"I'm the Lexi of the show, bc I'm single and nobody pays attention to me" I swear to god if we don't get a Lexi episode for season 2 I'm going to LOSE IT-
can we give props to the therapist and ali for giving jules and rue the reality check they be needing? and also for us viewers to know what was going on in their heads during season 1 (clap clap)
I love how in both media and real life a lot of us realizing that shaping our identities around men and what they desire makes us unhappy and is unproductive
No one is Men™, not even men. We gotta stop living for and giving time to an idea that doesn't give anything to anybody. Jules scalped me this episode.
@@zzavid5911 At 13 I knew that wanting validation from men was a waste of time. So i focused on my studies. Anytime i tried to get closed to a guy i ended up unhappy, they have such unrealistic expectations from their partners when most of the time they do the bare minimum and think they should get praised for their mediocrity.
I feel like Jules' episode was a little more relatable than Rue's special episode. She has so many different traumatizing situations happening in her life simultaneously. She has Rue, Nate, her mother, figuring out who she is and what she wants, her past, etc. That's a lot for someone who is suppose to be 17 years old. Also, why did Jules have to come for us like the way she's coming for that Emmy with her performance?
I definitely related a bit more with Jules because of the relationship with her mom and how addiction affected it. It was really heavy to watch. But I was Ssoooooo goood, just give her the Emmy NOW!!!
i loved this episode because it caused everyone that villainized jules in the first season to see her side of the story. she's just a 17 year old girl who can't handle someone relying on her for their sobriety. hell, i (and most people) wouldn't be able to handle that either. it was really sad to see people dislike her character and write her off as "selfish" because she wasn't enthusiastic about rue's dependance on her instead of drugs. loved your reaction!!
My worst experience in every fandom is usually seeing people shit on a character in that way. Seeing people hate on Jules without seeing that yes! She is actually just a teenager with her own stuff going on who can't handle Rue's addiction! made me so sad. It reminds me of how harshly people judge one another irl.
THANK YOU! I saw so many people say they disliked her character and found her selfish but I actually really related to Jules, when I was a teenager I suffered from Anorexia and had a close friend who also had serious mental illnesses and it was clear she heavily relied on me to help her which can be a lot pressure for anyone especially someone young whose dealing with their own problems which is very similar to the situation with Jules and Rue. This episode did a brilliant job of helping people understand Jules better and see she’s not a bad person.
Quick appreciation post: I haven’t seen a creator who is so involved with their audience and community like daddy zzavid in such a long time. It’s exceptionally refreshing and the vibe of this community is just spectacular. Bad bitch vibes only. Mwah keep up the amazing work darling
You are sooo sweet my luv. This means the world to me. I truly feel like everyone here is like a friend I watch movies and shows with. This is honestly my happy place
Ok but as a trans person I can relate to jules a lot. I have based a lot of my identity on what men want, how I think men will look at me, etc. I now base it on what cool lesbians will think of me
That was so important for her to say that cuz we live in a world where we are made to believe that if we want to find value in ourselves we must find validation from men, and honey I rebuke that in the name of gay Jesus
Honestly, as a trans girl, I'm lucky that I stopped giving a shit about men or defining myself in terms of others early in my adolescence years before questioning my gender. It was great being able to jump straight from the months long fugue state of a constant "oh fuck am I trans" mental war to being confident in my identity and femininity and exploring it on my own terms without regard for society or men or whatever. It saved me *a lot* of grief. Gay Jesus may have slept on the job when it came to blessing me with knowledge of my gender identity, but the dude more than makes up for it by blessing me early with the realization that men ain't shit.
4:10 omg i had to pause too. jules says that she’s spent her entire life basically forming her identity around the idea of what she thinks men desire. it made me think of nate’s ‘likes and dislikes’ in a woman scene where it literally describes jules exactly.
Three things that came from this reaction 1. That sweater is fabulous 2. Nathaniel Kruger Jacobs is truly the devil, the prime example forming your feminine around a man 3. Doris need to be a permanent therapist for these characters on this show Is it just me do but I want to see a nate episode see how that breaks down he had effect his family and his relationship with Maddie!
jules dealing with her comphet and femininity hit home so hard, and it hits even harder knowing hunter schafer wrote it. and i’ve never seen lesbians talk about comphet in shows before and i’m going THRU IT with that right now 😭 so perfect timing for mental breakdowns
the thing that upsets me most is that they truly could be together and they really do love each other they just don't know how to communicate and it messes everything.
This and Ash are the only reaction I care about. Also bi people change for the patriarchal world we live in and if we don't change society would want us to change as a fetish or as pretending.
