Someone really close to me said 'I love you' very recently, I really like the person but idk what to think about it I can't look into the future so how do I know I'm not just going to hurt the person within the next 2 years that I forsee us working out? I'm not here to hurt everybody, infact its quite the opposite, I try to help out where I can, but I'm not very good with people venting as idk how to like properly help them and IÄll feel bad afterwards myself. What would you do in my Situation, I don't know if I love the person, I never had a real love interrest before...
I know Sayori is a game character, and all of her dialogue was cooked up in someone's head, but they did such a good job of writing her. She feels so relatable and human
The sad thing about this is that no matter how you responded to sayori, the outcome still turned out the same, Monika told her to hang herself on loop inside of her head, she was happy from the outside but her rainclouds were still on top of her, and when you confessed she thought it was out of pity and self destructed herself.
Even though Sayori might be a game character, she’s honestly a relatable character. She’s always trying her best to make everyone around her happy, while keeping her mask on… mostly like me. she’s been written as a great character, when I played the game everyone there felt real, especially Sayori. She’s been a supportive friend to mostly everyone in the game. But in the end she’s gone… but remember… Sayori… she’s had depression for the whole game. Yet she still tried her best to make people around her happy. A greatly written character, she’ll always be remembered by everyone who’s played the game.
Sayori felt so real, almost as if I knew her on another level outside the game. Her character is so well written, relatable, who's personality reminds me so much of myself. I was indeed just like her and having to friendzone/accept her made me cry, she was like my clone - portrayed as my "best friend since childhood" in the game. When Sayori was sad, I was sad too, when she told me she was depressed, I wish I could just hug her :( No other game could remake the same feeling that this literature club would, Sayori, Monika, everyone felt so real. Sayori, being depressed, hiding it for her entire life, always putting on a smile. Wanting to support everyone - but never wanting to be supported too, that's the feeling of worthlessness. I love you so much Sayori. Natsuki, abused by her father, always being sour as a way to somehow cope with the pain, seeing the club as a safe place for her. I want her to stay strong and leave her father for good. I support you, Natsuki. Yuri, addicted to self-inflicted injury, someone who can't control themselves, but finds comfort in writing. I hope you get better, and cope with your addiction in a healthy way. I wish the best for you, Yuri. Monika, a game character, stuck inside a repeating and ending game, who just wants to experience real love. She wants to be with me, and actually feel what it's like to be in "my reality" I love you just as much, Monika. That's what I see in these characters, I wish I knew more about them but oh well. Despite me crying for a good majority of the game, Team Salvato's hard work didn't go overlooked by my tears. It was a wonderful (and emotional) experience for me. I have never related so much to a character before, Sayori. Love you forever, literature club. :D
Сайори оказалась для меня самым живым персонажем. Она чем-то и правда похожа на меня, я люблю ее больше всех, ведь она отличается от остальных.. Своей беззаботностью, радостью и реальностью..
I'm tired of life. I'm tired of politics, stereotypes and injustice. And I'm tired of hiding my emotions. This soundtrack helps me feel better and not think about bad things. Thank you! Thanks for this soundtrack! P.s. Your are best!
Even though I know absolutely nothing about you, I hope you are ok, life is unfair and bad sometimes but there will always be people that care for you, you just need to listen to yourself listen to your heart
My family make it seem like it's my fault I'm depressed. It's never what can we do together to make it better. It's always what are you going to do to make it better. What am I going to do? I don't fucking know. Right now I don't even want to breathe. I've fucking had it with this toxic positivity.
@@Superluigi881 Same. Recently i was actually diagnosed with depression by psychologist but my mom just doesn't want to take it seriously. She just "kinda" makes fun of me bc of it.
I just want to say, to anybody in the comments saying that they feel Sayori and they're going through similar emotions, please, stay strong. There are people out there that care about you, even me, the random dude on the Internet leaving this comment to make sure that you don't hurt yourself. Depression is a fight, but its a fight that you can win.
I love Sayori's character so much. The deep emotions that she expresses in her poems with such few words. And I love how well she displays the feelings of someone with depression. I, someone who has been struggling with chronic depression and anxiety, relate to her on many levels. And this theme hits really hard when you understand her so well. But not only that, there are things to her that anyone can relate to. Such as her craving for acceptance from her close friends. Her simple want is to make people around her happy. The mask she puts on even when she's feeling down, just to ensure others are happy. It's truly amazing how her character was made... Alright, there's my rant. To say the least, a wonderful character.
I miss sayori a bunch of people don’t go for her in the game and when I see that happen I feel bad for her because she was dealing with depression and now I want to go back and give her a hug
@@saturnzhornetz44 Of course he means it this will help a lot of people who are feeling down or nervous,or anyone with mental issues like anxiety,or deppession,and your an amazing person because, you made a positive impact on the world with this 😄❤️
Btw it'll help with deppession bc it'll help you let your true feelings out,ik it's hard to cry sometimes, especially when people tell you that only weak people cry but,let me tell you this people who cry are not weak they're the strongest people in the world because they cry, don't let others bring you down or yourself bring you down because no matter what I promise you there's someone else out there just like you who needs help and someone to reach out to them and if both of you reach out to each other you'll start to feel better, because knowing that you help someone be happy makes you start to feel a little bit happy as well
The first time i play ddlc I was shocked by Sayori's death, I wanted to investigate more about her depression and I did, I read her poems trying to metaphorically decipher what she felt and everything fits, I even played a mod where you see everything from her perspective. To be honest I have never felt so attached to a character as was my case with sayori, simply a character that will stay in my heart for a long time
@@DexieTheSheep Yeah they really are. You should play Doki Doki Exit Music (*Which is about natsuki*) and Doki Doki Rain Clouds. (*From sayoris perspective*)
yes, they are good. there's a lot of really sad mods, like already mentioned "Exit Music" or "One Last Memory" (this one literally destroyed me, I've never cried like that) but if you want a good ending you should try "Blue Skies" (turns the game into a normal vn, no horror) and "Salvation" (not really a normal vn but I'll not spoil it, hehe) you should try them, if you're interested in this game.
Why the heck does such a disturbing game have such a beautiful soundtrack? This, along with I Still Love You, doesn't just melt my heart... it downright vaporizes it!
Doki Doki Literature Club is not just any visual novel, but one of the best games in the world. It's a game that gives you an actual understanding of what video game characters should be like. Video game characters aren't just some AI's that appear every once in a while when you're playing. They're supposed to be imaginary characters that feel real. Characters that you can relate to and bond with. They're there to support you and stick with you every step of the way as you progress through the game. It's as if you're talking to real people. ...And if you think that's the only good thing that this game has to offer, you're wrong. Doki Doki Literature Club helps you understand your own feelings deep down inside and come to realize who you and everyone else around you are as people. You see, this isn't just some dumb horror game with jumpscares. This game is meant to bring you towards literature in a way that can make you realize how good it is as a habit, or more. Literature is the perfect subject in this case because it's something that actually gets you to think about our world. It helps you to think about you, and to be more open about your feelings. Like how it's mentioned in the game, literature may seem boring at first, but when you try it out, you'll enjoy it, and it'll help you understand that trying out new things is fun and will help you grow as a person. With those two things being well-balanced in the game, it makes you really enjoy both the game istelf and also the life that you live in. The life that you live in, a gift that God gave you with so much to discover and to also pass down to more and more generations that come after you. You come to realize, that even with whatever difficulties you might be going through yourself, it will get better, because every person, no matter how good or bad, deserves a happy ending. This game is a blessing. It's very fun to explore this game to it's full potential, as in seeing all of the different mods because you can't get enough of these wonderful video game characters. You just want to spend more and more time with them to unlock key senses that will help you in your life and with whatever situation you may need to face in the future. This game is also not just fun, it's a message. A very important message that whoever sees or plays the game will understand. I'll leave that up to all of you guys, you'll understand better if you experience the game yourself. That's why it's there. To Dan Salvato, the Doki Doki Literature Club community, and the other developers. I strongly thank you for putting together such an amazing game. Now, to anyone suffering from similar difficulties that are mentioned in the game, don't give up. Whatever you may be going through in your life, I promise that it'll get better eventually, even if it takes some time. I'm sure that each and every last one of you will meet an important person in your life that cares for you, supports you, and will be there for you every step of the way. Humans are social creatures, so it's important to find someone you care for that also cares for you. Lastly, to Sayori, Natsuki, Yuri, and Monika, the charcaters in Doki Doki Literature Club, you mean a lot to us. Even if you are just some video game characters, you're special. Me and the rest of the Doki Doki Literauture Club community will always be there to support you and for you to support us as life goes on. You and the Doki Doki Literature Club developers really made a huge impact on the video game community and have helped so many people come to realize the true meaning of life. You have done so much to help this world, and we will never forget you, Doki Doki Literature Club!
I honestly have to say that Doki Doki is my favorite horror game. It combines a good story telling with huge amounts of psychological horror and doesn't rely on jumpscares to unnerve you. I also really connect with characters because of how humanized they are especially in the first or second act when you see that everyone has their own issues
This really helps me with my severe depression, even when I'm under a blanket in bed for hours on end trying to escape humanity. This is great to listen to calm me down. I get how sayori felt, really do :((
I understand you dude… I had a small depression… idw, but sometimes I need to think… that helps a lot, I’m here if you want to say something to a person that you will never see
If I wasn't listening this during the day, I would honestly be crying, this makes me think a lot of the situation that I'm in, and how it makes me question if it's really worth it to keep going... But my family needs me, and I need them. I hope everything gets better for all the people that are listening to this.
