Shaq's Ex wife Admits This Years After Their Divorce
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Shaq is a big simp. I remember a few years ago he said he wants his daughter to find a man she can control. His whole logic is simpish.
Yep just because you rich don't mean you wise.
Sheds new light on his step father and his mother's relationship.
Yeah he said his daughters will be under his cover forever, but his son’s getting cutoff at 21. While I do agree with being harder on boys, since they can’t thot it up like the Kardashians. Men have to get it out it mud, but cutting them off at 21 is a bit much.
@@ninocrown3247That is one of the many things that has showed me the SIMP Shaq is.
@@damedan9389what does this mean?
She wanted that money. That's why she had so many kids. She saw them as a paycheck.
I hope Shaq frees himself from that guilt, because he never cheated on her. She never loved him, so there was no fidelity or covenant to be broken.
Facts
I can't disagree with you my brother, she basically admitted it.
She enjoyed being in love with the idea of spending his money
Of course, she loved the lifestyle that Shaq provided.
She waited this long to admit this, but I bet she loved his million dollar checks.
I guess the checks stopped.
@@DiarraHarris
I'm guessing the checks DIDN'T stop. Only a financially secure person with legal leverage would be this arrogant. She just doesn't understand the ripple-wave effects she just created. Young rich dudes are paying attention
@@johndough7942 "Young rich dudes are paying attention"... Dude, no they aren't. And I can prove it in one name.
Draya.... Can give another Renner....
@dynastyfamily00
I'll "see" your ridiculousness and raise you with logic: go back and rewatch the NFL draft from a couple of weeks ago. Count the sistagurls on these young/rich dudes' arms....
get back at me...
@@johndough7942 I don't think this is the flex you think it is 🧐.
So getting played by a white golddigger is better then getting played by a black one?
Or are you saying white women are less motivated and capable of plotting on a young man's money?
Just curious?
Her current husband should be taking notes.
taking NOTES??? you mean calling HIS attorney. LOL
@@mysticakhenaton1701he don’t have money like Shaq, he should be good.
Her Husband now is a simp for even marrying her smh! In the Bible it says u shouldn’t marry another man’s wife unless he’s Dead! And He’s a Pastor smh!
Her current “husband” was foolish to marry an old divorcée that birthed 5 kids from multiple men!!
@@christopherm202dcfinest2he's a pastor though, they already get a bad rap.
Her disregard for her children is amazing😊...
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Them kids already knew what it was.
She believes writing the book is a form of therapy!
@@17thNOThat’s right, there are only kids for a minute… Eventually they’ll figure everything out
Bingo 🎯 ✅️ 💯 🎬
Men are in love, while women are in business.
At some point in every Man's life, he comes to understand the magnitude of this statement.
Facts! Here is a supporting statement from God: Genesis 3:16¶Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee. She is an example of it!
I have a three-bedroom home that I protect from this type of woman with every ounce of strength I have... How could she be so disrespectful to her children like this for a couple of bucks...
@@darrellmuhammad6079I reached that point over 10 years ago after my first and last marriage/divorce. Friends with benefits with no attachment is what's best for me (not everybody).
THIS SHOULD BE TITLED A HOES /WHORES DILEMMA
Saying this publicly is bad enough. You should never say this publicly when you heve children together.
Exactly. Smh
The average Black woman have no Respect for Black men. Many many black men realize this.
This is sad but something that’s done daily in black communities. So it’s not surprising.
Them kids already know what it was.
Showme, true, but these fe-fails DON'T care.
A 304 can never love her trick. Cause he paid the cost to break up her previous relationship with that architect/engineer. She was bought and paid for. Ain’t no love, just business.
She remarried cause all the kids Grown no more child support or alimony fr
Never understood why men would marry divorced women. They're clearly committing adultery. Divorce doesn't break that blood covenant. It's only a legal severance.
Yep
He even adopted some of her kids smh
Bingo!!!!!!!
Facts
The devil in her finally admitted her true motivations and intentions!
The devil in her ✔️
And she married a preacher?
"Men be in love, women be in business."
- Coach Greg Adams
Shaunie doesn't love anybody. She loves the money and benefits.
Anywhere men are in love , hyenas are in business ..Do players really think these chicks love em? More than half are divorced by the time they retire. It's not about love, it's about money and attention.
Exactly 💯 they don't seem to get it your absolutely correct. Kenny Smith, Paul Pierce, Kevin Garrett etc.
@@rooseveltdarbey9493they say it's about race but all of them do it no matter the race. It's about culture.
