The disease of addiction.

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  • Опубликовано: 30 апр 2022
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    The subject of addiction is something that i've been wanting to talk about for a while in a video, but i never found the proper way to do it, without glorifying it.
    I know it's not an easy subject for youtube, and i'm not even sure this video will be able to get released because of the content of the subject, but i felt like it was important to show the damage of addiction.
    I myself have been able to see with my own eyes what drugs and alcohol does to people, but it's something that feels very personal to me. So i hope, the video will at least be interesting to look at.
    Also, a little shoutout to Jessislegend from who i discovered this music in his edit : • I'll Keep My Lanterns ...
    Anyway, have a good day and i hope you can enjoy!
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  • @JesseJr19
    @JesseJr19  2 года назад +48

    Fandoms (By order of appearance): Sound of Metal, The Queen's Gambit, Midnight Mass, True Detective, Euphoria, Boardwalk Empire, Breaking Bad, The Haunting of Hill House, WandaVision, Macbeth (2015), Lost, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Beautiful Boy, Mr Robot, Titane (2021), Normal People, Fargo, Waves (2019), Elite, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Arrival (2016), The Leftovers, Palo Alto, Kill Your Darlings, Yellowjackets, The Stronghold, Shame (2011), Barry, Magnolia, Requiem for a Dream, Burning (2018), Apocalypse Now, Fear The Walking Dead, Vikings, The Wrestler, The Way Back.

  • @vrk4052
    @vrk4052 Год назад +14

    Addiction is so misunderstood, I think you did a good job of showing that here. People are vilified for dealing with pain, and having their brain change to the extent where they lose control in moments where they aren't present. But it's definitely complex, and it takes a shit ton of continuous personal work and growth to become sober. To even think about sobriety one first need to be able to abstain for a long enough time, so they can distinguish their own thoughts from the manipulative thoughts the addictive brain plays to get them to relapse. Not only this but certain beliefs and ideas that fuel the addiction and were at the root when it began.

  • @TheChrisperWhoIsCareless
    @TheChrisperWhoIsCareless 2 года назад +69

    As a person who dealt with addiction I find this video very relatable to me and I love Jesse and I love what he did here to make his video mean something more than just another incredible edit from him. Thank you for your work here.

    • @user-ht9ex4so1h
      @user-ht9ex4so1h 4 месяца назад

      methadone xanax abd weeed save my life i am a former heroinn addict.and i quit with methadone xanax and a some weed

  • @Kat_M557
    @Kat_M557 2 года назад +89

    Beautiful editing.
    I’m Kat and I’m an addict. Always will be. Just put the word recovering in front of it.
    My sobriety date is August 12th, 2020. I will be 2 years sober soon.

    • @JesseJr19
      @JesseJr19  2 года назад +12

      We don't know each other but i'm proud of you!

    • @Kat_M557
      @Kat_M557 2 года назад +1

      @@JesseJr19 Thank you so much! I appreciate that and you. Your edits always make me appreciate life but also I cry while watching them lol

    • @hel2727
      @hel2727 2 года назад

      huh. you should be proud of yourself.
      I never counted days I hadn't indulged in my habit. because no matter how much time would pass I knew I'd be back.
      I could go very long without it, if I just knew that I still have it somewhere.
      because if I didn't and had no way of getting it, I'd have killed myself.

    • @Kat_M557
      @Kat_M557 2 года назад +1

      @@hel2727 Thank you! I am proud. The problem is, I don’t know how proud I should be of myself. What honestly made me get sober was when I overdosed purposely a few days before the 12th of August. My dad was the one who took me to the hospital while I was dosing off. I never want to put my family through that again and I never want to hurt myself again. I’m only 21yrs old.
      I’m sorry about what your going through. Are you sober now? I’m asking because of the way you worded your sentences.
      I can honestly say I relate though. I needed to at least know I had a fix or money to get whatever drug or alcohol I needed. I have to say that withdraw was hell. I don’t ever want anyone to go through addiction but unfortunately it’s going to happen no matter what. I go to AA and NA meetings. I’ve seen people come and go, sometimes they never come back and it breaks my heart as I get to know them.
      I hope you’re doing okay. Sending hope and luck your way!

    • @linncolombe8226
      @linncolombe8226 Год назад +1

      Wow this is amazing, I can’t imagine how hard that must be fighting it everyday, you’re much stronger than your addiction and I’m wishing you the best✨✨

  • @itsfaithblake
    @itsfaithblake 2 года назад +68

    This video gave me chills. Phenomenal. And thank you for talking about such an important subject. Great job as always, my friend.

