I'm so tired of it. All of it. I'm tired of hearing my mom screaming at everyone. I'm tired of being ignored. I'm tired by being hit by classmates for no reason. I'm tired of being blamed for everything. I just wish I had someone there. I just want to leave this world and end my suffering.
Hey! It's gonna be okay someday, stay here okay? Please, you're strong, i know this. It's not a shame to ask for help 🐱 remember that I'm here, even if I'm just an stranger online
@lunardreams777 hey its me. I'm still alive. This is a new account. It's been really hard. To sum it up, a group of people have hurt me badly. This group of people is so popular and everyone in our society loves them, even the band who wrote this song has recently celebrated these people. But I've been bullied, abused, and manipulated by these people. You can probably guess who these people are. I just want someone to understand. And, I don't dislike all of them. But most of them like to say how they've done nothing wrong. I'm sorry if I'm offending you, I'm just so tired of it.
I'm exhausted of staying up until 2 am trying to muffles voices. I'm getting tired of trying to find reasons to keep going, trying to keep the apathy away. And gods, when I think about the different scenarios, I could do it all day long. No one in my life gives a damn that I'm burning myself up and I don't get why all the pressure of trying should be on me!
I don't drink or smoke, my parents always told me not to. I don't talk to my parents about feeling like this because they won't get it and they'll ask "what's wrong" "you have a reason so tell us" I don't even know the reason, I just feel like this. I have not been diagnosed with anything because my parents think, "you're just a kid. You'll grow out of it". I'm a teen, so of course it gets thrown to the side, I think of ending it but I can't because I'll feel to guilty last minute for ppl who 'care' about me.
@@lunardreams777 I'm still here, the attempt had failed, that was the 13th attempt. I give up on trying to leave this Earth. It looks like I'm stuck here.
@@Sonnenblume_18 please don't do that again life is not about living but it's about surviving and pain is part of the process and don't destroy yourself in the process you are a strong person and don't let anything change that stay strong ❤
If someone out there is feeling bad, you can text me! Stay strong sunshine, please 💜
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If u read this, smile for 30 seconds and u will feell more happy :)
This version makes this song hit harder then it already does..
Hi im Sara, and im just trying to look for my angels. And even if i don’t find them at least ill be one 💕💕
I'm so tired of it. All of it. I'm tired of hearing my mom screaming at everyone. I'm tired of being ignored. I'm tired by being hit by classmates for no reason. I'm tired of being blamed for everything. I just wish I had someone there. I just want to leave this world and end my suffering.
Hey! It's gonna be okay someday, stay here okay? Please, you're strong, i know this. It's not a shame to ask for help 🐱 remember that I'm here, even if I'm just an stranger online
@@lunardreams777 Thank you, you have no idea how much I appreciate kind people like you
@lunardreams777 hey its me. I'm still alive. This is a new account. It's been really hard. To sum it up, a group of people have hurt me badly. This group of people is so popular and everyone in our society loves them, even the band who wrote this song has recently celebrated these people. But I've been bullied, abused, and manipulated by these people. You can probably guess who these people are. I just want someone to understand. And, I don't dislike all of them. But most of them like to say how they've done nothing wrong. I'm sorry if I'm offending you, I'm just so tired of it.
I'm exhausted of staying up until 2 am trying to muffles voices. I'm getting tired of trying to find reasons to keep going, trying to keep the apathy away. And gods, when I think about the different scenarios, I could do it all day long. No one in my life gives a damn that I'm burning myself up and I don't get why all the pressure of trying should be on me!
i love this song so so much and this is absolutely amazing but what’s the anime in the video?
I don't drink or smoke, my parents always told me not to. I don't talk to my parents about feeling like this because they won't get it and they'll ask "what's wrong" "you have a reason so tell us" I don't even know the reason, I just feel like this. I have not been diagnosed with anything because my parents think, "you're just a kid. You'll grow out of it". I'm a teen, so of course it gets thrown to the side, I think of ending it but I can't because I'll feel to guilty last minute for ppl who 'care' about me.
Oh my god, sunshine! my heart breaks reading this. everything will be fine, this is a safe zone
@@lunardreams777 ah, thank you so much
Listening to this right before I commit. Just to relate to something before I go.
hey you still there?
Oh god, sweetheart! I hope you're okay now! Please, take care of yourself!!
@@lunardreams777 I'm still here, the attempt had failed, that was the 13th attempt. I give up on trying to leave this Earth. It looks like I'm stuck here.
@@sarahzlnlihx2837 mhm..
@@Sonnenblume_18
please don't do that again
life is not about living but it's about surviving and pain is part of the process and don't destroy yourself in the process
you are a strong person
and don't let anything change that
stay strong ❤