You are well loved and very cared for by every subscriber here. I think I speak for more people than myself when I say there are a lot of people here who would drive you to appointments, clean your house, do laundry and support you through this whole journey.
Wish I was there to help you clean, drive for you, laugh with you, swear with you! But know this is all part of your story! May the hard work and dedication soon become oceans of blessings!! Cyber hugs and oceans of love and hope!!! You are the BEST!!!
Bless her. It doesn't help that her hormones are going Rambo on her. Between that and the weight loss med. like she said there's a whole lot going on right now it might be ready for her to take a break and give her body a rest. I hate this for her😢
I have been in your shoes. It’s not fair but there is a baby out there. When I was there we decided that our journey was to adopt. We have 5 kids through adoption. I couldn’t understand why either. When they put our baby in our arms that second I knew the plan. Keep the faith vent when you have to keep all options open. You can do this. Will be thinking of you. Keep going. We look at our kids and thank God for them and for not giving up on us. All along it was a different plan from what we thought ❤
I thought I hated traffic but whoa you win! Sweetie those shots are so hard on you. I look at you and think look at what you’re willing to do so you can have a child. That’s a Mom! Here’s a hug and I have to say I laughed out loud when you said you could be cleaning your refrigerator! Two most hated things, traffic & cleaning the refrigerator. I hope that made you laugh ❤ not trying to make light of your pain cause noway. You are beautiful. You are smart and you are kind. Love you & saying prayers just for you ❤
Awe honey don't cry ........If I were near I would drive you sweet......hugs honey don't cry !!!!!! Your so stressed your a beautiful person .......It seems everything is taking its toll please try to be strong l!!!!
Cindy, if this works out, then great! If it doesn't, then great! Be prepared to grieve this last chapter because its time to move forward. If that means with a baby in the cards, the so be it, or maybe it's just the universe telling you its not going to happen and ti grieve that but look towards the future. Next steps. Whats the alternative? Adoption, no kids, etc? Its okay to change paths in life. I didn't want kids and chose not to have them, so im coming from a perspective that getting pregnant isnt everything. You are a blessing to this world and an amazing manina and more, just remember that and prepare yourself for this next chapter, whatever it may be. 🖤🖤
I saw this when you first posted it. Then it disappeared but it allowed me to see the whole video. I’m sorry you are going through this and feeling this way. Thoughts are with you. ❤❤❤❤
Let it all out girl. Don’t hold it in. You’re going through so much and I’m so sorry. I won’t try to say the right thing to ease your pain bc sometimes there is NOTHING. Just let it out. Be angry, just don’t hold onto it. Let it out and let it GROW YOU. You’re going to be the BEST mom because look how hard you’re fighting for this baby. It. Will. Be. Worth. It. ❤❤❤❤
You vent and get it out, that’s not good for you either. It’s absolutely not fair; some folks spit babies out like a bazooka but don’t take care of them. And then there’s folks who struggle to even get pregnant who would give a baby the world. It’s so sad and terribly cruel and unfair that you have to go through this process when you would give a baby the world. Much love, many prayers and hugs from Flint Michigan ❤
So darn sorry for what you are going through. Just know we care about you, your family cares, and especially a special little fella loves you soooo damn much! You need to invite you Grandma, Aunt Claudia, Steph and Sebastian over, you need their support right now. I am sending you hugs and prayers. I just have to say you are so damn brave, courageous, and an amazing chick, stay strong! 🤗😢😌
I hate seeing anyone as upset as you are but think of how much it’s going to be worth it. I have had to drive a hour to my surgeries and appointments for 7 years and they just gave up on finding out what wrong with me and now my feeding tube is bleeding and leaking. Hang in there girl. You are beautiful inside and out. My prayers are with all of you.
I'm so sorry sweetie! I'm glad you're venting because you need it! You're dealing with this best you can and we understand the ups and downs. I'm praying for positive results with good mental health!! Love you ❤
Cynthia Triste lo que estas pasando no es facil.. habeses Las cosas no pasan cuando nosotros Las queremos. Tengo una prima que paso por el mismo tratamiento por muchos años (10's) la pobrecita lo dejo. Y a Los 40 Dios le dio una hija preciosa. They never thought they would be able to have a child. So never give up it will happen. Never give up sending prayers your way.
Oh baby let it all out never hold it in.....please let your family help take you there or ride with you....don't understand how you feel we'll it's hard to understand myself I'm 69 years old woman and still working on me. Bless your. Heart it's a lot ....one day at a time.....prayers and a big hugs
You’re breaking my heart because I know nothing anyone can say will make everything ok for you right now. We can tell you that these feelings are temporary and you’ll feel better soon but that doesn’t do anything to help you in this moment. Unfortunately you need to let it out and feel what you’re feeling. The only way out is through. The medication you’re on is contributing to the anxiety and emotions and I’m sure you know this so I feel like a pep talk would just be annoying to you right now. I just want to remind you that you are strong, loved and extremely beautiful. You bring a smile to my face at times when I really need to remember that things are ok and life is good. I am going to send all the positive energy I can muster your way and hope you feel better soon.❤️
Momma a qquestion: You have body dysmorphia are you prepared once you conceive for the weight gain? Cuz its A LOT. Once theyre born for 2-3 mos one still looks pregnant after. Are you gonna be comfortable in your body then? Have you thought of these things?
