Another great reaction Amanda. There were 3 times when I first got home from Afghanistan that I had a gun in my hand and when I was just about to pull the trigger of that .357 Magnum my sister called me. Three times this happened. It was like she could read my mind. As you know she passed away last December from Covid. I miss her in many ways. I owe her my life and now she's gone. Just like I owe you my life. I would gladly give up my life for hers, but life does not work that way. Her dying is not a demon like I still have from combat. It just hurts the same!!! Big hug my only sister Amanda, SSG. Rick James U.S. Army (Ret.) 11 Bravo.
Check out Hollow by Reap the Light. As a fellow combat veteran and a para-military contractor we wrote this song to deal with the PTSD and the transition back to reality. ruclips.net/video/nUGUMscKs6A/видео.html
Glad you didn't pull that trigger brother I been there myself where I knew what gun oil taste cause I had pistol in my mouth 3 different soldier I served with called me
I am so glad that I made the call.We were 17/18 yo at the time. Even if the relationship didn't work out in the end, we are still proud parents of 3 successful girls, and even more, lucky and lovely grandparents.
That was me.. in 2018... I was going to end it all...but my friend Kerry called just as I was taking that handful of pills with my whiskey... that call saved my life.
I can relate to this song, even though I don't care for country music. I was in my bathroom, I filled the tub up with water. While I was still fully dressed, shoes and all, so whoever found me would know without a doubt that this was not an accident.. I stepped in the tub, laid down and submerged my body in the water. I was just about to start letting the water in my lungs when I suddenly heard my phone ring from my bedroom. Out of simple curiosity, I got out of the tub and answered the phone. It was my best friend. He just wanted to know if I could come over to play video games or something. Of course I said, "sure". He had no idea what almost had happened. If he had waited five minutes longer to call me, it would have been five minutes to late. He still doesn't know. Anyway Amanda, keep fighting. Don't even think about second guessing your self worth. You have and will continue to touch the lives around you. And through the platform of RUclips, you touch the lives of more people than you can count. And as requested, you mean a lot to me and are a very special person. For all the reasons I have mentioned and many more. I know you want me to say that to someone else, but even you too need to hear it from time to time
Damn Amanda, I don't know why anyone could hate you. And this is definitely one of my favorite channels because you definitely can't fake your reactions or what you say.
I have both been the called like the first guy and the caller. I just thank God for me actually answering and calling just on time. So glad you survived to help so many people. He loves us and wants us to do exactly what you're doing help others by telling your story.
So glad I found your channel! My daughter has dealt with suicide attempts and depression which has pushed me into depression! I started drinking to forget which pushed me closer to ending it even though I have never believed in suicide! Everyday is a fight, but I just put my head down and keep moving forward the best I can. Thank God for my family and my friends who have always been there to keep me focused.
First of all, Amanda, no judgement here. Thank you for sharing your past and pain. Now, back to the song. After the first few lines of the first verse, I started crying uncontrollably. You can't see me, but I'm a big guy, shaved head, big Viking beard. Now my beard is wet. The second verse didn't hit me as hard (because I've never been in that situation), until you stared crying. I cried with you through the rest of the video. You stay strong, because some large Viking looking guy out there might need help and your voice may be what gets them through another lonely night. ❤
You do more than anyone on this planet to help me heal and love me. You'll always be my sister and I love you so much. Thanks for encouraging me to post it despite my ambivalence!
I had forgotten this song existed. I remember hearing this on the radio years ago. I wonder why I never hear it anymore. This was over a year ago and you are almost fully across the country but I wish I could have just hugged you when you broke down.
I’m hooked. Your reaction to this song hits the nail on the head. Everyone has their struggles and I’m happy you’ve overcome yours. This is just one of many stories country music tells, I hope you continue to live your best life and explore the genre.
I spent 10 months in Iraq back in 04-05. I'm now considered totally and permently disabled because of depression/PTSD In 2010 while fighting with my then girlfriend I took a handful of pills. I woke up thee days later in the ICU with tubes in places they shouldn't have been. After getting out of the psych ward month later I checked my email and I'll never forgot the response from a friend that was the electronic equivalent. Of incoherent screaming because she had been told I was dead. I've said that to say this she is the one that introduced me to this song by telling me that I was her call. Thank you for this video
Amanda, we could never hate you. Everyone has things that they have to live with. If I could I would give you such a huge hug. We love you for your mistakes just as much as your triumphs. Much love and comfort to you I pray.
And now i feel too emotional to watch the whole thing. But I probably should be sleeping anyway. It’s late and it’s been one hell of a day. I’m not doing too well lately, it’s feeling like I don’t know how to keep going. I gotta be honest, I’m really glad this notification popped up. Now i feel less like doing something I should do. I feel awkward talking about it, but i just want to say thanks.
A bit late to the comments here, been benging your reactions to songs all night. I just wanted to say I'm beyond glad that you did post this video, despite how terrifying it was for you. It is rare to see such raw and honest outpouring of such powerful emotions like this, and I know there are people who need to see this, people who are struggling to know that they aren't the only ones who feel that way. So, on their behalf, thank you for your bravery, and thank you for being so genuine. I wish you the best on your journey towards healing, and I look forward to seeing more of your content moving forward ❤
I've made this call before to one of my buddies. I was drinking and just wanted to talk to one of my best buds and I did and come to find out he almost ended it all by my call stopped it. He's still here today. Point is man just make the call. Check in on people. I will forever be thankful I made that call that night.
I am a suicide survivor from a 9mm. It sucks and the reason why I did it was so petty but seeing channels like this, songs like this etc makes me happy again. When I woke up at the hospital, I didn't think I was going to make it. I guess God had other plans. I was 18 when it happened, I am 23 now and I pray every day I don't have to go through it again. Thank you for this channel Amanda.
This is by far the hardest reaction I've done and I agonized for hours whether to post it. But I think it's an important part of the mental health stigma, so I will take the heat to help the ones who need it most. 💖While I always encourage you to share your mental health stories, I want to extend that to day and especially encourage you to open up about pregnancy, parenting, post partum, abortion, adoption. No judgment here. You're safe to talk about ALL of the feelings and emotions here. This is how we shatter the stigma. 💖 And if you need some direction and would like me to be your Happiness teacher, you can sign up for my Happiness Boost course here: amandawebsterhealth.com/happiness-boost/
WOW! So grateful that you posted this. It hurt to watch your pain, but that's what makes music so powerful. Certain songs have the same reaction on us. Keep up the great work.
