THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE WARM WELCOME 💛 your comments make my day, week, and month. i wrote a little letter in the description box if you want to read it (also, has a link to my Feb. Spotify playlist which kinda slaps LOL) anyways, thank you for sticking around and can't wait to make more vlogs!
Girl! Everything happens for a reason! Perhaps that class wouldn’t have been a match for you and the universe was helping you? Just my mentality- but I can tell you’re a passionate and hard worker so I know everything will go right for your future! Take a breather, you don’t need to take that class, its alright
Recently been dealing with the most painful rejection i had. It was from my dream program and campus. What makes it even more painful is because i was so confident, not that I'd get accepted, but in this dream of mine, I had never been more certain in what I wanted to pursue. I worked really hard on my portfolio and I passed!! But eventually they had no slots left. And now I'm demotivated to even enroll back next school year, and tbh I don't know what to do next. That's why my heart broke seeing you cry, but I know, rejection can be protection over something that it isn't for us. I truly believe something is better for us❤️
AH I’ve been missing you! Nice to see that your still doing well and striving even through the tough times, you’re a hard worker suju and I admire that🥰
I'm so glad you're back! Don't worry too much about that class, you could always try to take it next year. Also feel free to reach out if you ever need anything or to just talk to someone. I definitely understand the stress of junior year at SAIC :)
I don’t know if this is possible there, but at my University, you can reach out to the professor and ask if you can sit in the lecture! Most profs will let you do that
I no joke have been checking in every other day to see if you had uploaded in case I missed it and you finally have, I am so happy!!! Hope you had an amazing holiday season and I hope this year has brought you a lot of joy already We love you Suju!!!
5:07 I wonder if this is different from wanting to create simply because of what you've experienced, not necessarily what you praise. I think, this just means you have universal appreciation for the artists no matter what they make, in the sense that, seeing art isn't just what inspired you to be where you are, but when you imagine the effort and dedication and the emotional impact you gain from such an experience, you can't help but want to try. That *"connection."* You took this path because you knew you could make something out of it, not because somebody else already did and did it with flying colors. I'm like this personally; I don't have a super big aim when it comes to my photography, painting or even my performance, still I want to learn as much as I can, so I can do as much as I can for the painting or the lighting, rather than for profit or an influencing presence. Even if I'm already at my peak, I don't want to lack knowledge, that in the books and real life experience. I am compelled to do this personally, so let me try to find my true potential, by all ways of the world. You know what I mean?
Glad you’re back! That cold brew looks amazing and I’ll definitely try it! And I’m so sorry about that class, I hope you feel better. Thanks for sharing your vulnerable side here.
found your channel like a week ago and fell in love with your art and lifestyle. was so sad to realize your last upload at the time was 7 months ago, but then boom you appear again! So glad that you're feeling better, and as an art student in high school i hope to take a lot of advice and inspiration from your vids!!
Welcome back and all of the warm fluffy hugs! So sorry about not getting into that class, their loss not yours! I've been wondering how you are, where life has taken you, and all the moments in between. Can't wait to see what's in store for you next. And that two-tone art piece? Want to see it!
So happy you are back! 💙🥰 Also it took me literally till my second semester of Grad School to find an Artist i love. For me it was always loving Design but struggling with loving Art.
Seeing this in my sub box made me so happy! Glad to see you're doing okay. Thank you for sharing all of this with us, I hope these comments help you get through all the stress a little bit better!
I’m sooo happy you’re back! You go girl, some things aren’t always meant to be, but you’re amazing at what you do and just you sharing is a beautiful thing. Hope everything goes better and take the time you need, we’ll all wait ❤️✨ sending big hugs
SUJU! I have missed you girl! So happy to see you vlogging again and praying that you have an amazing 2022 with more laughter, peace and SLEEP! God Bless 💛
I'm glad you're eating more real food right now rather than coffee all the time . Wish you a best year ! I've been checking this channel almost everyday to see if you're uploading something or not and finally you are ! I'm happy you get through all of the hard time . Everytime you're crying , I'm crying too. Love you !
awww babes its okayyy, honeslty everthing happens for a reason and I think this was a good thing for you. god helped you out here maybe he saw what the class was like and didn't think u would enjoy it so he made this deciddsion for u. its gonna be fineee. were here with u
i’m with you on the class issue, i unfortunately wasn’t able to take design or creative arts this year, which would’ve enabled me to apply for a spot in a museum exhibition that would’ve helped a lot with uni applications if i got in. im still down about it but watching you sad about it broke my little heart but also i was able to find some comfort in someone else going through a similar thing. maybe we were just not meant to take those classes! i wish i could send you a hug, but i’m sending you all my love and best wishes! you’ve got this :-) i’ll get my fix for art classes thru you!
