@@ussama8960 bro nil you speaking facts but getting attractive is much easier these days with just a bit of effort like taking care of you health,going to the gym,using proper body hygiene products
I missed a class today, but looking back at the recording (online school btw) someone in my class asked where I was. I've never felt so appreciated. It's been 30 minutes and I still just cannot stop smiling
The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, embracing my clothes with my pictures scattered around her, I saw so much love beyond the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard, in the midst of this great sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide. I saw that Tumble (my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could have ever imagined. Every time someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, seeing that I wasn't me, he would lie in front of the door and keep waiting for me. The day after my suicide. I felt my sister's love when I saw her sitting in her room with tears in her eyes. I remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. processing moments. The day after my suicide. I felt how important my best friend was. They were looking at all of our pictures together... remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide. I felt sad for my teachers. They blamed themselves for noticing it. At night I went to the morgue to find myself. I was sad. I looked at myself and said: “So many dreams we had,” “So many loved ones,” “So many people we’re going to meet,” “You had so many people who loved you, but you threw them all away?” You must have a lot of courage to end your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win? " Thank God it was just a vision. to remember. You are still here and you can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. The most beautiful, the smartest and the strongest. Make this yours. Save it in notes and read it later. - A person on RUclips🇧🇷
You made me tear up. Thank you for writing this. People can easily say "oh but life is a gift" but when you're stuck in that deep dark "puddle" you see nothing but drowning.
Yes, peaceful, but the saddest, because that's the time we can cry, and the time we reflect on our(my) depressing life, and all the mistakes we(I) have made.
i feel like sitting on a roof, or a hill, just looking into the sunrise at 4 am. playlists like these always bring out the most intense feelings or thoughts, I feel like there's so much more to life than what I've experienced, and I really want to just run away and do everything I've dreamed of.
@@maartjedannenberg4056 this is exactly what i was thinking before reading your comment; "I feel the exact same way as it's describe" it could not have been better said and thank you for that
Awesome comment ❤ I felt the exact same way and decided, after finishing school, to go to Australia for one year. I travelled through the country and had an amazing time. Unfortunately I had drug issues and still battle with mental scars from that. But I know how amazing life can be, and that makes me keep going and in the end suceed! I can only recommend everyone to follow their heart. If you feel like there is more for you in life, then there is! You are special and it is your sign to start searching. ❤ Much love from germany, Michael, 22y
It’s always so nice to see people in RUclips comment sections are so welcoming and understanding, you are all truly good people and you deserve to know that.
I don't know who needs to hear this but it'll be okay, maybe not now or tomorrow but someday you'll look back to this day and realize how far you've come and how strong you are. Some days are harder than others but by living through those dark and hard days we become stronger. I know that everything might seem hard right now, but please keep going even when it's hard keep going. I’m so proud of how far you've come and so are others. “If people are doubting how far you can go, go so far that you can’t hear them anymore.”
Thank you so much I have been going through a really hard time for not even just a little for around 2 years now and it is so hard to believe I'm capable of doing something great with my life it's all so daunting and giving up on my dreams because i don't think I can do it. Thank you random stranger who gave me hope that I couldnt give myself ♡ I wish you the best in life and I hope you will live it with no regrets
Спасибо что пишите такие замечательные слова. Я уже несколько месяцев хожу в больницу, где мне не могут помочь. Надеюсь что скоро я вылечусь, и тогда я буду уже думать о других проблемах. И я смогу
It’s amazing how words from afar can make a difference in someone’s life all the way in another country. Thanks, physically I’m fine but mentally I’ve been through so much in the last couple years. Dec 7th 2022, 12:40am To anyone who reached their lowest level, your breaking point. Keep going. We all at least deserve to be happy :) ❤
you know you're in deep depressive state when you cant wait for the world to go silent in the worst way possible, anyways crying. thank you sm for this
That's exactly how I feel listening to these songs, like as if the world goes silent, in the middle of the night, as if I am the only person in the world for a little bit, as if the world is mine for a little bit, or when I am with that special person, as we were in our little world, but at the same time, as we own the world, because we can be ourselves with no fear, because we don't mind any other stranger's opinion, because they aren't there
Omfg thank yall for the likes and comments, I made that comment wanting to express my feelings and although I didn't write it well you liked it lol, thank you I hope you stay healthy and happy, and be able to experience that amazing feeling
Tomorrow i'm going to a ceremony for my friend who passed away a month ago at only 16 years old. He was still a kid and had to fight a leucemia for his last two years, until the end. He never even complained. He deserved so much better. Found this playlist and now i want to cry. The world will indeed go silent for a moment, to me.
its crazy how everything keeps moving forward so quickly. I swear i was just 10 years old and i was barely anxious. Theres this feeling that makes me want to go back to how things used to be because everything was so much better and it was so much more simple. I want to enjoy being a young kid again. I wish i didnt grow up so quickly if i knew how much harder it would be now i wouldve really cherished being young. I want another chance to redo my childhood.
if you're ever here bc you feel like you're lost and still in a struggle to find a better place that would make you feel like you're home, take your time here as a rest. if it has been a tough day, remember, you tried. you survived. that's a huge step and i am proud of you.
i love how everyone is all equally going through different stages and troubles and still supporting eachother in little ways especially when i read the comments. i hope everyone is doing okay and taking care of themselves you are loved and important and your dreams can and will come true if you really try if you’re doing your best that is good enough. you are always good enough.
It's been so long since I've just taken a second to breathe and relax, it's been so chaotic and this playlist seriously helped and I just want to say thank you for helping me unwind and breathe and take a moment for myself
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
@@sevgilim0 hey dw I'm 100 percent okay, I'm just stressed from school work etc it's just great to be able to unwind for a little bit, thank you though :)
@@imlamberts yes I'm okay :) just stressed from school and a lot of events that make me feel claustrophobic. Just been tense for me, but I'm okay and same goes for you, I'm rooting for you!!
This feeling is amazing, just sitting here in our warm bed looking at my husband sound asleep, as I drink my hot cocoa, and it rains outside. To everyone who's sad, I'm sending you all a warm hug. It'll be okay.
right in the soul man... this mix been hitting different to me especially since my heart got broken right around christmas. I've never felt this lonely and lost.. 3,5 years of my life i gave my all to this girl and in the end I got nothing to show for it. I made a song about it to express my feelings and help people going through the same thing.. Lonliness hurts and I hope to inspire people to use heartbreak as a motivation for their passion. Dropped the song yesterday, to anyone taking the time to check me out and join me on the journey to success, I will forever be thankful. Right now it means more than anything💔🙏
Bro im in the same situation I've been talking to this boy for 3 years he told me he loved me first and I give him all I got but he left me right around Christmas just like you its hurt seeing how fast he forget me and after I discovered that he left me for a girl he've been knowing for 2 weeks, hurt even harder. I try to forget him but it's so hard I think about him every day, I hate him so much for what he done to me but I guess it's not something I can control, let's do our best to turn the page buddy.
wow same. 3.5 years, known them for 5 and had to do an unexpected breakup.. its been almost 6 months.. I miss him but its not worth going back. We can't dwell on our past, we cheat ourselves from the presence when we do. Tbh we live and learn. Goodluck with everything
i feel like im behind on everything and everything and everyone is going too fast. All i can think of is the fact that i have this and that in 4 days and i can't seat down and be in the moment. Its always about the past or future and i hate it. Listening to these playlists at night after 1am is the only way i can take a breath and feel at peace, like I have some control over time. Its a very calming and effective illusion that makes me want to stay up and just soak it in, but at the same time I'm tired and i just want to close my eyes for the rest of eternity.
I feel the exact same way I used to do that but even sometimes I stay up just because I have some sense of control but it's also good to rest our bodies at night so we don't feel to tired during the day, just something about the night and listening to music where it feels like the world slows down and we feel that we can catch a breath and enjoy ourselves, take care and keep you're head up I'll be here if you ever need to talk, have a great one
Yeah it feels like the night is the only time when I can actually enjoy things and take my time. I'm not sure if work/school would let you do this, but I've sometimes found it helpful to reset my internal clock by staying up all/most of a night and try to stay awake until the next afternoon. It can be nice to wake up at a normal time actually rested for once. Its definitely hard to give up that nighttime time though. Especially when you dread waking up. Wishing you something nice wherever you are.
When I read the comments here, I wanted to hug each and every one of you. It brings tears to my eyes to see so many of the same people surrounded by the same feelings with music. Evaluate each day in itself and open a new white page for yourself at every sunrise. Wherever you are in the world, no matter how different our lives are, our feelings are common and live them, beautiful people. No matter how dark you feel, don't ignore them. Listen mostly to your own voice. Take good care of yourself.
Cool man that's awesome....; now haha I can't top u I don't think? but I think? I caught a good vibe last night when the pain meds from a tooth ache wore off when the person controlling my phone I work and pay for, made me listen to a playlist for lovers like this at the most precise moment reminding me of how it's for humans to happy cry haha , it was a nice feeling/verb that I haven't felt in a while that almost took place but didn't haha, ...yeah I need to really be aware it gets me overly sentimental when it wears off though haha to prevent any future embarrassment, but yeah it was actually nice feeling , even if I'm wrong and it's all in my head this time haha, well anyways good luck and congrats ! Manu.
