bolbbalgan4 // to my youth 나의 사춘기에게 lyrics
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- Опубликовано: 1 июл 2019
- Artist: Bolbbalgan4 (볼빨간사춘기)
Song: To My Youth (나의 사춘기에게)
Lyrics: lyricstranslate.com (melody_btob)
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this song hits differently when you're in that point of your life where nothing makes sense anymore and only music keeps you alive
so true.. im so glad i know this song
So true im suffering with suicidal thoughts and im still stuck whether i keep going or kill myself any moment
@@missbunny9568 please stay
@@iloveten9864 thank you❤
this. i listen to this and day6's marathon alot cause its honestly so hard hitting for some reason idk. i just feel like im being left behind and i really just dont know where im going in life, or what i want to achieve, well thats to say i f i even want to achieve anything. these days it just feels so slow, and i just use music to distract myself. ive never shown anyone how weak or fragile im feeling inside and i always find myself confiding in myself, when im taking showers or before i go to sleep ill just end up talking to myself-- which usually ends up with me crying to myself. im so stupid im sorry i pray everyone has a good weekend, sending everyone good vibes :(
“but sometimes when I’m too happy, I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again”
oof this hit a little bit too close to home didn’t it
It did for sure :"^
Yea
my mentality in a song 🥴
😢
This..this one really hit the hardest... >.
"but sometimes when I'm too happy, I'm afraid I'll be in pain again"
that line just really hits hard. When you're in a happy mood, when you feel free from all the problems you are in, and then that sudden worry comes like "i shouldn't be so happy like this, it's scary." that kind of thought just really changes everything, you want to be happy but you're afraid the outcome of your happiness which just really don't make sense aaaaa idk anymore.
Aishhh i always think like this..........pls-
I’m also like this, like the 3rd law of newton it became my motto in life.
Same me too,🥺
Omg I think like this, too! It scares me when I'm too happy so I deliberately make myself sad by reading or watching sad clips/movies so I wouldn't have to be sad about something in the future (because it's certainly out of our control). It's just I feel like it when I laugh or smile, there will be an equivalent cry, so I try to keep it balanced in a way.
I'm also quite like this too.😄
years has passed, and I came to tell that I do not feel sad anymore while listening to this song, I feel much relieved and comfort. And yes, I remember those days, I hope a day will come to you too, rather than crying of sadness, you will be filled with joy of what you had to get through to be able to come this far. You are doing well.
so glad to hear that you're doing great. 🫶🫶 You're so strong
Really hoping this is going to happen
I'm with you.. I first heard this year 2020... and now, I'm constantly healing. This songs now feels nostalgic.
I am glad to came a cross your comment and I would like to say thank you for your kind words, I needed it.
Sanaol
To anyone who feels this song represent your life, let's hug... We can be happy.. let's fight for our happiness.
💜💜💜
you’re right. we can choose what we do with our sadness. we will make it through.
💪 let's fight
💕
The song haven't started but i already liked this comment because i can feel that i relate to it so much
I feel like everyone around me is moving forward and I'm stuck. I have no passions or hobbies and I feel like I'm never going to be anything
Dear, you are precious. You are still something with things that you have, even if it's not like how others enjoy theirs. You may find what your hobbies and passion are in time, you don't have to push yourself. You are valuable and enough just as you are... 💛
Me too...😭😭 Confused about my self.. everyday.. stuck and.. crying so bad.
youre not alone :(
Same I dont even know what college course to do as I have no ambitions
First, sorry if my english is bad :(
But I used to feel that way, I just didn't know what to do with my life and questioned myself if it was worth it to still be here... but I realized that I don't want to feel this way, that even if I have nothing to offer at this moment I will find my way. If I can't stand by myself right now, I'll try to be a better person for the people that inspire me, for me, I'll do it for my favorite groups like bts, gfriend, seventeen... what about you?
Now, I'll try to be a better person for you, so I can help you and other people that feel the same way, because we all deserve love and happiness
"I hated myself for not being able to receive love" this line is soo me.
I literally just wrote a long ass paragraph about how I hope that the new people I met today will be able to make me feel loved and still at the end I wrote about I know that at the end I was going to be the one always left out, the one not really loved, the one that doesn't deserve to be loved, because, come one, who would want to show love to me? I'm garbage.
@@tincad.3007 I'm on a phrase where i'm meeting new people too, i've been really excited for a few months, hoping this would be my time to finally got a "friend", but it didn't turn out well, i hope everyone can feel loved, and fighting ✨
@@infocrash4179 I'm sorry it didn't turn out well, but keep your head up, we'll feel loved one day❤️
@@tincad.3007 Thanks, i don't even know who you are, but you said such reassuring words to a "stranger" like me, I'm still waiting for that day to come, and i'm still fighting for it too, thanks, and i hope you too will finally be loved! ❤️
@@infocrash4179 aren't we all stranger in this world? It's just that at some point we start to like certain strangers and call them friends and hopefully, they do the same to us. So, every stranger in this world as the possibilities to became our friend, there 7 billions of possibilities. Isn't more reassuring like this? Good luck pal
I hope when i grow up , i come back here , not to listen it because life is a mess , but to listen for being proud that i fixed myself and healed everything
i hope that that day will come for you
rooting for you, lotus flower. :)
i hope you fulfill this wish
Same, I also hope this too😄
I would like to tell you that the last time i heard this song which was 2years ago i couldn't stop crying because of how relatable this song was to my situation. Although, i m not yet the best version of myself ,but i got through my stuff, got better ,healed and in the process of loving myself again. I hope you will feel that way soon. :)
When living was too tiring, but dying was too scary.
:((
I feel u
Im so lost
Exactly......
But death is sometimes better than hearing the words of prey and beating 💔
Just for once, I want to disappear from this world. I don't want to die but I just want to rest. I just didn’t want to do anything and sit under a tree and look at the sky. Listen to the birds chirping and the wind passing by me. It feels cold but warm. - Whqhfls
Hi there
Same
Same. I have this save place in my head. A meadow as far as you can see. Spring weather, a breeze which is comforting. It holds the scent of the sea. There is a small round bay surrounded by the same meadow and it doesn't close completely. You can see the horizon between the cliffs. The grass moves softly with the wind and everything is quiet. There is not a single human being. Just me and a rabbit hopping in the distance. I can hear some grasshoppers chirping. I feel carefree and I'm just existing as the wind gently touches my skin and my hair dances.