Yay! Welcome back! I was literally thinking about how I hadn’t seen anything new from you lately and here you are! I hope things are going well despite the hard times :) and don’t worry about that class. You can always take it another semester. I also just really wanted to give you a hug when you got upset :( so, I’ll give you a virtual hug :) stay strong!
I watch alot of youtubers so I don't typically care when one stops posting for a while, but I was missing you on my feed! I'm so glad that you posted! You really make my day when you post. I'm sorry about the class you didn't get, they say everything happens for a reason💜
so good to have you back here! Rejection is so hard, but please don't give up! I had a professor tell me I just suck at drawing, he didn't like me at all and I still found other professors that could apprechiate my skills. Feel hugged!
I know this is 6 months after you posted this video but as an art student ( second year but first year it was full online) your videos are really nice to be able to watch. Just being able to see the daily life of an art student and how everything is, is really nice to see. Thank you so much for these videos
Sending you love, prayers, hope, healing, strength and resilience. I am proud of you. You are the hardest working student I know. I am inspired and motivated.
I've been checking out your page once in a while, and to saw you uploaded, I never click so fast in my life. I enjoy watching your vlogs, it's also giving me pause and enjoy watching the whole process of it, Girl it is so calming
Aaaahhh!!! so happpy you're backkkk!!!! You have such a cool vibe and I binched your videos months ago and I was hyped for the next video hehe you totally made my day!! Also, I wanted to say that I really "liked" you kept your vulnerable moments in there. tbh, I cried along with you, but I thought it was so nice of you to just put it out here... It's authentic and I really love it when ppl are just real yanno :p I hope you're doing well and I'm sending everyone a big virtual hug/company (just whatever ur comfy with) and a very good night rest
Hey Suju, It’s nice to hear from you again. We missed you but seeing that you are doing better is great. I hope you can cheer up again and keep your beautiful smile on even though some bad news happened. I sincerely wish you all the best and am looking forward to your next video, Ela💜
OMG SO HAPPY TO SEE U BACK!!!!!!!!!! i've been looking forward to ur next video ever since the last one and to see this in my notif box rlly made my day :D hope all has been well with u, its so so awesome to see u back ^_^
I'm really late (this month has been a mess) and I'm really sorry for that but I missed your videos so much!! I'm so glad you're back also, you're motivating me to finally tell me my parents that I want to pursue art!!
First of all, I’m really happy you’re back I missed your videos. About that one class, I’m not sure what that class meant to you but when I was in college something similar and unjust happened to me as well but honestly it was a blessing in disguise. I graduated a couple years ago and now I’m doing something I love regardless. You’ll be fine🤍
Hi Suju!! It's so good to see you too! Watching your videos has always been a dopamine boost for me, so I'm really glad that one of my comfort channel is back :D I like this new editing style, by the way, looks fresh and fun. And I ADORE the bucket hat sm!! It fits you so well. Take your time, Suju, and do what you gotta do. Take care, too! I'm sending a virtual hug and good vibes your way!! :D
aww my love dont cry, its probably frustrating but as someone said there's a reason to eat, lets keep doing good at what u have now love your nails and hat, you look super cute!! i hope you feel better now ♡
This was very lovely to watch while i prepare for my research assistant hours lolll thank u for the good vibes and motivation to work past the things that happen during these stressful weeks the entire semester
aaah im so glad to see you back!!! it made me so sad to see u crying (': i wanted to hug you!! i binged your videos a month ago when i found your channel, and you inspired me to document my last year at art school too!
