Hi Suzy, hope you all ok, you are an inspiration to others to do this on yr own, it can’t be easy for you, glad you have some company, your doing amazing👍you look so pretty yr hair is lovely, awww mums are always there for advice, take it, lovely walk with dogs music was lovely too, it’s his loss Suzy he will regret it they always do in the end, onwards and upwards💪you’ve got this, thank you for sharing with us we’re here for you, take care stay safe love use ❤❤❤
Thank you my lovely 😊 I will be ok. It's a process, obviously a long one bit I will heal bit by bit. Can't wait for my mum to come up I am really looking forward to it 💜x
Lovely Video, as always Suzy and the Views and Loch are so Beautiful. Sorry you are not feeling so good, we all have days when we are feeling down. You are doing so well and you are one strong lady, keep going, take care and see you in the next one. Love to Daisy and Doug. ❤❤❤ xx
Awww Suzy I felt for you tonight, you are not a failure at all, see how far you have come. You are going to have bad days too, but you are doing so well. You have so much support out here from your followers, also your family too. You take care, chin up lovely and keep making the videos, thinking of you hun xxx
Suzie you are only human. The lows will get less n less .you are doing the right thing walking . Keep talking we are here .big massive hug suzie tomorrow is another day. Take care suzie, daisy n doug ❤💐
Thank you lovely 😊 They are getting less but feel more intense when they happen. Maybe that is part of the process. I'll be ok. One slow step at a time. I am lucky that I have you tube as an outlet and all you lovely people for support 💜x
@@suzybeetravels one day at a time suzie . It was good seeing your name on Steve n Katherine live last night. Take care suzie and remember we are here x❤️
Hi your channel popped up in my feed, I agree with the sentiments of other commenters never consider yourself a failure, just chalk down to a bump in the road and keep going forward.
Just remember it takes two to make it work not just one if it’s just you trying to fix things then it’s one sided one of the reasons I don’t have bikes anymore Vic wasn’t happy about it so just sed by to the bikes 😢 but had to be done. What you’re doing now is just a dream for some would love to have the currage to do what you have done just pack up and head for the hills. Keep your head up your amazing person Suzy. Ps glad the vans back ❤ it Suzy on tour now lol
Thank you lovely, everything happens for a reason. I keep telling myself that. You sound like a good partner to consider what she wants too. I'll keep plodding through and healing bit by bit. One day all the pain will be a distant memory 💜x
It was nice meeting you Monday. I was the guy from North Wales. Didn't realise you were a Celebrity! 😊 I guess every major transition is gonna bring up doubts, fears and what ifs. Reflection time is so necessary. There are lots of good people out there to support you through it by the sounds of it. If I would have known I could have given you some Reiki! 😄Would love to have talked more about RUclips as im thinking off doing it, but clueless! 🤣 Taking time for yourself is priceless hey. You've got such beautiful energy, you won't be held down for too long. You'll bounce back soon enough. 🥰
Hey Suzy, here comes big pants lady xx it’s ok to have skinny tight pants days. Your only human after all, and we all have to have those times when you feel like shit. It makes the good days so worth it.Just Breath hun, you are getting there. Sending you the biggest hug 🤗🤗🤗 oh and go get a lovely hot chocolate and cake. I’m going to come up there one day, to have chocolate and cake with you xxx
Aww thank you lovely Have 🥰 I need to pull those big girl pants back on! I'll be ok, healing slowly day by day. I'd love you to come up for a hot chocolate and cake 💜x
You will get there Suzy it will just take time , you are a very strong woman ,it will be lovely for you when you mum comes to stay you will feel much better . Sending big hugs 🫂
You will go through different feelings,just go easy on yourself Suzy take one day at a time😘you are doing really well,you are lovely,you will get there ❤️