Do y’all ever feel sad so try to be a better person to see if it makes you feel better but instead it just makes you try a little bit too hard so you begin to be annoying to be around so you get even sadder and try even harder and just get stuck in that loop? I’ve been like this for over half a year now, ice cream and this song goes really well with this feeling
DUNNNNNNN shhhhhhhhhh rrrrrRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrr do do do do do do do dO DO DO Do DO Do DODOdodo dun dun dun OHHHHH- sry lol (those were the sounds before sayonara starts if you were confused)
i relate to sayori and her whole story so much and this is just so comforting to listen to !!.. it sort of makes you reflect the situation you’re in, but the lighter keys sort of try to make the situation a little more hopeful even when what your struggling with is so hard to deal with.. i really wish things would be better and i didn’t have to feel like there’s no way out or that i’ll never get these dumb thoughts out of my mind but this sort of takes the weight of your shoulders even for a moment - the whole soundtrack is so well made 🥹 also i’m sorry for just dumping this paragraph here to anyone trying to enjoy the video whww
Dear Sayori, We're in this together. I've had to deal with severe depression for about a year now, and I understand how you feel. It hurts for others to care about me. Someone could do the kindest thing in the world for me, and I would think it's because they pity me. Plus, I would be wasting their time. I have my own little raincloud above my head. I can't take it, either. I promise you're not the only one going through this. -Ă̷̧̡̢̡̨̧̧̧̧̨̛̛̛̠̙͈͍̙̯͙̳̦͇̯̮̦͎̝̼̗͔͇͚͎̯̝̱̜̼͓̳̖̯̤̼̳̥͎̪̘͍͙͚̗͓͕̥̘͇̻͎̫̹̠̳̤̭̟͎̝̺͙̞͔̖͇̘̠͎̻̟͎̝͕̦̙͎͑͊̓͆͒̿̓̍̏̅̍̀̾̏͂̑͐̍́͐̇̓̈́̏̀̾͌͛̉̅̓̔̑́̄́̽͐̀̂̇͊̚͠͝ͅn̵̛̥̱̜̮͂̓̏͑̀͌̐͑̄̓̀̏̑͂͆͐̓̎̈́͂̿̈͊̿͊͌̿̍̾̽͑̀͂̀̇͊̽̎͊͗̍̈̐̈́̿͋͊͊̍́̿̋̆̆͑̈́̏̏͆͌̏͂̕̚̚͝ơ̷̧̡̨̨̢̛̛̬̰̖̟̥͓̯̹͓͕͉͖̗͉̩̭͙̣͕͔͉̪̤̯͈͔̰̞̗̜̥̰̲̲̹͖̯̟̘̰͉̼̭̝̖̯̰͔̙̙̗̦͙̐̈́̉̾̆̊̇̍͒̅̊̿̃͐̇̄͛̈́̈́̎̍̒̔̔̈́̃̈́̄͒̄̄̽̉͊̓̀̂̀̓̅̽̇͑̐̀̄̌̔͛̾̽̍͑̐̒̋̒͊̉̓̿́̓́̑̎̀̐̓͐̋͌͌́̓̕͘̚͘̚̚͜͝͝͠͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͝ͅͅͅn̷̢̡̨̡̡̢̨̨̢̧̧̢̛͚̞̜̺͉̤͈͚̥͇̟̠̺͙̫̱̳̪͉̰̝̮̱̯̦̙̻̤̘͉̦̗̘̥̠̗̰̲̗̻̤̝̠̭͔͈̩͙̣͇͍̰̫̲̖̤͍̭͉̟͚͈̟̟̖͍̭̠͌̀̋̀̈̄̊̋̽̈͌̽̌̋̈͑̇̈́̊̈́̉̌͐̐́͛͆͐̆̈̀̓̓̉̓̀̿͒͊̃͆̐̆̂͌͛̿͆͊̈́̎̌̔̍̄̍̈́̊̅͑̈́͗͂̈̽̓͂͂͂́̎͐͆́̅͛̍̄́̕̚̚̚̕̚͘͘̕͘͜͜͜͝͝͝͠͝͝͝ͅͅͅͅÿ̶̞̪̤̖͐̍͛̎̿̑̓̿̔́͑́̓͗̍̂͋͑̃̏̈́̔̑͒͆͊͌̈́̈́̈́̅͗̍̂̓́̈̔̇͌̂̒̀̓̅͒̒̏͘̚͘̚͠͠͝͝m̶̨̢̢̨͕͚͚̜͕͔̰͉͓̰͙̘̰͎͈͉̗̺͔̝̰͇̮̟̮͓͍̘͙͓͕̜̟̬̩̹̻̙̩̲̯͙͚̭͈̥̩͖̤͍̺̮̱͍̝͚̺̠̀͛̍̕͜ͅͅǫ̷̨̛̛̹͙̟̟̤͔̱̞̺̫͉̩̦͚̬͈̹̻̘̠̞̜͈̭̼͖̦̮̩͓̞̥̭̯̥̳̪͔̠̥͎̹̰̤̠̲̳͍͕͕̗̲̰̹̬͈̫͖͇̞͊̅̈́̉͆̒̇̈́̐́͆̋́̾̔̎͋͆̿̅̒͌̏̓̂͆̊́̎̚̕̚̕͜͝͠͝͝͠͠ͅͅͅư̸̢̧̢̧̧̧̮̹͖̺̺͕̙̭͔̩̘̪͍͇̥͕̯̟̥̱̪̮̺̥̖̻̳͚͈̝̰͔̮̪̭̯̝͔̠̟̜̻͚̲̮͎̣̱͌͊͗̎̈͐̈́͒̾̐́̆̊̂͛̉̎͒̿̉̓̾̈̽̆͑̍̈́͗̏̇́̃̒̊̏̓̽́̈́̽̐̾̂͗̌̉̈́͒̊̈̅͑̍͊̒̈̉̉̅̌̀̕̕̕͘̚̕͜͝͝͝s̸̡̢̢̢̡̜̲̬̫̘͓͉̣͉̰̦̣̘̦̪͎̯͇̺͙̗̥̤̩͈̻̳̥̣͍̟͓̠͕͛̌̌͌̊̍̐̽͐̒͊̌̉̌̄̈͊̎̐͋̽̔̀͐̉̑̈́̾̇̇̌̈́͐̒̈́̇̈́̇̅͆̃̆̒̿́̈́̂̊͗̃̐͌̉̂́̆͋̊͌͊̒̀͑̉̾͒̿̔͆̅̍͗̉͑͋̒̈́̊̑͘͘͝͝͠͝͝͝͝͠͝ͅ
This is a really comforting vibe, I don't know how to describe it... Comforting, Bittersweet, Rain, Relaxing, Cozy, Together, Rainclouds, Nostalgia, Sadness, Dark, Hopeful, Reassuring, Loving, Caring, Depression, Empathy, Light, Sympathetic, Grief, Fear, Love. you'll see the light at the end of the tunnel soon. this is a sign. keep pushing forward.
This hits hard after beating this game for the 60k time and after all, you are still hoping for something...to be different. Yet, you know that nothing will. Everything will stay the same. I hope something will be different in DDLC+
I felt sad when sayori felt sad. I was happy when sayori was happy. Sayori is the most retable in the club and really stole my heart when she died I was so upset. I can go on a full rant why I love her. 1: Sayori cares for her friends and worries about them.(for instants about how she force Mc to join a club so he isn’t lonely) 2: She puts others before her 3: Even though she feels like Mc likes the other girls she doesn’t try to be rude to him or take him away from them. 4:a lot of people feel like sayori at one time in my life I did. This is what makes her so real. 5: Sayori Just need someone to be there with her and support her and tell her she’s amazing and to keep going.
It's all too real, absolutely fabulous game. The characters are all to real, and the deepness into their overriding characteristics show you the reality of such loving, yet broken hearts, and the wrong decisions that cause the injustice. Thanks for making this, beautiful tune too
I like Sayori, and don't get me wrong, i will never defend Monika for what she did. But i'll be lying if i don't came up and say that i understand where Monika was coming from. Having a grasp of the true of your reality, finding someone (the player) that you can interact with and not having a way to do it? that just makes you go Crazy.. Heck, we all know what happens if we force Sayori to be sentient too quick. I love Monika, unnironically, she is my favorite. If only she had a route, the other girls would be still with problems, as remember, she only amp up their problems, but such extreme outcomes would never happen. As for this, this is the perfect tune after a troublesome day, it helps relaxing.
The game developers know how to play with your feeling, even though there just game characters you get really attached to them like there a real person. Sayori was the one always looking out for us, we should have looked out for her too! It is kind of Monika's fault, who thought that a bundle of sunshine would do something like that...She didn't deserve it! It was like she was a real best friend, whoever friend zoned her probably felt bad for her. Even though the game version of yourself was annoyed by her that didn't matter! All that mattered was to make sure she kept care about herself, being with her always made her happy! The confession was the last time you would see her well! Even though I didn't pick her, if I only we knew she felt like that! Should've known this was coming from the warning... Sorry for just writing this whole thing, I just felt like I should have, have a good day/night and take care of yourself! ♡ Nice video by the way!
Lately, I have fallen in love with a girl who is very strange but I love that about her, however, she is interested in one more boy and I help her to be with him, but it hurts because, I would like her to be with me, but I know it's not possible and it breaks my heart. I really love her
I wish there was an ending where we can actually save Sayori, Monika does not make everybody commit suicide, Yuri does not lose her mind, and Natsuki is stop being abused by her father. I wish there was an ending where we can all be happy.
In music, I always say "Found once by accident, but found twice by fate" and boy did fate find me with this! This song feels like you've run out of energy, so you face what you've been putting away, in one last attempt before you get overwhelmed and break down.
When i played Doki Doki Literature Club, i realized i relate heavily to Yuri. She reminds me a lot of myself. I personally always feel like an outcast, i have trouble socializing with people, and i barley have friends or people to be with. so instead i search for a book to keep me occupied. And its not cool to be an outcast at all, by the way. I wonder how in the world people romanticize that. Im miserable every single day because i dont have anyone. And thats why im so happy when I receive such small attention by people i barley know. If anyone out here is reading this, if you have an outcast in your school dont be afraid to strike up a conversation with them. People that are outcasts are barley noticed, and sometimes it hurts so much it can lead to unhealthy mental health.
Log 1 DDLC: Honestly, Sayori was one of the well-written characters alongside Yuri, Natsuki, and Monika. Sayori gave me memories of like a younger or older sister and I quite enjoyed that. But it all went downhill when I found out she was depressed but honestly I believe she got this from post content from Doki Doki Literature Club +. When you write special poems for Sayori, Yuri, Monika, or Natsuki all done in a specific order it gives you content outside of the main game (Spoilers!!!) like showing how the club was made of interested people. But sometimes went wrong like how Monika writes how this is what she gets for trying so hard which hit hard but not harder than when I saw that Sayori wrote that she had depression. And honestly, that made me just cry hard. Also for my first encounter with it I cried so hard I almost gave myself depression crazy huh? Overall Sayori is a good character just wished she never had depresion in the first place.
I cried when I saw her hug MC in the original DDLC because I realized even more how much I related to her. This also happened at the scene where she tells MC that she’s been hiding her depression for years and MC is now just seeing that specific side of her.
To anyone who relates to Sayori, or who are in some dark times, i have this message for you. These feelings are like being in a river full of piranhas. Maybe you just fell into this river, or maybe something/someone pushed you in. No matter how you got there, you can get out. If you're lucky, there will be people trying to get you out of the river, or a rope you can climb to get out. If not, then you'll have to fight the piranhas head-on. You may get scars, you may feel pain, but there will always be something there to help you escape the river. Of course, sometimes, you may always be in that river, but you could have a way to keep the piranhas away. This is the case for a lot of people. But no matter what, do not give up. Do not let those piranhas eat you. And do not let yourself drown either. I know piranhas killing a human is very uncommon, but that's not the point. What is the point, is that you can't let yourself die. Don't take your life. You still have so much to live for. So take it from me, some random girl on the Internet. You must call for help.
