Do not praise me for how long this vid is lmfao it is only 5hrs because I can’t keep my big mouth shut 🫣 you may wanna skip this one if you don’t like my rants! Thank you for being here, beautiful soul 🫂💗 🕯️Candle of the Month:🪄The Star (USE CODE ESO10 FOR 10% OFF) www.angelicmagic888.com/product/eso-tarot-star-crystal-soy-candle/467?cp=true&sa=false&sbp=false&q=false&category_id=3 www.etsy.com/listing/1599374176/eso-tarot-star-crystal-candle-with?click_key=ec0387e54b284eae5d55235854c5214fd8652a9b%3A1599374176&click_sum=7dc112e5&ref=shop_home_feat_2 🕐Timestamps🕓 Intro: 0:00 Reading Breakdown: 0:18 Pile Selection: 3:31 Make a Wish + Mini Reading: 5:08 Pile 1 (Ze Tarot): 12:01 Pile 2 (Weird Cat): 1:15:39 Pile 3 (Dream Visions): 2:27:48 Pile 4 (Trippin’ Waite): 3:46:14
Pile 3 and you just made me cry like a baby. I haven’t heard such a genuine “I’m proud of you “ in sooo long. Appreciate you so much for that. I needed it more than you know ❤
Pile 3 here. It resonated with me so much!! I beat an addiction to alcohol in 2023 (over 100 days sober now). I went from being incredibly depressed, not taking care of myself & hating myself to being my own best friend. I have a lot to be proud of & it feels SO good!! :) Thanks for the reading. I don't know why pile 3 always calls to me, but it's always a reading I can resonate with. Thanks for what you do!! :) ADDED: Also, I love that you highlighted the mental self-development work. I've put a lot of hard work into creating a more positive mindset & it has changed my life for the better. I definitely have a more positive outlook on life
I'm in pile 3 and when I heard you cry and say how proud you were of me, I understood it with all my heart and burst into tears. I keep saying thank you for saying that. Esco thank you very much for the love I have tonight 💗
Pile 3 was everything I needed to hear. I've been going through it. This means so much. "So who are you? On a soul level you are an explorer, of life, and of wisdom, and of love-and a warrior for those things. And... Earth is really lucky to have you." Thank you Eso ❤
Man I've never laughed and cried so much during a reading. This was pure pick a card therapy (pile 2) even with the booger analogy (which I loved btw haha). I love how much love, humor and just your authentic light you put into all of your readings. I'm also a reader so I understand the effort and energy it takes to do that. So thank you so much for what you do. I truly feel so seen, relieved and thankful for this video. Just wanted you to know that 💕 love ya
Intro squad: pile 1: I love my ability to empathize with everyone I meet and be kind no matter what. I never think of anyone as a monster or unable to come back from dark places.
Pile 2: this reading made me cry, also the way you were calling people who hurt us "boogers" just made me laugh and think of what an empathetic person you are. Your readings always resonate, even the mini reading was so accurate because I have been seeing the 5 of pentacles a lot lately. Much love for the deep and insightful reading, Eso🤍
Pile 3 squad, here. 👋 I haven't finished listening yet, but I just need to pause a moment to say thank you! For the last several months, I have been working on a number of things in myself and one of those has to do with religious trauma. While I originally just wanted to learn more about that religion and unpack that, it ended up leading me down a rabbit hole of learning more about cults and other exploitative spiritual practices. That Twin Flames Universe cult was just one that I ended up hearing of and I watched the documentary. I was very big on the idea of twin flames, etc. at one time. All I will say is that it didn't go so well for me, but it led me on a journey and I've grown since then. But I want to thank you because there's a dark shadow side to spirituality that no one ever talks about. Twin flames and some of the beliefs people have around that are just one of those things. I'm not saying they aren't real, or that all spirituality is bad. Not at all, especially as a spiritual person, myself. But there are always different sides of things. While there's a lot of good things that help people, there's also a lot of bad and it's important to be aware and discerning so that you don't hurt yourself or allow anyone else to. I'm proud of you for being brave enough to speak to these kinds of things, even when, ESPECIALLY when you're afraid of people getting upset about it. Because it NEEDS to be said and by more people in this community. As people committed to a path of self awareness, empowerment, and growth, it's so important to be able to look at and acknowledge the dark sides to things. Not just within our own unconscious, but also in outside people, organizations, etc, who have impact and influence in our lives. It can be scary, but on the other side is clarity and freedom. Much love and solidarity and may you continue to be a source that speaks to truth, even when it's not comfortable. ❤❤❤
@@AleenaJ777 I tend to agree at this point in my life. I worded things the way I did, however, because the fact is I don't know everything. I haven't experienced or learned all there is to know in life. For all I know, I'm wrong and I don't want to diminish someone else's experience, especially if they are experiencing some kind of healthy version of "Twin Flames". I have no idea what that would be, but you never know. For now, I prefer to believe in the importance of our own autonomy and that no relationship should infringe on that. Nor make you feel in anyway responsible for some aspect of learning, growth, development, etc, that should fall under the purview of individual autonomy and responsibility on behalf of another person.
Pile 4 here! You are just always so amazingly accurate. I’m a Leo who works in hospitality management for my day job, but passionately pursuing my music career at 32 as my dream job. You are so kind to share these beautiful messages with us! Thank you!😭💛✨
Pile 4 is so accurate, I literally have deleted instagram and Facebook because it's really draining energetically and I am trying to reconcile how my purpose aligns with the larger world around me and there's so much!! Ugh I'm struggling but trying to heal. Thank you so much for this reading and you!! You help me so much and make me feel seen and less alone in this world!
ESO!! Pile 3: I just saw this after a long hiatus from my healing journey, as you picked up on energetically. But this reading resonated with me so much!! When you said “you are the light”, it reminded me of when I was a kid and I used to notice that street lights would go out and turn back on as I would walk by them (a phenomenon that still happens to this day from time to time). My dad used to tell me “it’s because you are the light”. I cried so hard when you reiterated his words. I’m not even halfway through my reading but I just felt called to tell you just how much you speak to my soul in this one
Chose group 3, and as a recovering alcoholic/addict coming up on my 1 year anniversary on Saturday your reading really impacted me. When you cried, I cried. I’ve been working so freaking hard on myself, especially over the last 6 months. Thank you for the acknowledgment and confirmation I am on the right path. Oh, and I’m Libra sun, Virgo rising, and Capricorn moon. Sending you so much love and gratitude. 💜💜💜
Pile 3 this was incredibly accurate I have never felt so seen on a deep level. Thank you so much eso, I wrote in my daily gratitude journal how grateful I am for your content. Also you said that we would be friends in real life if we met in person and that is so true… in fact best friends. I always think that when I listen to you that we would just be two peas in a pod, we are in the astral realm ❤ Love you and appreciate you 😊
My goodness 🤯 pile 4 This felt like a personal personal reading like I can’t even tell you girl. I lost count of how many things resonated and were spot on down to the tiniest details! You’re beyond gifted ❤ thank you! 🪄💗🫂
Me too, hearing this breakdown of who I am has been both liberating and empowering. Hello to all you fellow "divine agitators", let's all "swing our energetic dicks around" (that made me laugh so much) 🤣🤣🤣 ❤ x
Pile 3 and I rarely ever comment on any videos. All I can say is wow. I’m not even done listening to the reading, but…I’m a Cap rising, and Libra sun and moon, so the elemental energy all resonated. When you said “Every Saint has a past and every sinner has a future,” it brought back memories of one of my favorite shirts, which listed that quote. I 100% was meant to listen to this reading. Thank you so much ❤️
Pile 2 ! Thank you so much for this reading Eso ! Please please please dont be so hard on yourself for your own anger and your rants ! Ive been learning to appreciate and understand where my emotions come from, and I genuinely appreciate you being angry out of protection for loving and kind individuals as well as any injustice people face. Your anger and ranting is an expression of your own kindness, just as you were channeling in the video :) I hope you learn to appreciate its own place within you. Again, thank you so much for the reading ! I hope you have a wonderful day. You've been so essential in my healing journey and connecting to myself and I hope you get everything you're meant to receive including happiness
Pile 3 ✨💜 Thank you for everything that you said. It makes me feel more human listening to you because we are so similar in the way we talk and express ourselves 🌟 not everyone can handle that shine but they can go chase shadows if they so choose!