Just found you and am so enjoying your videos. This was very powerful. Thank you so much for sharing it and helping us understand your pain and the processes that you are going through to heal. Your ugly cry was beautiful to me.
Just found you a couple days ago. I love your emotional support and reaction to videos. You are a beautiful person with your words and your sweet voice and heart. I know from what you have said on your videos you have been thorough some very hard times and I can feel the pain and hurt in your voice. Just remember you are a beauty soul and person.❤
Love this song and your reaction. It takes great courage to bare your soul the way you did. I myself should not even be walking this Earth. I suffer depression. I have been to that point. I tied the noose. I wrapped it around my neck and I let go. I watched my vision go black and felt my body get very light. The next thing I knew I was laying on the floor looking up at the noose unbroken...uncut...still hanging there. I don't know what or who saved me. But I am still here. That feeling of wanting to leave this life still lingers but I always remember that time and that day. Never take this life for granted or the people in it. Life is such a fragile thing. Thank you Amanda for helping to end the stigma of what people like us go through. Thank you.
Amanda, I saw this video tonight and I wanted to share with you that about 18 months ago on the day that my ex-wife left unannounced, my existing depression and anxiety hit an all time low and it was my brother Mark whom I met in college who was that call that literally saved my life as he called me seconds before I attempted vehicular suicide. I am retired military an much like me, a brother who I've known since we were 5 and were in the same platoon with, took his own like 3 weeks ago and we laid him to rest a week an a half ago (a week to the day before Thanksgiving and I feel responsible for that because in our daily conversations, I missed his change in tone. I miss that man more than I can say and I pray that you continue your recovery and know that you ARE ENOUGH! GOD BLESS YOU and thank you for providing this platform.
Based on her vlogs, I don’t believe Amanda had an abortion. I think her reaction was in response to her miscarriage about a year ago. She didn’t get the metaphorical call. Or/and she didn’t get any support as this was around the time of her divorce. Not that this is a pro/con abortion comment. No judgement. I’m a guy and can’t possibly process the emotions around pregnancy.
I actually struggle with major depression and PTSD. 12 years ago when I was 17 I watched my mom die of a heart attack which got me really depressed and I was threatening to commit suicide, do drugs, self harm like everything because of how depressed I was without my mom and my aunt ended up putting me in a mental health ward which really made my dad mad. Now I still struggle with flashbacks of her death but I'm slowly finding peace with the help of my therapist and a band Citizen Soldier that writes songs about mental health
I’m so sorry for the pain you’ve been through and the struggles you’re facing with depression and PTSD. Losing your mom at such a young age must have been incredibly traumatic, and it's understandable that you’ve had a hard time processing that loss. It’s good to hear that you’re finding some peace with the help of your therapist and through the music of Citizen Soldier. Music can be a powerful tool for healing and understanding, especially when it addresses mental health struggles directly. Your journey is a testament to your resilience and strength. It’s important to keep reaching out for support and to find the outlets that help you navigate these challenges. If you ever want to talk, feel free to message me on IG: @mentalamanda
Hey Amanda, you know this reaction was so dear to me -- thank you for your friendship. Suicide is so hard on the survivors- a part of you dies with them and you never get that back. People dont understand why you cant move on. You are a beautiful person, and I thought that before today-
Hey Amanda, I found your channel earlier this week and watched my first video of you reacting to the awesome song Popular Monster. At first I was like "Hey this video may be good and she's really beautiful" I have since then been watching videos of songs that you've reacted, the songs that I like. The more videos I watched, the more I see you are not just really beautiful, but that you are a wonderful person with a blessed, and wonderful soul. When I watched this video and see you break down crying near the end, I really wanted to give you a big hug. My wife's life was very difficult when we started talking, she was very suicidal, PTSD, BPD, all mainly because of an ex she was dating that abused her for like 6 months. This was the time we were still in High school. I won't lie it was super difficult to deal and try to help her when she has her episodes and it's really scary to see in person. Took a toll on me but I never gave up on her, now she is a lot better and is handing the feelings and pain a lot better than before. We now have been together for almost 6 years, married for almost 4 years, and have our own house. We also have a beautiful 8 month old son, we look forward to the future that has in store for us. I just very very recently join your wolf pack group on Facebook, and looking forward to the group. Keep strong, Amanda, and keep doing what you are doing spreading awareness and talks in the beginning of each videos, and during the videos. I love your video and I love you.
New subscriber here... I have always been a cheerful kind of guy. I've never had depression or been so angry as to do something crazy. I never could understand how things could be so bad after two of my friends committed suicide. That is until my youngest daughter, at the age of 24, took pills to end her life after she broke up with her live-in fiancé. They still lived in the same house but separately. Her ex called me one morning and said he couldn't wake her up. He said that he had to go to work and could I check on her? They lived on the same street as my wife and I went over. I found her on the floor unconscious. Her vitals were nearly undetectable. I loaded her into my truck and made a beeline for the hospital 15 miles away. I was so scared. Fortunately, the doctors were able to counteract the drugs and she suffered no lasting harm. She was in counseling for nearly a year and is now a mental health counselor. I am a registered nurse and have received training in suicide warning signs but I missed every sign. You and my daughter have many things in common. She is huge into Zen and crystals. She is married now with two beautiful kids.
you broke my heart im so sorry you had to go through any of that you seam so sweet and nice, you have a follow and friend for always im here if you need a call
I love the video and your reaction as well. I've gone though a rough patch the last 18 months but I've had family and friends to assist me through it. I'm glad you are there to assist those that may need it. Stay strong always.
I remember when I first heard this song.. I related so much to the first person in this song.. on the verge of goodbye, waiting for the call from someone who cares about me.... but you've given me an even brighter light on the second story in this video..... I don't believe abortion should be regulated, nor do I believe it should be illegal. There are many reasons someone may need an abortion.. I may have gotten off topic there, but this song means SO much to me.. Just the meaning behind it, ever since I first heard it as a kid, people need people.. you reaching out to someone even to say hey. how you doin' can really make a difference.. love you and thank you for being so open and speaking about these kind of things..
