Harder to Breathe ~ Molly Kate Kestner
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- Опубликовано: 11 сен 2024
- I hope that anyone who needs to hear these words will get the chance to listen to this. So if this touches you, please share it. My favorite songs are the ones that I write to bring hope & comfort to others... and this is one of them. Also, I apologize for the shaky camera... but hey, it goes along with my shaky voice. hahaha Love you all so much!
Harder to Breathe.
She is the one
with the beautiful face.
The one who never
Shows a single trace
of imperfection.
And she's the one
with a hunger inside
the one who stands
In front a mirror of lies
A false reflection
I see your eyes they try to disguise the lies that you've hid in your mind.
Listen to me
I know it's getting
harder to breathe
But things aren't
Always dark as they seem
It gets better
It gets better
He is the one
With the looks and the title
The one who you thought
Had it all but tonight he'll
Cry himself to sleep
Cuz he is the one
Who put a note on his bed
Cuz his mind tells him things
Like "you're better off dead"
If only he could see
I see your eyes they try to disguise the lies that you've hid in your mind
Listen to me
I know it's getting
harder to breathe
But things aren't
Always dark as they seem
It gets better
It gets better
So please don't let go
You don't have to do this alone
Darling I just want you know
It gets better
It gets better
Don't give up now
you've come so far
from where you were
and where you are
may seem too dark
to find your way out but
follow my voice and
I'll lead you back to the light.
Cuz the night is always darkest before morning....
So listen to me.
I know it's getting
harder to breathe
But things aren't always
Dark as they seem
It gets better
It gets better
Put down the razor
The bottle
The gun
Forget the lies
And you've already won
It gets better, I promise it gets better and when it does
You'll be the light to someone
Just like you.
So listen. And please don't forget.
Someone loves you
& you aren't finished yet.
You litterally just answered my prayer. I was sitting by myself in my room crying... just about to give up on everything. I was praying to God to help me and i felt like he wasn't listening. and so i started to think. Do i deserve what im going through, is it because im a bad person. Right at that moment my phone buzzed. I had a notification about you uploading this song. As i sat here listening to your song i was able to stop crying. And I knew that that was God. Thank you for answering my prayer. Thank you for singing songs that help others. Im sure im not the only one who your songs has affected.
+Seamonn *God
this gave me goosebumps 😭 God bless 💕
God works in mysterious ways. Keep the faith and let him guide you through His Holy Spirit each day. If you ever need to talk you know he's there as well. Don't ever let someone try to cause you to fall away. I love you, your family loves you, and if that's the case then how much more so does the Lord Jesus Christ and the Father? So immensely more so that it's just comforting to know no matter what you're loved. God bless you and yours (:
I know this feeling i have been doing that everyday since i was 8 years old im 17 and i steel feel like this and you know what i dont know
AWE!!! I LOVE THIS SONG BECAUSE OF THE MESSAGE!!!
You've inspired me from the first time I discovered "His Daughter". Thank you so much
Same. Ads of her song His Daughter kept popping up and I was like lemme just watch it and maybe it'll stop popping up and now I am like so hype every time she posts something new
+Lucy McCormill his daughter was the first song i had heard from her and it amazed me at the beginning how much i could relate to it i love it
"His Daughter" was the first I heard as well, I discovered her by hearing the song once and realized it never left my head. I would think the lyrics over and over in my head for weeks and then I listened to it again and she has been a favorite of mine since!
same
Lucy McCormill I'm glad I'm not the only one
"Put down the razor the bottle the gun forget the lies and you've already won." damn that part hit me hard.
When you said razor...like my heart just dropped into my stomach and I got goosebumps.
That's exactly how I felt. This whole song just gave me chills all over. It was so beautiful and just sung with so much soul and love and passion. I absolutely loved it❤️
me2, this song is perfection
+Emma Gore Couldn't agree with you more.
+Makorra Nation i started bawling
her facial expressions along with it as well, very relatable.
