Ananda Lewis Reveals Why She Left TV

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  • Опубликовано: 3 фев 2025

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  • @Des_Zee
    @Des_Zee 5 лет назад +1209

    She still looks the same. Respect for her and wanting her privacy.

    • @JAllencorp
      @JAllencorp 5 лет назад +7

      Mannnn...very lovely indeed

    • @shaniquechamberlaine7335
      @shaniquechamberlaine7335 5 лет назад +1

      Bro.. I swear you just snatched up my comment😂😂.. #actual fact

    • @Cali_79
      @Cali_79 5 лет назад +6

      Us blk folks age very very very SLOWLY!!!

    • @charlotteziggy8353
      @charlotteziggy8353 5 лет назад +2

      @hypnosquirrel
      Check yourself in 10 years and See if you look "the same".

    • @crowntheking5797
      @crowntheking5797 5 лет назад +1

      Des Zee black don’t crack we age like fine wine not milk ✊🏾

  • @msbeautyboss3784
    @msbeautyboss3784 5 лет назад +853

    I remember her on the tv show "Teen Summit." When BET was black owned.

    • @WrvrUgoThrUR
      @WrvrUgoThrUR 5 лет назад +33

      Now, once again, the “Black” Is OWNED.

    • @dasmilingoddess
      @dasmilingoddess 5 лет назад +14

      I remember Mya was a dancer on that show. I always wanted to be on there 😂

    • @drdread9896
      @drdread9896 5 лет назад +4

      Fuckin right

    • @hilltop565
      @hilltop565 5 лет назад +4

      @@WrvrUgoThrUR now of course it wouldn't be white of you to not be extra... "online of course".

    • @Kicks80
      @Kicks80 5 лет назад

      u are racist. bawg god

  • @allpeacepearson5080
    @allpeacepearson5080 5 лет назад +451

    She does not age. Still beautiful, classy and smart. She respects her privacy. I wish more famous people had dignity and grace like this lady.

    • @blessedandfavored9242
      @blessedandfavored9242 5 лет назад

      MAKEUP....WEAVE

    • @hilltop565
      @hilltop565 5 лет назад +4

      @@blessedandfavored9242 she does have weave you hating Neanderthal

    • @allpeacepearson5080
      @allpeacepearson5080 5 лет назад +15

      @tree 6 That is her real hair. My mother had hair that was down to the middle of her back. Black women can grow long hair. As for makeup , she has make up on to accent the beauty the Most High already blessed her with. Please stop being negative. Can she get some love and complements? Maybe this is why she stopped being on TV. Sad.

    • @kathrynkatzgroovemiller9320
      @kathrynkatzgroovemiller9320 5 лет назад +1

      @@allpeacepearson5080 I think they meant to type "doesn't " because they were responding to the person who said it was "makeup and weave" and called them a hating neanderthal.

    • @Machelle3200
      @Machelle3200 5 лет назад +10

      @@blessedandfavored9242 You must be young or something because that's real hair growing out of her scalp and she's never worn that much makeup on TV..She's just a natural beauty. It was always like that and she's never really changed how she styled it. Besides I know many black women with that same kind of hair..We're not all the same period.

  • @bv3124
    @bv3124 5 лет назад +275

    Man this woman don’t look like she aged one bit!

    • @himoragenma6416
      @himoragenma6416 5 лет назад +1

      Doesn't LOOK LIKE IT but she definitely SOUNDS LIKE IT!!!! #BrownWomenRule!!! #QueenShitYo!!!!

    • @panafrocanam2100
      @panafrocanam2100 5 лет назад +5

      Black dont crack.

    • @jaguar5198
      @jaguar5198 5 лет назад +3

      She looks very beautiful. TV personalities like her are truly missed nowadays.

    • @Mimi-ht6xr
      @Mimi-ht6xr 3 месяца назад

      @@panafrocanam2100she’s actually mixed as well….not just black or whatever 😂😂

  • @ellebailey5358
    @ellebailey5358 5 лет назад +663

    Where is the location of the water she drinks? She has not aged at all!

  • @finisher3x
    @finisher3x 5 лет назад +92

    She got those Chilli genes. Ananda is 46, looking like she's 26.

