I am so sorry for your loss Olivia, I am crying with you and praying for peace for you and Jordan. Thank you for spreading awareness I know you are helping so many women feel less alone
Olivia, I have followed you for a while now. You and I were pregnant at the same time when you were pregnant with Arlo. My pregnancy was very scary, and we were told our child's life would be best terminated. I would listen to your videos in the bath while watching your monthly updates. So much crying and praying happened in those months. Our baby would always move and wiggle hearing your voice. I found so much comfort in that. April 2020, I had a healthy baby girl who's getting ready to turn 2. This video has my heart broken. I wish I could provide the same comfort as you did for me, unknowingly ❤️ Know that you are in my prayers, and I am sending so much love your way.
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Yesterday I found out at my first ultrasound that I had a missed miscarriage. I was 6 weeks. I don’t have any female friends that can relate so watching your video gives me a sense of connection and comfort so thank you. This baby would’ve been my 3rd as well. It’s heartbreaking. I believe everything happens for a reason, so stay strong and I’m praying for you and your husbands hearts. 🤎
Sending prayers! Stay strong mama! I also lost my second at 9 weeks and had a very similar experience with the ultrasound tech to what it sounds like you had. Was terrified to try again but 3 months later I am pregnant again! 16 weeks today with twin boys! After every storm there is a rainbow! It will happen, stay positive!
The fact that you shared this so soon after the events is showing how truly strong you are, even if you don’t feel like it right now. I had tears throughout the whole vlog. Praying for your family through these tough times 🤍
I am sorry 😞 for your loss mama I had a miscarriage 11 years old ago and got pregnant 3 months Later with my rainbow 🌈 baby 👶 it's tough God had other plans and he is the only one that nos why this happened
I’m so sorry ❤️. I had a miscarriage at 12 weeks and got pregnant with my second a few months later. She turns two in two weeks 🌈. Sending you lots of healing vibes and know that you’re not alone.
Number one please don't ever apologize for sharing your tears for losing something that was going to bring you so much happiness. And I know this is random but I really enjoyed watching your husband. Tell you congratulations on your pregnancy. There's something special about that that I don't think a lot of people understand because it is about you and you are the one who will do the heavy lifting and you do all the love and the work that goes into keeping the baby loving the baby. 💖
I’m so sorry, Olivia. We had a loss three years ago and it’s still something that really hurts today even after having a successful pregnancy/birth later. Every emotion you have is valid and you deserve time and grace. Best of wishes and love for healing❤️
Dear Olivia, I’m so very sorry to hear you went through this. I went through the same thing few months ago. I cried so much. I felt so alone. It’s the most unexplainable lonely feeling i ever went through. We had to explain this to our 4 and a half years old daughter. Anyway, we tried again right away because of my age and got pregnant right after the miscarriage. Right now I’m 29 weeks pregnant with my second baby❤️ I’m sending you all the good vibes. I know exactly how you feel. You will get through this. Many blessings!!
So sorry for your loss.. As moms we internalize everything when it comes to our children and our first instincts are to ask what we did wrong. Just know you did NOTHING wrong. When I miscarried my third pregnancy I was in complete shock and of course I blamed myself. We have to know that it just happens and while it hurts like hell there was a reason. It’s hard to rely on faith for these things, but stay strong. You’ll never forget this experience, but you will come to find peace. I have since then had two more babies. Have your time to grieve and don’t feel guilty about it!
Stay strong Olivia! This is one of the hardest things you will ever go through. When I experienced miscarriage I had never felt more alone. Then we got pregnant again with our rainbow baby and your videos got me through it. Thinking of you!
I don’t know why you stopped showing up on my feed, I’m so sorry for your loss, you got me through my pregnancy, my first 🥰 that one you need so much help with! Thank you
I'm crying just to see you guys hugging and being so happy to know you're pregnant. That scene looked very real, sincere, extremely loving. I don't even want to watch the rest of it but I will. Sending you tons of love and hope
When you said it’s like you’re going through something alone because your best friend doesn’t know… 💔 I felt that. I also have 2 boys same age as yours and we lost our 3rd July of last year. You are not alone mamma big hugs xx🤍
I'm crying with you. In January I went for my 8 week appointment only to find out I miscarried and didn't even know it. I am glad in some ways I didn't see a baby because I can't imagine that pain. But it still hurts either way. Stay strong and I am glad you shared
I miscarried my third baby on 2/17 which was my sons 1st birthday. I know the pain you’re experiencing. It is devastating. I was 2 days shy of 12 weeks pregnant and my world is crushed. This was our third miscarriage and it never gets easier, I pray for your healing and hope restored. You’re a strong mama and good things will come from this, it makes you love harder than any other mom. Thank you for sharing your story and bringing the reality of pregnancy loss.
Im so sorry Olivia. I too went through this. In 2014 I thought I was 8 weeks pregnant, started bleeding and cramping, went to urgent care and turned out the baby stopped growing at 5 weeks. My body naturally passed it, and I’ve gone on to have 2 healthy beautiful children! Having my first pregnancy go that way definitely made my subsequent pregnancies full of anxiety but I’m so grateful for my babies. You will never forget that baby, mine would be 8 now which is so crazy to think! Wishing you all the best in the future. You’re a strong mama!
I went through two miscarriages. The second one was difficult for me because I was pregnant with twins. I lost one twin while pregnant around 8 weeks. I’m glad you made this video because I wish I had more women speak on miscarriages because it truly helps women feel like they aren’t alone. I pray for your future baby journey 💚
I’ve had four miscarriages and it sucks so much. Thank you for sharing. I wish i would have and that more women would. Praying for a rainbow baby for you ❤️
I am so sorry for your loss, Olivia. Thank you for sharing. I recently had a miscarriage at 8 weeks after a round of IVF. It was soul crushing and incredibly isolating. Watching your video has made me feel less alone. I am sending you hugs, love and light ❤️
My heart goes out to you 🌼I have had 2 miscarriages followed by D&C operations over 20 years ago. You are a beautiful soul with a precious gift of sharing your heartache in the hope you might offer comfort to others who have experienced a loss of a baby. I will pray for you and your family. You are not alone 🫶🏼💜
So sorry to hear. Went through this last year and it’s a rollercoaster of emotions and heart ache. The part where you said you wanted to tell Christian, cos you went through this thing and your best friend doesn’t know, was the sweetest thing I ever heard and I know exactly what you mean. I first followed you when I got pregnant with my son and you were there with me all along the way through motherhood. I experienced this negative side to pregnancy before you did, and am sending you my support from afar. Take care and keep strong. Hopefully next time we will both have a better experience and give a sibling to our boys xxx
I'M CRYING WITH YOU AT THIS MOMENT! I WAS 12 WEEKS ON MARCH 22, 2022. AND UNFOURNATELLY I FOUND OUT THERE WAS NOT HEART BEAT EITHER. IT HASNT BEEN EASY YET BUT I KNOW THAT WE HAVE NOW AN ANGEL THAT WILL HELP US FEEL BETTER . THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR JOURNEY! GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR NOT ALONE ANYMORE .