I realized that I'm starting to be demotivated in school again and stay in my room and act happy but still want to just be home sleeping and it's truly scary I don't want to feel that again and if it comes to that I don't want to go through it again. I'm scared
I look at the comments, and I'm amazed at what kind of people there:^ Support those who cry listening to the playlist, say such smart things and quotes - and I admire it. Thank you very much to the author who made this playlist. Thanks to the people who write these comments for calming you down.i'm just crying.Thanks to the author for what emotions I have when listening to this playlist. When I'm sick, I listen to this playlist, when I fall in love, I listen to the playlist, when I cry, I also listen to the playlist. When listening, my world just freezes, and I feel soaring. Just imagine, you're in a world where there is nothing, there are just different warm colors, and you soaring there. God, what emotions does this playlist cause me. Thank you, author..
everyone thinks i’m this “happy” girl with a nice life but they don’t know the thoughts that run thru my mind at night questioning if i deserve the people in my life that puts up with me.
I am an antisocial person and barely have friends... But this music just bring out the humanity in me.. Although I am alone... I am connected with like minded companions through this playlist... Cheers to you all
A year ago, i was heart broken. Cry while listening to this kind of playlist, wishing for the pain to be gone. Now, it is gone, But so do all my emotion. Now, i feel nothing, empty, numb. Not a pleasing feeling either. The World seems like moving fast, crowded, loud. This playlist really help me calm my mind, silence all the voices.
It feels like nothings happening. Everything’s grey and nothing around you has its significance anymore. I’ll be doing the most incredible things and I won’t care. I don’t feel anything from it because “it’s just another event in my life”.
I’m going to try to fix my life. Take care of myself and get more sleep. I’m gonna go back to this playlist every night yk remind me why I’m trying to work hard. Ill check the comments almost every time so if you need to tell someone somethin I’ll most likely read it soon. Love y’all…goodnight
Some nights, this playlist calm my racing heart down but sometimes, it causes my heart to ache more than ever. Such feelings of wanting to be held and loved will always be the feelings that this playlist gave to me. It reminded me of all the time I had never get the chance to really love someone because I was too cautious of my own feelings. Pushing away and shutting people out is the only way I know how to keep my own heart safe from breaking. Even though, all I wanted was for my heart to be held and taken care of.
i’ve been feeling so many heavy emotions and bottling them up but honestly listening to this playlist really let me let everything out and reassure myself that i’m going to be okay no matter how hard things are getting and to anyone reading… YOU GOT THIS YOU ARE STRONG🫶🏽❤️
Do not bottle your feelings up find a way to let them out write them down on a piece of paper your anger hurt whatever it may be that's troubling you.. Don't!! Re read it take it outside set the paper on fire watch it burn away helps release your emotions.. bottled up emotions can make you feel so unwell... Do 10 minute meditations on RUclips to help you learn the skill to relax your mind and body helps so much... Stay strong never let anyone or anything take your light from you count your blessing you learn you have your own back in this life so ypu have tolearn how to self care Stay Strong you will be ok we live we learn we grow learn to look after your emotional well being have a happy life much blessing 🙏🙏
Это единственный плейлист который помогает мне избавиться от тревоги и бессонницы. Спасибо большое, это видео для меня стало чем-то родным и уютным, люблю♡
“Hurting someone’s feelings is like throwing a rock in the ocean, but do you know how deep that rock goes” I just lost my best friend today I have no idea what I did but this playlist helped me a lot Ty
people dont understand when i say music saved me but songs like this just hit a place in my heart and i dont feel as alone i was depressed as a kid and i find that after a while people noticed and then i found my love for artists and books where i can forget all about reality and everthing is ok. i am not a nerd or a geek it is just that i like to forget about my worries in a book or a song were i can even be crying my eyes out or laughing my head off wishing that i could be the character in one of them books to have people who care and would die for me. i know that is extreme but dont i deserve to be loved. dont i wow
this comment section feels like such a warm place to be, no judgements just free thoughts, feels like a space away from the practical world judgement, just humans with their feelings :'-)
I don’t know who wants to hear this right know but… Sometimes you might feel like you’re in a hole, like you don’t exist. 🌙You care about everybody’s feelings so much. But in the end you feel like there’s nobody who cares about your feelings. Remember, even if it doesn’t feel like it, there is somebody out there who actually does or will care about you. Maybe you just haven’t found them or you couldn’t see them. Good night everyone :)💫🪐
Or maybe it's time to stop looking for external care and find internal care. The world can be harsh to begin with, and sometimes looking for a soft spot just turns up more harsh realities. Stop looking and start creating. Peace comes from within and radiates out, not the other way around. Maybe then someone will notice, but then again, maybe not. Either way you'll be at peace with yourself and having someone else will just be a small added bonus, but not a necessity.
@@happycamper6352 i don’t know how to look Internally , I keep looking for it in my partner but he is so harsh on me and calls me names the more he’s harsh the more I keep looking fall into the trap I created for myself , here I am I feel stuck I feel unmotivated tired I’m not okay anymore
@@strawberries4317 Help is a few phone calls away if you have trouble figuring things out for yourself. Even if you don't call the right resource first, the person you do reach usually can get you a step closer to what you need. I mentioned that peace comes from within, but so too does motivation to get help when you feel trapped.
just left for basic training, waiting to get on the bus. it was so hard leaving my family and girlfriend. She had moved in with us after her parents kicked her out. Just looking back at all the times and memories i had with her, making this journey seems so worth it. I couldn’t stop crying thinking it was the last time i’d be able to sleep with her for so long. Just closing my eyes i can see her smile as well as my family’s.
I'm emotionally hurting myself by hanging out with the wrong people on pourpose so i can get hurt sooo badd that i isolate myself and work on things that are important to me, because i can't focus without thinking about those people, its rly weird I know... This playlist helps me focus tho
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
I feel like I’ve come so far. Last time I listened to this playlist was when it was just uploaded, when I was deep in depression and could barely talk I was so numb but also so so sad. I am now listening to this playlist as background noise to make up fake romance scenarios in my head to go to sleep. I am a couple months sh free, and I feel okay. Not all better, but better. Sending love to everyone who is still deep in their battle with whatever they’re struggling with, it gets better. But for now, have a good cry. ❤❤
I’m so glad you’re doing better. Also, remember that progress isn’t always linear. You will likely stumble while on the road to recovery, but that doesn’t mean that progress isn’t being made ❤
Dear stranger.. I want to tell you that even even though I don´t know you and I'm probably lots of miles away, I want to wipe your tears..Please stay, you´re very important to me, I want you to remember that you're not alone and you can always go to this comment and talk if you need, I'll always try to answer you whenever I can
@@selinasperanza8650 tysm! It was and still is super hard having to see the people I love the most go through a tough time while also knowing that I can't do anything except be a good friend. I hope you have an amazing day/night and something like this doesn't happen to you xxx
i feel like we have so much time, but no time at all. i feel like my time on this planet is withering away by the minute, being so caught up in the rat race of life. when i listen to playlists like this, it makes me feel present... at peace. thank you for this. i hope i can find why i am here soon. until then, i'll just continue my fishing and writing and learning and working. i guess im just dumping there here because i assume nobody will read this comment... or maybe they will. at least it's not a piece of paper that i am afraid of somebody finding. sometimes i feel like im not always honest with myself out of fear of somebody knowing how i truly feel, and i have never acknowledged this feeling until this moment. it's like my days get eaten away by my responsibilities of work and school, and i wish for nothing more than to live a slow, quiet life in a place full of flowers and sunshine and tallgrass. to find solitude and purpose in all of my days, instead of taking care of responsibilities from the moment i arise in the morning to the moment my head hits the pillow. god it feels good to get this out. if there is anyone who's reading this comment, i hope you have found or will find your purpose here on this planet soon. i believe we are all infinite beings with infinite possibilities and opportunities we are yet to discover, just shoved inside of a tiny human shell on planet earth. while we are here, we might as well find some use in ourselves. peace & love.
Me impresiona que todos los comentarios sean acerca de algo triste, mientras que aquí estoy yo escuchando la playlist porque solo me calma y me hace pensar en las veces que me encuentro descansando con mi pareja, un lugar seguro♡
почти каждую ночь слушаю этот плейлист и по моим щекам текут слёзы. мне так хочется почувствовать любовь, а не очередной обман. внутри так пусто в последнее время, будто, всё что происходит - происходит не со мной и не в моей жизни. 💌 : кто чувствует себя в данный момент плохо - держитесь, вы сильные. все раны затянутся и улыбка образуется на вашем милом личике.
Я Вас так понимаю, особенно, про любовь. Верьте в лучшее, через боль только сильнее становитесь, и только в лучшую сторону. И, чтобы не было обмана в любви - не обманывайте в первую очередь себя - сначала себя полюбить важно, а потом и другого человека, но при этом про себя забывать ни в коем случае - низя!) Удачи Вам!!! Всё будет хорошо😌❤
Спустя год я узнала, что человек, который для меня слишком много значил, ничего не чувствовал по отношению ко мне и легко переключился на другую девушку. Да, мы расторгли наши отношения, но я и представить не могла, что меня так легко можно заменить. Жестокая правда жизни, с ней рано или поздно придётся столкнуться каждому. Однако у нас есть все силы двигаться вперёд, ведь на одном человеке ничего не заканчивается, я верю, всё только впереди. Пускай я и останусь одна на целый год, может быть два, а вдруг и на три? Да какая разница, хоть это будет вся жизнь, я в любом случае не намерена сдаваться и опускать лапки, у меня по-прежнему огромный резерв воли и силы для исполнения своей главной мечты. Я так рада, так рада, что у меня есть возможность проживать прекрасные дни моей молодости. Какие бы препятствия меня не ожидали, я всё равно не намерена сдаваться. Ты тоже справишься, дорогой человечек. Ты даже не можешь представить, насколько могуча та сокровенная сила, глубоко запрятанная в тебе. Так что будь добр, используй её по максимуму и откуси свой заветный кусок пирога счастья. Его хватит на всех! ❤
idk where else to say this but I just need to say it for someone to see and actually care, I just feel like things are changing so fast around me, and I just cant keep up, I don't want things to change, But when I listen to songs like this, It makes me stop for a moment and think about everything around me, It makes me feel so calm and happy and sad all at the same time, all these emotions being released by just a few songs are actually shocking.
i'm not crying i'm actually really happy bc i sent my gc a paragraph confessing my love even though its like for the 3rd time. like we're already dating and have been but like goddamn i just love her so much so i'm just sitting here, in bed, thinking about the time where she had one airpod in and i had the other and we just sat in bed together with my arms wrapped around her from the back. i love that memory. we sat there for so long. just listing do music and hugging. it healed something in me-- i dont know what but it was something.
