This video was filmed before my last video! But the brand wanted the video to go up today. Just wanted to clarify this if there’s any confusion in the things I’m discussing 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 love you! XX bit.ly/3wEwmtl
You are absolutely correct about the fear always being there. I had 3 back to back miscarriages within 2 year span. After this my husband and I were to terrified to try again. 10 years later I got pregnant out of nowhere and wow all the fear came rushing back at me and the worry never subsided throughout the entire pregnancy. We made it though and I had a healthy baby boy now 19 months old and I was over 35 at this time. It still seemed surreal after having him because I just thought that would never happen.
I was in the second trimester when I loss my son. I know he was a boy because I had NIPT blood work done the week before my miscarriage. He was prefect. There was no chromosomal abnormalities. We named him David and I think knowing his gender and being able to name him is helping with our healing a lot. My son is in heaven with my father and brother.
I had several endometriosis on both of my ovaries. Had a surgery in November, had my period in December, got pregnant in January, lost it in February, waited for a normal period, got pregnant in March, gave birth in December, aged 37. The fear never went away. Then I conceived again very quickly with my second daughter, in the second month of trying, gave birth at age 39. Praying for you! By the way, you asked about breast reduction in one of your previous videos. I got it done after my daughters were born, hoping I could breastfeed them. I couldn't anyway. I tried for 6 months. But I'm glad I hadn't got it done before the girls because I'd have thought I couldn't have breastfed because of the surgery. Went from an H cup to a C, life is so much easier now.
Firstly i am so sorry to hear of your losses. Im sending you so much kindness and love. Also wanted to share my personal experience with miscarriage. I had multiple misscarriages back to back and now i have 2 healthy children a 5 year old boy and a 2 year old girl. I totally understand the fear and worry youre experiencing right now i remember it still. I know that God has His plan for you and your future children and you will be an amazing mother when it does happen. ❤
I am so sorry for your losses; that is so hard 😞 As someone who has gone through a miscarriage and a chemical pregnancy, followed by some health issues with the first one, get a full panel hormone blood test done! No doctor told me to do that; my sister-in-law put me on that trail. I got them checked out and every single of my hormones were massively off from what they should have been for just normal, let alone even for trying to get pregnant. Hormones play such a key role!
I wanna carry myself the way you do, I can't Imagine the pain you must carry but you manage yourself so well, you speak eloquently, clear, calm, at the same time caring and careful, its very inspiring to watch. You're the embodiment of "this too shall pass".Thanks for sharing.
Man, I am a new follower. Your experience and description of your loss, brought me back immediately to about 26 years ago. We dated for nine years and then were married for maybe 7 when we decided to not try to not try. After close to a year…(sort of hilarious how hard we tried not to get pregnant) I got pregnant. I lost it within the month and they called it a blighted ovum. We went on vacation together and came home to discover we got pregnant in Key West. I remember how sad I was every time I saw a pregnant woman or someone holding a baby. I remember how scared I was that I was going to lose this too. Five weeks in…bleeding. I had been gardening and felt guilty that maybe I caused the bleeding. Apparently, you can bleed during implantation. Getting hcg levels checked every three days. I learned through an internal ultrasound I was pregnant with twins. I was stunned. I still am. I had them at thirty weeks. They are boy-girl and 24. I wish you peace and joy in your journey.❤❤❤❤❤❤😊
There was a girl in my class growing up who was her parents’ rainbow baby after they experienced 6 losses. I’m sorry to all the parents who have gone through this. They did find joy but this life def doesn’t come without struggle. Keep your faith. As a Christian, you are a light worker.
I just love you for your heart. You are so authentic. Your personality is sooo bubbly (most the time). I hope you and your husband decide to do what is best for your body and try when your body says it's time. Love you and those beautiful eyes and curls!!!
After a couple miscarriages and the pain associated with them, both physically and mentally, I didn’t want to try again. I just couldn’t do it. I have one child and my heart is both broken and grateful for the child I have. Life is so hard!
