@Chydeofficial , a girl I was seeing, sent me this video to watch. That is just a small part of the hell I went through. 8 months after she lost the fight to stage 4 breast cancer and chemo, my only child was killed as a passenger in a car wreck, just 1 month and 9 days after he turned 18 years old. You would think those two things were bad enough, but if I added what my adopted family did before all that, during all that and what they did eventually did after his funeral, would make you wonder how I am still here or how am I not locked up from getting my reckoning. Thank you very much for taking the time to acknowledge my words. @ChydeOfficial
So you have lost a wife to cancer and chemo two months before they turned 45 and two months and 1 day before you turned 41 years old for which you had been celebrating your birthdays together for 7 years? Then did your only child get killed as a passenger 1 month and 9 days after he turned 18 years old 8 months after you lost your wife ? No offense but unless you have experienced that kind of loss, which i can tell you have not from your words alone, your words even though meant to be helpful maybe, carry and cause a way different emotion, just like it will get better with time statement or he has a plan for everyone or he will only give you as much as you can handle or the worst one in my opinion, remember the good times with them, why say that because remembering the good times, makes you feel even worse because you will never have more good times with them. You can tell who has experienced that kind of loss or worse because they say ," sorry for your loss and if you need someone to talk to, I am here to listen !" Anything more said made me angry and worse off because, it don't get better with time you just become more prepared for the special days that are there for constant reminders that for me are spaced out every so many months except May thru July that has DOB, DOD, ANNIVERSARY and funeral but then I get a slight break until October only because I did not have a good relationship with my adopted dad at all or him dying 3 months after my son would be added but instead, I added trying to kill myself which if it wasn't for friends around the world I wouldn't be replying since they got me to the hospital with only 5 minutes to go before there would be nothing they could do to reverse my actions, so that covers that you are only given what you can handle because sept 25th is a date I remember and owe my life to special friends @eltoncox7572
@paulphillips4640 the best people go through the hardest trials in life.. keep your head up and try to do the things they would have wanted to do with you. ❤
This feels like asking your loved ones if you can stop fighting, no . . . Begging them to let you stop fighting, begging them to tell you that theyll be fine if you leave. Its like the struggle/ unasked question that floats around in my head everyday
yehh... FUCK YEAH... brother u said it perfectly that it cannot be said better, yeah... im with a death wish for like what, about 3-4 years, im 19 btw turned on july 16th... and uhh yeh, im fucked up all kinds already, and yeh im writing this as im speaking right now so u know im not being dramatic im thinking like this all the time... yehh i would just dissapear if i could and die off somewhere but i can't really yet, i have a little sister and really little brother(1st grade elementary sch)... and there it is your comment as a perfect explanation...
The hardest thing I ever had to do was telling my wife that it was okay. That she could stop fighting. I was holding her in my arms when I told her. And after I told her she just relaxed she was at peace. She was waiting for me to tell her. She died six hours later. Her name was Cindy Lee Shipley and she was my best friend, my favorite person, my soulmate.
"If I die tonight would you be there by my side would you tell me it's okay to go" is an epiphany of loneliness and a memory of why I can't feel right... it hurts so beautifully
if i diee tonight would you be there by my side, hell no they won'tt they don't give a fk about me im soo done with this i hate it all fk it all.. love you chyde and parker ty so much for your music @Chyde,
I′ve a breathing problem, and it goes worse every night. Sometimes it's so heavy, and now i keep wondering when be my last breath. I'm not afraid, but there are things we can sense deeply inside us. Thank you for this song ❤
It’s been 28 years. I’ve had a child die in my arms, watched the love of my life leave and tell me I’m nothing. Watched my children slowly resent me over time, watched as my family and friends left one by one and everyday I still wake up wondering when. When does it get better.. Sorry but I don’t have another 30 years to wait
May god let us all find the happiness and peace again I’m sorry for my mistakes and will live until I can’t or it’s my time but I hope god forgives me and everyone I’ve ever hurt in anyway I’m sorry😔💔💔
This reminds me too much of my grandmother, she died when i was young and i ended up witnessing it, it’s been a while since I thought of her, this song helps a lot, thank you. ❤
It’s been a year since first listening to this and I still cry to it, I lost my dog one night while I was camping I wasn’t home but he died that night and I wish I was there for him in his last moments, it still hurts to know I’ll never see him again
Was pronounced dead for 13 minutes from a od but some how i came out alive by some miracle yours and parkers music has been helping me through my toughest battles ❤
@braydenschubertit’s a sign your presence here is not done yet. Take is as a second chance to life and embrace that. You still have a purpose. Now live 🤝
@ChydeOfficialay man i want you and parker to keep up the good work man u two are amazing people u help people through there battles i say u saved peoples lives with your music man u both are inspiring ❤
Do you not have any family bro? I'm sorry if not.. but if so then you're not alone brother! Just quit looking for relationships, listening to music like this it does not help either I promise!! I used to think it did, along with crying at night.. Till I stopped. You can always come back and listen like I do now! I'm very genuinely happy more than I have been in yearssssss! I'm 27 tho so there's a lil difference here!