To everybody out there who is going trough a rough time, it will get better. Believe me, I’ve been there, I felt like the whole world was against me, like I was nothing. But that isn’t true. It will always get better. Just stay strong and let time heal your wounds. I know it hurts but you will get through it, i believe in you. You are beautiful and strong, always remember that❤️
Algumas pessoas dizem não gostar dessas músicas, outras até chegam no nível de dizer que é música feita para "funeral". Mas a real é que essas músicas, na minha perspectiva, são muito mais que música... Elas são o conforto e a minha paz quando estou passando por algum momento caótico. Elas são o tipo de coisa que quando desejo deixar de ouvir, me faz querer ouvir ainda mais. Elas são o motivo de muitas noites boas dormidas por trazer a calmaria e me fazer perceber o quão bom é o silêncio que a madrugada me proporciona, e que muitas vezes, me escuta muito mais do que certas pessoas por aí.
This is actually one of the most beautiful playlists I have ever heard 😌😌😇it literally healed my soul. This playlist has actually kept me going through my stressful middle term exams.I really recommend listening to this playlist at night.Its just whole another vibe😌
I just woke up and am now being made to watch this on my phone actually I think...? haha (not really awake now honestly) and it's actually not that bad of a feeling for once it's actually very tolerable right now and I kinda like it actually haha as long as there the person I think they are haha, ... well anyways I gotta now get up and get some breakfast and go do stuff.
I’m so happy I found this playlist. I have almost all of these songs on my Spotify, but the way they’re slowed and everything just makes the initial emotion inflicted so much more intense. Love this
@@snoowy6068 the songs are scattered throughout my playlists but I’d have to say a good amount of them are on this one: open.spotify.com/playlist/2b0pw1ZgPDsQmGUgNZUGdv?si=qi_b2X80R4CLk8o_s5b0Og :)
i made a “poem”. not for this, but more like about this. its called: *THAT BLUE FEELING* this isn’t a poem, but i feel as if it would be implied, that it tried its best, to be as poetic as i can make it, i meant to say, i like feeling nice, feeling clean, and warm, i like when i look soft, when i feel soft, or when my hair looks nice for once, and i like when my dog is warm, and on her back, i like petting her soft tummy, she feels so nice, and i love that dog, and i love that feeling, just the feeling of blue, but not a sad blue, the kind of blue you see in the clouds, not the pink of the sunset, but the blue, lighter than most, but still lovable, and it feels, can be light grey, can be white, or a nice orange, but it just feels, and i hope everyone knows that feeling, at least once, once is enough to remember, forever
When i close my eyes while listening to this playlist, i imagine a world completely different from the one i have right now. A world better than this. A world i'd give everything to live in.
I appreciate stuff like this. Its been a rough year so far. Ive had 2 loved ones pass and lost a girl i loved for reasons ill never know. I ponder it every night as to how i could have changed or done things differently but i have to move on and somehow the music helps. Almost makes it not seem as lonely in a way. To anyone reading this remember that no matter what your going through, you aren't on your own, and youll get through it
POV I was studying peacefully in my room with my headphones on with this playlist when my mother called me outside my room. I went there and she was standing near the window of balcony. There was a smile on her face and she told me that it's raining really heavy today. There is no window in my room so I didn't knew about it. I was still having my headphones on while I was standing near the window. It was all dark outside, it's hard to believe that it was sunny just a few hours ago. But I really liked it. I liked it dark. The rain has created a foggy atmosphere and the smell of soil is reaching my nostrils making me feel nostalgic. It was so quite here. Thousands of thoughts were roaming through my head but I just focused on the music and rain. My hairs feel like dancing along the melody of music and rain. I feel so good here. Suddenly my mother gave me a cup of tea snapping me out of my thoughts, and I smiled at her. My focus again went outside. I saw the birds struggling to go back to their nest on this windy and rainy day. I saw a young boy returning of somewhere struggling to hold his umbrella. I saw kids chasing their paper boat on the street where there is rain water, one of them lost his boat, I feel sad for him. Life is all about struggles but every struggle teach us to face different instances of life. Everyday life plans different troubles for us to test us but we should be brave enough to withstand all those troubles and face them. I know you may feel down some times but it's okay. No one is perfect, no one is there who don't face troubles. You are not the only one my friend who is feeling totally alone and helpless. Just acknowledge your inner strength, you are powerful then anyone here. I believe in you and I know that you can make it.
Just sitting back and look out my window wondering and thinking about life or even crying It's nice let it out now while you can even if people can hear you crying just let it all out later we get up wash our face and keep pushing through life and everything that comes our way we can do this together ❤
i'm a rebound who fell a guy that went back to his ex :')) now i'm having relapses, having flashbacks from our times and memories he left me. i burned down everything that reminded me of him but i kept missing him, and having dreams abt him. i miss you, el.
This creates a feeling of support for me because at the moment I found out I may lose someone close to me and this just gives me the time to reflect on my life and know that it can be short but you just have to make the best of it no matter what life throws at you. For anyone reading I hope you take this music as a way to cope and know someone always has your back
I truly feel so alone. I don’t have anyone. I feel like I’m going crazy. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m in this continuous cycle of loneliness. I don’t know how much longer I can endure it.
Songs like this force me to really think deep and I love to think deeply. It makes me realize my mistakes that I have made, sort appreciate them in that I know to be better, do better. To make me understand that life is short, not not miss a day. Treat myself and others with kindness and to try, even on the hardest days, try and be joyful, to spread joy. For anyone out there having a tough time in life, know your not alone. Many of us are going through tough times, but through every dark night, there's a bright day after that, keep your head up.
the world goes silent and im sitting at 3 am with calmness and happiness in my heart accomplishing things which lead to mastering all my goals. Better times are on the corner waiting for you guys!!!!! Much love for everyone and tight virtual hug
I fear life, strength, and hope. I find comfort in my own vulnerability since it gives me a place to hide away. I’m not sure if this is healthy but this is how I get comfort, and it is in this comfort that I find myself happiest. It gives me something to hold onto in this competitive and complicated world. It is an emotion that is so simple to me.
Me and my ex boyfriend broken up yesterday. I wasn't expecting that to be happened, it hurts but it is what it is.. I'll just have to move on and focus on my life. Thank you for this playlist
i am randomly just going to write down whatever comes to mind. these days i want to be loved like romantically loved. i have so many friends and it’s not like i am not loved. I am loved by some and it should be enough but i always keep thinking of if I will ever be romantically loved like someone would want to be with me and just idk.
as i’m nearing adulthood, i’ve realized how much time i’ve wasted. hours spent being critical of my self image, and countless opportunities being ripped from my grasp. this is all because i was too scared to take a leap of faith. if you’re reading this, do NOT be afraid to do what your heart tells you to pursue. regret is such a depressing feeling, so do everything in your power to make your story a good one. go after that person, apply for that job, throw yourself past your comfort zone, and make every moment count. you’re capable of changing your life for the better, you can do this ❤️
these songs remind me when we were still each other's best friend, no one could separate us, we'd do everything together, when we went out, watched sunrises and sunsets together... now it's all gone...
The thumbnail broo, I really need a hug from him. Since I only met him once, I shouldn't have high expectations, yet thinking about him still makes me incredibly happy and sad at the same time. I don't think he even knows I still exist anymore.