India is a process! It’s Different in every person! I lost my baby boy within 3 days born and 9 years later a 2 month old pregnancy, You are not alone! I’m a fan of your content! I’m from Venezuela! I send you hugs!
I am so sorry for your loss, India. Just so you know, hair loss isn’t just something that happens with miscarriages, but it also happens after you have carried a baby to term. Like you said it is all about hormones spiking and dropping. It actually has a name - telogen effluvium. Fortunately, it is limited to about three or four months. After that time, you will start to notice all sorts of regrowth. Much love to you and your family. ❤
India im so sorry yoy had to go through this. Thank you for sharing this with us. When i lost 3 pregnancies back to back i felt very alone. No one talks about it. No one tells you how common this is. So thank you for sharing, for given other people the chance to understand that this process is bitter sweet.
I also experienced hair loss with mine but I really forgot about it until you brought it up! For me it only lasted a couple months so hopefully it passes quickly for you!
I’ll be praying for you and Daniel. I can’t imagine the loss you both have experienced. But I’ll also be praying that God protects you from the spirit of fear and for health. ❤
As someone who has not experienced pregnancy loss, I appreciate your openness, it helps understand what someone can do on the outside, looking in on a loved one experiencing such loss. No woman should feel shameful in pregnancy loss but I’ve not been there to experience it. Hugs and prayers for all who have ❤
I’m 4 months postpartum and breastfeeding. Losing so much hair as well. I’m surprised I have any hair left at this point. Praying for you and Daniel. ❤ You are shining!
A new baby is a very hard time on a marriage especially if both partners are actively helping because you’re both sooo sleep deprived. When you get there, it’s hard in the moment but both need to have grace if the other is extra crabby or more snappy than normal but always come together and apologize if you were short and everything will be alright in the marriage. My husband expressed that he didn’t realize how hard it would be in the beginning because basically all the child care was on him for 2 days because I had a c section and couldn’t get out of bed for over 12 hours plus having a huge wound. Once we got home to family help he could rest more but that was something he knew (that I would be a patient) but didn’t realize it meant he was the primary childcare. He stepped up though and did great and you both will too. Sending love, your time will come ❤
Ok so as you are talking my heart said to me Wow God just gave her a huge mission !! Please know that you have more support than you realize!! Sending blessings
I’m so so sorry for both your losses 💔 Thank you for speaking about this, it shouldn’t be a shameful topic and I’m sorry to anyone who has been shamed about this. Everyone thinks differently about miscarriage because it’s so personal and complex but I believe our bodies know more than we realise, I think sometimes the risk for mum and baby is too high for some reason or perhaps the spirit of that baby realised it wasn’t ready. But I don’t actually know, it’s beyond me and beyond us all. I do know that the shame and blame some people put on grieving women is incredibly cruel, that’s why I’m so thankful for how you talk about this. It must be making such a big difference to people 🥺💕
This may not help your fears, but you are definitely not alone. My mom lost as many has she gave birth to: Loss, sister, loss, me, loss, brother, sister, sister, sister, loss, sister, loss, lost twins nearly halfway through. A total of 13 pregnancies 7 kids here on earth and 7 in Heaven. When we all get to heaven all 14 of us plus parents will have an amazing time! She dreams of the day we will all be together. She is so strong and loves us so fiercely, she is amazing. Ps, my dad is very much like your husband, it broke his heart, but also made the rest of us that much more precious to him. He is the most amazing girl dad.
