It’s been two years..... How are you doing? I don’t know you, what time it is where you are, your name, or even if you’re still there. But whenever I see an old, rotting comments I can’t help but think if that person is okay, so: How are you? Doing well? Cut all the bad people out your life? You really should. Hydrated?
@@Saayyem You are so kind... it wasnt even addressed to me but I was touched by it, I hope you yourself are doing well, may God bless you, you beautiful soul
This song is already so good, and the effect makes it insanely better. It's amazing to sit and listen to when you're sad, and you just want to be, there.
POV: You are at the beach for your friend's/family member's birthday party. Everyone is rushing into the crashing waves, and you are pushed into the salty waters by your friends/family members, but you can't swim and you're stuck in a current that dives deeper into the unknown without remorse. No one notices you gone. They're having too much fun splashing and laughing. Your lungs are failing you as you struggle in the current's strength as your eyes begin to sting from the salt. Last thing you see are the legs of those you loved, kicking the waves so they don't meet the same demise you're about to. Then... You breath. Your lungs fill with pain and you silently choke, kicking around and holding your throat, your sight blurring into darkness. You stopped breathing, your body unable to take in any more of the ocean's tears. As you finally reach the bottom of the floor, the surface barely visible through your stinging eyes, the current lets you go. Your body quietly drifts below the feet of your loved ones, your heart has stopped, and your eyes are wide open and red from the salt. When they realise you're gone, it's far too late. If only you knew how to swim... (This is a short story, mainly for myself, because I am petrified of the ocean, and always imagine this happening to me. I can't swim, and I know I should learn, but I find it really difficult to be coordinated with my limbs. I can float on my back, but I can't get out of rips or strong currents.) *EDITED FOR MISTAKES.
Is it creepy that this happened to me but in a pool and NONE i mean NONE of my loved ones saved me they saw me but thought I was joking around ...I had given up at this point but ....a stranger saved me...a girl my age...can you believe it A TOTAL STRANGER SAVED ME BUT MY FAMILY....didn't..
POV: You just came home from school. Your best friend is having their birthday party that night, you get ready to your favorite songs, feeling happy and energetic. You dance around in your bathroom while your hair straightener warms up. You text your friend saying that you “won’t be able to make it” just to surprise them with your presence. You show up to their neighborhood, parking down the street to not raise suspicion. As you’re walking you look at your arms, scrawny and weak, your legs hastily moving, step after step towards their house. Almost to the house, you’re realizing how much you wish you were perfect. You don’t understand why your friend enjoys your company or how they think you’re a good person. You wonder how you have a boyfriend, how he loves you. You wonder how he’s going to spend his afternoon, yet you don’t bother to ask because you and him have been slightly distant because of your excessive schoolwork and strict parents. You think of all the horrible things about your life. When you arrive at their house, you shake off the bad feelings yet they still seem to sit deep inside you. You see the front door, hanging wide open in front of you. Taking a deep breath, you prepare what you’re going to say, you imagine yourself giving them a hug and them telling you how much they would’ve missed you. As you step through the front door, you see her in the corner, with your boyfriend. As you open your mouth to holler at them, you see your boyfriend as he grabs her hips and pulls her closer to himself... then he kisses her. With so much more passion then he ever kissed you with. You drop the giftbag containing the gifts you spent your allowance on for your best friend...a new phone; the one she had wanted for a while, a case for it that you knew she would love, her favorite snacks and candies, a candle for her room, even a movie for you two to watch together. She doesn’t even bother trying to stop him. Her friends and his cheer then both on as you stand there, stunned; horrified. He pulls away from her as she looks into his eyes, blushes and glances around the house, LED lights flashing. She looks toward the kitchen where all the snacks are, people chugging sodas and couples with paper plates sitting on the floor, deep in conversation. She then looks at you, her eyes filling with fear. You grab the giftbag as your eyes fill with tears. You run past your boyfriend as he runs toward you, yelling your name. You sprint upstairs, tears streaming down your face. This song plays on the speaker downstairs as people party as