When ddlc came out, I was at a point in my life where I felt the same way as Sayori, painfully depressed and just wanting to uplift others in the hopes it would somehow make me feel better. I hear this song, and I see it as my younger self telling my older self how she felt back then. How I wish I could give her a hug, and tell her that she didn’t have to suffer alone. And in a way, like Sayori, I can’t save her.
something people criticise about ddlc is the time it takes to get ‘spooky’, but i think it’s extremely important that you build an attachment beforehand to the point you almost forget the game’s genre. the characters become like people you actually know which makes it more heartbreaking when the time comes that everything goes wrong. i love this game; this song is very nostalgic too.
yeah, thats how the "sayori scene" where shes chilling up there "flying" have alot more impact in it. its interesting how good writing can really make us care about a fictional character that the death of them could literally change peoples life in a weird way, i know i do, lol.
I feel like I failed Sayori by being incapable of saving her. I get the same feeling of guilt that I do towards real people I know who've died when I think about her. I know too well what she's going through, so the responsibility I felt towards her was immense. Miss you, girl.
The fact that he put extra care into the characters to make them seem like actual people, and the fact your brain actually can’t differentiate between real people and fictional characters? There’s a reason this game has that warning at the start, and why so many people still can’t let these characters go.
@@Crackedcripple yup, the deepness of character sticks with people, because it shows the ultimate destruction of the selfless individual. Amazingly done, lives on with the many
I think he said, that when creating the game, they were based on several acts that were real, or that they themselves suffered, thus giving the story and a harsh background, and despite the time I always come back to these videos are they reassuring or leave me a lot to think about.
@@skully3242 MC was super insensitive but... Thing is what could you even say to her to make it okay? When you're that deep in despair nothing anyone says will make it better. Been there. Done that. Best they can do is empathise if they've been there too. But then you're just sitting there being miserable together, reinforcing that negativity. It's tough. And I hate the world because it has to be like this. It should change. But it never will. Those who can help won't. Those who want to help can't.
I remember listening to this back in late 2017 when doki doki was starting to become popular (I watched Jacksepticeye play it during that time). I was already going through severe depression at the time, but no one ever suspected it because I kept it hidden from others so they wouldn't have to worry nor judge me harshly. Now coming back to it almost 6 years later and it's hitting me with so much nostalgia, the good and bad memories from high school mostly. I like this soundtrack in particular though, but I guess you could say that this was my comfort game at the time so DDLC always holds a special place in my heart still. Nowadays, I'm doing much better, but the depression does leak out from time to time, but not to the point where I need actual help help from my family.
the first time i played it, i was young n naive, i want a different ending for sayori n for monika so badly, but i know it just cant be change, that fucked me up for awhile, im glad it did, its poetic in a weird sense, it makes me understand & accept the concept of not having everything you want, i want job that i want, i dont wanna lose that friend, i dont wanna break up with my partner, but sometimes life will just take away something or give something u dont want &.. its okay, life goes on, keep smiling. i could talk about this shit for hours man lol, this game is special to me man, ill never forget about this game, i could relate to you so much, hope you doing well! Just Monika.
@@scheemoon I know this is 8 months later but sayori did that because of what Monika did to her. If monika wasnt self aware, it never would have happened in the first place
I came back to DDLC after 5 long years... the way this sounds reminds me of how much brighter everything was back then and how sad it is now in comparison.. It's like remembering something that's been missing for a while but being unable to get it back.
i can literally picture MC staring at an old photo of Sayori a couple months after her unfortunate incident while this music plays. i also love the static type noise in the background, makes it feel more nostalgic.
“Looking back on the past I wish I haven’t avoided her and left her. I wish I was still the person I was as a kid and spend time with her. I wish that I was there for her. Maybe she would still be here if I wants a fool.” -mc.
As I saw the comments below, it's pretty depressing. But I wanna say that somebody does care about you, even if you have no one someone will. You should always appreciate the people you meet in life, good or bad they taught you something in life, to avoid being with, to be with. There will always be a light shining down on us deep in the shadows, so don't be afraid to go towards it.
The ability to relate shows how amazingly done these characters are. Their overriding characteristics go so deep, and ultimately do what’s best for you out of love. Sayori and others like her need the connection, and just simply need somebody to tell them it’s alright, assuring that things are how they were
These are the times when you were not at home as a child. you ran every day outside and walked with your friends. when you or your friends stayed overnight and you had fun all night. and then...
You grow up... Communicate less with them, become more closed. You start to stay at home more because ... Everyone left ... Nobody stayed ... Only you and your loneliness.
don't be so rude, nothing may go right, but... it can always be worse, always, maybe the worst thing is to die, but you can't be dead if you still feel sadness, then...
Wow...listening to this made me want to just zone out and just stare at my ceiling at 3 am. It's feels like being put in a trance, but it's also like a sad lullaby
Wow. That’s all I can say. This mix of it makes me feel something I just can’t describe I think sayori is the foremost of the dokis, at least in my mind. Not for any reason of personality or anything like that, but simply because she is the most complex of the various characters, to me. The others are all tropes, for the most part, 2d cutouts of characters, save monika who has some more depth to her character. Meanwhile sayori feels most real. Her personality is far deeper and more complex than any of the other characters. This was done on purpose by Dan, mind you. Sayori was intended to be the most real, and to me, that utterly succeeded Great mix by the way
For something it always seemed to me, my Favorite Doki, maybe Natsuki is adorable or Yuri interesting, maybe Monika but no matter how perfect she seems to show, I prefer something that is more real. I know, I am faithfully TEAM SAYORI!!