Omgggg you have no idea how happy I am, I have been waiting ur videos every single day just to check if I have a notification of posting video by you! So glad that ur back,I just love ur life vlog sm aaaaa Welcome back anyways 🥰
SUJU!! I missed you! I was so happy to see this video pop up in my notifications. I'm so sorry about the class, sometimes life really sucks like that. I'm glad you're vlogging again and can't wait to see what's in store for next week :))
OMG I've missed u so much Suju!!! I remember binge watching ur videos when I found out I didn't get in my dream school and they made me so happy and gave me so much hope!!! And it made me want to try to apply for fine arts for college and I've never been so motivated and happy thinking about my future 😭💗 Thank you so much for inspiring me and sharing ur life with us🫂💗💗💗
Welcome back!! I discovered your channel recently and binge watch all of your videos and I can't tell you how excited I was when I saw this video on my homepage :) :) :)
FINALLY!!!! 🥰 u can’t believe how much u inspired me, and because of tyt that I applied to SAIC and got accepted! And, I got invited to be a scholar too which is so exciting. But unfortunately I can’t afford the cost as I’m an international student and where I CANT find anything to finance my studies from where I live. And I really need ur help with smth .🙃
Welcome back! Since your last video I transferred in to SAIC. I was on the fence about the whole thing but your videos helped me make up my mind, so thank you! It's my second semester though, so you've definitely been gone too long 🤔
It was kinda nice seeing your true genuine feelings regarding not getting the class you wanted. It would've been really easy to just edit it all out and say everything was perfectly fine and be overly positive. Not getting what you really desperately want sucks and that's the truth
dude you literally give me? so much inspiration? like idk if my english teacher asks me what motivates to work harder I might just give her your youtube account.
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE WARM WELCOME 💛 your comments make my day, week, and month. i wrote a little letter in the description box if you want to read it (also, has a link to my Feb. Spotify playlist which kinda slaps LOL) anyways, thank you for sticking around and can't wait to make more vlogs!
Girl! Everything happens for a reason! Perhaps that class wouldn’t have been a match for you and the universe was helping you? Just my mentality- but I can tell you’re a passionate and hard worker so I know everything will go right for your future! Take a breather, you don’t need to take that class, its alright
words of wisdom. been trying to see things in a more positive mindset and this statement encapsulates it all ✨
Recently been dealing with the most painful rejection i had. It was from my dream program and campus. What makes it even more painful is because i was so confident, not that I'd get accepted, but in this dream of mine, I had never been more certain in what I wanted to pursue. I worked really hard on my portfolio and I passed!! But eventually they had no slots left. And now I'm demotivated to even enroll back next school year, and tbh I don't know what to do next. That's why my heart broke seeing you cry, but I know, rejection can be protection over something that it isn't for us. I truly believe something is better for us❤️
AH I’ve been missing you! Nice to see that your still doing well and striving even through the tough times, you’re a hard worker suju and I admire that🥰
*crying happy tears* thank you so much 🤍✨
@@asmilingseoul ☺️❤️
YOU DID IT MY DARLING ANGEL !! happy you enjoyed that dinner :’) so so proud of you that week was especially rough
king julian with the phenomenal cooking skills 💘
I'm so glad you're back! Don't worry too much about that class, you could always try to take it next year. Also feel free to reach out if you ever need anything or to just talk to someone. I definitely understand the stress of junior year at SAIC :)
I don’t know if this is possible there, but at my University, you can reach out to the professor and ask if you can sit in the lecture! Most profs will let you do that
it's so nice to hear from you again, suju!!
it's so nice to hear from you!! thank you for being patient and coming back 🧸♥️
Ive never clicked a video so fast in my life. im glad your back!!
I feel so honored 🙇🏻♀️
I no joke have been checking in every other day to see if you had uploaded in case I missed it and you finally have, I am so happy!!!
Hope you had an amazing holiday season and I hope this year has brought you a lot of joy already
We love you Suju!!!
5:07 I wonder if this is different from wanting to create simply because of what you've experienced, not necessarily what you praise.
I think, this just means you have universal appreciation for the artists no matter what they make, in the sense that, seeing art isn't just what inspired you to be where you are, but when you imagine the effort and dedication and the emotional impact you gain from such an experience, you can't help but want to try. That *"connection."* You took this path because you knew you could make something out of it, not because somebody else already did and did it with flying colors.
