. I was only thinking of you yesterday I hope you are well. xx
You are very welcome. I hope you are doing well too. It is always hard to go through and you will always think of your baby that you lost but you will come through it. You have your husband and son to help you. I'm doing great I have my 2 boys and partner and I'd be absolutely lost without them they really are the best. These things always happen for a reason and you will come through its just still too raw for you at the moment. We are building a hoise at the moment and when its done and doing the garden i will plant a blossom tree and have a plague made for my lost baby. When you are ready maybe you can do something like that too to have a little memorial for your baby. @DramaticMac
Thank you for speaking about this. You done absolutely nothing wrong. I've had an early miscarriage and it is such a lonely place for a woman. Wishing you all the luck for the future 💖
I am so sorry for your loss. I think you did an amazing job describing your grief and guilt and these emotions are so valid. Loss is never easy give yourself some grace. I had 3 miscarriages I feel your pain. Sending you lots of hugs and healing
I’m so sorry for your loss it’s absolutely heartbreaking. Thank you so much for watching sending you love xx
I am so sorry to hear this 😢 I've had two back to back losses since December 2023 and am currently pregnant again & am on progesterone & things are looking great! I have a 2 year old son. There is so many layers to this that a woman has to process. Sending you love & thank you for sharing your story it will help many others feel less alone 💗💗
I'm so sorry. Not enough women or men talk about it. It is traumatic to your body and your mind. You get to feel however you want or need to. You get to be mad. You get to be sad. But please don't feel guilty. I was 11, almost 12 weeks, and i'm sure it would have been worse if it happened later. That doesn't take away from the fact that my baby was wanted so bad or loved so much. Sending prayers and love your way ❤
I am tearing up at your comment. Thank you for sharing your story I really relate to wanting the baby so bad and it being loved so much this is how I feel and I like you will never forget my little one xx
On the 26/1 Australia Day I gave birth to my much wanted gorgeous 3rd child. A problem free pregnancy and birth. All scans had looked totally normal. 2 weeks early my gorgeous 8 pound baby girl (Aimee Louise) sister to my first born a little sister and a sister to her brother my second born. Like you I knew had this deep hidden feeling things were different with this pregnancy and this was a feeling I couldn’t shake even after her birth with a healthy baby girl. Things within an hour turned into something that to this day I still can’t comprehend really any of that week that lay ahead of us .She went to Brisbane’s NICU until and within a day the head neonatologist with help from British doctor were 100% sure she had a very very rare disease that would not allow her rib Cage to expand and be able to accept oxygen. After many consults and crying and screaming and knowing that at that time in 1997 there had only ever been 52 recorded cases worldwide . Yes there had been 2 children that had survived inti very childhood but hooked up to so many machines they had no life at all. On the 1/2 we made the hardest it the most loving thing we could do for our daughter and remove her life support while we could hold her and kiss her and tell her to take back her wings and fly. Holding her felt like an eternity but Aimee gained her wings being held and adored very very quickly when the machines stopped working on a life that was never ever from conception ever meant to be. All i can really say is
Whether it’s a miscarriage, stillbirth or neonatal death it is still a loss of who they would been and a lifetime of dreams you wanted with them. Go and have your rainbow baby you will never replace your little one who could not stay but you will have another little one to nature and love through life. I promise you thins wil get better in time. Things will never seem normal In your heart anymore but those times of unbearable pain will lessen and nothing will ever be able to take your dreams away from you. My little
Rainbow baby nearly 2 yrs to the day Aimee was born is now a 25yr old gorgeous son. The light will shine for you and your family again 💕💕💕💕take care and never ever think you can’t bring your feelings up or talk about your loss because you did lose part of your future and let people know that. Sending you a virtual hug and you will never walk this journey alone ❤️🩹❤️🩹
This honestly made me cry so much for you and your family but you should be so incredibly proud of how brave you are to speak about this. The way you spoke so eloquently whilst you were obviously upset is a credit to how strong you are. ❤
Aww sweetheart, I’m so sorry. For some strange reason I thought of you today. I followed you for years, but like you life gets in the way and I was not watching RUclips much, but anyway, I looked you up today and come across this video. I’m heartbroken for you. On a positive you have so much good in your life. Your gorgeous Hubby, little adorable Noah, and all your family and friends for support. You are a stunning lady inside and out. I know so many people who miscarried in between children but go on to have more with no issues. You seem to be in the right frame of mind so I’m sure when you are ready it will happen. You are a huge inspiration to others so good for you talking about it. Just know we are all here supporting you and willing you on. Sending lots of love from Scotland. ❤❤❤ xxx
I’m so sorry for your and Paddy’s loss ❤ thank you for taking the time to share your story with us.