I feel like Yuri is also real complex and relatable to people, Sayori Is tho one who looks happy on the outside but is dead inside. Yuri is the socially awkward kid who also struggles with anxiety and self harm, and littuature is her only escape. I think Yuri is relatable to people as well but in a different way.
i really hate myself. i feel like i’ve missed out on everything. most people have friends and are at the peak of their lives at my age, yet here i am with no friends, just wasting away time.
I also felt that way sometime ago but,you know you arent ultimately guilty by missing out on things in life,youre still living and you can always get somewhere. and if you try im certain that you will. even though its a bit you will still be better at whatever it is that youre upset about. just try to improve yourself on there. and improve, dont try to change your personality or what is natural about you. trying to change your personality will only come out with a mask on the outside and more self-hate in the inside. and you are always worth something, just dont forget that.
Этот персонаж… такой яркий и глубокий… ты, сам того не понимая пропитываешься чувствами главной героини… Team Salvation великая студия. Когда мне грустно или одиноко я представляю мир DDLC в светлом ключе: Что было бы, если Моника была бы обычным персонажем? Я понимаю, что эта игра не стала бы такой популярной без страха и психологии, но все же иногда хочется просто доброй истории с хорошим финалом…
модификации не пробывал(а) перекинь в папку game файлы с модом "Salvation" (классное название) там будет счастливый финал да и не только по сюжету главный герой помогает Сайори с депрессией и все такое (ну а там ещё и проблемы с Моникой, но это не важно) и кстати этот трек "My Confession" в том моде буде часто играть
@@Sumga15 Только моды помогают мне получить чувство хорошей концовки. Однако я понимаю, что это не почерк автора, другая, совершенно другая история, от чего становится грустно.
It’s so weird, I feel like my heart is heavy, i remember every good time I had as a kid, everything I love. Oh I want to go back in time so much, when I was happy. I cried over this and I really don’t know how to explain that feeling of missing the past that much… my ddlc phase and all of these phases… thank you so much
havn't played DDLC in a while and this made me actually shed a tear bc it's nostalgic but at the same time bringing back the trauma from playing the game. good job on this man!
Yknow, back when ddlc was at its peak, im gonna be honest i didnt really like sayori. I thought she was annoying. But now im older, and in this particular part of my life, i really relate to her. In fact, the way i used to think about sayori, is the way i think about myself. Shes grown on me a bit, to say the least. Anyone out there who feels similar to sayori, or any of the girls, really. Youre not alone. Please keep yourself safe.
I relate to all the girls a lot in different ways except maybe for natsuki, I’ve got a goodish home life and I don’t put on a mean personality when I’m actually really nice inside, but I do relate to her insecurities over herself. I relate to Yuri because of her tendency to use media to escape from her problems, and her social awkwardness around everyone save for a select few close friends, I haven’t hurt myself in the same way she has, but I have beat up on myself and other things I relate to Sayori and Monika the absolute most though.
you know, this is probably one of the many games i would call a masterpiece, despite it not having any ground breaking mechanics, crazy graphics, intrinsic plot, it is probably the closest we will ever get to a game just showing us that mental illness is real and how much suffering people go through the day just to live by. truly, ddlc is something else and i appreciate dan for making this incredible game
AND MUSIC !!! music is very simple, but it's still very damn emotional. and of course, can't forget about those sounddesign things in the second act... damn, they are too good
@@Egorgamer-ik9cw of course, the music on this game is probably the key factor why i really love and appreciate this game to this day, people undermine how much good music composition and directing needed for a game to stand out because if there is one thing a good video game needs is a very a good soundtrack.
This game is special to me, I played it in one of the most darkest time in my childhood, the ending is so depressing yet I'm glad it is, even tho I shouldn't play that game when I'm in a slumber of bad emotions, I'm glad I did it cuz in a weird way this game shows me what real life is, even if you want good endings for things in ur life such as relationships, dreams, jobs, etc, sometimes it just simply wouldn't happen, n sometimes it's okay to not have good endings for things that u love. One of the many reasons why I love this game, I could talk about this shit for hours n hours lol. I grew up yet this game still feels special to me, I'll never forget about this game n that magical fun yet depressing experience playing it for the first time, seriously one of the best game I've played in my life. Love You DDLC :) (And good remix dude, loved it)
Did you only mean the main ending? I couldn't tell by your comment if you were aware of the alternate endings this game has. One of them being a good ending, so just to counter your point i feel that you really can change things and make good endings even though all this life stuff gets in the way sometimes :)
@@ItsMackaa hi, its me, this my different account, havent logged into that account for awhile lol. yeah, im talking bout the main ending, are you talking about the new plus version of the game endings or are you talking about the main game? cuz i sorta aware that theres different ending to the main game, but im not sure if thats true or not, really wanna try it, but the main ending traumatizes me so much that i sort of forgot about the other endings 🤣. i know that the new plus version has alot more new shit to discover, havent played it yet, excited to play it soon. no spoilers pls lol.
@@lutaki7324 uh yes I’m only referring to the main game havent looking much into the new plus version? Do you know if that is fan made or released by salvato themselves?