I'm like this personally; I don't have a super big aim when it comes to my photography, painting or even my performance, still I want to learn as much as I can, so I can do as much as I can for the painting or the lighting, rather than for profit or an influencing presence. Even if I'm already at my peak, I don't want to lack knowledge, that in the books and real life experience. I am compelled to do this personally, so let me try to find my true potential, by all ways of the world. You know what I mean?
heyyy, I'm so happy you're back!!! Love to see whats up in your life !! You are so authentic
Glad you’re back! That cold brew looks amazing and I’ll definitely try it! And I’m so sorry about that class, I hope you feel better. Thanks for sharing your vulnerable side here.
found your channel like a week ago and fell in love with your art and lifestyle. was so sad to realize your last upload at the time was 7 months ago, but then boom you appear again! So glad that you're feeling better, and as an art student in high school i hope to take a lot of advice and inspiration from your vids!!
Welcome back and all of the warm fluffy hugs! So sorry about not getting into that class, their loss not yours! I've been wondering how you are, where life has taken you, and all the moments in between. Can't wait to see what's in store for you next. And that two-tone art piece? Want to see it!
So happy you are back! 💙🥰
Also it took me literally till my second semester of Grad School to find an Artist i love. For me it was always loving Design but struggling with loving Art.
Seeing this in my sub box made me so happy! Glad to see you're doing okay. Thank you for sharing all of this with us, I hope these comments help you get through all the stress a little bit better!
Glad to hear that you're feeling better and hope you continue to take care of yourself
AHHH!!! You're back! I've missed your videos!
I've missed you !! Thank you for sticking around 🧸♥️
I’m sooo happy you’re back! You go girl, some things aren’t always meant to be, but you’re amazing at what you do and just you sharing is a beautiful thing. Hope everything goes better and take the time you need, we’ll all wait ❤️✨ sending big hugs
SUJU! I have missed you girl! So happy to see you vlogging again and praying that you have an amazing 2022 with more laughter, peace and SLEEP! God Bless 💛
Welcome back!! I'm so glad that I'm not the only one who struggles with academic English! I'm really sorry about the class, sending hugs!
I'm glad you're eating more real food right now rather than coffee all the time . Wish you a best year ! I've been checking this channel almost everyday to see if you're uploading something or not and finally you are ! I'm happy you get through all of the hard time . Everytime you're crying , I'm crying too. Love you !
awww babes its okayyy, honeslty everthing happens for a reason and I think this was a good thing for you. god helped you out here maybe he saw what the class was like and didn't think u would enjoy it so he made this deciddsion for u. its gonna be fineee. were here with u
i’m with you on the class issue, i unfortunately wasn’t able to take design or creative arts this year, which would’ve enabled me to apply for a spot in a museum exhibition that would’ve helped a lot with uni applications if i got in. im still down about it but watching you sad about it broke my little heart but also i was able to find some comfort in someone else going through a similar thing. maybe we were just not meant to take those classes! i wish i could send you a hug, but i’m sending you all my love and best wishes! you’ve got this :-) i’ll get my fix for art classes thru you!
Yay! Welcome back! I was literally thinking about how I hadn’t seen anything new from you lately and here you are! I hope things are going well despite the hard times :) and don’t worry about that class. You can always take it another semester. I also just really wanted to give you a hug when you got upset :( so, I’ll give you a virtual hug :) stay strong!
I watch alot of youtubers so I don't typically care when one stops posting for a while, but I was missing you on my feed! I'm so glad that you posted! You really make my day when you post.
I'm sorry about the class you didn't get, they say everything happens for a reason💜
your back! we’ve missed you and I hope you enjoyed your break!
Break was good but it wasn't the same without you guys : ,)
so good to have you back here!
Rejection is so hard, but please don't give up! I had a professor tell me I just suck at drawing, he didn't like me at all and I still found other professors that could apprechiate my skills. Feel hugged!
hugging you back! 🧸💞
I was having a really bad at uni today and your video made my day. We've been missing you, glad you're back!!!
