The Beautiful and Dark Case Of A Beauty Queen | Cheslie Kryst Untold Story | Leya Nicole
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This is why I never Invalidate peoples mental health problems no matter how successful a person is. U can be so attractive, have so much money but still be unwell. I dont know what she was struggling with but I feel for her bc I struggle with mental health issues myself. She seemed like such a personable woman. RIP 🙏.
Sometimes those medications have bad side affects
True but also... She could of been involved sexually with a man who had a family and didn't want to lose that and his status for her so he killed her and made it look like a suicide. She had far too much to live for perhaps she had discovered she was pregnant and the jerk she was with didn't want to be exposed for cheating on wife so he killed her... Or he gave her some kind of disease that can't be rid of and when she confronted him he killed her and made it seem like a suicide. Last scenario the cops lazy and idiots like in Lauren case and didn't properly investigate at all just assumed it was a suicide to quickly solve/ close the case cause of her notoriety to make it seem like a suicide rather than foul play so they could look good and have her looking mentally ill instead of a victim who life was violently taken.
@@paulag7635 yes the medications are problematic they destroy your libido ( base and naval chakras ) and block third eye ( pineal gland)in that you're numb from the waste down.The description zombie can be applied to the comatose state they have you in to where you're barely even blinking .
I've literally been suicidal to where I was searching web sites on how to take an easy route (suicide) only the thoughts of my loved ones crying and pet going without food made me get a grip and deal .
It is strange though her having close family ties and such an accomplished life.I know that she probably had a stalker or bully .In actual fact the satanic doors left open by a boyfriend father or brother is another factor how the enemy infiltrate and put evil thoughts and suggestions .Thats the sad reality .R.i.p Chesley
I pray that you find the time to find love by the one who made you. It may sound cliche', but I know how Jesus has changed my life, my heart, etc. I didn't always believe, but nothing can change my mind now. If you don't know Jesus, look into Him, ask Him to reveal Himself to you, and start your healing journey. I know the hateful comments I could receive just by writing this message, but I'm doing it because my intention is to send you love.
@@paulag7635 it’s meant to keep you sick so u can keep putting money into the hospitals n doctors pockets because u got to keep going back to get more or treated. ITS FORM OF WITCHCRAFT
I can honestly say, as a person with anxiety and depression, that we hide it. Because we don’t feel anybody really cares.
so true
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Facts.
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Yea
Thanks for this. I think she was an overachiever and that can come with depression because you feel like you have to constantly achieve, and when you conquer one mountain you look for the next challenge but it doesn’t fill the void you feel inside.
You just described me😔
She was such an amazing person however; her achievement resemble Alexander the Great. Still, what a remarkable, sensation, and inspirational person she was. BTW, I wish society would pay less attention to age. Since when did age 30, 40, even 90 become the ages where you're old. SMH. If people are fit mentally and physically, age should never be an indication of people potential.
Yes
Agree!!!
@@anonymousanonymous9680 Agree wholeheartedly about ageism. I just tell young people that they'll be lucky to be a "boomer" in the future. And what a terrible waste of a brilliant life due to depression. Truly a cautionary tale. Depression is such a serious condition and should be treated aggressively, before it's too late.
I’m an introvert, and introverts are more likely to suffer from negative self talk and mental health issues. She mentioned that she didn’t have a lot of friends, and I can relate. Relationships are important to our mental health, and unfortunately, introverts experience exclusion and rejection from others and from my experience, it doesn’t get better with age. Introverts also like being alone, so we may isolate ourselves, which isn’t good for us long term. We can all learn from her passing, may she RIP 🕊
It’s so crazy bc this is so me.
Sounds somewhat like me. We are smart af tho! Lol
It's such a battle! We tend to be some of the nicest, understanding, and loving people, yet struggle to mingle😩
I'm an introvert also and I don't have lits of friends because of being hurt in the pass. I enjoy veing alone because I don't like negative energy in my space.
If U are a introvert there’s nothing wrong with U, it takes a world of different people to make a world, everyone cannot be the same, many of God’s chosen Ones are introverts, but you have to recognize this. What man has rejected God has chosen, so don’t spend your time upset when people reject U, or you don’t have a lot of friends, or you’re not popular, or you’re not someone’s standards of beauty, or you’re not a gold digger, or have big money to spread around to buy everyone off. God doesn’t look at all of that only man, God is looking at the heart. HALLELUJAH AMEN. LIVE, LIVE, LIVE, God has something amazing, wonderful, and marvelous planned for your life go out and live it to the 100th power, HALLELUJAH AMEN BLESSINGS 💜❤️😇🤗😉😁😀
Thank you for this video. As a black woman who has often suffered in silence and is viewed publicly as the “strong, educated black woman who doesn’t have a reason to be unhappy,” her story resonated with me a thousand times over. I work in mental health and can say that it’s often those we least suspect we have to worry about that are suffering the greatest. RIP Cheslie.
I agree. I can definitely relate which is why I take it easy on myself and take my time. Im in my 30s and overworking myself is not worth it. Causes to many health issues in the long-run.
Thank you so much for watching 💛💚
People are quick to judge we just never know who is suffering or what one is going thru we just need to be nice to one another.
This
CHARITY I'M SORRY BUT CHESLIE WILL NOT REST IN PEACE, SHE IS ALREADY IN HELL. LUKE 16:19-31.
CHARITY WHERE WILL YOU SPEND ETERNITY ???
I’m introverted as well and for some reason I just don’t fit in with anyone and I e tried and I just realized I’m not meant to fit in. At times it’s so lonely to feel left out but I’m dealing the best way I can. My anxiety is so debilitating and I’m suffering so badly, but I’m continuing to hold onto My dear Lord Jesus Christ for dear life 😔🙏🏿
@@wandae1854 God bless you🙏🏿
You're precious.....
