@@ChristinaLopes awesome video. I totally agree with your perspective. I would like to add my perspective as well because my spiritual Awakening was a relatively easy two-week process leading into peace and enlighment. For instance my dark night of the soul was like a rough weekend or a disappointing date. Lol.. I've heard some horrible stories about people getting locked up in rubber rooms or people trying to fight the process or trying to control something they have no control over. Sounds ridiculous but most people do it. I actually had a premonition that it was going to happen a week before I had my spiritual awakening. So my soul knew in advance what I would be going through. It was preparing it for the new transformation. I have always loved myself fully and a lot of people unfortunately have no self-love. if you have never loved yourself the process is going to be more difficult. For me it was easy because I always knew who I was and I never lived in denial about anything. I was already authentic crawling out of the crib and most people don't live their life like that. A lot of people wear masks in society this is something I've never wanted to do. I had a really empowering and strong mom to guide me through life and prepare me for the worst things. My parents were happily married for 61 years on top of being soulmates so I had two good teachers to begin with. A lot of kids don't come from these type of families so their transition is going to be more challenging to say the least. The other reason I believe it was so easy for me is I have never repressed any feeling in my life. The Good the bad the ugly you will hear about it. I feel like most of society represses a lot of their feelings which is also wearing a mask and being unauthentic. I feel like it's holding in your poop by repressing your feelings.lol which sound so ridiculous to me for someone to do that. I've never cared what other people think abt me because if they don't like me they're typically insecure and jealous. Awesome video. Have a beautiful day.
It depends on how hard your mind is attached to thoughts structures, also depends on your habits and your individual life stories and choices. Awakening is like discovering there are new rooms on your house, the problem is that the ego wants to stay in a few rooms where it feels safe but the soul wants to take the ego to show them the new rooms, there's always a variant level of opposition of the ego to explore all that we are. It is also particularly difficult for empaths because we tend to bring the negative emotions of others with us, but when you learn to transmute the emotions, then it becomes easier.
Miguel Plata how exactly do you transmute them? I struggle with taking on the way emotions of others as well. And sometimes wonder if they are mine in the first place ..
I like your analogy of the new rooms. Yes, waking up can be difficult. Until you come to the realization that it's only as difficult or easy as you choose it to be. Thanks for posting.
Mine is incredibly hard. This video really gave me the strength I needed. I have been begging to be removed from this planet. This message is so helpful. You my dear Angel are so wonderful. You are so generous and connected to our community . I love you
Terry I have tears in my eyes because not only did this video help immensely but I feel just as you do and at least now we know we are not alone in this and will one day get through this, so hang in there.
I have really great days but. I have days i am so emotional and i am angry at myself for being so emotional and not even knowing what for. I am so grateful to be going through this awakening. I know i have a mission on this earth.
There is nothing wrong with being emotional if you need to cry then cry if you need to laugh then laugh nothing wrong with going thru emotions key word thru again that means not staying stuck in certain emotion hope this helps Iove and light!!!
Through years of forcing myself to meditate after going through a lot in life I can finally say, I feel connected to every living thing in this universe and love all things. I started by making the 4 agreements with myself 6 years ago and to drop my ego. "The Four Agreements" is a book written by Don Miguel Ruiz but its based on ancient teachings that were simplified by the author. 1. Be Impeccable with your word. 2. Don't Take anything personally. 3. Don't make assumptions. 4. Always do your best at whatever you do in life. Now I heal people that find me in life and it has been my passion to help others with mental health, emotional health, spiritual health and physical health.
My awakening has been so difficult that I tried to kill myself twice. I have been told I'm a healer and that has been shaping up really nice since I stopped trying to kill myself. I have had to heal myself first which has been a long road in itself. I have felt that when my body hurts the most it is then that I do energy pulls and send it to mother Gaia and it always gives me relief :) I have a friend who does energy pulls and sends it to the air. I feel that even if you are not ready to be a healer becuz you are in the middle of healing yourself, do energy pulls and send it to the earth, sky, water......or ppl in general. It will make you feel like you are a part of this awesome ascension and will continue to heal yourself simultaneously. Wishing everyone love and light!
My spiritual awakening is been very hard. It is a tribulation of almost 10 years but my soul is resilient. I have become like Chiron, the wounded healer. Thank you so much for this video. Love and light!
The problem was that i didn't even know that im going through a spiritual awakening. I thought i was killed by a wrong love and really bad heartaches , i thought i had one nervous breakdown after another and - most terrible- i thought i was loosing my mind and go mad. I thought i had a mental illness or at least depressions. I think i was surching for god and in the badest night of my soul i got an answer. I wouldn't even speak of an awakening. I would call it a lifelong breakthrough to love and healing. Love to all and especially to you Christina. Your Videos explain a lot and i wish i had these ecplanations twenty years years ago 💫💛💚
I'm not even kidding I feel like a frickin unicorn!! Everything feels magical and beautiful to me. When you were doin you demonstration of an easy spiritual awakening that reminded me of me!! Don't get me wrong I have my issues, I was a heroin addict for 9 years, and because of whatever this is that has(thank God)consumed my life, I have put it down and dove in the deep end of what is me at the core. I am so full of love and joy
Hello Christina. What “led me” to your videos was a search for answers. A few weeks ago I met a man, much, much younger than me. What came in my mind; stars aligned and serendipity. We may never cross paths again, but I feel there was a reason for meeting, therefore I started looking for why this happened at this time. I have always felt/known there is a God or Source, as you say. I know now I have work to do and my journey is not over. When watching about being an empath(I am), and you said we need to grieve, I immediately started to cry. I have so much healing to do. I did not realize that my Mother was narcissistic until I was an adult and I had a relationship with one. As a child I knew she was like two different people. I was called the peace keeper, the worry wart, a pessimist (which I am not!). I want to thank you for opening this door. I do question where life will take me, but am in the present and go with the flow.
This video was exactly what I needed. I'm going through a really rough spiritual awakening, I've been going through my initiation since 2013 and everything you said resonated with me FULLY. I am in a weird phase where I am letting go of a lot of friendships/relationships and people who don't serve my highest good so its been really hard and I've felt very isolated. And I mean pretty much every single relationship and friendship I've ever had. I know that Spirit, my guides, ancestors and whomever else is always with me, I've always had their safety net to catch me, but this is hard. some days I feel amazing and I experience so much magic and beauty and some days I feel so heavy and physically in pain. My growing pains mostly come in the form of extreme anxiety and I've gone through terrible periods of it many many times. I always felt so different than anyone around me, and now I know its because I am on a healers mission. I am hopefully at the end of my initiation, I am so ready to transcend through this and fulfill my healers mission. Thank you for sharing this and your experience, it has truly shifted my view about my spiritual awakening.
I chanced upon your videos today researching kundalini (which I have known about for years but still escapes me), and each one I watch brings up more questions! I'm not even sure how to encapsulate my journey in a chasm much less a nutshell. You talk about the dark night...I feel like my entire life has been one long dark night with sunny skies being the rare occasion. Disconnection has been been lifelong as well. I'm an empath, and that in and of itself has been trial by fire. You speak of healers...I've always known this about myself. I began a truly spiritual journey in I think my 30's. I am now strong in most of my beliefs the strongest being in Christ. I've struggled with integrating my religious (I HATE that word) beliefs and the parts of me that I know with certainty. I had a horrific childhood yet it was graced with loving grandparents who taught me that my home life was not "normal". At the same time, no one ever rescued me so I sort of learned to do it myself. As an adult, I seem to keep taking myself on that same path of heartbreak and pain. I have only once in my life felt value in myself, and that was when I met my twin flame. ALL my senses came alive, I felt loved, my gifts burst open in wild tandem, and then he shattered my world as well. 4 years later he is still around because he doesn't want to let me go, yet he has made my life a living hell dating others and rejecting me. How much pain must I endure to pass through this and into the light? I must have made a HELL of a lot of contracts because I am still struggling 55 years after my birth...please help me!
Hey! I'm 18 and I guess I am starting this journey young but I am really happy about it. I am mostly working on trying communicate better and dealing with my abusive childhood with narrisistic parents. It has been hard but not like crazy hard thankfully. I am hoping that by starting this early in life by the time I'm older I will be at an amazing place
No. Please don’t start. I have been researching also. But I didn’t know this until I started looking into it more. This is only evil. Made to look good and fun but after you get into it you get hooked and that’s when bad things happen to you . Please do your research. I say this from my heart. Please and it didn’t know either but I do now !!
@@Gemini61062 What do you mean by getting hooked? Awakening is also finding your true self. Often taken away by narcissistic parents who only project their hidden inability's onto the child who becomes responsible for the state of being of the parents. . The child is incorrectly programmed, and suffers really a lot if not recognized. (in my case for decades as scapegoat) Its hard work to get rid of all toxicity out of mind body and soul. There is nothing bad about that. Where did you get this info from?
Thank You Christina....I'm currently at my lowest....I'm sad sorrowful. ..tearfull for no apparent reason.Being led to watch your video today...helped me a lot...maybe I have been projecting my pain to others as a cause....but deep down...I knew....Thank You
Wow, you look so much younger. My awakening has been difficult. When I look at older pictures of myself, I can't believe how much I have changed as well. I had a traumatic childhood as you said so I found this very relatable. I am in such a better place now.
Hi Christina, I want to say that although physically you've had some changes over the years, but it's so obvious that the light shining through from inside of you is much more brighter and firm than your first videos. thank you for another great video, as you always did.
Brian Howell yes I’ve felt the same way-stuck. And my last couple weeks have felt differently too. Like I have everything I need to be who I’m meant to be.
@@daniellerodgers6493 I have had a difficult time interacting with others, going to work and pretending that it matters. As much as it hurts I am never giving up on this road. I know in my heart things will open as long as I stay open.
Number 3, to remember that we are loved, has been difficult. I felt/feel so alone and isolated. It's really nice to hear reassuring words coming from an external & warm & sincere voice.
I have been in my sprituall journey for a while and I am under lots of pressure i said exactly exactly the same sentence you said. I ask God and shouting with lots of pain that please take me out take me out of this earth, just delete us and God i came across this video of 2 years ago today. I love you christina i just love you so much
I had a emotionally distant mother and a narcissist older sister. Than I married a narcissist, 38 1/2 years ago. Still with him. My awakening began in 2007. It has been so exhausting. This last year has been horrid, headaches that feel like my head is going to explode, wishing I would die so all the pain would stop. But now I know why. I am a control freak, had to be with my husband and all he has put me through. I'm glad I found you Christina and all the positive messages from your followers really help.
