There is something inside me.
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- Опубликовано: 24 авг 2020
- "It's just not how life works, it's moving, always moving."
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Fandoms : At Eternity's Gate, Arrival, American History X, Black Sails, True Detective, Vikings, The Leftovers, Sons of Anarchy, Peaky Blinders, The Theory of Everything, The Place Beyond The Pines, Barry, Shame, Boardwalk Empire, I,Tonya, The Umbrella Academy, Inside Llewyn Davis, Beautiful Boy, Euphoria, After Life, Her, Lost Translation ,Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri, Wind River, Lady Bird, Into The Wild, Mr. Robot, The 100, The Punisher, 1917, The Judge, Stranger Things, Little Women, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, La La Land, Moonlight, Bohemian Rhapsody, First Man, Blade Runner 2049, The King of Staten Island, Fear The Walking Dead, The Intouchables (Intouchables), Ex Machina.
Thomas Merton once said "Art enables us to find ourselves and lose ourselves at the same time."
That's basically what i wanted to show in this video, that through all the hard moments that a person suffer in his life, one can either find himself or lose himself.
Also the last quote is probably what motivated me the most to finish the video, i believe that each person as a unique vision, no matter what anyone says, we're all different, and that's what great about people, there is always someone new you can find, someone who has a unique vision of the world.
Anyway, i'm just trying to not think too much about my problems, and to offer you guys once again, what is deep down inside of me. I hope that maybe some of you will like it.
PS : While writing all the fandoms, i realized i use four movies with Ryan Gosling (The Place Beyond The Pines, First Man, La La Land and Blade Runner 2049), my obsession for Gosling is getting out of control, what a sexy man ;)
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Thanks for these mate , I can't tell these vids helped in past 4 month, 😁
@@BipoIarbear i'm glad if they did!
You have saved my life because of your work. Thank you.
Where's the quote "Everyone had enough of this. Look at where we are Jackson" at 0:45 from?
Always love it when I find a good video and when im about to subscribe, see that im already subscribed ;) keep up the good work brother
The worst pain is being around people and still feeling lonely
You have yourself. Talk to her/him.
Na been alone and feling alone it's worst
I have felt your pain. I ended up walking away from others, and while it felt horrible at the time, in the long run it was best for me. Even when I am personally alone, the most alone I have ever felt was with others, because when I was with others, I was truly alone because I spent my time, energy and caring for others. When I am personally alone, I have the best friend I could ever have, because my best friend will always be there for me, and that person is myself. It doesn't feel right because humans are social animals, they want to be with others, but our society has evolved to exploit every animal, so you have to evolve to protect yourself.
Or being around people that makes you feel lonely. This is also brutal.
That's why you should always put yourself on your back. So, you can always have someone to fall back on.
This is such a perfect depiction of mental illness/depression meeting creativity for me and how I experience it. Thank you for creating such a treasure.
Keep going. It will one day be over and make sense.
So, this is a truly realistic video. Love every second of it, especially the ending. Gosling would approve.
Thank you brother
Gosling stars in the best movies
It is a compilation of movie clips, so what do you mean with 'truly realistic'? I'm not being cynical, merely inquiring.
Me too and i espescially like the fact that the actors seems to really feel what they're saying and its beautifull a masterpeace litterally.
Realistic?
"We live to be forgotten only to die recognized"
Beautiful work..
I love how this starts out as how many of us see the world: sad and hopeless. And it later on spirals into being hopeful and inspirational, showing the benefits of love and what’s worth sticking around for.
Your storytelling and sense of emotions is unlike most I’ve seen on this platform, you can craft such a cohesive narrative with multiple shows and movies in such a beautiful way every goddamn time.
And I’m sure this is another one of those narratives I will watch again and again, just like the rest of your work.
thank you so much brother, you're support means a lot to me!
Jesse JR no problems mate ❤️
I was eating dinner. I watched with a spoon still in my hand. I paused, went outside on the balcony. Came back a different man.
Thank you, Jesse.