Pray every day and ask God what is your purpose in life. You were chosen for something great in life.
Introvert here too, let’s keep finding solace in the Word himself 💝
Try Church and a therapist
She said she's introverted. I'm an introvert. I can't imagine living such an extroverted life.
It must have been exhausting for her.
@@berniebaps7865 yes 👍🏼 introvert people always need energy
Same, I'm sure that was difficult
Same!
Girl everyone saying that now it’s frustrating for real introverts because we know constantly being in front of a camera BY CHOICE is not something introverts don’t do
She was such an over achiever... and pushed extremely hard. I'm 31 and 30 I was really really depressed because I felt like I wasnt where I should be in life. And that feeling can really get you down.
Strange though but it is a feeling shared within humanity. I am a Hispanic male and have felt like that before. I removed time constraints to my goals and work a little at it everyday.
If we could live for 500 years, I think the not achieved feeling would dissipate because you would have enough time to make the mistakes necessary to get to a point in life where you would be satisfied. So, the point is not achievement per se but since we live such short lives, life doesn't give us enough time to feel realized.
i was just feeling like this earlier n i’m only 22
Sis. Do not conform to society time line. Stay healthy physically and mentally. Find what makes you happy even if seems out the norm for everyone else. Become spritiual to listen to the positive voice within. Once you feel like YOU are being negative to yourself find a safe place( friend, family and so on). THEY know you and will reminded you want you accomplished and what you mean to them. We forget all the good we do to dwell what we did not. Maybe God doesn't want you there for a reason.
@@princess3808 Wow 👏
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I’m a beauty queen myself, and I remember when I started to compete I gained a bit of popularity and all of my photos looked cheery and happy, but the time I was competing for Miss Universe Puerto Rico were some of my darkest moments in my personal life. You really never know what a person could be going through mentally, that’s why competing in pageants has allowed me to realize that the majority of things you see on social media is merely a portrayal of what that person wants to be seen as.
Thank you for sharing this. This comment was very helpful and eye opening for me
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Cheslie was a ray of sunshine 🌞 it breaks my heart that she battled depression alone; she was loved by everyone she’s met and even by people who only saw her on TV loved her. GOD cover her family and friends in this hard time
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She Wasn't Loved By The Trolls...... Everyone Not Going To Like You. And Have Jealousy Hidden EVIL Agendas.
The fact that you actually said a prayer, so publicly, openly, and beautifully....SUBSCRIBED! You randomly came up on my suggestions page and I am so happy I watched. You are a gem!
This is also why I subscribed! God bless you Leya.
Same here! 🙏🏼❤
Same reason. ❤
The way she covered her illness makes me so sad, because that can mean so many people are experiencing this
Exactly! It’s scary as hell
Her soul was probably tired. She did and accomplished a lifetime of work in 30 years? There’s not telling the pressure she endured to be perfect. I will say for me, being and overachiever (not being negative) can stress you mentally and physically. I was on life support in 2020. I will never put myself in that position again.
Glad you're doing better.🤗
That first sentence 😭
Although I am now a bit on the fence about what happened to her, due to so little as well as hinky information released, if she did kill herself, I also feel that maybe she was just tired and decided to end it all too...
Lord I pray that Diedra Knowles will stay in sound mind and live a rested life in which you use her greatly and giver her all the physical, emotional, mental, financial, relational and spiritual help she needs, in Jesus name amen.
@@TheFearlessBabe thank you so very much. ❤️🙏🏾 I receive it in Jesus name.
Cheslie and her mother are both so gorgeous, beauty really runs in their family.
Thank you so much for watching 💛💚
@@LeyaNicole cox
Possibly mental illness also.
Unfortunately beauty is not everything. There's more than beauty to life.
RIP to this young woman. I have a problem with this whole story because it's only getting this much press because she was smart, pretty, mixed, and successful. If she looked like Flava Flav, picked up garbage for a living and she lived in public housing at 29 years old, this would be a non story. Black people sure do love those mixed females with the good hair. Every time somebody does a story on her, it's always about her looks. Before she died how many people heard about her? All's I'm saying is why can't people feel the same way about people who aren't as pretty and successful as her. Keep that same energy for other people who don't have what she had. She doesn't represent me as a full black person. I could have walked in her circle if I wanted to because I'm very light skin and both my parents are black. Every chance I get I tell people that I have 2 black parents. I'm proud of that. I'm not trying to be mean, but there are a ton of people that have the same issues as her, but because they aren't pretty enough or famous they tend to be overlooked. One more thing Ma'am, why did you feel the need to say she jumped from her 60th floor luxury apartment and she left everything to her mom but said nothing about her dad. I feel that was unnecessary to say, and I'm sure he heard about all that, why make it public.
she left her mark on the world and she will be remembered. she lived 4 lifetimes in 30 years
She really did live 4 lifetimes. No wonder she was so exhausted.
Time goes on and sadly she will eventually be forgotten. There is just a handful.of people who "liver forever". Like Marilyn Monroe, she will live forever and she had the whole world on her hands, but she was still unhappy and suffered from serious mental problems.
@@principecaprincipeca2243 it's all perspective. Some people in the world will know Cheslie and never know of Marilyn. She's a former Miss USA so she's in public history no matter what.
@@Uniquaization both were American, so I think everyone in there knows Marilyn Monroe, but everyone doesn't follow beauty contests..
It's hard to think a place in the world where Cheslie would be known and remembered, but not Marilyn Monroe.