@@Forit26 It was super complicated like, the age gap between us both is pretty big but I lost feelings and give up since I knew the chance of being with him was extremly low
do you know what sucks the most? No, it´s not one-sided love. No, it´s not a break-up. No, it´s not a heartbreak. Then what is it? I´ve loved this boy ever since we were immature kids by the age of 13 (me) and 15 (him). We grew up together, or so I think. I loved him so much. We fought like cats and dogs the whole time, had this intense eyecontact across the room (If you´ve ever fallen in love, you´ll know this is the most exciting eyecontact ever) and the smiles on our faces whenever we were besides each other. When everyone turned their backs at me, he was the only one to actually care and to actually want to help. He was such a sweet and lovely gentleman. But not all the time. He was also an angry and heartbroken kid who only knew pain and how to hurt others, never how to make them happy. He bullied others yet said he hated bullying and pretended to be a robot when he should´ve been emotional instead. After a year of knowing each other, he suddenly became a robot. He started avoiding me and any contact with me whatsoever. When we did have contact, he made sure to mention that I´m annoying or that he dislikes a certain thing with me all whilst his eyes were telling me mine is the prettiest he´s ever seen. He would say something but show something totally different. Suddenly, I started having these thoughts that he might have a certain mental illness like bipolar disorder. His behavior was so inconsistent and it was so clear that he loved me yet was afraid of something. I did confess to him 363 days after I met him. His only answer was that he "couldn´t" with almost what seemed to be tears and a red face. Till this day I do not know what the hell he couldn´t. He couldn´t love? couldn´t be in a relationship with me? couldn´t commit? Still, I held onto him like a child holds onto its mother. I knew what we had was too much to waste. I thought "maybe if i give him a little bit of time he´ll realize he loves me" or "maybe the trauma he went through (he´s went through ALOT of trauma in his childhood) is getting the best of him and he´s afraid I´ll leave him when we get into a relationship". A year went on, and so much had happened. I tried so much to make him open up. Some days we´d text until we say "goodnight", other days we wouldn´t text at all. I have this feeling (I swear it´s some weird shit) that he missed me at least as much as I did. But it started affecting my mental health. It got so bad that I ended up getting together with another guy that liked me just to forget him. I must say, it was about to work but i had to break up with him bcuz my family suddenly decided we´d move. I was convinced we´d move 2 months from the day i broke up with him, so i swear it was legit. But oh my god the things my Him did that proved he was sooo jealous. He´d stare at us whenever we´d sit together, keep trying to separate us and even referred to me as "X´s girlfriend" (x is the new bf) even though he usually always says my nickname. He became distant and made our relationship very formal. I thought that i had to spend my last two months happy, aka building memories with my Hexcitement in him whenever we´d see each other. His last birthday, i had given him a drawing of him and he got so happy that he hanged it on his fridge. because of how happy he got, i promised myself i´d give him another drawing next year (aka this year) no matter what happens. I did end up giving it to his brother who gave it to him and he hanged it on his fridge too. he sent me a message thanking me which i thought he would never do. his brother looked at me like 😂🤩😏 and asked "so you still love him?" and i answered "well, i don´t know. but i like making people around me happy, and him being happy is what matters". he then doesn´t answers, just laughs and nods. Days go by and i´ve not seen him for two weeks. Then, i suddenly see him at my highschool two wednesdays in a row and when i decide to look it up, I FOUND OUT HIS CLASS HAD P.E LESSONS IN MY SCHOOL, which is once a week every wednesday. i became so damn happy. like "finally, life is giving me a sign that we actually might not be bad for each other". And omg, i would wait for him in a place where i can see him and he can see me every wednesday. and even this 1 minute meeting would feel like a 10 hour walk in heaven. he´d look at me with his amazing eyes with a mix between light blue and green, so shiny like stars. sometimes he´d smile, sometimes he´d tease me like he usually does. but then, a big fight between us happened. he tried to apologize on instagram but i didn´t even let him finish bcuz he made me sooo sad. He let me down like everybody else even though he was supposed to be the one i trust the most. so suddenly, on a rainy friday, i enter his instagram profile and saw a fucking letter with a heart besides it in his bio. i search in his followers for a girl that starts with the same letter he has in his bio and i enter the profile of every one of them. then my heart skips a beat when i enter an account with his letter and a heart in the bio. He´s not the type to love like that, he´s not the type to make it public that he loves someone, he has a very hard time opening up, he has a difficulty to enter a relationship, he has difficulties to have sustainable and consistent behavior, he´s shy, he´s very shy, he´s very very shy, he´s very very very shy- and boom i started crying. What if he is someone i never thought he was? "NO NO this is false" "what if it isn´t false?" "he´s playing around to forget you just like you did to forget him" "but what if-" "no this is false! trust me im your heart i know him" just a piece of the war that corrupted in my mind. i still don´t know if it´s fake or not. some days it feels sooo fake. like dude one day after we fought you put a letter in your bio? but other days it feels so real. i don´t know if i still love him or not. all i know is that i have the urge to cry every time i think of the possibility of her experiencing the love that I WANTED TO EXPERIENCE. So, do you know what sucks the most? thinking that someone is unable to love and waiting for them to open up and finally love you, then suddenly seeing another girl experiencing the love that you thought wasn´t there.
This paylist is really soothing but at the same time evokes a lot of different feelings. I'm grateful to everyone who leaves such nice comments, it helps to get on with the day. My life and emotions lately have been very different from what they used to be, I used to be happy and always with people but now it's all overshadowed by sadness and loneliness. I've never felt so alone, every time I look at my phone I'm just waiting for a message from one person but it never comes and every time I see that they haven't texted, my heart breaks more and more. He is my soul mate and I love him so much but my soul is so tired, he was everything I wanted for Christmas but I can't have it so I have to be alone at Christmas and it breaks my heart even more.
i havent been able to cry for a long time and i have been crying all day today and this playlist just helped me get it all out. The world went silent many times for me sadly and today is one of those days. When i needed him the most he just stopped talking to me just like everyone else. Im so sick of myself. I hope i dont wake up tomorrow :)
The day we realize we can do it all for ourselves, even if we hate ourselves, changes everything. If we can just get up in the mornings for ourself, eat something for ourself, get that work done for ourself, just simply try for ourself, we can make it out. And then one day, after trying again and again, you find yourself surrounded with the kind of life you dreamt of when you were at your lowest. The kind of life you never thought you'd have. So please please please don't give up. Just try to hold on. just try. What if you stopped reading the book because you thought it got too boring, but didn't know the page right after was the start of the beautiful ending?
I feel so lonely. I just want more friends. I want to be happy. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm going through such a difficult time and I wish people cared and understood my feelings.
discord.gg/a6a2eAfWdk : discord server :)
"The worst feeling isn't being alone, its being forgotten by someone you could never forget"
Holy, that goes deep.
wow, that hit me way too hard
Yup..
the other worst feeling is being ugly
@@ussama8960 bro nil you speaking facts but getting attractive is much easier these days with just a bit of effort like taking care of you health,going to the gym,using proper body hygiene products
I missed a class today, but looking back at the recording (online school btw) someone in my class asked where I was. I've never felt so appreciated. It's been 30 minutes and I still just cannot stop smiling
Aw this is the sweetest thing i read today
Nawww ❤
:)) always smile💗
I'm so happy for you dear :)
now where are you? And what are you doing on this lovely day/night?
We speak different language’s but music is a language we all understand 😢
this is so true
The sad
so sad...
yes...I'm Brazilian...but the heart doesn't choose the language...
Repent to Jesus Christ “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.”
Matthew 5:8 NIV
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The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, embracing my clothes with my pictures scattered around her, I saw so much love beyond the tears in her eyes.
The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard, in the midst of this great sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
The day after my suicide. I saw that Tumble (my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could have ever imagined. Every time someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, seeing that I wasn't me, he would lie in front of the door and keep waiting for me.
The day after my suicide. I felt my sister's love when I saw her sitting in her room with tears in her eyes. I remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. processing moments.
The day after my suicide. I felt how important my best friend was. They were looking at all of our pictures together... remembering the laughs we shared.
The day after my suicide. I felt sad for my teachers. They blamed themselves for noticing it.
At night I went to the morgue to find myself. I was sad. I looked at myself and said: “So many dreams we had,” “So many loved ones,” “So many people we’re going to meet,” “You had so many people who loved you, but you threw them all away?” You must have a lot of courage to end your life.
Why didn't you use that courage to win? "
Thank God it was just a vision.
to remember. You are still here and you can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. The most beautiful, the smartest and the strongest.
Make this yours. Save it in notes and read it later.
- A person on RUclips🇧🇷
вы солнышко . спасибо.
Very good
M going to test the theory
@@M9210-b6p are you okay?
You made me tear up. Thank you for writing this. People can easily say "oh but life is a gift" but when you're stuck in that deep dark "puddle" you see nothing but drowning.
The only reason I like nighttime so much is because it’s quiet. Nobody around to ruin anything. Life’s just peaceful
Me too, night time will forever be my comfort zone
Morning 4 am gives the same vibes too. Try it once. Worth it
Yeaj its 4:30 rn but I've been trying to sleep for the whole night 🥲
Yes, peaceful, but the saddest, because that's the time we can cry, and the time we reflect on our(my) depressing life, and all the mistakes we(I) have made.
i feel like sitting on a roof, or a hill, just looking into the sunrise at 4 am. playlists like these always bring out the most intense feelings or thoughts, I feel like there's so much more to life than what I've experienced, and I really want to just run away and do everything I've dreamed of.
you've put that into words perfectly
@@maartjedannenberg4056 this is exactly what i was thinking before reading your comment; "I feel the exact same way as it's describe" it could not have been better said and thank you for that
Awesome comment ❤ I felt the exact same way and decided, after finishing school, to go to Australia for one year. I travelled through the country and had an amazing time. Unfortunately I had drug issues and still battle with mental scars from that. But I know how amazing life can be, and that makes me keep going and in the end suceed! I can only recommend everyone to follow their heart. If you feel like there is more for you in life, then there is! You are special and it is your sign to start searching. ❤
Much love from germany, Michael, 22y
me on my terrace looking below at Los Angeles is the most relaxing thing atm
Same, soul, same.
The sad fact is no one knows I stay up at night listening to these songs thinking about what I’m going to do with myself
Felt but sadly we got this just gotta hold on 👍
Hold on there’s so much greatness and light you have not experienced in your life Macauley
fr same
LITERALLY SAME
U ok right?
It’s always so nice to see people in RUclips comment sections are so welcoming and understanding, you are all truly good people and you deserve to know that.
Thank you for that :)
(If I'm included in that category)
@@alistairwolfie Of course you are!
@@anabel5205 thank u!
I don't know who needs to hear this but it'll be okay, maybe not now or tomorrow but someday you'll look back to this day and realize how far you've come and how strong you are. Some days are harder than others but by living through those dark and hard days we become stronger. I know that everything might seem hard right now, but please keep going even when it's hard keep going. I’m so proud of how far you've come and so are others.
“If people are doubting how far you can go, go so far that you can’t hear them anymore.”
