I have saturn in my 12th house (saturn in Sagittarius) and i can tell you, that...at some point in my life i felt absolutely cursed, and i was forced to live like in a prison. My own family trapped me due to financial reasons and an accident that caused me a long rehabilitation from fracture. I believe though that the whole thing was activated by my south and north node, i have north node in taurus. I met a man who was a taurus and whom i dreamt in advance many years prior. Is because of him that i had that accident which pushed me back to my family of origin, and i ended up with nothing. My family never agreed with my artistic career path. When i figured them out, it was too late. I had to hush, and work my way out of a very very very difficult narcissistic family. I had to restructure my finances, and say nothing about my plans of leaving their house, which was remote, in a village with 0 job prospects. When i say i was locked from all sides, i really mean that. Just like prisoners become property of the state, i became a prisoner of my own narcissistic family. It cost me 7 years of my life. Never again. If you are dealing with something like that, work in silence than disappear. It's called the grey rock technique. Honestly, the only thing that saved me was having access to internet, and being able to access crucial lessons for self-therapy, astrology and all that. Now when i listen to heather i can see where it all lies in my chart as well 💐
I have Saturn in the 12th house, too, and I was trapped while bedridden and fighting for my life while my narcissistic psychotic mother abused me severely. I have other trauma aspects in my chart as well, but I'm just relating this one with yours. I'm sorry you went through that.
@@StephanieKraft I thank you for connecting and I can totally feel what you went through. I'm so sorry. The only chance for health and healing following narcissistic abuse and the confinement that comes with it, is to cut ties completely. Make a plan and move as far away as possible physically. By the time you realise you were a victim, you miss out on chances and you figure out the family was totally indifferent and they will continue to be. I confronted my mother on why she did the staff she did ( for ex, I was due to have an audition in London for a big immersive film production, it was hard enough to get it, but given I was incapacitated physically and could not work, I've asked my mother if she could help, she said yes, but than sabotaged me 24h prior to flying, she hid my bag and my money and put up a huge fight, locking me in the house. I confronted her about it recently and she said it was because she never wanted me to leave the country and pursue a career. Aka, stay with them, f* up my dreams and take care of them when they get old. Than she said she doesn't actually care what I do, after I went ballistic in her face. After therapy and all, I can only say there's parents out there who can and will sabotage their children, and is not out of care, is out of jealousy you will do better. I've watched my father become an alcoholic because of my mother's controlling and abysmal behaviour. Never open up your heart and dreams with narc parents. Hush, move forward and save yourself. Is so much better on the other side. You take your freedom and your power and your dreams back from the land of the dead!
@anadeealupu1458 yes, I understand this well. So sorry again that you went through that! I've been no contact with my mother for 16 years. Best decision of my life.
I am a living case study in trauma. Spinal meningitis almost killed me at 6 mo old. Grew up in an abusive home. Married a narc who was physically and emotionally abusive. At 41 I had a sudden cardiac arrest and was dead for about 3 minutes. 3 hip replacements. Somehow I survived all of this. My life story is insane. My Moon has 6 aspects, 4 of which are squares. Pluto has 7 aspects 2 of which are squares. I wish I could get a reading with you. ❤
And you probably had a very traumatic birth experience. My cousin has this and they almost killed her with pulling her intestines apart - pulled too had to get her out. At 40, she had much needed surgery to repair the internal stuff she had acclimated to as she couldn’t heal anymore on her own. Had no idea but trauma based people draw to her like a “moth to flame”
LOL. My life has been so traumatic that I was not even able to click on this video until now because I needed a few days of feeling good before I could handle it. This ought to be good.. I'll be surprised if I don't have multiple of whatever you discuss.
I have had a lifetime of trauma and PTSD and chronic illness. Saturn and uranus conjunct my ascendent, opposite chiron on my dsc. I have a yod from pluto to my moon, born on a full moon, moon conj chiron on my dsc. I have a 12th H scorpio stellium with many aspects to pluto, venus and mercury in scorpio retrograde, ruler of my 8th is my moon. I could write a book about the traumas i have gone through - medical, family, domestic abuse, homelessness and abandonment by my family when i was abused by my son's father at 21. Murder in my family where i discovered the body at 8 years old. Was on disability through my 20s. Several rare hormonal conditions on top of infectious diseases, spinal degeneration, severe anxiety which had me going across the country seeking help. I work in the medical field now. I resonate deeply with your content, Heather. I have loved astrology my whole life but have been in survival mode for so long its been hard to reach this point where i can get back to my hobbies. My son is a scorpio 12 H moon and 8th H sun, he is 17 now and wants to be a therapist. My health has been terrible my whole life and I worry about him. We have basically lived on our own in isolation for many years now. Romantic relationships and relationships in general have been an incredibly difficult pain point for me. Thank you for this content and apologies my comment is all over the place. I am grateful to your channel and feel so blessed to receive the info and think deeper about my chart. Always striving to heal. I do a lot of healing work for others, so that's certainly felt like a life calling that brings me joy. Sending love to your channel 💕
Lucky old me, I appear to have most of these (identifiable markers). Without wanting to sound like the victim, there have been rather a lot of painfully traumatic moments in my life.
That's the attitude from the regenerative aspects of Pluto. Tears and trauma aside, what insights and strength do we draw from survival. Life doesn't have to be hard, when it is we appreciate the good and calm times when they show.
It could be worse. You could fill up your bingo card with these aspects and also have no recollection of what were the earliest physical manifestations of all such trauma like I do. I've spent most of my life being terrified almost to the point of paranoia of something that I have no memory of, I mean I'm 100% sure it has to do with my mother (Moon square Pluto, 4h Saturn, and that's only the tip of the iceberg, and also her own unresolved traumas and our ongoing conflicting relationship), but I cannot for the life of me remember what she did that was so terrible for me to completely erase it from my conscious awareness (and also, 12h Moon quincunx Capricorn Neptune don't really help much). At least seeing all the fuckery reflected in my birthchart gives me some form of validation and has legit allowed me to stop the self-gaslighting... I'm not joking when I say learning astrology saved my sanity.
Capricorn with fibromyalgia! Most of us with this plague have abuse in our background. Learning about this subject through Gabor Mate was life changing for me. Such critical information. Thank you for bringing the medical astrology in for deeper understanding. All of helps to aleviate self blame and opens avenues for healing. 🙏🏼💚
Damn it! I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia in 2014. Have PTSD as well. This all came out during our twenty years in Pluto Capricorn. Pluto was in my 8th House.
Jupiter in the 8th house. Reflected alot about mortality, started when i was very young from near death experience, came through a nightmare first. For those that are scientific know this, energy can neither be created or destroyed in terms of law of physics, and no matter where we say we came from we all come from the same place, which according to different people such as Nikola Tesla is made up of energy frequency and vibration. Thus, you are made of energy, and as energy you cannot be created or destroyed, thus you will always exist, it is just that you are able to transfer to different states the same way energy does. There are may things I could add, this is sufficient.