    • @megabugginout
      @megabugginout 4 года назад

      Her twin...thought they were related

  • @omgimover4075
    @omgimover4075 5 лет назад +12

    I was a teen in the 90s & I remember Teen Summit on BET. It was so good that we had positive role models like Ananda Lewis back then.

  • @damienroberson8101
    @damienroberson8101 5 лет назад +67

    Damn...Ananda is still beautiful as ever. Loved her on BET and MTV.

  • @marc2284
    @marc2284 5 лет назад +38

    It looks like she walked into 2019 from the 90's because it doesn't look like nothing changed about her physically and dare I say she looks even better now

  • @freddykruger8229
    @freddykruger8229 5 лет назад +184

    Now find Madeline Woods and Rachel from "Caribbean Rhythms" 😍

    • @UKLeonie
      @UKLeonie 5 лет назад +14

      Your killing my teens years right now

    • @PlayWage
      @PlayWage 5 лет назад +21

      And Sherry Carter

    • @moorpapi154
      @moorpapi154 5 лет назад +9

      Yes Lawd lol Rachel was my baby😍😍

    • @KtotheG
      @KtotheG 5 лет назад +6

      Idalis, too

    • @freddykruger8229
      @freddykruger8229 5 лет назад

      @@PlayWage damm I forgot about her. She legit better than all them🤔.

  • @OhioRunsBoxing
    @OhioRunsBoxing 5 лет назад +224

    She is still beautiful 🤦🏾‍♂️❤️❤️❤️

  • @cupcakes7015
    @cupcakes7015 5 лет назад +40

    Ananda is still beautiful and humble.❤ She's an introvert.
    10/30/19

  • @joshculver
    @joshculver 5 лет назад +31

    I remember when she said " I'm not a fan of anyone " and " why do ppl praise other ppls money ", I knew she had had enough.

  • @blackchang1981
    @blackchang1981 5 лет назад +10

    She still is gorgeous and well composed. Underrated legend. Respect and happy for her.

  • @Lonewolf9999-d9r
    @Lonewolf9999-d9r 5 лет назад +41

    She looks really happy. Kinda like she has a glow about herself.

    • @PHlophe
      @PHlophe 5 лет назад

      she married well.

  • @lyndsay_ultra
    @lyndsay_ultra 5 лет назад +32

    She looks vibrant, whole and well preserved ✨

  • @DJBlend21
    @DJBlend21 5 лет назад +112

    Ananda, Chili, and Tatyana could pass for sisters...

    • @MCClark
      @MCClark 5 лет назад +2

      Right...

    • @brittlia_
      @brittlia_ 5 лет назад +7

      Facts! I always thought they looked alike! Beautiful women!!

    • @JennHayden
      @JennHayden 5 лет назад +2

      @Teresa Mack right! lol i was going to say the same thing. does anyone look at faces anymore? lol

    • @naturallyme14
      @naturallyme14 5 лет назад +4

      @@JennHayden Nope, they're just going by hair textures.

    • @DJBlend21
      @DJBlend21 5 лет назад +6

      I never said that they were identical folks, just that they could pass for sisters because you know, sisters have similar features, but interpret it as you will. All gorgeous women.

  • @jeromewilliams591
    @jeromewilliams591 5 лет назад +18

    I remember how beautiful she was one teen summit and MTV and she still is

  • @fdoctor79
    @fdoctor79 5 лет назад +10

    I miss her presence in TV. Soo graceful. Much respect!

  • @mizkel4604
    @mizkel4604 4 года назад +2

    Went to high-school with her and her sister! She is one of the most beautiful souls (inside and out) I have ever met!!!! ❤❤❤ to her and her family!
    (THANK YOU FOR SO MANY GREAT MEMORIES @ SCPA)

  • @soserene6107
    @soserene6107 5 лет назад +12

    I like how she protected her mother while still giving props to her grandma

  • @reggiemunch
    @reggiemunch 5 лет назад +22

    She has aged gracefully. Blessings to her seeking normalcy through peace.

  • @ramongalbert547
    @ramongalbert547 5 лет назад +11

    I used to visit my friend at Howard University when she attended and she is definitely smart & charismatic.

  • @EvaAnika
    @EvaAnika 5 лет назад +241

    There's something about brown skin chicks with curly natural hair ... Ananda ... Tatiana ... Chilli ... I'm so glad none of them got with this weird skin lightening or weave trend. They are from the 90s and they act accordingly. I love it!