That’s my girl right there, I was so happy to film just so that I can go and see her reaction. And you better tell it to the people in the back cuz that’s too real
when i tell you i cried like a baby i MEAN IT....... i’m so proud of hunter for co-written such a beautiful episode, this was absolutely beautiful, real, raw and emotional. i feel like this was even more intense than rue’s episode. i’m so glad we finally got to see jules’ genuine point of view with her telling her own narrative and gosh i missed her so much 💞 HUNTER SCHAFER WORLD DOMINATION WHEN ??!????????
Zavid I love how you still appreciate the heaviness of these episodes however you still keep it light and keep us laughing. I love it because euphoria can be such a dark show to digest. Love ya!!!!
Thank you so much, I really appreciate it, because I definitely understand how real and heavy it is but I still wanna get some laughter in there cuz, I just need to diffuse the moment without disrespecting it
Ugh, this episode hit me hardcore. While I am a cisgender, bisexual female, I grew up in a super Christian household that defined femininity as my proximity to marriage. Hearing the words “I feel like I’ve framed my entire womanhood around men,” was such an eye opening moment for me. I also had a very close friend as a drug addict, and know what it feels like to be worrying like crazy, and feeling responsible for things I shouldn’t feel responsible for (but still doing so anyway). And having an online boyfriend where most of our relationship was my imagination, being let down by him irl,- be feeling compelled to stay in the relationship because his self esteem and mental stability depended on me entirely. It’s just such a profound episode, I started sobbing at least three times. Euphoria is one of the best shows I’ve ever watched, and it’s helped me frame my life, my burgeoning sexuality, and my identity in a way that no other show (aside from Neon Genesis Evangelion) has. It has a special place in my heart, this episode in particular.
maybe it’s because hunter was a part of writing it, but jules is like, one of the only lesbians in media i can relate to. the performance of femininity for men though you have no actual desire for them, the comphet, the fake “ideal man”. idk.. shit hurts. she did a phenomenal job.
Both episodes are therapy sessions. Oh yeah also at the end of this episode when rue says she was on her way to meet ali she lied to jules. It was raining and if you remember Tues episode it didn't start raining til after they left the diner
Oh fuck. Yeah, I was trying to figure that shit out... It wasn't making sense. Cause a) she wasn't biking she was in a taxi/uber/car and she was wet from rain. It wasn't adding up. Thank you so much.
That’s what made it so good, it was written by a trans woman whose lives it. And not by some cis man or woman who has never lived the life. And is just assuming what it’s like. And I love that they did that, because it shows
I wish I could watch Malcome and Marie (Marie’s my middle name wtf) but I hate toxicity so much it makes my blood boil I am surprised I was able to watch Euphoria without burins up.
@@imawalkingmistake4313 oh yeah if you're very upset by toxicity please don't watch it. i kind of have the same problem but i still watched it and trust me it does get your blood boiling.
I love and appreciate these special episodes. We were able to see what Jules was going through and her perspective. I am very glad she was in therapy and I hope Rue goes to therapy too. Ugghh I just love them and want the best for them
It's actually something that I think everyone, regardless of gender or sexuality, is guilty of: catering to masculinity. Not even necessarily in a sexual way. Thats just the society we live in. Thats how we were raised. Please the man. Gain male acceptance. Life is kind of about breaking that mold. Finding who you are, and not finding the person the male persona finds most pleasing. Of course life is more than that, and that's also kind of the point too. Life is more than escaping what society expects of you. But it's a big facet of it.
@@zzavid5911 you should do a review on your channel! I don’t think many people know about this show and it would be a great way to introduce it to some people.
When jules said she formed her womanhood around men, i can relate. They have to be petite,skinny, not too dark but not too light. Thats why i have low self esteem, boys telling me im too ugly, not pretty enough... now, i dont care much at all, still trying to find confidence, and realize i am unique, and not boring like they said. I dont dress to impress boys, i do it for myself and my happiness, confidence. My bi ass is more into women anyways. But i still dress for myself
hunter my dear, you're a precious gem. If hunter doesn't get an award for euphoria, its an insult. She truly delivered a fabulous performance in the show she's one of the reason I've watched the show.
they dragged us into a therapy session without any warning, they just said here 🙂 but I loved this episode bc we got a closer look into Jules and her perspective. thank you for this take a shower, take a bath, eat some chocolate, bc when you cry I cry, but this episode did nothing but screw us over 10 ways to Sunday. as always love your videosss 💛💛
HA PLZZ when you said “he kidnapped me but he asked if my handcuffs were to tight🥰” i felt attacked👏🏾! cuz the way i would fall in love with my kidnapper if checked to make sure i was okay🤣
I have a friend that I am trying to distance myself from. She has ODed 10 times and cuts. She continues to do drugs and smoke weed and her parents kicked her out. I do not need that energy in my life but I feel like if I just leave her, she will make an attempt on her life. That is where I relate to Jules. It’s hard to leave when you are with a person that is haunted by addiction.