I cant have kids so ill never understand the second situation very well but i do know on a medical side it is seriously traumatic and no mater what you are worth everything and i have almost been the first one you are an amazing woman you are strong and worth it to me i spent 20 plus years of domestic violence and two men in my life were the ones that saved me so i am here for you too im here with you its okay to feel like this but you are not alone men and women alike ❤ im here
I don’t know what words to use to help you or anyone heal, and I’m just a stranger on the internet, but Love ya girl. In fact, I love you to anyone reading this comment ❤
In 2018 and 2019 I came so close in just letting go, I was so close to ending it but I somehow walked away, I have scars from the suffering but that’s life. If it wasn’t for my good friend messaging me daily I don’t know how I would stay sane, we would be lost without each other
Abortion really messes not just the girl but everyone up. My ex had an abortion while carrying my child and she didn't tell me until weeks later. It broke me. Made me deeply alcoholic and to this day I can't even sexually touch a woman cuz all I think if she gets pregnant I'll lose another child. It's been 5 years. I've had a gf but broke up because I wouldn't have sex. I just can't. It really broke me and any desire to ever have sex again
That obviously was a very traumatic thing for you to be confronted with. I'm so sorry for your loss. There are many women who are ethically opposed to abortion. It sounds like you need to find someone who holds that ideal and wouldn't put you at risk for that again.
@@MentalAmanda that's the thing, she swore up and down she'd never and was really into Christianity so I believed and trusted her and then she did a 180 so I can't trust just because they say they wouldn't
@@JohnDoe-vh5iu I completely understand. People do crazy things in a panic situation. Do you WANT children or have you considered a vasectomy so that there wouldn't be a risk?
I came on your channel totally by accident, but can I say, im a 39 yo Army Veteran and you have so much strength....not only to watch these videos but to show yourself breaking down....it shows your viewers that you are trying to help and to not be afraid to show your feelings.....I LOVE you, and you've got a perm sub from me
@@MentalAmandaI know this is a year old, but ty....it doesn't take courage to pick up a gun and fight people....REAL strength comes from facing your fears and demolishing them.....
Awesome request. Probably the best one there has been so far. Just because you didn't get that call from someone Amanda, what if that song by Linkin Park was God's call to you Amanda, the one that got you off that ledge and thankfully has you still with us today. There are NO coincidences. You may never know what a small gesture on your part may mean to someone at the right moment. To the world you're just one person, but to another person you maybe the world.
Thanks Amanda! I hope you see this! Thanks for the encouragement and the strenth and reminders that its worth not jumping and keeping fighting! I just found your channel from this ans feel its meant to be! Im on a binge now! Just gotta say thanks and may God bless your precious hesrt and soul
Hi Amanda, a really true and authentic reaction. I like how you are with all your emotions. From your videos I roughly know what you´ve made through and it is a lot. But I see a strond woman inside you that one day will stand over all those troubles and dramas. I personally heard this particular song some years ago and forgot about it... Thanks to your video it came back to my mind and reminded me to keep an eye on my surrounding, friends etc. Everyone may be in such a situation and needs help - or this call as mentioned in the song. I wish you all the best on your way. Stay strong! Greetings from Germany, Michael
Yes on everything n lost a baby still born im so sorry my beart goes out 2 everyone on here. I just saw this n already this is wonderful what ur doing. I suffer from mental health im not ashamed im also physically disabled im only 42 going on 43 i lost my dad at 16 only had him in my life since i was 12 lost my great nana at 22 lost my aunt at 29 lost my uncle lost my mom 2 yrs ago this month 2 the virus she had aids my dad 2 i dnt im not ashamed lost my papa lost my angelbaby in utero while carrying 3 mos along when i was 33 lost my aunt a yr this yr she had an accidental prescription n alcohol overdosed lost my papa lost my best friend she was a mom of 3 girls in recovery 2 a herion overdosed only 37 knew each other since we were 6 she 5 months older lost my dear friend n ex in 2013 i lost 3 ppl in the same yr lost my nana in 2014 dnt knkw my dads side my parents were literally street kids n had me at 16 n 18 n both bad addictions n alcohol my mom n my mom mental health. Both were in n outta prison my moms side took care of me bc my mom couldnt i have sibmings oldest outta 5 but they dnt bother w me n there adults n i have 4 adult cousins 3 have kids 2 married w kids . Im the oldest also when they wrre younger n me they were in my life they just dnt care abt me neva call c 4 ova a long time basicalky i have no immediate fam there all gone on my moms side hardly friends i dnt drink smoke weed or any substance i feel alone i havta have 247 care i can self care or walk thos happened when i lost my mom. I have a special person who takes care n im with but i dnt feel he cares i suffer from severe depression since i was 14 n anxiety been on n iff meds only take anxiety meds n thyroid condition i have n also diagnosed ocd ptsd mild agorophobia fear of going out places outside trauma anxiety n panic disorders accompanying w anxiety n panic attacks also im a 3x dv survivor n 2 x sa survivor i just cried im so sorry 4 anyone going through struggles n mental health i love helping ppl n thank u 4 this channel. I come from n seen alot in my 42 half yrs of life my moms mim side had alchklol n substance abuse addictions n just alcohol or both including my dad just my dad just heroin dnt know any thing from my dads side side on my moms mom side my attempted 2 or more 2 end it my uncle tried my moms mom tried my moms mom mom tried n thankfully they did not succeed they passed from heath n cancer n my moms aids related after having it 4 ova 15 yrs i dnt judge ppl n if anyone needs 2 talk or just sit im a good listener no matter what it is or abt just bc we have mental health or disabled in any way or anything were all beautiful inside n out special unique n mental health doesnt decine who we r as a person everyone matters n is loved valued n cared abt. Hope everyone is ok sending prayers n hugs 2 everyone n 2 u amanda its time we take a stand 2 end mental health stigmas
Its not just teens or adults either. My little one wasnt doing well after losing his grandfather. We got him on meds, got him with a psycologist. But it wasnt helping much. One night as i was getting him ready for bed he told me he was going to see grandpa. I could have brushed it off. I could have assumed he was being silly. Instead i asked him how he was going to do that. I then found out he was set on killing himself to join him. He had the plan made and everything. I assured him he was not in trouble, that he did the right thing telling me. Then we went straight to the hospital. He spent almost 2 weeks in the ER and psychiatric hospital. I hadnt known they had them for babies but his facility took kids as little as 6. Poor kid had been hearing a voice telling him to do it for months. Had i blown off that simple comment i dont know what would have happened. I later found out i knew several friends who had been there with their tiny ones, one only 7. People downplay kids feelings so much but babies get depressed too. Hes now on meds and in therapy.