    • @Reignsupreme76
      @Reignsupreme76 5 лет назад +15

      Same here! I've always had a liking for brown skin, fit, and curly hair women. Ananda Lewis and Chili were my early crushes.

    • @staceyearle2817
      @staceyearle2817 5 лет назад +19

      Aww stop you making us brown skin girls blush ♥️♥️

    • @Natalia-hf3et
      @Natalia-hf3et 5 лет назад +4

      😁😁😁😁😁

    • @PrydeWater901
      @PrydeWater901 5 лет назад +24

      It’s what’s under the hair that counts.

    • @oshunenergy3884
      @oshunenergy3884 5 лет назад +23

      @Nova Starr type 4 hair is not bad if you TAKE CARE OF IT!!!!!

  • @ronaldhowell5831
    @ronaldhowell5831 5 лет назад +145

    What a sight for sore eyes. I was wondering what happened to her

    • @charlotteziggy8353
      @charlotteziggy8353 5 лет назад +7

      She looks good.....are you kidding?

    • @mojadah10
      @mojadah10 5 лет назад +4

      @@charlotteziggy8353 lol That's a good thing.

    • @DawnietotheMax
      @DawnietotheMax 5 лет назад

      Ronald Howell She has a RUclips channel.

  • @jayevans6077
    @jayevans6077 5 лет назад +16

    She was gorgeous 20 years ago and still is.

    • @PHlophe
      @PHlophe 5 лет назад

      tyler perrier is going to snap her up.

  • @annvaughn8974
    @annvaughn8974 5 лет назад +4

    Such a beautiful charming and warm person I've been wondering what happened to her I was a faithful watcher Amanda looks great and still speaks honestly and articulating the importance of being true to the people who have been in her life and her fans also I was just scrolling through slowly and saw this and screamed there she. is. Thanks DL and tv one

  • @LoveTam
    @LoveTam 5 лет назад +41

    Ananda was my idol growing up! I miss her on TV.. she should definitely have her own show and would have one had she not left but I totally understand! 🖤

    • @kwasiaking185
      @kwasiaking185 5 лет назад +8

      Tam Cassimere she briefly had her own talk show.

    • @LoveTam
      @LoveTam 5 лет назад +1

      @@kwasiaking185 I know and as she stated she left in the middle of having it... Hopefully it was up in air and she decided it was just best go back home and help her grandma because u know that could be a reason to black ball her if she ever decides to come back to the business! I'm just excited she did this interview & we r not worthy! Blessings King!

    • @kwasiaking185
      @kwasiaking185 5 лет назад

      Tam Cassimere right. Peace and Light, Queen!

  • @BA-dev
    @BA-dev 5 лет назад +4

    I loooooooooooooove the fact that DL had her on the show! Been wanting to see more of her lately!

  • @erichill612
    @erichill612 5 лет назад +65

    Damn, I forgot all about her. So good to see her. She look so good, still pretty.

    • @ciarrajohnson3849
      @ciarrajohnson3849 5 лет назад +2

      I’ll never forgot! Crazy because I just mentioned her recently, wondering what she was doing and then I’m here today finding this👊🏿👊🏿 #MisstherealBET

  • @tiffanysmith2407
    @tiffanysmith2407 5 лет назад +2

    Ananda Lewis always came across as so sincere and real; it's good to see her looking so well and healthy.

  • @eternalyfeful
    @eternalyfeful 5 лет назад +58

    She's like a cross between Chili, Aaliyah and Lisa Bonet in a sense, not in her physical appearance but vibe....if that makes sense.

    • @jeryanjackson1829
      @jeryanjackson1829 5 лет назад +9

      Bruce Leroy yep and she met all of them. She was the queen of late 90's and 2000's television. It's the younger generation that doesn't and miss out on such a great legend.

    • @edrepresentin
      @edrepresentin 5 лет назад +3

      I agree I'm not sure about Lisa Bonet tho

    • @eternalyfeful
      @eternalyfeful 5 лет назад +1

      @@edrepresentin ....I mentioned her name because Lisa was comfortable in her own skin, she's unapologetic about who she is and she just gives off a calm, controlled demeanor......Ananda has that.

    • @cortezmiller1899
      @cortezmiller1899 5 лет назад

      I Am I They didn’t host the award show, they presented NSync performance.