Halloween night just shows the pure definition on how parents and ppl think we have an "attitude" for no reason but really it's a lot behind closed doors that adds up to it. her mom relapsing and all that other stuff happening that night was the reason Jules was acting like that around Rue and was drinking all night at the party. people should normalize asking what's wrong or not acknowledging an "attitude" bc saying "why u got an attitude" makes it worse. some ppl could be dealing with depression as well and juggling stress from school with it brings frustration and that attitude. nobody in the house frustrates us, it's the school system and sometimes we even hate our self💯
3:55 THIS!!!!! And the thing is, it applies to all women- yes even queer women, and it makes it all the more frustrating. Our entire lives we are fed what men like, what men find desirable, and it’s just fucking exhausting because if you don’t try to actively combat it, you just get sucked in. Anyway, I loved this episode and the commentary🤭
My mother has struggled with mental illness and addiction by entire life and I have a mountain of resentment. It’s like you said, you are forced to grow up fast because of everything you are exposed to. You see and hear things you should never had to have seen or heard. You are put in situations far beyond your years. It literally rips your innocence away. The sad part is that other family members often want you to always be forgiving or place blame on you for not helping more, or whatever. You’re not allowed your anger and rage if she’s doing better. Well, I’m angry and I have a lot of resentment. I’m now a member to a daughter and I’d die before I ever let her experience what I did. I had to make the decision to limit my mother’s time with my daughter. I had to break that cycle. I feel bad for my mom but she’s never changed and never will. I had to choose myself and my daughter in the end.
I totally get, this isn’t for everyone, especially cuz it can get a bit triggering for some people, but I appreciate that you still watch my reactions luv🥰🥰🥰🥰
Apologies and heart felt relation for growing up with an addict. My lack of forgiveness, getting away from them and basically not EXISTING in their spectrum is still a mood i carry today. but i hope for you that, therapy, communication and them doing right by you happens/happened cuz u deserve perfection ^^
ahhhhhhhhhhh i love "looking" too and i love that you recognized lauren weedman from that!! it was such an underrated show and lauren is such a good actress and just oozes warm vibes, i was delighted to see her as this character. everyone should go watch "looking" for her and the other cast's quiet but powerful performances in that show
I watched this reaction to remind myself about what happened in S1 and honestly, I felt in the same way as you about Jules (about the background scene of Jules and the Halloween episode). This shows how we don't know about each person and what they have to deal with. I have done that before, to keep my head up and smile in front of the world; but at the day of the day, your mask is off and you have yourself being vulnerable. this special ep is triggering for me bc it reminds me how damaged I am and how I haven't taken care of myself. I love your videos and I appreciate how you make us smile 🥺 you made me happy in the past few days I watched you reacting to S1 ♥️
I've only been watching this channel for about a month but you've brought so much needed laughter and joy to my little ole life. I was waiting for this reaction and I'm only 4 minutes in and I'm already so content. Thank you. I don't watch half the shows you react to but I watch your reactions anyway because they really are just a balm for all the bad stuff and it's even better when it's a show that I do love so much like Euphoria.
I was literally crying the entire video!! 😂😂😂 not because of the video but because you and your mid video jokes! I had to pause the video three times because I was actually crying and couldn’t actually focus on the video! Omg love you sm.! 🧡🧡
Also I used to relate a lot to rue but after that episode and I rewatched season 1. Jules has a very special place in my heart in a way that I just can’t understand like 😖
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WE NEED ZAVID AND ASH TO DO A REACTION TOGETHER!!!
From your mouth to gods ears honey
@@zzavid5911 Don’t tell because you know I love mama ash but when you both watching the same show I wait for your reaction ❤️
One day it’s gonna happen
PLEASSEEE i was thinking the same 😭
Yesss the two best
Euphoria says: "oop! Sorry for the season of drama. Here's a therapy episode."
Sam really did do that, huh? 🤣🤣🤣
Two therapy episodes in fact
And just like therapy, they are a punch in the gut, the titties and the head.
hunter is coming for that emmy, her talent is just incredible
BABYYYYY!!!! She better snatch them trophies 🏆
#FACTS
Ikkkkkkrrrrrrrrrr PERIOD
You could almost say she's "on the hunt" for it
@@nattycat14 IJDKWOWJDNC
"I'm the Lexi of the show, bc I'm single and nobody pays attention to me"
I swear to god if we don't get a Lexi episode for season 2 I'm going to LOSE IT-
I’m calling the euphoria headquarters, cuz I’m ready to fight if that ain’t happening
SAME
And fez!
