Hey Ellie, I love you girl. We just went through a miscarriage too and it was one of the hardest things I've gone through and really affected both Cam and I. I'm sending a prayer up for you to feel some comfort during this time.
NEVER feel silly for being happy. You didn’t look silly. For that moment you were happy. You allowed yourself to be happy for that life. And that’s a beautiful thing! ❤️
I had a miscarriage and got pregnant again not long after and felt terrified and a dear friend reminded me that every baby deserves to be celebrated. No matter how little or how early.
@@carliemichalak5682 that’s how I felt during my pregnancy with my rainbow. In the beginning I had a ton of anxiety and didn’t want to get attached and the pandemic didn’t help but I told myself that I needed to choose joy instead and I did.
I think you’re both incredibly brave for sharing this experience with the world. So much of the internet is airbrushed and made to look perfect, and we all know that’s just not true. Life hurts sometimes like hell. I hope sharing this and reading your feedback goes a little bit to helping you both heal and move forward. I’m so sorry for the loss you are going through. Hold each other and your beautiful boys tight. Wishing you well and happy again soon. Sending love xx
I have mostly phased out of watching family vloggers. Many of them hit a point of feeling guarded and no longer genuine... But you guys still are so open! Through your story telling and editing I can feel your experience so strongly. I love what you do and I love your sweet family. My heart breaks for you... Thank you for sharing with all of us. ❤️
I’m an old pro at fertility treatments abs one thing that always stuck with me was hearing that you shouldn’t take a break after a chemical or MC because that’s when you are most fertile. Your body is now primed for pregnancy. I like to think of it as that little soul came in to pave the way for the baby that is going to get to stay ❤️
Please don’t give up! You guys are the reason I continued with my fertility journey. You helped me so much and I know you’ll continue to help others too! Sending prayers and hugs 🙏🏼
Never ever feel silly for being happy. Happiness is something you can never get enough of, so enjoy it while you can. Baby Mecham will come when it's ready, I know Ellie has said she's always felt like she'd be an all boys mom, but I have this feeling that there will be a little girl in your family, she's just waiting for the right time to come!
This morning at church, our lesson was “something good is going to come from this”. I’m hoping and pray for your family. I’m so sorry you guys are going through this. ❤️❤️
Ellie, look at those numbers next to your name! That amount of people plus more love you. We care about you. Don’t y’all ever feel foolish or ashamed for sharing your journey. That is what we are here for. We want to see the highs and lows and see y’all power house through it. You inspire me everyday to be a better mama to my 4 boys.
I've been around since before Jackson. You guys are the reason I kept fighting. I had secondary infertility and cried for years, I actually even entered your contest to get IVF. I got pregnant twice naturally and beat infertility and now have 4 babies. I look at the 2 babies I got and say to my husband, imagine if we didn't get pregnant when we did, and wouldn't have these boys. They were meant to be ours, we were waiting for them. They were worth the tears. Don't forget the light at the end of the tunnel. Chin up guys!
Oh ellie and Jared my heart breaks for you both! But I know you're so resilient, positive and loving. I've been watching yall since before Jackson was conceived. I love you guys and your family. ❤❤
You guys are such pillars of strength. I couldn’t imagine going through everything you’ve been through. I’m not a mother, I’ve never experienced pregnancy or the loss that comes with it. Watching your journey since finding out about Jackson, I just know you both are going to get through this. ❤️❤️ all my love and prayers to you both.
My heart goes out to you guys, I am so dang sorry that this has happened. It breaks my heart to see Ellie so flat, I’m sure it must be horrible for Jared tenfold. Sending all my love and prayers to you guys. Your path is rocky and steep, but I’m sure the view at the top will be worth it all. ♥️
Every feeling is valid here. Of course you were happy in the moment - you were pregnant! Of course you feel very sad when it didn’t work out! ❤️ I wish you all the best in the future to come. I’ve been here since Jackson was born, met you at PlayList live 2017, you are the most genuine people. Can’t wait to see what’s in store for you and your family. ❤️
You two and your family are the reason I have hope through my infertility 💝 thank you for sharing the more vulnerable of times with us. You are true idols and super heroes 💕❤️
The high highs and low lows are so traumatizing. My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for over a year. Had a chemical pregnancy and 1 round of IVF that was unsuccessful. It’s awful and heartbreaking. 💔 I’m so well versed in IVF and fertility because of you guys. I’m open about it because of you guys. So even though it’s hard, you’re helping so many people.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine what you are going through. And thank you for being so vulnerable about the hardships of infertility. When I was diagnosed with PCOS, I found your channel and have watched your success and your family’s growth ever since, and it gave me so much hope that we will have success too. And we did! Our son is almost 2! But now we’re going through it again, unfortunately. Thank you for sharing your story and helping me know that I’m not alone. And I’m praying for your success!!! PS, I have a lot of family in Logan and my grandparents lived there before they past. I don’t know if Hansen would ring a bell, or that they would even be the right ones, but I love logan! It’s where my mom and dad grew up and got married :)
Your journey, as difficult and painful as it is, is helping so many people not feel alone. I’m sorry for your loss. Know you have many thinking of you. 💙
You guys reacted how everyone would react... I will never forget my first pregnancy, the joy of having that first positive test, the excitement of the ultrasound scheduled, and the dissapointment and pain when there was no heartbeat. But you are never silly, never lose hope, never give up if this is what you really want. And Ellie, I hope you feel better soon, it is a lot to take, I think al lot of people can understand... So sorry for you guys ❤💙
sending so so so much love to you both. as a loss mama who is probably never going to get that rainbow - I know the hurt of the loss. sending all the sticky baby dust your way for when you decide it's time to try again
🦋 I can empathize completely that once you see that faint line your love for your baby is felt and kept in your heart and soul forever. 🦋Bless you and your family xo
I’m so sorry you have been through this. My first pregnancy was a chemical pregnancy and those few days of knowing you are pregnant are filled with so much hope and joy. It is never silly to be so excited about a positive test ❤️
I just want to say thank you for filming and posting all the the videos you have of your journey. I know its painful I know you probably dont want to relive that pain but you are helping so many people and maybe there's a women who is going through exactly what you are step by step right now and its helping her get through it too. You both are wonderful and I know you'll get your 4th beautiful baby and we are all praying for you guys and we love you!!