    • @JesseJr19
      @JesseJr19  2 года назад +1

      Thank you so much for your support ❤ It means a lot to me

  • @reina7201
    @reina7201 11 месяцев назад +3

    i am drunk rn listening and watching this multifandom...i was an alcoholic for 3 years and went to rehab at only 17 but here i am drinking once again to forget everything that has happened to me....i lowkey hate myself for all the addiction i created in my life...these multifandoms help because they make me not feel alone in all this darkness that wrapped and stapped around my heart. i am still fighting...

  • @Ghost3221
    @Ghost3221 2 года назад +27

    I still haven't realized what I just saw, that's another level of editing man!
    Probably the greatest edit I ever saw, wow, complete wow. You're so talented brother, and I'm happy to be here to witness this one.

  • @skyandclouds5625
    @skyandclouds5625 Год назад +4

    "No one in the world see this as a disease. They see you as selfish, they see you as weak, cruel, they see you as destructive, they think well why should I give a fuck about her, she doesn't give a fuck about herself or anybody else.
    Why does this girl deserve my time, my patience, my sympathy, right?
    If she wants to kill herself, better"
    As an addict, this hits so damn hard.

  • @rickedits1908
    @rickedits1908 2 года назад +9

    This is easily one of the best multi's I've ever seen, and one of the greatest edits I've had the privilege of witnessing, it's not often we see an edit perfectly demonstrate such a prevalent real life issue. You perfectly captured how addiction is a disease of personality, and how destructive it is, and how the shame silences the sufferer.
    Bravo.

  • @BMEdits12
    @BMEdits12 2 года назад +16

    After years of living with a person with this disease and see how hard was for him to recover from it and recover his family I understand what this disease means. I’m glad that you make this video and show so well what you can feel about it. Thank you!

  • @joshthomas8055
    @joshthomas8055 2 года назад +13

    Damn, this is so good.... As the son and brother of an addict, this is incredibly potent in how this video captures the simultaneous helplessness and hope, the guilt and justification, the burnt child that loves the fire. Beautifully done.

    • @joshthomas8055
      @joshthomas8055 2 года назад

      Did i mention that i watch this about 5 times a day every day? It's just that perfect

  • @snuppl512
    @snuppl512 2 года назад +3

    I'm not an usual addict, but I'm still someone who is addicted to destroy myself, my live in different ways. This is evoking and just so raw and the feeling.... I love your videos, your art, the way you show the story.

  • @TNVidder
    @TNVidder 2 года назад +11

    You always know the perfect way to takle even the most hard subjects to talk about. Beautiful work here man

  • @malin3019
    @malin3019 2 года назад +6

    Great job, Jesse. I feel like this video gives strength and hope to the people who have or still are battling addiction.

  • @Ari485
    @Ari485 2 года назад

    This is absolutely incredible and moving. Fantastic work, please keep this up!

  • @suncore598
    @suncore598 2 года назад +4

    Powerful stuff. The kind that gets under your skin and into your heart.

  • @mafantasy9689
    @mafantasy9689 2 года назад +2

    This is just amazing jesse!!!!
    The black and white , quotes , scenes everything worked together and it was just perfect!!
    Great job on this one!!

  • @CONCEPTSJRS
    @CONCEPTSJRS 2 года назад

    Powerful as always my brother. Your art is what called me to your channel and will always call me back.

  • @redox_oi502
    @redox_oi502 2 года назад +1

    Beautiful Video mate.
    Lots of Love and Respect ! 🙏🙏❤️❤️

  • @stephcinema
    @stephcinema 2 года назад

    Thank you so much for this video, a true masterpiece. It was something I didn't know I needed.

  • @TempehLiberation
    @TempehLiberation 2 года назад +2

    As a recovering alcoholic/addict I feel this, this is fantastic and beautiful thank you.

  • @Daddynegan
    @Daddynegan 2 года назад +1

    Another stunning multifandom edit. Your multifandom videos by far the best.

  • @parker8254
    @parker8254 2 года назад +2

    Love the videos, keep em coming!

  • @andrej_mirkovic
    @andrej_mirkovic 7 месяцев назад +1

    Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scared from the past, they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they dream and they hope. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words, and I'm writing this for you so you don't feel alone anymore. Always remember, don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this around to make others feel better. Have a nice day. :)

  • @Charlie-zl8cm
    @Charlie-zl8cm 2 года назад +2

    Jesse, phenomenal as always.

