Self Rejection & being perfect

This video is about self rejection and the stress that comes with it. If you feel the pressure of having to live up to expectations, chances are you will reject yourself in the process. • Self Rejection & being...

[@ponchoweiichnich1776]

I completely agree with what you said except for one thing. I can't truly believe in any greater intelligence as another instance, sample, system or whatever you want to call it.
It's not that I reject the idea completely. I just never could honestly feel that great intelligence, at least I can't remember one single second in which I had felt that. I just see it as an possible option and try to keep an open mind about it being a possibility as well as maybe also being just a concept of imagination and projection of the mind. As you kind of said...well the other way around but this is just what in means conversely: as long as you don't feel it, it's not there.
Way more plausible to me would be, that that condition of complete balance and so on, which you described with the features of "the" greater intelligence is just the state you are in as an unexperienced and therefore unencumbered being that just existed in a state of being nurtured and receiving, scarcely having to do anything to be alive and being at peace.
Well... that being said I yet want to thank you for the interesting points you made and hope that your work will help others. I wish you all the very best. Self rejection indeed is a hell of a cycle and a living hell.
I anyhow decided it's best to end my life soon. Peacefully, painlessly by overdosing in an efficiently safe way so I won't have the risk of surviving and living even more disabled than I am already. I am only 23 years old yet I can't find the willpower to change my situations and thought patterns and associations since 5th grade more or less which I never understood and always rejected. I had a good childhood at least. I'm not making much sense right now. All I know is I cannot get out of this cycle of self rejection.
All the best for you people

[@pbmbuss]

How are you doing now?

[@ayumerta]

I love this Bob!

[@LindaW54]

I got it, thank you.

[@ramaheitastageo7565]

tankyou