Only last week I wrote about self regulation...it's right that people get stuck in the interpersonal matrix rut of negativity and it's by continuing to have to set boundaries because there seem to be no movement towards what you say is self awareness ... You end up in a fortress ( relative to the circles you are in unfortunately) ..
Thank you for this video! I've been going through my own transformation ever since the fall of 2023. Fast forward to this past summer, I was laid off from work and made a conscious decision to take this time to rest, reflect on what I want and trust process as you mentioned in your video. I've met depression head on (diagnosed a few years ago). During this time, I haven't been stressed at all and I feel grounded. I'm building a relationship with me for the first time in my life -- it can be scary although I've been ready for a while.
just had a near death experience 5pm yesterday where i smoked weed and was having a seizure, a lot of past traumas were rushing through my head and everything started to fade to black. i was shaking on the ground while everything was black and as soon as i was in consciousness again the ambulance was here (because someone called the ambulance on me) and i put all the blame on demons because i thought these thoughtforms were playing tricks on me. so i asked god to heal my mind and lead me in the right direction. i now know that i can probably never leave christianity because god is kinda stamped unto my consciousness.
Thank you for this video! Explaining and even apologizing for myself is something that I am also working on. Your explanation that you never received an explanation as a child is really eye opening because I never thought about this connection before. It makes so much sense.
Absolutely sir. It’s truly hard, it takes a lot from you to even show up normally or be normal, I mean to seem just okay, you can easily fall into the deepest end and its really not easy to get out of it
Oh, I know damn well I'm envious of people that trigger me. They always seem vastly superior to me, although my rational mind tries to devalue them as "ghoulish" or "subhuman," and the ultra-violent savage part of me comes to the forefront of my consciousness. Funny though... yeah. Every time I find myself criticizing someone (usually in my head), I turn into that person. Every damn time. Trusting the process, though, sure. The energies in my body know what they're doing. Sometimes, one must go through... what is it called, "overexposure therapy?" You know, when you do something that's pleasurable but unhealthy until it becomes so unpleasant you can't go back to it? That.
Considering the ubiquity that Donald Trump is discussed over multiple platforms, could he be the most powerful man alive right now? He seems to be rather erudite at taking in negative energy, and no matter the attacks he receives, he seems to emerge victorious and stronger.
@@fncheeto sometimes there can be phases where maybe you do nothing for a period. Others times it can be good to get clear on what is it that you truly want? What is truly important to you, at this point in your life? Doing what you can to add that into the small capacity you may have. At a minimum you’re watching this video, which is moving energy in your system. Further solidifying your future self. Reading books, writing down ideas for projects. Those types of things. But at the end of the day we’re all a bit different so we need to get clear on our “call to action”. For some of us our call to action is get the hell up and just do it. For others our call to action could be dissolve in the void.
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24:08 was a profound statement. It describes things I've been through and the perspective I'm beginning to adopt regarding difficult times.
Only last week I wrote about self regulation...it's right that people get stuck in the interpersonal matrix rut of negativity and it's by continuing to have to set boundaries because there seem to be no movement towards what you say is self awareness ... You end up in a fortress ( relative to the circles you are in unfortunately) ..
Thank you for this video! I've been going through my own transformation ever since the fall of 2023. Fast forward to this past summer, I was laid off from work and made a conscious decision to take this time to rest, reflect on what I want and trust process as you mentioned in your video. I've met depression head on (diagnosed a few years ago). During this time, I haven't been stressed at all and I feel grounded. I'm building a relationship with me for the first time in my life -- it can be scary although I've been ready for a while.
Great Upload….. I always look forward to hearing what you have to say 🖤✌🏻
Glad you enjoy it!
just had a near death experience 5pm yesterday where i smoked weed and was having a seizure, a lot of past traumas were rushing through my head and everything started to fade to black. i was shaking on the ground while everything was black and as soon as i was in consciousness again the ambulance was here (because someone called the ambulance on me) and i put all the blame on demons because i thought these thoughtforms were playing tricks on me. so i asked god to heal my mind and lead me in the right direction. i now know that i can probably never leave christianity because god is kinda stamped unto my consciousness.
I appreaciate your message 🖤
Thank you for this video! Explaining and even apologizing for myself is something that I am also working on. Your explanation that you never received an explanation as a child is really eye opening because I never thought about this connection before. It makes so much sense.
Absolutely sir. It’s truly hard, it takes a lot from you to even show up normally or be normal, I mean to seem just okay, you can easily fall into the deepest end and its really not easy to get out of it
I used to think that about my mom too until I grow up, and now I feel her.
I've been aware of this, but I've never known what to do after.
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Oh, I know damn well I'm envious of people that trigger me. They always seem vastly superior to me, although my rational mind tries to devalue them as "ghoulish" or "subhuman," and the ultra-violent savage part of me comes to the forefront of my consciousness.
Funny though... yeah. Every time I find myself criticizing someone (usually in my head), I turn into that person. Every damn time.
Trusting the process, though, sure. The energies in my body know what they're doing. Sometimes, one must go through... what is it called, "overexposure therapy?" You know, when you do something that's pleasurable but unhealthy until it becomes so unpleasant you can't go back to it? That.
Considering the ubiquity that Donald Trump is discussed over multiple platforms, could he be the most powerful man alive right now? He seems to be rather erudite at taking in negative energy, and no matter the attacks he receives, he seems to emerge victorious and stronger.
I imagine the most powerful people alive are people working behind the scenes who the world barely knows about.
why did it cut off
What if you keep telling yourself to just trust the process but do nothing day after day?
@@fncheeto sometimes there can be phases where maybe you do nothing for a period. Others times it can be good to get clear on what is it that you truly want? What is truly important to you, at this point in your life? Doing what you can to add that into the small capacity you may have. At a minimum you’re watching this video, which is moving energy in your system. Further solidifying your future self. Reading books, writing down ideas for projects. Those types of things.
But at the end of the day we’re all a bit different so we need to get clear on our “call to action”.
For some of us our call to action is get the hell up and just do it.
For others our call to action could be dissolve in the void.