I lost 3 babies and the second one was a girl. I can’t describe the devastation I felt but let’s fast forward to 2024. I have 4 grown kids, and 6 grandkids with number 7 on the way. Although my 20 year old autistic son is going to send me to the madhouse, life is good. There’s hope India. Sending love to you and Daniel. 💝 Your hair and skin are fabulous as always. 💫
Fellow dark blonde and I would LOVE for you to rock your hair color that God gave you! On that note let's retire the names "dirty blonde" and "mousy blonde" forever. Now I want you to know that there's nothing you could've done to cause your miscarriage and anyone who tries to tell you as such likely has a desire for financial gain. For everyone who told you that pregnancy loss is normal, they've also told you you're selfish for not wanting to be a mom first. Some people and their children suck. 💛💔
I feel like saying trust that your body will get pregnant again when it is ready and that it knows what to do ❤ I know the mind can interfere a lot with our own doubts and fears but our body has an intelligence that can be trusted
India, first of all you are SO stunning. I also just wanted to say how much I appreciate how open and honest you’ve been sharing your journey. My heart breaks for you and I cried with you during your videos. I pray the Lord gives you both a child to hold in your arms soon. ❤❤
I was told I could not get pregnant. So I wasn’t trying but did end up getting pregnant (I later on learned the reason for this) but I was so nervous thru the whole pregnancy-worried about losing my baby. And then when I was in labor his heart rate kept dropping & then later stopped completely & I had an emergency c section. He did survive but the whole process was so difficult.
God Bless you India and your husband have been able to get pregnant quickly. It took me and my husband 7 years 3 miscarrages to concieve and birth my son Lucas healthy and happy and like i said in your last video after the loss of my youngest son Michah I couldn't try again after my loss of our son Michah. I was 32 when i had Lucas and 35 when i lost Michah and after that i just felt like God gave me my miricle child and i will always miss and mourn my son Michah but i just felt like i was too old to try for another child and i was just to devastated to ever try again. You're situation is yours and your so young i have every belief that you will have a healthy and happy child as well its just Gods timing not ours. God Bless you India Batson our prayers are with you and your family as you go thru your own journey of having a family.
I had 4 miscarriages before having my son.and i am glad that after having him my mind healed to such an extent that i dont even remember the losses anymore .they are like forgotten memories. Had 2 more sons after that .
I had an ectopic followed by 2 miscarriages. I was so devastated, that I never tried for another again. Now, I am 48 with no children and I regret not trying. :(
When I lost my first son in July 2008 we got pregnant again soon after. My daughter was born November 2009. I was a nervous wreck when I got pregnant so quick with her, we had everyone praying for us and the baby. Also when I got into my second trimester we had to go to have sonograms every week until we had to schedule a C-Section.It was a lot! But I thank God we had the best doctor.
In the 1970's I experienced 5 miscarriages. There was absolutely no understanding from family, friends, doctors, or husband. There was also no education of why this was happening, and one doctor even asked me why I wanted to know. There was no "Google" or any way of gaining knowledge. I was alone in my feelings and cut off from everything. Before this, I had a baby in my teens, and I thought it was because of this that I had miscarriages. I know that one of my babies is a boy. I went on to have 2 girls after the miscarriages. I have 3 beautiful daughters on earth with me, and 5 babies in heaven that I will meet one day.
Praying for you and your family, losing a baby is one of the hardest things we can go through, but God always has a good plan for what trials He brings to us. ❤ Btw, your hair is looking amazing!
Your hair looks great with just the one product. Thank you for posting your miscarriage video because a few days after you posted I had my own first miscarriage
Gosh… I have so much to say. I lost my daughter in October 2022 and as I write this, I am holding my 3 week old baby boy. So I hope that’s encouraging. Also, the fear doesn’t go away… you’re 100% right about that but don’t stay there. Cast your fears and anxieties on the Lord. Also, my husband did not want to the gender of our daughter but our pastor told him that if we believe life begins at conception and that this baby is made in the image of God then we need to face reality and know the gender of this precious life that God created. I’m so glad my husband agreed because I wanted to know for the same reasons you want to know. I have a daughter named Elizabeth Anne waiting for me in heaven and the thought of her being the presence of Jesus is one of the most comforting and peaceful things to think about throughout this whole process. I am praying for you and Daniel. ❤️
After my son And daughter in law had a miscarriage they just decided they couldn’t go through that again. Some other family losses before that I think added to it. They were afraid to try. I suspect there was more than one miscarriage there but they chose not to talk about it. So sadly I will never have grandchildren.💔
To start with, my heart breaks for you and Daniel and you both are in my prayers. With that being said, personally, I would find it extremely insensitive to be told about hair loss as a side effect at the time because to me it would seem as my loss is not being taken serious. Plus, at the time, my brain would only be able to process so much information that I wouldn't want the thought of hair loss to distract me from vital information. Therefore, I understand why we weren't told at the time. ❤
Never ever forget that every life has purpose in God’s kingdom and each one of us have a different life span. The number of our days is completely up to God, however your children’s lives had purpose. I believe that 100%.