though nothing happened, you rush into the hall bathroom, slam the door, lock it, fill the bathtub with water, imagining her face and the smug look she always had. You remember the times back in middle school, you hung out together after school pretty much every day. You were best friends. She had become distant the previous months, you desperately fighting for her companionship back, she rejecting it each time, you pretend nothings wrong while everything is. The world is against you, your life is a movie, you’re the background character who suffers horribly, nobody seeming to notice. You shove your head under the water, hearing your boyfriend and best friend banging loudly on the door, screaming your name. You feel calm as you try to end it all. There was nothing left for you anyway. As soon as you start to feel your lungs filling with water, the door comes crashing in, your boyfriend grabbing you by the armpits, pulling your face out of the water. He shakes you, as he begins to sob. He screams your name, as does your best friend, standing behind him. You begin to cough up water and someone runs in telling them that they know CPR. They try to bring you back, allowing you to breathe again. You open your eyes as your boyfriend gets on his knees beside you, lifting your back off the ground, kissing you like he did the first time he ever did. He pulls away and you see the tears fall down his cheeks and your best friend in the background, who slides down to you, hugging you. Your boyfriend hugs you and says “I love you. So much, you could never even understand baby. We kissed for a dare, my best friend said he would hurt you if I didn’t. I know you’ve been busy with schoolwork but it’s been so hard for me, I missed you so much. Please never try to leave. Ever again. I love you.” Your best friend explains everything to you, she had gotten caught in a bad group, she had never meant to hurt you. She realized how horrible they were and got out of contact with them, she drives you to the hospital to make sure you’ll be ok. please stay, you are loved so much. Life will get better, I promise. It might not be fast, but it gets better. Call the prevention hotline, let someone help. I love you. Thank you for reading this. I’m open to talk to if you need it. Not my story but It was just so good yk
It’s beautiful but the dare is horrible... What it would happen if she really died?I would never accept that, I would probably save ger from danger rether then accept it..!
I closed my eyes and let the gentle yet rough waves toss my body, my mind slipping into Oblivion as I relaxed my muscles. My body heavy, I sink lifelessly down...down ...deeper down. My last breath, an air bubble floating to the top. My vision blurry and fading to black, my lungs collapse. Good bye world...
Your going deeper and deeper into the ocean. Yet you feel calm Just know that everything is gonna be okay. Your gonna be fine Believe me Your loved. Your loved by me and many people. Happy holidays ❤️
Hey uh- random thing but drowning isn't actually that bad or painful, as you fall underwater you experience a few initial seconds of panic but then you calm as the water fills your lungs and everything goes black... Although you can't feel the pain anymore you can still feel the water...
i'm brazilian, and i missed the beach during the pandemic. When I was able to enter in the water again, I dived and had the same feeling of this video. After going through a lot of sadness because of the disease, diving brought me peace.
When you jump into the cold water, all you could think of was this song, not bothering to swim, as you sink the song echo's in the water. Your ears, water logged. You feel at peace in the ocean, no ones is here. Just you. You take a breath and bubbles rise. What a beautiful sight. You swish your hand around, you can the barking of a dog but its feint, and the shouts of people. The sun shines, you cry. Your mother is yelling, your father holding her back. As you drift from life your brother pulls you out, you lay there, warming in the sun.
Here is a fake scenario! So you are just done with life, and you go to the beach where you met ur bf and you walk out to the ocean. You walk farther and farther until in head is underwater, and you don't try to swim up. You just let urself sink to the bottom of the ocean. As you sink deeper and deeper, you remember all the times you used to be saved by ur bf while swimming. But now, there is no one to save you. You say, " I'm sorry. But you wanted this". I love you. You then breathe your last breathe and all the little bubbles float up to the surface and they all pop. Edit: thanks to everyone that liked this comment! It gives me hope that I kbow that people read the comments and stories that I come up with!!!
wow omg!! coming back and looking at this makes my heart so full 🥺💕 i'm so happy you guys like this so much! i've been thinking about releasing some of my own music on here what do you guys think?
