it's not a big deal (it is) - an original song

so yeah, when i said i was gonna make christmas-esque covers, i lied 🤷‍♂️ I'm sorry i've just been swamped with assignments lately but I'm trying my best!
anyway, this is for my ela final!! i am incredibly tired, but at least i don't completely hate this? recording and editing this took all day (i am fully aware of all the mistakes and off-key and off-tempo-ness this song is atm but it is what it is) 'n now all i gotta do is wait for it to upload and i can go to sleep :')
manifesting 🤩🤩 a good grade on this final (plsplsplsplspls)
- LYRICS -
e, f, f#6sus4, f#7sus4
i love the rain
the way it taps on the concrete
it leaves some kind of imprint on my brain
and the smell of fresh dew and life anew
i know is unlike anything
feel the wind on my skin
oh my limbs are beginning to numb
and the clock is still ticking
while i’m still left picking up the mess we made
stuck in the scattered memories on the floor
it’s barely been a year- oh god, i want so much more
i don’t think i’d survive alone again
you made this place feel like a home, my friend
e6, am/e, esus4, e
but lately it seems i’ve been falling behind
don’t remind me of all the past deadlines
maybe i could be dead like those lines
you’ve got me crying over promises
how do you have to confidence to leave
believe me i’m trying
it’s just hard when you already know the outcome
how come this all suits you perfectly
i’ll tell myself that i don’t care
it’s no big deal that i’m going nowhere
you’ll forget about me and about us
it won’t be tough for you but i’m-
stuck in the scattered memories on the floor
it’s barely been a year- oh god, i want so much more
i don’t think i’d survive alone again
you made this place feel like a home, my friend
(it’s not a big deal)
so save your pity
i don’t deserve it
it’s all worthless, you know this
you’ll only be disappointed
i’ll watch you leave
it’s getting hard to breathe again
but you’ve got your arms wrapped around me
and maybe it’s not a big deal
gotta leave all the scattered memories on the floor
it’s barely been a year and oh i have so much more
i don’t have to survive alone again
i think i’m finally at home, my friend
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if ur reading this, it's ur sign to go eat something, drink some water, take a nap, whatever 💛
thanks 4 watching :D
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