@@zzavid5911 ikr period
IF WE DONT WE RIOT PERIOD
can we give props to the therapist and ali for giving jules and rue the reality check they be needing? and also for us viewers to know what was going on in their heads during season 1 (clap clap)
Amen to that.
**Claps**
the fact that this is Hunter's first role blows my mind everytime
maybe she’s born with it, maybe it’s god being unfair to my common ass
WHAT? you're kidding... No she makes me cry with her acting, there's no way this is her first!!
@Kenny Omage what the hell!
Disrespectful for them to hit me with Liability like that
I’m calling 1800 lawyers
They way I nearly had a breakdown before the episode even started because of it......😑
💔they know it’s my crying song
Jules was coming for everyone this episode
And she’s coming for that Emmy honey
@@zzavid5911 yes exactly hunter said I’m gonna show you acting
Coming for every bitch who has no sympathy whatsoever and can't understand teenage struggles and pain beyond the main character's
@@oh4539 yes exactly the way people villianized jules they really ain’t seeing the pearly white gates for that
@@oh4539 perioddtttt
This epsiode was a literal therapy session for everybody🥲
When I tell you I WAS NOT READY👏👏👏
I love how in both media and real life a lot of us realizing that shaping our identities around men and what they desire makes us unhappy and is unproductive
Such a waste of time talent and potential
No one is Men™, not even men. We gotta stop living for and giving time to an idea that doesn't give anything to anybody. Jules scalped me this episode.
@i'm fucking high it's a thing that engrained in society tho
@@zzavid5911 At 13 I knew that wanting validation from men was a waste of time. So i focused on my studies. Anytime i tried to get closed to a guy i ended up unhappy, they have such unrealistic expectations from their partners when most of the time they do the bare minimum and think they should get praised for their mediocrity.
Fun fact hunter wrote this episode herself! We love an icon
Damn!!! She better do it again cuz she turned it OUT!!!
WHAT?!??!?!?!?? Omg!!!!! 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 Amazing!
@email goals
"Girl my doctor doesn't even want to see me in person". When I tell u i wheezed haha like i laughed out loud for 2 straight minutes, felt that hahah.
LMFAOOO
I feel like Jules' episode was a little more relatable than Rue's special episode. She has so many different traumatizing situations happening in her life simultaneously. She has Rue, Nate, her mother, figuring out who she is and what she wants, her past, etc. That's a lot for someone who is suppose to be 17 years old.
Also, why did Jules have to come for us like the way she's coming for that Emmy with her performance?
I definitely related a bit more with Jules because of the relationship with her mom and how addiction affected it. It was really heavy to watch. But I was Ssoooooo goood, just give her the Emmy NOW!!!
Agree. Everyone, especially women, can relate to what she said about femininity, layers, self esteem issues etc to some degree
even them just opening it with Liability from Lorde just related too much☠🖤
So how they going to give an Emmy, what category? It’s not a season. Possible mini series
I think Rue's special would speak more to someone who suffers from an addiction, while Jule's special would speak more to an LGBTQ person.
i loved this episode because it caused everyone that villainized jules in the first season to see her side of the story. she's just a 17 year old girl who can't handle someone relying on her for their sobriety. hell, i (and most people) wouldn't be able to handle that either. it was really sad to see people dislike her character and write her off as "selfish" because she wasn't enthusiastic about rue's dependance on her instead of drugs. loved your reaction!!
EXACTLY!!! 💯💯💯
My worst experience in every fandom is usually seeing people shit on a character in that way. Seeing people hate on Jules without seeing that yes! She is actually just a teenager with her own stuff going on who can't handle Rue's addiction! made me so sad. It reminds me of how harshly people judge one another irl.
THANK YOU! I saw so many people say they disliked her character and found her selfish but I actually really related to Jules, when I was a teenager I suffered from Anorexia and had a close friend who also had serious mental illnesses and it was clear she heavily relied on me to help her which can be a lot pressure for anyone especially someone young whose dealing with their own problems which is very similar to the situation with Jules and Rue. This episode did a brilliant job of helping people understand Jules better and see she’s not a bad person.
I love how we get to see Jules is perspective on things. it feels good to know how she felt too.
Truly because I feel like we missed more of her perspective in season 1
@@zzavid5911 Definitely
Quick appreciation post:
I haven’t seen a creator who is so involved with their audience and community like daddy zzavid in such a long time. It’s exceptionally refreshing and the vibe of this community is just spectacular. Bad bitch vibes only.