Thank you for sharing such a deeply personal and important experience. I'm so happy that your child's words seriously and acted swiftly to get him the help he needed. Children’s feelings and mental health issues can often be overlooked or underestimated, but your response shows how crucial it is to listen and respond with compassion and urgency. It’s heartening to hear that he’s now receiving the support he needs through medication and therapy. Your actions undoubtedly made a significant difference in his life, and your story sheds light on the importance of addressing mental health concerns in children with the same seriousness and care as we would for adults.
Amanda I have been binge watching your channel today. I live in France but am so touched by you, your empathy, and how you share. I realize that this video is from a while back but I need you to know if you read this…. I was in a very dark place tonight and you were my call! I have no idea how or why I found your channel, I was looking for Five Finger Death Punch and accidentally pushed the button and found your reaction. Please know that you made me chose a pot of coffee over something else. This may not be appropriate to say but I love you for who and what you are. Thank you so much!
@@MentalAmanda Amanda i cannot thank you enough. You saved my life! I know you do not believe but I swear that night I pressed the original video and your reaction played. I am sure it had nothing to do with algorithms anyhow I hope me being a member helps in some small way.
Hi Amanda, you're smart, beautiful, empathetic, and so much more. We get to see the real you on this channel. God made you just right sweet lady. You're probably helping more people than you can imagine. I'm sure you are loved beyond your wildest dreams. Keep up your good work.
This is the side of abortion nobody ever shows. Thank you for be honest and open Just so you know I’ve been in the same position as the first guy in the video. Can’t explain why I’m still here. I think people need to make a call more often and tell people what they mean to them while you can. Tomorrow may be too late
Sometimes it the exact opposite of drawing away if they are visiting all their loved ones and being unusually cheerful it might mean they are doing really bad and are making their goodbyes
please react to how do you get that lonely from Blaine Larson or standing with you by Guy Sebastian both of them will fit in with your mental awareness
I went through years of drugs, alcohol and self harm. I get it. The loss is crushing. I terribly regret that path though and know now that I have to live my best life for the baby that didn't have that chance. I need to honor her. I believe that you can heal. 💖
I sorta know how you feel some of the time I have those thought rolling through my head. I have a cat and a dog I think that’s the reason I haven’t fully thought it through.
Me and my best friend always seem to know when to call each other we both suffer from depression so it's easier to understand what the other was is going thru I know I can tell her stuff without being judged and visa versus
I was having really bad suicidal thoughts just a couple days ago and on Christmas that song made me realize how bad itd be if i really killed myself even though i don't have many friends,and I'm only 18
I have been in the position of the guy. Blaine Larsen's How do you get that lonely stopped me from taking a huge bottle of pills. As for the couple, though I haven't been in that position, I have thought I was pregnant and the guy that would have been the father if I had been told me if I was pregnant to get an abortion. This is after he knew my thoughts on that. I am prochoice, it is just a decision that I feel I could nvr make.
About 6 years ago, my husband and I was going through hard times in our marriage. Every time i ended up pregnant, it always ended up in miscarriages. We started arguing really badly every day until he told me he wanted a divorce. I still loved him so much that I wanted to work it out but he didn't. I was so depressed that i tried to kill myself 3 times. 2 times i tried to cut my wrist and 1 time i tried to drown myself in the tub. At the time, i had a really good guy friend and his mom and sister staying with me at the time. All 3 times, he walked in on me trying to commit suicide. It was like he knew what i was trying to do. He told his mom what i was trying to do and when i got out of the bathroom, she sat me down and all of us had a long talk. I'm so happy they was there or else I wouldn't have had the chance to get back together with my husband and have a wonderful baby girl who is now 5 years old.
🌟🌍🌏🌎🌟The Human journey is meant to face challenges, it is of hardship.. REMEMBER............each are a spirit being, animating in a physical body. ..........you are a body of energy............energy cannot be destroyed. Only matter. - your body...yet you, the energy can never be destroyed. Never ever think to commit murder on yourself...this is the greatest of all mistakes. Embrace your challenges...be reflective. Write your goals. Write why you are here on earth..at this appointed time. You are. Precious.....................never forget this 🌟.🌎🌟
I would love to have him on the channel! I do celebrity interviews about mental health if he would be open! Please email me amanda@amandawebsterhealth.com
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Another great reaction Amanda. There were 3 times when I first got home from Afghanistan that I had a gun in my hand and when I was just about to pull the trigger of that .357 Magnum my sister called me. Three times this happened. It was like she could read my mind. As you know she passed away last December from Covid. I miss her in many ways. I owe her my life and now she's gone. Just like I owe you my life. I would gladly give up my life for hers, but life does not work that way. Her dying is not a demon like I still have from combat. It just hurts the same!!! Big hug my only sister Amanda, SSG. Rick James U.S. Army (Ret.) 11 Bravo.
Check out Hollow by Reap the Light. As a fellow combat veteran and a para-military contractor we wrote this song to deal with the PTSD and the transition back to reality. ruclips.net/video/nUGUMscKs6A/видео.html
Remember Rick, there are no coincidences. Thank for your service 🙏.
Stay frosty brother
Glad you didn't pull that trigger brother I been there myself where I knew what gun oil taste cause I had pistol in my mouth 3 different soldier I served with called me
Rick thank u 4 ur service so sorry u lost ur sister. Sending prayers n healing vibes hugs. I 2 suffer n lost many ppl. Know ur not alone 💜⚘
I am so glad that I made the call.We were 17/18 yo at the time. Even if the relationship didn't work out in the end, we are still proud parents of 3 successful girls, and even more, lucky and lovely grandparents.
That was me.. in 2018... I was going to end it all...but my friend Kerry called just as I was taking that handful of pills with my whiskey... that call saved my life.
I can relate to this song, even though I don't care for country music. I was in my bathroom, I filled the tub up with water. While I was still fully dressed, shoes and all, so whoever found me would know without a doubt that this was not an accident.. I stepped in the tub, laid down and submerged my body in the water. I was just about to start letting the water in my lungs when I suddenly heard my phone ring from my bedroom. Out of simple curiosity, I got out of the tub and answered the phone. It was my best friend. He just wanted to know if I could come over to play video games or something. Of course I said, "sure". He had no idea what almost had happened. If he had waited five minutes longer to call me, it would have been five minutes to late. He still doesn't know.
Anyway Amanda, keep fighting. Don't even think about second guessing your self worth. You have and will continue to touch the lives around you. And through the platform of RUclips, you touch the lives of more people than you can count. And as requested, you mean a lot to me and are a very special person. For all the reasons I have mentioned and many more. I know you want me to say that to someone else, but even you too need to hear it from time to time
Remember Nate there are no coincidences. You're here for a reason.