You're certainly not a failure, Suzy. You just removed yourself from a relationship that wasn't right for you and your well-being. You have done amazing, and you look so much happier. ❤
Aww Suz, you are a lot stronger than you realise, it takes a lot to start over again, many people just put up with being unhappy. I know . Stop being hard on yourself, I think you’re very courageous,the sooner your mums there to give you a massive hug, you’ll feel better. Sending hugs ❤ your doing great 👍🏻
Thank you lovely 😊 Sometimes it's hard not to let that negative voice inside win. I'll be ok. I know I am healing one slow step at a time. And I know these lapses are normal and natural. You can't heal if you don't feel 💜x
Hi suzie, sorry your feeling a bit low,your very hard on yourself, good you can talk about it though, maybe have a rest on your days off this week and just chill, you,ve been doing a lot lately and are probably over tired which doesn,t help your mood. Keep smiling, look forward to seeing your vlogs xx 🌺🌺🌻🌻🌷⚘️🌷🌷🌷
Thank you lovely 😊 I know I'm too hard on myself. I keep trying to talk to myself more nicely. Maybe one day it'll work. I'll be OK. Just another bump in the road 💜x
Hi ya, a failure! You’re quite the opposite Suzi. It’s bound to bring some issues flooding back, it’s all part of the process. Keep doing what you’re doing you’re doing great 👏👏👍 ❤❤❤❤
You are defo not a failure, we are our own worst enemy at times, anyone would be lucky to have you as a partner, some relationships are just not meant to be unfortunately. Like you say you will be ok and I agree we have to face our demons, something I have not tbh, I have took the easy way out and drank myself far too much to take my mind off of reality for years, we are the same age and watching you is some inspiration to sort myself out and believe there might be a future. I've lost contact with nearly everyone in recent years but a hug from my godson is the best feeling ever. We are strangers but I wish you the very best and hope you go on to have the best life you deserve, and you do deserve the best! (virtual hug x) Also have the best time ever with your mum :) And never apologise for being real!❤
Aww thank you for sharing your story. It's hard isn't it. Much easier not bury yourself in other things and not face the hard feelings. Good luck on your journey, it's hard and tough but also amazing and freeing at times 💜xx
Aww Suzy watched your channel for two years plus and love watching your videos and supporting your channel but really struggling to understand what you're saying at times. Please, please when you feel down, slow down your speech. Sending big hugs and lots of love xxx
Hi lovely, sorry that you can't sometimes hear me. I do speak quite softly it's just the way that I am. I have upgraded my camera equipment lately but it is expensive to invest in extra microphones at the moment. 💜x
You are actually doing just fine babes but you just don't realize yet. One person cannot make a relationship work it takes two so stop beating yourself up. You can only try for so long and for your own well-being you have to admit it isn't worth the effort and look after yourself. We will go to the pub when i get there and toast your escape from misery 😂 Love you ❤❤❤
You're allowed to feel sad, and that's natural and totally normal . We often feel it's a failure on our part, it actually was never meant to last , it was a lesson for you to see you needed to start to learn to love and respect yourself. Stop people pleasing and it was the end of a chapter . Also this time of the year is about letting go, just like the trees start to let go of their leaves, it's about allowing yourself to grief, cry and release it. . When it starts to create negative thoughts going round in your head to fast, best way often find is to journal , write down exactly how you feel, ending with why you have moved on, is proven to slow down those negative thoughts and also start to process things faster. Your not a complicated person, your where your suppose to be , and nature will help process the whys!. Remember how ever you feel today will pass, as soon as you wake the next day it's a fresh start again.