I play this song whenever I'm about to self harm, or think of suicide and it helps. I'm so thankful I clicked on this before I did any of those things. If you're struggling like me, please seek help. Everything will be okay. And don't forget that I care about your existence. If not, I wouldn't have taken time out of my day just to tell you that I care. I might not even know you but I still care. if anyone hasn't told you yet, you're beautiful. Stay strong, I love you xx
I just wanted to say that this comment just brightened my day. Thank you for taking the time to actually write this for others. I, just like you, come to this song when I am feeling depressed, my. Anxiety gets to me, or I feel like self harming. See your comment though made me smile. I really need to hear that. I also just wanted to say that you are beautiful. Please don't let anyone say differently you are special in your own unique ways, you are also LOVED! NEVER forget that!
Erin Parkes
This made my day. Thank you xx and back at you. Don't ever let anyone tell you you're not beautiful.
"You punish yourself while trying to please them,
The people who laughed and threw dirt on a gem.
Whether it's scars, your weight, or something else on the surface, you need to comprehend you're in no way worthless." :) Those quotes were from a poem called 10 years by Danny Edge, a RUclipsr. You should watch his videos :) you obviously don't have to but the poem has helped me, hopefully it helps you if you watch it.
Anyways stay strong bub. xx :)
+alexa vargas thank you for this and I of course will go check him out. Again thanks
God bless you Alexa!
Peace, Lynne 🍃 💜 🍃
I'm so sad that this beautiful, inspiring song isn't on spotify.
lil T me too so dissaponted
Callum Hunter It truly is a great song
ANNA BLUE! (and true she deserves to be noticed)
Or Apple Music :(
I just wanted to put this out there that this literally (no joke) saved me tonight.... I don't know what else to say I mean... your voice, combined with the words, and the piano... you can feel the emotions and you can see how much they resonate within you and I just... I needed this... I feel like I've been searching for these words for years and I just.... Thank you so much...
I'm so glad you're still here. Stay strong love.
Thank you for putting it out there
I know how you feel.I've been there. Thanks for sharing this i have a depression and anxiety disorder i have suicidal thoughts and i would just go days without eating and cry in my room in the dark everyday i would always push people away and shut them out i eventually shut my mother out but this song just helped me realize i need someone there to talk to and i have tried to committ suicide but my mom saved me from doing it and i thank you for this because i now talk to my mom about my situation and i dont shit her out anymore. Thank you so much for this songg. And it does get better when you have someone to talk to.
do you have any social media?
same here...
Anybody else listen to this song from time to time when they need it
Molly...? I have heard almost every song you have published, all of your originals, but this song "Harder to Breathe" is one of only two to bring me to tears. I was going through a very tough mental health issue last year. For almost a year straight, I was having suicidal thoughts. I had written several goodbye notes to friends and family. I gave two of my friends their letters in late September last year and asked them to not read them until the end of the day. I thank God and them every day I can that they DID read them and gave them to my school's counseling staff. I can not thank God, them, and my family enough. These past two nights, I have fallen into deep depressions, but now I have a completely sincere and heartfelt thank you for you. I say this from the bottom of my heart: Thank YOU.
I don't have suicidal thoughts or anything like that, maybe just stress but I seem to like songs like these a little too much idk why. And to all the people that do have these issues just please stay strong because there is always someone that needs you out there, my friend had 2 relatives that killed themselves, and that was when I realised how much that could hurt anyone in that family, and it might not seem selfish but it is because there is ALWAYS someone that needs you, and if your not there they could go through what you're going through.
that part where you said the line, "because his mind tells him things
Like "you're better off dead"', you were speaking right to me. all day today, i have been fighting thoughts like that. thank you for posting this. you're part of the reason why i keep fighting.
Hey. We should talk sometime
Who?
+Jeffrey Clark haha i was reading this comment & then that part came on xD
+Jeffrey Clark stay strong handsome. I just wrote a song a few days ago on mental illness on my channel as well, if you'd like to see it...and never forget to keep fighting.
Please talk to a counselor and gest of luck. :)
I'm not crying, my eyes are just sweating a lot.. 😭😭
This is one of those songs that are only inspirational to those who need it.
Every time I listen to this song I cry. It means so much to me, as well as His Daughter and No One Ever Told You. So thank you so much.
can this please be on spotify. wow this is amazing I love it.
I still come back and watch these videos and get goose bumps every time! Thank you Molly for sharing your heart with the world. It's truly touching!! Blessings to you and yours!
I remember clicking on this video, a couple years ago. I've gone through a lot in my life, and I know I'm not the only one. I'm trying to move forward. I've accepted my past... But the thing is, you can never, "Get over," your past. And this song always brings me the hope, that I need, to keep surviving. To get me to wake up every morning and get out of bed.
