I’ve completed disconnected from my energy grid. Deleted all of my social media, ended a 14 year friendship, Blocked a ton of people and now I feel lost and confused. It happened within a week. I now feel like I want to move to a new state and start a new. I feel like I’m not even in my body. It feels like I am on auto drive. I’m aloof and I’m happy you reminded me that this is temporary.
I feel your pain. I'm in a similar situation funny enough I just accidentally deleted my insta account which I believe is a sign and meant to be. I removed myself from certain people and now I feel absolutely lonely and lost? But like u say its only temporary nothing in life is easy if we want to change for the better we must disconnect from certain things if we truly want to change we must accept to being uncomfortable. It shall past 🙏
I've been there, and I can tell you : you will feel connected again. I currently am going through that process, reconnection. New desires, new (real) friends that I can count on, new home, new perspectives, new love (you know like the real one. The one that makes you think 'this is it, I found it', the one that makes you feel safe), new challenges, new projects. It happened sooooo fckn fast, left everything behind and I'm still answering the spiritual call rn, it's tiring, it's challenging, but it's a 100% worth it. Trust me, I'm the butterfly learning to fly.
I literally cried today because I felt so lonely. Ive been feeling extremely lonely this past year in phases.😕 I feel like I can't relate to anyone anymore because I just want to talk about consciousness and energy. I just feel it in me so deeply that I dont really want to talk about anything else. But thank you for reminding me that loneliness is temporary ❤
Well nope, loneliness can last forever until circumstances change. It's also a bigger killer than any other cause, but that's not a reason to stop. You'll never know!
I know exactly how you feel. I don't want to go into all the details here but know your not alone and if you ever need or want to talk concioussnesss or energy I would be more than happy to do so. Keep ya head up.
Hey Marina! If you want to discuss this whole crazy journey, hit me up. I made a whole video about it on my channel and I am more than happy to be here for you and you for me cus I’m going through the same thing!❤️
To all the people who’ve commented that they are tired of this world.....I too feel like the world has “broken my heart” but after watching this beautiful video, I see that there are so many of us going through this. Now when I go out in the world I will look for you all, and try to give you the comfort and compassion I seek for myself. We are one big beautiful family. Now I’m going to let the world heal my heart. Don’t give up brothers and sisters!
Wow...I actually feel the same. I said to myself last night before I slept tomorrow I am going to look for an Empath who feels the same way. Little did I know you literally said word for word what I was looking for. Its a pleasure reading your message and I am grateful for it. I am grateful I am not alone. :)
If you’re worried and scared read this please. I came through this video some time ago when I started having some glances of the Devine. I felt depressed and really lonely. I couldn’t connect with no one, I was suicidal and no relationship seemed to fulfill me. After watching this video I was really scared and confused, I really felt like I had to leave everyone behind and restart alone, this made me feel completely devastated. However, after some time of inner work and research, I started realizing how the human mind works. It tricks us to think that we need something in the outside to make us happy, it puts the blame for what we feel on the outside. By moving away from your country, moving away from your house or leaving relationships you’re only trying to find salvation on the outside. But when you really realize that the true salvation and peace comes from within, you don’t expect people to be a certain way, you don’t expect the external world to make you feel whole. Trust me I was in a place of complete suffering in my awakening, I didn’t wanna wake up in the morning and I would feel so alone for having what I was experiencing. I started connecting with my deep self, I started finding the beauty in every little thing( it is an ongoing process of course) and while I was doing that I started feeling even more connected and loving to everyone around me. The people I thought I would never be able to be close with before, became the people I am the closest with now. Maybe they have their imperfections and they are not exactly in the same place and mindset as you, but they are pure souls deep inside. When you connect with your soul, your real self; you are able to see that the people around you have Devine in them too, you don’t need to leave your life behind. Feeling complete will always come from inside, seeking for fulfillment with other relationships or other places and situations are just an illusion of the mind that you can find the answer on the outside world. Please if you’re feeling confused right now and alone, don’t abandon everything, don’t make any choices in the moment. I promise that It will pass, I went trough that too and I know how you feel. The true peace and fulfillment is in you.
you really don’t know how much this helped me, I’m actually crying. I’m in quarantine now, and I’m a closeted woman for my parents, meanwhile in a relationship of almost a year. I truly love everyone in my life, but from a day to another I felt so disconnected, and I started wondering if it was just because I was getting out of the honeymoon phase, or if I just didn’t love anyone, which I know deep down is not true, I knew it was something else. I just felt so lonely all of a sudden and I needed to know that I didn’t need to leave people. Most people around me are really soulful and my relationships (friends and girlfriend) are always truthful and loving. I know I am connected to those that I am. Knowing that this is temporary and that I don’t need to drop everything and that the change comes from inside, makes me feel so much better. I have a very healthy relationship and friendships and family, and I know I can go passed this with everyone in my life. I knew I needed to work on myself a little more and maybe this is the universe telling me that it’s time to make my aura better. I truly thank you for sharing what you did, it made me feel so much lighter than I’ve been feeling in the past two days. I wish you well ❤️
Thanks for sharing yr experience, i am scared as hell to be alone now or when i get older(i am 53) It feels horrible to imagine being alone. I am thankfull for yr explanation and for christina's video, i will watch it way more times
@@Changeworld408 you will be okay, I promise. I feel way better than how i felt before! I didn’t leave anyone in my life and my relationships with people are better as well. Stay strong and hold on, try to work on yourself, try putting more love into the things you do for yourself, if needed, change old bad habits. I promise you in the beginning it’s hard but worth it! ❤️
Finding friends with the same type of energy is so hard. I don't have many friends. But i am grateful for the ones i have. And i'm glad that my intuition is stronger than my ego. All these changes make me happy 🙏🏼💓
I’m with you. It’s easy to feel like you wanna go back to your ego but then you remember how great it is to be in connection with intuition again 😌. We’ll find friends who support us
Took the words right out of my mouth! Feel like I'm not supposed to be where I m at misunderstood but unable to do anything about it. Like I'm paralyzed or in shock. Very miserable .
I’ve been disconnected for a while now. I don’t feel lonely at all. I’m happy and at peace. Deleted all of my social media and mentally and emotionally, I feel so much better. I pray daily/show gratitude and read books. Thank you so much for this video ❤️👏🙌🏾☺️
Dream Queen Hart Congratulations!!! I was never into "nose book" or any of that. could be my age, doesn't matter. I call it nose book instead of Facebook cause Everybody got their nose, where it don't belong there's a Really Good book called "Ask & it is Received" by Esther & Jerry Hicks r u familiar w/Abraham Hicks? the book has Helped me more than words can say. we as Woman, I believe have been luckier in the sence that we Own our Emotions. Also we can express them. where as men, Have been told to ignore them. stuff them down. Emotions are our Guidance System!!! Anyway Sweetie, check it out, it's worth it. mine I will Not even lend to anybody, u know how lending goes....... May All Your Dreams Come true!! and each day More fun than the Last!!! I Love my own Company!! I know what mood I'm in, I get All my Joke's, & no games or arguments. We are ment to Have Fun!! I mean Source is flowing to us & thru us!! I Know what Anybody thinks of Me, is Non of my Damn Business!!! Mahalo nui loa ( Thank You Very Much ) Aloha, Happy Laughing Girl😉 🌟✨💫💖💗💓✌on🌎
Dream Queen Hart I did completely the same thing.I've always been the person that doesn't like to associate with anyone but recently literally from nothing I had desire to delete my social media accounts, did that and I dont miss at all.Also, I've begun doing researches about meditation, I crave healthy food, threw away smoking cigarettes and dont even miss it.On the top of that I feel much more confident in every aspect of life.This all came from nothing, hard to find an answer for that BUT before I happened I started seeing numbers like 11:11 or 222 444 and so on so on but mostly the 11 ones and it keeps happening...as far as having friends is concerned, people remember one thing having friends doesn't mean shit and certainly won't bring you any happiness.Love you all fellows ♥️ be somebody
I’m even disconnected from food. Sounds crazy, but nothing I eat, NOTHING, satisfies me. I have to make myself eat. Everything feels FLAT. I can’t explain my state of emotions atm. I have no desire for idle chat with anyone.
Im so glad im not the only one. Like I just don't want to touch food. I drink my homemade ice coffee and that's about it. Like food just doesn't fill me up
Honestly sometimes I think I'm completely loosing my mind...I'm like an energy sponge and its alot to handle so now I dont even want to be around people. I only feel safe alone
did you get over that phase? cause I've been feeling like this for a month now I don't wanna be around anyone even small interaction with certain people drain me out completely or frustrated me and i only feel safe alone.. I'm scared that this will never change and I'll end up feeling this way forever
I heard your story it's really true words. If you have some time to read a book Quran so please read one time then you will be amazed how this book giving a huminity to their final destination try it.
I feel completely disconnected from everyone and have to start from the complete bottom. I have so much positivity inside me tho and I am going to prosper
Same Here, but I truly wish that I could also say "lately" but then l wouldn't be totally honest as I certainly don't remember any stage of my life where I was actually being connected. Perhaps I have been in the disconnection process since I was a kid, and now I'm 33. This makes me wonder 🤔 how long can the disconnection process last 🤔.
The disconnection process that I’m going through this time, it has been such a good moment. I finally got to really understand myself. Don’t be anxious, embrace it and enjoy it !
Been feeling disconnected from society lately, feels like everything is just in place to keeps us busy and occupied in society and nothing has meaning at the end of the day. Feels like I’m just living to exist and I have nothing going on for me.
I feel really disconnected from my family rn and I just want them to completely let go of me so that I can go off and do the growing that I need to do without answering to them. I know it hurts them, but I just want to be away!
Damn, I can relate so much to your comment..It hurts me so much that I feel this way. I love my family and they love me back, but I have this strong urge to just let go and do my own thing without having to let them know about every step of mine or feeling each time like I have to think of their reaction and feelings first and then mine on what I should do with my life. It's really tough to be on this phase right now.
I feel the same Zeta, 6wks to Christmas and I dread it every year. I'm 50 & my family still don't understand me. I think they think I have mental issues.. I don't.. I just want my freedom and be away too.
Me, too. I've lost interest in my old life for quite a while now but my ego is just too stubborn and is still holding on (I'm a Taurus, by the way, so that makes me 10x more stubborn than others). I need to learn to let go and embrace this process although it's extremely scary.
I’m in the void stage. Everything was taken at once. Lost my job, moved to a different state to be with my long-term partner who then left for a job transfer in another state. Completely alone in a new city. The disconnection was sudden and frightening. .Awareness of what is happening has been the key to maintaining my balance until reconnecting to another reality. I know it will come. I am actually enjoying the alone time and the stressful job I had I was ready to leave and felt I had been disconnecting from that career for over a year. 🎉Cheers to a New Year and new connections💜love your videos, Christina. 🦋Thank you and best wishes.
So glad I came across this video. When I first started my awakening, my energy was so high and I was excited about any little thing. Then out of no where, I woke up one day feeling so sad and down about everything. My husband's been incredible through this whole process, but he too didnt understand why I went from excited about life to crying almost everyday. I've been feeling extremely disconnected from everything, but my husband and family have been an incredible support system. Everything you've explained in your video is exactly what I'm going through right now. I was getting worried about my mental state and why I've felt stuck in this place, but now I feel like a weight has been lifted and I just need to ride this wave. Thank you!!
