I love you for sharing this. It has really inspired me. I’m living in my car currently, and worked hard for years until I was wrongfully terminated: I got really down, but when I saw your video title, I instantly liked and subscribed! Thank you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
me too. And lauren, I pray that everything works out for you. I know it will eventually. Don't quit...keep moving forward. I believe your future is very bright.
This is why we shouldn’t give kids participation trophies. Grit is essential. Learning to move from failure to failure without allowing it to crush you is vital to mental wellness. It’s important to teach this at a young age. It’s harmful to only praise children. The real world is hard and will not provide constant praise.
Very motivating 👏 1. Decide what you want to do is possible 2. Research like a maniac 😊 3. Try a bunch of stuff 4. Keep re evaluating your values and choose the best 5. Keep taking massive actions 6. Be present and enjoy every step Very very powerful,,thank you!😊❤ #starseed
Finding this video is so timely for me as I too have felt lost and unfulfilled for several years. It is definitely time for me to start living again. #starseed
I am driving to work feeling like shit..my cycle is on. I'm lost in negative thoughts and my mind in racing. I'm having serious childhood flashbacks. I'm tempted to call my husband but know that would mean receive a lecture so i open you tube to find something and young lady you popped up. When i tell you on time, healing is a process, so many times i feel whole and then quit the final steps. There is no short cuts to healing its important to do the full duration. All i can say is Thank you so many of us are stuck, not fufiling our dreams or purpose and we have no clue how to get up.
Your video came into my RUclips feed a few minutes ago. I have been down too long, and God is reassuring me that it's time to get up. Thank God for using you as a vessel to help others get up!
I’m dealing with depression right now and life is very difficult. It’s like I don’t even know who I am anymore. I have gained a lot of weight and I don’t really love my body. I feel sad, empty and drained. I have kids that I love more then life itself and they are the only reason I keep going every single day. I love watching your channel and you’re so beautiful, thank you for letting me smile even on the days I just want to cry. Peace and love all the way from Sweden 🇸🇪 ❤
I was there at that stage 1 week ago. Girl you need to get up and fix your life no one will be there for you only you! Tips that helped me to be happy is Praying and connected to the creator Workout Clean my space Reading a book current book I'm reading is “why did nobody told me this before” by Doctor Julie Journal And slowly stopping using social media Affirmation every morning it’s hard but it is worthy Plan my future into plans A-E Gratitude Do not give up on your dreams and your happiness. Think about what makes you happy and try to write it down. We all struggling however we can’t give up! Show up every day because of you and your loved ones ❤️ you strong mama
Sheeeeesh!! Girl, I am watching this with tears in my eyes because I am feeling pretty stuck, I have had several suicide attempts but all failed, I am currently on heavy depression and anxiety meds. I am just feeling tired.
I’m loving this new soft era for sisters! Years ago when I was young I remember dreaming of the perfect life! People laughed and mocked me saying I was delusional and not black enough! Now, fast forward into the future I’ve grown and learned I’m worthy of finer things because I’m a great person. ❤❤❤❤
Starseed. I’m in tears. Thank you for this video. I’m at the stage where I’m trying a bunch of stuff which is something I would have never done a couple of months ago and I’m happy. I quit my toxic job just over a month ago and God has been faithful. I’m at peace. Now I’m on the road to Living The Dream😊❤️
The partner is more likely to be distant and not aware of the pain she is going through and often believes that she is lazy, and incapable and exclude her from all financial decisions!!!
My God Kay..Ngwanyana !!! It’s 1am and I’ve been crying in bed for a while. Your video just randomly appeared in my feed and I’m shocked! You have no idea how my life is almost exactly like yours. From what you studied to how your studies went to your struggles, lack of support system, depression…EVERYTHING! Thank you for uploading this video. This video was a voice of love and encouragement that I’ve been praying for, a light to a dark time, a calmness to my storm ,a hug that I’ve longed for. You genuinely are a God send..an angel that saved me. I cannot thank you enough. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you Starseed. I don’t know you but I love you. And thank you for loving me Chommie. May God bless you with your hearts greatest desires💖
Wow! This was so uplifting. I’m experiencing what you experienced in the past. God wanted me to watch this. I got out of a 9 year relationship last year and didn’t put myself first. I broke up with my ex and been healing. I been single with friends since then. I am 30 years and I start nursing school in a week. I felt like I wasted my whole 20’s. I am proud of myself but I still feel alone and isolated. I have faith that everything will work out in future.
I’m starting to get this feeling that it’s normal to feel like you’ve “wasted” your 20’s. I’m 28 and working my 20s away to be financially secure. No vacations, minimal eating out and very minimal miscellaneous spending. While I am saving money for a more peaceful future, I always get this feeling of dread and anxiety creeping up on me. As if I am wasting away and should be experiencing more. I don’t know if it’s hormones or brain development but anyone I talk to feels like their 20s were just terrible, even if they spent that decade doing things that should be considered positive. Just live in the present. Use the lessons learned from your 20s to guide you through the rest of your life. We are all gonna be okay ❤️
Woah! You should be on a stage somewhere, in seminars and webinars speaking these words and telling this story. This is so, so, soooo uplifting 🤲🏽🥹 Thank you for sharing!
starseed. I love engineering work but I can not stand working in some companies. especially private. also shaping my career to be what I want has been impossible. so much pain. I started farming 2021 and it saved my life. I have indigenous chicken. I found peace. I was so depressed before at some point that I cancelled all policies just to prevent myself from commiting suicide. yoh! some dark thoughts. moved to a ground level home because I'd feel an overwhelming urge to jump out of our 4th floor apartment. working from home also was a god sent. that has given me more peace. thank you for sharing. this life be not easy!