@@ItsMackaa no3, thats actually salvato, n its confirmed that they add so much more new content in the game. u should check it out! looks fire! lol n dang, maybe i need to try harder finding other endings i guess. i kinda like the ending that i got tho, while i would love to see the characters happy 😅, i still think the ending that i got is special, ig thats partly why i didnt try hard enough to find other endings. 😂
There's so many writers who take up chapters to show a characters backstory or use a character's actions or a bunch of lines of different dialogue to lead up to a point that the character has depression but ddlc used a quick and strong dialogue to get the idea across, it wasn't lazy either but realistic and extremely relatable "Why do you think I'm late to school every day? Because most days, I can't even find a reason to get out of bed." Originally i didn't think much of this character till she had said this She felt so real for a second As someone who struggles with this same thing it's comforting seeing a character like you but saddening
Esta llena de sentimientos esta cancion, ademas de que me hace acordar que no hay posibilidad alguna de salvar a Sayori, solo en mods, desearia que hubieran metido un final donde se salvan a las dokis, salvar a Sayori de la depresion, salvar a Natsuki de su abusivo padre, salvar a Yuri de su obsecion y salvar a monika de su mentira
Who'd ever think a bundle of sunshine would have depression? She didn't need to end up like that! Have nice day/night and remember take care of yourself.
it's very very different, but it feels very similar because the piano sound (not the melody) in my feelings is literally the piano sound from my confession
I wish I had this about a year ago. That was when I was at my worst mentally, and I really think this could have helped me so much. Not just the slowed reverb, but the crackles. As well as the image, being a grainy memory of happiness... It's still profound to me now, even though I'm "better" (I'll never truly be over it, but I at a stage where I can be considered normal, if just a bit pessimistic). Still though, I'm glad this exists for those who need this right now. Sometimes, you need something sad to help improve your mood.
Y''know, I'm literally in the middle of the peak of a dark time, mindlessly scrolling through YT and i see this. I haven't seen anything on DDLC in a while or even played it for a year or so, but i didn't hesitate to click... being depressed is a bitch. I hope all of you out there in the same boat as me get better, and remember you're stronger than you think. Edit: I got a gf 3 months after this comment was made and now I'm much much happier. Turns out the problem was my "friends" at the time that really insulted me and treated me like crap
if I feel from original of this song despair, resentment, anger at the whole world and at myself that I could not fix it, in this version I feel nostalgia, sad but that very warm nostalgia for those days when I was still little kid and often went for a walk in the forest, played football with friends , it's so sad but I don't feel regret, I feel proud of my memories and want to save them
man... All my friend was hate me, i lost my mother,i don't have any friend,my father is failure, and this... this music is one thing that can make me calm Edit: sorry for bad english
i love how the girls are relatable in some way. take yuri for example, at first she's just a shy book nerd girl trope, but then as you get closer to her she tells you she prefers to be alone and read books because that's where her friends are. they don't make fun of her for being a nerd or the way her body looks, because they're just characters in a book. all the girls start off as a trope until you get to know them more, and that's why i love this game to death
So I'm ngl. I just finished ddlc for the first time and wow... This is one of the best horror games ive ever played. It did leave me feeling empty though and I wanna play more. But god lee this soundtrack hit hard... Especially remembering what sayori went through. Mane.. it hurts Lowkey
If you haven’t done so already, you can look up or try to find for yourself all the secrets/random events/other endings. They’ll give you a fuller picture of the story, lore, and characters
WE ARE KILLING OURSELVES WITH THIS ONE🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥 Edit: Now that a year passed I kinda hate this music now, not because its bad but because it makes my mind imagine im either visiting sayori's grave or either finding her hanged in her own room. I dont wanna imagine seeing sayori this way. BUT WE ARE STILL KILLING OURSELVES WITH THIS ONE🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I remember crying until i almost threw up when sayori died because of how much she made an impact on me. I have never seen a fictional character that i could relate to more than sayori.
im starting to feel like her, ive realised i always used to be happy around my friends and now when im not around anyone im upset, isolating myself or crying. what do i do? i dont understand what has happened for me for me to act like this. it gets worse every day.
hey, i know it's difficult, but you can do this okay? try your best to not give up, find something that could help you, maybe you should try meditation, that help me a lot in moments like this... You can do it! Don't give up!
this is quite fitting as the end poem of minecraft it gives off the vibe of nostalgia but also deep despair imagine this song being the post credit scene
Sometimes all you want is silence, and to be noticed without being noticed. Just have someone that knows and asks when they realize you're feeling moodier than normal, but without having to explain everything to them and fear that they will judge you or think poorly of you because you think your pain isn't justified. It's a sad thing that a lot of people (included me) have this barrier, and a lot of them know their problems won't be well received because the people around won't fully understand or do much about it. Sometimes, all you want is someone that quietly understands you, and will fully understand and hear you if you speak about it to them. Sometimes, all we need is to talk. Yet it's so hard for so many reasons. It sucks. Why does it have to feel like a crime confession when all i'm doing is try to express and cry the burden out?, why does it feel like whenever we search help, people don't want to understand?, it's even worse when they have seen it, and yet can't fully understand why. Or just seem to ignore it until you're fine again, they only care in the moment, just because afterwards you're fine doesn't mean it's fine forever. It sucks to feel like it was just a crime confession
What Sayori went through, was something that I have also experienced in life. Hahaha, I thought that I was successful at forgetting about that past but, here I get reminded of it. Sayori, your happiness matters, you matter.