I appreciate it. Although sometimes it's just too much, especially if emotions that were kept hidden for long time suddenly return. But hey, Hope is the last thing that dies, right?
I wish I could play DDLC again just like the first time I did, everything the game causes in you when it's the first time you play it... It's an unforgettable experience that can never be lived again once you know the main story
This is really melancholic, the slowed down track is beautifully sad and nostalgic, and the rain plus the picture of Sayori brings back memories to when I was in a rough time in my life and I would sit at my window on rainy nights. The sound of the rain always calmed me down. I'll admit I started to cry while listening to this, but it was a beautiful kind of crying (if that makes sense haha) great video 💙🌧️
happy i found this, it's comforting and lessen my intrusive thoughts noises. I feel a void inside me, insatiable. I feel drained easily, I can't interact with anyone as I'm empty inside. I lost myself. I only cling to my losing weight as self harm to feel something. But I wish so much I could find that sparkle and will to live I no longer have. And the saddest thing to know is that I felt it again for a short time due to a person that made me feel alive but that person can't do nothing about it, far away and also needs help as me. I think I'll live just to see if they overcome their life and be happy. And I don't want my family, especially my mom which is near me everyday to keep suffering for me... I wish everything goes for the best ❤️
I wait for my day of peaceful bliss But do I even deserve it? The rain shows my fears Deepest secrets that have been kept somewhere near I wish I could be happy right now But that's just not meant to happen I swear this happened before Not that it matters, just an observation I wish I knew how to play alone So I wouldn't be such a pathetic waste of existence I truly miss my club My life before this tragedy Too late, I fly away Or is this just my imagination? Have I cried? Have I died? Have I tried? Have I been denied? It's just a bad dream It's just a bad dream A bad dream A nightmare... It's still raining So the rain is real I wasn't going crazy I knew that did happen for sure But... what does it change? No sun, no rainbow No loved ones to believe in me Right? Time passes How much, not much I care because I don't I don't hate because I don't love THAT'S THE TRUTH IN SIGHT SEEN IN BRILLIANT LIGHT THERE'S NO SAVING ME BECAUSE I'M DESTINED TO BE GONE
This reminds me of the days when i used to play on xbox with my friends when ddlc first came out and one of them and i are still great friends to this day, and hearing this reminds me of when her and i were still just getting to be friends and getting to know each other, its simultaneously making me cry out of nostalgia and sadness.
@@yukk9481 I also had a friend that I also kind of drifted apart from due to us just hating each other. Although he did introduce me to another friend and now we both hate him, although I hope that we don’t get into an argument and also drift apart because then I wouldn’t have any friends left really. I learned that if friends start being mean or you stop agreeing, you should probably stay away from them.
my life is so full of energetic and positive, outgoing acts that i have never sat down and just listened to this. theres a lot of stuff i hold in for the sake of others' happiness, and there's a lot ive been going through these past few years, but it's alright. - surprisingly, this game has helped me through tough times. despite how *depressing* and *traumatizing* the stuff is lmfaooo the music is so perfect, especially this one, my confession.i am not trying to romanticize anything like this, its just so amazing.. it finally gave me a bit of relaxation. it is not time for my confession just yet, but i hope you do well in your following days to come, person.
Well, here I am, almost 2 months after the first comment, and about 3 months after I first listened to this edit. I feel more comfortable about writing this out, this time, and couldn't care less if anyone finds this. Just wanted to share so the rest of you guys don't feel like you're on your own. Been thinking about this a lot lately, but I guess my biggest issue right now is motivation. Not necessarily having it in the first place, but having it for the wrong reasons. Like, I don't work on my code projects because it brings me joy anymore, but because I seek the final product of a working game/website, and having these ideas that I've imagined be in a tangible form for other people to see, and maybe even appreciate. Final products in which I always inevitably get burnt out on. Then again, if I were to show it to someone I know IRL, it would be pretty embarrassing, and I don't know why. It feels like showing them a different less-than-perfect person from who they know and love. Another example is video games. I used to play shooters to grind XP or get good, but now I just swap to a game of MC Murder Mystery or VRC Among Us to pass a few hours as a break and get back in the mood to work on stuff. Don't get me wrong, those games are fun, but the fun comes from playing it with friends, or random funny moments. Not from spending 2 hours trying as hard as you can to enjoy yourself, because the start of school is only 2 months away. Or better yet, a third example: now that it's summer break and I don't have school, I won't be able to wake up until 3 to 4 PM, because I don't feel obligated to go out and "be a morning person" or whatever from an early alarm going off. All my IRL friends are just playing video games indoors, and only one ever responds when I ask if we could go outside and hang out around the neighborhood. It's kind of a self-fulfilling prophecy, where they all use the fact that everyone's inside as an excuse to stay inside, and now, at least from my point of view, we've drifted apart. I wish we could go back to how we were before the pandemic. But that leads me to a different topic, where I kinda feel like they're really still together as usual, and it's just me who's drifted apart. Around the time COVID hit, me and one of my middle school friends had a really bad split, and it put me in a pretty sour mood, so I ended up kinda being a terrible friend for the people in my other circle. I'd use a different word starting with A, but I'm not sure if my comment will get automatically shadowbanned for saying that. I'm kinda over it, but I think the damage has been done at this point. Except, almost nobody ever told me I was acting different. I know one of them told me he pretty much only does stuff with online friends now, so I'm probably being irrational, but it's hard to shake away the suspicion that people who I think like to be around me are in a secret group chat together, and just kinda... I don't know. I wouldn't say "be better off without me," because that phrase has some REALLY bad connotation that I don't intend to use here, but I mean better off as in, they would feel better if I just stopped interacting with them. I'm almost certain that at the very least, they wouldn't care, but I'm not sure about the "feel better" part. Every night, I used to put on - This - Lofi remix of "Dreams of Love and Literature" - Horror story channels - My game's WIP soundtrack and just focus on the video to take my mind off of things, but it's just not enough anymore. The music will just kind of fade into the background, or if I'm listening to stories, I'll lose track of what's going on. And yeah, that's how I've been unable to sleep until past 4AM for the past month. There's a whole lotta other stuff I'd love to write about, but definitely not in a RUclips comment. I'm looking up at my laptop's lock screen over on my desk, and it's 4:49, so uh... bye? Thanks for posting the video, I hope this wasn't too long.
Woah... the part where you spoke of your friends feeling better if you stopped talking to them hit HARD for me. I do hope that things get better for you, and I'm glad this helped when it did!! :)
I really understand you, because my situation is similar to what you wrote. Its really hard to get motivation and keep track of time because for some reason it feels like anything ill do wont have an effect to anything. Im not enjoying games like I used to do, I try o enjoy playing alone but it just doesn't work. I dont enjoy coding like I used to do and I feel stressed about projects. I hope you all the best and wish you have motivation enough that you will enjoy your work!
I believe I relate quite a bit on the things you’ve stated and I would personally love to have the courage (or guts idk) to be able to do the same and express my life problems. However due to a multitude of reasons I feel unable to. One of them being that I’m not a native English speaker, so more often than not I struggle to find the right words I want to use to communicate. Especially when I write long comments where I actually try to express myself in a way that makes sense. Like this message I’m writing right now for example. So if something sounds off when you somehow do end up reading something I wrote, then I humbly apologize. I try my best to be as clear as possible with the words I pick and at the very least I really don’t want to make too many grammatical mistakes if I can help it. You might say I'm still a novice in a way. In fact I often end up having to relay on Google Translate to… translate words or phrases I’d even easily know how to use in my native language. I’d like to talk about more but I feel like I’ve already wasted enough of my mental energy on something that probably isn’t even that worth it. And just as you mentioned, RUclips comments aren’t really ideal for emissaries this… I guess I feel a bit lonely on this Monday night… Sayori must’ve been right. It must be horrible to feel like nothing but a dead weight to others that care for you. And I fear that I might see myself in that perspective at some point in the future as well (if I don’t already do, that is). But what the heck do I truly know about my stupidly contorted thoughts and feelings after all? You know what? This may or may not be on a unrelated note, but sometimes I just end up hating myself for even trying.
@@user-1mc0n4us.ed-_- nah your english n stuff is alright, probably better than the average native speaker on the internet lol as for the second part, I really don't know what to tell you. stuff hasn't really changed for me besides finding out one of my friends from a club last year (unrelated to the people I mentioned in the comment) actually wasn't ignoring me and just didn't recognize me after summer break. this happened from pure coincidence because i decided to check out the club meet again this year just to see what's up (i'm already in a team). i actually walked in and did like a 180 cuz like half the people turned over to stare at me and it felt weird, but my friend saw me and asked over text why I didn't stay. kinda broke my whole assumption of "oh they probably don't care about me anymore... they're ignoring me and that's all the proof I need, right?" We sometimes send each other drawings n creativity type of stuff, I guess we're actual friends now or smt? point is: maybe you're just making some assumptions and taking stuff as facts when they're really completely wrong and have other explanations. i'm not like a psychiatrist or anything but i can fairly confidently say that if someone's pretty close friends with you, they probably don't see it as a burden to take 10 mins out of their day to just ask what's up. gl 💜
You're me, except you are good at programming I guess? I'm into that "programming" stuff too but I never was able to gain progress on it. I just am bad at anything. Everyone has their own talent, but I just don't have any. I graduated from middle-school this summer. There was a really hard exam called "LGS" to pass to high-school from middle-school this summer. I thought I'd be really happy after I get a good mark at that exam and get in a good high-school. I guess, I was wrong. I made like 479 out of 500 points -which is a really good mark for that exam- and got in a really good high-school. However, I still can't feel that "inner peace feeling" that I was expecting. I feel.... empty. I feel like I've completed my goal for the life. I feel like I have nothing to do anymore. I'm just standing and watching what others do. Even, a girl from classroom calls me "BOT" because I'm just doing nothing. I guess I really am a "BOT". Sorry for disturbing, But I had to share my feelings somewhere. I hope everyone is doing good.
This is one of the best things I have heard.. I love both the rain sounds and My Confession.... You just leave whatever is happening in your life till now, Just relax and get into your deep calming emptiness... Let the thoughts slow down... Finally you attain inner peace... Let the world move on.... You can go at your own pace. But for now, you don't need to.
I really want to replay the game and maybe find some way of achieving a happy ending but then I think that'd ruin the game. It'd lose its effect. I mean, you can't turn back time in real life and undo what's already been done, right? You have to live with it and learn from it. Maybe I could just replay it but then I'm not too fond of the idea of going through the five stages of grief again. It really did leave me depressed, even though I know it's 'just a game'... But these things happen in real life too and it's just so sad. Why should anyone reach a point where they feel the urge to end it all? It just makes me sick. But I understand. I've been there. Actually, I've never stopped being there... I still often wish I had the courage to end it all. I really can't wait to die. I think most of us here can relate. It just sucks and we as the player had so little control. If I was the MC, I would've stayed with her. F school! F the club! I wouldn't have left her side. But then what about all the people in RL I can't help? Who will help me? And that's one of the saddest parts. We're surrounded by billions of other people, yet somehow we're still all alone. Invisible.