Please don’t feel silly for being happy. You guys are and have continued to be a blessing for others. That blow is so surreal and I can relate to that emotional roller coaster 🎢. I felt overwhelmed with joy when I learned I was pregnant then to have that taken away was heart breaking. I’m praying for you both. Not enough people talk about this. We have to tell our stories for sure
I am So... SORRY Ellie & Jared... I CRIED Throughout this whole video to hear of your loss... You have a RAINBOW BABY 🌈 right behind... Don't stop your journey... I believe you will see that joy once again... HUGS & BLESSINGS to You BOTH... WE are ALL our here PRAYING & ROUTING for You... GBY & Your BEAUTIFUL FAMILY ALWAYS 🙏❤💙🤗✝️
Ellie and Jared, I felt this to the core. Fertility Journeys are so harsh and hard! I am beyond sorry your baby will come when you least expect it. Baby dust your way! I am done with femera and I will start testing my ovulation soon.🙌🏼🤞🏼Huge hug your way!
I’m so sorry for your loss. I really appreciate the openness and realness. It helps me to be a better friend to those who have walked through this, or might. Praying for you guys. ❤️
For so many years, you guys have given hope to so many couples with similar situations. Oh how I wish us viewers could bottle that up and send it back your way. Praying for you 💕
I’m so very sorry you guys. It made me so sad to see Ellie so emotionally exhausted. Take all the time you need to recover and enjoy your move and the holidays. So so sorry Ellie and Jared!! ❤️
Thank you guys for sharing your journey! A lot of people do not understand the struggle some have to go through to have a baby! I am praying for you and your family! You will get there
:( Please don't feel silly. I can't imagine sharing this part of your life - this is so raw, so emotional.. and I'm glad you share this, because as you know infertility is not something often openly spoken of. I think everyone knows how grateful you are for your family and your life, but hopefully they all know that all sunshine makes a desert. Holding you guys in my heart for healing and for a positive outcome.
I’m crying for you both 💗💗. I am so very proud of you for not only sharing your journey but also having the guts to say something about the insensitivity of comments that come your way. As someone thar knows, you have the right to feel robbed. It’s often people who haven’t walked in your shoes that can say something that to them seems easy, but hurts you like hell. You keep that experience of joy that you felt, forever in your hearts 💕.
Sending so much love and baby dust to you Ellie! Hold your head up high guys, you have so many loving people praying for your beautiful miracle baby ❤️🥰
I am so sorry, Ellie. Prayers for you and so much love and support. Take some time for you and don’t worry. Still here when you’re ready to move forward with “what y’all feel is right for you.” So many hugs and prayers. I know nothing I can say will make it better but please know you’re never alone. 💜💜💜
You guys are so inspirational and strong Ellie!! I have been watching you guys from the very start. I am sending you guys prayers of strength and baby dust for when the timing is right. Don’t you ever get discouraged!! Look at the gifts you already have!! Your 3 little boys ❤️ some couples don’t even have one!! Your next little one is yet to come I promise!!