I think you should tell your best friend. It will mean the world to him. I'm so glad you got your call and you're still here!
Yeah I think you should show him this song and at the end of him watching it say “Thank you for being MY call”….wish someone would be mine
Damn Amanda, I don't know why anyone could hate you. And this is definitely one of my favorite channels because you definitely can't fake your reactions or what you say.
I have both been the called like the first guy and the caller. I just thank God for me actually answering and calling just on time. So glad you survived to help so many people. He loves us and wants us to do exactly what you're doing help others by telling your story.
Ananda your level of human empathy always amazes me. Thank you for being the call that saved me.
I just recently found your channel and love how genuine you are, and am so glad i found this channel
So glad I found your channel! My daughter has dealt with suicide attempts and depression which has pushed me into depression! I started drinking to forget which pushed me closer to ending it even though I have never believed in suicide! Everyday is a fight, but I just put my head down and keep moving forward the best I can. Thank God for my family and my friends who have always been there to keep me focused.
First of all, Amanda, no judgement here. Thank you for sharing your past and pain.
Now, back to the song. After the first few lines of the first verse, I started crying uncontrollably. You can't see me, but I'm a big guy, shaved head, big Viking beard. Now my beard is wet.
The second verse didn't hit me as hard (because I've never been in that situation), until you stared crying. I cried with you through the rest of the video.
You stay strong, because some large Viking looking guy out there might need help and your voice may be what gets them through another lonely night. ❤
You're not alone brother.
I love you. I'm proud of you for posting this. You are my best friend and I can't imagine my life without you. I wish I could help your pain.
You do more than anyone on this planet to help me heal and love me. You'll always be my sister and I love you so much. Thanks for encouraging me to post it despite my ambivalence!
I had forgotten this song existed. I remember hearing this on the radio years ago. I wonder why I never hear it anymore.
This was over a year ago and you are almost fully across the country but I wish I could have just hugged you when you broke down.
I’m hooked. Your reaction to this song hits the nail on the head. Everyone has their struggles and I’m happy you’ve overcome yours. This is just one of many stories country music tells, I hope you continue to live your best life and explore the genre.
I spent 10 months in Iraq back in 04-05. I'm now considered totally and permently disabled because of depression/PTSD
In 2010 while fighting with my then girlfriend I took a handful of pills. I woke up thee days later in the ICU with tubes in places they shouldn't have been. After getting out of the psych ward month later I checked my email and I'll never forgot the response from a friend that was the electronic equivalent. Of incoherent screaming because she had been told I was dead. I've said that to say this she is the one that introduced me to this song by telling me that I was her call. Thank you for this video
Thank YOU for your sacrifice and I hope you are healing now.
Amanda, we could never hate you. Everyone has things that they have to live with. If I could I would give you such a huge hug. We love you for your mistakes just as much as your triumphs. Much love and comfort to you I pray.
Thank you!
And now i feel too emotional to watch the whole thing. But I probably should be sleeping anyway. It’s late and it’s been one hell of a day. I’m not doing too well lately, it’s feeling like I don’t know how to keep going. I gotta be honest, I’m really glad this notification popped up. Now i feel less like doing something I should do. I feel awkward talking about it, but i just want to say thanks.
A bit late to the comments here, been benging your reactions to songs all night. I just wanted to say I'm beyond glad that you did post this video, despite how terrifying it was for you. It is rare to see such raw and honest outpouring of such powerful emotions like this, and I know there are people who need to see this, people who are struggling to know that they aren't the only ones who feel that way. So, on their behalf, thank you for your bravery, and thank you for being so genuine. I wish you the best on your journey towards healing, and I look forward to seeing more of your content moving forward ❤
I've made this call before to one of my buddies. I was drinking and just wanted to talk to one of my best buds and I did and come to find out he almost ended it all by my call stopped it. He's still here today. Point is man just make the call. Check in on people. I will forever be thankful I made that call that night.
I am a suicide survivor from a 9mm. It sucks and the reason why I did it was so petty but seeing channels like this, songs like this etc makes me happy again. When I woke up at the hospital, I didn't think I was going to make it. I guess God had other plans. I was 18 when it happened, I am 23 now and I pray every day I don't have to go through it again. Thank you for this channel Amanda.
So happy you are still here and humbled I can bring any level of solace 💖
This is by far the hardest reaction I've done and I agonized for hours whether to post it. But I think it's an important part of the mental health stigma, so I will take the heat to help the ones who need it most.
💖While I always encourage you to share your mental health stories, I want to extend that to day and especially encourage you to open up about pregnancy, parenting, post partum, abortion, adoption. No judgment here. You're safe to talk about ALL of the feelings and emotions here. This is how we shatter the stigma. 💖
And if you need some direction and would like me to be your Happiness teacher, you can sign up for my Happiness Boost course here:
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WOW! So grateful that you posted this. It hurt to watch your pain, but that's what makes music so powerful. Certain songs have the same reaction on us. Keep up the great work.
Amanda world would be darker place without you in it never forget that
Thank you so much for what you do
Just found you and am so enjoying your videos. This was very powerful. Thank you so much for sharing it and helping us understand your pain and the processes that you are going through to heal. Your ugly cry was beautiful to me.
I go through deprsion i listen to them songs i just started watching u but relise we going through same thing if u want to talk we can help each other
Just found you a couple days ago. I love your emotional support and reaction to videos. You are a beautiful person with your words and your sweet voice and heart. I know from what you have said on your videos you have been thorough some very hard times and I can feel the pain and hurt in your voice. Just remember you are a beauty soul and person.❤
Love this song and your reaction. It takes great courage to bare your soul the way you did. I myself should not even be walking this Earth. I suffer depression. I have been to that point. I tied the noose. I wrapped it around my neck and I let go. I watched my vision go black and felt my body get very light. The next thing I knew I was laying on the floor looking up at the noose unbroken...uncut...still hanging there. I don't know what or who saved me. But I am still here. That feeling of wanting to leave this life still lingers but I always remember that time and that day. Never take this life for granted or the people in it. Life is such a fragile thing. Thank you Amanda for helping to end the stigma of what people like us go through. Thank you.
You're meant to be here! You're meant to heal! Please keep fighting and if you give me your email address, I'll send you a little something 💖
Love to you cuz I almost did veteran with ptsd here
I'm happy you're still here and appreciate your sacrifice. Please keep fighting!
