Respect for the man in the motel leaving a note for the maids not to come in and to just call 911. If the scene was hard enough for a cop, who sees plenty of messed up things, to deal with, imagine how traumatic it would’ve been for the maids.
My mom works in a hospital and no the officer should have never been forced to hold the baby. wtf, that is not protocol at all. Hospitals cover the bodies and leave them for someone from the morgue to pick them up. This includes babies. They have beds for them.
I think what was most unbelievable was having a dead body let alone a dead infant in the ER in sight of others even if it was swaddled. Like didn't they at least have an empty room for the officer to wait for the people from the morgue in
"what I found inside was a mess of brains and blood from a self-inflicted shotgun wound under the chin. I'll save you from the description." I'm pretty sure that is a description.
My mother used to be a cop. She always described her job as boring, she primarily worked an area of schools in a bigger city. Other than hearing the wild things kids do in bigger schools, one story has really stuck with me. During one of her shifts, she texts my brothers and me that she loves us. I was instantly paranoid as I thought she was in danger, a general feeling of uneasy but I had no explanation. When she came home she broke down in tears as she had to confirm that a kid our age had taken his life. He had been being bullied and had no one to call a friend. She can't even hear our normal sibling banter or banter we do with our friends without reminding us that bullying can take lives. It is very hard to watch. She never cries and knowing how that kid probably felt as I have had issues, I cried too.
Just reading this almost brought me to tears because I can relate to those feelings so much. Im 33 now and I'm so glad I never went through with it. I was able to find so much happiness once I healed from the trauma I was trying to ignore.
I used to be suicidal. I'm fine now, I'm out of the situation that was causing me to feel that way... But I never got out of it on my own. I was helped out of it every time. What a lot of people don't seem to understand is suicidal feelings don't come about when there's something you can do to unfuck the problem. You might be depressed, like, really depressed, but you wont start thinking about killing yourself until you are fully convinced that you don't have any way to fix things and this is just how life will be and it's just not tolerable at all. It took moving out of the state for me to stop feeling suicidal, and I couldn't have done that without monetary help from my family (of whom I am a black sheep). Our survival instincts as humans are very strong. It takes true hopelessness for an extended period to turn that around into "I want to die". Please understand this. FOr the love of the people you care for, understand that if you don't help them un-shit their life, you won't do them any good. From our perspective it feels like selfish bullying when you just try and make us feel better with words and small acts. We need help solving the problem that put us in this hole, we can't climb out on our own... So it *genuinly* feels like you're just saying "Don't kill yourself! That would make ME sad. How dare you think about making me sad!" I know that's not what you mean, but that's how it comes across in the mental state we're in while in the hole. Try asking about their life instead. See what the problems are. Attack those problems. Be like "I'm here for you." then punch one of their problems in the face. THAT is how you help.
Yes, this. So glad you're doing better and I agree, I can't highly recommend enough making a drastic change in your life. It helped my mental health way more than meds or anything else ever did. I was in a hole so deep I didn't care anymore and didn't even realize how far gone I was. I quit my job and moved halfway across the state. Better climate, new people, fresh start. I know not everyone can just make this happen. I jumped blind and got lucky. But I almost immediately felt like a heavy, suffocating blanket got lifted off me. The world began to look totally different, like the sun came out for the first time in years and I could see again.
The red eyes are from broken vessels and a sign that the body is straining well past the point of breaking. This would make sense with the 'increased strength,' we are all capable of these feats but held back by our bodies natural restraints for... not breaking itself. Considering the timing of it, the poor woman likely caught something that is messing with her brain chemistry.... Probably unalived her.
Story 4 reminds me of the woman that was SAd and nearly decapitated. She had to walk down the road holding her intestines inside her body with one hand and use the other to hold her head up to keep it from flopping back (picture nearly headless Nick from Harry Potter) as she walked down the road to get help. The person that found her like that, can't imagine the trauma that left them with. She did survive though
@@pisces2569 Check out the story of Alison Botha. If you like true crime, you'll be blown away by this story. Danielle Kirsty and Bella Fiori both have videos on the ordeal, there may be other creators that have well put together videos, those are just the ones I remember.
13:30 this is exactly why only a select few professions have the authority to legally declare death, and any first responders are obligated to render and continue aid until someone with the authority to delcare death does so
I overdosed a few months ago intending to take my own life after 9 years of pretty severe issues. Luckily, I have found some help and am a lot better now. I’m not perfectly ok, and still have TONS of pretty bad issues, but I am stable now. I am only 16.