Thank you my lovely 😊 I have started journaling, it does help. I am lucky in a way that I have you tube as a big outlet for my feelings. It's quite hard sometimes to share but it definitely helps. Plus all of the amazing support I have one here and in my life. I am lucky. I went on a big walk yesterday and feel much better. You are right, nature heals. I think I was supposed to be in the Highlands to heal my spirit 💜x
Its natural to feel the way you are frim one divorcee to another. Its not weird at all. You are staying in a beautiful part of the world but sometimes you need a break. Gladys will help you heel and feel more like yourself. Im sure this time next year what you are worrying about just now will be a faded memory. Take care your doing great 😊
Thank you lovely 😊 I know I am getting better, sometimes the lapses feel like a slide backwards but they have to happen in order to heal from everything I guess. Gladys is back on the road so hopefully some adventures will lift me up 💜x
Suzy I don’t profess to know your marriage but from the bits you both decided to share with us all the dude never spoke to you. You always made the effort to be chatty with him and you never seemed to get anything back. It was awkward to watch as you never seemed to be treated properly. To be fair I put it down to him not liking being on camera and shy (which it might have been as I don’t know you both) but from what we saw you put in the effort. You are physically glowing this last few months. You need to look back at your old vlogs and remind yourself of the old you and how far you’ve come. Don’t look back. Onwards and upwards for you and one day you will find someone more suitable for you ❤
Thank you lovely 😊 I feel like im turning a corner but I guess moving on will always throw up these sorts of feelings. I'm just working my way through them trying not to shy away from stuff because it hurts. It's the only way to process it all and heal from everything. I'm getting there, it's a long road 😊💜x
It didn't work because it wasn't right for you. Its not your fault. Stop beating yourself up. There's a better life for you away from that relationship. Hope you soon feel better. You deserve to be happy.
Getting a divorce is like mourning a perfectly natural loss. Don't beat yourself up. It takes two people to make things work, so you can't put all of the blame on yourself. You have wonderful things in your future, so focus on what's ahead and not your past. Take this time to build your confidence and love yourself. Once you can enjoy time on your own, you will see that you can start entertaining a new relationship. Give yourself time. You have time.
if you want to heal, instead of talking to yourself, talk to God. Paul told the Thessalonians to Pray without ceasing. Prayer is simply talking to God. God will heal you.
You are most definitely not a failure. Total success in the new life you’re building in a most beautiful part of the world. Sending a virtual hug. ❤
Thank you lovelies 💓
I'll be OK, it's just another blip 😊x
I do hope you're feeling much better in yourself 💗 You are not a failure, you're a survivor, big hugs 🤗🌹❣️🔥xx
Thank you lovely 😊
I know I'm not but sometimes the negative thoughts get the better of me 💜x
Thanks
Aww thank you so much lovely you are so kind 💜x
Hi Suzy, hope you all ok, you are an inspiration to others to do this on yr own, it can’t be easy for you, glad you have some company, your doing amazing👍you look so pretty yr hair is lovely, awww mums are always there for advice, take it, lovely walk with dogs music was lovely too, it’s his loss Suzy he will regret it they always do in the end, onwards and upwards💪you’ve got this, thank you for sharing with us we’re here for you, take care stay safe love use ❤❤❤
Thank you my lovely 😊
I will be ok. It's a process, obviously a long one bit I will heal bit by bit.
Can't wait for my mum to come up I am really looking forward to it 💜x
@@suzybeetravels your welcome, bet you will be made up when your mum comes up, mums always make things better, take care💋
Hi suzy you are definatly not a failure you are a very strong lady and in the process of rebuilding and healing ❤
Thank you lovely 😊
Sometimes its hard to shut up that negative voice inside but I am getting better at it 💜x
@@suzybeetravels ❤❤
Suzy hope you feel a bit better soon
Thank you lovely 😊💜x
Your no failure suz all part of being an empath you’ve come along way
Glad you got your van sorted x
Thanks Matt 😊
Sometimes I wish I wasn't an empath. Our lives are hard!
Hopefully Gladys will be sorted today 💜x
Lovely Video, as always Suzy and the Views and Loch are so Beautiful. Sorry you are not feeling so good, we all have days when we are feeling down. You are doing so well and you are one strong lady, keep going, take care and see you in the next one. Love to Daisy and Doug. ❤❤❤ xx
Thank you lovely 😊
I really am in the best place to heal. I know I'll be OK. It's just a blip. I'll feel better soon 💜x
You are spot on with the explanation of self love/worth..❤x
Thank you lovely 😊
I'm trying to take my own advice 💜x
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Thank you x
Awww Suzy I felt for you tonight, you are not a failure at all, see how far you have come. You are going to have bad days too, but you are doing so well. You have so much support out here from your followers, also your family too. You take care, chin up lovely and keep making the videos, thinking of you hun xxx
Thank you lovely 😊
I'll be OK. It's just another blip. They're going to keep happening until I've healed all my hurts unfortunately 💜x
Love your bright top decoration Suzie.