You would have a heyday with my chart. I have Pluto conjunct ASC/Sun and Moon 8th house. Also a stellium in Scorpio including Mars/NN/Uranus with Chiron opposing it conjunct SN/8H. That's just the tip of the iceberg. That being said, astrology is the only thing that's ever helped me understand the extensive amount of trauma I've been through. I'm sure your class will uplift many people in the same way and highly recommend anyone needing healing take it. I can already tell from this video how amazingly transformative it will be. I would, but I'm still getting through the trauma of poverty. Many blessings to you for teaching this and much healing to those who take it. ❤ And I laugh because as I'm writing this I notice that there are 111 comments before I post it! 🙏🏻
Thanks Heather from a 40+ year astrologer! Good to review this information and learn a few new things! Astrology is the best for understanding ourselves and others. I love it!
@@ReisBeatriz93it may represent an unstable or shaky family environment, where things are changing more often than not. Like for example a family that's constantly on the move and so the child is constantly changing schools and friend groups, or a parent who is frequently absent (physically absent I mean) for long periods of time because of their job or other reasons... It's like you can't form attachment relationships, you can't settle anywhere.
Separation from father in early childhood, having to move with the mother and silblings into a foreign country with a foreign language, a different school system, moving back a couple of years later, being abandoned with 14 and moving into a commune. Not able to establish an own living place for the hole life, very unstable.
I love these kinds of videos I’ve been an astrologer for 8 years and currently doing my bachelor in psychological science and wish to integrate the 2 together
Talk about timing, i just was talking about this topic in astrology and here you are Heather bringing what i was needing to share. I love how the universe is synchronistic!! What you need will show if you are open to it! 😁🙏
I also want to mention Saturn, Uranus and Chiron transits since I'm closing in on 70 years young. I feel like the first 30 years of my life were traumatic then the next 30 years were about figuring out how to heal the trauma as a spiritual practice as per Saturn in Sagittarius in the 4th. The Uranus opposition at 38-42 years old was an electric jolt that put the trauma into a larger political context. The Chiron return at 50 years old - for me - part of a T-square with the Sun and Moon was getting over a hump and feeling like I could let go of survive and think about thrive with my past trauma. Pluto in the First House in Leo.
Woo hoo! Thank you for speaking about the inconjunctions! I always say this is the 🔑 to pinpointing what exactly needs to be worked on to GET you thru that trauma! ❤
I have several of these placements, including moon conjunct north node in scorpio. Sexual abuse from my mother. Her mars in cancer is conjunct my venus. Both at 2 degrees. She'd tie me up and beat me with a wire hanger and belt buckle starting age 7. She also tried to castrate me when I was 12 because I was gay. She knew about my female teacher sexually abusing me in school age 9 but she did nothing about it because she thought the experience would turn me straight. 20 years later, after a sex addiction, HIV diagnosis and lots of shadow work, I'm doing okay. But the sex abuse is very common in my family. Adults abuse their children in my culture and consider it normal, but it's largely unspoken about. Pretty sick if you ask me. Love and light Heather.
@@Chapps1941 I don’t know her real date of birth. The one on her passport is incorrect. She tells everyone her real age except her children, so I’m unable to calculate her moon sign. However, her sun falls in my 8th house. She’s born on May 15 and I’m Libra rising.
@@StephanieKraft She definitely does! It was also when Uranus was transiting Algol that I suddenly remembered more of her abuse towards me. My whole family (both sides) practise black magic and use it on their children to harness their energy for reasons I don't know. I come from an influential family in West Africa. Generational curse for sure.
@@StephanieKraft a woman born that date caused me much grief. So my BML is conjunct Algol? Figures! 63 years old and I've had one relationship with a woman. Women and rejection is like peas and carrots for me.
On ancestral wounds: There was a study in mice I read about several years ago where the researchers determined that fear could be/was an inherited trait. A lot of people would not have thought this was possible, and very likely, some would potentially contest the idea by working the nature-nurture aspect into the argument. For example, a parent with fear issues could just as easily transmit their fears to their offspring in how they are raised in the home as to transmit them genetically. It's interesting nonetheless.
Amazing topic, Sat 1st house, Stellium with NN in 8th… so much to unravel…your subs are well versed I see… I’m barely grasping the basics, but feel this subject deeply and appreciate you covering it.
I am very happy to have found your channel : I am a nutritionist and I have been searching for intermediate content about medical astrology for a while now. So obviously, I would love to see a video about the relationship to food in the chart. Otherwise, I am an 8th and 12th houser (having 6 planets + Lilith in these houses) + Moon cunjunct to Saturn (my chart ruler) and Uranus. Definitely not easy, and a lot of trauma, but I noticed that once I overcome something, I do not make the same mistake twice, and I get very accurate intuition about situations and people looking different from the outside but bringing the same off energy.
My North Node is in my 4th house and it’s in Scorpio. I’m a Leo sun and Leo Rising , Capi Moon. Life has been crazy and I’m riding on miracles to get me to my destination!!
In Vedic Astrology, Mercury would be added to the list because Mercury is Buddha or Buddhi which is the mind and the movement of the mind. This is a cool video. I learnt a lot. Thank you.
@@britt355 you’re right. I’m reading it’s about mental abilities, decision making, and communication. Perhaps it’s a secondary planet when it comes to this then. Maybe it would be looking more into ADD and ADHD or autism spectrum with Mercury
Listening to you today, I understand why people don't understand me. I've been told by a very good friend of mine that "I was playing the victim". Not my friend nomore.... But yes it's true I became very resilient with age (and I have been told many time that I was). I think you would have fun (a lot) interpreting my natal chart. Thank you very much for this.
Thank you both for lifting my spirits sky high. Can't believe Sinead was briefly my neighbour in Eglantine Avenue - God, what I would give just to have been able to thank her.
Forgot something to add to my previous comment. Thank you so much for this video and validating many things, not only about my birth story, but other things as well. You are AMAZING! ❤❤❤
Welp makes sense I have a stellium in Pluto with literally 6 planets and boy oh boy have I had massive trauma from sexual, child, survivor or rape left in critical condition, sister murdered, my first child father went psycho and I won’t evev go into what he did but he is in prison where he belongs, my son killed a few years ago, survivor of domestic violence beaten damn near to death left in a carport was in hospital critical condition a month …Abandoned at child hood.. went foster home to foster home pysically abused mentally abused and im still hear! Survived it all to tell
This is a very good glimpse into trauma you can find in a chart. Have been studying Vedic for the past 5-7 years and you can definitely tell if people end up using the trauma for healing or for continued hurt with the navamsa (D9) chart. Mars in 4th house gives a lot of people a basis for DV early on in life, but if it’s not there in the D9, or better yet, you’ve got good planets in the fourth, it ends up being a positive catalyst to make significant change. Mars with moon and north node or any combo of such ends up making the person lose their mind when angry. But mars with south node is actually harder to overcome as the person is detached (south node) and very familiar (south node represents what we know deeply on a soul level from many incarnations) so these people love to fight and can’t even help it. Mars with north node is similar but they aren’t familiar and seem almost to repress the anger until it comes out very wonky. Forensic astrology is fascinating, also. Just as mental institutions and hospitals are represented by the 12th house, so can jail be represented here. Mostly that’s an 8th house issue, but if they are connected, being locked away is not abnormal at some point in life. My view is to look at the soul path through the Vedic method now days to see what the karma is. Sometimes you can even see what the person did before and why they are choosing to endure this trauma now (it can be to catch up where they left off or balance scales or to experience the polar opposite of anything they knew). The D12 gives family history. And you will see patterns and signs repeat intergenerationally. Aspects also repeat. If a person endures SA for example, you can often find repeating patterns in the parental and grandparents birth charts to see what side of the family these curses come down from. Keep up the good work!