Facts
@@appliancedude63preach
@@rooseveltdarbey9493 I didn't know Kenny Smith ex took a large portion of his TV earnings from Inside The NBA for spousal and child support, citing that she wasn't being heard. Wild.
"She is not yours, its just your turn."
Pipe them don't wife them 🍆
That's pure evil., but what's new
"Pure evil", well kinda, but she is the type devilish women guys like Shaq and his "lack of discernment" seek.
Look at him and Brittany Renner as an example of his lack of morals and risk-aversion.
Sad but true
Started with Eve...
She was being extremely fake from the start and just going through the motions.
One day that will come back to haunt her.
K.A.R.M.A.
She didn't love him but she still eating off him today
Shaq is living rent free in Shaunie Henderson's head and she's promoting the book to get sales.
Don't buy the cow, just rent it. She doesn't love the man she's with now.
I don't think she does either but it's OK for women to play games with peoples lives the way they do! She divorced the man and married someone else and still doing shit to make money off her ex husband!
@@bford1908 That's right my Ex wife Joanna was just like her, I couldn't see it until it was too late.
@@kerriephillips427why don’t men on this channel pursue the content creator?
@@christopherm202dcfinest2 she's already married my brother.
@@kerriephillips427 who is her husband? I never seen her mention him.
Deep down he knew
I said the exact same thing.
No surprise. This occurs regularly regardless of the profession. He gave her a life she couldn't create for herself. And people wonder why marriage is looked at as Death Valley for a man.
She's an opportunist, like most basketball wives.
Exactly
Yeah ! LARA PIPEN 😒
@@RomulanWarbirdDecloaking-sd2ir 💯 🎯. Shes the poster child..
MEN love idealistically, women love opportunistically
Agree 100%
To say they are so “unprotected and disrespected”, melinated women sure are some imperturbable and disrespectful people towards the men in their community. Messages like this will only encourage successful black men to avoid them.
But then black women sure hated cobey for having the Latina wife
Exactly 💯. The NFL DRAFT, a lot of men were with, Caucasian or Latina girlfriends ‼️..... The sisterhood is in a Hissy Fit ‼️😡.... typical ABW'.....
The least wanted or Married ‼️ ....
Hateful and disrespectful attitudes...
Unfortunately, sad but true
Dominant society enables all women in America...BW aren't the exception
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I’ll be so embarrassed if I was the new husband ,
Facts!!!
The current “husband” is in a adulterous relationship with a divorcée!! She is still bound by the Law of Marriage to her FIRST husband as long as he is alive according to the Holy Scriptures!!
Some low level rapper claimed she was buying him gifts and having sex with him until she married the preacher. 😅🫡
Hope he catches on to all the signs thrown his way.
He is too much of a simp to care
She loved them checks. This is Demon Time across the board
Stuff like this isn't new I have had friends get into heated arguments with their wives and it just comes out.
Shaquille O’Neal SETTLED for a non virgin baby momma as a wife!! She should’ve been grateful for EVERYTHING he did for her, their children and another man’s child!! The audacity of this broad!!
People get married for money & access. To have children with someone you don't Love speaks about her character
She and many others are Tina Turner fans. "Whats Love Gotta Do With it?? (It's just a second hand emotion) "
who needs a heart, when a heart can be broken. dealing with fe-fails. that LINE in the song is oh, so true.
Taking the same mentality why would add on another bill?
I'd be very careful if I was her husband..
So this means that she was not a victim of infidelity. She never loved him, so she lied in her vows. The contract was null and void from the jump.
K-to-the-G for the win! 🏆
She was already married when she started seeing Shaq, Shaq ain't trying to destroy her but he could.
@@MrJusticeM Oh, so it's confirmed that she's a 304, as well? Just monkey branching from wallet to wallet...
WOW! Shaunie is really still using Shaq to continue to get paid through clout chasing off of him years after being divorced from him through "her" new book which is rachet and crass.
Shaunie is also gaslighting other black women to copy the same kind of reteric about not loving their husbands/exhusbands.
This really shows her for the type of person that she really is Lowdown.
This is very common amongst black women
@@tsam3676 Thank You ‼️ Thank You ‼️. 🦷👏👏👏👏 Say it again ‼️ for the Brothers in the back.....
SYSBM ‼️..... Get Your Passport 🛂 Gentleman ‼️
Sad but true
All women not just blk women 🎯
@@tsam3676 Exactly 💯.... Look at the Ratchet sisterhood ‼️.. constant and malicious attack on Simone Biles and her Husband.... They are even making statements She should Divorce him ‼️...