Of course I think about all of these things. If I thought about all the reasons a baby might possibly cause me stress, I wouldn’t be putting myself through this. But I also think of the possibility of how it can heal me….
I thought about that too. Like its going to be wayyy worse until you go through pregnancy and the aftermath. I think its just hormonal though. Trains and fridges and traffic are just environmental stressors added to the underlying issues of the emotional rollercoaster that is IVF. 😅
@@CindyVicIt WILL heal you. Trust that God's time is perfect. Cynthia also: I was just on your video where you drink la leche de chivo. And then you're with Steph and Seb somewhere else and you fix yourself another cocktail. An I got to thinking: do you think that maybe it'd be worth a try for you to cut alcohol for some time. I don't know...I'm not a drinker. IMO I realize I don't know you, however Cinthya you like drinking. You do it often. I don't know maybe it's worth a try.
That baby is coming and will know how much he or she is wanted. There is a beautiful baby picked right out for you and will be here at the perfect time ❣️
You are making such huge sacrifices for your future family. I’m so proud of you Cindy because I know personally it’s not easy to go through this process. I’m praying for you that all your sacrifices become a beautiful baby for you and your hubby. Big hugs to Cindy, for real.
Sweet Cindy, I’m so sorry you’re going thru this right now. It’s not easy to deal with changes to your body, your routine, your schedule in life! I remember the changes my body went thru as an older mom who also had to discontinue a medication during pregnancy. I ended up spending a month in the hospital on a medication to control gestational hypertension, & was taken out of work at 7 1/2 months. I couldn’t do ANYthing that needed to be done. My son has special needs & most days he needs my constant attention 24/7. So years later im still not getting things done. The anxiety over not being able to work on or complete ‘other things’ like cleaning, working etc., doesn’t go away, but seeing his face reminds me that I am blessed. It takes a lot of sacrifice, but the inconveniences feel worthy once you lay eyes on your child. Wishing you better days. 🙏🏻💜💫
@@donnahart823 my comment was not meant to be harsh. And I stated that in the beginning of my comment. It is just facts. I know several women we have tried very hard to have their own biological child. It just didn't happen. However, they did adopt.
God Bless You and give You the strength You need 🙏🍀 It's so okey to fall apart sister (Your hormons are so way up high)💞 We hear You 🤗we are with You 🍀❤🍀❤🍀❤🍀
I’m so so very sorry you’re going through this. I know it’s like an emotional roller coaster. I went through infertility as well so I absolutely understand what you’re going through. I know it’s hard but please don’t give up. I live in a very small town and I had to drive an hour to my infertility doctor too. Stay strong as you can and take those moments you need to grieve as well. I’m sending so many prayers and hugs 🤗 your way. ❤
Let it out sister. This is a suckie process. Im so sorry you have to go through this. You are breaking my heart 😢😢. Its gonna be OK. The hormones are awful. You are beautiful❤❤❤❤❤. My best friend went through the exact same thing with IVF. She adopted 2 beautiful girls and they are now in their 20s and they are awesome. We love you
2:29 Breathe....it's the hormones talking. Just remember all those "things you could be doing" like cleaning the house, etc. will all fall to the wayside again when there's a baby to take care of. So you're just preparing yourself for what's to come & you're ahead of the game.😉 Sending you love and healing energy.💓
Very much THIS. My comment hinted at this. The sheer # of things I still cannot do even on a weekly basis now that I’m taking care of a special needs child who needs me 24/7. Not being able to have a clean home, keep up on the dishes, put your makeup on, keep up on laundry etc, these are ALL things that will continue to be struggles after baby comes. This could be thought of as a ‘practice round’. Sending Hugs. 🫂
Totally. I remember getting my first puppy Zoey 8 years ago and how crazy that experience felt and comparing it to a first step into childhood reality…. Now this….. seems silly but yes it seems like every step is a learning experience/ test round
My friend, sister, take a breath... you are beautiful strong and just amazing! wegovy or not , You're triggered i see it and crying with you, You don't want this to fail, you're afraid .... i can honestly say I understand , YOU ARE LOVED, You shine so bright! I wish i could hug you . praying with you , Missi
Even when you are “supported” it’s the driving to appointments alone, it’s the bloodwork alone, it’s the drug taking alone, it’s the weight on your shoulders because men (no respect- my husband included) cannot help us feel any different. I had these same cries on my way to my clinic. It’s not that her people don’t support her. It’s that she is the one in the trenches. I’m not sure I could explain it much better than this.
@@sharonowen to answer your question about the blood work, I did manage to have the local place collect my blood and put it into the system because they were the same umbrella of care. However, you pay for a service and generally everything has to be done in office or you pay more out of pocket. Fertility specialists are few and far between. In my region, we have The Stork fund. It’s a support group by many means.
I wish there was a more convenient way they could take your blood and then deliver the results to your fertility clinic. I am so sorry you are feeling this way and I am sending hugs and prayers for you right now. You are beautiful!