I have a challenging life since a child, but it has progressively gotten worse in the last few years. Astrology has definitely helped me understand why that might have been. Cancer Sun conjunct Mars in the 8th. Pluto, Saturn, and S. Node In Scorpio in the 12th. Chiron is conjunct my Venus in the 7th (Gemini)
You're right on the money with this Heather! I've got Saturn in my 1st House. My Sun & Ascendant are getting squared by Chiron (actually part of a T-square with Uranus), and I also have Pluto conjunct my IC in my 4th House. I've also found that you can an additional layer of depth using asteroids (especially when they make tight conjunctions). I've found Sedna to be a significator of hand injuries and betrayal, Dejanira with victimization, and Nessus with narcissistic abuse.
I've been trying to work through this. I've had a lot of trauma in my life including the untimely death of my parents. Setback after setback that my therapist even is shocked by. I've got four prominent Pluto placements including my Moon in Scorpio and my South node is Scorpio. I think I need to work with you or this concept of medical astrology which is new to me in my many studies.
I have the moon in scorpio in the 4th house. I inherited a lot of family karma. I also gained some ancestral gifts, however. It's almost as if I have inherited a lot of trauma, but it has been compensated. Kind of like the figure in Greek Mythology that was struck with blindness yet given the gift of prophecy. I also have my sun in Cancer in the 12th. I have experienced psychosis and hospitalizations at points of my adult life.
Born on a full moon. Both the sun and moon square my Chiron. Mars, Jupiter and ascendant trine Chiron. I am a survivor of child and spousal abuse. I have had psychosomatic chronic musculoskeletal pain my whole adult life.
Yup trauma shows up in charts - I have Mars is 12th , Sat in 1st , Pluto tightly conjunct IC in 4th . Lots going on :) Sun conjunct Chiron in 10th opposing Pluto squaring Mars / asc in 12th. ( cardinal T square I believe ) Moon within 10 degree orb with SN. Saturn is squaring Uranus and Chiron ! ( another t square) It’s intense - but gives loads of resilience and adaptability.
Intense topic. Appreciate you diving in. Chiron in Pisces in 6th in opposition to Pluto in Virgo. Sun and NN in 8th. Lots of trauma and poor health. It helps to know I couldn’t avoid this situation.
There are major points in my chart that correspond with almost everything you mentioned, and trauma has been integral to so much of my life experience. 4th house Pluto, Scorpio Moon (29º), and Chiron conjunct the IC. Also have inconjuncts to my North Node, multiple 8th house placements (including my chart ruler), Mars-Saturn-Mercury all conjunct in Aries, others I'm likely forgetting. I have DID and several trauma-induced disabilities that have perpetuated even more illness and dysfunction in my life. The trauma-informed outlook on health has done nothing short of save my life, and I've been sharing what I've learned through my experience because unfortunately it's much more common than we collectively acknowledge. I appreciate the work you're doing, and the emphasis of trauma on medical astrology (and health as a whole).
I DO have an extreme chart: Moon is SQUARE: Pluto Sun Mercury and Uranus on one side, and Saturn and Chiron on the other. That ought to be enough. But Sun conjunct Mercury conjunct Uranus conjunct PLUTO is in 12th House. (Sun opp. Saturn.) The Ascendant is 29° perfectly square the Nodes. The N Node is conjunct MC and Part of Fortune. The Descendant conjunct Vertex--so 2 axes are lined up with 2 axes perfectly square. Venus conjunct Mars in 10th House (with that NNode and POF). Venus/Mars in a water trine with Chiron and Neptune.
I have Pluto conjunct my Libra ascendant. My IC is in Capricorn, ruled by Saturn in my Virgo 12h conjunct Mars and Jupiter and opposing my Aries moon. I also have Chiron 8H opp Uranus in Scorpio. I felt like a prisoner in my home when I was growing up. I couldn’t wait to be an adult. My dad was an alcoholic and an oppressive angry man. My parents rowed constantly. He’s an abusive man. When my mum passed it was like my world ended. He is still being manipulative and controlling. I’ve also been sexually assaulted many times in my life. I’ve had a lot of therapy. I wanted to find a loving relationship, but I think I’m just too damaged and I keep meeting broken men with no empathy, so I won’t get involved anymore. I’m in my 40s and I’m finally finding my footing in the world. Which feels terrifying but also very lovely. I’ve just about managed to survive previously.
Yeah lots of us have had terrible things happen to us. Meanwhile I watch others continue to live that best life without ever lifting a finger. This planet is gross so here go the karma .
Yes. Those are karmic contracts from either a past life or contracts that we made with God before we were born. That's why our astrological natal chart looks stamped by what we came here to learn, heal and transform.
@kcbrandow Your video was sooooo interesting! Thank you for sharing! I look forward to info on your course. I appreciate your straight forward, concise, yet powerful videos. Also, how very cool about your animals! Sending you love and miracles! In gratitude!
I have my Taurus NN 1H conjunct 1H Taurus Lilith (all conjunct my ASC), 12H Venus square Chiron, Sun Quincunx Pluto, 12H stellium (sun, merc, venus). Life has not been easy, dealt with poverty a majority of my life, constantly moving living with family friends to avoid homelessness, and an abusive deadbeat alcoholic father. I started to be sexually abused at 4 & it went on for years to then be revictimized by 3 other ppl. I didn’t really notice the abuse until after my last assault because I wrote it off as something normal which made sense in a household where all the adults were constantly abusive and neglectful, and refusing to acknowledge said sexual abuse. I’m truly trying to heal and move on but I can see what you mean by the North Node and holding on. I’ve been presented with a new beginning but it feels like a never-ending purging of rage and grief, sometimes I wonder if I’m actually moving forward or holding myself back in some manner from truly moving on from all of it. This was extremely insightful though, thank you! ❤
my 8th house spans 3 signs and includes my Sun, Mercury, Venus and Saturn... yeah :) Absolutely nothing in the other houses you mentioned but I think this more than makes up for that!
I have my nn/sun/moon in the 8th house sign of cancer. I’ve had my best friend and 2 boyfriends tragically die but I also have Jupiter and Pluto in my 12th house and I feel like I’ve transcended that pain and become more me than I’ve ever been through that pain. I’m truly a happy person that sees the beauty in everything…. Even death🙏🏼
Be aware of hidden enemies, one of the 12th house possibilities. Avoid risks.Not trying to scare you. Jupiter will expand anything it’s in like the 12th house. Pluto is also quite concerning in the 12th.
@@angelwings7930I’m 42 I’ve lived a life with these transits already. I wish I had studied astrology in my 20s that would’ve helped me out immensely. I feel like I’ve already had my worst fears in this life come true. But I’m a Phoenix.
Well this is a joy! I have just about all these points of note in my chart. We could start with Pluto/Uranus/Mars stellium in 8th opp Saturn and Chiron 7deg, there will be a few of us around with this configuration. My moon is inconjunct to this opposition (150deg) and the nn conj DSC squares it. Sun and Venus conj IC. It's been tough, without doubt mostly around balancing energy which I see as trying to ground while flying a kite on a windy day or steer a boat on a choppy sea but now at this point in my life I've kinda got the hang of it. Squall after squall after squall threatening to overwhelm me. Managed to keep my head above water so far but the hyper-vigilance required can be exhausting. So much respect for others out there.