Mwah keep up the amazing work darling
You are sooo sweet my luv. This means the world to me. I truly feel like everyone here is like a friend I watch movies and shows with. This is honestly my happy place
couldn’t agree more
Zavid getting triggred by the alcoholic mother broke my heart, take care, girl, we're here for you 💜
Thank you so much my luv💜💜💜💜
Ok but as a trans person I can relate to jules a lot. I have based a lot of my identity on what men want, how I think men will look at me, etc. I now base it on what cool lesbians will think of me
That was so important for her to say that cuz we live in a world where we are made to believe that if we want to find value in ourselves we must find validation from men, and honey I rebuke that in the name of gay Jesus
Honestly, as a trans girl, I'm lucky that I stopped giving a shit about men or defining myself in terms of others early in my adolescence years before questioning my gender. It was great being able to jump straight from the months long fugue state of a constant "oh fuck am I trans" mental war to being confident in my identity and femininity and exploring it on my own terms without regard for society or men or whatever. It saved me *a lot* of grief.
Gay Jesus may have slept on the job when it came to blessing me with knowledge of my gender identity, but the dude more than makes up for it by blessing me early with the realization that men ain't shit.
@@minerva9104 amen
yupp
Not lorde. You cannot hurt me with liability like that 😭
The second i saw the wings, the whole Halloween episode made sense... Poor Jules 😭
Gurl this took me back to season 1 and not in a good way😰😰😰
4:10 omg i had to pause too. jules says that she’s spent her entire life basically forming her identity around the idea of what she thinks men desire. it made me think of nate’s ‘likes and dislikes’ in a woman scene where it literally describes jules exactly.
Three things that came from this reaction
1. That sweater is fabulous
2. Nathaniel Kruger Jacobs is truly the devil, the prime example forming your feminine around a man
3. Doris need to be a permanent therapist for these characters on this show
Is it just me do but I want to see a nate episode see how that breaks down he had effect his family and his relationship with Maddie!
YES YES AND YES honestly we would need a 6 part series on Nate alone gurl, that’s too much to deal with
@@zzavid5911 I think that be good ideas for a other break season episode.
imagine a nate therapy session-
@@ko-lq7vu girl that therapist would hang it up and retire
This felt like a joint therapy session I did not consent too 😭
🤣🤣🤣 honeyyyyy I’m still not over it
jules dealing with her comphet and femininity hit home so hard, and it hits even harder knowing hunter schafer wrote it. and i’ve never seen lesbians talk about comphet in shows before and i’m going THRU IT with that right now 😭 so perfect timing for mental breakdowns
For them to play liability in the beginning was a personal attack
The fact that euphoria is hunters first acting job is just unbelievable
the thing that upsets me most is that they truly could be together and they really do love each other they just don't know how to communicate and it messes everything.
honey this episode was WAY too much for me like I felt drained afterwards 😭😭
Gurl I’m still in bed trying to recover 😵😵😵
Same. I saw it with my best guy friend and it was very hard to watch but feelt good to not see it alone too. It was so much to take in
This and Ash are the only reaction I care about. Also bi people change for the patriarchal world we live in and if we don't change society would want us to change as a fetish or as pretending.
That’s my girl right there, I was so happy to film just so that I can go and see her reaction. And you better tell it to the people in the back cuz that’s too real
@@zzavid5911 thank you
I felt this!
felt !!!
And that’s on what
PERIODDTTTT
when i tell you i cried like a baby i MEAN IT....... i’m so proud of hunter for co-written such a beautiful episode, this was absolutely beautiful, real, raw and emotional. i feel like this was even more intense than rue’s episode.
i’m so glad we finally got to see jules’ genuine point of view with her telling her own narrative and gosh i missed her so much 💞
HUNTER SCHAFER WORLD DOMINATION WHEN ??!????????
SHE BETTER SNATCH ALL THE TROPHIES 🏆 cuz she turned this out
*hunter supremacy🤪*
Zavid I love how you still appreciate the heaviness of these episodes however you still keep it light and keep us laughing. I love it because euphoria can be such a dark show to digest. Love ya!!!!
Thank you so much, I really appreciate it, because I definitely understand how real and heavy it is but I still wanna get some laughter in there cuz, I just need to diffuse the moment without disrespecting it
that therapist READ her, someone get me a therapist like that
my thearpist like that lmaoo
Ugh, this episode hit me hardcore. While I am a cisgender, bisexual female, I grew up in a super Christian household that defined femininity as my proximity to marriage. Hearing the words “I feel like I’ve framed my entire womanhood around men,” was such an eye opening moment for me. I also had a very close friend as a drug addict, and know what it feels like to be worrying like crazy, and feeling responsible for things I shouldn’t feel responsible for (but still doing so anyway). And having an online boyfriend where most of our relationship was my imagination, being let down by him irl,- be feeling compelled to stay in the relationship because his self esteem and mental stability depended on me entirely.