It’s a hard time for you right now, but if you conceive & have a precious baby it will be worth it. That clinic has screwed up your life, I’m so mad at them for you.
One day at a time, sweet pea. I can not even imagine going through what you are. Our "Cindy" community loves you so very much. We are with you on this journey....loves and hugs 😢❤
im having hard time n other ways, im on oxygen, feeding tube... hold me down everyday it's hard. life is hard sometimes, but i always think others out there are worse
My heart feels bad for people with health concerns that affect their every day lives. I’m so sorry!!!! Obviously what I go through is just a small moment and not comparable. I’m so sorry
My heart breaks for you. I hope and pray that it's not very long until you can sit back and say, "it was worth it". I've never wanted for or prayed for a stranger more in my life. XOXO You're already an amazing mom. Vent all you need to, and don't be scared to ask for help. I'm sure some of us internet besties can come up with a way to get a cleaning crew or something. Not that you NEED it, it just may take ONE little thing off of your plate or out of the back of your mind. Think about it. . . . .
I’m feeling so sad for what you’re going through. Manina , you are getting to stress out and that is not good, just in and out easily. Your body is going through a lot but we need you to be calm for the sake of you and the baby your trying so you to have. You need a sound board and here we are. We are all Team Cindy. Call Stephanie or someone close and ramp. It will make you feel better. How about your Manina ? Sending you lots of positive vibes and hugs from Bradenton, Florida ❤😊 Remember we all have your back. Dtb🙏❤️
Your beautiful girl, your going through a lot but it’s all worth it!!! It’s not easy but soon it will all be ok 😭❤️ your so positive and upbeat & give us a laugh!! You are strong!! You can do this bishhh ❤️❤️🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
Sending you the biggest hug today Cindi. I hope you have a better weekend. I pray all this will get you the baby you deserve. Please be nice to yourself. You are an amazing person and you deserve all the good things in this life. Praying for you sweet girl. XOXO
Sending prayers cause you have been through hell honey girl , your body is telling you girl, I’m so sorry you are endureing this hun I wish I could be there to give you a big hug ❤
Cindy, I’m so sorry that you are going through all of this. For me to sit here and say I understand would be a lie. But what I do know is that you are strong, you have love and support all around you and you will get through this. And if it works..the end result will be a beautiful life that you and Mike created 💜 sending love, prayers and hugs
I'm so so sorry Cindy. If I was with you I would help you physically, mentally & emotionally in every way possible. I'm so sorry that the office near you is closed. I really do feel your pain. This process is overwhelming & I wish I could take your heartache away from you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you Biggest Hugs ❤🙏🤗
Oh Cindy, I'm so sorry your going through this! I wish I could say something to help you, but I already know I can't. Just know I am seriously praying for you and your future children. 🙏🏻 ❤ Remember this too shall pass, and you will have the child/children that you've waited for! Love you g/f! ❤🙏🏻
You need to vent !! Let it all out!! Go home and try to get some quiet free time and think about what is most important to you. I feel for you and I totally understand.❤❤❤❤❤
Love you sweet girl ❤ I am angry with you about what this Dr office has put you through. It is truly that you cannot catch a break. You shouldn’t even have to be doing this again. So happy you are trying this again through all the physical and emotional pain. I hope and pray you are blessed and rewarded with one or even two precious babies this go around.
It's ok to be over it right now, give yourself that grace. Try not to make big decisions when you are so emotional. I'm so sorry this is so hard.virtual hugs girl!
It’s a lot, go to the gym just to beat the shit out of a boxing bag to work some of those emotions out, go somewhere private and scream & cry then snuggle up in your bed and cry yourself to sleep because sometimes that’s just what’s needed. I can tell you that although your followers can’t be with you in person we are with you in spirit and everyone that follows you really does care about you and how you’re feeling. I wish things were easier for you & I hope you start feeling better & things start getting better ❤ praying for better days ahead sending love and tight hugs 🤗🥰
Yo Cindy you deal with your every IVF journey exactly how you feel ,it's always hard going threw IVF emotionally ,mentally , physically,it's a rollercoaster ride .but your a strong woman and you will be a mama we all are with you girl.❤
I just got a hug from my co-worker because I'm tearing up with you and I said My girl is going through it today. Co-worker said Tell her you're going to be there for her. And I am Cindy. Mexican families are TIGHT. La familia es todo!! You're a hormonal wreck and I see my past in your present. I mean it when I say I love you Cindy. Cry it out until you can't anymore. Because I know your rage and grief will be repaired after this. This situation is SHIT but you are not broken in any way!!!
Good morning beautiful! Today is a new day always remember you are beautiful and well loved. Trust in GOD’S PLAN FOR YOUR LIFE AND I PROMISE THINGS WILL GET BETTER…YOU IS KIND. YOU IS SMART. YOU IS IMPORTANT. YOU IS BEAUTIFUL.