Sending you so much love. Take the time to heal your body and mind, there no specific timeline to how soon or how long you wait to restart your ttc journey. My partner and I took 3 years off from trying after our last loss in 2020, right before the world shut down at that. Between the pandemic, and a long depression episode from life constantly throwing stuff at me until 2022, we took last year to really get our bearings together to start trying again and now I am currently 38 weeks with our rainbow girl and possibly getting induced next week to meet my girl. The fear has not gone away, i have not really announced to everyone just family and very close friends know just bc I’m terrified that something bad could still happen. 🤍🤍🤍
I know originally in your heart was to adopt, is that still the case? Have you two talked on it again? I hope it’s ok to mention but I wonder if you two should talk about it again. Doesn’t mean you can’t still have a baby later because you absolutely can but I wonder if for now it’s what’s meant to be. I hope it’s ok for me to say but every time I think of you two, it’s what pops into my head, adoption. I’m not trying to overstep or hurt feelings but it just keeps popping in my head. I hope you’re ok with where I’m coming from.
Hi India. I am very sorry for your losses. I have only one working fallopian tube and I had trouble getting pregnant, so my ob put me on Clomid. I had several "early" miscarriages and then I carried my son to full term. My next pregnancy ended at five months because a fibroid tumor grew where the umbilical cord was, killing the baby. This was a complete shock as everything had looked fine at my last appointment. I had to give birth to the baby which was so hard. My milk came in afterwards and it was very difficult. When I got pregnant the next time, I was so scared that something would happen! I was nervous every single day until he was born. I am so very lucky to have two amazing sons! I really hope you are able to get pregnant quickly and that you are able to carry to term. :)
I want to send you so much love and strength but there's something so weirdly distopian about having a video with such a heavy subject and then a beauty sponsor 😶 No judgement whatsoever, I know this was probably already in the books for ages and the last thing you want to worry about at this point is your finances during this hard time. But I was just thinking this could be a black mirror episode, we've come to such a strange point in social media.
This video was filmed before my last video! But the brand wanted the video to go up today. Just wanted to clarify this if there’s any confusion in the things I’m discussing 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 love you! XX bit.ly/3wEwmtl
That makes sense. Thank you 👍
You are absolutely correct about the fear always being there. I had 3 back to back miscarriages within 2 year span. After this my husband and I were to terrified to try again. 10 years later I got pregnant out of nowhere and wow all the fear came rushing back at me and the worry never subsided throughout the entire pregnancy. We made it though and I had a healthy baby boy now 19 months old and I was over 35 at this time. It still seemed surreal after having him because I just thought that would never happen.
@@destinyoakley6448beautiful story! It’s makes me hopeful!
I was in the second trimester when I loss my son. I know he was a boy because I had NIPT blood work done the week before my miscarriage. He was prefect. There was no chromosomal abnormalities. We named him David and I think knowing his gender and being able to name him is helping with our healing a lot. My son is in heaven with my father and brother.
Yes and every life has a purpose in God’s kingdom, including David’s. I am so sorry for your loss. ❤️
I had several endometriosis on both of my ovaries. Had a surgery in November, had my period in December, got pregnant in January, lost it in February, waited for a normal period, got pregnant in March, gave birth in December, aged 37. The fear never went away. Then I conceived again very quickly with my second daughter, in the second month of trying, gave birth at age 39. Praying for you! By the way, you asked about breast reduction in one of your previous videos. I got it done after my daughters were born, hoping I could breastfeed them. I couldn't anyway. I tried for 6 months. But I'm glad I hadn't got it done before the girls because I'd have thought I couldn't have breastfed because of the surgery. Went from an H cup to a C, life is so much easier now.