I'v never even heard about Cheslie .before this video and I bet the majority in my country still have never heard of her, but I bet It's really hard to find s person who doesn't know who Marilyn Monroe is. Even people born.in 21 century knows who she is.
@@principecaprincipeca2243 not really in the younger up and coming generations. MY younger brothers for instance, dont know and dont care about Marilyn Monroe. I asked them today just to be sure. They do know Cheslie because of the latest news of course. Marilyn is kept alive by greedy people who want to continue capitalizing
off of her image. But that doesn't mean that everyone automatically knows her.
I second that you should continue telling background stories. This is actually my first time on your channel and I am thoroughly impressed. Thank you for honoring such an amazing black woman. This is the most informative video on her that I’ve seen other than a major tv channel like E or A&E. I didn’t know she accomplished so much. You spoke with such poise and grace, I hope her family sees this.
Thank you so much for watching and sharing your kind words and encouragement 💕 when u mean backstories are you meaning more towards like mini documentaries about a persons life ? I want to know to get some feedback
@@LeyaNicole You are more than welcome. Yes, I mean mini documentaries on the backstory of someone’s life. We all have a backstory and that story can help so many people. I loved the show unsung, it taught me so much about my favorite celebrities. It made them relatable, because they went through a lot of stuff I did. That’s what I got from watching your video you made her relatable to rest of the world. Most people are like how? She had everything, beauty, grace, intelligence, and was very successful. She had everything but what she truly needed and she saw no other way out. To cause people to break through assumptions is a gift and that’s what you have. Keep going young lady, don’t stop, you’re on the right path with this. I’ve subscribed to your channel because I support what you got going on and want to see where you’re about to go. Hope this helps, sorry so long winded.
@@LeyaNicole Yeah, you did a really good and detailed job on Cheslie...
I too lost someone extremely close to me to suicide and that was the hardest pill I had to swallow. I had no clue they were battling depression. I wasn’t “normal” for about 5 years because I replayed every conversation in my head asking myself “did I miss something!?” I had to tell myself that their was nothing I could do because I didn’t know. That was so hard. Even talking about it was beyond hard. GOD just send your love to Cheslie’s family ❤️
I understand exactly what you are saying..
I don't think they understand it doesn't end the pain it just transfers to the ones they leave behind 💔
Stephanie ...sending love to you my darling that must of been very difficult. bless you💙
@@superyaya4887 but at that moment they aren’t thinking that way, they just want to end the pain unfortunately
@@Empress-star thank you love ❤️ it’s been almost 16 years and I’m much better now but 10 years ago you couldn’t ever catch me talking about it. But I’ve learned to heal from it
Let me just say, mental health is not just a slogan on a sweatshirt 📣 Mental health can be suicidal thoughts or self harm. We have to truly accept mental illness for the ugly serious disease it is! Thank you for making this video 💔💔💔💔 RIP Cheslie!
Wow. The Denzel interview gave me chills. My God. He said he would be heal-man and I'm thinking i wish he could heal her in whatever way. She needed healing. My goodness. This is so heartbreaking and gut wrenching.
That struck me as well. I came to the comments wondering if others picked up on it. I can imagine her wishing she could be healed the moment he said that. Our minds take on so much.
Imagine how he feels... At least he was so kind in that interview that he left her with a good memory. The rest was up to her and out of his control
Her story makes me scared for myself and others like me. So I can’t work the pain away, I can’t keep myself busy enough?? She has everything I think will make my mind easier… and even she found this life unbearable!? What does that mean for everyone else. I pray she’s finally at peace. I hope her decision was something she doesn’t cry over
This comment right here ! I pray that I’m never so depressed that I want to take my own life. There’s different levels of depression and I never want to get to that level. It definitely made me scared for myself and family and friends
Hii i felt this …
I absolutely understand your pain and struggle her death rocked me and kicked me to feel really hopeless
Thus is old but this crossed my mind as well.
Beautifully done Leya. I honestly am having the hardest time wrapping my brain around this. As a psychology major seeing things like this remind me why I’m excited to help bring healing to women (and men) who look like me. I can’t imagine how alone she must’ve felt. Seeing her you would never know what’s going on. Just a reminder that anxiety, depression, sadness all has different faces. RIP Cheslie. ❤️
Thank you so much for watching 💛💚
IT'S BEEN Proven Care Takers Tends To NEGLECT Their SELVES. Like They Will Give OTHERS A Full Course Meal And Give Themselves A Cold Snack. Mentally Draining And People Looking And Pulling On You. I'm Going Check That Movie She Watched To See What She Got Out Of IT. Knowledge Is Power!💯
wishing you the best in your studies, and wanting to make a difference when it comes to mental health in our community ❤️
I’m a psychology major as well .in grad school . So hard to try to understand.
@@HonduranTendaroni thank you lovely! ♥️
She was stunning but the eyes never lie. You can see a sadness behind them. You just never know what someone is battling. Rip Queen
I definitely noticed this
Ppl always say this after the fact just to be different or like “ooohh I seen the sadness”🙄 please 🗣🗣🗣 nobody knew not even her family
@@tilabryant5591 I don’t know about other ppl I just know about myself. And to ME she looks sad in the eyes! Idgaf about “being different”. Unless you were close to her you don’t know what anyone knew so please
@@jasmineharrison4011 why do dummies like you always want to all of a sudden diagnose somebody but don’t even have a GED? Ugggh🙄
@@tilabryant5591 its kind of sad to discuss this, sometimes you don't notice things about people until after they're gone.💔
She covered her illness so well but I can also relate that some days are harder than others. What I deal with is a bunch of anxiety when I’m invited somewhere and be exhausted just thinking about socializing with others. I have often canceled invitations because of it. I’m not anti social at all and very friendly but I think people don’t understand me so because I’m quiet until I feel comfortable people often think I’m stuck up until they get to know me. If they only knew how shy I was and stop judging it would be a lot easier for introverted people. It is exhausting pretending and it takes a lot to show up. You can also have panic attacks because of it. The more I watch her life and get to know her I see a lot of my mental illness within her. I’m not ashamed to say I have a mental illness and it’s okay it don’t mean you’re crazy like our people say often. The stigma needs to stop. I’m looking to start therapy again and sticking to it.