Hi Christina , hope u r doing well , I have had both a hard and easy awakening if that makes sense , my first awakening was about 15 years ago , it was hard , it was a destruction of all that I thought a was and a letting go of ego control , I was lost for around 3 months before I had an experience that changed the course of my life , Devine intervention , I was constantly having destructive thoughts , then I had a vision of an angel telling me everything was going to be alright , I felt loved and accepted for who I was no matter what I had done or how bad I felt about myself , I felt the unconditional love of a greater force , my second awakening happened about 2 years ago now Feb 2017 , I am , I'm not sure how to word it , I am at peace , I am healthy , I feel strong and I love everything that is , lol I see the rainbows and the butterflies , I'm in constant communication with my higher self , I am aware of my multi dementionallity , although it doesn't help me to spell , lol I am excited about the ( future ) but realise it's just an unfolding of now , I feel connected to more then I'm aware of , I'm sure you know what I'm talking about , I would like to say to any who read this and think that life is to hard , you are loved and accepted for who you are , you do the best you know how , one step at a time , no matter what has happened or is going to happen you will always be loved for everything you do , no acceptions no conditions . Namaste 8 )
Thank you so very much for this video. I have finally got understanding as to why my Spiritual Awakening has been hell!!! So many times I have asked the universe to just take me cause I can’t take anymore but no I’m still here and the crap keeps coming!! But your video today has given me so much hope to keep going. You are one very special healer that God has brought to this Universe!! Thank you again. Love and blessings to you and your family 💞🙏🏻💖
Wow!!! This message was right on time in my awakening walk! This heighten awareness has been evolving over the past eight years, and more intensely over the past two and a half years!!! Many days I feel like an alien among my people, but I too feel the energy of caring for humanity, my community and family connection. It is a surreal place of seeking purpose and meaning in all that I do! There is deep sadness, then hieghten joy and reflection. When I communicate with most there is a resonating energy that occurs and human connection of seeing them, acknowledging them and caring because my spirit knows we each matter. My learning and engaging capacity has heighten which is profound because I am in my 50s - completing graduate school ten months ago!
It's been so hard for so long that I too have asked to be taken out of my misery. But hearing that you've also had those feelings makes me feel less of a failure. Thank you for the encouragement. Your explanations have been a great source of help to me. I feel as though our pain serves as stepping stones for those to come.
I started this journey in my 20’s, I am now in my late 60’s and just beginning to awaken. It has been a difficult path at times, but the only path worth following. Thank you and thank technology for helping to shine light on my trail.
I started in my early teens, I'm my late 40s now. Going through immense emotions and initiation. It feels like it will never end.. So grateful for this video and comments.
Hard AF. I couldn’t recognize myself in the mirror either. Wanted to die every day for a year, every night was a dark night og the soul, nothing I used to do brought joy. Every familiar aspect of myself was broken down and extracted bit by bit. Sooooo painful, on top of that I felt like I was dying from heart break after a tough break up. Nothing I knew made sense anymore, people I thought I loved I couldn’t trust anymore. It was surreal. I simply stopper accepting the old paradigm. Also, I went through an awakening two years before which was so beautiful, tough but fruitful, where I thought that now I had all the answers😂 The second awakening tore that belief system right apart and everything else in my life. Lost everything. Now, two years later I am beginning to piece the fragments together and build up a new foundation where I feel safe, loved and increasingly frequent moments of joy. All the old went out, and now it has come full circle. New environment, new beginnings, I can see how the journey weeded out what was no longer serving a purpose and brought fresh perspective and environment into my life. I read the Bible and let go of the reigns. Love your channel☺️ Incredible how many people are going througg the same things.
Alexandrine Ulett your first awakening sounds word for word of what I have been going through!! Wow!! You described the pain so perfectly! It’s been rough AF! 😩 I get odd days here and there when the pain eases off. Looking forward to feeling a well earned shift from the all consuming pain to joy! ☺️
Jodeekowgirl You absolutely do deserve to feel joy every day! Personally I spent the time in turmoil getting closer to God, the pain already brought me to my knees so might as well pray. They say God draws close to the broken hearted even though it doesn’t feel that way immediately or all the time, there is hope and a radiant beautiful and new beginning at the end of the tunnel🌞🤗
Your video profoundly moved me. Lately my spiritual awakening has been accompanied by "consciousness convulsions," as I like to call them. They're these jerks or (more dramatically) seizures that occur when I contemplate or am confronted with my spiritual awakening. They have been compounded recently by my working with plant medicines. Your video made them come out even more. I felt your truth in it. It hit me in a very deep spot. Thank you. I am hopeful the confusion and pain, both physical and emotional, will lead to clarity.
Thank you, I could relate to this. I saw the term "wounded healer" years ago and it resonates with me. I have been changing my thought patterns to become kinder to myself, telling myself positive affirmations, and that everything will work out for my highest good.
My spiritual awakening has been quite difficult, but so worth it. I have been sick most of my life, not anymore. No rage or hatred for the world. I am profoundly grateful, I still can't believe it. I truly am a walking miracle. Thank you. You are wonderful.
Intensively tough and constantly went through for 7 years.. Had sleepless and hopeless nights.. again several years. Now I can say it’s all past. I’m strong I have a mission.. i recently started accepting and healing in-progress.. thank you your video..
I really love your style, Christina! My awakening has been very intense but your videos have helped me tremendously and always come at the right time. Thank you for all you do.
I've been struggling with a difficult spiritual awakening for many years. As you cleanse your soul the dweller/ego constantly resists the change and yes, I believe I am a healer but must heal myself first. I just need to find the right modality. Love your content. Thank you Christina, beautiful soul!
Thank you Christina for this video. It's always nice to listen to you, I get always lots of energy from you :) My awakening was also difficult. It was initiated by very traumatic experience. I lost my husband, he died and was suddenly alone, at age 39, with two small children. It took me years to fully awake ( more than 6 years) and I also went though different physical pains, unexplainable pains, very persistent and unpleasant. The worst of all was total lack of support from my family and friends.( even today I can not explain to them what happened and can not be honest with them) Awakening is not accepted yet in many societies and families, so some of my friends who understand me ( they are awaken too) share the same opinion with me, which is: be careful to whom you can say about it. We keep our "secret" for ourselves. I also changed my physical appearance totally, I look much younger now than 10 years ago, calmer, I feel deep connection with everything around me. Specially eyes has changed, became more bright. And yes, I agree, kids today are different than us, when we were children ( I was also child in 70-ties). I can also see how my peace and different approach to life and raising kids ( I don't like to say "my kids", because they are not mine, they just came here with my help) , how my awakening influences them, on such a positive way. Thank you once again :)
I cannot thank you enough for sharing this. I arm what you could call a fore runner. My awakening occured in the late 90s early 2000s before I even knew what an awakening was. I completely lost my grip on my life. I began to notice subtle spiritual insights and had an incredible urge to suddenly pursue spirituality and healing It was a constant up hill battle and I eventually gave it up and in 2013 I plummeted into the darkest scariest depression I have ever experienced.i just woke up one morning and felt like an empty shell with no will to live. I constantly contemplated suicide because I desperately wanted to escape the anxiety and apathy that was always present. Then there was the horrifying nightmare of trial and error with multiple psychotropic meds some of which made matters worse as if that was even possible. I lived in survival mode literally from moment to moment and in a matter of about 2 years I slowly started to feel like myself. I dismissed it as a psychotic break and prayed to never have to go through it again. I left my spirituality on the back burner and only recently have felt spiritually nudged to listen to certain songs on repeat (Bach, Air) and to look up different topics on the internet which always leads me to something profound and unforeseen and I suddenly feel as if I am on an accelerated spiritual course being fed more knowledge than I can humanly process. I have come to discover that I am a Beta Indigo. I have an intense warrior spirit that is driven to expose the truth to the lies that society has ingrained in us. My beliefs and passions were not taught to me but come from a place of truth deep within myself. At a young adult I left my catholic upbringing as it left me feeling hollow and bored. I also abandoned the very common belief system that religious people have about God. It still boggles my mind how most people regard God as an entity outside is themselves that spares the lives of some but not others. Another thing I broke away from was the idea that eating animals was perfectly acceptable. I stopped eating animals in 1992 way before being vegan was trendy and way way before it was easy to come by plant based foods. Since that time I have seen veg movement multiply exponentially. Which now brings me to your point on physical pain. Until recently I just thought I was suffering from aging but I am hopeful these have just been spiritual growing pains. More recently I have noticed a decline in my vision, especially my left eye and extreme urinary frequency in addition to much heavier menses in myself and coworkers. Any insight on these issues is much appreciated #askchristina Thank you again for this video. It came at a much needed time as I have been coming to terms with having 2 terminal cats, 1 that I have been up with all might as I painstakingly await to have her euthanized later today. If anyone reading this feels compelled to send prayer to me and my beloved little girl, Indigo and her brothers Onyx and Stanley, it is greatly appreciated and returned 10 fold. Many blessings to those of you enduring your dark night of the soul. You are not alone. This too shall pass. Namaste'. I also want to add that I was guided to listen to binaural beats. Young can RUclips binaural beats for literally any ailment and listen while you sleep. Well that was a lot of info. I guess it was my time to share my story although I feel there is much more yet to come.
This is so exactly on point I had a very traumatic childhood and I am currently going through my awakening at 16 I started my awakening I am currently in the dark stage (freedom) and it's been alot I constantly go through problems and have mental breakdowns it's been Soo much but I also know and communicated with my spirit and know I have a deep purpose and I'm grateful for it.