Aww, thank you! Sending you good vibes for an awesome week! 💌🕊
so glad you’re back! watching your videos have always inspired me to get back to art when i’m burnt out
I wish i could put in words the joy that it brings me to see you post again. You are really important to me. Thank you❤️
I know this is 6 months after you posted this video but as an art student ( second year but first year it was full online) your videos are really nice to be able to watch. Just being able to see the daily life of an art student and how everything is, is really nice to see. Thank you so much for these videos
thank you so much for watching ,, sending you smiles for the school year 💌✨
I've missed your vlogs so so much. I'm so happy to see you're back. Hope you are doing well and sleeping and drinking enough water. Take care💜
You're back!! This makes me so incredibly happy! I love love love your videos!!
OMG SHES FINALLY BACK!! I've missed ur videos and they have helped me get through school:)
Sending you love, prayers, hope, healing, strength and resilience. I am proud of you. You are the hardest working student I know. I am inspired and motivated.
I've been checking out your page once in a while, and to saw you uploaded, I never click so fast in my life. I enjoy watching your vlogs, it's also giving me pause and enjoy watching the whole process of it, Girl it is so calming
Yessss you’re back!!!! 💜💜
I’ve missed you so much! You inspire me to do better and to be strong through the tough times. You always make me smile! Thank you!😊
Aaaahhh!!! so happpy you're backkkk!!!! You have such a cool vibe and I binched your videos months ago and I was hyped for the next video hehe you totally made my day!!
Also, I wanted to say that I really "liked" you kept your vulnerable moments in there. tbh, I cried along with you, but I thought it was so nice of you to just put it out here... It's authentic and I really love it when ppl are just real yanno :p
I hope you're doing well and I'm sending everyone a big virtual hug/company (just whatever ur comfy with) and a very good night rest
Hey Suju,
It’s nice to hear from you again. We missed you but seeing that you are doing better is great. I hope you can cheer up again and keep your beautiful smile on even though some bad news happened.
I sincerely wish you all the best and am looking forward to your next video,
Ela💜
Your face absorbed in the teacher playing piano made me cry with joy. Your face reflecting the beauty of the music was a perfect balance. Thank you 😊
OMG SO HAPPY TO SEE U BACK!!!!!!!!!! i've been looking forward to ur next video ever since the last one and to see this in my notif box rlly made my day :D hope all has been well with u, its so so awesome to see u back ^_^
I'm really late (this month has been a mess) and I'm really sorry for that but I missed your videos so much!! I'm so glad you're back
also, you're motivating me to finally tell me my parents that I want to pursue art!!
AHHH OH MY GOD I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH I remember when I was home alone and I watched your videos welcome back!!!
First of all, I’m really happy you’re back I missed your videos. About that one class, I’m not sure what that class meant to you but when I was in college something similar and unjust happened to me as well but honestly it was a blessing in disguise. I graduated a couple years ago and now I’m doing something I love regardless. You’ll be fine🤍
Omg!!! Your back, unnie. I miss your vlogs so much 🤍🥰
I hope you get a lot of beautiful things in your life, you deserve all what you want! Love u so much, I send you a big hug! 💓💓
OMG im sooo happy to see you. I found you channel in august and your videos became my only motivation to work and study.
I have missed your content omg. I have been binge-watching your videos. It's so nice to see you again.
ohmygod, im blushing. thank you so so much!! can't wait to make more vlogs 🤍
Hi Suju!! It's so good to see you too! Watching your videos has always been a dopamine boost for me, so I'm really glad that one of my comfort channel is back :D I like this new editing style, by the way, looks fresh and fun. And I ADORE the bucket hat sm!! It fits you so well.
Take your time, Suju, and do what you gotta do. Take care, too! I'm sending a virtual hug and good vibes your way!! :D
I love your vlogs. I do really hope that whatever has you feeling not so good at the moment will resolve soon and you will feel better soon.
aww my love dont cry, its probably frustrating but as someone said there's a reason to eat, lets keep doing good at what u have now
love your nails and hat, you look super cute!! i hope you feel better now ♡
ahhh! happy you’re back been missing your videos!!
This was very lovely to watch while i prepare for my research assistant hours lolll thank u for the good vibes and motivation to work past the things that happen during these stressful weeks the entire semester
aaah im so glad to see you back!!! it made me so sad to see u crying (': i wanted to hug you!!
i binged your videos a month ago when i found your channel, and you inspired me to document my last year at art school too!