I chose pile 3. When you said you're proud of us I started crying, I needed to hear it from someone, sometimes the work we do isn't visible to others or the results from our work take time to show up and it can get discouraging, thank you for everything you do and I hope you get all the support and recognition you deserve and need ❤
So true! I have been working on my psychological stability and for that I had to leave a job offer behind and lay low. But for people outside, especially my family it feels like I’m rotting and being lazy. I’m glad that there are signs for me out there, that I’m still loved and respected and that I’m doing great. It resonates with what I find within. Big thanks to everyone who help these signs come to surface, like ESO.
@@dariazhempalukh I'm proud of you, it must have been be difficult to make that decision. Do what's best for your health first, I hope you heal from whatever was hurting you and flourish
Hi Madison, Pile 3 here! Girl your messages are absolutely immaculate. Got me crying on my drive home and everything 💛 I love you very much and thank you for sharing your gift with us 🥹
Pile 1 was so accurate for me ❤ I have always felt the need to make myself smaller so that others that were more insecure at the time could be comfortable. Delt with alot of rejection from the past and it took a hit on my self esteem and confidence but I didn’t let it break me. I’m blessed for the things life has taught me and at the time when I was at my lowest I would ask why me instead of going through the motions, trying to think logically why things were happening to me but not feeling my way through the pain but now it made sense and although I’m not fully healed I’m proud of how far I have came. It’s crazy how the people that tried to take advantage or make you feel like you weren’t worthy get to see you at your best and it can be frightening because I’m like you said I’ve always had this power in me I just minimized myself for the comfort of others. I will continue to pray, journal and do the things needed to keep me in a positive headspace
Pile #1 here. This is, hands down, one of the most on-point and accurate readings I've ever had the pleasure of listening to. Really amazing! Thank you so much for sharing your gifts with us. 💜
Pile 3 and I echo the sentiments others have shared. I laughed out loud multiple times in reaction to how much parts resonated (e.g. I am a DID system and parts of the first level had us laughing, and when we were saving it to our "watch again" playlist, you mentioned that "you're the type of person that will (re-do?) things multiple times in order to squeeze out all the lessons you can" 😂). Thank you so much!
I love the way you talk to us. You don't need to apologize! I laugh so much and your words give so much growth and healing to me. Keep being yourself, it is medicine to others
(pile 2) Words can’t express how grateful I am that you decided to do this reading right at this moment, so I can only hope that my soul carries my joy to you. I prayed and you answered with a warm hug. Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you. I love you, never stop listening to yourself you beautiful angel
honestly, i have never listened to a reading of yours that DIDN’T resonate, but this one particularly found me at just the right time🥺🩷 I’m usually just a little lurker but oh my, pile 2 hit home and got me in my FEELINGS over here. Also, can I just say that I adore the way you express yourself whether it’s via ‘incessant boogers’ or otherwise 😂you articulate yourself beautifully in a way that is so clear and relatable so never feel like you have to dim that to avoid hurting feelings! If you feel called to deliver the message in a certain way it’s because we need to hear it.. and honestly, if I’m going to get roasted by anyone, I’m happy for it to be you..because I know it comes from a place of love and authenticity!! i won’t waffle on for too much longer but i just wanted to comment on how very accurate this was, how very gifted you are and how very lucky we are as a collective to have you in whatever capacity ✨💕 after struggling with people’s perceptions/opinions throughout my life and not feeling able to put myself out there due to confidence issues/potential rejection (chiron in leo in the 7th house btw as you did mention you were curious👀) i’m finally getting the courage to put my own tarot channel out there in the hopes that it will help even one person the way you help countless people🥰 thank you so much for sharing this message from a long time fan xo
Pile 2 was so spot on, I appreciate all your love and support it’s so genuine 🥺 sometimes people are stinky boogers and I know I need to separate their energy from infiltrating mine! Also, it’s funny you mentioned cool cats because I’ve been saying it a lot recently and actually changed my wifi name to Cool-Cats-Only 😭😎 lol love you Eso, thank you for your love and guidance always 💕
I asked spirit which pile to go with and they told me 2 and I was just pleasantly surprised by not only the reading but how you are such a kind soul yourself and I feel like you should have more encouragement for yourself too. The analogy of calling people who are rather unsavoury boogers really made me laugh. Thank you for your in depth readings, sometimes hearing words of encouragement like these are just what I need. It restores my faith in humanity when I hear people like you speak and you speak with alot of wisdom. Sending lot's of light and love to you, you're amazing and I'm glad I found your channel.
Pile 1- Eso, I’m speechless. There was so much said that resonated that I can’t even begin to list the specifics. This is 100% what I needed to hear right now, and I’m so incredibly thankful for your time, as always. Also, I read the description and I think the message you gave to me needs to be reflected to you: your “rambling” is part of your light and is what separates you from other readers and in my opinion, what makes you so great. Please continue to do readings in the ways you feel are most natural; the messages you receive are sent to YOU for a reason and that reason is because you deliver them in such a beautiful, authentic way. The Universe chose YOU. And you are so incredibly special and appreciated.
“But I’m not your mama” had me laughing out loud- through the tears. What a sweet moment.. felt very much like my guides were giving me a hug and rerouting my perspective. I’m very hard on my self & they’re always reminding me how far I’ve come. Thx for being the vessel for these messages 🤍 What a gift
Pile 3 ❤ In regards to Twins/soulmates: I feel all those special connections are there to teach you a soul lesson(s). Some stay for life, some are there for a while, some are intense and there for the short term to shake you up and wake you up. I had one soulmate that was there with me for 20+ years and we helped each other to grow up, and then one super intense soulmate (1 year) that was a whirlwind but helped each other break out of the monotony, and forced us to face each other's shadows. Now, I am in a soulmate connection that brings both of us so much peace and pleasure, and although there are soul lessons still to be learned, we help each other through it with compassion, kindness and unconditional love. ❤️ Thanks for your reading and honesty. You are wonderful 😊
I took pile 4 and Im not even exaggerting when I say that this reading helped start a whole alchemical process in my right now that is going to change my life. Your gift is insane, thank you! 🎉
Thank you for reading for the pile 4s. It was a relief to hear that our excessive giving is not even that crucial to what makes us special. The whole reading felt so inspired. Thank you so much for this and all the work you do for us ❤️
Wow, pile 1. I completely resonate with this reading too. Thank you! Yes, I do have a deep connection with trees. I've always loved being in the forest (it was a safe and comfortable place as a child). Some years ago I did an intensive energy healing session with an energy healer. For about 2 weeks before the session, trees started showing themselves to me. All were intensely beautiful and loving, some even playful. Anywho, during the session I *experienced* a vision of myself as an infant being tenderly attended to by a large family grove of trees who lifted me up as far as their branches would reach to lovingly present me to the sun and welcome me into the world. It was a time of incredible healing and magic. For a couple months now I've been in intentional retreat to do further inner healing, including inner child. It's a more expansive healing journey of allowing myself to open to whatever wants care and expression. I live alone, so my poor singing (when that energy shows up) isn't a bother to anyone but my precious dogs, and they don't seem to mind. They're so sweet that they do seem to mind when I cry though. I feel like this retreat will bring a lot of growth and movement into more of the truth of myself in powerful ways. That is my intention ~ to go into the depths and return more fully embodied and alive with gifts to share. Yes, it has been so exhausting to hold myself, my light down. I've always longed to be normal, and tried so hard to correct myself to that standard only to bury myself further. Now I see how meaningless that standard is, it's soul crushing, and I'm determined to rise and embrace my true self and rediscover magic.
