The last time I told my dad hello. In a second my life turned upside down. My dads in jail and my mom told me she couldn’t care less if I died. And my sis tries to kill her self.
This hits hard when you are afraid of become like your Parents. Worrying and the frustration that one day you might actually be like them. That you might do those things. And it scares the living hell outta me as much as it makes me resent myself
I would't even know how to confort anyone couse im really bad at it everytime it happends i just tell some random shit jokes or make fun of myself to make them feel better.
I got my dad genes when I get angry I can think and I don't care about the consequences of it like all you is blank and you can't stop I got in a fight back in 1first grade the kid had one black eye a and a bloody nose. Ever since I can't get a hold of my anger even though I appear as the cool and reserved type
I just realized what it meant, lol (why did I say “lol”? Because I have nothing else to say) one time when I was really young, my father use to be really abusive (physically and mentally) so one time he was really drunk and decided to yell at my mother for no reason (and we were really poor back then :/) so my parents started to fight about how would use all of their money to idk buy useless things. So eventually he like physically attacked her so she had to call the police and they took him away for a week. So during that week, everything was very peaceful and you know I didn’t have to worry about anything, so after that week my father was a lot more calm. And so now whenever my parents starts a fight it’s usually my mom that starts to yell first and I rarely hear my father yell. So that line really relates to my past and yes of course it’s also very deep, but for me now everything is fine and back to normal 😌.
Imagine this: Bi-polar disorder passed down the family. Daughter was born by the mother and father, the father being bi-polar. Father goes through the maniac faze, and kills mom. Girl gets adopted, and then the father calls her phone. She answers and gets furious at him. He apologizes. 2 years later she gets another call. She is still mad at him. She yells and screams at him. Through sobs he replies, “Okay, I just wanted you to know this is the last time you’ll ever hear this voice again.. I’m getting executed..”. She screams. She drives her adopted moms car to the prison, and quickly tells the officer what is happening and she demands to see her father. He hesitates, but sees the terror in her eyes, and quickly brings her to the execution room. She was too late. Bolts of electricity go through her father as she stands there. She hears a faint, “I love you..”. She grows up to be a motivational speaker, and tries to raise money to help scientists find a cure for bi-polar disorder. The end.
Bipolar runs heavily through my family. I'm scared, I inherited my dad's genes so strongly. I don't want to go manic, to be such a sadist. I don't want to be depressed, to want to die. But I do, I'm so scared.
Bipolar also runs through my family and I found out that I have about 2 years ago, I also have really bad depression and anxiety..... My mom and dad are pretty bad parents.... A year ago I found out that my dad was doing drugs like heroin ( in the very same room that the little kids play in) he's also a major alcoholic 🙄😔 he went crazy one day and destroyed my aunt's house ( me, my dad, and little brother were living with them at the time) my dad then illegally took my brother and moved to the homeless/rehab shelter and that's where they live now. I still live with my aunt and she treats me like her own daughter ( she has 2 daughters) I also have an older sister and she lives with our other aunt. My mom is a decent person but she makes a lot of stupid decisions and is almost always in jail. We could live with her but I chose not to for the sake of my well being and she completely understands that I just need to feel safe and I do feel safe and happy with my aunt😁 I've always had really bad emotions and am almost always crying 🙄 all my "friends" think it's annoying and that I need to be tough if I ever want to be loved but... I can't help it... People just don't understand that I've been through a lot of emotional, really bad things😔😔 also I have recently found out that my best friend talks about me behind my back to the person who bullies my mentally every day.... I still haven't confronted her about it tho because I'm terrified of being alone even tho I already feel that way..... Thanks for reading all that if you did lol sorry😂🙃
Do people not realize their not just punishing the person dying but their also punishing their family for no reason I honestly am full on against educating people that’s full on basically MUDER
@@bffsdostuff3472 all three of my siblings are older all out of school and I’m the youngest still in school and my mom always compares me to them and I hear her compare my sister to me which even tho we hate each other just breaks my heart my mom has anger issues and I’m a emotional person so worse combination someone who blames everyone else and yells I can’t stand people yelling at me and my mom does everyday I feel like crying when she yells at me saying how useless I am being lazy doing nothing
well my bio dad hung my mom and I was just born watching it and I cant ever see him tho i have my step dad who chreats me badly wich is sad and my friends all know
Do you ever just look in a mirror and just stare into your own eyes and imagine yourself looking different or how the world would be like without you. And as your zoning out you just *snap* and your out of it,You forgot what you were doing and walk away. Cause I do. I hate myself ✌️ Edit: 24/12/21. This comment didn’t age well, I never hated myself; I just loved the attention, I disliked myself, but I never hated myself. I’m ashamed of who I used to be. Edit: 9/2/23. i like myself. took only 2 years. reminder that even if it gets bad, it'll get better. i promise you that.
@@itsyour1localloser793 This comment was 5 months ago! Things have changed! And thank you so much! I may not love myself, but I don’t hate myself as much as I used toooO!
*”The song is even sadder when you understand the lyrics..”* edit: this is simply a quote, I do not relate to this situation at all and I am grateful I have a loving father. I wish you all the best and I hope it gets better for you. Just remember that it’s not your fault, it’s their lost. Im sorry for you all.
yeah sometimes I wish I didn't because life can be hard for some people but I usually put it aside so that even if it is through a text other people can understand that I'm here and that there will always have a bright side to what they are going through because other people need it more than me because i have learned how to look at the bright side of most things but it is hard and i fall into depression a lot but it is ok because in the end i will be a better person and stronger than i ever was so ya.
“Hate to say hello ‘Cause I know it means goodbye” That hit me hard Edit: The likes on here 0.0 I read all of your replies and I’m very truly sorry for all of this catastrophe you’ve experienced, but things will get better.. The storm always gets worse before it gets better, and don’t forget that. 💖💞
gamerkiddotv super child I’m really sorry this happened. Maybe we could talk, if you need to, as long as I’m free. I have school a lot but I’ll talk when I’m free if you’d like
My mother hates my father because I loved him so when my father payed for my mother to come to see me on my birthday my mother was talking to me saying stuff like she wished he was dead so I could be with her but I hate her cause she left me and my father when I was two and so I told her to stop she didn't then the morning after she left my father died. It's been a week since it happened I swear to God I will never do drugs like her, leave my children like her, wish death on people like her, and mostly never hate the people who do the most for me like she did. Love the people in your life before they are gone ❤️
My dad is always good to me but when is he drunk its always he made a fight with my mom but i dont understand they are just made their lifes bad...and even my life...But it doesnt matter I love them no matter are they drunk..bad...hates me..I have a great falimy if u ask me! Its just an normal problems everyone had them...but its not normal if someones parent bully their kid! Everyone just be happy! Everyones dad like to go on a drink 🍻 with their partners on works or anyone i just said that everyone its a LIFE not an game and just believe ur dad or mom or anyone is just somewhere in! My parents love me with all they hearts and I love them no matter what are they like i said! My parents dont hate me they just yell at me when i do something wrong but they are just trying to help me! Just believe that is that person u know somewhere in there...trying to stop all this but they cant..I just said that to kids who get bullied..Im sorry...Just believe that person is in there and trying to stop it! If u believe everything is going to stop say them this and u will see 🙂! Thanks for listening i wish no one is bullied!!😇
We left my dad when I was 3 and he came back at age 7 with some girl and 2 kids my age and younger Tryed to get to know us so he wouldn't have to pay child support them my mom married again to another guy who was good but then he changed we left him as well So I think this song realates to both of us
Repost if... -You always hear your name even when if it's not being called. -You hate hearing your voice in recordings. -You use the word "thingy" when you can't remember what something is called. -You pretend you're writing in class so the teacher won't call on you. -You say the entire alphabet because you can't remember what letter comes next. -You and your best friend can say one word and crack up. -You hate it when one of your hoodie strings is longer than the other. -You hate it when someone thinks you like someone when you clearly don't. -You hate it when your favorite song comes on as you pull in the driveway. -You feel like if you turn on the lights, you'll be safe from anything. -You push those little buttons on the lids of fast-food drinks. -You love it when you tell a guy to shut up and they copy you in a higher voice and you both start laughing.
in freshman year I had to do a project about my "theme song" and this is the song that came to mind. I didnt use it because it would have sent me to the counselors, but my appreciation for this song has grown. I have felt every single emotion shown in this song, I have been in almost every scenario from this song. I have seen my father twice this year and have only enjoyed one of those instances. hes been arrested, hes gone to the hospital many times and every time i get so scared because i think hes going to leave me but I'm more scared that I'll turn out exactly like him.
I’m 13 and My parents never seen my accomplishments, it’s like I’m invisible and they don’t love me at all. They recently gave my brother a phone for having a 70 average and I have a 90+ average but when I asked if they can give me 10 dollars to go out with my friends they ignored me. I know you might never see my comment but just know you aren’t alone ❤
You can think you will be like him and i know this comments are 3 years old but really man, i know coming from a stranger it isnt a lot. But how i see it your father just showed you not who to be, which is a great lesson but coming from the wrong person. You dont have to be anything like him, be you. Personally i have a fear of turning like my mom and dad. My mom doesnt care about me and my dad taught me how to never treat children. Things happen for a reason. Just like the saying what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. You will become stronger, Forget being like him because i know you wont be like him. I dont know you that well but its transparent.