I want to thank you for the work you do, providing these videos, and the warmth and heart felt details in which you describe everything so perfectly. You truly are a gift and an amazing communicator!! My gosh, I just realized this is what I’ve been going through since 2007 when I started all of the sudden getting horrible body pain, I had to go to various doctors to finally be diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue syndrome with immune dysfunction, also a few years later with increased sensitivity to everything including weather and noises, which finally diagnosed with Vertigo. I was bedridden for months as well. I was in the process of this without knowing. Afterwards In mid 2013 I was at the peak of the highest after several interactions with my mirror twin. Oh my goodness if it weren’t for your videos popping up in my feed, I would have continued to be in a “wandering“ state. Thank you very much beautiful soul!!! 💕. For me it’s been one heck of a 13 year priceless process which started in 2007. Now I see how and why “The dark night of the soul” is not a 1 night process, but it can last many years, all because I hadn’t quite grasped the reasons these things occurred to me. I went through hell, and that’s not even a good word to describe what I went through in my awakening. With all that said, right now looking back, I wouldn’t change a thing of the things I needed to endure. Thank you for your explanations on everything and the topic varieties you discuss, including the Twin Flame journey which is intertwined in all of this!!!! Thank you again!!
Yes! I am 64. I feel like I was my oldest, most mature, at 6 years old, when I had this deep inner knowing that my purpose was to help people survive through a catastrophe. Since then I have only regressed and think that I had to go through all of the life, death, and rebirth process over and over again to acquire the compassion I need in order to fulfill this mission. Thank you for revealing to me where it is that I still have spiritual healing work to do.
There is much I resonated with Wounded Healer... I’ve said those words to the divine, “ I can’t take this anymore. I can’t live in this body anymore...” I feel that my soul is fighting this thinking. Its trapped inbetween my heart and mind that just can’t get it together... Although, I am literally go through my purges, I still get up to walk out that door and help those in need of my skill. However, I feel like a part of me is dying which I know now it’s ego and it’s soooo painful. Excruciating. But I’m still here. Thank you for your videos. It is helping me navigate the best way I know how. Blessings. 🙏
Tonight, I was (again) attempting to narrow down who I'm called to serve (as in the "ideal client" of my mission). Spirit brought you to my awareness. You have 100% described my experience and now talking about how rapidly it happened. What I've come to know is that I am the Wayshower for the other wounded healers. I'm the teacher of the teachers... that's why my awakening has been so brutal. Excellent.... message. Thank you❤🙏❤
I adore you. Ive been suffering for many years trying to figure out what has been happening with me. Ive been looking for someone who I can relate to. Blessings to you and others on this path.
This resonates 💯%💥! I have been told I am a "healer" by gifted souls. Having natal Chiron in Aries/8th house (return) reminds me of the suffering. I feel so much. I am in this now! Thank you for your insight and truth.
A hard spiritual awakening, but , it getting better by the day. Thanks for you video ; it has been a great source of strength on this journey of my spirituality
this touched and moved me beyond words, a real light at such a dark and confusing place but this resonated on every single level. I love you and I'm so happy not to be alone and to feel loved just by your video. Thank you! x
I feel jipped! Mine has been super hard. I'm 12-14 years in and still surrounded by people who are asleep. I was told by ETs that I was genetically built to withstand this work and you are the first teacher who has ever spoken about that topic. It seems like those of us who had these tough childhoods are traumatized again during awakening. I'm having a Pluto opposite Sun transit and I'm already tired of the awakening, so at times it seems like I'm being punished again. I don't usually struggle with feeling like a victim but this transit is bringing that up. Just ready to get to the other side of the work and let the next wave of volunteers take over. Fortunately we know when these transits end. I have another two years to go and I'm done with ten Pluto transits and about the same number of Saturn transits.
#christinalopes I have had a few crisis modes over the past few weeks.... the first put me in hospital after doing Ancestral and Karmic workshops....... I have COPD and a blocked valve. It really scared me gasping for air. that was a journey and a half..... I certainly know what this wounded healer path is..... after I came back out of hospital I had another 3 crisis modes but I learned to bring my spirit team in to help me balance again.... still scarey but was not as intense. but this also has be very tired.... I have got this... but it will take time - for me..... this awakening is a real rough ride .... hard enough when your health is good... with lungs at 30% it is a steep climb.... but I know I CAN do this , even though it terrifies me - Thank you for opening my wisdom a bit more Christina. - so far been 25 years up to now since I found my path starting with Reiki..... but it is only the past 6 months things have been so intense.
The past decade has been very painful, my childhood was difficult too. However, since I have realized I am awakening it has become clear to me that the pain is in my past. I made a conscious choice to open my heart and wow. I have worked through some powerful stuff at rapid speed. I credit a nudge from my recently departed father and your video on spiritual awakening popping up in my feed at that same time. I am so blessed!
This video is exactly true. 100% Timing is perfect. I can't even go into my dark night of the soul because it's a book, since I was a little girl I wanted to heal every broken animal and body, every broken heart. I felt my ego die over one deep shattering after another, but ( I Am ) remained alive and I recognized that I Am was with me as young as I can remember, the same voice at every age. I was brought to nothing with no one but my own children. They also though just left the nest in the last year. They are remarkable people. My body was crippled to the point of not being able to walk or hold my torso up when I my abusive husband abandoned me last July. Suddenly my my back is shifting and binges going back into place during my sleep. I'm walking but wobbling and being stronger every day. Last night my dad died. He picked Good Sunday because he was a crucified man and this date vindicated him. He was estranged from me over my parent's divorce. He was the love of my life ripped from my soul and was never able to recover his own kids or live down all the brain washing and lies.
my spiritual awakening has been so hard its been 7 months of complete chaos in my mind .. i was almost killed by some people that i thought were on my side & God literally saved my life & in that moment i was grsnted to Holy Spirit without even asking . ive somehow had a sense deep down saying all the things that you said in this video . but you really just made me cry happy tears because i feel so validated 🌼
Thank you so much. You just summed up my entire 37year journey to empowerment. From the childhood trauma, the multiple accidents I’ve been in, the rapid physical changes I’ve gone through with all the painful ER trips that came with that. Even all the ancestral trauma templates I carried all my life, learned about and cleared through my Ayahuasca journeys. And connecting to my spirit guides, spirit animals, and their infinite love and guidance that has really changed my life the past year. You summed it all up and validated everything everyone around me doesn’t understand. I cried when you validated how much love and guidance I have from the spirit realm because I definitely feel it every moment these days. I’m a clairsentient / empath who recently been owning my power but I’m not very public about it. But I know people sense something different about me lol. You validated my entire mission that I’ve been holding dear to my heart. Thank you. I needed to hear this on this full moon. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Christina there are no words to describe how thankful i am for your videos, at age 41 to finally have revealed answers of "why" to my questions in life, its amazing how to never have formally met a person and feel so CONNECTED with them. I called out for help and YOU appeared before me :) :) :)
This moved me to my core. My word for what you call resilience is "hope". Even when I feel hopeless, somewhere deep within me there is this eternal flame that is my compass, my banner, my very essence. That part of me always finds hope, always.
I can't even tell you how much this video helped me at this very moment, freed me up, etc. If I'd have seen it a month ago, it wouldn't have made as much sense, but I needed to hear this today.
Speechless. Every time I find a new mentor for my awakening (January 2018). I'm just blown away! Thought I was alone and crazy. So greatful to have found you and the healer not only resonates, but I'm taking the beginning steps. My transformation is insane. From only feeling Anger and depression all my life to love. And my appearance has gone through the most outrageous transformation! if we ever meet spirit-sister, I owe you a hug. >_
I've been through some dark traumas and am having trouble choosing to be alone because of how scary it is. My soul is crying out for me to be alone but my ego isn't allowing me! I am in college to be a social worker because I definitely want to show others suffering the potential they have to self heal too. But it all starts with you!!! And the willingness to DESIRE to get better. The more I fight myself the more I dont want to be here and the more I want to punish myself. But you can't. You have to keep trying...no matter how painstakingly difficult it is to be okay.
If you’re still reading these.... I just found this video and I’m definitely a wounded healer. I’ve always felt different and never fit in anywhere. I just realized that while growing up, one minute I’m being abused by a family member, and the next the same person asked me for advice above my age range, but I knew what to say. When I got around my teen years started my journey of being connected to the spiritual world. As an adult I have been on a mission to heal and know my life purpose.
Hi Christina. And everyone following this thread. My first spiritual awakening was glorious, in 2009. Basically I was on cloud nine for five years. Super high, super joyful. Then as spirit was asking me to shift some things, I started losing my bearings and feeling in the dark. Journaling helps a lot. I use one color ink for my own thoughts and another color for God. So first GREAT, then very hard. When you said six years in this video, thats alot huh? I'd say I"m in year 4 of the hard part. I hope I evolve to joy again.
Yep, don't feel like I can make it through this. My ego was my defense mechanism, I could always go to a happy place but that's no longer an option. I'm crawling in my skin. I feel there's a purpose for me to be here but I just don't feel strong enough. God help me...
@@MegaWhateveridontcar Awesome, I was goin through the dark night thing at the time. Seems like a lifetime ago. Seeing my comment from 2 years ago makes me grateful for where I'm at now. For anyone goin through it, don't stop.
Love the video, and I resonated very much. I am 43, and its been very hard waking up. But now its better, not perfect, but I have an understanding of whats going on, and I have tools. ❤️
AAAAAaauuuuughhhh!!!! @ 5:00: you’ve just described me, Christina. A few weeks ago, I stated out loud to all my ancestors, that the abuse that’s been passed down through the generations ends with me! I felt my great-grandmother, who died in the Spanish Flu epidemic in 1918, smile in approval and gratitude. Seriously, just this last weekend I got it that time really is an illusion.
the second scenario really resonated with me. I am done. I don't want this. Yet at the same time I have this feeling to heal every animal on the planet. thanks for these videos to gently lead us on our awakening :)
Oh Cristina this video has helped me so much. I am more than 5 years into my journey that has been incredibly difficult with intense physical sensations including pain. I continue to work through layers of deep generational childhood trauma. Like you I am a wounded healer that will heal my own wounds and render a service as a healer in the same lifetime…. And I’m 70 years old! Thank you for the timely inspirational message that you are sharing! I am experiencing everything at the same time , including the kundalini energy release.