I this just wow being diagnosed with depression I can empathise with Sayori a lot that is why I will always look at DDLC as the scariest game of all time
After playing this game that's only then my emotions started tweaking and I'd always space out for no reason. A month later it got even worse so my mom took me to visit the therapist and they diagnosed me with what I like to call "The Great Sad" though depression just sounds so serious and it's so silly! 😂 I just don't know anymore it's been getting even worse ever since the visit. Haha, didn't think this game would hit me that hard! I feel very tired and want to enter my eternal rest and disappear from this confusing blue ball we call our home. It was in my best interests to keep everyone satisfied and I always acted accordingly due to the severity of the situation, this is an integral part of my character. I feel soo tired. Good grief..
Oh my God! It really sounds as good as it looks! Now I'm definitely mentally calmed down...something reminds me of Undertail... What could be more beautiful than Sayori's carefree love?
(irrelevant comment) recently artificial intelligence making drawings has been tormenting me, this is already very advanced and I feel that this type of art made by humans has come to an end, companies do not mind leaving artists without jobs if they have a cheaper alternative and quickly that it is just as beautiful as the drawings of an experienced human. If before it was difficult to make a living from art, now it will be impossible, all this really anguishes me and I can't stop thinking about it, drawing is the only thing I know how to do well, but now I feel like it's not worth it anymore and I don't want to draw anymore. I do not know what to do now
I know. Happily there are many people avoiding AI images to support humans. Personally I use AI but don't publish its creations in any way it could take human's place. And I never watch AI arts from others. So dw. There is still hope.
I'm here to tell you that you're reading to stop thinking you're useless, you're not useless and please tell your friend your parents what you are feeling don't keep this sadness inside you because it only gets worse so please never keep it what you're feeling and never NEVER give up on your dreams
@TRHCorp Ok. Stay strong. I might not know anything about you but I know that there are people who know you and care about you. And it's alright. One of the worst thing you could do to them is not making them care about you like Sayori thought. It's leaving them alone. Even if you think you don't deserve to be cared about, ask your close ones, they'd prefer that to having to face... What happened to Sayori. Good luck with life. You can make it.
The time i was at my peak depression, i made this to vibe with it.
reason sounds stupid, but meh
@@c1phxr8888 nah
I was also at the peak of depression and this song was up there. You're not the only one.
I honestly feel like I do have depression, and I probably do because of suicidal thoughts from time to time and other things.
Damn sorry to hear that you're falling off now
When ddlc came out, I was at a point in my life where I felt the same way as Sayori, painfully depressed and just wanting to uplift others in the hopes it would somehow make me feel better. I hear this song, and I see it as my younger self telling my older self how she felt back then. How I wish I could give her a hug, and tell her that she didn’t have to suffer alone. And in a way, like Sayori, I can’t save her.
something people criticise about ddlc is the time it takes to get ‘spooky’, but i think it’s extremely important that you build an attachment beforehand to the point you almost forget the game’s genre. the characters become like people you actually know which makes it more heartbreaking when the time comes that everything goes wrong. i love this game; this song is very nostalgic too.
yeah, thats how the "sayori scene" where shes chilling up there "flying" have alot more impact in it. its interesting how good writing can really make us care about a fictional character that the death of them could literally change peoples life in a weird way, i know i do, lol.
I feel like I failed Sayori by being incapable of saving her. I get the same feeling of guilt that I do towards real people I know who've died when I think about her. I know too well what she's going through, so the responsibility I felt towards her was immense.
Miss you, girl.
For experienced players, the plot develops more quickly
@@physical_insanityI feel like I failed them all tbh
...Its... an hour... In what world is that too much?
the thing is, Salvato did an amazing job at making these girls portray realistic lives, so we relate to them.
The fact that he put extra care into the characters to make them seem like actual people, and the fact your brain actually can’t differentiate between real people and fictional characters? There’s a reason this game has that warning at the start, and why so many people still can’t let these characters go.
@@Crackedcripple yup, the deepness of character sticks with people, because it shows the ultimate destruction of the selfless individual. Amazingly done, lives on with the many
Girls and boy
I think he said, that when creating the game, they were based on several acts that were real, or that they themselves suffered, thus giving the story and a harsh background, and despite the time I always come back to these videos are they reassuring or leave me a lot to think about.
@@miguelmauna3208 that's good to know
I just want somebody to miss me after I'm gone
Hey, dude, How are you?
I feel you...but I gave up
A hug for you(つˆ⌣ˆ)つ，you will be fine
_``and I don't want your pity, I just need somebody near me``_
Ain't no way Sayori's dead. I thought she's just _hanging_ out
It's even sadder when you know exactly how it feels, and you can't say anything to help her because you're stuck with the damn MC talking for you.
That's because MC and the player are not the same lmao. He didn't ask to be linked to you. Can't hold thar against him
Yeah.
i hated that part of the game. but i also love this game.
@@skully3242 MC was super insensitive but... Thing is what could you even say to her to make it okay?
When you're that deep in despair nothing anyone says will make it better. Been there. Done that. Best they can do is empathise if they've been there too. But then you're just sitting there being miserable together, reinforcing that negativity.