Amanda, I saw this video tonight and I wanted to share with you that about 18 months ago on the day that my ex-wife left unannounced, my existing depression and anxiety hit an all time low and it was my brother Mark whom I met in college who was that call that literally saved my life as he called me seconds before I attempted vehicular suicide. I am retired military an much like me, a brother who I've known since we were 5 and were in the same platoon with, took his own like 3 weeks ago and we laid him to rest a week an a half ago (a week to the day before Thanksgiving and I feel responsible for that because in our daily conversations, I missed his change in tone. I miss that man more than I can say and I pray that you continue your recovery and know that you ARE ENOUGH! GOD BLESS YOU and thank you for providing this platform.
I'm so sorry Amanda, If I would've been able to stop you from the abortion, I would've tried my damnedest to give you that call. You're so special!
Based on her vlogs, I don’t believe Amanda had an abortion. I think her reaction was in response to her miscarriage about a year ago. She didn’t get the metaphorical call. Or/and she didn’t get any support as this was around the time of her divorce. Not that this is a pro/con abortion comment. No judgement. I’m a guy and can’t possibly process the emotions around pregnancy.
@@davidgaps6589 oh okay. I had forgot about that vlog.
Thank you Bryan, that means the world.
@@MentalAmanda you’re welcome.
Your reaction popped up today. Glad you heard a call! Pray you find the peace you need to enjoy your life!
I actually struggle with major depression and PTSD. 12 years ago when I was 17 I watched my mom die of a heart attack which got me really depressed and I was threatening to commit suicide, do drugs, self harm like everything because of how depressed I was without my mom and my aunt ended up putting me in a mental health ward which really made my dad mad. Now I still struggle with flashbacks of her death but I'm slowly finding peace with the help of my therapist and a band Citizen Soldier that writes songs about mental health
I’m so sorry for the pain you’ve been through and the struggles you’re facing with depression and PTSD. Losing your mom at such a young age must have been incredibly traumatic, and it's understandable that you’ve had a hard time processing that loss. It’s good to hear that you’re finding some peace with the help of your therapist and through the music of Citizen Soldier. Music can be a powerful tool for healing and understanding, especially when it addresses mental health struggles directly. Your journey is a testament to your resilience and strength. It’s important to keep reaching out for support and to find the outlets that help you navigate these challenges. If you ever want to talk, feel free to message me on IG: @mentalamanda
You are an amazing person!! Don’t you ever forget that. There are so many people that benefit from your videos and your work. Love you
Hey Amanda, you know this reaction was so dear to me -- thank you for your friendship. Suicide is so hard on the survivors- a part of you dies with them and you never get that back. People dont understand why you cant move on. You are a beautiful person, and I thought that before today-
Too many regrets. We need feeling. I hurt. We all do. I have lost so I am there. Much love girl. It goes that way . Help others.
Hey Amanda, I found your channel earlier this week and watched my first video of you reacting to the awesome song Popular Monster. At first I was like "Hey this video may be good and she's really beautiful" I have since then been watching videos of songs that you've reacted, the songs that I like. The more videos I watched, the more I see you are not just really beautiful, but that you are a wonderful person with a blessed, and wonderful soul. When I watched this video and see you break down crying near the end, I really wanted to give you a big hug. My wife's life was very difficult when we started talking, she was very suicidal, PTSD, BPD, all mainly because of an ex she was dating that abused her for like 6 months. This was the time we were still in High school. I won't lie it was super difficult to deal and try to help her when she has her episodes and it's really scary to see in person. Took a toll on me but I never gave up on her, now she is a lot better and is handing the feelings and pain a lot better than before. We now have been together for almost 6 years, married for almost 4 years, and have our own house. We also have a beautiful 8 month old son, we look forward to the future that has in store for us. I just very very recently join your wolf pack group on Facebook, and looking forward to the group. Keep strong, Amanda, and keep doing what you are doing spreading awareness and talks in the beginning of each videos, and during the videos. I love your video and I love you.
New subscriber here... I have always been a cheerful kind of guy. I've never had depression or been so angry as to do something crazy. I never could understand how things could be so bad after two of my friends committed suicide. That is until my youngest daughter, at the age of 24, took pills to end her life after she broke up with her live-in fiancé. They still lived in the same house but separately. Her ex called me one morning and said he couldn't wake her up. He said that he had to go to work and could I check on her? They lived on the same street as my wife and I went over. I found her on the floor unconscious. Her vitals were nearly undetectable. I loaded her into my truck and made a beeline for the hospital 15 miles away. I was so scared. Fortunately, the doctors were able to counteract the drugs and she suffered no lasting harm. She was in counseling for nearly a year and is now a mental health counselor. I am a registered nurse and have received training in suicide warning signs but I missed every sign. You and my daughter have many things in common. She is huge into Zen and crystals. She is married now with two beautiful kids.
you broke my heart im so sorry you had to go through any of that you seam so sweet and nice, you have a follow and friend for always im here if you need a call
This really hits home. I almost gave up if not for a call from a complete stranger that changed my life
I love the video and your reaction as well. I've gone though a rough patch the last 18 months but I've had family and friends to assist me through it. I'm glad you are there to assist those that may need it. Stay strong always.
I am truly sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my prayers
Sending love and hugs. We've all made decisions that we wish we could change.
Awesome video Amanda thanks for sharing!!
Amanda we as a community and a family could never hate you and if you need it I will be your friend and make that call
I remember when I first heard this song.. I related so much to the first person in this song.. on the verge of goodbye, waiting for the call from someone who cares about me.... but you've given me an even brighter light on the second story in this video..... I don't believe abortion should be regulated, nor do I believe it should be illegal. There are many reasons someone may need an abortion.. I may have gotten off topic there, but this song means SO much to me.. Just the meaning behind it, ever since I first heard it as a kid, people need people.. you reaching out to someone even to say
hey. how you doin' can really make a difference.. love you and thank you for being so open and speaking about these kind of things..
This song made me cry the first time i heard it. Beautiful song with a strong and meaningful message
This song always gives me goosebumps from the feels 😢
I cant have kids so ill never understand the second situation very well but i do know on a medical side it is seriously traumatic and no mater what you are worth everything and i have almost been the first one you are an amazing woman you are strong and worth it to me i spent 20 plus years of domestic violence and two men in my life were the ones that saved me so i am here for you too im here with you its okay to feel like this but you are not alone men and women alike ❤ im here
I don’t know what words to use to help you or anyone heal, and I’m just a stranger on the internet, but Love ya girl. In fact, I love you to anyone reading this comment ❤
In 2018 and 2019 I came so close in just letting go, I was so close to ending it but I somehow walked away, I have scars from the suffering but that’s life. If it wasn’t for my good friend messaging me daily I don’t know how I would stay sane, we would be lost without each other
Glad you're still here!