Stephanie fajardo Don't worry about being the good daughter be the girl you normally are, don't change, don't think too much. It'll be alright trust me. Feel better
Its soo sad because she singing a story about shes trying to not become like her parents but she cant stop it because she has the same DNA 😭 that's what I try to do to I also try to fight my DNA so I wont end up like my parents.
98% of the reason I don’t want kids, adopted or otherwise is because I am so afraid I’ll make the same mistakes my parents did with me, I like to believe that most of it they didn’t realize was hurting me so badly, but I was always afraid of saying that what they said hurt deep. I am afraid of being in a relationship because of what examples I see everyday. The first time I can remember seeing an argument not be a shouting match and ending peaceful was when I was visiting my uncles house when I was 18. I am afraid of being like them
I know it’s a year later but still I felt I should reply. I’m sure you’ll be an amazing parent. Seeing how you’re aware that you were parented wrong makes me believe you won’t make the same mistakes and you’ll parent in your way. ❤
@@MackenzieYuna-bp5gl thanks! I’ve sorta decided that when I’m settled down somewhere I’ll probably adopt, but that’s many years down the line so I have plenty of time to gain experience
My grandfather is alcoholic which tored my family apart And always has anger issues, and it hurts to see all of my family tore apart, my grandmother left us but came back Because she remembered us and if she left us she knew that my grandfather will hurt us, but not only my grnadmother but my aunt who sticked up for me, then came back but that day i wanted to die so i just wanted to jump of our window but it never happened since i still love my family even tho they fight as always and im just a 10 years old my sister is turning 5 this August 2020 but my grandfather never changed, my grandmother heard that my grandfather doesn't love her anymore and his only with us just for me and my sister but he still never changed, he never knew that i wanted to jump off my uncle is in abroad he's the only one who saves me he said "always text me if there's something wrong..." I did text him but it gets worser...while my grandfather is sick his throat is stuck, but he still gets mad at us..and i Always pray for him to get better even tho i know he still has anger issues of us..and my father is not my real father he's my step father..i still love them Cause my real father left my mom when i was a baby Soo i just did this to tell my story Sorry for the others who felt the same i love you all ❤️
Well my beautiful girl there is hope and love in jesus read the bible start with Jeremiah 29:11 i am praying for you and your sister sweet girl god will help you it may not be today i hope it be today but it may not be but just remember the lord our god is always with you ALWAYS
Yeah... I lost 2 months ago a very important pony and I'm so sad... I have cried 2 moths after leaving him behind and pretend that I'm fine and I'm happy! But the truth is that I'm covering my pain being happy... I feel like he was the only one who really understood me and now he's gone I have no one. I hate this. No one never understands... :/
"I won't be, no i won't be like you" reminds me of my dream back when i was elementary, shouting to all my family because i came out being gay, and all of my family hates gay in real life, but its just a dream, i hope they will accept when i came out
It does not matter if they don’t accepted you cuz no matter what happens don’t look back look in front,don’t look down look up.... just....*BE YOURSELF*
It doesn’t matter if they don’t care. As long ad your safe and you’re happy, you matter. If they don’t accept you, their not family. Family is not blood, it is who you can trust, and who loves you. You’ve got this.
When this song came out for the first time, I cried so hard. You see, I have a dead beat dad. I only saw him once a year, if I was lucky, and my little naive self thought he cared about me. I used to cling on all of the happy moments when we were together. But looking back at it now, he used to be a prick. When I was 9, I moved away because my mom and my stepdad got married. I never heard from my dad again. As I went through middle school, I started getting into really bad fights with my parents. My relationship with my mom started to drift. I would always hope and fantasize that my dad would come and make everything better, but he didn't. He didn't give a shit about me. Then I started hating him. Hating him for abandoning me. Hating him for making me feel like I was unworthy of love. Hating him for drifting me apart from my mom. Hating him for giving me his worst traits. Hating him because I look like him. Hating him for giving me his anger issues. "When I erupt / Just like you do / They look at me/ Like I look at you."
They really are unforgettable. I just pray for anyone that suffers anything that hurt them. I know I’ve suffered. I want to use that to help other people who are suffering too
So liah was apparently using some type of drug. It was noticed by people through her weird behaviour in one of her lives. Since her past was not the bestest,there are chances that she is using drugs and needs help.
same cause my dads not in my life and never wouldve be hes in prison for doing drugs 9 months in there hes been in their for 6 months 3 more to go i guess
@@blissfulsoo1251 are you ok- like not even jokingly. lmao means laughing my ass off, that isn't an insult. all they did was just clarify she didn't commit suicide..
Who’s listening in 2019? Really pains me how she turned out now considering the lyrics. I seriously hope someone reaches out to her soon to give her the help she needs.
This was like me and my best friend. We were the closest But our parents split us up... We vowed to meet again and never break our kids. 𝕂𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝔹𝕖𝕝𝕖𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘
SAME MY BFF IS GOING ANOTHER SCHOOL AND AM STUCK IN THE SAME SCHOOL BUT NOW WITH HER AND I TOLD HER NOT TO GO BUT SHE IS JUST CAUSE OFF OR UGLY TEACHRES and am alaya
Me too...My BFF went to Fiji and after that, they'll come back here to get their old stuff so they can leave again to New Zealand...They will stay there until she finishes school, meaning we will only see each other once we're grown up... T^T
Time flies, I remember crying to this song for hours. And three years later I've finally found it but the tears have stopped coming out, I know you'll get through this but please don't ignore it.
Don't weary I'm here with you all so don't feel like you have to deal with it alone, we are all here, and I'm here to listen to you if that's all you need
Comments are a safe place... For us all we all have had a bad experience so have others we are all here for each other and everything will gg better I promise! 😊😁 No matter how bad it is now we can get through it! I know we are all strangers here but sometimes a stranger is the best person to talk to in the toughest of times because a lot of people have had or is going through the same situation as you so never let your guard down and live a good life! My mom and dad divorced when I was 2 and I haven't seen my mom sense and my dad works full time so I'm always with friends... Everyone here may need help so if they say something like "if I get 10 likes it would mean the world to me because I'm going through tough times" Just help them out don't say they are making it up because maybe it's true I know this is long but the message I'm trying to get out is someone will always be there for u if you know them or not live a good life and enjoy it while it lasts. And I just took a bunch of time from that life while you were reading this. Go back to enjoying and reading the comments! ❤❤❤
Unfortunately, while I agree with the message, comments aren't always a safe place. I know from personal experience that there are people who just don't care because they're behind a screen, so they say very hurtful things, even to people who commented something horrible that they are going through. It's a cruel world, but it is true that even in the darkest places, there's always some light. All you have to do is find it. Don't ever be afraid to get help. Even if it is in a RUclips comment section, there's always someone willing to help.
@Aurora Crane Umm why did you write backwards but other than that I'm very sorry that your life ended up like that but theres one thing I know that might cheer you up No matter what or anything hat happenes there's always a way that miracles could happen!!!! So your dad might change his ways of even in the future you could change him and his ways yourself☺ So what I'm trying to say is ... NEVER EVER IN YOUR LIFE GIVE UP!!!!!
0:14 "Dark as midnight six pack coors light you don't look the same" Meaning: Dad is outside in the night drinking a six pack beer brand named "coors light". After drinking, he looks very sober and his eyes are red, which is why he doesn't look like the same jolly dad as before. 0:21 "Past my bedtime blue & red lights come take you away" Meaning: The daughter has trouble sleeping since she has flashbacks of her drunk dad beating her every single night. The dad sometimes goes insane and beats himself. Which caused him to go to the ambulance and take him away. (Refers to "Blue & red lights). 0:31 "Hate to see you like a monster so I run and hide hate to ask but what's it like to leave me behind" Meaning: "Every day, the parents are fighting due to the fathers lack of connection with the daughter. The daughter refers the parents as angry monsters fighting. They never speak to the daughter since all they do is fight. 0:43 "I won't be no I won't be like you fighting back I'm fighting back the truth eyes like yours can't look away but you can't stop dna no you can't stop dna" Meaning:The daughter always sees the dad go into psychical fights and worries that she'll grow up exactly like him. Her mind is telling her that she's wrong and denying the truth that *SHE* *WILL* indeed grow up like him. Then, her mind says "No, you can't stop DNA" repeatedly in her head. 1:20 "Twice a year you come in crashing nice to see you too johnny cash and backseat laughing always ends too soon" Meaning: Her father only visits twice a year, no reason intended and no greeting, interaction at all. Johnny cash, the fathers name. She had a flashback of them cracking up in the car when she was 4 but she thought it was yesterday when they got along, which is why it "always ends too soon". 1:40 "Hate to say hello cause I know that it means goodbye hate to ask but what's it like to leave me behind" Meaning: The daughter tried having a conversation with her dad and started with a "Hello" The father didn't say a word, and left the room. She wishes that the father spends more time with her, but all he does is leave her behind. 2:20 "All the pieces of you and the pieces of me I'm just so scared you're who'll I be when I erupt just like you do they look at me like I look at you" Meaning: When the daughter finally grows up and erupts she gets frightened about how she'll be just like her father. She also worries that people will look at her with the disgusted face that she gave to her father whenever he fought with people.
same and people hugged me and people asked are you OK and i said i'm never OK with my home but i'm glad I have one and we should all have one I think it's not fair that people don't have a home.
