Lyrics If you're reading this Then I finally did it I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye There was no time Understand I was stressed Living day to day was hard And I gave it my best But there was nothing left For me in this world To convince me to stay Now I'm long gone away Don't you do that Don't you start your tears Just remember all the time we spent over the years Never cry Never think bad to me What's done is done and that's the way it had to be I need you to be strong for me Say your prayer everyday in my memory I'm sure it's helping me To earn my feathers To get some wings And a halo and a harp and angelic things And even though I'm gone And outta sight Never worry about me I'm alright [x2] I'm alright And if I should die Don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside I'm alright And everytime you cry don't breakdown Just keep me inside in your mind You only saw the outside Never knew what I was feeling Now everyday you lay in bed staring at the ceiling But you don't see me no more You can fill your heart with memories And things from before But everybody got a purpose in life To survive when the sunrise You gonna live to see another day Just don't follow me and live your life your own way I'll be in set and if you forget Get the picture with the cord around my neck See me underground and I'm stuck But it's cool that's where I wanna be Keep the drama in hand but outta sight And know that I'mma be alright [x2] I'm alright And if I should die Don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside I'm alright And everytime you cry don't breakdown Just keep me inside in your mind
It’s crazy I’ve been a juggalo since I was a kid. My parents raised me down with the clown. My dad literally gave his whole life to me. He died last year, and I haven’t heard this song since I was so little. Hearing it now hits so different. I know it’s him speaking to me
Hope ur doing better now Jesus loves ya and i hope those suicidal thoughts never come back. Cast your cares to God and he will give you rest for your soul. Have a good day man
@@HaTcHeT410 think the fam saved me after putting me there but then they showed they really cared and sat with me through it. We don't die and you still got reasons to be alive homie hope you stick around and stay down
This song helped me get through someone’s suicide. It’s not important who they were. The music is what I relied on. The music is why I’m still here. 👍🏽
Don’t know when this was made but God damn am I happy we finally have one out there in the world for it. This was hands down one of my top 5 Twiztid songs and needed a official video for years now
Me n my baby daddy .. Twiztid was was our favorite band an this song means alot more now.... before he passed i was the 1 tht into this song to him an he said most of this months before he got shot.. He got shot in the head, he was protecting women n child from a very bad man An he step out the door an dude shot .. He lived 5 days after then surgery went bad .. Twiztid: Jamie an Paul u have made such a hella in packed on my life since early 90s.. Thank u from us
I know there are thousands of us effected by this song…it’s 11/4/2024 at 11:56 pm and tornados ripped through my city. I should be dead..had this going on repeat case I did…f*ck a beef these my boys..
This song hits me hard it came out right around the time I lost my brother. It’s still hard to listen to but know that it was one of the things that got me through….thank you twiztid!
I saw Paul in Denver one day no make up. I scream out my car hey Paul and pulled over. He was the coolest of course. Those boys been on the road a long time. They deserve the good life
Really wish there was a version of this song somewhere I could put on repeat. The album version has a bunch of silence/bonus material, and I thought since there was an official music video, I'd found it, but there's other stuff at the end here too. Cmon guys. Love your stuff so much that I wanna listen to it over and over but you're making it difficult. Seriously though. So much love. Ps: I wrote the lyrics to this song on the inside cover of my English notebook back in high school (2009) and made my English teacher really worry. 😂
I'm really glad to see that y'all finally made a music video for this song. I was definitely needing to hear this today. I've been listening to y'all for 13-ish years. Y'all helped me find the courage i needed to transition. Yes, I'm a trans woman, and fucking proud of it! Y'all, along with transitioning, literally saved my life. Maybe I've listened to closely at times, but it seems like y'all express contradictory views in your music that both uplift and support me as well as attack me. Though, i still feel the love. "Before you fall, stab me back, make it fam", no? ICP fell much further from the love they once claimed to have though, but fuck it ya know. We'll always have the jokers cards, i suppose. Y'all will always be family to me. Twiztid for life, fuckers! I honestly have no other words to express my feelings for such other than "it's sooo fucking bittersweet!" I've been needing to convey this to y'all for a while but couldn't find the words until now. "No mistakes, only beautiful accidents" though. May y'all's journey be long and prosperous. Here's to many more years together, hopefully. Y'all make me feel a little bit less alone in the world. So, thank you for that and thank you for existing. Much love always fam ❤️
Maybe when I get the balls to finally do it. I’ll just put this song on repeat with a note saying play at my funeral. For the whole 1 person who shows up
There was a point in my life I tried to take my life. Burning down a bridge with me in the middle. Extention cord hanging from a 50 foot tree. 30 sleeping pills and a fifth of jack. Pushing 120 in a 25 turn. I just can't fucking die.