I really want to know what u was eating for some reason
@@BipoIarbear food probably, I don't know for sure though
The only thing that makes this hard to relate to is that everyone is too damn pretty.
Sometimes we forget how pretty we are
and like 98% white
@@sagem7171 Man, imagine being a racist in 2021.
Pretty people bleed too. Maybe more then some know 🥲🙏💜
@@gordieallen6422 maybe he just prefers to sex with black or brown or asian people? -- we should be allowed to have preferences.. I generally prefer white I've noticed, does that make ME a racist??
Incredible work Jesse, you've did it again. A Masterpiece, loved it.
thank you brother!!
i loved her for three years straight, ever since i saw her in that hospital room, smiling, she looked like she was never meant to see sadness let alone feel it, or pain, then and there i wanted to take every single moment of pain she ever had and just consume it, or let it consume me, just to see her smiling all the time, i wanted her to be strong, capable of outshining everything because i knew she had it in her, i wanted her to come on top in everything she wanted to achieve, i saw how fragile she was, how she pretended to be strong most of the time but being tender beneath that self imposed shell of the carefree type, so i tried, everything, to make her see what she really was, i wanted her to see her self from my eyes and at some point i started waking up in the morning just to see her, because i forgot everything that was going around me, i loved her, until she was on her feet again, she found strength and used it on me, she took me to my knees when she stood strong and saw that she no longer had use for me, and there i was looking up and seeing her fall slowly out of love for me, she gained cruelty and confidence and she found me infront of her and took every piece of me, shruggled every time i tried to remind her that i loved her...now i'm alone, again, and this time, without even me.
hope you're doing okay, man
I can feel you bro😭
Get back up man and stand on your own too! You can do it. Yes. YoU CAN DO IT. Keep it on!
As u stand up for her stand up for you too! Love a person as enough as you can love yourself!
Wake up to Jesus for he got hurt for the people not worthy off.. he knows the pain because he have been there.
Not to offend but this can make a piece of art
I should have gone to bed 2 hours ago. I have a lot to do tomorrow. Responsibility at work, responsibility in my own life.
This shit hit me like a train.
This is incredible! Such an emotional tribute to life and the struggle that come with it! Keep it up these kind of video they are really amazing!
thank you very much my friend!
So many of your videos bring that hit of life that I needed.
please never stop making these, the emotions they bring are tuly amazing
Had a bad day. Really needed this.
Thank you.
glad i could help :)
Samee
Beautiful, very emotional, perfect, as always.
thank you brother!
Finally I seen a lovable edit for me 💓💓 I loved these edit so much ... Good work broo. Keep it up !! I'm from India
Such a beautiful video! Great job!!
Brilliant editing, honestly. Seeing everything separate really makes you appreciate how well this is cut together. Great work man.
The best edit that ever seen. You make my day. Thank you
Had a really good cry with this one. Thanks, I needed it.
I shit you not, just as the video hit the end a single bloody tear rolled down my cheek. You can't get more fantastic than that. Thank you for creating this! I haven't seen many of the fandoms in the video but it didn't matter, I was so wrapped up in the feelings this made me feel that I want to watch it over and over again and when I did see the fandoms I knew my chest squeezed just a little. Seriously, incredible work, thank you so much!
So many astounding performances by tremendous actors and wise quotes. Much wisdom, great video love everything.
I also found sharing movies/books with my friends sort of helped better explain myself and my perspective, but these clips and music just hit the ball straight home. I'm glad I'm not the only one who had these thoughts and felt these things, and your video captures it all so perfectly.
I have never thought that sharing movies and books as a way of explaining things, thank you for sharing that. Have a great day or night wherever you are
The tears steaming down my face are just feelings I have for you leaving my body
Tears are filling my eyes while I watching these video and I can't and I won't do anything about it.
Post-note: montage is great - how characters pain forced with that music. Although I starting to thinking did those moments so touching in the original series without effect of all that massive pain which crushes you here?
thank you very much
I'm loving those multifandoms brother, amazing again
Thank you for making such a capturing, beautiful video. Remarkable skill. I truly enjoyed it.
thank you :)
Love your works❤️
Watching this now makes me want to go and watch these movies, great work 😊
Dude. Thank you for this. Seriously.
