The Horror Game That Emotionally Broke Me
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I love how natural the dialogues in this game feel. The strong Scottish accents make this feel even better.
The VAs are top notch
As a brit this was done really naturally. The politics tracks too
I’m sorry but is your pfp bald Zhongli who got high
@@Flauviexxowhy is his pillar his hair 💀
@@Flauviexxo Osmanthus wine tastes the same as I remember
The fact that this could have been avoided if Rennick (the angry boss) hadn't been so negligent is sad... and also kind of realistic
Hyper-realistic if you know the type of people bosses put in charge of scheduling
I had a boss like that. What’s even sadder was he never was like that until he saw how we would’ve succeeded the quota (keep in mind, we were already short staffed) because of lockdown so he would raise the bar higher every quarter.
By the time lockdown was over and people got back to normal, the bar has been raised so high that we couldn’t reach the quota, making my boss more and more aggressive because that higher quota means a higher pay in his pockets. Money does crazy things to people.
I think, out of all the times I've watched it from other RUclipsrs, this was one of my favorites. It's uncut, for one, but that's just a small detail.
The real reason why this is my favorite is because of how connected you got to the characters. You got angry, you laughed, and you cried over them like you were there, like you physically put yourself in Caz's shoes. And that sort of thing really resonated with me.
Thank you.
That connection is the most important thing to me when playing a game like this :)
I played this game with my friends watching me. I have Thlassophobia and I fear the ocean immensely. Yet, when they announced it, I knew I wanted to play it. This game broke me- not only because of the scares, but because of the characters and how real they felt. The jokes did not feel forced. There is care in emotions and camaraderie.
To me- this is better than triple-A games because you can tell people put time, care and did their research about the time period. This was an amazing game.
Big gaming is Literally the main character. When talks about our feelings and 'that's not the right way' . "She wouldn't want that for us" etc etc
I love the complete nonchalance towards Rennick. You just evaded an alien fused human and you're just there like "Yeesh, karma!"
Ugh the ending made me cry so much! Her saying stay safe in those waters got me. My husband is on subs in the Navy and I say something similar to him everytime he leaves 💜
Getting my popcorn ready
Edit: I just finished the video and I absolutely love it, the ending was one of the saddest things ever. I’m really glad BigG decided to make this. Everything was beautiful about this. The graphics, the story, the characters, and everything else. This is definitely my favorite video BigG has made. My second favorite is Lilly’s well. Once again thank you BigG for making a video on this beautiful amazing game.
His Lily's video is my first favorite he has made. Them his amnesia the bunker is my 2nd favorite.
There are times where we think, "I'd give anything to experience such-and-such again," and this was absolutely it for you. Big G, we know you hold Silent Hill close to your heart. I'm so glad you've found another game that connects to you as deeply as it did.
I knew it! Still Wakes the Deep will forever be a game that will stick with me. Everything about it is perfect. From the story, to the elements, to the themes, to the voice acting, to the graphics. It's one of the most beautiful games I've seen. I can't wait to get into this. Thank you for this playthrough!
Edit: ... And that intro almost made me cry- Thank you and likewise, Big G.
Happy we got to experience this with you! Thank you for sharing- your authenticity made this game all that more impactful
YOU ARE THE BEST!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!!!!!!
@@biggaming64 We all appreciate you so much!!!!!
It gives off "Annihilation meets The Thing mixed with The Mist set on Deepwater Horizon" vibes. And the whole Amnesia play style really adds depth.
YES! BEEN WAITING FOR THIS! I AM GOING TO WATCH THIS AND ENJOY EVERY SECOND THANK YOU BIG G
edit 1: the beginning is making me cry ahhhhh.. i just cut someone out of my life that was negatively impacting me. i very much needed this.
I've watched someone else play this but I'm watching him play so I can hear his thoughts. And he's already explored more than the other RUclipsr.
@@makaylienielseni agree! i love hearing his thoughts
Not to be mean but could you calm down a bit bro
@AllyraMeeker-xm3ee thank you so much! 💕
@@jaxpellerin-v6n bro you’re actually like 8 dont tell me to “calm down”
I love that you’re appreciating the visuals so much, trust me it’s not annoying in the slightest!
I agree but non ironically, you should try to not vent your frustrating days on others like this.
No, it's not mate. People have been waiting years for visuals like this in games
This comment isn’t being sarcastic. They’re being earnest and reacting to what he says around 1:00:50. Y’all need to give people the benefit of the doubt.