You articulated me so well. Thank you!
When I first heard the news of death, I had to turn my phone off. Her death triggered me. It reminded of my own depression, and how dark it gets. I’m just glad God kept me covered. I pray this sweet soul found the peace she was desperately looking for.
OMG this describes me so well 😩. Not to mention suffering from fibromyalgia. The thought of going out to social events sends me into a flare. No one understands it.
I'm crazy as hell.
Hope "IT" don't get me
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this is how I am too, even at school meetings etc. people always say am stuck up and full of myself. my anxiety is through the roof. I prefer staying home .
@@kietia2288 I just recently was diagnosed with fibromyalgia. I did not know that getting ready for social events brings on flares. But now some things are clear to me as to why it takes me forever to get ready and if I didn’t go anywhere I would be fine. 😥
Her family not stating they believe this could’ve been a murder, makes me think that she did in fact take her own life. Her family possibly knows how much she battled beyond the public eye. Such a shock. Life is tough. Wishing anyone who reads this, a peaceful day.
I was thinking the same thing
Her mother released a statement saying that she suffered from high functioning depression and she confided in her before she committed suicide. So it wasn’t a murder, the mother admitted that she killed herself. 🙏🏽
@@shoo0c621 i guess when dealing with mental issues, you dont process things through like normal people do
@@shoo0c621 maybe because she really wanted to end it😔
I agree , she probably was lonely in NYC. . Wish she moved back to Charlotte or Raleigh NC closer to family and friends. People from college loved her .
This was such a beautifully executed video💛
Thank you so much!!
I'm glad that someone is telling this young lady's story it needed to be told this depression is a beast and because of her many achievement she was shy about telling people that she was struggling, she felt that people wouldn't understand a person of her Calibur being stuck, I'm proud of this young sista who accomplished so much in such a short time I'm sure it was over whelming for her at times being a introvert myself it is hard for us to ask for help, we help other's but neglect our self's because we are expected to be strong so we appear to be strong when we really are fragile, so being introvert we keep our pain inside while we smile and help other's I'm telling u what I live daily and what she was living too wow I wish I could have meant her to tell her that I understand a lot of us understand the quite unassuming storm that lingers beneath the strong exterior that facade that we wear, well this is Good bye and hope that my message help's someone who is silently suffering to reach out beyond the pain and ask for help, if nothing but to say Me To You Are Not Alone!!!!!!!
🤗 🅰️www, Thank👉🏾U 💃🏾
⭕nly 5mins in, 💁🏾♀️Ur Greatly 🅰️🅿️🅿️RECIATED‼️🛐💯
@@LeyaNicole thank you for always telling truth in holding Respect love care dignity for all of our Beloved sisters. Would love for you to do a story on my babygirl Samara Cooks
Agreed 👍🏽
This young lady genuinely seemed to be a beautiful person inside and out. It's so disheartening to learn of her mental health torment. So many suicides lately, we cannot not discuss mental health. Seeing a therapist was the best thing I could have done after my divorce. You have to know it's ok, anything to lead you to a better you. Praying for her family.🙏🏾💜
Especially, with pandemic
The news rarely reports on suicides, they are quite common sadly (even before the pandemic).
Your compassion an empathy when paying tribute to Chrislie and your beautiful prayer made me quickly subscribe to your awesome channel. You're so beautiful, inside and out ,keep doing what you're doing.🙏💙☺
Take a moment and put into a perspective those moments as she was falling.. like really try to picture that. If she was really depressed and fighting mental health do you know just how many times she’s been on that balcony contemplating that fall? It’s devastating to even think about. All those moments she paced back and forth telling herself to just do it but something would stop her and those last few minutes before she jumped she decided it wasn’t worth it anymore. Only if someone could’ve stopped this. I honestly had no knowledge of her before this but learning about her in just this last week I can see how this is heartbreaking to those who loved her. May her light still shine in all those she touched. Rest well angel 🕊🙏🏽
It's just a sad situation. I can not imagine what she was thinking in that moment but that devil got the best of her and she went thru with it so sad. I wonder do they have an autopsy to confirm suicide vs homicide, this is a horrible tragedy. Condolences to her family 🙏🏽
It’s very hard to imagine what she was going through.
For those who are suffering through depression, contemplation of suicide is a very hard decision of course.
But psychologists say that when they finally decide to go through with it, a wave of contentment goes through their mind. The reasoning being that they know that the pain “will finally be over”.
That’s why when people interview loved ones or friends after someone commits suicide they say something along the lines of “They just seemed so happy that morning. How could this happen?!”
In any case, a terrible tragedy.
May she Rest In Peace.
I didn't know who she was before this , but I deal with depression & anxiety & she was on my mind sooooo much which is uncommon for someone I didn't know. I was thinking what if she changed her mind while falling , when I have my episodes my mind gets cloudy n I pray myself out of it ... this is so sad
Amen to everything you said... There has been the belief that she had planned this all along. And part of the mystery surrounding her death is why she would choose such a violent and destructive end? As opposed to pills or hanging... It has been estimated that it took her 4 seconds to hit the ground. Still, the lack of any surveillance video - even some still captures of her on the terrace, has many thinking it could have been murder? And until that video or samples is released it's possible she could have been pushed or dropped...