J J I agree with u, maybe there are a lot of people here in the world, but almost a few of them can share the same things that us, that is why we need to find us, the easiest way is here, the internet. I finished the game ago one month, the. “Game” change me a lot, now, I can think different about the life, about my feelings, about the people that is near of me. If u want to talk, please answer me here, I like to help people, like Sayori, now I know it.
Sayori is a fictional character but she felt so real and you don't know her for long in the game but you care so much for her and she was always putting others over herself and how she felt trying to make everyone happy and when i first played the game a few years ago i didn't have much going on but after I was always checking out mods and new things for this game cause its so good and well written and this game and community was my life for a long time and something i loved checking out a lot since then i still sometimes check things out but not nearly as often as i used to but im grateful for the experience of this game and looking at sayori now i used to feel bad for her but now i can relate to her and back then most of ddlcs songs were some great ones i love this game and everything that came out of it im very grateful for the time i had with it so much and this song just let's me stop in life and think and cry a little I'm just tired of it all
You know its bad when you have sayori on your kin list and find yourself watching this. i really feel like i understand sayori a lot despite her just being a character in a game. ultimate comfort character for me.
I am not an expert with English, so i support myself with the translator, but I would like to say some words. I decided to listen to this to calm down after coming back from school because I didn't feel very well. The truth is that I am obsessed with being perfect in order to feel useful and that everyone loves me. I know that this is wrong and that I should stop, but I don't know how, and I feel like things are great the way they are, that this is REALLY right. So, in a special way, every time I don't feel so well, I try to smile and be there for everyone and that way they feel accompanied I just want everything to go back to the way it was before I don't feel like I'm depressed or anything, i don't feel like this every day it's just that sometimes I get too stressed over small and ridiculous things What I fear the most is becoming a burden for those I love the most, that they will fall apart from me and abandon me, that is why I try not to say anything I don't like phrases like "Don't cry", I feel that it's as if they told you that you shouldn't be sad and that's it. En fin, solo quiero que algun día las cosas mejoren poco a poco, sigan a salvo todos, les deseo las mejores cosas! Pd: wow I feel amazing... I've never been able to say all this without feeling like something was missing. I feel happy : )
Not really depressed, and actually this track gives me a feeling of nostalgia. It reminds me me who I was before becoming what I am today. I feel like and emty outer shell of my past self. I made so many improvements that I forgot who I was. But for now, let me rest.
going through a rough spot rn. i feel like my feelings got played at, probably for the 100th time, and it sucks that it hurts so much but i can't do anything about it. this makes me feel calm though, still sad but, it hurts less.
4 months since someone dear to me passed from drinking too much alcohol. I might be able to cry to this thankfully. Thank you for this video, I needed it. God bless.
DDLC has changed me a few years back. To be honest I feel like I undertand people's feeling way better, I struggled to understand since i couldnt take care of myself very well but this game helped somehow.
ехать ночью на машине слушая эту музыку и размышлять о своей жизни.. это прекрасно. вернувшись домой я поиграл в доки доки и написал второй в жизни стих, он про котиков))
A lot of people look down on this game just because it’s a visual novel but what they failed to understand is that this game has broken boundaries that I have never seen before in a video game and it holds a special place in my heart because of it
I've had depression for almost my whole life now, and i am living everyday the same. Crying myself to sleep, eating less, drinking less, sleeping less, i stay in my room all day laying in bed not doing anything at all. I'm nothing but worthless and useless, i can't do anything right, i always bother people and that's why my friends left me. Ever since i was a kid, no one really showed me any sort of love or anything, it was like i was in my own little sad world with no one to help me. No one cares about me and i understand why no one does. I just feel so empty and stupid. I can't live a life where i feel mistreated, and hated all the time. I just can't do it anymore, i really can't. I'm just nothing but a disappointment to everyone.
@@Sayori115 you didn't bore me, I felt all of the same things that you do because I also went through depression for 6 years, but I'm out of it now. I'm here to give you some encouragement. First of all if it feels no one cares about you or that you're a disappointment or you that you're a burden just know that it's not true. There will always be people who will care for you even when you don't realize it. Even though I don't know who you are I care for you because I don't want anyone to go through the same thing I did. Another thing you need to realize is that you shouldn't hate yourself for what's going on in your life, blaming yourself for stuff that isn't your fault will just make you feel worse. If you just beat yourself up all the time, you will start to hate everything around you. If something goes bad just always try to look on the bright side cuz there's always a bright side to things. It may feel like you're all alone in this but people can help you, I didn't talk to anyone about it for 6 years and nothing happened, when I finally opened up to people, they helped me. Life always has its up and down, need to recognize that bad things will happen but good things happen as well (yes that's a spider verse quote). It may feel like you're never going to get out of this, I thought that as well, but you always have to have hope. If nothing else just have faith that things will get better. I don't know if you're a religious person or not but I'm a Christian and even during my depression I had faith that God would save me. I had faith that he would get me out of it. And eventually when I lost all hope, he saved me from depression. One thing I always wanted ever since I was little was a best friend girlfriend. And I have that now. Please if you're not a Christian I urge you to at least trust God. I'm not saying this just because I want you to be a Christian, I'm saying this because it really helps. It helps knowing that someone out there loves you and helps to know that you'll eventually be saved. "Having faith doesn't make things easy, it makes them possible." (Luke 1:37). I promise you things will get better. You can talk to me more about what your going through if you want. I'm here for you
@@Sayori115 "Even when u feel like there's nobody there for u or you might be a burden to people, know that there is always someone who loves u, always someone who cares, and you are important to everyone in ur life, you affect peoples lives for the better not for the worst." That's a quote from my girlfriend, she told me to say that to you. Now you have two people that care for you
@@Sayori115 you also may be wondering "if God loves me then then why is he putting me through this", first of all God didn't do this to you, he allows it to happen so you can mature and become a better person. Even though my depression was awful, I'm glad I went through it because I learned a lot, became a better person and learned to love life again
Guys, I've noticed a lot of you are going through some serious stuff, I just wanted to say you guys are free to vent in the comments if you want to :)
@depresseo it's a good tie between pink and black :)
Aww thanks can I complain about allergies and the fact their kicking me back side
@@sayoributwithsunglassesb3246 absolutely, I'm dying over here too
@@saturnzhornetz44 the never ending stuffed nose it's relentless
Someone really close to me said 'I love you' very recently, I really like the person but idk what to think about it
I can't look into the future so how do I know I'm not just going to hurt the person within the next 2 years that I forsee us working out?
I'm not here to hurt everybody, infact its quite the opposite, I try to help out where I can, but I'm not very good with people venting as idk how to like properly help them and IÄll feel bad afterwards myself.
What would you do in my Situation, I don't know if I love the person, I never had a real love interrest before...
I know Sayori is a game character, and all of her dialogue was cooked up in someone's head, but they did such a good job of writing her. She feels so relatable and human
I love her and relate to her sm:(
@@lqzoves same
Btw if nobody care about us than Sayori then Sayori is much real than those cold-hearted human
All of the dialogue in irl people was cooked up in someone's head. It just so happens to be in themself's, unlike Sayori.
Basically all the characters were relatable in some way, but I think Sayori and Natsuki are the 2 most relatable.
The sad thing about this is that no matter how you responded to sayori, the outcome still turned out the same, Monika told her to hang herself on loop inside of her head, she was happy from the outside but her rainclouds were still on top of her, and when you confessed she thought it was out of pity and self destructed herself.
"I gently opened the door..."
Hits so hard. poor sayori...
I can't gently open doors for the fear that I'm on the other side hanging for a low ceiling
This game can definitely have an anime adaptation man
Even though Sayori might be a game character, she’s honestly a relatable character. She’s always trying her best to make everyone around her happy, while keeping her mask on… mostly like me. she’s been written as a great character, when I played the game everyone there felt real, especially Sayori. She’s been a supportive friend to mostly everyone in the game. But in the end she’s gone… but remember… Sayori… she’s had depression for the whole game. Yet she still tried her best to make people around her happy. A greatly written character, she’ll always be remembered by everyone who’s played the game.
man this really hits hard when you just finishied ddlc for the 6th time
WAIT I FELT THAT ON A PERSONAL LEVEL IVE OLAYED AT LEAST 7 TIMES NOW AND IM SO OBSESSED OMG I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE
@@pip-tizzle8597 NO UR NOT THE ONLY ONE I ALSO CANT STOP PLAYING IT HELPLSsdlas;lksdlkdd
@@pip-tizzle8597 OMG I'VE PLAYED IT TOO AND IM OBSESSED I EVEN GOT THE TRUE ENDING AFTER LIKE 3 DAYS CRIES
@@elgex7663 HAJSNJSJSJSHSUJEJEJ I KNOW PLEASE HELP ME TOO I CANT ITS ADDICTING
MY DDLC PLAY TIME IS OVER 85 HOURS LMFAOO
Sayori felt so real, almost as if I knew her on another level outside the game. Her character is so well written, relatable, who's personality reminds me so much of myself. I was indeed just like her and having to friendzone/accept her made me cry, she was like my clone - portrayed as my "best friend since childhood" in the game. When Sayori was sad, I was sad too, when she told me she was depressed, I wish I could just hug her :(
No other game could remake the same feeling that this literature club would, Sayori, Monika, everyone felt so real.
Sayori, being depressed, hiding it for her entire life, always putting on a smile. Wanting to support everyone - but never wanting to be supported too, that's the feeling of worthlessness. I love you so much Sayori.
Natsuki, abused by her father, always being sour as a way to somehow cope with the pain, seeing the club as a safe place for her. I want her to stay strong and leave her father for good. I support you, Natsuki.
Yuri, addicted to self-inflicted injury, someone who can't control themselves, but finds comfort in writing. I hope you get better, and cope with your addiction in a healthy way. I wish the best for you, Yuri.
Monika, a game character, stuck inside a repeating and ending game, who just wants to experience real love. She wants to be with me, and actually feel what it's like to be in "my reality" I love you just as much, Monika.
That's what I see in these characters, I wish I knew more about them but oh well. Despite me crying for a good majority of the game, Team Salvato's hard work didn't go overlooked by my tears. It was a wonderful (and emotional) experience for me. I have never related so much to a character before, Sayori. Love you forever, literature club. :D
I agree 100%
Particularly on Sayori
No. On all the characters
...