Hang in there. You might not think so, but your life has only just begun. It may take a while but your life WILL get better. I speak from experience. My teenage years….I came to a point where I had a gun and the only thing that stopped me was an image of how heartbroken my parents would be. They had already lost one child. I emptied the gun into the ground before I could change my mind. That was 1983. Things didn’t immediately improve, but Since then I have been married 33 years and raised a family, plus many other blessings. I didn’t find true peace until I came to Jesus Christ. He completely changed my life. Yes I do have the occasional bad day. They don’t overwhelm me like they once did. This, too, shall pass, and it does. He can for you as well. Seek Him. God Bless
had to help look for a lost 2 year old. The parents and grandparents were well known druggies. Thank goodness the child was found wondering around the neighborhood pretty quickly. A few days later, get another call from the home reporting that the child was missing again. Several hours go by and the child hasn't been found. Someone went and looked in the backyard, which has a pool. The child's body was found in the pool. Turns out both parents and grandparents had gotten high, forgot about the child, and they didn't realize that the child had been gone for hours. I still think about that poor child now. He would have been in his 30's , if he had lived.
Sigh I wish you guys weren't resorted to using terms such as Unalive because of stupid RUclips rules, because we shouldn't be afraid of talking about these things when it comes to preventing suicides, murders, etc. Stupid....
All you're saying is "You guys should purposely not make money because I'm annoyed about something". Who's the actual stupid one? Everyone agrees RUclips's rules are stupid, but its the game you got to play if you want to make any money at all.
“we now have a discord” really dries up every tear i have after your first story if it’s a bad one cause it’s so funny to me how you just throw that in there😭
After a story like these, I feel like I should remind everyone that you are loved. It doesn't always feel like it sometimes; believe me, I know. But there is someone out there for you. There are plenty of resources to help you out, and if you need help, I STRONGLY encourage you to seek it out. Find comfort in religion, a hobby, get a therapist, whatever you need. Remember, you are worth it. I myself am struggling with depression and a number of other things, but I'm also seeking help. So whatever you do, don't give up! Keep moving forward!
I heard a cop talk about a guy had a motorcycle accident. He was walking around just chatting post accident when someone behind him called. He turned his head and instantly dropped almost instantly dead. He had a broken neck from the accident.
Agreed. Literally came to the comments to see if anyone else did. Like... why wouldn't someone at least transport the baby to the morgue. That almost sounds like medical neglect. A nurse or doctor who didn't "feel like it" at that second or something. Is this more common that I realize? :/
i truly appreciate the kind words you have for those who struggle. it's not so easy for me to find help in my situation being as my household is very restrictive and i'm crippled but i'm working on it and gonna get out someday. your words of encouragement to stay alive helps. youtubers don't understand just how much they do for people like me who are stuck in a shite situation. thank you very much.
To be fair, the cop who didn't wanna check for pulse, they did say "you can check but i ain't touching them", this is why you have a partner. But yeah they're kinda trying to lessen or share the responsibility, however it was good that their partner chose to check as that's what they're trained to do.
Story from a survivor. I tried to commit unaliving myself a few times cus me getting therapy took 9 months. So I didn't want to go anymore. By the last time I tried to O.D. on my sleeping meds but failed cuz even 30 wasn't enough. Eventually I got the help I needed. 40 weeks of therapy and it's going a lot better. Sure I still have moments where I spiral but due to the tools given me in therapy and a great support system I manage to get through it and so can you. I'm proud of you and I love you. I know like no one else what it's like to not hear that enough ❤
Dude, oh my god, what is wrong with you talking about a boy who got strangled to death than immediately advertising your god damn discord serv do that shit before you tell the first story wtf 0:43
Story 4, she was able to walk it off because of shock. Shock is really dangerous. Like extremely dangerous if you are under its influence I guess. Hard to go over. I should study more again on first aid C training. But yeah. She was in shock and probably didn’t actually know what happened or what was going on.
The one who slit his wrists. If your the bad guy good guy in a movie or in his case. Check for a pulse. Pacific rim the movie did what im describing. Good guys thought monster was dead wasnt good guy bro bit the dust. Later good guy says to copilot think its dead lets check for a pulse. Lit it up again and said no pulse cause of played dead and lost his bro
Mortuary break-in... How cool would it have been if the burglar had the forethought when he heard the police coming to strip down and lay on the table and pretend to be a dead body so the cops walk right past them, lol. Or maybe it wasn't someone breaking in at all, it was someone breaking OUT... Too bad real life doesn't work that way, that would have been so much cooler.
Not a cop but I know two people who committed self unalivement. One was my first boyfriend, we weren’t dating at the time but we’re still friends. He hung him self from his loft apartment since his current girlfriend had gotten into a fight with him and threatened to not let him ever see his son that she was pregnant with. The other was a good friend of my late father who broke up with his girlfriend of several years and she took everything from him and his house was in foreclosure and he thought his life was over facing homelessness And losing the love of his life. Suffocated himself in his garage by turning his truck on while the door was closed.