Pile 3, you hit so many of my personal traits and struggles with self control and esteem. I've definitely been told good and bad things regarding my exuberance 😅 and, yes, I wear color to shout good vibes into this crazy realm we live in. Found the most wonderful person and definitely focused on our angel influenced bond. Thank you for telling me the words I need to hear. I was crying when you started crying ❤ I'm a Libra. You're on point with the air sign references. Wonderful reading ❤🎉❤ mental masochism, OMG! Soon true 😮
Pile #1: @EsoTarot we were beat (my sisters and I) and had to bend to the will of our abusers. To come out of that is a miracle from God. Everyday is a blessing and I’m grateful for freedom and renewed life. Dimming light to survive really happens to many children. I’m a testimony that we have the willpower to survive. May God bless you and thank you for what you do ❤.
Hi Eso! pile 3 here! your readings are always incredibly incisive but I geniunely had to stop this reading and take a break because i was overwhelmed by how spot on it was! that has never happened to me before and i feel almost as if i was staring into the sun! you truly have this incredible gift thank you so much for doing what you do!
pile 3 really hit home! I have been really resonating with your readings this past year. Thank you for putting the time and energy into making this content, it really makes a difference.
Pile 3 here! Always so hype whenever I see that you've posted Eso! Your readings are always so enlightening and helpful when I'm going through it or just needing some insight!Thanks! Oh almost forgot! I love how loyal I am to those I love.
Miss Eso GIRL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 🫶🏻🤍 You have no idea how much you’ve helped me develop into a more authentic version of myself. I always feel so happy, guided, and reassured with these readings and you’ve played such a big part in my growth. Words can’t express how much I LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU. ONE DAY I WILL GET RICHER AND WILL DONATE MOST OF MY LIFE SAVINGS TO YOU CAUSE GIRL YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOU’VE HELPED ME. Thank you so much for everything. ❤ Continue doing you
I am part of group 1. This is THE BEST reading I have ever had. You really brought a lot forward to me & I will keep this video saved so I can go back to it whenever I start to doubt myself. Thank you so much!
Pile 2: Thank you...I really needed to hear this today. I'm not even going through it right now but I'm so used to dealing with shitty situations and boogers that I feel like I am. I tend to neglect myself quite often so hearing your words today helped remind me to give the same love that I give out to the world to myself. Thanks again!
One of the hardest readings I’ve ever gotten. Yet the most important reading as well. Thank you. And don’t shy away from hurting our feelings or making us uncomfortable. We need it.
Thank you. ❤ Your readings are always so great. I chose Pile 3. You have no idea how powerful this messages was for me. Your acknowledgment of all the efforts to grow was so sweet. I have been working to accept and allow all of me to be shared. Being neurodivergent and not knowing my whole life I picked up a lot of messages to mask and squash all my fabulous joyful ways. I’m not too much! I’m just not for everyone and that’s ok. It’s been liberating to step fully into my own magic without having to keep the best of me to myself. Joy is my natural state, my flow, the gift given when I am present. ❤
Pile 3. Thank you for your kind words. I've been really hard on myself and felt like I haven't been doing any healing, so hearing you say how proud you are made me reframe my mindset.
Pile 3 hit so sooo close to home! I can't believe how many times I had chills running down b/c of how you perfectly described me and my life, then just taking that moment of feeling soft after you told every pile how you're proud of them for growing. You've given me reminders of the things that I try hard to do & remember, especially with joy and compassion. Not only that, but you channeling unabashedly what you're saying, despite the criticisms, gives me the strength to speak. You're absolutely amazing Eso! Thank you so much for this reading 💖💙
Pile3 checking in. Woahh you know what, when you cry and say you feel like a proud mom, that’s exactly what my mom told me today. And i’ve spent such a long time for the inner work to heal my own trauma as a kid. Being born and raised in the asian culture, it’s like a quantum jump when i heard my mon said that to me. And boooom you just tears up and say exactly the same. Thank you Eso. Thank you Universe
Eso , I was pile 3. I am very grateful for all you said, and every expresive of you that my heart needed to really hear and open myself very deeply. Thank you! God bless you!!!😘🙏
Let's have coffee! It's not easy being pile 4. Thanks for the insight on some deep, dark struggles as of late. I do know that I have Big D spiritual energy... I've unintentionally allowed the outside world to punch me in the nuts. Def needed this pep talk. Thank you, lovely and unabashed Eso!!! Stay true, my friend. 😘❤️
I’ve been struggling a lot lately with feeling like I exist for the sake of others and not myself and have no sense of individuality. This could not be more perfectly timed. Hope every month of 2024 is better for you than the last, Eso!
Pile 2: I sincerely have so much love for you, Eso. Even when you unintentionally Rick Roll me 😂 But seriously, your enthusiasm and sincerity are so so endearing. Never stop being you (I.e. a person that would apologize for saying that some people act like boogers 😂).
Pile 3 here, and Madison I just wanted to let you know that I started watching your readings when I was 14 during the pandemic and very like sad isolated internet kid core and it was your videos that opened me up to a lot of spirituality and healing, and encouraged me to do the healing that I've done. I'm 18 now and I'm way more at peace than I used to be and accepting of myself than I used to be, so like thank you. In the video you said that you were proud of all of us watching and like you've seriously been such a big part of this journey, thank you thank you thank you. I wouldn't have it any other way
Thank you ESO, just Love your readings and the Beautiful gift you carry. I am pile 2 and it made me cry as I listened. You put into words how I feel, and I wish people could be like this naturally 🥰. You’re the Best and I look forward to your posts. Wish you Love Light and Blessings and that “All your Dreams come true!!! ❤
I literally JUST took the high road. I lost my child but STILL help kids. Thsts my job is working to help autistic kids. Ty for this positive view of me. I was always the scapegoat but have made mistakes leading to pain for me. Im not letting the mocosos take me down anymore though im working on accepting that im wonderful 😌
What I love about myself- The fact that I am constantly in pursuit of healing and leading a better life. And wanting to be a better version of myself everyday.
Pile 3: balling my eyes with you, thank you eso for EVERYTHING you do, I been watching you for years now and EVERYTIME I watch and connect with your videos and page is so healing and impactful, your soul is beautiful and inspiring. I wouldn’t be on this ripple of life without the impact of yours(:
Pile 3✨ The reading highly resonated! THANK YOU BEAUTIFUL SOUL! 🙏🏼💞 As soon as you mentioned the surface level persona being a “contradiction” I immediately chuckled and was like, “Yep… this is def my pile!” 😅 I am both unassuming and intimidating to people (depends on the environment they meet me in). ☯️ Sending you infinite love and abundant blessings Eso/Maddie! This world is a much better place because of generous souls like you! 🌈🌈🌈✨✨✨🍀🍀🍀
Eso I truly have no words for the Pile 1 reading, I was really meant to see this because I was just journaling about the literal feeling that I feel that the people around me, make me feel like I should be smaller, quiter and more agreeable, and how frustrating and wrong it felt. I feel like my intuition and gut has been telling me for a while and this reading helped tons to make me realize that I need to expand, to be my truest self, to not take external judgement as a truth and let the universe help me and guide me to the path that suits me and help me get in touch with my soul. I can’t thank you enough, this is by far the reading I’ve had that resonated the most with me ever, thank you ♥️
"It's not a betrayal to others to choose yourself. It's a betrayal to yourself to be less of yourself, or keep yourself in environments where you're not accepted and supported in all that you are". That really got me. Thanks for your beautiful words ❤
4:40:35I LOVE THIS! ❤❤“Its not keeping people out permanently its forging space to stay centered so that you can interact with others in a more empowered way!” Thank you eso for being the queen that always knows what i need to hear. YOU are such a beautiful light in this world pls keeping doing what ur doing!!!! 🥺🙏✨
I just need to say I have NEVER felt understood by anyone on this entire earth until I clicked on this video. Pile 4 ❤️💗❤️💗 this was something I genuinely needed to help me out with where I’m at right now and it’s just such a beautiful thing to have someone see you on such a deep level and they’re miles and miles away. Thank you for this✊🏽❤️
eso, you eternally get me. I had pile 3, and you spoke on contradictions, but funnily both things are true. You and Kino are my two favorite readers, just for how great and detailed you are. You always resonate 😊
Pile 2. I needed these messages at the moment. thank you so much for all that you do and the light you yourself share with the world. you’re blessed on every aspect babygirl 💕✨
Waited all day to see this reading! And have been literally talking to close ones about this very thing! All day, and recently. In the "messy middle" right now and needed so very much to hear the breakdown in this way! It was such a special message that really couldn't have been brought to light by anyone else. This reading is the reason I dive, running to this channel when the notification hits! Thank you so much, Eso. I continue to stay grateful for your skills, energy, and gifts you bring to this world. ❤❤✨️✨️ Pile 1's, we rock!!! *getting in the pool*
I chose pile 3 and hearing that finding this person who I love is the most disheartening thing because I struggle with friendships, romance and anything that means I have to be social with other people. I have kind of given up on finding people who can understand me even a little bit. Everyone around me are stuck to their same old mindset and mine is forever evolving. I cannot force the people around me to change they have to want to, me on the other hand I think it’s healthy to change and want better for myself.