Wow! Powerful stuff, thank you.
The amount of time and planning to portray such feelings... This is amazing.
You just got a new subscriber, these are so cool
I will always be grateful to you for this. You are a genius and an Artist. I hope you know that.❤️
From,
Someone from your 119K subs.
Wow! I was deeply moved. Beautifully done! Bravo!!
Beautiful...thanks 🌹
i've been on youtube for 12 years and this is the absolute best video i've ever watched !!!!!
Really beautiful ❤️ man, first video of yours i have watched and i really loved it..
I cried watching DeFoe playing Van Gogh in this, his dialogue brought so much weight
This is so beautiful man. I enjoyed every second of it.
I can't stop watchin this
Your multifandoms becoming my favourites!
Great work!
Thank you very much :)
rlly beautiful rlly great and impressive work mate amazing scenes and dialouges well done mate
thank you my friend!
I found you accidentally and am in love with all your videos ❤️
Great flow and scene transitions. 2:40 - 2:47 hits really hard. Great work!
thank you :)
I don't know why youtube showed me this just now but this is art Jesse, I can tell you put your emotions in this, it's filled with beauty! love it
a beautiful piece of art. i love it. fantastic!
This is fucking genius. Everything flows together and tells a story from the spoken words, the music and the visuals, absolutely on another level. Your work speaks to me, and for those that will listen, so inspiring. Keep them coming true art.
there is something in this video that somehow-and i have never come across something until i found this video- that i resonated and explained/showed me the ‘something’ that’s inside of me! hope that makes sense and i just wanted to say thank you for making this video. I finally found people with the same sadness as me/thoughts? Who knows why but its comforting to not be alone in all this. Its hard, but being with others helps alot. This video helps alot! Thank you for creating this masterpiece.
best part of the whole of true crime, thanks man
Last night @4am I came on your channel. Now here I am again. And now, every night I have to come here once.
such an amazing work
That was beautiful TY :D
Another great video my friend, smashing it as usual ❤️
thank you brother
Great selection of clips.
Really I need this 🥺🥺💙
This describes me. This describes that inexplicable feeling within me that I just wish. And couldn't put it into words. My life is in such a strange transition period right now. Thank you.
This reality is not ours but we act like it is. We are observers in an infinite loop of the same lesson. We are, as we always have and will be.
Interesting philosophy you got there....
I would read a whole book if theres one
@@crinawma314 Then I highly recommend watching season 1 of True Detective
@@ronin8205 thanks man! Appreciate ya
Yes. I believe this as well. It is depressing, really. History is just a never-ending time loop of the same things happening like clockwork.
Wow that was beautiful so many of my favorite films and shows a message about hope humanity and overall
Life.....
It can suck
It can hurt
And beat you down
It can be and feel hopeless
And full of cruelty and loneliness and sadness
BUT
It can also be full of beauty and joy and happiness and love and that’s what’s worth living for to make your part of the world better not for yourself but for others to share you happiness and love and joy and beauty with the world.....
There are too many cruel and dark things in this world...
don’t add to them...
exactly!
This is powerful. There is power here.
This was beautiful 💜🙏🙌
That's art! Good job bro! :D
Thank you :)
This was absolutely stunning and beautifully done. Amazing work on this!
Thank you very much :)
“What if I was smiling” and truly meant it.
A thought that immediately popped into my head. I’m fine but I want to note that down too.
Love yourself it's a bigest secret to be happy
Perfect.
Beautiful.
thank you :)
That something inside of you is the "one many," that entity also known as the overself. We are truly a collective consciousness of all the people we where in our past lives. Communication with the one many will truly libarate us and create a fundimental shift in our objective reality. This is the start to an increable journey in the sublime knowledge of " man know thyself." When our reality changes we change transitioning from illusion to the microcosmic / macrocosmic higher realty...
There is a place in 'No where'! There is the pinnacle of Inner strength, the power to be gentle even in the harshes environment, the courage to be a role model to those who lost their ways, the privilege to laugh while dying for whats right.