Starseed.... I really needed to hear this. looks like I am the one telling my story. Thank you for sharing your story. I had it all. This life was no longer worth living. Have been suicidal but the thought of leaving my children kept me going. I am a broken woman and no matter how hard I try to get up I end up failing. Your story has made me realise that I am not cursed and just have to focus on my mission. I am so grateful I came across your channel. God bless you, Sis. More grace and all the very best.
Baby girl! I have never commented on any RUclipsr's video before, but you, KAY, are a Godsend. I've been glued to your videos since last week when I stumbled upon your channel. You have inspired me a lot, and GOD will keep blessing you for this.
I usually go on YT to look for something to watch. Today something told me to keep scrolling. I found this video & clicked without hesitation. I’m also going through what you went through now, literally. And hearing your story just renews my hope and it makes me happy because God hasn’t forgotten us. He led me to you for reasons I have yet to find out. Thank you Kay, you’re a gem 💝 Starseed 🙏🏾
These statements, misquoting a bit - " Management level, salary was good, but work environment TOXIC... i prayed for the job, eventually quit." and "getting into new age spirituality".... yhoo. This is me 1000% and finding your own spirituality surrounded by Christianity is not easy at all. Thank you Starseed for this. I really needed it.
I extend my gratitude to you for taking the time to share your personal story with us. Your willingness to open up and communicate your experiences is truly valued.Thank you.
Starseed ❤ You are living your purpose Kay, and inspiring those chosen to be triggered by your experiences to living theirs as well. What you evoke in people is priceless, totally financially- unmatchable! Love you for that.
Love that you referenced Pastor Sarah Jakes sermon, its definitely a girl get up season! Your story is so inspiring, highly relatable, and has touched me so deeply. As someone whose also suffered from depression and severe fear of failure. Things have been dark and path of life treacherous but your story is like a light house on the journey. Your authenticity is so refreshing, thank you for sharing your story. Wishing you more success, prosperity & WEALTH! God Bless you.
Starseed. Thank you for this small sense of hope. I have been fighting depression all my life. It's gotten suicidal the last few years. A dear friend of mine just committed suicide and I've been really struggling the last few days. I came from a large family but don't have the support I need from them. It's encouraging to see it is possible to succeed on my own.❤❤❤
I agree with you 100% new age helped me so much through a certain part of my journey (it held me accountable, some things were my doing, God wanted me to be accountable) 🙏🏾 I appreciate you sharing your experience ❤ *Starseed*
Thank you for sharing so honestly, I related sooo much. I had gone from bieng a university lecturer to broke and depressed. This video inspired me to start my RUclips channel to share my knowledge that I’ve been scared to start. Thank you again ♥️
Starseed...I feel like you just told the story of my life !! I am currently in the worst place of my life but I am equally working extremely hard to dig myself out of this dark whole and I have a clear vision of how my future looks like and that's what keeps me pushing, need a social media manager to guide me on how to build my socials as it's needed in my field of work ,I'm a personal trainer ❤
I just had to click that "subscribe" button after hearing your introduction. You know why? Because I heard something I've been wanting to hear and that I can relate to. Thank you. You've just changed my life😘
Your story is inspiring. I am currently at point in my life whereby I want to change everything, I want to start from scratch. I have reading a book and there is a part where it says that life is an illusion, We create the life we want to live in. This book came at the right time because I was afraid. Now seeing your video confirms everything.
You have been on my mind for days now and as I was going about on this channel boom you have posted, I really needed this as I'm in a time in my life where I feel incomplete but pushing regardless. Thank you soooo much my STARSEED❤
Kay, when I listen to this video, it's like you are narrating my life.. I am so happy you are over this and successful.. You are strong and beautiful and a true inspiration to women...
Iyo Kay... I relate to EVERYTHING you're saying😢. I quit my job because it was so toxic and frustrating, went into a business with a friend whom I recently found out has defrauded me. I was suicidal the whole of 2022, My car was repossesed on the day I found out I was pregnant. I hated my pregnancy and cried throughout it. I'm stuck with a house I cant pay. I dont know whether to just sell it and go back home or what to do💔 I cant let go as I've barely even lived in it. Just last night I decided I'm quitting praying, its enough. I can't carry on praying for a situation that just wont change. I dont know how to get myself out of this dark hole i find myself in.
Please don't give up praying and don't lose hope. Trust in the Lord because when all else fails, he remains faithful and will never leave you nor forsake you (though you may feel like that at times). The enemy comes to steal, kill and destroy but the Lord comes to restore and make you whole again. Hang in there sis, the Lord loves you and you will surely testify to his goodness ❤️🙏🏽
Please don’t give up praying. There is a reason why you began praying in the first place… because you believe that God is who he says he is, and he will cause us to become whatever he desires. Keep on believing. This is a dark time, but nothing ever beats the power of prayer. Tell God that you feel like giving up, ask him for strength, inner peace and the courage to keep fighting. He may not help you now, or in a way that you thought he would help, but help is on its way.
Going through the most aswell , can we contact each other and fight ourselves out of this dark place by doing daily routines that will help us get back in our feets I just need an accountability partner
That’s exactly what the devil wants, for you to quit praying then he and his demons will swallow you up. dark times don’t last hun and it is only prayer and thanksgiving that can bring you out. EPH 6-12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. 13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Change the direction you pray, don’t pray against your situation anymore, pray against the spirits that are bringing those dark situation into existence. May Good be with you and protect you.