I JUST went through a similar experience as you (almost to the day with my third as well). I’m so sorry for your loss Olivia. Thank you so much for being so open about this painful experience. You will always be a loving momma of 3 and your little one will always know how loved they are
My heart goes out for you 💗 It’s an emotional and physical trauma that a woman can’t shake off so easily . I had a miscarriage and I didn’t know how to cope with it so it was with me for a while. It wasn’t until I got pregnant again but I was expecting the worst again. I didn’t let myself be happy or excited . The pain was still present and fond. After having my baby full term (thank God) , I realized I would do it all over again bc she was absolutely perfect. From birth till her 3 years of age. Then I had my son who is 15 months . God is always good. No matter how dark , scary and confusing the situation is , He is always doing something better in the works ♥️
I am so sorry for your loss💔 I went through 3 losses last year and it was devastating. Nothing prepares you for the way you feel with this type of loss. Right now it won’t feel ok and that’s ok, take time to grieve and give yourself grace as you heal going forward. Nothing was your fault, it’s so easy to think there’s something that could of been done but you did nothing wrong. Thank you for being brave and sharing your story💕 praying for you guys!
So sorry for your loss. I had a stillbirth 8 years ago. He was 23 weeks along and with no signs or symptoms of any kind, he no longer had a heartbeat and I lost him on Halloween day. Until today, it still feels like yesterday when this all happened. Nothing will ever make it better but trust me with time you'll heal. It certainly makes you see life differently once you have gone through a traumatic incident. During this time, I pray that you will find hope and peace.
I am so sorry. I understand how you feel. I just had my second miscarriage. Very similar to yours - baby was measuring small at my 7 week 4 day appt, and at the follow up the heartbeat was gone. It is devastating. We are hopeful for a healthy baby one day! You are such a strong woman and mama. Thank you, thank you for sharing your story.
I can't believe she didn't want to give you pictures of your baby! I'm so sorry to you and Jordan for your loss. I too had a miscarriage @ 7weeks and we didn't hear the heartbeat. But after 3 months I found the courage to try again and we had our rainbow baby 3/26/2019. (Side note: I found your channel when I was breastfeeding him!) You have helped me and so many others by sharing the real and raw. Never forget how strong you are mama! Sending love and prayers!
I went through the same experience last March - found out we were pregnant and surprised my husband on Valentine’s Day - had my first appt in March supposed to be 8 weeks and found the baby measuring at 6 weeks 1 day- had to wait that agonizing week to see if baby had grown. This had never happened to be before, I know your exact feelings right now- we question ourselves, like what did I do wrong. As you said something wasn’t right and it was nothing you did. I feel for you mama I know your pain. ❤️ you’re so strong and resilient
I am so sorry, this is heartbreaking to hear. But sharing your story is the biggest gift, this happens and typically women don't share it and it's harder on them and harder on their friends and family who arent sure how best to support them. So thank you for your honesty and bravery in sharing this.
This is soooo hard. I cried watching your experience. My rainbow baby is almost 9mos old. From one friend to another, give yourself grace in your next pregnancy. It's hard not to be anxious, at least it was for me.
I’m so sorry mama. I am also 1 in 4 I just recently lost my baby at 12 weeks, and like you, I was super anxious and nervous since the beginning and something was telling me something just wasn’t right, even though everything appeared to be normal. Us mamas just know in our gut and our hearts! Big hugs to you and your family ♥️
In january I lost my first baby at 12 weeks so I understand what you are going through. You are stronger than you think when it happens ❤ thinking of you and sending love ❤ thank you for sharing your story so we could feel less alone ❤
I am so sorry for your loss Olivia. I am currently 21 weeks pregnant and found your YT on accident, but I think I have watched almost all of your videos. You have such a beautiful way about you, and although I don't know you, I feel like I trust your judgments and what you say about certain must haves and products etcetera. I know this must be an extremely difficult time for you and your husband, but when it is meant to be, it will be. Thank you for your openness and realness throughout your pregnancies and now this. It means the world to us watching :)
I am so so sorry! As a mom of a 1.5 year old, but who will official have to say goodbye to another one of our babies wed after confirming with a blood test.....I feel all of this! All your feelings and your husbands feelings are so normal and I can relate. You are so brave to share your story! Praying for healing a peace sweet momma!
you are amazing sharing this so fast.. I had 8 miscarriages including my 4yr old sons twin and never got answers and that's the hardest part! I now have a 4 yr old son a 2yr old son and a baby girl on the way and my other babies still play on my mind!! losing my other babies makes me so thankful and grateful for my babies I have now :) you can definitely get through this and have another beautiful baby someday x
You and hubby hugging stop it 😢 my pregnancy emotions cannot oh I’m 10 weeks atm so I’m sending you baby vibes for when your ready again please don’t ever blame yourself babe xx
I’m so sorry ❤️ I had a MMC at 9 weeks almost two years ago and a chemical pregnancy last fall at it was horrible. I am in tears as I know how your heart is breaking. I am currently 20 weeks pregnant with a healthy baby girl. God is good and has made me grateful for everyday with my sweet rainbow baby. 💕 sending you love!
I love and cried when you said Christian was your best friend because that’s how I feel about my almost 2 year old son….as something I too have unfortunately experienced it takes time and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of tears as you work through the emotions but like you said, it makes you extremely grateful for the healthy babies you have. Sending you lots and lots and lots hugs and love!
I am sorry for your loss. I had my second miscarriage on my son's 2nd birthday. I was lying in the hospital bed, alone and feeling very lonely. I was supposed to be 13weeks and 5 days pregnant, but my baby was measuring 8 weeks and 2 days. I did have a look on the screen, and it was just lying there peacefully in my womb. The pain I felt ever since is BIG. I feel so grateful for having my son and that everything went well in my first pregnancy. But I do feel incomplete and therefore we will be trying until we have our second and last child. Sending hugs and lot of strength ❤️
My heart aches for you and I'm sorry you're going through this. I appreciate you sharing your story though. When I lost my first pregnancy back in Dec 2020 I didn't know anyone in my life who had had a miscarriage before. Finding women on RUclips who had is what helped me through it. I know it's painful to share and relive but know that you are helping other women who feel alone going through the same situation. We need to stick together ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss. I remember when you were announcing your pregnancy with Arlo. I couldn't watch it because I had just went through a miscarriage a month or so before you made your announcement. I lost the baby the day before my Birthday. It's nothing you can really prepare for. I feel for you and am sending all the good vibes. On a happier note I found out I was pregnant with my rainbow baby 2 months after my miscarriage. You got this! Wishing you all the best!