I suffer every day with, depression, anxiety, PTSD, and other mental illnesses.
People say, "You're a survivor, once you stop talking about it."
But that's the thing. You're called a survivor, because you experienced something so traumatic. You're called a survivor, because you are still breathing. But that doesn't mean that you are alive. It means that you are just surviving...
I guess what I'm trying to say is, I know I'm not alone. But neither are you....
Depression and anxiety have been killing me. Thank you Mollie, this song was put on RUclips the day that my grandfather died. Mollie you are an angel.
I just want to say, Ms. Kestner, you are an awesome person, and an inspiration to all of us that are hurting in this mess age we live!
You are the best person in my life right now my prayer my favorite person in the world u
makes me smile and I wanna say thanks for everything u do even tho I don't know u my family hates me u make me feel special and I wanna say thank u😊
You are special. :)
+Molly Kate Kestner thank u all me family do throw me around and slap me around and chew me out like a sick puppy
+Molly Kate Kestner I've had thought I've wanted to die and jump out a window 😳
+Nikii nikkki same same 😐i just read ur comment and i couldn't agree more 👤
+Nikii nikkki its OK bff
Wow.. Thank you so much for everything you do .. I don't know what I would do without all your inspiration ! I just got out of hospital after 11 months due to a suicide attempt and got my feeding tube out last week from my anorexia. Whenever I feel like cutting I just listen to your songs and it gets me through the day! So thank you thank you thank you ! God bless! I love you!!
It'll be 4yrs in a about a week since losing a great friend this way. The people you think are the strongest can have the biggest secrets and internal fight. Great song. Thank you, needed to hear this for her. RIP Brooke, you're still loved and missed daily girl.
Your voice is literally a memory to me. A memory of help from the bad times :) thank you
Over the course of last year and the beginning of this year I have been in the hospital 10 times... 5 of which were mental hospitals.
Your introduction was all I needed to hear.
I have depression with psychotic features, anxiety, obsessive compulsive disorder, psychogenic seizures and suicidal thoughts.
Thanks for making the video... 💙
praying for you😊
stay strong
+Miranda Aguilar thank you.
I want to write you a long letter but I don't want to put it out in the public.
There is so much I want to say to you but it has to be just for you.
Just in case I never get the chance I want to simplify it to thank you.
Thank you for the beautiful music and the inspiration.
You are a beautiful woman with a beautiful soul.
x
I know Molly sang in Apple Valley MN recently here and once again, she just keeps hitting the nerve of real life and what love and self love is all about. Amazing talent.
My life is so messed up right now. Thanks for being my light.
words can't describe how much of an impact this song made
You are amazing Molly Kate Kestner! I love your music!
Wow, when everyone around you turns against you and tells you that you're nothing. This song saves your life. Honestly, I've been depressed for years and I was starting to love life, but that was just crushed in a second. I'm glad I came onto youtube rn because I wouldn't be here. Thank you so much
Thank you so much for writing this Molly I relate to this song so much. I've been fighting depression, axiety, and PTSD and when I first heard your songs they helped me so much. I still cry myself to sleep sometimes but then I'll think of your songs and they give me the strength to wipe away the tears and keep going. Keep writing and keep singing because you save people's lives every day.
Thank you very much for this insightful song! I'm in my Master's program for psychology and this is healing! I've personally struggled with depression and anxiety, those "lows".
A message to those who struggle
***"Those emotions do subside, you can find genuine people who care enough to help you through these mountains. NEVER give up on yourself".***
I love your music. Especially this song. I suffer from depression, anxiety, PTSD and suicidal thoughts. Thank you so much for sharing this song its amazing
How does someone so young sing with so much emotion...or even write so deeply? Talent
This is my first time ever seeing this and hearing this .... it definitely helped ... my fiancé committed suicide 2 months ago .... so thank you for putting your song out there . I’m sure it was not easy to do .