Suzie you are only human. The lows will get less n less .you are doing the right thing walking . Keep talking we are here .big massive hug suzie tomorrow is another day. Take care suzie, daisy n doug ❤💐
Thank you lovely 😊
They are getting less but feel more intense when they happen. Maybe that is part of the process. I'll be ok. One slow step at a time.
I am lucky that I have you tube as an outlet and all you lovely people for support 💜x
@@suzybeetravels one day at a time suzie . It was good seeing your name on Steve n Katherine live last night. Take care suzie and remember we are here x❤️
Hi your channel popped up in my feed, I agree with the sentiments of other commenters never consider yourself a failure, just chalk down to a bump in the road and keep going forward.
Thank you lovely 😊
I'm trying to keep those thoughts away, sometimes they take over. I'll be OK 💜x
Just remember it takes two to make it work not just one if it’s just you trying to fix things then it’s one sided one of the reasons I don’t have bikes anymore Vic wasn’t happy about it so just sed by to the bikes 😢 but had to be done. What you’re doing now is just a dream for some would love to have the currage to do what you have done just pack up and head for the hills.
Keep your head up your amazing person Suzy.
Ps glad the vans back ❤ it Suzy on tour now lol
Thank you lovely, everything happens for a reason. I keep telling myself that. You sound like a good partner to consider what she wants too.
I'll keep plodding through and healing bit by bit. One day all the pain will be a distant memory 💜x
@@suzybeetravels every one is different and the healing process is different all I can say is take each day as it comes
It was nice meeting you Monday. I was the guy from North Wales. Didn't realise you were a Celebrity! 😊 I guess every major transition is gonna bring up doubts, fears and what ifs. Reflection time is so necessary. There are lots of good people out there to support you through it by the sounds of it. If I would have known I could have given you some Reiki! 😄Would love to have talked more about RUclips as im thinking off doing it, but clueless! 🤣
Taking time for yourself is priceless hey. You've got such beautiful energy, you won't be held down for too long. You'll bounce back soon enough. 🥰
Thank you my lovely 😊💜x
Hey Suzy, here comes big pants lady xx it’s ok to have skinny tight pants days. Your only human after all, and we all have to have those times when you feel like shit. It makes the good days so worth it.Just Breath hun, you are getting there. Sending you the biggest hug 🤗🤗🤗 oh and go get a lovely hot chocolate and cake. I’m going to come up there one day, to have chocolate and cake with you xxx
Aww thank you lovely Have 🥰
I need to pull those big girl pants back on!
I'll be ok, healing slowly day by day.
I'd love you to come up for a hot chocolate and cake 💜x
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Thank you lovely 😊 💜x
Your doing very well don't put yourself down babe you have come so far xxx
Thank you lovey 😊
I'll just keep healing one slow day at a time. Hopefully one day all the pain will be a distant memory 💜x
@suzybeetravels the pain will go babe just remember why you did it and how much better your life is and will get alot better babe xxxxxxxx
What a beautiful place for you to take your time and heal.
