Blue Pill or Red Pill Edited

In The Matrix, Neo is confronted with a question. Morpheus asks him, “Do you want to know what IT is?” His choice is taking the blue pill - the story ends and you continue to believe whatever you want to or take the red pill - he gets to go to wonderland to SEE how deep the rabbit hole goes. Unfortunately, no one can tell Neo about what IT is. He has to SEE it for himself. “Remember”, Morpheus says, “All I am offering is the truth.” Of course, we all know his choice, but what does it say about his belief about himself and his life?