I'm sure you're familiar with "Need Some Help" by Twiztid from CC4...your comment reminds me of Mono's verse from that song..."I won't lie I really need a lotta help, I won't die but I'd really like to try like hell..." On some real shit tho, it saddens me to hear about your darker times in life, fam. But I did notice you referred to it on the past tense, so that makes me feel better llal. Keep on keepin on whoop whoop
Lyrics
If you're reading this
Then I finally did it
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
There was no time
Understand I was stressed
Living day to day was hard
And I gave it my best
But there was nothing left
For me in this world
To convince me to stay
Now I'm long gone away
Don't you do that
Don't you start your tears
Just remember all the time we spent over the years
Never cry
Never think bad to me
What's done is done and that's the way it had to be
I need you to be strong for me
Say your prayer everyday in my memory
I'm sure it's helping me
To earn my feathers
To get some wings
And a halo and a harp and angelic things
And even though I'm gone And outta sight
Never worry about me
I'm alright
[x2]
I'm alright
And if I should die
Don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside
I'm alright
And everytime you cry don't breakdown
Just keep me inside in your mind
You only saw the outside
Never knew what I was feeling
Now everyday you lay in bed staring at the ceiling
But you don't see me no more
You can fill your heart with memories
And things from before
But everybody got a purpose in life
To survive when the sunrise
You gonna live to see another day
Just don't follow me and live your life your own way
I'll be in set and if you forget
Get the picture with the cord around my neck
See me underground and I'm stuck
But it's cool that's where I wanna be
Keep the drama in hand but outta sight
And know that
I'mma be alright
[x2]
I'm alright
And if I should die
Don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside
I'm alright
And everytime you cry don't breakdown
Just keep me inside in your mind
It’s crazy I’ve been a juggalo since I was a kid. My parents raised me down with the clown. My dad literally gave his whole life to me. He died last year, and I haven’t heard this song since I was so little. Hearing it now hits so different. I know it’s him speaking to me
Sorry about your dad, He sounds like he was a great man. May he be happy in Shangri-La. WHOOP WHOOP!!
sorry for your loss, sounds like your dad died young
Sorry for your loss but like the song says just keep him inside your mind and he’ll be there forever homie.
I'll never forget listening to this in 2000, finally feeling and understanding it isn't only me. FAMILY!
This song hits so hard for me. This was my suicide song for the longest time. Can't help but tear up every time I hear it
Hope ur doing better now Jesus loves ya and i hope those suicidal thoughts never come back. Cast your cares to God and he will give you rest for your soul. Have a good day man
@@nate2396 I know you mean well but I don't believe in any of that shit
I'm on that boat right now. I sit here staring at the wall contemplating
@@HaTcHeT410 I spit my coffee out reading that
@@HaTcHeT410 think the fam saved me after putting me there but then they showed they really cared and sat with me through it. We don't die and you still got reasons to be alive homie hope you stick around and stay down
This song helped me get through someone’s suicide. It’s not important who they were. The music is what I relied on. The music is why I’m still here. 👍🏽
Relating to this song back in 2000 kept me from going.
I’m glad I’m still here.
After coming to Christ this song feels like a testimony what he saved me from i was lost and broken.
Don’t know when this was made but God damn am I happy we finally have one out there in the world for it. This was hands down one of my top 5 Twiztid songs and needed a official video for years now
It was made in 2000 when freakshow came out
Been listening to this song since 03'. Now it gets a music video?! Fuck yeah!
Me n my baby daddy .. Twiztid was was our favorite band an this song means alot more now.... before he passed i was the 1 tht into this song to him an he said most of this months before he got shot.. He got shot in the head, he was protecting women n child from a very bad man An he step out the door an dude shot .. He lived 5 days after then surgery went bad .. Twiztid: Jamie an Paul u have made such a hella in packed on my life since early 90s.. Thank u from us
I know there are thousands of us effected by this song…it’s 11/4/2024 at 11:56 pm and tornados ripped through my city. I should be dead..had this going on repeat case I did…f*ck a beef these my boys..