@@DingusMingus-ug3iw oh mb bro
@@pedroslim2 huh? 😅
Its not annoying that you "gawk" at everything! I love your overwhelming positivity. Its refreshing, it calms me down during the horror. Keep it up big gaming!
If you want more body horror - kinda- and psychological horror i recommend the mortuary assistant. Easily one of the most terrifying games I’ve played. Cause each shift different things happen . You never know what happens next
I can't remember the last time a horror game made me cry so hard. It's really beatifull how this ends
I am so happy for scottish horror being brought into play ! The accents are so fluid not like some of the fake accents ive heard being implented.
So thanks for playing it :D I love your content!
Jeez, the Roy thing was just a punch in the gut and it shifted the whole mood for me, and then the end just made me flat out cry. It was a beautiful game, terrifying, and I loved watching you play it. Thanks BigG!
You know it's bad when a horror game has the option "sprint", "hide", "throw", "sneak".
14:53 Love it so far, man! I like how you appreciate the visuals and notice the often overlooked yet incredibly important details. It's like looking deeper into a painting instead of just having a quick peek and being like "looks nice I guess"; the applied techniques and the story behind it is just, if not more, important. Love that it's in Scotland too! It's not something you see often (sadly). I'm curious where the story's gonna lead
As a Thalassophobia haver myself this is SCARY. I love all the theories you craft! I originally watched this from Insym, you two gotta be my top FAVORITE horror gaming channels so now I get double the awesome content.
Couldve just said thalassophobe lol
@@AdamMerlin I was just being silly :(
I was bored one day so I decided to watch some horror on RUclips, after I tipped horror I was recommended one of your videos, I remember exactly which one was it, it was the wailing of the forest, I pressed on the video, and long story short, I,m watching your videos ever since and I've enjoyed every single one of them.
3:04:15 I understand how you feel bro😢 is so devastating when you lose someone you love so much
one comparison i dont see made for this game is sweet home
like istg the whole idea of your entire crew turning into monsters whilst nobody outside is able to help you just gave me the same feeling i got watching sweet home
Big, I genuinely love how you talk to the audience, your videos always feel incredibly inviting despite containing the psychological and horror content that can make a scary video hard to watch when trying to go to sleep or just trying to relax while watching RUclips.
This game would make such a beautiful book or movie.
I typically hate books, and I hate most storylines and plots, but this was just gut-wrenching and beautiful. I'd read a book like this gamplay experience anytime.
Thank you, BigG for showing us this masterpiece
Yeah this storytelling and dialogue is absolutely phenomenal for a game, it's relationships between others sound realistic and genuine, hope it can be a movie
THIS IS A MOMENT IN HISTORY!!1!! TAKE A PICTURE!
Edit' NAH i'm already crying with the intro
How i love a game that can activate my Megalophobia, Thalassophobia, and submechanophobia 😍
I don't know if it's because i am sensitive but goddamn that ending just end me, just knowing the whole pain every character went through, the reason as to why they were there in the first place (To keep their family's safe) being the same thing they see at their painful death, how everything seemed so helpless yet also hopeful, that we somehow had the power, the desire to go back home, to see those they love, yet seeing how things were, it was not a surprise but still very painful, that the only thing left to do, was to die, and we didn't do it for any other reason than to keep the loved ones safe, i am sobbing.
That's a greatly made game, I almost shed tears at the end. Really appreciate you for going through this journey
I have maybe little mental problems. I might be little depressed or maybe its just stress, but i can always forget my worries when i watch your videos
...unless my phone starts spamming ads
3:04:20 Between seeing Big getting upset, the music, and Caz- I had to hold back tears at work
Thank you for the little talks you do in the start of your videos. I like em. Your videos are very huggish and love to watch them. I am currently a little depressed, and today's talk especially made me feel better. Thank you, and great job ❤.
I am depressed too and they help too lol
I hope you both begin to feel better soon and I’m so glad you are here. You’ve survived your worst days already, you can do this!
DUDE YES IM SO EXCITED TO WATCH YOU PLAY THIS! I genuinely love your longer videos dude, I love watching you play stuff cause it genuinely feels like you are enjoying what you’re doing and not just playing it for views or anything like that
God I generally love this game so much!! The characters are so well written and the game really feels like a perfect blend of horror and heartfelt scenes all in one.
I really like the longer format ngl it feels almost like a movie!