🫂 When I was your age, I didn't have anyone there for me. I still don't and if it doesn't change. I tell myself it can always get better. I focus on those things I can improve for me. I'm 23 with 2 kids. I've always been the mature one but even we fall sometimes with a blind society. Don't give up, alright?... It's okay to make mistakes, we get up and learn every day even us adults. If I could tell myself something at that age, it would be to remember that even as we age, we'll never know all the answers. Remember that we all operate from our own understanding. That's why it's important for us to focus on this being, us.
Dang, Chyde still hearts comments, respect 💯 anyways, amazing song bro you and Parker Jack will make it big if you keep going, trust Hope you guys are okay ❤️🩹
Life is to hard I was from a abusive family that yelled at me and said that I am not worth it and I just wanna give up your video popped up. I decided to look at it. Thank you for trying but it did work
You Come to me at the perfect Time of my life and you give me the Motivation when there is no one with me, God bless us all ❣️🎈 Keep Making music, much love from India 🇮🇳
Man life is rough November 9th 2024 i was in a wreck and almost lost mine and my uncles life its been rough since then and i lost the love of my life on May 12th because i was manipulative man i wish i could get her back im trying to keep it together for my family and friends im only 14 and everyone keeps telling me im fine and its not that bad no one knows whats in my head i express my feelings with music and this song right here is now my favorite it hits so close to home thank you for the amazing music keep it up
I don’t know how my grandmom is still alive I mean like I’m happy she is I’m incredibly happy but she is a cancer survivor. She survived cancer four times and recently she got into a car accident and fractured her sternum and she’s still alive and breathing
Ok this is nowhere as severe as anyone else's but I almost died 3 times because I used to have severe asthma and I had 50 percent air intake and I was told that if I waited I would've died
Ik this aint as bad as all the other stories on this song but im 15 and ive been in care since i was 3 and I cant see my parents or siblings because of it and im living with a complete stranger
Damn this hits in a hard way I set up a point where I’m the main guy and I am expected so much out of but I still feel like if I were to die no one would care
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I told my wife that I would be ok and she could go after 56 chemo treatments and stage 4 breast cancer took her life 2 months before she turned 45
Man I am so sorry to hear that. Keep your head up brother.
@Chydeofficial , a girl I was seeing, sent me this video to watch. That is just a small part of the hell I went through. 8 months after she lost the fight to stage 4 breast cancer and chemo, my only child was killed as a passenger in a car wreck, just 1 month and 9 days after he turned 18 years old. You would think those two things were bad enough, but if I added what my adopted family did before all that, during all that and what they did eventually did after his funeral, would make you wonder how I am still here or how am I not locked up from getting my reckoning.
Thank you very much for taking the time to acknowledge my words. @ChydeOfficial
Brother man... all life is bothered and borrowed.