Hi, I just wanted to say I completely understand how you are feeling. I've never been through your exact experience but I've been a "full-time" patient since I was 23. It's exhausting. Just yesterday I was trying to get an appointment and my Uber (I don't drive) dropped me off at the wrong building and I was 15 minutes late walking in 90 degrees trying to find the correct place. I wanted to call a new Uber and just give up and go home. I was crying and really close to a complete breakdown. Being sick is hard work if you are truly taking care of yourself. So I really relate to your tears because I know you are exhausted trying to keep up with your business, personal life, house duties and self care. I wish there was a way we could help you. Just remember you are doing the best you can and at the end of the day RIGHT NOW your body and your well being and this goal are your priority so I know it's hard but it's ok to let your house go. Just for a bit. We care for you. 🫶🦋 I hope things are feeling better.
Oh Cindy, please dont cry. You can do this, just think about that little baby you could soon be holding in your arms. Please dont think no one cares, you are loved especially by your lovely family. Please call Steph when you are feeling so sad and upset, as i know she is a big support. Sending you big hugs from the UK ❤x
Sweetheart you need to just step away from yourself. Let yourself breathe, close your eyes and breathe. I’m so sorry you have to go through all of this. Take it all one day at a time. Don’t let it eat you alive! I’m giving you a big hug😔❤️
Sending prayers. Sweetie, you are a strong woman And we are here for you. And if I live closer to you, I’d be glad to take you to the doctor every time you had to go then we go to your house and I’d help you clean and do the fridge raider vacuuming, mopping, and laundry. That’s just me that’s how I was brought up. Where are you going? Love you ❤❤❤
Girl, my heart goes out to you. This stress is not helping, can you talk to your dr & see if you can find a place closer to your home for the shorter appointments? Or maybe you should consider another clinic? Praying for you.
Please, stop! If you want a baby, this is what you have to do. Granted I have heard how miserable other ladies have been, it’s been terrible. You are going to have to suck it up and think about a baby, it will be worth it. See if Sebastian,s mom I forgot her name, go with you to help. Then you can go to lunch, have a drink, and chill. Or maybe if you had. A book on disk so you could listen to while you’re driving there. Cynthia, try some type vaginal cream, after my hysterectomy I was so dry so I used this hormonal cream, it made me so horney, don’t mean to be rude, what about your mom or sister can go with you, just ask, tell them how this is making you feel. You look beautiful, I noticed how pretty your skin looks. I would like to have some of it. Some times you have to do stuff you don’t want to.. your getting all upset, just go in, do what you have to do and go home. Cynthia don’t make it harder then it has to be. Good luck and I hope the Lord will bless you with a little one Luv you !
You are well loved and very cared for by every subscriber here. I think I speak for more people than myself when I say there are a lot of people here who would drive you to appointments, clean your house, do laundry and support you through this whole journey.
That’s so sweet 😭😭😭😭 thank you 😭😭😭
Yes we all do feel that way for you hun...
Absolutely ❤
AMEN !!
So true, I'm here for her too. Thank you Tina, you said what we were all thinking.💙(✌🏻)
Wish I was there to help you clean, drive for you, laugh with you, swear with you! But know this is all part of your story! May the hard work and dedication soon become oceans of blessings!! Cyber hugs and oceans of love and hope!!! You are the BEST!!!
Bless her. It doesn't help that her hormones are going Rambo on her. Between that and the weight loss med. like she said there's a whole lot going on right now it might be ready for her to take a break and give her body a rest. I hate this for her😢
@@amandamiller7926 -I agree!!!!
I have been in your shoes. It’s not fair but there is a baby out there. When I was there we decided that our journey was to adopt. We have 5 kids through adoption. I couldn’t understand why either. When they put our baby in our arms that second I knew the plan. Keep the faith vent when you have to keep all options open. You can do this. Will be thinking of you. Keep going. We look at our kids and thank God for them and for not giving up on us. All along it was a different plan from what we thought ❤
I thought I hated traffic but whoa you win! Sweetie those shots are so hard on you. I look at you and think look at what you’re willing to do so you can have a child. That’s a Mom! Here’s a hug and I have to say I laughed out loud when you said you could be cleaning your refrigerator! Two most hated things, traffic & cleaning the refrigerator. I hope that made you laugh ❤ not trying to make light of your pain cause noway. You are beautiful. You are smart and you are kind. Love you & saying prayers just for you ❤
I thought the exact same thing! You said it so well!😅
Sending a great big hug to you 💜💜
don't drive while you are upset Cynthia you could have an accident, everything will be ok .. god is on your side ❤
I know you mean well but she doesn't need more criticism when shes down lol ❤ just a thought 😅
Sending prayers. You are strong and so loved. It will be all worth it when you hold your baby. Just hang in there.
Thirty seconds in, and I am crying with you. You are a strong woman, and you can do this. YOU CAN DO THIS! ((Hugs)) girl. ❤
Not diminishing what you are going through at all, maybe the hormones are kicking your ass
Awe honey don't cry ........If I were near I would drive you sweet......hugs honey don't cry !!!!!! Your so stressed your a beautiful person .......It seems everything is taking its toll please try to be strong l!!!!
Cindy, if this works out, then great! If it doesn't, then great! Be prepared to grieve this last chapter because its time to move forward. If that means with a baby in the cards, the so be it, or maybe it's just the universe telling you its not going to happen and ti grieve that but look towards the future. Next steps. Whats the alternative? Adoption, no kids, etc? Its okay to change paths in life.