  • @HJMEdits
    @HJMEdits 2 года назад +1

    Always killing it brother

  • @BoonkyEdits
    @BoonkyEdits 2 года назад

    Wow Jesse! This edit is incredibly beautiful and emotional, as always.
    You're playing on a different league here brother

  • @MKEDITS19
    @MKEDITS19 2 года назад

    Wonderful work Jesse, it's always great to see a new multifandom edit from u

  • @sleepingdeath1461
    @sleepingdeath1461 2 года назад

    Beautiful as always ❤

  • @hannahcapps2750
    @hannahcapps2750 Год назад +1

    This was powerful! Multi fandom but the way in which she did transitions the grit and the good bad and ugly of addictions was just phenomenal. Addictions tear apart families friends and most importantly the person that is struggling with the very addiction mine is self harm and it’s tearing my family apart I’ve been cutting my self for 20 years now and I’m covered in keloid scars

  • @AlRNL
    @AlRNL 2 года назад +2

    Great video Jesse, this style of video is really unique to you and you are a master in this art! Very good video Jesse :D

  • @colettejolie5417
    @colettejolie5417 Год назад

    You are VERY good at what you do. Please keep up the incredible work, I love your videos!

  • @dannyiswhattodo8
    @dannyiswhattodo8 2 года назад

    I do not know how many nights I waited this chapter two. Thx frero

  • @josephkitchens1644
    @josephkitchens1644 2 года назад

    Another real good video!! Sad but true for so many here’s hoping they can win the battle

  • @Khushpich
    @Khushpich 2 года назад

    Beautiful edit man!

  • @Aegontheberserker
    @Aegontheberserker 2 года назад

    Wow this is Hauntingly Beautiful!!!

  • @mederecord7991
    @mederecord7991 2 года назад

    Wow real masterpiece mate!

  • @ketandubey28
    @ketandubey28 2 года назад +1

    One of my fav video on the internet !

  • @kiracyborg7633
    @kiracyborg7633 10 месяцев назад

    Amazing work ❤ jesse

  • @umbra9029
    @umbra9029 7 месяцев назад

    I'm completely addicted to my daydreaming, it's so fucked up. It takes time, meds act slowly, but they help and when you realise your out.

  • @simplyyy.katelynn
    @simplyyy.katelynn 5 месяцев назад

    Addiction has taken over my mother and its becoming alot on me to keep pretending everything is fine

  • @FireSparx
    @FireSparx 2 года назад

    Beautiful video, well done !

  • @leasoncarrieu5580
    @leasoncarrieu5580 Год назад +1

    This is such an amazing vidéo.

  • @JSFilms4K
    @JSFilms4K 2 года назад +3

    wow man you can really tell you put all your heart and soul into this video, really really emotional and heart warming brother, another masterpiece as always

  • @rbwtn
    @rbwtn 2 года назад

    Jesse just dropped!!! Another banger going on repeat🪬💯🙌🏽

  • @reo588
    @reo588 8 месяцев назад

    Keep doimg what you're doing friend

  • @patkelly4444
    @patkelly4444 2 года назад

    Thank you so much for this….

  • @trevorv7868
    @trevorv7868 2 года назад

    Beautiful as always also I think a Northman tribute would be amazing

  • @Jetzedit
    @Jetzedit 2 года назад

    Jack from lost gets me every time, damn this is amazing

  • @gawixone
    @gawixone 2 года назад

    great work!!

  • @Rawc90
    @Rawc90 2 года назад

    Love the transition from black and white to colour

  • @anaheller2544
    @anaheller2544 5 месяцев назад

    Wonderful video ❤

  • @ginsali1785
    @ginsali1785 2 года назад

    Thank you for the video

  • @RidenDennis
    @RidenDennis 2 года назад

    Seeing someone crying over suffer-overload is one of the most painful thing to watch.

  • @Aaronholland2000
    @Aaronholland2000 Год назад +1

    As a person who was an addict and married a man who was doing drugs. It hurts looking back in our 6 years of hell. Been 1 year sober. Both of us are.