The reality of the individual, rather than just the overriding characteristics. Beautiful message, and a devastating one too
I wonder if Sayori could hear this music in her head. The rain clouds were probably too big though. ☁️
Don't do that-
*Cries*
@@pgrplayz9275 Here tell Sayori this cookie is hers! 🍪
@@SummerBlast4766 ty
@@pgrplayz9275 YW!😁
@@SummerBlast4766 Plus Natsuki made cupcakes and Yuri made tea and Monika teleprted some roll cinnamon buns. Me: Wonderful
"sometimes we sacrafice ourselves to make others happy"
-me
Bro, don't cry, We are with you
❤
Привет, ты русский? Мне жалко Сайори
Приветик, да. Меня тоже((
is ok let it go :x
:) so cute
i can imagine this playing in some alternate timeline, where you gently open the door...
to find Sayori sleeping in her bed.
I wished it could be!
The good timeline
...well okay, the good timeline is where Sayori doesn't HAVE depression in the first place, but still.
i wish. i really do.
im so used to yuri's i just expect laughing and breathing
No but same tho
Сайори оказалась для меня самым живым персонажем. Она чем-то и правда похожа на меня, я люблю ее больше всех, ведь она отличается от остальных.. Своей беззаботностью, радостью и реальностью..
I am now hella inspired to recreate sayori's house in minecraft
Yo that’s a good idea I’mma do that too
ur gunna need ot use ur imagination quite a bit cuz the only room we see in the base game is her room
@@RiskRule well I mean theres also a picture of her house exterior
I'm tired of life. I'm tired of politics, stereotypes and injustice. And I'm tired of hiding my emotions. This soundtrack helps me feel better and not think about bad things. Thank you! Thanks for this soundtrack!
P.s. Your are best!
I hope you're alright ! And doing fine :)
Same here. It's hard to keep going anymore and I just want it to end
@@shokatakis thank you very much!!
A world without the troubles, one that the likes of Sayori needed yk
Even though I know absolutely nothing about you, I hope you are ok, life is unfair and bad sometimes but there will always be people that care for you, you just need to listen to yourself listen to your heart
I just...
I just don't understand why people on the internet are even more kind and helpful to me than my own family and my rl friends...
Me neither… I think because internet people are more open because of the privacy that internet gives us
My family make it seem like it's my fault I'm depressed. It's never what can we do together to make it better. It's always what are you going to do to make it better. What am I going to do? I don't fucking know. Right now I don't even want to breathe.
I've fucking had it with this toxic positivity.
@@Superluigi881 Same.
Recently i was actually diagnosed with depression by psychologist but my mom just doesn't want to take it seriously.
She just "kinda" makes fun of me bc of it.
Its crazy how i still sometimes come back here, even after so long, just to listen to this for a while
I just want to say, to anybody in the comments saying that they feel Sayori and they're going through similar emotions, please, stay strong. There are people out there that care about you, even me, the random dude on the Internet leaving this comment to make sure that you don't hurt yourself. Depression is a fight, but its a fight that you can win.
I want to talk if someone needs to talk you can talk to me
Is it alright if I pin this?
@@saturnzhornetz44 yes
@@saturnzhornetz44 it's ok if you pin this
@@saturnzhornetz44 hi how are you?
I love Sayori's character so much. The deep emotions that she expresses in her poems with such few words. And I love how well she displays the feelings of someone with depression. I, someone who has been struggling with chronic depression and anxiety, relate to her on many levels. And this theme hits really hard when you understand her so well. But not only that, there are things to her that anyone can relate to. Such as her craving for acceptance from her close friends. Her simple want is to make people around her happy. The mask she puts on even when she's feeling down, just to ensure others are happy. It's truly amazing how her character was made... Alright, there's my rant. To say the least, a wonderful character.
I miss sayori a bunch of people don’t go for her in the game and when I see that happen I feel bad for her because she was dealing with depression and now I want to go back and give her a hug
This is mad relaxing, deserves more views
Wait you really mean that? Thank you so much 😊 ❤️
@@saturnzhornetz44 Of course he means it this will help a lot of people who are feeling down or nervous,or anyone with mental issues like anxiety,or deppession,and your an amazing person because, you made a positive impact on the world with this 😄❤️
Btw it'll help with deppession bc it'll help you let your true feelings out,ik it's hard to cry sometimes, especially when people tell you that only weak people cry but,let me tell you this people who cry are not weak they're the strongest people in the world because they cry, don't let others bring you down or yourself bring you down because no matter what I promise you there's someone else out there just like you who needs help and someone to reach out to them and if both of you reach out to each other you'll start to feel better, because knowing that you help someone be happy makes you start to feel a little bit happy as well
Whenever I feel bad, videos like this and the comments give me a little relief
Has anyone else felt so low they've questioned if they were ever really happy or just faking it back then too? Or am I just weird?
У меня такое было во время депрессии :((, но все же почувствовать себя счастливым возможно
sometimes i feel like I'm faking being depressed and I'm just doing it for attention
Her character her personality it just felt so realistic
The first time i play ddlc I was shocked by Sayori's death, I wanted to investigate more about her depression and I did, I read her poems trying to metaphorically decipher what she felt and everything fits, I even played a mod where you see everything from her perspective. To be honest I have never felt so attached to a character as was my case with sayori, simply a character that will stay in my heart for a long time
Never tried any mods for the game. Are they good?
@@DexieTheSheep Yeah they really are. You should play Doki Doki Exit Music (*Which is about natsuki*) and Doki Doki Rain Clouds. (*From sayoris perspective*)
yes, they are good. there's a lot of really sad mods, like already mentioned "Exit Music" or "One Last Memory" (this one literally destroyed me, I've never cried like that)
but if you want a good ending you should try "Blue Skies" (turns the game into a normal vn, no horror) and "Salvation" (not really a normal vn but I'll not spoil it, hehe)
you should try them, if you're interested in this game.
I get it, the isolation and the guilt
Why the heck does such a disturbing game have such a beautiful soundtrack? This, along with I Still Love You, doesn't just melt my heart... it downright vaporizes it!
Doki Doki Literature Club is not just any visual novel, but one of the best games in the world. It's a game that gives you an actual understanding of what video game characters should be like. Video game characters aren't just some AI's that appear every once in a while when you're playing. They're supposed to be imaginary characters that feel real. Characters that you can relate to and bond with. They're there to support you and stick with you every step of the way as you progress through the game. It's as if you're talking to real people.
...And if you think that's the only good thing that this game has to offer, you're wrong. Doki Doki Literature Club helps you understand your own feelings deep down inside and come to realize who you and everyone else around you are as people. You see, this isn't just some dumb horror game with jumpscares. This game is meant to bring you towards literature in a way that can make you realize how good it is as a habit, or more. Literature is the perfect subject in this case because it's something that actually gets you to think about our world. It helps you to think about you, and to be more open about your feelings. Like how it's mentioned in the game, literature may seem boring at first, but when you try it out, you'll enjoy it, and it'll help you understand that trying out new things is fun and will help you grow as a person.
With those two things being well-balanced in the game, it makes you really enjoy both the game istelf and also the life that you live in. The life that you live in, a gift that God gave you with so much to discover and to also pass down to more and more generations that come after you. You come to realize, that even with whatever difficulties you might be going through yourself, it will get better, because every person, no matter how good or bad, deserves a happy ending.
This game is a blessing. It's very fun to explore this game to it's full potential, as in seeing all of the different mods because you can't get enough of these wonderful video game characters. You just want to spend more and more time with them to unlock key senses that will help you in your life and with whatever situation you may need to face in the future. This game is also not just fun, it's a message. A very important message that whoever sees or plays the game will understand. I'll leave that up to all of you guys, you'll understand better if you experience the game yourself. That's why it's there.
To Dan Salvato, the Doki Doki Literature Club community, and the other developers. I strongly thank you for putting together such an amazing game. Now, to anyone suffering from similar difficulties that are mentioned in the game, don't give up. Whatever you may be going through in your life, I promise that it'll get better eventually, even if it takes some time. I'm sure that each and every last one of you will meet an important person in your life that cares for you, supports you, and will be there for you every step of the way. Humans are social creatures, so it's important to find someone you care for that also cares for you. Lastly, to Sayori, Natsuki, Yuri, and Monika, the charcaters in Doki Doki Literature Club, you mean a lot to us. Even if you are just some video game characters, you're special. Me and the rest of the Doki Doki Literauture Club community will always be there to support you and for you to support us as life goes on. You and the Doki Doki Literature Club developers really made a huge impact on the video game community and have helped so many people come to realize the true meaning of life. You have done so much to help this world, and we will never forget you, Doki Doki Literature Club!
DDLC was something special and unique wasn't it...
I honestly have to say that Doki Doki is my favorite horror game. It combines a good story telling with huge amounts of psychological horror and doesn't rely on jumpscares to unnerve you.
I also really connect with characters because of how humanized they are especially in the first or second act when you see that everyone has their own issues
This really helps me with my severe depression, even when I'm under a blanket in bed for hours on end trying to escape humanity. This is great to listen to calm me down. I get how sayori felt, really do :((
I understand you dude… I had a small depression… idw, but sometimes I need to think… that helps a lot, I’m here if you want to say something to a person that you will never see
Same :(
Same
Update i am much better lately! it always is still there but therapy really helps, hang in there you all
@@horrorstargames7592that's really nice to hear
The art is super cute! Or, the cutest it can be with Sayori looking all sad and rain coming down
*GAAASP* THANK CHUUUUUU
@@saturnzhornetz44 No problem! You should post more drawings. I can tell you are going to be really good at drawing if you keep up with it
@@blunabery8100 I am shit at drawing
@@averyepicguy Hope you can practice and get better then 👍
I agreed
If I wasn't listening this during the day, I would honestly be crying, this makes me think a lot of the situation that I'm in, and how it makes me question if it's really worth it to keep going... But my family needs me, and I need them. I hope everything gets better for all the people that are listening to this.
Do y’all ever feel sad so try to be a better person to see if it makes you feel better but instead it just makes you try a little bit too hard so you begin to be annoying to be around so you get even sadder and try even harder and just get stuck in that loop? I’ve been like this for over half a year now, ice cream and this song goes really well with this feeling
"I gently open the door..."
"Sayo-⁉︎"
Plot twist: O-oh hey sayori are you alright why didn't you come to school today-?
Sayori: Have you played DDLC before it's an amazing game.