I just found you videos again. I was pregnant with my first child when you were making videos of your first pregnancy. I saw in one of your twin videos that you had a miscarriage. I decided to watch your video about it. I found out I was pregnant with our second child on February 16, 2022 (my birthday) and we lost him at 8 weeks on March 17th with a missed miscarriage. I had to have a D&C. I still go through random sad moments and miss him greatly. It hurts when people ask when I will have another child. I am praying you have a safe delivery for you and the new additions to your family.
First, do not apologize for the tears. I bawled the entire way through. I just want to compliment you for your strength. Thank you for sharing your experience. I am praying and wishing you and your family the best.💕
I woke up today and out of random thought to myself, ‘I haven’t watched Olivia Zapo’s RUclips videos in months, I wonder if she still posts videos’ and this was the last thing you uploaded… you are such a strong, powerful woman and I wish I knew you personally so that I can give you my love and support physically. Praying for you during this road to healing❤️ thank you for being so brave to share this with us
Olivia I am so very sorry. It’s a heartbreak like none I’ve ever known 😞 Hearing others stories really helped me so thank you for sharing. That is something good from this. I hope being with your family now comforts you. Sending so many compassionate and healing vibes to you.
So sorry honey. Thank you for sharing. ♥️ if it’s any constellation, my mom had a miscarriage before me, and I remember her telling me when I was older and understood. I wouldn’t put too much pressure on yourself for telling Christian, he is not going to remotely understand (as you said!) You’re not keeping something from him, give yourself grace to wait until he’s much older and knows what you’re talking about. 💙
I’m so sorry for your loss Olivia. My very first pregnancy resulted in a miscarriage at 9weeks. But I have since had two beautiful healthy babies. I’ve learned that there is truly nothing anybody can say that will make the pain go away, so just cherish the presence of your loved ones. Time heals all wounds. You will make it through this season of life and prosper in the future.
Oh Olivia, I’m so sorry, crying for your loss. You and your husband are in my thoughts. I want you to know that you are helping so many people with videos about pregnancy and motherhood. I found your channel recently as a first time pregnant woman, and you’ve already made a huge difference in my life. I’m grateful for you and I look up to you.
I have no words, but I cried with you. When it happens to one, it happens to all of us. Women know the pain of loss. Regardless of the fact that I haven’t experienced it, my heart broke with you!
I am so sorry for your loss 🥺 I truly understand how you feel and wouldn't wish it for my worst enemy!! I've had 8 early and late miscarriages in-between my 2 boys.. I've got a 7yr old boy, a 9m boy and currently pregnant with my 3rd rainbow baby girl.. there's a light at the end of every tunnel.. everything happens for a reason. You're gonna be mother of 3,4 whatever you want.. God bless you 🙏 He/she is gonna be perfect 🥰
I found your channel when I found out I was pregnant on 2020 and you helped me navigate lots of things that were new to me in motherhood. I always find you so positive yet so real and I am deeply sorry for your loss.
You do not have a apologize for the tears. You truly are a strong woman and mama like every woman whom has sadly had this experience. Sending love and prayers yours and Jordan’s way.
Such a raw sad, beautiful, heartbreaking, real video. Thank you for sharing Olivia. Im sure it wasn’t easy and am praying for you. May God comfort you and wrap his arms around you during your grieving time 💙
There aren’t really any comforting words, but from one loss momma to another, I am sorry. It sucks. It sucks HARD. You cry as much or as little as you want. I have had 2 D & C’s, and both times was fortunate enough to have really wonderful and comforting staff for the procedures and the follow up care. My hope for you, is that you have supportive and informative people. The wondering and questions suck too. My heart goes out to your family, and to you 💜
You’re an amazing person for sharing this experience with us. I went through this last year and I was 16 weeks when I miscarried, I had already told my other kids and we were so exited and delivering the sad news was one of the hardest things I’ve had to do. I really didn’t talk to anyone about it, I wish I would’ve because I can see hearing someone else’s experience makes you feel like you’re not alone or the only one that happens to. I truly do believe we don’t talk about this subject as much as we should. Love to you dear, you’re amazing and thanks for sharing.
We faced a miscarriage February 4th and we are still struggling emotionally. Your video gave me so much comfort to watch. I am so sorry you’re going through this. Sending love and thoughts to your family 🤍
I'm so sorry for your loss. It is truly hard losing a baby. You are strong mama! I remember my first miscarriage. But my most recent one hurt so much more for some reason. Maybe because I did a sneak peak and found out it was a girl and lost her the week of my bday. Just knowing you were pregnant and then not is an emotional roller-coaster. Sending love to you and you're family. ❤❤
Olivia, I’m so sorry you went through this 😢😢. My heart is breaking for you. I appreciate that you talked about the loss of a pregnancy, because it can be a very lonely experience. 7 months after you posted this video, I went through a ruptured ectopic pregnancy. It was painful experience, both physically and also emotionally. I am so grateful for your honest discussion about miscarriages. I also have hope for a rainbow baby after I recover from this. 🌈🌈
sorry for your loss. i had exact same symptoms as you for my miscarriage last year. it was measuring smaller and when i went for the second ultrasound the following week, we didnt see the heartbeat which we saw previous week. i had a dnc and i had no bleeding and pain prior. post procedure, i felt fine and normal. i have a beautiful baby boy already and now i am pregnant again, 6 months after the miscarriage. my prayers go out to you and your family and thanks for sharing your story
Thanks for sharing. You are helping other Mommas feel less alone in there season of loss. We experienced a loss with our 2nd baby at 15 weeks. Praying for our rainbow baby now! 🙏 and praying for yours as well.
I’m so sorry you had to go through this I had a recent experience with ivf had a great heartbeat at 7 weeks and my 8 week and the baby heart just stop Praying for your recovery ❤️🩹 and i know you will get your rainbow 🌈 baby
Oh no I’m sorry about your loss. I deeply understand how you feel. Me went through miscarriages 3 times really painful situation. I hope you recover well and good luck
It feels weird liking this video because obviously, it is a very sad subject, but something that needs support. You have the love & support of every mom near & far. No one should go through this alone. BIG HUGS!!!