I’ve followed you for years and years and I am honestly so sorry to hear this. I feel like you have been an online friend simply from watching you and I felt sad when I noticed you didn’t have new videos but not because I wanted videos, because I wanted to know you were okay. Sending you love ❤as always from Wales 🏴
Awwwe wow thank you so much for watching all these years it means so much truly. Loads of love xxx
Welcome back!! Miss your videos so much!! Sorry to hear about your loss!
I’m so sorry for your loss, all those emotions are normal and that pain never goes away. I had my first in 2004, and for so long I didn’t want anymore children, I was happy with me and my son even after I met my husband we both didn’t want more children. Then around 2016 something changed we started getting baby fever and decided to try to have a baby and we got pregnant right away, told everyone after the 10 weeks and was to the moon with excitement 2 weeks later at our dr appointment they confirmed no heartbeat. The devastation and pain was so hard. And I blamed myself, and had all the same emotions you went through We had decided not to try right away and let my body heal physically and emotionally But 6 months later we were pregnant! And our rainbow baby was born that year and he is now 6. Like you said the grieve never goes away I still get emotional when I think about it and around certain months, but you learn to live with the grieve and it gets better. Thank you for sharing your story.
Your story is so moving thank you for sharing I understand 100% all what you felt. I am so happy you had your rainbow baby and sounds like hes thriving. I dont think the sadness over pregnancy loss ever goes away but like you said it gets better every day and I feel stronger all the time xx
I have missed you so much! I had stopped checking on you. I was worried that something may have happened and I am so very sorry about your loss. I understand how you feel and I’m so, so sorry. I don’t mean to sound insensitive but the happy news was you got married. I missed that too. I will visit your channel often like I used to. Noah is beautiful and talking! I couldn’t believe how big he is!!. God bless your little family. I loved seeing you!❤️❤️
Welcome back, I'm a long time mostly silent follower of yours. So very sorry to hear your sad news. Noah is incredibly lucky to have a strong mammy, I hope you and Paddy get your rainbow baby. X
Thank you for commenting it means the world xxx
Oh honey, I am sending you a big big hug 🩷 I am so sorry you had to go through this. Thank you for talking openly and honestly about such an important topic, and that guilt and anger that creeps up. I am sending you a lot of healing energy. ✨
So sorry to hear this Aisling!! How very raw and brave of you to do this, and how very helpful to so many poor women who are suffering or have suffered such a trauma! On the happy side of laugh, congrats on your recent wedding to Paddy and lovely to hear that Noah's doing good xo Joan
Awh Ash, firstly, welcome back. I watch silently all the time. Huuuge props on speaking on such hurtful, dark times. ❤️🩹 You’ll truely grow from this & it’s a chapter you’ll never forget but on the flip side will make you stronger. 🖤💪🏻
It’s so fab how important it was for your sis to be at your wedding. 💞I’m equally close my sis. There’s a year between us. She got married the day after you last year!!!! Shes Cathal’s godmother too (my son, if you remember me blabbing on about him years ago!! 🤪) And he was born on the 7th of December also!!!! So it was his 18th birthday the day before so he got a shout out in the speeches !!!!
Thank you for sharing. I know it is not an easy thing to do. I miscarried in November and still found it hard to talk about. The guilt is soo real. I am sending you all the love. There definitely needs to be less stigma around it for the future❤️
Aisling I’m so sorry you went through this, so very brave to share your story. Having followed you from the start I just felt like I was listening to a friend share her pain. Having been through one myself I understand all the thoughts & emotions you had. I went on to have two daughters who are now 21 & 15, made me appreciate them even more. Sending you & Paddy so much love ❤️ For nostalgia I would love to see a chatty make up video.