Literally crying. You gave me hope. Thank up you for giving me hope once again
Not only the song but the meaning behind this is amazing
Whenever I feel depressed and think about doing bad things I listen to this and it always makes me feel better. When I lissen to this it makes me cry because it's so beautiful
People like you are what make this World better. People who write songs like this for yourself and for people. You've saved lives, I've had a depression and have had self harm before but the self harming stopped long ago but depressions with me daily. Makes me feel so much better you put songs like this out here that help people save themselves and do better. Thank you for being an amazing human being
Molly, you're truly the reason I'm still holding up today. I've had so many things going on the past 6 months. I lost my dad when I was 6 but the song his daughter was my life before my dad died. I've struggled with depressed the past 6 months more than anything. listening to your songs, your videos and just listening to you encourage everyone to push through and stay strong means the world to me. you're an amazing role model and I'll continue watching your videos until your last one. you're amazing Molly ❤️
My husband is struggling right now with major depression and anxiety. He hides it from everyone but me. I love him so much and hope he finds comfort in your song. I wish he believed that people would understand but so far he hasn't had the compassion from others that he needs. I loved the part where you say he will get thru this and then be a help to someone else. I truly believe that is why he is going thru this.... Because he will have more compassion for others and be able to give back. Thank you!!!
+Aleisha Black I was in the same place two years ago. And it scared me. But I didn't want anyone to know, because I thought they wouldn't understand! I didn't want meds, and I've never responded well to them anyway. I ended up needing supplements to get my own mind back. It was the scariest time in my life, but now I never go a day without Confianza so that I never slip back into that! I pray that you both see the light soon, and that you have the strength to continue standing by him through this!
+LivingLoving thank you!!! What kind of vitamins helped you? I appreciate your comment!!!
They're a mix of vitamins designed to reduce anxiety and support mental health. It's called Confianza. And you're welcome! I remember what it felt like, how scared I was when I was going through it, and it kills me to see others going through the same thing!
I hope everything looks up for you all, and will be blessed beyond belief. I know it's hard from experience, but it get better :)
You are an angle sent from God. Thank you so much for evrey song. You have a beautiful voice and a powerful message.
I COULD LISTEN TO THAT SOOTHING VOICE ALL DAY.
Her voice! 😍 you shine so bright Molly keep it up!
Each time I thought about self-harm, relapsing into my mental health issues, or having suicidal thoughts, I come to this song. Molly Kate Kestner is the only reminder I have to not give up and that things do get better
She is a magical human being, making a song like this one
I struggled with self harm and I still struggle with depression and anxiety thank you so much for writing this song ❤ It reminds me of Jesus' love for me...
The emotion put into this is incredible. Thank you for putting this song into the world. It will save lives.
I'm glad to see I'm not the only one who still has their tree up
No one else moves me like you do Molly. Thank you.
Okay I have to tell you... A while ago, My friend sent me this song when I told her I was busy. I was mad and I was just vaguely listening to it in one earphone and then you said the word "razor" and I just lost it. I dropped my pencil and started to cry and then my mom walked in my room and saw me crying and I hadn't cried or laughed in 11 months. I've been numb for a year and you sang this song and it broke me. I finally felt something. My mom came over and she was reading what I was writing and I couldn't stop her I was just crying and crying and crying. She's trying to console me and she starts crying because I was writing a goodbye letter. I planned to run away the next night and Jesus Christ, Molly, I think you saved my life. And i just don't know how to thank you. This song. This fantastic, heart wrenching, soul grabbing, song that you wrote, saved my life. And for that I am forever indebted to you.
what an inspirational song! many people who re going through some hard times just smiled because somebody out there gets the pain and burdens they carry. you will do well, molly! please don't give up your gift!!
Molly I hope you make it big with your music and always keep God in your heart and words. You truly are a gifted and talented singer. When I hear your music, it makes me cry!! I only wish my son could meet a girl like you 😋!
Constitution for the United States of America Amendment I. (C. U. S. A. Amendment I-Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof, or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press;: The song: Harder to Breathe - Molly Kate Kestner. Started with singular meaning and ended with unity. Met at last thing people should do, "which is to go through alone." From listening to: Harder To Breathe. To me. Molly Kate Kestner, does fly in clouds. Similar to a wind of joy that carries the world of Republics into existence and experienced acquittal of glory. Never touching deduction on ground. I - meaning singularly met induction. From listening. Thank you. To Molly Kate Kestner. For sharing your music aptitude, the enjoyable song, "Harder To Breathe." And for other songs. I have enjoyed. From Molly Kate Kestner Music. Through approximately ten years.