I am sorry you had to go through this, but you WILL get through this. I had a miscarriage with my first pregnancy between 9 and 10 weeks. The experience shook me in a way I never knew possible. And the physical and emotional recovery was a process. But with lots of love, prayer and time I was able to accept that things happen in life we have no control over. It took me some time but I eventually tried again to get pregnant and now I am writing this with my toddler playing by my side and am about five months pregnant with our next baby. There is light at the other side. Sending you lots of love at this time 🌸
My heart is with you!! We've had 3 miscarriages after TTC our 3rd baby. 2 have been back to back this year. Had a D&C yesterday and my mind is all over the place. I'm praying for you.
Your husbands sweet and reassuring words made me tear up ❤️ Also you DO have it all together. And you’re an amazing mom. I can tell because your first thoughts while going through personal trauma are “will I be recovered intime to pick up my kids,” and “I wish I had included Christian in this early on.” Always thinking of your kids before yourself 💙 that’s an incredible mother.
I am so very sorry for your loss. You are so brave to share this very personal and intimate piece of your life. I had a miscarriage/vanishing twin syndrome and it was devastating. We saw a heart beat of both babies and the next ultra sound one baby had no heart beat and had stopped growing at 9 weeks. My thoughts and prayers are with you as you continue to heal.
I’m so sorry for your loss Olivia. My first pregnancy was high risk and I had surgery to try to resolve the issue with my cervix and ended up having a dream that my water broke and it ended up happening at 21weeks and we lost him. I’m so thankful now I do have two happy healthy boys as well but as women it’s like we have intuition when something isn’t right. It’s still such a difficult and sad part of life. Thinking of you.
Thank you so much for sharing this. I just had a miscarriage at the end of February with my second baby. I also had a miscarriage before having my first child. Us women are the strongest in this world and I hope you feel comfort in knowing you are not alone. Sending all the love!
As much as this was so difficult for you to bring to light, I truly appreciate it. Your testimony brings so much comfort in knowing that others experiencing this, are not alone. I am currently expecting my 3rd baby, but watching this video reminded me of my very first pregnancy 7 years ago, where I had a miscarriage. Although I am very fortunate and blessed to have my 2 little ones healthy, not a day goes by when I don’t worry about the outcome or think about how it felt losing my first baby. Thank you so much for sharing. I’m praying for healing and comfort during this time 🤍
I'm so sorry to hear that Olivia, I miscarriage two years and a half ago just at the same time as you, I was 7 weeks pregnant and happy and excited but doctors told me there's nothing I could have done differently to not lose the baby, it just happened and emotionally its devastating, so I understand how you are feeling right now. Sending straight to you good vibes and much strength ❤️😘
I'm so sorry for your loss Olivia. I lost my first pregnancy at 23 weeks and even though I have a healthy child now and am pregnant again, I'm always terrified of having another loss. You are so strong for sharing this. You are not alone.
Olivia, I did not watch this video when it came out. Today I needed to. My experience was just like yours, this morning I had my ultrasound. Thank you, watching this was comforting. I am sorry for you loss.
I’m so sorry for your loss! In the UK we don’t have our first midwife appointment until 12 weeks and so so many miscarriages go unnoticed. I lost my first pregnancy at 6 weeks and there was never even a record of my baby ever existing and therefore I never got any professional support and I think that was the hardest thing for me, the lack of acknowledgement. Now have 2 healthy babies but it still haunts me when I think of going through that alone. I had to sit my final university exam while miscarrying 😭 don’t let any one belittle how your feeling just because it was so early on. That’s your baby as soon as you see that positive line on the pregnancy test!
So sorry for your loss Olivia. This happened to me in January. I was 8 weeks 4 days and the baby’s heart beat just stopped beating. It was one of the hardest things I have gone through. The overwhelming sadness you feel is something thats hard to understand for anyone that’s never been in that situation. Times does heal your pain, your angel will always be in your heart! Praying for your family and sending you lots of healing ❤️❤️❤️
I’m so sorry you are experiencing this. I had a similar experience last February 2021. We found out we were pregnant January 15th and I had my first ultrasound almost a month later where we saw no heartbeat & the baby was measuring behind. A few days later I began to miscarry naturally, on Valentine’s Day. It was excruciating physically and mentally. My rainbow baby is currently 10 weeks old, he was born on the 1 year anniversary of me finding out I was pregnant with the baby I lost. you will get yours too ❤️🌈
My heart aches for you and your family. I’m so sorry, Olivia. My brother and his wife had a miscarriage at 9 weeks and it was hard. They didn’t tell their 2 1/2 year old son about the pregnancy and they said it was just hard since he wouldn’t understand and didn’t know what was happening. You are so strong and when the time is right, you’ll be blessed with another little one. You have such a good attitude in this hard time, thank you for sharing your experience.
I am sorry for your loss Olivia. I had two missed-misscarriages with my first two pregnancies. Now I have a 2 years old son. I am happy you are sharing this. Feel it all. It's the best advice I have. Don't listen to anyone saying anything, just feel everything that is coming your way and lean on your family. I remember the worst reactions (surprisingly) were "it's common" "so many women went through this" ... before I actually experienced it I thought those words are very helpful. But this is YOUR experience. And how it makes YOU feel it's ok. It's YOUR decision how you cope with this. I still remember both of my first pregnencies. To every detail. This baby will stay with you if you want it to
I am so sorry. I know exactly how you feel. I was in your shoes just a few months ago. I was devastated and didn’t even know how to grief. We found out at 9 weeks on our first ultrasound appointment that there was no heartbeat. The lady didn’t even ask if we wanted pictures and I wish I had asked for it but the next day I had the surgery.
Thanks so much for sharing…. I just did my D&C on my birthday and I’m still dealing with the physical & mental pain … hopefully watching your video will help me share my experience… it’s just so hard not to cry 😢
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I am so sorry for your loss Olivia, I am crying with you and praying for peace for you and Jordan. Thank you for spreading awareness I know you are helping so many women feel less alone
Olivia, I have followed you for a while now. You and I were pregnant at the same time when you were pregnant with Arlo. My pregnancy was very scary, and we were told our child's life would be best terminated. I would listen to your videos in the bath while watching your monthly updates. So much crying and praying happened in those months. Our baby would always move and wiggle hearing your voice. I found so much comfort in that. April 2020, I had a healthy baby girl who's getting ready to turn 2. This video has my heart broken. I wish I could provide the same comfort as you did for me, unknowingly ❤️ Know that you are in my prayers, and I am sending so much love your way.
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Yesterday I found out at my first ultrasound that I had a missed miscarriage. I was 6 weeks. I don’t have any female friends that can relate so watching your video gives me a sense of connection and comfort so thank you. This baby would’ve been my 3rd as well. It’s heartbreaking. I believe everything happens for a reason, so stay strong and I’m praying for you and your husbands hearts. 🤎
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Sending prayers! Stay strong mama! I also lost my second at 9 weeks and had a very similar experience with the ultrasound tech to what it sounds like you had. Was terrified to try again but 3 months later I am pregnant again! 16 weeks today with twin boys! After every storm there is a rainbow! It will happen, stay positive!