@@missdulce5773 this means so much what the hell, honestly. i have a song i made just recently on my channel up right now! video game, you should go check it out :)
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
I remember when I was little I used to fill the tub and put my head underwater with my eyes open. Y'know best stay alive, wouldn't want to forget everything.
Pov(for myself or anyone lol): you find yourself doing the thing you promised yourself you wouldn’t do. you decided to end your pain, your suffering. you walk calmly into the ocean and let the cool current drag you out into the open water as you struggle to stay above the surface. you finally take your last breath of air and let go of your guilts, worries, and fears. you are finally free.
Omg, this was so good. I low-key felt the cool water on my skin as I listened. I know I was supposed to be drowning and everything but these waves were hella calming ngl. And this song is just 🥰 Can you maybe do Sweater Weather by The Neighborhood like this because that song would be so good like this :3 And your hella talented, I haven't found another like this as good as this one.
POV: You tried, but you can breathe. So you stare at the beautiful color that's distorted in splendorful ways and feel better, you decide to do something different when you're ready to leave the water.
Let me go mom please :( I don’t want to be here anymore I cry everyday wondering why I’m still here please let me end this pain this feeling that I just can’t hold on no more I just wanna go home
ᗪ卂几丨乇ㄥㄥ卂 XOXO unfortunately i can’t upload it to spotify just got a notification that it won’t be accepted bc she’s not allowing remixes to be made :(((
*TW: SUICIDE* POV: Youre home alone and you decide to play "Billie Eilish ~ When the party’s over" and start to fill the tub with water while you're in it and soon covers your ears then mouth, nose, eyes. your eyes open while your vision blurs and your muscles relax into a state of passing out. Then you blackout.
Pov: You sit at the beach, feet buried in the warm sand, as the sun light envelops you in a hug of it's own. You stare mindlessly at the ocean's waves. A big, clear and blue surface just dancing for over millions of years. Somehow you wonder what it would feel like, just drifting in the waves. How it would feel like, if you would simply stop living. You wish for just a second, to stop existing. Just one second, being part of the forever lasting Dance of the ocean's waves. No such things as thoughts. No hurt because of love, no worries because of money. And this is how you let yourself just drift limb in the cold, deep water. The sound underwater was muffled. The waves hit your body and you gasped, swallowing saltwater. Your eyes burn form the salt, just like your lungs do from the water filling them. You sink deeper and deeper, but the waves softly caried you to the ground. For just a second, you felt happy, despite being aware that you're dying right now. And then your vision fades, and you're part of the forever lasting dance of the ocean's waves. (Sorry for my english, I'm not a native english speaker lol)
P.O.V : you are having a summer family party, just minding your own business... Just then your Cousin threw you at the deep end... Not knowing how to swim, you desperately try to keep your head above the water but no avail. As you slowly drowned try to call some one. no one helped. The laughter soon turned into screams as your lifeless body float.
I'm scared of drowning but somehow watching that relaxed me. I'm scared to die but ready to go so most ppl don't believe me when I say that I wanna die I told my ex (bf at the time) that I wanted to die but was scared to and he was convinced I was lying.
NOT ME CRYING...no reason for me to be crying but I just feel the need to be crying right now. I mean I live with strict parents my brother hits me. My sister stresses me out but she’s just a toddler. School is stressing me out. AHAHA SORRY I JUST NEED TO VENT. My parents don’t let me leave the house “school and back” they said. But yet I still put a smile on my face. I still go school cause I wanna leave this house and go somewhere safe....where is a save place?? This world is so cruel it’s not healthy! Anyways bye
i love you so so so much ☹️💗🥺 please please stay strong i know how you feel angel💔 if you want to talk to me my snap is damn_sammy16 please don’t be afraid to reach out to me love:(( i promise you i will make my presence as much of a safe space as i possibly can for you if you need it
Can you please do Butterfly, My Universe or Fix you Cover by BTS but your underwater slowed + reverb and 3d enhanced vocals if possible 🥺 (All the songs are by BTS)
I just sent my boyfriend an audio file of me crying because I was about to commit suicide and he sent a video back saying if I killed myself they would have to dig two graves...
