This feels like asking your loved ones if you can stop fighting, no . . . Begging them to let you stop fighting, begging them to tell you that theyll be fine if you leave. Its like the struggle/ unasked question that floats around in my head everyday
yehh... FUCK YEAH... brother u said it perfectly that it cannot be said better, yeah... im with a death wish for like what, about 3-4 years, im 19 btw turned on july 16th... and uhh yeh, im fucked up all kinds already, and yeh im writing this as im speaking right now so u know im not being dramatic im thinking like this all the time... yehh i would just dissapear if i could and die off somewhere but i can't really yet, i have a little sister and really little brother(1st grade elementary sch)... and there it is your comment as a perfect explanation...
I′ve a breathing problem, and it goes worse every night. Sometimes it's so heavy, and now i keep wondering when be my last breath. I'm not afraid, but there are things we can sense deeply inside us. Thank you for this song ❤
@Chydeofficial , a girl I was seeing, sent me this video to watch. That is just a small part of the hell I went through. 8 months after she lost the fight to stage 4 breast cancer and chemo, my only child was killed as a passenger in a car wreck, just 1 month and 9 days after he turned 18 years old. You would think those two things were bad enough, but if I added what my adopted family did before all that, during all that and what they did eventually did after his funeral, would make you wonder how I am still here or how am I not locked up from getting my reckoning. Thank you very much for taking the time to acknowledge my words. @@ChydeOfficial
So you have lost a wife to cancer and chemo two months before they turned 45 and two months and 1 day before you turned 41 years old for which you had been celebrating your birthdays together for 7 years? Then did your only child get killed as a passenger 1 month and 9 days after he turned 18 years old 8 months after you lost your wife ? No offense but unless you have experienced that kind of loss, which i can tell you have not from your words alone, your words even though meant to be helpful maybe, carry and cause a way different emotion, just like it will get better with time statement or he has a plan for everyone or he will only give you as much as you can handle or the worst one in my opinion, remember the good times with them, why say that because remembering the good times, makes you feel even worse because you will never have more good times with them. You can tell who has experienced that kind of loss or worse because they say ," sorry for your loss and if you need someone to talk to, I am here to listen !" Anything more said made me angry and worse off because, it don't get better with time you just become more prepared for the special days that are there for constant reminders that for me are spaced out every so many months except May thru July that has DOB, DOD, ANNIVERSARY and funeral but then I get a slight break until October only because I did not have a good relationship with my adopted dad at all or him dying 3 months after my son would be added but instead, I added trying to kill myself which if it wasn't for friends around the world I wouldn't be replying since they got me to the hospital with only 5 minutes to go before there would be nothing they could do to reverse my actions, so that covers that you are only given what you can handle because sept 25th is a date I remember and owe my life to special friends @@eltoncox7572
@paulphillips4640 the best people go through the hardest trials in life.. keep your head up and try to do the things they would have wanted to do with you. ❤
You Come to me at the perfect Time of my life and you give me the Motivation when there is no one with me, God bless us all ❣️🎈 Keep Making music, much love from India 🇮🇳
Do you not have any family bro? I'm sorry if not.. but if so then you're not alone brother! Just quit looking for relationships, listening to music like this it does not help either I promise!! I used to think it did, along with crying at night.. Till I stopped. You can always come back and listen like I do now! I'm very genuinely happy more than I have been in yearssssss! I'm 27 tho so there's a lil difference here!
🫂 When I was your age, I didn't have anyone there for me. I still don't and if it doesn't change. I tell myself it can always get better. I focus on those things I can improve for me. I'm 23 with 2 kids. I've always been the mature one but even we fall sometimes with a blind society. Don't give up, alright?... It's okay to make mistakes, we get up and learn every day even us adults. If I could tell myself something at that age, it would be to remember that even as we age, we'll never know all the answers. Remember that we all operate from our own understanding. That's why it's important for us to focus on this being, us.