Man 💔💔💔💔
I pray her soul is at peace. Hearing of her death gutted me. It was incredibly heartbreaking to say the least. My prayers go out to all of her loved ones. Ladies please let us all take care of our mental health WE matter & WE deserve it.
Don’t know about your faith;but unfortunately that’s not how it goes .
Yolanda you don’t know that anymore than any of us, so if you can’t respectfully offer your condolences then step off.
@@777videos7777 I read sooo many comments like that. Why do some church people have no tact and no compassion??
@@777videos7777 You can respectfully 💋;
and you know the rest . Of course this
is sad, and disturbing news . However
my response was to Nia B;basically
stating that you can’t make up anything,
that will go against the word of God…
@@yolandahoward4135 what does the word of God say? Gimme the scriptures that back it up
This case shows how powerful and dangerous depression can truly be. A lot of us go to Psychologists, and express that we are battling depression and many suggest, do things to take your mind off it, and this young lady, was not short of doing things, but in the end, her last act, showed, that wasn't working. I point that out to say if medication gives you a better fighting chance don't be afraid to ask for it, don't feel ashamed of asking for it because at the end of the day it's important about you getting the help you need. May She Rest in infinite peace 😔🙏❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤!
This might sound crazy, but I feel like sometimes the more successful, you are, beautiful, whatever it is, it’s like people start to self-sabotage and think they don’t deserve it. Or they just push themselves to a limit of perfection that pushes them over the edge. All of this coupled with mental health challenges is what I see with Cheslie. Let this be a lesson to all of us that we are enough, just as we are. We don’t always have to do more, or be more, or have a standard for ourselves that causes us to self-destruct. She was such a light inside and out. You were enough, Cheslie. 🙏🏾
That happens often. It made me think of Whitney Houston. So wonderful, yet she let others take advantage of her and engaged in self-destructive behavior.
It's not just that. I was a top model, back in day. I've had a bit of fame & notoriety. Especially now. I am an accomplished author & mentor. It's this: beauty, money and 'fame' can be overwhelming and isolating. It makes you stand out and most people treat you like your not human.
@@danilaroche1156 I can understand that. Almost as if because you are beautiful and successful you shouldn’t have problems?
My heart still breaking over this! And look at the scripture she used for her yearbook at time code 5:11
"Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character and character hope". Roman 5:3-4
What a horrible loss on so many levels. I cannot imagine her family’s pain 😔 thank you for making this tribute, very well done.
Thank u for watching ! 💛
I hate to see that building omg, we lost a beautiful soul 😢. Someone mentioned something about turning 30 and the pressure society put on women especially when they feel they aren’t married with kids yet. This is so sad. Please my sisters don’t feel pressured for any reason. God’s time is always the best.
Thank you for this. As a suicide survivor, I lost my big brother in 2012. This hit me so deeply. The loss is like a bomb in your very soul. I also suffer from Depression. I can tell you that the illness itself can be very insidious, the mind does lie to you at times. However, this beautiful tribute of her life, her smile, her intelligence, her light is what we must honor and celebrate. Let us not remember her untimely ugly end so that it overshadows all that her beautiful light was. I say that because I know personally how difficult that is. Remember her like this.💜🕊️
Thank you so much for watching 💛💕and sending love and leave your way and to your family also
true the mind can lie and decieve you,,,you have to control your mind..sending you love❤❤❤
I’m happy you’re still here 💕
Here for u
I agree. As narcissistic abuse survivor and an addict(former), the mind is where the battle lies. It’s hard to trust what is real and what’s not. Often times I have to go through my thoughts with fine comb to get to the root of intrusive thought. Many times it’s not our own.
It’s HORRIBLE how social media and its unrealistic expectations rule and ruin these people today. No one can tell me that she was not pressured by social media, because APPEARANCE and IMAGE is everything to some people, when it truly doesn’t even matter...
Just watching everything she accomplished from the degrees, the pageants, the celebrity she worked with, I know the pressure to stay successful was there 😢😢 may God have mercy on her soul
She was so beautiful and had everything ahead of her. SHe got fame, beauty, career, and status with being miss universe
None of which had ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER MENTAL HEALTH..
EXACTLY 💯 ALL That's VAIN! That's What THE People That Make Profit 💰 Say ALL You Need. By Her Being Introvert She Was REALLY Not Meant To Be SOOOO Public. She Wanted To Follow Her Mom...She Looked Up To. I Can Only Imagine How Sad Mom Is. A Private Person Could NEVER Live So Public IT'S Very Stressful😵
Kidd you not, I’m not trying to make this about me AT ALL.. this same thing that’s happening to me , I’m only 19 people say you’re ‘too beautiful to be going through that’ or to be doing the things you do’ what does that mean ??? I was sexual abused , bullied and some more...I have cuts all up my arm in reallly going through now especially 1 year without my momma 💕💔
@@johannak6311 I pray that you find peace and comfort. Big hug to beautiful you.
I'm pretty sure people said the same thing to her when she needed a shoulder to cry on, they probably told her that she has nothing to cry or be depressed about because of everything you listed and it made her feel lonely and worsened how she felt and she decided to just end it. It's clear that all of those things don't bring happiness and we as a society need to stop acting like it does.