Love you guys. I’m sorry you’re going through this. And I’m sorry you even have to struggle with having a baby at all becuase you treat you babies so so well. I’m thankful you shared your story for others to know and celebrated that little life. 💖
Thank you so much for sharing this. I went through the same thing in September after nearly 3 years of trying to conceive. I’m completely destroyed inside. Watching your video is making me feel so much less alone♥️ I’m so sorry you had to go through this
NEVER be silly for sharing your thoughts and emotions of the loss of your precious family member. Process ALL the emotions needed….we’re here supporting y’all through this in prayers 🙏❤️
Infertility is a hard thing to endure, but I always take heart in the fact that the journey is always worth it in the end. It doesn't make it hurt any less, especially when you go from those super highs of a positive, to the super low of finding out it's not viable. I'm so so sorry that you're experiencing this, but I'm also so grateful that you've been generous and brave enough to share it with the world to let others know that they're not alone. You gave me hope when I started my journey in 2017 and although it was so much harder than I ever expected, I think it makes me appreciate my little treasure (and her currently growing sister) that much more. It takes a strong person to endure this journey... and you are one of the very strongest, even if you don't feel it sometimes. Please take comfort in each other, and your beautiful boys, and know that we are praying and hoping that you'll be making a happy announcement soon. xoxo
I’m glad you are sharing yesterday and today’s videos. That excitement was palpable. But then so is the pain. So many of us go through that and we need to know the others do too.
My heart breaks for you Ellie! I’ve lost 6 babies, finally after 10 years of loss I got my 2 babies within 16 months (they are 16 months apart) it will happen for you I know it! It’s so hard to go through and I could feel your pain!
Oh Ellie & Jared - I cried. I am at a loss for words. May God Bless you & your family. I will pray for you - you both are so open about this. I see something very positive in the future - don't give up (unless you truly want to). I can't wait to see all the exciting videos about your new home. That will bring a lot of joy to help you during this time.
We lost our 1st baby and had posted so many excited thrilled overjoyed photos and videos and such. It felt weird looking back but now I'm happy and grateful for those happy moments with that baby.
Ellie and Jared, It is so hard to explain the emptiness you feel after a loss like this. When it happened to me, I found myself not knowing what to say, much less expecting the people who loved us to find the words to comfort us. This is one of those places where the words do not live to comfort you. I know that we are strangers, but please know you will both be in my prayers and in my heart as I ask for you to be at peace. Sending you blessings
I'm going between "do what is best for your mental health" and "but she finally ovulated!!! Don't stop the progress you've made." Keeping you both in my prayers!!!!
I’m so incredibly sorry you guys. Just trust that we’re all sending you positive vibes & that we’ll be here to follow along your journey whatever you decide to do. Sending so much love & light♥️
I'm so sorry for your loss. Never feel silly for celebrating a beautiful life no matter how short it may be. A loss is a loss no matter how far along you were. Every life deserves a celebration even if it's just a few days. Praying for you as you heal.
I’m literally in tears… I’ve been trying to get pregnant for the past 2-3 years I know the feeling to be sooo excited and happy when you see the positive test then you get the doctors call and blood work done and your not pregnant anymore…. Praying things get better and y’all have another baby🙏
So many people will have gone through these emotions, I know I have, infertility is a rough rough ride. These videos will help people and make them feel LESS silly for how they also felt at that time. I hope this journey comes to a good end for you soon! X
The excitement shows you HOW MUCH YOU WANT THIS. Its not silly at all. You expressed your emotions and feelings and its natural. You have gone through the wash with emotions. Hugs to you both. Hang in there! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I really hope you do not get discouraged to share your journey highs and lows. As someone who has experienced loss I understand the need to discuss, share and research what is happening. I feel like you helped me so much because your loss before Tommy was at the same time I experienced my loss and then we both had our rainbows within months of each other. You sharing your story helped me in ways you can't imagine and I thank you for that. That said if you are to the point where you aren't comfortable sharing then don't. You aren't required to share to make others happy. We all love you and hope that whatever path you take next brings you peace and joy. Lots of love!❤
It’s ok it will happen when it happens. Let god put this into his hands and he will make it all play out for the two of you. I know this is hard to deal with but be happy for the three beautiful boys you have.
Thank you for sharing your journey ❤️ I’m so sorry for your heartbreak again, it’s reassuring in a sense to know that how we feel during these moments is exactly how someone else has felt too. You’ve helped me through both my miscarriages and my heart breaks for you guys as without even knowing each other, I feel you guys to be an extended family to us. Sending so much love and hope ❤️💕
It is not silly one bit, there was a life and now it's gone. It didn't last long but it was a life. So sorry for your loss. What a rollercoaster, I can't imagine going through that. You deserved the joy you experienced and I'm so sorry for the pain and loss you feel now! Your hormones change when you're pregnant! Even for a short time, your body is reacting to this just as much as your mind and hearts are! You're feelings are 100% valid and it's important to share true things like this that people experience every day! I love that you guys are so open and honest! It's really refreshing and it's why I've continued to follow you for so long! Praying you get pregnant again when the time is right!❤ God has it all planned out! Xoxo
Love you guys so much. Sending prayers and love. You have been in my heart, thoughts and prayers this whole week. My husband and I just experienced our second pregnancy naturally (Our first was through infertility and a complete miracle the doctors said.) Almost exactly like your experience it ended in loss as soon as it started... This hits so close to home and I truly appreciate you sharing. ❤
Oh I'm so grateful for you sharing this - I'm one of these people experiencing exactly what you do. And this makes probably not only me feeling less alone! Take care and take your time
Don't ever feel that celebrating a life, no matter how short. It was beautiful seeing your joy and feeling it with you. I'm sorry you are going through this again. Praying for a sticky bean next time.