Delighted your back from your number one fan. You’re so right to talk about this. Women need more support as a very lonely and traumatic experience that’s just not talked about enough. I hope you start to feel better with this. ❤❤❤❤❤
I am so so so sorry for your loss Aisling. My heart breaks for you and I wish I could take your pain away. I know you don’t see it now but you definitely will be able to be there for people in your life who may go through the same thing and are an inspiration.
And you survived potty training! That is a HUGE milestone. ❤ ya!
I am so sorry for your loss. I think it is so important for women to talk about miscarriage and pregnancy loss. I admire that you’ve chosen to share your story and help others understand what to expect. I’ve been following you for years and have wondered if everything was okay. So many women go through this painful and heartbreaking experience and don’t talk about it. Sending you a huge hug.
I'm so sorry for the loss our your little angel 😢 thank you for being so open and honest about your experience I had a missed miscarriage at 17 weeks and I was so lost when it happened because nobody speaks about it .. thank you for using your platform to help women ❤️
Thanks for speaking about it so openly, Sorry for your loss , sitting here sobbing as ive had a miscarriage last year i know how you feel ❤ wishing you the best on your future journey. Take it easy on yourself
I am so sorry to hear what you went through I really hope you are doing better. Thank you for watching xx
@@DramaticMac yeah much better thanks wishing the same to you 🩷 loving your recent videos please keep posting you were missed 🩷
So glad to see you back but so sorry to hear about what you've been through. You're very brave and strong to talk publicly about it ,I hate that so many women feel shame it's unfortunately so common no-one should feel shame and it certainly is never anything you've done ,mother nature sometimes has a different plan .❤
I’m so so sorry, Aisling. You’re such a lovely human. Thank you for sharing your story. I love your videos and I’m glad you’re back. I’ll send continued prayers your way. And congratulations on your marriage to Paddy ❤❤
So sorry for your loss 🥺 I can relate to every word you said, i went through miscarriage 3 times 15 years ago and yes the blame and every emotion women go through is so heart breaking, when you're ready to come back we will all be waiting for you, congratulations on your marriage to Paddy ❤ ps if it helps i was 36 when i gave birth to my beautiful daughter so don't lose hope X
Very sorry for your loss. I am 65 now but I carried my second daughter full term, and she was stillborn due to medical issues I had with blood clots. She was perfectly healthy and the meds they gave me caused my placenta to separate and that caused her death. I went on to have a third daughter, but it is something that we carry with us. God bless and sending you lots of love and a big hug! 😘❤
I am so so sorry for your loss I cant imagine what you must have gone through. Thanks so much for sharing your story and I am so glad you have the joy of family around you now. Loads of love xx
I am soo sorry for your loss. I lost my first pregnancy early on so I can totally understand the feelings. I did end up having 2 beautiful little boys though they are now 8 and 5. I did struggle throughout pregnancy with that anxiety about if I was gonna lose another pregnancy but in the end once I had my baby in my arms that's worry was gone. Every baby is worth that effort and fears. Prayers for you and your little family.
Thank you so much for sharing your story I am so delighted to hear you went on to have two beautiful boys that’s so wonderful. I do hope one day I will be so lucky to have another baby in our family xx
This was exactly my experience with miscarriage. I had a feeling I knew, I had a first ultrasound that went the same, then around 10.5 weeks, they confirmed a loss. Thank you for sharing. It's easier when we aren't alone.