Im like cop that belives in evil dead ghosts+paranoid szisophrenic religious hallucinator would equal a paranormal thriller story like one that end withwas it all because they were scared or a ghost or is there really a creepy person breaking in and sneekly hideing out of sight?
The day youtube started caring more about advertisers than their users. RUclipss a failing platform (they've had net losses pretty much every year since their inception) so they're desperate lol
People could literally just use synonyms like deceased, passed away, no longer with us, not alive, gone, etc but no ppl have to literally invent Newspeak instead of using the tens of thousands of words English has available
When my grandpa worked at a prison and somebody jumped off a 2 story balcony. The guys brains came out skidding across the floor. He then quit because he was scared at himself for not feeling anything and was just unphased.
People need to stop feeling ashamed for having no emotional reaction to traumatic things. In terrible situations like that it's good to have SOMEONE who can stay calm and not be overcome with emotion. Your emotions aren't gonna bring dead people back to life so why torture yourself over the fact that you're not tortured over something you can't control
@destinygalearies7382 Omg, that is literally what I tell everyone and they just like,"you're a psychopath." It's like, um no, in the that's gonna do something other than giving us some salty water.
As my mum always said " suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem". Life sux hard sometimes....but it does get better.... I've learned that the hard way. Just when things were at their worst for me....I got a lifeline thrown to me...I have the scars to remind me that yes, things can be bad but they always get better.. eventually. Please get help before doing anything so permanent. You are NOT alone.
I get panic attacks if I'm upside down. Have had that since childhood. When I was about 9-10, I was in swimming classes. I was never that big for my age. Or strong. The thing we were supposed to work up to was a summersault backwards into the water. We had to roll into the water as one of the first steps. I couldn't handle the roll and when they forced my body through it I panicked so much I struggled. They never tried to do that to me again, as I apparently broke the swimming teacher's arm struggling. She never blamed me. I didn't mean to do it. I just panicked and I don't remember what I did exactly.
Omg I have a super similar story. I had this swimming field trip in grade 3 when I was around 8 and at that point I had extreme anxiety and body image issues. I was already terrified to be in a bathing suit in front of my class and the anxiety I was having from thinking about needing to do a somersault into a deep pool while I already was a weak swimmer was tearing me up inside. I was the last kid waiting out of the pool and they told me that I had to do the somersault. I started crying when they began touching me trying to make me flip into the pool so they eventually ended up threatening me saying that I would have to be moved to the younger class for my lack of athleticism. At that point I was so embarrassed because my whole class was staring at me from the pool so I basically fell head first into the pool and ended up swallowing a bunch of water. It still hurts me to think of little me being basically threatened into doing something I wasn’t ready for and I never told my parents because I was so embarrassed. I kind of find it crazy that almost 7 years since that have passed cause the way I felt then is honestly burnt into my mind Something I forgot to mention was that the year before that I had brain surgery which made me SUPER afraid of hurting my head after the fact. It was for a brain aneurysm that was no doubt the most painful thing I had ever been through and it caused me insane amounts of trauma and fear of experiencing that pain all over again if I were to hurt my head.
@@Amethiist143 Omg... That attitude... that's super dangerous! Do they not realize that that's the exact opposite what needs to happen in order to make you progress?To be fair I've had my fair share of teachers like that, but my gym teacher who wanted me to do a certain gymnastics thing which involved standing on your hands (it was quite complicated, the final trick was to jump onto a jumping board into handstand and then flip forward back into normal standing position again or something similar to that). It was done in steps and I never got past the step of crawling your legs up onto the wall to sort of be upside down. He tried to force me into a handstand and ... yeah nope. I almost fell if he hadn't caught me. Then realized I was hopeless. Funnily enough he couldn't fail me cause if you put in the effort you couldn't fail. Hate pricks like that. But around water that's even more dangerous, with drowning being an additional risk
@@Amethiist143 Maybe they see it as 'motivation' to continue. But for kids already anxious (or people in general) that will make it worse! "You can do it." or "It's okay if you can't do it" are far more motivating. I wish I'd heard especially the last one a lot more. That would have given me so much more peace of mind. And it truly is okay. Sommersaulting into the pool is not a necessary life skill. The most important bit is that you feel at ease in water and can swim. Once I realized that bit I got back into swimming again. It took me a long time as well to not feel selfconcious in a bathing suit, and I still do sometimes, but just the ability to swim gives me so much freedom.
It baffles me that people still ask this question when this has been a thing for years at this point. RUclips demonetizes anyone who says the word "kill" or "suicide", along with quite a few other words.
I think the video will perform better if you title it as "can never forget" instead of "can't ever forget" both mean the same thing, but the first one feels more natural.