That has been my exact experience! I started out on a high, felt better than ever, spirit, soul and body. And then I crashed. And I’ve been super sad, confused, isolated and like my life has been high jacked ever since.
Everything... but I will no longer resist and be open to new experiences. I think i’m coming out of the dark night and cocooning my body is tingling but I feel disconnected from source -I really appreciate you.
I was so glad to hear, that I can not go back into the old grid. I was worried about that I may become who I used to be. I feel as if I have been in spiritual school" for so long. It has been yea=s now. I realize this is for my benefit, that doesn't mean I a, always graceful. I am a space shot. Thank you
Lost my husband of 30yrs to demons of depression got to strong for him and he left earth 28/4/18 .. so Lonley without him .. learning to live one day at a time as best as I can.. peace to all. Kindness is free. Share the world ✌🏻🤗🥰💌🐻🕊
best wishes to you. i think my disconnection started when i lost my husband of 30 years? as christina said i had to leave my home to find work, changed cars, etc. I now have a new partner who i think is reconnecting after divorce and health problems etc. i am learning to be patient with myself and process. I feel like i have been in transition trying to find the right connections... ( i have moved 4 times and i am sure my daughters think i have been a bit crazy! ;) i think i maybe at the end of the "cocoon stage" and afraid to embrace/build my new life because it means letting go of the old one? enlightening info Christina!!
Mumma bear Cuddles I lost my husband to suicide 4 years ago and the process of healing from it has been very slow, but I have grown and gained so much for myself in the process. You’ll carry the pain with you forever, but I promise love, it will get much lighter & you will learn so much. Keep looking forward. He’s still with you 💜
i dont have energy for simple tasks. i’m miles away and i can’t focus in anything. i’m numb, spacy, indecisive, lonely, confused, dissociated, lost. like i’m going blind.
Ground yourselves. Work with your hands (cooking, cleaning, in the Earth, art, etc), nourish your physical body with rooted foods, breathing exercises. When the mind has been too active, there needs to be a recovery period. Be gentle and be not afraid. Pray and surrender your concerns.
I could understand why I had disconnected from everyone. It's been a couple yrs and I was so depressed and lonely but had no desire to reconnect. I got rid of all the fiends I had. I only knew it was that they weren't genuine and the relationships were phoney. Now it's all making sense. I'm not insane. Thank you so much. 💓
When you said "disconnection just means you are no longer connected to the energy you were connected to before" I said out loud to myself "thank God!" and I was able to take a deep breath for the first time in a long time. Thank you for that!
Sidonie Burton you see awakening and enlightenment as something you’d be “dragging “ your kids thru? You don’t want your kids to awaken or learn this? WOWWWW
Me too fr some weird ass feeling after this video like wow is like that light bulb some strong light and shock 😭😭😭😭😭😭I hope to God everyone sees this video
I’ve recently felt a huge shift in my energy. It was almost instantaneous , it happened so quickly I felt my reality completely shift. Since then I’ve felt anxious and disconnected from who I used to be, and people I used to associate myself with. I’m so Thankful to come across this video, as it validated what I’ve been experiencing and brought me peace knowing I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be. Thank you!
I went trough this last year and it was the best thing that ever happened to me. I was 17 and I was dealing with depression and anxiety, I was in therapy once a week for 2 years and I‘ve learned so many things. I didn‘t go to school, didn‘t meet my friends or even go out, I was 24/7 at home, by myself and I felt completely lonely, unloved and alone. I thought „okay this is my end, everything has no meaning and I‘m tired of it“. But then something happened to me and I couldn‘t recognize it, it just happened. I‘m so much happier now, feel better and I‘m trying to help other ppl around me to achieve this spiritual awakening too. I‘m still evolving and learning, reading and understanding. I‘m happy that I‘ve had this awakening at a young age, now I can spend my days with so much more power and happiness. Don‘t lose hope! It will change someday if you want it and pls go see a therapist if you‘re dealing with mental health issues, it will help you to evolve, my love and energy goes out to everybody who‘s reading this ❤️
My priorities have shifted and my lack of desire to do things and be around people has changed dramatically. For many who are not awakened they may think it’s part of getting older. I do feel like I am going through the transformation phases of the caterpillar to the butterfly. We must come into union with ourselves and balance our or masculine and feminine energies. I enjoy my solitude with my animals and being outdoors more than I enjoy being around people. My life has changed to direct myself to help myself more than help others now as it has hindered my growth and overall health and drained my energy and finances. I’m returning back to myself and my life purpose. I’m grateful to be blessed to be awakened and enlightened. I became an animal rescuer, quit soda, became a vegan, I cut out alcohol and have always been an environmentalist. I desire to help humanity and create art and a family for myself. My awakening happened almost two years ago and the catalyst for my awakening was my twin flame. Being on a TF journey has also made it more challenging for twin souls. I feel like I have come a long way and have done a lot of work and healing and learning since I woke up. Now I’m enjoy the ascension process. I pray for us all and wish everyone well on your journeys. 🌎🙏🏽💫💞🌱✌🏽
Kimberly Norato no he ran and has blocked me since July and is possibly still with his karmic. He ran 1.5 years ago. His life has changed recently getting a new job back and moving back to his city from the last new job he got when he ran.
Elizabeth Phousongphouang I battle with my mind on this. I keep wondering if what I’m going through is because I’m older and our thinking changed A Lot!! But I believe with me perhaps it’s both. Age AND awakening. Alls I know is I feel and am so incredibly alone. I can’t stand to be around the majority of people anymore. The beliefs systems they hold that I used to hold I cannot longer tolerate. I don’t feel I’m better than anybody else I just feel I see things differently and cannot understand why they do not see it as well and I do not understand the attitudes and negativity amongst other things. I live in a state of confusion most the time and I just can’t stand this. I’m glad I’m awakening but this is hard.
I'm disconnected but no loneliness here. I cherish my alone time. The people around me don't have a clue about my awakening, which started in 2014. I love your laugh btw.
I also love my alone time too yeah I know what you saying my family don't know either of my awakening I wouldn't know where to start so I keep it to myself
I was just wondering how long a spiritual awakening can go on for. I started my awakening in like 2013 I think I'm at the point now where my solitude no longer comes with a feeling of loneliness. I enjoy it so much now!
My son told me to watch this video, I’m so glad I did, I had a nervous breakdown before Christmas as so many things in my life were going wrong, I’ve been off work since as I have felt so disconnected with life and everyone. Today is the first day I feel somewhat lifted and able to get dressed and go for a walk. I felt I totally lost myself, scared to even answer the phone . I live alone and have been lonely, isolated and very scared, my family just don’t understand, but something today shifted and I’m so grateful. Hope you all come through and wish you a wonderful and peaceful life.
Yes, recently I have disconnected from everything! I just had a realization that everyone and everything wasn’t serving me! Before this time I would feel needy and wanting connection! Now I feel at peace being alone, and like I’m on a higher plane, I had to free myself from all the toxic people who were in my life! Being an empath I want to heal people but these people, never stop with issues and always feel free with me to talk openly! I realized I’m not a dumping ground, and disconnected with all those toxic people, and my gf who wasn’t right for me! Now I am just wanting to do things better and if anyone new comes In my life for them or her to be on my higher wavelength instead of me having to go down to theirs! Finally feel free from those people who weigh me down with their problems and drama! I am also thinking about moving to a location that serves me better to get to my goals and what I want out of life!
Same, always tried to heal people myself by being there and giving great advice but I realized people are in their own worlds n most don’t truly listen, they only want to spew loads of mess for someone else to hear without actually acting on any of the solutions given and changing. I realized it was pointless trying to help people in their own little universes
I completely understand what you're feeling when I was growing up family and friends were everything to me very connected. But now they seem like complete strangers and I don't think there's getting the connection feeling back between them and I. It just isn't there anymore
Feeling so very lonely but the thought of meeting up with friends and family makes me feel sick. Talking on the phone to a friend tonight was agony the conversation felt pointless and hard work. The quilt of not feeling grateful for the wonderful life I have the wonderful husband I have. I don’t feel like I’m going through a spiritual awakening… I just feel paralysed by my own thought. Huge love to all of you out there I wish you great happiness xx
I also used to feel so..i had my own journey but now I'm not havimg such thoughts..maybe u r disconnecting urself frm people's..atleast be in touch with some good peoples ..wake up eat good show up go outisde enjoy urlife..all i can say now im dmg grt in my life and most important don't make ur lyf sad or negative just bcz the person with whom u r in touch is feeling so..
Again in the process of disconnection, this is just exhausting! I am trying to let it happen and let go, but I have a lot of difficulty with this letting go, which is making it even more exhausting… I am trying to hold on to the thought that everything is okay, that it’s part of the process and for the better. Lots of love for those who go through it right now ❤️
I am 42 year old woman and I have been going through this disconnect off and on since I was a little girl. I always felt out of place through out my life.
@@ChristinaLopes Any ideas about what the out of place feeling is? My favorite memory as a boy is sitting alone in a tree, contentedly separated from the world of friends and school. And I have experienced this off and on throughout life (now fifty-five.) I have finally quit Wall Street. My priest provided money to stay at a monastery, but I know a formal church is not for me. I have no need of physical things (I live out of my car.). I dream of moving to the smoky mtns to enjoy the solitude of the forests.
Latoya, I feel for you. I believe, possibly, that you are living the "in this world but not of it" existence described in the Bible. I would say to keep faith and embrace your solitude with prayer and meditation and nature. You may or may not connect with society. That might not be the path for you. But be content with the path you are on. Blessings.
I’m a 14 year old sophomore having a spiritual awakening and everyone around me is asleep I feel lonely all the time even tho I have a lot of friends and family who love genuinely
I wish my 19,18 and 15 year olds were woke. Trust me, you’re not alone. I know it feels like it but I am really starting to believe this whole “silent majority “ thing. A lot of people are waking up and just not saying anything because they fear rejection.
One of the toughest parts is, being on your own and alone in this process and having nobody who could understand us and help us freak out less. Also not being able to find people of the same energy that i am in. Especially if i want a new relationship, I cannot seem to find anybody I can relate to in my new reality
shawn mendoza do you? How you doing these days? I am having kinda rough days...discovering“nice” fake people in my circle...more than ever🤦🏻♀️😕 ...everyone is getting out one by one...even feeling detached from the family members i wonder what will be left if everything is just stripped off from my reality.
You will, promise. I felt like this for years and I had to work on myself and then my soulmate teacher appeared.... hang in there and ask out loud what you want from the universe and it will listen.
I thought t was just me or something was wrong with me. Now I know and understand why I am so disconnecting from family. I noticed that if I feel no connection I let it go and move on.
This speaks volumes. Its like the disconnection happened/s in phases for me. First it was religion because that was the setting I was in. Then it was college & then it was friends. It’s just more comforting to know that there are other energetic beings that are connected in terms of innerstanding. Once we conquer the physical world, the spiritual attribute will accompany in addition. Peace Peace
I have been living a very hard and miserable existence for the last three years… I thought that I was having either a breakdown or that my life was pretty much over… your words have instantly brought me out of my misery and my life has begun again… I am totally grateful to you and truly excited for the future… Thank you x
Thank you. I thought something was wrong with me with so many people leaving my life. I feel things coming my way and I feel remarkably calm while waiting and just going with the flow :)
I have always been awake. My life changed every ten years. It changes all the time. Usually I feel a change coming and this is when I feel more in touch with nature. I only want to be around good things all the time, because I know that bad things make my attitude change. Listening to negative things drain me and I don't know why. I know what you mean. I enjoyed your video.