So lovely to see you back online. Sorry for all that you've been through this year, a truly awful experience. Wishing you all health and happiness for the future ❤
So very happy to see you, Aisling! ❤ I'm so sorry to hear all that you've been through... hugs and prayers as your (and Paddy's) hearts heal. Your wedding sounds and looked beautiful - I'm so happy that you found the wonderful person and partner you deserve (I've been here since the beginning 😉) and he is certainly lucky to have found you!!! I've thought of you often. You look fabulous, as always! ❤😊 Much love to you!! 😘
I really am so lucky I know that what’s for us will not pass us and I’m not giving up on hope on growing our wonderful family. Thank you for your lovely message xxx ❤️
this is the video i never knew i needed. i miscarried my first pregnancy- very early but we had been trying for years and had treatment to get to that point so the disappointment was intense. i went through all of the blame and guilt you mentioned in your video and unfortunately had the misfortune of coming upon some very insensitive doctors after the fact. i was told that i shouldn’t be too upset since it was so early in the pregnancy and also that i should have been trying for babies in my 20s and not my 30s. it added to the blame i was already placing on myself. we now have two beautiful little boys thanks to an alternative treatment to IVF that a friend of mine recommended. it’s definitely something that needs more conversation because you never realise just how many people go through miscarriage until you feel ok to talk about it yourself. it’s awful and my heart goes out to you guys x
Your so brave, my sister when through something like you having IVF, she was further along. She had her daughter named and we were all so excited. We are a close family and had most of our kids at the same time. I was pregnant so her little girl and mine would be born in the same year. Just like you she had her little boy. When she lost her baby girl, people were saying at least you have one. She hated that. She eventually had a D&C and was in a ward with new babies. It’s 20 years ago and it still breaks her heart to talk about it. I admire you so much for sharing your story and please god You will have another blessing ❤❤❤❤
Oh my gosh- this was so heartbreaking. I'm so sorry for you and your family's loss. I've been watching you since before that previous low point you mentioned, and I really admire your willingness to share those moments to help others and the grace with which you do it. That takes so much courage. You really are helping people. Suffice it to say, because I've been following you for so long you've come to feel like a good friend I've never met so I'm always rooting for you (hope that's not creepy lol). I'll say a prayer for you Aisling, and here's hoping for happier times ahead. Love from the US!!
So sorry for your loss. We appreciate your openness x
Thank you so much for watching xx
So sorry to hear what you have gone threw. I myself loss 2 babies but I also had a really hard time after, but I did later have 3 health boys that are grown and thriving in their lives. It is hard for a while but you will get threw this and having your family is great. Love seeing you again and just take it day by day.
I’m so sorry to hear about your painful experience. I’m thinking of you and sending you love, and I appreciate your vulnerability, it’s not easy. And you’re def not alone, I had a miscarriage about three years ago and it feels so similar to your experience, I had good bloodwork though and went in at what I thought was 9 weeks for an ultrasound to see no fetal pole. At the next week ultrasound there was a heartbeat and it measured at 6 weeks, and went in the following week with no heartbeat and no growth. It is such an ongoing painful experience, and it really did feel like forever. I did get pregnant four months later though and am lucky enough to have a now 1 year old, 36 at the time of his birth. I wish nothing but the best for you, and thank you so much for sharing your genuine experience. Big hugs ❤
Thank you for sharing your story. It definitely will stay in your heart, and that's OK. I still think about the one I lost before I got pregnant with my youngest son. Allow yourself time to grieve, but always be open for the possibility of the future. Big hugs to you and yours. 💙
I was thinking about you yesterday wondering how you where and missing you. Thank you for sharing what you have gone through. You are a wonderful and so strong. I've been following you for a very long time. Thank you for being you and being brave to talk about all the things in you life. Praying for you and your family. Lots of Love from Brisbane Australia. xxxx
Awww Aisling! I have wondered what was happening in your life and how you were doing! I watched an old Video of yours on the weekend !! Such a coincidence. I am glad you are back and weary but looking forward to watch in this video 💗