This song hits me hard it came out right around the time I lost my brother. It’s still hard to listen to but know that it was one of the things that got me through….thank you twiztid!
I saw Paul in Denver one day no make up. I scream out my car hey Paul and pulled over. He was the coolest of course. Those boys been on the road a long time. They deserve the good life
This song is not about suicide, it's about remembering the family that passed away! ❤
15 plus years I've been down. I don't know what I'd do without you guys. Maybe one day we can meet. Only if...
This song... My baby daddy is flying high died a hero an his memory will be locked inside forever for his kids
The only song to ever make me cry this song saved me from actually blowing my brains out a couple times
I ain’t gonna lie but they should’ve put more time into one of there greatest hits 💯
Miss you Johnny 5 love you bro
Miss you Johnny 5 it still hurts your gone it makes the world that much smaller knowing your gone.......down for life
I really really needed this today, thank you gentlemen for the remake gift.
Ask you for making a video to this song it was long overdue
Damn old days right here mcl
Really wish there was a version of this song somewhere I could put on repeat. The album version has a bunch of silence/bonus material, and I thought since there was an official music video, I'd found it, but there's other stuff at the end here too. Cmon guys. Love your stuff so much that I wanna listen to it over and over but you're making it difficult. Seriously though. So much love.
Ps: I wrote the lyrics to this song on the inside cover of my English notebook back in high school (2009) and made my English teacher really worry. 😂
This is my all time favorite song since when it came out through the distant future forever
I'm really glad to see that y'all finally made a music video for this song. I was definitely needing to hear this today. I've been listening to y'all for 13-ish years. Y'all helped me find the courage i needed to transition. Yes, I'm a trans woman, and fucking proud of it! Y'all, along with transitioning, literally saved my life. Maybe I've listened to closely at times, but it seems like y'all express contradictory views in your music that both uplift and support me as well as attack me. Though, i still feel the love. "Before you fall, stab me back, make it fam", no? ICP fell much further from the love they once claimed to have though, but fuck it ya know. We'll always have the jokers cards, i suppose. Y'all will always be family to me. Twiztid for life, fuckers! I honestly have no other words to express my feelings for such other than "it's sooo fucking bittersweet!" I've been needing to convey this to y'all for a while but couldn't find the words until now. "No mistakes, only beautiful accidents" though. May y'all's journey be long and prosperous. Here's to many more years together, hopefully. Y'all make me feel a little bit less alone in the world. So, thank you for that and thank you for existing. Much love always fam ❤️
If you're reading this, don't do it. Call someone. Call everyone. We love you.
Maybe when I get the balls to finally do it. I’ll just put this song on repeat with a note saying play at my funeral. For the whole 1 person who shows up
anybody know where the rest of this set is, all the videos were up last year?
Thank you so fucking much for sharing this!!!
where the hell did this video come from?
That’s what the fuck I’m askin lol
20 plus and now a video.
That's the sight of freedom
Best song
RIP Jayme
this is fresh that they made videos for freak show, videos long over due,budgets are a bitch, whoop whoop
Lost a close friend around 15 years ago due to a doctor upping his medication without letting him know.
❤❤❤
There was a point in my life I tried to take my life. Burning down a bridge with me in the middle. Extention cord hanging from a 50 foot tree. 30 sleeping pills and a fifth of jack. Pushing 120 in a 25 turn. I just can't fucking die.
I'm sure you're familiar with "Need Some Help" by Twiztid from CC4...your comment reminds me of Mono's verse from that song..."I won't lie I really need a lotta help, I won't die but I'd really like to try like hell..." On some real shit tho, it saddens me to hear about your darker times in life, fam. But I did notice you referred to it on the past tense, so that makes me feel better llal. Keep on keepin on whoop whoop
Anyone who says this is wack is lying. #realtalk
Fighting brain cancer I'm alright
WHOOP WHOOP, Mind over matter. WE DON'T DIE!!!!!
my uncle just passed today from that bitch called cancer.
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This is absolutely one of my favorite songs … but this video isn’t it
Jeremy and Paul wrote some good songs.