100% celebrate and mourn. We cannot skip the celebration of life just in case it doesn’t last. Yes it’s scary and it hurts, it hurts either way, with or without the joy. So much love to you both.
I just recognise those feelings you are feeling Ellie ❤️💔 it’s just so hard. And after my second loss i just felt so numb. And angry. Sending lots of love and strength to you both! ❤️
I’m so sorry, Ellie and Jared. I know you’ve been through this before, but we went through the same thing in the summer. We got pregnant the first time we ever tried without intervention and had a miscarriage at 7 weeks in April. Then I got a positive test again in June, but my numbers didn’t double and it was crushing. They said it was a chemical. But then at the end of July we got another positive test and the pregnancy has been successful so far. You’re in my prayers and so are your angels.
Thank you SO MUCH for sharing, as hard as it obviously is for you. I have had 3 early losses and the feeling of that joy being ripped away from you so soon is soul destroying. I'm sorry this has happened to you but please know you're not alone ❤️
I freaking love you guys! You are so strong. We have been trying for a year and a half with an ectopic pregnancy and a miscarriage and 8 rounds of famara. It has FINALLY happened for us. And I know it will happen for you too. Just keep being you! You are amazing!
I’m so sorry for your loss 😢 I’ve been there and remember feeling so sad when I got the news I would miscarry and the next few days/weeks I felt sad/numb/angry after I miscarried. Please don’t feel silly for celebrating because that life although brief brought you joy. I wish I would have taken a picture of my positive pregnancy test before I miscarried because that baby/moment was wanted and loved and all I have is a memory. Thanks for sharing all of your emotions with everyone and I pray you get your rainbow. Hang in there!
Through him all things are possible, Ellie and Jared, I pray for you to achieve your goals. To be able to welcome a baby in the near future, I pray that you are able to heal stronger than you were to withstand your losses. I pray that you and your family will be happy with God's choices. But most of all I pray that you can get through this and enjoy a healthy and happy Christmas. Many hugs to you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss, and I know it's a heavy load but you will get past it.
Oh Ellie and Jared, I'm so sorry. I've been watching since before you were pregnant with Jackson and just love you guys so very much. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I'm so sorry for this loss. Don't ever feel silly for being so excited. Sending you so much love.
Absolutely breaks my heart. Thank you for sharing! It must be so difficult but I hope you both feel our love that we feel for you and for your family! ❤️❤️❤️
I am so sorry. It hurts so much and I am hurting with you. I feel like every loss hurts so much more when going through infertility because you can't just "start over" or "try again" because it is SO much work behind EVERY SINGLE try and it's mentally and physically draining when you can't get pregnant naturally. Take care of yourselves and take the time to process and feel the emotions you feel. Sending you all the love ❤️❤️
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Aww so sorry stay Positive and sending u guys so much ❤
Sending lots of love and positivity
Hey Ellie, I love you girl. We just went through a miscarriage too and it was one of the hardest things I've gone through and really affected both Cam and I. I'm sending a prayer up for you to feel some comfort during this time.
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I’m so sorry Ellie! Stay positive and happy! Love you all ❤️🥰
NEVER feel silly for being happy. You didn’t look silly. For that moment you were happy. You allowed yourself to be happy for that life. And that’s a beautiful thing! ❤️
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I had a miscarriage and got pregnant again not long after and felt terrified and a dear friend reminded me that every baby deserves to be celebrated. No matter how little or how early.
@@carliemichalak5682 that’s how I felt during my pregnancy with my rainbow. In the beginning I had a ton of anxiety and didn’t want to get attached and the pandemic didn’t help but I told myself that I needed to choose joy instead and I did.
I think you’re both incredibly brave for sharing this experience with the world. So much of the internet is airbrushed and made to look perfect, and we all know that’s just not true. Life hurts sometimes like hell. I hope sharing this and reading your feedback goes a little bit to helping you both heal and move forward. I’m so sorry for the loss you are going through. Hold each other and your beautiful boys tight. Wishing you well and happy again soon. Sending love xx
I have mostly phased out of watching family vloggers. Many of them hit a point of feeling guarded and no longer genuine... But you guys still are so open! Through your story telling and editing I can feel your experience so strongly. I love what you do and I love your sweet family. My heart breaks for you... Thank you for sharing with all of us. ❤️
I know it ended in heart break but your mom saying Ellie over and over is the most pure thing ever! You are so loved! ♥️♥️♥️
I’m an old pro at fertility treatments abs one thing that always stuck with me was hearing that you shouldn’t take a break after a chemical or MC because that’s when you are most fertile. Your body is now primed for pregnancy. I like to think of it as that little soul came in to pave the way for the baby that is going to get to stay ❤️
Please don’t give up! You guys are the reason I continued with my fertility journey. You helped me so much and I know you’ll continue to help others too! Sending prayers and hugs 🙏🏼
You will succeeded ✨
🥲🥲I’m so sorry.