Molly you are incredibly talented and you are such an inspiration. Every song you share you put your heart and soul into. Thank you for sharing your gift with the world.
Molly you have no idea how this helps me with what I am dealing with thank you for being such an angel for lots of people around the world :')
Molly! Oh my lawd. You give me a reason to wake up and smile. I love you and your music!! 😍😘❤🔥💯
I've never heard any one sing with the passion you sing with. It's truely touching.
I'm crying right now, thank you Molly! You're an inspiration to many ❤️
thank you Molly. I've been through anxiety for like almost 4 months and the words in this song are just so helpful. I even closed my eyes to feel it. Thank you, I really appreciate your songs, they're so meaningful something you don't find easy in today's world.
I never knew someone cared enough to help so many people with this huge struggle. I used to cut myself and I thought there was no stop but you give me hope. You help me find a reason.
Oh wow this song gave me chills all over. Hauntingly beautiful ❤️
This was the perfect time for me to listen to this song. I found this just in time. I am struggling and I rely on music to keep me going. I struggle with depression
your songs... motivate me to stay alive, i love your singing, and i'm glad that your songs have kept me alive, if they hadn't i don't know if i would still be alive. Thank you...
Even as an atheist your songs are lifeline sometimes. His daughter may be one of my favorites, not because of religion, but because of the message of hope. Noone's ever told you speaks to me on a very deep level and this song hits me hard... Thank you so much for saving my life molly...
Keep going. No matter what you believe, you are in my prayers & you matter!
Your Soul shining through casts a spell on me. Another heavy hitter, thanks for caring and sharing your pain as well. ❤
this song is beautiful. and these comments are amazing. it's incredible to see people reaching out to each other like this. I myself have struggled with mental illness my entire life. it's definitely pretty hard to hold on sometimes. thank you for being you, Molly!
i think with your heart and your voice you can save millions of people!
you can hear the pain in her voice... This song is beautiful
You can see the emotion in her face and hear it in her voice. This is so powerful. I'm literally in tears. Molly, thank you. I needed this so bad right now. You are an inspiration and I hope you never stop singing. Thank you.
AND THIS IS OUR NEW YEAR GIFT FROM UP ABOVE MY LOVING HEAVENLY FATHER...THANK YOU FOR LOVING US...I LOVE YOU LORD...AMEN
hey im faith.. i love this song hah it made me cry i struggle with suicidal thoughts and depression thanks for this song...its beautiful
I used to listen to this song in middle school when i was was really struggling with my mental health. Years later i've come back and listened and I'm reminded how much your music has helped me to keep going through the past few years. You were right, it really does get better. Thank you so much.
You have no idea how much this helps. I have had many thoughts of self harm and listened to the thoughts in my head. My mum does not understand she tried long ago but it is like she has given up. Especially now when i need her the most. It has taken a while to accept that i have a mental disorder and it is hard to handle sometimes but this song helps because there isn't any one i can talk to. Thank you so much for sharing your music, it is beautiful!
Every time I hear one of your songs it makes me want to cry. You inspire me to keep on going even when it gets hard. Thank you for all the inspiring songs you put up. Some day I want to meet you and thank you. ❤️☺️
Wow that's powerful song! This really encouraged me.
Thank you for letting God use you!
Thank you for your amazing voice, your moving music and sharing your spirit with the world. Every time I listen to one of your songs I am touched immensely. I have struggled so long with PTSD, Bulimia, Self Harm and Depression and there were many times throughout my life that I have felt like things would never get better. Thank you for reminding those of us who sometimes live in dark clouds that there is light. You share so much inspiration and hope through your thoughtful lyrics and words; please continue to share your amazing talent and gift. We are ever so grateful and blessed.
Thanks for your video. Ive gone through alcoholic tendencies before I'm 21. They started because I was bored and it turned into a habit :( now I am 20 and was facing suicidal thoughts and tendencies. I told my family it was because I went to college for a vocation and the vocation didn't turn out as I wanted it to so I needed time off work because my mind was all mixed up and I couldn't function at all. Now I am recuperating and watching your videos to try to find the faith that I didn't want to lose since I was a child. No matter what trials I face in this life, there is a God who loves me conditionally no matter that I do. I want to hold onto him in my trials and maybe I can then start to battle my addiction. Thanks again for the video. It helped me more than you know - Your brother in Christ, Logan.