I didn't want kids and chose not to have them, so im coming from a perspective that getting pregnant isnt everything. You are a blessing to this world and an amazing manina and more, just remember that and prepare yourself for this next chapter, whatever it may be. 🖤🖤
I saw this when you first posted it. Then it disappeared but it allowed me to see the whole video. I’m sorry you are going through this and feeling this way. Thoughts are with you. ❤❤❤❤
Hang in there. ❤️
Believe it or not, but your raw emotion is probably helping someone else. Sending hugs ❤️
Let it all out girl. Don’t hold it in. You’re going through so much and I’m so sorry. I won’t try to say the right thing to ease your pain bc sometimes there is NOTHING. Just let it out. Be angry, just don’t hold onto it. Let it out and let it GROW YOU. You’re going to be the BEST mom because look how hard you’re fighting for this baby. It. Will. Be. Worth. It. ❤❤❤❤
You vent and get it out, that’s not good for you either. It’s absolutely not fair; some folks spit babies out like a bazooka but don’t take care of them. And then there’s folks who struggle to even get pregnant who would give a baby the world. It’s so sad and terribly cruel and unfair that you have to go through this process when you would give a baby the world. Much love, many prayers and hugs from Flint Michigan ❤
So darn sorry for what you are going through. Just know we care about you, your family cares, and especially a special little fella loves you soooo damn much! You need to invite you Grandma, Aunt Claudia, Steph and Sebastian over, you need their support right now. I am sending you hugs and prayers. I just have to say you are so damn brave, courageous, and an amazing chick, stay strong! 🤗😢😌
Wrapping you with hugs and love Cynthia 🤗❤
I hate seeing anyone as upset as you are but think of how much it’s going to be worth it.
I have had to drive a hour to my surgeries and appointments for 7 years and they just gave up on finding out what wrong with me and now my feeding tube is bleeding and leaking.
Hang in there girl. You are beautiful inside and out.
My prayers are with all of you.
I'm so sorry sweetie! I'm glad you're venting because you need it! You're dealing with this best you can and we understand the ups and downs. I'm praying for positive results with good mental health!! Love you ❤
Cynthia Triste lo que estas pasando no es facil.. habeses Las cosas no pasan cuando nosotros Las queremos.
Tengo una prima que paso por el mismo tratamiento por muchos años (10's) la pobrecita lo dejo.
Y a Los 40 Dios le dio una hija preciosa.
They never thought they would be able to have a child.
So never give up it will happen.
Never give up sending prayers your way.
Sending you so much love and support ! Cynthia, please let us know how you are. We care so much. You’re a beautiful person on the inside and out. ❤❤
I'm so sorry! Wish I could give you a giant hug! You are amazing, and beautiful🙏❤
Oh baby let it all out never hold it in.....please let your family help take you there or ride with you....don't understand how you feel we'll it's hard to understand myself I'm 69 years old woman and still working on me. Bless your. Heart it's a lot ....one day at a time.....prayers and a big hugs
You’re breaking my heart because I know nothing anyone can say will make everything ok for you right now. We can tell you that these feelings are temporary and you’ll feel better soon but that doesn’t do anything to help you in this moment. Unfortunately you need to let it out and feel what you’re feeling. The only way out is through. The medication you’re on is contributing to the anxiety and emotions and I’m sure you know this so I feel like a pep talk would just be annoying to you right now. I just want to remind you that you are strong, loved and extremely beautiful. You bring a smile to my face at times when I really need to remember that things are ok and life is good.
I am going to send all the positive energy I can muster your way and hope you feel better soon.❤️
I hurt for you and am sending up prayer for you
Momma a qquestion: You have body dysmorphia are you prepared once you conceive for the weight gain? Cuz its A LOT. Once theyre born for 2-3 mos one still looks pregnant after. Are you gonna be comfortable in your body then? Have you thought of these things?
Of course I think about all of these things. If I thought about all the reasons a baby might possibly cause me stress, I wouldn’t be putting myself through this. But I also think of the possibility of how it can heal me….
Don’t we all have body dymorphia. It’s very common. Millennials always have to announce everything.
I thought about that too. Like its going to be wayyy worse until you go through pregnancy and the aftermath. I think its just hormonal though. Trains and fridges and traffic are just environmental stressors added to the underlying issues of the emotional rollercoaster that is IVF. 😅
@@iGLovingBwifewhat do you mean millennials always have to announce everything?
@@CindyVicIt WILL heal you. Trust that God's time is perfect. Cynthia also: I was just on your video where you drink la leche de chivo. And then you're with Steph and Seb somewhere else and you fix yourself another cocktail. An I got to thinking: do you think that maybe it'd be worth a try for you to cut alcohol for some time. I don't know...I'm not a drinker. IMO I realize I don't know you, however Cinthya you like drinking. You do it often. I don't know maybe it's worth a try.
You have to really want this. I went through it for 6 years and 8 miscarriages. Lost my baby at 6 months. It was he'll
You have only just begun
Yes this will be my last attempt honestly.
Im sure she really wants this but i also get what you're saying.
This sounds like “ you really don’t want “ to go through the process….. it is ok to NOT do this afterall.
