FULL: Nassau County cop killer says he smoked meth, made sure gun was loaded before killing deputy
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- Опубликовано: 17 апр 2024
- Patrick McDowell pleaded guilty to fatally shooting Joshua Moyers. While walking back to his seat following cross-examination, he apologized to Moyers' family.
I'm a former deputy sheriff, so you know how I feel about what he did. However, the fact that he plead guilty and is testifying the way he is proves that he's really a good person who REALLY phktup. Had he never been in the military and gone to Iraq, I suspect that this event would have never occurred. I've never seen a testimony like this. Especially in a case like this. He sounds 100% sincere to me. The family will never get over their rage, and I completely understand that. I've experienced the loss of a fellow officer more than once, and it creates a rage. This guy is not the typical cop killer.
I agree.. people think because he's not crying he's lying.. people who cry and act all stupid are the ones I never believe... they cry only for themselves.. and man being a cop these days must be extremely hard. People act like cops are supposed to be infallible... that's an expectation that can't be reached.. I've been in all kinds of trouble and delt with many a police officer.. and I've found there like all people. One in 50 is a jerk . U treat them good they treat u good. One out of 50 they dont.. just like in life every where else
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I agree and also served as a deputy sheriff.
No sir he sure isn't your typical cop killer. I'm thinking some folks on here must be listening to someone else on trial or my hearing is really bad because they aren't hearing what I have heard sorry not sorry
@@davidbichelmeyer4535 I also have dealt with a few cops actually in Nassau county I wasn't bad even though I was in handcuffs oops but give respect get respect usually anyway.. Patrick is truly sorry from his heart and soul about what he has done I see it
I watch a lot of crime cases on utube and this is the first time I have heard a defendant being truely sorry and ready for whatever sentence he gets!
Same. I've seen defendants feel sorry for themselves and of course the old bad childhood excuse. But I've never seen this before. In cases like this I'm glad we have public defenders and trials.
This does not excuse this behavior at all! So what he admitted!
@@dianapaxton6373 exactly. No sympathy here. I used to party and never would do this.
@@Offline____ no sympathy for an unworthy x marine! A lot of respect for the military and good marines!
@@dianapaxton6373 My apologies I was drunk when I made that comment lol I’ll delete
I’m more annoyed with the state attorney than the criminal. He is admitting to everything but they can’t try make him look bad enough in a petty way.
What you’re annoyed with is irrelevant. You should keep your illogical comments to the peanut gallery
WOW! Someone who ADMITS his GUILY and accepts ACCOUNTABILITY.
P.o.s. Was only putting on an act to save his own skin. His only goal now is chance at parole & that is his sole focus now. He will do whatever & say whatever he needs to in order to self preserve. He has 0 remorse.
Donald Trump can learn a lesson from this white thug, can't he? 😅
After watching this, I don't believe a jury is going to give this guy death row.
Of course not. He's white. Plus Floridians have lost respect for cops since Trump got raided, even though it was the fbi that did it. They're not very smart.
Spoke too soon 11 jurors voted for him to die 1 juror voted him life imprisonment
LAWYER ASKS SAME QUESTION AGAIN AND AGAIN
I was a outlaw my self back in my younger days the prosecutor know he can't catch this guy in a lie he needs to give it up trying to make this guy look bad because he doesn't have nothing to hide
I felt the same way. This guy wasn’t hiding anything but this prosecutor was trying anything to make him look worse than he already does. Example making the same statements about his putting a 40 cal bullet in the cops face. All for the shock value when it was already discussed 👎
This broke my heart to pieces.
Interesting the compassion and understanding for Patrick. Very interesting, indeed....
Only God Can judge this man when he leaves this Earth...Be it Death penalty or dying of old age in jail! He said he'll accept any punishment he gets! He even flinched at some point when something dropped! I believe he is truly sorry for what he did and if he is and ask for forgiveness he will enter the kingdom of Heaven when he dies! This is so sad! I pray for the officers family and everyone who loves him🙏🏿💕! I pray for this mans family and everyone who loves him as well! Because whatever the verdict is they're losing someone as well! I pray we get more help for our veterans, I pray for peace in this world, and forgiveness! In Jesus Name Amen!
Well said❤️
Beautiful comment ❤️
Thank you sister Amen
If he is a Believer in Yeshua Hamashiach and repented..he will have eternal life.