I heard this song at work and cried like a baby. My biological mother was a drug addict and she left me in a closet when I was 4 months old. My biological grandmother and aunt found me and I ended up being adopted by my grandparents. Turns out my biological grandfather was an alcoholic, and was really abusive to us. Didn’t find this out until I was 19. I went most of my life thinking my grandmother was my mom and that my aunts and uncles were my siblings. I finally got to meet my dad and his wife and my real siblings. My biological mom passed away last month and I was able to be there at the funeral for my biological little sister because she needed me. I don’t let it stop me though. I start nursing school this summer and I’m finally healing from all the childhood trauma. I say all of this to say, there is hope. You may have characteristics of your parents. You may be terrified of becoming them. But if you have faith and tenacity you can fight those tendencies and become better than they were. Don’t give up guys! ❤️❤️ much love
My father has been in and out of prison my whole life for drugs. Im only 13 and dont remember a single birthday with him, a single christmas, any holiday. Hes put me through so much i promised myself, and everyone i wont be like him but it terrifys me because i dont want to be like him.
i'm sorry, a lot of people take for granted the fact that they have had their parents when there are people who have one or no parents. I do it to, its just that my family is a bit broken. I recently found out that my dad had an affair with someone. My sister leaves scars to me, my parents fight a lot. I still love them, there will be parts of you that will turn out like your parents. Let it be, you'll be happy that you did. Trust me,I'm already like my parents, and I'm glad I am. Like you I'm 13 and I don't regret anything that has happened in my life. If you have a 'perfect family' don't take it for granted, love and cherish them.
I sadly have to see my father. He is abusive. A total asshole. Has anger issues. And tries to fix everything with money that he doesn't even have. If I told him I was gay he would probably kill me.
"I won't be like you" "Black and blue light will come to take you away" "I'm scared of you" "I'm fighting back the truth" I said all that stuff to my dad before he died of being an alcoholic
They fight because my dad fishing all time and don't care about me,my mom and my little sister. And when we say no to go fishing woth hom he yell at us so i go in my room and listen to music because its calm me down ^^
I'm sorry, my parents don't love me. They want me to be the perfect little doll..I'll listen to you're problems, I'll be there in you're darkest times, I'll comfort you when you're down. *Me and Zam Fam. will be there for you! :)*
I used to be scared of being like my father. He abused me. He spanked me with a backscratcher for everything I did wrong. If we wasn't happy with me, he would spank me. When I got older (6or7) he used the belt. He said his father did the same. And I was wondering if I would do that too. At less then seven years old, I was scared if being my father. I ended up getting a restraining order against him. I didn't see him for 5 years. Now I see him an hour a week, and he was me to be just like him. But I'm not. I'm not violent. I'm the peace keeper. I'm not hurtful. I'm healing. I want to be the opposite of my father. I AM. The opposite of my father. You are not your parents. 💖💖💖
I'm sorry that happened... My biological father is not in my life he insulted my mother on Facebook and he tried to turn me against the one person who was in my life, my whole life.... My mother, he also let his mom call me trash to my face, my step dad is WAY better than him when his ex called me a 'Psycho' he stood up for me, I've been called many things over the years... I can't even see my own sister cuz my biological father won't let me and it hurts so bad that I'm suffering through depression ATM I have been dealing with it for two years now... Just when I though I could be more positive for my vollyball team....... It came back.... so yeah.. I think these comments are good for everyone to open up And again I am sorry that your father abused you, there were always petofiles around my bio. Dads house which is why I am not allowed to go to his house, but yeah..... >^< (-this is my fave emoji cuz it's cute btw! XD) Anyways... Can't think of more to say ATM... Might edit this comment later.. Heh...!
"All the pieces of him And the pieces of me I'm just so scared hes who I'll be When I erupt just like he does they look at me like I look at him" That's how i feel
I know what she means ( I think ) Like you don’t want to be like them but you can NEVER escape dna you cannot change the fact that you are ALWAYS going to connected to them...even if u change.. dna still connects u.
Also some tendencies and mental health disorders run in genes passed down in DNA so you literally can turn out like them with the same issues and you can’t stop it
I don't want to turn out like my father. An alcoholic with anger issues who takes all his anger out on his eldest kid who's going through a lot of changes and hardships and ends up physically grabbing their throat and pushing them against the fridge and then refusing to listen to their side of the story and is right now not in contact with the kid because they don't trust him because of how much he's done mentally, emotionally, and physically to harm them and has lied to them since they were six years old. I can't become him.
Being adopted was the best thing to happen to me at age 11 it would have left me with to abusive drug. Attics who r unsuitable to raise children. But some times I stop and think how did it feel to them to leave me and my siblings behind ?
darkl0rd33 oh I spelt it wrong my bad 🤗 but why do u have a be smart and call it out in a emotional time like really have a heart like whts the point in trying to make me look stupid. It's the message I'm wht I was saying tht really mattered ❤️ but thanks anyway
Lindsey Meehan I'm so sorry :/ was ur adoptive father the alcoholic ? I didn't know if tht was wht u were saying or if it was your biological father that's the alcoholic .
This is such a meaningful song! Its actually one of the few songs there are that talk about meaningful things... MOST (not all) of the popular songs are about relationships , girls, guys, breakups, basically anything to that extent I absolutely love this song and I think its a wakeup to the harsh reality but there is good parts to it "I wont be afraid" Just saying my opinion
I just hate how I’m turneong to a freak and someone who gets talked about for how ugly I am with my stupid rare hair and my freckles how everyone says I’m a gayy freak who should kill theirs elf and to go away it’s not fair life sucks!😰
hey you, yes you. stop scrolling just for a moment. i don't even know if you found this comment in the thousands of comments there are, but no matter. most comments will tell you to "be happy" or "stay calm" stuff like that. this is similar but not exactly the same. now please take your time to read this. whatever is bothering you, whether its a breakup, death, your feeling insecure, the "fake friend" problem, being bullied or something is just going on in your life that's bothering you- *we've all had these days.* im selfish, impatient, and a bit insecure. i've made so many mistakes, and i can be a handful at times. but if you can handle me at my *worst, you sure don't deserve me at my best.* also if you think your ugly as heck, then get a glass of water. sit down in front of a mirror, look at yourself. don't drink the water just yet though. breathe. then smile. you are beautiful in your own unique way. now, drink the water. you'll see the water on your lips. smile again. your lips are shining, the water is shining on you. the smallest hint of water is shining. you are shining. you don't need water to shine. you are a bright sun. you shine in your own way. that is what beauty is all about. you probably heard this before but it's true. personality is 99% of what makes you beautiful. looks are only 1%. never forget that. *you* are a bright shining rainbow of happiness, no matter how ugly you think you are or how many mistakes you made or how big it is. you have one chance at life, once is enough if you give your best. 💕
To me,this song relates to my mom. I have a lot of traits of her than my own biological father because she was there physically. I'm so scared to become like her. But sadly I already am becoming like her and idk how to change it and just be myself. I want help but don't have the money for it.....I don't want to be like her and make my fiance leave me,nor make him feel like trash. I don't want that.
I feel the same way,today my mom and step dad screamed at me that I was just like my biological dad....the one guy who left my family with selfish fellings,so I just thought of DNA of how I don't wanna be like him and ...in fear of the way they saw me
I get bullied by Diego bustos,but listening to this song makes me feel like I shouldn't be scared of him because he's not the boss of me so guys don't let bully's stop you from being so great and you have whole life ahead of you
Uhhh did he let you share his last name? Cause he could be you know.......stalked cause you said his last name! You should regret the choice you made of sharing his last name it can cause serious consequences for you and him!
Same,even when I'm mad at them I have only said "I hate you" to them once in my 10 years and I was like 6 I only said that because my older brother said it.i am caring about my parents so I never say "I hate you" to them,on the other hand my brother he doesn't care at all.he only cares about me when I was like 5 and he was 9 but when I got older and my lil sis was born he was addicted to games so he never rlly payed much attention to me,my lil sis,my mom or my dad.anyways enough about my sappy story I am just thankful for my loving and caring parents sorry this is so long.
You are very lucky, my dad used to abuse my mom, he once threw her down the stairs and she broke her noes. They always used to fight but now they are divorced and 2 years ago when 9 and my brother was 7 he used to abuse my brother. It was terrifying to look at from such a young age.. anyway sorry for my sappy story about my life. Have a nice day😊
I'm not one of those people who just say OMG I just need to make a, so I can get like this is truly my life I was adopted when I was one month old and guess what it was by a Familymember of mine because my mom couldn't do right with the other children she had so now I am raised by a white family and I don't need to be living this life I want to live this life of my mom even if she does smoke or or does drugs so please help me give me courage because I do sometimes call it and I don't talk to her and I 💔💔 but you can't stop DNA
I am also one of those people lol. I was adopted at two with my twin brother and my half siblings went with there dad. My parents were addicts and went to jail and i was given to my aunt. I still live with her and im so glad i was brought to a better place. I still got to see my mom but she just passed away two weeks ago.
@@brihulen5484 that's sad... I realize by reading everyone's story that I have an amazing life I get upset over little things even when I know other people are dealing with much worse..
I wish i could relate to the "blue and red lights take you away" i used to live in syria, a place where if you're even accused of murder, and you did the police would take the murders side. my father is a lazy father, he has caused me trauma and i cant even call him my father. he keeps telling me to come back, i dont want to, i dont wanna trust a stranger..