Starseed. I am that girl who everyone believed in their potential. The first to go to varsity in my family. Straight A student. I have battled depression without knowing especially post-partum depression. I have settled for self love and contentment, taking one day at a time.❤
Started!!! Trust your words hit home and I have been where you are still there hate my job and is contemplating leaving it. But scared due to now having two little minions of mine. But trust I get you and this was really needed for most of us to hear your story that you not alone. It will get better with time and dedication
Oh my 🥺🥺 you've just given me so much motivation. I've been feeling so helpless and out of touch with myself. I wanna reignite the closeness to myself again. Thank you so much for this.❤😢
Thank you for this. I related so much. Praying for a job and getting one that doesn’t meet your requests, requirements and needs is so heartbreaking. It hurts. I needed this, this has given me hope. 🥺❤️ starseed 💗
I love how SO MANY of us could relate and take something from Kay's video. 💜💜💜 You are worth it all ladies. GET UP AND GO BE GREAT. @KayRadebe , thank you so so much momma. You've blessed us.🙌🏽👑🌹 STARSEED.
1000% just the message God wanted to hear. I'm right there at rock bottom, stressed out, depressed all while raising a 15month old. So this message is perfectly timed. Thank for letting God use you. May God bless bless bless you more and more.
Starseed. I definitely needed to hear this and I am immediately getting my life together. Things have to get better, they have to be okay. I am so inspired. Thank you Kay. ❤
Hey Kay, Yep it is me, I just commented on your story on IG. Wow, I am in really dark phase right now and yho , can I just say watching this video made me acknowledge to myself what I've already known to be true . Thank you for sharing your journey.
Starseed This video is just what I needed today. I'm currently in a job that I hate and is causing me so much stress and I'm really considering quitting. The only thing that is still keeping me there is the paycheck and the bills I have to pay. You've just inspired me to start working towards my dream life and to take that leap of faith.
Same! I’m under contract at my current job and I want to quit everyday. They don’t care about us even though without us the workplace would go downhill. I was happy to acquire new skills, however, I’m not being properly compensated and my overtime got cut so…I have been thinking about a few ways to work for myself since I’m leaning towards that way anyway. It’s scary knowing I have bills to pay and if everything tanks I’ll be out of luck. Praying for better days!
I resigned from my job last month..i loved my job at first until my manager started to be toxic at times..made sure that im stuck in the same salary and no growth..i ended spending 50% of my salary on transport..i was depressed i even lost my baby prematurely 4 months ago after i gave birth at 27 weeks..that was the last straw..now i have started a baking business and i always had a side hustle of mobile salon braiding and installing wigs and making them..but my business started being quite last year..but i prayed to God to show me the way and give me confirmation if i must resign.i finally did and im no longer depressed like i used to but scared at the same time of whats gonna happen since i have to hustle to get clients..but im trusting God for a breakthrough
As someone who recently dropped out of school and is in the process of figuring this thing out, thank you! You’ve said all the things that I didn’t know I needed to hear ❤
Starseeeeed❤️ thank you for sharing your story beloved it was me you needed to reach!! Our stories are almost identical, and I can’t thank you enough for being generous enough to share yourself with us! peace and positivity to you on your journey. I wish you nothing but the best that life has to offer!!! To freedom bby!!!✨🥂
Yes. We care about this story. I have been going through a similar cycle and quiting jobs will leave you BROKE and BROKEN. I am glad you shared. I am on a healing journey. And I am doing it through routine. I'd love to also start a channel and share my healing journey in hopes to help a lot of women out there that need to start healing. Thank you for sharing
I absolutely love this. I never comment on videos but I love how your courage has inspired so many of us to be more of what we have been called to do. Thank you. I know I needed this today. You’re absolutely amazing
As soon as you started talking about all of your trials I said to myself this chic is a Starseed🎉 Well done and thank-you so much for your honesty. I wish for you the most amazing future ❤
Starseeeedd!! Thank you so much for this video. I'm on a journey to healing chronic depression and I am so grateful that you were vulnerable enough to share your story. Much love!❤
Glad I bumped into this! Love it Kay. We’re here, the ones who care❤ thank you for sharing your story. Siyagowa in silence and it’s this type of content that lets us know that everything will eventually work out 🌸🤗
I’m so happy for you! I have Pcos and depression is a part of this sprinkle and excessive amount of family narcissism and a wallop of self doubt …….. I can’t catch a break 😂😂😂😂 but on the outside im all smiles! It’s exhausting im happy I watched this video seeing you come out of what you were going through gives me joy! May this part of your journey be permanent
Hi Kay, I resonate with what you're saying about the mental health and financial stability. It's commendable that you're sharing your story because we gain strength from you. Thanks again God continue to bless you, love and light!
I am a STARSEED for sure!!!! Watching this makes me want to be friends with you. I relate to your story 💯. I haven't made it to end of the tunnel yet but I very hope. This video was a cherry on top. Thank you for sharing.
STARSEED. Don't give up on yourself okay. I love you. I'm rooting for you. You've got this babygirl. Take action. I heard you Kay. THANK YOU for being willing to be this vulnerable and authentic with your story.