You’re right. I don’t want to be going through this process. I don’t think anybody wants to
I ask myself, "why not me?) I don't want what i am going through to happen to anyone else. Why not me?
Surrounding you with comfort love and strength. 💔
That baby is coming and will know how much he or she is wanted. There is a beautiful baby picked right out for you and will be here at the perfect time ❣️
You are making such huge sacrifices for your future family. I’m so proud of you Cindy because I know personally it’s not easy to go through this process. I’m praying for you that all your sacrifices become a beautiful baby for you and your hubby. Big hugs to Cindy, for real.
Sweet Cindy,
I’m so sorry you’re going thru this right now. It’s not easy to deal with changes to your body, your routine, your schedule in life! I remember the changes my body went thru as an older mom who also had to discontinue a medication during pregnancy. I ended up spending a month in the hospital on a medication to control gestational hypertension, & was taken out of work at 7 1/2 months. I couldn’t do ANYthing that needed to be done. My son has special needs & most days he needs my constant attention 24/7. So years later im still not getting things done. The anxiety over not being able to work on or complete ‘other things’ like cleaning, working etc., doesn’t go away, but seeing his face reminds me that I am blessed. It takes a lot of sacrifice, but the inconveniences feel worthy once you lay eyes on your child. Wishing you better days. 🙏🏻💜💫
Thank you for sharing. I really love your vulnerability💕
God sending you a sign.
Not to be cruel, but sometimes we just have to accept things as they are. Not every woman is meant to have children.
@@nancyterrywhittemore2015that’s harsh and insensitive. Shame
@@donnahart823 my comment was not meant to be harsh. And I stated that in the beginning of my comment. It is just facts. I know several women we have tried very hard to have their own biological child. It just didn't happen. However, they did adopt.
God Bless You and give You the strength You need 🙏🍀 It's so okey to fall apart sister (Your hormons are so way up high)💞 We hear You 🤗we are with You 🍀❤🍀❤🍀❤🍀
I’m so so very sorry you’re going through this. I know it’s like an emotional roller coaster. I went through infertility as well so I absolutely understand what you’re going through. I know it’s hard but please don’t give up. I live in a very small town and I had to drive an hour to my infertility doctor too. Stay strong as you can and take those moments you need to grieve as well. I’m sending so many prayers and hugs 🤗 your way. ❤
I had IVF and had twins girls, 24 years! It will be all worth it! Hang in there.
Let it out sister. This is a suckie process. Im so sorry you have to go through this. You are breaking my heart 😢😢. Its gonna be OK. The hormones are awful. You are beautiful❤❤❤❤❤. My best friend went through the exact same thing with IVF. She adopted 2 beautiful girls and they are now in their 20s and they are awesome. We love you
2:29 Breathe....it's the hormones talking. Just remember all those "things you could be doing" like cleaning the house, etc. will all fall to the wayside again when there's a baby to take care of. So you're just preparing yourself for what's to come & you're ahead of the game.😉 Sending you love and healing energy.💓
Very much THIS. My comment hinted at this. The sheer # of things I still cannot do even on a weekly basis now that I’m taking care of a special needs child who needs me 24/7. Not being able to have a clean home, keep up on the dishes, put your makeup on, keep up on laundry etc, these are ALL things that will continue to be struggles after baby comes. This could be thought of as a ‘practice round’. Sending Hugs. 🫂
Totally. I remember getting my first puppy Zoey 8 years ago and how crazy that experience felt and comparing it to a first step into childhood reality…. Now this….. seems silly but yes it seems like every step is a learning experience/ test round
My friend, sister, take a breath... you are beautiful strong and just amazing! wegovy or not , You're triggered i see it and crying with you, You don't want this to fail, you're afraid .... i can honestly say I understand , YOU ARE LOVED, You shine so bright! I wish i could hug you . praying with you , Missi
Is there anyone supporting you through all this? Isn’t there a place near you that they can take blood and get it delivered to the clinic by courier?
Even when you are “supported” it’s the driving to appointments alone, it’s the bloodwork alone, it’s the drug taking alone, it’s the weight on your shoulders because men (no respect- my husband included) cannot help us feel any different. I had these same cries on my way to my clinic.
It’s not that her people don’t support her. It’s that she is the one in the trenches. I’m not sure I could explain it much better than this.
@@HollyBlair-wf3px Bless her and you I hope everything turns out well for the both of you x
@@sharonowen to answer your question about the blood work, I did manage to have the local place collect my blood and put it into the system because they were the same umbrella of care. However, you pay for a service and generally everything has to be done in office or you pay more out of pocket. Fertility specialists are few and far between. In my region, we have The Stork fund. It’s a support group by many means.
I'm so sorry, Cindy. You are so loved and I feel so bad you're going through this. Love you big hugs❤
I wish there was a more convenient way they could take your blood and then deliver the results to your fertility clinic. I am so sorry you are feeling this way and I am sending hugs and prayers for you right now. You are beautiful!
It’s a hard time for you right now, but if you conceive & have a precious baby it will be worth it. That clinic has screwed up your life, I’m so mad at them for you.
I just want to reach through and hold you. Good bless! So brave putting yourself out there. You are not alone!