Sorry for my English
@@marzipan24 Are you a writer? This is so beautiful!!!
모두가 행복했으면 좋겠다
@moaandarmy8012 ❤️
I hope u are too
Yes I am and hopeful u are too stranger xoxo❤😊
너도 ❤❤
Same here 😊
To my past self, it was hard wasn't it? But you made it.
To those going through hard times, keep holding on. There's a light at the end of the tunnel. Of course there will still be dark days ahead, but the reminder of how you already got through it once will help you push forward. There are many beautiful days ahead too, inspite of all the pain. And they're worth living for.
Maybe you don't believe me, but I speak as someone who has overcome three s*icide attempts. The days seem so dark and hopeless, but there really is so much beauty waiting for you. I'm cheering you on ❤️
thank you for living
@@Ven517 thank you. I'm grateful for second chances at life and am glad I chose to push through after. I've been able to help others in the past from my experiences and I've never been ashamed of my past if it meant being able to help someone else have another chance at life
How to hold when you don't have anyone, it's so hard 💔💔💔
@@hennyanggraini8987 There are people whom you haven't met yet that will love you for who you are, in all your highs and lows. Things you are meant to experience that will be life changing. Beauty meant just for you, even if you can't see it now. I promise it's there, even if we have to wait a little longer. And those things are worth holding on for. The light shines brighter in the darkness. In the quiet darkness, where you feel more vulnerable and alone, you'll learn to see the light and beauty all around you. But most importantly YOU ARE WORTHY of those things, and therefore worthy of living. Live for yourself because you deserve all those good things waiting for you.
Thank you so much...I hope I'll get through this too...
*”we’re still young but we stressin’ like we’re in our 40’s”*
True😢
so sad
when these days are supposed to be our best
ikr people when they are our age they would be having fun during their teen/child hood but well ...
I think I will be happy when I grew up
Yah I am 13 but suffering from age 12 till now
From my friends, best friend, family
if someone asked me to pick a song that will describe how i feel, it would definitely be this song.
Me too.this song describes every second of my pain
Me too
I hope you will have a better days then now✨.
me too...
Same
3:18 The moment when she validates your pain by saying " how painful must it have been " .....Thats all we want to hear from the people around us.We dont want you to necessarily solve our problems but atleast dont invalidate our pain by saying there are people worse off than us and make us feel worse.
I agree
:'))
True
👏👏👏 Yesssssss!
💯
This is one of Enhypen Sunoo's favorite song and the lyrics is so painful now I get it.It's like him, it's like describing himself and it's like this "The biggest smiles hide the deepest secrets and the people with the prettiest eyes hide the most tears and the people with the kindest heart hides the most pain". Haters can't leave him alone and I'm afraid that one he'll change because of them. Sunoo is so precious and I want to see his bright smile forever.
I hate this feeling as if nothing excites me anymore. I'm losing interest in everything. I tried so hard to keep the fire burning but it seems like I'm out of wood. Unmotivated. While everyone is keep on moving forward, it seems like I'm the only one left behind. To anyone reading this, from the bottom of my heart, I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're doing well too. don't worry, you're not the only one who feels that way 💕 we're in this together
Cheer up !
omg thank youu random strangers huhu
I hope you're doing well too
I feel you everyday i have no interest on everything
this comment section proves that i’m not alone, at least.
p/s: someday we will find our places in this world and we will believe that we are loved.
Yes, you are not alone...
Of course you are not because this is same with me
I'm glad that I'm not alone
No matter how hard I try ... things will always be the same so there is no point for to to try anymore .... just keep survive everyday until god take me away and I hope god also not abandon me .... I just don’t want to believe in hope anymore because it’s making sick to believe something that never happened.
We will all find our place in this world. Just keep going I believe in you!! 💖
It's comforting that everyone here is being brought together by this song. I hope everyone here will be happy at one point.
i'm really having hard time right now, struggling with my new business while taking care of my sick parents. sometimes, i feel like i'm not receiving love at all. people pushing me too hard like "you have to do this do that for your family." even i want to enjoy the last days of my 20's. i will never be young again but i have to be adult now. sometimes i just want to disappear but this song gave me support today. i just needed good cry, thank you❤
Don't be too harsh on yourself, remember to stop and take a deep breath sometimes. I'm proud of you. You are amazing and you can do it. You got this!❤
_"At some point in my life, I used to wish that I could disappear from this world"_
-that line never fails to make me cry especially if you constantly think of it everyday.
it's okayyyyyy luv!!! i,m here..k? :)))
Yes 🙃
That line is soo... Strong. It hits me real hard, because I think that too.
Last verse got me "because if I keep trying to stand up like this, I might be able to find myself"
Listen.... If you're breathing, and in the whole universe, God thought that you, a tiny creature is as important as Sun and Moon that you coexist with them, then you're definitely here for a reason .... Go out and find the reason why you're here
When there's no one to talk to, I come back here. Listening to this song and reading the comments while crying. At least, I'm not alone in this kind of feelings.
Same..
Same
Same here, but even though if i had someone to talk to, i still couldn't, it's like everything i wanna say keeps getting stuck in my chest and my throat..there's no point in telling anyway.. i was gonna comment something ,but i saw your comment so I'll just reply here, thanks
@@LeNoir2411 yup, sometimes it's hard to tell somebody about what's inside. I'm afraid that if I tell them, they couldn't understand cause I don't really know how to describe my feelings in proper words, it just hurts. In the end, I hope crying alone can be healing tho :"
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Sending you virtual hug, hope you'll get better :))
Same🥺
The fact that this song describing everyone's pain which we all hide it deepdown in our hearts is just hitting different
I remember listening to this song three years ago when I was completely broken, with tears streaming down my face. I am out of the woods now but I just wanted to say thank you to this song and to the one who made the lyrics, this song was my refuge through it all. I don't know who needs to hear this but to anyone who is currently going through a hard time please know that time does heal and it does get better. Just hold on, just hold on for a little while. I promise its definitely worth it.
Thanks🥹🦋
How did you survive ?