I wish so much I could hug you both until you both know and feel how incredibly loved and prayed for you both are.
Never ever feel silly for being happy. Happiness is something you can never get enough of, so enjoy it while you can.
Baby Mecham will come when it's ready, I know Ellie has said she's always felt like she'd be an all boys mom, but I have this feeling that there will be a little girl in your family, she's just waiting for the right time to come!
That's it! I feel that too. Baby girl is waiting for the right time.
This morning at church, our lesson was “something good is going to come from this”. I’m hoping and pray for your family. I’m so sorry you guys are going through this. ❤️❤️
Ellie, look at those numbers next to your name! That amount of people plus more love you. We care about you. Don’t y’all ever feel foolish or ashamed for sharing your journey. That is what we are here for. We want to see the highs and lows and see y’all power house through it. You inspire me everyday to be a better mama to my 4 boys.
I've been around since before Jackson. You guys are the reason I kept fighting. I had secondary infertility and cried for years, I actually even entered your contest to get IVF. I got pregnant twice naturally and beat infertility and now have 4 babies. I look at the 2 babies I got and say to my husband, imagine if we didn't get pregnant when we did, and wouldn't have these boys. They were meant to be ours, we were waiting for them. They were worth the tears. Don't forget the light at the end of the tunnel. Chin up guys!
Oh ellie and Jared my heart breaks for you both! But I know you're so resilient, positive and loving. I've been watching yall since before Jackson was conceived. I love you guys and your family. ❤❤
I had a chemical in June and 2 months later I was positive. Hang in there, don’t stress! Much love from all of us ❤️
I love how Jared is always so considerate of Ellie.
You guys are such pillars of strength. I couldn’t imagine going through everything you’ve been through. I’m not a mother, I’ve never experienced pregnancy or the loss that comes with it. Watching your journey since finding out about Jackson, I just know you both are going to get through this. ❤️❤️ all my love and prayers to you both.
My heart goes out to you guys, I am so dang sorry that this has happened. It breaks my heart to see Ellie so flat, I’m sure it must be horrible for Jared tenfold.
Sending all my love and prayers to you guys.
Your path is rocky and steep, but I’m sure the view at the top will be worth it all. ♥️
Every feeling is valid here. Of course you were happy in the moment - you were pregnant! Of course you feel very sad when it didn’t work out! ❤️ I wish you all the best in the future to come. I’ve been here since Jackson was born, met you at PlayList live 2017, you are the most genuine people. Can’t wait to see what’s in store for you and your family. ❤️
You two and your family are the reason I have hope through my infertility 💝 thank you for sharing the more vulnerable of times with us. You are true idols and super heroes 💕❤️
no matter how small you celebrate every life my heart goes out to you and your beautiful family
I’m so sorry for your loss and I can’t imagine how hard it is to share all this. Praying your family 🤍
The high highs and low lows are so traumatizing. My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for over a year. Had a chemical pregnancy and 1 round of IVF that was unsuccessful. It’s awful and heartbreaking. 💔
I’m so well versed in IVF and fertility because of you guys. I’m open about it because of you guys. So even though it’s hard, you’re helping so many people.
You are helping so many people that are going through this....prayers and big big hugs
I'm sorry guys.
We had a failed round of ivf, we didn't get to celebrate a positive pregnancy test. It's such a painful process. Love you guys ❤
I’m so sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine what you are going through. And thank you for being so vulnerable about the hardships of infertility. When I was diagnosed with PCOS, I found your channel and have watched your success and your family’s growth ever since, and it gave me so much hope that we will have success too. And we did! Our son is almost 2! But now we’re going through it again, unfortunately. Thank you for sharing your story and helping me know that I’m not alone. And I’m praying for your success!!!
PS, I have a lot of family in Logan and my grandparents lived there before they past. I don’t know if Hansen would ring a bell, or that they would even be the right ones, but I love logan! It’s where my mom and dad grew up and got married :)
Your journey, as difficult and painful as it is, is helping so many people not feel alone. I’m sorry for your loss. Know you have many thinking of you. 💙
You guys reacted how everyone would react... I will never forget my first pregnancy, the joy of having that first positive test, the excitement of the ultrasound scheduled, and the dissapointment and pain when there was no heartbeat. But you are never silly, never lose hope, never give up if this is what you really want. And Ellie, I hope you feel better soon, it is a lot to take, I think al lot of people can understand... So sorry for you guys ❤💙
I’m so sorry for you loss. Never feel guilty for celebrating that one brief moment of joy. ❤️
sending so so so much love to you both. as a loss mama who is probably never going to get that rainbow - I know the hurt of the loss. sending all the sticky baby dust your way for when you decide it's time to try again
Hugs to a sweet family! You are helping a lot of people who are going through this too! Prayers for the coming year and your continued journey.