    • @megabugginout
      @megabugginout 4 года назад

      She looks like she related to Chili...thought they were related.

  • @libraqueen9969
    @libraqueen9969 5 лет назад +2

    Finally someone that didn’t sell their soul! Ananda has always been beautiful and clearly, genuine.

  • @95Charlie
    @95Charlie 5 лет назад +20

    I remember seeing her on the first show.. You could tell she was a little scared. You did a great job young lady and still as beautiful as ever..👍👍

  • @allday1047
    @allday1047 5 лет назад +1

    I met Ananda back in '91 damn she looks exactly the same lol. This woman is as pure as they come with a heart of gold.

  • @on_joe_lee_
    @on_joe_lee_ 4 года назад +3

    I love how connected she is with her self.

  • @we-lit6071
    @we-lit6071 5 лет назад +1

    ...her voice is so soothing,
    such a-beautiful SOUL!💯

  • @ms.payton1458
    @ms.payton1458 5 лет назад +27

    I thought about her the other day and was wondering how she was doing! Glad to see she's doing well and still gorgeous

  • @DJWOLFLIVE
    @DJWOLFLIVE 5 лет назад +17

    She don’t age but still chill like fine wine!

  • @mr.d.1811
    @mr.d.1811 5 лет назад +47

    She is real. I've seen her play lotto often at a local donut shop, in CA.

  • @SilkSouffleProductions
    @SilkSouffleProductions 5 лет назад +1

    Saw the thumbnail and gasped, "Ananda!" I loved her on BET and MTV. I'm glad she's doing well and living her life.

  • @theflyent7106
    @theflyent7106 5 лет назад +17

    She still looks the same when I was 15 n I'm bout to be 39... Love black women nothing like you😍😘😉😜

  • @TWills-tg6fc
    @TWills-tg6fc 5 лет назад +1

    Good to see her again. 🙏🏽 May God continue to bless her...

  • @honeylamour1
    @honeylamour1 5 лет назад +73

    I need her fitness plan she looks great. She lost a ton of weight after having the babies.

    • @minidocstv3339
      @minidocstv3339 5 лет назад +8

      Honey La’mour look up water fasting along with keto it works!

    • @DeCurtaRican
      @DeCurtaRican 5 лет назад

      Honey La’mour : Is she married?

    • @honeylamour1
      @honeylamour1 5 лет назад

      Ramone DeCurta I believe she is

  • @JJPHILLYLG
    @JJPHILLYLG 5 лет назад +8

    Ananda may have left TV but her beauty stayed.

  • @nmstep
    @nmstep 5 лет назад +10

    She was the big sister I always wanted 😩🙌🏾✊🏾 an icon!

  • @nicolekarmah7103
    @nicolekarmah7103 4 года назад

    I remember seeing her on TV when i was a little girl so i had to come down here and look for her..she's still great ❤❤❤

  • @kamala80
    @kamala80 5 лет назад +20

    Ananda married well. Therefore, she doesn't need TV money.

    • @isobel64
      @isobel64 5 лет назад

      @K Jhnsn get well soon

    • @dadisiolutosin
      @dadisiolutosin 5 лет назад +3

      @K Jhnsn what an insensitive and ignorant comment. Wearing a ring doesn't mean a person is married and not wearing one doesn't mean they're not. She's married to Will Smith's brother, Harry Smith and they have a beautiful family. She didn't "divorce rape" anyone. Who hurt you bro?

  • @jasminefelton2246
    @jasminefelton2246 5 лет назад +2

    ANANDA! I loved her growing up! Im glad she still looks amazing and still smart and normal! Good for her!

  • @301alvin
    @301alvin 5 лет назад +4

    Our around the way girl Ananda stay bless sweetie I always enjoyed working with you at BET

  • @MrJabratla
    @MrJabratla 5 лет назад +1

    I was such a HUGE fan of her in MTV in late 90s.

  • @Madonna_Noir
    @Madonna_Noir 5 лет назад +4

    I was at the taping that there was an anthrax scare in the building about a month after 9/11. Ananda is so tall and gorgeous in person.

  • @haroldsneed
    @haroldsneed 5 лет назад +16

    Very much an eye candy in my time, she's a teacher as the host of Teen Summit.