Thank you so much I have been going through a really hard time for not even just a little for around 2 years now and it is so hard to believe I'm capable of doing something great with my life it's all so daunting and giving up on my dreams because i don't think I can do it. Thank you random stranger who gave me hope that I couldnt give myself ♡ I wish you the best in life and I hope you will live it with no regrets
Спасибо что пишите такие замечательные слова. Я уже несколько месяцев хожу в больницу, где мне не могут помочь. Надеюсь что скоро я вылечусь, и тогда я буду уже думать о других проблемах. И я смогу
@@Ksen_24 Желаю вам выздоровления🙏
@@narinmnur 🤝🙏
It’s amazing how words from afar can make a difference in someone’s life all the way in another country. Thanks, physically I’m fine but mentally I’ve been through so much in the last couple years. Dec 7th 2022, 12:40am
To anyone who reached their lowest level, your breaking point. Keep going. We all at least deserve to be happy :) ❤
you know you're in deep depressive state when you cant wait for the world to go silent in the worst way possible, anyways crying. thank you sm for this
I hope you feel better, sending love
how are you now? sending you my wishes
the world is a beautiful place, sometimes we just need a little pain to remember the beautiful things we take for granted
I hope your situation (whatever it could be), is better now.
That's exactly how I feel listening to these songs, like as if the world goes silent, in the middle of the night, as if I am the only person in the world for a little bit, as if the world is mine for a little bit, or when I am with that special person, as we were in our little world, but at the same time, as we own the world, because we can be ourselves with no fear, because we don't mind any other stranger's opinion, because they aren't there
Yes, I feel it too...it's a pity that I don't have my beloved person to let's say take a walk in the rain..
your comment almost made me cry ... lovely
Omfg thank yall for the likes and comments, I made that comment wanting to express my feelings and although I didn't write it well you liked it lol, thank you I hope you stay healthy and happy, and be able to experience that amazing feeling
ı can relate...
The fact is 2:22 in the morning and I’m listening to this playlist just trying to get a empty head because all I do is think:/
Tomorrow i'm going to a ceremony for my friend who passed away a month ago at only 16 years old. He was still a kid and had to fight a leucemia for his last two years, until the end. He never even complained. He deserved so much better. Found this playlist and now i want to cry. The world will indeed go silent for a moment, to me.
awww im sorry im sure hes doing okay and just know it will get better :)
This is not easy, but it will pass
im so sorry for your loss.
I hope it goes better for you
Now he's on the sky that will never come back down : )
Moonbin, i miss you :(
cry..my love moonbin💔
its crazy how everything keeps moving forward so quickly. I swear i was just 10 years old and i was barely anxious. Theres this feeling that makes me want to go back to how things used to be because everything was so much better and it was so much more simple. I want to enjoy being a young kid again. I wish i didnt grow up so quickly if i knew how much harder it would be now i wouldve really cherished being young. I want another chance to redo my childhood.
🥹 yeah, same Im only 16 feeling the same way
if you're ever here bc you feel like you're lost and still in a struggle to find a better place that would make you feel like you're home, take your time here as a rest. if it has been a tough day, remember, you tried. you survived. that's a huge step and i am proud of you.
thank you for that. really
Thank you ♡
thank you
i love how everyone is all equally going through different stages and troubles and still supporting eachother in little ways especially when i read the comments. i hope everyone is doing okay and taking care of themselves you are loved and important and your dreams can and will come true if you really try if you’re doing your best that is good enough. you are always good enough.
This is kinda cute
It's been so long since I've just taken a second to breathe and relax, it's been so chaotic and this playlist seriously helped and I just want to say thank you for helping me unwind and breathe and take a moment for myself
:)
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
@@sevgilim0 hey dw I'm 100 percent okay, I'm just stressed from school work etc it's just great to be able to unwind for a little bit, thank you though :)
babe are u doing today? I hope you are doing better, if not, be kind to yourself :) I believe in you!
@@imlamberts yes I'm okay :) just stressed from school and a lot of events that make me feel claustrophobic. Just been tense for me, but I'm okay and same goes for you, I'm rooting for you!!
This feeling is amazing, just sitting here in our warm bed looking at my husband sound asleep, as I drink my hot cocoa, and it rains outside.
To everyone who's sad, I'm sending you all a warm hug. It'll be okay.
Aww i love this ❤
i wish u get the whole happiness in this world !❤
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Omg! It’s so really? Is like a romantic movie 🥹💗
right in the soul man... this mix been hitting different to me especially since my heart got broken right around christmas. I've never felt this lonely and lost.. 3,5 years of my life i gave my all to this girl and in the end I got nothing to show for it. I made a song about it to express my feelings and help people going through the same thing.. Lonliness hurts and I hope to inspire people to use heartbreak as a motivation for their passion. Dropped the song yesterday, to anyone taking the time to check me out and join me on the journey to success, I will forever be thankful. Right now it means more than anything💔🙏
Hit the gym, that help me
Bro im in the same situation I've been talking to this boy for 3 years he told me he loved me first and I give him all I got but he left me right around Christmas just like you its hurt seeing how fast he forget me and after I discovered that he left me for a girl he've been knowing for 2 weeks, hurt even harder. I try to forget him but it's so hard I think about him every day, I hate him so much for what he done to me but I guess it's not something I can control, let's do our best to turn the page buddy.
wow same. 3.5 years, known them for 5 and had to do an unexpected breakup.. its been almost 6 months.. I miss him but its not worth going back. We can't dwell on our past, we cheat ourselves from the presence when we do. Tbh we live and learn. Goodluck with everything
what's your song called?
@@atlantica23 what?
I can still hear his voice even listening to these playlists… Rest In Peace Alex.. for the whole world went silent for you.
Alex who?
Technoblade never dies ❤
@@tia-l2v Technoblade never dies! :}
I miss him SO much I would cry for years and the tears just still won't stop 💔
Rest In Peace techno and the queen 💗
Even the vibration from this playlist is so calming. It feels like it speaks to me like an old friend
i feel like im behind on everything and everything and everyone is going too fast. All i can think of is the fact that i have this and that in 4 days and i can't seat down and be in the moment. Its always about the past or future and i hate it. Listening to these playlists at night after 1am is the only way i can take a breath and feel at peace, like I have some control over time. Its a very calming and effective illusion that makes me want to stay up and just soak it in, but at the same time I'm tired and i just want to close my eyes for the rest of eternity.
I feel the exact same way I used to do that but even sometimes I stay up just because I have some sense of control but it's also good to rest our bodies at night so we don't feel to tired during the day, just something about the night and listening to music where it feels like the world slows down and we feel that we can catch a breath and enjoy ourselves, take care and keep you're head up I'll be here if you ever need to talk, have a great one
You are not alone, have faith in yourself 🥰
Beautifully said it touched my soul
Yeah it feels like the night is the only time when I can actually enjoy things and take my time. I'm not sure if work/school would let you do this, but I've sometimes found it helpful to reset my internal clock by staying up all/most of a night and try to stay awake until the next afternoon. It can be nice to wake up at a normal time actually rested for once. Its definitely hard to give up that nighttime time though. Especially when you dread waking up. Wishing you something nice wherever you are.
felt this in my bone marrow , gang.
I think we all have a soulmate that wasn't meant to be. I love your playlist and the feeling on the cover. It's so calm and peaceful.
And I think we all have a soulmate that is meant to be...❤️
Very Peaceful
being ignored by the one person you’d ever wish to marry? no, it isnt happening to me…
:'))
Jess Benko - A Soulmate Who Wasn't Meant to Be.
What a calming song. (I know you'll love it)
When I read the comments here, I wanted to hug each and every one of you. It brings tears to my eyes to see so many of the same people surrounded by the same feelings with music. Evaluate each day in itself and open a new white page for yourself at every sunrise. Wherever you are in the world, no matter how different our lives are, our feelings are common and live them, beautiful people. No matter how dark you feel, don't ignore them. Listen mostly to your own voice. Take good care of yourself.
Özge thank you beautiful soul ... Much love
I fell in love at first sight today... I had never felt something like this, this playlist represents so much of my interior now
I just wanted to say this comment is adorable, it’s heartwarming
That’s rely cute, I wish you the best
How did it all go?
@@devtrip15 We are dating now, we are very happy and we respect each other a lot 🥰
Cool man that's awesome....; now haha I can't top u I don't think? but I think? I caught a good vibe last night when the pain meds from a tooth ache wore off when the person controlling my phone I work and pay for, made me listen to a playlist for lovers like this at the most precise moment reminding me of how it's for humans to happy cry haha , it was a nice feeling/verb that I haven't felt in a while that almost took place but didn't haha, ...yeah I need to really be aware it gets me overly sentimental when it wears off though haha to prevent any future embarrassment, but yeah it was actually nice feeling , even if I'm wrong and it's all in my head this time haha, well anyways good luck and congrats ! Manu.
I realized that I'm starting to be demotivated in school again and stay in my room and act happy but still want to just be home sleeping and it's truly scary I don't want to feel that again and if it comes to that I don't want to go through it again. I'm scared
I look at the comments, and I'm amazed at what kind of people there:^ Support those who cry listening to the playlist, say such smart things and quotes - and I admire it. Thank you very much to the author who made this playlist. Thanks to the people who write these comments for calming you down.i'm just crying.Thanks to the author for what emotions I have when listening to this playlist. When I'm sick, I listen to this playlist, when I fall in love, I listen to the playlist, when I cry, I also listen to the playlist. When listening, my world just freezes, and I feel soaring. Just imagine, you're in a world where there is nothing, there are just different warm colors, and you soaring there. God, what emotions does this playlist cause me. Thank you, author..
everyone thinks i’m this “happy” girl with a nice life but they don’t know the thoughts that run thru my mind at night questioning if i deserve the people in my life that puts up with me.
I am an antisocial person and barely have friends... But this music just bring out the humanity in me.. Although I am alone... I am connected with like minded companions through this playlist... Cheers to you all
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@@yuuuuuuupp5853 thanks ❤
Same here bro .... we will be fine
“Someone cry’s not because they are weak but because they have been strong for too long”
Just yes
A year ago, i was heart broken. Cry while listening to this kind of playlist, wishing for the pain to be gone.