Firstly i am so sorry to hear of your losses. Im sending you so much kindness and love. Also wanted to share my personal experience with miscarriage. I had multiple misscarriages back to back and now i have 2 healthy children a 5 year old boy and a 2 year old girl. I totally understand the fear and worry youre experiencing right now i remember it still. I know that God has His plan for you and your future children and you will be an amazing mother when it does happen. ❤
Sending you much love.. I have many Angel Babies.. and 3 here on earth!!
I am so sorry for your losses; that is so hard 😞 As someone who has gone through a miscarriage and a chemical pregnancy, followed by some health issues with the first one, get a full panel hormone blood test done! No doctor told me to do that; my sister-in-law put me on that trail. I got them checked out and every single of my hormones were massively off from what they should have been for just normal, let alone even for trying to get pregnant. Hormones play such a key role!
I wanna carry myself the way you do, I can't Imagine the pain you must carry but you manage yourself so well, you speak eloquently, clear, calm, at the same time caring and careful, its very inspiring to watch. You're the embodiment of "this too shall pass".Thanks for sharing.
Man, I am a new follower. Your experience and description of your loss, brought me back immediately to about 26 years ago. We dated for nine years and then were married for maybe 7 when we decided to not try to not try. After close to a year…(sort of hilarious how hard we tried not to get pregnant) I got pregnant. I lost it within the month and they called it a blighted ovum. We went on vacation together and came home to discover we got pregnant in Key West. I remember how sad I was every time I saw a pregnant woman or someone holding a baby. I remember how scared I was that I was going to lose this too. Five weeks in…bleeding. I had been gardening and felt guilty that maybe I caused the bleeding. Apparently, you can bleed during implantation. Getting hcg levels checked every three days. I learned through an internal ultrasound I was pregnant with twins. I was stunned. I still am. I had them at thirty weeks. They are boy-girl and 24. I wish you peace and joy in your journey.❤❤❤❤❤❤😊
There was a girl in my class growing up who was her parents’ rainbow baby after they experienced 6 losses. I’m sorry to all the parents who have gone through this. They did find joy but this life def doesn’t come without struggle. Keep your faith. As a Christian, you are a light worker.
I just love you for your heart. You are so authentic. Your personality is sooo bubbly (most the time). I hope you and your husband decide to do what is best for your body and try when your body says it's time. Love you and those beautiful eyes and curls!!!
Lost a baby boy at 19 weeks several months ago. You’re not alone. It’s hard beyond words ❤
you’re hair is so pretty!! I love your videos! you are amazing!💗💗
Thank you for watching friend ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I have such deep respect for you. I’m so thankful that you selflessly share your thoughts and story. Sending you love and peace
After a couple miscarriages and the pain associated with them, both physically and mentally, I didn’t want to try again. I just couldn’t do it. I have one child and my heart is both broken and grateful for the child I have. Life is so hard!
India is a process! It’s Different in every person! I lost my baby boy within 3 days born and 9 years later a 2 month old pregnancy, You are not alone! I’m a fan of your content! I’m from Venezuela! I send you hugs!
I am so sorry for your loss, India. Just so you know, hair loss isn’t just something that happens with miscarriages, but it also happens after you have carried a baby to term. Like you said it is all about hormones spiking and dropping. It actually has a name - telogen effluvium. Fortunately, it is limited to about three or four months. After that time, you will start to notice all sorts of regrowth. Much love to you and your family. ❤
India im so sorry yoy had to go through this. Thank you for sharing this with us. When i lost 3 pregnancies back to back i felt very alone. No one talks about it. No one tells you how common this is. So thank you for sharing, for given other people the chance to understand that this process is bitter sweet.
I also experienced hair loss with mine but I really forgot about it until you brought it up! For me it only lasted a couple months so hopefully it passes quickly for you!