So you have lost a wife to cancer and chemo two months before they turned 45 and two months and 1 day before you turned 41 years old for which you had been celebrating your birthdays together for 7 years? Then did your only child get killed as a passenger 1 month and 9 days after he turned 18 years old 8 months after you lost your wife ? No offense but unless you have experienced that kind of loss, which i can tell you have not from your words alone, your words even though meant to be helpful maybe, carry and cause a way different emotion, just like it will get better with time statement or he has a plan for everyone or he will only give you as much as you can handle or the worst one in my opinion, remember the good times with them, why say that because remembering the good times, makes you feel even worse because you will never have more good times with them. You can tell who has experienced that kind of loss or worse because they say ," sorry for your loss and if you need someone to talk to, I am here to listen !" Anything more said made me angry and worse off because, it don't get better with time you just become more prepared for the special days that are there for constant reminders that for me are spaced out every so many months except May thru July that has DOB, DOD, ANNIVERSARY and funeral but then I get a slight break until October only because I did not have a good relationship with my adopted dad at all or him dying 3 months after my son would be added but instead, I added trying to kill myself which if it wasn't for friends around the world I wouldn't be replying since they got me to the hospital with only 5 minutes to go before there would be nothing they could do to reverse my actions, so that covers that you are only given what you can handle because sept 25th is a date I remember and owe my life to special friends @eltoncox7572
@paulphillips4640 the best people go through the hardest trials in life.. keep your head up and try to do the things they would have wanted to do with you. ❤
This feels like asking your loved ones if you can stop fighting, no . . . Begging them to let you stop fighting, begging them to tell you that theyll be fine if you leave. Its like the struggle/ unasked question that floats around in my head everyday
This is exactly what I thought😊
Ur not alone with that
yehh... FUCK YEAH... brother u said it perfectly that it cannot be said better, yeah... im with a death wish for like what, about 3-4 years, im 19 btw turned on july 16th... and uhh yeh, im fucked up all kinds already, and yeh im writing this as im speaking right now so u know im not being dramatic im thinking like this all the time... yehh i would just dissapear if i could and die off somewhere but i can't really yet, i have a little sister and really little brother(1st grade elementary sch)... and there it is your comment as a perfect explanation...
Same
Thats exactly what this song is. Sadly not everyone has any loved ones or anything to even question sticking around and fighting for.
Cuts so deep but hits home so hard 💔
The hardest thing I ever had to do was telling my wife that it was okay. That she could stop fighting. I was holding her in my arms when I told her. And after I told her she just relaxed she was at peace. She was waiting for me to tell her. She died six hours later. Her name was Cindy Lee Shipley and she was my best friend, my favorite person, my soulmate.
She rests in peace
"If I die tonight would you be there by my side would you tell me it's okay to go" is an epiphany of loneliness and a memory of why I can't feel right... it hurts so beautifully
This reminds me of such a beautiful soul destroyed by hate and negativity and loneliness
You just don't even know 😢
If I was told I'd die tonight when I go to bed. Id probably go bed early.
back in 2015 i had 7 mild heart attacks n now im down and depressed wish it took me wish i had a DNR on my papers born 1994
" This ain't who I'm tryna be, I got things inside of me
I wish that I could tell you I'd be fine, but I just won't " this is so real
I hate how this is relatable 😢
This song has me crying.
Y'alls music helps me thank you both.
This hits home 🏡 😢 😔 😕 I had 3 strokes in October of 2020 and it's a miracle I made it ❤❤🤟
it really is😇
Gods a mircacle worker
Wow. Glad you’re still here!
I'm so sorry
Yeah my grandma passed away
Deep lyrics...it hits home.
It's a whole diffrent heart break to realize you cant die, and a whole new world when you realize you dont want to anymore.
True
This is what they played at my dads funeral and it just had so much sentimental value as a song thank you man
RESPECT
I'm in bits, lord please ease 🙏 the pain ❤❤❤
if i diee tonight would you be there by my side, hell no they won'tt they don't give a fk about me im soo done with this i hate it all fk it all..
love you chyde and parker ty so much for your music
@Chyde,
Hearing this makes me fight my stress off Bec I feel like no body cares if I vanish 😢
I feel the same way man just keep your head up if I gotta push you gotta push….. love
you hit where it hurts the most MAN........
I′ve a breathing problem, and it goes worse every night. Sometimes it's so heavy, and now i keep wondering when be my last breath. I'm not afraid, but there are things we can sense deeply inside us. Thank you for this song ❤
awh im sorry
Same kinda I hate it
It’s been 28 years. I’ve had a child die in my arms, watched the love of my life leave and tell me I’m nothing. Watched my children slowly resent me over time, watched as my family and friends left one by one and everyday I still wake up wondering when. When does it get better..