Story 5...man. A baby that doesn't breathe anymore (avoiding the obvious word) is traumatizing and unfortunately, once you see it, you ALWAYS see it. In every sleeping infant, their face looks the same. Peaceful like they'll wake up at any moment. But the trauma of knowing they won't always puts the fear that every baby you see sleeping may never wake up. That's why when I hear a baby crying after waking up, it makes me smile more than annoy me. At that point, I know that they're still here. In that officers shoes, having to hold them and be there with that baby for hours would've destroyed me. I can't even imagine it. Just seeing one fucked me up. Being told to hold it for what felt like an eternity would send me to a mental break I don't think I'd be able to recover from...
Story 5 makes no sense from the nurse perpective. Why would she just give a dead baby to an officer and tells him to stand around in the hall way. Sounds more like a cruel prank from the nurse.
I noticed that most of your videos are made up of stories that have already been posted by other channels, in the same exact order even. Just like this one, I know these stories, and I remember hearing them in the same order in another video... Not really original content...
@@LaughingLlamaLodge Threatening to kill yourself if someone breaks up with you is an actual abuse tactic. The story said he hung himself to a place where the ex could see him so... Yeah....
@@LaughingLlamaLodgeits not judgement thats actual emotional abuse thats basically him saying “if you wont be with me or stay with me then ill give you something that will make you regret what you did” thats emotional abuse buddy not judgement
The eye color thing def happens. im bipolar and my mothers bipolar whenever manic our eyes turn a dark grey kind of color (nature blue eyes) its scary.
the one about the SIDS infant, im a severe empath and that tore me up, as someone who almost had a brother but he passed away before birth and soon after my mom passed, this made me emotional
I’ve been told of one guy who got done with resisting arrest on a house call because he just looked at the officer, said five more minutes, and went back to sleep.
It's kinda sad to hear how most of these suicide stories are men, especially the ones which don't end with the guy magically living because a cop decided to check for a pulse on a cadaver
My mom went to highschool school with this guy and when he was home alone he shot himself but he didn't die instantly he laid there for a few hours and bled to death my he rest in peace
Story 8--most people of faith are not mentally unstable. The fact the woman was schizophrenic and was having delusions, and tried to deal with it by hanging crosses on the walls doesn't mean she was actually religious.
Respect for the man in the motel leaving a note for the maids not to come in and to just call 911. If the scene was hard enough for a cop, who sees plenty of messed up things, to deal with, imagine how traumatic it would’ve been for the maids.
My mom works in a hospital and no the officer should have never been forced to hold the baby. wtf, that is not protocol at all. Hospitals cover the bodies and leave them for someone from the morgue to pick them up. This includes babies. They have beds for them.
I think what was most unbelievable was having a dead body let alone a dead infant in the ER in sight of others even if it was swaddled. Like didn't they at least have an empty room for the officer to wait for the people from the morgue in
"what I found inside was a mess of brains and blood from a self-inflicted shotgun wound under the chin. I'll save you from the description." I'm pretty sure that is a description.
My mother used to be a cop. She always described her job as boring, she primarily worked an area of schools in a bigger city. Other than hearing the wild things kids do in bigger schools, one story has really stuck with me. During one of her shifts, she texts my brothers and me that she loves us. I was instantly paranoid as I thought she was in danger, a general feeling of uneasy but I had no explanation. When she came home she broke down in tears as she had to confirm that a kid our age had taken his life. He had been being bullied and had no one to call a friend. She can't even hear our normal sibling banter or banter we do with our friends without reminding us that bullying can take lives. It is very hard to watch. She never cries and knowing how that kid probably felt as I have had issues, I cried too.
Just reading this almost brought me to tears because I can relate to those feelings so much. Im 33 now and I'm so glad I never went through with it. I was able to find so much happiness once I healed from the trauma I was trying to ignore.
I used to be suicidal. I'm fine now, I'm out of the situation that was causing me to feel that way... But I never got out of it on my own. I was helped out of it every time. What a lot of people don't seem to understand is suicidal feelings don't come about when there's something you can do to unfuck the problem. You might be depressed, like, really depressed, but you wont start thinking about killing yourself until you are fully convinced that you don't have any way to fix things and this is just how life will be and it's just not tolerable at all. It took moving out of the state for me to stop feeling suicidal, and I couldn't have done that without monetary help from my family (of whom I am a black sheep).
Our survival instincts as humans are very strong. It takes true hopelessness for an extended period to turn that around into "I want to die". Please understand this. FOr the love of the people you care for, understand that if you don't help them un-shit their life, you won't do them any good. From our perspective it feels like selfish bullying when you just try and make us feel better with words and small acts. We need help solving the problem that put us in this hole, we can't climb out on our own... So it *genuinly* feels like you're just saying "Don't kill yourself! That would make ME sad. How dare you think about making me sad!" I know that's not what you mean, but that's how it comes across in the mental state we're in while in the hole.