I can't stop playing this song over and over again, i cry every time, i thought i was okay, i thought i recovered, i needed a song like this to help me know , im to the only one, im gonna be okay ❤️
I wish I could hug all of you. I wish you the best of luck. I’m praying for you all and just know your not alone, there are people everywhere that can help. I myself can’t do much, but talking to a counselor or an adult can help a lot.
"They look at me, like i look at you"
that actually sounds really sad not gonna lie
even more when you can relate....
@@Cchelbelless yeah it does 💔
I read this right when the song was saying it
That’s what ppl see in me in my school ppl are scared of my brothers so ppl are scared of me...
@@itsokayihatemeto2268 Awh :c I'm sorry!
"Hate to say hello 'cause I know that means goodbye"
My heart turn into pieces
Me too
Every hello has another goodbye behind it. You just can’t see it most of the time.
The last time I told my dad hello. In a second my life turned upside down. My dads in jail and my mom told me she couldn’t care less if I died. And my sis tries to kill her self.
@@freespirit5852 +hug @Cyber and Void Gacha
wait what
“Hate to see you as a monster so I run” hits me hard because my mom used to get drunk all the time and it scared me so much. Same with my uncle
I'm so sorry.... this world is sick, but we can change it. One generation at a time..
This world has chosen to end it self we went gonna be saved 😞
*arnt
This whole song is me to my father. My father does drugs and still does them. He doesn't care about me and my siblings, only drugs😔😞😟😭
I feel bad for you
This hits hard when you are afraid of become like your Parents. Worrying and the frustration that one day you might actually be like them. That you might do those things. And it scares the living hell outta me as much as it makes me resent myself
true
💯💯🥺
I got anger issues after my father and the last time i was nervous then i cried because i was literally doing what my dad did
@@sarahdonovan7776 I- i dont wanna be my mom. I love my mom but i dont wanna become her when i grow up..❤
It's is true
It's kind of weird how all of us are in pain because of this fear but are not able to meet each other in person to comfort each other
same
T-true
True
True
I would't even know how to confort anyone couse im really bad at it everytime it happends i just tell some random shit jokes or make fun of myself to make them feel better.
"They look at me like I look at you." That part was relatable and it hit me hard.
Ikr same..
Same me and my dad both have anger issues
@@weirki868 Same.
I got my dad genes when I get angry I can think and I don't care about the consequences of it like all you is blank and you can't stop I got in a fight back in 1first grade the kid had one black eye a and a bloody nose. Ever since I can't get a hold of my anger even though I appear as the cool and reserved type
Yea same goes here
"blue and red lights, come take you away"
thats so honestly deep... and if you think of it scary. if it happened to me... id be so lost..
It happend to me....
@@sayfrench917 me too....
I just realized what it meant, lol (why did I say “lol”? Because I have nothing else to say) one time when I was really young, my father use to be really abusive (physically and mentally) so one time he was really drunk and decided to yell at my mother for no reason (and we were really poor back then :/) so my parents started to fight about how would use all of their money to idk buy useless things. So eventually he like physically attacked her so she had to call the police and they took him away for a week. So during that week, everything was very peaceful and you know I didn’t have to worry about anything, so after that week my father was a lot more calm. And so now whenever my parents starts a fight it’s usually my mom that starts to yell first and I rarely hear my father yell. So that line really relates to my past and yes of course it’s also very deep, but for me now everything is fine and back to normal 😌.
Lovely Allie, the scary thing is my dad abandoned me two I see him about once every 4 months
Im used to it by now
Imagine this:
Bi-polar disorder passed down the family.
Daughter was born by the mother and father, the father being bi-polar.
Father goes through the maniac faze, and kills mom.
Girl gets adopted, and then the father calls her phone.
She answers and gets furious at him.
He apologizes.
2 years later she gets another call.
She is still mad at him.
She yells and screams at him.
Through sobs he replies,
“Okay, I just wanted you to know this is the last time you’ll ever hear this voice again.. I’m getting executed..”.
She screams.
She drives her adopted moms car to the prison, and quickly tells the officer what is happening and she demands to see her father.
He hesitates, but sees the terror in her eyes, and quickly brings her to the execution room.
She was too late.
Bolts of electricity go through her father as she stands there.
She hears a faint,
“I love you..”.
She grows up to be a motivational speaker, and tries to raise money to help scientists find a cure for bi-polar disorder.
The end.
Bipolar runs heavily through my family. I'm scared, I inherited my dad's genes so strongly. I don't want to go manic, to be such a sadist. I don't want to be depressed, to want to die. But I do, I'm so scared.
Bipolar also runs through my family and I found out that I have about 2 years ago, I also have really bad depression and anxiety..... My mom and dad are pretty bad parents.... A year ago I found out that my dad was doing drugs like heroin ( in the very same room that the little kids play in) he's also a major alcoholic 🙄😔 he went crazy one day and destroyed my aunt's house ( me, my dad, and little brother were living with them at the time) my dad then illegally took my brother and moved to the homeless/rehab shelter and that's where they live now. I still live with my aunt and she treats me like her own daughter ( she has 2 daughters) I also have an older sister and she lives with our other aunt. My mom is a decent person but she makes a lot of stupid decisions and is almost always in jail. We could live with her but I chose not to for the sake of my well being and she completely understands that I just need to feel safe and I do feel safe and happy with my aunt😁 I've always had really bad emotions and am almost always crying 🙄 all my "friends" think it's annoying and that I need to be tough if I ever want to be loved but... I can't help it... People just don't understand that I've been through a lot of emotional, really bad things😔😔 also I have recently found out that my best friend talks about me behind my back to the person who bullies my mentally every day.... I still haven't confronted her about it tho because I'm terrified of being alone even tho I already feel that way.....
Thanks for reading all that if you did lol sorry😂🙃
Do people not realize their not just punishing the person dying but their also punishing their family for no reason I honestly am full on against educating people that’s full on basically MUDER
@@nicolemccallister5082 you a strong girl
I had fake friends too they suck life sucks 🙁
@@addie3183 okay sorry to ruin the serious mood but, what’s “mUdEr”?
The way her voice shakes when she says "backseat laughing always ends too soon" breaks my heart
it didnt:|
@@askaboutminah2805 it did :/
@@askaboutminah2805 when she says 'soon', not through the rest of the sentence tho
When your parents always compare u from your older brother/sister.
Me: ...
mine compare me to my younger siblings about the way they act better and i act worse and they have better grades then me
they should not do that because you cant be like them you are you
To my parents, I'm the bad child out of all my siblings
@@bffsdostuff3472 all three of my siblings are older all out of school and I’m the youngest still in school and my mom always compares me to them and I hear her compare my sister to me which even tho we hate each other just breaks my heart my mom has anger issues and I’m a emotional person so worse combination someone who blames everyone else and yells I can’t stand people yelling at me and my mom does everyday I feel like crying when she yells at me saying how useless I am being lazy doing nothing
Same
Who has told there parents that they won’t be like them
Wow that’s how many people oh my god 😦
Lottie E me I said that but look we’re I am now 😞
well my bio dad hung my mom and I was just born watching it and I cant ever see him tho i have my step dad who chreats me badly wich is sad and my friends all know
Andie Neubaur are u ok 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭
@@scarlettxox_7536 yes I'm fine I cant meet my bio dad but everything's fine for now
@@scarlettxox_7536 my moms still alive and moving were all going threw life aswell
Do you ever just look in a mirror and just stare into your own eyes and imagine yourself looking different or how the world would be like without you.
And as your zoning out you just *snap* and your out of it,You forgot what you were doing and walk away.
Cause I do.
I hate myself ✌️
Edit: 24/12/21. This comment didn’t age well, I never hated myself; I just loved the attention, I disliked myself, but I never hated myself. I’m ashamed of who I used to be.
Edit: 9/2/23. i like myself. took only 2 years. reminder that even if it gets bad, it'll get better. i promise you that.
Same here buddy welcome to the club I do it almost everyday
I hate me too👌
Please don’t hate yourself your beautiful the way you are and ur so blessed to be alive
@@itsyour1localloser793 This comment was 5 months ago! Things have changed! And thank you so much! I may not love myself, but I don’t hate myself as much as I used toooO!
I thought everybody did that
@@sodiumhydroxide69 I’m glad u don’t hate yourself :) always stay positive no matter what :D
Her voice is so pure...
I know right
I don't want to ruin the perfect 100 likes....I don't want to ruin it...
XD I know right..
@@Nobody-sm7rc same
Very pure
*”The song is even sadder when you understand the lyrics..”*
edit: this is simply a quote, I do not relate to this situation at all and I am grateful I have a loving father. I wish you all the best and I hope it gets better for you. Just remember that it’s not your fault, it’s their lost. Im sorry for you all.
Yea I feel it I feel exactly like my dad...and I have anger issues like my mom that I can't control
Omg I'm one of ur subscribers
yeah sometimes I wish I didn't because life can be hard for some people but I usually put it aside so that even if it is through a text other people can understand that I'm here and that there will always have a bright side to what they are going through because other people need it more than me because i have learned how to look at the bright side of most things but it is hard and i fall into depression a lot but it is ok because in the end i will be a better person and stronger than i ever was so ya.
my father left me when I was 6 months old
Yaeh and when it happens to this song is my life
“Hate to say hello ‘Cause I know it means goodbye”
That hit me hard
Edit: The likes on here 0.0
I read all of your replies and I’m very truly sorry for all of this catastrophe you’ve experienced, but things will get better..