🦋 I can empathize completely that once you see that faint line your love for your baby is felt and kept in your heart and soul forever. 🦋Bless you and your family xo
I’m so sorry you have been through this. My first pregnancy was a chemical pregnancy and those few days of knowing you are pregnant are filled with so much hope and joy. It is never silly to be so excited about a positive test ❤️
I just want to say thank you for filming and posting all the the videos you have of your journey. I know its painful I know you probably dont want to relive that pain but you are helping so many people and maybe there's a women who is going through exactly what you are step by step right now and its helping her get through it too. You both are wonderful and I know you'll get your 4th beautiful baby and we are all praying for you guys and we love you!!
Please don’t feel silly for being happy. You guys are and have continued to be a blessing for others. That blow is so surreal and I can relate to that emotional roller coaster 🎢. I felt overwhelmed with joy when I learned I was pregnant then to have that taken away was heart breaking. I’m praying for you both. Not enough people talk about this. We have to tell our stories for sure
I am So... SORRY Ellie & Jared...
I CRIED Throughout this whole video to hear of your loss... You have a RAINBOW BABY 🌈 right behind... Don't stop your journey...
I believe you will see that joy once again...
HUGS & BLESSINGS to You BOTH...
WE are ALL our here PRAYING & ROUTING for You... GBY & Your BEAUTIFUL FAMILY ALWAYS 🙏❤💙🤗✝️
Ellie and Jared,
I felt this to the core. Fertility Journeys are so harsh and hard! I am beyond sorry your baby will come when you least expect it. Baby dust your way! I am done with femera and I will start testing my ovulation soon.🙌🏼🤞🏼Huge hug your way!
I’m so sorry for your loss guys. Especially Ellie. Take the time that you need and if anyone has a problem with it, that’s their problem, not yours.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I really appreciate the openness and realness. It helps me to be a better friend to those who have walked through this, or might. Praying for you guys. ❤️
For so many years, you guys have given hope to so many couples with similar situations. Oh how I wish us viewers could bottle that up and send it back your way. Praying for you 💕
I’m so very sorry you guys. It made me so sad to see Ellie so emotionally exhausted. Take all the time you need to recover and enjoy your move and the holidays. So so sorry Ellie and Jared!! ❤️
Thank you guys for sharing your journey! A lot of people do not understand the struggle some have to go through to have a baby! I am praying for you and your family! You will get there
Take a break, that’s the right thing to do at the moment. Lot’s of love and prayers to you and your family ❤️❤️
thats right they have 3 healthy kids so whats the story, it really gets old watching this!!!
@@michaelagronemann914 right? Be grateful and don’t push fate.
@@Craze4Babies I think Ellie pushes the fate, she should be grateful for 3 healthy boys
@@michaelagronemann914 100%. Also with constant building houses. So annoyed already
@@michaelagronemann914 nobody is forcing you to watch. 🙄
:( Please don't feel silly. I can't imagine sharing this part of your life - this is so raw, so emotional.. and I'm glad you share this, because as you know infertility is not something often openly spoken of. I think everyone knows how grateful you are for your family and your life, but hopefully they all know that all sunshine makes a desert. Holding you guys in my heart for healing and for a positive outcome.
I’m crying for you both 💗💗. I am so very proud of you for not only sharing your journey but also having the guts to say something about the insensitivity of comments that come your way. As someone thar knows, you have the right to feel robbed. It’s often people who haven’t walked in your shoes that can say something that to them seems easy, but hurts you like hell. You keep that experience of joy that you felt, forever in your hearts 💕.
Sending so much love and baby dust to you Ellie! Hold your head up high guys, you have so many loving people praying for your beautiful miracle baby ❤️🥰
How very sweet ❤️
I am so sorry, Ellie.
Prayers for you and so much love and support. Take some time for you and don’t worry. Still here when you’re ready to move forward with “what y’all feel is right for you.” So many hugs and prayers. I know nothing I can say will make it better but please know you’re never alone. 💜💜💜
You record and post so that others don't feel alone. So that you don't feel alone. Thank you for sharing the raw honesty of life.
You guys are so inspirational and strong Ellie!! I have been watching you guys from the very start. I am sending you guys prayers of strength and baby dust for when the timing is right. Don’t you ever get discouraged!! Look at the gifts you already have!! Your 3 little boys ❤️ some couples don’t even have one!! Your next little one is yet to come I promise!!