1966? I have the same. Moon conjunct Pluto and Uranus opposite Saturn Chiron in the 8th house. I didn't know how difficult my life had been until I had a total breakdown at 50. I gradually started to put all the pieces together. Now, at 58, I am feeling content in myself, for the first time.
Scorpio moon/Uranus opposite Taurus Mercury/Chiron, all t-square 2H Leo Saturn, 4H Libra Pluto opposite Aries Sun/Venus, Saturn and Pluto are in a yod and are each inconjunct (quincunx) my Pisces Mars/MC. My Scorpio moon is in very close trine with my Cancer ascendant. Definitely agree on those placements being challenging, Saturn being what feels like the lynchpin, especially since it rules the empty space of my t-square, my 8H, opposite its placement in 2H. This video helped a lot, especially your description of the inconjuncts. I’ve been working on understanding and resolving/working with the issues that this placements highlight and I’ve made a lot of progress and gained a lot of wisdom that I can share with others when it’s needed. I need to think about your description of the inconjunct and how it plays into my Mars/Saturn/Pluto yod. Thank you.
This is such an interesting video. Thank you. I have the moon, pluto and mars conjunct in my 5th house and Saturn on my IC. I've had lots of trauma and abuse as a child and also trauma and death of my own children.
Thank you Heather Phew….moon square saturn/pluto conjunction. Moon in 8th house in conjunction to north node. Neptune conjunct south node in 8th. Chiron conjunct Asc Tsquare Venus rx-Jupiter/Uranus Mars conjunct IC. The words keep haunting me “not enough”
Moon conjunct NN in 8H (Placidus) 9H (whole signs) squaring Chiron in 5H (Placidus) 6H (whole signs). SN oposing moon and squaring Chiron. Mars square Pluto.🔥🖤
Pluto in 4th Leo, square Mars in 6th/ 7th cusp in scorpio, trine Moon in 8th. in Sag., also Uranus is sitting on the South Node in Cancer in 3rd and Chiron on North Node in Capricorn. It took a long time for me to realize, that I was not grown up in a normal way. There was a lot of physical and emotional abuse and I had to leave home just before graduation. In childhood religion was my refuge, later the arts. This saved my life, but don´t ask me about the struggles. With Chiron on North Node I took a spiritual healing journey I don´t want to miss.
Hey Heather, again, thank you for this very interesting video. I have a lot of 8th house heavy clients and more often than not they had traumatic experiences with loss of a loved one, or a brush with death, etc...I was very interested in this video as I went through a string of very violent relationships, one that nearly killed me! I have Venus on the ascendant in Sag in a square to Pluto, Jupiter and Mars, my Chiron in the anaretic degree in Pisces in opposition to the same cluster. Also have Saturn in the 4th in Aries with Moon in Taurus. Certainly the squares to Venus on my rising point to physical injuries on my body/face due to the violence. As a kid I would be often hurt on the head or fall out of a tree, fall due to a sibling onto my head! Saturn in Aries, head hitting a hard surface as a child! My mother was very oppressive and restrictive! My Moon in the 4th makes an inconjunct to Uranus, she was very unpredictable and emotionally and physically violent! As a kid I had temper tantrums!!!So yeah, you hit the nail on the head! Thank you Heather! 💜💜💜💜
I’d love to take this course. You can use my chart as a. Example. Take a look at the 8th and 12th houses! I took your class. You have it. It’s a case in itself!
Moon conj Chiron opp Pluto in 11th/4th, NN in the 10th square ascendant. Sun conj Merc Venus in the 8th (Capricorn). Saturn, Cap ruler, in the 12th. 😮 Whelp. That I only started really knowing myself and having a career AFTER my Chiron return makes sense now. Autism diagnosis and new sped teacher at ages 53/54. 👀
I have moon opposite pluto and saturn opposite mars AND saturn opposite north node (conjunct mars) *cries*. I feel it's my purpose in this life to break generational trauma from both of my parents, also a capricorn sun. It's been pretty traumatic but I can handle it in a weird way?
Pluto and mars are my chart rulers. I have Pluto mars and Saturn all in my 12th house. My sun and Mercury are in my 8th house 😢 this video was made for me 😢😢😢
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I have saturn in my 12th house (saturn in Sagittarius) and i can tell you, that...at some point in my life i felt absolutely cursed, and i was forced to live like in a prison. My own family trapped me due to financial reasons and an accident that caused me a long rehabilitation from fracture. I believe though that the whole thing was activated by my south and north node, i have north node in taurus. I met a man who was a taurus and whom i dreamt in advance many years prior. Is because of him that i had that accident which pushed me back to my family of origin, and i ended up with nothing. My family never agreed with my artistic career path. When i figured them out, it was too late. I had to hush, and work my way out of a very very very difficult narcissistic family. I had to restructure my finances, and say nothing about my plans of leaving their house, which was remote, in a village with 0 job prospects. When i say i was locked from all sides, i really mean that. Just like prisoners become property of the state, i became a prisoner of my own narcissistic family. It cost me 7 years of my life. Never again. If you are dealing with something like that, work in silence than disappear. It's called the grey rock technique. Honestly, the only thing that saved me was having access to internet, and being able to access crucial lessons for self-therapy, astrology and all that. Now when i listen to heather i can see where it all lies in my chart as well 💐
I have Saturn in the 12th house, too, and I was trapped while bedridden and fighting for my life while my narcissistic psychotic mother abused me severely. I have other trauma aspects in my chart as well, but I'm just relating this one with yours. I'm sorry you went through that.
@@StephanieKraft I thank you for connecting and I can totally feel what you went through. I'm so sorry. The only chance for health and healing following narcissistic abuse and the confinement that comes with it, is to cut ties completely. Make a plan and move as far away as possible physically. By the time you realise you were a victim, you miss out on chances and you figure out the family was totally indifferent and they will continue to be. I confronted my mother on why she did the staff she did ( for ex, I was due to have an audition in London for a big immersive film production, it was hard enough to get it, but given I was incapacitated physically and could not work, I've asked my mother if she could help, she said yes, but than sabotaged me 24h prior to flying, she hid my bag and my money and put up a huge fight, locking me in the house. I confronted her about it recently and she said it was because she never wanted me to leave the country and pursue a career. Aka, stay with them, f* up my dreams and take care of them when they get old. Than she said she doesn't actually care what I do, after I went ballistic in her face. After therapy and all, I can only say there's parents out there who can and will sabotage their children, and is not out of care, is out of jealousy you will do better. I've watched my father become an alcoholic because of my mother's controlling and abysmal behaviour. Never open up your heart and dreams with narc parents. Hush, move forward and save yourself. Is so much better on the other side. You take your freedom and your power and your dreams back from the land of the dead!
@anadeealupu1458 yes, I understand this well. So sorry again that you went through that! I've been no contact with my mother for 16 years. Best decision of my life.
Yeah, I also have my NN in Taurus in my 12th house.
Wow! Sending you lotta positive energy to continue a road of success
I am a living case study in trauma. Spinal meningitis almost killed me at 6 mo old. Grew up in an abusive home. Married a narc who was physically and emotionally abusive. At 41 I had a sudden cardiac arrest and was dead for about 3 minutes. 3 hip replacements. Somehow I survived all of this. My life story is insane.