The fact that you shared this so soon after the events is showing how truly strong you are, even if you don’t feel like it right now. I had tears throughout the whole vlog. Praying for your family through these tough times 🤍
I am sorry 😞 for your loss mama I had a miscarriage 11 years old ago and got pregnant 3 months Later with my rainbow 🌈 baby 👶 it's tough God had other plans and he is the only one that nos why this happened
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I’m so sorry ❤️. I had a miscarriage at 12 weeks and got pregnant with my second a few months later. She turns two in two weeks 🌈. Sending you lots of healing vibes and know that you’re not alone.
Number one please don't ever apologize for sharing your tears for losing something that was going to bring you so much happiness. And I know this is random but I really enjoyed watching your husband. Tell you congratulations on your pregnancy. There's something special about that that I don't think a lot of people understand because it is about you and you are the one who will do the heavy lifting and you do all the love and the work that goes into keeping the baby loving the baby. 💖
I’m so sorry, Olivia. We had a loss three years ago and it’s still something that really hurts today even after having a successful pregnancy/birth later. Every emotion you have is valid and you deserve time and grace. Best of wishes and love for healing❤️
Dear Olivia, I’m so very sorry to hear you went through this. I went through the same thing few months ago. I cried so much. I felt so alone. It’s the most unexplainable lonely feeling i ever went through. We had to explain this to our 4 and a half years old daughter. Anyway, we tried again right away because of my age and got pregnant right after the miscarriage. Right now I’m 29 weeks pregnant with my second baby❤️ I’m sending you all the good vibes. I know exactly how you feel. You will get through this. Many blessings!!
So sorry for your loss.. As moms we internalize everything when it comes to our children and our first instincts are to ask what we did wrong. Just know you did NOTHING wrong. When I miscarried my third pregnancy I was in complete shock and of course I blamed myself. We have to know that it just happens and while it hurts like hell there was a reason. It’s hard to rely on faith for these things, but stay strong. You’ll never forget this experience, but you will come to find peace. I have since then had two more babies. Have your time to grieve and don’t feel guilty about it!
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Stay strong Olivia! This is one of the hardest things you will ever go through. When I experienced miscarriage I had never felt more alone. Then we got pregnant again with our rainbow baby and your videos got me through it. Thinking of you!
As a MUMMA of 6 Angel babies, I hear you 🤍, I feel you 🤍, and I’m hear for you 🤍
So much love 💕🤍👼
Try to remember to be kind to yourself during the grieving process, you’re so strong. We are all here for you ❤️
I don’t know why you stopped showing up on my feed, I’m so sorry for your loss, you got me through my pregnancy, my first 🥰 that one you need so much help with! Thank you
I'm crying just to see you guys hugging and being so happy to know you're pregnant. That scene looked very real, sincere, extremely loving. I don't even want to watch the rest of it but I will. Sending you tons of love and hope
When you said it’s like you’re going through something alone because your best friend doesn’t know… 💔 I felt that. I also have 2 boys same age as yours and we lost our 3rd July of last year. You are not alone mamma big hugs xx🤍
I'm crying with you. In January I went for my 8 week appointment only to find out I miscarried and didn't even know it. I am glad in some ways I didn't see a baby because I can't imagine that pain. But it still hurts either way. Stay strong and I am glad you shared
I miscarried my third baby on 2/17 which was my sons 1st birthday. I know the pain you’re experiencing. It is devastating. I was 2 days shy of 12 weeks pregnant and my world is crushed. This was our third miscarriage and it never gets easier, I pray for your healing and hope restored. You’re a strong mama and good things will come from this, it makes you love harder than any other mom. Thank you for sharing your story and bringing the reality of pregnancy loss.
I had the same experience, also at 9 weeks. I am so sorry for your loss, my heart ached for you when I saw the title of this vlog. Sending big hugs ❤️
I am so sorry 💔 We have been there and it’s awful. Hang in there mama.
Im so sorry Olivia. I too went through this. In 2014 I thought I was 8 weeks pregnant, started bleeding and cramping, went to urgent care and turned out the baby stopped growing at 5 weeks. My body naturally passed it, and I’ve gone on to have 2 healthy beautiful children! Having my first pregnancy go that way definitely made my subsequent pregnancies full of anxiety but I’m so grateful for my babies. You will never forget that baby, mine would be 8 now which is so crazy to think! Wishing you all the best in the future. You’re a strong mama!
You are incredibly brave to share this all, and there’s no doubt it will help so many people. Sending all the love to your family 💕
I went through two miscarriages. The second one was difficult for me because I was pregnant with twins. I lost one twin while pregnant around 8 weeks. I’m glad you made this video because I wish I had more women speak on miscarriages because it truly helps women feel like they aren’t alone. I pray for your future baby journey 💚
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I’ve had four miscarriages and it sucks so much. Thank you for sharing. I wish i would have and that more women would. Praying for a rainbow baby for you ❤️
I am so sorry for your loss, Olivia. Thank you for sharing. I recently had a miscarriage at 8 weeks after a round of IVF. It was soul crushing and incredibly isolating. Watching your video has made me feel less alone. I am sending you hugs, love and light ❤️
My heart goes out to you 🌼I have had 2 miscarriages followed by D&C operations over 20 years ago. You are a beautiful soul with a precious gift of sharing your heartache in the hope you might offer comfort to others who have experienced a loss of a baby. I will pray for you and your family. You are not alone 🫶🏼💜
So sorry to hear. Went through this last year and it’s a rollercoaster of emotions and heart ache. The part where you said you wanted to tell Christian, cos you went through this thing and your best friend doesn’t know, was the sweetest thing I ever heard and I know exactly what you mean. I first followed you when I got pregnant with my son and you were there with me all along the way through motherhood. I experienced this negative side to pregnancy before you did, and am sending you my support from afar. Take care and keep strong. Hopefully next time we will both have a better experience and give a sibling to our boys xxx
I'M CRYING WITH YOU AT THIS MOMENT! I WAS 12 WEEKS ON MARCH 22, 2022. AND UNFOURNATELLY I FOUND OUT THERE WAS NOT HEART BEAT EITHER. IT HASNT BEEN EASY YET BUT I KNOW THAT WE HAVE NOW AN ANGEL THAT WILL HELP US FEEL BETTER . THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR JOURNEY! GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR NOT ALONE ANYMORE .