I am so deeply sorry for your loss and heartbreak. I am praying for you to have comfort.
I’ll be praying for you and Daniel. I can’t imagine the loss you both have experienced. But I’ll also be praying that God protects you from the spirit of fear and for health. ❤
As someone who has not experienced pregnancy loss, I appreciate your openness, it helps understand what someone can do on the outside, looking in on a loved one experiencing such loss. No woman should feel shameful in pregnancy loss but I’ve not been there to experience it. Hugs and prayers for all who have ❤
Thank you so much for sharing your story! Knowledge leads to understanding and empathy. Love to you ❤
I’m 4 months postpartum and breastfeeding. Losing so much hair as well. I’m surprised I have any hair left at this point. Praying for you and Daniel. ❤ You are shining!
Happy Easter weekend, India!❤
Happy Easter weekend!!! HE HAS RISEN ❤🎉
A very good book I recommend “the pregnancy and post Partum anxiety workbook” I agree with you that time does not heal… healing can happen though
A new baby is a very hard time on a marriage especially if both partners are actively helping because you’re both sooo sleep deprived. When you get there, it’s hard in the moment but both need to have grace if the other is extra crabby or more snappy than normal but always come together and apologize if you were short and everything will be alright in the marriage. My husband expressed that he didn’t realize how hard it would be in the beginning because basically all the child care was on him for 2 days because I had a c section and couldn’t get out of bed for over 12 hours plus having a huge wound. Once we got home to family help he could rest more but that was something he knew (that I would be a patient) but didn’t realize it meant he was the primary childcare. He stepped up though and did great and you both will too. Sending love, your time will come ❤
Ok so as you are talking my heart said to me Wow God just gave her a huge mission !! Please know that you have more support than you realize!! Sending blessings
I’m so so sorry for both your losses 💔 Thank you for speaking about this, it shouldn’t be a shameful topic and I’m sorry to anyone who has been shamed about this. Everyone thinks differently about miscarriage because it’s so personal and complex but I believe our bodies know more than we realise, I think sometimes the risk for mum and baby is too high for some reason or perhaps the spirit of that baby realised it wasn’t ready. But I don’t actually know, it’s beyond me and beyond us all. I do know that the shame and blame some people put on grieving women is incredibly cruel, that’s why I’m so thankful for how you talk about this. It must be making such a big difference to people 🥺💕
This may not help your fears, but you are definitely not alone. My mom lost as many has she gave birth to: Loss, sister, loss, me, loss, brother, sister, sister, sister, loss, sister, loss, lost twins nearly halfway through. A total of 13 pregnancies 7 kids here on earth and 7 in Heaven. When we all get to heaven all 14 of us plus parents will have an amazing time! She dreams of the day we will all be together. She is so strong and loves us so fiercely, she is amazing.
Ps, my dad is very much like your husband, it broke his heart, but also made the rest of us that much more precious to him. He is the most amazing girl dad.
I am truly sorry about your losses and I’m remembering you in my prayers. I think your hair looks beautiful in this video. 💕
I lost 3 babies and the second one was a girl. I can’t describe the devastation I felt but let’s fast forward to 2024. I have 4 grown kids, and 6 grandkids with number 7 on the way. Although my 20 year old autistic son is going to send me to the madhouse, life is good. There’s hope India. Sending love to you and Daniel. 💝
Your hair and skin are fabulous as always. 💫
Fellow dark blonde and I would LOVE for you to rock your hair color that God gave you! On that note let's retire the names "dirty blonde" and "mousy blonde" forever.
Now I want you to know that there's nothing you could've done to cause your miscarriage and anyone who tries to tell you as such likely has a desire for financial gain. For everyone who told you that pregnancy loss is normal, they've also told you you're selfish for not wanting to be a mom first. Some people and their children suck. 💛💔
I feel like saying trust that your body will get pregnant again when it is ready and that it knows what to do ❤ I know the mind can interfere a lot with our own doubts and fears but our body has an intelligence that can be trusted
Love you, India. I always look forward to your new videos. Thank you for sharing with us.