One day at a time, sweet pea. I can not even imagine going through what you are. Our "Cindy" community loves you so very much. We are with you on this journey....loves and hugs 😢❤
So sorry that you are going through this. Hang in there.
im having hard time n other ways, im on oxygen, feeding tube... hold me down everyday it's hard. life is hard sometimes, but i always think others out there are worse
My heart feels bad for people with health concerns that affect their every day lives. I’m so sorry!!!! Obviously what I go through is just a small moment and not comparable. I’m so sorry
Ohhh it's huge thing what your going through. I'm so sorry but it will get better. I'm kind of psychic that way. Hugsssss
Hugs Cindy!!! 💜💜💜 Praying for you, your hubby, and this pregnancy! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
You get it all out you are allowed to be angry fed up, tired of it all ven all you need too. Hugs too you.
My heart breaks for you. I hope and pray that it's not very long until you can sit back and say, "it was worth it". I've never wanted for or prayed for a stranger more in my life. XOXO You're already an amazing mom. Vent all you need to, and don't be scared to ask for help. I'm sure some of us internet besties can come up with a way to get a cleaning crew or something. Not that you NEED it, it just may take ONE little thing off of your plate or out of the back of your mind. Think about it. . . . .
I’m feeling so sad for what you’re going through. Manina , you are getting to stress out and that is not good, just in and out easily. Your body is going through a lot but we need you to be calm for the sake of you and the baby your trying so you to have. You need a sound board and here we are. We are all Team Cindy. Call Stephanie or someone close and ramp. It will make you feel better. How about your Manina ? Sending you lots of positive vibes and hugs from Bradenton, Florida ❤😊 Remember we all have your back. Dtb🙏❤️
It's such a difficult process. I'm so sorry that it is getting to you. Hang in there. ❤
I'm so sorry this is happening to you it just breaks my heart to see you hurt this bad hugs love and prayers I'll be thinking about you everyday❤❤
Thanks for being real and raw!!!! God loves u and he is going to work everything out!!! You are going to get a breakthrough soon!!!!🙏☀️🙏🙏☀️🙏
Your beautiful girl, your going through a lot but it’s all worth it!!! It’s not easy but soon it will all be ok 😭❤️ your so positive and upbeat & give us a laugh!! You are strong!! You can do this bishhh ❤️❤️🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
No matter what size you are you are beautiful ❤️ always remember that
Sending you the biggest hug today Cindi. I hope you have a better weekend. I pray all this will get you the baby you deserve. Please be nice to yourself. You are an amazing person and you deserve all the good things in this life. Praying for you sweet girl. XOXO
Old lady Stephied here... I love you Cindy, I hope you have a better day. Im wishing you the best.
Hang in there Sweetheart! We love you.
Sending you love and prayers. Go visit Sebastian. He always smiles when he sees you. ❤
Oh I wish I could just hug you and tell you everything is going to work out and you will have everything you ever worked for
Sending prayers cause you have been through hell honey girl , your body is telling you girl, I’m so sorry you are endureing this hun I wish I could be there to give you a big hug ❤
I love the color of your hair and eye brows theirs beautiful. Don't mess with your hair it's beautiful.
Prayers are coming your way from Texas 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Cindy, I’m so sorry that you are going through all of this. For me to sit here and say I understand would be a lie. But what I do know is that you are strong, you have love and support all around you and you will get through this. And if it works..the end result will be a beautiful life that you and Mike created 💜 sending love, prayers and hugs
I'm so so sorry Cindy. If I was with you I would help you physically, mentally & emotionally in every way possible. I'm so sorry that the office near you is closed. I really do feel your pain. This process is overwhelming & I wish I could take your heartache away from you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you Biggest Hugs ❤🙏🤗
Sending lots of love your way. Hang in there Hun.
Oh Cindy, I'm so sorry your going through this! I wish I could say something to help you, but I already know I can't. Just know I am seriously praying for you and your future children. 🙏🏻 ❤ Remember this too shall pass, and you will have the child/children that you've waited for! Love you g/f! ❤🙏🏻
I’m praying for you. Hang in there you’re almost there. FYI you’re beautiful.
You need to vent !! Let it all out!! Go home and try to get some quiet free time and think about what is most important to you. I feel for you and I totally understand.❤❤❤❤❤
Prayers and hugs girl❤
Oh my lovely girl you absolutely break my heart. You have so much going on. And so much has happened big loves 💜
Love you sweet girl ❤ I am angry with you about what this Dr office has put you through. It is truly that you cannot catch a break. You shouldn’t even have to be doing this again. So happy you are trying this again through all the physical and emotional pain. I hope and pray you are blessed and rewarded with one or even two precious babies this go around.
It's ok to be over it right now, give yourself that grace. Try not to make big decisions when you are so emotional. I'm so sorry this is so hard.virtual hugs girl!