OMG IVE SEARCHED FOR VIDEOS TRYING TO FIND OUT WHATS GOING ON WITH ME FOR QUITE SOME TIME NOW...AN IVE FOUND YOU!!! THANK YOU SOO MUCH!! THIS VIDEO HITS EVERYTHING SPOT ON🙌🙌🙌❤❤❤❤
This is so helpful. I feel like I have been going through an awakening for a year..marriage failed, new job, lost all friends..well most friends. I feel so very disconnected from my entire family and friends. Almost like watching everyone's life go on from the outside. The loneliest and strangest experience I have ever been through.
I don’t know if this is just in my head; but I don’t need any material things and it makes me saddened how badly we are treating our beautiful planet. we need to be more conscious of our actions and how we treat others including animals. We are all sharing one space and we should cherish it!
Hello.Im an adult indigo.Ive been disconected for a year. the way humans treat animals makes me viseraly angry.I would love to get rid of those flawed meatsuits.keep nature oh so beautifull keep the animals. perfect.I stopped eating red meat at 10 or 11yo.i am struggling to quit seafood &pork.We share the same pain.Blessed be.
I've been crying about everything lately! I just don't feel connected to anyone anymore. It feels difficult because you sound like a crazy person to others. I just feel lonely.
@@johnarcila8184 hey honey! Yes it has gotten alot better for me. I have to keep reassuring myself that it is the ego mind that wants me to believe that I'm alone. You are never alone. You have to build a relationship with Source ( Yourself) and you start to understand this. It's a process but you'll get there. Just tell yourself these feelings are temporary.
I’m so happy I came across this video. I’m going to a disconnection process and I was going through depression & anxiety. I’m not fighting the changes anymore.
@@Dave.mcclinton i feel great, i feel happy everyday i feel connected to everything, im able to talk with people when it comes to emotional situations. Life overall feels amazing. I feel like I was locked in a box and finally free. Thank you for asking.
I was struggling with disconnection for last 3 years. was really horrible.. Then I stopped controlling my life and surrendered to God then life changed. As if I were on south pole and now I m on north pole..in all major aspects in my life I observed change..
Way to Go!! Man proposes GOD disposes. We are such control freaks on this planet - Surrendering to the powers that be is unfamiliar, but wise - Ushta-te!
I agree! It really is the hardest. My husband lives in his own bubble(avoids everything)and both my young adult daughters are now experiencing "hard lessons", adulting challenges & come at me with it "loudly& Angry"...
This video is saving me right now. THANK YOU WITH ALL MY HEART ! I've been fighting my ego with my marriage and I've known its been over for some time , but this just gave me the answer and the steps I need to take that I've been fighting for to long thank you!
Deleting my Instagram account accidentally recently was a sign it was meant to be. I needed to leave my old life behind people who were are a bad influence on me Instagram stole my freedom and peace. Its extremely lonely but I needed to start over again. I struggle with alcoholism and anxiety and removing myself from people places and things I believe I'm on a spiritual awakening sometimes if we want to change we must accept to be uncomfortable nothing in life is easy especially change.
Thank you so much. To know that this is normal and I'm not alone is everything right now. Watched this video last night and it made a world of difference. My ego is finally quieting and clarity is coming I can feel it.
Disconnected, panic attacks, lost, lonely, I feel all of these all of the time. I don't know what I want to do, where I want to live. It isn't pleasant. I hope I get some help from this video.
Ock0305w so very true. Cocooning must be done alone. So much to look forward to when we break out.we can land on any shoulder we choose and stay as long as we like. We are a thing of beauty,we will be able to fly, as butterflies.
Ferry girl.. Expect very little for now. I wasn't helped by new age meditation, yoga, etc. I'm not putting these things down, but I can remember my darkest nights of the soul. It takes monetary freedom to move physically to a "better place", however - in the meantime - you need to live one day at a time .. I found once I could sleep at night, that alone gave me enough strength to do my daily work. Again, one day at a time . What this you tuber says about temporary is so true. This too shall pass. Also seek a lot of info about panic attacks, anxiety. RUclips, Google articles etc. I learned letting those feelings go through you, not try to stop them, helped a lot for me when I had a breakdown in the 80s. Haven't had a panic attack since. Once you learn the new thought patterns, they never leave you..that is the good news of hope. I hope you are getting stronger, bu t slowly. Be patient. You can get through this. And actually like she says, you'll be benefitted b y this tough time once it's over. And the tough period will be over. It will!
@@good4u702 Open urself spiritually first Learn about chakras, certain frequencies for opening them and purge urself from the negative energy Make a journal, paper one Create goals When u feel at least stable enough to do something and feel hope for more than a week, learn about soul retrieval U can do it urself, you dont need a shaman but keep in mind it will be somewhat more challenging U need to prepare beforehand I think u will know when you're prepared There's mamy ways to retrieve u old self and its parts, just take Ur time to feel what will help u the most U can also try hypnosis to bring u into that deep relaxation state and tune in with the event or situation that made u feel that way Dont be afraid to ask others Not everyone will respond but if they do u will learn something new for sure The way energies work is universal but everyone has a different way of tuning in with em Dont be afraid and depressed How many ways there is to try because u dont need to try all of them U will perceive every lesson learned from awoken people your ways Energies are universal because all of us have them but they have different flow, frequencies and ways to unravel themselfs Just be strong and dont give up that's for sure
I'm dealing with it myself but mine started when i did my first tattoo It could've been soul loss or soul fragmentation or even a trauma from the past that this tattoo triggered It could be even that it triggered every overwhelming emotion that i have been dealing with all my life to come out in this moment and my body or sould couldn't take it in such short period of time thus why healing takes that much time Many things could've happened u know Dont blame urself just accept it and begin to heal U will feel the difference after a while thats for sure but make sure u deal with Ur traumas Some people take mdma or dmt for a quick fix and yes they work but u must work ur way up beforehand to prepare for it By preparing i mean opening to all that there is and accepting what happend, wanting to move on and heal this time for sure As i said before there's many ways to go by healing. Some choose psychodelics, some choose hypnosis, some choose being with urself on nature for a longer period of time and some go looking for a shaman to help them Oh and make peace with everyone that made ur life miserable at some time in ur life, explain what u felt and what Ur needs were and are now because some of them could be holding some of ur energy that u attached to them or they took subconciously because of what happend
Yeah youtube recommendations heard your plea, and presented 100 videos, from which one would meet the criteria of your plea. God works in mysterious ways, must be a spiritual guidance. /s
I became so depressed last year, this was years after I felt that I had experienced a spiritual awakening. After what I felt was my ‘awakening’, I thought as bad as things may ever get in the future, they could never be as bad as they were before that shift. But they did. I was suicidal, I couldn’t leave my room/bed. I quit my job. I gained 15kg in six months. I couldn’t talk to people. I ‘lost’ all of my friends that I had known for 10+ years. I deleted Facebook and Snapchat which I had always heavily relied on. I decided to move to a new state on the other side of the country without telling anyone except for my family.. I moved 3 times. I couldn’t figure out where home was. I was out of a job for almost 6 months. I had so many people gossiping about me but no one asking me anything personally. I started to feel like EVERYONE that I knew was fake. I’ve always valued honesty more than others but I just couldn’t get over how two faced everyone seemed to be and i felt like I was such a genuine person and no one around me found value in that and that there was no one else like me. I felt so isolated and alone because of this. I spent that time period in therapy.. I remember feeling like I wanted to be rid of all my past pain. The things that had hurt me most. I knew if I didn’t face them head on, they would continue to hold me back and hold me hostage in a life I didn’t want to live. I worked so hard and I’ve grown so much. As a person, I have changed, I feel more ‘me’.. authentic. But I look around and I don’t see others who are authentic. I see people who follow others. They are all the same and I feel an outcast. I feel so disconnected. Not in a depressing way. I just want a deep connection, to love and be loved in the most genuine way possible. I don’t have time for fake people. I feel alone but I can’t bring myself to spend time with shallow people for the sake of feeling like I have friends.
Tori: I have felt your pain, and want to share with you, the awareness of your Geni. You know this already.! We are all creation machines, creating every moment the life we experience as we go. Our programming was done early, by our parents, family, friends, and interaction with our village, before we can remember. so.. we consist of a subconscious = 92% (Geni), Conscious = 8% (master), everything is vibrational energy. Our conscious act of looking(focus) creates the world we see. 2 types of focus are at play with us. 1)Focus on what I want (pos.) 2)focus on what I do not want (neg.) Most of us habitually choose to focus on what we are trying to avoid. In doing this we mistakenly create what we do not want over and over again. If we create a habit of always looking for the positive in life, then the Geni we direct will bring us more of that.. Faulty programming(beliefs) can be changed through the process of conscious focus on exactly what we choose to now see. Consciousness is everything.!! Nothing is real until we focus on something(pay attention to it) Your subconscious mind cannot hold any contradictory mandates, or what I want won't appear. The limiting(neg.) belief must be changed first, before the Geni can bring me my desire. Our Geni always acts to bring us what our mind is focused on. If we focus on what we don't want,- well then you can see the problem. One last thing, there is a time delay between our act of creation, and when it shows up in our reality. Internal blocks in us can prevent, or delay a creation from showing up at all.(conflicting mandates). A spiritual master has eliminated these blocks, and so is able to create in the now moment. This is the main difference between us. They have re-programmed themselves as divine instruments of the positive energy of the universe. You too have this ability right now.. And now you are aware of it.! Divine soul...
I feel like you feel in regards to wanting to be around genuine real ppl and having deep meaningful connections. I just can’t do the fake either 🙄 ... it’s crazy that we feel soo alone and Want to have connections with like minded or ppl who are woke in the same sense ... but if you literally look through the comments there are a lot of potential “pen pals” ppl who share similar stories ... connect connect connect !!!! You are not alone
I can completely relate to your past story most importantly look at it as the past the future stands bright so you can look through your own eyes not others fill your own love not others Phil dependent on yourself knowing you will not stray from yourself giving yourself the best Outlook of life peace sincerely James
Hey tori I really hope you’re doing better now.. i feel that I’ve been in this situation for the last 3/4 months and it’s been really isolating (not to mention covid) but the whole disconnection from people and seeing so many fake people around... it’s almost like the more real you get the faker everything seems to become. Anyway I hope you’re doing okay now. X
Found your channel today. This subject brought great insight. I have been on a disconnect, mostly from people for many years now. I feel better doing my own thing living my spiritual awakenening. I have been struggling with disconnecting from my mom and brother over the last year. This helped me immensely. Im not a bad person for staying away from them. The energy doesnt mix and I am very protective of myself. Its a challenging hurdle when its family.