Now, it is gone, But so do all my emotion. Now, i feel nothing, empty, numb.
Not a pleasing feeling either.
The World seems like moving fast, crowded, loud.
This playlist really help me calm my mind, silence all the voices.
Its been a couple of weeks, just wanted to ask how you're doing now
It feels like nothings happening. Everything’s grey and nothing around you has its significance anymore. I’ll be doing the most incredible things and I won’t care. I don’t feel anything from it because “it’s just another event in my life”.
0:23 idk why but this is a song that brings so many emotions and memories into my mind. its so beautifully created
I need name of this part
@@marwadazzling1193 name song?
@@gepenglovers4898 Snowfall, by Oneheart, reidenshi
@@Cat_Ressha thanks
same
I’m going to try to fix my life. Take care of myself and get more sleep. I’m gonna go back to this playlist every night yk remind me why I’m trying to work hard. Ill check the comments almost every time so if you need to tell someone somethin I’ll most likely read it soon. Love y’all…goodnight
I believe in you love
i’m rooting for you 💗
I believe in you.
Sleep well, i love u :)
i hope you are making progress i would love to hear an update c:
Some nights, this playlist calm my racing heart down but sometimes, it causes my heart to ache more than ever.
Such feelings of wanting to be held and loved will always be the feelings that this playlist gave to me.
It reminded me of all the time I had never get the chance to really love someone because I was too cautious of my own feelings. Pushing away and shutting people out is the only way I know how to keep my own heart safe from breaking. Even though, all I wanted was for my heart to be held and taken care of.
my friend, i know exactly how you feel. we just want to be held by someone but we dont know how to get there
i’ve been feeling so many heavy emotions and bottling them up but honestly listening to this playlist really let me let everything out and reassure myself that i’m going to be okay no matter how hard things are getting and to anyone reading… YOU GOT THIS YOU ARE STRONG🫶🏽❤️
Do not bottle your feelings up find a way to let them out write them down on a piece of paper your anger hurt whatever it may be that's troubling you.. Don't!! Re read it take it outside set the paper on fire watch it burn away helps release your emotions.. bottled up emotions can make you feel so unwell... Do 10 minute meditations on RUclips to help you learn the skill to relax your mind and body helps so much... Stay strong never let anyone or anything take your light from you count your blessing you learn you have your own back in this life so ypu have tolearn how to self care Stay Strong you will be ok we live we learn we grow learn to look after your emotional well being have a happy life much blessing 🙏🙏
You're strong
Hope you find your happiness fighting!!❤️
you got this!
❤️❤️
To the person dealing with heartbreak reading this right now. IT WILL GET BETTER. Please don’t give up!! You’re so strong.
Это единственный плейлист который помогает мне избавиться от тревоги и бессонницы. Спасибо большое, это видео для меня стало чем-то родным и уютным, люблю♡
“Hurting someone’s feelings is like throwing a rock in the ocean, but do you know how deep that rock goes”
I just lost my best friend today I have no idea what I did but this playlist helped me a lot Ty
so sorry for your loss, sending you much love. I know you are a strong person and you will get through this dark time
Every night i search a playlist but i always end up here. Its my absolute comfort playlist for every mood .
i really looove your playlist, it’s so calming and really help me with my anxiety so thanks 🫶🏼💗
i'm gladdddddddd
people dont understand when i say music saved me but songs like this just hit a place in my heart and i dont feel as alone i was depressed as a kid and i find that after a while people noticed and then i found my love for artists and books where i can forget all about reality and everthing is ok. i am not a nerd or a geek it is just that i like to forget about my worries in a book or a song were i can even be crying my eyes out or laughing my head off wishing that i could be the character in one of them books to have people who care and would die for me. i know that is extreme but dont i deserve to be loved. dont i
wow
you do deserve to be loved. may u find a warming & whole love
Thank you
This is so comforting
idk how to explain it... I feel sad and lonely but its soo relaxing..
It's the sounds of the soul and peace and hope and strength it's beautiful
Me too I feel the same feelings
this comment section feels like such a warm place to be, no judgements just free thoughts, feels like a space away from the practical world judgement, just humans with their feelings :'-)
Nothing like RUclips ads and monetization to ruin the flow of a beautifully catered playlist
the thing that hits me is the picture and the playlist. they just make me want to lay down on a rainy day and just love each other.
I don’t know who wants to hear this right know but… Sometimes you might feel like you’re in a hole, like you don’t exist. 🌙You care about everybody’s feelings so much. But in the end you feel like there’s nobody who cares about your feelings. Remember, even if it doesn’t feel like it, there is somebody out there who actually does or will care about you. Maybe you just haven’t found them or you couldn’t see them.
Good night everyone :)💫🪐
Thanks :)
Or maybe it's time to stop looking for external care and find internal care. The world can be harsh to begin with, and sometimes looking for a soft spot just turns up more harsh realities. Stop looking and start creating. Peace comes from within and radiates out, not the other way around. Maybe then someone will notice, but then again, maybe not. Either way you'll be at peace with yourself and having someone else will just be a small added bonus, but not a necessity.
@@happycamper6352 i don’t know how to look Internally , I keep looking for it in my partner but he is so harsh on me and calls me names the more he’s harsh the more I keep looking fall into the trap I created for myself , here I am I feel stuck I feel unmotivated tired I’m not okay anymore
@@strawberries4317 Help is a few phone calls away if you have trouble figuring things out for yourself. Even if you don't call the right resource first, the person you do reach usually can get you a step closer to what you need. I mentioned that peace comes from within, but so too does motivation to get help when you feel trapped.
soo sweet 😢🫶🏼
The thumbnail makes me believe that i can be loved like that and held to sleep like that one day
It’s on Netflix nevertheless check it out
@@jazsimone26 do you know what is it drama name ?
@@jazsimone26what show is this from?
@@leonchalita2169 @Bodh Gaya
Guys i already said it “nevertheless” 😂
just left for basic training, waiting to get on the bus. it was so hard leaving my family and girlfriend. She had moved in with us after her parents kicked her out. Just looking back at all the times and memories i had with her, making this journey seems so worth it. I couldn’t stop crying thinking it was the last time i’d be able to sleep with her for so long. Just closing my eyes i can see her smile as well as my family’s.
I am so sad that without this person life has lost all meaning. He was everything to me
I'm emotionally hurting myself by hanging out with the wrong people on pourpose so i can get hurt sooo badd that i isolate myself and work on things that are important to me, because i can't focus without thinking about those people, its rly weird I know... This playlist helps me focus tho
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
i feel you on this so so so much
This playlist is exactly how i feel right now. Sad...but in peace
I feel like I’ve come so far. Last time I listened to this playlist was when it was just uploaded, when I was deep in depression and could barely talk I was so numb but also so so sad. I am now listening to this playlist as background noise to make up fake romance scenarios in my head to go to sleep. I am a couple months sh free, and I feel okay. Not all better, but better. Sending love to everyone who is still deep in their battle with whatever they’re struggling with, it gets better. But for now, have a good cry. ❤❤
I'm glad you're doing better now, I'm rooting for you
I’m so glad you’re doing better. Also, remember that progress isn’t always linear. You will likely stumble while on the road to recovery, but that doesn’t mean that progress isn’t being made ❤
This sound is so wonderful. The person who is reading this comment, I wish you great success, health, love and happiness!
Dear stranger.. I want to tell you that even even though I don´t know you and I'm probably lots of miles away, I want to wipe your tears..Please stay, you´re very important to me, I want you to remember that you're not alone and you can always go to this comment and talk if you need, I'll always try to answer you whenever I can
Thank you I love you
I try to talk, but no one listens
@@leabtg2359 i love you too!! Hang in there ❤🩹
I almost lost 2 of my greatest friends today due to self harm so its a bit hard atm. These kinds of playlists really help so ty xx
I’m really sorry to hear that and it must be really hard for u to cope with that stress but I wish u and ur friends all the best god bless u❤️:)
@@selinasperanza8650 tysm! It was and still is super hard having to see the people I love the most go through a tough time while also knowing that I can't do anything except be a good friend. I hope you have an amazing day/night and something like this doesn't happen to you xxx
i feel like we have so much time, but no time at all. i feel like my time on this planet is withering away by the minute, being so caught up in the rat race of life. when i listen to playlists like this, it makes me feel present... at peace. thank you for this. i hope i can find why i am here soon. until then, i'll just continue my fishing and writing and learning and working.
i guess im just dumping there here because i assume nobody will read this comment... or maybe they will. at least it's not a piece of paper that i am afraid of somebody finding. sometimes i feel like im not always honest with myself out of fear of somebody knowing how i truly feel, and i have never acknowledged this feeling until this moment. it's like my days get eaten away by my responsibilities of work and school, and i wish for nothing more than to live a slow, quiet life in a place full of flowers and sunshine and tallgrass. to find solitude and purpose in all of my days, instead of taking care of responsibilities from the moment i arise in the morning to the moment my head hits the pillow. god it feels good to get this out.
if there is anyone who's reading this comment, i hope you have found or will find your purpose here on this planet soon. i believe we are all infinite beings with infinite possibilities and opportunities we are yet to discover, just shoved inside of a tiny human shell on planet earth. while we are here, we might as well find some use in ourselves.
peace & love.
Me impresiona que todos los comentarios sean acerca de algo triste, mientras que aquí estoy yo escuchando la playlist porque solo me calma y me hace pensar en las veces que me encuentro descansando con mi pareja, un lugar seguro♡
почти каждую ночь слушаю этот плейлист и по моим щекам текут слёзы. мне так хочется почувствовать любовь, а не очередной обман. внутри так пусто в последнее время, будто, всё что происходит - происходит не со мной и не в моей жизни.