Mine was a mixture of both. I was partially already woke. I was ready so I haven’t really had a hard time. I had a hard dark night, I lost a lot of material things was even homeless and all that. I thank the creator that I came through it and now after finding Christina I know what I was going through. I still have good and bad days but I count them both joy. I also have had to heal a lot of trauma within. Just hang in there, and thank you for your videos. I
My awakening has been so difficult! I know I am making harder than it has to be. I know I'm the cause and solution but I'm truly stubborn. My car smashed my leg against a pole. My leg didn't break. I can't help but feel this was my divine intervention. I couldn't escape the physical so now I'm so physically impaired that I am forced to receive, allow, rest, stay positive, focus, etc. I'm forced to accept my present reality and be content. I got rid of something big when my car hit me cause ever since I've downloaded So MUCH information. I found you for starters. Your most recent video was my "oooooohhhhh..............." Moment. ❤️
Thank you for this, I started crying towards the end for the last few minutes. I've "known" but I really needed to hear this right now on my jurney. Still crying while writing. Peace love happiness empowerment and longevity to you on your journey. This is confirmation what I've been waiting for. And had a pull to do but ohh so many distractions... Every time my energy is rising there's someone who needs it. I know to serve from overflow. But at same time this soul crossed paths with mine for a reason.
It was hard, I literally heard a voice in my head... only once, but I thought I was losing it and almost went to a doctor. But the voice said to “relax” and since then I’ve been more relaxed and allowed things to just happen. I like your videos they make sense to me.
Thank you. Of course I found you because I asked for help. Deep healing work is not for the faint at heart. It's joyful, painful, beautiful, sorrowful & worth every tear drop.
Hard spiritual awakening of course!it was so hard and I started having headaches almost all the time and terrible dreams at night time I don't why I am having these night mares!!! and I think they are from my past life experiences and even I can't sleep because of them but literally I first think about myself that "May be i am infected with corona virus" andI also thought that "i am crazy and I became mad" and after that I started watching detailed videos and articles about spiritual awakening and now I got a clarity about it now it was so overwhelming(it was like somebody is grasping out my whole energy out of me through my head or something like that ) and I feel so confused and exhausted and I am losing weight and I am feeling so much hunger these days and and I am sleeping so much like almost 10-12hours and as I told I am having headache at the certain points and parts in my brain and I am seeing my self as a new person!and their are so many physical and emotional and mental changes going on in my body(here I mentioned some physical changes and I think these may be helpful for other people too) ya!your videos are helping me a lot in these certain point of time in my life thank you so much for these useful videos and keep on doing these helpful videos so that It can help the people like me and so many people who can't go to a healer or a therapist especially at this point of time,Thank you dear Chirstina!!!!🙂🤗😊
would absolutely love to write you a thesis level breakdown of my life, but suffice to say I got that " There has to be more..and if not...i really don't see the point of continuing on...." and that hit me with lightning clarity at age 13. So, yeah, in essence I guess I'm here to do some major healing and have been on this " long strange trip " since I can remember. I'm 39 now and as I type this I'm laid out on my bed in Yokosuka, Japan, and I spent my first 37 years living in the outskirts of Birmingham, Alabama...Buckle of the Bible Belt...so that added a whole slew of uniqueness to being a "seeker" as It were. But, I just wanted to tell you how much I appreciate you and your amazing videos! To say we are on the same frequency is a massive understatement from my perspective,i.e., it feels like Great Spirit just brought me to your channel and just very recently, as in days, no, correction its literally impossible that I wasn't guided to your channel ... anyway, you are utterly delightful, and your so authentic I can feel your words resonating in my chest, I even find myself muttering a phrase you'll use just before you say it...so , for this Wounded Healer in progress or shall I say , in refinement, your videos have quantum leaped me through what without you would have bee a really looong drawn out processing period . I love your sense of humor and your spot on insight , you are without doubt a very literal Earth Angel! And trust me, I don't trust easily , even when Spirit makes it beyond clear that I can trust someone. So, for what it 's worth: Infinite Love and Gratitude and may you help others as much as you have and continue to help me! #askchristina #askchristinalopes #spiritual ...I don't do hashtags so hoe i got that right.
It has been a rude grueling awakening. I totally resonate with the ego fighting the spiritual growth. My ego dont trust.. This video was very helpful. Spirit literally just told me that i would jot recognize myself by the end of the year and you confirm with the physical changes. Onward amd upward. The journey battles on. Thanks
Its a quite of a ride , but grateful for all the support . Your channel, every single moment . Still straggling with opening my heart fully and believing in me . Blessings to everyone who reads it , love and light . 🌞🌈💜🦋
The past 2 years I have been doing an immense amount of healing and my heart has finally returned to source. I had a big breakdown over the past two months and now I'm at peace. Thankyou for your guidance in my reconnection to my awareness.
Christina 🏵🌸🌹❤I dunno what to tell you how soothing this is !!! I just love u so much thank you thank you thank you 🏵🌸🌸🌹❤❤❤❤u r one of the nicest and best people who talk about spiritual awakening in a very soothing and easy way I love you Christina......i love you 🌹🌸🏵❤❤❤❤
I'm not saying I'm anything but I did go from 245 to 180 in about 8 months by doing energy medicine. I love you channel so much. You have hype me dearly thank you for being yourself 😍
Mine was hard for the first 3 months.. up and downs now im basically normal minus my old ego n now I have a mental clarity like never before. Meditation.. yoga is the key
My spritual awakening is awesome because I was already entrapped in so much negativity,it was almost like a rut. I am loving all my learning, energy shift, connection with God and the new me.😊 Love you Christina 😘😘
I just have to say that I think you are one of the most grounded and wise spiritual leaders on RUclips. I’m on my own twin flame journey and I feel I can really trust your insights and when I’m having a tough moment I look to one of your videos and feel better.
Christina thank you so much for these kind of videos , I’ve started my spiritual awakening about three weeks ago but the road that led me to my rock bottom and accept that I was going through a spiritual awakening was extremely rough. But I’m here and I’ve accepted this and you are here to help me and that makes me feel so so much better. I can’t thank you enough. I swear it was the third day when my spiritual awakening happened that your video popped out on my RUclips , I was not even looking for you and you appeared, you are an angel.
A fairly hard one, at times I don't realize how fast I'm changing, and then other times I feel so exhausted. I keep feeling like I'm sick somehow, even though I'm healthy, it's like I can sense how internally everything is changed and switchin' itself around. This video really helped though, so thank you so much! Literally brought me to tears because you hit it right to my core.
I am having the worst time with my spiritual awakening. It has been a terrible burst of highs and low lows that I also asked to be taken. Had the feeling that something inside laughed at me and said no. I had an instant where I was literally falling to the floor crying my eyes out while my two beautiful little boys were taking a nap and when I got up I swear I felt someone touch me on the back on my shoulder . It felt like such love and support, like someone was there letting me know “ it’s okay we got you and we won’t let you fail! “ it was beautiful and then by that evening the horrible lonely fear anxiety ridden breakdown I had was gone like it was never there. Oh to also top it off I’m an empath so that just makes everything way more fun like I’m having 30 other peoples spiritual awakening on top of my own! 😂
Thank you❤️ My awakening is very tough indeed, I am so grateful for crying when you talked about being loved in my darkest times, I am shedding layers and crying is leaving, so it felt good to really feel the resonance, clarification and reassurance coming from you🥺 I do not see myself as a healer, but it really resonates, what you say about generational healing, I feel rather angry that I must clean up for the rest of my mothers family line, also what you say about my body! I change very quickly, but still I feel pressured on time, and always have been actually 🤔 Thanks, very helpful ❤️
My spiritual awakening is really hard at times and other times its pure joy. Mostly its really confusing though. I don't know and am not sure about alot of things now. I see the truth in myself and others and alot of the time I don't like it, but the truth is the truth. I'm just trying to brave the whether. Hopefully this passes and i find a peace and belonging like everyone before me who has gone through and come out the other end of their spiritual awakening. I wait feeling hopeful sometimes pissed off but determined to see it through to be the authentic me. “Greater in battle than the man who would conquer a thousand-thousand men, is he who would conquer just one - himself. Better to conquer yourself than others. When you've trained yourself, living in constant self-control, neither a deva nor gandhabba, nor a Mara banded with Brahmas, could turn that triumph back into defeat.” ― Buddha This is not me now but is what I strive for. I always have but have never know why. Funny kind of thing.
Mine started a long time ago and i just accepted it. I know someone who I called a healer without understanding why, I just knew that I felt better around him and wanted to be better after seeing him. Now I understand it. I asked the Universe what my mission was and the response was healing. I thought it was just my healing; I need to heal my family and my Angels just confirmed it. Your videos are blessings in my life; i always get answers here.
Toughest thing I ever went through. Hardest part was identifying what was going on quick enough. It was a flood of emotion, perception and intuition. I had some working against me while this was going on before I knew what was going on for sure and it cost me a marriage and many friendships but when this happens there is no choice you just have to ride it out so to speak. Still lots to learn about the new me.
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I wanna hear from you! Has your spiritual awakening been hard or easy peesy? Let me know in the comments below!
Hard it's was in my teens scared me to death
It's been hard I'm a sensative child my mother was an epileptic my father was a controlling man esp towards my mom
It's been enlightening and hard at the same sametime.
Christina Lopes still going through it. I have gone through ALL emotions possible.
Hard, but until today, I used to think it was the same way for everybody
REAL LOVE, TRUE PEACE and BLESSINGS TO EVERYONE WHO WATCHES THIS ❤️🍀☀️
Thank you!
Thank you. Needed these wishes on a day like today 🌹
@@ChristinaLopes awesome video. I totally agree with your perspective. I would like to add my perspective as well because my spiritual Awakening was a relatively easy two-week process leading into peace and enlighment. For instance my dark night of the soul was like a rough weekend or a disappointing date. Lol.. I've heard some horrible stories about people getting locked up in rubber rooms or people trying to fight the process or trying to control something they have no control over. Sounds ridiculous but most people do it. I actually had a premonition that it was going to happen a week before I had my spiritual awakening. So my soul knew in advance what I would be going through. It was preparing it for the new transformation. I have always loved myself fully and a lot of people unfortunately have no self-love. if you have never loved yourself the process is going to be more difficult.
For me it was easy because I always knew who I was and I never lived in denial about anything. I was already authentic crawling out of the crib and most people don't live their life like that. A lot of people wear masks in society this is something I've never wanted to do. I had a really empowering and strong mom to guide me through life and prepare me for the worst things. My parents were happily married for 61 years on top of being soulmates so I had two good teachers to begin with. A lot of kids don't come from these type of families so their transition is going to be more challenging to say the least.