Try asking about their life instead. See what the problems are. Attack those problems. Be like "I'm here for you." then punch one of their problems in the face. THAT is how you help.
Yes, this. So glad you're doing better and I agree, I can't highly recommend enough making a drastic change in your life. It helped my mental health way more than meds or anything else ever did. I was in a hole so deep I didn't care anymore and didn't even realize how far gone I was. I quit my job and moved halfway across the state. Better climate, new people, fresh start. I know not everyone can just make this happen. I jumped blind and got lucky. But I almost immediately felt like a heavy, suffocating blanket got lifted off me. The world began to look totally different, like the sun came out for the first time in years and I could see again.
Glad your better now
The red eyes are from broken vessels and a sign that the body is straining well past the point of breaking. This would make sense with the 'increased strength,' we are all capable of these feats but held back by our bodies natural restraints for... not breaking itself. Considering the timing of it, the poor woman likely caught something that is messing with her brain chemistry....
Probably unalived her.
Story 4 reminds me of the woman that was SAd and nearly decapitated. She had to walk down the road holding her intestines inside her body with one hand and use the other to hold her head up to keep it from flopping back (picture nearly headless Nick from Harry Potter) as she walked down the road to get help. The person that found her like that, can't imagine the trauma that left them with. She did survive though
How??
@@pisces2569 Check out the story of Alison Botha. If you like true crime, you'll be blown away by this story. Danielle Kirsty and Bella Fiori both have videos on the ordeal, there may be other creators that have well put together videos, those are just the ones I remember.
I've heard this freaky case.
@@AbutadoAs soon as I read Alison I knew exactly the woman you meant. I saw it awhile back but it’s on Amazon Prime as well.
Shock can do a number on people, but it can keep them going a lot long than is logically possible.
I can't think of ANY protocol we have that would require a police officer to hold a baby, much less a deceased one.
I'm pretty sure that goes against protocol, and both the nurse and the cop should have known that.
Also - 90% of officers don’t have time to just drop by the hospital to check up on an already declared dead baby
13:30 this is exactly why only a select few professions have the authority to legally declare death, and any first responders are obligated to render and continue aid until someone with the authority to delcare death does so
For story 10, have her run through a gambit of tests and if nothing seems wrong, get some sort of priest.
Agree. Possession is a possibility.
I overdosed a few months ago intending to take my own life after 9 years of pretty severe issues. Luckily, I have found some help and am a lot better now. I’m not perfectly ok, and still have TONS of pretty bad issues, but I am stable now. I am only 16.
Hang in there. You might not think so, but your life has only just begun. It may take a while but your life WILL get better. I speak from experience. My teenage years….I came to a point where I had a gun and the only thing that stopped me was an image of how heartbroken my parents would be. They had already lost one child.
I emptied the gun into the ground before I could change my mind. That was 1983.
Things didn’t immediately improve, but Since then I have been married 33 years and raised a family, plus many other blessings.
I didn’t find true peace until I came to Jesus Christ. He completely changed my life. Yes I do have the occasional bad day. They don’t overwhelm me like they once did. This, too, shall pass, and it does.
He can for you as well. Seek Him.
God Bless
Thank you very much. 💕
It will get better, I promise. That doesn't mean you won't struggle sometimes, but it will get better
I don’t know you, but I don’t need to. I’m sending you all my love, hugs and warmth!
Live and prosper ❤
@@farmfreshideas579Thank you. Things aren’t ideal, but I am a LOT better now. Sending thanks 💕
Heartbreaking stories .... thanks for sharing! Life is not easy. .. wishing you all the best ..
had to help look for a lost 2 year old. The parents and grandparents were well known druggies. Thank goodness the child was found wondering around the neighborhood pretty quickly. A few days later, get another call from the home reporting that the child was missing again. Several hours go by and the child hasn't been found. Someone went and looked in the backyard, which has a pool. The child's body was found in the pool.
Turns out both parents and grandparents had gotten high, forgot about the child, and they didn't realize that the child had been gone for hours.
I still think about that poor child now. He would have been in his 30's , if he had lived.
Sigh I wish you guys weren't resorted to using terms such as Unalive because of stupid RUclips rules, because we shouldn't be afraid of talking about these things when it comes to preventing suicides, murders, etc. Stupid....
All you're saying is "You guys should purposely not make money because I'm annoyed about something". Who's the actual stupid one? Everyone agrees RUclips's rules are stupid, but its the game you got to play if you want to make any money at all.