Been following you for many years, up and downs. So sorry to hear of your loss, hope time will help you and your little family heal xx
Thank you so much love, and for being here all these years. xx
Your channel is the first one I ever subscribed to. You are so lovely ❤
You have my heart. I know exactly how you feel. I don't talk about it. When I had my miscarriage it was a long time ago. You never forget but you do move past it. It's traumatic and painful both physically and emotionally. After mine I did go on and had 2 more children. I had 3 children when I miscarried then had my younger 2. I agree with what your Doctor said about it not being your fault at all and there was probably something so wrong with chromosomes that caused this. Take care of yourself. Give yourself some grace and time to heal emotionally and physically. You are a beautiful woman and deserve everything wonderful in life. Don't forget that. ❤
Thank you Ashling for sharing your story. I am very sorry for your loss. You are right, it is important to talk and I am sure you are indeed helping other women. Lots of love your way ❤
Thank you so much darling that means a lot xxx
I am so sorry for yours and Paddy's loss. I can understand where you are at. My first pregnancy was twins that I miscarriaged at 13 weeks. The pain and grief stay with me. It's something I will never forget. It took my body 3 months to heal after before I was given a clean bill of health. When we got pregnant again I refused to tell anyone at first. Didn't want to go through it all again if bad news came. But my 2nd pregnancy and delivery was rough. Thats just how my story was meant to be. We wanted more children but that was not in God's plan. But I will tell you that if before my story started if you told me that it would be rough and dark and I would have to lose 2 children to get to have 1 and that was my only path. I would do it again. All the hurt and anger, I would put myself there again. I have a wonderful 16 year old now and 2 angels who are 18. I hope everything goes wonderful with your next pregnancy and it's ok to be scared because I sure was. Wish you the best. I have missed your videos and vlogs. It's good to see you again. ❤
Miscarrying in any form is just awful, so so painful , and it feels like such a lonely painful feeling because no one understand (you feel like that) because you can’t touch or feel why your grieving (even though I was able to hold my son for an hour still felt like this also) just can’t you to know YOU ARE NOT ALONE! I promise , sending you lots of love ❤❤❤❤
So so Happy that u have decided to come back onto utube. So sorry for ur loss, thk u for sharing and helping maybe reaching someone in same situation. Congratulations on ur wedding u looked beautiful ! Can't wait to see more of u and what u have been up to. ❤from 🇨🇦
Great to see you back sorry for your loss sounds like you've had a rollercoaster last couple of years 😊
Thanks so much for watching. Life for sure has been busy xx
So sorry for your loss ❤ sending you love.
Thats a very mixed update. Delighted for your wedding and noah 3 already 😲 .So sorry for all you have been through but it is helpful to so many that you shared. Sending lots of love to you and your family ❤️
I guess life is like that up and down full of joy and sad moments at times. Thank you for watching ❤️❤️
@@DramaticMac that's very true x
So sorry to hear about your loss. We now have a healthy 10 month old baby but I had a miscarriage in 2022 after 2 years of trying to conceive. At the time I felt like I'd never be happy again, it really is such a difficult thing to go through. I was shocked by how many women I know have been through it too when I told them, it's just not talked about enough and I hadn't realised how common losses are x
Thank you so much for posting this .. I had a miscarriage at the end of May too and listening to you talk about it has really helped. Thank you 🩷
I’m so sorry love. I’ve been there too it was the most difficult thing I’ve ever had to endure. Take your time with it, process it you have a great support system as I did not I did it all alone. I know my boy is in Heaven just waiting for me. Take care love.
I had a miscarriage at 21 weeks 18 years ago. Ive had 2 children since then. Stay hopeful. Wishing you all the hapiness in the world.
I was pretty broken when I lost my first pregnancy not only was it physically painful but emotionally and mentally. But a few months later I found out I was pregnant and now I have two beautiful boys that have healed my heart. Sending you lots of hugs and love.
I missed you and your videos so much❤ I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through so much pain and hurt, you are so brave and I’m sending you all the love in the world, congratulations on your wedding and getting your happy ever after❤️
I'm so sorry you're going through this. Your family is in my prayers.