Eso I’m so sorry, I don’t mean to be annoying because I already commented but I just have to tell you that you’ve seriously brought me to tears just because I felt like you SEE me, and we haven’t met. You’ve spoken on things in my soul which makes sense bc that’s the point of the reading but to hear it from someone I’ve never met is such a testimony to the realness of energies, the universe and how connected we all are. I loveeeeeeee you so much eso, human to human. ~ pile 2 and 3
Pile 3 has me feeling so seen! 🎯 This honestly felt like an extremely personal reading, and it was definitely needed. Divine synchronicity. Much love and infinite blessings to you, Eso 🩵
time to time i’ll search up tarot readings when i feel i need them and before i do i always forget how accurate and touching yours are. i’ve cried to your readings a few times and it’s always so therapeutic. you say the things i need to hear truly means a lot that you take the time to make these videos. thank you ❤
Hi Eso, I really resonate with pile 3, and I would love to discuss spirit with you. I've been getting a lot of messages to say a spiritual advancement is coming, but I'm pretty much a beginner despite being interested in spirituality for many years. I love your energy, and it's reassuring to know that my intensity isn't a bad thing. Thank you for all your inspiration and messages xx
Your readings always feel like hanging out with that one friend that you feel you can take off all your masks and be truly appreciated loved and enjoyed 💖 thank you Gr 4 4:26:16 this all is so insane accurate this felt like a therapy session
Pile 4. I am amazed 😃of your reading ,you are spot on!! I am an awakened soul from Alpha Centauri.. and my soulpurpose in this life is empowerment!!! 😃😂👌🏻Thank you so much❣️🙏🏻🪽
Pile 3❤ i started crying when you did. I definitely needed to hear this. Thanks so much eso. You always do so much good for us and your community.thanks for being such a bright light and showing us the way. Its really great having you here. ⭐️🌟✨.thank you so so much. Have a very wonderful day and god bless you again❤️🩷😍
You are always so spot on and I want you to know that I've been watching you for over two years and you are a gift to this world. I was pile number 4 in this reading and I do truly love you and I'm so grateful for you.
I am a Scorpio sun, Aries moon, and Leo rising. I also just have such connection to the symbol cards like the rabbit, oyster, and butterfly. I am a rabbit in the Chinese zodiac system, my childhood nickname was Oyster, and I have been seeing butterflies all over the place lately. I totally resonate with pile 1 and really needed this message.
Thank you so much for this reading! I chose pile 1 and I feel you read me like a book. You are absolutely right that I need to share more of myself which is kind of scary, but I'm working on it. And to honor that I start by sharing my Love here! Bless you and bless my soul for guiding me to this reading 💜
Something that I love about myself is my ability to keep getting up and try and my ability to make the most of any situation. Something that I love about you is your irreverent and unfiltered nature. I love it most, when you feel comfortable being yourself. Blessings and love to all.
Realest advice “If you feel held back or like things are taking forever, it’s probably because you’re not meant to be going so fast.” Thank you on so many levels 🫶🏽
I love that i am so resilient and kind, and benevolent, and funny, and warm, and that i keep trying even if i'm not sure if it really matters, because i'm here today thanks to me, universe, others, but more especially thanks to that part of me who never gave up ❤️
One of the main reasons I keep coming back to this channel is what you call "babbling". Your conversational tone is inviting and I find myself laughing with enjoyment quite often. In fact, during this reading, I felt a big release from my heart Chakra. Overwhelming waves of love and forgiveness took hold of me. I've never experienced anything like that before. Keep making your videos and don't worry how long they are. The "babbling" is often the best part.
i love your videos. the pile i picked resinated so much and you said so many things i needed to hear where i almost cried. thank you for being authentic and kind and genuine and someone i can watch for comfort thank you!
Pile 1. This was spot on. I really wanted to thank you because you reminded me of things about myself that I already knew but sometimes you know on the surface level it's not so easy to grasp the full extent of your own soul. Honestly once I had an experience where I became my soul but it was impossible to describe it in human words. Your reading really made me feel happy about myself and I shed a little tear. Thank you so much for saying such gentle and deep words. You are a very talented reader with a very sweet voice and I enjoy your readings immensely. Take care and be happy 😊 sending love ❤
eso, first of all your voice is so comforting. i always feel so at peace whenever i listen to your readings. secondly thank you for this reading, i chose pike 3 and was bawling 😭 i have committed to working on myself and becoming better but today i just felt so shitty, it’s like all i can see are my flaws. it’s not like i don’t believe that others enjoy my presence but i have a hard time staying present and end up feeling out of place and disconnected. and it’s a lonely feeling. but for an hour and an half i didn’t feel like that. ily booger
Do not praise me for how long this vid is lmfao it is only 5hrs because I can’t keep my big mouth shut 🫣 you may wanna skip this one if you don’t like my rants! Thank you for being here, beautiful soul 🫂💗
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🕐Timestamps🕓
Intro: 0:00
Reading Breakdown: 0:18
Pile Selection: 3:31
Make a Wish + Mini Reading: 5:08
Pile 1 (Ze Tarot): 12:01
Pile 2 (Weird Cat): 1:15:39
Pile 3 (Dream Visions): 2:27:48
Pile 4 (Trippin’ Waite): 3:46:14
Hello Eso, just wondering, do you do personal readings? 🥹
I like your rants 😅❤
Rant away, doll!
I love your ranting ,, the voices ya do YOU ARE FREAKING ADORABLE !!!
I love your rants!
“Onions have layers, ogres have layers” is the first thing that came to mind when I saw the title, Shrek is love and so are you Eso💚
Um I went to a Shrek Rave this weekend and ngl it was partly cuz of Eso. I’m like, gotta get shrektacular!
😄I live by that quote
Shrek is love, shrek is life ❤
My favorite saying!
Shrek ❤️
Pile 4. “You may give a lot, out of fear that you’re not enough.” Eso just has this way of saying what we didn’t even know we needed to hear.