Abortion really messes not just the girl but everyone up. My ex had an abortion while carrying my child and she didn't tell me until weeks later. It broke me. Made me deeply alcoholic and to this day I can't even sexually touch a woman cuz all I think if she gets pregnant I'll lose another child. It's been 5 years. I've had a gf but broke up because I wouldn't have sex. I just can't. It really broke me and any desire to ever have sex again
That obviously was a very traumatic thing for you to be confronted with. I'm so sorry for your loss. There are many women who are ethically opposed to abortion. It sounds like you need to find someone who holds that ideal and wouldn't put you at risk for that again.
@@MentalAmanda that's the thing, she swore up and down she'd never and was really into Christianity so I believed and trusted her and then she did a 180 so I can't trust just because they say they wouldn't
@@JohnDoe-vh5iu I completely understand. People do crazy things in a panic situation. Do you WANT children or have you considered a vasectomy so that there wouldn't be a risk?
First time viewer. Heard this song several times. Never hit me like it did watching your video. Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you for choosing to use your life to better and save others. Much love!!!
I came on your channel totally by accident, but can I say, im a 39 yo Army Veteran and you have so much strength....not only to watch these videos but to show yourself breaking down....it shows your viewers that you are trying to help and to not be afraid to show your feelings.....I LOVE you, and you've got a perm sub from me
I love you too. Thank you for your sacrifice!
@@MentalAmandaI know this is a year old, but ty....it doesn't take courage to pick up a gun and fight people....REAL strength comes from facing your fears and demolishing them.....
Awesome request. Probably the best one there has been so far. Just because you didn't get that call from someone Amanda, what if that song by Linkin Park was God's call to you Amanda, the one that got you off that ledge and thankfully has you still with us today. There are NO coincidences. You may never know what a small gesture on your part may mean to someone at the right moment. To the world you're just one person, but to another person you maybe the world.
Thanks Amanda! I hope you see this! Thanks for the encouragement and the strenth and reminders that its worth not jumping and keeping fighting! I just found your channel from this ans feel its meant to be! Im on a binge now! Just gotta say thanks and may God bless your precious hesrt and soul
Love you Amanda. Your life does definitely have purpose and you are really helping people.
First time viewer....awesome job
Hi Amanda, a really true and authentic reaction. I like how you are with all your emotions. From your videos I roughly know what you´ve made through and it is a lot.
But I see a strond woman inside you that one day will stand over all those troubles and dramas.
I personally heard this particular song some years ago and forgot about it... Thanks to your video it came back to my mind and reminded me to keep an eye on my surrounding, friends etc.
Everyone may be in such a situation and needs help - or this call as mentioned in the song.
I wish you all the best on your way. Stay strong!
Greetings from Germany, Michael
Yes on everything n lost a baby still born im so sorry my beart goes out 2 everyone on here. I just saw this n already this is wonderful what ur doing. I suffer from mental health im not ashamed im also physically disabled im only 42 going on 43 i lost my dad at 16 only had him in my life since i was 12 lost my great nana at 22 lost my aunt at 29 lost my uncle lost my mom 2 yrs ago this month 2 the virus she had aids my dad 2 i dnt im not ashamed lost my papa lost my angelbaby in utero while carrying 3 mos along when i was 33 lost my aunt a yr this yr she had an accidental prescription n alcohol overdosed lost my papa lost my best friend she was a mom of 3 girls in recovery 2 a herion overdosed only 37 knew each other since we were 6 she 5 months older lost my dear friend n ex in 2013 i lost 3 ppl in the same yr lost my nana in 2014 dnt knkw my dads side my parents were literally street kids n had me at 16 n 18 n both bad addictions n alcohol my mom n my mom mental health. Both were in n outta prison my moms side took care of me bc my mom couldnt i have sibmings oldest outta 5 but they dnt bother w me n there adults n i have 4 adult cousins 3 have kids 2 married w kids . Im the oldest also when they wrre younger n me they were in my life they just dnt care abt me neva call c 4 ova a long time basicalky i have no immediate fam there all gone on my moms side hardly friends i dnt drink smoke weed or any substance i feel alone i havta have 247 care i can self care or walk thos happened when i lost my mom. I have a special person who takes care n im with but i dnt feel he cares i suffer from severe depression since i was 14 n anxiety been on n iff meds only take anxiety meds n thyroid condition i have n also diagnosed ocd ptsd mild agorophobia fear of going out places outside trauma anxiety n panic disorders accompanying w anxiety n panic attacks also im a 3x dv survivor n 2 x sa survivor i just cried im so sorry 4 anyone going through struggles n mental health i love helping ppl n thank u 4 this channel. I come from n seen alot in my 42 half yrs of life my moms mim side had alchklol n substance abuse addictions n just alcohol or both including my dad just my dad just heroin dnt know any thing from my dads side side on my moms mom side my attempted 2 or more 2 end it my uncle tried my moms mom tried my moms mom mom tried n thankfully they did not succeed they passed from heath n cancer n my moms aids related after having it 4 ova 15 yrs i dnt judge ppl n if anyone needs 2 talk or just sit im a good listener no matter what it is or abt just bc we have mental health or disabled in any way or anything were all beautiful inside n out special unique n mental health doesnt decine who we r as a person everyone matters n is loved valued n cared abt. Hope everyone is ok sending prayers n hugs 2 everyone n 2 u amanda its time we take a stand 2 end mental health stigmas
I cried along with you i'm struggling with things myself
*hug*
Its not just teens or adults either. My little one wasnt doing well after losing his grandfather. We got him on meds, got him with a psycologist. But it wasnt helping much. One night as i was getting him ready for bed he told me he was going to see grandpa. I could have brushed it off. I could have assumed he was being silly. Instead i asked him how he was going to do that. I then found out he was set on killing himself to join him. He had the plan made and everything. I assured him he was not in trouble, that he did the right thing telling me. Then we went straight to the hospital. He spent almost 2 weeks in the ER and psychiatric hospital. I hadnt known they had them for babies but his facility took kids as little as 6. Poor kid had been hearing a voice telling him to do it for months. Had i blown off that simple comment i dont know what would have happened. I later found out i knew several friends who had been there with their tiny ones, one only 7. People downplay kids feelings so much but babies get depressed too. Hes now on meds and in therapy.