Howdy fellas! I've been wondering,, should I upload some of my own music? It's not the best but,, hey I'm trying!! Let me know what y'all think!
SayPerhaps totally!
@@jaedajolee7216 my new song video game is actually on my channel now! you should check it out :3
Keep it up honey
This is good to listen to after i get done with having a panic attack.
For me it’s during :/
I don't like listen it because I everytime get panic attack 😖
i feel you bro
It’s been two years.....
How are you doing?
I don’t know you, what time it is where you are, your name, or even if you’re still there.
But whenever I see an old, rotting comments I can’t help but think if that person is okay, so:
How are you?
Doing well?
Cut all the bad people out your life? You really should. Hydrated?
@@Saayyem You are so kind... it wasnt even addressed to me but I was touched by it, I hope you yourself are doing well, may God bless you, you beautiful soul
I'm 100% sure that the water was crying too !!
It must be crying alot
POV: You’re the childhood best friend of a character in an anime/TV show and you decided to drown yourself in the final episode.
I would love that ntgl
BUT WHY
WHAT IS THIS?????
damn. drowning don’t seem so bad 🤷🏽♀️
if somebody told me that in order to listen to this song, id have to drown, id gladly appreciate it
ikr
Bruh
Idk why but I can feel the coldness yet comfortness of the water on my skin. It's amazing on how you do this.
ikr
Bruh, this needs way more attention.
This song is already so good, and the effect makes it insanely better. It's amazing to sit and listen to when you're sad, and you just want to be, there.
ready to drown tbh
adri. Same tho
Hey. How are you doing today?
SAME THO-
I’m sorry you feel that way I hope you are doing ok
@@psychedelicfunkk I'm not okay ;-;
POV:
You are at the beach for your friend's/family member's birthday party. Everyone is rushing into the crashing waves, and you are pushed into the salty waters by your friends/family members, but you can't swim and you're stuck in a current that dives deeper into the unknown without remorse. No one notices you gone. They're having too much fun splashing and laughing. Your lungs are failing you as you struggle in the current's strength as your eyes begin to sting from the salt. Last thing you see are the legs of those you loved, kicking the waves so they don't meet the same demise you're about to. Then... You breath. Your lungs fill with pain and you silently choke, kicking around and holding your throat, your sight blurring into darkness. You stopped breathing, your body unable to take in any more of the ocean's tears. As you finally reach the bottom of the floor, the surface barely visible through your stinging eyes, the current lets you go. Your body quietly drifts below the feet of your loved ones, your heart has stopped, and your eyes are wide open and red from the salt. When they realise you're gone, it's far too late. If only you knew how to swim...
(This is a short story, mainly for myself, because I am petrified of the ocean, and always imagine this happening to me. I can't swim, and I know I should learn, but I find it really difficult to be coordinated with my limbs. I can float on my back, but I can't get out of rips or strong currents.)
*EDITED FOR MISTAKES.
THIS WAS AWESOME!! you should write more buddy ^w^
WRITE ME MORE
JDJSISBISSK WRITE WATTPAD STORYS AND THANKS
Is it creepy that this happened to me but in a pool and NONE i mean NONE of my loved ones saved me they saw me but thought I was joking around ...I had given up at this point but ....a stranger saved me...a girl my age...can you believe it A TOTAL STRANGER SAVED ME BUT MY FAMILY....didn't..
@@muniba9753 im glad she did! much love to you
i sent this to billie. hoping she sees it🤩
WTF SHE'S ACTUALLY YOUR FRIEND!?!?🤩
@@janemarsh6539
She probably sent it on Twitter or insta...
