Guilt of Vulnerability - john pilgrammed: That one Time
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- Опубликовано: 6 окт 2024
- INTRODUCTION & CONTEXT
Hello, It's me, John Pilgrammed. You all might've come to this video for an apology about what I did to Ice. You've came to the right video. If anyone doesn't know about the allegations of me, let me explain the details;
I drew porn of a 13 year old as a 12 year old (which i still am, of course) which is a member of the Critical Story community, which they snitched about it a month later.
That's it. I got banned from 3 of the communities that I loved including Pilgrammed and Calamitygrammed due to a multi community member.
APOLOGIZATION
For Ice, I am sorry if you did get traumatized by me. I didn't feel bad because you told me you were fine about the arts and just started to regret it after you snitched. Overall, I'm sorry if I did anything else that's immoral to you.
I tried to make happiness for everybody, but well I was being too much of an egoist and only made happiness for myself.
And I am sorry for the communities that discovered the allegations and despise me due to it, the allegations are true after all.
APPRECIATION
To Ice, Thank you for helping me out in Critical Story, I could've struggled more without you.
To Random, Thank you for giving me a slight bit of therapy after I start to cry from Vordhosbn insulting Calamitygrammed.
To Bluddbrain, Bonzods and Deinbag, Thank you for creating a game that allowed me to get busy with and not die out of boredom.
To ALL of the Calamitygrammed Developers, Thank you for letting me contribute, even though my work will not be used in the game anymore, I hope the game will be successful.
To The p;lgrammed Community, Thank you for having fun with me, even though it only lasted a year and more.
To 3ndy and other pilgrammed youtubers, Thank you for creating videos that contented everybody else, I hope you all will be successful
To Vordhosbn, Thank you for taking care of the communities (from me)
To The Defendants of the allegations, Thank you for trying to defend me, even if you lost, I still appreciated it.
To My Friends, Thank you for befriending and having fun with me.
For anyone that's watching this video, please do not attack any of the people I mentioned just now.
OUTRO
I didn't consider myself as the real John Pilgrammed to begin with, I was never a true pilgrammed, the only reason why I called myself John Pilgrammed Prime is because I used to own a john pilgrammed discord bot that's a 'portable' wiki. Of course, that bot is abandoned.
If you somehow meet me in a game, just ignore me because my roblox account is being used by my neighbour instead.
Those are my only words, this song is only here to express what I'm feeling because I didn't know how to tone my messages just through text. I might still upload videos time from time after this, but who knows.
I was never the true John Pilgrammed that you all potray me, I was never born to grind.
I'm Born to Die, Everyone is Born to Die, and I hope during when I'm alive, you all forgive me.
I probably won't interact with the pilgrammed community until my next birthday which is February 10th.
Thank you, Goodbye.
Shkran Lak, Wa alaikummussalam warahmatullahi wabarakaatu.
Terima Kasih, Selamat Tinggal.
To the lead developer of Critical Story: Reborn, demote me from the contributor role in the group. 
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Thanks for coming forth with an apology instead of just dismissing everything . Your judgement will be better when you're older. Gl w/ everything
This shit laced
I really do hope things get better for you John, as bad as this situation is I hope you will learn from this and will be able to improve in the future. You are very talented at what you do but just because you have talent doesn't mean you don't have responsibility, so I'm glad you will be taking a break for a while in order to separate yourself from the internet and try to feel less stressed about everything and really reflect on what you did wrong and how you could do better.
I havent had any insight on anything that happend with youand the community, i dont want to mention too much other than share a bit of positive, and that as i dont usually have opinions on that kind of stuff, i just wanted to say that for your age, you're actually very good at what you do, and i listen to some of your songs often.
for the stuff that happend, i hope stuff gets sorted out for you.
Despite your actions, I can hope the next steps you take are nothing but pure improvement and self reflection. Learn from what you did, so far, I am glad you've accepted your fate in every case. Although I cannot forgive you for the lie of your age and the art. I still hope to see the best person you can be.
The damage has already been done.
Rest easy, John P. Prime.
Apology accepted! Just wait til' you're 13 lil bro..
@@a4c_0 ok,,
we have never met really and i have only interacted with you once on discord but i myself think i should share this with you… Think Before You Do
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apology accepted
bro you cant just say "That's it." 😭
@@Taazered i didn't mean to say that phrase in a way to say 'it's not that bad'
sorry
I mean you are a 12 year old so I’ll accept since kids can make mistakes that are so stupid just never go down this path of drawing porn of other people or kids and sending it to them.
As a 12 year old, you should never have been on discord in the first place. Seeing as how you were on there for a YEAR, that means you were 11 on discord.. trust me, as a 16 year old, discord really ruins your brain if you use it at a young age.
I guess you already knew this though, considering the p*rn you drew.
However it sounds like you are genuinely sorry. Just take a while to take a break, and I mean a long while, and think about this.
Im addicted to discord right now even if I dont want to admit it to myself, and its gonna have a pretty big impact on my life if I dont turn it around.
Just warning you, think about your life ahead of you. I know thats a lot for someone your age, but its best to start thinking about this early on.
@@thatguyethan5124 I had enough of interacting with people on discord after 6 years actually,,, I was 7.
Besides, thank you for the advice.
You didn't mention yourself being underaged. Apology disapproved.
@@mercifall i didn't? sorry, let me fix that real quick
@@mercifall I edited the description now, do you approve now?
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I read the desc [1000 Yard stear]
John diddy prime