A man with an iron fist and a man with a gentle hand are needed to create a wonderful world together! In the end we leave with our glory for taking action for ourselves. Even in 'No where' there is a great beginning to choose for.
This video hit me right in the feels!
Outside all the laughs or jokes or good or smiles that I do have at times, and are often fleeting, deep down in my soul I am worn out, tired, broken. Despite it all though, I still keep hope alive, and I still want to try, want to push on. Maybe the reasons why aren't just for me, but also for others, mostly for others. The weight I carry for those around me is a burden that could break so many, or cause them to give up and leave; but I don't cause I can't. Life isn't that easy. Life is hard, life is chaos, life is sacrifice... but it is also beauty, happiness, hope, and joy. The good and the bad, the happy, the sad; all a great jumble of beautiful chaos that is a mysterious, unsolved thing that we all travel through from our dawn to our dusk. Still, too often I personally feel that I, myself, move on and many times kept moving on not just for myself, but because I couldn't let others down. I fought on to be the strength of others who needed strength, even if it left me with none. I gave my all more times than I can count so others could be better off, and that is okay. At least sometimes, sometimes one must give so many can have. I am usually that one that gives, my time, my money, my sanity, my time, and so much more. I stayed around so many times not cause I wanted to, but because others needed me. I am glad I did, glad I held on. Life is a struggle, but it is a journey, too. Every journey has its ups and its downs, its goods and its bads; but in the end we all, if we are lucky, have some amazing stories to tell, and if we are lucky are part of another's story as well. I am not sure what time I have left in this world, but whatever it is I am gonna keep being the strength for others, because they need me. Yet, I will not abandon myself along that way again. You learn more wisdom than you realize going through the dark, carrying burdens beyond belief and after time, even if heavy, they can be lighter, and the world can be lighter. Just one lesson I hope is learned by all I wrote is that, yes, you can give to others, can give time and self and so much to help others, even if it isn't always what you want; but never lose yourself in that journey. If it is too much, say so, find strength in others to help yourself. Strength can be built or it can be earned from being broken. Let it be from being built up. Never give up, and despite it all, I know I helped so many in this life's journey that maybe in the end it was all worth it. I dream to write again, to do art, and other stuff if I can; but I must help others first, because even if they say at times they don't need me, I can tell they do, and I can see they do. If you carry the weight of others, or be the strength of others, just never lose yourself while doing so. Never forget that. For the stronger we are, the stronger we can be for others, and the stronger we will be once the waters calm. (I apologize for the wobbly erratic block of text above, but if you made it this far - thank you. I hope something I said was helpful.)
Stay Hard! - David Goggins
beautiful. just beautiful!
thank you :)
This is the most beautiful video I've ever seen.
This is so so so good
when jax teller said "This is who iam" 😳 goosebumps
Incredible
A masterpiece!
Thank you
I literally just got done watching that movie the first clip was in. Dafoe was a terrific van gogh
We mnie nieskromnie też coś jest ale ludzie się tego boją, nie wierzą mi albo mają mnie za pyszałka. Najbardziej kocham tych którzy mnie po prostu olewają ciepłym moczem
love it!!
This are my types of movies
amazing work as usual Jesse!
thank you :)
Yes it's the right question that set the tone who we are.
Wonderful
"There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending
Controlling, I can't seem"
Masterpiece
thank you :)
heard my soul in this....specially in the end
I think most of us come here to feel, something anything. It’s so easy to forget our feelings in a world so full of indifference. I watch these alone to feel, for myself healing. Thank you!
Rickyyy. After Life is honestly a life changing show...
i start my sad and shitty days by some good shit.
I could watch thousands of these kinda edits and still feel like watching another one
A hug for you.
You are who you choose to be - be free.
Woow! Thank you
Fantastic, truly touching and emotional. The video told a story of a mind
thank you very much!
Always count in the punisher making at least a 1 second appearance
Accept my wholeheartedly gratitude my one and only friend DARK, you have been a honest tutor to me.