💌 : кто чувствует себя в данный момент плохо - держитесь, вы сильные. все раны затянутся и улыбка образуется на вашем милом личике.
Я Вас так понимаю, особенно, про любовь. Верьте в лучшее, через боль только сильнее становитесь, и только в лучшую сторону. И, чтобы не было обмана в любви - не обманывайте в первую очередь себя - сначала себя полюбить важно, а потом и другого человека, но при этом про себя забывать ни в коем случае - низя!)
Удачи Вам!!! Всё будет хорошо😌❤
Котик, у тебя все будет хорошо, все лучше станет, обещаю. Сама прохожу через тернии своего же сознания, но я верю, что справлюсь, я веря в тебя
@@MV-hx3hl спасибо вам огромное! я надеюсь, что у вас всё будет хорошо 💗
@@awfulsof до слёз мило. я так благодарна за эти тёплые слова, спасибо, солнце..💖
Спустя год я узнала, что человек, который для меня слишком много значил, ничего не чувствовал по отношению ко мне и легко переключился на другую девушку. Да, мы расторгли наши отношения, но я и представить не могла, что меня так легко можно заменить. Жестокая правда жизни, с ней рано или поздно придётся столкнуться каждому. Однако у нас есть все силы двигаться вперёд, ведь на одном человеке ничего не заканчивается, я верю, всё только впереди. Пускай я и останусь одна на целый год, может быть два, а вдруг и на три? Да какая разница, хоть это будет вся жизнь, я в любом случае не намерена сдаваться и опускать лапки, у меня по-прежнему огромный резерв воли и силы для исполнения своей главной мечты. Я так рада, так рада, что у меня есть возможность проживать прекрасные дни моей молодости. Какие бы препятствия меня не ожидали, я всё равно не намерена сдаваться. Ты тоже справишься, дорогой человечек. Ты даже не можешь представить, насколько могуча та сокровенная сила, глубоко запрятанная в тебе. Так что будь добр, используй её по максимуму и откуси свой заветный кусок пирога счастья. Его хватит на всех! ❤
The nevertheless background I just oh wow this whole song and the BG are immaculate new sub
This relaxed me sm knowing they love each other and then with this playlist :(
idk where else to say this but I just need to say it for someone to see and actually care, I just feel like things are changing so fast around me, and I just cant keep up, I don't want things to change, But when I listen to songs like this, It makes me stop for a moment and think about everything around me, It makes me feel so calm and happy and sad all at the same time, all these emotions being released by just a few songs are actually shocking.
i'm not crying i'm actually really happy bc i sent my gc a paragraph confessing my love even though its like for the 3rd time. like we're already dating and have been but like goddamn i just love her so much
so i'm just sitting here, in bed, thinking about the time where she had one airpod in and i had the other and we just sat in bed together with my arms wrapped around her from the back. i love that memory. we sat there for so long. just listing do music and hugging. it healed something in me-- i dont know what but it was something.
To everybody out there who is going trough a rough time, it will get better. Believe me, I’ve been there, I felt like the whole world was against me, like I was nothing. But that isn’t true. It will always get better. Just stay strong and let time heal your wounds. I know it hurts but you will get through it, i believe in you.
You are beautiful and strong, always remember that❤️
Omg i love u
@@sarahchristin2057 I love you too
Algumas pessoas dizem não gostar dessas músicas, outras até chegam no nível de dizer que é música feita para "funeral". Mas a real é que essas músicas, na minha perspectiva, são muito mais que música... Elas são o conforto e a minha paz quando estou passando por algum momento caótico. Elas são o tipo de coisa que quando desejo deixar de ouvir, me faz querer ouvir ainda mais. Elas são o motivo de muitas noites boas dormidas por trazer a calmaria e me fazer perceber o quão bom é o silêncio que a madrugada me proporciona, e que muitas vezes, me escuta muito mais do que certas pessoas por aí.
a música é realmente um protetor de silêncio para todos
This is actually one of the most beautiful playlists I have ever heard 😌😌😇it literally healed my soul.
This playlist has actually kept me going through my stressful middle term exams.I really recommend listening to this playlist at night.Its just whole another vibe😌
Thank u yumi. After a long day of anxiety i always look forward to cry it out to ur videos. I always find peace in ur channel. Keep going
thank u, this makes me so happy
I just woke up and am now being made to watch this on my phone actually I think...? haha (not really awake now honestly) and it's actually not that bad of a feeling for once it's actually very tolerable right now and I kinda like it actually haha as long as there the person I think they are haha, ... well anyways I gotta now get up and get some breakfast and go do stuff.
I’m so happy I found this playlist. I have almost all of these songs on my Spotify, but the way they’re slowed and everything just makes the initial emotion inflicted so much more intense. Love this
could u share with me ur playlist 🥺
@@snoowy6068 the songs are scattered throughout my playlists but I’d have to say a good amount of them are on this one: open.spotify.com/playlist/2b0pw1ZgPDsQmGUgNZUGdv?si=qi_b2X80R4CLk8o_s5b0Og :)
@@gracehazel4490 thx u bruuh, I like it, love u 🥰
@@snoowy6068 ofc! Glad to hear it- love u 🫶
I love listening to this playlist with headphones while i’m reading a book at night, it’s like a whole vibe, i enjoy it🫶
Fourth of July never fails to make me cry
i made a “poem”. not for this, but more like about this. its called:
*THAT BLUE FEELING*
this isn’t a poem,
but i feel as if it would be implied,
that it tried its best,
to be as poetic as i can make it,
i meant to say,
i like feeling nice,
feeling clean,
and warm,
i like when i look soft,
when i feel soft,
or when my hair looks nice for once,
and i like when my dog is warm,
and on her back,
i like petting her soft tummy,
she feels so nice,
and i love that dog,
and i love that feeling,
just the feeling of blue,
but not a sad blue,
the kind of blue you see in the clouds,
not the pink of the sunset,
but the blue,
lighter than most,
but still lovable,
and it feels,
can be light grey,
can be white,
or a nice orange,
but it just feels,
and i hope everyone knows that feeling,
at least once,
once is enough to remember,
forever
there's a lot of ppl out there that cant remember that feeling forever
wow!
incredible
lovely
for anyone that is feeling "sad" just know that you are not alone, keep your head up
When i close my eyes while listening to this playlist, i imagine a world completely different from the one i have right now. A world better than this. A world i'd give everything to live in.
Me too.
I appreciate stuff like this. Its been a rough year so far. Ive had 2 loved ones pass and lost a girl i loved for reasons ill never know. I ponder it every night as to how i could have changed or done things differently but i have to move on and somehow the music helps. Almost makes it not seem as lonely in a way. To anyone reading this remember that no matter what your going through, you aren't on your own, and youll get through it
words will never be enough to bring back what was lost but, i love you! n i want to see u win :)
POV
I was studying peacefully in my room with my headphones on with this playlist when my mother called me outside my room. I went there and she was standing near the window of balcony. There was a smile on her face and she told me that it's raining really heavy today. There is no window in my room so I didn't knew about it. I was still having my headphones on while I was standing near the window. It was all dark outside, it's hard to believe that it was sunny just a few hours ago. But I really liked it. I liked it dark. The rain has created a foggy atmosphere and the smell of soil is reaching my nostrils making me feel nostalgic. It was so quite here. Thousands of thoughts were roaming through my head but I just focused on the music and rain. My hairs feel like dancing along the melody of music and rain. I feel so good here. Suddenly my mother gave me a cup of tea snapping me out of my thoughts, and I smiled at her. My focus again went outside. I saw the birds struggling to go back to their nest on this windy and rainy day. I saw a young boy returning of somewhere struggling to hold his umbrella. I saw kids chasing their paper boat on the street where there is rain water, one of them lost his boat, I feel sad for him. Life is all about struggles but every struggle teach us to face different instances of life. Everyday life plans different troubles for us to test us but we should be brave enough to withstand all those troubles and face them. I know you may feel down some times but it's okay. No one is perfect, no one is there who don't face troubles. You are not the only one my friend who is feeling totally alone and helpless. Just acknowledge your inner strength, you are powerful then anyone here. I believe in you and I know that you can make it.
This comment made me feel very calm thank you for this, this comment helped me ease my mind maybe I can sleep tonight 🌃🌙🇹 🇭 🇦 🇳 🇰 🇾 🇴 🇺
@@HelpMeGetTo100K I am glad that I was able to make you feel good 🫂
Just sitting back and look out my window wondering and thinking about life or even crying It's nice let it out now while you can even if people can hear you crying just let it all out later we get up wash our face and keep pushing through life and everything that comes our way we can do this together ❤
writing my novel with this playlist in the background is so peaceful
where can i read your novel!!
@@snoowy6068 haha, it's not published yet ! But when it is, I'll try to remember telling you !
i'm a rebound who fell a guy that went back to his ex :'))
now i'm having relapses, having flashbacks from our times and memories he left me. i burned down everything that reminded me of him but i kept missing him, and having dreams abt him. i miss you, el.
This creates a feeling of support for me because at the moment I found out I may lose someone close to me and this just gives me the time to reflect on my life and know that it can be short but you just have to make the best of it no matter what life throws at you. For anyone reading I hope you take this music as a way to cope and know someone always has your back
I truly feel so alone. I don’t have anyone. I feel like I’m going crazy. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m in this continuous cycle of loneliness. I don’t know how much longer I can endure it.