This game should be a horror movie
Games about water and oceans are terrifying to me, I’m scared yet exited for this
The emotions behind everything with Roy really hit home for me as a diabetic myself which made it so much more gut wrenching, this game is absolutely perfect with how characters are portrayed. I love this game and this video. I would be lying though if I said I didn't bawl my eyes out at the end of the game though.
I nearly cried watching this by far the best game you've played
This has got to be my favourite gameplay done by you ever, although every game you play makes it better.
The game was absolutely beautiful, from it's storytelling and worldbuilding, the relationships between the workers and Caz, it felt really wholesome and heartwarming, but they make it so real. Im still confused on Caz's relationship with Suze, and why she kept talking about Roy which seemed a little weird, but I think that's just a gig or something I don't understand.
Im not Scottish, but it seems so authentic to how they speak, the way they swear sounds so realistic. The story was full of heartbreaking tragedies, and the ending was really something I didn't expect.
I hope you can play more absolutely stunning and amazing games like these. Thank you for always caring about us.
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oof, i was almost gonna cry when you found roy dead...
edit: did cry at the end... (well, at least my eyes were tearing up, wasnt full crying)
man, i just wanna say i love how calm and positive you are in all your videos. your opening message actually made me tear up a bit, because ive been incredibly busy and stressed with school starting up soon for me. im glad your here too. ☺️
I’ve watched a lot of play throughs but I never realized that you start hearing Suze’s voice in your head at 2:27:41 because caz gets some of the “stuff” that Finley confuses Gibbo having been sprayed with oil at the start,its at that very point that the decent into madness kicks in.
I so glad someone saw Raff's near the ending. Most people start off extremely worried for the guy whos just screaming in the dive bell. But miss the part where we see what he had become.
When I played through the game myself. That moment mad he hurt so badly. The poor guy was like a kid. First time diving alone, nervous, scared. Then to suddenly see or be exposed to what ever they hit.
Inside such a tight space, where your screams and pleading can't be heard. There's no doubt in my mind that he had turned into a monster while still in the water. But as we all known they are still semi conscious. I can't bear image what he was feeling.
And by the time he can be saved. All he could do was scream in pain. He didn't deserve such a fate. 😭
At least everyone who was a monster was probably saved from that fate when Caz blew up the ship, hopefully killing all the monsters?
Beautiful game. I was watching it while working but it completely drew me in after a while, I kinda forgot about work hahaha. You did this game justice. Cherish your loved ones
Epic! You should play a game called Pacific Drive. It's not actually much of a horror game, it's more of driving but I sometimes found it scary because there are "anomalies".
I also love your little talkthroughs at the start. It's really just immersive and gives you just.. therapist type quality.
also I cried at the part of Roy too. Even a video game can portray any type of feeling. Excitement, anger, scary and just straight up sadness. 3:04:16 shows just how much the game makes you care about the characters. And some games are supposed to have their sad parts/sad endings like Stray. My point is, it's okay to cry sometimes.
What an experience!!! This is an incredible game, the brutal and real writing, the performance... I could never play this myself because how intense it is, and I'm incredibly grateful you brought this experience to us and share these emotions.
I teared up several times during the game. The body horror is great but it's the story that really makes it for me. A lot times it's hard for horror to exceed the shock value, but this one really made it as a deep story on its own, with just 3 hours game play. It's something that would stay with me. The writing and acting and atmosphere really all came together. It's an incredible piece of art.
Again, thank you big gaming for sharing this with us!!
personally I'm still here and I'm glad you support us here)
And I’m glad you’re still here. Please stay safe and strong ❤️
@@Acidfrog475 thank you) same to you i hope you are in a good place and doing well
Man, this channel is my therapy in some ways. I always find this to be one of my comfort channels that I watch just about any time. I find it makes me feel better when I'm sad and I love the type of gameplay you do. As much as you say that you are glad we're here, I'm glad you are. I found this channel during a during a rough time and this means so, so much. I hope you have an amazing day and thank you. This channel will always have a special spot in my heart and will always make me smile. Again, thank you.
Wow.. the ending, the way it loops back to the start were he gives finlay the lighter and at the end she gives it back.. the story building was genius! ❤
Yayyy I'm so excited for this!! I've been wanting to watch a playthrough of this game for a while, so I'm really glad you posted this at the best moment ❤
FINALLY!! I've been waiting for a still wakes the deep video from you, I knew you'd like it!