My Moon has 6 aspects, 4 of which are squares. Pluto has 7 aspects 2 of which are squares.
I wish I could get a reading with you. ❤
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Goodness 😮
Sounds like Pluto in 4th house?
Best of luck to you!
@@morganmarusteri8879or Capricorn
Spoken like a true Scorpio rising❤️ I have Pluto on the ascendant and people open up to me about their traumatic experiences 🥹
And you probably had a very traumatic birth experience. My cousin has this and they almost killed her with pulling her intestines apart - pulled too had to get her out. At 40, she had much needed surgery to repair the internal stuff she had acclimated to as she couldn’t heal anymore on her own. Had no idea but trauma based people draw to her like a “moth to flame”
LOL. My life has been so traumatic that I was not even able to click on this video until now because I needed a few days of feeling good before I could handle it. This ought to be good.. I'll be surprised if I don't have multiple of whatever you discuss.
I have had a lifetime of trauma and PTSD and chronic illness. Saturn and uranus conjunct my ascendent, opposite chiron on my dsc. I have a yod from pluto to my moon, born on a full moon, moon conj chiron on my dsc. I have a 12th H scorpio stellium with many aspects to pluto, venus and mercury in scorpio retrograde, ruler of my 8th is my moon. I could write a book about the traumas i have gone through - medical, family, domestic abuse, homelessness and abandonment by my family when i was abused by my son's father at 21. Murder in my family where i discovered the body at 8 years old. Was on disability through my 20s. Several rare hormonal conditions on top of infectious diseases, spinal degeneration, severe anxiety which had me going across the country seeking help. I work in the medical field now. I resonate deeply with your content, Heather. I have loved astrology my whole life but have been in survival mode for so long its been hard to reach this point where i can get back to my hobbies. My son is a scorpio 12 H moon and 8th H sun, he is 17 now and wants to be a therapist. My health has been terrible my whole life and I worry about him. We have basically lived on our own in isolation for many years now. Romantic relationships and relationships in general have been an incredibly difficult pain point for me. Thank you for this content and apologies my comment is all over the place. I am grateful to your channel and feel so blessed to receive the info and think deeper about my chart. Always striving to heal. I do a lot of healing work for others, so that's certainly felt like a life calling that brings me joy. Sending love to your channel 💕
Lucky old me, I appear to have most of these (identifiable markers). Without wanting to sound like the victim, there have been rather a lot of painfully traumatic moments in my life.
That's OK. You're allowed to talk about it, especially here, without sounding like a victim. 🙌🏼
That's the attitude from the regenerative aspects of Pluto. Tears and trauma aside, what insights and strength do we draw from survival. Life doesn't have to be hard, when it is we appreciate the good and calm times when they show.
It could be worse. You could fill up your bingo card with these aspects and also have no recollection of what were the earliest physical manifestations of all such trauma like I do. I've spent most of my life being terrified almost to the point of paranoia of something that I have no memory of, I mean I'm 100% sure it has to do with my mother (Moon square Pluto, 4h Saturn, and that's only the tip of the iceberg, and also her own unresolved traumas and our ongoing conflicting relationship), but I cannot for the life of me remember what she did that was so terrible for me to completely erase it from my conscious awareness (and also, 12h Moon quincunx Capricorn Neptune don't really help much).
At least seeing all the fuckery reflected in my birthchart gives me some form of validation and has legit allowed me to stop the self-gaslighting... I'm not joking when I say learning astrology saved my sanity.
Capricorn with fibromyalgia! Most of us with this plague have abuse in our background. Learning about this subject through Gabor Mate was life changing for me. Such critical information. Thank you for bringing the medical astrology in for deeper understanding.
All of helps to aleviate self blame and opens avenues for healing. 🙏🏼💚
The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel Van Der Kolk is an excellent companion to Maté's book.
Damn it! I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia in 2014. Have PTSD as well. This all came out during our twenty years in Pluto Capricorn. Pluto was in my 8th House.
Jupiter in the 8th house. Reflected alot about mortality, started when i was very young from near death experience, came through a nightmare first.
For those that are scientific know this, energy can neither be created or destroyed in terms of law of physics, and no matter where we say we came from we all come from the same place, which according to different people such as Nikola Tesla is made up of energy frequency and vibration.
Thus, you are made of energy, and as energy you cannot be created or destroyed, thus you will always exist, it is just that you are able to transfer to different states the same way energy does.
There are may things I could add, this is sufficient.
Excellent presentation. This type of tool, and information, is long overdue in the medical model. A ton of information. Thank you.
You would have a heyday with my chart. I have Pluto conjunct ASC/Sun and Moon 8th house. Also a stellium in Scorpio including Mars/NN/Uranus with Chiron opposing it conjunct SN/8H. That's just the tip of the iceberg. That being said, astrology is the only thing that's ever helped me understand the extensive amount of trauma I've been through. I'm sure your class will uplift many people in the same way and highly recommend anyone needing healing take it. I can already tell from this video how amazingly transformative it will be. I would, but I'm still getting through the trauma of poverty. Many blessings to you for teaching this and much healing to those who take it. ❤ And I laugh because as I'm writing this I notice that there are 111 comments before I post it! 🙏🏻
@@ahimsaalexander9004 Reading like that often just gives people poor advice and makes you look like an amateur.
Thanks Heather from a 40+ year astrologer! Good to review this information and learn a few new things! Astrology is the best for understanding ourselves and others. I love it!
I’ll re- listen to this one, thank you. That color is gorgeous on you.
Uranus also can show shocking upheavals, instability. Uranus in the 4th is not great.
What isn't uranus in the 4th great?
@@ReisBeatriz93it may represent an unstable or shaky family environment, where things are changing more often than not. Like for example a family that's constantly on the move and so the child is constantly changing schools and friend groups, or a parent who is frequently absent (physically absent I mean) for long periods of time because of their job or other reasons... It's like you can't form attachment relationships, you can't settle anywhere.
Separation from father in early childhood, having to move with the mother and silblings into a foreign country with a foreign language, a different school system, moving back a couple of years later, being abandoned with 14 and moving into a commune. Not able to establish an own living place for the hole life, very unstable.
Yup! I have Pluto and Uranus in my 4th House.
I love these kinds of videos I’ve been an astrologer for 8 years and currently doing my bachelor in psychological science and wish to integrate the 2 together
Talk about timing, i just was talking about this topic in astrology and here you are Heather bringing what i was needing to share. I love how the universe is synchronistic!! What you need will show if you are open to it! 😁🙏
I thought the same thing as soon as I saw the thumbnail 😊
Off topic: your hair is sooo beautiful! 😍
I also want to mention Saturn, Uranus and Chiron transits since I'm closing in on 70 years young. I feel like the first 30 years of my life were traumatic then the next 30 years were about figuring out how to heal the trauma as a spiritual practice as per Saturn in Sagittarius in the 4th. The Uranus opposition at 38-42 years old was an electric jolt that put the trauma into a larger political context. The Chiron return at 50 years old - for me - part of a T-square with the Sun and Moon was getting over a hump and feeling like I could let go of survive and think about thrive with my past trauma. Pluto in the First House in Leo.