I JUST went through a similar experience as you (almost to the day with my third as well). I’m so sorry for your loss Olivia. Thank you so much for being so open about this painful experience. You will always be a loving momma of 3 and your little one will always know how loved they are
Sending you love too mama. I’m so sorry for your loss ♥️
My heart goes out for you 💗
It’s an emotional and physical trauma that a woman can’t shake off so easily . I had a miscarriage and I didn’t know how to cope with it so it was with me for a while. It wasn’t until I got pregnant again but I was expecting the worst again. I didn’t let myself be happy or excited . The pain was still present and fond. After having my baby full term (thank God) , I realized I would do it all over again bc she was absolutely perfect. From birth till her 3 years of age. Then I had my son who is 15 months . God is always good. No matter how dark , scary and confusing the situation is , He is always doing something better in the works ♥️
I am so sorry for your loss💔 I went through 3 losses last year and it was devastating. Nothing prepares you for the way you feel with this type of loss. Right now it won’t feel ok and that’s ok, take time to grieve and give yourself grace as you heal going forward. Nothing was your fault, it’s so easy to think there’s something that could of been done but you did nothing wrong. Thank you for being brave and sharing your story💕 praying for you guys!
Nooooooo you’re the second RUclipsr I’ve seen this week that had a miscarriage 😭😭😭 not my favs! Praying for you 💜💜💜🙏🏼
So sorry for your loss. I had a stillbirth 8 years ago. He was 23 weeks along and with no signs or symptoms of any kind, he no longer had a heartbeat and I lost him on Halloween day. Until today, it still feels like yesterday when this all happened. Nothing will ever make it better but trust me with time you'll heal. It certainly makes you see life differently once you have gone through a traumatic incident. During this time, I pray that you will find hope and peace.
Oh my goodness, I’m so so sorry to hear of your experience and your loss. Thank you for the kind words and support 🤍
I’m so sorry, thank you for sharing this vulnerable experience. You are helping more people then you know who walk this road alone
I am so sorry. I understand how you feel. I just had my second miscarriage. Very similar to yours - baby was measuring small at my 7 week 4 day appt, and at the follow up the heartbeat was gone. It is devastating. We are hopeful for a healthy baby one day! You are such a strong woman and mama. Thank you, thank you for sharing your story.
I can't believe she didn't want to give you pictures of your baby! I'm so sorry to you and Jordan for your loss. I too had a miscarriage @ 7weeks and we didn't hear the heartbeat. But after 3 months I found the courage to try again and we had our rainbow baby 3/26/2019. (Side note: I found your channel when I was breastfeeding him!) You have helped me and so many others by sharing the real and raw. Never forget how strong you are mama! Sending love and prayers!
im so sorry mama. we stick together through these.. its a pain that no one can even explain. much love 🤍
I went through the same experience last March - found out we were pregnant and surprised my husband on Valentine’s Day - had my first appt in March supposed to be 8 weeks and found the baby measuring at 6 weeks 1 day- had to wait that agonizing week to see if baby had grown. This had never happened to be before, I know your exact feelings right now- we question ourselves, like what did I do wrong. As you said something wasn’t right and it was nothing you did. I feel for you mama I know your pain. ❤️ you’re so strong and resilient
I am so sorry, this is heartbreaking to hear. But sharing your story is the biggest gift, this happens and typically women don't share it and it's harder on them and harder on their friends and family who arent sure how best to support them. So thank you for your honesty and bravery in sharing this.
This is soooo hard. I cried watching your experience. My rainbow baby is almost 9mos old. From one friend to another, give yourself grace in your next pregnancy. It's hard not to be anxious, at least it was for me.
I’m so sorry mama. I am also 1 in 4 I just recently lost my baby at 12 weeks, and like you, I was super anxious and nervous since the beginning and something was telling me something just wasn’t right, even though everything appeared to be normal. Us mamas just know in our gut and our hearts! Big hugs to you and your family ♥️
In january I lost my first baby at 12 weeks so I understand what you are going through. You are stronger than you think when it happens ❤ thinking of you and sending love ❤ thank you for sharing your story so we could feel less alone ❤
I am so sorry for your loss Olivia. I am currently 21 weeks pregnant and found your YT on accident, but I think I have watched almost all of your videos. You have such a beautiful way about you, and although I don't know you, I feel like I trust your judgments and what you say about certain must haves and products etcetera. I know this must be an extremely difficult time for you and your husband, but when it is meant to be, it will be. Thank you for your openness and realness throughout your pregnancies and now this. It means the world to us watching :)
I am so so sorry! As a mom of a 1.5 year old, but who will official have to say goodbye to another one of our babies wed after confirming with a blood test.....I feel all of this! All your feelings and your husbands feelings are so normal and I can relate. You are so brave to share your story! Praying for healing a peace sweet momma!
you are amazing sharing this so fast.. I had 8 miscarriages including my 4yr old sons twin and never got answers and that's the hardest part! I now have a 4 yr old son a 2yr old son and a baby girl on the way and my other babies still play on my mind!! losing my other babies makes me so thankful and grateful for my babies I have now :) you can definitely get through this and have another beautiful baby someday x
You and hubby hugging stop it 😢 my pregnancy emotions cannot oh I’m 10 weeks atm so I’m sending you baby vibes for when your ready again please don’t ever blame yourself babe xx
I’m so sorry ❤️ I had a MMC at 9 weeks almost two years ago and a chemical pregnancy last fall at it was horrible. I am in tears as I know how your heart is breaking. I am currently 20 weeks pregnant with a healthy baby girl. God is good and has made me grateful for everyday with my sweet rainbow baby. 💕 sending you love!
I love and cried when you said Christian was your best friend because that’s how I feel about my almost 2 year old son….as something I too have unfortunately experienced it takes time and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of tears as you work through the emotions but like you said, it makes you extremely grateful for the healthy babies you have. Sending you lots and lots and lots hugs and love!
I am sorry for your loss. I had my second miscarriage on my son's 2nd birthday. I was lying in the hospital bed, alone and feeling very lonely. I was supposed to be 13weeks and 5 days pregnant, but my baby was measuring 8 weeks and 2 days. I did have a look on the screen, and it was just lying there peacefully in my womb. The pain I felt ever since is BIG. I feel so grateful for having my son and that everything went well in my first pregnancy. But I do feel incomplete and therefore we will be trying until we have our second and last child. Sending hugs and lot of strength ❤️
My heart aches for you and I'm sorry you're going through this. I appreciate you sharing your story though. When I lost my first pregnancy back in Dec 2020 I didn't know anyone in my life who had had a miscarriage before. Finding women on RUclips who had is what helped me through it. I know it's painful to share and relive but know that you are helping other women who feel alone going through the same situation. We need to stick together ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I remember when you were announcing your pregnancy with Arlo. I couldn't watch it because I had just went through a miscarriage a month or so before you made your announcement. I lost the baby the day before my Birthday. It's nothing you can really prepare for. I feel for you and am sending all the good vibes.