I found your channel today and despite the fact that you're playing really terrifying games, you've got a cozy and wholesome vibe that's just absolutely fantastic. Love you, stay safe. ♡
2:26:32
Spoken like a true friend right there lmfaoooo
I started watching this channel because of the don't take the cat home video. I love your videos.
Mine was _In-terror-gation._ Hooked me on this man’s great content and wonderful demeanour.
Honestly these words he says have been helping with my mental health struggles
2:36:15
Brodie:"Wave or something! "
Caz: *flips him off*
Brodie: "understood"
Omg I've been waiting for this video for three days since you posted about it! I'm so so excited
Me and my best friend played though this together and it was a ton of fun! Fun fact he is Scottish so I didn’t need subtitles, he just translated for me.
I found you recently through your playthrough of Mucorales & Don't take this cat home. I love your style of let's plays, it's very relaxing and I end up falling asleep /positive. Thank you for creating this content :)
Thank you for what you said in the beginning because I really needed to hear that, and im actually crying while typing this and I want you know how much you have helped me because your kind words helped me when i was really depressed and I'm kinda going back to there because im gonna start 8th grade and im scared but you helped me and thank you and I love you ♥️
I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU TO PLAY THIS!! this is one of my favorite short horror games this game does manages to tell such an amazing and heartbreaking story in only 3-4 hours that some other bigger titles can't do in 10 hours 10/10!!!
Please keep doing what you are doing, I enjoy hearing your comments on the environments and yes even the lighting! The way you put yourself in a character's shoes (almost every time you play a game) is a very refreshing thing to see on this platform. A lot of folks are just "ok we are going to play a thing" and they don't really put themselves in the headspace of the character. I just hope you are staying safe and well and taking enough time for yourself.
Love your videos BG! I’m glad to be here too!
I've seen a few playthroughs of this game, and most of them I don't finish for the simple fact that it's not the most interesting game to see all the way through again once you've already (recently) seen what happens. This one got recommended to me and I stuck with it. I remember you mention somewhere near the start of the game that you wonder if people enjoy the way you interact with these games. Let me tell you - I loved it! You're so genuinely, deeply curious and invested, and so open with your emotions on top of that. It's a real breath of fresh air. Thanks for this, and I hope to watch you play many more!
I am SO EXCITED to watch 4 hrs of big g!!!
I originally wasn't gonna watch this because I don't normally watch 3-4 hour videos, but it's you who's recording, and in your community post, you said this was really cool. So i'm here for the long run. Love your Channel! 💫
(Rest In Peace Roy, even tho he's fictional, that was really sad)
Edit: That ending was so SAD... my gosh... What a game! Bravo Bravo! Cudos to the creators! They did a FANTASTIC job!
I love you're content, and got really emotional at that into. I hope you keep making amazing content like this
This is such a good game like it really makes you feel so many emotions like the ending is so sad and the story it has presented is so good like with how you can tell roy was a good long time friend and caz voice when he finds out he’s dead has so much emotion in it This game is an 11/10 thank you for playing it big
This game was really something and biggaming playing just added to its atmosphere and overall story. Biggaming breaks down exactly how the characters feel and helps show us some little extra details.
I can't explain how much I needed to hear that intro today, I think I can speak for all of us when I say we're happy you're still here too. Thank you for everything!!
Hi man. I've been subscribed to you for a while and I believe that's my first comment on your channel. I'm a fan of horror games and a psychologist for about a year by now and I'm gald to see you true to your feelings considering everything you've been through. I'm also glad to see you every day fighting to feel good and adviceing your fans to keep their mental health at a good level.
So happy to see you playing this game. It was what originally got me watching another horror youtuber and I was holding onto hope that you'd play it soon.
got damn i love the scottish accents in this game. sounds so cool
this gen made my week. i really needed this, such a thoughtful playthrough, thank you for feeling this with us
LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
When you said you were cooking up a big video, I KNEW it had to be this game! I saw clips of it on TikTok and everything about it felt like something you’d love to play! Plus, with how well you cover other games, I knew I had to hear your thoughts on this!
It’s worth noting for horror games, I don’t even go to “big” content creators anymore, I go to you. (Although I guess technically it’s still a BIG RUclipsr if you get what I’m saying)
I’ve been looking forward to this one! Wonderful & sweet message at the beginning as always, thanks for being here and creating such awesome content!
There's no better youtuber to cry with. Happy to have joined you for this one, BG.
Brilliant game, it has everything: cosmic horror, body horror, Scottish people, isolation, grief... Well deserves the favourite spot!