Woo hoo! Thank you for speaking about the inconjunctions! I always say this is the 🔑 to pinpointing what exactly needs to be worked on to GET you thru that trauma! ❤
Can you elaborate a bit on how we can use our inconjunctions to get through trauma?
Your videos are always so valuable! I’m sure the training will be incredible 🤍
I had an Astrologer see my child sexual abuse in my chart.
I’m so sorry you had to go through that 🫶🏼💕
Yes I have know ❤this in charts ❤ in 1994 in Kansas this was used in a court case against a molester
I’m so sorry that happened to you. An astrologer saw this in my chart a long time ago. It’s what drew me to astrology the most. It’s so spot on.
What a horrible thing to have to experience. I'm so sorry. Would you be willing to share what part of your chart showed this?
I had an astrologer see mine as well. It was the first time that I felt seen. Having her acknowledge my trauma helped me to start my healing process.
I have several of these placements, including moon conjunct north node in scorpio. Sexual abuse from my mother. Her mars in cancer is conjunct my venus. Both at 2 degrees. She'd tie me up and beat me with a wire hanger and belt buckle starting age 7. She also tried to castrate me when I was 12 because I was gay. She knew about my female teacher sexually abusing me in school age 9 but she did nothing about it because she thought the experience would turn me straight. 20 years later, after a sex addiction, HIV diagnosis and lots of shadow work, I'm doing okay. But the sex abuse is very common in my family. Adults abuse their children in my culture and consider it normal, but it's largely unspoken about. Pretty sick if you ask me. Love and light Heather.
Where's your Moon in relation to both your charts?
@@Chapps1941 I don’t know her real date of birth. The one on her passport is incorrect. She tells everyone her real age except her children, so I’m unable to calculate her moon sign. However, her sun falls in my 8th house. She’s born on May 15 and I’m Libra rising.
@@wrathford she probably has Algol conjunct her Sun. This can cause some people to seem a bit evil (or a lot).
@@StephanieKraft She definitely does! It was also when Uranus was transiting Algol that I suddenly remembered more of her abuse towards me. My whole family (both sides) practise black magic and use it on their children to harness their energy for reasons I don't know. I come from an influential family in West Africa. Generational curse for sure.
@@StephanieKraft a woman born that date caused me much grief. So my BML is conjunct Algol? Figures! 63 years old and I've had one relationship with a woman. Women and rejection is like peas and carrots for me.
On ancestral wounds: There was a study in mice I read about several years ago where the researchers determined that fear could be/was an inherited trait. A lot of people would not have thought this was possible, and very likely, some would potentially contest the idea by working the nature-nurture aspect into the argument. For example, a parent with fear issues could just as easily transmit their fears to their offspring in how they are raised in the home as to transmit them genetically. It's interesting nonetheless.
Amazing topic, Sat 1st house, Stellium with NN in 8th… so much to unravel…your subs are well versed I see… I’m barely grasping the basics, but feel this subject deeply and appreciate you covering it.
I am very happy to have found your channel : I am a nutritionist and I have been searching for intermediate content about medical astrology for a while now. So obviously, I would love to see a video about the relationship to food in the chart.
Otherwise, I am an 8th and 12th houser (having 6 planets + Lilith in these houses) + Moon cunjunct to Saturn (my chart ruler) and Uranus.
Definitely not easy, and a lot of trauma, but I noticed that once I overcome something, I do not make the same mistake twice, and I get very accurate intuition about situations and people looking different from the outside but bringing the same off energy.
heather, thank you for this very wise overview!
Great video. Thankyou for sharing Heather.
This is amazing and I am breaking things down as you speak it through already. Registered and looking forward to the workshop!
My North Node is in my 4th house and it’s in Scorpio.
I’m a Leo sun and Leo Rising , Capi Moon.
Life has been crazy and I’m riding on miracles to get me to my destination!!
I know 2 people that have Chiron on their ascendant, both had abuse from a parent in early childhood 😞
I've Chiron on my asc. I was okay with my parents since my Sun and Moon placements are good. But social life was hard for me. I was bullied by kids.
@@lastboyonearth1897me too.
In Vedic Astrology, Mercury would be added to the list because Mercury is Buddha or Buddhi which is the mind and the movement of the mind. This is a cool video. I learnt a lot. Thank you.
I thought is moon considered the mind too
@@britt355 you’re right. I’m reading it’s about mental abilities, decision making, and communication. Perhaps it’s a secondary planet when it comes to this then. Maybe it would be looking more into ADD and ADHD or autism spectrum with Mercury
@@anthonyd7659oh ya that does seem like it would cause add or adhd. Probably communications as well
Listening to you today, I understand why people don't understand me. I've been told by a very good friend of mine that "I was playing the victim". Not my friend nomore.... But yes it's true I became very resilient with age (and I have been told many time that I was). I think you would have fun (a lot) interpreting my natal chart.
Thank you very much for this.
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10:19 node and moon
11:08 surrender
Outstanding Discussion, Thank You!✨
Thank you! Very interesting. I've wondered about this.
“And not like allll the planets in Scorpio…” This is a great video! I’m glad I came across your channel! ❤
Thank you both for lifting my spirits sky high. Can't believe Sinead was briefly my neighbour in Eglantine Avenue - God, what I would give just to have been able to thank her.
Forgot something to add to my previous comment. Thank you so much for this video and validating many things, not only about my birth story, but other things as well. You are AMAZING! ❤❤❤
Welp makes sense I have a stellium in Pluto with literally 6 planets and boy oh boy have I had massive trauma from sexual, child, survivor or rape left in critical condition, sister murdered, my first child father went psycho and I won’t evev go into what he did but he is in prison where he belongs, my son killed a few years ago, survivor of domestic violence beaten damn near to death left in a carport was in hospital critical condition a month …Abandoned at child hood.. went foster home to foster home pysically abused mentally abused and im still hear! Survived it all to tell
Your hair is gorgeous! :o)
This is a very good glimpse into trauma you can find in a chart. Have been studying Vedic for the past 5-7 years and you can definitely tell if people end up using the trauma for healing or for continued hurt with the navamsa (D9) chart. Mars in 4th house gives a lot of people a basis for DV early on in life, but if it’s not there in the D9, or better yet, you’ve got good planets in the fourth, it ends up being a positive catalyst to make significant change. Mars with moon and north node or any combo of such ends up making the person lose their mind when angry. But mars with south node is actually harder to overcome as the person is detached (south node) and very familiar (south node represents what we know deeply on a soul level from many incarnations) so these people love to fight and can’t even help it. Mars with north node is similar but they aren’t familiar and seem almost to repress the anger until it comes out very wonky.
Forensic astrology is fascinating, also. Just as mental institutions and hospitals are represented by the 12th house, so can jail be represented here. Mostly that’s an 8th house issue, but if they are connected, being locked away is not abnormal at some point in life.
My view is to look at the soul path through the Vedic method now days to see what the karma is. Sometimes you can even see what the person did before and why they are choosing to endure this trauma now (it can be to catch up where they left off or balance scales or to experience the polar opposite of anything they knew). The D12 gives family history. And you will see patterns and signs repeat intergenerationally. Aspects also repeat. If a person endures SA for example, you can often find repeating patterns in the parental and grandparents birth charts to see what side of the family these curses come down from.
Keep up the good work!