On a happier note I found out I was pregnant with my rainbow baby 2 months after my miscarriage.
You got this! Wishing you all the best!
I just found you videos again. I was pregnant with my first child when you were making videos of your first pregnancy. I saw in one of your twin videos that you had a miscarriage. I decided to watch your video about it. I found out I was pregnant with our second child on February 16, 2022 (my birthday) and we lost him at 8 weeks on March 17th with a missed miscarriage. I had to have a D&C. I still go through random sad moments and miss him greatly. It hurts when people ask when I will have another child. I am praying you have a safe delivery for you and the new additions to your family.
First, do not apologize for the tears. I bawled the entire way through. I just want to compliment you for your strength. Thank you for sharing your experience. I am praying and wishing you and your family the best.💕
Hi this exact thing happened to me I’m a mother of two and I had a miscarriage and I totally understand how you’re feeling sending you my prayers.
I woke up today and out of random thought to myself, ‘I haven’t watched Olivia Zapo’s RUclips videos in months, I wonder if she still posts videos’ and this was the last thing you uploaded… you are such a strong, powerful woman and I wish I knew you personally so that I can give you my love and support physically. Praying for you during this road to healing❤️ thank you for being so brave to share this with us
Olivia I am so very sorry. It’s a heartbreak like none I’ve ever known 😞 Hearing others stories really helped me so thank you for sharing. That is something good from this. I hope being with your family now comforts you. Sending so many compassionate and healing vibes to you.
So sorry honey. Thank you for sharing. ♥️ if it’s any constellation, my mom had a miscarriage before me, and I remember her telling me when I was older and understood. I wouldn’t put too much pressure on yourself for telling Christian, he is not going to remotely understand (as you said!) You’re not keeping something from him, give yourself grace to wait until he’s much older and knows what you’re talking about. 💙
I’m so sorry for your loss Olivia. My very first pregnancy resulted in a miscarriage at 9weeks. But I have since had two beautiful healthy babies. I’ve learned that there is truly nothing anybody can say that will make the pain go away, so just cherish the presence of your loved ones. Time heals all wounds. You will make it through this season of life and prosper in the future.
Lost it when you said "hopeful I'll make it further next time" ughh I'm so sorry Olivia and yes you will ❤️
Oh Olivia, I’m so sorry, crying for your loss. You and your husband are in my thoughts. I want you to know that you are helping so many people with videos about pregnancy and motherhood. I found your channel recently as a first time pregnant woman, and you’ve already made a huge difference in my life. I’m grateful for you and I look up to you.
I have no words, but I cried with you. When it happens to one, it happens to all of us. Women know the pain of loss. Regardless of the fact that I haven’t experienced it, my heart broke with you!
I am so sorry for your loss 🥺 I truly understand how you feel and wouldn't wish it for my worst enemy!! I've had 8 early and late miscarriages in-between my 2 boys.. I've got a 7yr old boy, a 9m boy and currently pregnant with my 3rd rainbow baby girl.. there's a light at the end of every tunnel.. everything happens for a reason. You're gonna be mother of 3,4 whatever you want.. God bless you 🙏
He/she is gonna be perfect 🥰
I found your channel when I found out I was pregnant on 2020 and you helped me navigate lots of things that were new to me in motherhood. I always find you so positive yet so real and I am deeply sorry for your loss.
You do not have a apologize for the tears. You truly are a strong woman and mama like every woman whom has sadly had this experience. Sending love and prayers yours and Jordan’s way.
Such a raw sad, beautiful, heartbreaking, real video. Thank you for sharing Olivia. Im sure it wasn’t easy and am praying for you. May God comfort you and wrap his arms around you during your grieving time 💙
There aren’t really any comforting words, but from one loss momma to another, I am sorry. It sucks. It sucks HARD. You cry as much or as little as you want.
I have had 2 D & C’s, and both times was fortunate enough to have really wonderful and comforting staff for the procedures and the follow up care. My hope for you, is that you have supportive and informative people.
The wondering and questions suck too.
My heart goes out to your family, and to you 💜
You’re an amazing person for sharing this experience with us. I went through this last year and I was 16 weeks when I miscarried, I had already told my other kids and we were so exited and delivering the sad news was one of the hardest things I’ve had to do. I really didn’t talk to anyone about it, I wish I would’ve because I can see hearing someone else’s experience makes you feel like you’re not alone or the only one that happens to. I truly do believe we don’t talk about this subject as much as we should. Love to you dear, you’re amazing and thanks for sharing.
We faced a miscarriage February 4th and we are still struggling emotionally. Your video gave me so much comfort to watch. I am so sorry you’re going through this. Sending love and thoughts to your family 🤍
I'm so sorry for your loss. It is truly hard losing a baby. You are strong mama! I remember my first miscarriage. But my most recent one hurt so much more for some reason. Maybe because I did a sneak peak and found out it was a girl and lost her the week of my bday. Just knowing you were pregnant and then not is an emotional roller-coaster. Sending love to you and you're family. ❤❤
Olivia, I’m so sorry you went through this 😢😢. My heart is breaking for you. I appreciate that you talked about the loss of a pregnancy, because it can be a very lonely experience. 7 months after you posted this video, I went through a ruptured ectopic pregnancy. It was painful experience, both physically and also emotionally. I am so grateful for your honest discussion about miscarriages. I also have hope for a rainbow baby after I recover from this. 🌈🌈
My heart hurts with yours. I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet baby. Praying for peace today and hope for tomorrow. ❤️
sorry for your loss. i had exact same symptoms as you for my miscarriage last year. it was measuring smaller and when i went for the second ultrasound the following week, we didnt see the heartbeat which we saw previous week. i had a dnc and i had no bleeding and pain prior. post procedure, i felt fine and normal. i have a beautiful baby boy already and now i am pregnant again, 6 months after the miscarriage. my prayers go out to you and your family and thanks for sharing your story
Thanks for sharing. You are helping other Mommas feel less alone in there season of loss. We experienced a loss with our 2nd baby at 15 weeks. Praying for our rainbow baby now! 🙏 and praying for yours as well.
I’m so sorry you had to go through this
I had a recent experience with ivf had a great heartbeat at 7 weeks and my 8 week and the baby heart just stop
Praying for your recovery ❤️🩹 and i know you will get your rainbow 🌈 baby
Oh no I’m sorry about your loss. I deeply understand how you feel. Me went through miscarriages 3 times really painful situation. I hope you recover well and good luck
It feels weird liking this video because obviously, it is a very sad subject, but something that needs support. You have the love & support of every mom near & far. No one should go through this alone. BIG HUGS!!!