Life is to hard I was from a abusive family that yelled at me and said that I am not worth it and I just wanna give up your video popped up. I decided to look at it. Thank you for trying but it did work
did yu ever tell yur self that you will end your self and sitting in the corner and not having the balls to do it i cant end my life because of my parents my mom will be sad thats why i am still holding on 😞
I don’t know how my grandmom is still alive I mean like I’m happy she is I’m incredibly happy but she is a cancer survivor. She survived cancer four times and recently she got into a car accident and fractured her sternum and she’s still alive and breathing
Damn this hits in a hard way I set up a point where I’m the main guy and I am expected so much out of but I still feel like if I were to die no one would care
Ik this aint as bad as all the other stories on this song but im 15 and ive been in care since i was 3 and I cant see my parents or siblings because of it and im living with a complete stranger
Bro this is song has been on repeat cents my girl likes another guy and i fucked up my relationship but me and my girl are fixing it but it hurts when your best frind of 15 years cant even tell you that he has felling for your girl its so fucking stupid that my girl and my brother had to tell me that my bestfrind of 15 yeras likes my girl like wtf bro this shit hurts cuz me n my girl have been throught hell n back and weve had our good moments and our bad moments but im pround of her bc she told me everything and sorry for such the long rain guys
I tried to commit suicide when I was in 3rd grade but my best friend died from suicide it really hits me hard at times but i try to think he wants me to keep his memory alive
I would you’re important you’re special you’re talented what you feel and think matters you’re lovable you’re smart. I’m wishing you peace and happiness.
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You Hit the Stage bro., LOVE YOU
This feels like asking your loved ones if you can stop fighting, no . . . Begging them to let you stop fighting, begging them to tell you that theyll be fine if you leave. Its like the struggle/ unasked question that floats around in my head everyday
This is exactly what I thought😊
Ur not alone with that
yehh... FUCK YEAH... brother u said it perfectly that it cannot be said better, yeah... im with a death wish for like what, about 3-4 years, im 19 btw turned on july 16th... and uhh yeh, im fucked up all kinds already, and yeh im writing this as im speaking right now so u know im not being dramatic im thinking like this all the time... yehh i would just dissapear if i could and die off somewhere but i can't really yet, i have a little sister and really little brother(1st grade elementary sch)... and there it is your comment as a perfect explanation...
Parker and Chyde🔥
This reminds me of such a beautiful soul destroyed by hate and negativity and loneliness
That sounds like me
You just don't even know 😢
Fire as always boys
I′ve a breathing problem, and it goes worse every night. Sometimes it's so heavy, and now i keep wondering when be my last breath. I'm not afraid, but there are things we can sense deeply inside us. Thank you for this song ❤
Thanks for the music❤
Been on repeat🔁 🥺😞🔥
you hit where it hurts the most MAN........
This hits home 🏡 😢 😔 😕 I had 3 strokes in October of 2020 and it's a miracle I made it ❤❤🤟
it really is😇
Gods a mircacle worker
Wow. Glad you’re still here!
I'm so sorry
Yeah my grandma passed away
Man thank you for this song it helped me so much
DANG THIS SONG JUST HITS ME DANG BOY🔥🔥🔥
I told my wife that I would be ok and she could go after 56 chemo treatments and stage 4 breast cancer took her life 2 months before she turned 45
Man I am so sorry to hear that. Keep your head up brother.
@Chydeofficial , a girl I was seeing, sent me this video to watch. That is just a small part of the hell I went through. 8 months after she lost the fight to stage 4 breast cancer and chemo, my only child was killed as a passenger in a car wreck, just 1 month and 9 days after he turned 18 years old. You would think those two things were bad enough, but if I added what my adopted family did before all that, during all that and what they did eventually did after his funeral, would make you wonder how I am still here or how am I not locked up from getting my reckoning.
Thank you very much for taking the time to acknowledge my words. @@ChydeOfficial
Brother man... all life is bothered and borrowed.