Jane Marsh no 👁👄👁
omg I'm so dumb
POV: You just came home from school. Your best friend is having their birthday party that night, you get ready to your favorite songs, feeling happy and energetic. You dance around in your bathroom while your hair straightener warms up. You text your friend saying that you “won’t be able to make it” just to surprise them with your presence. You show up to their neighborhood, parking down the street to not raise suspicion. As you’re walking you look at your arms, scrawny and weak, your legs hastily moving, step after step towards their house. Almost to the house, you’re realizing how much you wish you were perfect. You don’t understand why your friend enjoys your company or how they think you’re a good person. You wonder how you have a boyfriend, how he loves you. You wonder how he’s going to spend his afternoon, yet you don’t bother to ask because you and him have been slightly distant because of your excessive schoolwork and strict parents. You think of all the horrible things about your life. When you arrive at their house, you shake off the bad feelings yet they still seem to sit deep inside you. You see the front door, hanging wide open in front of you. Taking a deep breath, you prepare what you’re going to say, you imagine yourself giving them a hug and them telling you how much they would’ve missed you. As you step through the front door, you see her in the corner, with your boyfriend. As you open your mouth to holler at them, you see your boyfriend as he grabs her hips and pulls her closer to himself... then he kisses her. With so much more passion then he ever kissed you with. You drop the giftbag containing the gifts you spent your allowance on for your best friend...a new phone; the one she had wanted for a while, a case for it that you knew she would love, her favorite snacks and candies, a candle for her room, even a movie for you two to watch together. She doesn’t even bother trying to stop him. Her friends and his cheer then both on as you stand there, stunned; horrified. He pulls away from her as she looks into his eyes, blushes and glances around the house, LED lights flashing. She looks toward the kitchen where all the snacks are, people chugging sodas and couples with paper plates sitting on the floor, deep in conversation. She then looks at you, her eyes filling with fear. You grab the giftbag as your eyes fill with tears. You run past your boyfriend as he runs toward you, yelling your name. You sprint upstairs, tears streaming down your face. This song plays on the speaker downstairs as people party as though nothing happened, you rush into the hall bathroom, slam the door, lock it, fill the bathtub with water, imagining her face and the smug look she always had. You remember the times back in middle school, you hung out together after school pretty much every day. You were best friends. She had become distant the previous months, you desperately fighting for her companionship back, she rejecting it each time, you pretend nothings wrong while everything is. The world is against you, your life is a movie, you’re the background character who suffers horribly, nobody seeming to notice. You shove your head under the water, hearing your boyfriend and best friend banging loudly on the door, screaming your name. You feel calm as you try to end it all. There was nothing left for you anyway. As soon as you start to feel your lungs filling with water, the door comes crashing in, your boyfriend grabbing you by the armpits, pulling your face out of the water. He shakes you, as he begins to sob. He screams your name, as does your best friend, standing behind him. You begin to cough up water and someone runs in telling them that they know CPR. They try to bring you back, allowing you to breathe again. You open your eyes as your boyfriend gets on his knees beside you, lifting your back off the ground, kissing you like he did the first time he ever did. He pulls away and you see the tears fall down his cheeks and your best friend in the background, who slides down to you, hugging you. Your boyfriend hugs you and says “I love you. So much, you could never even understand baby. We kissed for a dare, my best friend said he would hurt you if I didn’t. I know you’ve been busy with schoolwork but it’s been so hard for me, I missed you so much. Please never try to leave. Ever again. I love you.” Your best friend explains everything to you, she had gotten caught in a bad group, she had never meant to hurt you. She realized how horrible they were and got out of contact with them, she drives you to the hospital to make sure you’ll be ok. please stay, you are loved so much. Life will get better, I promise. It might not be fast, but it gets better. Call the prevention hotline, let someone help. I love you. Thank you for reading this. I’m open to talk to if you need it.
Not my story but It was just so good yk
yo so thankful that had a happy ending 😭
Wtf? Go touch some grass bish
It’s beautiful but the dare is horrible... What it would happen if she really died?I would never accept that, I would probably save ger from danger rether then accept it..!