Sorry but I don’t have another 30 years to wait
May god let us all find the happiness and peace again I’m sorry for my mistakes and will live until I can’t or it’s my time but I hope god forgives me and everyone I’ve ever hurt in anyway I’m sorry😔💔💔
😢
You Hit the Stage bro., LOVE YOU
This reminds me too much of my grandmother, she died when i was young and i ended up witnessing it, it’s been a while since I thought of her, this song helps a lot, thank you. ❤
It’s been a year since first listening to this and I still cry to it, I lost my dog one night while I was camping I wasn’t home but he died that night and I wish I was there for him in his last moments, it still hurts to know I’ll never see him again
@TXMTOPIC 🖤
@ChydeOfficial its been six months and ive been doing well but recently i found videos of my dog and it has just broke me again.
Was pronounced dead for 13 minutes from a od but some how i came out alive by some miracle yours and parkers music has been helping me through my toughest battles ❤
🖤 sending strength
@ChydeOfficial ty man ❤
@braydenschubertit’s a sign your presence here is not done yet. Take is as a second chance to life and embrace that. You still have a purpose. Now live 🤝
@ChydeOfficialay man i want you and parker to keep up the good work man u two are amazing people u help people through there battles i say u saved peoples lives with your music man u both are inspiring ❤
Give us the Hardys for the love of god
Woman of 10 years…. Just ups and leaves after an argument. Said she hated me I told her I love you
When you got God, all you feel is sorry for him. Jesus takes all that away. I struggled with depression gave it to God, and can't stop smiling now
I'm going through a lot with my partner , it breaks my heart to see him like this 💔, Bless ya
Bro as a 14 year old and I don’t feel ok and I have trust issues anxiety etc I listen to this every day I get out of school at night and cry
Wow I’m surprised you like my comment
It’s just life’s tough rn for someone that is alone
This made my night cause I’m really depressed rn
Do you not have any family bro? I'm sorry if not.. but if so then you're not alone brother! Just quit looking for relationships, listening to music like this it does not help either I promise!! I used to think it did, along with crying at night.. Till I stopped. You can always come back and listen like I do now! I'm very genuinely happy more than I have been in yearssssss! I'm 27 tho so there's a lil difference here!
🫂 When I was your age, I didn't have anyone there for me. I still don't and if it doesn't change. I tell myself it can always get better. I focus on those things I can improve for me. I'm 23 with 2 kids. I've always been the mature one but even we fall sometimes with a blind society. Don't give up, alright?... It's okay to make mistakes, we get up and learn every day even us adults. If I could tell myself something at that age, it would be to remember that even as we age, we'll never know all the answers. Remember that we all operate from our own understanding. That's why it's important for us to focus on this being, us.
Parker and Chyde🔥
DANG THIS SONG JUST HITS ME DANG BOY🔥🔥🔥
If I die tonight would you be there by my side?
Chyde part always hit different
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This it's hard especially because I got broke up with 😅
Dang, Chyde still hearts comments, respect 💯
anyways, amazing song bro
you and Parker Jack will make it big if you keep going, trust
Hope you guys are okay ❤️🩹
Life is to hard I was from a abusive family that yelled at me and said that I am not worth it and I just wanna give up your video popped up. I decided to look at it.
Thank you for trying but it did work
This hits my heart cause I almost lost my life to an od if my friends didn't show up when they did I wouldn't be here today
Even if people are there for me they never lived that so how can they understand? Thats why im here thanks Chyde and Parker
Thanks for the music❤
I would love to drink and cry
Anyone here drinking trying not to cry or just me
Drinking and not crying but great song
I cant cry and i dont drink 😂😂
Not drinking but smoking
But I’m not crying
Maybe not drinking but trying not to cry yess
Me and my depression at 9 at night be like....
I love the sound of the voice when he's say if I die tonight pretty much the whole song
Shit bro I just want to cry to this
If u died i would cry bc i love ur song and bc ur voice sounds so good
Lyrics hits differently..