Pile 3 and you just made me cry like a baby. I haven’t heard such a genuine “I’m proud of you “ in sooo long. Appreciate you so much for that. I needed it more than you know ❤
Me too, made me tear up❤
Sameee! She cried like she tapped into all the suffering I overcame in life. 🥹❤
I don't know you but I'm proud of you too 🥹
ME TOO HAHA
Me too, thank you so much dear Eso ♥
Pile 3 here. It resonated with me so much!! I beat an addiction to alcohol in 2023 (over 100 days sober now). I went from being incredibly depressed, not taking care of myself & hating myself to being my own best friend. I have a lot to be proud of & it feels SO good!! :) Thanks for the reading. I don't know why pile 3 always calls to me, but it's always a reading I can resonate with. Thanks for what you do!! :)
ADDED: Also, I love that you highlighted the mental self-development work. I've put a lot of hard work into creating a more positive mindset & it has changed my life for the better. I definitely have a more positive outlook on life
I'm in pile 3 and when I heard you cry and say how proud you were of me, I understood it with all my heart and burst into tears. I keep saying thank you for saying that. Esco thank you very much for the love I have tonight 💗
Pile 3 was everything I needed to hear. I've been going through it. This means so much. "So who are you? On a soul level you are an explorer, of life, and of wisdom, and of love-and a warrior for those things. And... Earth is really lucky to have you." Thank you Eso ❤
Man I've never laughed and cried so much during a reading. This was pure pick a card therapy (pile 2) even with the booger analogy (which I loved btw haha). I love how much love, humor and just your authentic light you put into all of your readings. I'm also a reader so I understand the effort and energy it takes to do that. So thank you so much for what you do. I truly feel so seen, relieved and thankful for this video. Just wanted you to know that 💕 love ya
Wow, thank you so much!!! This is beyond generous💗 It's always so lovely when fellow readers validate my exhaustion hahaha sending love right back!
Intro squad: pile 1:
I love my ability to empathize with everyone I meet and be kind no matter what. I never think of anyone as a monster or unable to come back from dark places.
Pile 2: this reading made me cry, also the way you were calling people who hurt us "boogers" just made me laugh and think of what an empathetic person you are. Your readings always resonate, even the mini reading was so accurate because I have been seeing the 5 of pentacles a lot lately. Much love for the deep and insightful reading, Eso🤍
Pile 3 squad, here. 👋
I haven't finished listening yet, but I just need to pause a moment to say thank you!
For the last several months, I have been working on a number of things in myself and one of those has to do with religious trauma. While I originally just wanted to learn more about that religion and unpack that, it ended up leading me down a rabbit hole of learning more about cults and other exploitative spiritual practices. That Twin Flames Universe cult was just one that I ended up hearing of and I watched the documentary.
I was very big on the idea of twin flames, etc. at one time. All I will say is that it didn't go so well for me, but it led me on a journey and I've grown since then.
But I want to thank you because there's a dark shadow side to spirituality that no one ever talks about. Twin flames and some of the beliefs people have around that are just one of those things. I'm not saying they aren't real, or that all spirituality is bad. Not at all, especially as a spiritual person, myself. But there are always different sides of things. While there's a lot of good things that help people, there's also a lot of bad and it's important to be aware and discerning so that you don't hurt yourself or allow anyone else to.
I'm proud of you for being brave enough to speak to these kinds of things, even when, ESPECIALLY when you're afraid of people getting upset about it. Because it NEEDS to be said and by more people in this community.
As people committed to a path of self awareness, empowerment, and growth, it's so important to be able to look at and acknowledge the dark sides to things. Not just within our own unconscious, but also in outside people, organizations, etc, who have impact and influence in our lives. It can be scary, but on the other side is clarity and freedom.
Much love and solidarity and may you continue to be a source that speaks to truth, even when it's not comfortable. ❤❤❤
@@AleenaJ777 I tend to agree at this point in my life. I worded things the way I did, however, because the fact is I don't know everything. I haven't experienced or learned all there is to know in life. For all I know, I'm wrong and I don't want to diminish someone else's experience, especially if they are experiencing some kind of healthy version of "Twin Flames". I have no idea what that would be, but you never know. For now, I prefer to believe in the importance of our own autonomy and that no relationship should infringe on that. Nor make you feel in anyway responsible for some aspect of learning, growth, development, etc, that should fall under the purview of individual autonomy and responsibility on behalf of another person.
Pile 4 here! You are just always so amazingly accurate. I’m a Leo who works in hospitality management for my day job, but passionately pursuing my music career at 32 as my dream job. You are so kind to share these beautiful messages with us! Thank you!😭💛✨
Pile 4 is so accurate, I literally have deleted instagram and Facebook because it's really draining energetically and I am trying to reconcile how my purpose aligns with the larger world around me and there's so much!! Ugh I'm struggling but trying to heal. Thank you so much for this reading and you!! You help me so much and make me feel seen and less alone in this world!
ESO!! Pile 3: I just saw this after a long hiatus from my healing journey, as you picked up on energetically. But this reading resonated with me so much!! When you said “you are the light”, it reminded me of when I was a kid and I used to notice that street lights would go out and turn back on as I would walk by them (a phenomenon that still happens to this day from time to time). My dad used to tell me “it’s because you are the light”. I cried so hard when you reiterated his words. I’m not even halfway through my reading but I just felt called to tell you just how much you speak to my soul in this one
Chose group 3, and as a recovering alcoholic/addict coming up on my 1 year anniversary on Saturday your reading really impacted me. When you cried, I cried. I’ve been working so freaking hard on myself, especially over the last 6 months. Thank you for the acknowledgment and confirmation I am on the right path. Oh, and I’m Libra sun, Virgo rising, and Capricorn moon. Sending you so much love and gratitude. 💜💜💜
@@EllaBella-76 yes!!!! We can do this! I am so happy for you and your recovery! 💜💙💜
Another pile 3 here and I just want to say congratulations 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️ I’m so proud of you and want to just send you so much love and peace.
@@annemarie33333 thank you so much!!!! 💜💜💜💜
Pile 3 and I just made it 2 years in January... Keep going, it's gets even better
more power to you
Pile 3 this was incredibly accurate I have never felt so seen on a deep level. Thank you so much eso, I wrote in my daily gratitude journal how grateful I am for your content. Also you said that we would be friends in real life if we met in person and that is so true… in fact best friends. I always think that when I listen to you that we would just be two peas in a pod, we are in the astral realm ❤ Love you and appreciate you 😊
My goodness 🤯 pile 4
This felt like a personal personal reading like I can’t even tell you girl. I lost count of how many things resonated and were spot on down to the tiniest details! You’re beyond gifted ❤ thank you! 🪄💗🫂
Same, pile 4 too. Seems like we’re on the same boat! From one ball of light to another, follow your joy and may you realise the wonder all around you.
Same here ladies! Never dull your sunshine for someone else's darkness!
same here - lets go make waves for the greater good!
Me too, hearing this breakdown of who I am has been both liberating and empowering. Hello to all you fellow "divine agitators", let's all "swing our energetic dicks around" (that made me laugh so much) 🤣🤣🤣 ❤ x
Pile 3 and I rarely ever comment on any videos. All I can say is wow. I’m not even done listening to the reading, but…I’m a Cap rising, and Libra sun and moon, so the elemental energy all resonated. When you said “Every Saint has a past and every sinner has a future,” it brought back memories of one of my favorite shirts, which listed that quote. I 100% was meant to listen to this reading. Thank you so much ❤️
Pile 2 ! Thank you so much for this reading Eso !
Please please please dont be so hard on yourself for your own anger and your rants ! Ive been learning to appreciate and understand where my emotions come from, and I genuinely appreciate you being angry out of protection for loving and kind individuals as well as any injustice people face. Your anger and ranting is an expression of your own kindness, just as you were channeling in the video :) I hope you learn to appreciate its own place within you.
Again, thank you so much for the reading ! I hope you have a wonderful day. You've been so essential in my healing journey and connecting to myself and I hope you get everything you're meant to receive including happiness
Pile 3 ✨💜 Thank you for everything that you said. It makes me feel more human listening to you because we are so similar in the way we talk and express ourselves 🌟 not everyone can handle that shine but they can go chase shadows if they so choose!