It's tough. And I hate the world because it has to be like this. It should change. But it never will. Those who can help won't. Those who want to help can't.
this hits different after you played DDLC for the 7th time
Just you
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I remember listening to this back in late 2017 when doki doki was starting to become popular (I watched Jacksepticeye play it during that time). I was already going through severe depression at the time, but no one ever suspected it because I kept it hidden from others so they wouldn't have to worry nor judge me harshly. Now coming back to it almost 6 years later and it's hitting me with so much nostalgia, the good and bad memories from high school mostly. I like this soundtrack in particular though, but I guess you could say that this was my comfort game at the time so DDLC always holds a special place in my heart still. Nowadays, I'm doing much better, but the depression does leak out from time to time, but not to the point where I need actual help help from my family.
the first time i played it, i was young n naive, i want a different ending for sayori n for monika so badly, but i know it just cant be change, that fucked me up for awhile, im glad it did, its poetic in a weird sense, it makes me understand & accept the concept of not having everything you want, i want job that i want, i dont wanna lose that friend, i dont wanna break up with my partner, but sometimes life will just take away something or give something u dont want &.. its okay, life goes on, keep smiling.
i could talk about this shit for hours man lol, this game is special to me man, ill never forget about this game, i could relate to you so much, hope you doing well! Just Monika.
I live how chill and somewhat nostalgic it feels, got me thinking of MC looking back on what happened
Same
id imagine if monika wasnt aware and DDLC act 1 and 2 happened, mc would be traumatized
@@scheemoon I know this is 8 months later but sayori did that because of what Monika did to her. If monika wasnt self aware, it never would have happened in the first place
I came back to DDLC after 5 long years... the way this sounds reminds me of how much brighter everything was back then and how sad it is now in comparison.. It's like remembering something that's been missing for a while but being unable to get it back.
i can literally picture MC staring at an old photo of Sayori a couple months after her unfortunate incident while this music plays.
i also love the static type noise in the background, makes it feel more nostalgic.
Especially if it's this one or of their childhood.
And if it's like 10 years later.
Tan solo imaginarlo me pone triste
“Looking back on the past I wish I haven’t avoided her and left her. I wish I was still the person I was as a kid and spend time with her. I wish that I was there for her. Maybe she would still be here if I wants a fool.”
-mc.
Stop it I'm crying...
Ahh yes. My depression's national anthem.
Great to be played when you're _hanging_ out
@@infienite9215 I’m all for dark humor but pls dont
@@Ja_jna sometimes humour can make you feel better, I joke about it all the time being depressed myself
I feel you
@@theastonvillaseal585 up the villa!
As I saw the comments below, it's pretty depressing. But I wanna say that somebody does care about you, even if you have no one someone will. You should always appreciate the people you meet in life, good or bad they taught you something in life, to avoid being with, to be with. There will always be a light shining down on us deep in the shadows, so don't be afraid to go towards it.
Such wise words..
Yea, my imaginary friend does so anything’s possible!
The ability to relate shows how amazingly done these characters are. Their overriding characteristics go so deep, and ultimately do what’s best for you out of love. Sayori and others like her need the connection, and just simply need somebody to tell them it’s alright, assuring that things are how they were
These are the times when you were not at home as a child. you ran every day outside and walked with your friends. when you or your friends stayed overnight and you had fun all night. and then...
And then, Adulthood came, you still remember those old days.
Remember when is the lowest form of conversation
Dude, your comment is just bringing back ol' memories. It feels mundane and depressing to recall it
You grow up... Communicate less with them, become more closed. You start to stay at home more because ... Everyone left ... Nobody stayed ... Only you and your loneliness.
don't be so rude, nothing may go right, but... it can always be worse, always, maybe the worst thing is to die, but you can't be dead if you still feel sadness, then...
It means that things are not so bad, there is still something to fight for,
Why is this so true...
.........
Wow...listening to this made me want to just zone out and just stare at my ceiling at 3 am. It's feels like being put in a trance, but it's also like a sad lullaby
Wow. That’s all I can say. This mix of it makes me feel something I just can’t describe
I think sayori is the foremost of the dokis, at least in my mind. Not for any reason of personality or anything like that, but simply because she is the most complex of the various characters, to me. The others are all tropes, for the most part, 2d cutouts of characters, save monika who has some more depth to her character. Meanwhile sayori feels most real. Her personality is far deeper and more complex than any of the other characters. This was done on purpose by Dan, mind you. Sayori was intended to be the most real, and to me, that utterly succeeded
Great mix by the way
Ayoo thanks
Agreed, my friend
For something it always seemed to me, my Favorite Doki, maybe Natsuki is adorable or Yuri interesting, maybe Monika but no matter how perfect she seems to show, I prefer something that is more real.
I know, I am faithfully TEAM SAYORI!!
@@leopro96ytgameplaysytutori76 allright
#teamSayori
I feel like Yuri is also real complex and relatable to people, Sayori Is tho one who looks happy on the outside but is dead inside. Yuri is the socially awkward kid who also struggles with anxiety and self harm, and littuature is her only escape. I think Yuri is relatable to people as well but in a different way.
i really hate myself. i feel like i’ve missed out on everything. most people have friends and are at the peak of their lives at my age, yet here i am with no friends, just wasting away time.
I also felt that way sometime ago but,you know you arent ultimately guilty by missing out on things in life,youre still living and you can always get somewhere. and if you try im certain that you will. even though its a bit you will still be better at whatever it is that youre upset about. just try to improve yourself on there. and improve, dont try to change your personality or what is natural about you. trying to change your personality will only come out with a mask on the outside and more self-hate in the inside. and you are always worth something, just dont forget that.
Holy shit that’s literally me right now this month
With time , you’ll heal.