I have a challenging life since a child, but it has progressively gotten worse in the last few years. Astrology has definitely helped me understand why that might have been. Cancer Sun conjunct Mars in the 8th. Pluto, Saturn, and S. Node In Scorpio in the 12th. Chiron is conjunct my Venus in the 7th (Gemini)
You're right on the money with this Heather! I've got Saturn in my 1st House. My Sun & Ascendant are getting squared by Chiron (actually part of a T-square with Uranus), and I also have Pluto conjunct my IC in my 4th House. I've also found that you can an additional layer of depth using asteroids (especially when they make tight conjunctions). I've found Sedna to be a significator of hand injuries and betrayal, Dejanira with victimization, and Nessus with narcissistic abuse.
I didn't know about your masters and trauma informed yoga background. Awesome! Love your insights. Thanks for sharing your wisdom .
You are share so much interesting information Heather
So very excellent, Heather!
This was excellent Heather, I need to replay it again 🙏Thank You
no timestamps??
Ugh! So many squares in my chart and a ton of planets in my 4th house. A very enlightening message. Thank you!
This was a great introduction.
Thank you!🩵
Thank you so much Heather! 🙏❤💝Amazing info as usual👌😍
I've been trying to work through this. I've had a lot of trauma in my life including the untimely death of my parents. Setback after setback that my therapist even is shocked by. I've got four prominent Pluto placements including my Moon in Scorpio and my South node is Scorpio. I think I need to work with you or this concept of medical astrology which is new to me in my many studies.
Such an amazing topic! Thank you so much! 💛
I have the moon in scorpio in the 4th house. I inherited a lot of family karma. I also gained some ancestral gifts, however. It's almost as if I have inherited a lot of trauma, but it has been compensated. Kind of like the figure in Greek Mythology that was struck with blindness yet given the gift of prophecy. I also have my sun in Cancer in the 12th. I have experienced psychosis and hospitalizations at points of my adult life.
Thank you so much for this 🙂🥰🙏
😳 I have every example you gave, plus a couple. Guess I will check out your class ❤
Thank you!
And love to everyone who endured trauma
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Best description of a quincunx yet!
She literally listed my whole chart 😫🥲
Heather , your room fung shui is fabulous ❤
Really looking forward to class next month in Sept.
Teach me all the astromedical analysis per favor!!!
Brilliant!
Born on a full moon. Both the sun and moon square my Chiron. Mars, Jupiter and ascendant trine Chiron. I am a survivor of child and spousal abuse. I have had psychosomatic chronic musculoskeletal pain my whole adult life.
North node 8th house Cancer. My life has been surrounded by death
Thank you 🙏🏻
Given up as a baby and my natal chiron is conjunct my natal sun. Chiron return at the moment,
Yup trauma shows up in charts - I have Mars is 12th , Sat in 1st , Pluto tightly conjunct IC in 4th . Lots going on :) Sun conjunct Chiron in 10th opposing Pluto squaring Mars / asc in 12th. ( cardinal T square I believe )
Moon within 10 degree orb with SN.
Saturn is squaring Uranus and Chiron ! ( another t square)
It’s intense - but gives loads of resilience and adaptability.
Intense topic. Appreciate you diving in. Chiron in Pisces in 6th in opposition to Pluto in Virgo. Sun and NN in 8th. Lots of trauma and poor health. It helps to know I couldn’t avoid this situation.
There are major points in my chart that correspond with almost everything you mentioned, and trauma has been integral to so much of my life experience. 4th house Pluto, Scorpio Moon (29º), and Chiron conjunct the IC. Also have inconjuncts to my North Node, multiple 8th house placements (including my chart ruler), Mars-Saturn-Mercury all conjunct in Aries, others I'm likely forgetting. I have DID and several trauma-induced disabilities that have perpetuated even more illness and dysfunction in my life. The trauma-informed outlook on health has done nothing short of save my life, and I've been sharing what I've learned through my experience because unfortunately it's much more common than we collectively acknowledge. I appreciate the work you're doing, and the emphasis of trauma on medical astrology (and health as a whole).
I DO have an extreme chart: Moon is SQUARE: Pluto Sun Mercury and Uranus on one side, and Saturn and Chiron on the other.
That ought to be enough.
But Sun conjunct Mercury conjunct Uranus conjunct PLUTO is in 12th House. (Sun opp. Saturn.)
The Ascendant is 29° perfectly square the Nodes.
The N Node is conjunct MC and Part of Fortune.
The Descendant conjunct Vertex--so 2 axes are lined up with 2 axes perfectly square.
Venus conjunct Mars in 10th House (with that NNode and POF).
Venus/Mars in a water trine with Chiron and Neptune.
This sounds fascinating! Do you offer individual private medical astrology readings?
I have Pluto conjunct my Libra ascendant. My IC is in Capricorn, ruled by Saturn in my Virgo 12h conjunct Mars and Jupiter and opposing my Aries moon. I also have Chiron 8H opp Uranus in Scorpio.
I felt like a prisoner in my home when I was growing up. I couldn’t wait to be an adult. My dad was an alcoholic and an oppressive angry man. My parents rowed constantly. He’s an abusive man. When my mum passed it was like my world ended.
He is still being manipulative and controlling.
I’ve also been sexually assaulted many times in my life. I’ve had a lot of therapy. I wanted to find a loving relationship, but I think I’m just too damaged and I keep meeting broken men with no empathy, so I won’t get involved anymore.
I’m in my 40s and I’m finally finding my footing in the world. Which feels terrifying but also very lovely. I’ve just about managed to survive previously.
Excellent presentation, clear, concise, information packed, thank you! Also you look like Holly Hunter
My moon is in Scorpio and yes I have had and am still dealing with trauma involving my mother..😔
Thank you Heather 🙏💚
Good stuff! Thank you! 🫶🤍
Yeah lots of us have had terrible things happen to us. Meanwhile I watch others continue to live that best life without ever lifting a finger. This planet is gross so here go the karma .
Yeah, I know what you mean. It's frustrating and feels so unfair!
It rains on the just and the unjust. Hugs! 😌
Does that mean our trauma is predestined from birth before it even happens? How does it work? Genuinely so curious.
Based on karma and what lessons our soul needs to learn and let go…
Yes. Those are karmic contracts from either a past life or contracts that we made with God before we were born. That's why our astrological natal chart looks stamped by what we came here to learn, heal and transform.
@kcbrandow Your video was sooooo interesting! Thank you for sharing! I look forward to info on your course. I appreciate your straight forward, concise, yet powerful videos. Also, how very cool about your animals! Sending you love and miracles! In gratitude!
Whew. I have pluto mars lilith conjunct in my 6th house. Thank you for this, Heather. This is such an interesting overview!
I have my Taurus NN 1H conjunct 1H Taurus Lilith (all conjunct my ASC), 12H Venus square Chiron, Sun Quincunx Pluto, 12H stellium (sun, merc, venus). Life has not been easy, dealt with poverty a majority of my life, constantly moving living with family friends to avoid homelessness, and an abusive deadbeat alcoholic father. I started to be sexually abused at 4 & it went on for years to then be revictimized by 3 other ppl. I didn’t really notice the abuse until after my last assault because I wrote it off as something normal which made sense in a household where all the adults were constantly abusive and neglectful, and refusing to acknowledge said sexual abuse. I’m truly trying to heal and move on but I can see what you mean by the North Node and holding on. I’ve been presented with a new beginning but it feels like a never-ending purging of rage and grief, sometimes I wonder if I’m actually moving forward or holding myself back in some manner from truly moving on from all of it. This was extremely insightful though, thank you! ❤
my 8th house spans 3 signs and includes my Sun, Mercury, Venus and Saturn... yeah :) Absolutely nothing in the other houses you mentioned but I think this more than makes up for that!