@@nadhs21 Just tried to surround myself with good ppl and good vibes. Tried to stay out of my own head a lot( which can be hard to do at times I admit but it can be done) and just took it one day at a time, one step after another, moment to moment until one day I realized that the pain was less and/or more bearable. So time does heal... !!
when your family always yelling at you everyday that you're always lazy without knowing that you are just losing a lot of strength and will to live to do anything makes me really wanna disappear
*BIG HUGSSS* 💖💖💖
Same but we don't need to give up
sending BIG VIRTUAL HUG💕💕
Please dont give up
Aparna?
facing the same problems 🤧 😫 🤧
Is it just me that feels guilty when I tell someone how I feel? I have this serious regret when I tell someone my problems and feelings which is why I'm never getting better, I can't bring myself to say it because I know I'll regret sharing my feelings.... I just have to deal with it on my own I guess
It's the same with me I really want to share my problems with someone but I know that I'll always regret doing it .... So I'm never able to share my pain and problems with anyone
@@arahman789 I'm glad to know I'm not alone 😔 I hope it gets better for you soon if not now
Me too. I don't have any friends either, I recently cut them out. But when I told them what I trully feel, I feel like it just making things worse because they don't understand and I have accepted that. Thankfully music like this really helps me to comfort myself.
This may seem cliche but go see a therapist or counselor. Here you don't have to be guilty because that is their work and they are paid to hear and guide you. Friends are good but only to an extent.
when i talk about my worries with someone, i feel like im bothering them... i have my family and friends i can talk to but still i cant stop feeling guilty or selfish when i do it
Dear future self..
Im writing here cuz Im here back again, as always. You always listen to this when you start breaking down so I know you’ll be here again. Whether good or bad, i need you to listen to me.
It will pass. You can go through this. Time flies by and everything will be okay again one day. Breathe, take it slow. Step by step, trust yourself. I know you think you’re useless but please believe me, you’re capable of more than you think. You are worthy of happiness, and you will be able to go through this. I love you, so love yourself. You can do this, sweetheart❤
Anyone else reading this, breathe. It will be okay, believe in yourself ❤️🩹
this song hits different when you can feel the same way like the lyrics. Everything just doesn’t seem right anymore and you just felt tired. Honestly, I am crying because this song just relates to what I’m feeling nowadays.
The most painful and worst is realizing the true that noone can really understand you and noone stay by ur side till the end. All you have is only yourself.
AND GOD, if you're religious. And that's enough
@@moodybash7334 and for fck's sake, there are human beings, who don't believe in god. So please, stop going around with your 'if you have god, you have everything' quote.
@@piyadas3193 please chill. I just said above "IF YOU'RE RELIGIOUS" read properly please and be respectful.
Weaskey the King who cares about God.
@@lexdiaries4955 lol you even got my username wrong. It's Harry Potter related. Not religious related.
Why do you dislike religion so much?
Hey i don't know who needs to hear this. But you are more than enough. You are worth it. You have endured this pain for so long and yet u are still striving. I may not know you but i want you to know that i wish i did. It's okay. You will get over this. You have got you.
I love you
😭😭
🥺💖
There will always be someone who can’t see your worth. Don’t let it be you
I love you too. Don't top to share love that maybe someone else can't get out there
I really needed to hear this 😭
I remember this used to be my comfort song. Every night, I would cry listening to this song and remembering all the pain I had to go through. Still, I would try to cheer myself saying the better days would come and hang in there. I feel so grateful now to say I don’t have that feeling anymore. Everything did get better. To anyone reading this, I’ll just say not to lose hope. You’re doing great. The happy days are waiting for you. I hope you too can be proud of yourself for how far you came and how you never gave up and finally succeeded.
There are two yous who will return to this song
First the one who is hurting and wants to disappear
Second who is healing and looking back at how far you have come from the first time you heard this song
I came back to this When I was grateful and healing but now I'm back again.... totally broken
well said
This thought is really the only thing that keeps me going right now - the thought that hopefully in a few months or years, I will go back to this song thinking about how far I've come. This song makes me cry so much but it also gives me hope for a better future
@@bhawnasureshkumar8201 it's gonna get better, hang in there mate
@@elli5797 see you there when we'll be peaking in our lives , fighting! ╰(*´︶`*)╯
I feel sorry for myself cause I can’t take care of myself well....this song hits hard when you doesn’t have anyone to lean on and people keep judging us without knowing our problems
for real, i feel you too :< but i hope you're doing well now don't mind them just focus on yourself and goals in life. Have a great day fighting! ❤️
@@laylabarks thank you i hope you doing well too
I'm sorry for that.. me too I feel like I can't do something by myself my parents keep saying to me "why you're like that " but me I'm a Christian so when my bad times comes I know who gonna help me I'm not forcing you no I'm Just telling you and it's your choice okay but I will pray for you 🙏😀🙂
Me from 2 years ago must be proud to see im survived❤
Hey mom , im sorry for not being a good daughter. Im sorry if i am so lazy and not being able to get good grades at school. Im sorry if i've ever made you disappointed with me.. Sometimes im tired with myself , im feeling that i am a burden to you. I once thinking that if i wasnt here you will be living a good life. But when i study hard and got to tell you that i got full marks in exam. I saw you smiled. When i work by my own , i gave you half of my salary and you smiled. Mom , i know you've been through a lot of pain while watching me growing up. Mom , please dont make that smile fade away. Your smile gives me strength to stay alive , because i want to see your smile. Mom , thank you for not giving up with me . I love you so much !
Ps : i write this here because i am too embarrassed to tell you this ') i love you so much mommm .
From your daughter
Edit : omg , idk why i got so many likes ! Btw thank you so much for reading !! My english is not that good because it's not my first language. BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE LIKES !! 😭😭❤
Edits : GUYS !! THOSE REPLIES MAKES MY HEART EXPLODES. Why you guys are so cuteeeeeeeee. Please take care of yourself ! Eat and sleep !! Drink water 3L a day !!!! Keep hidrated. I love you so much . This is TOO MUCH POSITIVITY I CANT TAKE IT ANYMOREEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Heyy we are in the same situation. Just like you I always feel that I was just a burden in my family specially when they comparing me into other and when I disappointed them. But just like you when they realized that I did my best they will make and show me their brightest smile.....