I have just turned 18 and I recently experienced my full spiritual awakening. I felt like this resonated with me a lot and I've been feeling very negative about myself for the reason I've been purposefully disconnecting with a lot of people at school wondering why I've changed. I've also hesitated to delete my social media but now I have completely removed it and realised how much it damaged me and wasted a LOT of my time. I believe memories are made more valuable when they are spent in the moment and when they are kept in your camera roll, not sharing it on social media (snapchat/instagram/facebook).
After I turned 19 this year I felt the disconnection and the spiritual awakening within me....and now I'm into a higher plane, higher new energy consisting of many new people and opportunities surrounding me😇😊❤
This touched me to my core. Everything you said is exactly how I’ve been feeling. Thank you for your words and wisdom. Disconnection is a good thing! I will be patient and give permission to my guides and angels for their guidance and help! Thank you oh so much!
This might explain the disconnection I'm feeling regarding my friends. I was feeling guilty about one in particular, but in some way it's a relief. Thank you Christina ❤️
Me too..in the begining of my spiritual awakening path I meet a woman wich I thought was on the same path-vibe as me,I was so happy and let her in my heart very quckly..but after a while she begin to become more&more possesive towards me and how I live-I was suffocating and onec went no contact and got "back"with her,then I realise she was like my mom in many ways wich is narcasisstic and I realise thats why I was so entangled with her cos I didnt work my realationship with my mom out and I tryed to talk with her but people dont change over night expecialy their personality,thats why I let her go..I was feeling bad cos of that long time,but I realise it wasnt the strong relationship I thought it was-the moment I stoped calling she did too!She wrote some times but never to talk about the truth of our friendship,I tryed but now I see it was meant to be,we didnt argue just went our seperate ways and now I really try to center in to myself and self love before I let others in my life cos I was hurt to often,the people that are the closest to you can also hurt you the most thats why we need to find that unconditional love first towards ourselves so it can grow unconditionaly and heal us and people around us..much love&light to all💞
I was friends with someone for 36 years?? Out of nowhere she went batsheet crazy on me?? Calling me evil,fraud.worst labels I could ever be called?? I thought " is she back on drugs?! " I was hurt,scared,just lost?? But I now BELIEVE she wasn't for my highest good?! I will always pray for her but she can't be in my world because of this " quantum process. "
@@executivedorkflores798 no one should go so low to call their friends names like that etc.in my opunion she crosed the line!After so much time of friendship this isnt the way,I am curious how didnt her real attitude came out sooner or you maybe didnt notice it?Defenetly is not your "falut"cos even if you did some of this things ever that she claim she with her attitude showed she hasnt got emotional inteligence her self to talk apropriate with her fallow friend!I hope you move on quckly but deffenetly is not plasaant feeling and you will have to heal from the process of long year friendship but in the end friends come&go you have to be here for yourself and love your self unconditionaly so this love can flow in to the world like a river💞
Brought me to tears. Been on a 2 year process...seeing this video brought me relief bc it means I have been heading the call of my soul, of the greater purpose. I am not nuts. Lol. Thank you for making the content you do so others can feel safe during this massive, life altering transition. 🙌🤗
Thank you so much for this...I'm exactly right up in the disconnect, feeling like I'm in limbo, lonely and frustrated...and was definitely resisting - I have been trying so hard to surrender and accept, but felt so confused with the whole process. I'd have moments of peace and clarity and then snowball again. The worse thing was not knowing if any of this was normal...I felt like I had no one to turn to to check in with or ask for guidance - So 'stumbling'
Wow, Christina, you explained this process so well. My spiritual awakening was quite a slow process, though....not fast like yours. It started with the death of my dog (which was devastating), followed by my third eye opening, followed by meeting a soulmate (who came into my life briefly to show me where I was stuck), followed by 2 auto accidents, followed by losing my house, followed by moving into a brand new community and home, followed by completely disconnecting from my family and old friends. I love this new energy sooooo much better. 😍😍😍
✨💫It feels good to disconnect from my old reality...I am surrounded by new surroundings and scenery, new type of people, and new energy. My whole being is more peaceful, relaxed, and focused. I am looking to continue the positive growth and healing energy and stay balanced. I send healing and positive energy to all! Stay calm and centered. 🙏✨💫 -CR (Awakening began 08/20/2013)😇 Constantly awakening and evolving... flowing and balanced Libra scale♎
The sadest thing was disconnecting from my mom, the most important person in my life.......I’m still trying to understand this but what’s meant is meant.......doesn’t matter who it is, some people are only there to serve time in our lives temporarily ❤️✨
Kennedy Niva it’s the worst thing in the world but the universe will only make changes that are right for us.....maybe the connection will come back around when people face up to their mistakes! I don’t know your situation but I hope the right path is always in front of you.....sending 🙏🏼❤️✨
Hi guys! I just want to remind you that Infinite Love is the only Truth, and this is a RESONANCE-based reality. Sometimes we change our frequencies so quickly, the individuals around us are dissonate and we repel. This gives each side some space.. that's why I also said that quote about love. I highly recommend the Radical Forgiveness worksheet. With Love.
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The hardest part is finding those new awakened people to make connections with.
This!
I’m looking for Old Awakened people. The “New Cagers” think they’re Awake but they are completely trapped behind the “Veil of Politics”.
I think I've also awakened but I'm going through void phase.
True. I'm praying new connections come soon.
Fucking for real lol
I’ve completed disconnected from my energy grid. Deleted all of my social media, ended a 14 year friendship, Blocked a ton of people and now I feel lost and confused. It happened within a week. I now feel like I want to move to a new state and start a new. I feel like I’m not even in my body. It feels like I am on auto drive. I’m aloof and I’m happy you reminded me that this is temporary.
bro same! ur story is almost %100 identical to mine apart mine was a 6/7 year friendship
I feel your pain. I'm in a similar situation funny enough I just accidentally deleted my insta account which I believe is a sign and meant to be. I removed myself from certain people and now I feel absolutely lonely and lost? But like u say its only temporary nothing in life is easy if we want to change for the better we must disconnect from certain things if we truly want to change we must accept to being uncomfortable. It shall past 🙏
Yuppppp same here
Sharika Pruitt something similar just happened to me within 3 weeks of my awakening
Wow! You are definitely not alone! I, too, ended a years long friendship- it just wasn’t serving me. I am unapologetic in it all!🌹
To everyone feeling lost at the moment. It does get better.
I love you 💕
Thank you! Sending love, and peace, To you 💫🌟
Meee
Yess!
Thank u, Amen🙏💗
When???😔😔😔
I've been there, and I can tell you : you will feel connected again. I currently am going through that process, reconnection. New desires, new (real) friends that I can count on, new home, new perspectives, new love (you know like the real one. The one that makes you think 'this is it, I found it', the one that makes you feel safe), new challenges, new projects. It happened sooooo fckn fast, left everything behind and I'm still answering the spiritual call rn, it's tiring, it's challenging, but it's a 100% worth it. Trust me, I'm the butterfly learning to fly.
thank you this literally made me feel so much better
Thank you I needed to hear this
But how do you find that way in the spiritual thing
Phew, that's such an encouraging comment!
How long where you in the disconnection face?
I literally cried today because I felt so lonely. Ive been feeling extremely lonely this past year in phases.😕 I feel like I can't relate to anyone anymore because I just want to talk about consciousness and energy. I just feel it in me so deeply that I dont really want to talk about anything else.
But thank you for reminding me that loneliness is temporary ❤
Academy of ideas RUclips channel always makes me feel much better
Well nope, loneliness can last forever until circumstances change. It's also a bigger killer than any other cause, but that's not a reason to stop. You'll never know!
I know exactly how you feel. I don't want to go into all the details here but know your not alone and if you ever need or want to talk concioussnesss or energy I would be more than happy to do so. Keep ya head up.
Me honestly me too girl!!!
I was the same way too during the time a couple months to now. I feel like the people I talk to understands!
Hey Marina! If you want to discuss this whole crazy journey, hit me up. I made a whole video about it on my channel and I am more than happy to be here for you and you for me cus I’m going through the same thing!❤️
To all the people who’ve commented that they are tired of this world.....I too feel like the world has “broken my heart” but after watching this beautiful video, I see that there are so many of us going through this. Now when I go out in the world I will look for you all, and try to give you the comfort and compassion I seek for myself. We are one big beautiful family. Now I’m going to let the world heal my heart. Don’t give up brothers and sisters!
Thank you so much dear ❤️ and God bless you.
Melba Folger. We will see each other in this life, it’s so good to read something from someone else that connects. I’ve good intentions. obviously.
Melba Folger what an amazingly loving comment. I appreciate your perspective. Thank you for sharing your heart! ❤️
Thank you I really needed this comment m much appreciated ❤️
Wow...I actually feel the same. I said to myself last night before I slept tomorrow I am going to look for an Empath who feels the same way. Little did I know you literally said word for word what I was looking for. Its a pleasure reading your message and I am grateful for it. I am grateful I am not alone. :)
If you’re worried and scared read this please. I came through this video some time ago when I started having some glances of the Devine. I felt depressed and really lonely. I couldn’t connect with no one, I was suicidal and no relationship seemed to fulfill me. After watching this video I was really scared and confused, I really felt like I had to leave everyone behind and restart alone, this made me feel completely devastated. However, after some time of inner work and research, I started realizing how the human mind works. It tricks us to think that we need something in the outside to make us happy, it puts the blame for what we feel on the outside. By moving away from your country, moving away from your house or leaving relationships you’re only trying to find salvation on the outside. But when you really realize that the true salvation and peace comes from within, you don’t expect people to be a certain way, you don’t expect the external world to make you feel whole. Trust me I was in a place of complete suffering in my awakening, I didn’t wanna wake up in the morning and I would feel so alone for having what I was experiencing. I started connecting with my deep self, I started finding the beauty in every little thing( it is an ongoing process of course) and while I was doing that I started feeling even more connected and loving to everyone around me. The people I thought I would never be able to be close with before, became the people I am the closest with now. Maybe they have their imperfections and they are not exactly in the same place and mindset as you, but they are pure souls deep inside. When you connect with your soul, your real self; you are able to see that the people around you have Devine in them too, you don’t need to leave your life behind. Feeling complete will always come from inside, seeking for fulfillment with other relationships or other places and situations are just an illusion of the mind that you can find the answer on the outside world. Please if you’re feeling confused right now and alone, don’t abandon everything, don’t make any choices in the moment. I promise that It will pass, I went trough that too and I know how you feel. The true peace and fulfillment is in you.