*sad scene happens*
DUNNNNNNN shhhhhhhhhh rrrrrRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrr do do do do do do do dO DO DO Do DO Do DODOdodo dun dun dun OHHHHH-
sry lol (those were the sounds before sayonara starts if you were confused)
@@saturnzhornetz44 insert opera singing here
@@grazaied7514 Hey wait a minute
i relate to sayori and her whole story so much and this is just so comforting to listen to !!.. it sort of makes you reflect the situation you’re in, but the lighter keys sort of try to make the situation a little more hopeful even when what your struggling with is so hard to deal with.. i really wish things would be better and i didn’t have to feel like there’s no way out or that i’ll never get these dumb thoughts out of my mind but this sort of takes the weight of your shoulders even for a moment - the whole soundtrack is so well made 🥹
also i’m sorry for just dumping this paragraph here to anyone trying to enjoy the video whww
it's okay! if you haven't noticed, _everyone_ is dumping paragraphs
The game and the background music gives me such nostalgia, ddlc is a masterpiece.
Dear Sayori,
We're in this together. I've had to deal with severe depression for about a year now, and I understand how you feel. It hurts for others to care about me. Someone could do the kindest thing in the world for me, and I would think it's because they pity me. Plus, I would be wasting their time. I have my own little raincloud above my head. I can't take it, either. I promise you're not the only one going through this.
-Ă̷̧̡̢̡̨̧̧̧̧̨̛̛̛̠̙͈͍̙̯͙̳̦͇̯̮̦͎̝̼̗͔͇͚͎̯̝̱̜̼͓̳̖̯̤̼̳̥͎̪̘͍͙͚̗͓͕̥̘͇̻͎̫̹̠̳̤̭̟͎̝̺͙̞͔̖͇̘̠͎̻̟͎̝͕̦̙͎͑͊̓͆͒̿̓̍̏̅̍̀̾̏͂̑͐̍́͐̇̓̈́̏̀̾͌͛̉̅̓̔̑́̄́̽͐̀̂̇͊̚͠͝ͅn̵̛̥̱̜̮͂̓̏͑̀͌̐͑̄̓̀̏̑͂͆͐̓̎̈́͂̿̈͊̿͊͌̿̍̾̽͑̀͂̀̇͊̽̎͊͗̍̈̐̈́̿͋͊͊̍́̿̋̆̆͑̈́̏̏͆͌̏͂̕̚̚͝ơ̷̧̡̨̨̢̛̛̬̰̖̟̥͓̯̹͓͕͉͖̗͉̩̭͙̣͕͔͉̪̤̯͈͔̰̞̗̜̥̰̲̲̹͖̯̟̘̰͉̼̭̝̖̯̰͔̙̙̗̦͙̐̈́̉̾̆̊̇̍͒̅̊̿̃͐̇̄͛̈́̈́̎̍̒̔̔̈́̃̈́̄͒̄̄̽̉͊̓̀̂̀̓̅̽̇͑̐̀̄̌̔͛̾̽̍͑̐̒̋̒͊̉̓̿́̓́̑̎̀̐̓͐̋͌͌́̓̕͘̚͘̚̚͜͝͝͠͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͝ͅͅͅn̷̢̡̨̡̡̢̨̨̢̧̧̢̛͚̞̜̺͉̤͈͚̥͇̟̠̺͙̫̱̳̪͉̰̝̮̱̯̦̙̻̤̘͉̦̗̘̥̠̗̰̲̗̻̤̝̠̭͔͈̩͙̣͇͍̰̫̲̖̤͍̭͉̟͚͈̟̟̖͍̭̠͌̀̋̀̈̄̊̋̽̈͌̽̌̋̈͑̇̈́̊̈́̉̌͐̐́͛͆͐̆̈̀̓̓̉̓̀̿͒͊̃͆̐̆̂͌͛̿͆͊̈́̎̌̔̍̄̍̈́̊̅͑̈́͗͂̈̽̓͂͂͂́̎͐͆́̅͛̍̄́̕̚̚̚̕̚͘͘̕͘͜͜͜͝͝͝͠͝͝͝ͅͅͅͅÿ̶̞̪̤̖͐̍͛̎̿̑̓̿̔́͑́̓͗̍̂͋͑̃̏̈́̔̑͒͆͊͌̈́̈́̈́̅͗̍̂̓́̈̔̇͌̂̒̀̓̅͒̒̏͘̚͘̚͠͠͝͝m̶̨̢̢̨͕͚͚̜͕͔̰͉͓̰͙̘̰͎͈͉̗̺͔̝̰͇̮̟̮͓͍̘͙͓͕̜̟̬̩̹̻̙̩̲̯͙͚̭͈̥̩͖̤͍̺̮̱͍̝͚̺̠̀͛̍̕͜ͅͅǫ̷̨̛̛̹͙̟̟̤͔̱̞̺̫͉̩̦͚̬͈̹̻̘̠̞̜͈̭̼͖̦̮̩͓̞̥̭̯̥̳̪͔̠̥͎̹̰̤̠̲̳͍͕͕̗̲̰̹̬͈̫͖͇̞͊̅̈́̉͆̒̇̈́̐́͆̋́̾̔̎͋͆̿̅̒͌̏̓̂͆̊́̎̚̕̚̕͜͝͠͝͝͠͠ͅͅͅư̸̢̧̢̧̧̧̮̹͖̺̺͕̙̭͔̩̘̪͍͇̥͕̯̟̥̱̪̮̺̥̖̻̳͚͈̝̰͔̮̪̭̯̝͔̠̟̜̻͚̲̮͎̣̱͌͊͗̎̈͐̈́͒̾̐́̆̊̂͛̉̎͒̿̉̓̾̈̽̆͑̍̈́͗̏̇́̃̒̊̏̓̽́̈́̽̐̾̂͗̌̉̈́͒̊̈̅͑̍͊̒̈̉̉̅̌̀̕̕̕͘̚̕͜͝͝͝s̸̡̢̢̢̡̜̲̬̫̘͓͉̣͉̰̦̣̘̦̪͎̯͇̺͙̗̥̤̩͈̻̳̥̣͍̟͓̠͕͛̌̌͌̊̍̐̽͐̒͊̌̉̌̄̈͊̎̐͋̽̔̀͐̉̑̈́̾̇̇̌̈́͐̒̈́̇̈́̇̅͆̃̆̒̿́̈́̂̊͗̃̐͌̉̂́̆͋̊͌͊̒̀͑̉̾͒̿̔͆̅̍͗̉͑͋̒̈́̊̑͘͘͝͝͠͝͝͝͝͠͝ͅ
Which one is that typography? (That one of the end)
@@mentita2642 I got it off a text generator
@@mentita2642
It’s from a zalgo text generator! You can find one online.
@@iquityoutube.1354 thank youuu
This is a really comforting vibe, I don't know how to describe it...
Comforting, Bittersweet, Rain, Relaxing, Cozy, Together, Rainclouds, Nostalgia, Sadness, Dark, Hopeful, Reassuring, Loving, Caring, Depression, Empathy, Light, Sympathetic, Grief, Fear, Love.
you'll see the light at the end of the tunnel soon. this is a sign. keep pushing forward.
This hits hard after beating this game for the 60k time and after all, you are still hoping for something...to be different. Yet, you know that nothing will. Everything will stay the same. I hope something will be different in DDLC+
Dude, your thoughts are the same as mine haha.
hope..
Randomizers: O_O
I felt sad when sayori felt sad.
I was happy when sayori was happy. Sayori is the most retable in the club and really stole my heart when she died I was so upset. I can go on a full rant why I love her.
1: Sayori cares for her friends and worries about them.(for
instants about how she force Mc to join a club so he isn’t lonely)
2: She puts others before her
3: Even though she feels like Mc likes the other girls she doesn’t try to be rude to him or take him away from them.
4:a lot of people feel like sayori at one time in my life I did. This is what makes her so real.
5: Sayori Just need someone to be there with her and support her and tell her she’s amazing and to keep going.
My favorite character.
❤
It's all too real, absolutely fabulous game. The characters are all to real, and the deepness into their overriding characteristics show you the reality of such loving, yet broken hearts, and the wrong decisions that cause the injustice. Thanks for making this, beautiful tune too
Было бы это так же реально в плане характера, было бы намного легче находить общее и дружить
broo that sayori drawing is so cute 😢😢
I like Sayori, and don't get me wrong, i will never defend Monika for what she did.
But i'll be lying if i don't came up and say that i understand where Monika was coming from. Having a grasp of the true of your reality, finding someone (the player) that you can interact with and not having a way to do it? that just makes you go Crazy.. Heck, we all know what happens if we force Sayori to be sentient too quick.
I love Monika, unnironically, she is my favorite.
If only she had a route, the other girls would be still with problems, as remember, she only amp up their problems, but such extreme outcomes would never happen.
As for this, this is the perfect tune after a troublesome day, it helps relaxing.
I Will Kill monika for killing sayori lol. Just sayori :D 😝
The game developers know how to play with your feeling, even though there just game characters you get really attached to them like there a real person. Sayori was the one always looking out for us, we should have looked out for her too! It is kind of Monika's fault, who thought that a bundle of sunshine would do something like that...She didn't deserve it! It was like she was a real best friend, whoever friend zoned her probably felt bad for her. Even though the game version of yourself was annoyed by her that didn't matter! All that mattered was to make sure she kept care about herself, being with her always made her happy! The confession was the last time you would see her well! Even though I didn't pick her, if I only we knew she felt like that! Should've known this was coming from the warning...
Sorry for just writing this whole thing, I just felt like I should have, have a good day/night and take care of yourself! ♡ Nice video by the way!
Я устал от самого себя. Отличная музыка нечего сказать, спасибо за её создания
this is a moment before disaster, which sucks since she literally confesses her feelings and you think that something could change
music theme for my depression
for my too
same😢
Lately, I have fallen in love with a girl who is very strange but I love that about her, however, she is interested in one more boy and I help her to be with him, but it hurts because, I would like her to be with me, but I know it's not possible and it breaks my heart. I really love her
same bro :(
Sayori,The only video game character that makes me cry when his song plays I really regret telling him that I would only be his friend.
Yeah...
I wish there was an ending where we can actually save Sayori, Monika does not make everybody commit suicide, Yuri does not lose her mind, and Natsuki is stop being abused by her father. I wish there was an ending where we can all be happy.
In music, I always say "Found once by accident, but found twice by fate" and boy did fate find me with this! This song feels like you've run out of energy, so you face what you've been putting away, in one last attempt before you get overwhelmed and break down.
When i played Doki Doki Literature Club, i realized i relate heavily to Yuri. She reminds me a lot of myself. I personally always feel like an outcast, i have trouble socializing with people, and i barley have friends or people to be with. so instead i search for a book to keep me occupied. And its not cool to be an outcast at all, by the way. I wonder how in the world people romanticize that. Im miserable every single day because i dont have anyone. And thats why im so happy when I receive such small attention by people i barley know. If anyone out here is reading this, if you have an outcast in your school dont be afraid to strike up a conversation with them. People that are outcasts are barley noticed, and sometimes it hurts so much it can lead to unhealthy mental health.