India, first of all you are SO stunning. I also just wanted to say how much I appreciate how open and honest you’ve been sharing your journey. My heart breaks for you and I cried with you during your videos. I pray the Lord gives you both a child to hold in your arms soon. ❤❤
I experienced hair loss too from my ectopic with the hormone shift and the two rounds of methotrexate 😭😅
I was told I could not get pregnant. So I wasn’t trying but did end up getting pregnant (I later on learned the reason for this) but I was so nervous thru the whole pregnancy-worried about losing my baby. And then when I was in labor his heart rate kept dropping & then later stopped completely & I had an emergency c section. He did survive but the whole process was so difficult.
Hair loss after pregnancy is extremely common. Happily it does get better. Hope that helps.
Spearmint tea can help hormonal cystic acne, but speak with your doctor about it, whether you are trying again or on birth control
God Bless you India and your husband have been able to get pregnant quickly. It took me and my husband 7 years 3 miscarrages to concieve and birth my son Lucas healthy and happy and like i said in your last video after the loss of my youngest son Michah I couldn't try again after my loss of our son Michah. I was 32 when i had Lucas and 35 when i lost Michah and after that i just felt like God gave me my miricle child and i will always miss and mourn my son Michah but i just felt like i was too old to try for another child and i was just to devastated to ever try again. You're situation is yours and your so young i have every belief that you will have a healthy and happy child as well its just Gods timing not ours. God Bless you India Batson our prayers are with you and your family as you go thru your own journey of having a family.
My daughter had 2 miscarriages and then the third carried to term and is now a 7 year old beautiful girl. Hope you keep trying.
I had 4 miscarriages before having my son.and i am glad that after having him my mind healed to such an extent that i dont even remember the losses anymore .they are like forgotten memories. Had 2 more sons after that .
I have found that primer (pretty much any brand) really makes my curls pop. I love primer and will probably switch to this one next.
Im so sorry for all you've been through. Praying for you❤😥
I had an ectopic followed by 2 miscarriages. I was so devastated, that I never tried for another again. Now, I am 48 with no children and I regret not trying. :(
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When I lost my first son in July 2008 we got pregnant again soon after. My daughter was born November 2009. I was a nervous wreck when I got pregnant so quick with her, we had everyone praying for us and the baby. Also when I got into my second trimester we had to go to have sonograms every week until we had to schedule a C-Section.It was a lot! But I thank God we had the best doctor.
I love Eva NYC, I love your hair! My hair is very similar. I am sorry for your losses, I hope you get answers and get your rainbow baby soon.
In the 1970's I experienced 5 miscarriages. There was absolutely no understanding from family, friends, doctors, or husband. There was also no education of why this was happening, and one doctor even asked me why I wanted to know. There was no "Google" or any way of gaining knowledge. I was alone in my feelings and cut off from everything. Before this, I had a baby in my teens, and I thought it was because of this that I had miscarriages. I know that one of my babies is a boy. I went on to have 2 girls after the miscarriages. I have 3 beautiful daughters on earth with me, and 5 babies in heaven that I will meet one day.
Praying for you and your family, losing a baby is one of the hardest things we can go through, but God always has a good plan for what trials He brings to us. ❤
Btw, your hair is looking amazing!
I also can’t do the middle part. Side part for me all the way. LOL
I love the evanyc therapy mask!