Just trust me.
this song somehow awakened my PTSD after years of me playing the game
the fact you said 'awaken' and you have a JJBA pfp
Этот персонаж… такой яркий и глубокий… ты, сам того не понимая пропитываешься чувствами главной героини… Team Salvation великая студия. Когда мне грустно или одиноко я представляю мир DDLC в светлом ключе: Что было бы, если Моника была бы обычным персонажем? Я понимаю, что эта игра не стала бы такой популярной без страха и психологии, но все же иногда хочется просто доброй истории с хорошим финалом…
Я б лучше не сказал
Salvation AHAHAHAHAHAH
модификации не пробывал(а) перекинь в папку game файлы с модом "Salvation" (классное название) там будет счастливый финал да и не только по сюжету главный герой помогает Сайори с депрессией и все такое (ну а там ещё и проблемы с Моникой, но это не важно) и кстати этот трек "My Confession" в том моде буде часто играть
@@Sumga15 Только моды помогают мне получить чувство хорошей концовки. Однако я понимаю, что это не почерк автора, другая, совершенно другая история, от чего становится грустно.
@@Напстаблук-щ4т а я не думаю об этом, у меня в голове только мысли об истории
It’s so weird, I feel like my heart is heavy, i remember every good time I had as a kid, everything I love. Oh I want to go back in time so much, when I was happy. I cried over this and I really don’t know how to explain that feeling of missing the past that much… my ddlc phase and all of these phases… thank you so much
havn't played DDLC in a while and this made me actually shed a tear bc it's nostalgic but at the same time bringing back the trauma from playing the game.
good job on this man!
Yknow, back when ddlc was at its peak, im gonna be honest i didnt really like sayori. I thought she was annoying. But now im older, and in this particular part of my life, i really relate to her. In fact, the way i used to think about sayori, is the way i think about myself. Shes grown on me a bit, to say the least. Anyone out there who feels similar to sayori, or any of the girls, really. Youre not alone. Please keep yourself safe.
I relate to all the girls a lot in different ways except maybe for natsuki, I’ve got a goodish home life and I don’t put on a mean personality when I’m actually really nice inside, but I do relate to her insecurities over herself.
I relate to Yuri because of her tendency to use media to escape from her problems, and her social awkwardness around everyone save for a select few close friends, I haven’t hurt myself in the same way she has, but I have beat up on myself and other things
I relate to Sayori and Monika the absolute most though.
My’ friend sent me this when, I was having a really bad day thanks, to Emma. ❤
you know, this is probably one of the many games i would call a masterpiece, despite it not having any ground breaking mechanics, crazy graphics, intrinsic plot, it is probably the closest we will ever get to a game just showing us that mental illness is real and how much suffering people go through the day just to live by. truly, ddlc is something else and i appreciate dan for making this incredible game
AND MUSIC !!!
music is very simple, but it's still very damn emotional.
and of course, can't forget about those sounddesign things in the second act... damn, they are too good
@@Egorgamer-ik9cw of course, the music on this game is probably the key factor why i really love and appreciate this game to this day, people undermine how much good music composition and directing needed for a game to stand out because if there is one thing a good video game needs is a very a good soundtrack.
this is a hidden gem
This game is special to me, I played it in one of the most darkest time in my childhood, the ending is so depressing yet I'm glad it is, even tho I shouldn't play that game when I'm in a slumber of bad emotions, I'm glad I did it cuz in a weird way this game shows me what real life is, even if you want good endings for things in ur life such as relationships, dreams, jobs, etc, sometimes it just simply wouldn't happen, n sometimes it's okay to not have good endings for things that u love.
One of the many reasons why I love this game, I could talk about this shit for hours n hours lol.
I grew up yet this game still feels special to me, I'll never forget about this game n that magical fun yet depressing experience playing it for the first time, seriously one of the best game I've played in my life. Love You DDLC :)
(And good remix dude, loved it)
Did you only mean the main ending? I couldn't tell by your comment if you were aware of the alternate endings this game has. One of them being a good ending, so just to counter your point i feel that you really can change things and make good endings even though all this life stuff gets in the way sometimes :)
@@ItsMackaa hi, its me, this my different account, havent logged into that account for awhile lol.
yeah, im talking bout the main ending, are you talking about the new plus version of the game endings or are you talking about the main game? cuz i sorta aware that theres different ending to the main game, but im not sure if thats true or not, really wanna try it, but the main ending traumatizes me so much that i sort of forgot about the other endings 🤣.
i know that the new plus version has alot more new shit to discover, havent played it yet, excited to play it soon. no spoilers pls lol.
@@lutaki7324 uh yes I’m only referring to the main game havent looking much into the new plus version? Do you know if that is fan made or released by salvato themselves?
@@ItsMackaa oh, you dont know that version huh? thats by salvato, not fanmade, thats why im excited, cuz everything sbout it is cannon! lol
@@ItsMackaa no3, thats actually salvato, n its confirmed that they add so much more new content in the game. u should check it out! looks fire! lol
n dang, maybe i need to try harder finding other endings i guess. i kinda like the ending that i got tho, while i would love to see the characters happy 😅, i still think the ending that i got is special, ig thats partly why i didnt try hard enough to find other endings. 😂
There's so many writers who take up chapters to show a characters backstory or use a character's actions or a bunch of lines of different dialogue to lead up to a point that the character has depression but ddlc used a quick and strong dialogue to get the idea across, it wasn't lazy either but realistic and extremely relatable
"Why do you think I'm late to school every day?
Because most days, I can't even find a reason to get out of bed."
Originally i didn't think much of this character till she had said this
She felt so real for a second
As someone who struggles with this same thing it's comforting seeing a character like you but saddening
when I'm sad I love to listen to this, I like to add fuel to the fire
This makes me miss my high school days
Tell me about it.