We understand you’re loved 🌵✨🪩
It’s a lot, go to the gym just to beat the shit out of a boxing bag to work some of those emotions out, go somewhere private and scream & cry then snuggle up in your bed and cry yourself to sleep because sometimes that’s just what’s needed. I can tell you that although your followers can’t be with you in person we are with you in spirit and everyone that follows you really does care about you and how you’re feeling. I wish things were easier for you & I hope you start feeling better & things start getting better ❤ praying for better days ahead sending love and tight hugs 🤗🥰
Yo Cindy you deal with your every IVF journey exactly how you feel ,it's always hard going threw IVF emotionally ,mentally , physically,it's a rollercoaster ride .but your a strong woman and you will be a mama we all are with you girl.❤
I just got a hug from my co-worker because I'm tearing up with you and I said My girl is going through it today. Co-worker said Tell her you're going to be there for her. And I am Cindy. Mexican families are TIGHT. La familia es todo!! You're a hormonal wreck and I see my past in your present. I mean it when I say I love you Cindy. Cry it out until you can't anymore. Because I know your rage and grief will be repaired after this. This situation is SHIT but you are not broken in any way!!!
I love you so much. You’re such a beautiful empathetic soul🥹
I’m so sorry you’re going through this sweetheart. You’re so beautiful I’m sending you huge prayers 🙏🏻💖🙏🏻
Good morning beautiful! Today is a new day always remember you are beautiful and well loved. Trust in GOD’S PLAN FOR YOUR LIFE AND I PROMISE THINGS WILL GET BETTER…YOU IS KIND. YOU IS SMART. YOU IS IMPORTANT. YOU IS BEAUTIFUL.
Sending you spiritual calming beautiful,peace and love..❤
Hi, I just wanted to say I completely understand how you are feeling. I've never been through your exact experience but I've been a "full-time" patient since I was 23. It's exhausting. Just yesterday I was trying to get an appointment and my Uber (I don't drive) dropped me off at the wrong building and I was 15 minutes late walking in 90 degrees trying to find the correct place. I wanted to call a new Uber and just give up and go home. I was crying and really close to a complete breakdown.
Being sick is hard work if you are truly taking care of yourself. So I really relate to your tears because I know you are exhausted trying to keep up with your business, personal life, house duties and self care. I wish there was a way we could help you. Just remember you are doing the best you can and at the end of the day RIGHT NOW your body and your well being and this goal are your priority so I know it's hard but it's ok to let your house go. Just for a bit.
We care for you. 🫶🦋 I hope things are feeling better.
I do think about others that have health problems all the time when I’m going through this. I’m so sorry. That’s so stressful
I feel so bad for you. Maybe it's just not meant to be right now....let God take care of it . Pray. For him to open your womb...or can you adopt
I’m so sorry. Sending you prayers and love
Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry .. just let it all out! You can vent (rage) to us anytime! We love you and want you to be happy! You're in my prayers. 🙏💖🙏
Oh Cindy, please dont cry. You can do this, just think about that little baby you could soon be holding in your arms. Please dont think no one cares, you are loved especially by your lovely family. Please call Steph when you are feeling so sad and upset, as i know she is a big support. Sending you big hugs from the UK ❤x
Steph is my safe place. She does more than I can even explain for me 💕
Hang in there ❤ when you get your baby you will be so happy 🥰
My daughter is going through all this as well. Sending all my love and prayers. 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️
Sweetheart you need to just step away from yourself. Let yourself breathe, close your eyes and breathe. I’m so sorry you have to go through all of this. Take it all one day at a time. Don’t let it eat you alive! I’m giving you a big hug😔❤️
😘❤❤ Sending you lotta Love & Big hugs!!!!
Im so sorry you are going through all of this. Hang in there .. sending lots of positive energy your way
Sending prayers. Sweetie, you are a strong woman And we are here for you. And if I live closer to you, I’d be glad to take you to the doctor every time you had to go then we go to your house and I’d help you clean and do the fridge raider vacuuming, mopping, and laundry. That’s just me that’s how I was brought up.
Where are you going? Love you ❤❤❤
Checking in again ❤hope it's a little better
Hugs ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Love you so much Cynthia. Praying for you. Go home and lay down. Try to relax sweetie. I hate when you cry. God bless you ❤
Hugs❤
Girl, my heart goes out to you. This stress is not helping, can you talk to your dr & see if you can find a place closer to your home for the shorter appointments? Or maybe you should consider another clinic? Praying for you.
Life is a fight, don't get discouraged. I have a shit job and I go every day. I know it's not fair 😢. Things will maybe change one day..
Please, stop! If you want a baby, this is what you have to do. Granted
I have heard how miserable other ladies have been, it’s been terrible.
You are going to have to suck it up and think about a baby, it will be worth it. See if Sebastian,s mom I forgot her name, go with you to help. Then you can go to lunch, have a drink, and chill. Or maybe if you had. A book on disk so you could listen to while you’re driving there. Cynthia, try some type vaginal cream, after my hysterectomy
I was so dry so I used this hormonal cream, it made me so horney, don’t mean to be rude, what about your mom or sister can go with you, just ask, tell them how this is making you feel. You look beautiful, I noticed how pretty your skin looks. I would like to have some of it. Some times you have to do stuff you don’t want to.. your getting all upset, just go in, do what you have to do and go home. Cynthia don’t make it harder then it has to be. Good luck and I hope the Lord will bless you with a little one Luv you !
Sending big hugs and streanth to you, you are a fitter manina