It’s just such a profound episode, I started sobbing at least three times. Euphoria is one of the best shows I’ve ever watched, and it’s helped me frame my life, my burgeoning sexuality, and my identity in a way that no other show (aside from Neon Genesis Evangelion) has. It has a special place in my heart, this episode in particular.
The actress who played Jules is an amazing actress I love her
The hand cuff thing. I'm dying!!!!🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣💀💀💀💀
4:58
😂😂😂
maybe it’s because hunter was a part of writing it, but jules is like, one of the only lesbians in media i can relate to. the performance of femininity for men though you have no actual desire for them, the comphet, the fake “ideal man”. idk.. shit hurts. she did a phenomenal job.
Ooooo baby hunter’s acting is sooo good! She needs an Oscar!
Give her all the trophies
@@zzavid5911 yasssss!
Both episodes are therapy sessions. Oh yeah also at the end of this episode when rue says she was on her way to meet ali she lied to jules. It was raining and if you remember Tues episode it didn't start raining til after they left the diner
Oh fuck. Yeah, I was trying to figure that shit out... It wasn't making sense. Cause a) she wasn't biking she was in a taxi/uber/car and she was wet from rain. It wasn't adding up. Thank you so much.
@@AnxietyRat no problem. But like I'm shocked Ali let her visit jules after they're talk
@@krillin7781 She didn't mention she was visiting her to him. It was probably an impulsive decision to visit her.
@@AnxietyRat true. That was so painful to watch tho. Season 2 is gonna murder me
I love that Hunter helped write this episode it's great I feel like I really see Jules more than in season 1
That’s what made it so good, it was written by a trans woman whose lives it. And not by some cis man or woman who has never lived the life. And is just assuming what it’s like. And I love that they did that, because it shows
@@zzavid5911 yesss love that representation and experienced writing made it beautiful ❤️
Zavid, you gotta do Malcolm and Marie nowwwww. shit's toxic af, you're gonna love it.
I wish I could watch Malcome and Marie (Marie’s my middle name wtf) but I hate toxicity so much it makes my blood boil I am surprised I was able to watch Euphoria without burins up.
@@imawalkingmistake4313 oh yeah if you're very upset by toxicity please don't watch it. i kind of have the same problem but i still watched it and trust me it does get your blood boiling.
@@user-cn2jg1hh9d Thanks
OMG YES!!!! Zavid plz react to Malcolm and Marie.... you'll love it
I love and appreciate these special episodes. We were able to see what Jules was going through and her perspective. I am very glad she was in therapy and I hope Rue goes to therapy too. Ugghh I just love them and want the best for them
We definitely needed this to just listen to her side, because we didn’t get to listen to her side of all this tornado
@@zzavid5911 I definitely agree.
“Girl my doctor doesn’t even wanna see me”
Me hearing that after my therapist stopped calling for my appointments during covid for no reason: 👁👄👁
It's actually something that I think everyone, regardless of gender or sexuality, is guilty of: catering to masculinity. Not even necessarily in a sexual way. Thats just the society we live in. Thats how we were raised. Please the man. Gain male acceptance. Life is kind of about breaking that mold. Finding who you are, and not finding the person the male persona finds most pleasing. Of course life is more than that, and that's also kind of the point too. Life is more than escaping what society expects of you. But it's a big facet of it.
This special episode hit different and emotionally hard like im sitting in the car like why am i crying lol
Had the exact same thought when the therapist showed up on screen! Loved her in Looking. Had to rewatch the whole show again after that episode.
I might have to binge watch it again, cuz I miss that show so much
@@zzavid5911 you should do a review on your channel! I don’t think many people know about this show and it would be a great way to introduce it to some people.
Please do looking reaction, i just watching it
“The therapist is gonna need a therapist.” LMFAO
‘Looking’ was one of my favorite HBO shows ever. Also, Hunter Schafer deserves all the awards for this episode
That was THE SHOW for me, so good. And honestly just give all the trophies
@@zzavid5911 adore you and this channel ❤️
"Husband in my mind"
Me whenever I see Jonathan Groff🥰
That’s my man right there 👬👬👬
Same! And I know I’m not his type 😭
@@chantelwilliams517 🤣🤣🤣
...Jeffrey Dean Morgan....same 🤣..and Jeff Goldblum..don't judge me..it is "Jeffs" ? 🤔
This whole episode made me cry so much and was such a therapy session for me because it was so relatable and kinda helpful in a weird way
I love that Hunter wrote this episode herself.