@tomatoorphan6166 life was more simple and fun back then plus we were in our prime when I came to good looks and energy
Esta llena de sentimientos esta cancion, ademas de que me hace acordar que no hay posibilidad alguna de salvar a Sayori, solo en mods, desearia que hubieran metido un final donde se salvan a las dokis, salvar a Sayori de la depresion, salvar a Natsuki de su abusivo padre, salvar a Yuri de su obsecion y salvar a monika de su mentira
Who'd ever think a bundle of sunshine would have depression? She didn't need to end up like that! Have nice day/night and remember take care of yourself.
Fun fact: My confession is already "My feelings" but a little different because it's without guitar
it's very very different, but it feels very similar because the piano sound (not the melody) in my feelings is literally the piano sound from my confession
This is what you hear after Sayori haunts MC's house wholesomely.
I somehow got scared when i saw this video thumbnail because it was larger than all other videos, and clicked of curiosity, but didn't regret it
I wish I had this about a year ago. That was when I was at my worst mentally, and I really think this could have helped me so much. Not just the slowed reverb, but the crackles. As well as the image, being a grainy memory of happiness... It's still profound to me now, even though I'm "better" (I'll never truly be over it, but I at a stage where I can be considered normal, if just a bit pessimistic). Still though, I'm glad this exists for those who need this right now. Sometimes, you need something sad to help improve your mood.
Hey man good energy to you❤
Y''know, I'm literally in the middle of the peak of a dark time, mindlessly scrolling through YT and i see this. I haven't seen anything on DDLC in a while or even played it for a year or so, but i didn't hesitate to click... being depressed is a bitch. I hope all of you out there in the same boat as me get better, and remember you're stronger than you think.
Edit: I got a gf 3 months after this comment was made and now I'm much much happier. Turns out the problem was my "friends" at the time that really insulted me and treated me like crap
You remember those times... And you dream to return there...
if I feel from original of this song despair, resentment, anger at the whole world and at myself that I could not fix it, in this version I feel nostalgia, sad but that very warm nostalgia for those days when I was still little kid and often went for a walk in the forest, played football with friends , it's so sad but I don't feel regret, I feel proud of my memories and want to save them
man... All my friend was hate me, i lost my mother,i don't have any friend,my father is failure, and this... this music is one thing that can make me calm
Edit: sorry for bad english
i feel so sorry for you ;( i hope you will get better soon
@@golflax1 aww ty:))
This music is just so relaxing for me it does sound like it comes from an old gramaphone that got left in the dust of an old shed
i love how the girls are relatable in some way. take yuri for example, at first she's just a shy book nerd girl trope, but then as you get closer to her she tells you she prefers to be alone and read books because that's where her friends are. they don't make fun of her for being a nerd or the way her body looks, because they're just characters in a book. all the girls start off as a trope until you get to know them more, and that's why i love this game to death
back in 2018-2020 i was weirdly attached to sayori and yuri cause i related to both of them the most
I was weirdly attached to monika idk why
So I'm ngl. I just finished ddlc for the first time and wow... This is one of the best horror games ive ever played. It did leave me feeling empty though and I wanna play more. But god lee this soundtrack hit hard... Especially remembering what sayori went through. Mane.. it hurts Lowkey
If you haven’t done so already, you can look up or try to find for yourself all the secrets/random events/other endings. They’ll give you a fuller picture of the story, lore, and characters
Imagine that so happy Sayori will be never here on this image in her room after festival morning tragedy
This screen.... everyone wanted it to happen like this but .... she's not gonna do that
Я понимаю, что я тупой русский, который не может писать на английском, но мне очень понравился этот микс.
Спасибо автору, я заплакал.
Что за самоуничижение, брат? -_-
@@Seven-sided_Cube Не знаю даже что и ответить.
вы вообще играли в игру или только слушали?
@@ok19190 играл конечно, могу попробовать доказать, как-то.
@@neklin_offical 👍
I’m not crying, your crying 😭😭😭😭
WE ARE KILLING OURSELVES WITH THIS ONE🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥
Edit: Now that a year passed I kinda hate this music now, not because its bad but because it makes my mind imagine im either visiting sayori's grave or either finding her hanged in her own room. I dont wanna imagine seeing sayori this way.
BUT WE ARE STILL KILLING OURSELVES WITH THIS ONE🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
That's not funny dude, joking about killing yourself isn't funny.
yh its a joke but its still insensitive@@zliucord
@@zliucord jokes on You
I reliefs My pain doing it
DAWG ITS NOT THE TIME 😭
too real
I remember crying until i almost threw up when sayori died because of how much she made an impact on me. I have never seen a fictional character that i could relate to more than sayori.
Is it normal for me to cry after hearing this?
Shit, the song was already sad, now is making me think the errors i made in my life...
mistakes*
we love you sayori :((
I cry all the time when I listen to this
This, and ‘ I still love you’ hit so different- like I feel like crying dude
as I'm listening to this, i try to imagine myself back in 2018 standing on my old house's balcony and observing the yard. nostalgia
bro this made me cry thank you i forgot what it feels like
this is just perfect, i love it
I'm glad RUclips recommended this.
im starting to feel like her, ive realised i always used to be happy around my friends and now when im not around anyone im upset, isolating myself or crying. what do i do? i dont understand what has happened for me for me to act like this. it gets worse every day.
hey, i know it's difficult, but you can do this okay? try your best to not give up, find something that could help you, maybe you should try meditation, that help me a lot in moments like this...
You can do it! Don't give up!