Beban keluarga check✓
im in the same situation too. we can do this, stay strong ♡
hyee :(( are u feeling better now ? surely she must be so proud of u !! i love you. may allah bless u and ur family 😽💜 BE STRONGGG !!
it must be good that you have mom's love because I just have mom but I don't have her love
"but sometimes when I'm too happy, I'm afraid I'll be in pain again" well that hit me, I've always felt like I didn't belong in our friend group but when I finally chatted with them after I ignored them for months I felt pure happiness but I'm scared I'll be in pain once I'm comfortable with them again.......
i feel the same with my circle of friends.i don't feel like i'm actually their friend and that i belong in their group.i don't know why seeing them and hanging out with them triggers my anxiety.i get anxious around them and i can't understand why.
That's so me rn. It's been 4 months since i haven't replied their messages because i'm too scared for no reason. They always text me if i'm okay and whenever i have the courage to talk i feel down again. Inside i beg them to leave me because i don't deserve these good people. When i think about the past, i was with them w their ups and downs but now i don't want them to be with me in my darkest days.
this song truly encompasses the hardships of youth.. i feel like it is explaining my story right now. how is it possible to be in so much pain but to still hold on to the hope that it might be okay one day? it hurts, it’s lonely. there’s a part of me that wants to give up and end my life, but there’s another part of me that wonders if i can make it in this world. i’ll just see what happens for now..
"i hated myself for not been able to receive love"
i feel that.
i hate myself for not being brave enough to show my weakness, tears and stuffs to my family and close friends. im scared they would tell me im dramatic and ignored me but im also felt guilty when people cared for me. i blocked everyone from knowing my true self due to my low self-esteem. its so f up.
I know how that feels. Hope you can open up soon ^^ Sometimes we get in an unhealty cycle if we care too much about what others are gonna think about us. Cheering for u
@@AnaCarolina-pt2yr thank you 💓 I really appreciate your words :))
Purple you 💜💜
@@malvikayadav7675 thank you :))
@@user-gw4fx4ud3c thank you :)) and god bless you too
This is even sadder with the news of Jiyoon leaving...
I've been crying for 2hours now, it's really hurts me, I've only seen them as two, two or none, I've been a Stan since 2018 and it's so hard to see one of them on stage.. I'll support bol4 forever and will be support her comeback in May but jiyoon will ALWAYS be in my heart no matter what
@@snsaraah she want to continue as a solo singer
Malorie
I think it’s best for her. She got barely any lines and screen time. Literally she would have about 2 lines or under. And they’re a duo as well, which makes it way worse.
@@ourcircle2576 yess
@@ourcircle2576 i agree, as much as i wish that she don't leave, but she is more like a background singer and instrumental player to support jiyoung currently than a singer duo
"This is not how i really am but i keep getting further away"
This line represent me...
Came here after so many months because Hyolyn and Minyoung are doing cover of this in Queendom 2 and I kid you not I cried when Hyolyn said she picked this song as her hope song. This song holds a special place in my heart. I cried whenever they sang this and also I hope and pray that they would win this round with however cost. I'm already pitying and feeling sad for Brave Girls so please show all your love and support❤️❤️
Hey! I'm from the future. So you're here again? You love this song and you connect with it. And lately life has been difficult right? So you're here because you feel this song understands you. I want to say that I went to the future with the help of a time machine and I peeked a lil in your life and you know what I saw? A happy and grateful you! The person was glowing with happiness and was so grateful to those dark times (this moment) which will make u who u will be very soon. Just hold on ok? Just a lil more! You can definitely take it and it gonna make u stronger. You are enough and I'm so proud of you! I love the way you search for meaning of life in art and music. You are precious and the bright days are coming very soon. You have to experience the darkness in order to know how light feels like. Hold on♡
Thank you so much for this
thank you so muchh
thanks
Awww thank you so much made my day
Thank you so much
"i was afraid of everyone's eyes on me"
I'm a person without any self-confidence, like, I was never proud of being myself. I always feel like I need to be another person instead of being my true self bcoz people around me always judge me for being myself. I tried practicing self-love alot but it never works on me :( my friends always said that I need to be loud instead of being quiet, people said I need to have confident so that others will look up to you. sometimes I hate being around people. they never see or even try to understand my struggles
You know what, you shine the most when you're yourself. It can be hard for other people to accept and understand that you're different to them but in reality, even if you change your personality it will never feel as good as it will feel if you focused on enhancing what you already are. I find that the people who I think are the prettiest are those who laugh without worrying about whether their smile is ugly or nice and who talk without worrying that they sound weird and who do their thing without worrying about the backlash from others. People will always criticise your personality and the way you are, even if you change. So why not just be criticised while being your amazing self. Sending you a virtual hug~
what you are experiencing is the same with me. zero confidence and always think of what will people say about me.
same to the point that i dont know myself anymore
you dont need all of that, you just needa be happy :)
@@h03seok21 how ?
I remember listening to this song at the lowest point of my life. It felt like the pain was never-ending, but now I’m genuinely happy, and everything’s going well. I’m able to receive and give love wholeheartedly again. If i can do it, then you can too. Keep going! You can do it! You got this ❤
I reminisce the time where i cried every night draining myself to sleep. Growing up being not emotionally connected to my parents, where my feelings is heard but not validated coz im too young to feel that way and compare their tragic past and sufferings when they were young just like me. Thank you for this. May we all feel loved and embraced.
" i hated myself for not been able to receive love " , it hits deep
Ps: thank you for the likes, i guess I'm not the only one relating to this, hang in there beautiful souls maybe we'll have our share of happiness soon, let's not give up we've come this far ❤
Love yourself the fullest coz no one can love you more than yourself 💜💜💜💜
It hits me hard
@@gulu532 but it's the hardest thing to do....
This line like 😭
It really hit me hard the the thing which I always think
I just found this song out during a night where I’m crying silently in my room. Somehow the song and the stories from the comment section made me cry but cheered me up too. I wish everyone to someday find their own happiness and find theirselves. I wish that everyone who’s under deep pain and sorrows right now will one day be better and successful.
When I first listened to this song, I was at a rough patch, a hard moment in my life. But listening to this again after a year made me realize the healing I’ve done and the change that came with it.