Good advice! ❤️
you really don’t know how much this helped me, I’m actually crying. I’m in quarantine now, and I’m a closeted woman for my parents, meanwhile in a relationship of almost a year. I truly love everyone in my life, but from a day to another I felt so disconnected, and I started wondering if it was just because I was getting out of the honeymoon phase, or if I just didn’t love anyone, which I know deep down is not true, I knew it was something else. I just felt so lonely all of a sudden and I needed to know that I didn’t need to leave people. Most people around me are really soulful and my relationships (friends and girlfriend) are always truthful and loving. I know I am connected to those that I am. Knowing that this is temporary and that I don’t need to drop everything and that the change comes from inside, makes me feel so much better. I have a very healthy relationship and friendships and family, and I know I can go passed this with everyone in my life. I knew I needed to work on myself a little more and maybe this is the universe telling me that it’s time to make my aura better. I truly thank you for sharing what you did, it made me feel so much lighter than I’ve been feeling in the past two days. I wish you well ❤️
Thank you ✨
Thanks for sharing yr experience, i am scared as hell to be alone now or when i get older(i am 53) It feels horrible to imagine being alone. I am thankfull for yr explanation and for christina's video, i will watch it way more times
@@Changeworld408 you will be okay, I promise. I feel way better than how i felt before! I didn’t leave anyone in my life and my relationships with people are better as well. Stay strong and hold on, try to work on yourself, try putting more love into the things you do for yourself, if needed, change old bad habits. I promise you in the beginning it’s hard but worth it! ❤️
Finding friends with the same type of energy is so hard. I don't have many friends. But i am grateful for the ones i have. And i'm glad that my intuition is stronger than my ego. All these changes make me happy 🙏🏼💓
I’m with you. It’s easy to feel like you wanna go back to your ego but then you remember how great it is to be in connection with intuition again 😌. We’ll find friends who support us
can we be friends bc i agree
Same💕
Find to the best friend in your self, think, otherwise need to speak with people, whatever kind of people are
So you have some? 😂 way ahead of the curve 😂
I feel lost and out of place, like I dont belong anywhere.
Same. People around me are alien. Can‘t relate to their stupid talks and shallow hearts.
Lena Robins maybe ur a starseed
True,it feels isolated and quiet sad
Took the words right out of my mouth! Feel like I'm not supposed to be where I m at misunderstood but unable to do anything about it. Like I'm paralyzed or in shock. Very miserable .
Me too. That's why I'm here searching for these videos
I’ve been disconnected for a while now. I don’t feel lonely at all. I’m happy and at peace. Deleted all of my social media and mentally and emotionally, I feel so much better. I pray daily/show gratitude and read books. Thank you so much for this video ❤️👏🙌🏾☺️
Stay blessed. Like you, I didn't feel the loneliness. I knew I had so many Angels around
Same with me and I feel awesome. 😊
Dream Queen Hart
Congratulations!!!
I was never into "nose book" or any of that. could be my age, doesn't matter.
I call it nose book instead of Facebook cause Everybody got their nose, where it don't belong
there's a Really Good book called
"Ask & it is Received" by Esther & Jerry Hicks
r u familiar w/Abraham Hicks?
the book has Helped me more than words can say. we as Woman, I believe have been luckier in the sence that we Own our Emotions. Also we can express them. where as men, Have been told to ignore them. stuff them down.
Emotions are our Guidance System!!!
Anyway Sweetie, check it out, it's worth it. mine I will Not even lend to anybody, u know how lending goes.......
May All Your Dreams Come true!!
and each day More fun than the Last!!!
I Love my own Company!! I know what mood I'm in, I get All my Joke's, & no games or arguments.
We are ment to Have Fun!! I mean Source is flowing to us & thru us!!
I Know what Anybody thinks of Me, is Non of my Damn Business!!!
Mahalo nui loa ( Thank You Very Much )
Aloha,
Happy Laughing Girl😉
🌟✨💫💖💗💓✌on🌎
Dream Queen Hart I did completely the same thing.I've always been the person that doesn't like to associate with anyone but recently literally from nothing I had desire to delete my social media accounts, did that and I dont miss at all.Also, I've begun doing researches about meditation, I crave healthy food, threw away smoking cigarettes and dont even miss it.On the top of that I feel much more confident in every aspect of life.This all came from nothing, hard to find an answer for that BUT before I happened I started seeing numbers like 11:11 or 222 444 and so on so on but mostly the 11 ones and it keeps happening...as far as having friends is concerned, people remember one thing having friends doesn't mean shit and certainly won't bring you any happiness.Love you all fellows ♥️ be somebody
Well said very nice
So many people going through the same as me, I finally don't feel crazy. Woo hoo !!!
Me as well yippee !
Cheyenne Hunter
Feeling the same x
Nope. You're crazy. bonifide and certified rubber room awaits..
@Spiritual One you're a loony bins.
Rob D Rich
Your a trippa lol my straight jackets custom made, F!#@ rubys lol
I’m even disconnected from food. Sounds crazy, but nothing I eat, NOTHING, satisfies me. I have to make myself eat. Everything feels FLAT. I can’t explain my state of emotions atm. I have no desire for idle chat with anyone.
Same here ! 🤯🤯
This. So much this. Food, people, conversation. Feeling any satisfaction is so brief.
Yea I disconnected with food as well 💯
Im so glad im not the only one. Like I just don't want to touch food. I drink my homemade ice coffee and that's about it. Like food just doesn't fill me up
Yes! It was like I was fasting without knowing anything about it!
Thank you. I feel terribly alone, unloved and at times suicidal. Something about reality seems odd and almost fake. This video gives me hope
You are not alone. Many of us feel like this. Breath, breath, breath. Focusing on the present is saving my life. This too shall pass ❤ much love
I really hope you're feeling better. Anybody feeling this way listen to the advice on this video. Life will get better, BELIEVE!
I feel the same way as you themax13
Fake is the perfect word to describe the feeling
I can totally relate. Often I get frustrated thinking it's all an act. Everything. This spiritual thing ain't no punk
Honestly sometimes I think I'm completely loosing my mind...I'm like an energy sponge and its alot to handle so now I dont even want to be around people. I only feel safe alone
Exactly how i was feeling 😢 this week
Me too
did you get over that phase? cause I've been feeling like this for a month now I don't wanna be around anyone even small interaction with certain people drain me out completely or frustrated me and i only feel safe alone.. I'm scared that this will never change and I'll end up feeling this way forever
@@Vaishpaish no..but I'm learning to change my perspective n what energy I allow in. Meditation helps
@@BrianBloop hmm :( I'm new to meditations i hope it helps, also i hope you too feel better soon :) thank you.
I feel disconnected with my old world ,but at the same time, more connect with my inner self. I am loving it.🙏
I heard your story it's really true words. If you have some time to read a book Quran so please read one time then you will be amazed how this book giving a huminity to their final destination try it.
This totally resonate with me.
Yesssss!!
Me too! And it's beautiful 💞
Tanmay 333 Amen❤️💛
wow. watching this and reading the comments i cried for the first time in 5 months. i thought i was going crazy. it all makes sense. peace and love.
Welcome to the party 🧿✨🌑💫🔥
I feel completely disconnected from everyone and have to start from the complete bottom. I have so much positivity inside me tho and I am going to prosper
You look beautiful. Amazing hair. And yep, we got this. I just entered the disconnection stage . 😐
Same Here, but I truly wish that I could also say "lately" but then l wouldn't be totally honest as I certainly don't remember any stage of my life where I was actually being connected. Perhaps I have been in the disconnection process since I was a kid, and now I'm 33. This makes me wonder 🤔 how long can the disconnection process last 🤔.
Yr not starting from ground zero...
Yr in pre-k in beginning the next higher Awareness spiral.
was just crying bcz i seem to hve lost my motivation to achieve my goals. disconnected from all friends. and this vid just popped up on my home
Umair Yasir
Same!
Wow I’ve been feeling the same . I dont know why ... this is crazy
Me too! >_____< I also lost motivation and feel so disconnected. I even deactivated my FB account today and turned off whatsapp notifications.
Me also and been seeing 11:11 everywhere
We should start "The Cocoon Club". Certainly not alone in this.....breathe :)
“One often meets their fate on the path they take to avoid it”
-Master Oogway
The disconnection process that I’m going through this time, it has been such a good moment. I finally got to really understand myself. Don’t be anxious, embrace it and enjoy it !
Yes 🙌🏾 👏🏾 👊🏾
Me too
@@NF40375
Relationships don't just vanish in an instant, it's a long process of not wanting to admit to ourselves what is actually happening.
When she said life feels surreal..I felt that..and the ego makes it worse..May The Creator have mercy on us all..we got this
_May the Creator have mercy on us All?_
But gosh...
That's exactly how i say it, most of the time.
Is that a calling, my friend? =)
Amen 🙏🏾
Especially on the souls of those who couldn’t bear the journey 🖤
Amen 🙏💗
I feel empty inside like i cant express or feel, I just feel so numb
Tony Navarro same, for the last month
Thats depression. Stop believing in magical nonsense
Thank you
You're not alone ❤️
Same
Been feeling disconnected from society lately, feels like everything is just in place to keeps us busy and occupied in society and nothing has meaning at the end of the day. Feels like I’m just living to exist and I have nothing going on for me.
Me too
Yes! This is exactly how I feel about life.
@@mayapace6914 exactly how I feel.
I can relate
I feel really disconnected from my family rn and I just want them to completely let go of me so that I can go off and do the growing that I need to do without answering to them. I know it hurts them, but I just want to be away!
I feel the same way, the need to just be away
Damn, I can relate so much to your comment..It hurts me so much that I feel this way. I love my family and they love me back, but I have this strong urge to just let go and do my own thing without having to let them know about every step of mine or feeling each time like I have to think of their reaction and feelings first and then mine on what I should do with my life. It's really tough to be on this phase right now.
I have same exact problem happening right now.
I feel the same Zeta, 6wks to Christmas and I dread it every year. I'm 50 & my family still don't understand me. I think they think I have mental issues.. I don't.. I just want my freedom and be away too.
@@jstanders6973 I am fifty and my family thinks that I am a selfish bitch because I like alone time.
I'm just glad there is people out there who understands how I feel.
I've lost all interest in my old life. I haven't plugged in to anything new yet.
Same here I just lossing interested anywaysv
you will. I believe this is what faith is really FOR
Me, too. I've lost interest in my old life for quite a while now but my ego is just too stubborn and is still holding on (I'm a Taurus, by the way, so that makes me 10x more stubborn than others). I need to learn to let go and embrace this process although it's extremely scary.
U will mine took 12 years imagine that I hope urs don't take that long
Kristin Gallo me too
I’m in the void stage. Everything was taken at once. Lost my job, moved to a different state to be with my long-term partner who then left for a job transfer in another state. Completely alone in a new city. The disconnection was sudden and frightening. .Awareness of what is happening has been the key to maintaining my balance until reconnecting to another reality. I know it will come. I am actually enjoying the alone time and the stressful job I had I was ready to leave and felt I had been disconnecting from that career for over a year. 🎉Cheers to a New Year and new connections💜love your videos, Christina. 🦋Thank you and best wishes.
So glad I came across this video. When I first started my awakening, my energy was so high and I was excited about any little thing. Then out of no where, I woke up one day feeling so sad and down about everything. My husband's been incredible through this whole process, but he too didnt understand why I went from excited about life to crying almost everyday. I've been feeling extremely disconnected from everything, but my husband and family have been an incredible support system. Everything you've explained in your video is exactly what I'm going through right now. I was getting worried about my mental state and why I've felt stuck in this place, but now I feel like a weight has been lifted and I just need to ride this wave. Thank you!!
That has been my exact experience! I started out on a high, felt better than ever, spirit, soul and body. And then I crashed. And I’ve been super sad, confused, isolated and like my life has been high jacked ever since.
@@Jadencfilms hope u ok hun ❤️🙏🏼😇
Everything... but I will no longer resist and be open to new experiences. I think i’m coming out of the dark night and cocooning my body is tingling but I feel disconnected from source -I really appreciate you.
I was so glad to hear, that I can not go back into the old grid.