  • @coreygeegunn4969
    @coreygeegunn4969 5 лет назад +3

    I grew up with her. Every time I saw her on tv as a kid I feel like she was helping Save the World.

  • @myfriendisaac
    @myfriendisaac 5 лет назад +1

    LOVE HER!!! I saw the thumbnail & clicked like so damn fast 💘

  • @javennabellingerlearnsomething
    @javennabellingerlearnsomething 5 лет назад +5

    A profound interview!!👏. I would have liked to see the whole interview!!
    Best Wishes on all your endeavors and may you continue to age gracefully!!! You are a genuine example that females don’t need to be PLASTIC to age WELL!!! The media does not want us to see good examples of a successful, beautiful, black women without plastic surgery!!! May you continue to shine and set your OWN Norms!!!!👏🔥💖

  • @kimgray4154
    @kimgray4154 4 года назад +2

    She is so beautiful

  • @ladawnjones1605
    @ladawnjones1605 5 лет назад +5

    I remember taking a field trip to TEEN SUMMIT, she was so pretty and shoke everybody hands. She looks the same

  • @tmelanie2815
    @tmelanie2815 5 лет назад +1

    I forgot all about her glad to see she’s still doing well and looking beautiful

  • @katyarnold6757
    @katyarnold6757 5 лет назад +8

    I love!!! the Ananda Lewis show. Ananda still look beautiful!!! all that melanin poppin.

    • @TheDetroitblack
      @TheDetroitblack 5 лет назад

      Me and my kids were on that Show!! 👑♥️♥️👏👏

  • @deontaekurtz6800
    @deontaekurtz6800 5 лет назад

    Beautiful story beautiful soul beautiful person.

  • @manuginobilisbaldspot424
    @manuginobilisbaldspot424 5 лет назад +3

    She still has a real youthful look, but the maturation in her voice and the way she speaks is evident.

  • @ashleyvon8284
    @ashleyvon8284 4 года назад +2

    She was really close friends with Aaliyah too. She comes from the era of classy naturally pretty girls and she hasn't aged a bit always so well spoken and business savy gotta love Ananda.

  • @lisalewis-peck6333
    @lisalewis-peck6333 4 года назад +3

    Smart Lady!

  • @johnsonzz-jw3oz
    @johnsonzz-jw3oz 5 лет назад

    My brothers and I met her at a Charity Basketball game back in 1998, she was so nice, I even have a picture of her with one of my brother's together. Good Luck to her in whatever the future brings.

  • @ericmoore7785
    @ericmoore7785 5 лет назад +8

    I watched her show 👍

  • @hulee1968
    @hulee1968 5 лет назад

    She's still so beautiful! I loved watching her when I was in grade school

  • @PrttyBrwnEyez13
    @PrttyBrwnEyez13 5 лет назад +8

    I miss Ananda!

  • @Dmaccabees
    @Dmaccabees 5 лет назад +1

    Still beautiful ❤️. It’s been years

  • @morganmalone9535
    @morganmalone9535 5 лет назад +54

    She looks the same!

  • @HeyChanda
    @HeyChanda 5 лет назад +2

    OMG she’s still beautiful as ever....maybe even better now than before 🥰🥰🥰

  • @dblok4863
    @dblok4863 5 лет назад +7

    Ain't seen her in a minute yo go girl💯

  • @kewldewd8334
    @kewldewd8334 5 лет назад +1

    Now that’s fine - when you talk about fine ladies and gents this is it. And I been happily married for over 5 yrs but Ananda was a teen crush that has aged flawlessly.

  • @messiahblack4816
    @messiahblack4816 5 лет назад +3

    Ananda Lewis has always been dope.

  • @chosen2serve1
    @chosen2serve1 3 года назад

    I remembered her show and wandered whatever happened to her. Great respect to her reasons for her departure from television.

  • @mybrwnisbeautifulhin1165
    @mybrwnisbeautifulhin1165 5 лет назад +12

    She was the most beautiful woman on television back then and she still is!

  • @jdwm516
    @jdwm516 5 лет назад +2

    Beautiful, humble, and educated.