So happy To see you back. You looked stunning on your wedding day. Very sorry for your loss 🥰💕
Thanks so much sweetheart means so much ❤️
The only thing that I can say is, I miscarried at 10wks before I had my son. 6mnths later I was pregnant and had my beautiful son, then as the years went on, I had my second son then my daughter. It’s an awful time for you but please don’t give up or, worry it’ll happen again. You will be happy again and if you want, I’m sure you’ll have another beautiful healthy baby. ❤
Thank you so much for sharing your story this means so much and brings me so much hope. Loads of love xx
Sending you lots of love! It’s amazing you have shared your experience it will help others for sure!! I have also just been through a horrendous missed miscarriage too, found out at my 12 week scan had a full on bump, hyperemesis, but baby passed weeks before! Done medical management which was horrendous pain for me then that failed had to have surgery to remove. I had never heard of a missed miscarriage before never knew any of this stuff happened! It’s just happened to my friend too I don’t know what’s going on! 😢❤ xxx
So good to see you. I have been thinking about you for the past few months. I miss you xo
So so sorry you’ve had to go through this. Thank you for sharing your story, it not an easy thing to speak about and Your so brave to speak of your loss, wishing you pease and healing to your heart and also your husbands. It’s very hard on them too. ❤❤
Aisling!!! So lovely to see you back in my subscription box. You look amazing, this colour on you is beautiful! Sending you lots of love and positive energy ❤ xxx
I’ve been watching you for years and I’m so glad you’re back. Im so sorry for what happened, sending you hugs and love Aisling ❤
Thank you for your kind words and support ❤️❤️
Sending you so much love and hugs, Ashling! I have watched your channel for years now, and I am very grateful that you want to share your journies and personal stories with us 🤗
Sorry for your loss love, we all missed you!
So sorry to hear about what you’ve been through. Xxx
So sorry to hear you've experienced a miscarriage.
I agree with the poor wording from people who mean well, I had a 'chemical pregnancy' (which is a horrible term) which ended at 5 weeks. I found out just before 4 weeks as I'm so in tune with my body and had already started getting some symptoms.
I was absolutely devastated but friends and family were saying 'at least it was early', 'at least you got pregnant quickly' and it just wasnt helping me at all. For that week I was pregnant I was so happy and excited and it got ripped away from me.
I ended up getting pregnant again fairly quickly but I was so terrified of it happening again and had so much anxiety 😔 I dont think it really subsided until she was born.
I missed you 🎉. Im happy for you getting married. You are strong and brave 🎉 and it is really good saying that every pregnancy should be celebrated ❤. I wish you the best with everything and full joy and happiness
Thank you for being brave and sharing your story. Very sorry for your loss! Sending hugs and prayers.
I love your content so much, makes me feel so cozy!
I’ve really been missing your videos about Mac Cosmetics there are my most watched on your channel.
What products have you been loving from the brand? I also love seeing you unboxing your iPhone, & what’s on your iPhone.
My third favorite content is when you share what’s in your bag.
Seeing you travel is amazing.
Sending you lots of positivity, love and light.♥️
Thank you so much for watching it means a lot. I will definitely do some new content for you all soon I miss filming a lot and will have more videos like that soon xxx
Thank you, Ashley. I missed you 💓 you are amazing strong woman lots of love to you your son and your husband. I can't imagine what you have been true , very sorry for what happened to ye guys thank you for sharing your life story.
So glad you’re back really missed your vlogs. Sorry to hear what you’ve been through but congrats on getting married you make such a lovely couple.
I would like to see a house update, I like fashion hauls, make up and skincare routines, a day in the life etc
Sending you and Paddy so much love.. thank you for sharing your experience x
i’m so happy you’re back! i’ve been wondering where you have been. i’m so happy you got married and Noah is doing so well. i’m sorry for your loss. thank you for sharing
I am.so very sorry for your loss and all that you have been through. Prayers for you and your sweet family.
It’s so nice too see you back
Glad your back, I'm so sorry for your loss ❤.
So sorry for this happening to you. It also happened to me 10 years ago and I still think about it. Worst time of my life. Thank you for talking about it.
Its such a tough time and talking has helped so much. I know not a day will go by that I dont think of our little baby. But I am so grateful to have all I do in life xx
Love that your sister was at your wedding. And congratulations on her engagement!! 💍😄😊
Oh Aisling, I just want to give you a massive hug. (I met you once, years ago and you immediately hugged me and were SO lovely). I’m sorry for you and your little family, and thanks for sharing this with us. Wishing nothing for the best for you all. And I’m so happy you’re slowly getting back online, I’ve missed you. Take care ❤
Awww wow thank you so much thats the sweetest. I have missed you all so much too xxx
Ahhh aisling I roared watching that video. I'm so sorry for what you sent through it's so terrible it's the worse thing any women can go through. I really hope you ate doing somewhat better. I hope you eventually get to have another try and please god it will go great. It's so glad to see you back online missed you terrible. My little girl is 3 now as well and we have just finished potty training her to it was a battle doh 😂🙈. We also just moved into our bran new home too, ❤️💖😍 can't wait for your next video so looking forward to it. Sending big hugs ❤❤
Oh I’m so terribly sorry for all of you. Your families and close friends as well. This baby was and is your child. Paddy’s child. Noah’s sibling. That will never go away. Continue to love them. Keep them in your heart. The right time will come and this little one will come back and thrive. Also, just because you were pregnant and have had one child birthed…. Doesn’t mean you’re not allowed to feel less in your emotions, doesn’t mean you cannot grieve, and lastly it isn’t anything you did and I’m grateful you know that. Much love and many good thoughts your way. ❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much for your lovely message it’s lovely to hear I really appreciate it. ❤️❤️❤️
So happy to see you back. Sorry to hear your news.