I’m sorry but the end of that story made me cackle 😂💀
I closed my eyes and let the gentle yet rough waves toss my body, my mind slipping into Oblivion as I relaxed my muscles. My body heavy, I sink lifelessly down...down ...deeper down. My last breath, an air bubble floating to the top. My vision blurry and fading to black, my lungs collapse. Good bye world...
Oh my God 😥
Choo, r u ok lol
girl that writing is incredible !!!!
wow...
You want to DROWN?!?!
Ngl I find the idea of lying underwater or drowning to be extremely surreal and kinda relaxing
Your going deeper and deeper into the ocean. Yet you feel calm
Just know that everything is gonna be okay.
Your gonna be fine
Believe me
Your loved.
Your loved by me and many people.
Happy holidays ❤️
Okay why doesn’t this have more views
Hey uh- random thing but drowning isn't actually that bad or painful, as you fall underwater you experience a few initial seconds of panic but then you calm as the water fills your lungs and everything goes black... Although you can't feel the pain anymore you can still feel the water...
that made me cry ngl
good i'll go do that now
the information is very helpful
@@_muchii_ please don’t
heheh brb
@@aa-fh4zo NO DON'T PLEASE I NEED YOU DON'T DO IT PLEASE
This made me cry and i dont even know why
Jenna Van Twist righy
this video gives me hella anxiety yes I have a phobia of the ocean
Nuuuuu jus listen don’t look no anxiety 😤😤
same but i have a phobia of drowning and i cant stay underwater so watching this i was like "Oh hell naw"
Omg same i thought i was the only one 😅
I also have a fear of drowning so watching that video and listening to it makes me my weakest and I love it.
Same
i'm brazilian, and i missed the beach during the pandemic. When I was able to enter in the water again, I dived and had the same feeling of this video.
After going through a lot of sadness because of the disease, diving brought me peace.
When you jump into the cold water, all you could think of was this song, not bothering to swim, as you sink the song echo's in the water. Your ears, water logged. You feel at peace in the ocean, no ones is here. Just you. You take a breath and bubbles rise. What a beautiful sight. You swish your hand around, you can the barking of a dog but its feint, and the shouts of people. The sun shines, you cry. Your mother is yelling, your father holding her back. As you drift from life your brother pulls you out, you lay there, warming in the sun.
Turn this on. Lay back and close your eyes.
Why does this remind me of so much memories?!!😭😭
Here is a fake scenario!
So you are just done with life, and you go to the beach where you met ur bf and you walk out to the ocean. You walk farther and farther until in head is underwater, and you don't try to swim up. You just let urself sink to the bottom of the ocean. As you sink deeper and deeper, you remember all the times you used to be saved by ur bf while swimming. But now, there is no one to save you. You say, " I'm sorry. But you wanted this". I love you. You then breathe your last breathe and all the little bubbles float up to the surface and they all pop.
Edit: thanks to everyone that liked this comment! It gives me hope that I kbow that people read the comments and stories that I come up with!!!
wow omg!! coming back and looking at this makes my heart so full 🥺💕 i'm so happy you guys like this so much! i've been thinking about releasing some of my own music on here what do you guys think?
Yes of course your an INSPIRATION TO ME 😘☺️😘
@@missdulce5773 this means so much what the hell, honestly. i have a song i made just recently on my channel up right now! video game, you should go check it out :)
Me- put this song on (I can cry a little more)
LOVE THIS 💖
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
this comment made me burst out crying but i love crying so thank you
Oh you have only 3 likes :/ well as one of them I can say that this kind of made me feel better. Thank you
Thank you
I just cried an ocean after listening to this
okay but this is literally so good
Legends say she’s/ he’s/ they are still liking comments
This is so relaxing. Pure gold [☔]
Someone let me drown.
same tho-
*eargasm*
Just had an idea, what if apple or any brand made some waterproof headphone that you could swim with?? who would buy it with me.