  • @ven11235
    @ven11235 5 лет назад +4

    This is trippy I just learned about her last night and here she is on new content. Wakan Tanka

    • @RDoubt96
      @RDoubt96 5 лет назад +2

      It be like that

  • @travisfreeman3353
    @travisfreeman3353 5 лет назад

    Wow she looks amazing 🖤🖤🖤 She hasn't changed one bit still beautiful 🖤👏🏾🖤👏🏾

  • @RanceRob
    @RanceRob 5 лет назад +3

    She’s still fine after all these years. I need to change my life.

  • @dshawnjones3726
    @dshawnjones3726 5 лет назад +1

    Still gorgeous! Skin still beautiful. Good to see her healthy and happy.

  • @AmmaMama
    @AmmaMama 5 лет назад +7

    She’s ALWAYS been private. Even back then.

  • @Louisiana2Texas
    @Louisiana2Texas 5 лет назад

    20 yrs... she still look the exact same. She hasn't aged at all. So beautiful

  • @itzKingIzzo2U
    @itzKingIzzo2U 5 лет назад +31

    My lawd she's been bad my whole life.... Aged like the finest wine from a Italian Vine 😍😍😍😍😍

  • @calvinbartlett4954
    @calvinbartlett4954 5 лет назад +1

    Wow she's so beautiful my crush back in the day.

  • @anazurik9736
    @anazurik9736 5 лет назад +7

    I know what she means... I was in the public eye for a short time and man did I attract tons of nuts and prisoners...scared me as well.

  • @DragonMikeTv
    @DragonMikeTv 5 лет назад +2

    I love me some Ananda Lewis.. I use to go to the Ananda Lewis show in nyc all the time.😎

    • @TheDetroitblack
      @TheDetroitblack 5 лет назад

      Wonder if you saw me and my daughter's on the show....it was about Bi-racial kids

  • @patrickt9864
    @patrickt9864 5 лет назад +5

    Damn I forgot about her! Still looking fine too😁😍

  • @_InfiniteAscension
    @_InfiniteAscension 5 лет назад

    When I say I have the Honey magazine with her on the front of it with the Egyptian jewelry on. Ananda we loved you girl. You were the classiest, most beautiful black woman in our time. You should come back and get a talk show that helps teens, women, especially black teens and black females. Your show will hit!!!

  • @krystaleve10
    @krystaleve10 5 лет назад +10

    Loved Teen Summit! 💕💕💕

  • @emmanueljames8404
    @emmanueljames8404 5 лет назад +1

    Ageless beauty!!! 😍❤️💜💙💚💛

  • @frankielightyear3300
    @frankielightyear3300 5 лет назад +13

    Still fine...like wine...

  • @Lonewolf9999-d9r
    @Lonewolf9999-d9r 5 лет назад +1

    What a beauty! She looks amazing 😍❤️😍❤️

  • @TyWerks
    @TyWerks 5 лет назад +4

    Love how she still remains classy please bring these women back

  • @aliciahaan8139
    @aliciahaan8139 5 лет назад

    My dad and I were on the show! 🙌🏽

  • @preciouswilliams22
    @preciouswilliams22 5 лет назад +4

    TV One this is an AWFUL decision to cancel the REALEST show on TV😒☕ First, it was Roland Martin, now D.L. Hughley show, this is NOT a smart decision!! Maybe TV One isn't ready for #RealTalk😒☕

  • @zuluboy4056
    @zuluboy4056 5 лет назад

    She Still cold-blooded!!! Timeless!!! God damn!!

  •  5 лет назад +29

    The lighting on this show is awful, looks like she's in a shadow.

    • @Greg.Lacoste
      @Greg.Lacoste 5 лет назад +1

      looks like there recording in secret, might a well make it a podcast

    • @sha1841
      @sha1841 5 лет назад

      The "set" does look small & it seems as though its supposed to have a night vibe. I hope his next gig is his best gig. TV One could have done better than this shadowy office space 😂

    • @Ianisatool
      @Ianisatool 5 лет назад

      @@sha1841 Lol

  • @jshultz79
    @jshultz79 5 лет назад +2

    She's still beautiful!!😍😍

  • @chelseadorcelus4702
    @chelseadorcelus4702 5 лет назад +9

    I know she was friends with Aaliyah.

    • @AntoinetteChanel
      @AntoinetteChanel 5 лет назад +2

      I was hoping she would speak on that more in this clip (perhaps she did in the full interview). I remember hearing buzz that Aaliyah's death, the pressure of the industry, and 9/11 had all played a part in her wanting to back away.