The storm always gets worse before it gets better, and don’t forget that. 💖💞
😭
Gacha Snow Cloud ッ 😭this song makes me cry I feel bad for Lia....😨😨😭😭😥
I know as soon as u think they're getting better they do something.
Me to my Auntie got my eyes and she hurted my great granapa now hes in the hospital casue she abuse him for being look after
gamerkiddotv super child I’m really sorry this happened. Maybe we could talk, if you need to, as long as I’m free. I have school a lot but I’ll talk when I’m free if you’d like
Who else had a bunch of favorite childhood songs but didn’t know the sad/scary meaning until later in their life?
me
Me
Me
Yep..
Yeah
I don't want be like my parents I'm scared
you have control to be your own person! we believe in you!
Don't be scared honey❤❤ it's not all bad .. somethings are different and great far away form them
My mother hates my father because I loved him so when my father payed for my mother to come to see me on my birthday my mother was talking to me saying stuff like she wished he was dead so I could be with her but I hate her cause she left me and my father when I was two and so I told her to stop she didn't then the morning after she left my father died. It's been a week since it happened I swear to God I will never do drugs like her, leave my children like her, wish death on people like her, and mostly never hate the people who do the most for me like she did. Love the people in your life before they are gone ❤️
Don’t be scared❤️ you are your own individual!!
It will be okay just don't be scared it will work out
"I hate to ask but what's it like to leave me behind" Reminds me of my dad and when he left me and my family😢😢
My dad left me when I was 3 and my mom is in jail for 4 years
Ps4 Acc CloudyyyFN Hope you feel better and leave it in your past what has happened already happened so you should leave it behind.
Julie Bakr Who takes care of you
My dad is always good to me but when is he drunk its always he made a fight with my mom but i dont understand they are just made their lifes bad...and even my life...But it doesnt matter I love them no matter are they drunk..bad...hates me..I have a great falimy if u ask me! Its just an normal problems everyone had them...but its not normal if someones parent bully their kid! Everyone just be happy! Everyones dad like to go on a drink 🍻 with their partners on works or anyone i just said that everyone its a LIFE not an game and just believe ur dad or mom or anyone is just somewhere in! My parents love me with all they hearts and I love them no matter what are they like i said! My parents dont hate me they just yell at me when i do something wrong but they are just trying to help me! Just believe that is that person u know somewhere in there...trying to stop all this but they cant..I just said that to kids who get bullied..Im sorry...Just believe that person is in there and trying to stop it! If u believe everything is going to stop say them this and u will see 🙂! Thanks for listening i wish no one is bullied!!😇
We left my dad when I was 3 and he came back at age 7 with some girl and 2 kids my age and younger
Tryed to get to know us so he wouldn't have to pay child support them my mom married again to another guy who was good but then he changed we left him as well
So I think this song realates to both of us
Repost if...
-You always hear your name even when if it's not being called.
-You hate hearing your voice in recordings.
-You use the word "thingy" when you can't remember what something is called.
-You pretend you're writing in class so the teacher won't call on you.
-You say the entire alphabet because you can't remember what letter comes next.
-You and your best friend can say one word and crack up.
-You hate it when one of your hoodie strings is longer than the other.
-You hate it when someone thinks you like someone when you clearly don't.
-You hate it when your favorite song comes on as you pull in the driveway.
-You feel like if you turn on the lights, you'll be safe from anything.
-You push those little buttons on the lids of fast-food drinks.
-You love it when you tell a guy to shut up and they copy you in a higher voice and you both start laughing.
All of these are true....
Yup
LOL I just came from a song with the exact same comment but I can DEFINITELY relate
All these true for me
Its true
in freshman year I had to do a project about my "theme song" and this is the song that came to mind. I didnt use it because it would have sent me to the counselors, but my appreciation for this song has grown. I have felt every single emotion shown in this song, I have been in almost every scenario from this song. I have seen my father twice this year and have only enjoyed one of those instances. hes been arrested, hes gone to the hospital many times and every time i get so scared because i think hes going to leave me but I'm more scared that I'll turn out exactly like him.
I’m 13 and My parents never seen my accomplishments, it’s like I’m invisible and they don’t love me at all. They recently gave my brother a phone for having a 70 average and I have a 90+ average but when I asked if they can give me 10 dollars to go out with my friends they ignored me. I know you might never see my comment but just know you aren’t alone ❤
you won't i believe you will do great :)
You can think you will be like him and i know this comments are 3 years old but really man, i know coming from a stranger it isnt a lot. But how i see it your father just showed you not who to be, which is a great lesson but coming from the wrong person. You dont have to be anything like him, be you. Personally i have a fear of turning like my mom and dad. My mom doesnt care about me and my dad taught me how to never treat children. Things happen for a reason. Just like the saying what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. You will become stronger, Forget being like him because i know you wont be like him. I dont know you that well but its transparent.
this reminds me of my dad he was an alcoholic , it tore my family apart.
Same.. not only was he an alcoholic but also he was into drugs. I never got meet him. It sucks that kids have to grow up without a mom or dad.
Emily Saldana that is me right now I don't have a dad but my mom's getting married and I am scared if I'm not going to be a good daughter.
Stephanie fajardo Don't worry about being the good daughter be the girl you normally are, don't change, don't think too much. It'll be alright trust me. Feel better
Emily Saldana Same with me.
IvoryToxic Lps same I have no dad
Its soo sad because she singing a story about shes trying to not become like her parents but she cant stop it because she has the same DNA 😭 that's what I try to do to I also try to fight my DNA so I wont end up like my parents.
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@@jamiehansen1443 what's confusing??
Same exact thing here
@@andiejohnson5746 I'm here for u
wolfi woods 😢❤️ thank you 🙏🏻
Song: past my bedtime
Me: SHOOT ITS 2AM
Roblox Gacha Tuber for me it is 3:00 am 😬😬😬😬
NOBODY ELSE LIKE THIS COMMENT!
It's 123...
Unless yall wanna make it 1234
Which is fine
Just make it quick
omg xD its like it Knows its past your bed time
It's 03:06 am for me ✌🏻
@@kochay536 oi ish 9:09 for meh rn
98% of the reason I don’t want kids, adopted or otherwise is because I am so afraid I’ll make the same mistakes my parents did with me, I like to believe that most of it they didn’t realize was hurting me so badly, but I was always afraid of saying that what they said hurt deep. I am afraid of being in a relationship because of what examples I see everyday. The first time I can remember seeing an argument not be a shouting match and ending peaceful was when I was visiting my uncles house when I was 18. I am afraid of being like them
I know it’s a year later but still I felt I should reply. I’m sure you’ll be an amazing parent. Seeing how you’re aware that you were parented wrong makes me believe you won’t make the same mistakes and you’ll parent in your way. ❤
@@MackenzieYuna-bp5gl thanks! I’ve sorta decided that when I’m settled down somewhere I’ll probably adopt, but that’s many years down the line so I have plenty of time to gain experience
@@gergyta9211 Very excited for you I hope everything works out very well for you and your future family 🩷
i wouldn't doubt if someone here told their parents they wont be like them. bcuz i know i did.
Kermit your buttwhole yep....
yeah
Yeah i did..
In my mind...
I've never done that but I don't want to be like them. But again...u can't stop DNA. 🤣
“Will they look at me, like i look at you?” Breaks my heart
It's actually supposed to be " Will you look at me, like I look at you?" which is even more shattering tbh
God samme
It's actually this "They look at me like i look at you" which is more heartbreaking if you look at the person like you know.
ItsAngelic is right.
It’s actually “they look at me like I look at you. “
My grandfather is alcoholic which tored my family apart
And always has anger issues, and it hurts to see all of my family tore apart, my grandmother left us but came back
Because she remembered us and if she left us she knew that my grandfather will hurt us, but not only my grnadmother but my aunt who sticked up for me, then came back but that day i wanted to die so i just wanted to jump of our window but it never happened since i still love my family even tho they fight as always and im just a 10 years old my sister is turning 5 this August 2020 but my grandfather never changed, my grandmother heard that my grandfather doesn't love her anymore and his only with us just for me and my sister but he still never changed, he never knew that i wanted to jump off my uncle is in abroad he's the only one who saves me he said "always text me if there's something wrong..."
I did text him but it gets worser...while my grandfather is sick his throat is stuck, but he still gets mad at us..and i
Always pray for him to get better even tho i know he still has anger issues of us..and my father is not my real father he's my step father..i still love them
Cause my real father left my mom when i was a baby
Soo i just did this to tell my story
Sorry for the others who felt the same i love you all ❤️
Well my beautiful girl there is hope and love in jesus read the bible start with Jeremiah 29:11 i am praying for you and your sister sweet girl god will help you it may not be today i hope it be today but it may not be but just remember the lord our god is always with you ALWAYS
@Nobera Ruiz we should pray for them the bible say where two are gathered there is the lord
I hope the best for you and your little sister and your mom and pray and for sure good come your way :)
Omg...I hope everthing is alright now... And ❤
Oh..I feel pity for you cause I understand your feelings.I will pray for you
When ur happy , you just like the song... when you’re sad, you understand the lyrics
ikr I'm crying rn cuz I understand them...