@@lueValentine amen
Wow. We dont see this much. Remorse.
Drugs kill.
As far as I understand, this defendant took part in the Gulf war (Iraq). Maybe he was traumatized because of that. And that maybe let him use drugs because he was traumatized. I don't realy know.
Patrick is young to have been in the Gulf War which was 1991
@JustMondo91 probably meant the second one,
2003-2011..that would make sense.
There’s no remorse here. P.o.s. Was only putting on an act to save his own skin. His only goal now is chance at parole & that is his sole focus now. He will do whatever & say whatever he needs to in order to self preserve. He has 0 remorse.
Wow. This is amazing to witness. This is a first for me and I watch a lot of true crime. What this man did by claiming all responsibility is priceless and I do believe he saved his soul. Just wow. I'm grateful to see this for the family of the deputy. While this doesn't excuse his crimes, the jury should not give him the death penalty, IMO. Rest in peace, deputy 🕯️🦅
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P.o.s. Was only putting on an act to save his own skin. His only goal now is chance at parole & that is his sole focus now. He will do whatever & say whatever he needs to in order to self preserve. He has 0 remorse.
@@LordOfThePancakes For the family to hear is very rare. If I were the family I'd rather hear the God awful truth than a BS story. That's my only point to be grateful for. My prayers are with his family and loved ones.
This is heartbreaking for both families.
I don't care what drug program a person is in a bunch of newly sober addicts WILL relapse. The first person I did H with I met in a 12 step program. I did more drugs with people from that program than I ever did alone. I have also helped a lot of people but I feel my problem is much better and balanced being alone. It's been almost 10 years since I did H. It's like playing russian roulette now. I'm very grateful to be so far away from it.
Keep on truckin! #Yeshuasaves
I know AA gave me a LIP AS WE SAY IN IRELAND🇮🇪🇮🇪
@@depaor50 What do you mean by "Lip?"
A craving for Booze listening to all the drink stories...we call it getting " a lip" here in Galway Ireland 🇮🇪@GodBlessHomelessVets
Made the prosecutors job easier...
Tragedy 🥺
We need higher penalties for drug trafficking and drug crimes. And REHABILITATION (work, social, etc...).
No we don’t people need to quit doing drugs that simple.
@@davidgotti4428 how about both?
U can't rehabilitate anybody.. no amount of hospitals will matter. Trust me I know. People will only stop under a very few circumstances... one if they are forced to stop. Like jail or prison..or they will stop when for whatever reason it hurts more to do it than it does to stop.. no rehab can do that
@@davidbichelmeyer4535 I should have been more clear. Rehab for becoming a member of society again. Like job skills, social skills, etc...
@@cloudygirl66No.
He had multiple chances to get his life in order. He was asking to get pulled over after “knowingly” driving in a stolen Van with guns.
That’s what he admitted to.
He's a white thug
And he is taking responsibility for his crimes
Meth is not an excuse!
You dont know shit.
Go lay down by your dish.
He never used meth as an excuse, he took full accountability!
Are you deaf or dumb??
That's what he said!
He literally said that himself 🤦🏿♀️
it quite literally is though, it makes you delirious and out of touch with reality.
In Seminole County is a police canine considered also a Police Officer? If so would he also have been charged with attempted murder of a police officer?
Police dogs are police just cannot take oath but put lives in danger not considered property like citizens dogs
Clean your ears out!
Defendant: I’m guilty
Prosecutor: your guilty
Defendant: yes I said that
Prosecutor: I know but I had this whole speech planned out and you ruined it
You’re*
Uhmm we don’t need you to write out quotes that were never said by those 2 parties. Iq-35
No, you are being simplistic. What do you think the family of the murdered officer would feel if the prosecutor suddenly "went soft" on the killer.
This is the ONLY time these people have to hold this man accountable.
And don't kid yourself, he's still manipulating.
"You continued to use drugs despite being in the drug treatment program"
"Yes, I used fentanyl, to try to kill myself."
See....All he needed to say was "yes", and we don't know if he tried to kill himself. If he did, he failed. Which is more than a TAD suspicious as fentanyl is so SO easy to kill yourself with, you don't need to TRY. If he really wanted to kill himself with fentanyl, he'd be dead.