This tragic story has made me have a lot of epiphanies. I put so much pressure on myself and often think “If I was prettier…” “If I was this…” my life would be different, but we’re all human and we all struggle. We never know what someone is going through, so I will continue to try my hardest to be kind to everyone. Thank you for this video ❤️
This was a beautiful video. Thank you for breaking it down for us. May she Rest In Peace❤️
Thanks for sharing this. I didn't know she accomplished so much! Wow, she was so beautiful, gave so much to the world, and was so young. Praying for her family and friends.
You are so welcome!
She had what is called functional depression. I watched a couple of her RUclips videos any medical professional could tell from the way she spoke she had some "inner depression/insecurities "
For me, it's the way that she chose to end it that makes my heart sink. I also think of the poor traumatized people that saw her body after it was on the street. I can't even imagine
Exactly!! This is what bothers me the most is the way she did it. It’s horrifying and extremely sad. My prayers are with her mom, dad, and family. May she Rest In Peace now 🙏🏾🕊♥️✨💐
I always think about that. Like what if I was the bystander, how traumatizing would it be?
yes! it’s such a violent way to end it :( the people who saw it, had to recover the body… just sad
Yes it's crazy. I remember similar Cate hapenning in my area and I did not even see it but I remember people talking about brain being scaterred in the ground. Just imagining that made me sick :-(
Thank you for this comment especially about the people on the street below 🥺 I can’t even imagine. The way she chose to do it was so shocking and in a lack of better terms, kind of in considerate because of making it a public suicide and having innocent people have to witness and clean up the huge tragic mess. I wish none of this ever happened.
I loved that you ended in prayer and honored her tremendous accomplishments. Bless you 🙏🏽💫
Thank you for making this because no one else has YET and I was surprised by that. I felt she made a bigger impact and people should be like you, running to make a video of Cheslie!
Thanks for taking out the time to make this for her and spreading awareness on the importance of mental health and how precious and sensitive the human condition is ♥️🙏🏽
Your heart and compassion for Chelse and her family is so heart warming. Your reporting and documentary of her life was so respectful and well done. God bless you those reading and Chelses family.
I love how you always pray for the families. That's so beautiful and so necessary. God bless you.
Also, your prayer was so beautiful and powerful!
This video was so well done and Thank you for honoring Cheslie! May she truly rest in peace.
I wish she didn't give up, as someone who's battled depression majority of my life, I promise it gets better !!! Anyone reading this that's currently struggling please know that you're not alone & it's okay to not be okay !!! Please don't isolate yourself. Talk to people you trust. Whatever you do PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING & know that's there's a rainbow at the end of the storm !! If you don't feel like you know anyone to talk REACH OUT TO ME & we can get through this together !!!!!
I always say you never know someone's full story. Thank you for making this & ending it with a beautiful prayer
I'm sure Cheslie would be proud of this video, you telling apart of her story! I'm sure the family would be thankful as well as you did it with grace. May she rest in peace and may her family find peace and closure with time!
Thank you for covering this! You did a beautiful job. I got emotional when you began praying for her loved ones! I think it’s so important when covering the lives of others to also cover them in prayer! God bless you! ♥️
You are the first video I have seen on this platform that talked about someone's tragic death/family loss and prayed for the family afterwards. It really touched me and and I am so glad everyone that watched this video had that moment to pray for the family's healing. Be blessed.
This was such a good video girl; thanks so much for putting this together. This woman was so stunning and beautiful inside & out.
You are soooo welcome , thank you for watching
Awesome video! Never heard of her before but after watching your video, it actually hurt my heart because of how driven, accomplished, and put together she was, a true icon!! RIP you beautiful soul 🕊️
You've put together a very beautiful, respectful video. Thank you. May Cheslie's gorgeous soul rest in peace now.
I love the fact that you put prayed at the end while showing a slideshow of Cheslie, that was beautiful ❤️ you did a great job of telling her story
Thank u so much for watching 💚💕😇
this really hurts my heart so bad. may she rest in peace.
great vid sissy
I understand the anxiety of turning 30. I am the same age as Cheslie, and it was hard for me to turn 30. My 20s were good, but I’m aging. It’s a reminder that I’m far from what was, and the whole reproductive clock. I wish her family peace and God’s comfort.
I turned 30 last year I use to have anxiety about turning 30 but now it’s more important to me to enjoy life rather than be anxious about what I can’t control. I hope the same for you,
@@mickey41991 trying.
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@@mickey41991 This is so true. I will be 30 this summer and while it worried me for the years leading up (after 25), my mind is a LOT different than it was when I was younger and the anxiety levels are not nearly as fierce as they were when I was in my younger 20s. I’m excited for my future, however it looks ☀️
Perhaps understanding that this life is not all could help. 30 is so young. The world lies. Keep pushing because you never know what you could accomplish in the years coming. ✨✨✨
Beautiful tribute. Thanks for taking the time to highlight this young light extinguished too soon.