I had 3 consecutive miscarriages so I get how you feel. Sending love xxxx
I HATE to bring up the past… but look at how far you’ve come! I remember being so worried for your mental health and wellbeing when you split with your ex and now you’re married!! What on earth! Congrats 🥂 you deserve all the love in the world ❤
Also, apologies! I wrote this before watching any further in the video. To both of you..I’m so sorry for your loss ❤
Awww thank you so much for your comment. Those days were such a learning experience and it brought me to the kindest, most amazing man who is the love of my life. If only I knew then how incredible the future was to be. The universe really does know whats best for us. xxx
Thank you for sharing 🙏🙏sending love & prayers to you all. im so sorry for your loss. but lovely to see you back. take care ❤ xx
Thank you so much love xx
I’m sorry you experienced such a great loss. I had 2 miscarriages . It’s horrible. God knows it all. We don’t know why. My son is the rainbow baby and my daughter came later. Then I had another miscarriage. Give this to God he hears you,he holds your tears. Your Rainbow baby is coming soon. I also had my daughter at almost Forty. She’s almost 27. You are young,don’t worry. Please know are body’s are incredible machines, they will heal things when they aren’t ok. Don’t take that wrong. Give it time and stop blaming yourself. God bless you.
Thank you 😊 for sharing since a personal experience. I hope 🤞 you talking about this will help someone else. You have to believe in your gut instinct. God will give you a baby when you’re ready. Welcome back and can’t wait 😛 to see more of your videos. Take care of yourself and your family.
I am 40 and have been pregnant and miscarried 5 by time in 15 years of trying, the last positive test I questioned if I should even tell my partner to protect him from the inevitable heartache.
Women deal with this heartache and keep quiet to protect everyone else.
Don't be silent, support and share.
I had a miscarriage to in 2022 on my 3 pregnancy and it was the hardest thing I ever went true and blamed myself but there is always light at the end of the tunnel I got pregnant on our rainbow baby in 2023 and I'm pregnant now I wish you and your beautiful family the best and can't wait till you say your pregnant when you are ready❤❤❤
There is woman out there who unfortunately suffer from addiction to alcohol and drugs and have multiple children. I just say this so you know it is not your fault. People have put their bodies through much worse. I really like your drs way of putting it. Its also funny to say you are worried for someone you never met. But i have watched you ever since you started your channel and i did notice on your instagram that you had possibly relapsed into ED. Really hope you are okay and you are getting the support you need for all aspects xxx❤
I know one thing… You CAN’T blame yourself. You would have never intentionally done anything to harm your baby. I obviously don’t know you , but I can tell what a truly loving person that you are . Sending hugs and positivity your way. ❤❤❤❤❤ . BTW , for your next video, you should do whatever you think is fun 💕
Welcome Back! I miss you! Congratulations! Wishing you the best! Thank you for your video and update❤️
Ah God love you. You poor aul skin. I've been through this myself. I promise you it will get easier. Doesn't mean you forget but it does get better. NOT YOUR FAULT!!
Happy to see you back...I'm sorry for the loss to both u paddy and noah keep strong together and enjoy ur summer with noah ur time will come again love and hugs xo
Thank you so much sweetie xxx
Very sorry to hear Aisling. Its seems very common these days your the 4th person in the last few weeks ive heard a similar story of xx
Congratulations on getting married 🖤