I remember thinking my mom would be homophobic and kick me out or hit me everyday for being Lesbian…i was a BIIIIGGG over thinker when i was 11. Since i thought my mom was homophobic i pushed live away, hid my true colours, and never tried to date girls…i dated this one boy when i was 12, i didnt like him at all. But i thought if i dated a boy my mom would love me! She does love me for who i am. I just thought she didn't at that time being. Back to the boy i dated! Let's name himmmm Deer cause why not? I knew deer liked me, and would sometimes be staring at me during class! Soooo…i thought if i date deer, then my mom would love me!(she loved me at that time to i was just to insecure) i never loved deer like the same way he loved me…i was basically just dating someone i didn't even love! Cause thats what i was doing…turns out we're cousins…🎉🎉 cause for meh! It's easier to say things on a note or over text. I didn't have a phone and neither did deer, so we couldn't text each other… The point is!!!! I was just a dumbass and finally told my mom.."mother…i like girl's romantically!" Yeee, she was never homophobic! Yeay!🎉🎉 but my dumbass thought she was and i REGRET EVERYTHING I DID
Yo this is an amazing video, I loved it :)
I remember thinking my mom would be homophobic and kick me out or hit me everyday for being Lesbian…i was a BIIIIGGG over thinker when i was 11. Since i thought my mom was homophobic i pushed live away, hid my true colours, and never tried to date girls…i dated this one boy when i was 12, i didnt like him at all. But i thought if i dated a boy my mom would love me! She does love me for who i am. I just thought she didn't at that time being. Back to the boy i dated! Let's name himmmm Deer cause why not? I knew deer liked me, and would sometimes be staring at me during class! Soooo…i thought if i date deer, then my mom would love me!(she loved me at that time to i was just to insecure) i never loved deer like the same way he loved me…i was basically just dating someone i didn't even love! Cause thats what i was doing…turns out we're cousins…🎉🎉 cause for meh! It's easier to say things on a note or over text. I didn't have a phone and neither did deer, so we couldn't text each other… The point is!!!! I was just a dumbass and finally told my mom.."mother…i like girl's romantically!" Yeee, she was never homophobic! Yeay!🎉🎉 but my dumbass thought she was and i REGRET EVERYTHING I DID
So sad 😔 but amazing 💜💖💟🎧🎧💜💖💜💖💜💖💜💖💜💖💖💜
Music video idea: can you do Family jewels is ok if you don't want too
This is pure sadness 😔
I also make gcmv btw 💖
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