WHEN I TELL U I SCREAMED WHEN I GOT THIS NOTIFICATION IM NOT LYING
Meanwhile I’m still here screaming internally after the trauma of all this
@@zzavid5911 I couldn’t relate more too someone
When jules said she formed her womanhood around men, i can relate. They have to be petite,skinny, not too dark but not too light. Thats why i have low self esteem, boys telling me im too ugly, not pretty enough... now, i dont care much at all, still trying to find confidence, and realize i am unique, and not boring like they said. I dont dress to impress boys, i do it for myself and my happiness, confidence. My bi ass is more into women anyways. But i still dress for myself
Can we just take a moment to appreciate zzavid's skin here?! Oooh, that glow hunny ✨
☺️☺️☺️☺️ I try to keep nice and smooth boo, cuz these cameras can be hateful if I don’t keep it up
Chile i come to you for euphoria cus these hbo max prices are just too high😫
🤣🤣🤣🤣 I heard that
My comfort RUclipsr!
Queen you served with this❤️
🥰🥰🥰🥰 thank you so much my luv 💜💜💜
im a simple girl, i see zzavid upload, i click
hunter my dear, you're a precious gem. If hunter doesn't get an award for euphoria, its an insult. She truly delivered a fabulous performance in the show she's one of the reason I've watched the show.
they dragged us into a therapy session without any warning, they just said here 🙂 but I loved this episode bc we got a closer look into Jules and her perspective. thank you for this take a shower, take a bath, eat some chocolate, bc when you cry I cry, but this episode did nothing but screw us over 10 ways to Sunday. as always love your videosss 💛💛
I sat on the shower while the water was coming down on me cuz I felt all the emotions with this one 😭😭😭😭
@@zzavid5911 and yet we keep watching 😭😂
"Gay Jesus made me this way" 😂😂
I will always and forever adore Jules
Editing skills unmatched! Love love love it all! Frickin Madeleine Ashton reference! I can’t with you lmao
Thanks my luv, and you know any chance I can get to quote death becomes her IM IN!!
Never tought the coming soon was this soon! Yeah baby! ❤️
🥰🥰🥰🥰 hope you enjoy boo
Yessss I been waiting for this one!!!❤️
Hold on tight gurl
HA PLZZ when you said “he kidnapped me but he asked if my handcuffs were to tight🥰” i felt attacked👏🏾! cuz the way i would fall in love with my kidnapper if checked to make sure i was okay🤣
Yaaaay I'm so excited about this reaction. The euphoria special episodes completely broke me
I’m still trying to pick up the pieces
I have a friend that I am trying to distance myself from. She has ODed 10 times and cuts. She continues to do drugs and smoke weed and her parents kicked her out. I do not need that energy in my life but I feel like if I just leave her, she will make an attempt on her life. That is where I relate to Jules. It’s hard to leave when you are with a person that is haunted by addiction.
“I’m not allowed at that Starbucks anymore.....but that’s a different story.”
QUEEN I MISSED YOU
Halloween night just shows the pure definition on how parents and ppl think we have an "attitude" for no reason but really it's a lot behind closed doors that adds up to it. her mom relapsing and all that other stuff happening that night was the reason Jules was acting like that around Rue and was drinking all night at the party. people should normalize asking what's wrong or not acknowledging an "attitude" bc saying "why u got an attitude" makes it worse. some ppl could be dealing with depression as well and juggling stress from school with it brings frustration and that attitude. nobody in the house frustrates us, it's the school system and sometimes we even hate our self💯
euphoria really said we need therapy
Well after that reference I would literally die for a Death Becomes Her commentary ❤️
Jules serves a Claire Danes as Angela in My So Called Life ugly cry in a good way? so many emotions with this episode
YES that used to be my show right there ‼️ and then claire danes killed it on homeland with that cry face too
You fall in love with the thought of being loved. That's what Rue and Jules are... Or that's what I think
3:55 THIS!!!!! And the thing is, it applies to all women- yes even queer women, and it makes it all the more frustrating. Our entire lives we are fed what men like, what men find desirable, and it’s just fucking exhausting because if you don’t try to actively combat it, you just get sucked in. Anyway, I loved this episode and the commentary🤭
You don’t know how fast I clicked out of Google classroom to watch this video 😭✋🏽
🤣🤣🤣 sorry professor
LMAO THE SANDY FROM GREASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣 u crack me tf up
🤣🤣🤣 I had to do it
13:53 "he doesn't even know me, he doesn't even know how to spell my name" LORDT that got me
not you saying "ok selena" when nate said he was dreaming of jules😭😩
OMG I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS! THIS EPISODE GAVE US EVERYTHING, DRAMA,ANXIETY,DEPRESSION,I TELL YOU I LOST IT THE FIRST TIME I SAW IT
Zzvaid you bring me so much joy. Thank you. I hope you know how much you are adored on here!