The younger me did not expect to even be alive at this moment in time, but if I got out of that phase, then I believe you can too. Take a deep breath and think of your future self healing during the right time and try listening to this song again. It won’t be the same feeling, for everything can change.
You got this and I love u ❤
When the first time I listened to this song, I cried so much. After 4 years, I'm here to listen this song again, I feel so much relieved and comfort. I remember that I cried those days so much and my heart was heavy. I went through so much pain to live in this happy. life has ups and downs. Believe in time, Time will heal you. You are perfect the way you are 🌟
It's such a shitty thing to say but I love how we're all depressed here, it really helps knowing that there are people who know exactly how you're feeling right now. I'm literally so sad that I took me this long to find this song, it really puts all of my thoughts and feelings into something tangible and I'm so in love with it.
@@Rozumarix Hi! Thanks for asking, that's really considerate of you. Right now I'm okay, I've got a lot of things distracting me lately so I haven't been in too deep in my thoughts and feelings for a good few weeks now.
As for tips, I wish I had a piece of really good advice I could give you. Recently I've been revisiting my childhood memories, watching old cartoons and animes, reading old books, partaking in kids crafts and stuff. I guess it was just nice to remember how I was happier and life was so simple back when I did those things the first time around.
All in all, I like to distract myself. Listening to music is a big one for me and it doesn't hurt to indulge yourself in a few things that make you happy or feel something other than your hurts. I hope this helped at least somewhat, and I hope you'll be able to start healing in the near future.
Just know you’re not alone
@@Rozumarix Are you alright now?
This song really describe my feelings or my life
@@skymelline4897 this is really helpful
I’ve tried my best but nothing goes my way. My parents were disappointed with me. They started to point out my mistakes without knowing how hard i tried to meet their expectations. And now, i’m here again just to heal myself listening to this.
same here :'( anyways, stay strong and here a hug for you
(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
I hope this comforted you a little bit 🥰
Hey, random stranger on the internet here, it’s been 2 months since you commented this but I just want to wish you all the best. Even though it sounds corny, things do get better. Your parents might not see all of the hard work you’re doing, but I guarantee there will be people who admire and appreciate you for what you’re doing. Even though it’s hard to try again, just hold on for a little longer and I promise you that you’ll be grateful that you did. Stay strong, I hope you’re doing okay :)
Same 🥺🥺🥺😭
@@wooyoungie6095 thank you for your kind words💜
@@kyaran2463 thank you. It meant a lot to me.💜
I hope one day when I am able to find myself, I’ll look back to this song feeling happy and proud I made it. This song will no longer represent my past but a song that I feel comfort and relieved ❤
i hope i'll get better, i am in so much pain and i have been fighting against myself not to give up and end my life. i have been crying silently every night, afraid that someone in the family might hear, I do not want them to worry. this song describes every pain and undescribable feelings. i am diagnosed with anxiety and sleeping disorder, and this is killing me slowly.. i was then a very happy, optimistic and jolly person, i feel like i am little by little losing my self. to anyone going through something like me, pls do your best not to give up, i understand your pain and your struggles, let's win together
i hope you feel better ❤️🩹
Let's win together ^^
let's do this 🤍
how are you? I hope your doing well now:)
How are you love?i'm going through the same :)
i felt sorry to my parents. i can't be honest to them. i can't tell them what makes me sad. i can't tell them how i feel. even for being honest with myself it felt so hard
I feel you
me too lol.
Me too
Don't worry I feel this too
i really really understand this
Unfortunately i feel like you
"I hated myself for not being able to receive love."
This line hits differently.
I've always wanted to be loved, but I'm also the reason why I don't get the love I need. I have supportive parents whom I know will accompany me in any situation, and I have friends whom I know will always be there for me, but I never speak up about my problems to anyone, not because I don't trust them, but because I am not courageous enough to tell them how I feel. I always smile and laugh in front of my family and friends, but when I am having a difficult time, I want to be alone and cry. I can't even share it with the people around me, even if I know that they care for me and are willing to support me. See? I am the problem. But every time I cry, God is always there to save me. He is always there to remind me that I am not alone, and He is listening to all of the cries of my heart.
To everyone who is having a difficult time right now, whether it is a small or a big problem, please remind yourself that your feelings are always valid. Always remember that you are not alone, you have God. FAITHing!!!!!
Wow tq you really made my day
Wow this just how things are for me as well , I end up feeling guilty for not being able to share my pain with the ones who care about me , I feel like I am being disrespectful towards the love they are given me but at the same time I can't tell them how I feel because I don't want to burden them . It's like I am stuck in viscious circle.
Yes, exactly what im feeling right now. I am the problem. Im never have this feelings even when im in school. I am always happy (i guess) after im starting university i got this feelings. I don't know what is this, i dont even know what mental health is. Always telling myself "why would you feel down and depress you got all you need" "i don't have the luxury to feel this way" now i know i betrayed my own feelings and body. Im scared to see doctor, im scared to tell my parents.
One day my mom and dad arguing, they always arguing, but this time it's about money. Mom once said while im there watching tv "you know how much money we have to pay for" my name" University fees. Im about to breakdown. But i am champion on holding back.
Now im feeling useless, i don't/couldn't do anything, i have become paralysed.
Thank you, just thank you. No words needed, thank you, and fighting for us!!
I feel like I wrote this. I am depressed and have been sad and in pain for so long. Yesterday I took all the courage to get up and called the therapist I went to once. I feel much better but there is still a long way to recovery.
I hope everyone going through the pain and sadness, find their light and happiness.
I just can't continue on with whatever is happening in my life. I just can't see the light at the end of the tunnel and it's even hard to fake a smile nowadays.
This song is just like a warm hug which i can never receive in real life.
stay strong dear ❤️
The lyrics are so relatable where for the first time my eyes feel teary after listening to a song
To anyone who's going through a hard time as well, it may really hurt now but I'm sure as time passes you'll be able to experience the great sunshine and rainbow with no more rain and thunder, you already did so well making it so far to where you are right now, I believe you'll be able to make it to where the sunshine and rainbows are ☀️🌈
Your skin is not a paper, don't cut it.
Your neck is not a dress, don't hang it.
Your life is not a story, don't end it.
Your smile is beautiful, don't hide it.