BUT even if that is true. Why did he say that? The only reason is to manipulate the listeners, to feel sympathy for him.
@@LordOfThePancakes we don’t need you to comment on satire as an actual quote. Notice the lack of quotations. That would give you the hint it’s not an actual quote.
YOUR WELCOME 😂
The prosecutor is an ahoal. No need to go at this guy while he's being so truthful.
Well he has a job to do. I’m sure he would much rather be tearing this guy apart but I kinda sense him showing a little respect for this guy. You hardly ever hear someone taking accountability like this. So heartbreaking 💔
P.o.s. Was only putting on an act to save his own skin. His only goal now is chance at parole & that is his sole focus now. He will do whatever & say whatever he needs to in order to self preserve. He has 0 remorse.
@@LordOfThePancakes that's absolutely not correct. He knows he will never get out from behind them walls and he is showing remorse for what he has done and taking full responsibility for drugs and the murder
As a retired Marine with severe PTSD, I would never condone or make up an excuse for his actions but I can whole heartedly tell you, that our war caused him to be even close the situation he put himself in. My heart goes out to the Officer and everyone involved. May God have mercy in this life or the next
Thank you for your service 🩷 I pray he has some kind of peace someday and I pray for both families
The entire thing is sad.
The prosecutor is just rehashing what is known. A very poor representation of a prosecutor.
Sounds like he only values his own life and not the officer's.
Sounds like you’re a retard
He said sorry to the cops family 😅
He has accepted whatever punishment he gets! He said that plenty of times!
Am I watching something completely different here than you?
That's not the impression I get actually the opposite
Every meth user when clean
Sit down.
Not true
This guys a p.o.s.
Just fooling everyone with his b.s. act. 0 remorse
Yup. He's a typical whitey.
Depressed and no energy but at least clear headed and the reality of their insane shit finally kicks in
What a shame,
I belive that the defendant is telling the truth today. He didn't try to give them false answers. He is aware for what he committed and also he knows that he - besides the killing- stole money and took several drugs after therapy and rehab. His father is today in court and also he did not lie. The jury should spare his life. A LWOP term would be sufficient enough. Patrick McDowell did not try to hide something out of his past. It's not easy if your parents got divorced and a kid grows up seeing a parent only from time to time. And the defendant did not try to play the broken home card.
bull crap
@@stephenbowles7153 Why?
@PrincessPamela07 what's crazy about him saying Life without parole would be a sufficient sentence??
@@PrincessPamela07 All state governors, jurors, prosecutors, judges and prison guards asking for /handing down/carrying out a death sentence got much blood on their own hands. And more and more states like Michigan or Virginia abolished capital punishment. That's not a tool of jurisprudence in civilized states and nations. Neither New Zealand, nor Australia or the European Union, nor Switzerland and Norway as neutral nations abolished capital punishment. And the records have shown that the death penalty isn't a deterrent . It's not a game changer and it does not make things more safe an common. It's time to change the bill of rights. Shotguns, firearms, rifles and pistols only should being possessed, carried and used by state officials (= soldiers, police officers, prison staff). Higher education is a privilege of wealthy families. But if the US makes education accessible and affordable to everybody, more citizens can make their money and more people don't feel any need taking/selling drugs and committing murders. Simple as that. And of course: sometimes it happens that even well educated citizens (Ted Bundy) commit horrible , heinous and vicious crimes wich need to become punished. Lifelong without parole is tough enough to protect society from this punks and evil killers. What do you guess: do ya realy belive that Nikk Cruz will ever be able to commit a 2nd Parkland shooting? I'm pretty sure he will not....
What a joke.
So tragic, so sad all around. So many lost so much in just a matter of seconds, but so many missteps lead to all of this…completely unnecessary & preventable had this man been given the mental health treatment we ALL deserve, much less someone who fought to protect our country 😢
I’d like to hear his prison calls to hear if his private calls match his public claims
They’re not private.
Nothing in prison is private just saying
So was he given the death penalty or not
I would never pick this dude as a murderous drug dealing monster.
what does one look like?
That's what drugs do to people. Turn you into something you are not.
they hide themselves in plain sight. However how he acted that day I bet you could. He is sorry he got caught.