I’ll save this to cry myself to sleep to
I remember when I was little I used to fill the tub and put my head underwater with my eyes open. Y'know best stay alive, wouldn't want to forget everything.
Pov(for myself or anyone lol): you find yourself doing the thing you promised yourself you wouldn’t do. you decided to end your pain, your suffering. you walk calmly into the ocean and let the cool current drag you out into the open water as you struggle to stay above the surface. you finally take your last breath of air and let go of your guilts, worries, and fears. you are finally free.
This's so good, make me relaxed
Leave suggestions in the replies to this comment! got a new setup and i'm prepared to make better mixes now!!
"call me friend but keep me closed" really hit me-
I love this🥺🦋✨ thank you for making it
You're so welcome!
I cried at this
my phobia just cant
Omg, this was so good. I low-key felt the cool water on my skin as I listened. I know I was supposed to be drowning and everything but these waves were hella calming ngl. And this song is just 🥰 Can you maybe do Sweater Weather by The Neighborhood like this because that song would be so good like this :3 And your hella talented, I haven't found another like this as good as this one.
POV: You tried, but you can breathe. So you stare at the beautiful color that's distorted in splendorful ways and feel better, you decide to do something different when you're ready to leave the water.
Imagine playing this song in your car at night in silence
I love music edited to sound like it's underwater. Wish there was more, it's hard to find. Thank you for this! ❤️
You're welcome 😊
Lets just say that the water is so satisfying, :))
Love this🥺
Wow this is so beautifu🥺😩
omg im crying bc these comments were in 2020 and 2019 and i miss those days :
me too :(
Let me go mom please :( I don’t want to be here anymore I cry everyday wondering why I’m still here please let me end this pain this feeling that I just can’t hold on no more I just wanna go home
ik you don’t know me but if you need to talk i’m right here baby :( this concerns me and i want to make sure you’re okay
Woooow
UM WOW
Can you do lovely pls ?
I'll get to it as soon as I can!! ♥️♥️
@@tjredeyes tysm 💗
@@sjspsspkso8442 I uploaded it !
I experience 2 times nearly drown in deep water and it's so scary tbh. It's like you're stuck there.
I just want hug.
i give u hug 🥺
Whoever made the “listen before I go (but your drowning) needs to take lessons from you. This actually sounds like I’m underwater.
Misaki Yata ahhh check my recent upload 🥺 i hope i did good i decided to use this as a request💗
Damn, i wish i could download this song,its so comforting, its amazing how ypu did the most egois girl in my school melt
ᗪ卂几丨乇ㄥㄥ卂 XOXO should i upload to spotify?
@@tjredeyes Yes Please!! I wanna download this sooooo bad!!!
ᗪ卂几丨乇ㄥㄥ卂 XOXO it should be up sometime tonight or tomorrow, maybe the day after. just search babjetearz on spotify and it should be there :))
ᗪ卂几丨乇ㄥㄥ卂 XOXO unfortunately i can’t upload it to spotify just got a notification that it won’t be accepted bc she’s not allowing remixes to be made :(((
@@tjredeyes YAY! TYSM!! AGHHHHH--
*TW: SUICIDE* POV: Youre home alone and you decide to play "Billie Eilish ~ When the party’s over" and start to fill the tub with water while you're in it and soon covers your ears then mouth, nose, eyes. your eyes open while your vision blurs and your muscles relax into a state of passing out. Then you blackout.
This makes me want to scream
Pov:
You sit at the beach, feet buried in the warm sand, as the sun light envelops you in a hug of it's own.
You stare mindlessly at the ocean's waves. A big, clear and blue surface just dancing for over millions of years.
Somehow you wonder what it would feel like, just drifting in the waves. How it would feel like, if you would simply stop living. You wish for just a second, to stop existing. Just one second, being part of the forever lasting Dance of the ocean's waves. No such things as thoughts. No hurt because of love, no worries because of money.
And this is how you let yourself just drift limb in the cold, deep water. The sound underwater was muffled. The waves hit your body and you gasped, swallowing saltwater. Your eyes burn form the salt, just like your lungs do from the water filling them.