I heard you mentioned a lot about her “older” age in regards to the perception of the pageantry world. Now I understand why she felt “old” at 30 because I was literally bewildered as to why she would think that. Especially given that it’s a great time to get “older” compared to any other time in history given the advancement in technology, the easy availability of cosmetic procedures persevering some aspects of youth ( this used to be reserved only for the rich and famous, but not anymore), tobacco use is down significantly so people aren’t aging in dog years like they used to, a heavy societal focus on taking care of yourself and the fact that we don’t work nearly as hard as we did in the Industrial Age with all that wear and tear on the body contributing to advanced aging. I know people who have lived very good healthy lives that are in their 40’s, 50’s and 60’s who look phenomenal at their age compared to our fore parents. Although she tried to convince herself that it was a good idea for her to enter those pageants before she “aged” out, maybe it wasn’t when you read her article in Allure where to paraphrase, she talked about dreading the “old” age of 30 and she was running out of time. It’s laughable if it wasn’t so sad. Most people at 30 probably don’t think that way. I know I didn’t. At 30, I was just really getting started, I was on my way to accomplishing a lot of my life’s goals where this young lady had major accomplishments before 30 that many are still working on in their 30’s and 40’s, maybe even 50’s. In life, you need something to look forward to and if you feel you’ve done it all so extraordinarily well like this young woman did - well, maybe she didn’t think she had much to look forward to. Maybe she peaked way too early in life and got disenchanted with life coupled with her faulty thinking about “30” being old. Whatever the reason, there’s always a better way to deal with the troubles in your mind than to jump out of a 60 story building and violently kill yourself to end it all in no time. I hope she is resting now and let this be a lesson to us all that we really have to be steadfast in not allowing this society to poison our minds (especially women). Protect your mind folks. It’s the most important mechanism that controls everything about your inner world.
Deep depression lies to us she was disillusioned. Smh 🥺
30's we're the best time in my life I'm 54 and still love life and I've battled with depression all my life I've gotten help I do have bad days my mother in law always told me there's a brighter day coming and I've always hung on to those words because there true God and prayer is the center of my life,I pray God gives her family peace that surpasses all understanding,RIP
I think you made a great point about her achieving so much, so early on in life that she may have been disenchanted with life. However, I think there are so many women who dread the age of 30, especially if they don’t have a clear path career-wise, if they don’t have a significant other or they haven’t had children. There is so much pressure from society, especially in certain cultures, that your biological clock is ticking as you approach 30. At 27, I thought the same way Cheslie did; the idea of 30 made me feel like the clock was ticking. Now, at 32, I don’t feel like that at all; I feel young. Society has conditioned us to believe something that isn’t necessarily true, and it’s refreshing to hear other women in their 30s saying that they feel like their coming into their own now too. God bless you and much success to you.
The pagentry world instills the idea in its young contestants that after 29, you are old and no longer relevant. I understand Cheslie commented on this and was "infuriated" by this mentality and reality. Her death proves just how "relevant" in so many ways she in fact was to all who loved and admired her. Perhaps in her suffering, that is the message she wished to convey with the hopes that the pagentry "universe" would put an end to such ageism that caused her and others such feelings of diminshment and emotional suffering. Rest in peace and God bless your soul, Cheslie.
Patriarchal structure rooted in misogyny, does this. The peagant world appeals to the male gaze,and what some of these sick ideas about women. Sadly, it’s sad as women we are conditioned to being pretty as a primary factor. May she rest in peace
I remember when she was crowned and i thought she was just so beautiful! And seemed so sweet. You never know... Outside looking in she had it all. My prayers to her loved ones.
A woman who was so exquisitely beautiful (with a brain to match!) plus a successful career and a loving family thought the only way out of her inner torment was to jump off a high rise building- Are we paying attention enough to mental illness and how it can absolutely WARP the mind into believing false, negative stories? No way. Illness of the brain is still seen as “other” as if you can just will yourself out of it. “Be strong” “just get over it, you have it so much better than others” - This is what people say when it comes to an actual *illness of the mind* . Any other disease is seen as such. But not so much with mental illness. That’s something many people expect you to will your way out of. Why??? This is serious. And real. And so, so tragic.
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Exactly! I truly believe her brain was giving her some of the most terrible thoughts as well as the enemy. She also could’ve had substances in her system like pain pills or something to make the fall not hurt as much. The mind can really make you believe things that aren’t true.
Exactly. I’m so sick of the ignorance. She’s a high achieving black woman. It’s not really hard to see why
SO TRUE MY DEAR !!! HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED THAT MENTAL ILLNESS IS ACTUALLY A DEMON ???
JOHN 8:31-44.
WHERE WILL YOU SPEND ETERNITY ???
LUKE 16:19-31
@@Ang.143 NASTY WIDE RECEIVER, GO RECEIVE CHRIST JESUS AS LORD AND SAVIOUR AND PLEASE REALIZE THAT EVERYONE ARE NOT LIKE YOU !!! WHERE WILL YOU SPEND ETERNITY !!!
LUKE 16:19-31.
GO SIT YOU MOUTH DOWN BY ANY FLOWING WATER, FOR THF CLEANSING.
Thank you for making this beautiful video. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about Cheslie Kryst since I found out about her death last Monday. She was so incredibly beautiful, intelligent, and accomplished and always looked so happy. I would imagine that no one except perhaps the people closest to her ever suspected that there was anything wrong. She may have felt guilty or embarrassed asking for help in her final hours. Good mental healthcare can be hard to find even when you have good insurance. She was obviously dealing with depression and possibly exhaustion as she seemed to me like someone who pushed herself really hard. I read somewhere that she had been hospitalized for exhaustion in the past when she was studying for an MBA and a law degree at the same time. I didn’t even know her and my heart breaks for her. I can’t even begin to imagine what her parents, siblings, and close friends must be feeling. The prayer you said at the end of this video was so beautiful and touching. Thank you.
Leya, this video was done so beautifully. Your eloquence and compassion means so much. Thank you for all you do 🖤🖤🖤
You did an amazing job with this video girl!!! Truly. Her light was so damn bright. I love seeing us women of color doing the dang thing. It’s sooo heartbreaking her life ended so young 🥺 praying for her family and friends healing 🙏🏾
Thank you so much for watching 💛💚
Yeah... Just watched it again after four months and agree, very well done...
Condolences and prayers to her family and friends!! Great job on this tragic story.