My mother has struggled with mental illness and addiction by entire life and I have a mountain of resentment. It’s like you said, you are forced to grow up fast because of everything you are exposed to. You see and hear things you should never had to have seen or heard. You are put in situations far beyond your years. It literally rips your innocence away. The sad part is that other family members often want you to always be forgiving or place blame on you for not helping more, or whatever. You’re not allowed your anger and rage if she’s doing better. Well, I’m angry and I have a lot of resentment. I’m now a member to a daughter and I’d die before I ever let her experience what I did. I had to make the decision to limit my mother’s time with my daughter. I had to break that cycle. I feel bad for my mom but she’s never changed and never will. I had to choose myself and my daughter in the end.
Duuude, u don't know how much I did burst laughing with the tight handcuffs line 😂😂
I freaking love Looking omg I'm so happy you brought it up. Can more people watch and talk about looking because it's the best
Fun fact: I literally can’t stand this show (I’m allergic to drama hurney) but I watch just for the fabulous commentary and edits 🤚🏾
I totally get, this isn’t for everyone, especially cuz it can get a bit triggering for some people, but I appreciate that you still watch my reactions luv🥰🥰🥰🥰
honestly jules' episode hits way too close to home when your parent's an addict omg :')
*adjusts wig*
Alright let’s do this 🥴
Gurl my wig is six feet under after this one🥚
I don’t even know what a wig is anymore
Apologies and heart felt relation for growing up with an addict. My lack of forgiveness, getting away from them and basically not EXISTING in their spectrum is still a mood i carry today. but i hope for you that, therapy, communication and them doing right by you happens/happened cuz u deserve perfection ^^
Your commentary is nothing but FACTS and HILARITY
ahhhhhhhhhhh i love "looking" too and i love that you recognized lauren weedman from that!! it was such an underrated show and lauren is such a good actress and just oozes warm vibes, i was delighted to see her as this character. everyone should go watch "looking" for her and the other cast's quiet but powerful performances in that show
i've been waiting for this one, ready to cry again
NOT THE CLIP FROM DEATH BECOMES HER 💀 I LOST IT
YESSS HUNNY THAT SHIRT😍 IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE❤
Thanks my luv, I was FEELING IT💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻
I had to talk about this episode with my therapist, like damn, Jules breaking my heart.
I watched this reaction to remind myself about what happened in S1 and honestly, I felt in the same way as you about Jules (about the background scene of Jules and the Halloween episode). This shows how we don't know about each person and what they have to deal with.
I have done that before, to keep my head up and smile in front of the world; but at the day of the day, your mask is off and you have yourself being vulnerable. this special ep is triggering for me bc it reminds me how damaged I am and how I haven't taken care of myself.
I love your videos and I appreciate how you make us smile 🥺 you made me happy in the past few days I watched you reacting to S1 ♥️
I've only been watching this channel for about a month but you've brought so much needed laughter and joy to my little ole life. I was waiting for this reaction and I'm only 4 minutes in and I'm already so content. Thank you. I don't watch half the shows you react to but I watch your reactions anyway because they really are just a balm for all the bad stuff and it's even better when it's a show that I do love so much like Euphoria.
How did Hunter do a better job writing than Sam?
YOU NEED TO WATCH SEASON 2 MISS GURL. I NEED YOU TO FEEL HOW I FEEL. I feel stressed out, depressed, tired, but most of all happy asf.
Oh my gawd this is exactly what i needed today thank you queen
I was literally crying the entire video!! 😂😂😂 not because of the video but because you and your mid video jokes! I had to pause the video three times because I was actually crying and couldn’t actually focus on the video! Omg love you sm.! 🧡🧡
yesss time for another mental breakdown while stuck at home!!! don’t you just love this show?😻
😭😭😭😭 honeyyyyy you need to sign something before watching this because hbo might catch a case for putting us through all this 💀💀💀💀
@@zzavid5911 giiirl i'm telling you the children are really being emotionally PLAYED and with only 2 episodes to fuck us UP
Also I used to relate a lot to rue but after that episode and I rewatched season 1. Jules has a very special place in my heart in a way that I just can’t understand like 😖