Sending hugs 🤗x
Thank you Gaz 😊
Its amazing up here, hugs gratefully received 💜x
You will get there Suzy it will just take time , you are a very strong woman ,it will be lovely for you when you mum comes to stay you will feel much better . Sending big hugs 🫂
Thank you lovely 😊
I'll be OK, it's just going to take time and being patient with myself 💜x
Hi Suzi, its ok to grieve just keep puting one foot infront of the other and know your amazing! Thanks for the lovely video. X
Thank you lovely 😊
It's what I'm concentrating on the minute just getting though 💜x
Lovely the negative voice you are hearing in your head is not your voice, it's someone else's, always remember that ♥️
Thank you lovely, I'm starting to realise that slowly 💜x
You will go through different feelings,just go easy on yourself Suzy take one day at a time😘you are doing really well,you are lovely,you will get there ❤️
Thank you lovely 😊
I know I'm too hard on myself sometimes. It's something I'm working on. I'll be OK 💜x
You're certainly not a failure, Suzy. You just removed yourself from a relationship that wasn't right for you and your well-being. You have done amazing, and you look so much happier. ❤
Thank you lovely 😊
Sometimes that little negative voice inside wins. But I am trying hard to keep it quiet.
I'll get there. One slow step at a time 💜x
Great video as always. Your mum and sister know you the best ❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you lovely 😊
They do they have been brilliant through all of this 💜
Love your little van! 👍💖
Thank you lovely 😊💜x
Love your little van! 👍💖love the flower. You need a little craft to do in your caravan this winter and make little gifts for your friends.
Thank you lovely 😊
Gladys is great, all back on the road waiting for new adventures 💜x
Aww Suz, you are a lot stronger than you realise, it takes a lot to start over again, many people just put up with being unhappy. I know . Stop being hard on yourself, I think you’re very courageous,the sooner your mums there to give you a massive hug, you’ll feel better. Sending hugs ❤ your doing great 👍🏻
Thank you lovely 😊
Sometimes it's hard not to let that negative voice inside win. I'll be ok. I know I am healing one slow step at a time. And I know these lapses are normal and natural. You can't heal if you don't feel 💜x
Hi suzie, sorry your feeling a bit low,your very hard on yourself, good you can talk about it though, maybe have a rest on your days off this week and just chill, you,ve been doing a lot lately and are probably over tired which doesn,t help your mood.
Keep smiling, look forward to seeing your vlogs xx 🌺🌺🌻🌻🌷⚘️🌷🌷🌷
Thank you lovely 😊
I know I'm too hard on myself. I keep trying to talk to myself more nicely. Maybe one day it'll work.
I'll be OK. Just another bump in the road 💜x
Good vlog suzy have a good one suzy take care ❤xx
Thank you Roy 😊💜x
@suzybeetravels you are welcome suzy 😘 xx
Great vlog suzy really enjoying them you can get yourself back on track ❤ Chris/ Jan
Thank you my lovelies 😊
I'll be ok, I have got to go through the pain in order to heal from it 💜x
hi Suzy Bee. i'm a beekeeper and my van is called Bee. my license plate is BZB 😂
Aww amazing 😊
I love bees 🐝 ♥️ x
Hi ya, a failure! You’re quite the opposite Suzi. It’s bound to bring some issues flooding back, it’s all part of the process. Keep doing what you’re doing you’re doing great 👏👏👍 ❤❤❤❤
Thank you lovely 😊
I'll just keep plodding through I'll be OK 💜x
You are defo not a failure, we are our own worst enemy at times, anyone would be lucky to have you as a partner, some relationships are just not meant to be unfortunately.
Like you say you will be ok and I agree we have to face our demons, something I have not tbh, I have took the easy way out and drank myself far too much to take my mind off of reality for years, we are the same age and watching you is some inspiration to sort myself out and believe there might be a future.
I've lost contact with nearly everyone in recent years but a hug from my godson is the best feeling ever.
We are strangers but I wish you the very best and hope you go on to have the best life you deserve, and you do deserve the best! (virtual hug x)
Also have the best time ever with your mum :)
And never apologise for being real!❤
Aww thank you for sharing your story. It's hard isn't it.
Much easier not bury yourself in other things and not face the hard feelings.
Good luck on your journey, it's hard and tough but also amazing and freeing at times 💜xx
Aww Suzy watched your channel for two years plus and love watching your videos and supporting your channel but really struggling to understand what you're saying at times. Please, please when you feel down, slow down your speech. Sending big hugs and lots of love xxx
Hi lovely, sorry that you can't sometimes hear me. I do speak quite softly it's just the way that I am. I have upgraded my camera equipment lately but it is expensive to invest in extra microphones at the moment. 💜x
You are actually doing just fine babes but you just don't realize yet.