😭😭😭💜💜
Thank you, I'm really need it through my depression now 😭
Too late
And let your smile change the world, don't let the world change your smile :)
@@aurore_14 I'm sorry, please stay strong, I'm proud of you, you can do it! keep going, I promise it'll be worth it in the future
it sucks to not have a dream. the pressure that i get whenever my parents, relatives, friends says that i'm good at something is sickening. i honestly don't know what i want. it sucks that whenever my idols or someone mentions something about 'dream' i get too sensitive cos i don't have one. it sucks that i don't wanna live anymore. it sucks that i suck. i'm getting tired of running after nothing.
Omg same, I don't have dreams or goals and it's despairing
same , :(
What's so bad about not having a dream... It's ok to not have dreams, it's ok to discover things as we move on with our lives.. Just don't run for something just because everyone is running.. I hope that someday you'll find out what you're made to do... Just keep discovering.. To the unknown person... I'm rooting for you. 😊
EXACTLY ME :((
it sucks when u know that you can do better but you just CAN’T because you don’t have the motivation to go on anymore
The song literally said all that i was going through..from being sad and wanting to disappear to hoping to be a bright light.
When i feel sad or when i wanted someone to listen to me or just someone to lean on ,i couldn't find anyone and since then i wanted to be there for some who really needs it. Even if it hurts because emotions become very much overwhelming for me i will be there for them. It hurts when I'm the one who is in need for help and i can't be there for myself. Self doubt had killed my confidence long ago and now I'm trying to overcome it slowing.. the process of healing is more beautiful than just staying there and crying over my past but it did take me a long time for almost two years to finally accept my sadness and start trying to move on..
I hope anyone who is struggling to not get comfortable with the sadness .. it's okay to be sad but we deserve to be happy.
And i hope you can find your light and if you could be someone's light too to get them out of their darkness
i was just 15 when i found out that my father was being unfaithful to my mother. Young and naive not knowing what gonna happen in the future,i thought it was just a mistake and it would go back to normal like it always was. i thought my caring & loving father wont change and he gonna fix that mistake. How foolish i was. The affair lasted for 8 years. 8 years i witnessed my family broken into pieces. There was no loving & caring father but a person who was ready to leave anytime & mentally abused us when things didn't turn out the way he wanted. There was no happy mother but a woman who has lost her marriage & was afraid of her children would become fatherless. She forgave him at first when he said he would fix that mistake. She forgave him second time hoping they could start again. She forgave him third time thinking that her children were still young. She never forgives him she was just enduring it protecting her marriage & family. Like that she forgave him countless times until she couldn't endure it anymore. I grew up like that. All my father cared was his affair & all my mother cared was her marriage. I lost both. I lost my family. All i remember was I hugging my younger brother inside my room covering his ears while my parents were fighting outside. While all my friends were enjoying their youth, I was trapped. Everything was meaningless and all i wanted was how i could stop/end things. I did things which i would never be proud of in the future. I tried to end it but i survived. One day my father left the house & my mom never accepts him back. I was happy. It was finally over. I tried to get my life back. i was on the right track again. It wasn't easy but i was happy. Next year i will be graduating from law school. I still haven't achieved my goals yet but i can smile again. Taking little steps like that and i think i will become more stronger and stronger one day. My younger-self, thank you & sorry. I promise i will be more happy in the future so i hope you could forget bad memories.
Psychology said that we have to tell our problems to someone we trust to avoid depression
but everytime i told them, i wish i could turn back time and not telling them.....b'cause i'm a idiot that time to trust someone that much
Edit: never got this much like🤧tq
you can trust only your dog and therapist because your dog is loyal and you pay therapist for their job
the regret after ify
Fr. Trusting someone destroyed my life meep
I can feel u :(
Same
I just want to rest in a quite place. I just want to quit everything and want to sit peacefully. I want time to stop for a while.
Hiii *BIG HUGGGSSS* 💖💖💖
Me too, I just wanna take a break from everything....
if it's too much, it's okay to stop for a while and heal yourself
all I want rn, my body need it but my mind doesn´t care :)
“i hurt to the point where I could hurt no more, but the pain wouldn’t go away. “
i never thought the day where i didn't want to disappear whilst listening to this song would come but here we are, i'm a lot better now. i'm glad i didn't give up. ok bye :)
Anyone else crying rn? hearing this song and reading the comments
Me🖐️😭
Me😭
me.
Your not alone😭
👋
When u just noticed that your crying but tears are not comming out then u know u dying inside and no one helps
It hurts worst.. Even i want to scream but i can't
Everytime i want to cried ....theres no tears anymore
@@XOXO_EDITS becuase they will say shut tf up
@@dalia4825 yeah..
It even bleeds inside the heart veins
my friend sent me this when i was suicidal. thank you for saving a stranger like me through this song
I was watching Beomgyu's live on weverse and this song started playing and he started patting our heads at 3:20 , it was so comforting i started crying and i realized how much i was missed this song so here i am listening to this masterpiece again 🥲
if you're reading this, please take this as a sign. a sign to remind you that you're dearly loved, you're worthy, you're enough and you're deserving of happiness. you might be finding yourself in a very dark place right now, and although i can't promise that things will be better by tomorrow, or next week, or next year, i can promise you that things will eventually get better. life isn't about sunshine and rainbows but i'm proud that you've made it this far! let's keep moving forward to a better and brighter future because i believe in you, stay strong!
Thank you so much po💗
I really need this ❤
thank you I really needed this :,)
U too
Thank you so much. You are a wonderful person,💓
Be kind to everyone. We're all struggling with something we don't talk about.
Exactly, but idk why sometimes there r people who also struggling but they use that reason to hurt other people for example they treat people the way they have treated by other people, I mean they know how it feels but they think it's okay like making things more fair, actually I kinda sick of that 😕
Been streaming this song for more than a year, it's my first time commenting. I've no one to tell my life with. This became my comfort song but lately, life's giving me a hard time. I sometimes wanna give up my life. I really don't know what to do anymore.
hey, how are you?
It’s not gonna get harder than it is my dear,just never ever break and give up no matter what it takes and how long just wait a little bit more for your breakthrough 🫂🫂💯
to everyone coming here from queendom 2: hi! welcome :D
i hope this song comforts you all as much as its comforted us for so many years :')
“ i hurt to the point where i could hurt no more, but the pain wouldn’t go away.”
this lyrics, just hit me big time. she knows what i’am feeling.