“we now have a discord” really dries up every tear i have after your first story if it’s a bad one cause it’s so funny to me how you just throw that in there😭
Oh my god I agree! It was so jarring
Same I can’t even imagine the hell that poor boy went through 😢
Maybe that’s why he makes it so cheery… so it’s a curveball in all the stories.
Thanks for making me stay awake tonight Q~Q
I didn’t get that discord message. It just went from one awful story to the next.
After a story like these, I feel like I should remind everyone that you are loved. It doesn't always feel like it sometimes; believe me, I know. But there is someone out there for you. There are plenty of resources to help you out, and if you need help, I STRONGLY encourage you to seek it out. Find comfort in religion, a hobby, get a therapist, whatever you need. Remember, you are worth it. I myself am struggling with depression and a number of other things, but I'm also seeking help. So whatever you do, don't give up! Keep moving forward!
I heard a cop talk about a guy had a motorcycle accident. He was walking around just chatting post accident when someone behind him called. He turned his head and instantly dropped almost instantly dead. He had a broken neck from the accident.
I feel like you put a lot more effort and passion into these videos then the 1000s of other channels, always keeps me coming back for more
Story 5 is so sad seems very odd the officer was just handed the dead baby & left alone with her like that so very sad
Agreed. Literally came to the comments to see if anyone else did. Like... why wouldn't someone at least transport the baby to the morgue. That almost sounds like medical neglect. A nurse or doctor who didn't "feel like it" at that second or something. Is this more common that I realize? :/
i truly appreciate the kind words you have for those who struggle. it's not so easy for me to find help in my situation being as my household is very restrictive and i'm crippled but i'm working on it and gonna get out someday. your words of encouragement to stay alive helps. youtubers don't understand just how much they do for people like me who are stuck in a shite situation. thank you very much.
To be fair, the cop who didn't wanna check for pulse, they did say "you can check but i ain't touching them", this is why you have a partner.
But yeah they're kinda trying to lessen or share the responsibility, however it was good that their partner chose to check as that's what they're trained to do.
No wonder story #1's gf broke up with the guy. Yikes. Imagine how creepy and overbearing he was if he went that far.
Story from a survivor. I tried to commit unaliving myself a few times cus me getting therapy took 9 months. So I didn't want to go anymore. By the last time I tried to O.D. on my sleeping meds but failed cuz even 30 wasn't enough. Eventually I got the help I needed. 40 weeks of therapy and it's going a lot better. Sure I still have moments where I spiral but due to the tools given me in therapy and a great support system I manage to get through it and so can you. I'm proud of you and I love you. I know like no one else what it's like to not hear that enough ❤
Dude, oh my god, what is wrong with you talking about a boy who got strangled to death than immediately advertising your god damn discord serv do that shit before you tell the first story wtf
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First sentence, why did my dumb brain immediately go to “William Afton”
Story 4, she was able to walk it off because of shock. Shock is really dangerous. Like extremely dangerous if you are under its influence I guess. Hard to go over. I should study more again on first aid C training. But yeah. She was in shock and probably didn’t actually know what happened or what was going on.
9:26 nah that's a demon my brother
The one who slit his wrists. If your the bad guy good guy in a movie or in his case. Check for a pulse. Pacific rim the movie did what im describing. Good guys thought monster was dead wasnt good guy bro bit the dust. Later good guy says to copilot think its dead lets check for a pulse. Lit it up again and said no pulse cause of played dead and lost his bro
Pacific Rim is such a good movie. I should watch it again
I hate re-uploads. Let me guess, this was stolen from another channel?
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Bro probably watched the same video twice and forgot lmao
Mortuary break-in...
How cool would it have been if the burglar had the forethought when he heard the police coming to strip down and lay on the table and pretend to be a dead body so the cops walk right past them, lol.
Or maybe it wasn't someone breaking in at all, it was someone breaking OUT...
Too bad real life doesn't work that way, that would have been so much cooler.
I mean, there was a hint of perfume, so I think paranormal is the reason.
12:58 and that is why only Doctors can declare a death. Dude thought he was all that huh? I call BS on this story haha
I love how your voice shake at the baby doll part lmao
The one with the bathtub was so gruelsome i started feeling weak and flair , it scared the shit out of me
Story 10. unable to be held down, animalistic, eye color change, sounds demonic.
Not a cop but I know two people who committed self unalivement. One was my first boyfriend, we weren’t dating at the time but we’re still friends. He hung him self from his loft apartment since his current girlfriend had gotten into a fight with him and threatened to not let him ever see his son that she was pregnant with. The other was a good friend of my late father who broke up with his girlfriend of several years and she took everything from him and his house was in foreclosure and he thought his life was over facing homelessness And losing the love of his life. Suffocated himself in his garage by turning his truck on while the door was closed.