I was worried about that I may become who I used to be.
I feel as if I have been in spiritual school" for so long. It has been yea=s now. I realize this is for my benefit, that doesn't mean I a, always graceful. I am a space shot.
Thank you
@@tfanning920 do u feel extremely drained?
Lost my husband of 30yrs to demons of depression got to strong for him and he left earth 28/4/18 .. so Lonley without him .. learning to live one day at a time as best as I can.. peace to all. Kindness is free. Share the world ✌🏻🤗🥰💌🐻🕊
Im sorry to hear that and wish you the best
best wishes to you. i think my disconnection started when i lost my husband of 30 years? as christina said i had to leave my home to find work, changed cars, etc. I now have a new partner who i think is reconnecting after divorce and health problems etc. i am learning to be patient with myself and process. I feel like i have been in transition trying to find the right connections... ( i have moved 4 times and i am sure my daughters think i have been a bit crazy! ;) i think i maybe at the end of the "cocoon stage" and afraid to embrace/build my new life because it means letting go of the old one? enlightening info Christina!!
I'm so so sorry for your loss... May he RIP and may you heal from this and live stronger and thrive in life, for you and for him 🙏
Mumma bear Cuddles I lost my husband to suicide 4 years ago and the process of healing from it has been very slow, but I have grown and gained so much for myself in the process. You’ll carry the pain with you forever, but I promise love, it will get much lighter & you will learn so much. Keep looking forward. He’s still with you 💜
May he finally be at peace.
i dont have energy for simple tasks. i’m miles away and i can’t focus in anything. i’m numb, spacy, indecisive, lonely, confused, dissociated, lost. like i’m going blind.
Same 😢
I feel this exact same way. I noticed you posted this 6 months ago, wondering how you are feeling now. Do you feel more balanced?
Ground yourselves. Work with your hands (cooking, cleaning, in the Earth, art, etc), nourish your physical body with rooted foods, breathing exercises. When the mind has been too active, there needs to be a recovery period. Be gentle and be not afraid. Pray and surrender your concerns.
Same here 🤯😣
I felt this!
I could understand why I had disconnected from everyone. It's been a couple yrs and I was so depressed and lonely but had no desire to reconnect. I got rid of all the fiends I had. I only knew it was that they weren't genuine and the relationships were phoney. Now it's all making sense. I'm not insane. Thank you so much. 💓
This. ❤
When you said "disconnection just means you are no longer connected to the energy you were connected to before" I said out loud to myself "thank God!" and I was able to take a deep breath for the first time in a long time. Thank you for that!
Dealing with disconnecting when you have children is soooo hard
Yes! Struggling with guilt over dragging my child through this too
Yes it is
Yes I was talking to my husband about this this morning. It’s tough! Blessings to you and your family 🙏🏾💛✨
Sidonie Burton you see awakening and enlightenment as something you’d be “dragging “ your kids thru? You don’t want your kids to awaken or learn this? WOWWWW
Yes! Thank you for saying this! I feel very disconnected from my son 😔
Best thing I’ve seen all year I’m in tears just listening to you 😩
Same here and reading all the replies 💝
Me too fr some weird ass feeling after this video like wow is like that light bulb some strong light and shock 😭😭😭😭😭😭I hope to God everyone sees this video
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I’ve recently felt a huge shift in my energy. It was almost instantaneous , it happened so quickly I felt my reality completely shift. Since then I’ve felt anxious and disconnected from who I used to be, and people I used to associate myself with.
I’m so Thankful to come across this video, as it validated what I’ve been experiencing and brought me peace knowing I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be. Thank you!
How are you now
Ditto 🙏
I went trough this last year and it was the best thing that ever happened to me. I was 17 and I was dealing with depression and anxiety, I was in therapy once a week for 2 years and I‘ve learned so many things. I didn‘t go to school, didn‘t meet my friends or even go out, I was 24/7 at home, by myself and I felt completely lonely, unloved and alone. I thought „okay this is my end, everything has no meaning and I‘m tired of it“. But then something happened to me and I couldn‘t recognize it, it just happened. I‘m so much happier now, feel better and I‘m trying to help other ppl around me to achieve this spiritual awakening too. I‘m still evolving and learning, reading and understanding. I‘m happy that I‘ve had this awakening at a young age, now I can spend my days with so much more power and happiness. Don‘t lose hope! It will change someday if you want it and pls go see a therapist if you‘re dealing with mental health issues, it will help you to evolve, my love and energy goes out to everybody who‘s reading this ❤️
Thank you! Glad to hear there is a light at the end of the tunnel
My priorities have shifted and my lack of desire to do things and be around people has changed dramatically. For many who are not awakened they may think it’s part of getting older. I do feel like I am going through the transformation phases of the caterpillar to the butterfly. We must come into union with ourselves and balance our or masculine and feminine energies. I enjoy my solitude with my animals and being outdoors more than I enjoy being around people. My life has changed to direct myself to help myself more than help others now as it has hindered my growth and overall health and drained my energy and finances. I’m returning back to myself and my life purpose. I’m grateful to be blessed to be awakened and enlightened. I became an animal rescuer, quit soda, became a vegan, I cut out alcohol and have always been an environmentalist. I desire to help humanity and create art and a family for myself. My awakening happened almost two years ago and the catalyst for my awakening was my twin flame. Being on a TF journey has also made it more challenging for twin souls. I feel like I have come a long way and have done a lot of work and healing and learning since I woke up. Now I’m enjoy the ascension process. I pray for us all and wish everyone well on your journeys. 🌎🙏🏽💫💞🌱✌🏽
Elizabeth Phousongphouang are you with your twin? I have a twin too.
Kimberly Norato no he ran and has blocked me since July and is possibly still with his karmic. He ran 1.5 years ago. His life has changed recently getting a new job back and moving back to his city from the last new job he got when he ran.
Elizabeth Phousongphouang I battle with my mind on this. I keep wondering if what I’m going through is because I’m older and our thinking changed A Lot!! But I believe with me perhaps it’s both. Age AND awakening. Alls I know is I feel and am so incredibly alone. I can’t stand to be around the majority of people anymore. The beliefs systems they hold that I used to hold I cannot longer tolerate. I don’t feel I’m better than anybody else I just feel I see things differently and cannot understand why they do not see it as well and I do not understand the attitudes and negativity amongst other things. I live in a state of confusion most the time and I just can’t stand this. I’m glad I’m awakening but this is hard.
I'm disconnected but no loneliness here. I cherish my alone time. The people around me don't have a clue about my awakening, which started in 2014. I love your laugh btw.
Same here. :-)
I also love my alone time too yeah I know what you saying my family don't know either of my awakening I wouldn't know where to start so I keep it to myself
I was just wondering how long a spiritual awakening can go on for. I started my awakening in like 2013 I think I'm at the point now where my solitude no longer comes with a feeling of loneliness. I enjoy it so much now!
Started in 2014 for me, as well.
Can’t wait to get back to this.
My son told me to watch this video, I’m so glad I did, I had a nervous breakdown before Christmas as so many things in my life were going wrong, I’ve been off work since as I have felt so disconnected with life and everyone. Today is the first day I feel somewhat lifted and able to get dressed and go for a walk. I felt I totally lost myself, scared to even answer the phone . I live alone and have been lonely, isolated and very scared, my family just don’t understand, but something today shifted and I’m so grateful. Hope you all come through and wish you a wonderful and peaceful life.
I think God is speaking through you. Thank you once again. I became a strange woman in the last 2yrs to friends and family
Yes, recently I have disconnected from everything! I just had a realization that everyone and everything wasn’t serving me! Before this time I would feel needy and wanting connection! Now I feel at peace being alone, and like I’m on a higher plane, I had to free myself from all the toxic people who were in my life! Being an empath I want to heal people but these people, never stop with issues and always feel free with me to talk openly! I realized I’m not a dumping ground, and disconnected with all those toxic people, and my gf who wasn’t right for me! Now I am just wanting to do things better and if anyone new comes In my life for them or her to be on my higher wavelength instead of me having to go down to theirs! Finally feel free from those people who weigh me down with their problems and drama! I am also thinking about moving to a location that serves me better to get to my goals and what I want out of life!
Same, always tried to heal people myself by being there and giving great advice but I realized people are in their own worlds n most don’t truly listen, they only want to spew loads of mess for someone else to hear without actually acting on any of the solutions given and changing. I realized it was pointless trying to help people in their own little universes
🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎
@@lewisalton7736 Facts, they just want a willing ear to listen thats all!
im glad im not alone in feeling this way. this is exactly how i feel.
I feel disconected from the people i know for years
Feels like i don't even know them at all
I completely understand what you're feeling when I was growing up family and friends were everything to me very connected. But now they seem like complete strangers and I don't think there's getting the connection feeling back between them and I. It just isn't there anymore
I feel betrayed by family.. They just care about money it seems to me.
@@janesmith8894 same here
Feel ya brother
Sameeee
Feeling so very lonely but the thought of meeting up with friends and family makes me feel sick. Talking on the phone to a friend tonight was agony the conversation felt pointless and hard work. The quilt of not feeling grateful for the wonderful life I have the wonderful husband I have. I don’t feel like I’m going through a spiritual awakening… I just feel paralysed by my own thought. Huge love to all of you out there I wish you great happiness xx
I like how universe guided me to this. I was totally going crazy and insane and here I see your video. Thank you. Now I feel a lot better
Same universe guided me also! She certainly makes me feel better! Know how to respond in a happy way. namaste,my friend
You said it! Word!!
I believe this too! Greatest of all in your journey.
look up mooji he will lead you home much love
Yes. 😣💗😌
I’m not suicidal but I’ve been trying to escape my own body as long as I can remember.
I also used to feel so..i had my own journey but now I'm not havimg such thoughts..maybe u r disconnecting urself frm people's..atleast be in touch with some good peoples ..wake up eat good show up go outisde enjoy urlife..all i can say now im dmg grt in my life and most important don't make ur lyf sad or negative just bcz the person with whom u r in touch is feeling so..
your body is not an enemy though
I was crying and I asked for sign and here it is thank you so much❤️
Same!! Lol
Again in the process of disconnection, this is just exhausting! I am trying to let it happen and let go, but I have a lot of difficulty with this letting go, which is making it even more exhausting… I am trying to hold on to the thought that everything is okay, that it’s part of the process and for the better. Lots of love for those who go through it right now ❤️
I am 42 year old woman and I have been going through this disconnect off and on since I was a little girl. I always felt out of place through out my life.
@@ChristinaLopes Any ideas about what the out of place feeling is? My favorite memory as a boy is sitting alone in a tree, contentedly separated from the world of friends and school. And I have experienced this off and on throughout life (now fifty-five.) I have finally quit Wall Street. My priest provided money to stay at a monastery, but I know a formal church is not for me. I have no need of physical things (I live out of my car.). I dream of moving to the smoky mtns to enjoy the solitude of the forests.
Latoya, I feel for you. I believe, possibly, that you are living the "in this world but not of it" existence described in the Bible. I would say to keep faith and embrace your solitude with prayer and meditation and nature. You may or may not connect with society. That might not be the path for you. But be content with the path you are on. Blessings.
me too until i found mooji look him up, much love to you!
I can relate
ll ll me too
It is true. This too shall pass. Hold on for a brighter day. For a better you.