At least you can tell the heat was absolutely being honest a thousand percent, like he said his own defense team was going to be mad at him, for even choosing to divulge so much information, that he was not being asked at the time, they were trying to get him down that road, but they were a few stops up, and then he just took him around the entire freeway at one time, so he basically did the prosecutor's job, for them instead of leaving them on a high-speed chase, I guess that little bit of advice from Noel must submit a whole lot, even still at the present time he was testifying
Say why you did it
Remorseful for rest of his life so sad both families community society victims my Condolences to all that grieving had ppl in my family murdered children and young adults by senseless un remorseful nuts
empty words, vacant eyes.
Look it up.
His apologies are are all empty words, completely void of any real emotions let alone those of remorse, empathy, or sorrow. If you put the video on mute for a minute or two while he speaks, you would think he was talking about watching paint dry, he is so void of feeling.
He is a typical sociopath, emotionless and unable to feel empathy. They process emotions like knowing the words to a song but not being able to hear let alone feel the the music.
Good point about mute button thing 😂
What??? What do you know about that?? Look all that stuff u read about body language is just not true. Obviously the guy is sorry.. did u miss the fact that he made no one single excuse.. he simply gave them an explanation.. that's all he could do and he new it. He had one thing to give them and he gave it. Stop thinking u know everything.. u so Obviously do not... it's been years since the crime what do u think real regret looks like. You seem to know so much.. what would it look like if he really really did mean it?? I'm serious..im curious what u believe it would look like
@@davidbichelmeyer4535right!
🤦♂️
To answer your questions, even if they were asked in jest, while I typically refrain from overtly sharing my credentials, I'm a certified clinical psychologist, specializing in Neurophysiology, Human Needs Psychology, and Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. I hold a Master's Degree in Psychology and a Bachelor's in Neurology. With over 17 years of experience in private practice and contributions to advisory boards for three government agencies, I think it's fair to say that I have a basic understanding of human behavior and the discernment of deceptive cues.
Regarding the notion of presuming omniscience, that I "act like I know everything", it's not a posture I adopt. Nowhere did I state or imply such.
Now, turning to your other question, 'What would it look like if he meant it?'-to simplify, 👉 congruence is paramount 👈
This encompasses alignment across verbal communication, nonverbal cues, tone, and demeanor. Maintaining this congruence under pressure, such as in a courtroom setting, presents a significant challenge. Interrogators leverage this pressure precisely for this reason.
While the verbal expressions of remorse and empathy may appear convincing, he has clear discrepancies in nonverbal cues, such as the absence of tears or genuine emotional distress, raise flags. Authentic emotional responses are difficult to fabricate, particularly in high-stakes situations.
He said the right words but he expressed little to no emotions. Simply watch a minute or two of his testimony on mute and honestly ask yourself, what emotions am I actually seeing!
I often use a music metaphore for helping my patients and clients: To better understand the mind of those with APD (ie. sociopaths, psychopaths) can hear and sing the words to a song but they can't understand or feel the music because they are capable of hearing the music.
In other words, they know how to use their words to say all the right things when attempting to express remorse but their body language is incongruent, unable to express the emotions those words are implying. This is because they are neurologically incapable of feeling genuine emotions of empathy, sympathy, or really any feelings as it pertains to how others think and feel.
I hope this helps you at have a better understanding as to what I'm referring to. Have a great day. 🙏
Prison will be lonely without any friends
I don’t think you will ever here a more sincere statement from someone that has done such a heinous crime. This man is well aware what his consequences are and has no reason to speak so openly and honest about the situation other than to show the family the remorse he feels and the guilt for what he has done. Clearly he is a very intelligent man that could of had a bright future and that was all thrown away because of drugs and bad choices. I’ve been there and I guess I am lucky I was never in his position. Most everyone has drove drunk and gotten away with it then there are others that kill someone while drinking and driving. Same crime just different results. The prosecutor was starting to piss me off by going back on something he already discussed just to make this man more guilty than he already is. It’s a shame what he did and I feel for the deputy and his family. I also feel for this man and the life he unfortunately threw away. It is just tragic all the way around.
He Really methed up this time!
What a great day of testimonials. My heart aches for the officer and his family! Thank God he survived 🙏
I loved the father’s testimony very much. Seemed like he tried so hard to be there and guide Patrick through his life in the best and right way!!
I appreciated the testimony from Patrick as well, I do believe he is remorseful and told more than the absolute truth.