Hi Kay. I have followed part of your journey. Thank you for your honesty and transparency. It must have taken so much courage for you to share. I'm sure that your message resonates with many people. ❤ Starseed
Lovely video, God just decided to bring you on my feed this morning and I connected with everything you said.. ❤ Especially the spiritual part, I also found break through with LOA mixed with action + our Jesus... You are beautiful
God! Am an engineer who wasted her entire life to be a best version of me. I have been trough every hardship you mentioned. I even tried to commit sucied many times. Everybody was expecting me to be successfull but i was failing in everything i do. At 29, God started paying me off for all the effort i made. God is watching who hussle hard and pray.
I am on the verge of starting a new degree after two masters. I feel like friends and family will say it’s dumb and stupid, so I haven’t shared with them and still wondering if I am making the right decision. I am sorry you went through all that and I am glad you survived! Thank you for sharing.
I find it amazing that our stories are so similar.. Besides the suicide attempts in adulthood. I've also just quit my dead end job, where I felt like I was gonna be fired every single day 😅😢 Sis, thanks for sharing. I'm here to learn and so grateful that I found you, you're God's gift to me in this current uncertain era of my life.
Thank you for this video soul sister! ❤❤❤ I never would’ve known I needed it until I saw it. So I’m grateful for you and your authentic self, and the parts of yourself that connect with me 🤞🏽
I just found this video. I have depression and anxiety. I am so lost and confused and at the verge of giving up. I am glad I found this. I won’t give up
Thank you Kay ❤ I needed to hear this. You've blessed me with so much grace. I feel hopeful and I am eternally grateful that I stumbled upon your beautiful soul. ✨
Starseed - Thank you for being vulnerable and taking the time to make this video. I needed this video and I’m sure it’s helped and will help many others. God bless you ✨
Ur story is my story, am an engineer as well i did it to make my parent happy, from a young age i been yearning to get approval from them which made me so vulnerable to a point of vultures smelling it from afar and taking advantage of that which led to me being molested at the age of 14. Fast forward i realized later on that i been so hungry to please this ppl that i no longer know who i am and now am on the journey to healing my childhood traumas and loving me and approving my self
I am definitely looking forward to the next video on your failed business journey. I can relate so much, but we thank God that no situation is permanent 🙏🏽❤🇳🇦
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Starseed…what’s the name of the book you read again and the RUclipsr?
Book - Reality Transurfing by Vadim Zeland. RUclipsr - Aaron Doughty
I love you for sharing this. It has really inspired me. I’m living in my car currently, and worked hard for years until
I was wrongfully terminated: I got really down, but when I saw your video title, I instantly liked and subscribed! Thank you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@KayRadebethank you ❤
Starseed
me too. And lauren, I pray that everything works out for you. I know it will eventually. Don't quit...keep moving forward. I believe your future is very bright.
People underestimate the trauma & negative side effects of a toxic work environment and workplace bullying. It’s not talked about enough.
You’re so right
This is why we shouldn’t give kids participation trophies. Grit is essential. Learning to move from failure to failure without allowing it to crush you is vital to mental wellness. It’s important to teach this at a young age. It’s harmful to only praise children. The real world is hard and will not provide constant praise.
May I please trouble one for help with food and shelter. Anything helps. Thank you ❤ $triumphant33
Well said
Indeed!
Um I think it's less about participation trophies and more that children get abused thus breaking their spirit..
Facts!!!!
One day someone is going to come back here and share how this video literally saved their life. Thank you for sharing your story Kay. ❤️
This video has literally saved my life. ❤
🙌🏽❤️👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
Very motivating 👏
1. Decide what you want to do is possible
2. Research like a maniac 😊
3. Try a bunch of stuff
4. Keep re evaluating your values and choose the best
5. Keep taking massive actions
6. Be present and enjoy every step
Very very powerful,,thank you!😊❤
#starseed
Finding this video is so timely for me as I too have felt lost and unfulfilled for several years. It is definitely time for me to start living again. #starseed
I am driving to work feeling like shit..my cycle is on. I'm lost in negative thoughts and my mind in racing. I'm having serious childhood flashbacks. I'm tempted to call my husband but know that would mean receive a lecture so i open you tube to find something and young lady you popped up. When i tell you on time, healing is a process, so many times i feel whole and then quit the final steps. There is no short cuts to healing its important to do the full duration. All i can say is Thank you so many of us are stuck, not fufiling our dreams or purpose and we have no clue how to get up.
How is it possible that she has lived my exact life. 😢 she came right on time. My goodness, God works in mysterious ways.
Thank you Kay! Thank you
😂🤣 Bathong I've paused this video so many times thinking "how on earth is she talking about me" 🤣🤣🤣🤣
YES HE DO PRAISE GOD IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME WE PRAY AMEN
Same !! Lol
Glad you know it's the Most High. He is always delivering guidance but we often miss it.
same!!!!
Your video came into my RUclips feed a few minutes ago. I have been down too long, and God is reassuring me that it's time to get up. Thank God for using you as a vessel to help others get up!
That’s always my prayer 🙏🏽
me too its like God knew i needed this
I’m dealing with depression right now and life is very difficult. It’s like I don’t even know who I am anymore. I have gained a lot of weight and I don’t really love my body. I feel sad, empty and drained. I have kids that I love more then life itself and they are the only reason I keep going every single day. I love watching your channel and you’re so beautiful, thank you for letting me smile even on the days I just want to cry. Peace and love all the way from Sweden 🇸🇪 ❤
same to me😒
It is well sister. You will sing a new song. Every problem has an expiry date
Stay strong!! Don’t give up!