I’m a little late, and this might come out as a little ramble since I struggle with organizing my thoughts, but here you go nonetheless.
This game just broke my heart. I knew that the chances of it not ending in tragedy was thin, but I really clung to those small moments of hope. I’m assuming Caz did too.
Pretty much every death present in the game hurt me in some way, and it’s all thanks to the gorgeous writing and the dialogue. The interactions between characters feel real, and the way Caz reacts to the deaths makes it a little more painful.
Caz keeps running from his problems, but he simply can’t do that anymore on the rig. During the end sequence, he has to face the problem in order to protect those he loves. And that bit at the very end of the game where Suze begins to speak again, I’m wondering if it’s another letter that will never get to Caz because the rig and everyone on it is simply gone. Ugh, the feels. :[
man you dropped this just at the right time for me! about 4 hours of BG to keep me company while I'm finishing deadlines. Thank you kindly
Your emotional support intro for this video made me cry but in a good way. I’ve done my absolute best even on days I feel the worst, although I’ve acknowledged I’ve given my all it crushes me every time to realise it’s still not enough. Some days my best still gets me punished by others and I’m expected to still be motivated to still put in my best efforts. It has been draining me but your encouragement was as though it’s meant for me to hear right this moment of weakness I’m experiencing. Thank you so much 💛
Super excited to watch this!! Love your videos, keep up the great work!! And thank you for always caring so much about us, hope you’re doing well:)
I love all of your videos big g all of your videos are experiences they make alot of people happy. Thank you for taking your time to make great cotent for us i hope your doing well and are safe 😁
4 hours? Is this the video you’ve been hinting at, im so excited to watch this i just know it’s going to be amazing.
Edit ok yeah this game and this video are amazing. The visuals are peak, the story telling is great, and the dark vastness of the ocean fills you with existential dread.
Edit 2 RIP …
this seams like a good one i will be back to see it tonight
7:25
Secret based moment oml
Love those guys
Man i love your reactions when you play games like this, its so fun watching you play games
Thank you so much for always giving us all so much joy with your videos! You always check in and make sure we're ok, but we love you and worry about you too!! ❤
31:47 YES. As someone who's scared of heights AND the ocean, I was white knuckling my phone lol
I am so excited to see you playing this absolute masterpiece! This game is just fantastic all around and will definitely stick with me for a very long time
Oh my god… the ending was so depressing… the MEMORY FLASHBACK???? don't make me cry bro.
AND SEEING BIG G CRYING????? NOOOOOO 😭😭😭
Hey man, I just ended up finding your channel today. I absolutely love you, man. You're wonderfully insightful and an honestly beautiful human being. I stopped watching playthrough channels a long time ago, but you've gotten me back into it. Ya know, only if you're the one playing, though. ❤️
Damn bro, I remember first subscribing back when you had less than 50k subscribers and were on my fyp on Tiktok, and now you have 499k subscribers and still gaining, it’s amazing to see such rapid growth in such little time, you deserve it mate.
Eager to see this since you seemed so excited about it on stream! Definitely gonna need the subtitles for this one 😅
I absolutely loved this game!! It had a lot of emotion in it and the horror was peak, not to mention there’s also hidden meanings in it like how when Rennick turned into an “infected” or became one with that creature his head was large, representing his ego I suppose
This was so good in many ways, and the end really made me cry :'(
An amazing work of art👏
Love ya Big G !!! Your vids always give me a good mood and make me happier I love your little talks at the start ❤️❤️❤️
This was the best Biggaming64 experience yet...
U have no idea how much this resonates with me...
Tje parts where u were talking about how u don't talk like that to someone u love, you don't cross the line...
Smh
U have no idea how hard that's hitting me, ironically just over the last 2 weeks specifically and especially... it's gotten to the point where I am now running to my phone to record her when she talks to me.. because I can't put into words what has been coming out her mouth, in a way that people would ACTUALLY believe me..
The CRUELTY... especially when I am at my absolute lowest, "why do I keep waking up/why don't u just end it all, you p***y," point of my life, realizing I've wasted
FORTY
SIX
YEARS
I have almost 20 min of recordings, which doesn't sound like much....but when it comes out of the mouth of someone who you've spent 15 years with, and 19½ of those 20 min is just... smh it's just CRUELTY... pinpointed, meant to rip thru ur heart AND SOUL... sadistic CRUELTY...
It might as well be 20 million minutes...