God bless his grandparents who testified as well. Especially on the dad’s side.
Patrick made extremely poor choices and is taking responsibility. Drugs do own you but like he said it is no excuse for what he did.
Bless the Officer, his family and his fellow officers 💙
The deputy is dead!
@@maureenmckillop3622 thank you Maureen. You know I thought of this comment the other night when while watching or reading about the trial I had not realized he was killed!!!! How or what made me think that at how many times and close range I don’t know but thought of editing this. I just wasn’t sure where I’d commented.
Damn shame! So senseless, selfish , evil and mindless 🥺😢🙏
Patrick is not evil
@@jamiewilliams5451 at the time evil was in his soul
Sure he’s regretful now
@@sherireedy329 at the time meth was in his body I don't believe evil was ever part of him respectfully ma'am
He deserves probation. Maybe house arrest but that's a stretch.
He is a VERY good manipulator. He is masterful at it. He has avoided mistakes that most people who have been caught doing something horrible did. He's doing the Jeffrey Dahmer routine "I am terrible. I have done such awful things." But at the same time, always sliding in small "it wasn't my fault" bits, while fessing up to the big one because he knows he has to.
Just like Dahmer.
Still today people talk about how Dahmer was "different from other serial killers. He really seemed to want to know why he did what he did." No he didn't. He knew why he did what he did. He was just manipulating the court and all the US with his act, and even today people still fall for it.
This man is SO similar.
He got ALL those people in his treatment advocating for him, he had that judge spending hours talking to him. Talking and talking JUST like he's doing now. He is manipulating nonstop, and he is good at it. But watch the details of the stories, the crimes that aren't what he is in court for. See how constantly he minimizes his responsibility.
There is one part that absolutely proves it. And it is when the manipulating and lying really takes off. He'd been doing the humble truthful role up to this point. But from here, he switches gear.
When the prosecutor says: "You failed to use this opportunity after you were given the chance to go to Veterans' Treatment Court, right?"
He replied: "Yes sir, I used fentanyl in a suicide attempt and ended up in hospital."
Right there. He's manipulating again. Right there. And lying.
ALL he needed to say was "yes". But instead of admitting that he just kept using, he instead went for the Pity Grab. There was no legitimate reason to come out with that little anecdote.
And it isn't even believable. Fentanyl kills SO easily. You don't have to "try" to kill yourself with it. It just kills you. The idea that he was actually TRYING to kill himself, with fentanyl, but didn't succeed?
Total garbage. He was using. He was caught using. He used too much fentanyl, so ended up him hospital. So he's trying to pivot and explain this event away AND get sympathy for himself.
It is all total garbage. Even if it is true...no one asked him, so why come out with it?
He didn't answer the question straight.
He pivoted, and tried to get people to feel sorry for him...because he's been doing that for decades. And he lied.
He is MASTERFUL at this. We can see exactly how he worked people with this routine all his life. Now he's fighting for his life, and giving the performance of his life.
I do not believe a single word.
From this point on, he does it constantly. He cannot answer a question without putting responsibility for his actions onto other people, or blaming others for his drug use, drug sales, and thieving.
1. He says he wanted a drug treatment programme rather than prison "because I wanted the accountability". Oh yeah. He didn't want to avoid prison at ALL. And he kept right on using.
But then he decides ....
2. BLAME one of the, many, drug treatment programmes, which the taxpayer paid for. Paid for all his food, his clothing, his housing. It wasn't good enough for him. Didn't come up to his standards. IT failed HIM. HE didn't fail. Not HIM. It was the PROGRAMME"S fault.
3 then he blames THE OTHER addicts in the programme. THEY "failed" HIM.
4. THEN he says he only started using again because his father sent him a letter that detailed his charges.
Oh, so it WASN"T the other addicts fault? He just finished saying it was and that's why he started using again. Now he's claiming that he wasn't using at that point. It wasn't until..oh boo hoo...he found out that he was still going to be held accountable for SOME, just SOME, of the numerous crimes he'd committed. Now he claims the programme HAD been working up to that point.
Unbelievable. He's blaming the legal system for charging him with the crimes he committed.