I chose pile 3. When you said you're proud of us I started crying, I needed to hear it from someone, sometimes the work we do isn't visible to others or the results from our work take time to show up and it can get discouraging, thank you for everything you do and I hope you get all the support and recognition you deserve and need ❤
So true! I have been working on my psychological stability and for that I had to leave a job offer behind and lay low. But for people outside, especially my family it feels like I’m rotting and being lazy.
I’m glad that there are signs for me out there, that I’m still loved and respected and that I’m doing great. It resonates with what I find within. Big thanks to everyone who help these signs come to surface, like ESO.
@@dariazhempalukh I'm proud of you, it must have been be difficult to make that decision. Do what's best for your health first, I hope you heal from whatever was hurting you and flourish
Hi Madison, Pile 3 here! Girl your messages are absolutely immaculate. Got me crying on my drive home and everything 💛 I love you very much and thank you for sharing your gift with us 🥹
Pile 1 was so accurate for me ❤ I have always felt the need to make myself smaller so that others that were more insecure at the time could be comfortable. Delt with alot of rejection from the past and it took a hit on my self esteem and confidence but I didn’t let it break me. I’m blessed for the things life has taught me and at the time when I was at my lowest I would ask why me instead of going through the motions, trying to think logically why things were happening to me but not feeling my way through the pain but now it made sense and although I’m not fully healed I’m proud of how far I have came. It’s crazy how the people that tried to take advantage or make you feel like you weren’t worthy get to see you at your best and it can be frightening because I’m like you said I’ve always had this power in me I just minimized myself for the comfort of others. I will continue to pray, journal and do the things needed to keep me in a positive headspace
Pile #1 here. This is, hands down, one of the most on-point and accurate readings I've ever had the pleasure of listening to. Really amazing! Thank you so much for sharing your gifts with us. 💜
Pile 3 and I echo the sentiments others have shared. I laughed out loud multiple times in reaction to how much parts resonated (e.g. I am a DID system and parts of the first level had us laughing, and when we were saving it to our "watch again" playlist, you mentioned that "you're the type of person that will (re-do?) things multiple times in order to squeeze out all the lessons you can" 😂).
Thank you so much!
I love the way you talk to us. You don't need to apologize! I laugh so much and your words give so much growth and healing to me. Keep being yourself, it is medicine to others
(pile 2) Words can’t express how grateful I am that you decided to do this reading right at this moment, so I can only hope that my soul carries my joy to you. I prayed and you answered with a warm hug. Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you. I love you, never stop listening to yourself you beautiful angel
I feel the same. ❤
Me as well ❤
Eso has so profoundly & beautifully articulated !! Like the adage, "It takes one to know one."💜🌟
honestly, i have never listened to a reading of yours that DIDN’T resonate, but this one particularly found me at just the right time🥺🩷 I’m usually just a little lurker but oh my, pile 2 hit home and got me in my FEELINGS over here. Also, can I just say that I adore the way you express yourself whether it’s via ‘incessant boogers’ or otherwise 😂you articulate yourself beautifully in a way that is so clear and relatable so never feel like you have to dim that to avoid hurting feelings! If you feel called to deliver the message in a certain way it’s because we need to hear it.. and honestly, if I’m going to get roasted by anyone, I’m happy for it to be you..because I know it comes from a place of love and authenticity!! i won’t waffle on for too much longer but i just wanted to comment on how very accurate this was, how very gifted you are and how very lucky we are as a collective to have you in whatever capacity ✨💕 after struggling with people’s perceptions/opinions throughout my life and not feeling able to put myself out there due to confidence issues/potential rejection (chiron in leo in the 7th house btw as you did mention you were curious👀) i’m finally getting the courage to put my own tarot channel out there in the hopes that it will help even one person the way you help countless people🥰 thank you so much for sharing this message from a long time fan xo
Pile 2 was so spot on, I appreciate all your love and support it’s so genuine 🥺 sometimes people are stinky boogers and I know I need to separate their energy from infiltrating mine! Also, it’s funny you mentioned cool cats because I’ve been saying it a lot recently and actually changed my wifi name to Cool-Cats-Only 😭😎 lol love you Eso, thank you for your love and guidance always 💕
I asked spirit which pile to go with and they told me 2 and I was just pleasantly surprised by not only the reading but how you are such a kind soul yourself and I feel like you should have more encouragement for yourself too. The analogy of calling people who are rather unsavoury boogers really made me laugh. Thank you for your in depth readings, sometimes hearing words of encouragement like these are just what I need. It restores my faith in humanity when I hear people like you speak and you speak with alot of wisdom.
Sending lot's of light and love to you, you're amazing and I'm glad I found your channel.
Pile 1- Eso, I’m speechless. There was so much said that resonated that I can’t even begin to list the specifics. This is 100% what I needed to hear right now, and I’m so incredibly thankful for your time, as always. Also, I read the description and I think the message you gave to me needs to be reflected to you: your “rambling” is part of your light and is what separates you from other readers and in my opinion, what makes you so great. Please continue to do readings in the ways you feel are most natural; the messages you receive are sent to YOU for a reason and that reason is because you deliver them in such a beautiful, authentic way. The Universe chose YOU. And you are so incredibly special and appreciated.
“……Cosplay as a sapling….” Love it Eso!✨😊
“But I’m not your mama” had me laughing out loud- through the tears. What a sweet moment.. felt very much like my guides were giving me a hug and rerouting my perspective. I’m very hard on my self & they’re always reminding me how far I’ve come. Thx for being the vessel for these messages 🤍 What a gift
Pile 3 ❤
In regards to Twins/soulmates: I feel all those special connections are there to teach you a soul lesson(s). Some stay for life, some are there for a while, some are intense and there for the short term to shake you up and wake you up.
I had one soulmate that was there with me for 20+ years and we helped each other to grow up, and then one super intense soulmate (1 year) that was a whirlwind but helped each other break out of the monotony, and forced us to face each other's shadows. Now, I am in a soulmate connection that brings both of us so much peace and pleasure, and although there are soul lessons still to be learned, we help each other through it with compassion, kindness and unconditional love. ❤️
Thanks for your reading and honesty. You are wonderful 😊
I took pile 4 and Im not even exaggerting when I say that this reading helped start a whole alchemical process in my right now that is going to change my life. Your gift is insane, thank you! 🎉
Thank you for reading for the pile 4s. It was a relief to hear that our excessive giving is not even that crucial to what makes us special. The whole reading felt so inspired. Thank you so much for this and all the work you do for us ❤️
Wow, pile 1. I completely resonate with this reading too. Thank you!
Yes, I do have a deep connection with trees. I've always loved being in the forest (it was a safe and comfortable place as a child). Some years ago I did an intensive energy healing session with an energy healer. For about 2 weeks before the session, trees started showing themselves to me. All were intensely beautiful and loving, some even playful. Anywho, during the session I *experienced* a vision of myself as an infant being tenderly attended to by a large family grove of trees who lifted me up as far as their branches would reach to lovingly present me to the sun and welcome me into the world. It was a time of incredible healing and magic.
For a couple months now I've been in intentional retreat to do further inner healing, including inner child. It's a more expansive healing journey of allowing myself to open to whatever wants care and expression. I live alone, so my poor singing (when that energy shows up) isn't a bother to anyone but my precious dogs, and they don't seem to mind. They're so sweet that they do seem to mind when I cry though. I feel like this retreat will bring a lot of growth and movement into more of the truth of myself in powerful ways. That is my intention ~ to go into the depths and return more fully embodied and alive with gifts to share.
Yes, it has been so exhausting to hold myself, my light down. I've always longed to be normal, and tried so hard to correct myself to that standard only to bury myself further. Now I see how meaningless that standard is, it's soul crushing, and I'm determined to rise and embrace my true self and rediscover magic.