This was a beautifully created video! It’s such a sad story and Cheslie’s light will be so missed ❤️
You did a beautiful job. This is so sad and we all needed a little peace regarding this. Bless you and her family!!
I love how your videos honor and been awareness to the person life. Lord, give her family strength.
This shook me to my core! Lord knows I am praying for her parents and friends/Fans
This was my first time watching your channel, Leya, and I arrived via a different video about Cheslie. You provided so much back story about Cheslie that was unknown to me, and did so with compassion and respect. Excellent job!
I’m so glad you brought this awareness!!
Thank you for doing this video. I wish I knew more about Cheslie when she was still alive but her contributions to this world will live on forever.
Thank you for watching 💛💕
Thank you for your coverage you did a great job may she rest now
Thank you so much for watching 💛💚
Thank you putting this video together and highlighting how down to earth and accomplished she was. Thank you for your prayer at the end. God bless you, Cheslie’s family and friends and all those going through similar sadness🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 you’re not alone
You’re so well spoken queen, I could listen to you all day. Such a gentle spirit! You did great sharing her life with us 🤍🙏🏽
Thank you so much 💛💛💛
Cheslie loved her mom. Her face lit up every time she mentioned her. RIP baby girl 🙏🏼🕊😢
As a pageant titleholder and director, thank you for covering Cheslie life. My heart hurts so bad. You did a fantastic job on this video. Xoxo
She will be greatly missed. Praying for her family and friends and our community Amen 🙏🏾
Thank u so much for watching 💛💛
Absolutely loved the prayer at the end 💜💜💜 Thank you!
Thank you for covering this story you did an amazing job.
Great coverage of such a beautiful light gone too soon!
Thank you so much! 💕
This video was beautifully done as all your videos are. I don't know what she was going through but as you stated you just never know what a person is going through behind close doors. This is just so sad. I Pray Cheslie family peace and strength at this time
Thank you so much for watching 💛💚
Thank you so much for making this video Leya. I remember crying so much when I heard of her death and I didn't know her at all. It's just her story resonated with the struggles I've had in my life. Dealing with mental health issues and striving to get by each day.
Your prayers brought even more tears to my eyes and I'm so appreciative of the fact that you didn't shy away from praying on your platform.
Many blessings to you and your family and may Cheslie rest in peace.
You did a wonderful job! Thank you for this video and prayers for the family. You did a wonderful job sharing at Cheslie’s story in such a beautiful, compassionate way.
Hey girl I’m so glad you uploaded a new RUclips video it’s been boring on these RUclips street I’ve missed you
Leya you did a excellent job covering this beautiful young ladies life. This story bothered my spirit when I first heard it, and it has really stuck with me and it just made my heart so sad. I remember hearing about it the day it happened and it just sounded so tragic. However seeing your video let me see her other sides of her personality and her life.in so many more different ways and on a much deeper level. We truly did lose an angel. I feel like the weights of this world wore her down. Like a beautiful rose that had something to heavy on it and finally crushed by it. 😢
I appreciate you writing this. It was just so nicely done and so professional. You are going places girl! Keep doing what you do as well! You are beautiful. Be encouraged always. I just thought I would take the time to say that. We may never know if we will have a chance to share that with people. So when I saw this video I decided to stop and take a moment to say, Good Job!☺️🤗😉👍
I so much loved how you covered this story. I was already going to subscribe based on the value you provided. But that prayer at the end not only sealed the deal but it made me want to connect with you and even pray for you and the growth of your channel!! Thank you for being the light and glowing in this dark world. Continued prayers for our forever beauty queen’s family and friends ❤️
Ms. Nicole, you are to be highly commended for covering this situation with such style, tact and grace! Then you closed it with such a beautiful, touching prayer. If anything ever happened to me, I would be honored to have you speak for me! God bless you and the words you spoke over Cheslie and those who care for her!🙏🏾
She was a beautiful person battling that demon of depression .. most people end their life because they get tired of fighting mentally and silently. It’s tough to speak your truth especially to the people you most love. Beautiful soul
She was an angel, she represents the ultimate human being, loving, kind, considerate, concious, empathetic, funny, clever, moralistic, all the beautiful elements that live inside a human, & to top it off she's a universal beauty.💙💙💙 If there was ever an example to young girls it would be her! classy, gracious & without ego.💙🌌💙 love to her family & nearest & dearest. x
Thank you for this. This is my first time to watch your video. What really brought me into tears was when you started praying for the family and loved ones of Cheslie Kryst. I hope and pray that they truly find peace and joy again. God bless you Leya!
You did this so beautifully… this hits so close to home. I hope she is at peace. She deserves that peace. New subscriber and I can’t wait to see more from you ❤️
Love your hair Leya! You look so beautiful… per usual 😍
I loved how you prayed for her family ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Your prayer at the end was precious. I love that
Brilliant and wonderfully edited in depth video!
Welcome Back!!! We will be waiting for a new vlog to drop. Keep Grinding & taking care of your family.
Girl I'm here ! lol haven't been feeling well so I'm back on my schedule !
@@LeyaNicole I understand I’ve been off work 2 weeks myself. Take care.🙌🏾
Honey, when you stopped everything...for a moment and prayed on air.... I was so humbled by your sincerity. Thank you for that moment of prayer @20:40 on timeline. I've also subscribed.
Thank you for this video. I couldn't let this case go either. This was a day before my 34th birthday. That prayer you recited was beautiful and anointed. Here is to Hope. Thank you Queen👸🏿
Great coverage of her life and thoughtful prayer. May her soul Rest In Peace forevermore 🙏🏿🌸A beautiful human being gone too soon .