The other reason I believe it was so easy for me is I have never repressed any feeling in my life. The Good the bad the ugly you will hear about it. I feel like most of society represses a lot of their feelings which is also wearing a mask and being unauthentic. I feel like it's holding in your poop by repressing your feelings.lol which sound so ridiculous to me for someone to do that. I've never cared what other people think abt me because if they don't like me they're typically insecure and jealous. Awesome video. Have a beautiful day.
The same to you, namaste
It depends on how hard your mind is attached to thoughts structures, also depends on your habits and your individual life stories and choices. Awakening is like discovering there are new rooms on your house, the problem is that the ego wants to stay in a few rooms where it feels safe but the soul wants to take the ego to show them the new rooms, there's always a variant level of opposition of the ego to explore all that we are. It is also particularly difficult for empaths because we tend to bring the negative emotions of others with us, but when you learn to transmute the emotions, then it becomes easier.
Miguel Plata how exactly do you transmute them? I struggle with taking on the way emotions of others as well. And sometimes wonder if they are mine in the first place ..
I like your analogy of the new rooms. Yes, waking up can be difficult. Until you come to the realization that it's only as difficult or easy as you choose it to be. Thanks for posting.
Good as Gold that was amazing advice.
Great advice
Well done. I resonate with your comment. Thank you
Mine is incredibly hard. This video really gave me the strength I needed. I have been begging to be removed from this planet. This message is so helpful. You my dear Angel are so wonderful. You are so generous and connected to our community . I love you
Thank you. Glad it helped.
I'm glad you are still here. I felt like this too at first. I promise you will learn that this pain is a tool. You will find your way.
@@JennSunMoonStars this pain is a tool? fascinating comment.
We need you terry!
Terry I have tears in my eyes because not only did this video help immensely but I feel just as you do and at least now we know we are not alone in this and will one day get through this, so hang in there.
I have really great days but. I have days i am so emotional and i am angry at myself for being so emotional and not even knowing what for. I am so grateful to be going through this awakening. I know i have a mission on this earth.
There is nothing wrong with being emotional if you need to cry then cry if you need to laugh then laugh nothing wrong with going thru emotions key word thru again that means not staying stuck in certain emotion hope this helps Iove and light!!!
Through years of forcing myself to meditate after going through a lot in life I can finally say, I feel connected to every living thing in this universe and love all things. I started by making the 4 agreements with myself 6 years ago and to drop my ego. "The Four Agreements" is a book written by Don Miguel Ruiz but its based on ancient teachings that were simplified by the author.
1. Be Impeccable with your word.
2. Don't Take anything personally.
3. Don't make assumptions.
4. Always do your best at whatever you do in life.
Now I heal people that find me in life and it has been my passion to help others with mental health, emotional health, spiritual health and physical health.
Help me
My awakening has been so difficult that I tried to kill myself twice. I have been told I'm a healer and that has been shaping up really nice since I stopped trying to kill myself. I have had to heal myself first which has been a long road in itself.
I have felt that when my body hurts the most it is then that I do energy pulls and send it to mother Gaia and it always gives me relief :)
I have a friend who does energy pulls and sends it to the air.
I feel that even if you are not ready to be a healer becuz you are in the middle of healing yourself, do energy pulls and send it to the earth, sky, water......or ppl in general. It will make you feel like you are a part of this awesome ascension and will continue to heal yourself simultaneously.
Wishing everyone love and light!
I feel u,same
Im with you, I felt the same 2 weeks ago, so I started to have st John's Wort. I feel much better now.
What are energy pulls?
how do i do energy pulls
My spiritual awakening is been very hard. It is a tribulation of almost 10 years but my soul is resilient. I have become like Chiron, the wounded healer. Thank you so much for this video. Love and light!
The problem was that i didn't even know that im going through a spiritual awakening. I thought i was killed by a wrong love and really bad heartaches , i thought i had one nervous breakdown after another and - most terrible- i thought i was loosing my mind and go mad. I thought i had a mental illness or at least depressions.
I think i was surching for god and in the badest night of my soul i got an answer. I wouldn't even speak of an awakening. I would call it a lifelong breakthrough to love and healing.
Love to all and especially to you Christina. Your Videos explain a lot and i wish i had these ecplanations twenty years years ago 💫💛💚
I'm not even kidding I feel like a frickin unicorn!! Everything feels magical and beautiful to me. When you were doin you demonstration of an easy spiritual awakening that reminded me of me!! Don't get me wrong I have my issues, I was a heroin addict for 9 years, and because of whatever this is that has(thank God)consumed my life, I have put it down and dove in the deep end of what is me at the core. I am so full of love and joy
So proud of you n happy for you Kayla x go you girl x loved this 😂 I feel like a unicorn too.. just a really skitzafrenic one 😂
Omg I seriously think I’m going crazy 😝 I’m tuff beyond words but man I’m tired!!!! Thank you so much I needed this sitting here in tears 🐛🦋🕉
Hello Christina. What “led me” to your videos was a search for answers. A few weeks ago I met a man, much, much younger than me. What came in my mind; stars aligned and serendipity. We may never cross paths again, but I feel there was a reason for meeting, therefore I started looking for why this happened at this time. I have always felt/known there is a God or Source, as you say. I know now I have work to do and my journey is not over. When watching about being an empath(I am), and you said we need to grieve, I immediately started to cry. I have so much healing to do. I did not realize that my Mother was narcissistic until I was an adult and I had a relationship with one. As a child I knew she was like two different people. I was called the peace keeper, the worry wart, a pessimist (which I am not!). I want to thank you for opening this door. I do question where life will take me, but am in the present and go with the flow.
This video was exactly what I needed. I'm going through a really rough spiritual awakening, I've been going through my initiation since 2013 and everything you said resonated with me FULLY. I am in a weird phase where I am letting go of a lot of friendships/relationships and people who don't serve my highest good so its been really hard and I've felt very isolated. And I mean pretty much every single relationship and friendship I've ever had. I know that Spirit, my guides, ancestors and whomever else is always with me, I've always had their safety net to catch me, but this is hard. some days I feel amazing and I experience so much magic and beauty and some days I feel so heavy and physically in pain. My growing pains mostly come in the form of extreme anxiety and I've gone through terrible periods of it many many times. I always felt so different than anyone around me, and now I know its because I am on a healers mission. I am hopefully at the end of my initiation, I am so ready to transcend through this and fulfill my healers mission. Thank you for sharing this and your experience, it has truly shifted my view about my spiritual awakening.
I chanced upon your videos today researching kundalini (which I have known about for years but still escapes me), and each one I watch brings up more questions! I'm not even sure how to encapsulate my journey in a chasm much less a nutshell. You talk about the dark night...I feel like my entire life has been one long dark night with sunny skies being the rare occasion. Disconnection has been been lifelong as well. I'm an empath, and that in and of itself has been trial by fire. You speak of healers...I've always known this about myself. I began a truly spiritual journey in I think my 30's. I am now strong in most of my beliefs the strongest being in Christ. I've struggled with integrating my religious (I HATE that word) beliefs and the parts of me that I know with certainty. I had a horrific childhood yet it was graced with loving grandparents who taught me that my home life was not "normal". At the same time, no one ever rescued me so I sort of learned to do it myself. As an adult, I seem to keep taking myself on that same path of heartbreak and pain. I have only once in my life felt value in myself, and that was when I met my twin flame. ALL my senses came alive, I felt loved, my gifts burst open in wild tandem, and then he shattered my world as well. 4 years later he is still around because he doesn't want to let me go, yet he has made my life a living hell dating others and rejecting me. How much pain must I endure to pass through this and into the light? I must have made a HELL of a lot of contracts because I am still struggling 55 years after my birth...please help me!
Hey! I'm 18 and I guess I am starting this journey young but I am really happy about it. I am mostly working on trying communicate better and dealing with my abusive childhood with narrisistic parents. It has been hard but not like crazy hard thankfully. I am hoping that by starting this early in life by the time I'm older I will be at an amazing place
No. Please don’t start. I have been researching also. But I didn’t know this until I started looking into it more. This is only evil. Made to look good and fun but after you get into it you get hooked and that’s when bad things happen to you . Please do your research. I say this from my heart. Please and it didn’t know either but I do now !!
@@Gemini61062 What do you mean by getting hooked? Awakening is also finding your true self. Often taken away by narcissistic parents who only project their hidden inability's onto the child who becomes responsible for the state of being of the parents. . The child is incorrectly programmed, and suffers really a lot if not recognized. (in my case for decades as scapegoat) Its hard work to get rid of all toxicity out of mind body and soul. There is nothing bad about that. Where did you get this info from?
Hey, I am 18 (2021), and I am glad to see someone else in my age range going through an awakening!
19 (2022)
Same (18)
Thank You Christina....I'm currently at my lowest....I'm sad sorrowful. ..tearfull for no apparent reason.Being led to watch your video today...helped me a lot...maybe I have been projecting my pain to others as a cause....but deep down...I knew....Thank You
Wow, you look so much younger. My awakening has been difficult. When I look at older pictures of myself, I can't believe how much I have changed as well. I had a traumatic childhood as you said so I found this very relatable. I am in such a better place now.
Hi Christina, I want to say that although physically you've had some changes over the years, but it's so obvious that the light shining through from inside of you is much more brighter and firm than your first videos. thank you for another great video, as you always did.
thank you so much for your comment :)
I have felt stuck or at the same stage for a very long time. The last couple of weeks have had some very positive energy shifts.
Brian Howell yes I’ve felt the same way-stuck. And my last couple weeks have felt differently too. Like I have everything I need to be who I’m meant to be.
@@daniellerodgers6493 I have had a difficult time interacting with others, going to work and pretending that it matters. As much as it hurts I am never giving up on this road. I know in my heart things will open as long as I stay open.
Brian Howell I can relate to that. Good luck man. Maybe we’ll cross paths again someday and be in “better” places.
Number 3, to remember that we are loved, has been difficult. I felt/feel so alone and isolated. It's really nice to hear reassuring words coming from an external & warm & sincere voice.
I have been in my sprituall journey for a while and I am under lots of pressure i said exactly exactly the same sentence you said. I ask God and shouting with lots of pain that please take me out take me out of this earth, just delete us and God i came across this video of 2 years ago today.