I am sorry you had to go through this, but you WILL get through this. I had a miscarriage with my first pregnancy between 9 and 10 weeks. The experience shook me in a way I never knew possible. And the physical and emotional recovery was a process. But with lots of love, prayer and time I was able to accept that things happen in life we have no control over. It took me some time but I eventually tried again to get pregnant and now I am writing this with my toddler playing by my side and am about five months pregnant with our next baby. There is light at the other side. Sending you lots of love at this time 🌸
My heart is with you!! We've had 3 miscarriages after TTC our 3rd baby. 2 have been back to back this year. Had a D&C yesterday and my mind is all over the place. I'm praying for you.
This video just popped up on my recommended but just wanted to stop here in the comments to say god bless you and your family! Time heals ❤️
Your husbands sweet and reassuring words made me tear up ❤️
Also you DO have it all together. And you’re an amazing mom. I can tell because your first thoughts while going through personal trauma are “will I be recovered intime to pick up my kids,” and “I wish I had included Christian in this early on.” Always thinking of your kids before yourself 💙 that’s an incredible mother.
I am so very sorry for your loss. You are so brave to share this very personal and intimate piece of your life. I had a miscarriage/vanishing twin syndrome and it was devastating. We saw a heart beat of both babies and the next ultra sound one baby had no heart beat and had stopped growing at 9 weeks. My thoughts and prayers are with you as you continue to heal.
I’m so sorry for your loss Olivia. My first pregnancy was high risk and I had surgery to try to resolve the issue with my cervix and ended up having a dream that my water broke and it ended up happening at 21weeks and we lost him. I’m so thankful now I do have two happy healthy boys as well but as women it’s like we have intuition when something isn’t right. It’s still such a difficult and sad part of life. Thinking of you.
Thank you so much for sharing this. I just had a miscarriage at the end of February with my second baby. I also had a miscarriage before having my first child. Us women are the strongest in this world and I hope you feel comfort in knowing you are not alone. Sending all the love!
As much as this was so difficult for you to bring to light, I truly appreciate it. Your testimony brings so much comfort in knowing that others experiencing this, are not alone. I am currently expecting my 3rd baby, but watching this video reminded me of my very first pregnancy 7 years ago, where I had a miscarriage. Although I am very fortunate and blessed to have my 2 little ones healthy, not a day goes by when I don’t worry about the outcome or think about how it felt losing my first baby. Thank you so much for sharing. I’m praying for healing and comfort during this time 🤍
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I'm so sorry to hear that Olivia, I miscarriage two years and a half ago just at the same time as you, I was 7 weeks pregnant and happy and excited but doctors told me there's nothing I could have done differently to not lose the baby, it just happened and emotionally its devastating, so I understand how you are feeling right now. Sending straight to you good vibes and much strength ❤️😘
I'm so sorry for your loss Olivia. I lost my first pregnancy at 23 weeks and even though I have a healthy child now and am pregnant again, I'm always terrified of having another loss. You are so strong for sharing this. You are not alone.
Olivia, I did not watch this video when it came out. Today I needed to. My experience was just like yours, this morning I had my ultrasound. Thank you, watching this was comforting. I am sorry for you loss.
I found my miscarriage exactly the same day and same 9weeks just like you! I share the tears and im sure we will all be fine next time! Stay strong!
I’m so sorry for your loss! In the UK we don’t have our first midwife appointment until 12 weeks and so so many miscarriages go unnoticed. I lost my first pregnancy at 6 weeks and there was never even a record of my baby ever existing and therefore I never got any professional support and I think that was the hardest thing for me, the lack of acknowledgement. Now have 2 healthy babies but it still haunts me when I think of going through that alone. I had to sit my final university exam while miscarrying 😭 don’t let any one belittle how your feeling just because it was so early on. That’s your baby as soon as you see that positive line on the pregnancy test!
So sorry to hear this girl I'm praying you guys are strong an the fact you shared this right away shows that you are really strong
So sorry for your loss Olivia. This happened to me in January. I was 8 weeks 4 days and the baby’s heart beat just stopped beating. It was one of the hardest things I have gone through. The overwhelming sadness you feel is something thats hard to understand for anyone that’s never been in that situation. Times does heal your pain, your angel will always be in your heart! Praying for your family and sending you lots of healing ❤️❤️❤️
I’m so sorry you are experiencing this. I had a similar experience last February 2021. We found out we were pregnant January 15th and I had my first ultrasound almost a month later where we saw no heartbeat & the baby was measuring behind. A few days later I began to miscarry naturally, on Valentine’s Day. It was excruciating physically and mentally. My rainbow baby is currently 10 weeks old, he was born on the 1 year anniversary of me finding out I was pregnant with the baby I lost. you will get yours too ❤️🌈
My heart aches for you and your family. I’m so sorry, Olivia. My brother and his wife had a miscarriage at 9 weeks and it was hard. They didn’t tell their 2 1/2 year old son about the pregnancy and they said it was just hard since he wouldn’t understand and didn’t know what was happening.
You are so strong and when the time is right, you’ll be blessed with another little one. You have such a good attitude in this hard time, thank you for sharing your experience.
Thank you for this video. Me and my husband are currently miscarrying our first baby. It’s nice to know we’re not alone in this.
I am sorry for your loss Olivia. I had two missed-misscarriages with my first two pregnancies. Now I have a 2 years old son. I am happy you are sharing this. Feel it all. It's the best advice I have. Don't listen to anyone saying anything, just feel everything that is coming your way and lean on your family. I remember the worst reactions (surprisingly) were "it's common" "so many women went through this" ... before I actually experienced it I thought those words are very helpful. But this is YOUR experience. And how it makes YOU feel it's ok. It's YOUR decision how you cope with this. I still remember both of my first pregnencies. To every detail. This baby will stay with you if you want it to
Sorry to hear 😞. I lost my first baby boy to still birth at 39 weeks and my rainbow baby is more than I ever dreamed of. You will be ok with time.
I am so sorry. I know exactly how you feel. I was in your shoes just a few months ago. I was devastated and didn’t even know how to grief. We found out at 9 weeks on our first ultrasound appointment that there was no heartbeat. The lady didn’t even ask if we wanted pictures and I wish I had asked for it but the next day I had the surgery.
Thanks so much for sharing…. I just did my D&C on my birthday and I’m still dealing with the physical & mental pain … hopefully watching your video will help me share my experience… it’s just so hard not to cry 😢
I'm crying with you. I'm so sorry. My heart breaks for you. Sending you warm hugs.