Wow just wow this is a masterpiece 😢😮
bro this disevers more likes
I agree 🖤
Chyde and Parker..❤❤
Fire as always boys
Respect to this song
Been on repeat🔁 🥺😞🔥
Yes please Every day
Man! Right now I going through exactly what this is speaking about. I love it bro bro!
You Come to me at the perfect Time of my life and you give me the Motivation when there is no one with me, God bless us all ❣️🎈 Keep Making music, much love from India 🇮🇳
This comment means a lot 🖤 much love to you
Man life is rough November 9th 2024 i was in a wreck and almost lost mine and my uncles life its been rough since then and i lost the love of my life on May 12th because i was manipulative man i wish i could get her back im trying to keep it together for my family and friends im only 14 and everyone keeps telling me im fine and its not that bad no one knows whats in my head i express my feelings with music and this song right here is now my favorite it hits so close to home thank you for the amazing music keep it up
This song hits home man. I'm shaking so much rn
Simply on top❤
Fuckin hella good song guys I fuckin love yall and your guy's music much love
Much love 🖤
@ChydeOfficial Keep on bro
Love u from India 🥰🙏
Bro yal need to hit the stage fr this is fire.
Man thank you for this song it helped me so much
Thank u for making this song i keep going back to it❤❤❤
Great song
If i did tonight would you tell me its okay to goooo?
Love you from Romania bro❤❤ we feel you 🥹
I love this song
This is good ngl damn it hits frfr
chyde pls make a 1h version of this song
Just remind me, how my mom died in my house in the same living room that I’m in every single day and I’m only 13
Bro imagine having to go through these thought all day couldn’t be me
I’m only 15 and this already makes me wanna just disappear
@StephenVaughan-p4p be strong
late, but sheesh. these songs of yalls keep hitting close to home. ❤❤❤❤
Thank you 🖤 just dropped a song called “tired”. Go check it out I’m sure you’ll feel it
@ChydeOfficial omg i will check it asap! ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍
love it from Thailand
Man it hurts...
i know brother... i know...🖤💙✌
i hope you're doing good now tho...
This is fucking banger bruh🔥🥂
Love from texas
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💔
hits hard
i love this song but ik nobody would be there for me i don't deserve it
You do deserve it.
I don’t know how my grandmom is still alive I mean like I’m happy she is I’m incredibly happy but she is a cancer survivor. She survived cancer four times and recently she got into a car accident and fractured her sternum and she’s still alive and breathing
I love song😢
I lost both my parents and i have no one but music i need help
@DanielMantia 🖤🖤🖤
You’re smart you’re talented you’re important you’re lovable you’re special what you feel and think matters I’m wishing you peace and happiness
huyu msee ni mzii
just scrolled a few of his songs,
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Rip xxx
Fuck life i dont want to do this anymore 😂😂😂
I feel the same way u feel but please stay
I had a stroke an it is a I am I love your videos
I want to ask my friend this
Yeah same thing here i cuted myself and got through at everthing i was or still are dep and thx foreverthing in
Just discovered this artist & dam shit hits 💯🥹
Appreciate you
Just dropped my new album: listen.lt/ChydeREBORN
🎉😢😢😢😢 Love u
😮💨😮💨😮💨
Ok this is nowhere as severe as anyone else's but I almost died 3 times because I used to have severe asthma and I had 50 percent air intake and I was told that if I waited I would've died
🙂
Try listening to this with rum weed and other shit that I’m not saying 28 with four kids and I feel like this
@chelseygibbs3566 hang in there 🙏🏼
Ik this aint as bad as all the other stories on this song but im 15 and ive been in care since i was 3 and I cant see my parents or siblings because of it and im living with a complete stranger
I love you too it's been it going to do I love you like nothing❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤p
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Damn this hits in a hard way I set up a point where I’m the main guy and I am expected so much out of but I still feel like if I were to die no one would care
I feel you🖤
Cancer is gonna be 2025 biggest concern bc more ppl have already died from cancer more this year than any other year since the 1900s
Ive not heard that. Ah well. I know suicide rates are up alot more especially my town in the UK has very high suicide rates