I always cry when I heard this song. Adult life is tiring
same sis, same ..
Life in general is tiring.
Yeah
Legit 😭
The pressure is on you. On US. fighting 😊
Youth is also tiring bruh-
to future me: i hope you’re feeling ok :) just know that whatever you’re going through is valid, and it’s ok for you to be having a hard time. you’re sad right? don’t worry, it doesn’t last forever, you’ll find beautiful moments and in those you’ll be so so happy to be alive. just give yourself time. you deserve love and i love you so much ❤️ you can get through it, just by living you are very strong. you’re doing everything right! i wish for your heart to heal quickly future me💗💗💗
if you think about it, you have overcome every single obstacle, every difficult moment you've gone through in life until now. those moments in the past you didn't feel like you could endure, you endured. you're resilient whether you believe it or not.
hey future anna! you’re a little bit happier now right? even if it’s just by 0.000001%, if you’ve managed to gain just a little happier than you are right now, you did amazing and i’m proud of you, and i hope you’re proud of yourself as well. remember that the rainbow only comes after the storm. the sky will clear, just wait a little longer. the next time you come here, you may be sad, or you may be happy. whatever it is that made you come back, just know that i will always welcome you with open arms because you deserve someone’s love, and the only love that you need is your own. i’m right here.
Hey, are you feeling a bit better now?
Hey Anna, how has everything been since this comment? Are you recovering
You're such a pure hearted person 💜
Hey Anna! I hope everything is okay now. If it isn't, it will be. Keep moving forward stranger!
I'm proud of you Anna💗💗
I'm tired of explaining things that they'd never understand
Hello *BIG HUGGGGSSS* 💖
Virtual hugs ^^^
Same. I thought he would comfort me if i explained but he doesnt even care
Yeah
Whenever I am at my lowest, I come back here. While reading the comments and listening to this song, I started crying. I tell myself that at least other people experience this as well, so that's something. That has helped me feel better. I might be in pain right now and want to disappear, but I want to envision myself returning here and seeing my healed and happy self. Then, I'll reflect on how far I've come since the first time I heard this song.
I've been jobless for 2 years, been searching but not enough hehe. I don't know how i could ended up like this, afraid of other people, afraid of mistakes, afraid of walking in a new path.
To my Youth, i'm sorry. I'm a failure.
i believe in you
One day I will be able to sing along to this without tearing up.
no way you can do that
I also used to cry every night. There was a time i thought leaving this world was really the only option. I remember very vividly, one night i looked towards my future and asked myself if my pain will ever go away? I didn't believe i would be okay at all. After years, i turned back to that night countless and countless times and said to myself it all passed. I'm okay. I'm better. I really healed. And i did it by myself. No one saved me. No one knew it. I was strong enough to overcome everything and now i feel proud of myself. If you're depressed i know these words won't help you that much i know. But i believe you will overcome everything as well and i'm proud of you too. When the time comes you will also see how strong you were and you will be proud too. Just keep going. Just don't give up.
this really described my life, i'm crying
your words- it's so motivational, thank you
Thankyou so much, I love you ❤️
u know what U SAVED YOURSELF
Same, there was one point in my life I thought: "Is it that easy to end this pain?" But.. My little heart mustered up all my hope and I thought: "Maybe after all this pain, I could be like me again!" There was so many times that my heart saved me from death.
whos here after 33's performace?
Here again after probably one year,yeah life doesn't always go the way you want. I'm slowly fading away, still afraid to be happy,on the edge of giving everything up. But still maybe I could be a bright star like others,even for a short period. That's why I'm comforting myself, trying and trying hard.
hey stranger :
you're here again, lately You may have been feeling bit tired, and I do so, it's okay to cry sometimes but You need to realize that you deserve better life, sometimes I don't have even time to cry, I'm feeling like I just want to dissappear, we may don't have many problems but we always feel sad it's okeey too we are human beings too and we're feeling, even if we have never met or i didn't even know who You are I'm here to tell You that You are beautiful You're kind You're enough and I'm proud of You, You can do it, I believe in you 💜
awieee thank you beb😭💖
Thanks
Thank you so much for your pure words , I wish that you achieve your dreams and may god bless you 🙏
U too ! *BIG HUUGGSSS* 💖💖💖
Thank u💜💜
" How much pain must it have been" Can't stop crying with this line. If people around me know what I was going through, could they help me? Idk how could I possibly last long with this.
Have faith buddy ... good days would come and things would get better even if 0.0001% but you can definitely do through this we can go through this :)
people cannot help you but you can help yourself the first step is accepting you need help and you are already there love. extend more and seek help from professionals
Mee too😣
Same
U are the light that shines bright✨
The constant failure is so hard to handle, even that I keep trying hard each time and each failure hurts more. Years are passing, the life of the other people is moving and mine nothing
I don't want to die but I also don't feel alive. But I do wish I could be helpful to someone
This song really hit me up. As a "Yes" person who doesn't know how to decline favor. You always do anything for them to win their love but in the end you're not appreciated. I'm in a healing situation and hoping I can listen to this song without cryin'.
I feel like am such a burden in this world...sometimes its just hard to take it all...people don't understand...and I don't think they will...this song expresses how I feel...
Same.
@@robinop9014 we're the same...
Same🙂
@@felixnavidad6621 ig were all the same...
No one will ever understand. So don't feel like you're a burden. You're not one. Everyday you wake up, it means you still have a reason to live, that's why you're not dying. So you're not a burden. 💞
the most painful thing ive ever tried is to just be myself in front of everyone . and its still soo painful to just be myself without crying without fearing without hurting . its difficult to not cover myself up into what others want . to push myself aside for what i think is best. its still soo difficult . I still hurt and i dont know how long it will last. But i have learn to live with it. To the point where this pain just reminds me that im alive..
Be yourself!!! We love u❤️i'm supporting u😍😍
Be yourself we live u❤️❤️i'm supporting u😍
I know it sometimes gets hard,but , pls remember that there are people who care and love you for who you are , so pls stay strong and happy and in the end you will be happy 😊💝
Good luck, have hope
This hit a little too close to home . I don't get why I was born this way . Why couldn't I have just been born a happy strong willed person ?