People think I listen songs in night for fun
But really I listen to song to atleast feel something
@@adi4032 I know that feeling...
Yeah... I lost 2 months ago a very important pony and I'm so sad... I have cried 2 moths after leaving him behind and pretend that I'm fine and I'm happy! But the truth is that I'm covering my pain being happy... I feel like he was the only one who really understood me and now he's gone I have no one. I hate this. No one never understands... :/
#brOckEn⛓️🖤🥀😩
"They look at me, like I look at you" Oh wow.. this got me
Me too
@@_hheellloo_ same
Fax
Hello
XxTPuppyxX I don’t look at my dad I don’t know what he looks like...
"I won't be, no i won't be like you" reminds me of my dream back when i was elementary, shouting to all my family because i came out being gay, and all of my family hates gay in real life, but its just a dream, i hope they will accept when i came out
Same i hope when you come out they accept yoy i know my fam wont well my dads fam
I hope your family welcomes you with open arms. And if they don’t, fuck em. I’m your new mom 💕
It does not matter if they don’t accepted you cuz no matter what happens don’t look back look in front,don’t look down look up.... just....*BE YOURSELF*
It doesn’t matter if they don’t care. As long ad your safe and you’re happy, you matter. If they don’t accept you, their not family. Family is not blood, it is who you can trust, and who loves you. You’ve got this.
WHO CARES IF YOUR GAY...IM A CHRISTEN AND I FELL LIKE I MIGHT BE GAY
i don't want to be my dad...im not sure who i want to be but all i know is ''i won't be like you''
Same
Be who you are, be unique.I like making gacha video's that's my favorite thing about my personality
Same
May god bless you!
I dont want be like my dad when l grow up
I am just so scared l might turn out like him
When l grow up😕😫😨😨😨
When this song came out for the first time, I cried so hard. You see, I have a dead beat dad. I only saw him once a year, if I was lucky, and my little naive self thought he cared about me. I used to cling on all of the happy moments when we were together. But looking back at it now, he used to be a prick. When I was 9, I moved away because my mom and my stepdad got married. I never heard from my dad again. As I went through middle school, I started getting into really bad fights with my parents. My relationship with my mom started to drift. I would always hope and fantasize that my dad would come and make everything better, but he didn't. He didn't give a shit about me. Then I started hating him. Hating him for abandoning me. Hating him for making me feel like I was unworthy of love. Hating him for drifting me apart from my mom. Hating him for giving me his worst traits. Hating him because I look like him. Hating him for giving me his anger issues. "When I erupt / Just like you do / They look at me/ Like I look at you."
U CANT STOP DNA !♡♡
HEART TOUCHED SONG !
I WAS SOBBING !!😥🤐
Me to!!!!
MIN _TUBE you*
Actually you can stop it, but is still like the song.
Same
I'm not I'm hard to hit...
Memories Are Unforgettable When You Put Them In A Song...
...DON'T TELL THEN THAT!!!
@Aurora Crane aw you poor thing, I understand that pain, I hope you get better
They really are unforgettable. I just pray for anyone that suffers anything that hurt them. I know I’ve suffered. I want to use that to help other people who are suffering too
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Im singing this song in front my whole school!
im scared but confident!
Wish me luck :^
How did it go
How did it go?
Thanks, Guys! It went GREAT!! now all my friends know I can sing.. ._.
@Sydney Lumbra Well if you do it, Good Luck!
Good luck :)
"Hate to see you like a monster and I run" my dad gets drunk and he tries to abuse me he's been abusing me for 5-6 years now-
Lia was basically crying for help with this song yet we were blind
Coco Kookie I know 😿😿
Sorry, but what happened to Lia? I'm not quite caught up
@@gennyjones5387 same
So liah was apparently using some type of drug. It was noticed by people through her weird behaviour in one of her lives. Since her past was not the bestest,there are chances that she is using drugs and needs help.
@@cocokoochie9648 Oh no. I hope she gets the help she needs and has enough support until she gets that help. It must be so hard for her right now
“Hate to see you as a monster so I run and hide.”
That hurt me
No hate but run and hide
Riley Torclesin oof
same cause my dads not in my life and never wouldve be hes in prison for doing drugs
9 months in there hes been in their for 6 months 3 more to go i guess
@@sirenawinland9013 hopefully things will get better for you and your family once he comes out ❤️
Sirena Winland mine time ik how u feel ..it’s ok ..we will make it through this
“Past my bedtime, blue and red lights come take you away”
That hit me 😭
same that song is for my dad
Same here😭😭😭😭😭
My dad loves meeee
Sorr I don’t mean to brag
@@user-de8qt2xm3j same bro
"Johnny Cash and backseat laughing...
Always ends to soon."
Ok that hit me hard..
So sad she is in a bad place now:(
Let's bring it into the light so she gets the help she needs
Costa Gordo I know alot
@@craigmcconchie1100 ok
@@blissfulsoo1251 are you ok- like not even jokingly. lmao means laughing my ass off, that isn't an insult. all they did was just clarify she didn't commit suicide..
@@kelli2411 Sorry for saying lmao I forget a lot of stuff
Who’s listening in 2019? Really pains me how she turned out now considering the lyrics. I seriously hope someone reaches out to her soon to give her the help she needs.
I am
Same
Same.
Dolenda Gedeon Me
Yeh
“But you can’t stop DNA”such a strong punch to my stumach
*stomach
@@we_dem_boys does it really matter?
Same
Yes yes yes. This is so true
@@dyexi4333 FR like fuck the way we spell so lemme just skshrhrbsvishdrb UHdud hoy are yjd tofay
How sad is it, when you can relate everything in that one sad song, to your entire life.
Yea I can to this and Hey Little Girl song heh
danny watkins Same…
Todoroki kun?
@@midoriya-kun758 Ah!- ….. Hello midoriya?
@@shotatodoroki3988 Hi todoroki kun
Tbh I only cry to songs I can relate to and this is one of them
I got highlight omg.. 😊
when it says highlighted comment it means youtube is showing you your own comment first because it got a like, or someone replied lol
Same
I8
Same one of them is this and most of the songs from NF especially hate myself
This was like me and my best friend. We were the closest But our parents split us up... We vowed to meet again and never break our kids.
𝕂𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝔹𝕖𝕝𝕖𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘
Snowphie Playz 💞
SAME MY BFF IS GOING ANOTHER SCHOOL AND AM STUCK IN THE SAME SCHOOL BUT NOW WITH HER AND I TOLD HER NOT TO GO BUT SHE IS JUST CAUSE OFF OR UGLY TEACHRES and am alaya
NOT WITH HER SORRY
𝔹𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕖𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘*
Me too...My BFF went to Fiji and after that, they'll come back here to get their old stuff so they can leave again to New Zealand...They will stay there until she finishes school, meaning we will only see each other once we're grown up... T^T
This is my favorite song because its like my life right now
Blue Ocean456 ik I'm really late, buh I hope youre doing fine and well
Hope your life gets better praying
Mine to
I’m really late, but I hope your getting better! ❤️😇
Same
Time flies, I remember crying to this song for hours. And three years later I've finally found it but the tears have stopped coming out, I know you'll get through this but please don't ignore it.
I can’t stop crying tho I have to see the people who hurt me the most in a couple days and I really don’t want to I’m scarred from what they did to me
Same
Don't weary I'm here with you all so don't feel like you have to deal with it alone, we are all here, and I'm here to listen to you if that's all you need
I might cry 😢
Comments are a safe place... For us all we all have had a bad experience so have others we are all here for each other and everything will gg better I promise! 😊😁
No matter how bad it is now we can get through it! I know we are all strangers here but sometimes a stranger is the best person to talk to in the toughest of times because a lot of people have had or is going through the same situation as you so never let your guard down and live a good life! My mom and dad divorced when I was 2 and I haven't seen my mom sense and my dad works full time so I'm always with friends... Everyone here may need help so if they say something like "if I get 10 likes it would mean the world to me because I'm going through tough times" Just help them out don't say they are making it up because maybe it's true I know this is long but the message I'm trying to get out is someone will always be there for u if you know them or not live a good life and enjoy it while it lasts. And I just took a bunch of time from that life while you were reading this. Go back to enjoying and reading the comments! ❤❤❤
Wow thank you so much I love that message so much I just read it
Unfortunately, while I agree with the message, comments aren't always a safe place. I know from personal experience that there are people who just don't care because they're behind a screen, so they say very hurtful things, even to people who commented something horrible that they are going through. It's a cruel world, but it is true that even in the darkest places, there's always some light. All you have to do is find it. Don't ever be afraid to get help. Even if it is in a RUclips comment section, there's always someone willing to help.
@Aurora Crane r u okay
@Aurora Crane Umm why did you write backwards but other than that I'm very sorry that your life ended up like that but theres one thing I know that might cheer you up
No matter what or anything hat happenes there's always a way that miracles could happen!!!!
So your dad might change his ways of even in the future you could change him and his ways yourself☺
So what I'm trying to say is ...
NEVER EVER IN YOUR LIFE GIVE UP!!!!!
“Hate to see you as a monster so I come and hide” that hit really good
I’m not the type to cry but I am I understand
I feel this a lot. Whenever they fight and yell, I hide. I can’t deal with it, and I don’t like fighting. It scares me so much.