I have my nn/sun/moon in the 8th house sign of cancer. I’ve had my best friend and 2 boyfriends tragically die but I also have Jupiter and Pluto in my 12th house and I feel like I’ve transcended that pain and become more me than I’ve ever been through that pain. I’m truly a happy person that sees the beauty in everything…. Even death🙏🏼
Be aware of hidden enemies, one of the 12th house possibilities. Avoid risks.Not trying to scare you. Jupiter will expand anything it’s in like the 12th house. Pluto is also quite concerning in the 12th.
@@angelwings7930I’m 42 I’ve lived a life with these transits already. I wish I had studied astrology in my 20s that would’ve helped me out immensely. I feel like I’ve already had my worst fears in this life come true. But I’m a Phoenix.
@@leticiaperez212
I’m glad you’re a Phoenix 👍
Thanks Heather 🙂
Well this is a joy! I have just about all these points of note in my chart. We could start with Pluto/Uranus/Mars stellium in 8th opp Saturn and Chiron 7deg, there will be a few of us around with this configuration. My moon is inconjunct to this opposition (150deg) and the nn conj DSC squares it. Sun and Venus conj IC. It's been tough, without doubt mostly around balancing energy which I see as trying to ground while flying a kite on a windy day or steer a boat on a choppy sea but now at this point in my life I've kinda got the hang of it. Squall after squall after squall threatening to overwhelm me. Managed to keep my head above water so far but the hyper-vigilance required can be exhausting. So much respect for others out there.
1966? I have the same. Moon conjunct Pluto and Uranus opposite Saturn Chiron in the 8th house. I didn't know how difficult my life had been until I had a total breakdown at 50. I gradually started to put all the pieces together. Now, at 58, I am feeling content in myself, for the first time.
Chiron in the 1st house and was born prematurely
Interesting...I have Chiron in the 1st too...but I was born 2 weeks late....like I didn't want to come out 😅
17:35 moon in Scorpio. Example with mom and PTSD with other combinations
Omg i have my moon in scorpio (i have cptsd)
@@salonichauhan4537 keep listening because she says it’s not all bad…there have to be other planets in certain places.
cPTSD + Moon in Scorpio too
Scorpio moon/Uranus opposite Taurus Mercury/Chiron, all t-square 2H Leo Saturn, 4H Libra Pluto opposite Aries Sun/Venus, Saturn and Pluto are in a yod and are each inconjunct (quincunx) my Pisces Mars/MC. My Scorpio moon is in very close trine with my Cancer ascendant.
Definitely agree on those placements being challenging, Saturn being what feels like the lynchpin, especially since it rules the empty space of my t-square, my 8H, opposite its placement in 2H.
This video helped a lot, especially your description of the inconjuncts. I’ve been working on understanding and resolving/working with the issues that this placements highlight and I’ve made a lot of progress and gained a lot of wisdom that I can share with others when it’s needed. I need to think about your description of the inconjunct and how it plays into my Mars/Saturn/Pluto yod.
Thank you.
This is such an interesting video. Thank you. I have the moon, pluto and mars conjunct in my 5th house and Saturn on my IC. I've had lots of trauma and abuse as a child and also trauma and death of my own children.
First time listener! So glad i found you! Sun Scorpio 12th Rising Sag Moon Cancer 8th! Just learning aspects! Help!
Thank you Heather
Phew….moon square saturn/pluto conjunction. Moon in 8th house in conjunction to north node.
Neptune conjunct south node in 8th. Chiron conjunct Asc Tsquare Venus rx-Jupiter/Uranus
Mars conjunct IC.
The words keep haunting me “not enough”
Moon conjunct NN in 8H (Placidus) 9H (whole signs) squaring Chiron in 5H (Placidus) 6H (whole signs). SN oposing moon and squaring Chiron. Mars square Pluto.🔥🖤
Pluto in 4th Leo, square Mars in 6th/ 7th cusp in scorpio, trine Moon in 8th. in Sag., also Uranus is sitting on the South Node in Cancer in 3rd and Chiron on North Node in Capricorn. It took a long time for me to realize, that I was not grown up in a normal way. There was a lot of physical and emotional abuse and I had to leave home just before graduation. In childhood religion was my refuge, later the arts. This saved my life, but don´t ask me about the struggles. With Chiron on North Node I took a spiritual healing journey I don´t want to miss.
My moms moon is in Scorpio and 2 years ago she fell into psychosis. It was induced by a withdrawal to Cymbalta, but nonetheless, this is so accurate
My ex has Moon in Scorpio and was emotionally suppressed , with mental issues of guilt, addictions & sexual predation.
Hey Heather, again, thank you for this very interesting video. I have a lot of 8th house heavy clients and more often than not they had traumatic experiences with loss of a loved one, or a brush with death, etc...I was very interested in this video as I went through a string of very violent relationships, one that nearly killed me! I have Venus on the ascendant in Sag in a square to Pluto, Jupiter and Mars, my Chiron in the anaretic degree in Pisces in opposition to the same cluster. Also have Saturn in the 4th in Aries with Moon in Taurus. Certainly the squares to Venus on my rising point to physical injuries on my body/face due to the violence. As a kid I would be often hurt on the head or fall out of a tree, fall due to a sibling onto my head! Saturn in Aries, head hitting a hard surface as a child! My mother was very oppressive and restrictive! My Moon in the 4th makes an inconjunct to Uranus, she was very unpredictable and emotionally and physically violent! As a kid I had temper tantrums!!!So yeah, you hit the nail on the head! Thank you Heather! 💜💜💜💜
I’d love to take this course. You can use my chart as a. Example. Take a look at the 8th and 12th houses! I took your class. You have it. It’s a case in itself!
Moon conj Chiron opp Pluto in 11th/4th, NN in the 10th square ascendant. Sun conj Merc Venus in the 8th (Capricorn). Saturn, Cap ruler, in the 12th.
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Whelp. That I only started really knowing myself and having a career AFTER my Chiron return makes sense now. Autism diagnosis and new sped teacher at ages 53/54. 👀
I have moon opposite pluto and saturn opposite mars AND saturn opposite north node (conjunct mars) *cries*. I feel it's my purpose in this life to break generational trauma from both of my parents, also a capricorn sun. It's been pretty traumatic but I can handle it in a weird way?
1H Sun, Rising in Leo ♌️ ✨️
4H Moon, Pluto, Saturn, and SN in Scorpio ♏️ 🦂
8H Pisces ♓️
11H Gemini ♊️ Chiron
12H Leo ♌️ Mercury and Cancer ♋️ Venus
Pluto and mars are my chart rulers. I have Pluto mars and Saturn all in my 12th house. My sun and Mercury are in my 8th house 😢 this video was made for me 😢😢😢
I have the same placement except my sun is in the 9th house.
I feel you. I have Pluto and Saturn in Scorpio 12th house.