Logan stay strong Logan. you have come far and have so much further to go. god has great plans for you don't give up.
Logan stay strong I am being bullied and I am wanting to hurt my self because I think I'm stupid it my fault please don't give up
I've struggled with an eating disorder most of my life and this song is so touching so thank you for caring enough to post this song ........ Thank you
I suffer and have for years from Panic, PTSD, and depression I have gotten help and reached out it does get better still a struggle but better, thank you for this song
Truly the most beautiful song I have ever heard! It reaches to a piece of me most people don't know about. Thank you for that. Your extremely talented and have an amazing gift. 🎤
Molly, It may not be clearly evident to yourself all the time.. but to others you are a special light shining bright and using the gifts God gave you in the right ways. You are like an Angel that is delivering His messages directly. Your words have so much power! Keep up the good faith!
LOVE YOU MOLLY KESTNER!! You are a beautiful person
I was sitting in bed. I was upset and I came across your song His Daughter because it helps me and I clicked on this. I am absolutely baffled by the amount of emotion you have in this song. I can tell in your voice that you've been close to the subject of this song. Wether it would be yourself or a friend. You are such an amazing people. You are my inspiration to not only help myself but to do my damnedest to help others with the knowledge I have about the dark places. Thank you so much.
All I want to say is thank you. This has opened my eyes to everything. I've been suffering from depression and occasionally suicidal thoughts. This song helped me and I just listened to it. Thank you so much
Sincerely,
Some random guy you just helped
I literally had chills the whole time.
listening to your songs have got me through a lot in the past few years. there's a lot of strength in your voice, and it helps. thank you
I literally felt a connection with you on this song. I'm going through rough times, but I swear your music is so comforting. your voice is fanaminal 💖💜 keep up the motivation it really does help , its a lift . 👍👌❤
I can't seem to understand why you and your incredible words are not more well known. I want you music on my freaking phone all the time. Your music touches little parts of everyone. People who have had rough lives or who have lost people, or if they are sick. I love this song. I love your music.
a month later and here i find myself again. Crying because its just so perfect and really just express everything I cant say and just gives me hope. Thank you...
I'm watching this in 2016 and it's about to be Christmas who else?
Ash Gaming me I am I'm not very healthy right now I've just been depressed and I need help
Daniel Flores Do you have Instagram? Because I bet you're nice I would love talking to you!
august 2018
💔😭 this song is so much more. The Soul has been awakened.
I felt this way at one point... Sometime i still struggle with low self-esteem low self confidence low self image... You are an amazing Person Molly kate Kestner...... Your music has helped me so much
I literally got chills. This song is so relatable for many people, including my best friend. Thank you for sharing your gift with the world!!!
i used to be so suicidal and delt with so much bullying and betrayal and lost so much. your music saved me. your song no one ever told you and this one really was such a huge part of the steps that saved my life. idk where id be rn if you didnt sing these songs. i honeslty dont know if i can say id still be breathing so thank you so much molly. you are helping so many people and thank you so much for helping me. plz dont ever feel like your unworthy because you have helped so many people keep living and you are an amazing person and plz continue with your music its still helping people to this day💛💛💛
I'm in tears :') Thank you for sharing your beautiful talent to the world. It has changed many lives and has touched our souls.
I've been watching your videos since I was 16 😢your songs helped me sing my heart out and express myself when I didn't know how to.im jot 26 3 kids and I'm still hoping nack to these songs to help me❤
I would love to meet you one day I wish I had the guts to wrote songs and share my story.
I've been listening to this song a lot this week because I've been struggling really bad. This song is a reason I don't give in to what my mind is telling me to do so thank you...
I always go back to this song when I want to give up on everything. Thank you so much for being such a beautiful, humble person. xx
this song made me cry. I have been through alot I was told no 15 year old should. this song is so amazing and im going to start listening to it when I feel like I need to cut. I've been doing it sense I was in 4th grade and it is additive. if anyone ever wants someone to talk to I'm here we can get through it together. my family has tried to get me help cause they don't understand why I'm like I am but they try hard to. I still get suicidal thoughts today. but I know what would happen if I did go through with it. I would have ended my pain and gave it to the ones who love me I was clean from cutting for a month Intel last night. I'm so glad I found this song when I did. thank you so much molly you are an amazing girl keep you head up and stay strong