Thank you for sharing such a deeply personal and important experience. I'm so happy that your child's words seriously and acted swiftly to get him the help he needed. Children’s feelings and mental health issues can often be overlooked or underestimated, but your response shows how crucial it is to listen and respond with compassion and urgency. It’s heartening to hear that he’s now receiving the support he needs through medication and therapy. Your actions undoubtedly made a significant difference in his life, and your story sheds light on the importance of addressing mental health concerns in children with the same seriousness and care as we would for adults.
Wishing you the very best!!! Take care!!
Amanda your beautiful inside and out. Stay strong young lady.
You poor thing I will pray for you I hope you have better days
You are a great reaction creator. Keep it up. You are amazing!
Amanda I have been binge watching your channel today. I live in France but am so touched by you, your empathy, and how you share.
I realize that this video is from a while back but I need you to know if you read this….
I was in a very dark place tonight and you were my call!
I have no idea how or why I found your channel, I was looking for Five Finger Death Punch and accidentally pushed the button and found your reaction.
Please know that you made me chose a pot of coffee over something else.
This may not be appropriate to say but I love you for who and what you are.
Thank you so much!
I am just now seeing this comment for some reason, Clifford! Obviously, we've talked more now and it means everything that I could be that for you 💖
@@MentalAmanda Amanda i cannot thank you enough. You saved my life!
I know you do not believe but I swear that night I pressed the original video and your reaction played.
I am sure it had nothing to do with algorithms anyhow I hope me being a member helps in some small way.
@@cliffordbarnes1631 You being here (both physically on this planet and in the community) is a BIG help to the world
Hi Amanda, you're smart, beautiful, empathetic, and so much more. We get to see the real you on this channel. God made you just right sweet lady. You're probably helping more people than you can imagine. I'm sure you are loved beyond your wildest dreams. Keep up your good work.
This is the side of abortion nobody ever shows. Thank you for be honest and open Just so you know I’ve been in the same position as the first guy in the video. Can’t explain why I’m still here. I think people need to make a call more often and tell people what they mean to them while you can. Tomorrow may be too late
Thanks So Much! Amazing review!
Sometimes it the exact opposite of drawing away if they are visiting all their loved ones and being unusually cheerful it might mean they are doing really bad and are making their goodbyes
Badflower Ghosts
please react to how do you get that lonely from Blaine Larson or standing with you by Guy Sebastian both of them will fit in with your mental awareness
U are making me cry
I just want you to know YOU are LOVED. So please be sweet and you matter to me thank you
You are #1. Love you take care!!!.
I've lost a child and I've been an alcoholic since I'm so sorry
I went through years of drugs, alcohol and self harm. I get it. The loss is crushing. I terribly regret that path though and know now that I have to live my best life for the baby that didn't have that chance. I need to honor her. I believe that you can heal. 💖
I sorta know how you feel some of the time I have those thought rolling through my head. I have a cat and a dog I think that’s the reason I haven’t fully thought it through.
Me and my best friend always seem to know when to call each other we both suffer from depression so it's easier to understand what the other was is going thru I know I can tell her stuff without being judged and visa versus
I was having really bad suicidal thoughts just a couple days ago and on Christmas that song made me realize how bad itd be if i really killed myself even though i don't have many friends,and I'm only 18
You can join our family! We've got your back!
@@MentalAmanda thanks
Next song by citizen soldier called stronger than my strom
Keep your hair parted on the side! That's my mental health. When someone changes their look, I let them know when to keep it!
You should check out
How do you get that lonely by blain Larson
Why by rascal flatts
Especially men you don't see men cry very much
I highly recommend Why by Rascall Flatts and How Do You Get That Lonely by Blaine Larson
It's ok to not be okay
But when we're ready, we have to start MAKING things okay
I have been in the position of the guy. Blaine Larsen's How do you get that lonely stopped me from taking a huge bottle of pills. As for the couple, though I haven't been in that position, I have thought I was pregnant and the guy that would have been the father if I had been told me if I was pregnant to get an abortion. This is after he knew my thoughts on that. I am prochoice, it is just a decision that I feel I could nvr make.
please listen to standing with you by Guy Sebastian and how do you get that lonley by blain larson
Girl you love just know it
About 6 years ago, my husband and I was going through hard times in our marriage. Every time i ended up pregnant, it always ended up in miscarriages. We started arguing really badly every day until he told me he wanted a divorce. I still loved him so much that I wanted to work it out but he didn't. I was so depressed that i tried to kill myself 3 times. 2 times i tried to cut my wrist and 1 time i tried to drown myself in the tub. At the time, i had a really good guy friend and his mom and sister staying with me at the time. All 3 times, he walked in on me trying to commit suicide. It was like he knew what i was trying to do. He told his mom what i was trying to do and when i got out of the bathroom, she sat me down and all of us had a long talk. I'm so happy they was there or else I wouldn't have had the chance to get back together with my husband and have a wonderful baby girl who is now 5 years old.
I am so happy that you're still here and that you got your dream. Don't give up hope because you never know what will happen tomorrow!
You need to react to Long Black Train by Josh Turner
Have you reacted to “How do you get that Lonely” by Blaine Larson?
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Would be nice to have that
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Sorry I am late but could you please react to the song Adams Song by blink 182
🌟🌍🌏🌎🌟The Human journey is meant to face challenges, it is of hardship.. REMEMBER............each are a spirit being, animating in a physical body. ..........you are a body of energy............energy cannot be destroyed. Only matter. - your body...yet you, the energy can never be destroyed.
Never ever think to commit murder on yourself...this is the greatest of all mistakes.
Embrace your challenges...be reflective. Write your goals. Write why you are here on earth..at this appointed time. You are. Precious.....................never forget this 🌟.🌎🌟
How would you like to meet Matt I know him personally !!!
I would love to have him on the channel! I do celebrity interviews about mental health if he would be open! Please email me amanda@amandawebsterhealth.com
Welcome to my house Nubreed
Please react to Adams Song by blink 182
📱💻let people know that you love them
no one hates you , the dead will rise Jehovah will bring them back to life.
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You should checkout Blaine Larsen … How do you get that lonely!!
RUclips blocked my reaction to that song, but it is posted on my Patreon 💖
Did you know 2 years ago wanted to be
done with my life by my mom Ending up saving my life
Glad you're still here!
No one will ever care if I'm gone 💔💔😭
Myself and the community here care if your light goes out.
@@MentalAmanda 😢