Brianna Rogozinski it scares me a lot. Loud noises now cause panic attacks, and those aren’t good
@Brianna Rogozinski thank you
run and hide*
0:14 "Dark as midnight six pack coors light you don't look the same" Meaning: Dad is outside in the night drinking a six pack beer brand named "coors light". After drinking, he looks very sober and his eyes are red, which is why he doesn't look like the same jolly dad as before.
0:21 "Past my bedtime blue & red lights come take you away" Meaning: The daughter has trouble sleeping since she has flashbacks of her drunk dad beating her every single night. The dad sometimes goes insane and beats himself. Which caused him to go to the ambulance and take him away. (Refers to "Blue & red lights).
0:31 "Hate to see you like a monster so I run and hide hate to ask but what's it like to leave me behind" Meaning: "Every day, the parents are fighting due to the fathers lack of connection with the daughter. The daughter refers the parents as angry monsters fighting. They never speak to the daughter since all they do is fight.
0:43 "I won't be no I won't be like you fighting back I'm fighting back the truth eyes like yours can't look away but you can't stop dna no you can't stop dna" Meaning:The daughter always sees the dad go into psychical fights and worries that she'll grow up exactly like him. Her mind is telling her that she's wrong and denying the truth that *SHE* *WILL* indeed grow up like him. Then, her mind says "No, you can't stop DNA" repeatedly in her head.
1:20 "Twice a year you come in crashing nice to see you too johnny cash and backseat laughing always ends too soon" Meaning: Her father only visits twice a year, no reason intended and no greeting, interaction at all. Johnny cash, the fathers name. She had a flashback of them cracking up in the car when she was 4 but she thought it was yesterday when they got along, which is why it "always ends too soon".
1:40 "Hate to say hello cause I know that it means goodbye hate to ask but what's it like to leave me behind" Meaning: The daughter tried having a conversation with her dad and started with a "Hello" The father didn't say a word, and left the room. She wishes that the father spends more time with her, but all he does is leave her behind.
2:20 "All the pieces of you and the pieces of me I'm just so scared you're who'll I be when I erupt just like you do they look at me like I look at you" Meaning: When the daughter finally grows up and erupts she gets frightened about how she'll be just like her father. She also worries that people will look at her with the disgusted face that she gave to her father whenever he fought with people.
I thought the same thing we share the same braincells and wow u got time to write that noice👏
I heard this song at school and started crying.
blueyedangle 345 me too but I love it so much
I did too people said that I’m a wimp and that I’m too sensitive but at least my teacher understood why I cried
Why are they even playing that song at school... I would cry if i heard that
same and people hugged me and people asked are you OK and i said i'm never OK with my home but i'm glad I have one and we should all have one I think it's not fair that people don't have a home.
blueyedangle 345 Same
I heard this song at work and cried like a baby. My biological mother was a drug addict and she left me in a closet when I was 4 months old. My biological grandmother and aunt found me and I ended up being adopted by my grandparents. Turns out my biological grandfather was an alcoholic, and was really abusive to us. Didn’t find this out until I was 19. I went most of my life thinking my grandmother was my mom and that my aunts and uncles were my siblings. I finally got to meet my dad and his wife and my real siblings. My biological mom passed away last month and I was able to be there at the funeral for my biological little sister because she needed me. I don’t let it stop me though. I start nursing school this summer and I’m finally healing from all the childhood trauma. I say all of this to say, there is hope. You may have characteristics of your parents. You may be terrified of becoming them. But if you have faith and tenacity you can fight those tendencies and become better than they were. Don’t give up guys! ❤️❤️ much love
thats so sad im now crying
So sad 😭
beautiful comment...Positive vibes to you in your recovery
😢
you really made me sad its very true
My father has been in and out of prison my whole life for drugs. Im only 13 and dont remember a single birthday with him, a single christmas, any holiday. Hes put me through so much i promised myself, and everyone i wont be like him but it terrifys me because i dont want to be like him.
I can relate
I have almost the same thing... my dad moved to irland and I haven't seen him about 5 years..
i'm sorry, a lot of people take for granted the fact that they have had their parents when there are people who have one or no parents. I do it to, its just that my family is a bit broken. I recently found out that my dad had an affair with someone. My sister leaves scars to me, my parents fight a lot. I still love them, there will be parts of you that will turn out like your parents. Let it be, you'll be happy that you did. Trust me,I'm already like my parents, and I'm glad I am. Like you I'm 13 and I don't regret anything that has happened in my life. If you have a 'perfect family' don't take it for granted, love and cherish them.
your not the only one I promise Im in the same situation and it scares me too.. I hope it gets better for you soon
I sadly have to see my father. He is abusive. A total asshole. Has anger issues. And tries to fix everything with money that he doesn't even have. If I told him I was gay he would probably kill me.
"I won't be like you"
"Black and blue light will come to take you away"
"I'm scared of you"
"I'm fighting back the truth"
I said all that stuff to my dad before he died of being an alcoholic
Who has ever heard your mom and dad fighting ✋and was right there next to them? Me what about u?
Every day of my life
Me. :-(
I did altho it was verbally (thank god)
They fight because my dad fishing all time and don't care about me,my mom and my little sister. And when we say no to go fishing woth hom he yell at us so i go in my room and listen to music because its calm me down ^^
@Emily Kozak sorry i don't understand because am french but i speak english a little
I'm only 10 and this explains most of my life
Ella Prater I'm sorry, I've been through a lot to. If you need someone to talk to I'm here.
Tatertot Life I'm here for you.
me too ;-;
I'm sorry, my parents don't love me. They want me to be the perfect little doll..I'll listen to you're problems, I'll be there in you're darkest times, I'll comfort you when you're down. *Me and Zam Fam. will be there for you! :)*
Ella Prater same
CANT WE JUST TALK ABOUT THAT SHE USED TO BE ON KIDS REACT AND NOW SHES A HECKING SINGER??? SHE GREW UP SO FAST
EspeonInkling mhm
my dad left. my mom's an addict. now that's not the sad part. the sad part is that i thought all of this was normal 🙂
I used to be scared of being like my father. He abused me. He spanked me with a backscratcher for everything I did wrong. If we wasn't happy with me, he would spank me. When I got older (6or7) he used the belt. He said his father did the same. And I was wondering if I would do that too. At less then seven years old, I was scared if being my father. I ended up getting a restraining order against him. I didn't see him for 5 years. Now I see him an hour a week, and he was me to be just like him. But I'm not. I'm not violent. I'm the peace keeper. I'm not hurtful. I'm healing. I want to be the opposite of my father. I AM. The opposite of my father.
You are not your parents. 💖💖💖
Same here
They want me to be like them
But make your own destiny
same but I want to leave him
But I cant 🙁
I'm sorry that happened...
My biological father is not in my life he insulted my mother on Facebook and he tried to turn me against the one person who was in my life, my whole life.... My mother, he also let his mom call me trash to my face, my step dad is WAY better than him when his ex called me a 'Psycho' he stood up for me, I've been called many things over the years... I can't even see my own sister cuz my biological father won't let me and it hurts so bad that I'm suffering through depression ATM I have been dealing with it for two years now... Just when I though I could be more positive for my vollyball team....... It came back.... so yeah.. I think these comments are good for everyone to open up
And again I am sorry that your father abused you, there were always petofiles around my bio. Dads house which is why I am not allowed to go to his house, but yeah..... >^< (-this is my fave emoji cuz it's cute btw! XD)
Anyways... Can't think of more to say ATM... Might edit this comment later.. Heh...!
my dad was like this but he beat us with chairs and he broke them on our backs, I pray he gets better. :(
Annabel Castro I'm so sorry.
poor u. im really sorry
Annabel Castro I am so sorry
Annabel Castro omg I'm so sorry
Breezy stfu how do you know if she did go through this
“six pack coors light, You don’t look the same....” That hit me real hard...😓😢😭
"All the pieces of him
And the pieces of me
I'm just so scared hes who I'll be
When I erupt just like he does they look at me like I look at him"
That's how i feel
I know what she means ( I think )
Like you don’t want to be like them but you can NEVER escape dna you cannot change the fact that you are ALWAYS going to connected to them...even if u change.. dna still connects u.
Also some tendencies and mental health disorders run in genes passed down in DNA so you literally can turn out like them with the same issues and you can’t stop it
I think ur right
OMG you're totally tight!
@eva franka it wasnt from u oof- but np
@eva franka maybe true
*”I’m just so scared you’re who I’ll be when I erupt just like you do.. they look at me like I look at you..” *
That hit me hard..
Same...
Same here too
Same both sides of my family has anger issues
Me too...
Me when I'm happy: I like this song
Me when I'm in my feels: I understand the song
This explains my entire relationship and childhood with my mom, it hit hard
NO YOU CANT STOP DNA-
-wait what’s DNA? **gets dictionary**
Sameeeee...
Oof-
XD
OMG
... omg-
XD dna is you- wait you can find it in a dictionary!? I hope tons-
"I'm just so scared you're who I'll be"
That hits hard
I don't want to turn out like my father. An alcoholic with anger issues who takes all his anger out on his eldest kid who's going through a lot of changes and hardships and ends up physically grabbing their throat and pushing them against the fridge and then refusing to listen to their side of the story and is right now not in contact with the kid because they don't trust him because of how much he's done mentally, emotionally, and physically to harm them and has lied to them since they were six years old.