Im like cop that belives in evil dead ghosts+paranoid szisophrenic religious hallucinator would equal a paranormal thriller story like one that end withwas it all because they were scared or a ghost or is there really a creepy person breaking in and sneekly hideing out of sight?
I wonder when suicide and DEAD lost their meaning and we have to use stupid words instead
the day that serious content gets demonitized or deleted, because even mentioning bad things must mean you're endorsing those things.
@@CakeofRage Yeah, it's really stupid how youtube handles things sometimes :/
Unalive
The day youtube started caring more about advertisers than their users. RUclipss a failing platform (they've had net losses pretty much every year since their inception) so they're desperate lol
People could literally just use synonyms like deceased, passed away, no longer with us, not alive, gone, etc but no ppl have to literally invent Newspeak instead of using the tens of thousands of words English has available
10:20 if the outcome wasn't an exorcism or multiple exorcisms, then Oh God
When my grandpa worked at a prison and somebody jumped off a 2 story balcony. The guys brains came out skidding across the floor. He then quit because he was scared at himself for not feeling anything and was just unphased.
People need to stop feeling ashamed for having no emotional reaction to traumatic things. In terrible situations like that it's good to have SOMEONE who can stay calm and not be overcome with emotion. Your emotions aren't gonna bring dead people back to life so why torture yourself over the fact that you're not tortured over something you can't control
@destinygalearies7382 Omg, that is literally what I tell everyone and they just like,"you're a psychopath." It's like, um no, in the that's gonna do something other than giving us some salty water.
Lady was under possession, classic signs. Old ladies under Possession are SCARY!😱
The last story had me thinking he'd been murdred by his wife
As my mum always said " suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem". Life sux hard sometimes....but it does get better.... I've learned that the hard way. Just when things were at their worst for me....I got a lifeline thrown to me...I have the scars to remind me that yes, things can be bad but they always get better.. eventually. Please get help before doing anything so permanent. You are NOT alone.
I get panic attacks if I'm upside down. Have had that since childhood. When I was about 9-10, I was in swimming classes. I was never that big for my age. Or strong. The thing we were supposed to work up to was a summersault backwards into the water. We had to roll into the water as one of the first steps. I couldn't handle the roll and when they forced my body through it I panicked so much I struggled. They never tried to do that to me again, as I apparently broke the swimming teacher's arm struggling. She never blamed me. I didn't mean to do it. I just panicked and I don't remember what I did exactly.
Omg I have a super similar story. I had this swimming field trip in grade 3 when I was around 8 and at that point I had extreme anxiety and body image issues. I was already terrified to be in a bathing suit in front of my class and the anxiety I was having from thinking about needing to do a somersault into a deep pool while I already was a weak swimmer was tearing me up inside. I was the last kid waiting out of the pool and they told me that I had to do the somersault. I started crying when they began touching me trying to make me flip into the pool so they eventually ended up threatening me saying that I would have to be moved to the younger class for my lack of athleticism. At that point I was so embarrassed because my whole class was staring at me from the pool so I basically fell head first into the pool and ended up swallowing a bunch of water. It still hurts me to think of little me being basically threatened into doing something I wasn’t ready for and I never told my parents because I was so embarrassed. I kind of find it crazy that almost 7 years since that have passed cause the way I felt then is honestly burnt into my mind
Something I forgot to mention was that the year before that I had brain surgery which made me SUPER afraid of hurting my head after the fact. It was for a brain aneurysm that was no doubt the most painful thing I had ever been through and it caused me insane amounts of trauma and fear of experiencing that pain all over again if I were to hurt my head.
@@Amethiist143 Omg... That attitude... that's super dangerous! Do they not realize that that's the exact opposite what needs to happen in order to make you progress?To be fair I've had my fair share of teachers like that, but my gym teacher who wanted me to do a certain gymnastics thing which involved standing on your hands (it was quite complicated, the final trick was to jump onto a jumping board into handstand and then flip forward back into normal standing position again or something similar to that). It was done in steps and I never got past the step of crawling your legs up onto the wall to sort of be upside down. He tried to force me into a handstand and ... yeah nope. I almost fell if he hadn't caught me. Then realized I was hopeless. Funnily enough he couldn't fail me cause if you put in the effort you couldn't fail. Hate pricks like that. But around water that's even more dangerous, with drowning being an additional risk
@@eyenpersu5248 right!? I don’t understand how people think instilling fear into kids will make them learn or furthermore, want to learn.
@@Amethiist143 Maybe they see it as 'motivation' to continue. But for kids already anxious (or people in general) that will make it worse! "You can do it." or "It's okay if you can't do it" are far more motivating. I wish I'd heard especially the last one a lot more. That would have given me so much more peace of mind. And it truly is okay. Sommersaulting into the pool is not a necessary life skill. The most important bit is that you feel at ease in water and can swim. Once I realized that bit I got back into swimming again. It took me a long time as well to not feel selfconcious in a bathing suit, and I still do sometimes, but just the ability to swim gives me so much freedom.