  • @dianetrummer2491
    @dianetrummer2491 2 года назад

    thanks jessie

  • @krishc1798
    @krishc1798 2 года назад +1

    Underrated masterpieces exist for broken pieces like me....♑🙇

  • @TubboDaKittyCat
    @TubboDaKittyCat Год назад +1

    5:34am Central US time: May 11th, 2023 im pledging right now to myself and my best friend and brother in arms, A1, my sobriety on this day…and the days forward…

  • @petersherman2187
    @petersherman2187 2 года назад

    beautiful

  • @StagnantMizu
    @StagnantMizu 2 года назад

    really good, have you seen the basketball diaries?

  • @YourHighnessssss
    @YourHighnessssss 2 года назад +3

    This is hauntingly beautiful. Only thing I would say: addiction is not a disease, it’s a way to solve a problem when you cannot find any other way.

  • @B1G_Brother
    @B1G_Brother 2 года назад

    amazing

  • @willcruz7457
    @willcruz7457 Год назад

    Lanterns Lit is my favorite Son Lux song.

  • @shashwat8746
    @shashwat8746 2 года назад

    Jesse is addicted to make masterpiece edits

  • @Damnto
    @Damnto Год назад

    It’s not your problem, it’s the way you try to treat it.

  • @justbelieveintheprogress
    @justbelieveintheprogress 10 месяцев назад

    This is what i really looking for

  • @AbdulGaffar-pv5bb
    @AbdulGaffar-pv5bb Год назад

    I’m watching this as I’m drinking on my way to work

  • @MUDA.MUDA.MUDA.MUDA.
    @MUDA.MUDA.MUDA.MUDA. 2 года назад

    Titane is really a great movie. Can you make a video about it?

  • @caph3949
    @caph3949 4 месяца назад

    Thaks man

  • @daynnightog5296
    @daynnightog5296 Год назад

    One day I will escape it

  • @beastmode2749
    @beastmode2749 Год назад

    relatable

  • @hassan-_-suz
    @hassan-_-suz Год назад

    Addiction means bad habits that wasting your precious time ,precious life .Addiction not limited about alcohol or smoking ,
    It’s all about wasting your time for something you’re addicted to .

  • @SJ-vv8vt
    @SJ-vv8vt Год назад

    Please can you tell me where to find the first part of this video? This says "chapter 2" and I NEED to see chapter 1!

  • @snuppl512
    @snuppl512 Год назад

    I know this is not related but I'm addicted to my gadgets so much that I don't remember days or any years. and if one day if I get a chance to take alcohol and other things, I know I'll do that slowly to not feel this world.

  • @ripmartian2635
    @ripmartian2635 2 года назад

    this is so beutifull😍

  • @david31013
    @david31013 Год назад

    1:32 where is this dialogue from ? Can’t find it anywhere and absolutely love it ❤

    • @mathilde2072
      @mathilde2072 Год назад +1

      it's from a special episode of Euphoria!

  • @ohFitZz
    @ohFitZz 11 месяцев назад

    What is the scene at 1:00? The woman looking in the mirror?

  • @supertramp9935
    @supertramp9935 Год назад

    About addiction and i didnt see trainspotting anywhere 😢

  • @Amrhakim09
    @Amrhakim09 2 года назад +1

    im a porn addict and ive been struggling with it for years, hopefully one day i can look back at this comment and say that i made it

  • @ohFitZz
    @ohFitZz Год назад

    Movie at 1:27? (the IV) and 1:05 (the meth research) ? Beautiful work btw

    • @JesseJr19
      @JesseJr19  Год назад

      Both are from Beautiful Boy (2018)

    • @ohFitZz
      @ohFitZz Год назад

      @@JesseJr19 thx

  • @shreddhead23
    @shreddhead23 Год назад

    🙏💯

  • @MeliNumizi
    @MeliNumizi 2 года назад

    ❤️

  • @thegruesometwosome2831
    @thegruesometwosome2831 2 года назад

    Where's part 1?

  • @njitsnl8787
    @njitsnl8787 2 года назад

    who is the guy on 1:34 ?

  • @aarondunn2570
    @aarondunn2570 2 года назад

    Nah

  • @peakzrl9995
    @peakzrl9995 2 года назад

    :x

  • @ctrla31
    @ctrla31 2 года назад +1

    ❤️❤️🇲🇦🇲🇦🇲🇦

  • @omayraroman9608
    @omayraroman9608 2 года назад

    The kindhearted fireman consequentially heat because piano subsequently blind excluding a bustling stepson. dead, meaty notify

  • @hugo.editor
    @hugo.editor 2 года назад

    Hi, do you still use Instagram? I sent you a message you didn't reply

  • @pushprajsingh9818
    @pushprajsingh9818 2 года назад

    ❤️