Log 1 DDLC:
Honestly, Sayori was one of the well-written characters alongside Yuri, Natsuki, and Monika. Sayori gave me memories of like a younger or older sister and I quite enjoyed that. But it all went downhill when I found out she was depressed but honestly I believe she got this from post content from Doki Doki Literature Club +. When you write special poems for Sayori, Yuri, Monika, or Natsuki all done in a specific order it gives you content outside of the main game (Spoilers!!!) like showing how the club was made of interested people. But sometimes went wrong like how Monika writes how this is what she gets for trying so hard which hit hard but not harder than when I saw that Sayori wrote that she had depression. And honestly, that made me just cry hard. Also for my first encounter with it I cried so hard I almost gave myself depression crazy huh? Overall Sayori is a good character just wished she never had depresion in the first place.
I cried when I saw her hug MC in the original DDLC because I realized even more how much I related to her. This also happened at the scene where she tells MC that she’s been hiding her depression for years and MC is now just seeing that specific side of her.
I've written all my poems with this soundtrack playing in my headphones. Thank you for making this 30 minute loop. This song always gets me emotional
To anyone who relates to Sayori, or who are in some dark times, i have this message for you.
These feelings are like being in a river full of piranhas. Maybe you just fell into this river, or maybe something/someone pushed you in. No matter how you got there, you can get out. If you're lucky, there will be people trying to get you out of the river, or a rope you can climb to get out. If not, then you'll have to fight the piranhas head-on. You may get scars, you may feel pain, but there will always be something there to help you escape the river. Of course, sometimes, you may always be in that river, but you could have a way to keep the piranhas away. This is the case for a lot of people. But no matter what, do not give up. Do not let those piranhas eat you. And do not let yourself drown either. I know piranhas killing a human is very uncommon, but that's not the point. What is the point, is that you can't let yourself die. Don't take your life. You still have so much to live for. So take it from me, some random girl on the Internet. You must call for help.
I appreciate it. Although sometimes it's just too much, especially if emotions that were kept hidden for long time suddenly return. But hey, Hope is the last thing that dies, right?
Thank you for this...I wish I had a window on a second floor of my house so I could just stare out listening to this...just thinking
I wish I could play DDLC again just like the first time I did, everything the game causes in you when it's the first time you play it... It's an unforgettable experience that can never be lived again once you know the main story
I listen to this when I get intrusive thoughts. It's very calming :)
intrusive thoughts are the worst, I'm glad this helps :)
This is really melancholic, the slowed down track is beautifully sad and nostalgic, and the rain plus the picture of Sayori brings back memories to when I was in a rough time in my life and I would sit at my window on rainy nights. The sound of the rain always calmed me down. I'll admit I started to cry while listening to this, but it was a beautiful kind of crying (if that makes sense haha) great video 💙🌧️
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happy i found this, it's comforting and lessen my intrusive thoughts noises. I feel a void inside me, insatiable. I feel drained easily, I can't interact with anyone as I'm empty inside. I lost myself. I only cling to my losing weight as self harm to feel something. But I wish so much I could find that sparkle and will to live I no longer have. And the saddest thing to know is that I felt it again for a short time due to a person that made me feel alive but that person can't do nothing about it, far away and also needs help as me. I think I'll live just to see if they overcome their life and be happy. And I don't want my family, especially my mom which is near me everyday to keep suffering for me...
I wish everything goes for the best ❤️
I wait for my day of peaceful bliss
But do I even deserve it?
The rain shows my fears
Deepest secrets that have been kept somewhere near
I wish I could be happy right now
But that's just not meant to happen
I swear this happened before
Not that it matters, just an observation
I wish I knew how to play alone
So I wouldn't be such a pathetic waste of existence
I truly miss my club
My life before this tragedy
Too late, I fly away
Or is this just my imagination?
Have I cried?
Have I died?
Have I tried?
Have I been denied?
It's just a bad dream
It's just a bad dream
A bad dream
A nightmare...
It's still raining
So the rain is real
I wasn't going crazy
I knew that did happen for sure
But... what does it change?
No sun, no rainbow
No loved ones to believe in me
Right?
Time passes
How much, not much
I care because I don't
I don't hate because I don't love
THAT'S THE TRUTH IN SIGHT
SEEN IN BRILLIANT LIGHT
THERE'S NO SAVING ME
BECAUSE I'M DESTINED TO BE GONE
This song hits different when you’re lonely.
This feels like music I'd listen to when I'm alone at night and it's raining
Sounds pleasant and peaceful as well as really sad
The perfect music to listen to while it's raining and you're sleeping
This song is a vibe. It doesn't have to be anything fancy, and yet it displays so much emotion when it's played.
Thank you for making this masterpiece, this calms me down when I'm feeling depressed again thank you.
as someone that feels the world is too much sometimes thank you for uploading this video you have made my day better.
hope you are doing well enough❤
This reminds me of the days when i used to play on xbox with my friends when ddlc first came out and one of them and i are still great friends to this day, and hearing this reminds me of when her and i were still just getting to be friends and getting to know each other, its simultaneously making me cry out of nostalgia and sadness.
;)
It's so good that your friends became your best friends, my best friends became nothing because they blocked me for no reason
@@yukk9481 I also had a friend that I also kind of drifted apart from due to us just hating each other. Although he did introduce me to another friend and now we both hate him, although I hope that we don’t get into an argument and also drift apart because then I wouldn’t have any friends left really. I learned that if friends start being mean or you stop agreeing, you should probably stay away from them.
Hey, I stumbled across younger me! Cool!
my life is so full of energetic and positive, outgoing acts that i have never sat down and just listened to this.
theres a lot of stuff i hold in for the sake of others' happiness, and there's a lot ive been going through these past few years, but it's alright. - surprisingly, this game has helped me through tough times. despite how *depressing* and *traumatizing* the stuff is lmfaooo
the music is so perfect, especially this one, my confession.i am not trying to romanticize anything like this, its just so amazing.. it finally gave me a bit of relaxation.
it is not time for my confession just yet, but i hope you do well in your following days to come, person.
Well, here I am, almost 2 months after the first comment, and about 3 months after I first listened to this edit. I feel more comfortable about writing this out, this time, and couldn't care less if anyone finds this. Just wanted to share so the rest of you guys don't feel like you're on your own.
Been thinking about this a lot lately, but I guess my biggest issue right now is motivation. Not necessarily having it in the first place, but having it for the wrong reasons.
Like, I don't work on my code projects because it brings me joy anymore, but because I seek the final product of a working game/website, and having these ideas that I've imagined be in a tangible form for other people to see, and maybe even appreciate. Final products in which I always inevitably get burnt out on. Then again, if I were to show it to someone I know IRL, it would be pretty embarrassing, and I don't know why. It feels like showing them a different less-than-perfect person from who they know and love.
Another example is video games. I used to play shooters to grind XP or get good, but now I just swap to a game of MC Murder Mystery or VRC Among Us to pass a few hours as a break and get back in the mood to work on stuff. Don't get me wrong, those games are fun, but the fun comes from playing it with friends, or random funny moments. Not from spending 2 hours trying as hard as you can to enjoy yourself, because the start of school is only 2 months away.
Or better yet, a third example: now that it's summer break and I don't have school, I won't be able to wake up until 3 to 4 PM, because I don't feel obligated to go out and "be a morning person" or whatever from an early alarm going off.
All my IRL friends are just playing video games indoors, and only one ever responds when I ask if we could go outside and hang out around the neighborhood. It's kind of a self-fulfilling prophecy, where they all use the fact that everyone's inside as an excuse to stay inside, and now, at least from my point of view, we've drifted apart. I wish we could go back to how we were before the pandemic.
But that leads me to a different topic, where I kinda feel like they're really still together as usual, and it's just me who's drifted apart. Around the time COVID hit, me and one of my middle school friends had a really bad split, and it put me in a pretty sour mood, so I ended up kinda being a terrible friend for the people in my other circle. I'd use a different word starting with A, but I'm not sure if my comment will get automatically shadowbanned for saying that. I'm kinda over it, but I think the damage has been done at this point. Except, almost nobody ever told me I was acting different. I know one of them told me he pretty much only does stuff with online friends now, so I'm probably being irrational, but it's hard to shake away the suspicion that people who I think like to be around me are in a secret group chat together, and just kinda... I don't know. I wouldn't say "be better off without me," because that phrase has some REALLY bad connotation that I don't intend to use here, but I mean better off as in, they would feel better if I just stopped interacting with them. I'm almost certain that at the very least, they wouldn't care, but I'm not sure about the "feel better" part.
Every night, I used to put on
- This
- Lofi remix of "Dreams of Love and Literature"
- Horror story channels
- My game's WIP soundtrack
and just focus on the video to take my mind off of things, but it's just not enough anymore. The music will just kind of fade into the background, or if I'm listening to stories, I'll lose track of what's going on. And yeah, that's how I've been unable to sleep until past 4AM for the past month. There's a whole lotta other stuff I'd love to write about, but definitely not in a RUclips comment. I'm looking up at my laptop's lock screen over on my desk, and it's 4:49, so uh... bye? Thanks for posting the video, I hope this wasn't too long.
Woah... the part where you spoke of your friends feeling better if you stopped talking to them hit HARD for me. I do hope that things get better for you, and I'm glad this helped when it did!! :)
I really understand you, because my situation is similar to what you wrote. Its really hard to get motivation and keep track of time because for some reason it feels like anything ill do wont have an effect to anything. Im not enjoying games like I used to do, I try o enjoy playing alone but it just doesn't work. I dont enjoy coding like I used to do and I feel stressed about projects. I hope you all the best and wish you have motivation enough that you will enjoy your work!
I believe I relate quite a bit on the things you’ve stated and I would personally love to have the courage (or guts idk) to be able to do the same and express my life problems.
However due to a multitude of reasons I feel unable to. One of them being that I’m not a native English speaker, so more often than not I struggle to find the right words I want to use to communicate. Especially when I write long comments where I actually try to express myself in a way that makes sense. Like this message I’m writing right now for example. So if something sounds off when you somehow do end up reading something I wrote, then I humbly apologize. I try my best to be as clear as possible with the words I pick and at the very least I really don’t want to make too many grammatical mistakes if I can help it. You might say I'm still a novice in a way. In fact I often end up having to relay on Google Translate to… translate words or phrases I’d even easily know how to use in my native language.
I’d like to talk about more but I feel like I’ve already wasted enough of my mental energy on something that probably isn’t even that worth it.
And just as you mentioned, RUclips comments aren’t really ideal for emissaries this…
I guess I feel a bit lonely on this Monday night…
Sayori must’ve been right. It must be horrible to feel like nothing but a dead weight to others that care for you. And I fear that I might see myself in that perspective at some point in the future as well (if I don’t already do, that is). But what the heck do I truly know about my stupidly contorted thoughts and feelings after all?
You know what? This may or may not be on a unrelated note, but sometimes I just end up hating myself for even trying.