Why do you always say “unalive”??
RUclips monetizes freaking everything, this guy understandably wants to keep his video up so he tries to make it youtube guideline friendly.
It baffles me that people still ask this question when this has been a thing for years at this point. RUclips demonetizes anyone who says the word "kill" or "suicide", along with quite a few other words.
I think the video will perform better if you title it as "can never forget" instead of "can't ever forget" both mean the same thing, but the first one feels more natural.
Story 5...man. A baby that doesn't breathe anymore (avoiding the obvious word) is traumatizing and unfortunately, once you see it, you ALWAYS see it. In every sleeping infant, their face looks the same. Peaceful like they'll wake up at any moment. But the trauma of knowing they won't always puts the fear that every baby you see sleeping may never wake up. That's why when I hear a baby crying after waking up, it makes me smile more than annoy me. At that point, I know that they're still here. In that officers shoes, having to hold them and be there with that baby for hours would've destroyed me. I can't even imagine it. Just seeing one fucked me up. Being told to hold it for what felt like an eternity would send me to a mental break I don't think I'd be able to recover from...
under rated channel u deserve more subs bro. Love from Australia❤❤
I recognize that last story, it was narrated by Corpse Husband some years ago.
Story 4. I don't think she just walked that off. Probably got a lot of help from paramedics, doctors and nurses. more than only the plastic surgeon.
Early again.
Have a great day :)
Story 5 makes no sense from the nurse perpective. Why would she just give a dead baby to an officer and tells him to stand around in the hall way. Sounds more like a cruel prank from the nurse.
I don’t want to be a cop, just because of something like this happening to me.
12:15 You: "Call a medic!" Your speech-to-text program "Columnedic"
I noticed that most of your videos are made up of stories that have already been posted by other channels, in the same exact order even. Just like this one, I know these stories, and I remember hearing them in the same order in another video... Not really original content...
Which channels?
0:40 Story 2. I can't understand offing yourself over a breakup. There are literally billions of other people you could still meet and date.
Ok just casually harassing a dead person but alright
Maybe he was too attached to her. It happens. You never know how it feels until you're in the same position he was in, so quit it with the judging 🙄
@@LaughingLlamaLodge Threatening to kill yourself if someone breaks up with you is an actual abuse tactic. The story said he hung himself to a place where the ex could see him so... Yeah....
@@LaughingLlamaLodgeits not judgement thats actual emotional abuse thats basically him saying “if you wont be with me or stay with me then ill give you something that will make you regret what you did” thats emotional abuse buddy not judgement
just upvoted and commented for referencing when i heard the self terminating prevention message, gl hf
The first story wasn't creepy it's just tragic
ima just… save this for tomorrow… yeahh….
My favorite narrator of these 👍🏻🤘🏻
Story 10 sounds like an exorcist
nice vid to watch before sleep
The eye color thing def happens. im bipolar and my mothers bipolar whenever manic our eyes turn a dark grey kind of color (nature blue eyes) its scary.
the one about the SIDS infant, im a severe empath and that tore me up, as someone who almost had a brother but he passed away before birth and soon after my mom passed, this made me emotional
how does SIDS even exist? undiagnosed health defects?
I’m so sorry for your loss ❤
I’ve been told of one guy who got done with resisting arrest on a house call because he just looked at the officer, said five more minutes, and went back to sleep.
It's kinda sad to hear how most of these suicide stories are men, especially the ones which don't end with the guy magically living because a cop decided to check for a pulse on a cadaver
I actually wasnt listening so im good what happ.... Oh my god the officer held what in a hospital wtf
My mom went to highschool school with this guy and when he was home alone he shot himself but he didn't die instantly he laid there for a few hours and bled to death my he rest in peace
i donno why, but i tend to always enjoy the heavier stories
What is the game playing in the background?
Me watching this while at work at a funeral home 😂
Does this game exist for mobile???
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@@Ryukuro 😡
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Gus fring got half his face and walked it off like it was nothin
only for a few feet
12:15 columnedic? what does that word mean?
Voice to text probably changed “call a medic”.
@@mukuroikusaba7998 Yeah
8:05 is giving demons ☠️
Its giving hallucinations not demons 🙄
Story 8--most people of faith are not mentally unstable. The fact the woman was schizophrenic and was having delusions, and tried to deal with it by hanging crosses on the walls doesn't mean she was actually religious.
Lmfao that first one is hilarious 😂😂😂 kids aren’t too smart 😂😂😂