I love you christina i just love you so much
I had a emotionally distant mother and a narcissist older sister. Than I married a narcissist, 38 1/2 years ago. Still with him. My awakening began in 2007. It has been so exhausting. This last year has been horrid, headaches that feel like my head is going to explode, wishing I would die so all the pain would stop. But now I know why. I am a control freak, had to be with my husband and all he has put me through. I'm glad I found you Christina and all the positive messages from your followers really help.
Your definition of a healer! “Healer shows you your own potential to self heal.” Whew! Totally on this journey and ready for the mission.
Hi Christina , hope u r doing well , I have had both a hard and easy awakening if that makes sense , my first awakening was about 15 years ago , it was hard , it was a destruction of all that I thought a was and a letting go of ego control , I was lost for around 3 months before I had an experience that changed the course of my life , Devine intervention , I was constantly having destructive thoughts , then I had a vision of an angel telling me everything was going to be alright , I felt loved and accepted for who I was no matter what I had done or how bad I felt about myself , I felt the unconditional love of a greater force , my second awakening happened about 2 years ago now Feb 2017 , I am , I'm not sure how to word it , I am at peace , I am healthy , I feel strong and I love everything that is , lol I see the rainbows and the butterflies , I'm in constant communication with my higher self , I am aware of my multi dementionallity , although it doesn't help me to spell , lol I am excited about the ( future ) but realise it's just an unfolding of now , I feel connected to more then I'm aware of , I'm sure you know what I'm talking about , I would like to say to any who read this and think that life is to hard , you are loved and accepted for who you are , you do the best you know how , one step at a time , no matter what has happened or is going to happen you will always be loved for everything you do , no acceptions no conditions . Namaste 8 )
I'm still in the process of my spiritual awakening. Awesome though tough at times but I've accepted the transformation
Thank you so very much for this video. I have finally got understanding as to why my Spiritual Awakening has been hell!!! So many times I have asked the universe to just take me cause I can’t take anymore but no I’m still here and the crap keeps coming!! But your video today has given me so much hope to keep going.
You are one very special healer that God has brought to this Universe!! Thank you again. Love and blessings to you and your family 💞🙏🏻💖
Wow!!! This message was right on time in my awakening walk! This heighten awareness has been evolving over the past eight years, and more intensely over the past two and a half years!!! Many days I feel like an alien among my people, but I too feel the energy of caring for humanity, my community and family connection. It is a surreal place of seeking purpose and meaning in all that I do! There is deep sadness, then hieghten joy and reflection. When I communicate with most there is a resonating energy that occurs and human connection of seeing them, acknowledging them and caring because my spirit knows we each matter. My learning and engaging capacity has heighten which is profound because I am in my 50s - completing graduate school ten months ago!
It's been so hard for so long that I too have asked to be taken out of my misery. But hearing that you've also had those feelings makes me feel less of a failure. Thank you for the encouragement. Your explanations have been a great source of help to me. I feel as though our pain serves as stepping stones for those to come.
I started this journey in my 20’s, I am now in my late 60’s and just beginning to awaken. It has been a difficult path at times, but the only path worth following. Thank you and thank technology for helping to shine light on my trail.
I started in my early teens, I'm my late 40s now. Going through immense emotions and initiation. It feels like it will never end.. So grateful for this video and comments.
Hard AF. I couldn’t recognize myself in the mirror either. Wanted to die every day for a year, every night was a dark night og the soul, nothing I used to do brought joy. Every familiar aspect of myself was broken down and extracted bit by bit. Sooooo painful, on top of that I felt like I was dying from heart break after a tough break up. Nothing I knew made sense anymore, people I thought I loved I couldn’t trust anymore. It was surreal. I simply stopper accepting the old paradigm. Also, I went through an awakening two years before which was so beautiful, tough but fruitful, where I thought that now I had all the answers😂 The second awakening tore that belief system right apart and everything else in my life. Lost everything. Now, two years later I am beginning to piece the fragments together and build up a new foundation where I feel safe, loved and increasingly frequent moments of joy. All the old went out, and now it has come full circle. New environment, new beginnings, I can see how the journey weeded out what was no longer serving a purpose and brought fresh perspective and environment into my life. I read the Bible and let go of the reigns. Love your channel☺️ Incredible how many people are going througg the same things.
Alexandrine Ulett your first awakening sounds word for word of what I have been going through!! Wow!! You described the pain so perfectly! It’s been rough AF! 😩 I get odd days here and there when the pain eases off. Looking forward to feeling a well earned shift from the all consuming pain to joy! ☺️
Jodeekowgirl You absolutely do deserve to feel joy every day! Personally I spent the time in turmoil getting closer to God, the pain already brought me to my knees so might as well pray. They say God draws close to the broken hearted even though it doesn’t feel that way immediately or all the time, there is hope and a radiant beautiful and new beginning at the end of the tunnel🌞🤗
Your video profoundly moved me. Lately my spiritual awakening has been accompanied by "consciousness convulsions," as I like to call them. They're these jerks or (more dramatically) seizures that occur when I contemplate or am confronted with my spiritual awakening. They have been compounded recently by my working with plant medicines. Your video made them come out even more. I felt your truth in it. It hit me in a very deep spot. Thank you. I am hopeful the confusion and pain, both physical and emotional, will lead to clarity.
Thank you, I could relate to this.
I saw the term "wounded healer" years ago and it resonates with me.
I have been changing my thought patterns to become kinder to myself, telling myself positive affirmations, and that everything will work out for my highest good.
My spiritual awakening has been quite difficult, but so worth it. I have been sick most of my life, not anymore. No rage or hatred for the world. I am profoundly grateful, I still can't believe it. I truly am a walking miracle. Thank you. You are wonderful.
Intensively tough and constantly went through for 7 years.. Had sleepless and hopeless nights.. again several years. Now I can say it’s all past. I’m strong I have a mission.. i recently started accepting and healing in-progress.. thank you your video..
It's been super hard but thanks for giving me understanding & clarity
I really love your style, Christina! My awakening has been very intense but your videos have helped me tremendously and always come at the right time. Thank you for all you do.
Thanks so much! So glad the videos resonated!
I like your old stuff! The transformation is obvious and you walk the walk. Thank you for your content.
I've been struggling with a difficult spiritual awakening for many years. As you cleanse your soul the dweller/ego constantly resists the change and yes, I believe I am a healer but must heal myself first. I just need to find the right modality. Love your content. Thank you Christina, beautiful soul!
Thank you Christina for this video. It's always nice to listen to you, I get always lots of energy from you :)
My awakening was also difficult. It was initiated by very traumatic experience. I lost my husband, he died and was suddenly alone, at age 39, with two small children. It took me years to fully awake ( more than 6 years) and I also went though different physical pains, unexplainable pains, very persistent and unpleasant. The worst of all was total lack of support from my family and friends.( even today I can not explain to them what happened and can not be honest with them) Awakening is not accepted yet in many societies and families, so some of my friends who understand me ( they are awaken too) share the same opinion with me, which is: be careful to whom you can say about it.
We keep our "secret" for ourselves. I also changed my physical appearance totally, I look much younger now than 10 years ago, calmer, I feel deep connection with everything around me. Specially eyes has changed, became more bright.
And yes, I agree, kids today are different than us, when we were children ( I was also child in 70-ties). I can also see how my peace and different approach to life and raising kids ( I don't like to say "my kids", because they are not mine, they just came here with my help) , how my awakening influences them, on such a positive way.
Thank you once again :)
Thank you for sharing your story.
I cannot thank you enough for sharing this. I arm what you could call a fore runner. My awakening occured in the late 90s early 2000s before I even knew what an awakening was. I completely lost my grip on my life. I began to notice subtle spiritual insights and had an incredible urge to suddenly pursue spirituality and healing It was a constant up hill battle and I eventually gave it up and in 2013 I plummeted into the darkest scariest depression I have ever experienced.i just woke up one morning and felt like an empty shell with no will to live. I constantly contemplated suicide because I desperately wanted to escape the anxiety and apathy that was always present. Then there was the horrifying nightmare of trial and error with multiple psychotropic meds some of which made matters worse as if that was even possible. I lived in survival mode literally from moment to moment and in a matter of about 2 years I slowly started to feel like myself. I dismissed it as a psychotic break and prayed to never have to go through it again. I left my spirituality on the back burner and only recently have felt spiritually nudged to listen to certain songs on repeat (Bach, Air) and to look up different topics on the internet which always leads me to something profound and unforeseen and I suddenly feel as if I am on an accelerated spiritual course being fed more knowledge than I can humanly process. I have come to discover that I am a Beta Indigo. I have an intense warrior spirit that is driven to expose the truth to the lies that society has ingrained in us. My beliefs and passions were not taught to me but come from a place of truth deep within myself. At a young adult I left my catholic upbringing as it left me feeling hollow and bored. I also abandoned the very common belief system that religious people have about God. It still boggles my mind how most people regard God as an entity outside is themselves that spares the lives of some but not others. Another thing I broke away from was the idea that eating animals was perfectly acceptable. I stopped eating animals in 1992 way before being vegan was trendy and way way before it was easy to come by plant based foods. Since that time I have seen veg movement multiply exponentially. Which now brings me to your point on physical pain. Until recently I just thought I was suffering from aging but I am hopeful these have just been spiritual growing pains. More recently I have noticed a decline in my vision, especially my left eye and extreme urinary frequency in addition to much heavier menses in myself and coworkers. Any insight on these issues is much appreciated #askchristina Thank you again for this video. It came at a much needed time as I have been coming to terms with having 2 terminal cats, 1 that I have been up with all might as I painstakingly await to have her euthanized later today. If anyone reading this feels compelled to send prayer to me and my beloved little girl, Indigo and her brothers Onyx and Stanley, it is greatly appreciated and returned 10 fold. Many blessings to those of you enduring your dark night of the soul. You are not alone. This too shall pass. Namaste'. I also want to add that I was guided to listen to binaural beats. Young can RUclips binaural beats for literally any ailment and listen while you sleep. Well that was a lot of info. I guess it was my time to share my story although I feel there is much more yet to come.
Thanks for your question!
This is so exactly on point I had a very traumatic childhood and I am currently going through my awakening at 16 I started my awakening I am currently in the dark stage (freedom) and it's been alot I constantly go through problems and have mental breakdowns it's been Soo much but I also know and communicated with my spirit and know I have a deep purpose and I'm grateful for it.