@@Fabiuss234 thank you so much, this has motivated me to act better, thank you!
this pictures of sayori is so good though 😭
Depression is not a game, it is something serious.
Thank you for this. This makes me very glad and reminds me that there's always a light in the corners of the internet.
this is quite fitting as the end poem of minecraft
it gives off the vibe of nostalgia
but also deep despair
imagine this song being the post credit scene
this music makes me feel like i forgot half of my personality in my childhood
Sometimes all you want is silence, and to be noticed without being noticed. Just have someone that knows and asks when they realize you're feeling moodier than normal, but without having to explain everything to them and fear that they will judge you or think poorly of you because you think your pain isn't justified. It's a sad thing that a lot of people (included me) have this barrier, and a lot of them know their problems won't be well received because the people around won't fully understand or do much about it. Sometimes, all you want is someone that quietly understands you, and will fully understand and hear you if you speak about it to them.
Sometimes, all we need is to talk. Yet it's so hard for so many reasons. It sucks. Why does it have to feel like a crime confession when all i'm doing is try to express and cry the burden out?, why does it feel like whenever we search help, people don't want to understand?, it's even worse when they have seen it, and yet can't fully understand why. Or just seem to ignore it until you're fine again, they only care in the moment, just because afterwards you're fine doesn't mean it's fine forever. It sucks to feel like it was just a crime confession
i knew what this game had in store for me before i played it. when i played it, i must say it touched my heart. i have no idea why.
@Fordy , спасибо, плохо проверить это
The fallen shall be forever remembered as the Emperor’s finest.
i’m sure we’ve all had a moment where we completely related with sayori. hits just as much realizing how similar situations can be
Nostalgic ;(
I hate how much I relate to her. I really do, but if people knew then they'd worry, and I don't want that
the characters 😊. the music 😭🥺
What Sayori went through, was something that I have also experienced in life.
Hahaha, I thought that I was successful at forgetting about that past but, here I get reminded of it.
Sayori, your happiness matters, you matter.
I this just wow being diagnosed with depression I can empathise with Sayori a lot that is why I will always look at DDLC as the scariest game of all time
Hits different when you realize you can't get the Chi'King sandwich from Burger King anymore.
Man..that part hits different now..
Oh this old feeling nostalgic...
salvation momento
This honestly sounds better than the original,not saying it's bad or anything but this one just adds more sadness to the tone
After playing this game that's only then my emotions started tweaking and I'd always space out for no reason. A month later it got even worse so my mom took me to visit the therapist and they diagnosed me with what I like to call "The Great Sad" though depression just sounds so serious and it's so silly! 😂 I just don't know anymore it's been getting even worse ever since the visit. Haha, didn't think this game would hit me that hard! I feel very tired and want to enter my eternal rest and disappear from this confusing blue ball we call our home. It was in my best interests to keep everyone satisfied and I always acted accordingly due to the severity of the situation, this is an integral part of my character. I feel soo tired. Good grief..
man this hits like a truck, got my mood changed the moment it started, now I wanna cry
a fictional character could never make me feel empha- oh.
Oh my God! It really sounds as good as it looks! Now I'm definitely mentally calmed down...something reminds me of Undertail... What could be more beautiful than Sayori's carefree love?
(irrelevant comment)
recently artificial intelligence making drawings has been tormenting me, this is already very advanced and I feel that this type of art made by humans has come to an end, companies do not mind leaving artists without jobs if they have a cheaper alternative and quickly that it is just as beautiful as the drawings of an experienced human. If before it was difficult to make a living from art, now it will be impossible, all this really anguishes me and I can't stop thinking about it, drawing is the only thing I know how to do well, but now I feel like it's not worth it anymore and I don't want to draw anymore. I do not know what to do now
man i feel you
@@puellias3643 :(
I know. Happily there are many people avoiding AI images to support humans. Personally I use AI but don't publish its creations in any way it could take human's place. And I never watch AI arts from others. So dw. There is still hope.
@@sp4cef0rc37 ty, I hope there are more people like you
looped for 4+ hours
chose "I love you" ofc tho
I would love to have an hour cut of this master piece.
I'm not in a good place right now to say the least.......but damn this just hits different when you feel how she feels.
I love this so much
Sleep deprived, drunk, burnt out on life and I come to this and find solidarity in emotions.
This hit me in the feels bruh
Internet Checkpoint.
Yui just made this song perfect
I'm here to tell you that you're reading to stop thinking you're useless, you're not useless and please tell your friend your parents what you are feeling don't keep this sadness inside you because it only gets worse so please never keep it what you're feeling and never NEVER give up on your dreams
🫡🫡🫡
thank you
Is it weird to comment that this also feels like the mario 64 underwater theme? It resembles the slow vibes and I love it
This song plays when I think about people I knew in my life and some of them didn't make it with me this far.
Me: “The person I relate most to is Sayori.”
Friend: “Oh wow, who’s that?”
Me: “…well…”
@TRHCorpDo u relate to Sayori or him then?
@TRHCorp Ok. Stay strong. I might not know anything about you but I know that there are people who know you and care about you. And it's alright. One of the worst thing you could do to them is not making them care about you like Sayori thought. It's leaving them alone. Even if you think you don't deserve to be cared about, ask your close ones, they'd prefer that to having to face... What happened to Sayori. Good luck with life. You can make it.
this is amazing like just wow
Hits different when youre outside at nightime walking and thinking about your life
that was fun to know you sayori.
Im passing trough it from a long time