One person cannot make a relationship work it takes two so stop beating yourself up. You can only try for so long and for your own well-being you have to admit it isn't worth the effort and look after yourself.
We will go to the pub when i get there and toast your escape from misery 😂
Love you ❤❤❤
Thanks mum 😊
I know everything you say is right.
I just need to keep telling it to myself until I believe it.
Love you ❤️💜x
You're allowed to feel sad, and that's natural and totally normal . We often feel it's a failure on our part, it actually was never meant to last , it was a lesson for you to see you needed to start to learn to love and respect yourself. Stop people pleasing and it was the end of a chapter . Also this time of the year is about letting go, just like the trees start to let go of their leaves, it's about allowing yourself to grief, cry and release it. . When it starts to create negative thoughts going round in your head to fast, best way often find is to journal , write down exactly how you feel, ending with why you have moved on, is proven to slow down those negative thoughts and also start to process things faster. Your not a complicated person, your where your suppose to be , and nature will help process the whys!. Remember how ever you feel today will pass, as soon as you wake the next day it's a fresh start again.
Thank you my lovely 😊
I have started journaling, it does help. I am lucky in a way that I have you tube as a big outlet for my feelings. It's quite hard sometimes to share but it definitely helps. Plus all of the amazing support I have one here and in my life. I am lucky.
I went on a big walk yesterday and feel much better. You are right, nature heals. I think I was supposed to be in the Highlands to heal my spirit 💜x
Its natural to feel the way you are frim one divorcee to another. Its not weird at all.
You are staying in a beautiful part of the world but sometimes you need a break. Gladys will help you heel and feel more like yourself.
Im sure this time next year what you are worrying about just now will be a faded memory. Take care your doing great 😊
Thank you lovely 😊
I know I am getting better, sometimes the lapses feel like a slide backwards but they have to happen in order to heal from everything I guess.
Gladys is back on the road so hopefully some adventures will lift me up 💜x
Suzy I don’t profess to know your marriage but from the bits you both decided to share with us all the dude never spoke to you. You always made the effort to be chatty with him and you never seemed to get anything back. It was awkward to watch as you never seemed to be treated properly. To be fair I put it down to him not liking being on camera and shy (which it might have been as I don’t know you both) but from what we saw you put in the effort.
You are physically glowing this last few months. You need to look back at your old vlogs and remind yourself of the old you and how far you’ve come.
Don’t look back. Onwards and upwards for you and one day you will find someone more suitable for you ❤
Thank you lovely 😊
I feel like im turning a corner but I guess moving on will always throw up these sorts of feelings.
I'm just working my way through them trying not to shy away from stuff because it hurts. It's the only way to process it all and heal from everything. I'm getting there, it's a long road 😊💜x
Lass it takes two to tango. It wasnt meant . Walk forwards not back
Thank you lovely. I'm trying to keep going forwards 💜x
It didn't work because it wasn't right for you. Its not your fault. Stop beating yourself up. There's a better life for you away from that relationship. Hope you soon feel better. You deserve to be happy.
Thank you lovely 😊
I'll be OK, I always bounce back in the end 💜x
Getting a divorce is like mourning a perfectly natural loss. Don't beat yourself up. It takes two people to make things work, so you can't put all of the blame on yourself. You have wonderful things in your future, so focus on what's ahead and not your past. Take this time to build your confidence and love yourself. Once you can enjoy time on your own, you will see that you can start entertaining a new relationship. Give yourself time. You have time.
Thank you lovely 😊
I know I'll be OK. Some days are tougher than others. But I always get through them.
I'm on the right path 💜x
if you want to heal, instead of talking to yourself, talk to God. Paul told the Thessalonians to Pray without ceasing. Prayer is simply talking to God. God will heal you.
Thank you lovely 😊 x