5. when the prosecutor brings up living in a van, he again, pivots, and uses that as an excuse to come up with a story to try to pretend he didn't know that the van was stolen. That he'd forced a guy to settle his drug debt by giving him the guy's mother's car. Again, no one asked where he got that van from. But he was trying to cover himself, in case that came up. And he clearly lied
6. when the prosecutor points out that he was living off Ms Toll, and also "hanging out" with Noelle, he, again, instead of just answering "yes", tries to push the blame onto Noelle. "SHE contacted ME" But he slips up, He says, " 'She had contacted me because I'd told her I'd got the van back..." So..he contacted HER to "tell her about the van". But he's trying to claim that him contacting her is actually HER contacting HIM. Because, oh that terrible woman "she was trying to get drugs out of me" Well...he was dealing drugs. But once again, he's slipped up. First she contacted him because he'd got the van back. A minute later it's because she "was trying to get drugs out of" a drug dealer. That's usually called: Being a customer. But he's trying to make it out that he was being PURSUED, FORCED to sell drugs. And he throws in "her boyfriend was in jail". Why? To let people know she must be bad, as she has a boyfriend in jail, and she must be bad because she is contacting HIM behind her boyfriend's back. Except..he just said she'd been doing so for weeks, and it was to buy drugs.
7.AND THEN to try to cover his arse for lying to "Bri" and cheating on her, he says "I don't know why I lied because we had agreed to an open relationship." Even trying to slither out of being caught lying to the woman he was living off.
8 But most unbelievable of all...he gives as his reason to come to Nassau...'I had been there 100 times.... with my son." He's now blaming it on his being such a GOOD FATHER. Totally disgusting.
this pos just cannot stop the manipulating, the weaseling out of responsibility for all this crap he was doing, and the lying.
But because he's saying "I feel sick when I think of what I did" he's got people saying "OH he really feels remorse,"
No he doesn't. He's trying to avoid the death penalty. And he is a very practiced manipulator.
He is SO similar to Dahmer in his techniques it is amazing. Disgusting, but amazing.
And people fall for it. That's how this pos kept up his "career" for all these decades.
Agree with every single thing u said
Obviously, the accused gave a very honest testimony which was seemingly sincere, about the crime he committed that the majority of viewers found heart breaking. Which is fine but unfortunately, I see racial bias with that. I’d watched quite a few court videos where defendants had expressed remorse in similar fashion for what they’d done but because they were of a different race, the viewers had no compassion in their hearts.
This has nothing to do with race why go there
I certainly can believe that. Can u name any criminals that expressed remorse and others were indifferent due to race.
@@lueValentine I cant
I agree 100%. If he was black the entire dynamic would have been different in that courtroom and in these comments. They dare not utter the words white on white crime. There's millions of people like him but they say blacks commit the majority of crimes. This is why blacks show no sympathy at all.
The truth is liberating
Sad for everyone around this loss. I have to say though i hope people use some of this testimony to understand how these drug treatments work and dont work and try to fix the flaws in them. And im not saying this is in anyway a excuse for what an addict does they still need to be held responsible for their crimes . I just think what he is saying can possible help to fix some the drug treatment places because drug rehab and alchol treatment need to be delt with diffrently.
Does not sound like he is insane to be honest seems intelligent so maybe he will get the death penalty!!
What about all the innocent people k!lled by cops? Do you feel the same about them because there are farrr more?
Patrick is not a bad person I don't believe.. he is really sorry and he does have to live with what he has done for the rest of his life.
Bad
3:20 Flinch!
I wonder why he did that??? Is it his PTSD??? He should've had help a long time ago! I feel like our country sometimes doesn't care for our military men and women unless they're on the Frontline this is so sad all around 😭
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they know the risks when they take the job
Chesesdyk, what you just said is the most insanely idiotic things I've ever heard. At no point in your rambling, incoherent response were you even close to anything that could be considered a rational thought. Everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened to it. I award you no points and may God have mercy on your soul.
Yeah, and we all know that, too - so by saying this what are you adding to the conversation? That it's somehow just a workplace mishap that comes with the territory? That it is somehow less tragic? That because he took the risky job he somehow deserved to be murdered as opposed to a random civilian? Just curious what compelled you to comment this.
Jesus its like nobody listened. He wasnt making an excuse. He was giving an explanation.. simple as that
don't underestimate the reasoning for conducting himself this way..