This was so beautifully explained
Pile 2 made me cry. Your readings always make me cry in the best ways. Thank you ESO! We love you so much!! ❤
Pile 3, you hit so many of my personal traits and struggles with self control and esteem. I've definitely been told good and bad things regarding my exuberance 😅 and, yes, I wear color to shout good vibes into this crazy realm we live in. Found the most wonderful person and definitely focused on our angel influenced bond. Thank you for telling me the words I need to hear. I was crying when you started crying ❤ I'm a Libra. You're on point with the air sign references. Wonderful reading ❤🎉❤ mental masochism, OMG! Soon true 😮
I meant, sooooo true, not, soon true lol 😆
Pile #1: @EsoTarot we were beat (my sisters and I) and had to bend to the will of our abusers. To come out of that is a miracle from God. Everyday is a blessing and I’m grateful for freedom and renewed life. Dimming light to survive really happens to many children. I’m a testimony that we have the willpower to survive. May God bless you and thank you for what you do ❤.
Wow, same pile. Same story. We are survivors!
Hi Eso! pile 3 here! your readings are always incredibly incisive but I geniunely had to stop this reading and take a break because i was overwhelmed by how spot on it was! that has never happened to me before and i feel almost as if i was staring into the sun! you truly have this incredible gift thank you so much for doing what you do!
I cried 🥹 pile 4 made me feel so seen and loved. Thank you 💗
pile 3 really hit home!
I have been really resonating with your readings this past year. Thank you for putting the time and energy into making this content, it really makes a difference.
Pile 3 here! Always so hype whenever I see that you've posted Eso! Your readings are always so enlightening and helpful when I'm going through it or just needing some insight!Thanks! Oh almost forgot! I love how loyal I am to those I love.
Miss Eso GIRL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 🫶🏻🤍 You have no idea how much you’ve helped me develop into a more authentic version of myself. I always feel so happy, guided, and reassured with these readings and you’ve played such a big part in my growth. Words can’t express how much I LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU. ONE DAY I WILL GET RICHER AND WILL DONATE MOST OF MY LIFE SAVINGS TO YOU CAUSE GIRL YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOU’VE HELPED ME. Thank you so much for everything. ❤ Continue doing you
I am part of group 1. This is THE BEST reading I have ever had. You really brought a lot forward to me & I will keep this video saved so I can go back to it whenever I start to doubt myself. Thank you so much!
Pile 2: Thank you...I really needed to hear this today. I'm not even going through it right now but I'm so used to dealing with shitty situations and boogers that I feel like I am. I tend to neglect myself quite often so hearing your words today helped remind me to give the same love that I give out to the world to myself. Thanks again!
Group 2- still listening, so grateful for this reflection. I'm too exhausted right now to scale out and you did it for me ❤❤❤😊
One of the hardest readings I’ve ever gotten. Yet the most important reading as well. Thank you. And don’t shy away from hurting our feelings or making us uncomfortable. We need it.
Pile 4 💗 tysm for all that you do! You said everything I needed to hear.. Sending you love and peace.
Thank you. ❤ Your readings are always so great. I chose Pile 3. You have no idea how powerful this messages was for me. Your acknowledgment of all the efforts to grow was so sweet. I have been working to accept and allow all of me to be shared. Being neurodivergent and not knowing my whole life I picked up a lot of messages to mask and squash all my fabulous joyful ways. I’m not too much! I’m just not for everyone and that’s ok. It’s been liberating to step fully into my own magic without having to keep the best of me to myself. Joy is my natural state, my flow, the gift given when I am present. ❤
Pile 3. Thank you for your kind words. I've been really hard on myself and felt like I haven't been doing any healing, so hearing you say how proud you are made me reframe my mindset.
Pile 3 hit so sooo close to home! I can't believe how many times I had chills running down b/c of how you perfectly described me and my life, then just taking that moment of feeling soft after you told every pile how you're proud of them for growing.
You've given me reminders of the things that I try hard to do & remember, especially with joy and compassion. Not only that, but you channeling unabashedly what you're saying, despite the criticisms, gives me the strength to speak. You're absolutely amazing Eso!
Thank you so much for this reading 💖💙
Pile 3. Really resonated. Thank you for sharing your gift.
In pile 3, always 😂❤
Pile3 checking in. Woahh you know what, when you cry and say you feel like a proud mom, that’s exactly what my mom told me today. And i’ve spent such a long time for the inner work to heal my own trauma as a kid. Being born and raised in the asian culture, it’s like a quantum jump when i heard my mon said that to me. And boooom you just tears up and say exactly the same. Thank you Eso. Thank you Universe
Pile 2 here. You were spot on and you made me feel so warm and appreciated!
Eso , I was pile 3. I am very grateful for all you said, and every expresive of you that my heart needed to really hear and open myself very deeply. Thank you! God bless you!!!😘🙏
#1 That was an amazing and beautiful reading. Thank you for your loving words and your support ❤
Let's have coffee! It's not easy being pile 4. Thanks for the insight on some deep, dark struggles as of late. I do know that I have Big D spiritual energy... I've unintentionally allowed the outside world to punch me in the nuts.
Def needed this pep talk.
Thank you, lovely and unabashed Eso!!! Stay true, my friend. 😘❤️
I’ve been struggling a lot lately with feeling like I exist for the sake of others and not myself and have no sense of individuality. This could not be more perfectly timed. Hope every month of 2024 is better for you than the last, Eso!
Pile 1. I literally almost cried. I have never felt so seen. Thank you for allowing our Divine Spirit to use you Eso! Girl you have a gift! ✨ 💕
I am pile 1 and I am terrified at how accurate your reading for me is.
And I am so intensely grateful for this!
Pile 3 😁 Thank you for your message I felt that deeply. 💜🙏 You are so sweet, thank you for sharing yourself with the collective ✨️
Pile 2: I sincerely have so much love for you, Eso. Even when you unintentionally Rick Roll me 😂 But seriously, your enthusiasm and sincerity are so so endearing. Never stop being you (I.e. a person that would apologize for saying that some people act like boogers 😂).
Pile 3 here, and Madison I just wanted to let you know that I started watching your readings when I was 14 during the pandemic and very like sad isolated internet kid core and it was your videos that opened me up to a lot of spirituality and healing, and encouraged me to do the healing that I've done. I'm 18 now and I'm way more at peace than I used to be and accepting of myself than I used to be, so like thank you. In the video you said that you were proud of all of us watching and like you've seriously been such a big part of this journey, thank you thank you thank you. I wouldn't have it any other way
Thank you ESO, just Love your readings and the Beautiful gift you carry. I am pile 2 and it made me cry as I listened. You put into words how I feel, and I wish people could be like this naturally 🥰. You’re the Best and I look forward to your posts. Wish you Love Light and Blessings and that “All your Dreams come true!!! ❤
I literally JUST took the high road. I lost my child but STILL help kids. Thsts my job is working to help autistic kids. Ty for this positive view of me. I was always the scapegoat but have made mistakes leading to pain for me. Im not letting the mocosos take me down anymore though im working on accepting that im wonderful 😌
pile 3, I just feel like i am everything, I can’t be fit in a box but thank you so much for the reading. I am proud of myself too.🥹🤍
What I love about myself- The fact that I am constantly in pursuit of healing and leading a better life. And wanting to be a better version of myself everyday.
eso youre so sweet im pile 3 and I literally started crying with you thank you so much babe it means a lot youre my og pick a card person I love you
Pile 3: balling my eyes with you, thank you eso for EVERYTHING you do, I been watching you for years now and EVERYTIME I watch and connect with your videos and page is so healing and impactful, your soul is beautiful and inspiring. I wouldn’t be on this ripple of life without the impact of yours(:
Pile 3✨ The reading highly resonated! THANK YOU BEAUTIFUL SOUL! 🙏🏼💞
As soon as you mentioned the surface level persona being a “contradiction” I immediately chuckled and was like, “Yep… this is def my pile!” 😅 I am both unassuming and intimidating to people (depends on the environment they meet me in). ☯️
Sending you infinite love and abundant blessings Eso/Maddie! This world is a much better place because of generous souls like you! 🌈🌈🌈✨✨✨🍀🍀🍀
Eso I truly have no words for the Pile 1 reading, I was really meant to see this because I was just journaling about the literal feeling that I feel that the people around me, make me feel like I should be smaller, quiter and more agreeable, and how frustrating and wrong it felt. I feel like my intuition and gut has been telling me for a while and this reading helped tons to make me realize that I need to expand, to be my truest self, to not take external judgement as a truth and let the universe help me and guide me to the path that suits me and help me get in touch with my soul. I can’t thank you enough, this is by far the reading I’ve had that resonated the most with me ever, thank you ♥️
"It's not a betrayal to others to choose yourself. It's a betrayal to yourself to be less of yourself, or keep yourself in environments where you're not accepted and supported in all that you are". That really got me. Thanks for your beautiful words ❤
Oooo which pile was that from?
