I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE (im sorry)

ive been in a crazy slump for a while.
I cant seem to make anything so one day i just gave up and made the most random shit.
there was NO thought behind anything no effort on mixing no effort on trying to make a cohesive track.
I just wanted to vent my anger somehow.
fyi, I feel a lot better now.
this whole time ive had an approach or certain way i produced so going forward screw it all.
My way of thinking and workflow limited my imagination and creativity so i want to be as free flowing and nonstandard as i can.
I think i was too worried about cohesion or making everything sound seemless and that it fit.
that just ending up making everything boring.
i want to try just making literally whatever comes out of my head, no matter how nonsensical.

[@Jayar.Music_Official]

Hits so hard!

[@Tryhar_D]

The start of the song made my expectations to be just bass music to the end
When the piano part started playing the rest of the song was quite peaceful and felt like it belonged in the dream world
Still though, hope you find what allows your creativity to fully make songs you want

[@BonnieTheNewbie]

this is actually pretty good!

[@TheEvaNation]

That Wav file gonna look like a solid brick.

[@Levy-xk5zn]

I got jiggy to this

[@RiTSUMUGo]

Nicu nicu!

[@Asianpotato77]

Catharsis Sounds Crazy
I like my music EXXTRA CRIXSPY

[@harambe4576]

music to my ears❤💖🥰

[@ForFurtherNotice]

Who knew that an anger vent could sound so great?
But seriously, I really do hope you're doing well. I've been following your stuff for a while and, honestly, I would've waited a thousand years more for something from you. I'm glad that you were finally able to release all of your emotions like this, and I really do wish you the best right now. I personally had a *huge* mental breakdown just a few days ago, so I can understand that mix of confusion and anger and sadness at like...everything you do. It really is one of the worst feelings you could have, but at the same time, it's fantastic as a way to finally get your head back together afterwards.
Again, I hope you're doing well now, and I wish you the best on future tracks, from one composer to another (far better) composer. ;P