So you have lost a wife to cancer and chemo two months before they turned 45 and two months and 1 day before you turned 41 years old for which you had been celebrating your birthdays together for 7 years? Then did your only child get killed as a passenger 1 month and 9 days after he turned 18 years old 8 months after you lost your wife ? No offense but unless you have experienced that kind of loss, which i can tell you have not from your words alone, your words even though meant to be helpful maybe, carry and cause a way different emotion, just like it will get better with time statement or he has a plan for everyone or he will only give you as much as you can handle or the worst one in my opinion, remember the good times with them, why say that because remembering the good times, makes you feel even worse because you will never have more good times with them. You can tell who has experienced that kind of loss or worse because they say ," sorry for your loss and if you need someone to talk to, I am here to listen !" Anything more said made me angry and worse off because, it don't get better with time you just become more prepared for the special days that are there for constant reminders that for me are spaced out every so many months except May thru July that has DOB, DOD, ANNIVERSARY and funeral but then I get a slight break until October only because I did not have a good relationship with my adopted dad at all or him dying 3 months after my son would be added but instead, I added trying to kill myself which if it wasn't for friends around the world I wouldn't be replying since they got me to the hospital with only 5 minutes to go before there would be nothing they could do to reverse my actions, so that covers that you are only given what you can handle because sept 25th is a date I remember and owe my life to special friends @@eltoncox7572
@paulphillips4640 the best people go through the hardest trials in life.. keep your head up and try to do the things they would have wanted to do with you. ❤
I'm going through a lot with my partner , it breaks my heart to see him like this 💔, Bless ya
Simply on top❤
It's a whole diffrent heart break to realize you cant die, and a whole new world when you realize you dont want to anymore.
Respect to this song
You Come to me at the perfect Time of my life and you give me the Motivation when there is no one with me, God bless us all ❣️🎈 Keep Making music, much love from India 🇮🇳
This comment means a lot 🖤 much love to you
Even if people are there for me they never lived that so how can they understand? Thats why im here thanks Chyde and Parker
Its been 5 months and this song still hits hard
Chyde and Parker..❤❤
Chyde part always hit different
🖤
Thank u for making this song i keep going back to it❤❤❤
Wow just wow this is a masterpiece 😢😮
Bro yal need to hit the stage fr this is fire.
This is good ngl damn it hits frfr
Love from nepal ✌️
I love the sound of the voice when he's say if I die tonight pretty much the whole song
love it from Thailand
Love u from India 🥰🙏
Holy shit this hits hard.
Bro imagine having to go through these thought all day couldn’t be me
I’m only 15 and this already makes me wanna just disappear
@@StephenVaughan-p4p be strong
Bro as a 14 year old and I don’t feel ok and I have trust issues anxiety etc I listen to this every day I get out of school at night and cry
Wow I’m surprised you like my comment
It’s just life’s tough rn for someone that is alone
This made my night cause I’m really depressed rn
Do you not have any family bro? I'm sorry if not.. but if so then you're not alone brother! Just quit looking for relationships, listening to music like this it does not help either I promise!! I used to think it did, along with crying at night.. Till I stopped. You can always come back and listen like I do now! I'm very genuinely happy more than I have been in yearssssss! I'm 27 tho so there's a lil difference here!
🫂 When I was your age, I didn't have anyone there for me. I still don't and if it doesn't change. I tell myself it can always get better. I focus on those things I can improve for me. I'm 23 with 2 kids. I've always been the mature one but even we fall sometimes with a blind society. Don't give up, alright?... It's okay to make mistakes, we get up and learn every day even us adults. If I could tell myself something at that age, it would be to remember that even as we age, we'll never know all the answers. Remember that we all operate from our own understanding. That's why it's important for us to focus on this being, us.
Life is to hard I was from a abusive family that yelled at me and said that I am not worth it and I just wanna give up your video popped up. I decided to look at it.
Thank you for trying but it did work
This hits my heart cause I almost lost my life to an od if my friends didn't show up when they did I wouldn't be here today
huyu msee ni mzii
just scrolled a few of his songs,
late, but sheesh. these songs of yalls keep hitting close to home. ❤❤❤❤
Thank you 🖤 just dropped a song called “tired”. Go check it out I’m sure you’ll feel it
@@ChydeOfficial omg i will check it asap! ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍
If u died i would cry bc i love ur song and bc ur voice sounds so good
chyde pls make a 1h version of this song
Love from texas
bro this disevers more likes
I agree 🖤
Fuckin hella good song guys I fuckin love yall and your guy's music much love
Much love 🖤
@@ChydeOfficial Keep on bro
Love you from Romania bro❤❤ we feel you 🥹
Lyrics hits differently..