Feeling exact same
@@Joeythegoats same
When fourth of july started the saddest tear fell of my eye, also thank you, this playlist is helping a lot ❤️
Songs like this force me to really think deep and I love to think deeply. It makes me realize my mistakes that I have made, sort appreciate them in that I know to be better, do better. To make me understand that life is short, not not miss a day. Treat myself and others with kindness and to try, even on the hardest days, try and be joyful, to spread joy. For anyone out there having a tough time in life, know your not alone. Many of us are going through tough times, but through every dark night, there's a bright day after that, keep your head up.
Thank you 💙
the world goes silent and im sitting at 3 am with calmness and happiness in my heart accomplishing things which lead to mastering all my goals. Better times are on the corner waiting for you guys!!!!! Much love for everyone and tight virtual hug
I fear life, strength, and hope. I find comfort in my own vulnerability since it gives me a place to hide away. I’m not sure if this is healthy but this is how I get comfort, and it is in this comfort that I find myself happiest. It gives me something to hold onto in this competitive and complicated world. It is an emotion that is so simple to me.
Escutando essa música agora a noite, percebi que eu preciso aproveitar mais as coisas da vida,o tempo tá passando tão rápido .
Me and my ex boyfriend broken up yesterday. I wasn't expecting that to be happened, it hurts but it is what it is.. I'll just have to move on and focus on my life. Thank you for this playlist
i am randomly just going to write down whatever comes to mind. these days i want to be loved like romantically loved. i have so many friends and it’s not like i am not loved. I am loved by some and it should be enough but i always keep thinking of if I will ever be romantically loved like someone would want to be with me and just idk.
as i’m nearing adulthood, i’ve realized how much time i’ve wasted. hours spent being critical of my self image, and countless opportunities being ripped from my grasp. this is all because i was too scared to take a leap of faith.
if you’re reading this, do NOT be afraid to do what your heart tells you to pursue. regret is such a depressing feeling, so do everything in your power to make your story a good one.
go after that person, apply for that job, throw yourself past your comfort zone, and make every moment count.
you’re capable of changing your life for the better, you can do this ❤️
I’m soo tired I just want to permanently sleep I’m tired of everything and I have no one so what’s the point of being here. Thank you for the playlist
these songs remind me when we were still each other's best friend, no one could separate us, we'd do everything together, when we went out, watched sunrises and sunsets together... now it's all gone...
“This is it, this is the moment I’ve waited for my entire life.. cuz finally the world went quiet” ~rue
The thumbnail broo, I really need a hug from him. Since I only met him once, I shouldn't have high expectations, yet thinking about him still makes me incredibly happy and sad at the same time. I don't think he even knows I still exist anymore.
Reach out to him! maybe he does!
@@Forit26 It was super complicated like, the age gap between us both is pretty big but I lost feelings and give up since I knew the chance of being with him was extremly low
do you know what sucks the most? No, it´s not one-sided love. No, it´s not a break-up. No, it´s not a heartbreak.
Then what is it?
I´ve loved this boy ever since we were immature kids by the age of 13 (me) and 15 (him). We grew up together, or so I think. I loved him so much. We fought like cats and dogs the whole time, had this intense eyecontact across the room (If you´ve ever fallen in love, you´ll know this is the most exciting eyecontact ever) and the smiles on our faces whenever we were besides each other. When everyone turned their backs at me, he was the only one to actually care and to actually want to help. He was such a sweet and lovely gentleman. But not all the time. He was also an angry and heartbroken kid who only knew pain and how to hurt others, never how to make them happy. He bullied others yet said he hated bullying and pretended to be a robot when he should´ve been emotional instead. After a year of knowing each other, he suddenly became a robot. He started avoiding me and any contact with me whatsoever. When we did have contact, he made sure to mention that I´m annoying or that he dislikes a certain thing with me all whilst his eyes were telling me mine is the prettiest he´s ever seen. He would say something but show something totally different. Suddenly, I started having these thoughts that he might have a certain mental illness like bipolar disorder. His behavior was so inconsistent and it was so clear that he loved me yet was afraid of something. I did confess to him 363 days after I met him. His only answer was that he "couldn´t" with almost what seemed to be tears and a red face. Till this day I do not know what the hell he couldn´t. He couldn´t love? couldn´t be in a relationship with me? couldn´t commit? Still, I held onto him like a child holds onto its mother. I knew what we had was too much to waste. I thought "maybe if i give him a little bit of time he´ll realize he loves me" or "maybe the trauma he went through (he´s went through ALOT of trauma in his childhood) is getting the best of him and he´s afraid I´ll leave him when we get into a relationship". A year went on, and so much had happened. I tried so much to make him open up. Some days we´d text until we say "goodnight", other days we wouldn´t text at all. I have this feeling (I swear it´s some weird shit) that he missed me at least as much as I did. But it started affecting my mental health. It got so bad that I ended up getting together with another guy that liked me just to forget him. I must say, it was about to work but i had to break up with him bcuz my family suddenly decided we´d move. I was convinced we´d move 2 months from the day i broke up with him, so i swear it was legit. But oh my god the things my Him did that proved he was sooo jealous. He´d stare at us whenever we´d sit together, keep trying to separate us and even referred to me as "X´s girlfriend" (x is the new bf) even though he usually always says my nickname. He became distant and made our relationship very formal. I thought that i had to spend my last two months happy, aka building memories with my Hexcitement in him whenever we´d see each other. His last birthday, i had given him a drawing of him and he got so happy that he hanged it on his fridge. because of how happy he got, i promised myself i´d give him another drawing next year (aka this year) no matter what happens. I did end up giving it to his brother who gave it to him and he hanged it on his fridge too. he sent me a message thanking me which i thought he would never do. his brother looked at me like 😂🤩😏 and asked "so you still love him?" and i answered "well, i don´t know. but i like making people around me happy, and him being happy is what matters". he then doesn´t answers, just laughs and nods.
Days go by and i´ve not seen him for two weeks. Then, i suddenly see him at my highschool two wednesdays in a row and when i decide to look it up, I FOUND OUT HIS CLASS HAD P.E LESSONS IN MY SCHOOL, which is once a week every wednesday. i became so damn happy. like "finally, life is giving me a sign that we actually might not be bad for each other".
And omg, i would wait for him in a place where i can see him and he can see me every wednesday. and even this 1 minute meeting would feel like a 10 hour walk in heaven. he´d look at me with his amazing eyes with a mix between light blue and green, so shiny like stars. sometimes he´d smile, sometimes he´d tease me like he usually does.
but then, a big fight between us happened. he tried to apologize on instagram but i didn´t even let him finish bcuz he made me sooo sad. He let me down like everybody else even though he was supposed to be the one i trust the most.
so suddenly, on a rainy friday, i enter his instagram profile and saw a fucking letter with a heart besides it in his bio.
i search in his followers for a girl that starts with the same letter he has in his bio and i enter the profile of every one of them. then my heart skips a beat when i enter an account with his letter and a heart in the bio.
He´s not the type to love like that, he´s not the type to make it public that he loves someone, he has a very hard time opening up, he has a difficulty to enter a relationship, he has difficulties to have sustainable and consistent behavior, he´s shy, he´s very shy, he´s very very shy, he´s very very very shy-
and boom i started crying. What if he is someone i never thought he was?
"NO NO this is false" "what if it isn´t false?" "he´s playing around to forget you just like you did to forget him" "but what if-" "no this is false! trust me im your heart i know him"
just a piece of the war that corrupted in my mind. i still don´t know if it´s fake or not. some days it feels sooo fake. like dude one day after we fought you put a letter in your bio?
but other days it feels so real. i don´t know if i still love him or not. all i know is that i have the urge to cry every time i think of the possibility of her experiencing the love that I WANTED TO EXPERIENCE.
So, do you know what sucks the most?
thinking that someone is unable to love and waiting for them to open up and finally love you, then suddenly seeing another girl experiencing the love that you thought wasn´t there.
This paylist is really soothing but at the same time evokes a lot of different feelings. I'm grateful to everyone who leaves such nice comments, it helps to get on with the day.
My life and emotions lately have been very different from what they used to be, I used to be happy and always with people but now it's all overshadowed by sadness and loneliness. I've never felt so alone, every time I look at my phone I'm just waiting for a message from one person but it never comes and every time I see that they haven't texted, my heart breaks more and more. He is my soul mate and I love him so much but my soul is so tired, he was everything I wanted for Christmas but I can't have it so I have to be alone at Christmas and it breaks my heart even more.
I love you
i havent been able to cry for a long time and i have been crying all day today and this playlist just helped me get it all out. The world went silent many times for me sadly and today is one of those days. When i needed him the most he just stopped talking to me just like everyone else. Im so sick of myself. I hope i dont wake up tomorrow :)
Please know that you didn't deserve it and it isn't your fault, don't let how people treated to you define you. It's most likely a them-problem
The day we realize we can do it all for ourselves, even if we hate ourselves, changes everything. If we can just get up in the mornings for ourself, eat something for ourself, get that work done for ourself, just simply try for ourself, we can make it out. And then one day, after trying again and again, you find yourself surrounded with the kind of life you dreamt of when you were at your lowest. The kind of life you never thought you'd have. So please please please don't give up. Just try to hold on. just try. What if you stopped reading the book because you thought it got too boring, but didn't know the page right after was the start of the beautiful ending?
this playlist is all I need honestly, every time I listen to this I feel so motivated to be productive with my life, thank you
I feel so lonely. I just want more friends. I want to be happy. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm going through such a difficult time and I wish people cared and understood my feelings.
i know...
EVERYTHING WILL BE OK...maybe not now or tomorrow or the day after but eventually it will
Have you ever felt like you’re in the wrong place, the wrong reality like you’re missing something that doesn’t even exist?
Love is energy of life. This is what makes us human..
Бож это так прекрасно и эстично....
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