You sink deeper and deeper, but the waves softly caried you to the ground.
For just a second, you felt happy, despite being aware that you're dying right now. And then your vision fades, and you're part of the forever lasting dance of the ocean's waves.
(Sorry for my english, I'm not a native english speaker lol)
This is pretty! But the bass would’ve sounded so good in it ☹️
lo ame ❤❤❤❤
Billie Eilish Everything i wanted please
Pov:you listen this in your bed while you have your window open and it's raining outside
P.O.V : you are having a summer family party, just minding your own business... Just then your Cousin threw you at the deep end... Not knowing how to swim, you desperately try to keep your head above the water but no avail. As you slowly drowned try to call some one. no one helped. The laughter soon turned into screams as your lifeless body float.
I let myself die
wow
This is amazing! What app did you use?
funny enough i made it back when i only had audacity 😂😂 now i use FLstudio or Studio One 5
@@tjredeyes lmaoooo, tyyy 😂💜
yooo you should do this with heatwaves i would literally die of happiness.
BET OMG WHY DIDNT I THINK OF THIS SDHFIOSDHFIS TYSM ILY LMAO
Girl how did you make it sound like that 😭✊
i literally used audacity and slowed it down, added reverb, and messed with the surround sound 🥺👉🏻👈🏻
Now I can finally drown~
this makes me realize how much i want to stop living.
shits hard i know :( please stay around
how do you make it sound like it's underwater like this?
I'm scared of drowning but somehow watching that relaxed me. I'm scared to die but ready to go so most ppl don't believe me when I say that I wanna die I told my ex (bf at the time) that I wanted to die but was scared to and he was convinced I was lying.
That program name is?
0:15 omg isn't this the clip of the intro of 'the summer i turned pretty'
*But you're drowning in your tears*
How did u do thg
Me scared at the video so I turn my screen around
Pov: your reading this pov crying in the room sit on the floor taking a bath because you feel like is the bad day in your life. Like me
i like water
Wie ktoś gdzie znajde więcej piosenek z takim efektem pod wodą?
The water is scaring me very bad
NOT ME CRYING...no reason for me to be crying but I just feel the need to be crying right now. I mean I live with strict parents my brother hits me. My sister stresses me out but she’s just a toddler. School is stressing me out. AHAHA SORRY I JUST NEED TO VENT. My parents don’t let me leave the house “school and back” they said. But yet I still put a smile on my face. I still go school cause I wanna leave this house and go somewhere safe....where is a save place?? This world is so cruel it’s not healthy! Anyways bye
i love you so so so much ☹️💗🥺 please please stay strong i know how you feel angel💔 if you want to talk to me my snap is damn_sammy16 please don’t be afraid to reach out to me love:(( i promise you i will make my presence as much of a safe space as i possibly can for you if you need it
this doesnt help my thalassaphobia but whatever
Lol I close my eyes and stop breathing for a while to know how it feels
Can you please do Butterfly, My Universe or Fix you Cover by BTS but your underwater slowed + reverb and 3d enhanced vocals if possible 🥺 (All the songs are by BTS)
Hope I don’t get copyrighted
ARE YOU A QEEN?-
I just sent my boyfriend an audio file of me crying because I was about to commit suicide and he sent a video back saying if I killed myself they would have to dig two graves...
I wondering how drowning down into the water feels like...is it good? If yes, i wanna have a try:)
i wonder the same thing :,(
@@tjredeyes thank you:)❤
I can make a edit whit titanic❤️
MY DEPRESSION IS TELLING ME TO LISTEN TO THIS BUT MY THASALAPHOBIA IS TELLING ME NOT TO AAA FUCK
Matthew 24:14: ―And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come....
Jesus Christ loves you ❤❤❤✝️😁
i love getting told by my mom she wishes i was never born and that she wasted her time on me :):
i’m so so so sorry hun :( i’m always here if you need someone to talk to my insta is @7lostmyhead7