@@sashabenitez5992Pile 2!
@@sashabenitez5992 pile 2!
Group 4 here Eso, thank you for this beautiful reading, it was like a virtual hug❤
4:40:35I LOVE THIS! ❤❤“Its not keeping people out permanently its forging space to stay centered so that you can interact with others in a more empowered way!” Thank you eso for being the queen that always knows what i need to hear. YOU are such a beautiful light in this world pls keeping doing what ur doing!!!! 🥺🙏✨
I just need to say I have NEVER felt understood by anyone on this entire earth until I clicked on this video. Pile 4 ❤️💗❤️💗 this was something I genuinely needed to help me out with where I’m at right now and it’s just such a beautiful thing to have someone see you on such a deep level and they’re miles and miles away. Thank you for this✊🏽❤️
eso, you eternally get me. I had pile 3, and you spoke on contradictions, but funnily both things are true. You and Kino are my two favorite readers, just for how great and detailed you are. You always resonate 😊
Pile 2. I needed these messages at the moment.
thank you so much for all that you do and the light you yourself share with the world.
you’re blessed on every aspect babygirl 💕✨
Waited all day to see this reading! And have been literally talking to close ones about this very thing! All day, and recently. In the "messy middle" right now and needed so very much to hear the breakdown in this way! It was such a special message that really couldn't have been brought to light by anyone else. This reading is the reason I dive, running to this channel when the notification hits! Thank you so much, Eso. I continue to stay grateful for your skills, energy, and gifts you bring to this world. ❤❤✨️✨️
Pile 1's, we rock!!!
*getting in the pool*
I chose pile 3 and hearing that finding this person who I love is the most disheartening thing because I struggle with friendships, romance and anything that means I have to be social with other people. I have kind of given up on finding people who can understand me even a little bit. Everyone around me are stuck to their same old mindset and mine is forever evolving. I cannot force the people around me to change they have to want to, me on the other hand I think it’s healthy to change and want better for myself.
Eso I’m so sorry, I don’t mean to be annoying because I already commented but I just have to tell you that you’ve seriously brought me to tears just because I felt like you SEE me, and we haven’t met. You’ve spoken on things in my soul which makes sense bc that’s the point of the reading but to hear it from someone I’ve never met is such a testimony to the realness of energies, the universe and how connected we all are. I loveeeeeeee you so much eso, human to human.
~ pile 2 and 3
Pile 3 has me feeling so seen! 🎯 This honestly felt like an extremely personal reading, and it was definitely needed. Divine synchronicity. Much love and infinite blessings to you, Eso 🩵
Thank you eso!! I picked pile 4…. I’ll be back to update🫀💕🦄✊🏽
time to time i’ll search up tarot readings when i feel i need them and before i do i always forget how accurate and touching yours are. i’ve cried to your readings a few times and it’s always so therapeutic. you say the things i need to hear truly means a lot that you take the time to make these videos. thank you ❤
Hi Eso, I really resonate with pile 3, and I would love to discuss spirit with you. I've been getting a lot of messages to say a spiritual advancement is coming, but I'm pretty much a beginner despite being interested in spirituality for many years. I love your energy, and it's reassuring to know that my intensity isn't a bad thing. Thank you for all your inspiration and messages xx
Pile 4. That's me 100%. You nailed it.
Your readings always feel like hanging out with that one friend that you feel you can take off all your masks and be truly appreciated loved and enjoyed 💖 thank you
Gr 4 4:26:16 this all is so insane accurate this felt like a therapy session
Pile 4. I am amazed 😃of your reading ,you are spot on!! I am an awakened soul from Alpha Centauri.. and my soulpurpose in this life is empowerment!!! 😃😂👌🏻Thank you so much❣️🙏🏻🪽
Pile 3❤ i started crying when you did. I definitely needed to hear this. Thanks so much eso. You always do so much good for us and your community.thanks for being such a bright light and showing us the way. Its really great having you here. ⭐️🌟✨.thank you so so much. Have a very wonderful day and god bless you again❤️🩷😍
You are always so spot on and I want you to know that I've been watching you for over two years and you are a gift to this world. I was pile number 4 in this reading and I do truly love you and I'm so grateful for you.
I am a Scorpio sun, Aries moon, and Leo rising. I also just have such connection to the symbol cards like the rabbit, oyster, and butterfly. I am a rabbit in the Chinese zodiac system, my childhood nickname was Oyster, and I have been seeing butterflies all over the place lately. I totally resonate with pile 1 and really needed this message.
scorpio sun aries moon here and chose pile 1 😎🤝
Thank you so much for this reading! I chose pile 1 and I feel you read me like a book. You are absolutely right that I need to share more of myself which is kind of scary, but I'm working on it. And to honor that I start by sharing my Love here! Bless you and bless my soul for guiding me to this reading 💜
Something that I love about myself is my ability to keep getting up and try and my ability to make the most of any situation. Something that I love about you is your irreverent and unfiltered nature. I love it most, when you feel comfortable being yourself. Blessings and love to all.
Realest advice “If you feel held back or like things are taking forever, it’s probably because you’re not meant to be going so fast.” Thank you on so many levels 🫶🏽
I love that i am so resilient and kind, and benevolent, and funny, and warm, and that i keep trying even if i'm not sure if it really matters, because i'm here today thanks to me, universe, others, but more especially thanks to that part of me who never gave up ❤️
One of the main reasons I keep coming back to this channel is what you call "babbling". Your conversational tone is inviting and I find myself laughing with enjoyment quite often.
In fact, during this reading, I felt a big release from my heart Chakra. Overwhelming waves of love and forgiveness took hold of me. I've never experienced anything like that before.
Keep making your videos and don't worry how long they are. The "babbling" is often the best part.
ESO I hope you see this!! Thank you so much for everything you do & for being such a beautiful soul 🙏🏼❤️ I hope you are blessed always!!
i love your videos. the pile i picked resinated so much and you said so many things i needed to hear where i almost cried. thank you for being authentic and kind and genuine and someone i can watch for comfort thank you!
Pile 1. This was spot on. I really wanted to thank you because you reminded me of things about myself that I already knew but sometimes you know on the surface level it's not so easy to grasp the full extent of your own soul. Honestly once I had an experience where I became my soul but it was impossible to describe it in human words. Your reading really made me feel happy about myself and I shed a little tear. Thank you so much for saying such gentle and deep words. You are a very talented reader with a very sweet voice and I enjoy your readings immensely. Take care and be happy 😊 sending love ❤
eso, first of all your voice is so comforting. i always feel so at peace whenever i listen to your readings. secondly thank you for this reading, i chose pike 3 and was bawling 😭 i have committed to working on myself and becoming better but today i just felt so shitty, it’s like all i can see are my flaws. it’s not like i don’t believe that others enjoy my presence but i have a hard time staying present and end up feeling out of place and disconnected. and it’s a lonely feeling. but for an hour and an half i didn’t feel like that. ily booger