And in 3 months we are gonna lose our place, and im choosing to live in my 11 year old hyundai sonata rather than spend another minute THAT I CAN ACTUALLY CONTROL, with... with THAT ...that CRUEL ....THING ...that was once someone I thought would be 80+ year old death bed partnership...
Yeah... yeah, I'm not gonna make it.
And if anyone reading this knew how many 100S of pounds of garbage is weighing me down ON TOP of just that which I just wrote... you'd know it's not as simple as "just leave"
Cuz all 5 of rhe basic HUMAN essentials, the VITAL necessities, all gone from my life. For well over 18 months now..
Health
Companionship
Purpose
Finances
Friendship (my 3 best friends are all dead, the last 2 11/23 and then 3/24)...
At least I discovered this channel,,where you can't even comprehend how your little 120 seconds of goodwill and inspiration before u start the game, makes all that much of a difference in helping me remember how to formulate some troubled, mutated form of what was once the ability to smile...
Godspeed everybody...
9/1/24....End Game
Hey, I recognize your pfp. Please, please try to get some real help. Crisis hotline, professional help, etc.
It may seem like it’s not worth trying when you’re at the bottom of a pit but I promise you, it is.
@biggaming64 thanks for the reply dude. I tried. 2 therapists, and that app, it has like a green color scheme, and a leaf or something lol, it's on the tip of my tongue; u see a lot of adds for it. Ironically,,they added to my pain cuz when I canceled they still took 2 months worth of membership, almost 500 bucks, maxed out My last credit card, and despite fighting it, they never credited me back....
So that's why I think I'm literally cursed, even though I don't really believe in all that stuff. But ebery day. Every SINGLE DAY, actions muddled in the worst luck possible, PREVENTING me from getting out the pit, or stomping me back down, like I'm the kid in a Christmas story getting snuffed by Santa back down the slide...
When the supposed help is just another massive heaping of a sack of excrement weighing u down, it's hard to do anything but reflect on life and prepare.
Overall, despite a lot of crap I already overcame from childhood (I meam,,who hasnt) that simultaneously molded me into the good, respectful, courteous, empathetic person that I am, it also molded me into the "here comes the pain, bury it, BURY. IT," seemingly unfeeling robot that I can be.
I had a great, GREAT run from lklw 19 years old or so, to 39... I lived like a literal ROCK STAR and that 20 years leads all to believe "what do u got to worry about man, u lived 5 lives in a ¼ of a life!,"
True.
But the last 5 years....smh... siiigg... yeah, I don't WANNA go, heck, I gotta live to se my favorite story, SECRET WARS (the 80s original) come to life on the screen, but 3 years from now?
I just don't know...
But when I actually DO dream when I sleep (yeah that happens too, I almost never dream anymore), it's all versions of rhe happiest times in my life, like my 10 year run of 2-3 Vegas trips, whoxh my GOD, I can't even put into words the happiness those 5-6 day trips Gave me.
I wake up sad, bjt also happy that i expereocned it...
I'm starting to just tattoo in my brain, "it's OK. You lived a GREAT life ....u didn't deserve or Expect to go out like this..."
But u hold onto rhw joy you GAVE and the joy you experienced...
And u smile and just say, "I'm ready. I DON'T WANT IT, I WANT more....but with all that's piled on and ZERO help, whixh I desperately need....well... it's my own personal doomsday prep..
And I know it. And I smile at what I experienced.... and im ready ... I'm READY"
Your little motivation blurbs before your vids, BG6FO'---- THEY HAVE TEALLY HELPED
Never change dude. Not everyone can be saved, but even when it's time to go, u just know--- ur an amazing person ans you helped at least one person, regardless of outcomes.
U keep it up, ur a fckuon angel, mate...
Hey BG, I don't think you understand how much these videos help me throughout my longer or lonelier days. It's so refreshing to open up youtube and see a new video from you playing some horrific game lol. I've watched basically all of your videos since you came to YT, and I feel that you, as a creator, are something special. You genuinely care about all of us and that is not something to scoff at these days. I just wanted to say, thank you so much man. For all these videos, for building such a wholesome community, for making us feel, us know, that you care. Keep it all up(and say hi to Chester & Pumpkin for me). :D
Beautiful
I'm still in the first minutes but looks like this video will a rollercoaster of emotions.. Looking forward to watch it all!
2:05:23 I doubt any will survive. Even if one escapes they're probably contaminated with all sorts of weird eldritch stuff and end up dying or losing their humanity anyway