AHHH IVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH IM SO GLAD YOURE BACK ☺️💕
IM BACK AND STAYIN ! 🥳💓
I missed your videos so much, so glad you are back!!!!!!
Omgggg you have no idea how happy I am, I have been waiting ur videos every single day just to check if I have a notification of posting video by you! So glad that ur back,I just love ur life vlog sm aaaaa
Welcome back anyways 🥰
SUJU!! I missed you! I was so happy to see this video pop up in my notifications. I'm so sorry about the class, sometimes life really sucks like that. I'm glad you're vlogging again and can't wait to see what's in store for next week :))
I missed you so so much! I’m very happy that you’re comeback 💜💜💜
OMG I've missed u so much Suju!!! I remember binge watching ur videos when I found out I didn't get in my dream school and they made me so happy and gave me so much hope!!! And it made me want to try to apply for fine arts for college and I've never been so motivated and happy thinking about my future 😭💗 Thank you so much for inspiring me and sharing ur life with us🫂💗💗💗
It's so great to have you back!
omg my fav art student vlog is back!!!
OMG!! i literally found ur channel a few days ago and it’s so nice to see u post again :) hope ur doing better now!
Welcome back!! I discovered your channel recently and binge watch all of your videos and I can't tell you how excited I was when I saw this video on my homepage :) :) :)
omg thank you!! i feel so lucky that you are apart of our community 💌
Hi!! i'm so happy for to back to yt, and i hope everything's fine, thank you for make my day better with vlog ❤❤️❤️
I really missed your vlogs! Hope you're doing better ✨
this video BROKE MY ENTIRE HEARTS DANG
So glad to see you back! 🧡
It's so great to see you again🙃🍀🦋
UR BACKKKKKK YAYYYYY OMG I MISSED YOU SO MUCH
the math + music class its amazing!!! i want to learn about it omg 😭😭😭
aaah finally, I found your channel a few months ago and I‘m glad you posted a new video. :)
thank you for coming back 🧸♥️
SHES BACK!!!!
so glad ur back!! 🎉 💕
Ohmigod your backkk!!! 💜💜💜
FINALLY!!!! 🥰 u can’t believe how much u inspired me, and because of tyt that I applied to SAIC and got accepted! And, I got invited to be a scholar too which is so exciting. But unfortunately I can’t afford the cost as I’m an international student and where I CANT find anything to finance my studies from where I live. And I really need ur help with smth .🙃
Been waiting for you so long..🥺 so happy...
You’re back!! ❤️❤️❤️
So glad to see you back
sending the love back to you! 💌🕊
Welcome back! Since your last video I transferred in to SAIC. I was on the fence about the whole thing but your videos helped me make up my mind, so thank you! It's my second semester though, so you've definitely been gone too long 🤔
omg no way!! congrats on getting into SAIC and thanks for the warm welcome! im excited to create more vlogs 🥳✨
Ommmmgggg she’s back !!!
hehe hello, it is i 🤠
OMG sooo happy you're back ❤❤❤
Very glad to see you back
i missed you, suju, and i totally broke down, when i saw you crying like that, hope your having a good one💌
To say that I have missed you would be an understatement! Hi! I hope you are well and don't stress yourself out over the small things
always proud of you
It was kinda nice seeing your true genuine feelings regarding not getting the class you wanted. It would've been really easy to just edit it all out and say everything was perfectly fine and be overly positive. Not getting what you really desperately want sucks and that's the truth
Welcome back!!!
Thank you! I am so happy to be back with all of you!
yayyy you're back!
Emily STANS RISE!! 💕🥂
WE LOVE EMILY QUEEN
I am so happy to watch your video again) Looking forward to new content❤️❤️❤️
Thank you!! BEYOND excited for this new series 🌱
I MISSED YOU SO MUCH LOVEEE 💜
I’ve waited so long😭❤️
well well well look who's back!
We missed you!!!!🥰
Really amazing artwork dear friend. Good job❤❤❤
dude you literally give me? so much inspiration? like idk if my english teacher asks me what motivates to work harder I might just give her your youtube account.
OMG!!!!! This made my day!!!!!!💖💖💖💖💖💖💖