I was there at that stage 1 week ago. Girl you need to get up and fix your life no one will be there for you only you!
Tips that helped me to be happy is
Praying and connected to the creator
Workout
Clean my space
Reading a book current book I'm reading is “why did nobody told me this before” by Doctor Julie
Journal
And slowly stopping using social media
Affirmation every morning it’s hard but it is worthy
Plan my future into plans A-E
Gratitude
Do not give up on your dreams and your happiness. Think about what makes you happy and try to write it down. We all struggling however we can’t give up!
Show up every day because of you and your loved ones ❤️ you strong mama
Sending you positive vibe ❤️hugs 🫂 you got this 💪🏾
"If I'm going to be stuck here on this planet, then I'm gonna figure out a way to get the life of my dreams." YES!! WHAT SHE SAID!
Sheeeeesh!! Girl, I am watching this with tears in my eyes because I am feeling pretty stuck, I have had several suicide attempts but all failed, I am currently on heavy depression and anxiety meds. I am just feeling tired.
I pray you will come out of this, stronger, wiser, richer ✨
@@KayRadebe thank you so much ❤️
I’m loving this new soft era for sisters! Years ago when I was young I remember dreaming of the perfect life! People laughed and mocked me saying I was delusional and not black enough! Now, fast forward into the future I’ve grown and learned I’m worthy of finer things because I’m a great person. ❤❤❤❤
Starseed. I’m in tears. Thank you for this video. I’m at the stage where I’m trying a bunch of stuff which is something I would have never done a couple of months ago and I’m happy. I quit my toxic job just over a month ago and God has been faithful. I’m at peace. Now I’m on the road to Living The Dream😊❤️
Imagine being stuck and having narcissistic partner who is a breadwinner from their home😢. Thank you girl I BELIEVE I WILL GET OUT OF BEING TUCK.❤
Yoh I'm so sorry to hear that 😢😢😢😢😢 if I may ask, what actions would he do to make you say he is one?
The partner is more likely to be distant and not aware of the pain she is going through and often believes that she is lazy, and incapable and exclude her from all financial decisions!!!
Stop believing that you are a victim 🎉
@@CamaguNcoso it starts by being the protector of your home and as a result, there would not be any victims to start with.
Am soo sorry am also going through that same thing but now it's getting better coz of prayers nothing but God
My God Kay..Ngwanyana !!! It’s 1am and I’ve been crying in bed for a while. Your video just randomly appeared in my feed and I’m shocked! You have no idea how my life is almost exactly like yours. From what you studied to how your studies went to your struggles, lack of support system, depression…EVERYTHING! Thank you for uploading this video. This video was a voice of love and encouragement that I’ve been praying for, a light to a dark time, a calmness to my storm ,a hug that I’ve longed for. You genuinely are a God send..an angel that saved me. I cannot thank you enough. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you Starseed. I don’t know you but I love you. And thank you for loving me Chommie. May God bless you with your hearts greatest desires💖
Thank you Kay.....I am currently more stuck than you were😢
Wow! This was so uplifting. I’m experiencing what you experienced in the past. God wanted me to watch this. I got out of a 9 year relationship last year and didn’t put myself first. I broke up with my ex and been healing. I been single with friends since then. I am 30 years and I start nursing school in a week. I felt like I wasted my whole 20’s. I am proud of myself but I still feel alone and isolated. I have faith that everything will work out in future.
I’m starting to get this feeling that it’s normal to feel like you’ve “wasted” your 20’s. I’m 28 and working my 20s away to be financially secure. No vacations, minimal eating out and very minimal miscellaneous spending. While I am saving money for a more peaceful future, I always get this feeling of dread and anxiety creeping up on me. As if I am wasting away and should be experiencing more. I don’t know if it’s hormones or brain development but anyone I talk to feels like their 20s were just terrible, even if they spent that decade doing things that should be considered positive.
Just live in the present. Use the lessons learned from your 20s to guide you through the rest of your life. We are all gonna be okay ❤️
@@bobbiolivera4858 YESS!! I pray that our future will bring happiness, prosperity, and strength. We got this ❤️
All the best hey!🫂
Hey I am so proud of you! Just incase no one told you.
Woah! You should be on a stage somewhere, in seminars and webinars speaking these words and telling this story. This is so, so, soooo uplifting 🤲🏽🥹 Thank you for sharing!
I’m so shy but I would love that 🥺 thank you 🙏🏽
starseed. I love engineering work but I can not stand working in some companies. especially private. also shaping my career to be what I want has been impossible. so much pain. I started farming 2021 and it saved my life. I have indigenous chicken. I found peace.
I was so depressed before at some point that I cancelled all policies just to prevent myself from commiting suicide. yoh! some dark thoughts. moved to a ground level home because I'd feel an overwhelming urge to jump out of our 4th floor apartment. working from home also was a god sent. that has given me more peace.
thank you for sharing. this life be not easy!
Starseed.... I really needed to hear this. looks like I am the one telling my story. Thank you for sharing your story. I had it all. This life was no longer worth living. Have been suicidal but the thought of leaving my children kept me going. I am a broken woman and no matter how hard I try to get up I end up failing. Your story has made me realise that I am not cursed and just have to focus on my mission. I am so grateful I came across your channel. God bless you, Sis. More grace and all the very best.