Anyone here drinking trying not to cry or just me
Drinking and not crying but great song
I cant cry and i dont drink 😂😂
Not drinking but smoking
But I’m not crying
Maybe not drinking but trying not to cry yess
Man it hurts...
i know brother... i know...🖤💙✌
i hope you're doing good now tho...
I love song😢
🎉😢😢😢😢 Love u
Just discovered this artist & dam shit hits 💯🥹
Appreciate you
Just dropped my new album: listen.lt/ChydeREBORN
❤
This is fucking banger bruh🔥🥂
Woman of 10 years…. Just ups and leaves after an argument. Said she hated me I told her I love you
did yu ever tell yur self that you will end your self and sitting in the corner and not having the balls to do it i cant end my life because of my parents my mom will be sad thats why i am still holding on 😞
I had a stroke an it is a I am I love your videos
i love this song but ik nobody would be there for me i don't deserve it
You do deserve it.
Shit bro I just want to cry to this
I’m kinda ready to just let go of this world alr 👍🏻
@@raleighbaldrick-yd7ct hang in there 🖤
I don’t know how my grandmom is still alive I mean like I’m happy she is I’m incredibly happy but she is a cancer survivor. She survived cancer four times and recently she got into a car accident and fractured her sternum and she’s still alive and breathing
I lost both my parents and i have no one but music i need help
@@DanielMantia 🖤🖤🖤
You’re smart you’re talented you’re important you’re lovable you’re special what you feel and think matters I’m wishing you peace and happiness
If I die tonight would you be there by my side?
Yeah same thing here i cuted myself and got through at everthing i was or still are dep and thx foreverthing in
Damn this hits in a hard way I set up a point where I’m the main guy and I am expected so much out of but I still feel like if I were to die no one would care
I feel you🖤
Rip xxx
Dam just found you months back and now your gone. Guess it was your time to find your own peace. Rest in peace
What do you mean?
If i did tonight would you tell me its okay to goooo?
Pleading by the Powerful #BloodOfJesusChrist to come against CTT dealing spirit of suicide!!!!
Pleading by the Powerful #BloodOfJesusChrist to come against CTT dealing spirit of suicide!!!!
💔=✝️🛐=❤️🩹
Ik this aint as bad as all the other stories on this song but im 15 and ive been in care since i was 3 and I cant see my parents or siblings because of it and im living with a complete stranger
Anyone feel like their life isn’t worth all people say it would be like I gotten so depressed to the fact that I cut myself and became the song
@@marioisloveshrekislife6920 be strong 💪🏼🖤
Bro this is song has been on repeat cents my girl likes another guy and i fucked up my relationship but me and my girl are fixing it but it hurts when your best frind of 15 years cant even tell you that he has felling for your girl its so fucking stupid that my girl and my brother had to tell me that my bestfrind of 15 yeras likes my girl like wtf bro this shit hurts cuz me n my girl have been throught hell n back and weve had our good moments and our bad moments but im pround of her bc she told me everything and sorry for such the long rain guys
Amazing song but I had to move on brother...hits different today then it used to...thank you for helping me see this.
Try listening to this with rum weed and other shit that I’m not saying 28 with four kids and I feel like this
@@chelseygibbs3566 hang in there 🙏🏼
I tried to commit suicide when I was in 3rd grade but my best friend died from suicide it really hits me hard at times but i try to think he wants me to keep his memory alive
I think he does too 🙏🏼 glad you’re still here
Thanks man I thanks for the music brother
I want to ask my friend this
My heart feels heavy af rn 😭
@@zanetaylor4889 🖤
🙂
Put on scary doll music
No I wouldn't tell you it's okay. Tomorrow is another day.
Fuck life i dont want to do this anymore 😂😂😂
yall would be the best artist if yall made christian music together
Tbh no one would care if I died
@@dustynewton7695 I would
I would you’re important you’re special you’re talented what you feel and think matters you’re lovable you’re smart. I’m wishing you peace and happiness.
Stolen song Skippy sang this song forst
@@mikeanon641 don’t even know who that is 😂 so no. Good shot though. A for effort
I'm anorexic and bulimic and it's slowly killing me