Love you guys. I’m sorry you’re going through this. And I’m sorry you even have to struggle with having a baby at all becuase you treat you babies so so well. I’m thankful you shared your story for others to know and celebrated that little life. 💖
Thank you so much for sharing this. I went through the same thing in September after nearly 3 years of trying to conceive. I’m completely destroyed inside. Watching your video is making me feel so much less alone♥️ I’m so sorry you had to go through this
stay strong guys❤️ you got this! sending a lot of hugs from across the world
NEVER be silly for sharing your thoughts and emotions of the loss of your precious family member. Process ALL the emotions needed….we’re here supporting y’all through this in prayers 🙏❤️
IM SO SO SO SORRY for your loss! You can always try again when the timing is right and have fun doing it! This may be hard but you got this! :D
Infertility is a hard thing to endure, but I always take heart in the fact that the journey is always worth it in the end. It doesn't make it hurt any less, especially when you go from those super highs of a positive, to the super low of finding out it's not viable. I'm so so sorry that you're experiencing this, but I'm also so grateful that you've been generous and brave enough to share it with the world to let others know that they're not alone. You gave me hope when I started my journey in 2017 and although it was so much harder than I ever expected, I think it makes me appreciate my little treasure (and her currently growing sister) that much more. It takes a strong person to endure this journey... and you are one of the very strongest, even if you don't feel it sometimes. Please take comfort in each other, and your beautiful boys, and know that we are praying and hoping that you'll be making a happy announcement soon. xoxo
I’m glad you are sharing yesterday and today’s videos. That excitement was palpable. But then so is the pain. So many of us go through that and we need to know the others do too.
My daughter and her husband tried for ten year's. She finally gave birth to Ellie Marie two year's ago at age 37.
Thank you for being honest and sharing your raw emotions. I love you guys and don’t give up. Sending much love and prayers ❤️
You guys are so strong for sharing your story. Thank you for trusting us with your most vulnerable moments. Praying for better news in the future 💕
My heart breaks for you Ellie! I’ve lost 6 babies, finally after 10 years of loss I got my 2 babies within 16 months (they are 16 months apart) it will happen for you I know it! It’s so hard to go through and I could feel your pain!
Oh Ellie & Jared - I cried. I am at a loss for words. May God Bless you & your family. I will pray for you - you both are so open about this. I see something very positive in the future - don't give up (unless you truly want to). I can't wait to see all the exciting videos about your new home. That will bring a lot of joy to help you during this time.
We lost our 1st baby and had posted so many excited thrilled overjoyed photos and videos and such. It felt weird looking back but now I'm happy and grateful for those happy moments with that baby.
Ellie and Jared, It is so hard to explain the emptiness you feel after a loss like this. When it happened to me, I found myself not knowing what to say, much less expecting the people who loved us to find the words to comfort us. This is one of those places where the words do not live to comfort you. I know that we are strangers, but please know you will both be in my prayers and in my heart as I ask for you to be at peace. Sending you blessings
I'm going between "do what is best for your mental health" and "but she finally ovulated!!! Don't stop the progress you've made." Keeping you both in my prayers!!!!
you are two of the strongest people that i can think of, so incredibly sorry for your loss!
I’m so incredibly sorry you guys. Just trust that we’re all sending you positive vibes & that we’ll be here to follow along your journey whatever you decide to do. Sending so much love & light♥️
I'm so sorry for your loss. Never feel silly for celebrating a beautiful life no matter how short it may be. A loss is a loss no matter how far along you were. Every life deserves a celebration even if it's just a few days. Praying for you as you heal.
I’m literally in tears… I’ve been trying to get pregnant for the past 2-3 years I know the feeling to be sooo excited and happy when you see the positive test then you get the doctors call and blood work done and your not pregnant anymore…. Praying things get better and y’all have another baby🙏
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So many people will have gone through these emotions, I know I have, infertility is a rough rough ride. These videos will help people and make them feel LESS silly for how they also felt at that time. I hope this journey comes to a good end for you soon! X
Oh Ellie and Jared I am so very sorry for your heartbreaking loss.
The excitement shows you HOW MUCH YOU WANT THIS. Its not silly at all. You expressed your emotions and feelings and its natural. You have gone through the wash with emotions. Hugs to you both. Hang in there! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Praying. That’s all I can say. My heart breaks for your pain. You aren’t alone even when you feel alone.
Oh, Ellie. I know how hard this is for the both of you. Sending lots of love and prayers. You’re so strong!💛 🌻
I really hope you do not get discouraged to share your journey highs and lows. As someone who has experienced loss I understand the need to discuss, share and research what is happening. I feel like you helped me so much because your loss before Tommy was at the same time I experienced my loss and then we both had our rainbows within months of each other. You sharing your story helped me in ways you can't imagine and I thank you for that. That said if you are to the point where you aren't comfortable sharing then don't. You aren't required to share to make others happy. We all love you and hope that whatever path you take next brings you peace and joy. Lots of love!❤
It’s ok it will happen when it happens. Let god put this into his hands and he will make it all play out for the two of you. I know this is hard to deal with but be happy for the three beautiful boys you have.