I shared your video on my fb page because you really broke it down in beautiful understanding. Thank you
I want to thank you for the work you do, providing these videos, and the warmth and heart felt details in which you describe everything so perfectly. You truly are a gift and an amazing communicator!! My gosh, I just realized this is what I’ve been going through since 2007 when I started all of the sudden getting horrible body pain, I had to go to various doctors to finally be diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue syndrome with immune dysfunction, also a few years later with increased sensitivity to everything including weather and noises, which finally diagnosed with Vertigo. I was bedridden for months as well. I was in the process of this without knowing. Afterwards In mid 2013 I was at the peak of the highest after several interactions with my mirror twin. Oh my goodness if it weren’t for your videos popping up in my feed, I would have continued to be in a “wandering“ state. Thank you very much beautiful soul!!! 💕. For me it’s been one heck of a 13 year priceless process which started in 2007. Now I see how and why “The dark night of the soul” is not a 1 night process, but it can last many years, all because I hadn’t quite grasped the reasons these things occurred to me. I went through hell, and that’s not even a good word to describe what I went through in my awakening. With all that said, right now looking back, I wouldn’t change a thing of the things I needed to endure. Thank you for your explanations on everything and the topic varieties you discuss, including the Twin Flame journey which is intertwined in all of this!!!! Thank you again!!
Yes! I am 64. I feel like I was my oldest, most mature, at 6 years old, when I had this deep inner knowing that my purpose was to help people survive through a catastrophe. Since then I have only regressed and think that I had to go through all of the life, death, and rebirth process over and over again to acquire the compassion I need in order to fulfill this mission. Thank you for revealing to me where it is that I still have spiritual healing work to do.
Your videos pop up just as I need to hear them. It just aligned. To My wake up
So Encouraging. So needed t this TODAY, all these years later. GRATITUDE 💚
There is much I resonated with Wounded Healer... I’ve said those words to the divine, “ I can’t take this anymore. I can’t live in this body anymore...” I feel that my soul is fighting this thinking. Its trapped inbetween my heart and mind that just can’t get it together... Although, I am literally go through my purges, I still get up to walk out that door and help those in need of my skill. However, I feel like a part of me is dying which I know now it’s ego and it’s soooo painful. Excruciating. But I’m still here.
Thank you for your videos. It is helping me navigate the best way I know how.
Blessings. 🙏
Tonight, I was (again) attempting to narrow down who I'm called to serve (as in the "ideal client" of my mission).
Spirit brought you to my awareness. You have 100% described my experience and now talking about how rapidly it happened.
What I've come to know is that I am the Wayshower for the other wounded healers. I'm the teacher of the teachers... that's why my awakening has been so brutal.
Excellent.... message.
Thank you❤🙏❤
I adore you. Ive been suffering for many years trying to figure out what has been happening with me. Ive been looking for someone who I can relate to. Blessings to you and others on this path.
I would say my spiritual awakening has been a roller coaster of a ride & I'm here on that ride & I'm still going that's important. Thank you😊❤
This resonates 💯%💥! I have been told I am a "healer" by gifted souls. Having natal Chiron in Aries/8th house (return) reminds me of the suffering. I feel so much. I am in this now! Thank you for your insight and truth.
A hard spiritual awakening, but , it getting better by the day. Thanks for you video ; it has been a great source of strength on this journey of my spirituality
this touched and moved me beyond words, a real light at such a dark and confusing place but this resonated on every single level. I love you and I'm so happy not to be alone and to feel loved just by your video. Thank you! x
Thank you to the person that asked this question, and thank you thank you Christina for answering it. Thank you for helping me find my soul purpose.
I feel jipped! Mine has been super hard. I'm 12-14 years in and still surrounded by people who are asleep. I was told by ETs that I was genetically built to withstand this work and you are the first teacher who has ever spoken about that topic. It seems like those of us who had these tough childhoods are traumatized again during awakening. I'm having a Pluto opposite Sun transit and I'm already tired of the awakening, so at times it seems like I'm being punished again. I don't usually struggle with feeling like a victim but this transit is bringing that up. Just ready to get to the other side of the work and let the next wave of volunteers take over. Fortunately we know when these transits end. I have another two years to go and I'm done with ten Pluto transits and about the same number of Saturn transits.
#christinalopes I have had a few crisis modes over the past few weeks.... the first put me in hospital after doing Ancestral and Karmic workshops....... I have COPD and a blocked valve. It really scared me gasping for air. that was a journey and a half..... I certainly know what this wounded healer path is..... after I came back out of hospital I had another 3 crisis modes but I learned to bring my spirit team in to help me balance again.... still scarey but was not as intense. but this also has be very tired.... I have got this... but it will take time - for me..... this awakening is a real rough ride .... hard enough when your health is good... with lungs at 30% it is a steep climb.... but I know I CAN do this , even though it terrifies me - Thank you for opening my wisdom a bit more Christina. - so far been 25 years up to now since I found my path starting with Reiki..... but it is only the past 6 months things have been so intense.
The past decade has been very painful, my childhood was difficult too. However, since I have realized I am awakening it has become clear to me that the pain is in my past. I made a conscious choice to open my heart and wow. I have worked through some powerful stuff at rapid speed. I credit a nudge from my recently departed father and your video on spiritual awakening popping up in my feed at that same time. I am so blessed!
BEAUTIFUL TRANSFORMATION!!! VERY BEAUTIFUL SOUL!!!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
This video is exactly true. 100%
Timing is perfect. I can't even go into my dark night of the soul because it's a book, since I was a little girl I wanted to heal every broken animal and body, every broken heart. I felt my ego die over one deep shattering after another, but ( I Am ) remained alive and I recognized that I Am was with me as young as I can remember, the same voice at every age. I was brought to nothing with no one but my own children. They also though just left the nest in the last year. They are remarkable people. My body was crippled to the point of not being able to walk or hold my torso up when I my abusive husband abandoned me last July. Suddenly my my back is shifting and binges going back into place during my sleep. I'm walking but wobbling and being stronger every day. Last night my dad died. He picked Good Sunday because he was a crucified man and this date vindicated him. He was estranged from me over my parent's divorce. He was the love of my life ripped from my soul and was never able to recover his own kids or live down all the brain washing and lies.
my spiritual awakening has been so hard its been 7 months of complete chaos in my mind .. i was almost killed by some people that i thought were on my side & God literally saved my life & in that moment i was grsnted to Holy Spirit without even asking . ive somehow had a sense deep down saying all the things that you said in this video . but you really just made me cry happy tears because i feel so validated 🌼
Thank you so much. You just summed up my entire 37year journey to empowerment. From the childhood trauma, the multiple accidents I’ve been in, the rapid physical changes I’ve gone through with all the painful ER trips that came with that. Even all the ancestral trauma templates I carried all my life, learned about and cleared through my Ayahuasca journeys. And connecting to my spirit guides, spirit animals, and their infinite love and guidance that has really changed my life the past year. You summed it all up and validated everything everyone around me doesn’t understand. I cried when you validated how much love and guidance I have from the spirit realm because I definitely feel it every moment these days. I’m a clairsentient / empath who recently been owning my power but I’m not very public about it. But I know people sense something different about me lol. You validated my entire mission that I’ve been holding dear to my heart. Thank you. I needed to hear this on this full moon. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Christina there are no words to describe how thankful i am for your videos, at age 41 to finally have revealed answers of "why" to my questions in life, its amazing how to never have formally met a person and feel so CONNECTED with them. I called out for help and YOU appeared before me :) :) :)
I've been going through hell and back for good 6 yrs.
Now things seem to start to ease up.
Thank you for the work you are doing its ... much love !
Sokol Gashi ❤️
This moved me to my core. My word for what you call resilience is "hope". Even when I feel hopeless, somewhere deep within me there is this eternal flame that is my compass, my banner, my very essence. That part of me always finds hope, always.
I can't even tell you how much this video helped me at this very moment, freed me up, etc. If I'd have seen it a month ago, it wouldn't have made as much sense, but I needed to hear this today.
Speechless. Every time I find a new mentor for my awakening (January 2018). I'm just blown away! Thought I was alone and crazy. So greatful to have found you and the healer not only resonates, but I'm taking the beginning steps. My transformation is insane. From only feeling Anger and depression all my life to love. And my appearance has gone through the most outrageous transformation! if we ever meet spirit-sister, I owe you a hug. >_
Thank you.
I've been through some dark traumas and am having trouble choosing to be alone because of how scary it is. My soul is crying out for me to be alone but my ego isn't allowing me! I am in college to be a social worker because I definitely want to show others suffering the potential they have to self heal too. But it all starts with you!!! And the willingness to DESIRE to get better. The more I fight myself the more I dont want to be here and the more I want to punish myself. But you can't. You have to keep trying...no matter how painstakingly difficult it is to be okay.
If you’re still reading these.... I just found this video and I’m definitely a wounded healer. I’ve always felt different and never fit in anywhere. I just realized that while growing up, one minute I’m being abused by a family member, and the next the same person asked me for advice above my age range, but I knew what to say. When I got around my teen years started my journey of being connected to the spiritual world. As an adult I have been on a mission to heal and know my life purpose.
Thank you so much . You are giving me a lot of hope 🦋🌈Blessings your way 🌞
Hi Christina. And everyone following this thread. My first spiritual awakening was glorious, in 2009. Basically I was on cloud nine for five years. Super high, super joyful. Then as spirit was asking me to shift some things, I started losing my bearings and feeling in the dark. Journaling helps a lot. I use one color ink for my own thoughts and another color for God. So first GREAT, then very hard. When you said six years in this video, thats alot huh? I'd say I"m in year 4 of the hard part. I hope I evolve to joy again.
Yep, don't feel like I can make it through this. My ego was my defense mechanism, I could always go to a happy place but that's no longer an option. I'm crawling in my skin. I feel there's a purpose for me to be here but I just don't feel strong enough. God help me...
you will make it! I felt the same way. you are love, light, and peace! ❤❤
@@jenanaw2 Thank you!
How are you doing now today
@@MegaWhateveridontcar Awesome, I was goin through the dark night thing at the time. Seems like a lifetime ago. Seeing my comment from 2 years ago makes me grateful for where I'm at now. For anyone goin through it, don't stop.