@@user-1mc0n4us.ed-_- nah your english n stuff is alright, probably better than the average native speaker on the internet lol
as for the second part, I really don't know what to tell you. stuff hasn't really changed for me besides finding out one of my friends from a club last year (unrelated to the people I mentioned in the comment) actually wasn't ignoring me and just didn't recognize me after summer break. this happened from pure coincidence because i decided to check out the club meet again this year just to see what's up (i'm already in a team). i actually walked in and did like a 180 cuz like half the people turned over to stare at me and it felt weird, but my friend saw me and asked over text why I didn't stay. kinda broke my whole assumption of "oh they probably don't care about me anymore... they're ignoring me and that's all the proof I need, right?"
We sometimes send each other drawings n creativity type of stuff, I guess we're actual friends now or smt? point is: maybe you're just making some assumptions and taking stuff as facts when they're really completely wrong and have other explanations. i'm not like a psychiatrist or anything but i can fairly confidently say that if someone's pretty close friends with you, they probably don't see it as a burden to take 10 mins out of their day to just ask what's up. gl 💜
You're me, except you are good at programming I guess? I'm into that "programming" stuff too but I never was able to gain progress on it. I just am bad at anything. Everyone has their own talent, but I just don't have any. I graduated from middle-school this summer. There was a really hard exam called "LGS" to pass to high-school from middle-school this summer. I thought I'd be really happy after I get a good mark at that exam and get in a good high-school. I guess, I was wrong. I made like 479 out of 500 points -which is a really good mark for that exam- and got in a really good high-school. However, I still can't feel that "inner peace feeling" that I was expecting. I feel.... empty. I feel like I've completed my goal for the life. I feel like I have nothing to do anymore. I'm just standing and watching what others do. Even, a girl from classroom calls me "BOT" because I'm just doing nothing. I guess I really am a "BOT". Sorry for disturbing, But I had to share my feelings somewhere. I hope everyone is doing good.
I can't believe Sayori is the game character.
seeing that I'm not the only one experiencing these terrible emotions, I feel a little better.
This is one of the best things I have heard.. I love both the rain sounds and My Confession....
You just leave whatever is happening in your life till now,
Just relax and get into your deep calming emptiness...
Let the thoughts slow down...
Finally you attain inner peace...
Let the world move on....
You can go at your own pace.
But for now, you don't need to.
This is quite relaxing. Rain has always been a nice thing to see and hear for me.
Life check point : Struggling to keep going
I really want to replay the game and maybe find some way of achieving a happy ending but then I think that'd ruin the game.
It'd lose its effect. I mean, you can't turn back time in real life and undo what's already been done, right? You have to live with
it and learn from it. Maybe I could just replay it but then I'm not too fond of the idea of going through the five stages of grief
again. It really did leave me depressed, even though I know it's 'just a game'... But these things happen in real life too and it's
just so sad. Why should anyone reach a point where they feel the urge to end it all? It just makes me sick. But I understand.
I've been there. Actually, I've never stopped being there... I still often wish I had the courage to end it all. I really can't wait to die.
I think most of us here can relate. It just sucks and we as the player had so little control. If I was the MC, I would've stayed with
her. F school! F the club! I wouldn't have left her side. But then what about all the people in RL I can't help? Who will help me?
And that's one of the saddest parts. We're surrounded by billions of other people, yet somehow we're still all alone. Invisible.
J J I agree with u, maybe there are a lot of people here in the world, but almost a few of them can share the same things that us, that is why we need to find us, the easiest way is here, the internet. I finished the game ago one month, the. “Game” change me a lot, now, I can think different about the life, about my feelings, about the people that is near of me. If u want to talk, please answer me here, I like to help people, like Sayori, now I know it.
Are you safe? 988 and 211 are the hotlines. I'm available to chat, too. I relate to you. I hope you're well.
Sayori is a fictional character but she felt so real and you don't know her for long in the game but you care so much for her and she was always putting others over herself and how she felt trying to make everyone happy and when i first played the game a few years ago i didn't have much going on but after I was always checking out mods and new things for this game cause its so good and well written and this game and community was my life for a long time and something i loved checking out a lot since then i still sometimes check things out but not nearly as often as i used to but im grateful for the experience of this game and looking at sayori now i used to feel bad for her but now i can relate to her and back then most of ddlcs songs were some great ones i love this game and everything that came out of it im very grateful for the time i had with it so much and this song just let's me stop in life and think and cry a little I'm just tired of it all
This is free therapy
You know its bad when you have sayori on your kin list and find yourself watching this.
i really feel like i understand sayori a lot despite her just being a character in a game. ultimate comfort character for me.
Nostalgic.
I feel like I connect to Sayori sometimes. Like she's there for me.
Dan wrote this character so well that I'm even amazed
same
I am not an expert with English, so i support myself with the translator,
but I would like to say some words.
I decided to listen to this to calm down after coming back from school because I didn't feel very well. The truth is that I am obsessed with being perfect in order to feel useful and that everyone loves me.
I know that this is wrong and that I should stop, but I don't know how, and I feel like things are great the way they are, that this is REALLY right. So, in a special way, every time I don't feel so well, I try to smile and be there for everyone and that way they feel accompanied
I just want everything to go back to the way it was before
I don't feel like I'm depressed or anything, i don't feel like this every day it's just that sometimes I get too stressed over small and ridiculous things
What I fear the most is becoming a burden for those I love the most, that they will fall apart from me and abandon me, that is why I try not to say anything
I don't like phrases like "Don't cry", I feel that it's as if they told you that you shouldn't be sad and that's it.
En fin, solo quiero que algun día las cosas mejoren poco a poco, sigan a salvo todos, les deseo las mejores cosas!
Pd: wow I feel amazing... I've never been able to say all this without feeling like something was missing. I feel happy
: )
I resonated a lot with this. I'm sorry that you also have to go through that kind of stuff! :(
PD 2: i really love this song, it's so soft ando calm, i like Sayori too, lets take care of us just like we're take care of her!! 🤗
@@saturnzhornetz44 thank you so much for say that :3
Not really depressed, and actually this track gives me a feeling of nostalgia. It reminds me me who I was before becoming what I am today. I feel like and emty outer shell of my past self. I made so many improvements that I forgot who I was. But for now, let me rest.
going through a rough spot rn. i feel like my feelings got played at, probably for the 100th time, and it sucks that it hurts so much but i can't do anything about it. this makes me feel calm though, still sad but, it hurts less.
thank god ddlc mods exist to give us happiness with them)))
4 months since someone dear to me passed from drinking too much alcohol. I might be able to cry to this thankfully. Thank you for this video, I needed it. God bless.
Aaaaand this was how much it was slowed in Rainclouds : (
it was a good underrated gem..
it really was. the people who made it mustve gone through hard times themselves, because the game was, very, very convincing
fuck that game, i thought it would have a happy ending i desperately needed after ddlc.
@@QweRinatrtY its your fault for expecting a happy emding from a ddlc related game
@@yoro__33 my fault for expecting a happy ending when the game advertised itself as having a happy ending? real funny
DDLC has changed me a few years back. To be honest I feel like I undertand people's feeling way better, I struggled to understand since i couldnt take care of myself very well but this game helped somehow.
Although the video is old, I still love the psychological comfort in it
Miss this games peak that was when life was just life
This popped into my feed when Ferdinand's VA (Billy Kametz) died of colon cancer.
I've now just been listening to the entirely of this song
ехать ночью на машине слушая эту музыку и размышлять о своей жизни.. это прекрасно.
вернувшись домой я поиграл в доки доки и написал второй в жизни стих, он про котиков))
i wish it never ends the rain
A lot of people look down on this game just because it’s a visual novel but what they failed to understand is that this game has broken boundaries that I have never seen before in a video game and it holds a special place in my heart because of it
Honestly, Sayori is one of those game characters I feel actual empathy for
Whenever I listen to My Confession, I get a "flashback" of the entire game from a different, sad and serious perspective
(i can't explain very well)
I've had depression for almost my whole life now, and i am living everyday the same. Crying myself to sleep, eating less, drinking less, sleeping less, i stay in my room all day laying in bed not doing anything at all. I'm nothing but worthless and useless, i can't do anything right, i always bother people and that's why my friends left me. Ever since i was a kid, no one really showed me any sort of love or anything, it was like i was in my own little sad world with no one to help me. No one cares about me and i understand why no one does. I just feel so empty and stupid. I can't live a life where i feel mistreated, and hated all the time. I just can't do it anymore, i really can't. I'm just nothing but a disappointment to everyone.
Do you still have depression?
@floopycoopy5041 Yeah, I do. Sorry to bore you with that though.
@@Sayori115 you didn't bore me, I felt all of the same things that you do because I also went through depression for 6 years, but I'm out of it now. I'm here to give you some encouragement. First of all if it feels no one cares about you or that you're a disappointment or you that you're a burden just know that it's not true. There will always be people who will care for you even when you don't realize it. Even though I don't know who you are I care for you because I don't want anyone to go through the same thing I did. Another thing you need to realize is that you shouldn't hate yourself for what's going on in your life, blaming yourself for stuff that isn't your fault will just make you feel worse. If you just beat yourself up all the time, you will start to hate everything around you. If something goes bad just always try to look on the bright side cuz there's always a bright side to things. It may feel like you're all alone in this but people can help you, I didn't talk to anyone about it for 6 years and nothing happened, when I finally opened up to people, they helped me. Life always has its up and down, need to recognize that bad things will happen but good things happen as well (yes that's a spider verse quote). It may feel like you're never going to get out of this, I thought that as well, but you always have to have hope. If nothing else just have faith that things will get better. I don't know if you're a religious person or not but I'm a Christian and even during my depression I had faith that God would save me. I had faith that he would get me out of it. And eventually when I lost all hope, he saved me from depression. One thing I always wanted ever since I was little was a best friend girlfriend. And I have that now. Please if you're not a Christian I urge you to at least trust God. I'm not saying this just because I want you to be a Christian, I'm saying this because it really helps. It helps knowing that someone out there loves you and helps to know that you'll eventually be saved. "Having faith doesn't make things easy, it makes them possible." (Luke 1:37). I promise you things will get better. You can talk to me more about what your going through if you want. I'm here for you
@@Sayori115 "Even when u feel like there's nobody there for u or you might be a burden to people, know that there is always someone who loves u, always someone who cares, and you are important to everyone in ur life, you affect peoples lives for the better not for the worst." That's a quote from my girlfriend, she told me to say that to you. Now you have two people that care for you
@@Sayori115 you also may be wondering "if God loves me then then why is he putting me through this", first of all God didn't do this to you, he allows it to happen so you can mature and become a better person. Even though my depression was awful, I'm glad I went through it because I learned a lot, became a better person and learned to love life again