I am sorry for your loss but don't feel silly about being happy! Your little one deserved this spark of joy! 🤍
Thank you for sharing your journey ❤️ I’m so sorry for your heartbreak again, it’s reassuring in a sense to know that how we feel during these moments is exactly how someone else has felt too. You’ve helped me through both my miscarriages and my heart breaks for you guys as without even knowing each other, I feel you guys to be an extended family to us. Sending so much love and hope ❤️💕
It is not silly one bit, there was a life and now it's gone. It didn't last long but it was a life. So sorry for your loss. What a rollercoaster, I can't imagine going through that. You deserved the joy you experienced and I'm so sorry for the pain and loss you feel now! Your hormones change when you're pregnant! Even for a short time, your body is reacting to this just as much as your mind and hearts are! You're feelings are 100% valid and it's important to share true things like this that people experience every day! I love that you guys are so open and honest! It's really refreshing and it's why I've continued to follow you for so long! Praying you get pregnant again when the time is right!❤ God has it all planned out! Xoxo
Love you guys so much. Sending prayers and love. You have been in my heart, thoughts and prayers this whole week. My husband and I just experienced our second pregnancy naturally (Our first was through infertility and a complete miracle the doctors said.) Almost exactly like your experience it ended in loss as soon as it started... This hits so close to home and I truly appreciate you sharing. ❤
I am sorry for your loss ❤️
Oh I'm so grateful for you sharing this - I'm one of these people experiencing exactly what you do. And this makes probably not only me feeling less alone!
Take care and take your time
Sending hugs and prayers! I hope you feel all the love from us out here…may that carry you through this time.
Don't ever feel that celebrating a life, no matter how short. It was beautiful seeing your joy and feeling it with you. I'm sorry you are going through this again. Praying for a sticky bean next time.
100% celebrate and mourn. We cannot skip the celebration of life just in case it doesn’t last. Yes it’s scary and it hurts, it hurts either way, with or without the joy. So much love to you both.
So well said, Connie. The hurt and sorrow is inevitable, so we might as well enjoy the good parts when we can.
Every feeling is valid, Ellie and Jared.. Truly I am so so sorry for what both of you are going through. Sending prayers.
This makes me so sad for y’all. Praying and sending so much love!
Oh my gosh, I cried again more today. I’m so so sorry guys. I will keep you two in my prayers
I just recognise those feelings you are feeling Ellie ❤️💔 it’s just so hard. And after my second loss i just felt so numb. And angry. Sending lots of love and strength to you both! ❤️
I don’t know you, but I’m praying for you.
Please don't give up Ellie and Jared you guys got this
As an older syster, I still have hope. I hope you never lose yours. A pause will heal will start anew in the new year. Lots of love Ellie.
I’m so sorry, Ellie and Jared. I know you’ve been through this before, but we went through the same thing in the summer. We got pregnant the first time we ever tried without intervention and had a miscarriage at 7 weeks in April. Then I got a positive test again in June, but my numbers didn’t double and it was crushing. They said it was a chemical. But then at the end of July we got another positive test and the pregnancy has been successful so far. You’re in my prayers and so are your angels.
Thank you SO MUCH for sharing, as hard as it obviously is for you. I have had 3 early losses and the feeling of that joy being ripped away from you so soon is soul destroying. I'm sorry this has happened to you but please know you're not alone ❤️
I freaking love you guys! You are so strong. We have been trying for a year and a half with an ectopic pregnancy and a miscarriage and 8 rounds of famara. It has FINALLY happened for us. And I know it will happen for you too. Just keep being you! You are amazing!
So sorry for your loss. It sucks. May you be blessed with whatever you need to get through this.
Ellie and Jared, I'm so sorry for your loss. I am praying for you guys, don't lose hope. I hate y'all are going through this. Love and Prayers
I’m so sorry for your loss 😢 I’ve been there and remember feeling so sad when I got the news I would miscarry and the next few days/weeks I felt sad/numb/angry after I miscarried. Please don’t feel silly for celebrating because that life although brief brought you joy. I wish I would have taken a picture of my positive pregnancy test before I miscarried because that baby/moment was wanted and loved and all I have is a memory. Thanks for sharing all of your emotions with everyone and I pray you get your rainbow. Hang in there!
Oh I'm so so sorry. We were all so excited for you. There will be another one for you. Prayers going up for you all.🙏🙏🙏🙏
Through him all things are possible, Ellie and Jared, I pray for you to achieve your goals. To be able to welcome a baby in the near future, I pray that you are able to heal stronger than you were to withstand your losses. I pray that you and your family will be happy with God's choices. But most of all I pray that you can get through this and enjoy a healthy and happy Christmas. Many hugs to you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss, and I know it's a heavy load but you will get past it.
sorry for your loss!! I can't imagine what you are feeling but sending love and prayers for strength your way!!
Oh Ellie and Jared, I'm so sorry. I've been watching since before you were pregnant with Jackson and just love you guys so very much. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I'm so sorry for this loss. Don't ever feel silly for being so excited. Sending you so much love.
Absolutely breaks my heart. Thank you for sharing! It must be so difficult but I hope you both feel our love that we feel for you and for your family! ❤️❤️❤️
I am so sorry. It hurts so much and I am hurting with you. I feel like every loss hurts so much more when going through infertility because you can't just "start over" or "try again" because it is SO much work behind EVERY SINGLE try and it's mentally and physically draining when you can't get pregnant naturally. Take care of yourselves and take the time to process and feel the emotions you feel. Sending you all the love ❤️❤️