Baby girl! I have never commented on any RUclipsr's video before, but you, KAY, are a Godsend. I've been glued to your videos since last week when I stumbled upon your channel. You have inspired me a lot, and GOD will keep blessing you for this.
Thank you so much 🙏🏽 I appreciate you
I usually go on YT to look for something to watch. Today something told me to keep scrolling. I found this video & clicked without hesitation. I’m also going through what you went through now, literally. And hearing your story just renews my hope and it makes me happy because God hasn’t forgotten us. He led me to you for reasons I have yet to find out. Thank you Kay, you’re a gem 💝
Starseed 🙏🏾
Starseed . This was so honest and it will definitely help a lot of girls . Girl we are getting up . Thanks for sharing your journey with us .
These statements, misquoting a bit - " Management level, salary was good, but work environment TOXIC... i prayed for the job, eventually quit." and "getting into new age spirituality".... yhoo. This is me 1000% and finding your own spirituality surrounded by Christianity is not easy at all. Thank you Starseed for this. I really needed it.
So much sincerity in this video. Thank you for your vulnerability Kay❤️
I extend my gratitude to you for taking the time to share your personal story with us. Your willingness to open up and communicate your experiences is truly valued.Thank you.
Starseed ❤
You are living your purpose Kay, and inspiring those chosen to be triggered by your experiences to living theirs as well. What you evoke in people is priceless, totally financially- unmatchable! Love you for that.
Love that you referenced Pastor Sarah Jakes sermon, its definitely a girl get up season! Your story is so inspiring, highly relatable, and has touched me so deeply. As someone whose also suffered from depression and severe fear of failure. Things have been dark and path of life treacherous but your story is like a light house on the journey. Your authenticity is so refreshing, thank you for sharing your story. Wishing you more success, prosperity & WEALTH! God Bless you.
Yes that sermon was a turning point for me as well!! 🤍
Starseed. Thank you for this small sense of hope. I have been fighting depression all my life. It's gotten suicidal the last few years. A dear friend of mine just committed suicide and I've been really struggling the last few days. I came from a large family but don't have the support I need from them. It's encouraging to see it is possible to succeed on my own.❤❤❤
I agree with you 100% new age helped me so much through a certain part of my journey (it held me accountable, some things were my doing, God wanted me to be accountable) 🙏🏾 I appreciate you sharing your experience ❤ *Starseed*
Thank you for sharing so honestly, I related sooo much. I had gone from bieng a university lecturer to broke and depressed. This video inspired me to start my RUclips channel to share my knowledge that I’ve been scared to start. Thank you again ♥️
4:02 I'm here, God brought me here and I'm weeping because is there a way out of my spiral? My goodness.
Lemme watch and conclude in the end😢😪 be
Your story is amazing; there is this fire within you.Don't stop! Glad I stumbled on your channel🎉
Starseed...I feel like you just told the story of my life !! I am currently in the worst place of my life but I am equally working extremely hard to dig myself out of this dark whole and I have a clear vision of how my future looks like and that's what keeps me pushing, need a social media manager to guide me on how to build my socials as it's needed in my field of work ,I'm a personal trainer ❤
Kay, this video feels unreal because it’s like God used you to relay every single word to me because your story is scarily identical to mine!
Waoh, you are such a sweet soul ,beautiful and smart . Thank you for sharing this with us and honestly you helped so many of us . God bless you
I just had to click that "subscribe" button after hearing your introduction. You know why? Because I heard something I've been wanting to hear and that I can relate to. Thank you. You've just changed my life😘
Your story is inspiring. I am currently at point in my life whereby I want to change everything, I want to start from scratch. I have reading a book and there is a part where it says that life is an illusion, We create the life we want to live in. This book came at the right time because I was afraid. Now seeing your video confirms everything.
What is the name of the book of you do not mind sharing? ❤
You are Badass
@@makwaebalerato8787 thank you so much! I have that book and have yet to read it 🤦🏽♀️ I'm going to start reading it today. Thank you again ❤️
You are welcome
I'm stuck, and have been been through a similar path...academics, work, mental health struggles and I found your story inspiring. Thank you for this
You have been on my mind for days now and as I was going about on this channel boom you have posted, I really needed this as I'm in a time in my life where I feel incomplete but pushing regardless. Thank you soooo much my STARSEED❤
Oh but you are so gorgeous... Your radiance shows even through the screen. May God continue to use you.
Kay, when I listen to this video, it's like you are narrating my life.. I am so happy you are over this and successful.. You are strong and beautiful and a true inspiration to women...
Iyo Kay... I relate to EVERYTHING you're saying😢. I quit my job because it was so toxic and frustrating, went into a business with a friend whom I recently found out has defrauded me. I was suicidal the whole of 2022, My car was repossesed on the day I found out I was pregnant. I hated my pregnancy and cried throughout it. I'm stuck with a house I cant pay. I dont know whether to just sell it and go back home or what to do💔 I cant let go as I've barely even lived in it. Just last night I decided I'm quitting praying, its enough. I can't carry on praying for a situation that just wont change. I dont know how to get myself out of this dark hole i find myself in.
Please don't give up praying and don't lose hope. Trust in the Lord because when all else fails, he remains faithful and will never leave you nor forsake you (though you may feel like that at times). The enemy comes to steal, kill and destroy but the Lord comes to restore and make you whole again. Hang in there sis, the Lord loves you and you will surely testify to his goodness ❤️🙏🏽
Please don’t give up praying. There is a reason why you began praying in the first place… because you believe that God is who he says he is, and he will cause us to become whatever he desires. Keep on believing. This is a dark time, but nothing ever beats the power of prayer. Tell God that you feel like giving up, ask him for strength, inner peace and the courage to keep fighting. He may not help you now, or in a way that you thought he would help, but help is on its way.