Exactly what I needed to hear!
I’m a 14 year old sophomore having a spiritual awakening and everyone around me is asleep I feel lonely all the time even tho I have a lot of friends and family who love genuinely
i feel you, me too 💘
I guess it doesn't matter how old we are when this process happens, we all feel the same.
Its a very strange process.
I wish my 19,18 and 15 year olds were woke. Trust me, you’re not alone. I know it feels like it but I am really starting to believe this whole “silent majority “ thing. A lot of people are waking up and just not saying anything because they fear rejection.
Stay strong Kylie, connect with yourself, read, learn, you may be a lightworker. Love and light to you!
Kylie, how have you been?
Fellow empaths, light workers & star seeds-GROUND YOURSELF ! Can’t stress this enough
Legit feeling the MOST disconnected I've felt in a few years I'd say. Stuck in a rut that isn't changing. 😪
One of the toughest parts is, being on your own and alone in this process and having nobody who could understand us and help us freak out less. Also not being able to find people of the same energy that i am in. Especially if i want a new relationship, I cannot seem to find anybody I can relate to in my new reality
Corien vf thank you and stay well✌️😊
shawn mendoza do you? How you doing these days? I am having kinda rough days...discovering“nice” fake people in my circle...more than ever🤦🏻♀️😕 ...everyone is getting out one by one...even feeling detached from the family members i wonder what will be left if everything is just stripped off from my reality.
shawn mendoza 👌👍😊thank you.
Whatevs me either...😭
You will, promise. I felt like this for years and I had to work on myself and then my soulmate teacher appeared.... hang in there and ask out loud what you want from the universe and it will listen.
I thought t was just me or something was wrong with me. Now I know and understand why I am so disconnecting from family. I noticed that if I feel no connection I let it go and move on.
Yes, and once you get it. It is the only place to be. I am never alone because I am always amongst creation and flow.
This popped up on my timeline at the time I needed most. Everyone in the comments, I hear you! I see you! And I feel you! Keep your head up.
🐛❤🦋
Yeah, I keep getting videos when I need them! It's awesome and weird.
This speaks volumes. Its like the disconnection happened/s in phases for me. First it was religion because that was the setting I was in. Then it was college & then it was friends.
It’s just more comforting to know that there are other energetic beings that are connected in terms of innerstanding. Once we conquer the physical world, the spiritual attribute will accompany in addition.
Peace Peace
I know now what l am going through. Thank you. Amazing eye opener l am not alone. Thank God! I thought l was going mad.
I have been living a very hard and miserable existence for the last three years… I thought that I was having either a breakdown or that my life was pretty much over… your words have instantly brought me out of my misery and my life has begun again… I am totally grateful to you and truly excited for the future… Thank you x
Thank you. I thought something was wrong with me with so many people leaving my life.
I feel things coming my way and I feel remarkably calm while waiting and just going with the flow :)
You are on your way!
I have always been awake. My life changed every ten years. It changes all the time. Usually I feel a change coming and this is when I feel more in touch with nature. I only want to be around good things all the time, because I know that bad things make my attitude change. Listening to negative things drain me and I don't know why. I know what you mean. I enjoyed your video.
Wow you explained that wonderfully.Wow thank you. You're a beautiful soul
OMG IVE SEARCHED FOR VIDEOS TRYING TO FIND OUT WHATS GOING ON WITH ME FOR QUITE SOME TIME NOW...AN IVE FOUND YOU!!! THANK YOU SOO MUCH!! THIS VIDEO HITS EVERYTHING SPOT ON🙌🙌🙌❤❤❤❤
Yes me to I don't know who I am anymore
Same exact here. ❤️
Why are you YELLING? Relief?
This is so helpful. I feel like I have been going through an awakening for a year..marriage failed, new job, lost all friends..well most friends. I feel so very disconnected from my entire family and friends. Almost like watching everyone's life go on from the outside. The loneliest and strangest experience I have ever been through.
I don’t know if this is just in my head; but I don’t need any material things and it makes me saddened how badly we are treating our beautiful planet. we need to be more conscious of our actions and how we treat others including animals. We are all sharing one space and we should cherish it!
Ela Rod same feelings here. Last 2 years i am in this state. It is tough to see how we treat this planet.
Seymor Butts Yes I stopped eating meat about 2 years ago. I’m not completely vegan but on the road to being vegan. Almost there :)
You are my twin soul as of point. I'm with you. You said it exactly how I see & feel
I'm really touched by yr comments. I really like yr way of thinking. I feel the same.
Hello.Im an adult indigo.Ive been disconected for a year. the way humans treat animals makes me viseraly angry.I would love to get rid of those flawed meatsuits.keep nature oh so beautifull keep the animals. perfect.I stopped eating red meat at 10 or 11yo.i am struggling to quit seafood &pork.We share the same pain.Blessed be.
Seeing alll these beautiful comments by these beautiful souls make me SO happy!!! LOVE YALL 💗
Love you back, fellow human 🤗
Love you too
Thank you...I do feel super lonely during this time, it’s nice to know this
I've been crying about everything lately! I just don't feel connected to anyone anymore. It feels difficult because you sound like a crazy person to others. I just feel lonely.
Every cell in your body is made entirely of love. 😊
i have been feeling literally the exact same way. Please tell me if it has gotten any better at all?
@@johnarcila8184 hey honey! Yes it has gotten alot better for me. I have to keep reassuring myself that it is the ego mind that wants me to believe that I'm alone. You are never alone. You have to build a relationship with Source ( Yourself) and you start to understand this. It's a process but you'll get there. Just tell yourself these feelings are temporary.
I feel the same
@@Alia_1111 thank you
I'm on the process of spiritual awakening, it's confusing yet peaceful at the same time. Now, i only honor what's good for my mind, body and soul 🙏💞
I can't express just how timely and effective this video has been for me. Many, many thanks! 🙏🏽
I’m so happy I came across this video. I’m going to a disconnection process and I was going through depression & anxiety. I’m not fighting the changes anymore.
I have been going through a spiritual awakening, now i know why i feel like this. I feel disconnected from everything. My family,friends. This is hard
How are you now
@@Dave.mcclinton i feel great, i feel happy everyday i feel connected to everything, im able to talk with people when it comes to emotional situations. Life overall feels amazing. I feel like I was locked in a box and finally free. Thank you for asking.
@@MrBrandx8106 thanks for the response I appreciate it , if you have any tips I’d appreciate it
I was struggling with disconnection for last 3 years. was really horrible.. Then I stopped controlling my life and surrendered to God then life changed. As if I were on south pole and now I m on north pole..in all major aspects in my life I observed change..
Way to Go!! Man proposes GOD disposes. We are such control freaks on this planet - Surrendering to the powers that be is unfamiliar, but wise - Ushta-te!
look up mooji he will lead you home
The hardest is my family is not on the same wavelength.
Yep. It sucks , but it's common thing. Don't worry. It'll get better, I'm only just in it right now myself.
I agree! It really is the hardest. My husband lives in his own bubble(avoids everything)and both my young adult daughters are now experiencing "hard lessons", adulting challenges & come at me with it "loudly& Angry"...
They are riding a different wave... so what?
Yes this hit me hard to!
The hardest disconnection I endorsed was disconnecting from my immediate family members
I was wondering if anyone else had to do this. I'm glad that I'm not alone.
Whew....I am not weird! I felt so guilty about it. Thank you for your post.
This video is saving me right now. THANK YOU WITH ALL MY HEART ! I've been fighting my ego with my marriage and I've known its been over for some time , but this just gave me the answer and the steps I need to take that I've been fighting for to long thank you!
I have been very disconnected things don't exite me any more..i can't even date..
Same here, I really thought something was wrong with me.
Same with me
I have no desire to date and for me that is not normal. I am also waiting for some sort of inspiration to do something other than work and solitude.
Same here. It'll be 10 yrs next Dec. I miss NOTHING about dating. I'm so damaged by bad relationships, that I'm gonna stay single the rest of my life.
@Spiritual One seriously who the fuck do you think you are?
I feel like I'm living in a parallel universe. I dont know what my purpose is yet. I'm not ready. Still healing.
Deleting my Instagram account accidentally recently was a sign it was meant to be. I needed to leave my old life behind people who were are a bad influence on me Instagram stole my freedom and peace. Its extremely lonely but I needed to start over again. I struggle with alcoholism and anxiety and removing myself from people places and things I believe I'm on a spiritual awakening sometimes if we want to change we must accept to be uncomfortable nothing in life is easy especially change.
Deleting Fakebook a good move too.
Thank you so much. To know that this is normal and I'm not alone is everything right now. Watched this video last night and it made a world of difference. My ego is finally quieting and clarity is coming I can feel it.
Disconnected, panic attacks, lost, lonely, I feel all of these all of the time. I don't know what I want to do, where I want to live. It isn't pleasant. I hope I get some help from this video.
Ock0305w so very true. Cocooning must be done alone. So much to look forward to when we break out.we can land on any shoulder we choose and stay as long as we like. We are a thing of beauty,we will be able to fly, as butterflies.
I feel,EXACTLY the same as you and I am suffering terribly. How are youncoping now?
Ferry girl.. Expect very little for now. I wasn't helped by new age meditation, yoga, etc. I'm not putting these things down, but I can remember my darkest nights of the soul. It takes monetary freedom to move physically to a "better place", however - in the meantime - you need to live one day at a time .. I found once I could sleep at night, that alone gave me enough strength to do my daily work. Again, one day at a time . What this you tuber says about temporary is so true. This too shall pass. Also seek a lot of info about panic attacks, anxiety. RUclips, Google articles etc. I learned letting those feelings go through you, not try to stop them, helped a lot for me when I had a breakdown in the 80s. Haven't had a panic attack since. Once you learn the new thought patterns, they never leave you..that is the good news of hope. I hope you are getting stronger, bu t slowly. Be patient. You can get through this. And actually like she says, you'll be benefitted b y this tough time once it's over. And the tough period will be over. It will!
@@good4u702 Open urself spiritually first
Learn about chakras, certain frequencies for opening them and purge urself from the negative energy
Make a journal, paper one
Create goals
When u feel at least stable enough to do something and feel hope for more than a week, learn about soul retrieval
U can do it urself, you dont need a shaman but keep in mind it will be somewhat more challenging
U need to prepare beforehand
I think u will know when you're prepared
There's mamy ways to retrieve u old self and its parts, just take Ur time to feel what will help u the most
U can also try hypnosis to bring u into that deep relaxation state and tune in with the event or situation that made u feel that way
Dont be afraid to ask others
Not everyone will respond but if they do u will learn something new for sure
The way energies work is universal but everyone has a different way of tuning in with em
Dont be afraid and depressed How many ways there is to try because u dont need to try all of them
U will perceive every lesson learned from awoken people your ways
Energies are universal because all of us have them but they have different flow, frequencies and ways to unravel themselfs
Just be strong and dont give up that's for sure
I'm dealing with it myself but mine started when i did my first tattoo
It could've been soul loss or soul fragmentation or even a trauma from the past that this tattoo triggered
It could be even that it triggered every overwhelming emotion that i have been dealing with all my life to come out in this moment and my body or sould couldn't take it in such short period of time thus why healing takes that much time
Many things could've happened u know
Dont blame urself just accept it and begin to heal
U will feel the difference after a while thats for sure but make sure u deal with Ur traumas
Some people take mdma or dmt for a quick fix and yes they work but u must work ur way up beforehand to prepare for it
By preparing i mean opening to all that there is and accepting what happend, wanting to move on and heal this time for sure
As i said before there's many ways to go by healing. Some choose psychodelics, some choose hypnosis, some choose being with urself on nature for a longer period of time and some go looking for a shaman to help them
Oh and make peace with everyone that made ur life miserable at some time in ur life, explain what u felt and what Ur needs were and are now because some of them could be holding some of ur energy that u attached to them or they took subconciously because of what happend
I feel no emotion and i feel disconnected from everyone 😔
Any Changes 🙄
Same.😌
I hate that
I can relate.