This shows the screwed up, mindset of a lot of these women.......
She didn’t love him because she was ENVIOUS of his success. You can’t love someone whom you are ENVIOUS of.
She stole his money and bought a house for another man.
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That’s what simps get 🤣
When a lot of male influencers (Coach Greg Adams etc) said women are incapable of true love for a man, I kinda scoffed at that, until I looked for instances of true love.....and found very few.
They say a woman can RESPECT a man, but they dont love in the same way a man will love. Of course this information is hurtful to us men, but the more we know.....the better prepared we are for this.
I been told myself (early 20s) I don’t want love from a woman anymore but I’ll take respect. After suffering heartbreaks from almost every woman in my family nah I’m straight with a complete stranger loving me. I had 3 failed relationships and I realized women are truly incapable. Jesus loves me and my kids so I’m Good!
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Does anyone remember a movie called "50 first dates?" Most women want that kind of feelings for a man. Everyday. Pure fantasy!
In love with the rush.
Obsessive / sickness
Tension
Women are like your stomach. Doesn't matter how much you fed it before, it consistently needs more everyday. 🫡
@@mallburk1191Wow that analogy was🔥😭
@TajeniV I can't take credit for it. It was dr. Taraban, psychhacks. Look him up, He has amazing content.
A lot of women feel like this because you can’t walk in a court room and eviscerate someone you ever loved or cared for.
That's DEEP, brilliant point.
You can't ever take their kids away from them if you ever loved them, too. There are still men who can't come to terms with the idea that women don't love them... not even their own mothers.
@@KtotheGdamn
Wow brother. Preach
And women wonder why guys like James Harden and Kevin Durant won't get married. They just look at old heads life and don't want any part of that
I agree
"Old heads"???
Oh I forgot, we're in this matriarchal society that disrespects men and our elders.
Of course she would say this now. Little does she know this doesn’t hurt shaq it’s just a representation of who SHE really is. A dignified woman would have never told the 🌎 I never loved a man that she gave so much, she looks like the fool, not him !! Thanks for confirming what men have been saying all along. Great response from Shaq, classy and unentertaining 👌🏾
I wouldn't be mad if Shaq recanted his previous statements on how he felt about his part of destroying the marriage knowing what he knows now! Maybe in his heart he knew her love was fake or transactional, because that's basically what it was.
Exactly. You can feel when someone’s not really into you. And maybe he did love her and acted out be he knew she didn’t really love him.
Well at least he knows the truth for himself. No way I would allow myself to see a woman have my children and not be sure you ever even loved me. Say what??
She said exactly what she meant. She didnt love him and got eeeeeeverything she was looking for.
She was In love with the money and the fame women. Message.😅😅😅😅😅😅🎉🎉😂😂❤
This bih thinks that’s a flex…. No different than most other 304’s.
I’m no Shaq fan. But he’s been apologetic to her and he’s been pretty gracious and complimentary when speaking about her.
he HAS been. I'm not a fan, either (not a hater) but he's been gracious. I recall him admitting infidelity.
In THIS day and age I refuse to judge any man that's unfaithful to his wife.....there are too many "dead bedrooms" out there. I've met dudes that haven't been intimate with their wives for over 5 years.
DO NOT GET MARRIED!
DO NOT IMPREGNATE THEM!
@@johndough7942
These broads hold men hostage in too many ways once they lock you in legally…. They don’t deserve marriage or having kids. Both are only vehicles for these women to be financially abusive to men. This shit has to end.
I wish my mommy wrote in a book where she said she used my dad for money and doesn't really care about us kids..... Another despicable cow that can't stop overvaluing herself
Shaq missed all the signs she was showing him that she is not a wife... Like all the free throws he missed in his basketball career!
n shaq was husband material running the streets lol?
@@unknwngamer1It was a transactional relationship. They both knew what it was. She was his business partner's wife and he took her from him and got what he was lookin for. Just like Juanita Jordan they went in planning to get "cheated on", had private eyes following them for 10 years, horted money away for their eventual planned exit and because these dudes shouldn't have never got married in the first place cause they knew they was gonna be on the road slanin pickle they executed the plan to perfection. I blame the men. STAY SINGLE!!! Smash all you want. No attachments, no promises, no divorce. But no, they trap themselves like Shaq did. I blame Shaq. All the women in athlete circles school each other in how to play the game and it works everytime.
He already knew; she was married to Shaq’s business partner when they first met.