I can't become him.
I hope things get better for you, and I hope you don't turn out like your dad! I'm sure won't because you seem very nice!
You won't :")
It is going to be ok
I'm so sorry things will get better
You won’t. Everything will be ok.❤️
"they look at me like I look at you"
This hurts a lot, knowing that people have seen the monster in me as I've seen the monster in my mom
Being adopted was the best thing to happen to me at age 11 it would have left me with to abusive drug. Attics who r unsuitable to raise children. But some times I stop and think how did it feel to them to leave me and my siblings behind ?
i'm adopted to
Kayla Carlson i was adopted at 5 only to lose the only "father" figure in my life.. hes an alcoholic an i never talk to him
Kayla Carlson I never knew attics could be people
darkl0rd33 oh I spelt it wrong my bad 🤗 but why do u have a be smart and call it out in a emotional time like really have a heart like whts the point in trying to make me look stupid. It's the message I'm wht I was saying tht really mattered ❤️ but thanks anyway
Lindsey Meehan I'm so sorry :/ was ur adoptive father the alcoholic ? I didn't know if tht was wht u were saying or if it was your biological father that's the alcoholic .
This is such a meaningful song!
Its actually one of the few songs there are that talk about meaningful things...
MOST (not all) of the popular songs are about relationships , girls, guys, breakups, basically anything to that extent
I absolutely love this song and I think its a wakeup to the harsh reality but there is good parts to it "I wont be afraid"
Just saying my opinion
So true, I think more songs shoyld be like this one
I just hate how I’m turneong to a freak and someone who gets talked about for how ugly I am with my stupid rare hair and my freckles how everyone says I’m a gayy freak who should kill theirs elf and to go away it’s not fair life sucks!😰
wow
h he same
hey you, yes you.
stop scrolling just for a moment.
i don't even know if you found this comment in the thousands of comments there are, but no matter.
most comments will tell you to "be happy" or "stay calm" stuff like that. this is similar but not exactly the same. now please take your time to read this.
whatever is bothering you, whether its a breakup, death, your feeling insecure, the "fake friend" problem, being bullied or something is just going on in your life that's bothering you- *we've all had these days.*
im selfish, impatient, and a bit insecure. i've made so many mistakes, and i can be a handful at times. but if you can handle me at my *worst, you sure don't deserve me at my best.*
also if you think your ugly as heck, then get a glass of water. sit down in front of a mirror, look at yourself. don't drink the water just yet though. breathe. then smile. you are beautiful in your own unique way. now, drink the water. you'll see the water on your lips. smile again. your lips are shining, the water is shining on you. the smallest hint of water is shining. you are shining. you don't need water to shine. you are a bright sun. you shine in your own way. that is what beauty is all about. you probably heard this before but it's true. personality is 99% of what makes you beautiful. looks are only 1%. never forget that. *you* are a bright shining rainbow of happiness, no matter how ugly you think you are or how many mistakes you made or how big it is. you have one chance at life, once is enough if you give your best. 💕
i really needed this... thank you for taking the time to make others feel good abt themselves!
To me,this song relates to my mom. I have a lot of traits of her than my own biological father because she was there physically. I'm so scared to become like her. But sadly I already am becoming like her and idk how to change it and just be myself. I want help but don't have the money for it.....I don't want to be like her and make my fiance leave me,nor make him feel like trash. I don't want that.
There is alawys a song that relates to your story, this is mine.
I feel the same way,today my mom and step dad screamed at me that I was just like my biological dad....the one guy who left my family with selfish fellings,so I just thought of DNA of how I don't wanna be like him and ...in fear of the way they saw me
This is also my story
sadly way same the feel I
You and I are in the same boat
I just like it but I mean...idk what else to say😑😑😑
"Johnny Cash and backseat laughing always ends too soon"...That hit me hard..
I so sorry.
I have a sister too.
I hope things get better .💕
i kown bc of my dad
all of this song is true about him
Man I JAMMED to Johnny Cash when I was younger tho!!
how its fine
I thought it was "Are the pieces of you, in the pieces of me?"
Maybe I'm wrong, but I'm not sure.
youre not dont worry
It is!
Younger me loved this song bc it was catchy but now, now I get it and it’s just yea.......
This song remember me about my family
Same
Yeah...
Same here
I get bullied by Diego bustos,but listening to this song makes me feel like I shouldn't be scared of him because he's not the boss of me so guys don't let bully's stop you from being so great and you have whole life ahead of you
It's OK I know how u feel..
that's the way to stop your self from getting bullied
@Destiny Martens It’s a last name
Hardeststyler BR ya i should tell me something like that
Uhhh did he let you share his last name? Cause he could be you know.......stalked cause you said his last name! You should regret the choice you made of sharing his last name it can cause serious consequences for you and him!
Hate to ask "what was is like to leave me behind?" This hurted me
Hate to see you as a monster so I run and hide. ow my heart hurts
"hate to say hello cause i know it means goodbye." that hit hard :(
Past my bedtime
Boo and bed rights
Come make me ok
this is sad man ... seeing her now ...
Yeah
ROSÈ it hits me really bad.....😔
"No you can't stop DNA" That is so so so so so so sad
Reminds me of my mom honestly, i love this song so much
Meagan Shafer it reminds me of my birth n adopted dad
This reminds me of my dad
Same my mom choses her boyfriends over us I nevered lived with her and all of her kids don't live with her
Me too in a bad experience
Same, my 'mother' is such a piece of shit, I hope one day my dad escapes her like I did.
"what's it like to leave me behind?" That had to hit harder than a breakup.
I am thankful for my loving parents like if you agree
Your lucky to have them
Same,even when I'm mad at them I have only said "I hate you" to them once in my 10 years and I was like 6 I only said that because my older brother said it.i am caring about my parents so I never say "I hate you" to them,on the other hand my brother he doesn't care at all.he only cares about me when I was like 5 and he was 9 but when I got older and my lil sis was born he was addicted to games so he never rlly payed much attention to me,my lil sis,my mom or my dad.anyways enough about my sappy story I am just thankful for my loving and caring parents sorry this is so long.
Gator Girl 33 people liked it... I didn’t I hate them sometimes
You are very lucky, my dad used to abuse my mom, he once threw her down the stairs and she broke her noes. They always used to fight but now they are divorced and 2 years ago when 9 and my brother was 7 he used to abuse my brother. It was terrifying to look at from such a young age.. anyway sorry for my sappy story about my life. Have a nice day😊
just madeleine im so sorry but you’re not alone my dad doesn’t care about me and my siblings and abuses my mom to...
whos here after her live
I wish😔
Who’s still hearing this 2019-2020?😭🤚🏼
mee
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I don't want to be like my mother. I won't abandon someone.
Wolfie Schultz it ok my dad did the same I pray to God I won’t be like him! I love you sis! We’re sisters in heaven okay?
“Blue and red lights come take you away” kinda reminds when my dad went to jail
Me too
Hahahaha same
Don’t come at me I laugh my feelings away
My dad has been to jail at least 5 times in 12 years..
Same my dad went to jail :(
I’m so sorry ur all’s dad went to jail I will pray for u all
I'm not one of those people who just say OMG I just need to make a, so I can get like this is truly my life I was adopted when I was one month old and guess what it was by a Familymember of mine because my mom couldn't do right with the other children she had so now I am raised by a white family and I don't need to be living this life I want to live this life of my mom even if she does smoke or or does drugs so please help me give me courage because I do sometimes call it and I don't talk to her and I 💔💔 but you can't stop DNA
I am also one of those people lol. I was adopted at two with my twin brother and my half siblings went with there dad. My parents were addicts and went to jail and i was given to my aunt. I still live with her and im so glad i was brought to a better place. I still got to see my mom but she just passed away two weeks ago.
@@brihulen5484 that's sad... I realize by reading everyone's story that I have an amazing life I get upset over little things even when I know other people are dealing with much worse..
@@yazzyxx that's the same with me.
I wish i could relate to the "blue and red lights take you away"
i used to live in syria, a place where if you're even accused of murder, and you did the police would take the murders side. my father is a lazy father, he has caused me trauma and i cant even call him my father. he keeps telling me to come back, i dont want to, i dont wanna trust a stranger..
I can't stop playing this song over and over again, i cry every time, i thought i was okay, i thought i recovered, i needed a song like this to help me know , im to the only one, im gonna be okay ❤️
me to I just keep playing it over and over again
Same
I wish the best of luck to everyone that is fighting something like this. I’m here for you no matter what, remember that. Stay strong everyone.
thank you, if I could hug you I would. so *air hug*
Wow I like u not in a weird way but u said a gud thing guy
Thanks...I could use that :|
I am fighting back the truth...
I wish I could hug all of you. I wish you the best of luck. I’m praying for you all and just know your not alone, there are people everywhere that can help. I myself can’t do much, but talking to a counselor or an adult can help a lot.
i already memorise this song but i like so i watch again and again" I wont be like you "
The line
'they look at me how I look at you'
Hits rlly different
This song, if you understand the meaning is actually quite sad to me in my perspective. This explains my life.
Its explains mine too because I try not to be like my parents DNA because they are abusive and a alcoholic....so I try to fight it
Olivia Carpoolsss it also explains my life to 😭
This comment sounds so narcissistic.
Who`s gonna watch in 2020?
no? what abt 2021?
still not? what abt 2022