Same here
I’ve lost everyone around me. I try not to think too much into it but the thoughts are there from time to time. Sometimes I don’t know how to feel.
Same here! If the universe hadn't sent me a dog I would have *no one*. I hope some new and positive people have since entered your life!! 🙏🏻💖✌🏻
Alisonws yes things have gotten a lot better. Things happen as they should. ❤️
This made perfect sense to me being in this cocoon is extremely difficult as reality is excruciatingly in my face 24/7.
I asked for guidance and you appeared! Thank you
Yeah youtube recommendations heard your plea, and presented 100 videos, from which one would meet the criteria of your plea. God works in mysterious ways, must be a spiritual guidance. /s
I became so depressed last year, this was years after I felt that I had experienced a spiritual awakening. After what I felt was my ‘awakening’, I thought as bad as things may ever get in the future, they could never be as bad as they were before that shift. But they did. I was suicidal, I couldn’t leave my room/bed. I quit my job. I gained 15kg in six months. I couldn’t talk to people. I ‘lost’ all of my friends that I had known for 10+ years. I deleted Facebook and Snapchat which I had always heavily relied on. I decided to move to a new state on the other side of the country without telling anyone except for my family.. I moved 3 times. I couldn’t figure out where home was. I was out of a job for almost 6 months. I had so many people gossiping about me but no one asking me anything personally. I started to feel like EVERYONE that I knew was fake. I’ve always valued honesty more than others but I just couldn’t get over how two faced everyone seemed to be and i felt like I was such a genuine person and no one around me found value in that and that there was no one else like me. I felt so isolated and alone because of this. I spent that time period in therapy.. I remember feeling like I wanted to be rid of all my past pain. The things that had hurt me most. I knew if I didn’t face them head on, they would continue to hold me back and hold me hostage in a life I didn’t want to live. I worked so hard and I’ve grown so much. As a person, I have changed, I feel more ‘me’.. authentic. But I look around and I don’t see others who are authentic. I see people who follow others. They are all the same and I feel an outcast. I feel so disconnected. Not in a depressing way. I just want a deep connection, to love and be loved in the most genuine way possible. I don’t have time for fake people. I feel alone but I can’t bring myself to spend time with shallow people for the sake of feeling like I have friends.
Tori: I have felt your pain, and want to share with you, the awareness of your Geni. You know this already.! We are all creation machines, creating every moment the life we experience as we go. Our programming was done early, by our parents, family, friends, and interaction with our village, before we can remember. so.. we consist of a subconscious = 92% (Geni), Conscious = 8% (master), everything is vibrational energy. Our conscious act of looking(focus) creates the world we see. 2 types of focus are at play with us. 1)Focus on what I want (pos.) 2)focus on what I do not want (neg.) Most of us habitually choose to focus on what we are trying to avoid. In doing this we mistakenly create what we do not want over and over again. If we create a habit of always looking for the positive in life, then the Geni we direct will bring us more of that.. Faulty programming(beliefs) can be changed through the process of conscious focus on exactly what we choose to now see. Consciousness is everything.!! Nothing is real until we focus on something(pay attention to it) Your subconscious mind cannot hold any contradictory mandates, or what I want won't appear. The limiting(neg.) belief must be changed first, before the Geni can bring me my desire. Our Geni always acts to bring us what our mind is focused on. If we focus on what we don't want,- well then you can see the problem. One last thing, there is a time delay between our act of creation, and when it shows up in our reality. Internal blocks in us can prevent, or delay a creation from showing up at all.(conflicting mandates). A spiritual master has eliminated these blocks, and so is able to create in the now moment. This is the main difference between us. They have re-programmed themselves as divine instruments of the positive energy of the universe. You too have this ability right now.. And now you are aware of it.! Divine soul...
I feel like you feel in regards to wanting to be around genuine real ppl and having deep meaningful connections. I just can’t do the fake either 🙄 ... it’s crazy that we feel soo alone and Want to have connections with like minded or ppl who are woke in the same sense ... but if you literally look through the comments there are a lot of potential “pen pals” ppl who share similar stories ... connect connect connect !!!! You are not alone
Shamika Edwards true true
I can completely relate to your past story most importantly look at it as the past the future stands bright so you can look through your own eyes not others fill your own love not others Phil dependent on yourself knowing you will not stray from yourself giving yourself the best Outlook of life peace sincerely James
Hey tori I really hope you’re doing better now.. i feel that I’ve been in this situation for the last 3/4 months and it’s been really isolating (not to mention covid) but the whole disconnection from people and seeing so many fake people around... it’s almost like the more real you get the faker everything seems to become. Anyway I hope you’re doing okay now. X
Found your channel today. This subject brought great insight. I have been on a disconnect, mostly from people for many years now. I feel better doing my own thing living my spiritual awakenening.
I have been struggling with disconnecting from my mom and brother over the last year. This helped me immensely. Im not a bad person for staying away from them. The energy doesnt mix and I am very protective of myself. Its a challenging hurdle when its family.
I needed this I'm going through a dark night of the soul but this helped more and encouraged me a lot thank you
I have just turned 18 and I recently experienced my full spiritual awakening. I felt like this resonated with me a lot and I've been feeling very negative about myself for the reason I've been purposefully disconnecting with a lot of people at school wondering why I've changed. I've also hesitated to delete my social media but now I have completely removed it and realised how much it damaged me and wasted a LOT of my time. I believe memories are made more valuable when they are spent in the moment and when they are kept in your camera roll, not sharing it on social media (snapchat/instagram/facebook).
After I turned 19 this year I felt the disconnection and the spiritual awakening within me....and now I'm into a higher plane, higher new energy consisting of many new people and opportunities surrounding me😇😊❤
This touched me to my core. Everything you said is exactly how I’ve been feeling. Thank you for your words and wisdom. Disconnection is a good thing! I will be patient and give permission to my guides and angels for their guidance and help! Thank you oh so much!
This might explain the disconnection I'm feeling regarding my friends. I was feeling guilty about one in particular, but in some way it's a relief. Thank you Christina ❤️
Me too..in the begining of my spiritual awakening path I meet a woman wich I thought was on the same path-vibe as me,I was so happy and let her in my heart very quckly..but after a while she begin to become more&more possesive towards me and how I live-I was suffocating and onec went no contact and got "back"with her,then I realise she was like my mom in many ways wich is narcasisstic and I realise thats why I was so entangled with her cos I didnt work my realationship with my mom out and I tryed to talk with her but people dont change over night expecialy their personality,thats why I let her go..I was feeling bad cos of that long time,but I realise it wasnt the strong relationship I thought it was-the moment I stoped calling she did too!She wrote some times but never to talk about the truth of our friendship,I tryed but now I see it was meant to be,we didnt argue just went our seperate ways and now I really try to center in to myself and self love before I let others in my life cos I was hurt to often,the people that are the closest to you can also hurt you the most thats why we need to find that unconditional love first towards ourselves so it can grow unconditionaly and heal us and people around us..much love&light to all💞
I was friends with someone for 36 years?? Out of nowhere she went batsheet crazy on me?? Calling me evil,fraud.worst labels I could ever be called?? I thought " is she back on drugs?! " I was hurt,scared,just lost?? But I now BELIEVE she wasn't for my highest good?! I will always pray for her but she can't be in my world because of this " quantum process. "
@@executivedorkflores798 no one should go so low to call their friends names like that etc.in my opunion she crosed the line!After so much time of friendship this isnt the way,I am curious how didnt her real attitude came out sooner or you maybe didnt notice it?Defenetly is not your "falut"cos even if you did some of this things ever that she claim she with her attitude showed she hasnt got emotional inteligence her self to talk apropriate with her fallow friend!I hope you move on quckly but deffenetly is not plasaant feeling and you will have to heal from the process of long year friendship but in the end friends come&go you have to be here for yourself and love your self unconditionaly so this love can flow in to the world like a river💞
Brought me to tears. Been on a 2 year process...seeing this video brought me relief bc it means I have been heading the call of my soul, of the greater purpose. I am not nuts. Lol. Thank you for making the content you do so others can feel safe during this massive, life altering transition. 🙌🤗
Thank you so much for this...I'm exactly right up in the disconnect, feeling like I'm in limbo, lonely and frustrated...and was definitely resisting - I have been trying so hard to surrender and accept, but felt so confused with the whole process. I'd have moments of peace and clarity and then snowball again. The worse thing was not knowing if any of this was normal...I felt like I had no one to turn to to check in with or ask for guidance - So 'stumbling'
3.8K .....somehow I DONT feel alone anymore!!!!! Thanks Spirit Family!!
Wow, Christina, you explained this process so well. My spiritual awakening was quite a slow process, though....not fast like yours. It started with the death of my dog (which was devastating), followed by my third eye opening, followed by meeting a soulmate (who came into my life briefly to show me where I was stuck), followed by 2 auto accidents, followed by losing my house, followed by moving into a brand new community and home, followed by completely disconnecting from my family and old friends. I love this new energy sooooo much better. 😍😍😍
im no longer lonely, I just realized im way more ahead than everyone else 🥰🤙🏽🚀
✨💫It feels good to disconnect from my old reality...I am surrounded by new surroundings and scenery, new type of people, and new energy.
My whole being is more peaceful, relaxed, and focused. I am looking to continue the positive growth and healing energy and stay balanced. I send healing and positive energy to all! Stay calm and centered. 🙏✨💫
-CR (Awakening began 08/20/2013)😇
Constantly awakening and evolving... flowing and balanced Libra scale♎
You're heaven sent. That was exactly what I was praying for.
The sadest thing was disconnecting from my mom, the most important person in my life.......I’m still trying to understand this but what’s meant is meant.......doesn’t matter who it is, some people are only there to serve time in our lives temporarily ❤️✨
I too iam going through that ! i literally disconneted with my mom...and what frightens me is because she said disconnection is irrevasable
Kennedy Niva it’s the worst thing in the world but the universe will only make changes that are right for us.....maybe the connection will come back around when people face up to their mistakes! I don’t know your situation but I hope the right path is always in front of you.....sending 🙏🏼❤️✨
you are right ,, thank you ! we have the same story but different details...hope the right path is infront of you too
Kennedy Niva thank you 😊
Hi guys! I just want to remind you that Infinite Love is the only Truth, and this is a RESONANCE-based reality. Sometimes we change our frequencies so quickly, the individuals around us are dissonate and we repel. This gives each side some space.. that's why I also said that quote about love. I highly recommend the Radical Forgiveness worksheet. With Love.