Praying for you both 🙏 ❤
Your hair looks great with just the one product. Thank you for posting your miscarriage video because a few days after you posted I had my own first miscarriage
Your skin looks soo good girl
Gosh… I have so much to say. I lost my daughter in October 2022 and as I write this, I am holding my 3 week old baby boy. So I hope that’s encouraging. Also, the fear doesn’t go away… you’re 100% right about that but don’t stay there. Cast your fears and anxieties on the Lord. Also, my husband did not want to the gender of our daughter but our pastor told him that if we believe life begins at conception and that this baby is made in the image of God then we need to face reality and know the gender of this precious life that God created. I’m so glad my husband agreed because I wanted to know for the same reasons you want to know. I have a daughter named Elizabeth Anne waiting for me in heaven and the thought of her being the presence of Jesus is one of the most comforting and peaceful things to think about throughout this whole process. I am praying for you and Daniel. ❤️
After my son And daughter in law had a miscarriage they just decided they couldn’t go through that again. Some other family losses before that I think added to it. They were afraid to try. I suspect there was more than one miscarriage there but they chose not to talk about it. So sadly I will never have grandchildren.💔
What brush was used in the shower, new to you so it’s possibly mentioned in another video but hey easier to ask now🤷🏼♀️
India, do you still take supplements? Biotin, and collagen good for hair loss. Blessings to you on your journey.❤
To start with, my heart breaks for you and Daniel and you both are in my prayers. With that being said, personally, I would find it extremely insensitive to be told about hair loss as a side effect at the time because to me it would seem as my loss is not being taken serious. Plus, at the time, my brain would only be able to process so much information that I wouldn't want the thought of hair loss to distract me from vital information. Therefore, I understand why we weren't told at the time. ❤
My sister had 2 miscarriages and some bloodwork and hormone adjustments she was able to have 2 beautiful girls in about 18 months
Love the new color of your hair. What is it called?
I use Nutrafol and it works
Praying for you❤
Never ever forget that every life has purpose in God’s kingdom and each one of us have a different life span. The number of our days is completely up to God, however your children’s lives had purpose. I believe that 100%.
Hugs sweetie x
india i love you so much!! im here for you, and i really hope you’ll talk to me when you need to. ❤️❤️❤️
First comment!!!! I love you India you are so resilient! You are amazing and an inspiration ❤
You are such a gem Bella rose ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Sending you so much love. Take the time to heal your body and mind, there no specific timeline to how soon or how long you wait to restart your ttc journey. My partner and I took 3 years off from trying after our last loss in 2020, right before the world shut down at that. Between the pandemic, and a long depression episode from life constantly throwing stuff at me until 2022, we took last year to really get our bearings together to start trying again and now I am currently 38 weeks with our rainbow girl and possibly getting induced next week to meet my girl. The fear has not gone away, i have not really announced to everyone just family and very close friends know just bc I’m terrified that something bad could still happen. 🤍🤍🤍
❤ love you, India
I love you, India ❤️❤️❤️
I know originally in your heart was to adopt, is that still the case? Have you two talked on it again? I hope it’s ok to mention but I wonder if you two should talk about it again. Doesn’t mean you can’t still have a baby later because you absolutely can but I wonder if for now it’s what’s meant to be. I hope it’s ok for me to say but every time I think of you two, it’s what pops into my head, adoption. I’m not trying to overstep or hurt feelings but it just keeps popping in my head. I hope you’re ok with where I’m coming from.
I also want you to know that you and Daniel are in my thoughts and prayers.
I wish we NOW we start to go out to the public without suffering from makeup 💄 isn't it time
Hi India. I am very sorry for your losses. I have only one working fallopian tube and I had trouble getting pregnant, so my ob put me on Clomid. I had several "early" miscarriages and then I carried my son to full term. My next pregnancy ended at five months because a fibroid tumor grew where the umbilical cord was, killing the baby. This was a complete shock as everything had looked fine at my last appointment. I had to give birth to the baby which was so hard. My milk came in afterwards and it was very difficult. When I got pregnant the next time, I was so scared that something would happen! I was nervous every single day until he was born. I am so very lucky to have two amazing sons! I really hope you are able to get pregnant quickly and that you are able to carry to term. :)
I want to send you so much love and strength but there's something so weirdly distopian about having a video with such a heavy subject and then a beauty sponsor 😶
No judgement whatsoever, I know this was probably already in the books for ages and the last thing you want to worry about at this point is your finances during this hard time. But I was just thinking this could be a black mirror episode, we've come to such a strange point in social media.
have you ever done solo therapy? it might be helpful to do so you don't hold anything back for the sake of Daniel
You'll make a great dad.