Going through the most aswell , can we contact each other and fight ourselves out of this dark place by doing daily routines that will help us get back in our feets I just need an accountability partner
That’s exactly what the devil wants, for you to quit praying then he and his demons will swallow you up. dark times don’t last hun and it is only prayer and thanksgiving that can bring you out.
EPH 6-12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
Change the direction you pray, don’t pray against your situation anymore, pray against the spirits that are bringing those dark situation into existence. May Good be with you and protect you.
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Starseed. I am that girl who everyone believed in their potential. The first to go to varsity in my family. Straight A student. I have battled depression without knowing especially post-partum depression. I have settled for self love and contentment, taking one day at a time.❤
shout out to you Kay. This is so inspirational. Keep doing what you're doing.
Starseed. Thanks so much Darling. You have just lifted a sister
Started!!! Trust your words hit home and I have been where you are still there hate my job and is contemplating leaving it. But scared due to now having two little minions of mine. But trust I get you and this was really needed for most of us to hear your story that you not alone. It will get better with time and dedication
Oh my 🥺🥺 you've just given me so much motivation. I've been feeling so helpless and out of touch with myself. I wanna reignite the closeness to myself again. Thank you so much for this.❤😢
I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU! May you continue to thrive.
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Thank you for this. I related so much. Praying for a job and getting one that doesn’t meet your requests, requirements and needs is so heartbreaking. It hurts. I needed this, this has given me hope. 🥺❤️
starseed 💗
The ONLY SA youtuber I thoroughly enjoy listening to. You're good.
Thank you for being vulnerable and healing so many souls...you look amazing...keep it up.
I love how SO MANY of us could relate and take something from Kay's video. 💜💜💜 You are worth it all ladies. GET UP AND GO BE GREAT.
@KayRadebe , thank you so so much momma. You've blessed us.🙌🏽👑🌹
STARSEED.
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1000% just the message God wanted to hear. I'm right there at rock bottom, stressed out, depressed all while raising a 15month old. So this message is perfectly timed. Thank for letting God use you. May God bless bless bless you more and more.
Starseed. I definitely needed to hear this and I am immediately getting my life together. Things have to get better, they have to be okay. I am so inspired. Thank you Kay. ❤
Hey Kay, Yep it is me, I just commented on your story on IG.
Wow, I am in really dark phase right now and yho , can I just say watching this video made me acknowledge to myself what I've already known to be true . Thank you for sharing your journey.
Starseed This video is just what I needed today. I'm currently in a job that I hate and is causing me so much stress and I'm really considering quitting. The only thing that is still keeping me there is the paycheck and the bills I have to pay. You've just inspired me to start working towards my dream life and to take that leap of faith.
Same! I’m under contract at my current job and I want to quit everyday. They don’t care about us even though without us the workplace would go downhill. I was happy to acquire new skills, however, I’m not being properly compensated and my overtime got cut so…I have been thinking about a few ways to work for myself since I’m leaning towards that way anyway. It’s scary knowing I have bills to pay and if everything tanks I’ll be out of luck. Praying for better days!
How is this my life😢😢😢😢😢😢I am so tired and have no more fight in me
I resigned from my job last month..i loved my job at first until my manager started to be toxic at times..made sure that im stuck in the same salary and no growth..i ended spending 50% of my salary on transport..i was depressed i even lost my baby prematurely 4 months ago after i gave birth at 27 weeks..that was the last straw..now i have started a baking business and i always had a side hustle of mobile salon braiding and installing wigs and making them..but my business started being quite last year..but i prayed to God to show me the way and give me confirmation if i must resign.i finally did and im no longer depressed like i used to but scared at the same time of whats gonna happen since i have to hustle to get clients..but im trusting God for a breakthrough
@@lesegomosete6273 wow so sorry for your loss. I'm praying for you and your business, it will be a success in Jesus Name.
As someone who recently dropped out of school and is in the process of figuring this thing out, thank you! You’ve said all the things that I didn’t know I needed to hear ❤
❤❤❤ I can relate. You'll be okay
Starseeeeed❤️ thank you for sharing your story beloved it was me you needed to reach!! Our stories are almost identical, and I can’t thank you enough for being generous enough to share yourself with us! peace and positivity to you on your journey. I wish you nothing but the best that life has to offer!!! To freedom bby!!!✨🥂
Yes. We care about this story. I have been going through a similar cycle and quiting jobs will leave you BROKE and BROKEN. I am glad you shared. I am on a healing journey. And I am doing it through routine. I'd love to also start a channel and share my healing journey in hopes to help a lot of women out there that need to start healing. Thank you for sharing
I absolutely love this. I never comment on videos but I love how your courage has inspired so many of us to be more of what we have been called to do.
Thank you. I know I needed this today. You’re absolutely amazing
Starseed... I thought I was the only one going all this... Thank you for sharing your story, it's encouraging
I also thought it was just me but seeing all these comments shows me we are not alone
As soon as you started talking about all of your trials I said to myself this chic is a Starseed🎉 Well done and thank-you so much for your honesty. I wish for you the most amazing future ❤
Star seed I’ve been crying from the beginning to the end. Thank you
Starseeeedd!!