Crying every day and trying best everyday it's hurts when you still fail at it 🥹
Virtual hug for anyone who feels like in those lyrics
For anyone who doesn’t know the true meaning behind this song, here it is: You finally grow up, you grow up with lots of people looking at you. They see all your mistakes. You feel as if those people are disappointed at your mistakes. They don’t know the true you so you hide. All your childhood happy memories, gone. You were happy but now your in pain. You don’t want to feel happy because you don’t want to feel pain ever again. You ask much longer the pain will last. You feel as if you wanna go but you can’t because you know you can do something amazing but everything is holding you back....
Oh God i'm tearing up cz that's exactly how i feel rn
This is exactly how I feel, and I am just 12 years old!!
@@nikhita3272
Hi am 11
goodness this is me for 2 decades. god, i'm still like this right now. I'm really.. really... tired.
Me rn
For all those who feel related to this song, I just want to remind you that you're enough. You're important. You're precious. You're worthy. Don't be too harsh on yourself, as the song says "time is the medicine." It really is. It doesn't matter what everyone else says or thinks about you, simply because they aren't you, focus on your own happiness, chase your dreams, I know you have some! Remember that every step you'll give, will lead you to them!, It's okay to do it with your own path and rythm. I know it's hard to do it, you just need to set free all your sadness, it's okay to feel sad, it's okay to feel what you're feeling right now, as someone who used to be the same I can understand you and even though some days still get dark all of the sudden, I haven't lost hope either I haven't give up. That's why I wish you to decide to remain with me. With us. I believe in you. You're brave. You can do it.
I love you. I needed to hear this. All the love and hugs for you in this world. 💙
@@mehru6136 sending you lots of hugs!! You got this! 😉♥️♥️♥️
I really love this...
As I read theough your comments, the voice in my head says: "Not true. I'M THE WORST. I'M HIDEOUS I'm not worth it. All I'm worth is hate"
Thank you so much
i didnt know a song which expressed with every single line exactly how i feel. when i got really depressed in high school that i couldnt swallow my food or talk with other people without crying. i promised myself never to be depressed again like that. guess what i did get depressed throughout medschool but i somehow know it will be worth it. one day i will make myself a person to be proud of. all these will make make a stronger person. but its also okay to breakdown if everything is going wrong because you can fcking get up again you can
This song explains my journey as pre-med , I was going through such a hard time I lost myself and hated how I couldn’t do well . I was afraid how everyone would think of my failure , i cut ties with almost everyone I wasn’t happy but deep down I would just think “but what if I can still do it after all of this ? , maybe there is still a chance “ I couldn’t give up and let go but I was just tormenting myself even more cuz I gave myself no break and kept thinking of this was the right path maybe I want to be a doctor and it’s my dream job but it’s never meant for me .
i’m *was* a smart student in school, but now my results are becoming worse, and my parents usually pester me to be better and do my best. but when i did my best, they would nag me and say that i didn’t work hard enough and i really have enough of reaching their expectations, i play games and listen to inspirational podcasts to feel better but i don’t think it’ll work that way,,
edit: recently, i’ve been (fake) smiling a lot but the pain in me is immeasurable, nobody questions me, but now i wonder, when will people spare their time and check on me, do they not care or do they deliberately not care? is it because i’m smiling or, because i’m invisible to them? is my façade that good? but aye at least i have people to relate too, thanks for the comments ya know, it helps and yes i’m finally read em and will reply :’)
Maedelynn Castelliana hi friend i totally feel you!! Just do your best and that’s enough. Yes, you may not be able to meet their expectations, but most importantly your own expectations. If you think that you’ve tried your very best, then be proud of yourself no matter how the results turns out to be. Don’t be so hard on yourself, and you’re not alone ❤️
please stay strong. im with you,
You don’t have to become ‘The expectation’ because the only thing important is you being you. I’ve also experienced these things with my parents but don’t worry, myself and millions of people are with you 😊
I'm smart too, I just don't keep up with my work a lot, my Mom is getting on me and telling she'll take away things like my phone and stuff if I don't complete it, and the pressure just keeps on coming.. I really don't wanna disappoint my Mom and my Big brothers, so I try my best, but still manage to not fill what's needed to be done sigh... Don't give up, if you need someone to talk to, I wouldn't mind to have a chat. Also maybe try some stuff to relieve the stress, for me I sing and do all kinds of activities to keep my mind off school and not stress about it. I hope this helped you or made feel better even if it was a little bit. Sorry for the long comment 😅😅 I'll go now bye! 👋
hey, same here. i was considered a smart student when i was in elementary and middle school, rn im in high school and im just too tired of everything, my grades are worsening, idgaf anymore bout my mental health. i keep distancing myself from my friends and family. i just wish i could disappear from this hell. nothing matters anymore. im thinking of killing myself on 7th May this year. im gonna make it a fuckin hella good birthday for my life.
My parents love me,.But idk why i feel like i don't deserve their love. I'm Always ruining things, wrecking their high hopes. But i've never told them how lonely i feel inside. So called friends who always take advantage of me,hurt me like hell. Once i was a smart kid, but now my grades are terrible. How am I suppose to live like this? I really don't wanna live anymore.
Fr.
Me too and idk whyy
time will heal
Come *BIG HUUGGGGSSSS* 💖💖💖
this is exactly what I'm feeling now. I feel like a useless daughter for my parents and I don't have any friend that I trust so I don't tell much things to my friend even the closest one since they're the one who hurted me the most and my grades kinda slowly dropping too. so I'm trying to set in my mind that I won't trust anyone and I won't get my hope high for anyone as well since I've learnt that most people will put themselves first. I'm also focusing on making myself a better person for my parents and for myself too. it's hard bcs I'm still lost and I don't know what to do but I know that I dont want to mind any people anymore except my parents. I'm still finding my own way tho
Years has gone by and I’m really proud of myself that I was able to survived this awful journey. I’m really grateful that I am recovering and now doing better but I just want to encourage everyone to continue fighting and be strong because you guys will get better! Don’t worry keep fighting you got this!
who's here after hyolyn and minyoung's beautiful performance on Queendom 😢
Me😭
Me 🥺🥺😭