@@R_W_Goodson REALLY??? I did not know that! Wow 🤯
Shaq is part of the Gynoracy , of course he missed the signs
She loved his money, status and the lifestyle he could give her.
No shock there. That's "black love " for you.
Shaunie cheated on Shaq with the personal trainer he was paying for. She claimed she was justified based on his actions 🤔
Shes old news. She can reminisce on old times all she likes and how she tried to do him dirty but look at her. She's miserable and likely the children don't like her either. She will get her get back
Hmmm 🤔 GISELLE, ! Tom Brady's ex wife ‼️..... 🥋🥊..Ju Jitsu lessons in the house.....he was flipping and Dipping her, ‼️😒
I would never hire a male trainer for my woman ...🫡
Shaq has unresolved daddy issues, he publicly chastises his male children but puts his daughters on a pedestal.
That’s what most men do champ, mommas boy $ daddy’s girl.
Indeed! All the time
It's hard to reverse the damage of what black women have done.
Bingo!
As he should.
Men: continue to get your passports!
Something similar happened with my parents. My mother married my dad and had children afterwards because she wanted to get out of her mother's house but wasn't in love with him. And tho that doesn't excuse him not being in my life for most of the time, I find it hard to want to be with someone who doesn't love me. Even if she never said it out of her mouth I'm sure it showed in other ways.
At least she admits it. Women will fake being in love with when you are at the finish line. Find a woman who wants to build with you or stay single.
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Yeah. Say that while you were dating him. You don't get the money then. Thus b**** ain't shit.
Admits it after the damage is done. And you say at least. There's nothing at stake
@@tsam3676 it’s just good information for the single men out there.
Yeah, she admits it. After the fact.
Do the research!! America is one of the few cultures that marries for love , and have the highest divorce rate . Most of the world 's cultures see marriage as a business arrangement , conservation of resources and social , economical and political status.
Most people don't wanna do the research because it will shatter their fantasy.
I had a dude open my eyes to this, cold but true
My research shows that word “marriage “ actually means “sex”- other cultures including in the United States used to view sex as something sacred and virginity of women was also valued hence why “marriage”(sex) was sacred….now that sex is not sacred and men whoremongers and women are whores (especially in the United States). Having wedding ceremonies and cohabitation (living together) is not a marriage and you verify it by looking at etymology of the words wife, husband, marriage, matrimonial etc…it literally means sperm meeting with egg or male sex organs procreation with female sex organs.
Yep. So true. I had to unlearn all the lies America taught me as well concerning marriage. Smh
Why do these preachers always get with men’s ex-wives?
They are adulterous false pastors that’s why!!
Will Pinket and Jada Shakur
No wonder why these men are treating them so badly with disrespect
The vast majority of women today and this is not nothing new this was going on in the 90s to and in the 80s in the early 2000s women don't know how to love in Western society women today the vast majority of them do not know what love is nor do they know how to love. And many of them do not love men they prefer to be alone with a dog or a cat or with a "female companion".
People (bw)have no fear of YAH!
one should only fear evil. NOT love. so, if your god is evil. YOU should fear it/that.
That explains why she was putting money aside without him knowing
This is why a Man with Means and/or the potential to have great wealth in the future, any woman he considers for a potential wife should be vetted not only by him but by some from his family who are wise and/or marriage counselors. Because Shaq missed something about her when he married her.
Shaq missed all the signs she was showing him that she is not a wife... Like all the free throws he missed in his basketball career!
He overlooked the obvious signs!! She was NOT raised to be a wife or mother. Her past is a clear indication of that!!
Exactly. I so agree. I really wish that human beings stuck to the order of how men and women were supposed to be highly vetted before they were married off to their sons or daughters. Smdh
Your Mother is the ONLY woman that will ever really loves you the rest of them can only really like you alot.
He didnt fumble her... He paid too much for her!
Also Grandmother, Sister, Daughter, aunties and that's not the case all the time.
Wish that was true all the time but not..and it's been proving to not be om this channel when these mothers are exposed
Nonsense. This starts with the mother’s. Women do not love males. They use them. Mother’s have kids for the insurance policy and entertainment value. Something to do. Something to keep them out of their heads all day.
Facts
He's too magnanimous with her
I never liked her now I am validated
She paid her long time Pooky 50k to tighten her up prior to marrying the preacher according to a No Jumper episode
Women are in love with their emotions
They are loyal to their feelings. Not even a earthquake can shift their feelings!😂
That’s deep, real deep. It explains many things. How did you come to that conclusion? You conveyed a powerful point so simply
She Cappin Crunch😂
Ah the "I'll have the last word" "shyt throwing" game.