Thank you so much for this video. I'm on a journey to healing chronic depression and I am so grateful that you were vulnerable enough to share your story. Much love!❤
You’re amazing for giving us this part of you. Sending love and light ❤
Glad I bumped into this! Love it Kay. We’re here, the ones who care❤ thank you for sharing your story. Siyagowa in silence and it’s this type of content that lets us know that everything will eventually work out 🌸🤗
I’m so happy for you! I have Pcos and depression is a part of this sprinkle and excessive amount of family narcissism and a wallop of self doubt …….. I can’t catch a break 😂😂😂😂 but on the outside im all smiles! It’s exhausting im happy I watched this video seeing you come out of what you were going through gives me joy! May this part of your journey be permanent
I dont know you before or ever come accross your video but the algorithm brought me to you and I thank God for the gift. Thank you
Hi Kay, I resonate with what you're saying about the mental health and financial stability. It's commendable that you're sharing your story because we gain strength from you. Thanks again God continue to bless you, love and light!
I am a STARSEED for sure!!!! Watching this makes me want to be friends with you. I relate to your story 💯. I haven't made it to end of the tunnel yet but I very hope. This video was a cherry on top. Thank you for sharing.
Let’s be friends! ❤️
Hey Kay !
Thank you for choosing life .look at all the lives you are helping now.its like you reading my life history 😭All the best to you 💕💕
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Starseed. I have just found you and you spoke directly to my heart. Thank you and may God be with you in your journey.
I Have never resonated with someone's message soooo much! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING UNAPOLOGICATICALLY HUMAN. Starseed...
Beautiful Testimony…Gratitude for sharing Sis 👸🏽💜🙏🏽
STARSEED. Don't give up on yourself okay. I love you. I'm rooting for you. You've got this babygirl. Take action. I heard you Kay. THANK YOU for being willing to be this vulnerable and authentic with your story.
Hi Kay. I have followed part of your journey. Thank you for your honesty and transparency. It must have taken so much courage for you to share. I'm sure that your message resonates with many people. ❤ Starseed
Starseed, im scared, im low , im depressed, im defeated, but this has given me hope, thank you .
Starseed!! Thank you for being open, I needed this so much.
Lovely video, God just decided to bring you on my feed this morning and I connected with everything you said.. ❤ Especially the spiritual part, I also found break through with LOA mixed with action + our Jesus... You are beautiful
Starseed - thank you for the encouragement! We can and we will! 🙌🏾💖🙏🏾
God! Am an engineer who wasted her entire life to be a best version of me.
I have been trough every hardship you mentioned. I even tried to commit sucied many times. Everybody was expecting me to be successfull but i was failing in everything i do. At 29, God started paying me off for all the effort i made. God is watching who hussle hard and pray.
Gurrrl, you made me cry😢. Love your authenticity💝
Starseed... feeling stuck right now. Thank you for sharing
I am on the verge of starting a new degree after two masters. I feel like friends and family will say it’s dumb and stupid, so I haven’t shared with them and still wondering if I am making the right decision. I am sorry you went through all that and I am glad you survived! Thank you for sharing.
I feel what you feel hunnay!
I find it amazing that our stories are so similar.. Besides the suicide attempts in adulthood. I've also just quit my dead end job, where I felt like I was gonna be fired every single day 😅😢
Sis, thanks for sharing. I'm here to learn and so grateful that I found you, you're God's gift to me in this current uncertain era of my life.
Thank you for this video soul sister! ❤❤❤ I never would’ve known I needed it until I saw it. So I’m grateful for you and your authentic self, and the parts of yourself that connect with me 🤞🏽
You are God sent! Just know that you ahve spoken to me in many ways today! Blessings to you Starseed
I just found this video. I have depression and anxiety. I am so lost and confused and at the verge of giving up. I am glad I found this. I won’t give up
This is so encouraging.
I am challenging myself in the creator world too and bit by bit getting there.❤
Thank you Kay ❤ I needed to hear this. You've blessed me with so much grace. I feel hopeful and I am eternally grateful that I stumbled upon your beautiful soul. ✨
Starseed - Thank you for being vulnerable and taking the time to make this video. I needed this video and I’m sure it’s helped and will help many others. God bless you ✨
Yooo you’ve just healed me cc, just watched the video now 😢😢😢😢 thank you so much
Thank you for being so vulnerable and personable. Thank you for sharing your story, I feel so grateful 😊 Starseed.
Shuuu 😭🥹 so glad you got up sis 🙌🏾❤️
Your story has inspired me so much. This was such a beautiful story 🥺❤️
Ur story is my story, am an engineer as well i did it to make my parent happy, from a young age i been yearning to get approval from them which made me so vulnerable to a point of vultures smelling it from afar and taking advantage of that which led to me being molested at the age of 14. Fast forward i realized later on that i been so hungry to please this ppl that i no longer know who i am and now am on the journey to healing my childhood traumas and loving me and approving my self
Wow this is great self awareness. Proud of you fellow human of your progress👏🏽
@@Youwish34 Thank u
Hmm... Your story is my current life/career trajectory. I suddenly got grit after visiting my friend yesterday. Thanks for sharing Babe
Amen Sis, Star Seed for life
I needed this, the divine guided me to you🙏🏼 ❤
Wow thank you for sharing. This is truly motivational and inspiring. We give all the glory to God. Love from Namibia ❤️🇳🇦
I am definitely looking forward to the next video on your failed business journey. I can relate so much, but we thank God that no situation is permanent 🙏🏽❤🇳🇦