@@Sikara oh like what?
blaming it on the drugs ..thats "methed" up
He has. Not said drugs were an excuse the opposite actually. Are y'all even watching the same guy I am
Riveting
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God have mercy on his soul. God said his word stand for true. Men walk in the earth but it’s God that weight the spirit. Man ways are crooked and God touch heart of good man out of evil heart can pour out the impart true. This is God moving on heart of evil deed . God stand for true and only God judge this man. Life for life shall be giving after this is judgement day.
The Ga'al said the only atonement for intetionally premeditited criminal homicide is the blood of the guilty, the Ga'al is Jesus Christ whose dual nature is first as redeemer and secondly as the avenger of blood.......
Apology means nothing at all
I agree. Say nothing at all is best for myself. I gringe with disgust when I see you. You are not even a Real Man. Punk that’s what you are Punk. 🤡🤡💩💩
yep and he is faking remorse imho.
So basically you rather have him offer no apology, statement , or explanation?
Excuse after excuse. He's trying to over correct and MANIPULATE everyone to get the best deal he can. There was no way to deny this since they had it on tape, but this approach is his way to see the light of day many years down the road, but agreeing what a POS he is, yet his humble acting is disgusting!
Yes a narcissist! At first I thought when he testified that he was remorseful, even though I have not seen a single tear but now he’s asking for the DP. He knows he’ll have it much better on death row and it would probably be 30 years before it would be carried out.
@@sherireedy329Why would death row be better? Locked down 23 hours!
Not all people are emotional! Not everyone cries and carries on doesn’t mean they’re not remorseful.
Meth kills
Kills and destroys…like other drugs as well!!! And as benign as people think alcohol is….it is not! For some folks it is an evil spirit and it kills and destroys as well.
I’m glad he is remorseful. But if he was on drugs and wasn’t able to form good judgment. It seems like he can remember a lot of what happened that night. Maybe this is some reflection of the events of that night over time but still something isn’t 100% right with his testimony to me
. He just seems like a career criminal and unfortunately this officer had the unfortunate experience of coming across the defendant that night. The defendant alone made choices in his life to do drugs and to engage in criminal behavior. Drugs can’t keep being the excuse with individuals after they commit crimes. No one but that individual made that choice.
When you’re high on meth or whatever it doesn’t mean you black out. It can happen and it does when you’re in a really intense euphoric high but people remember stuff
He never once said it was an excuse. He admitted doing drugs was a decision he made. He never did anything but give them an explanation.. which is what they asked him to do. The why they tall about.. everybody asked why why why. He answered them and you say he's making excuses. He's not. Not once did he do that ... and that does matter. Not alot but it was literally all he can do
He hasn't said drugs were a excuse actually the opposite. And for the record meth doesn't impair your memory it may even help you remember better
They kno the risk when they take the job 🤷🏽♂️Oh well!
Damn lol
His voice sounds just like chris watts
Did you ever think Chris Watts had just snapped from being with somebody like that? I'm not saying she deserved to die but she was something else. She was more than a handful and the media didn't tell the people what she was really like. There are always two sides to every story and the media isn't a place to get the truth.I don't understand why he killed his kids but her, Oh I see it......
Wants to save himself. Loser.
He said he will accept any punishment they give him! I don't think he is making an excuse!
That's not true y'all need to listen
Excuses...Excuses...he is still not taking Accountability....I know I have been there...all Excuses 😢
He has not made any excuses he's telling the story
He is blaming PTSD for his addiction....I am a recovering addict I know when I hear excuses..I am not blaming him I did the exact same...until he says it was his choice to use he won't stop...its hard and I actually feel sorry for him. I wasted my life and the lives of others..too late I know I did have a choice..if you get Cancer you have no choice..drugs you do..its hard ...but too late for him now..May he have peace at least now he is in this position 🙏🙏🙏
he shouldve got them other 8 cops
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Why more people dont just admit what they did and take responsibility ill never know.. it means little unless like this guy your not going to gain anything from it
Ytppl. Usual suspect.
He's taking his weight I respect his honesty but he's grass
I don't care what drug program a person is in a bunch of newly sober addicts WILL relapse. The first person I did H with I met in a 12 step program. I did more drugs with people from that program than I ever did alone. I have also helped a lot of people but I feel my problem is much better and balanced being alone. It's been almost 10 years since I did H. It's like playing russian roulette now. I'm very grateful to be so far away from it.