And they scratching their heads as men walk, ride, and fly away.
Didn't Jada Pinkett admit that she didn't want to be married either? Are those two related?
Nope, Just modern BW that should be in the 74% of them that never get married
This reminds me what Lavar Ball has been warning his sons
Women are attracted to men whom they see strength and who have resources which would make an average looking dude attractive in her eyes.. Shaq wouldn't have been considered handsome to most women. Especially in that era. His success & money made him handsome.
So she's just telling her truth.
It's the samething with women she may not have been a "pretty girl" compared to the other women but she had a hell of a body/ personality those other women didn't have. That alone made her attractive.
So both men & women do the samething but only in reverse.
I've seen this over the years
"THIS IS NASTY WORK!"
Ecclesiasticus 9:8
“Turn away thine eye from a beautiful woman, and look not upon another's beauty; for many have been deceived by the beauty of a woman; for herewith love is kindled as a fire.”
King James Version (KJV) 😎
So what does she want…….A prize? She basically admitted that she left her previous relationship to be with Shaq purely for monetary gains……..”monkey branching” at its finest.
What’s worse she is now with a “man of God” saying this.
Additionally how should this “confession” make her children feel? That she basically used them as a tool for capital gains.
Shaq may have cheated on Shaunie but she cheated on her previous man to be with Shaq. Shaunie is certainly no angel. These women love to get a hold of athletes and rich man by any means necessary and are surprised when that approach blows up in their face if they eventually marry and/or have children with said man. Apparently they don’t think there is a price they’ll have to pay for the “all in” approach.
Whoever buys that book better stay away from me I don't want to hear it.
Shaquille O'Neal is the Man 👑✊🏿
The pastor needs to question her.
The “pastor”needs to leave her immediately!! She is not his according to the Holy Scriptures!!
Rumors are that she slept with a rapper 2 weeks before she married her pastor husband.
Vital information, Mrs Kendra. 🌷 You spoke many truths in your message.
When someone doesn't love you can't you feel it? Do she think maybe that was the reason he kept cheating on her? Because because he'd probably felt unwanted or not really loved
She didn't think about the kid's, she is a bird 🐦 🐦⬛ 🙄
She was just in it for the lifestyle.
Outside of being his ex wife, who is she??? Honestly what has she done besides that trash show she's behind??
Good topic as usual!❤💯👍
Another excellent video. Let women talk long enough and they'll tell you everything you need to know.
But this is why women are able to leave marriages and relationships so easily.
This is not a shock many women will and have done this and never ever admit it maybe to one or two people
Like Shaq cares...HAAAAAA!!😂😂😂😂
🤷 Queens anthem Tina Turner " What's Love"🤷
She didn't love him, but she loved having his name LOL!!!
It seems to me some women don't care what the Minister Louis Farrakhan said when it comes to love and marriage.
In other news, neither was he because clearly he couldn’t keep his deek in his pocket😂😂😂
Sex and making love to a woman he really cares about are 2 different things for men. When are people going to wake up and do the research. Smdh
Why would you be proud to have married somebody that you never loved?
Ask every woman on planet Earth...
It's giving she's still hurt, it's giving 'this ain't over', it's giviiiiiiiiiiiinnnnng 'why did you do this to me?'
That pastor she married should be concerned about this.
Shaunie never loved Shaq. Regardless if he was faithful or not, that marriage wasn’t going to last anyway. She was in love with the lifestyle. Yes she built something on her own but it wouldn’t have happened without being involved with Shaq.
Imagine trying to measure up to Shaq. So much pressure 😅
Not everyone marries for love. We have to hear Shaq side to get a clear understanding of the dynamics of their marriage.
So true.
This is why a lot of BM are done with BW...this rite here.
Truth
He should sue for fraud
Her new husband should be embarrassed to have his wife still talking about Shaq. She probably done ran through all the divorce money and now see Shaq with hundreds of brick and mortar stores and salty.
Sounds like she still salty about him cheating move on girl
men DON'T cheat, only fe-fails. because there is NO emotional connection when we step-OUT. it's a man's nature to have MORE than ONE fe-fail.
He didn't cheat, he exercised his options.
@@appliancedude63 he was married and cheated on his wife tf you talking about ??
If I was her new husband I'd be upset.. like why are u not healed from that but wearing my ring?
Thats NOT his wife according to the Holy Scriptures!!
Kendra gone type it up 😂
Kendra’s a hell of a human being.