Love the video, and I resonated very much. I am 43, and its been very hard waking up. But now its better, not perfect, but I have an understanding of whats going on, and I have tools. ❤️
AAAAAaauuuuughhhh!!!! @ 5:00: you’ve just described me, Christina. A few weeks ago, I stated out loud to all my ancestors, that the abuse that’s been passed down through the generations ends with me! I felt my great-grandmother, who died in the Spanish Flu epidemic in 1918, smile in approval and gratitude. Seriously, just this last weekend I got it that time really is an illusion.
the second scenario really resonated with me. I am done. I don't want this. Yet at the same time I have this feeling to heal every animal on the planet. thanks for these videos to gently lead us on our awakening :)
Oh Cristina this video has helped me so much. I am more than 5 years into my journey that has been incredibly difficult with intense physical sensations including pain. I continue to work through layers of deep generational childhood trauma. Like you I am a wounded healer that will heal my own wounds and render a service as a healer in the same lifetime…. And I’m 70 years old! Thank you for the timely inspirational message that you are sharing! I am experiencing everything at the same time , including the kundalini energy release.
Mine was a mixture of both. I was partially already woke. I was ready so I haven’t really had a hard time. I had a hard dark night, I lost a lot of material things was even homeless and all that. I thank the creator that I came through it and now after finding Christina I know what I was going through. I still have good and bad days but I count them both joy. I also have had to heal a lot of trauma within. Just hang in there, and thank you for your videos. I
My awakening has been so difficult! I know I am making harder than it has to be. I know I'm the cause and solution but I'm truly stubborn. My car smashed my leg against a pole. My leg didn't break. I can't help but feel this was my divine intervention. I couldn't escape the physical so now I'm so physically impaired that I am forced to receive, allow, rest, stay positive, focus, etc. I'm forced to accept my present reality and be content. I got rid of something big when my car hit me cause ever since I've downloaded So MUCH information. I found you for starters. Your most recent video was my "oooooohhhhh..............." Moment. ❤️
Thank you for this, I started crying towards the end for the last few minutes. I've "known" but I really needed to hear this right now on my jurney. Still crying while writing. Peace love happiness empowerment and longevity to you on your journey. This is confirmation what I've been waiting for. And had a pull to do but ohh so many distractions... Every time my energy is rising there's someone who needs it. I know to serve from overflow. But at same time this soul crossed paths with mine for a reason.
It was hard, I literally heard a voice in my head... only once, but I thought I was losing it and almost went to a doctor. But the voice said to “relax” and since then I’ve been more relaxed and allowed things to just happen. I like your videos they make sense to me.
Thank you. Of course I found you because I asked for help. Deep healing work is not for the faint at heart. It's joyful, painful, beautiful, sorrowful & worth every tear drop.
Hard spiritual awakening of course!it was so hard and I started having headaches almost all the time and terrible dreams at night time I don't why I am having these night mares!!! and I think they are from my past life experiences and even I can't sleep because of them but literally I first think about myself that "May be i am infected with corona virus" andI also thought that "i am crazy and I became mad" and after that I started watching detailed videos and articles about spiritual awakening and now I got a clarity about it now it was so overwhelming(it was like somebody is grasping out my whole energy out of me through my head or something like that ) and I feel so confused and exhausted and I am losing weight and I am feeling so much hunger these days and and I am sleeping so much like almost 10-12hours and as I told I am having headache at the certain points and parts in my brain and I am seeing my self as a new person!and their are so many physical and emotional and mental changes going on in my body(here I mentioned some physical changes and I think these may be helpful for other people too) ya!your videos are helping me a lot in these certain point of time in my life thank you so much for these useful videos and keep on doing these helpful videos so that It can help the people like me and so many people who can't go to a healer or a therapist especially at this point of time,Thank you dear Chirstina!!!!🙂🤗😊
would absolutely love to write you a thesis level breakdown of my life, but suffice to say I got that " There has to be more..and if not...i really don't see the point of continuing on...." and that hit me with lightning clarity at age 13. So, yeah, in essence I guess I'm here to do some major healing and have been on this " long strange trip " since I can remember. I'm 39 now and as I type this I'm laid out on my bed in Yokosuka, Japan, and I spent my first 37 years living in the outskirts of Birmingham, Alabama...Buckle of the Bible Belt...so that added a whole slew of uniqueness to being a "seeker" as It were. But, I just wanted to tell you how much I appreciate you and your amazing videos! To say we are on the same frequency is a massive understatement from my perspective,i.e., it feels like Great Spirit just brought me to your channel and just very recently, as in days, no, correction its literally impossible that I wasn't guided to your channel ... anyway, you are utterly delightful, and your so authentic I can feel your words resonating in my chest, I even find myself muttering a phrase you'll use just before you say it...so , for this Wounded Healer in progress or shall I say , in refinement, your videos have quantum leaped me through what without you would have bee a really looong drawn out processing period . I love your sense of humor and your spot on insight , you are without doubt a very literal Earth Angel! And trust me, I don't trust easily , even when Spirit makes it beyond clear that I can trust someone. So, for what it 's worth: Infinite Love and Gratitude and may you help others as much as you have and continue to help me! #askchristina #askchristinalopes #spiritual ...I don't do hashtags so hoe i got that right.
Every time you said, "you're a healer" my body just reacted and I burst into tears. This has to be my mission. Good. Grief. 😮💨
It has been a rude grueling awakening. I totally resonate with the ego fighting the spiritual growth. My ego dont trust.. This video was very helpful. Spirit literally just told me that i would jot recognize myself by the end of the year and you confirm with the physical changes. Onward amd upward. The journey battles on. Thanks
Its a quite of a ride , but grateful for all the support . Your channel, every single moment . Still straggling with opening my heart fully and believing in me . Blessings to everyone who reads it , love and light . 🌞🌈💜🦋
The past 2 years I have been doing an immense amount of healing and my heart has finally returned to source. I had a big breakdown over the past two months and now I'm at peace. Thankyou for your guidance in my reconnection to my awareness.
Christina 🏵🌸🌹❤I dunno what to tell you how soothing this is !!! I just love u so much thank you thank you thank you 🏵🌸🌸🌹❤❤❤❤u r one of the nicest and best people who talk about spiritual awakening in a very soothing and easy way I love you Christina......i love you 🌹🌸🏵❤❤❤❤
I am to going through a spiritual awakening and sometimes I feel too good and sometimes I feel so sad.....Thank you so much.
I'm not saying I'm anything but I did go from 245 to 180 in about 8 months by doing energy medicine. I love you channel so much. You have hype me dearly thank you for being yourself 😍
Mine was hard for the first 3 months.. up and downs now im basically normal minus my old ego n now I have a mental clarity like never before. Meditation.. yoga is the key
My spritual awakening is awesome because I was already entrapped in so much negativity,it was almost like a rut. I am loving all my learning, energy shift, connection with God and the new me.😊 Love you Christina 😘😘
I just have to say that I think you are one of the most grounded and wise spiritual leaders on RUclips. I’m on my own twin flame journey and I feel I can really trust your insights and when I’m having a tough moment I look to one of your videos and feel better.
I do agree with the guidance, crazy accurate 🙏🤩
Christina thank you so much for these kind of videos , I’ve started my spiritual awakening about three weeks ago but the road that led me to my rock bottom and accept that I was going through a spiritual awakening was extremely rough. But I’m here and I’ve accepted this and you are here to help me and that makes me feel so so much better. I can’t thank you enough. I swear it was the third day when my spiritual awakening happened that your video popped out on my RUclips , I was not even looking for you and you appeared, you are an angel.
A fairly hard one, at times I don't realize how fast I'm changing, and then other times I feel so exhausted. I keep feeling like I'm sick somehow, even though I'm healthy, it's like I can sense how internally everything is changed and switchin' itself around. This video really helped though, so thank you so much! Literally brought me to tears because you hit it right to my core.
I am having the worst time with my spiritual awakening. It has been a terrible burst of highs and low lows that I also asked to be taken. Had the feeling that something inside laughed at me and said no. I had an instant where I was literally falling to the floor crying my eyes out while my two beautiful little boys were taking a nap and when I got up I swear I felt someone touch me on the back on my shoulder . It felt like such love and support, like someone was there letting me know “ it’s okay we got you and we won’t let you fail! “ it was beautiful and then by that evening the horrible lonely fear anxiety ridden breakdown I had was gone like it was never there. Oh to also top it off I’m an empath so that just makes everything way more fun like I’m having 30 other peoples spiritual awakening on top of my own! 😂
Thank you❤️
My awakening is very tough indeed, I am so grateful for crying when you talked about being loved in my darkest times, I am shedding layers and crying is leaving, so it felt good to really feel the resonance, clarification and reassurance coming from you🥺
I do not see myself as a healer, but it really resonates, what you say about generational healing, I feel rather angry that I must clean up for the rest of my mothers family line, also what you say about my body! I change very quickly, but still I feel pressured on time, and always have been actually 🤔
Thanks, very helpful ❤️
My spiritual awakening is really hard at times and other times its pure joy. Mostly its really confusing though. I don't know and am not sure about alot of things now. I see the truth in myself and others and alot of the time I don't like it, but the truth is the truth. I'm just trying to brave the whether. Hopefully this passes and i find a peace and belonging like everyone before me who has gone through and come out the other end of their spiritual awakening. I wait feeling hopeful sometimes pissed off but determined to see it through to be the authentic me.
“Greater in battle
than the man who would conquer
a thousand-thousand men,
is he who would conquer
just one -
himself.
Better to conquer yourself
than others.
When you've trained yourself,
living in constant self-control,
neither a deva nor gandhabba,
nor a Mara banded with Brahmas,
could turn that triumph
back into defeat.”
― Buddha
This is not me now but is what I strive for. I always have but have never know why. Funny kind of thing.
Mine started a long time ago and i just accepted it. I know someone who I called a healer without understanding why, I just knew that I felt better around him and wanted to be better after seeing him. Now I understand it. I asked the Universe what my mission was and the response was healing. I thought it was just my healing; I need to heal my family and my Angels just confirmed it. Your videos are blessings in my life; i always get answers here.
Toughest thing I ever went through. Hardest part was identifying what was going on quick enough. It was a flood of emotion, perception and intuition. I had some working against me while this was going on before I knew what was going on for sure and it cost me a marriage and many friendships but when this happens there is no choice you just have to ride it out so to speak. Still lots to learn about the new me.